School, SCUBA, current times, religion, spirituality, and more!

It is no secret as to what I deal with in reference to #McCoyElementarySchool in #carrollton #Texas of #CFBISD as I did not hide what I was dealing with because some of the adult volunteers who treated my daughter and my son with bias, just as some the staff of the school who had denied my daughter Special Needs Education due to their biases against my son and my daughter. It has not been a secret as to the ramifications in reference to the #FortWorthZoo field trip in regards of such either, nor is it a secret of what I dealt with because of the lack of responsibility taken by those who were in charge at the times of my children going to that school as well as the after effects of what occurred to my daughter, my son, and I because of the irresponsibility and the lack of true leadership at the school when various points were brought to the attention of the staff in charge at the various levels initially. Though my daughter should have been put into Special Needs Education in October of 2009 when the first tier had been breached into the second tier of the #ARD #IEP regulations because of the kindergarten teacher making the recommendations for my daughter with my approval and my requests during her kindergarten year from 2008 through 2009, when the #McCoy #Elementary School put my daughter into district therapy which is where the second tier was breached by the regulations of the #TexasEducationAgency manuals; the problems still obviously continued as I did not hide nor keep such a secret back then, and I had repeatedly asked for help and assistance. The third and final tier was breached in the end of October 2009 and beginning of December 2009, when my daughter was put into the first mental health institution as McCoy Elementary School had been made aware of. That was all before the #FortWorthZoo field trip in April 2010.

It is also not a secret in reference to why I began my involvement with #SCUBA Diving in regards of finding a #JewishMedicalJournal as well as a few others, which had found evidence of #SCUBADiving assisting people with headaches to deal with the pain levels better. The irony of when I did begin my SCUBA Diving courses around the timing of #Purim in the #Hebrew Calendar, which is when Esther goes to save her people from the ones who are against the Gentiles in regards of the King at the timing of in the Hebrew texts and scriptures. When taking into consideration the aspects of the main high holidays of the Jewish/Hebrew calendar to both the aspects n reference of my SCUBA Diving while also taking a look at the high calendar in reference to the events of what occurred in regards of McCoy Elementary School and the timing thereof, there are close correlations between the portions in reference to. In reference to the timing of my #NationalGeographic #OpenWater SCUBA certification being closer to the times of #Purim as well as some individuals having difficulties believing certain aspects in regards of the medical reasons of my involvement with not only the aspects of why I had gotten involved with SCUBA Diving but also having difficulties seeing the after effects from the problems associated with my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as some may have only viewed my hairstyle as a rebellious look, while not taking into consideration the headaches and migraines I deal with. Though also the tattoos I have gotten and thinking similarly to the rebellious aspects beyond the portions of rebelling against the memory deficits and cognitive disorders, though the irony of the cognitive disorders easily being seen with the tattoo placements would literally be able to be seen in comparison to more easily able to be seen areas such as my arms and my hands though I began the tattoos on my legs and my back because of wanting to be more inconspicuous in reference to the tattoos because of the reasons for them for myself. Even the timing of my tattoos can be reviewed in a similar timeline for a third, essential aspect thereof along the Hebrew calendar as well as my tattoos first started around the timing of Yom Kippur including my initial involvement with the #BDSM/#LGBTQP/#Swinger communities beginning officially during a leap year as well.

Ironically according to the #Hebrew calendar the initial beginning of the school year for 2009 through 2010 when I had made the initial requests in my daughters first month of 1st grade with the teacher at the time Tamara Hatcher at McCoy Elementary School, had been in the middle of September 2009. I had told her about multiple aspects and by the middle to the end of September 2009, there had been multiple parent and teacher meetings which I was wrongly though repeatedly ignored for what I was bringing to the attention of at the time. During the middle to the end of the month of September is the Hebrew Calendar's #RoshHashana and #YomKippur. Rosh Hashana being the time when the Godhead appears which in such ironic twist had been just about one and a half months after I went #SCUBA Diving out from #Florida to land at the bottom of the ocean from the area near #BocaRaton after an hour and a half speed boat trip out from the coast, as well as the trip to the #USSVandenberg/#USNSVandenberg where I landed in the #MatthiasAbyss at the bottom of the ocean in the proverbial depths of the sea according to such scriptural correlations for such. Then with the aspects furthered beyond the more simple explanation of the timing of Rosh Hashana and the timing of #YomKippur around the same month portion of the year for such in reference to the situation not only of my daughter's birthday, though also for the continued situation in reference of the Special Needs Education, though also including my Cavern SCUBA Diving certification during the beginning portions of the district therapy timing. One can view the timing of #Sukkot in reference to the portions of the building additions to my house in Carrollton Texas at the time, as well as the portions in reference to the aspects of the building of the importance of proper education and actual balance for all children despite whatever backgrounds to each child for an actual education without the biases of the teachers/staff/adult volunteers/etcetera. Including the aspects of the #Tishrei for the Cavern SCUBA Diving portions as my ex-in-laws had problems with my choice to SCUBA Dive as well as the staff members at the McCoy Elementary School, for my education n reference to that aspect as well. Ironically during the timeframe of Tishrei had been when I had met a male and went on only a couple of dates with him of which he was in the #USNavy at one point and when he and I discussed the ocean just before #Thanksgiving, he and I went for a walk around a fountain nearby the location where the date had been just after him teasing me about my #VWBug I had named Zippy which I said looked like a #Bumblebee.

Even back in 2009 the people I knew at the time in reference to the #BDSM/#LGBTQP/#Swinger lifestyles had difficulties believing the aspects in reference to how my daughter, my son, and I were being treated for the background of my military connection in reference of not just the portions of being a part of the #USArmy though also the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury in conjunction with my children's biological father/my dead-ex-husband involvement with the #Iraq war. While there were some SCUBA Divers who knew of the fact I had landed at the bottom of the ocean in the seriousness of is something at this point I wonder if such had been realized back then by those who I knew , though I did meet some who realized the severity instantly-ish though none had made such aware to me at the times of. Only more recently have I figured out on my own of certain aspects while knowing back then of the seriousness in other portions of, however few listened to what I had pointed out each time during such as simply as I can put it; it seemed as though the way I look physically as well as the wording of, just did not align with what others thought to be the ideal at the timing of for such portions. In realistic standards when looking at the physical aspects of what I look like compared to those who do not look as I do, I was told of how my looks were not taken nearly as seriously comparatively to those without the hairstyle as well as without the visible #tattoos as well as without the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury in reference not only to the SCUBA Diving but also in reference to the care for my children and I. Then because I do not look as though I had been involved with the military in combination with my age, few paid attention to the realities of for me each day in comparison to those who do have physically able to see injuries from time within the United States of America's Armed Forces. Adding the fact I did not graduate Basic Training and yet the irony of the reasons I fought to be emancipated from my biological family to join the #UnitedStatesofAmerica's #ArmedForces, both sectors civilian and those some of the military did not take me as seriously for the exact same aspects of not graduating Basic Training and yet having the after effects from the injuries sustained at the time of.

Thus quickly I will outline a few points which occurred during the high holidays on the #HebrewCalendar alignments in a brief way as best as I can remember the timing of:

#TEVET:

* began reading more of the bible repeatedly as had finished the textbooks my biological father had in full as well as the National Geographic book collection my biological mother had while getting closer to recovering from Mono, Epstein Bar, Bronchitis, Lymes Disease, and the Flu all at the same time

* during the second and third hospitalization of my daughter after the district therapy at Carrollton Farmers Branch Independent School District did not work which the district therapy was when the Tier 2 was broken in 2009 and the hospitalizations was when the Tier 3 was broken in 2010

* timing of tattoos from 2007 through 2012

* I officially began looking into the nearby areas for SCUBA Diving instructions and schooling for myself in 2009 after having ended the relationship months previously with #CactusJack AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr and he had not left my house in Carrollton yet as I had to drive him back to San Antonio to get rid of him

* two belly dancing performances in Dallas Texas at the GHG event in 2011

* problems at Crystal Creek Apartment complex kicking into full swing in 2013

* published my Children's Book series books in 2015

* a lot of letters sent to various agencies and businesses in 2019 about some various topics after having been told to contact who I was told to contact while attending services at Temple Beth El in Tacoma Washington, the Jehoviah's Witnesses Church in Tacoma Washington, and Angel Moroni's Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints founded by Prophet Joseph Smith in 2019

* published "The Modern Day Book By: Reverend Susan MeeLing" in 2020

#PURIM:

* when I first began getting involved with heavier spiritual studies in freshman year of high school during Confirmation Classes before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury

* just before finally convincing my biological parents to sign the paperwork to be emancipated from them to be able to join the United States of America's Armed Forces Army branch as they would only allow the paperwork for the Army and refused allowing me to be a part of the Marine Corps and that was the only compromise, thus my choice to take the Marine Corps view when going into the Army branch and accepting the $30,000 sign on bonus instead of the water association for the attachment in 2000

* around the time of my first tattoo in 2006 after the beginning of the final end and final separation

* 1st SCUBA Diving certification classes and certification in 2009

* the 1st school my daughter was put into after the problems began with McCoy Elementary School though before the Fort Worth Zoo field trip in 2010

* just before the end of both engagements to the same individual each time in 2010 and 2011

* the first celebration with Temple Beth Hatfiloh in Olympia Washington after meeting with Ms. Catherine Caramel in 2013 and giving her the first two books after also meeting with staff members at Senator Patty Murray's office and giving them the books as well in Washington state

* creation of my website in 2015 after publishing one of my books for "The Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series By: Susan MeeLing"

* a lot of letters sent to various agencies and businesses in 2019 about some various topics after having been told to contact who I was told to contact while attending services at Temple Beth El in Tacoma Washington, the Jehoviah's Witnesses Church in Tacoma Washington, and Angel Moroni's Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints founded by Prophet Joseph Smith in 2019

* published "The Adventures of Susan MeeLing SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire By: Reverend Susan MeeLing" series in 2020

#PASSOVER:

* at the church I grew up going to each Passover the Pastor of the Old Tenant Presbyterian Church had arranged for a #Rabbi to teach the children about the connection of the Old Testament with the New Testament and the Passover ceremony was held by and taught by the Rabbi and the Hebrews who attended with each year I attended the church that I can remember from elementary school age through to the year of moving to #Illinois from #NewJersey as that Pastor was also a Chaplain the the United States of America's Armed Forces Army branch from the middle 1980s through the late 1990s

* around the time of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury during Basic Training in 2000

* around the time of the first and only Renaissance Faire I went to and the events that occurred there in #Smithville #Bastrop County in Texas in 2004

* around the time when I started the end of the marriage to my now dead-ex-husband in 2004 and in 2006 before the final separation during the week of my birthday in August 2006

* the first time both the kindergarten teacher and I both spoke with Angela Reiter from McCoy Elementary School of Carrollton Farmers Branch Independent School District about my daughter needing Special Needs Education together instead of just one or the other of the two of us requesting such in 2009, which would have meant Tier 1 for my daughter in Special Needs Education being broken; including bringing up to Principal Dawn Rink about my daughter telling me about her being bullied by the students as well as the adult volunteers and Principal Dawn Rink saying 'kids will be kids' in reference to the bullying from the students though having nothing to say about the adult volunteers

* around the time of 7-11 different SCUBA Diving certifications I earned after the classes in 2009

* the time of me being told I was annoying the teach Tamara Hatcher for requesting to go on the field trip with my daughter at the Fort Worth Zoo as well as attempting to get McCoy Elementary School District to put my daughter in Special Needs Education in 2010 though was denied repeatedly

* the timing of other tattoos from 2007 through 2011

* my performance at Exotic Easter at Temple of Flesh in 2011

* around the timing of the Cowboys Dance Hall Stoney LaRue concert and the targeting during the event in 2013 shortly after the messages back and forth from my ex-sister-in-law Mary Evongelina Nichols Osteen after the Child Protective Services told me I needed to reach out to make one attempt and they read the responses from Mary Evongelina Nichols Osteen in 2013

* started posting pictures of my Medal of Honor Art Project on my website in 2015

* published the second book in 2015 of "The Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series By: Susan MeeLing" then later the third book as well as "Fail-Safe: The Kennedy curse fused with Science Fiction Fantasy By: Susan MeeLing" in 2016

* the Medal of Honor drop off trip planning to take my son to the Montana Vortex in 2017

* a lot of letters sent to various agencies and businesses in 2019 about some various topics after having been told to contact who I was told to contact while attending services at Temple Beth El in Tacoma Washington, the Jehoviah's Witnesses Church in Tacoma Washington, and Angel Moroni's Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints founded by Prophet Joseph Smith in 2019

* around the time my son had joined officially the Army branch of the United States of America's Armed Forces in 2019

* arranged the time to return to Washington state to pick up the 2 biggest pieces of my Medal of Honor Art Project from the time of 2018 for drop off is 2020

* around the time I videotaped myself walking on top of the quicksand and the ocean when in Washington state in 2020 as well as time at the Montana Vortex

* Began the pickups for my Medal of Honor Art Project in the state of Texas in 2020

#SHAVOUT

* around the time I lost my military identification card when my ex-sister-in-law Mary Evongelina Nichols Osteen and her two daughters Sondra Marie Osteen and Ariel Marie Osteen had visited San Antonio Texas in 2001

* around the time of briefly being involved with the Jade Wolfe Coven in #Texas in 2004

* timing of other tattoos from 2007 through 2012

* the move into my house in Carrollton Texas from my house in San Antonio Texas in 2008

* drove #CactusJack AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr back to San Antonio Texas to get rid of him as he would not leave on his own in 2009

* around the time of another 10 or so SCUBA Diving certifications I earned after classes in 2009 as well as when I booked my trip to #Cozumel for my first ocean SCUBA Dive and finalized the plans for my SCUBA Dive trips for #BocaRaton and the #Vandenberg in 2009

* around the time of the first main problems after my daughter had been left unattended at the Fort Worth Zoo field trip including the CFBISD board meeting when the district said the Our Father Prayer instead of the Pledge of Allegiance or at minimum if wanting both aspects, both at the meeting

* around the time of the first residential treatment facility my daughter was put into after the Fort Worth Zoo field trip in 2010

* around the timing of going to court in San Antonio Texas in reference to my legal parental rights for my daughter in 2013

* the times from 2015 through 2018 for my Medal of Honor Art Project pick up trips

* a lot of letters sent to various agencies and businesses in 2019 about some various topics after having been told to contact who I was told to contact while attending services at Temple Beth El in Tacoma Washington, the Jehoviah's Witnesses Church in Tacoma Washington, and Angel Moroni's Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints founded by Prophet Joseph Smith in 2019

* around the time I left Washington state to go back to the state of Texas in 2019 and returning to the Clear Springs SCUBA Park in 2019 to meet with a few SCUBA Divers I knew back in 2009

* videotaped myself walking out to the Lexington in Corpus Christi Texas in 2020

* Started the encasing process for my Medal of Honor Art Project for the state of Texas in 2020

#TISHRE/#TAMMUZ

* timing of other tattoos from 2007 through 2011

* when I began modeling corsets in 2008 before heavily getting more involved with that in 2009

& earning more SCUBA Diving certifications

* my SCUBA Dive trip in Cozumel when I ended at the bottom of the ocean there during each SCUBA Dive after the first day of arrival as well as stopped a Puffer fish from harming one of the SCUBA Divers on the trip who caught the Puffer fish, though also the beginning of dating that individual briefly in 2009

* preparation for the first and only family vacation my son, my daughter, my niece, and I had to #Georgia and #Florida in 2009 and the problems which ensued in reference to my ex-sister-in-law Mary Evongelina Nichols Osteen and the #GeorgetownAqaurium which because of her I was not able to SCUBA Dive at the Aquarium with the Whale Sharks the day after I caught he zipping up my SCUBA Diving bag as was planned to be able to do as she said my 'children don't need to see that to scare them'; however my regulator was not in the SCUBA Diving bag and was in the van instead unlike my BCDs as I had 2 different BCDs

* around the time of the Boca Raton area leaving for the two SCUBA Dives to land at the bottom of the ocean there as well as photograph while swimming around forming underwater volcanos in 2009 which during the surface interval between the two SCUBA Dives had been when the SCUBA Diving partner of mine had told me he noticed bubbles coming out of the back of my BDC jacket when at the surface waiting for the boat

* around the time of my SCUBA Dive which one of the dives I landed at the bottom of the ocean in the Matthias Abyss where the Vandenberg is to photograph the floor of the ocean, the Vandenberg, other naval vessels in the area, and Mer-People as well as some different species of fish in the area of the Matthias Abyss and the outer limits of the #BermudaTriangle in 2009; which had also been the time a friend of #CactusJack AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr's friend Jennifer had wanted to meet in Boca Raton Florida though I told her no

* around the time of the move from Carrollton to #CedarPark Texas because of the hospitalization of my daughter in 2010

* when I healed the male's hand from the wound who I had been engaged to twice though the time it was injured had been in 2010

* around the time of the second residential treatment facility my daughter had been in #Arkansas in #LittleRock in 2011 which includes the time of the doctor associated with Dallas Independent School District visiting the facility to test my daughter and give her the answers to the tests he gave her after I met with him as I was told it was mandatory by the lawyer for the law firm of CFBISD

* the times from 2015 through 2018 for my Medal of Honor Art Project pick up trips

* a lot of letters sent to various agencies and businesses in 2019 about some various topics after having been told to contact who I was told to contact

#ROSHSHASHANNA/#SUKKOT/#YOMKIPPUR

* timing of tattoos from 2007 through 2011

* my first attendance to the Uniform Fetish Ball in 2008 when I was pulled on stage and startled by the aspects of

* my Star Spangled Banner performance at the Uniform Fetish Ball in 2009

* the planning of my Cavern SCUBA Diving certification course in 2009

* the first sets of constant parent teacher meetings with Tamara Hatcher as well as Angela Rieter about my daughter at McCoy Elementary School and not only the Special Needs Education but also the bullying which was occurring to my daughter and my son in 2009 as this was also around the time the Principal Dawn Rink told me that my son was not allowed to have a mohawk because of his grades putting him in the Gifted and Talented program as he was also tutoring some students though a different form of biases and discrimination from the same school individuals

* just before my daughter broke into the shadow boxes I made for my son and my daughter to take out the empty shell casings to bring to school because of the bullying occurring to her at McCoy Elementary School by the students as well as the adult volunteers in 2009

* around the time of the third residential treatment facility for my daughter after what occurred at Fort Sam Houston Tin the emergency room in San Antonio Texas in 2012

* finalizing the editing for my first two books "Finding a Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing" and "Finding the Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing"

* working on my Medal of Honor Art Project artwork starting time from 2014 through 2017

* my son getting his GED to be able to join the United States of America's Armed Forces a year earlier than planned for his high school graduation during his junior year of high school in 2018

* close to the time of getting my apartment in Texas after going to a few locations and agency offices in 2019

* around the time of attending services at The Gift Chapel at Fort Sam Houston in San Antonio Texas in 2019

#CHANUKAH

* timing of tattoos from 2007 through 2011

* official end and final separation from my now dead-ex-husband in 2006, as well as the official end for the first separation from that

* end of my time involvement with the Jade Wolfe Coven

* official introduction to the BDMS/LGBTQP/Swinger communities in 2004

* model runway stuff I had done in 2010 2010

* the first hospitalization of my daughter after the problems at McCoy Elementary School in Carrolton Farmers Branch Independent School District in 2009; as well as the initiating of the paperwork in reference to the legal aspects of parental rights in 2012

* when I began dating the male who I was engaged to twice as well as around the timing of both engagement proposals in 2009 and 2010

* around the time of my last SCUBA Dives after what occurred from the Vandenberg SCUBA Dive in 2009

* around the time I was told to contact the FBI and the Pentagon when in Washington state in 2018

* around the time of meeting with the sisters of the Jehoviah's Witnesses Church and the Elders of Angel Moroni's Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints founded by Prophet Joseph Smith while also attending services at Temple Beth El in Tacoma Washington and Temple Beth Hatfiloh randomly in Olympia Washington in 2018

* began officially getting involved with the campaigning for the Republican Party and the reelection of President of the United States of America Donald Trump and Vice President of the United States of America Mike Pence in 2019 at rallies

Thus to all of those who told me to simply homeschool my son and my daughter after what occurred because of McCoy Elementary School and the Fort Worth Zoo field trip as well as when telling them about the way my son, my daughter, and I had been treated at McCoy Elementary School:

If you are a parent now, how is that going for you whether or not you got that college degree?

If you are a grandparent now, do you trust your child to be doing a good job and/or how are you helping educate?

If you are a teacher or were a teacher then, do you see who the actually problems are/were comparatively to what occurred when actually in a classroom?

If you were an adult volunteer, do you see how you treated others' children and how yours are being and are you remaining professional?

If you work at a school district, are you happy with the results you are seeing from your staff members while they complete the Zoom classes?

Do all of you see what I had warned of so many times, so many ways, in the different times of?