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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Roe Versus Wade

I have stated and written my opinion about the aspects as to the only reasons why I personally believe in the rights as to abortion however as to once the child is born and out of the womb as to the physical body thereof, in my opinion anything thereafter automatically constitutes as murder charges in my opinion. While some individuals have felt their opinion as to what aspects as to the choices and individual makes as to as growing up as to the biological age as to such aspects, the situations as to the right to choose for oneself as to the situations of which as to within the laws of the #USConstituion #USA United States of America's Constitutional Rights and Amendments as to such factors of the conjunction to the #10Commandments 10 Commandments as to such references as to the judiciary reasons of which if there is a situation of which the agreement to disagree and to go the separate ways thereof as to the mature decision as well as the preservation of life. Thus as to the aspects of which to the portions regarding if a biological mother tries to cause any needless problems to a child delivered whether as to the aspects of whichever methods of delivery as to natural birth or cesarian as to the facts which the lack of any reason as to such portions thereof once out of the womb and my personal viewpoint as to such aspects of which in turn, the situations as to once either emancipated and/or as to being above the biological age of 18 years old as to such factors of which such aspects of going the separate ways and as to whatever aspects of agreements thereof to such aspects as to the informed consent. Thus in my opinion as to once either emancipated from as per the example as officially to myself from my biological mother/father in the Marine Science Technology School with the Navy attachment as to the year of 1996 as to the additional factor as to the Army branch of the Armed Forces of the United States of America in the year officially as to the year of 2000 as to the lack of any need or requirement of any such association by my choice as to how I have my Constitutional Rights and Amendments of the United States of America as well as following the 10 Commandments as to such factors in reference to the known and informed aspects thereof to which in such references regarding my acknowledgment of my biases as to the aspects which any such needless involvement to my life and/or my son's life and/or my daughter's life as to the blatant disregard from my biological mother/father/sister as to the lack of their rights as to the facts proven as to the references thereof as to such factors.



In turn as to such proven aspects of which as to the situations which in my opinion only because of my biological mother having realized what she confessed on a McHenry County Government phone line when I was at #JBSA Fort Sam Houston in San Antonio Texas #SATX #SanAntonio #SanAntonioTX #SanAntonioTexas #MilitaryCityUSA in the year of 2000 as well as in the year of 2001 when at my Songbird Townhome apartment while she was at McHenry County Government Center as to such wishful aspects as to the needless problems which she had caused herself by her own choices in comparison as to paying attention to the facts of such details as well as the patterns of behaviour as to my childhood as well as teenager years which Prudential would have those other records in such references as to my childhood and teenager years as well as other individuals as to their personal knowledge and interactions thereof to such references. Whereas my biological sister has needed to accept the facts of such needless drama she began when we were children as to how she had been playing directly into the exact aspects of what my Bok Pu warned our biological mother about, which as to such aspects of which she has needed to accept the realities thereof. In turn as to the similar aspects as to the #SCUBA #SCUBADiving SCUBA Diving community to accept the facts of which the situations as to how the choices were as to such a point in time as to the year of 2009 onward, as to the same acceptance as to which the choices were as the choices were. It those individuals had wanted to actually discuss with etiquette and respect as to such aspects of my work from such points in time, then as to the ease such had always been if they had simply spoken with me in truth as to the comparisons as to such hypotheticals as to the proof thereof which in turn as to such aspects of which in a different version thereof to which I was around working on my work well before I ever met such individuals within the state of #TX #TXstate #texas Texas and thus would such translate to as to which came first as to the proverbial question having been answered as to such hypotheticals. As to my personal work as to the aspects as to clearing the waters as best of my possibility, my work remains as my work and as to such factors as to any such influence as to my SCUBA Diving aspects as to from such a point in time as to my work as to the reality which the aspects are inseparable however such aspects of which what choices as to actual care in the correct capacities as to the comparisons of the proof as to such lengths of time as to the situations which as to such responsibility factors as to the aspects of which I already had my heartbeat and as to such aspects of which life is life.



In turn as to the if factors as to actual genuine care and concern for my life as well as my best interests as to the actualities as to the intentions as well as the proof as to the patterns of behaviour because my choices as to the comparisons thereof as to my right to choose in truth as to such informed aspects thereof, which in turn as to the aspects of which the hypothetical portions as to the move from Illinois to Texas as to the wishful needless control as to the facts of which the lack of any such rights to the involvements thereof as to the aspects of the overreach from my biological mother/father/sister in such capacities thereof to the truthful aspects found in each such capacity thereof as all evidences should be as to the court of law as to withholding evidence is a crime as to such references as to though as to the best of my capability to bring forward as to the knowledge as to how much differences as to the distinguishing factors as to the facts as to the emotional as to the biases as to the opinions in the comparisons of irrational behaviour which would be capable to be noticed as to the public aspects in comparisons as to any illegal surveillance aspects as to a private location as to a leased apartment as to the same in reference to a private residence in such factors thereof to what were my houses as to such references regarding the factors of my house I owned as to my #VA #VAHomeLoan VA Home Loan as to my house in San Antonio Texas as well as to my house as to my purchase as to Carrollton Texas as to my rights to my privacy as to such factors.



While my now dead-ex-husband had no legal rights as to ever falsely represent any such aspects as to the facts proven as to such lengths of time as well as details thereof, the fact which in comparison as to how I had been the Sponsor from the beginning as to the year of 2000 as to the reality of which he did not have any right or authority to represent any such aspect in any such reference or way regarding my biological mother/father/sister and/or my ex-in-laws as to the second and final separation before his death as to such references as well as the proof of the dress blues stolen valor in the #JCPenny JC Penny pictures in the year of 2007 after the timeframe of him having worn such around the city of San Antonio Texas also known as Military City USA from the timeframe of 2006 through to the start of 2007 and then as to the month around September 2007 through January 2008 as to the random aspects thereof to the proof as to the JC Penny pictures as the acceptance that he did not ever actually care about my son and/or my daughter as to the biological aspects thereof as well as to his lack of care to me in any such references as to the proof thereof which my biological mother/father/sister have needed to accept the lack of care he had for them and theirs in truth just as similarly as to my ex-in-laws having to accept the fact of the lack of care as to such references as well as to the knowledge as to the pictures and the damages that he knew such would make as to the situations as to Laurel Land Funeral Home with the Chief Warrant Officer 3 as to such aspects which Fort Sam Houston #CID CID should have known as to the Gift Chapel location as to that needless interrogation as well as such aspects all the way to Major General Gillman as well as #JAG JAG all the way to the Pentagon as well as the #USCongress #USACongress US Congress and #USSenate #USASenate US Senate and the #WhiteHouse #USWhiteHouse #USAWhiteHouse White House in such references. As it is known I did not graduate Basic Training from the #USAA # USArmy #USAArmy Army, the acceptance as to the facts thereof as anyone with a military/law enforcement background would be capable to see with common sense as to such factors in reference to the needless problems dealt with as to such aspects as to the lack of care or concern as to the lengths of time as well as the multitude of locations in such comparisons.



If as to my now dead-ex-husband as to the connection to my biological mother/father/sister as to the wishful aspects thereof as to the facts of the Justice of the Peace situation they were told about in the timeframe of San Antonio Texas as to the Lincoln Green apartment as to their knowledge as to how that actually went as to the aspects he specifically told them of such at the timeframe of their visit in the year of 2000 just as he told his family as to the year of 2000 as well as 2001, as the facts of which such individuals have had to accept the fact they ignored the actual truth that was explained directly to them at such points in time. Each has to accept the fact if they were officially informed as to such aspects as to the reality thereof as to what reality was as to such aspects regarding the facts thereof, which as to the reality of the saying see something and say something in comparison as to the length of time as to what I dealt with on the soil of the United States of America within the city of San Antonio Texas as to the years of 2000 through 2008 as to such factors which as to the reality of which as to the length of time as to my coma as to my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as to the length of time as to the facts of my headaches/migraines/memory deficits/cognitive disorders as the reality of how few realized the facts as to actually pay attention to as to the aspects of which the situations were as such proof thereof to such aspects in the comparisons as to the wishful thinking regarding those types of those people who have needed to accept responsibility for their choices as to such needless problems my son and my daughter and I dealt with. What has been brought forward as to the actualities of the truth as well as to the rave as to Brackenridge as to the soldiers from Fort Sam Houston Medical school aspects to #AIT AIT as well as permanent party as to the facts which the Army as well as Fort Sam Houston has had to accept responsibility for the aspects of the situations regarding the facts as to the situations as well, as I did not have a vehicle in the Fort Sam Houston Texas location as well as the aspects as to the fact I did not know how to find #Austin #AustinTX #AustinTexas Austin Texas nor as to the aspects of where to purchase the rave tickets as to those individuals as to at Fort Sam Houston as that has been their responsibility for the length of time as well as to the reality of the situations in my opinion.



While I only have blamed the Drill Sergeant for my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury at #FortSill #FtSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #FtSillOklahoma #OK #OKstate #Oklahoma #Oklahomastate Fort Sill Oklahoma, I have held accountable each and every individual as to their knowledge and responsibility as to CID and Fort Sam Houston as to such soldiers as to the knowledge thereof as to the aspects of the rave situation as well as the other factors thereof to what was those individuals' fault to begin with as to the wishful comparison of ever wishing to wrongly blame the wrong individual as to me regarding the situations those people caused as to the reality of such aspects as to the connected portions found in such references. If my biological mother had told the truth in McHenry County Government Center in comparison to how she lied about the Congressional Investigation as to my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury when I was in Medical Hold Unit as to how the facts of such situations would have been different in comparison as to if she had told the truth, which she has been needing to tell the truth in full as to the fullest lengths of time in my opinion for all such aspects and factors thereof in all such capacities to fully expose all truths in each and every factor as to the reality of such situations. I accepted the facts decades ago as to how much my biological mother hated me as to the reality of what I dealt with as a child into my teenager years into my biological adult years, as to the comparison as to what she has wished to portray to others about what she has claimed as to the hypotheticals thereof to such lengths of time compared to my biological sister as to those needless problems as well as to the length of time as to what I have dealt with as to what shed saw the babysitter from Old Tennent Presbyterian Church do to me as to the timeframes thereof to such admittance as to the facts of which when asked in the house in New Jersey as to the aspects of a male named Daniel as to the situations at the behest of my biological sister in such patterns of behaviour as to what I have needlessly dealt with as to such patterns of behaviour as to how she has needed to take responsibility for her choices as to the lengths of time as well as to the proof as to the lengths of time as well as the aspects of what she has put online as to the aspects of the internet as well as social media as well as digital/film recordings without permission as to such aspects of consent required as to informed consent in comparison to the wishful thinking as to such assumptions as to the factors thereof to the lengths of time.



In turn as to the Roe versus Wade #RoeVWade aspects of which as to the situations of if the biological mother chooses within the timeframe of actual pregnancy of such aspects if as to the situations of rape and/or the situations as to the aspects of the health aspects only when within the pregnancy timeframes thereof as to such aspects in my opinion as to the abortion allowances as to my opinion of any other point in time from the third trimester and/or after birth as to my opinion of the consideration as to murder in my opinion as to the Roe versus Wade legalities, as to the situations in such references as to my belief in life in such comparisons. In turn as to how the aspects of opinions as to choices have nothing to officially do with anything as to other than whatever in the thoughts thereof as to which any such needless damages in comparisons as to attempts to assist in genuinity as to the differences as to such factors, as to the situations in the acknowledgement of my biases as to my attempts to assist my daughter as well as assist my son as to the situations which were dealt with as to the aspects of despite the legal definitions as to the reality as to the Justice of the Peace situations as well as other factors of what I personally dealt with needlessly on the soil of the United States of America as to the common sense factors of what actual care and concern for life is despite such situations. Thus in addition as to the facts of what occurs to the female physical body as to my opinion from what I have noticed as to the situations in reference to the health and wellness of the physical body as to the sexual areas as well as to the mental health and wellbeing in conjunction as to the emotional standing as to such references in my opinion, as to other reasons as to why I am against the aspects of the abortion aspects as to the situations of which in my opinion turn outward towards society as to whether in reference to the male and/or female genders as to such regards. In addition to the aspects of my opinion as to how such abortion aspects are within the legal definition of genital mutilation as to such aspects in my opinion because of the conditions which the aspects occur as to the abortion factors of which females who have had more than one abortion in my opinion would be capable to discuss such aspects as to the sensation aspects, far better than words as to the aspects of my having given birth as even as to despite the situations as to the point in time as to such factors in reference to my son and my daughter as to how even my now dead-ex-husband their biological father had known better than to suggest such to me as what aspects as to my personal viewpoint as to life.



Additionally in my opinion as to the aspects of the differences regarding birth control as to the aspects in reference to different variations thereof as to my opinion, which as to the aspects of the Plan B in my opinion should be limited as well as to the educational factors of sexual wellness as to the situations regarding knowing oneself as to the situations of the bar scene situations in such references. In my opinion as to the aspects which as to males who may have had sensitivities develop as to the aspects of such connections if they were informed as to such factors as to the hypothetical portions as to the situations as to the if informed consensual aspects of such sexual situations as to what may in my opinion be as to a different impact as to the situations regarding abortion aspects, as to the knowledge some males would be capable to take care of the child(ren) as to the aspects as to the if factors as to such comparisons depending upon the circumstances though if a Mom is capable despite the situations as to the equality as to the finding a way to actually balance when the capability to actual parenting in the correct aspects in such comparisons as to my personal opinion despite the aspects of the biased portions as to what I personally dealt with as to such proof as to the factors thereof to the reality of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury in the comparisons as well as to what I dealt with during the timeframe between 2000 through 2008 needlessly as to such proven factors while still maintaining my responsibilities as to the best of my capabilities in the comparisons thereof to such proven aspects as to the situations such as to the backyard aspects in my pathway as to my house in San Antonio. However as to such satellite imagery as to the proof as to my biological mother/father as to the needless problems as to them having been informed as to the reality of such situations, as to my personal viewpoint as to the patterns of behaviour as to the aspects of which in my opinion as to the aspects of accomplice aspects as to the facts of the proof of such situations as to the length of time additionally as well as whatever additional proof before and after such a point in time in the year of 2005 before Wilford Hall as to such references as to the aspects which Lackland Air Force Base would be aware of to such situations which as to the aspects of less than 5 months as to the backyard situation as to the Wilford Hall aspects as to the additional factors as to the differences between the responses as to my biological mother/father compared to myself as to such regards as to the aspects of the patterns of behaviour which many have needed to accept the facts of what actually has been dealt with as to the length of time as to my life regarding those people as to such aspects to the lengths of time as to my life.



I suppose a needless irony as to my biological father as to his biological father as to such hypocrisy in such references, in my opinion.



However as to how many have been informed as to the knowledge of the merger between #ATT AT&T which made #Tmobile T-Mobile and the situations which they have been associated with #Verizon Verizon before the timeframe as to then with the upcoming portions as to #Sprint Sprint in the references because of the timeframe on 6 June 2022, the possibilities of which in my opinion in reference to multiple unknown factors because of the clarifications needed for the relationship aspects as to whether in reference of either individual as to the aspects in what has been found over the length of time as to different circumstances which in my opinion the possibilities as to a restart as to the situations of the family aspects because of the factors regarding situations which the technological aspects have been capable to bring forward additionally as to the aspects regarding scientific advances such as the situations of identity because of how the aspects have been needless problems beforehand as to a multitude of references as well as situations as to the aspects of the technological gap in my opinion.



Thus as to how females in my opinion have dealt with more aspects while additionally as to certain males as to such factors referencing such situations, as to bringing forward a different aspect of life in the references regarding the reasons of which the medical backgrounds as to the proof thereof to such upbringing in addition as to the factors as to the lengths of time. With the development of multiple other aspects such as to the conjunction of #NASA #USNASA #USANASA NASA as to the knowledge of #SpaceX Space X and #BlueOrigin Blue Origin as to in my opinion how over time the situations regarding the situations some have had as to the #USArmedForces #USAArmedForces Armed Forces of the United States of America referencing the draft at the age of 18 years old biologically would be a step in a new direction in reference to more being interested as to the factors of possibilities to life on earth, as well as the traveling portions as to the Milky Way Galaxy as more review such data as to being capable to see more life as to what may have been considered before as to the various situations. While some might not want to have children as to the aspects as to the timeframe as to already having had children and/or may look towards other avenues as to raising children, in my opinion as the time progresses forward as to how the Roe versus Wade argument will become invalid as to the springing forth of life as to the situations as to who would be capable to bring forward the next generation of a population which could progress the future aspects of life in the multigenerational aspects once such a clearing has occurred as to the informational aspects as to the verifications and clarifications. Thus as to how the situations as to the embarrassment as to the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to the hypotheticals thereof to what needless damages they additionally caused without any actual reason as to the facts of such damages they had already caused needlessly and wrongly as to such lengths of time as to the facts of such situations, the reality of responsibility of the reality which as to the similar aspects thereof in my opinion as to accepting responsibility for such choices as to the reality of such factors regarding the individuals they should have asked in order to get the actual truth at such points in time which in truth there was only one person to ever get the details thereof from during such points in time. The aspects which if they had wanted to the truth back in the timeframe of 2009 through as to such factors as to how it was simple to actually ask me in person face to face in person in actual truth as to such aspects, however as to the reality of what I had already dealt with by such a point in time as to what my son and my daughter did not need to deal with as to furthered damages as to the facts of which as to how I wound off of the Fort Sam Houston military installation to begin with as to the year of 2000 as well as such following factors though both in reference to the timeframe of the rave as to Brackenridge as well as to the aspects as to November/December 2000 as well which neither aspect was ever my fault as to the reality of what occurrences as to unless blaming me for not knowing any better as to the aspects of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and yet then what would that translate to in reference to such individuals as to the aspects of what life would be considered as to the references regarding such aspects when thinking about the details thereof to such considerations would be to contemplate as to the references in such regards.



Thus as to how my biological mother/father/sister and associations of each and every type thereof to stay out of my work and out of my life as to such factors similarly as to my ex-in-laws and such similar aspects permanently, as the needless problems that have been caused as to such lengths of time as to the proof that as to such factors as to the needless problems as to when you do not want a child as to letting it go permanently and move on as to such aspects in comparison to trying to hold on to what you already let go of without being forced as to the comparisons as to what I wrongly dealt with as to the situations as to my son and my daughter as to the aspects of which those types as to the if factors of ever actually having cared in the correct capacities would have actually made the correct choices in the comparisons as to what occurred. Thus in such references as to how in comparison as to such as to the etiquette and respect standards as to not pushing to be in their lives now that they are above the biological age of 18 years old despite the situations as to the occurrences thereof which it would not surprise me if as to the needless problems of the wishful thinking that as to needlessly making my son and my daughter suffer needlessly because of the aspects as to the #MAST #Marine #USMC #USMarines #Science #Technology #Navy #USNavy #USNavy Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment as well as the Army aspects as to such factors in conjunction as to the pettiness as to high school graduations as well as the wrongful embarrassment as they claimed as to my standing up as to the #OTPC #OTC #OldTennentPresbyterianChurch #PresbyterianChurch #PresbyterianChurchUSA Old Tennent Presbyterian Church situation, which because I have been proven as accurate as to such lengths of time as well as the factors thereof as to such aspects of letting it go as to such needless pettiness as to those individuals because of the facts that they were wrong which includes the aspects as to Old Tennent Presbyterian Church congregants as to the fact that the situations as to the needless problems which occurred shortly after the basement situations as to the church on the hill because of the lack of common sense as to the timing of all such events thereafter to such problems caused because of those types as to needing to learn from such aspects in comparison as to the situations as to the knowledge as to the saying as to curiosity regarding the situations. While they were capable to get a plaque as to such a historical location, that only left the church congregation empty and unfulfilled as to the reality as to how such types did not ever think about the actual long or longer or longest terms thereof to such situations.



Thus as to the situations as to Roe versus Wade a similar viewpoint in reference to females who go through abortions as I would guesstimate as to the unfulfilled life as to such references as to the emptiness within as to such aspects of what once could have been a life, as to my personal opinion. It is one thing to one mistake of a situation in the references thereof regarding a drunken night however anything further as to such aspects in my opinion is considered as premediated in my opinion, as the comparisons as to assault in the regards as to such factors as to the situations which have needed the rectification regarding such aspects. While I wish I could take credit as to having stood up sooner as to the aspects thereof to the comparisons of what the length of time to walk away from such a situation as to my now dead-ex-husband as to the aspects of which his pettiness as to the reality of the dress blues situation as to what length thereof to the timeframe knowing as to what would occur. Not only did he not care about my son and my daughter as to the aspects of being their biological father though possibly as to why my biological father/sister had gotten along with him as well as they had hypothetically, the aspects of which even still as to how the lack of any concern for them as well as my biological mother as well as his own biological mother/father/sisters/brother and their spouses and children on top of the facts thereof to the knowledge as to the damages that would ensue as to such lengths of time until the moment when ending all stolen valor as to ending all types of stolen valor as to each aspect thereof in all such ways as to the acknowledgement as to when having seen/been around such as to the distinguishing difference to other such aspects in the capacities thereof as per the proof over 1.5 years later as to when Halloween in the year of 2007 when that was the situation as per what CID at Fort Sam Houston should have paid attention to as to the reality at #TheGiftChapel The Gift Chapel as to the service as to before the basement service in BAMC as to the reality as to the incapability for me to be in two locations at once because of the aspects as to the Fort Worth location as to the aspects of for the funeral in such comparisons as to the Chief Warrant Officer 3. In that situation as to the pettiness as to my ex-in-laws in reference to the Chief Warrant Officer 3 having explained the reality of which as to my biological mother/father/sister if as to such needless whining as to how much of a proof of their preference to my dead-ex-husband as to the aspects of which they were hypothetically more bitter as to the aspects thereof to those situations while having already known as to what the truth was by that time in 2008 as to the additional factors of proof from my childhood and my teenager years as to such realities I personally dealt with.



As a Mom to my son and my daughter I gave them individually more love and concern than I ever personally had the luxury of having as a child and a teenager and a biological adult as to the proof as to such references regarding such lengths of time as to the factors thereof which despite the circumstances as to the reality thereof, I made the promise to my son and my daughter during the first separation in the year of 2004 even though they did not fully understand as to the aspects thereof as to how long I would remain silent until the point in time when I knew they would be capable to process the information as hopefully it would be enough proof as to how much concern I have always had and continue to have for them despite the circumstances thereof to the length of time. While as to however my biological mother/father/sister and/or my ex-in-laws as to such factors as to what situations thereof it has been a hope of mine that even to such individuals who might not have as to such aspects in their own childhood and teenager years as to the possibility of a more positive outlook in life, despite the aspects as to hopefully progressing forward towards the betterment thereof. I have had many more hopes for such as well as hopes for myself that I have spoken and/or written of some aspects though in similar factions as to much I kept quiet to myself because of the reality of such situations to the length of time, which despite as to the aspects as to Fort Sam Houston as well as Lackland Air Force Base and such aspects as to the Army and the Air Force as to the hopefully more positive difference to make as well as other hopes for a betterment as even though as to such points in time as to making the best of what best could be made of as to such factors.



However as to actual genuine love as to such situations for myself in the honest aspects thereof as to the reality of knowing there would be the time when I would have to go into the details thereof as to having made sure to the best of my capability for such as to the timeframes as to the reality which in turn having accepted the costs and sacrifices as to the situations as to making sure for my son and my daughter as to what I dealt with as I could see, I knew as to such aspects as to knowing while being quiet about such as to the levels thereof to such point in time as to the smallest details as to such comparisons as to having had to work on myself during such points in time as to being capable to muster the strength to press onward and forward as to such aspects as to the situations thereof to such points in my life. There has not been the aspects which anything was easy despite what some might have thought in some ways as to prior discussions as to such years, however as to the situations which having taken the time to contemplate for such lengths of time as to my own personal evaluations regarding my own life and my own situations as to myself as to what would be, when the time would begin as to such divulging. Thus as to my updates on my journal blog #TheOrneryPSA The Ornery PSA as to my website as to the aspects of what lengths to put into words as to what I have been through as to possibly a hope as to individuals who have needed a glimmer of hope, even if as to such aspects as to the lengths of time to progress forward. Since as to the situations of such a merger aspect of which in turn as to the reality which such possibilities of a fresh and new start, though additionally as to accepting my past as to the only way to step forward and onward as to such truthful ways in the aspects thereof as to the best possibilities in my opinion.



In a day and age where in the world as to the viewpoint of what as to the physical beauty as to the comparisons as to the beauty within as to the aspects of when a time would come as to the blending of the two as to the fact that physical beauty goes in whichever ways as to such aspects, though the beauty of the intentions as to the aspects of the soul as to the spirit of what matters most in the actualities of truth as to such aspects which I could see upon the horizon when I was a child.



In the reference of which as to how my belief as to life beginning as soon as the conception as to the facts thereof, as to my personal opinion as to the situations regarding Roe versus Wade as to the fact of which I could hear my biological mother as to when I was developing as well as the timeframes as I grew up as to the discussions and/or situations during such points in time as to throughout my childhood and into my teenager years. The aspects which as to the jokes she and my biological father and my biological sister had made as to their nickname for me as to my hope to outgrow as to be capable to progress forward and onward in better and brighter aspects regarding such situations to overcome and outshine in a multitude of ways as to being the brightest as possible as to the reality of knowing other facets of life, which in turn as to my personal work as to over such lengths of time as to the aspects thereof. Personally while I understand certain aspects as to the various measures as a biological female as to being a Mom, the situations of what life actually is as to the aspects thereof to the formation of the heart in the uterus. Thus in the references of my personal opinion as to the ways which such advances in the technological portions in conjunction as to scientific advances as to the ways which in turn as to the factors which to how life begins with the male biological aspects of sperm and the female biological aspects of the egg, and thus as to such situations which in turn as to the ways which the starting point of life as to the ways of what is considered as the incubation timeframe as to the ways in such points. In turn as to the aspects which the situations of the possibility of actual love in the situations for myself as to the aspects thereof in the in person face to face in person factors, however in my opinion as to the points in time when as to the correct aspects for myself as to what time as to what day that could ever come to be.



What is life as to what is humanity as to what is betterment as to what is genuinely earned, as what is appreciation and gratefulness?



Thus as to the aspects as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips despite the clarifications as to "Finding A Silver Lining (written By: ) (Reverend) Susan MeeLing" and "Finding The Silver Lining (Written By: ) (reverend) Susan MeeLing" as to the aspects of "The Modern Day Book (Written By: ) Reverend Susan MeeLing" what aspects as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as to my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork ever actually translated as to meaning something worthwhile as to the aspects in truth as to the actualities thereof, as what would ever actually be of any importance as to the aspects of the situations as what situations would ever be considered as worthwhile as to such factors for what I completed as to what I worked on as to the length of time as to the factors thereof in genuine truth as to such needless problems wrongly as to what illegal accusations as to such factors as to the hypotheticals as to such references as to the situations which in turn as to what aspects as to Medical Hold Unit ass to what aspects as to Fort Sill Oklahoma as to what aspects as to Warrior Transition Unit as to what aspects of the dress blues as to the comparisons as to what have I ever actually done that would ever be considered nearly as heinous as to the comparisons as to such hypotheticals as to what aspects of proof as to such references regarding the comparisons as to the situations during such lengths of time as to the review thereof as to the knowledge as to each and every medical doctor as to each and every military installation as to such aspects as to the arithmetic as to such aspects of my age as well as the timeframe awake from my coma as to such individuals as to the hypotheticals thereof to such references as why would females have a problem as to such situations during such points in time as to the comparisons thereof as where would the largest amount of femniazis stem out from as to the references as to the knowledge thereof as to such situations and what aspects as to looking the other way before what situations as to finding such situations during such points in time as to what comparisons as to the differences thereof to the work as to such lengths of time?



While I actually have had the courage as to admitting when as to such aspects of incorrect in the situations as to the strength to do so without using such as a crutch as to the comparisons as to such hypotheticals, what would be considered as to the opposite in such references as to the aspects of certain types of females as to the aspects thereof as what is it to actually build upward as to the comparisons as to such situations during such lengths of time such as to the female First Sergeant as to the rave and Brackenridge situation as what differences as to such blame in the comparisons as to the reality thereof to the correct aspects in comparison?



What levels of situations regarding the aspects of such lengths of time known by females as to the aspects of my subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as to the area my barracks room was as to those females as to such types of those needless situations as to the reality of such aspects as what needless drama as to those females as to such aspects in the comparisons as to the age as well as the background as well as the situations, as why would males not have patience as to such types of such females as to those types as to the hypotheticals thereof as why would such aspects ever be considered as worthwhile in the Armed Forces of the United States of America as why would it be considered as important as to actually lifting each other up in the comparison as to what needless problems have occurred because of such types as to those types of females as to the Active Duty/National Guard/Reservists/veterans as to such references regarding those who actually have achieved such on their own while lifting others up as to the comparisons as to the needless whining and complaining as to the reality of having to accept the fact that some females actually work for a living as to more than what has met the eyes as to how some females simply are as to whatever MOSes as to such aspects just the same as to how some males have whichever aspects as to their employments as to some males have the aspects of what is far different as to the comparisons as why would it ever take a head injury to figure out as to the females as to such types as to the aspects thereof as to the needless drama as to such comparisons as to what normally is stirred up because of which aspect in the references thereof to which areas and yet what proof as to such maintaining and sustaining the actual standards as to the comparisons as to the aspects thereof to pulling one's own weight as where would such needless drama then transition to as to the field and what levels of females as to the reference regarding me as to the ways of such as to the metaphor as to males as to Vietnam as to such aspects during such lengths of time with the knowledge thereof as what aspects of females as to such aspects as to the Active Duty/National Guard/Reservists/veterans/dependents would such situations be re viewed as to such factors as to the knowledge thereof as to the biological age as well as such additional situations as to such lengths of time as what in turn would such translate to in the references thereof as to what is the difference between a feminist as to a femniazi and why would any female ever be proud to ever be a feminazi other than as to the aspects of accomplishments as to such references as what would such show in the short term into the long term as to such comparisons as what would ever be of importance about life in such references?



In the timeframe of my Medal of Honor Art Project as to the trips of such references as to the aspects of which as to the reality as to the metaphor regarding the Miss Crystal Lake Pageant as to such aspects of which when taking into consideration as to the work as to the comparisons as to the field as to such aspects as to the Medal of Honor, obviously as to such references depending upon the timeframe as to the aspects in such references regarding such aspects to pay attention to which in turn as to the female Marine Corps as to the comparison of other branches and divisions as to such situations as to the training aspects to consider as to the references as to the aspects of such situations to pay attention to in my opinion as to the facts of the differences as to the training depth levels as well as the work as well as the ethics as to such situations of hypotheticals as to other branches and divisions. In turn as to the reality of such aspects of earning such a title as to the comparisons of ever feeling entitled to what only would be considered as a name in such comparisons to earning such aspects in my opinion as to the length of time which as to the reality regarding actual progress forward as to the situations which as to if as to males being more comfortable knowing as to the aspects regarding to what it actually is to cover a six in such comparisons as to what males have seen as to certain types of females as to the aspects of how such references as to the needless drama as to such beauty pageant types, the reality of what difference it does make to some as to the seriousness as to the aspects of such a title earned in comparison of an entitlement to a name in my opinion.



My right to choose for myself as to making sure I actually earned the title of soldier in comparison of ever being the same as to each and every other female as to the Army at such a point in time while complaining needlessly about the gender portions in comparisons as to the work involved as to there being plenty of females who are willing and capable to earn such and to lift up such aspects as to their own merits as to my opinion, and in such references as to the aspects which in turn as to how some females have seen as to the comparisons of what they should have paid attention to in reference to the reality thereof as to the aspects of my Basic Training as to my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to the reality of such situations as to the aspects thereof to pay attention to as well as the age I was as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as how hypocritical would it be as to any female who accepted the name of a soldier as to such aspects in the comparisons as to standing by and having done nothing that would have been capable to assist me in the correct ways as to the comparisons as to my stand point as to my right to actually earn such as to actual pride in my uniform as to actual pride in my rank earned as to actual pride as to the accomplishments thereof which none were ever handed to me without the actualities of actual work in such references as what hypocritical aspects would a female be as to ever thinking to hold out as to my actual work as what levels thereof as to such accomplishments as to the comparison as to such females as to the comparisons as to the entitlement as to such factors of a name as to the aspects in comparison as to earning such aspects as what hypocrisies would such be to each and every female in such references as to the hypotheticals thereof as what would there be as to actually earned respect as to the comparisons as to such aspects thereof comparatively?



Would it take a head injury to figure out the aspects of such backwards aspects to each and every Army female as to any such regards as to what comparisons as to annoyances as to those types as to such levels of complaints as what has there ever actually been as to genuine aspects in comparisons as to what I have dealt with, as would it take a head injury to figure out what I have had the right to take a stand as to the comparisons of complaining and whining needlessly as to what an example such leads to as to both males and females as to such references?



Should it take a head injury to figure out as to the transgender portions as to the biological gender as to such references as to any such needless problems regarding such types as to the branches and divisions as to such factors in the comparisons thereof to actual earned respect as to such situations, as why would it be of importance as to the difference of background as to each biological female as to the background of each biological male as to the comparisons as to the middle ground as to the transgender factors as why would such aspects be as to the situations referencing such types as to the females biologically as to the branches and divisions of the Armed Forces of the United States of America as what levels as to the aspects of such work would it be as to the situations as to actually earning the respect from males as to the comparisons as to whining and complaining as to just an empty participation trophy aspect as to the name portion in comparison to actually earning such aspects as what situations would be comparable to the aspects in such hypotheticals thereof as why would it be important to the details thereof to the situations as to the timeframe I was in Active Duty status officially from March 2000 through November/December 2000 as what needless problems stemmed from a female as to the Army branch as to such hypotheticals in addition as to the factors thereof as to such situations with the knowledge as to the aspects of the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as what aspects would be considered as problematic to males as well as females who actually took their employment seriously as to the Army branch and/or the aspects of the Armed Forces of the United States of America as what proof both before such a signed dotted line as well as after having been out of active duty status would such proof of patterns of behaviour show as to those types of females as to such hypotheticals?



For example as to a female from Medical Hold Unit which out-processed and had problems as to accepting and needing to accept the facts as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury named Alvarez as to such needless problems before the timeframe of the end of September 2000 as to her complaining because of the amount of medications I was prescribed as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as well as having only been awake from my coma for less than 3 months as well as the other situations, what levels of hypocrisy as to such a female as to those needless drama aspects just as she was supposed to get all of her stuff out of the barracks room before the end of June as to the comparisons as what aspects as to the rave and Brackenridge additionally would be a comparison to that type of a needless arrangement of problems as to that type of a female as to the aspects of which such needless problems which as to the aspects which she complained as to the situations as to my children's biological father at the timeframe of 2000 as to my now dead-ex-husband; as the aspects of which when I learned of the aspects around the timeframe Nesbit called my house as to the aspects which I was informed as to Alvarez having found my now dead-ex-husband as to the area in San Antonio Texas as to the ironic portions of to such situations of which the lack of interest as to her physical aspects, as to how similar she reminded him of a combination between his two sisters physically as to the aspects of which certain types of females have needed to accept sometimes a male is just not that into you as to how the opposite aspects thereof to such factors. Those who remember what Alvarez looked as to the shorter height as to the combination of the skin tone of both my ex-sisters-in-law as well as the hairstyle-ish of my ex-sister-in-law Susie as to the straightness thereof as to the facial features of including my other ex-sister-in-law Mary as well as my other ex-sister-in-law married in as to the second wife of Tony as Gail as why would such aspects be of importance for that female to take into consideration as to the reality of accepting such aspects in comparison as to the hypotheticals as to such combined situations?



I heard about the date night Sergeant Love had planned out for Alvarez which he picked her up in a white limo and took her out for a night on the town as to the fact of not ever having had such a type of date myself before nor since such a timeframe of having heard about such in the year of 2004, which as to the aspects of such situations which as to how those types as to the aspects thereof to the lack of any sympathy from me as to the reality I was dealing with as to such a point in time as to why would it take a head injury to figure out from the dress blues situation as to what she did not have to deal with as to the reality of such aspects as why would it additionally take a head injury to figure out as to those types of females as to such factors as to the so-called girl-power in such comparisons as to the aspects thereof from what I have noticed as to such aspects as to what actually would be considered as women's rights as to the factors thereof as what similarities as to Tae Kwondo as to the female as to Rob Castle in the class as to such factors in the Manalapan area as to such types in the comparisons as why would males take females seriously as to with such types of patterns of behaviour if the lack of the willingness to change such patterns of behaviour as to breaking the chain as to the cycle thereof to then actually progress forward as to lifting up such others in comparison as to the opposite aspects as to what I have noticed and yet am I the only one who noticed such aspects as to the factors thereof?



While I doubt I am the only one who noticed such situations, who has taken the steps as to progressing forward as to the comparisons as to the without hiding aspects as to the honesty and integrity as to such factors and why would that be of importance as to the comparisons as to such aspects?



For as many females have claimed themselves to be woke in such references, would it be as to what levels thereof as to the proof as to the patterns of behaviour?



For example as how many females actually saw the importance as to the First Ladies of the United States of America as well as the Second Ladies of the United States of America, and what as to the aspects as to the first Second Husband of the United States of America as to such references as for as many females have claimed they wanted equality as to such aspects in the progression thereof especially as to the #DNC #RNC Democratic party what aspects would be capable to be noticed as to whether such females stand along with side by side as to whatever levels thereof as to the comparisons as to such aspects as to what patterns of behaviour as what was said about the physical of each from the timeframe of #POTUS41 #POTUS42 #PTUS43 #POTUS44 #POTUS45 #POTUS46 POTUS41 onward as to VPOTUS43 onward as to such aspects with as many pictures and such videos since the timeframes thereof as brought forward as what would be considered as important about such references regarding such factors?



While I took a stand as to POTUS42 as to #FLOTUS First Lady of the United States of America's viewpoint as to the possibilities of such aspects during such a point in time while being 16 years old when such trials began more openly as to such references when in the state of Illinois and remained with such a viewpoint since the timeframe thereof while being a registered Republican as to the first year I could vote in the year of 2000 and onward, what can be seen in the references thereof to females as to the Democratic Party as to such references regarding how such has been as to the aspects thereof to the shift in such references regarding females as to the Republican Party as what aspects of importance as to the situations to take into consideration as to the women's rights and civil rights and what does that show as to the children thereof to such individuals as to the factors thereof in such references as to what is supposed to be considered as a consenting adult lifestyle as to the situations thereof what similarities can be noticed in such hypotheticals as to various situations as to how many had made what claims as to the years most specifically as to 2009 through 2012 as to the situations as to what proof as to the timeframes as to 2015 through 2018 as to the hypotheticals as to the years from 2019 through 2022 as what is actual female empowerment and by what standards as to such factors as why is it important as to female empowerment while maintaining and sustaining a balance in power as to acknowledging the strengths as well as the weaknesses as how else does improvement actually occur in truth?



Thus as to the aspects which as to the ironic portions of which to Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment as to the ironic portions as to my biological mother having been an Information Technology Employee as to Prudential as to the 1980s and the 1990s as to the situations as to the Master's Degree in Biology as to such factors as to the fact such aspects of the oceanic portions being known to the Mother Ocean, what aspects as to such ironic factors as to the references thereof as to such viewpoints regarding the differences between myself to my biological sister as to the comparisons as to other females as to whatever background in such references as what would the differences be as to males as to whatever background and in such regards what differences to the situations regarding the levels of my work as to my style of my SCUBA Diving to the differences as to females in whichever branch/division of the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to whether Active Duty/National Guard/Reservists/Veterans/dependents as to such comparisons as to myself as to my work and my background as to what similarities to such females in the branches/divisions thereof to the civilian population as to such aspects as to my work as to my background as to my style as to my SCUBA Diving as what importances to such factors to the comparisons thereof to actually take into consideration as why would it be important as to the ways of such beginnings being of importance as to the references thereof to such hypotheticals?



Thus as to the aspects as to the needless problems as to the needless debates as to my personal work as to my SCUBA Diving, what is considered as important about my work as to the facts of such as to my work and where as to such differences as to parading around as to the comparisons as to the actualities thereof as to the references regarding such differences or lack thereof to certain types as what individuals within the civilian recreational SCUBA Diving community were/are similar as to the ways as to such viewpoints as to the females as to the year of 2000 as to such hypotheticals thereof as what would be the differences as to what was/is earned as to the actualities of actually earning as what is the difference as to 5 SCUBA Diving specialties with Open Water and Advanced SCUBA Diving certifications with CPR to become a SCUBA Diving instructor as to having 100 hours usually within 1.5-2 years for the average overall whether male or female as to the civilian recreational SCUBA Diver; as what is the difference of my personal work of having earned my National Geographic Open Water SCUBA Diving certification as well as my Advanced Open Water SCUBA Diving certification plus the aspects of having earned a total of 23 SCUBA Diving Specialties as well as my CPR/First Aid/AED SCUBA Diving certification on top of over 250 hours of SCUBA Diving in conjunction to my work from the official beginning of January/February 2009 through while it should have been September/October 2009 for my Cavern SCUBA Diving certification as to my 26th SCUBA Diving certification despite that needless problem as to November 2009 as to the claim from a supposed Technical SCUBA Diver and instructor as to such regards of that 26th SCUBA Diving certification as to the aspects thereof to the differences in all such regards as to my actual style of my SCUBA Diving with my background as what would be considered as important as to such differences as to the amount of work by the time I went to the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg #Vandenberg as to the combined factors of differences as to how the getting involved as to the oceanic aspects?



What is the difference as to the aspects of a dream SCUBA Dive as to the capabilities to actually accomplish such feats as to my personal work regarding my SCUBA Diving as to landing at the bottom of the oceanic waters as to the location overall as to the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg as what would be the difference as to the body work as to such comparisons as to the timeframe leading up to my SCUBA Diving as to the proof as what would my time at the Bally's Total Fitness be capable to show a different type of work as to nothing exact though close to such references as to the needs of my work as to my actual style of SCUBA Diving compared to such aspects of the other types of females as to how they have gotten into SCUBA Diving as well as the aspects of the actualities as to the references of background as what matters about the temperature levels as to the depth levels as to where having grown up as to water areas as to childhood playtime as to such aspects as why would the Atlantic oceanic waters in the northeast be important as to such comparisons as to the hypotheticals of the temperature in the Gulf of Mexico as well as lake waters or pool waters in the differences thereof as to the depth levels of such areas as to the specifics of such temperatures as to the timeframe additionally?



What is important about integrity and the truth as to SCUBA Diving, and what is important about actual truthful discussions as to the comparisons as to hypothetical assumptions?



However if such female SCUBA Divers in the civilian recreational SCUBA Diving sector are that prone to abortion rights as to the aspects thereof, then what would that translate to in reference to my work in the comparisons as to such allowances as to the comparisons if as to those types of such aspects or would it be more prudent and important as to the truth as to such aspects in such hypotheticals thereof to such references as to how I am for life as to such comparisons hypothetically as what would be considered as important to such considerations of differences as to the locations of the temperatures as to the waters most importantly of all?



For example as to the aspects as to Allie as to the if aspects of her not wanting her name of my SCUBA Diving Cavern card certification as to such aspects, then what would ever be of any importance as to ever discussing such factors as to the comparisons as to the references thereof to such situations as well as to the aspects in reference to how such aspects at Clear Springs SCUBA Park went in the year of 2019 as what would be considered as important as to such factors as to my personal work in the comparisons thereof to such situations in the years of 2009 through 2013 as well as the aspects thereof thereafter as why would any individual think they deserve any information about my work as to such aspects of the comparisons as to the aspects of what has not taken place yet as to such correct recognition from such others as to the hypotheticals thereof for whatever connected claims as to such factors as what would it be of importance to individuals who might be interested in SCUBA Diving as to the aspects whether as to civilian recreational aspects or such other styles thereof as what would be important about such aspects in such hypotheticals thereof?



If I were to go by the examples set before me as to such democratic females as to such points in time of the years of 2009 through 2013 as well as other such aspects, then as to such examples set by such Democratic females what would be of importance for me to ever discuss such details ever as why would that ever matter as to the examples set by such individuals as to the comparisons as to the examples I have set and lead by as at what point is such considered as greed as to those females as when is such acknowledged as to the envy from such females as what levels of lust as to those females as to what pride of the negativity aspects as to those females in reference as to what levels of vanity regarding such aspects in conjunction as to the slothfulness regarding such individuals as to the comparisons of the other two deadly sins for such references as why would that be considered as to what levels thereof as what would be of importance as to such factors as to what already has been given as to such references as then what do males learn as to such aspects of females of those types?



Then as to the aspects of which having given credit as to the Marine Corps as to such references of females as to the sight I have had as to such lengths of time, what aspects of females as to when thinking how such has progressed and the reasons for San Antonio Texas to be called Military City USA could be more appreciated as to such references as to the comparisons as to such hypotheticals regarding the ways which certain branches and divisions have been as to such lengths of time as what levels would be considered important to review as to what has been noticed as to males in the references thereof to the reasons to end all types of stolen valor as to the aspects as to the situations well before the dress blues as what aspects could be noticed when looking honestly as to such references to consider as why would that be of importance regarding various aspects with and without the aspects of the merger on 5 June 2022 as how many people have dealt with learning about someone else causing needless problems as to the wrongful aspects of stolen valor as why would it be of importance as to ending all types of stolen valor as what aspects would be serious more than what may have been noticed before?



What aspects of individuals who have found out after whatever length of time as to the reality of such portions regarding individuals who have lied about time in whichever branch of the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to aspects including as to the situations as to then later having went into whichever branch division of the Armed Forces of the United States of America thinking they would find the information about the service records as to the if aspects as to the difference of the DD214 portions in such conjunction aspects of the VA card as to the references of the driver's license verification processes additionally as to verifications, as at what point in time as to the levels of acceptance as to individuals who have needed to accept whatever portions as to the problems associated as to the similarities as to the dress blues situation as to what levels thereof as to the similarities as to the San Antonio Texas to Military City USA reasons as why would it be important as to individuals who have had jealousy negatively as to the only thought of the length of time as to what is on a piece of paper as to the comparisons as to the actualities of the actual work in other such references?



For example as to the needless problems as to the viewpoint which my biological mother/father/sister as well as other people whether military/civilian as well as my ex-in-laws as well as law enforcement/fire department/ems to whichever degrees thereof as have had as to the actualities thereof as to the situations regarding myself as to the comparisons as to how they viewed my dead-ex-husband as to the aspects of financial aspects, what differences as to what acceptance levels of the actualities have been for those individuals to have accepted regarding my personal work well before the aspects of Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment as well as the Army branch for far longer as to the situations in reference to when I was in second grade as why would it ever actually matter to individuals who did not accomplish the work I have accomplished as to the proof thereof as to the clarifications and verifications as then as to what levels of which such types have needed to simply accept the reality of such lengths of time as well as the work thereof as to the verifications as to such regards as to the reality of which is the reality as it should not matter to such individuals realistically because of the fact it has been my work as to such aspects as to the factors thereof which has been needed to simply just accept as to the references thereof to the comparisons as to such needless drama in my opinion.



If as to the aspects of my ex-sister-in-law Mary Evongelina (maiden last name as told to me Nichols) Osteen aswell as her two daughters Sondra Marie Osteen and Ariel Nicole Osteen as to such needless involvement in my life as to such unwanted and unneeded and unnecessary involvement as to such aspects as to the timeframe as to David Osteen's Air Force graduation at Lackland Air Force Base as to such aspects of from the time as to the updates regarding my journal blog as well as "The Modern Day Book (Written By: ) Reverend Susan MeeLing" as to such needless and unwanted involvement as to such aspects referencing my life as to such aspects of not ever having the common sense to ever actually ask my perspective as to such references ever as to what I would know was best for me as to the comparisons as to those types of those people that have been as annoying as those types as to Crystal Lake Illinois as to Crystal Lake South High School as to the needless situations as to the unwanted aspects as to the situations in reference to cheerleading as well as the unwanted portions as to the Miss Crystal Lake Beauty Pageant as to the unwanted portions as to the Robin Hood play as to how such aspects of what I actually preferred for my life in all such comparisons as to the aspects of such unwanted aspects as to my biological mother's wishes as to the situations which in comparison as to Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment as to the comparisons as to such factors as instead of ever thinking I actually knew myself best as to the aspects of such claims of wishes as to my age as to being a child despite the proof repeatedly even in the comparison hypothetically to now as to such references, the aspects of such unwanted aspects throughout the various aspects as to the comparisons as to what I actually wanted for my life as to what I actually preferred as to such points in time in comparison to the aspects of Broadway instead as to the aspects of what my biological sister had preferred in comparison to what I preferred.



Those types of needless situations throughout such lengths of time as to the comparisons thereof as to then work on my books as to later on as to the preferences as to the aspects of without those people's involvement as to such preferences as to the aspects of what those people have needed to accept as to my personal boundaries in all such factors and all such ways, in comparison as to the unwanted advances as to such harassment as to the aspects of recordings as well as the unwanted aspects as to the stalking as to where I chose to go as to by my choice in such comparisons as to the situations of what I have dealt with in such references. If as to the aspects of Mary to the Bible as to Joseph as to my other ex-sister-in-law as to having discussed such aspects and/or my ex-sister-in-law's ex-husband as to the situations thereof, the aspects of such references as to those types of situations referencing the needless problems as to those types of overzealous individuals as to the aspects of such references regarding what I already dealt with from my childhood as to my teenager years in reference to being the original Baby Jesus Christ as to the situations which as to my right to privacy in such aspects in the comparisons as to the aspects of such factors instead as to the situations which it is not a Constitutional Right as to such Amendments regarding the aspects of such situations as to the comparison as to such hypotheticals thereof as because of those types of people I had already lost my childhood best friend Big Blood Brother as to such factors in comparison as to any of those people ever thinking that such would ever be as to those aspects of genuine care or concern as to the proof as to such situations as to after my Iowa 2018 Medal of Honor Art Project trip as to the prior year as well as to my two Medal of Honor Art Project trips as to such situations during such points in time referencing those types of individuals as to the Montana traffic needlessly as to such references.



The usually needless problems as to such legal portions have always stemmed from individuals who went up from the south and/or midwest to the northeast as to such factors of destroying the aspects of what once was peaceful as to how those types of people could not understand as to the ways of above the Mason Dixon Line as to such Democratic aspects that then bled into the larger cities because of how their feelings were hurt because of the bluntness and to the point aspects as to the northeast, and thus I would guesstimate as to the same factors as to the northwest having dealt with the similar factors of such situations as to those types from the south and midwest as to going above the Mason Dixon Line as to the lack of larger bigger cities as to those states with larger bigger cities as to the same needless problems as to the aspects of the demographics as to simply accepting the different physical looks as to such individuals as to the proof that such racism has always been as to the locations of such types as to the aspects how the demographics as to each and every type of box having needed to be checked as to one way or another so those types of bigots could put a label onto individuals as to the aspects which then as to the turn around as to how such individuals do not seem to like what is good for the goose is good for the gander as to such hypotheticals as to the if factors as to such situations as to those reality television shows as to giving the viewpoint as to the actualities of such types of situations as even though as to the Jersey Shore as to certain aspects as to the overall of most getting along without such individuals from the south and the midwest as to the aspects of the legal portions thereof as to other than the aspects which when individual stir up needless drama.



For example as to such references as to most aspects thereof to the situations regarding the Jersey Shore as to individuals for the most part getting along and just enjoying life as to discussions though whatever portions of the directors as to such drama situations as to the comparisons thereof, as to the comparisons as to the aspects of the Flava Flav Show which as to the situations between New York and where she had ever right to go off and pop off on Pumpkin in each capacity thereof in my opinion as to be honest I wish she had handled that a bit more #NYC New York City-ish as to what I can remember from New York City from that timeframe as to the 1980s and the 1990s in my opinion. Though I suppose an irony as to the #DFW DFW area as to Paul and Pita as he had nicknamed her Pumpkin as to a point in time, and such hypotheticals as to such needless drama as to that female and as to such factors as to the situations of such hypotheticals of such needless drama as to throughout the state of Texas as to such situations in what is supposed to be considered the adult consenting lifestyle as to such comparisons as to whatever may have been found as to such references which in turn as to such aspects as to my opinion being akin to #NEwYork New York from the references as to #FlavaFlave Flava Flave's show for those if as to such proof as to such factors as to my personal opinion if accurate as to the situations during such points in time as to the if factors. I suppose my mistake as to having spoken with her parents as possibly that is a mistake on my part as to the needless drama throughout the state of Texas as to the individuals within what is supposed to be considered the consenting adult lifestyle as to my apologies as to having spoken on the behalf of female rights as to the capability to work, as the aspects thereof to my apologies for if such as to the mistake in such references as to the capacities thereof to such situations as I can admit when I am and/or was incorrect as if as to such situations between Pita and Craig from Naked Lens as to the Blue Waffle website password aspect as to the aspects thereof to the situations unknown to me as to any such needless problems regarding each and every factor thereof to such situations as to the if factors as to my mistakes as to such hypotheticals across the board as to the state of Texas as I actually had been capable to appreciate such time as to the before meeting that female at The Sanctuary in Dallas when she was still with Paul which was just before when I began dating to who I was engaged to twice to as to such a point in time when I had to defend myself as to such aspects after he had went to Basic Training at Fort Sill Oklahoma. If as to such aspects as to the pop culture situations as well as to the aspects of what has been as to within the United States of America as to then throughout the rest of the world as to such references, then as to what point were the reports back in the late 1980s into the 1990s as to the accuracy as I have brought forward as to the lengths of time since having woken up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as what aspects of the individuals accuracy as to what was being noticed during such points in time?



Thus such levels of interconnected aspects which in turn as to such accuracy as to the aspects which as to what it is to actually give credit where credit is due as I have done so without ever invading anyone else's privacy unlike some individuals, without recording in private locations as to the aspects of a living area as to the overall location as to such references of an apartment and/or house as to what is actually considered as a private location in such comparisons as to the aspects in comparison as to the assumptions as to such references as to the hypotheticals as to just because of my website being public does not translate as to where I live as to any such portions of ever being allowed to the public aspects as to such updates in reference to my journal blog as to from the year of 2019 as to the aspects thereof in such regards; though in addition to each aspects of the needless involvement as to my personal opinion as to what aspects in the reference to the aspects of sexism as to males who would do so without asking as to such sexist choices as to females as to such references as to feminazism as to the aspects thereof as to my opinion in such references. Unlike some people as to not ever having been as rude as to ever having done so to others unlike what aspects as to the situations which I brought forward about the details thereof as I knew as to in the areas as to Texas similar as to Illinois as similar as to the tristate areas, which in turn as to while I have had the human decency as to respecting other people's privacy as to the rights for such privacy aspects in the comparison as to the hypotheticals as to what I have needlessly dealt with as to such references. In turn as to the Stoney LaRue concert in March of 2013 as to the ironic portions as to March 2020 for individuals to think about as to any such aspects which if there ever was a doubt as to what I needlessly dealt with in addition to what I already was dealing with up to such a point in time, what is it to be capable to actually relax in comparison as to such situations as to those types of situations needlessly as to those types of people as to such factors as to their invasion of my privacy as to the aspects of what I brought forward as to what I was dealing with needlessly as what amounts of false reports as to the similarities as to what I dealt with as to those people from Crystal Lake South High School during my first few months of school as to such bigoted and sexist individuals as to those types as to such needless drama as to such findings thereof as those needless situations as to the lengths of time.



If as to the aspects of what I was dealing with as to the ignorance of the high school reunion as to the situations as to Midnight Rodeo as to the aspects as to Mike and Patty's house as to the aspects of Alicia's involvement, those needless situations additionally as to having had to babysit that female as to who she decided to get involved as to such needless problems as to Mike and Patty's because of the aspects of how much alcohol she had drank throughout the evening as well as the situations well before I had been informed as to her Dad being a Mustang from the Korean War as I was informed of in Fort Worth Texas as to such aspects of my ex-in-laws as to such situations of which as to the aspects of which those people needed to accept the fact that where they should have actually assisted in comparison as to their selfishness as to such references of their lack of need for involvement as to the aspects which they have needed to accept the fact of the dress blues stolen valor as to the length of years as to such references thereof as well as to such aspects as to the JC Penny pictures thereof later. Since as to the aspects which the fact he had tried to commit suicide as to the 22 round in the year of 2004 because of the fact I had the right to leave the abuse as to such attempts to get my son and my daughter to safety since my biological mother/father took his side in comparison despite they had drove him to BAMC as to the timeframe as to such aspects referencing how those people have had to accept the facts as to the Justice of the Peace, as well as such aspects as to the situations which when the aspects which I refused to be responsible for the needless problems which I was not responsible for to begin with as to the aspects of the lab as to such references regarding my personal work as to the aspects during the timeframe of the first separation which Dr. Sun's lab (?UTSASCHSA?) needed to accept that my work to begin with as to the references as to what I came up with as to the research as well. In addition as to the aspects of which while I made attempts repeatedly to get assistance throughout the years from 2001 throughout 2008 as to having explained the reality time and time and time and time and time again as to the aspects of truth, if such individuals throughout the years thereof had actually been assistive in the comparisons thereof to what I dealt with needlessly within the city of San Antonio as to the aspects of earlier in this journal blog entry as well as prior updates in reference as to my journal blog as well as my books based in facts as to such references as to what my ex-in-laws have needed to accept as to the aspects of what needless problems regarding those aspects which I did not consent to as how would I be capable to consent as to having had to be taught how to count to 10 as how would I be capable to consent as to having to be retaught the names of colors as how would I be capable to consent as to the aspects as to the amount of counseling statements?



Those people have needed to accept the facts of reality as to what a destructive horrific individual their dead relative was as to when he was alive as to the aspects of their own childhood as to the situations from what I was informed as to Grandpa Nichols before he calmed down as to the aspects thereof, which that is not for me to be blamed for when those people knew what their dead brother as to such aspects as to the lawnmower as to the kittens as to the aspects of the pears to the chickens as well as what they knew he had done as to the bathroom as to lighting fires as to such references for the timeframes thereof to which my ex-in-laws as well as my biological mother and my biological father and my biological sister have needed to accept the facts of the situations as to what my son and my daughter and I needlessly dealt with as to the additional facts of what those people had needlessly and unwantedly added to what already was problematic as to the comparisons as to the aspects of actually assisting as to actually believing me instead of the needless problems those people and all other such individuals needlessly added in comparison to actually ever assisting at any point in time in the correct ways. What aspects as to how many times as to the length of the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain which was before the aspects of the rave which as to the reality which the Army and Medical Hold Unit as well as Fort Sam Houston has needed to accept responsibility of such factors as per the timeframe when I woke up from my coma, before calling my biological father as to what I was informed of as how many civilians were informed of such aspects who could have actually assisted me in comparison as to the needless problems from those types of college students as to instead of such aspects regarding those needless problems as to actually making the correct choice instead of such research aspects as to those needless types of within the society thereof as to #PhiThetaKappa Phi Theta Kappa?



What is humanity?



What is it to actually relax without any needless problems, or interruptions as to such aspects as to the situations which as to actually being with individual(s) as to the situations as to what I actually prefer without such distractions or having to be on guard as to the aspects of such situations regarding security aspects where I would actually prefer as to a location in comparisons as to what has been as to such lengths of time?



In reference to individuals regarding the 2008 election who had originally voted for POTUS44 Barack Obama and VPOTUS46 Joe Biden who had stirred up needless drama because of the aspects as to how many people claimed others such as myself for making the choice to vote for Senator John McCain and Governor Sarah Palin because of the policies in comparison as to what individuals such as my biological sister who claimed as to how the perceptions of the viewpoint as to the racist aspects as to only because of what my skin and my hair look physically as to her thoughts as to her claims as to why she thought I should vote for who I knew would become POTUS44 and VPOTUS46, the reality in comparison as to such aspects in the 2016 election as to the terminology of the silent majority who had remained silent as to the reality of not being willing to acknowledge their bigotry in my opinion as to such aspects as to the common sense as to having to recognize the facts in such references of which as to the references which can be seen as to the situations within the 2020 election as to such algorithms in reference to the integrity matters as to the situations during the timeframe as to from which as to the aspects of the software programs as well as the situations in reference to what I predicted as to how the aspects which the individuals who had to speak the truth while also being truthful as to the aspects of the landslide in the references of the reelection of POTUS45 as to such hypotheticals as to the situations as to the amount of individuals as to being out in the streets as to such aspects in the comparisons thereof which in turn as to the additional proof in reference as to the merger aspects regarding the cellphone companies as to the completion officially despite certain aspects as to 6 June 2022 which in such references as what can be noticed as to 6 January 2021 for the references regarding a hypothetical metaphor as to the realistic aspects as to the proof of such in the physical viewpoint as to how many individuals went to Washington DC though as to the situations as to the aspects in reference regarding several factors as to such situations which have already been brought forward as to the regards of the terminology as to the Co-Videoing as well as the mask situations as to the eye locations in conjunction as to the mask mandates having been loosened as to the situations as to the hypothetical length of time as to the eye shape as well as eye color and such factors as to hair color in conjunction of hair styles as to the aspects thereof over such lengths of time. In addition as to the hypotheticals in reference to the patterns of behaviour as to the references as to the emergency aspects as to March 2020 to review as to the situations regarding the aspects as to actual aspects of emergencies as to which individuals are clam as to the comparisons as to other such aspects as to the references thereof as to who is responsible with their choices as to the comparisons as to other such hypotheticals.



Thus as to the situations as to other such references regarding the electronic aspects as to the different situations as to the viewpoints which includes as to the hypothetical in reference to the situations as to from the timeframes as to as I have brought forward of the various years and decades as well as other situations in reference regarding to what such elected officials as to their staff members having asked about the truth in such references, as to the aspects additionally as to the Armed Forces of the United States of America in conjunction as to the aspects in such references as to my SCUBA Diving as well as to the proof additionally as to the responses from individuals as to the timeframes as to 2009 as to 2019 in such additional factors as to the hypotheticals. In addition as to the situations of which whether to choose to come clean as to the honesty as to such aspects of being capable to distinguish between the aspects of emotional aspects and/or feelings and/or opinions and/or biases in comparisons as to just the facts as to such references regarding as to the hypotheticals thereof in conjunction as to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial as to the references regarding the aspects as to situations which individuals as to the reasons of ending all stolen valor as to such types thereof with the additional aspects of the formations of the US Space Fore as to the aspects of NASA as well as the Space X and Blue Origin as to such additional factors; I would guesstimate as to how the capacities can be reviewed as to the aspects of whatever hypothetical claims as to myself in such regards as to any hypothetical false reports as to the truth in such comparisons as to the references regarding a metaphor to Excalibur Faire as to such regards as to any such viewpoints as to the additional clarifications as to my having begun the updates in reference to my own aspects.



While in such references as to having to remember to distinguish the years as to the initial updating portions because of the aspects of as I guesstimate as to the proof as to my cognitive disorders because of myself knowing the years specifically though as to my memory deficits as to the remembering to put the numerical portions as to the references thereof, I would guesstimate as to such aspects which while I had not hidden such aspects other than as to my emotional factors because of the situations as to "Finding A Silver Lining (Written By: ) (Reverend) Susan MeeLing" as well as "Finding The Silver Lining (Written By: ) (Reverend) Susan MeeLing" as to such aspects which can be seen as to the reasons in addition to my son and my daughter's best interests in regards of their mental and emotional well being though additionally as to the aspects which to ensure the clear aspects as to the facts. While it is a fact that people have feelings as well as emotions as to such biases and opinions, the reality of such hopefully as to the leeway because of the sensitivity of the reality of what I have dealt with and making sure I kept to my promise to my son and my daughter as to despite their ages at the timeframe of 2004 in such references as to my knowledge and understanding and comprehension as to what seemed best as well as for their best capabilities to work through and cope with the reality of such aspects in the comparisons as to how such hypotheticals as to such overemotional types as to the initial responses despite knowing the truth as to such facts regarding the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to my ex-in-laws and/or my biological mother/father/sister as to such connected portions thereof to the conjunctive aspects thereof to the proof. In addition as to the ironic timing which Crystal Lake South High School did not get to have the 20 year reunion as to such ironic aspects as to the timing portions in reference as to 2010 as to the year after I began my modeling as well as to the year after such aspects as to my SCUBA Diving, which as to such additional ironic aspects to the if factors as to who I was dating at the timeframe of 2009 in August as to my USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg SCUBA Dive as to the timeframes as to any such needless meddling as to those types of those people in such references as to the physical viewpoint of the classmates regarding as to the hypotheticals thereof in conjunction as to the aspects as to the area of the neighborhood I was living in as to certain similarities as to such hypotheticals in the comparisons.



If as to such aspects as to any false claims as well as the conjunction of additional evidence which should fully exonerate me as to all such factors as to the similarities as to the references as to both Crystal Lake South High School in reference to the aspects of the Police substation as to the reports thereof to just because I was born and raised in New Jersey as to such aspects as well as the factors as to the Excalibur types as to such false claims as to those types of individuals as to any such false claims as to my SCUBA Diving as to the situations of those types of individuals who might have such similarities as to both in reference to the election aspects as my biological sister was in college at the time as well as the other aspects as to the Army as well as MAST regarding how my biological mother/father were as to the proof additionally as to such aspects as to the conjunction of the false claims as to my ex-in-laws as to the knowledge of the truth as well as the needless problems as to the dress blues in conjunction as to each and every aspects which as to whether in reference to the tristate area as to those individuals as to the photography classes as to Old Tennent Presbyterian Church as to such types as well as those aspects thereof to such situations as to from my prior aspects of visions as to when I was in second grade as well as fifth grade situations as well as the aspects as to Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment as well as Baptist Camp Lebanon problems as to those factors in conjunction as to the situations as to Illinois as well as the Army and onward as through to this year as to all such timeframes as from the 1980s into the 1990s into the 2000s into the 2010s into 2020 and 2021 before this year of 2022; each and every portion of what I have needlessly dealt with as to each and every type of such false accusations as to the timeframes throughout as to the aspects of which I should be exonerated as to all such false claims as well as any and all such false charges as to the hypotheticals thereof, as well as the reversing of such aspects as to each and every individual as to the prosecutorial aspects as to the references thereof as to the references regarding the situations which my son and my daughter and I should not have ever had to deal with because of the proof thereof as well as the statutes as to such protections in reference to individuals held against their will as to such factors as to the proof thereof as to 2000 onward because of the legalities, as to such proof thereof as well.



In turn as to any such needless problems from photographers and/or such types as to the videographer aspects referencing each such aspect of which as to my modeling and performances which includes as to in part as to performance though as to the reality of the energetic aspects as to the Nine Lives Bookstore commercial aspects as to the references thereof, such aspects which as to the reality of such lack of protections regarding the other portions which as to the proven truthful aspects because of the knowledge as to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury in conjunction as to what occurrences thereof as well as the aspects of such clarifications and verifications which includes the garage in my house in San Antonio Texas aspects which were discussed in person face to face in person additionally as to my lack of knowledge as to any other factors as to the crazy cat people as to the cat sanctuary as to such references regarding that associated connections as to any such needless problems from those associated as to "Your Dad Is Not A Captain" situations as to the fact of Michael Roberts having claimed he needed to make a copy of my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to the aspects of which he claimed as to for IRS purposes only as to what I was informed of as to the aspects of my SSN as per such needless problems as to any such hypotheticals in such additional references to those connected factors in conjunction to the proof of such clarifications and verifications. As to Jims Restaurant on 10 and Huebner as to individuals which I think were some who had said they would bring books for the store as well as books just for me as to the aspects of the timeframe as to Nine Lives Books as to any other additional aspects, though such as to the simple aspects in reference to the same portions in reference to the specifics automatically as to the situations stemming from 2000 though also as to 1996 as well as 1992/1993 as well as 1989 in such capacities thereof to the proof of such reference aspects as to the needless stalking/harassment problems as to any such additional capacities thereof to my Medal of Honor Art Project and trips thereof as per such factors in conjunction as to the situations as to how such other factors went as to #WA #WAState #Washington #WashingtonstateWashington state as to the #StoneyLaRue Stoney LaRue concert as well as to March 2013 at the #Cowboys #CowboysDancehall #CowboysDanceHallSATX Cowboys Dancehall.



Thus as to my full exoneration in my opinion as to the proof of such references as to the length of time as to such aspects, and each connected aspect as to the references regarding such needless problems as well as the nickname as to my biological mother/father about me as to the additional proof thereof as to #DYFUS DYFUS in #NJ #NJstate NEwJersey #NewJersystate #Jerseystrtong New Jersey in my opinion; though with the proof as well in conjunction as to such connected family aspects as to my maternal side of the family as to her half siblings as well as my biological father's side of the family as to such proof as well as to the aspects of what is supposed to be considered as the consenting adult lifestyle aspects as to obviously specifically as to the timeframes thereof as to when technically as a biological adult as to such needless problems as to the aspects as to the San Antonio Pagan community as to the proof of such references regarding any such needless problems I dealt with and/or my son dealt with and/or my daughter dealt with as to such aspects in the capabilities to finding such details as to my exoneration because of the information as well as the NW Stay at Home Moms Club as to those females as to such factors as to the Homeowners Association aspects as to Pheasant Creek subdivision as to the Fred Loya #FredLoya aspects as well as my fence/shed aspects as to the Datsun truck as to those aspects as to 2003 as to those people as to the high school my biological sister attended as to their needless aspects as to such involvement without my permission after that skunk hair male as to such fire and hairspray aspects as to my right to stand my ground as to protecting my house as well as my neighborhood as to my son and my daughter as well as the others within the neighborhood in conjunction of if the aspects as to my New Jersey flag because of my remembering as to the aspects of having been within San Antonio Texas also known as Military City USA and my aspects of not forgetting where I was born and raised as to such aspects thereof to not forgetting such aspects as to those types as to such factors as to how such individuals might have wished as to the situations as to the ground flags as compared to on the wall as to such flags as to the height aspects as to common sense. Since the garage aspects as to the proof additionally as to my attempts to bring such forward already as to the 2000 aspects as to the way which I wound up off Fort Sam Houston in such references as to the obvious aspects as to still having had the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as to such points in time as to how I made attempts to inform as to the 151 Road Warrior aspects as to the hypotheticals of any such needless problems as to Camp Mabry in addition as to my right to salute the American Flag during the national anthem of the Star Spangled Banner, as to such individuals needing to remember I was and am the one and only Sponsor as to such aspects of my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to though I did not graduate Basic Training as to my right as to my salute as to the especially in comparison as to others burning the flag instead of the aspects of what my salute as to the respect thereof.



In such references of which if as to the Texas National Guard as to the Infantry having issues as to accepting the fact I am the one and only Sponsor as to such aspects as to the situations as well as where I was born and raised, they can think about the aspects thereof to the situations which I made attempts for years before as to prevention assistance as well as those types as to such aspects as to Austinites as to such hypothetical assumptions as to Austin similarly as to the #TEA #TEAParty TEA Party aspects as to #Carrollton #CarrolltonTX #CarrolltonTexas #FarmersBranch #FarmersBrachTX #FBTX #FarmersBRanchTexas #CFBISD Carrollton Texas as well as the McCoy Elementary School and CFBISD needless problems as to such factors of my fullest exoneration in all such references and ways thereof as to them having been informed as well as to such factors which in turn as to such hypothetical aspects of the actual false claims and false reports against me as to the proof as to the aspects of why would those people want the second amendment for themselves as to Carrollton Texas as well as Farmer Branch Texas as to the aspects of what I needlessly was put through as to my Constitutional Rights and Amendments as to the aspects of both Principal Dawn Rink from Oklahoma as well as such aspects as to the CFBISD board meeting and the law firm as to Nona Matthews in such references as to the aspects of bigotry as to such aspects as well as #ADA ADA violations as to such reality which such individuals have needed to accept as to my rights as to assisting myself as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury. Thus as to such hypotheticals as to those individuals as to those types as to any such needless problems because I voted for #SenatorJohnMcCain #GovernorSarahPalin #SenatorMittRomney #CongressmanPaulRyan Senator John McCain and Governor Sarah Palin as well as Senator Mitt Romney and Congressman Paul Ryan, those needless problems from such individuals as to the Democrats in the state of Texas as to such factors as to the facts thereof to the proof thereof as to the situations to the silent majority as to the if factors of having claimed such racist aspects as to the comparisons to once learning the reality of such as to remembering what those people did as to what they taught others as to POTUS44 as to when in 2016 as to #DonalJTrump #MikePence POTUS45 Donald J Trump and VPOTUS47 Mike Pence.



The reality as to how offended additionally my biological mother/father/sister as to such aspects of 2008 as to the reality of such situations as well as to the situations needlessly as to the aspects of stirring up needless drama and then wishing for the college charges canceling and yet, the aspects of the multiple ways which the college debts can be cancelled if they go into direct military and/or #USPeaceCorps #USAPeaceCorps Peace Corps services as to such reality as to what I pointed out over a decade before to my biological sister and her complaints about how she thought she was too good for such in comparisons as to then complaining about how the military guys were taking employment because of their backgrounds as to their training and their capabilities thereof which I warned her she and others were going to see more of because of the experience which cannot be taught as to the facts as to what experience is and assists with. In turn as to such aspects of which the fact that my Bok Pu was prevented from as per her words of China-ing my biological sister as to the aspects my biological sister lived as to my personal opinion as to the aspects of despite such needless overdramatic problems as to such types as to those factors, in my opinion I am against abortion in such references personally as to the proof thereof additionally as to despite such factors though the right to choose as to such as to the specifics of assault as to whether to keep the child(ren) as to the capabilities as to being a Mom if actually capable to in such comparisons as to what I dealt with in comparison as to others' opinions as to such factors. If an individual makes a choice once as to the aspects of because of a situation as to the aspects of a one time usage and then using birth control as to the aspects of such planned parenthood aspects which have had such available as well as doctor aspects, otherwise as to such factors of which in my opinion as to the right to life as to the #USSupremeCourt #USASupremeCourt US Supreme Court reviewal as to such aspects.



It is no longer the aspects as to the traveling portions because of the ease of travel now as to such references as to the federal aspects as per state to choose for such as to the ways of such prior decades in my opinion, as per the aspects of which in the references to the US Supreme Court as to the per state choices as to such factors in my opinion as to the massive differences as to the #LGBT #LGBTQ #LGBTQP #LGBTQPride LGBTQP marriage aspects of the different capacities of moving portions as to living areas to the consideration. However additionally as to the fact which as to the draft automatically at the biological age as to 18 years old as to the aspects thereof in my opinion as to what I believe would cease such needless body mutilations as to the abortion aspects as well as the ways which some try to subvert the aspects of the military factors, as to the situations regarding the trying to prevent such aspects as to the draft as to the gender portions because of which situations seem to have been a situation in other aspects as to such factors in my opinion. With the formation of the #USSpaceForce #USASpaceForce US Space Force as to the conjunction of NASA, in my opinion the requirement to consider such as to bring such forward as well as to assistances thereof as to the aspects in such references as to the reality of such aspects as capable to review the data thereof which thus if the aspects as to the choices as to the life continuing on forward as to many aspects as to areas of assistances as time has progressed forward with the advancements of science as well as technology in the multitudes of ways in my opinion of right to life. #righttolife #right2life





Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


Though there are the aspects of which if you would like to speak with me in addition to possibilities of opportunities for me, the welcome aspects as to contacting me through my contact form.



If I have known you in person when in person in positive ways and/or ways which might need clarification(s) as to mature discussions, there has always been the welcome open door policy as to contacting me through my contact form if you were not given my new phone number though such is online regarding my website more recently published online as to my Website Business Phone Line: (360)-713-4937.

Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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