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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


Lady Dori Belle


...and to biological consenting adults as...

Lady Liberty Belle

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My life  =  My personal life

My life experiences  =  My personal life experiences that some might have something alike or something similar to though theirs is not the exact as to My personal life experiences

My opinion  =  Susan MeeLing's personal opinion that some or many might agree with

My needs  =  My personal needs for me personally though some distinguishing factors as to the aspects where there are different facets of My personal life and thus as to the distinguishing factors as to the different areas of my life, thus for Me personally is going to be for Me personally as to such differences as to the aspects whereas of others as to the factors to the considerations.


The FACT books I authored/wrote/compiled that I published through Amazon for My profits and what I chose/choose for the financial aspects per book:
*  Finding A Silver Lining  (published in print book format in in the year of 2015)
*  Finding The Silver Lining  (published in print book format in the year of 2014)
*  The Modern Day Book  (published in print format book in the year of 2020)
*  The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire  (3 volumes published in print format books in the year of 2020)

 

Fiction Based books I published through Amazon that can have metaphors or proverbial only as some books allow the financial aspects as to donations whereas the newer books do not have such same factors whatsoever as to the financial resources for Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle also known as Lady L*** Belle as make sure to not assume that all books will ever be the exact same:
*  "The Curious Children Book Series:  (2 volumes published in the year of 2014/2015)
*  "Fail-Safe:  The Kenedy curse fused with Science Fiction Fantasy  (The New World Order)"  (1 book published in the year of in print format book form 2015/2016 that is the main book to refer to for each of the subsequent books in the series as the 10 volume book series published as the 9 additional volumes in 2021/2022 as not all books were allowed as per My personal choice to be published in print format as to the ideals I have had for My work as to how I personally chose to release My books as to My business plans)
*  "Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series"  (3 volumes published in print format of books in the years of 2014 through 2015 and then 7 books were published in the year of 2021/2022)


To Contact Me to ask me what My needs, my wants, My preferences, My Ideals, and/or My desires is only to utilize My To Contact Form to ask me respectfully after explaining yourself as to such aspects first as asking Me is the best way to actually do so correctly to actually learn to know of what My actual needs are for the factors of as the same in reference to my wants and so on and so forth.  That includes though not limited to asking if there is something to assist Me with, arranging Book Signing, arranging requiring My permission first as to my needs for any appearance(s)/meeting(s), 


Do not assume that just because I authored/wrote/compiled books that you know Me, you know of Me as to such factors as to the factors of the reality of the social media.


If I personally have reached out to you directly as to requesting a meeting and/or meetings, I have done so with the factors of respect regarding the aspects of what I could figure as being respectful as to the time(s) as to upon your schedule though also as depending upon my schedule as well.  The contact information regarding phone numerical factors as to the aspects of My To Contact Form through My website, as to making attempts as to the ease to correctly communicate clearly.  


Ensure if you are going to ask about Me, to know the exact-ish amount of time the individual actually knew Me in real life in person face to face in person in real life to verify the correct numerical positions of time that they may have known Me or if they knew of me as to the facts.


My modeling is not the same as speaking with Me face to face at all, because that is not the same as in real life as to the facts that in real life in person face to face in person actually requires those facts of in real life in person face to face in person in real life where a human being in person face to face in person is in real life with another human being is the common sense for in person face to face in person in real life as there is a difference to getting My personal permission first.


I do not allow anyone to misinterpret ever, as there is the clear facts that if someone/anyone says they can interpret Me, ensure they actually have what I personally consider as the starting point of full foundation as to actual capacities to do so correctly as what I consider as the correct foundation as to making sure the foundation of theirs in not made out of sand as to the differences of whereas to the facts my foundation is forged from where the stones as to the rock of My foundation is to the sturdiness thereof as to My personal life as to My personal experiences as to Me personally; as in my personal opinion that imitation is not flattery at all in any capacity when in reference to Me.


Since I comprehend Myself as to My and what My needS are as to what My wantS are as to what My preferenceS are as to what My idealS are as to what My desires are, then as to My comprehension of such factors in reference to Myself as to My personal requirements as when I have written about My personal life experiences as to the words I personally have chosen to describe such facts, then as to My life = My personal life experiences.


Manners, respect, human decency, and protocols are as a beginning point for what My personal standards are for Me.

Make sure to be capable to distinguish when the facts of My journal blog are in the capacity of either facts with satire and/or facts with metaphors and/or facts with figurative and/or facts as literal as the reality that My personal life experiences are My personal life experiences as to where some might relate to what I personally have dealt with, the full combination of what I have survived is the difference as to where the distinction is.


I survived the attacks on the soil of the homeland of the United States of America as to the tristate areas of New Jersey, New York, and Pennsylvania in the year of 1993 in the month of February as well as the timeframe of 9/11 also known as 11 September 2001 because I was born and raised in New Jersey in the three-county/three-borough area that had the most amount of commuters to New York City as well as other factors of the reality as to the state of New Jersey that those factors of pop culture are usually NYCers or Pittsburgians or Philadelphians and not New Jersey-ians pop culture as the aspects of comprehending the facts as that pop culture only has small amounts as to the differences of the fullnesses thereof.


What I know for what My personal comforts are as to being capable to see as to such factors, translates to comprehension of Myself as to comprehending what is best for Me personally as to what is best for My work as well as what is best for My personal comforts.  As hours change to days and days change to weeks and weeks change to months and months change to years and years change to decades, I comprehend My personal needs as I comprehend I have made attempts for My personal needs to be correct for Me as to what My personal considerations are.


Keep your thoughts in what I consider as purity as to such actual purity of innocence, and the ease of life is made so as to the factors of the ensuring the correct actions without assumptions.


Acknowledging biases first without judgement, has no capacity of being biased as no bias can be without the capacities of bigotry, and thus without bigotry then there is the capacity of acknowledging biases without judgement.


I personally am unaware of fans of Mine because I do not assume that I have any because of what My considerations are for what a fan of Mine would be, as the factors when considerations as to fandom as to Myself is as to the factors of what I personally consider as comfort.


People should be more uplifting as to the aspects of being appreciative if as to appreciating work of Mine, as I have not need/want/desire of any male dominant in the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle regarding such factors of any type of relationship outside of acquaintance or friendship only, as that is not in any capacity ever a turn on to what My considerations are for Me at all in any capacity whatsoever as it has not ever been a turn on to Me.


The reality that Females have the capacity to be strong enough to be themselves if as to such morals and ethics as to such reality needs and requirements, thus as to where males have needed to accept the facts as not all males are as to what they might think of themselves as the same in reference of professional in what is supposed to be consenting adult biologically legally as to informed, as how they themselves are not anything of any turn on to Me as they are the opposite 100% in every capacity of anything that would ever be capable to turning Me on personally as I personally am not a lesbian as obviously a female biologically who would enjoy such factors would only be as to such aspects as to having to acknowledge such within herself.


As a Pansexual as to the intellectual capacities where I can be interested though not necessarily turned on, as to the physical does not make the aspect of what is of attraction to Me in the aspects whereas some might assume, as the factors as to the emotional connections depend and vary as to the situations, whereas the spirituality of such factors as My comprehension of Eclectic Judeo-Christianity religion is important, as the factors of sexuality of what sexually is attractive for Me is as to how the personal connection is as to the genuinity.


Being Polyamorous as I am personally is as to the intellectual capacity of being capable to discuss multiple topics while actually caring in truth, emotionally having the capacity to connect and such communicative factors, as the other three aspects thereof as to the references to the differences as to romantic factors as to platonic factors as there is My personal capacity where I always begin as to platonic factors first before I have ever or would ever consider anything sexually and/or romantically as personally it takes a lot more for Me to be capable to connect romantically than it ever has as to connecting platonically because of the way I personally was raised.


Thus if interested in dating Me as to in the capacity of not setting a date for a meeting as that obviously would not be the exact same unless previously brought up as to discussions, then as to such aspects as to arranging such with Me to ask Me first if that is an interest as to other(s) regarding such aspects. 


Thus the as I am as where I am a Female Dominant as to being as I am, then as to such acceptance there is a difference as to Myself being a Feminist as to the differences whereas the factors of feminazism as to the references of those who would have such factors as to their patterns of choices as to their behaviour as to the factors whereas the proof of such to the aspects of the differences of reviewing information from a different point in time as to such a point in time as to the facts that need to be paid attention to as to the facts of the time.


Completing a logistical review of My personal life experiences while acknowledging My experiences as well as My emotions from the facts of the situations from the years of 2019 through 2022, is not the same as to having the capability of time to review such all at the exact point in time of the exact point in time as that should not take a head injury to figure out.


My work as to My writings as to if used in speeches as the ease thereof as the 10% for Me of such if financial factors as to the tithing viewpoints, if as to such factors of consideration.


The links to My website as to My different pages of My website including My Journal Blog, are capable to share the link as to discussing the details as to the information of; though such facts for the fullness to be capable to read more to learn from the knowledge, is of the facts where such importance.


Since the requirements in reference to My website as to where tghe finances were only for Me to be capable to utilize were not responded directly to Me personally as there was not anyone ever allowed to be involved as to on My behalf ever, as to the aspects where since I personally did not have any such discussions as to what My personal minimum standards were as to being met for what My personal requirements are/were/are as to where there was and is not any allowances for such misinterpretations ever as to the clear distinctions as to Me personally only as to where I have clarified repeatedly that I am the one and only as to ever making the decisions for Myself as well as My work(s).


I personally do not play games, as I do not find games as they are not fun for Me.


I personally do not often watch television/movies as that is not assistive to my headaches/migraines at all, as the after effects from My head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 as the additional after effects from the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal temporal lobe of My brain that took 8.5 years to fully dissipate out of the MRI and out of the CAT scans as I have figured as to what works best for me personally.


While I have made attempts to connect with real people as to real friends as I once thought of as to such prior points in time, as to how such aspects went in the years from 2019 through 2022 as to such viewpoints as to such considerations referencing as to what capacities as to such factors regarding the differences as to choices/words/actions/deeds as to such references as to the factors of humanity as per the proof regarding my attempts before as well as during as well as after such points in time.


If as to the current time where each individual seems to think of themselves as a commercial and/or thinks of others as a commercial instead of thinking of each as an individual human being with individual personal life experiences as to how I personally have considered each individual if I am accurate referencing others' opinions as to such if factors, then as to where the reality of such readjustments as to the recalibrations of what humanity is.


The aspects of pop culture as to the facts regarding the differences between the factors of as while there might be some aspects that align in some ways, there are still the facts of the amount of the rest of different experiences and life thereof.


Thus as to such facts whereas what My personal needS as to what My personal wantS as to such factors, such aspects of the #ADA ADA requirements as to the facts regarding My being medically retired or being considered as to such disability aspects as to the reasons why ADA aspects are in such as for Me as to such aspects; though actually being capable to have as well as utilize such aspects as to My benefits in the correct capacities for Myself, as to the aspects whereas such factors of proof regarding the situations as to such reasons I have also worked as diligently as I have attempted to being capable to provide for Myself as being a biological adult of two biological adult legal aged children I personally gave birth to while having been awake from My coma for less than 1.5 years for one and 2.5 years for the other as to such facts.


Online is important for several aspects, though in real life as to such reality as to the real needs as to such common sense as to the factors of what is required for Me as I comprehend what is actually best for Me and that is not up for interpretations as interpretations always lead to misunderstandings as to the facts as to such proof regarding the aspects thereof as to My personally being capable to be in as well as remain in a good mood as to the attempts I have made to being capable to accomplish such.


While the aspects of My personal belief in real angels as to real faeries as to real spiritual beings as to such facts regarding such as to where I was Confirmed in the year of 1997 as to the aspects thereof to that history, the aspects where such facts as to the references thereof as the differences of what are considered as real friends in real life as to the differences of the spiritual aspects if there was ever any common sense as to different human beings unless as to such being as cherubim as to homo-sapien-sapiens as to ever being ignorant enough to think that is the same when obviously as to the facts that a real human being as to a real friend as to the difference of a real spirit as to such aspects thereof to real spiritualism capabilities.

However such is obviously a difference from the aspects thereof, to humanity as human beings are supposed to be and are as to humanity if as to such aspects of the definition of humanity.


If I was/am believed as I understand some have opinions as to religious aspects and/or spiritual factors as to the usage of the words metaphor/proverbial/figurative, there has not been such confirmation for Me to have such knowledge for Myself regarding such aspects to what I would know and understand as to such as per the proof regarding the exact time.


Some do not just get over something as massive as the situations as to February 1993 as to being capable to survive such, as that was not a video game nor was that a computer game nor was that a pop culture fiction aspect as to such references and regards just as 11 September 2001 or 9/11 was not a video game and was not a computer game and was not a pop culture fiction aspect.


There is not the capacity where individuals who have tried to prettify the aspects for individuals to truthfully recover and heal from such aspects because of the requirements as to the truth being told in full, and when the truth is told in full is the only capacity for healing to begin.


Thus as to the facts in reference to My personal life experiences, what support would there be that I could truthfully say and/or write about as to the aspects of such luxuries others have had as to such amounts of individuals as to such support groups as to such friends as to such aspects of discussions as to what discussions would actually be in the references thereof as to what I personally consider as; or would such individuals think that them discussing amongst themselves would be as to the same instead of the aspects thereof as to discussions with Me personally, as to such proof regarding such luxuries as to those types as to such factors as to the aspects of such wannabe aspects.

 

 

Those who would consider Me as wanted as to what I consider as being wanted as to the differences as to such aspects of "Finding A Silver Lining" as there are only so many words in the dictionary to describe, and when individuals choose to be bratty nonconsensually as to such aspects as to such brattiness as to the aspects of the amounts of words as to the amounts of times as to where either the individual is going to be considered as competent to understand or they will be considered as incompetent as to humanity referencing such types as to those factors as to such aspects that I have brought forward as to the proof thereof to the validity of such aspects. 


"Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining" are situations that are of My past as to the situations I personally dealt with as to such aspects whereas My suggestions as to the current time as well as the future, are the difference.


"The Modern Day Book" is as to what I noticed as per the years thereof in those references as to what the looks were as to such descriptions for such clear aspects, as the common sense factors as to such regards as to having been born and raised in New Jersey as to the aspects of the differences as to NYC as NYC thinks of such aspects whereas New Jersey has the capacity to prefer the real of the reality as to such differences whereas Broadway wanted to be more like Hollywood and visa versa as to such references.


"The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" is of what My personal experiences were as to My personal work as to My personal life experiences as to before I began SCUBA Diving as to what I was known as through My name in reference of My personal trainers as to My personal childhood experiences as to such work in reference of protecting and defending the individuals on land above sea level as to the aspects of My work if that was/is actually appreciated.


The aspects where I could see now in the year of 2023 where some capacities of "Fail-Safe" could be as to such if factors as well as "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as while I was only being creative as to such aspects as to My writings, the aspects whereas for Myself personally would be as to the references for such aspects if as to those types as to such psychological distinguishing factors as to what I have been capable to distinguish as to My comprehension of Myself as well as My comprehension of My wrok as I authored/wrote/compiled as to the best of My capabilities as to My overall books.


In reference of "Paroxysm" there is not anyone I ever have personally dated that would ever fit into such descriptions, ever.  The facts regarding where the references thereof to prior timeframes as to Volume 2 are from individuals I personally knew before the year of 2000, as to the common sense factors as to the reality of the overall.


In regards as to "Fail-Safe" and "Paroxysm" in regards of for Me personally as to the relationship aspects of for Me personally as to the references and regards thereof officially for Me personally despite having written of such in an overall way, the aspects of if as to such as for Me personally then as to such clarifications now as to the year of 2023 as to the differences regarding the multiple reasons as to bringing such forward as to healthy acquaintences as to healthy friendships as to health developments of hetero-sexual relationships that as to such hetero-sexual relationships as to the fluidity depending upon the aspects of such a relationship factor if as to the consensual aspects as to each involved being fully informed first as that is the only capacity thereof as to being informed as to officially being informed before such aspects as for the example where I have been honest as to the after effects from My Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to others being informed first officially as to such if factors as to the differences.


The aspects whereas to such if factors as to My books I personally authored without any assistances as to My personal creativity to authoring such aside from the technological factors as to being capable to write such books as to "Paroxysm" and "Fail-Safe" referencing such aspects specifically for Myself regarding such aspects of the specifics as to such details, then I suppose if as to such would be as to prophecy regarding such if factors if such were to ever be for Myself personally; though if as others' interpretations of their own lives as to then the references of whereas being capable to prophesize decades before ever writing though definitely would not ever prefer certain aspects as to certain individuals as to My personal considerations as to the specifics as to such references regarding the factors thereof as to "Fail-Safe" especially though also in such clarifications as to for Me as to "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as to what My personal considerations as to the aspects thereof regarding the aspects not of a novelty as there is a difference between a novel a difference between a novel idea a difference between as to how such aspects of where the problems as to problematic novelty factors as to such misinterpretations in My opinion.


When describing the situations in truth that is the common sense starting point of a foundation, and any who think that such could be fast-forwarded are incompetent as to such aspects where certain factors are required to have such details and information to being capable to actually make such genuine efforts as to progression towards betterment in genuine truth.


The reality where such aspects of when such efforts are direct as to such facts as per the prior amounts of time as to explanations, then as to the facts where either the competency to listen and then think while listening as well as being capable to progress with the correct actions as to such regards as to the common sense.


Maybe it is a bit more truthful than I realized, common sense might actually be a genuinely real superpower. 


Forgiveness is of importance as to such truth in full as best as possible, the factors of as to such if remorseful.


The reasons why of the reality as to where, as to the year of 1993. 


Time is important as to emotions of the situations, retaining such knowledge can assist seeing towards progression of betterment.


Communications are important listening both sides if as to consent, the factors as to information in truth as of much importance. 

Life and Love, Life and Love
Between, Below, and Above


Brightest of Blessings.

Please share the link to my website and feel free to comment in the section below however know that I am not informed as to any comments made within the area of each journal blog I post, though the ability to express yourselves as to such comments of such are able to be seen of such portions if you so choose.

I encourage others to share the links and to speak about such topics honestly as to such aspects and situations as my saying as to it should not take a head injury to figure out is the main satirical portion as to my journal blog, as to the facts as to sometimes when wording hits a certain way all one can do is chuckle a bit as to reviewing such portions of information thereof.

If interested in using my journal blog for articles and/or legal aspects please just remember to put the link to the specific journal blog article area to assist the fuller aspects as to the clarifications for others to also be able to read through for such additional details, as well as if there are those who are interested in further discussions and/or commentary and/or interviews and/or speaking arrangements and/or invitational aspects of such journal blog entries I have written please do contact me through my contact form with such details at www.susanmeeling.com/to-contact 

Please also know the reasons for having such available hopefully assists the more open discussions as to the various details thereof to which I have been honest and truthful about, which additionally to such as to posting on social media in various areas is welcome as the ability to discuss such topics honestly is of importance as it brings a different form of discussions though also assists more to be involved with such viewpoints.  I know there are those who either have not had a social media account and/or have had to wait to be online more often in such aspects depending upon the employment thereof to which the reference to the details in such references per journal blog entry might assist in different ways while additionally giving the ability to still engage online in various forums to which while some may prefer not to have their social media accounts associated with responses on my website which is acceptable; it does give a forum for such discussions as well for those who may not have the ability to go into further details in certain other areas online, as to a different cover though the reality of such transparency on my part as to having been open and honest as to my community area involvements additionally hopefully open the doors and open the lines for more genuine and honest communication within the age appropriate guidelines thereof for the betterment and clarity among more.

 

 

Admittedly only recently in the year of 2020 had I realized I may physically look similar to different characters in different aspects of pop culture however I did not grow up being allowed to watch such aspects and since after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury coma, I do not usually watch such pop culture because of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to knowing the personal aspects of what is best for myself.  However I did not and do not know of the pop culture references many of the times because of not being allowed to watch anything other than G-rated movies/television throughout my childhood and teenager years in the 1980s to the 1990s as the rating systems may have been different for such times, as I also was not allowed to watch PG or PG13 or any other type of PG until I was a certain age which again similarly to such times in the 1980s and the 1990s the rating system may have been different to such aspects; of which once I was the age of 18 years old biologically I have been able to watch anything and everything I personally prefer or want to watch.

 

 

Additionally I do not play games despite possibly looking physically as what characters might be as to such, as again that is something within pop culture which I have not usually known nor understood a reference to such in pop culture however I encourage people to know the difference between a pop culture reference as to knowing the difference to the human being spoken with as I have picked up there are several individuals who may not have known there is a difference between what images and/or videos as to being seen compared to the interactions with others when in real life in person as well as when speaking with others through various forms of online communication of which the care and the concern as to such aspects in my opinion is of importance to review for such realities. 

 

 

While I understand others have the choice to play games for whichever aspects thereof, please comprehend I am not one who will play games as I personally do not find such appealing to me nor to the after effects of as well as from my Psalm Sunday year of 2000 head injury just as others with and/or without a head injury may have a different viewpoint to such aspects as to games as some just have a life which such is considered as a luxury to play games comparatively though cannot do.

 

 

Please be respectful as to such as well as if you meet me and/or see me in public and speak with me, please be honest as to such as I have not ever assumed anyone had ever known of my website or my work as to the fact I have known there are many websites throughout the internet of which if there have been hints to such at any point in time there has not been the ways of which I would view such aspects as to the reference without the actual bringing of such information up first by who I have spoken with because of the ways as though I write as I do when I speak it is not always the same way as such comes across online possibly as there are differences as I would guesstimate others would know as per their own online aspects as to how such discussions have been with others and/or writings thereof as to when corresponding with others.

 

 

Though I know there are more than just the two social media areas of which Facebook and Twitter have been available, because of certain topics of my journal blog entries as well as the multiple social media platforms I lease such areas at the discretion of the reader to posting such aspects because of the knowledge certain topics are for certain age ranges as to the details thereof though because of certain aspects as to the intellectual levels for the reasons as to the choices thereof for what I have known some companies have assisted with in reference to the rating system as to guidelines as to the clicking of certain links for such software references as to controls.  I have done the best I could to ensure the ability for if in reference to biologically under the age of 18 years old for such choices up to the parent(s)/legal guardian(s)/grandparents to the topic points I have/do written/write about as well as kept such details more modest for the ability for such aspects of choice to the appropriate levels of discussions, of which hopefully with the additional aspects as to the genres assist with such abilities for the clarifications thereof.  

If newsworthy, please do send to the news organizations if there are topics of which are interesting that should be broadcast upon the various news media stations as to the specifics within the posts I have put together.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Ridgefield Crystal Lake Presbyterian Church review from the year of 1998 as to my opinion

Though my biological mother, biological father, and biological sister had found a church they had liked as to RCLPC also known as Ridgefield Crystal Lake Presbyterian Church which Pastor Kim had not been an individual which I personally had any actual sensation of comfort around as to my personal opinion as to the various specifics regarding certain verbage during the point in time despite what other people had claimed as to their opinion, the situations which as soon as I could get employment and purposefully schedule myself to not have to attend the church because of the lack of comfort as to the individuals as to the youth group as to my personal opinion because of what aspects they were interested in as to the comparisons as to what I was interested in discussing as to the misunderstanding as to the levels thereof. For example as to the first youth group meeting attendance a female named Rochelle had discussed what her and her boyfriend were using as to different aspects of their sexual life as to the timeframe within that year, which immediately as to my lack of comfort as to the aspects of what I was not accustomed to despite what the assumptions as to the church youth group as to whatever they were accustomed to speaking about as to the youth group meetings. Despite my background as to especially later in my life as to specific discussions as to my personal opinion as to what I did not see as to what would be considered as appropriate as to the discussions as to the point in time, which as the youth group was lead by Pastor Kim as to how the even furthered aspects of what I did not see the value to the situations during the references of such factors.



The first summer as to the only summer youth group trip I went to was when attending in Ohio as to Habitat for Humanity which as to the arrival in Ohio, the individuals asked everyone as to what construction experience they had as to see where each would be capable to assist more. Since I spoke the truth as to assisting my biological father to build the five car garage with the shed attached as well as having been involved with the woodworking class which I graduated from in Marlboro Middle School, I was invited to work inside of the houses because of the aspects of knowing how to use the tools correctly such as the saws and the hammers including the levels as to the comparisons of the other individuals. Most individuals had not experience as to building and thus they were put to work in the outdoor area to move mulch around and/or other such aspects, which as to the fact which I was the only person who had any actual building experience as to the aspects of the building codes of New Jersey as to the comparisons of Illinois in the area as from what the Habitat for Humanity brought forward in discussions as to the additional factor as to the reasons why I was invited inside as to the situations during the timeframe. I assisted installing a few windows, putting together banisters to the level aspects, installing flooring, installing the drywall, assisted painting, as well as a few aspects of putting together the moulding aspects for the decorative portions during the point in time which during the week at the timeframe as to the situations which individuals as to the RCLPC youth group increasingly were upset because of the heat outside in comparison to what they thought was air conditioned when it was not arranged as to the HVAC system yet and was actually hotter inside than it was outside because of the breeze which naturally comes from the aspects as to nature.



However because of the amount of work indoors as to the various construction individuals as to how the situations went, I sat with the construction workers and the individuals from the youth group made attempts to sit with the group I was sitting with. However when they tried to interject with discussion points that had nothing to do with the discussion points of what we were discussing as to the work that was being taken care of, the females began to move their clothing around as to lowering the top portions of their shirts while rolling their shorts as to the attention seeking behaviors in my opinion whereas the males tried picking up heavy objects to simply just hurt themselves as to the aspects of the lifting processes I suppose as to my opinion. When a few males hurt themselves while trying to move a bag of concrete as to the smaller bag, the males I was sitting with had laughed at the trying to move such a bag and then joked about how they could tell I could move the bag with ease which instead of moving one bag I grabbed three bags of the 40 pound concrete to move over to another side of he yard which silenced the youth group individuals as the other males had chuckled to themselves as to the youth group from RCLPC as to the attention seeking behaviour. As the week went onward and we discussed the work which needed to occur as to the Habitat for Humanity community, the discussion of building codes was also discussed as to certain aspects which I remembered from the tristate area because of my biological father's side work as to the timeframes which at times I assisted with as to the proper coding work which had surprised the males at Habitat for Humanity because of certain situations which were taken into consideration in comparison as to some of the housing designs at the time in 1998.



When the timeframe of the week came closer towards the end of the week before the youth group was going to someone's uncle/aunt's summer house as to the Great Lakes area as we were told as to the water skiing as to the camp house, one of the males had brought a sandwich that seemed odd as to the combination of mayonnaise with peanut butter and pickles which I did not understand why the combination seemed good to eat as it made sense to have jelly with as well as a burger and cheese in between the design of the sandwich as the youth group individuals made fun of me for not liking mayonnaise and peanut better as to them that seemed normal which I had not understood how or why. The aspects as to having brought up in discussion with some of the males as to Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment had caught the attention of a male who was working around the corner which he walked closer to where we were sitting on the back patio to ask me about what the situation was, and I informed him I had received a letter in the mail as to the timeframe of in comparison as to what the letter was as to my invitation which that male asked me several more questions before the latter timeframe of the year of 1999 as to the aspects as to my biological mother's half-brother Leonard Gavett as to the situations during the timeframe which I had met Thomas Seaman as to the aspects of which after the timeframe as to his and Sharon's wedding as to how Thomas and I dated later as to the situations which I discussed as well as wrote about as to my first book "Finding A Silver Lining (Written By: ) (Reverend) Susan MeeLing" as to how he lived in Cleaveland Ohio.



However as to the youth group with RCLPC as to such individuals before the timeframe as to the trip towards the lake, the aspects which the females were mad because I was working inside as the males were upset only because of the complaints from the females about the situations which I was inside in comparison to having needed to pay attention to the fact that I was completing more work as well as the lack of air flow as to the cooler areas as to the common sense. Only one or two males had noticed the heat difference as to the bathroom usage which the females had complained that it could not have been as bad as they thought as to the aspects of where they went as to the port a potty in comparison, though the biological adults paid more attention to driving the van in comparison as to the back areas as to what was occurring. The individuals as to the youth group claimed they knew how people from New Jersey were as similarly as to individuals as to Crytal Lake South High School as to such similarities which in turn as to the aspects which I told them they knew nothing about New Jersey as the aspects which New Jersey is far more multifaceted than the individuals claimed they knew of from whatever pop culture references they had during the timeframe of, which in turn as to how much I had to defend myself during the trip from Ohio to Wisconsin because of those individuals as to their lack of maturity in my opinion.



Upon arrival to the area regarding the lake a to how my biological mother thought the bikini shorts were too short as to the comparison of paying attention to the waist line area as to only having packed one bathing suit, which I learned not to ever have such a problem again after the situation at the lake despite the situations which my biological mother failed to pay attention to at the timeframe of and needed to accept the fact that just because her Grandmother was a seamstress did not transfer such aspects unless she learned the work of as to the situations. In turn as to only having held the bikini bottoms up to my waist in comparison of trying on the bathing suit as to the situation as to the lake as to the timeframe, which as I had been explained as to how to water ski as to the aspects of not having ever been on a boat before that point in time nor having ever heard of or seen water skiing before which I did not think I was the only one as to such situations. Thus when the water skis flew off and I held onto the rope as the water was tickling the bottom of my feet as to then when hitting a make as to the aspects as to having fell to my knees before the aspects which the next wake as to my bikini bottoms, which then as to my having let go as to the rope regarding the triangle to turn around as swiftly as possible to feel the fabric move through my fingers as to the aspects of having needed to move faster. When the individuals on the boat had picked up both water skis to then get to where I was and the three to five teenager males in high school who were wearing t shirts as well as the two adult males who were wearing t shirts as well as the two or three females who were wearing t shirts over their bathing suits, I informed them as to the situation which the problem as to those individuals not having offered their t shirt for me to wrap around my waist at the time as to covering myself in comparison as to the aspects which each of the males claimed they would not look as to such aspects I did not believe as the females simply laughed as to the comparisons.



I argued for the aspects which as they had only whatever water experiences as to the comparisons as to my childhood and my teenager years as to the Atlantic area of the ocean as to later then learn how to swim as to form in a pool before a lake, I argued for a t shirt which as those individuals had been as haughty as they were because of additionally complaining about my words about Pastor Kim from earlier discussions I refused to get into the boat and then started swimming towards the shoreline as to the aspects of which as to my personal background as to the aspects thereof to the situations as to my work. I absolutely refused to apologize for the truth that such discussions were unacceptable and began swimming towards the shoreline as it was my right for my opinion as to what aspects of actual appropriateness as to the situations of comparisons as to the individuals as to the youth group as I could not understand as to the needless problems of a biological adult male speaking in a non-scientific aspect or any aspects which would be considered as appropriate for a biological male to speak with females about at any point in time as to my opinion which as to my having swam back towards the shoreline from around the mid center of the lake. They thought I would get tired as to when I informed them of what I was going to do, which in turn when I turned towards the area of the house and began swimming as per my capabilities as to how they had to turn on the boat as to catch up to me as to how far I could swim as to their lack of knowledge as to my capabilities as to such differences between the realistic aspects as to the differences as to how they had swam either in a pool or the lake in comparison of my having swam in the Atlantic area of the ocean as to the New Jersey and New York areas as to being capable to outswim a rip current as to pulling myself out of such while swimming within the rip current in comparison as to swimming to the sides as per the ease for me as to such references. The capabilities as to such as to my Facebook account as to when at Kittyhawk as to the month of December 2020 as well as to areas as to New Jersey in the month of February 2022 as to the additional proof as to the aspects thereof, as to the fact of standing upright as to when in the middle area of a rip current as well as with the under toe aspects as to the waves as per my childhood for fun for me.



I did not think it took a head injury to figure out what is considered as fun without causing any needless drama and any needless damages to anyone else is different from one person to the next, as I did not think it took a head injury to see such common sense aspects before as well as after having earned my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications as well as my personal work as to such points in time. However I appreciated the aspects as to having the experiences as to the Great Lakes areas as to the waters as to the similarities as to such aspects as to other water areas, though the ironic portions as to Indiana in the year of 1999 as per other factors of situations as to the aspects thereof.



In turn when I resurfaced as to the timeframe as to the area of the lake as to the area of either Lake Michigan or Lake Superior at the timeframe of 1998, the boat had to speed up to try to catch me which as the individuals tried to convince me they would not look and I did not believe them at any point in time as to such facts as to it obviously had not been the time where as to my saying of it should not take a head injury to figure out that those males as well as those females as to Ridgefield Crystal Lake Presbyterian Church were not trustworthy in any such capacity thereof as to the facts which they should have offered a t shirt in comparison as to trying to convince me otherwise as to how I continued swimming to get myself to the shoreline. When those people finally realized I was not playing any games and as they sw that the people on the shoreline were seeing the boat as to the open area of the water and some of the females on the shoreline demanded to know what was occurring, the people on the boat went towards the shoreline telling me they would finally get me a towel which obviously they could have and should have simply given me a t shirt as to the comparisons as to the aspects of such lack of chivalry as well as the lack of feminism as to both genders as to the facts of the lack of maturity as to those individuals by the choices of their actions in my opinion. Ironically as to such needless problems as to the aspects in reference to the 151 Road Warriors as to the Alamo Drafthouse MadMax problems needlessly as to the garage situation which many were told about as to how the needless problems as to the timeframe thereof to the ironic similarity of such needless aspects as to how certain types only have such artificial intelligence as to the comparisons of real life experience, and thus as to the timeframe when those people finally ran inside to get a towel as to the fact of being around 300 to 350 years from the shoreline dock by the time the boat had gotten back to the area where I was to then get into the boat as to those individuals complaints as to how dare I maintain my modesty in comparisons as to how they were mad I had no reason nor any cause nor any excuse to believe them as to the proof I repeated as to how those people could have taken off one of their t shirts as they complained as to the lake water as to their white t shirts as to my lack of care and my lack of concern as to their clothing compared to my life.



In turn as to when I got out of the boat and walked onto the dock to storm past the adult females, they asked me what occurred as to the situations of what they were told. I informed the females as to what those teenager males, teenager females, and biological adult males had said and done as to such points in time after explaining as to what my biological mother had done as to the bikini of which the situations as to the disgust and horror as to the aspects of my biological mother as well as the disgust as to such individuals who were on the boat which each of them had gotten in trouble as to the lack of allowance to ever return to the lake house again because of such carelessness as well as their lack of paying attention to details while claiming to be Christians as to such choices. The aspects which I had not detailed as to the aspects as to Baptist Camp Lebanon on top of those needless problems as to how such needless situations of which those immature individuals as to the aspects thereof to my choice as to stay as far away from them as possible, as to my refusal to ever return to live in the state of Illinois simply because of those people as to Ridgefield Crystal Lake Presbyterian Church for as long as that horrific group of individuals and that disdainful building and that so-called Pastor as to such areas were in that location as to my full refusal to ever have anything to do with such disgraceful types of individuals which my mistake as to the aspects as to after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to the pure disgust as to Pastor Kim having anything to do with my son and my daughter's baptism as my fullest amount of regret as to those individuals as to such connections as to my full viewpoint as to the rebuking of those connected aspects fully in all ways in all shapes and in all forms as to such fullnesses thereof to anything of anyone having any connection willingly and knowingly to that group of individuals as to the disgust as to such factors in my opinion as to such lack of anything worthwhile and lack of anything decent in my opinion.



It had nothing to do with Pastor Kim being a Korean as to my being half Chinese as to my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu, though it had and has everything to do with him as a person and an individual as well as to the aspects of what situations as to those people's discussions as to each and every factor thereof in each and every capacity in my opinion as to this day as to how much I fully hope as to those individuals as to the Balerini song as to such factors for such aspects in all such condemnations in all such ways as to the length of time as to such hypotheticals as to the fullest aspects thereof until the fullest aspects of such all to the clarifications and verifications as to all such aspects in each and every such ways as to each involved as to the disgust and disgrace as to such wishful claims of ever being holy as to the comparisons as to how such a wish as to those types would not ever be capable to be holy in my opinion without their full repentance as thankfully as to my knowledge as to my background as to my capabilities to baptize as well as to clarify as well as to consecrate as well as bless in such comparisons as to that individual as to such aspects in my opinion as to the aspects which as to factors which I was taught and trained in as to the aspects of the differences between as to my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu and my time as to the aspects at Old Tennent Presbyterian Church as well as other such situations as to my babysitter Sony/Sonja as well as other backgrounds and conjunctions thereof to the levels of which my seriousness as to the proof thereof as to my educational background as to my studies as to the proof thereof to such lengths in such details as to both before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as well as the combined portions as to the afterwards of which the religious and spiritual studies were always remembered by me as I guesstimate as to such aspects as to the temporal location as to such subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain in the years of 2000 through 2008 though additionally as to the actual depth level of studies as to the comparisons as to such factors as to the differences between those types as to Pastor Kim and RCLPC in comparison as to such hypotheticals as to such references regarding the situations.



Though I fully removed that aspect as to Pastor Kim as to the spiritual aspects in all such factors and prevented such portions permanently for my son as well as for my daughter as to those needless situations as to such disgrace and disgust as to such lack of a soul, though perfectly ripe as to such aspects referencing other portions as to my personal background as to my personal training as to such situations as to the lack of common sense referencing such hypotheticals as to the type of water that individual thought as to such points in time. Such a stereotype as to such aspects referencing the hypotheticals as to certain types of Koreans as to the aspects as to such especially as to the knowledge because my biological sister had to open her damn mouth about my Bok Gung being Cantonese and my Bok Pu being half Cantonese and half Mandarin as to the same needless problems as to how she caused such drama needlessly in Asher Holmes Elementary School as to such failures to ever know when to speak and such failures as to know when to keep her damn mouth shut, as obviously she did not learn from Mike as to the aspects as once you open your mouth as to the removal of all doubt however so as to depending upon the truthful details as to the knowledge as to the understanding as to the comprehension as to such comparisons. However as to such ironic aspects as to the hypothetical wishful thoughts in references to such aspects as to after I was in Medical Hold Unit as my biological mother was officially informed as to what I dealt with on that trip and having been just before the situations as to my court appearance as to such aspects, as to her failures of ever being a decent human being as to the aspects as to the wishes as to such factors in comparison as to ever having my actual best interests in mind as to the factors as to the needless problems as to my biological sister and such failures which the facts that my biological sister has needed to accept the facts as to such differences and move on as to the facts that I have my right to choose to stay out of and stay away from her as well as such connected aspects in combination as to my work is only my work as to the aspects of my intellectual property rights as to my life experiences as to my capabilities as to having the proof as to such lengths of time as well as to the facts which she does not have access to the original computers as to the original devices as to from the starting point as to such aspects in the references to the coding situations as to the aspects which the situations as to the facts of the coding work as to the timeframe differences as well as to the storages thereof as to the multiplexes as to such aspects as to my rights as to my work as to the clear aspects as to the proof thereof as to whether such aspects of life are actually preferred as to the choices as to each individual by their own free will as to such aspects as to what is considered as important.



Thus as to the aspects I look forward to as to 6 June 2022 as well as to the hypotheticals as to how such movements have been capable to bring such truths forward as to the facts capable to be found as to such lengths of time in the conjunction of such aspects, as to the reality of such needless problems as to various needless drama as to both references of Presbyterian aspects as to Old Tennent Presbyterian Church youth group as to Ridgefield Crystal Lake Presbyterian Church youth group to Baptist Camp Lebanon aspects of which the trifectas as to such aspects to fully be capable to come forward and outward in all such factors and ways thereof as to such clear aspects as to by each's own free will choices as to the informed officially situations compared to the hypotheticals as to the ironic portions of those types as to their failures to follow the 10 Commandments as well as the aspects of the Constitutional Rights of the United States of America and Amendments as well as the aspects of the only aspects of biological adult consent as to being informed is above the biological age of 18 years old as to the scientific aspects thereof in conjunction to the if special needs from youth as to above the biological age of 21 years old as to the scientific aspects as to such proof thereof as to the lengths of time as to such factors as to what actual consent in truth as to actual information in truth as to the only way as to making an informed consensual choice in the comparison as to the aspects of what is considered against the will as to such aspects in each capacity thereof to such proof as to such factors as per the updates to my journal blog as well as the aspects as to my fact based books as well as the metaphors in my fiction based books as to the situations of which my knowledge as to the differences as to the aspects of creativity as to the situations compared to the metaphors only when reviewing as to such common sense factors in comparisons as to how it should not take a head injury to figure out such aspects as to the amount of lack of common sense as to the proof thereof to such types as to those people as to those hypotheticals thereof. In addition as to what I have brought forward as to various situations as to individuals from the Illinois area as to the various locations thereof as to the aspects of my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as to the aspects of such failures as to the individuals as to the aspects of what is not within their constitutional rights nor amendments as to my personal work as to the mandatory aspects as to my requirements as to the RSVP as to only if invited as to the discussions thereof to such factors as to my right to choose as to such situations, in comparisons as to how they have not ever had such a right in any such reference as to the reality of such factors as to individuals I once knew in person face to face in person most specifically from Illinois no matter what aspects as to such actors as to my right to choose as to such comparisons as to the lack of ethnic background discrimination as to simply just because of those people as to that state as to the facts of why I had not intention of ever getting to know of getting back together with such individuals as to unless all such clarifications as well as clearances as to such references because of the situations as to the needless problems as to those types who seemingly have had nothing better to do with their existences than to only pop culture references in the comparisons as to life experiences or reading actual fact based books in my opinion as to actual education in comparison as to halfway doing so as to thinking the halfway information would ever be good enough as to real life circumstances in comparison.



In turn as to my distain as to my biological sister as to listening to those types of people as to that church as well as to the distain as to my biological mother as to the combined factors thereof as to such situations as to the length of time as to the aspects which I paid attention to my biological father's warnings though my distain as to such aspects of those two females sas to such lack of common sense as to the facts thereof as to what is actually considered as humane in comparisons as to such aspects of the lack of common sense as to the lack of human decency as to why would I ever believe as to such human decency from such individuals when they were officially informed back in the year of 1998 as to the facts from myself as well as to the facts as to the individuals from those RCLPC youth group individuals as to such lack of any such filters as to the amounts of spilling of the information well before as to the factors thereof, as to the aspects of which those types as to the amounts of connections as to the IP addresses as well as such connected aspects in all such regards as to the common sense factors of which all such technological portions can be traced as it is only the references of which to the connected portions as to the individuals using such as to the patterns of behaviors as to the findings of such linings as to the capabilities to fully back trace all such aspects as to the proof thereof as well as to the situations as to the developments over time as well as to the aspects of those who might try to copy cat thinking that they could ever hide in the comparisons as to the truth in such references. Since such aspects as to individuals having witnessed my biological as to the aspects as to taking my laptops as to updates as well as such backdoor needless problems as to the aspects of which as to Geek Squad and Best Buy as well as other such needless problems to the facts which if my biological mother had actually been a caring Mom in comparison as to taking sides as to the aspects of my biological sister and such needless situations as to the facts thereof to the proof as to such aspects as to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, the situations of which my life would have been far better off as to such prior points in time when as to the aspects of when DYFUS showed up as to when I was in fifth grade because of the Prudential aspects as to the facts thereof to the proof as to such technological advances back then as to such references regarding such other aspects of other people having made reports against my biological mother and my biological father as to such sights regarding the truth of my childhood and my teenager years and my biological adult years as to the additional factors as to how many actually had reported as to the comparisons as to what those people had wished in comparison as to wrongfully blaming me in such reality aspects as to how each individual has needed to take responsibility for their choices as to such lengths of time as there is no need for a cover up as there is no progression forward ever as to the reality of such aspects to the if factor as to actual progression forward as to any aspect thereof as to the common sense situations as to actually learning betterment as to such situations referencing those types of patterns of behaviour as to such aspects capable to be found.



In turn as to such needless problems as to RCLPC as well as Old Tennent Presbyterian Church youth group as well as Baptist Camp Lebanon as well as the aspects as to my having been invited to Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment, any and all such exonerations as well as expunging of my records in every area and in all such ways as to my full aspects as to the proof of my innocence and all such individuals as to their knowledge thereof to their free will informed choices in fuller aspects obviously as to such clarifications and verifications as to the warpspeed as to such aspects as to the landslide victory immediately. In my opinion as to such aspects which has been necessary for far longer than this year of 2022 as to the length of time even well before my childhood in the 1980s as to those types of situations, as it should not take a head injury to figure out the Catholic Church is not the only type of religious organization as to such stemmed points as to the aspects thereof to which as to the proof as to each individual as to such patterns of behaviour as to the comparisons thereof as to such factors. In turn as to the combined situations as to how such Charleton type snake oil churches as to the in my opinion of RCLPC types as to the aspects thereof to the proof, in the references regarding the aspects which as to such references regarding the facts as to the patterns of behaviour as well as the untangling as to such details for the clear view as to the clear understanding from the clear knowledge as to such factors as to the reality of such aspects as to the various levels of involvement as well as what actual choices as to what constitutes as free will as well as actual freedoms as to the comparisons as to the situations which as to the modern day civil war as to such aspects referencing those types as to such needless involvements in my life without my consent as to in any such way as to including though not limited to my life in person face to face3 in person as to my technological devices as to my work as to in all such aspects thereof as to my books as well as my artwork as well as my website as well as my social media as to the aspects of which those types of people have needed to accept the facts of such choices in comparisons as to ever wishing there would ever be another way as there is only one way as to truth in full as to genuinity as to all details in each and every capacity thereof as to all such facts as to any withholdings as to the aspects thereof to the facts only as to such needless problems as to such references thereof which as to the mental health and well being as to the additional aspects as to the court systems and such aspects of situations as to common sense.



Then as to the references as to the two houses I have owned as to the first house as to the San Antonio Texas location which as to the situations which I have discussed as to the Homeowners Association situations, as well as the facts as to the individual as to the Fred Loya insurance as to the Datsun truck prior to the aspect of my next door neighbor who had dealt with the Homeowner's Association 51st slat aspect as to the letter which then as to the next door neighbor to him as to the female which my now dead-ex-husband had purchased yellow gold with ruby and diamond stones as to a necklace with a matching ring or earrings as to when I was informed about such after the aspects of Halloween as to the year of 2007 as to the aspects which in both as to the regards as to how he was upset because of he dress blues situation as to him having been yelled at by someone when trick or treating with Emily with her and Arnold's daughter's Brooke and Danny as to the aspects of with my son #letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia as to the aspects which the aspects of Cactus Jack also known as Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr referencing the garage situation. However as to the ironic situations in reference to the needless problems from the 151 Road Warrior Alamo Drafthouse situations as well as the garage situations as to the attempts I made even with those individuals as to the additional aspects as to the Constable in reference to my two Great Danes as to the aspects of such points in time in both the reference of 2000 as well as the aspects of the situation in conjunction of the third portions of the 151 Road Warrior attempts to report, which in the aspects as to when having been as to such a point in time as to speaking directly with a Law Enforcement officer as to when I simply gave up believing as to the aspects from the culminations as to my childhood and teenager years as to that point in time.



The reality of when the situations as to at Fort Sam Houston in reference to the aspects after the basement memorial service as to the aspects then as to Major General Gillman's office after the CID situations as to at such a point in time, what was there for me to believe in any further as to the aspects of such culminations as to what would be considered as justice for me as to the situations as to that point in time. The irony of having informed Emily as to the SVU show about certain aspects though as to this point in time within the year of 2022, the reality sank in a few years afterwards as to the situations of which when only watching the show as to only one factor though when reviewing such aspects as to the aspects of what attempts I made repeatedly as to the facts as to asking what to do and who to speak with. Yet as to such points in time as similarly as to the references regarding the situations during such lengths of time, as to then as to Carrollton Texas as to my house there as to such situations after the neighbor named Booby having told me he heard about the situations as to my dead-ex-husband on the NPR station as I was not informed about the San Antonio Express News article having went in that direction.



Thus as to the situations of the needless problems as to the aspects in such references thereafter as to how Bobby as he was ok with me calling him that because of my own issues as to the situations as to what I had dealt with as while my ex-in-laws as well as my biological mother/father/sister had not believed me though needed to believe as to the reality of the situations; the neighbors as to such as to the housewarming party, which I guesstimate since even though I closed the doors to the bedroom areas as to such aspects as to how the situations in comparison as to what I had arranged as to keeping such individuals out of the bedroom areas as to the comments as to my biological father as to the situations as to my biological sister as to the lingerie as to the abomination of a wedding as to the aspects thereof as to my right to choose to keep such individuals out of the bedroom areas in comparison as to how such hypotheticals went as to wishing that subverting such aspects as to through my children would ever be considered as acceptable and yet knowing they were both minors in such comparisons. Those types of needless problems yet again as to how my biological mother/father/sister as well as the aspects of the needless problems as to the garage in San Antonio as I had purposely made the choice to not ever given permission to randomly walk around my house as to my choice to close the doors and specifically told including my ex-in-laws to stay out of the bedroom areas as to the aspects of the needless problems from those types of individuals as to such aspects of the fact those people needed to learn what respect and etiquette are as well as have needed to learn how to follow rules put into the location thereof as to such factors as to such wishful thoughts as to the aspects of my son and/or my daughter and/or Cactus Jack as to not ever having given permission as to walking around my and my children's bedrooms. The needless aspects as to what was purposefully closed off as to the timeframe as to when others I had not wanted as well as had not needed as well as had not desired as well as had not preferred to be in the areas of my children's and my bedrooms as to the aspects which such lack of decency as to the common sense as to such rules having been clearly put into the aspects thereof, which as to the literal aspects of having painted the doors red as to the aspects of which an actual sign as to stay out of as to the aspects of which as my right to do as to my right as to paint my house as I personally chose as to such references and regards thereof. I definitely learned from such as to not ever have any sort of house warming aspect ever again from that point in time, well before the situations as to the aspects as to how such went thereof thereafter as to such disrespect as to what energetic portions I had specifically arranged as to the aspects as I have explained as to the energetic portions thereof which each can remember as to my warnings as to Old Tennent Presbyterian Church as to the aspects as well as each can remember as to my warnings about the aspects of the funeral as well as each can take into consideration as to the situations in reference as to my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork pieces as well as trips for such aspects to consider as to my personal rights as to such aspects which when I specifically give a warning as to my rules having been set as to the aspects in such references as to my having been serious from the starting point thereof as remember the Faery Ring that developed in my backyard as to the timeframe within less than 3 months as to such individuals which I warned and had every right to be infuriated with as to such aspects.



I had brought up the situations of the Catholic Church after I informed him about the problems as to the funeral and the situations which my ex-in-laws as to the warning I had given to the Priest as to then at the change which my ex-in-laws had then been upset because of the aspects of instead of the chapel as to in the cafeteria instead as to the discussion, as I made attempts to warn the Priest as to respecting the Holy Roman Catholic Church as to the time when I attended Saint John Vianney High School in New Jersey. In turn as to the aspects which such factors as to my warnings repeatedly as to throughout the decades of the 1980s into the 1990s as to the 2000s into the 2010s as well as now in the beginning phases as to the 2020s as when would a sarcastic comment about such aspects of phases be as to such aspects, which might actually be the accepted reality such was not ever a phase as to the reality of the aspects thereof to such considerations which in turn because of my warnings as to which includes as to Ridgefield Crystal Lake Presbyterian Church as to such needless problems as to the similar portions in reference as to the aspects as to Sarah and Misty also known as Tinkerbelle as to the two females I met in summer school at Prairie Ridge as to the warnings about the Ouija board that they thought was only a game which in comparison as to what I knew, understood, and comprehended as to such factors of which the situations which the warnings I had given as to such proof thereof as to the aspects as to such references as to the hypotheticals which if as to such in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as to my lack of surprise now in the year of 2022 as to the hypotheticals in reference to the aspects which others who decided to involve themselves as to such aspects which as to the invitation aspects to the requirement of RSVPing as to common sense. The oddities as to such comparisons as I would not think it would take a head injury to figure out though apparently it does in comparison to a degree from whatever school my biological sister had gotten such from as to the distance traveled from Carrollton Texas to Austin Texas to bring my son and my daughter for that abomination of a wedding after she had already driven from San Marcos Texas to Carrollton Texas as to such a failure on her part to paying attention as to the distance as to such aspects for my son and my daughter to be the ring bearer and the flower girl, as I did not think it took a degree or a head injury to figure out the distance as to the length of the drive as to such aspects of common sense that my son and my daughter were in elementary school in comparison as to such aspects as to the common sense about driving.



Then again as to such hypotheticals as to the backwoods areas as to in most areas of Illinois in comparison as to the length of time which as to the difference as to being born and raised in New Jersey as to such differences as to driving, the reality of such aspects as to those types as to such hypothetical references as to the difference as to such common sense factors as to the driving portions because of actual driver's license permits before the common sense portions as to actual driver's licenses as to the common sense differences of such areas as to the length of time as to such areas as to the tristate location as to the aspects of such attention to detail as to the lack of common sense as to such factors of the degree portions as to my biological sister as it should not take a head injury to figure that out regarding such failures as to the Miller family ass to that abomination of a wedding as to such aspects of my son being the ring bearer and my daughter being the flower girl as to such aspects as to the situations regarding the aspects thereof as to those types of those situations as to such factors thereof as to the clarifications of such aspects in the years of 2019 onward as to the updates thereof to such clarifications and verifications in such references especially as to my first two books as to the fact books of "Finding A Silver Lining (Written By: ) (Reverend) Susan MeeLing" and "Finding The Silver Lining (written By: ) (Reverend) Susan MeeLing" which as to the additional "The Modern Day Book (written By: Reverend Susan MeeLing" and the three volume trilogy as to "The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire (Written By: ) Reverend Susan MeeLing" as to the facts thereof as to my knowledge as to how it does not take a head injury to figure out the differe4nces as to my creations of the fiction based books series as to the two volumes "The Curious Childrens Books Series (Written By:) (Reverend) Susan MeeLing", the 10 volume book series "Fail-Safe: The Kennedy curse fused with science fiction fantasy: the new world order (Written By: ) (Reverend) Susan MeeLing" and the 10 volume book series "The Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series (Written By: ) (Reverend) Susan MeeLing" as it has not taken a head injury to figure out my own work as I created and authored such factors as to having compiled my work together though apparently it takes a head injury to explain such common sense factors as to etiquette and respect as to such individuals as to the moralities and ethics as to such aspects of the 10 Commandments and yet it did not take a head injury to explain such previously as to such points in time before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to such knowledge thereof to such references as to common sense.



It should not take a head injury to figure out in reference to such aspects of not ever having seen any jewelry as to such an abomination of a wedding as to the lack of allowances as to any such blessings of actualities as to the facts thereof to such an abomination of a wedding as to the area thereof as to the lake nearby which I personally cleared out such aspects of the waters thereof to which as to the aspects in such references to the timeframe as to that abomination of a wedding as to those people as to those types thereof in the year of 2009 as well as to the aspects of such references regarding the situations upon my return to the state of Texas in 2019, it should not take a head injury to figure out as to the facts thereof to the BBQ as to such Clear Springs SCUBA Park aspects as to how hell froze over as to such hypothetical viewpoints as to the aspects thereof to how such situations went as to the additional portions of which the reality of such aspects as to the overall portions thereof in such hypotheticals as capable to be seen as to the situations during the timeframe thereof to such a review now in the year of 2022. I had made the joke sarcastically to myself in my thoughts as to at the Clear Springs SCUBA Park as to the aspects of which I wrote about in my updates as to my journal blog The Ornery PSA in the year of 2021 as to the beginning of such factors in comparison of my thoughts in the year of 2019, as I could not believe that in the state of Texas of anywhere as to such aspects of no one wanting to actually BBQ as to the timeframes thereof in conjunction as to how hell must be freezing over as to such regards thereof. However it was only a passing thought while having remembered as to the year of 2010 as to the snow aspects in the DFW area out of the blue as to such timeframes shortly after I had defended myself when I was engaged the first time as to the promise ring in such references, which as to how such Texans say in comparison to what they mean as to bless your heart as to such hypotheticals as to saying what is actually intended as to the truth is important to speak in such references to the 10 Commandments.



However that is as to my mood I can sarcastically remark, what it is.



However when does such aspects actually get to the justice portions of which all such individuals involved are made to pay for each and every crime they ever committed as to such aspects as to the proof thereof as to the length of time, as the reality of such aspects which there was not ever any right nor cause nor excuse to ever have caused me such needless problems additionally as to the references thereof as to the year of 2019 through such aspects as to those individuals as to those types as to those situations as for the if factors as to the transfer in the correct amount of time as to what aspects would have been accomplished as to those types being capable to find their own way as to the aspects of which as to my hope that all such reality pours out fully as to those individuals as to each and every person throughout the state of Texas as well as throughout the United States of America as well as throughout the world as to such clarifications and verifications as to such aspects. I do not believe those people ever truthfully cared about the aspects as to what was and is endured as to my son and my daughter and I as well as the various people which were impacted as to the facts thereof as the only way I will ever believe such is to actually seeing such for myself as to the truth in full as to such references, as to the aspects of which the facts as to how such lack of etiquette as to such factors similarly as to how it does not take a head injury to figure out the reasons why the 10 Commandments are so important.



However since such an abomination of a wedding as to those Hom-Miller aspects as to the year of 2009 for the if factors as to the reality as to the truth which should have been told by each and every individual back then as to how immediately all such truths should fully be revealed across all spectrums at warp speed immediately as to all such individuals in full details thereof to all such involvements as to the needless problems as to what my son and my daughter and I endured as to such aspects as to each detail thereof as to each individual to be known for their choices as to such aspects in full, the reality of such which should have been as to back in the timeframes as to in the live portions of real time as to such references as to the reality of such factors. From this point forward as to all such situations as to all such news as to how such should officially be as to how it is only considered as news breaking as to the aspects thereof as to such references as to the exact moments thereof, which in turn as to the fact of such news breaking aspects which should be brought forward immediately as to all such aspects as to how if those people as to my biological mother and my biological father and my biological sister and all of my ex-in-laws as well as the aspects of all such connected portions thereof as to the fullest extents in all such ways as to how such references as to the situations which should have been brought forward in truth to begin with as to how bigoted those individuals as well as feminazi as to such references as to ever wish as to having someone who kenw nothing at any such reference as to the actualities of what was needed in the comparisons as to wishful thoughts as to such physical viewpoints as to those factors as to such a boring look as to such an abomination of such types as to the scandals caused as to those individuals as to how all such should be brought forward as to justice. If those people enjoy being in front of the camera as much as to such aspects of having caused such needless problems as to the comparisons as to actually having me speak in the comparisons as to such bigoted portions as to the physical viewpoints during such years, then all of those people should be brought forward immediately as to such willingness for their clout to be as to as infamous as to permanent aspects as to the reality of all such factors in all such ways as to all such deeds as to the choice as they made without my consent and without my allowances as that is not freedom of speech just as that is not freedom of the press as the aspects of the freedom of the press is only as to the aspects as to the actual truth of such details as to the comparisons as to the reasons for such aspects of clarifications and verifications instantly.



After all they wanted to say God Bless Texas, and how best to bless Texas other than the only way I know how which would be as to full truth in such references and ways thereof as to the hypotheticals as to my intellectual property having been used without my permission as to the aspects of my intellectual property rights which in turn would translate to the truth as to where such aspects stemmed from correct?



Thus why would such individuals ever waste any opportunity to be in front of the camera as for whatever aspects as to how much they must love themselves as to the if factors as to such references, of which if my biological mother and my biological father and my biological sister had told the truth as to such references regarding that abomination of a wedding as to the lavender floor length gown with one spaghetti strap per side of the floor length gown as to the aspects of the square cut top with the empire waistline as to the a line gown I wore as to that wedding of abomination as to what my biological sister had informed me was one of the colors as to those aspects thereof as to the wishful aspects I would guesstimate as to the comparisons as to how those people were told directly by my dead-ex-husband as to the Justice of the Peace aspects as to the situations as to how bitter and petty those people have always been as to such lengths of time as to the proof as to what my son and my daughter and I have needlessly dealt with as to the length of the decades as to such references. It should not take a head injury to figure out as to such aspects as why would there ever be any belief as to actual humanity as to such lengths of time as to those people by now, as what has there ever been to actually show such in what I would view as to the actual correct ways in comparison as to the wishful aspects as to such satiating situations in comparisons as to the ways which as to those types as to the small towns of Ridgefield and Crystal Lake Illinois as to such surrounding areas as to those types as to those times as to such needless problems as to such difficulties as to accepting the individuals as to the total number of months as to the interim times as to without summer school of around 10 months as to whatever classes as how much would those people have to love themselves as to such references to ever think as to such reality aspects as to the memory portions as to the comparisons of where I was born and raised as what levels of vanity and egotism to those individuals as to Crystal Lake Illinois and even lesser amounts of time as to RCLPC as to around the same about of time as to Carrie Grove and Lake in the Hills as to such aspects of only a few months as what haughtiness as to such individuals as to thinking they meant more to me than where I was born and raised as to the tristate area as to New Jersey as why would they ever think of themselves as that memorable looking physically as what levels of lust for themselves they must have felt in comparison as to simply just accepting oneself as to how oneself looks as what would be of importance as to that?



Should it take a head injury to figure out such aspects of those people as to Illinois compared to the amount of time as to the state of New Jersey as to such references as to the individual locations as to the specifics of actually spending time with in person face to face in person as to such individuals as to the state of Texas, or would such individuals actually think of themselves as more as to the physical looks as to the comparisons as to discussions as to such points in time?



Or would it take a head injury to figure out if as to not remembering what was spoken about with me as to such references as to which locations, when telling the truth there is nothing to actually remember correct?



What racism comes from Koreans as to the area as to Ridgefield and Crystal Lake as to the state of Illinois as to the Philipinos as to such references as to the few references thereof as what would the cafeteria table have anything to do as to such references as to the Principal as to the Crystal Lake South High School cheerleading team as to one reference, in such regards to consider as to myself as a half Chinese and half mixture thereof as should it take a head injury to figure that out or does it take an actual college degree for those people to figure such out as to needing the extra school for such education?



10 May 2022 as to such aspects in the comparison to having figured out those facts back in the first time of being in the area of Crystal Lake Illinois before ever having moved there later in the year of 1998, as I obviously did not need a head injury to figure out such needless problems as to that area of the United States of America though apparently such individuals needed college as well as the internet as to figuring such out hypothetically as what is the difference between Crystal Lake Illinois to Chicago Illinois as to the demographics I already knew as to such aspects of schools?



Why would it take a head injury to figure out those types of those people as to such references regarding the aspects as to classmates.com for the yearbook to easily see what differences as to the comparison as to the areas where my biological father had business as to Philadelphia and Pittsburg Pennsylvania as well as the 5 boroughs of New York City as well as the aspects as to my cousin Jade and her biological father, or would such bigots as to Illinois and/or Texas be as ignorant as to ever not think about such aspects as to the lack of pictures for those people as to my biological mother/father/sister to remember unless my biological father remembered though those types of those people as to such references as to the hypotheticals as to the bigotry referencing thinking he was Hispanic in comparison as to closer physically looking to Samoan as to the reality of being Chinese though and what would such bigotry as to the references as to the Millers in such hypotheticals as well as their connections as to the facts capable to prove as to the Austin area of Texas?



Does it take a head injury to figure out that China is not near Mexico for those people to think about, or does it take a head injury to figure out that Spain though on the overall Eurasian continent as to the difference as to the area as does that take a head injury to figure out or a college degree for those people as personally having known such before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury what is there to wonder as to such factors thereof to Macon Georgia and/or Texas and/or Crystal Lake/Ridge field Illinois/Carrollton Texas/Farmers Branch Texas as would that truthfully be that difficult to look at those areas high school graduation yearbooks online as well to see the actual demographics of the areas as to the knowledge of what I physically look as to the timeframe as to the years of 2000 through 2012 referencing Texas?



Though this Official YouTube video of mine does not fully go over the details in my journal blog, there are some coaligned aspects for the considerations thereof for each to think about such connection aspects.



10 May 2022 Lecture: The review as to the difference between actual religious and spirituality and - YouTube





Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


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Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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