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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

The letter R squared or cubed

In this journal blog I am going through specific factors as to the timeframe of the year of 2022 as to the first time as to reviewing such as to my updates to my journal blog as per such aspects as to how some people actually need to have an outlet as to such aspects regarding life and actually living, and when such factors as to the situations as to when I began my website as to the culmination of situations during such points in time. However even though I compiled and authored several books specifically as an overall aspect of in comparison to the details of in the aspects of acknowledging feelings and emotions for the first time as to such aspects in the deeper sort of way, compared to such prior points in time. Though when actually having certain aspects as to preferences as to outside of what is online as to such aspects of as to what I would believe would be common sense as to such aspects of when writing as to a journal blog, compared to a news journalist which I am fairly certain a blogger who also gives commentary is different than what a news journalist is as to the names as well as the work possibly other than the writing portions using words every now and then to create a sentence here and there and sometimes a paragraph can be formed.



In this aspect I will go in reverse order as to the timeframes as to such aspects for my own review as such review of myself as to my life as to my circumstances as to the timeframe of when such aspects were as to the comparison of the timeframe now in the year of 2022, in the month of August as to relationship factors as to.



Since I am aware of the importance of communication as to discussions, while comprehending of such importance as to my confusion as to others sight as to such factors of speaking in truth with etiquette and respect.



Texas and Washington 2019: Though not an official relationship as to how such aspects of the ways of making such official as to such discussions as to, because even though whatever the thought or perception might be as to the aspects thereof as to how important communication is as to discussions as to being capable to communicate with one another as to respect and courtesy as to the aspects of if in a relationship as to the aspects of compassion and concern in truth. Thus as to such factors regarding the initials of S.L. as to both references as to 2019 and 2009 regarding the situations which previously have went through, though the additional points to pay attention to as to reviewing such aspects. While it was not until 2019 I had acknowledged a deeper level of feelings and emotions as to words to communicate such aspects the factors of my concern about the Gulf of Mexico as to the catch as to the life saving factors for the group as well, I was ready for more I suppose as to the reality of as to such a connection as to my feelings and emotions as to the combined situations. However as to an individual such as myself who does not have a larger dating background as to the aspects of my personal viewpoint regarding monogamy despite being polyamourous. It is important to seek answers to questions while being cautious about the aspects of the details, though as to the importance to seek such answers from a trustworthy individual and/or group. In turn as to such if factors of the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle as to the aspects of communication and speaking with as to such in person face to face in person in the same room as to the same building on the same floor, as to the aspects of in respect and etiquette as well as manners to actually discuss utilizing words to be a mature individual with a responsible capability. However as to the emotional and the feelings in 2009 as to such factors, when a relationship to work as to actual discussions as to communication with actual words as to the communication in person face to face in person as to the reality as to how long distance relationships as to such aspects of the reality of the distance between as to the locations of the computers as to where standing or sitting. Yet the aspects of feelings as to emotional aspects, that was not discussed in person face to face in person nor through a discussion as to such factors as to what I had needed as to how when in a relationship that is wanted as to making situations work as to such aspects in the actual best way as to the comparison of what the descriptions as to and thus as to as much as I needed to handle as to the ways of such times.



Washington state as to before in Texas as to the Cowboys Dancehall Stoney LaRue concert in March of 2013 in San Antonio Texas also known as Military City USA: I have already detailed such factors though as to the discussions which were as to in March and April of 2013 as to the aspects which as to the knowledge of the what is supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle despite the dress blues situations, of would there be a pattern of behaviour as to such connections as to the aspects of as to why San Antonio Texas is now also known as Military City USA. Such hypothetical connections as to such aspects as to the timeframe of the year of 2013 as to the more recently learned aspects as to how in the state of Texas for those who did not know as I was informed through a phone call, the aspects of the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle had arranged where all of the leaders of the various groups in the year of 2012 for a counsel meeting as to the aspects regarding the state of Texas when I had 3 groups at the timeframe while dealing with the situations in the year of 2012 as to such prior writing aspects though I had not learned that until partially in the year of 2019 or 2020 and other aspects this year of 2022 as per such aspects which relate to the situations of the past while reviewing such details regarding my best as while assisting where I can if I can as to knowing what is actually of importance as to the situations as to the formation of the US Space Force with the knowledge of NASA as to such aspects being important as to the actual truth. Thus as to how that evening went as to the combined situations further that evening towards the end of the month of March in the year of 2013, as to how the San Antonio Police Officers were called to the area as to such factors prior to the situations as per such descriptions in "Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining". However those who would know as to the situations by that point in time which as to patterns of behaviour as well as to the actual year as to the actual month as to the actual time, in comparison of the news report aspects of such shortened details which when the details are of importance to such factors outside of emotions and feelings and biases as to how the viewpoint of such aspects as to the situations thereof. While the aspects of agreement as to the rude and crude and socially-ish unacceptable-ish aspects of the one rule was to not sit on a dick unless as to a certain point in time which as to such factors as to the reality thereof as to common sense as to the human anatomy regarding names.



DFWTX 2012: Who I met in National Geographic Open Water SCUBA Diving in person face to face in person as to the aspects of during classes that we had together as to then 3 years later as to having begun dating in the year of 2012, Matt West was the first real friend I had since waking up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury before he and I had dated. While the reality of the difference though important as to the online factors, the in person face to face in person factors are much more important sometimes more important than some might ever think about as to even having been informed of honestly. The large amount of situations as to the aspects of while there might be some who could not see anything of importance as to such factors of then the question would be, when was the last time you had a friend in person face to face in person to talk with and spend time with and enjoy the time together as what amount of time have you been capable to have such as to the aspects of throughout your life as to the prior aspects brought forward as to what could be proven as to such aspects regarding more in depth discussions as to the topics. Nonetheless as to only having allowed myself to review my emotional feelings as to the aspects thereof, as to how much I had actually cared and loved as I am not just certain ways with just anyone as to my personal number as to through my choice of then as to such numerical aspects as to the considerations of as to if that ever mattered to begin with regarding such aspects as without communication as to why would anyone know about any details without such communication? Why would anyone think if they read something online and did not discuss with another, as to ever thinking they could read your mind? The aspects as to when having picked up my stuff as to the male as to the Cowboys Dancehall who was at Hot Springs SCUBA Park when Matt and I were going through that part of the classes, though I apparently needed to review pictures as to such factors of the green fleece as well as the brown Carhart jacket with glasses as per such factors already brought forward. Thus while Matt stood on the platform looking down at me as to such aspects as to the knowledge thereof I picked up what I could as to the situations at the time, and had to remain as calm as I could as to having been in a public location and my SCUBA Diving having been in the year of 2009 and as to how a discussion in San Antonio Texas as to the year of 2012 as to the if factors thereof to Irving Texas in the year of 2011 as to when I took the boxes and carried them to the car as to hoping there would be a way for such to make sense as to whether it mattered to others as to the aspects of if as to such factors outside of my son and my daughter and I as to the situations. Despite how I have been told others think I am cold in comparison to after they get to know me in person face to face in person as to how I was told in a generalized aspect partially "...The first time I saw you I thought you had resting cunt face and now that I talked with you as to how you are sweeter than you look..." Since I comprehend how I look and since I have been dealing with certain aspects for awhile then though more-so before then as to the aspects of the years 2005 through to 2013 through to that year in 2016 or 2017, outside in the smoking section. Nonetheless as to the reality as to such common name situations, as to my attempts though also having mailed a handwritten letter to the school addressed to him as well. Maybe because of how I saw the situation as to how my feelings had been regarding the aspects of, especially as to rushing to get to him as to the timeframe of 2012; however if as to such aspects as to regarding the aspects thereof, I knew what I looked as before meeting and dating him and maybe I am the fool for thinking someone such as could actually look at me that way.



SATXMCUSA also known as Military City USA 2012: Upon meeting the married couple at the time and as to beginning to speak with as to then dated later as to such aspects of my comfort as to the aspects of being capable to take the next step as to such factors, my connection as to such was stronger with one than the other and as to the ways which the Taco Cabana aspect went as to how I needed to have certain aspects as to the ways which that actual discussion went in person face to face in person in the year of 2012 around the month of April or May or June on the patio. The discussions were great as to the aspects of certain topic points, though because of my personal belief as to marriage as to the aspects of as to my personal opinion as to what I actually needed. While in this particular timeframe of 2012 as to having dated a heterosexual couple and though have had dated the single aspects as to having informed of such even if only speaking with in person face to face in person as to such males as to the pre2000s as to the factors thereof as well as a smaller aspect not in the same capacity in any extent as to such aspects of relationship discussions as to the fact of how many times I made attempts to discuss as to the ways which such discussions went as to the aspects later as to the year of meeting an individual in 2016 as to having a brief amount of time as to 2018 as to the aspects of different fully as to what could be viewed as though not in the same capacity because of how many other individuals I spoke with as to the combined factors and especially the amount of time in person face to face in person as to the amount of hours I volunteered.



DFWTX 2011-2012: Though the year prior I had spoken with Patrick Kennedy on the phone randomly as to the timeframe around October of 2010 as to the timeframe of having mentored Phillip Omstead or Darko for those who remember from the years of 2010 through in the areas as the two of them spoke more often then as to either of the two of them and I speaking, which in turn as to the aspects of how the phone call was only to ask one question though the ways seemed as to being okay as to his hotel comment. However others would know of such factors as to the situations afterwards as to such details as to the clarifications and verifications as to what preventative and protective aspects actually can and/or could be as to the if factors of humanity and as to the knowledge of karma as to what I have noticed as to such aspects regarding several factors though as to the if aspects as to such differences as to the comparisons as well as the aspects of prior time served as to such references in the hypotheticals as to the clarifications and verifications as to such points in time of my life. However as to such regarding Patrick as while as to how later in the year of 2011 when he and I began to speak, the situations as to how the combined factors at the timeframe of were as to the situations as to the timeframes thereof. When as to having begun dating around April or May of 2011, as to the situations as to the ways such went as while I actually did enjoy the time he and I had together when it was just the two of us or we went out somewhere smaller as to the amount of fun in the comparison as to other points in time when as to my headaches and my migraines as to such factors as to the reality as to because of the schedules at the time. When situations had went as to such factors and as to the reality of what I was dealing with as to the overall as to my daughter and my son as to my having to travel from Irving Texas to Little Rock Arkansas every two weeks as to the amount of my daughter's medical care needs, though as to such situations as to the factors thereof as to how such latter points in time as to how such clarifications and verifications as to the ways thereof as to such aspects as to the proof of such situations. Obviously as to how individuals who date have other individuals in their lives wherever as to which in turn as to the reality of such situations as to after the end of that relationship in the timeframe of as to the factors of the timeframe, as to my choice as to how such factors as to relationships as I had been for years before dating him as to making sure to not be the stereotypical ex as to in regards of my children as I warned Patrick about as to such factors with his own child as to having informed his Mom about such aspects as to her Grandson who I had not met. The reality as to the comparison of when Patrick and I were younger as to the technological factors as to the year of 2011 into the year of 2012 a to the reality of the known factors-ish as to my SCUBA Diving as to having landed at the bottom of the Gulf of Mexico as well as to the situations as to my son and my daughter as well as the unknown at the time to others as to my choice to be quiet about such because of the situations I was dealing with and my concern as to belief. Now in the year of 2022 as I figured situations would be less complex and yet as to the aspects possibly as to the cognitive disorders I was diagnosed with after waking up from my coma from my head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000.



DFW/ATX 2009 through 2010 as well as 2010 through 2011: Though I had met Shawn McCall around a year before as to where I took my car and how he and I talked in the lobby for hours though seemed such a small amount of time as to how time flies when having fun, and as to while the year of 2009 as to the aspects of my SCUBA Diving and discussing such with him before he and I began dating as to the discussions back and forth as to details about the nearby towns as to the comparison of Carrollton to Plano to Frisco to McHenry to Richland and so on and so forth as to such aspects. Our senses of humour meshed well as did our dancing as to techno music one evening and those who have been to Club Sapphire in the years of 2015 through 2018 mainly as to the aspects of if as to when I was in Iowa in the year of 2018 during my Medal of Honor Art Project trip as to having been told about colleges nearby the Blue Moose Club in Coralville Iowa. Ironically if as to any associated to my original Susan MeeLing as to my original Facebook account as to Dark Lily as to the aspects of having contacted Facebook about access to my originals as to also Lady Dori Belle. However from the time I had last seen him in the year of 2009 as to the aspects of the month of August as to how he may not have known that he had been the first person to ever tell me "Happy Birthday" as to having went into the computer for work, as the next time I saw him he was getting ready to prepare to speak with recruiters as to the branch of choice. Later we were engaged and though he may have learned about my having needed to defend myself as to a point in time as to the Corona situation, as to the aspects of how he might remember New Year's Eve in 2011 as to the champagne glass situations as I can remember telling him "I would see him in a bit" and he smiled, raising his glass for a toast when afterwards. As to how we left that event fairly swiftly afterwards as to Brackenridge in the year of 2000 as both locations as to the city of Austin as the New Year's Eve in the year of 2011 was at someplace I cannot remember the location of though in Austin as to such aspects to the difference and yet not by much as to the rave aspects compared to, when I woke up the next day as to 2011. Due to what I guesstimate now as to the combinations of technology issues as per the Geek Squad knowledge as to the accidental warranty program as to the possibilities though also as to the situations in reference to later in that year though not as to much time regarding Irving 2011, as to the situations as per the aspects as to the timeframe of 2011 and though I thought I saw him one day in Washington state around the year of 2014 near a Texaco then as to the laundromat nearby at the time. I did not get the capability to verify, though I thought I sensed him as per a similarity as to yesterday as when going near a building as to post in the year of 2022 though would be an oddity as to the aspects of elected last names as to the if factor as to the oddity of 2011 as to 2022 to 11 years as to such factors about the references regarding the situations as to the timeframe of such details of 11 September 2001. With the upcoming 21 year memorial of such points in time as to the aspects of reading the information as to prescriptions, as to being aware as to such factors of the emotional aspects regarding such connections directly.



SATX/DFW 2007 through early-ish 2009: The aspects of how the situations began initially as to friendship prior to the aspects of the garage situation, as to such factors of the time as to the situations of as to prior aspects, though as to such friendship during such points in time as to the aspects of the situations as per the year of 2012 as if not as to such a starting point as to such aspects as to the reality.



SATX/JBSA 2000 through 2008 legally as to 2007 as to a different aspect as to the legal marital aspects as to such differences: As to how the ways such aspects went as to the reality which as to my children's biological father as to the aspects of the reality regarding the specifics as to the time, though as to such factors as to the obvious care regarding having made such efforts throughout the timeframe as to 2007 through 2008 regarding such factors. While a legal widow as to such situations as to the second and final separation as to how I had made attempts to verbalize such aspects as to the points in time though as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to my headaches and migraines as well as having went from College Algebra with Trigonometry and Calculus to second grade math, it took a bit to speak as to the pain levels. However as to there were good times as to such factors as I have had my viewpoint about marriage as to the aspects of to the comparison as to some individuals as per statistics also known as stereotypes in my opinion, though as to such aspects during such points in time. I wondered as to such aspects of the reality during the timeframe of 2008 though because so many situations were as to the timeframes thereafter as to how much work I had to pay attention to for my son and my daughter and I as to our family as well as such connection aspects, as while the reality of how the past comes out as to how situations are as to also as to the reviewing of such aspects as to a healthy mental health as well as a healthy emotional health for such starting points in my opinion. Thus as to how I evaluate myself because of having had to do so as to those who have been to medical professionals as to the situations of monitoring oneself, as for me that began shortly after I woke up from my coma as to the aspects to such monitoring of my health as to my well being for my best interests. Since Robert was in the medical field and as I have the background as to such combinations both ways as to the aspects of the situations regarding the work as to the CTRC as well as Dr. Sun's lab, for such clarifications as to the prior areas which he had worked as well to the combined work as to the research of as well as the medium as to later portions of time.



Thus as to the situations after waking up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to before that point in time:



1999 to 2000: Thomas Seaman as to such factors with the conjunction of Indiana as to 1999, as well as the 442 engine block I had told him would have been capable to fit into my Honda Civic with just some minor adjustments. However as to such situations as to the reality of how I had noticed a flicker of a sunbeam which had caused me to look him up and check on him, as he had lived in Ohio which the plane in Pennsylvania as to 2001 as to my concern because of the possibilities of the cargo regarding the situations. However as to such factors of the reality he had been the only male I ever took a moment to think about as to not going in the Army branch of the Armed Forces of the United States of America, though being capable to sense such factors as to how much I may have actually been needed as to that being a pondering aspect to think about.



1999: Phillip Mckowski (?spelling?) from Lake in the Hills High School in comparison to my friend from Crystal Lake South High School as to the development of as Kenny lived in Lake in the Hills Illinois though those who know about precinct lines, as to the factors of different schools.



1998: Matt Dombrow as to Prairie Ridge after having met him through one of the Junior Varsity cheerleaders name Kimberly who was in the Miss Crystal Lake Pageant the same year. as to how Matt and I began dating as to the point in time though how Kimberly had explained to me as to the situations in comparison of Matt telling me himself and though I called the phone number as to how the sounds came through at the point in time as I thought I could actually be capable to hear a screaming eagle flying in the ear piece of that landline phone upstairs at the desk in that year.



Thus as to such aspects regarding reviewing such aspects in a different capacity as to such review factors as to the reality of entering into a relationship in a healthy way is probably important, though as to such being the first time of my children both being above the age of 18 years old since waking up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury in Basic Training as well as the aspects of the memorial as to the updates to my website as to such factors from the years of 2019 through 2022. However as per such aspects of reviewing as to the ways regarding the time, as to the next phase as to my journal blog I suppose as to the possibilities of what to write about as to the year and occurrences thereof as possibly I will return to the beginning aspects as to election writing or possibly another topic as per several aspects as to projects as to the work required as to the attention to details such as the posting date compared to the reading date compared to the send date compared to the read date if such information is available.



I would guesstimate individuals who care about a relationship being at its best when beginning, I would guesstimate as to the aspects of such importance regarding the capability to express through words as to the viewpoints thereof as to while writing assists as to certain factors there is nothing that replaces the in person face to face in person discussions with individuals who genuinely have care and concern and the possibilities of love as to the other than the words on a page which are assistive though as to such warmth as to the factors of more than just one type of a difference as to the timeframe to such aspects.




Something interesting to notice as to the picture I took of the Mason Scottish Rite Temple in Washington DC

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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


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If I have known you in person when in person in positive ways and/or ways which might need clarification(s) as to mature discussions, there has always been the welcome open door policy as to contacting me through my contact form if you were not given my new phone number though such is online regarding my website more recently published online as to my Website Business Phone Line: (360)-713-4937.

Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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