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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

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Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

​

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

​

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

​

​

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

​

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

​

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

​

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Questions, notations, and thought processes of truth

My needs = For Me only



My wants = For Me only



My desires = For Me only



I would not ever speak of my needs and/or my wants and/or my desires and/or my preferences and/or my ideals for anyone else as common sense with real genuine intelligence for me first, unless others would fail to ever have their interpretations as to where they themselves would think of themselves more highly than as to myself for my work as to my aspects thereof.



For example as to such factors as to ending all types of stolen valor as to where the common sense as to such aspects of if ever as to anyone else first would only be as to where such would only be as considered of others stealing valor as to such aspects of my being the first as to such aspects as to such as to my needs for me as to my wants for me as to my desires for me as to my preferences for me as to my ideals for me first, as to such common sense as to my work in all such factors as to what my works as to such clarifications and verifications as to such accuracy of mine as to how the common sense if as to he differences as to such hypotheticals as to their bureaucracy as to their interpretations as to their vanity as to their greed as to their lust as to their sloth as to their pride as to their gluttony as to their apathy in such factors as to what my considerations as to common sense would be in all such factors.



Would it take a head injury to figure out such aspects of my works for me first, or would all such others be such ignorance as to the levels thereof to such claims as to ever doing so in my name as to such aspects where would it take a head injury to figure out as to how that would be blasphemy as well as false witness as to such aspects of their interpretations?



Does it take a head injury to figure out as to the amount of my updates as to my work as to how such aspects for me as to my needs as to for me as to my wants as to for me as to my desires, or would it take a head injury to point that out?



Should it take a head injury as to my preferences for me as to my ideals for me or would it take a head injury to point that out, as why would such levels of ignorance be as to such levels of stupidity?



For example as to such ending all types of stolen valor as to such references as to the JC Penny pictures as to the aspects of the situations thereof to make up or at the aspects thereof to dicing and repairing for me as to such aspects as would it take a head injury since I dealt with such first as to the common sense aspects as to what the actual order of such corrections would be for first, or does that take a head injury to point that out?



As to each second of that timeframe from the year of 2008 more officially as to the situations as to Fort Worth as to the aspects thereof would it take a head injury to figure out each second of that time from that moment in February 2008 would be the equivalent of 365 days to my viewpoint of the time, and why would it take a head injury to figure out as to fixing and repairing such would be for me first as to such aspects of what I personally dealt with before ever taking into the consideration of my children as to what they themselves did not ever deal with as to the levels thereof as should it take a head injury to point out the correct timeline as to such aspects?



What low level lack of intelligence would there be or would such aspects be as similarly to each and every homo-sapien-sapien as to their lack of comprehension of February 1993 was before the situations as to New York City and the northeast tristate areas as to the east coast as to the time as to 11 September 2001, or would such low level intellectual capacities be proven to each and every homo-sapien-sapien as there would not be people or individuals or human beings who would ever be as to such aspects as to the if factors as to ever having to explain such as to putting in writing as to ever discussing or talking about or such factors thereof to murmering as to whatever order I personally choose as to the aspects where such common sense would officially be lacking to each one of those homo-sapien-sapiens as to the common sense as why would those individuals who obviously had not figured out 0+1=1 and 0+2=2 as to such factors of if hypothetical situations or would such need to be clarified as to such aspects of bureaucracy needlessly as to tho9se who would actually have common sense?



How ignorant would each and every millennial type be as to such proof thereof as to such millennial types as to such amounts of explanations as to such references of hypotheticals as to such aspects as to my warnings as to such throughout the 1980s as to the 1990s as to the 2000s as to the 2010s as to the 2020s in reference to the aspects as to such factors as to such situations referencing such aspects of those types as to how much technology as to the lack of intellectual capacities thereof, as what would be capable to be proven as to such aspects of lower level aspects of intelligence?



Why would anyone ever think they could interpret anything of mine as to correctly if as to this journal blog for each and every prior journal blog as to such clarifications as o my needs=for me, as to my wants=for me, as to my desires=for me, my preferences=for me, my ideals-for me; or would such aspects as to the references thereof as to trying to ever interpret my tattoos and/or my footing and/or any such aspect where the common sense if there ever was any real common sense as to such aspects as to my clarifications as why would anyone with a lesser percentage of accuracy ever be capable to ever accomplish anything correctly for me as to my needs for me as to my wants for me as to my desires for me as to my preferences for me as to my ideals for me as what low level aspects would officially be shown as to such hypotheticals?



What would be as to the reference regarding the aspects as to my SCUBA Diving as why would there ever be anyone who did not have my personal background, who did not have my personal experiences, as to anyone who would not hgave ever been officially fiven my person permission to ever speak and/or write as to such aspects as why would those Black Suit Guys as to such timeframes of my childhood be of importance as why would such aspects as to my invitation to Marine and Science and Technology School with the Navy attachment be of importance to any such if factors as to more than just the song?



What would my situation as to the year of 2004 be of importance as to such aspects as to the Air Force at Wilford Hall when I prersonally spoke with the neurologist before I began my life skills as well as other clinic aspects be of importance as to such factors as to the year of 2004 after I personally discussed with the doctors at Wilford Hall abpout the aspects of the situations as to my backyard in the city of San Antonio Texas now known as Military City USA be of importance with the conjunction of such years of my life before the year of 2004 as well as after the year of 2004, as what importance to such aspects in reference to my SCUBA Diving would there be to such common sense as to my pictures as to my personal experiences as to my personal childhood as to my personal teenager years as to my personal biological adult years before as well as after I personally earned my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications as why would such aspects of what I personally consider as being wanted as to such aspects be considered as to such levels of importance instead of others' interpretations as what common sense would be lacking as to each and every other homo-sapien-sapien for such aspects as to the difference of a human being and/or individual and/or group of human beings as where would such terminology of cherubim and/or such aspects as to the factors of metaphors make sense if there were ever to actually be such among human beings?



Should it take a head injury to actually have to point that out in such aspects thereof to where what would be as to those 10 Commandments as to such references regarding my personal work as to my personal background as to my personal experiences as to my personal capacity to distinguish my own personal writings as to my distinction as to such facts to the aspects of distinction as to the genres, or would such clarifications and verifications as to such hypotheticals only reprove such aspects of others' lower level capacities thereof instead of what would be to actually being considered as what I personally consider as to my personal considerations as to lifting upward or would such others think of themselves more highly as to doing so of their own aspects instead as to my personal considerations as what lacking of such common sense would there ever be to such aspects of their haughtiness as to such hypothetical factors?



What levels of selfishness as to their vanity of their lust as to the gluttony as to their sloth as to their interpretations as why would I ever consider their interpretations as wanted, as what would be as to their past patterns of behaviour as to where their interpretations were as to the proof of their failures of such hypothetical aspects as why would such aspects as to February of this year of 2022 be the proof of such hypotheticals as to such misconceptions as to their interpretations?



In the biblical factors as to how cherubim ones think they can interpret the aspects of Divinity as to such aspects as they lead the devil in the references thereof to such aspects as to the lack of illumination as to their own lives as to such references thereof as to how many human beings on earth they lead astray as to such works thereof to try to claim of doing so was as to their interpretations as to such differences as to the decrees as to such regards, as to how many cherubiim ones needed so many explanations as to such references thereof. In Biblical aspects as to how the cherubim ones had tried to be a part of Divinity's creations as to such aspects whereas when they were not allowed to be a part of such aspects as to the references thereof to such hypotheticals as to th current timeframe, as to how to others they had been as to such aspects where they lead the human race astray as to their interpretations as to how they claimed to be illuminated by Divinity and yet who in reference to Divinity would ever need such clarifications as to how and why would Divinity ever need to clarify to Divinity's self?



Why would Divinity ever need to clarify anything as to such comprehension aspects, or would such hypothetical cherubim ones actually be as to on earth as to such references thereof to such hypotheticals?



Why would Divinity ever need to clarify anything to anyone else officially, or would such aspects as to the factors as to the revelations be of such common sense aspects now in the year of 2022?



In regards as to my SCUBA Diving as to such aspects thereof to my work as to my earned 26 SCUBA Diving certifications, why would I as to my personal background be of importance as to my work as to such hypothetical differences as why would that be of importance as to such hypotheticals?



What levels of sexism and machismo and feminazism would there be found as to such references thereof to such hypotheticals, and why would others' interpretations ever matter as to such background differences as to the reality of my personal background as to the differences of others' backgrounds as well as their patterns of (mis)behaviour as to such interpretations of if factors?



Why would anyone think that bureauocracy as to where my considerations as to such bureaucracy as to needless drama as to my considerations as to bureaucracy as to whose vanity would such aspects be as to the references thereof as to such hypotheticals as to such hypotheticals of such levels of selfappointed importance as to such aspects whereas wsuch would be as to such vanity as to such lust as to such greed as to such gluttony as to such aspects where they themselves would be as to such unwanted aspects of such factors, as why would needless drama be considered as to what I would consider as unwanted as why would such needless situations be what I consider as unwanted as why would such needless games be considered as what I consider as unwanted as why would such factors be as to common sense as to myself as to such factors thereof as why would such titty baby temper tantrums as to such hypotheticals be as to such proof in whatever capacity thereof officially in my opinion?



Why would such selfappointed aspects be considered as stolen valor as what would be of importance as to ending all types of stolen valor as to such hypotheticals thereof, or would such cherubim ones ever actually think of themselves more highly as to such Biblical factors of such if situations?


To the reference as to the aspects of Grandpa Nichols' awards as to such disrespect to Grandpa Nichols as well as the disrespect to each and every individual who was awarded such ribbons and medals as to such disrespect to all such family of those who were awarded such ribbons and medals as to such disrespect to all such friends as to such individuals awarded suchy medals and ribbons, what would be similar as to any such hypotheticals as to my personal work as to such aspects thereof to each and ever factors thereof officially as per "The Modern Day Book" if as to my accuracy as to such hypotheticals thereof?



What would be of importance as to such aspects as to the seconfs and the minutes and the hours and the days and the weeks and the months and the years as to such hypotheticals, as why would anyone who has real genuine intelligence ever believe as to such aspects thereof to such hypotheticals where I persoanlly would be capable to consider myself as being wanted as to what I personally consider as to being wanted or would such be as to how that would not take a head injury to figure or point out?



Why would anyone esle who would selfappoint themselves ever think they were more wanted as to such aspects or would their vanity of themselves be proven to such hypotheticals, as what levels of their sloth would be proven as to such aspects of what my considerations as to my being wanted be as to such hypotheticals as what levels of common sense would actually be as to such factors thereof as to such hypotheticals?



How would that take a head injury to point that out or would such factors as to lust for such other aspects as to such gluttony for such other aspects as to such pride for such other aspects as to such factors where the sloth as to how such aspects in reference to such others as to the references thereof to the difference as to for me to being considered as what I consider as being wanted, or would such failures officially as to each and every centimeter as to each and every ribbon as to each and every drop as to each piece of metal as to such ribbons and medals as well as the fullness of the dress blues be such considerations as to all such others as to their interpretations as to such if factors officially as to their choices as to such differences thereof to such aspects as to my clear clarifications?



Why again would my childhood experiences as to my capability to distinguish between individuals wearing suits to the difference of the black suit individuals be of importance as what as to my clarifications as to the areas as to the northeast tristate areas be of importance as what amount of individuals have been capable to clarify such aspects as to themselves as to such hypotheticals references thereof as then to such factors, what would be as to such clear aspects of the differences as to what my considerations thereof ot me being wanted would such prove as to others' interpretations of their own egos to such hypotheticals as why would their egos ever be as to my consideration as to me being wanted as to my considerations thereof to such factors?



Thus if as to my accuracy to such references thereof as to such situations thereof, why would I ever consider such aspects of others' interpretations of ever being what my needs for me are as to my wants for me are as to my desires for me are as to my preferences for me are as to my ideals for me are or would such others' interpretation be as to the complete and utter opposite of such aspects as to my considerations as to such hypothetical proof as to such references thereof to such hypotheticals?



What would be of importance as to the references where the cherubim ones as to their greed for being more in front as to such aspects as to the common sense factors as to their claims as to such regards as where would they ever be capable to prove to such aspects as to my personal needs for me as to my personal wants for me as to my personal desires for me as to my personal preferences for me as to my personal ideals for me, or would such aspects of their haughtiness be proven as to their revealing of themselves as to revealing their own aspects of their own seven deadly sins as why would I ever want or why would I ever need or why would I eve care about their interpretations as to the aspects of wanting them or would they be capable to comprehend as to where they would officially be unwanted as to such aspects as to their interpretations as to their involvemnt and as to such haughtiness of trying to display themselves as to their involvement as to such hypotheticals thereof to where their wants would be instead as to my wants for me as to my needs for me or would that take a head injury to figure out as well?



What aspects of their support groups for them would be different as to such aspects of for me, or would such aspects of proof to such only show their aspects of their wants as to such differences as to my needs for me?



Where would such hypotheticals as to their lust for such noticing from me as to such hypotheticals only show the opposite to me as to such aspects where they themselves would want for themselves as to such aspects of such differences as for my needs as for myself as for my wants as for myself as for my desires as for myself as for my preferences as for myself as for my ideals for myself, or would such aspects as to the distinguishing factors as to where I would and have and do comprehend myself as to such aspects of comprehending to distinguish the difference as to others as to distinguishing the difference for myself as why would such others' interpretations be as to such hypotheticals as to what factors thereof and what connections as to themselves would their proof as to their patterns asa to their prior situations be as to such hypotheticals?



Thus as to such situations as to the if factors as to others as to such references thereof as to having reached out directly as to such references as to varying levels and degrees why would I ever need and/or why would I ever want and/or why would I ever desire and/or why would I ever prefer and/or why would I ever have any preference for such others as to their interpretations of themselves as to such differences as to the clarifications required to then as for myself as to my considerations as to my needs for me as to for my wants for me as to for my desires for me as to my preferences for me as to my ideals for me; or owuld that take a head injury to point such hypotheticals out as to such references thereof, as what appreciation for my work would I actually truthfully consider as to such hypotheticals thereof as to such if factors referencing such aspects as to others' interpretations as why would that be as to for me as o what I consider as for me?



Thus for an example to a murmering in the year of 2020 when in my apartment in Texas in the timeframe where there was a parade for the election cycle as to such references thereof to the differences as to my aspects for me, as why would such hypotheticals consider such aspects of if factors as to the references thereof to such hypotheticals as to anything other than as to such where that would show as to only for others as to the differences as to what I would consider as for me as to such aspects?



For another example as to such references thereof to a BBQ as to cooking why would anyone ever think as to themselves as to such if factors as to anything other than showing such as to their greed for themselves instead as to such clarifications as for myself, as why would they themselves ever think of themselves more worthy of such references as to the differences as to what was my work as to for me as to my work?



Why would such hypotheticals ever think as to such sel;fawarding aspects as to such references thereof to such hypotheticals, as why would anything they did for another evcer be as to my aspects as to their interpretations?



Why would such others ever think any celebrations as to what I brought forward as to any other aspects thereof ever be considered as to my needs for me as to my wants for me as to my desires for me as to my preferences for me as to my ideals for me, or would such haughtiness be of only their reproved aspects as to whatever years I once knew of such hypothetical homo-sapien-sapiens?



Why would those others ever think of themselves so highly as to ever being capable as to for me as to my considerations for me, as what failures as to all such others' interpretations would be proven repeatedly until they actually if ever were genuinely capable to get such correct for what my minimum standards are as to such aspects are as to why would their interpretations ever be of importance for me as to my considerations thereof officially as how ignorant would the all officially be as to each and every situation thereof to such proof as why would I ever consider as to myself being wanted as to such aspects as tyo myself being needed as to such aspects as what as to my considerations would ever be considered as what I consider as important for me?



Why would I ever consider anything other than as to how much others did not ever appreciate my work as to such aspects, as to such hypotheticals?



What would that show others as to earning as why would anyone ever genuinely make attempts if as to such common sense as to others as to such if factors of such references thereof offically, as why would the intellectual levels of each and everyone then drop to homo-sapien-sapine statys as to deranking themselves as why would they ever be of such value as to what I consider as and why would they ever be capable to comprehend as to such factors as to the useless aspects in all such capacities thereof to such hypotheticals as to ever giving me the aspects of what I consider as to such factors as to being wanted as to such sensations as why would they ever be capable to ever accomplish correctly as to what I consider as correct instead of their interpretations?



Why would I ever believe I myself was as I personally consider as being needed, as why would I personally ever believe myself as to being wanted, as why would I myself ever believe as to such aspects as to ever being desired, as why would I myself ever be capable to consider as to such aspects of my preferences being of actual importance as to my considerations as to as why would my ideals ever be for something I could or would ever believe as to such aspects of my personal importance as where would each and every capacity of others be only as to such opposite aspects of what my considerations would be officially as why would I ever believe as to such aspects for me as to such amounts as well as such lengths of time for myself as to my needs for myself as to my wants for myself as to my desires for myself as to my preferences for myself as to my ideals for myself as why would I ever believe as to anything other than as to how each and every other would consider themselves as to such levels thereof instead as to what my clear clearifications as to such aspects thereof to such proof as to such others' choices of their own free will as to the proof to what they themselves thought of they themselves as to such differences as to what my considerations as to such aspects as to and for myself?



I dealt with this in fifth grade as to from the year of 1992 into the year of 1993 as to such aspects as to where the situations then as to how Disney was as to such aspects as to such references as only when certain aspects were actually completed correctly as to my actual needs for me as to my actual wants for me as to my actual preferences for me as to my actual ideals for me as to such situations as to such turning my mood around, as then as to such aspects as to the reality where my biological little sister was given her Bon Voyage party as to such aspects as to where such references for my clebrations as to the references thereof to such aspects where such factors thereof as to how such celebrations were between such differences as to such points in those years as to such times. Those interpretations from each of those others only infuriated each other as to how they had been lead astray by others' interpretations and once as to such clarifications as to such references thereof as to how the factors as to where such was fixed and repaired as to where such could be fixed and repaired, as to such references thereof. When I was asked as to such aspects after my invitation to MAST as well as the other factors as to the year of 1996 as to then in the month of September as to such an individual who was a black suit guy as to with some business suit guys as to when they clarified such aspects, I was asked about the Benadryl aspects as to why I would do so as to within the aspects thereof as to such situations. I told them honestly, why would I bother at such a point in time as to such situations any further as what was ever actually important as to what my considerations as to actually being of importance for me?



When as much about for living and being for life as I have been for such lengths of time, why would anything else ever matter as to such aspects as to such others' interpretations as when such amounts thereof have only been reproven as to such aspects from the 1990s to this point in time now as to such references thereof to whatever levels of proof as what would I ever truthfully consider as important to me at this point if I am accurate?



Then if I am accurate as to the lack of a difference as to what I told my doctors as to the years from 2005 through 2013 as to when prescriptions are not assistive to the root of the problems, why bother as to such aspects as to prescriptions when the actual situations can actually be fixed and repaired?



Then now in the year of 2022m what would anything truthfully matter as to such hypotheticals as to the if factors of whereas to my being accurate as what genuine changes as to such hypotheticals as to the consistency of such for my considerations as to my best interests as my best interests as for me or would that take a head injury to point out yet again?



Oh there is the upcoming New Years a what an oddity as to the 2002 year as to the 1992 year, as what is as to such references as to the 1993 year as to the New Years?



What is important about breaking the patterns of behaviour as to such aspects thereof to actually progressing forward as to actually having learned from history, instead of repeating history?



For example when I told others as to Old Tennent PResbyterian Church as to how I preferred Hershey Park because I comprehended myself as to what lack of a difference to my trip to Georgia and Florida as to the year of 2009 as to that homo=sapien-sapienb as to the Disney aspects as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to the after effects from my subrachnoid hemmorhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as to such ignorance as to ever thinking Disney wouled ever be anything I personally would ever care for as why would I ever have anything I would truthfully consider for me as to a truthful amount of what I personally consider as a good amount of larger aspects as to good memories, as what lack of a differences are capable to be seen as to such proof thereof as to such lack of knowledge as to such others' interpretations?



What would that stupid ride I hated as to Its A Small World be as to such hypotheticals, as to such references as to such aspects?



Why would the only 2 rides I personally liked as to the Haunted Mansion as to such references of the occurrences thereof be of importance as well as Space Mountain as to such aspects to such hypotheticals, as would there actually need to be interpretations as to such aspects as why would the full failures as to that homo-sapien-sapien Patty Stewart be as to such references as to such aspects as to my biological mother as to my biological little sister as to the proof I told everyone I had told as to how my childhood and my teenager years were truthfully as to such aspects as where would such proof be proven as to this length of time?



Who would truthfully be the embarrassment to all of humanity as to such hypotheticals as to the differences as to the aspects thereof to such factors, as why would those aspects as to where such hypotheticals as to the references thereof as to my prior explanations be capable to be proven as how much of an embarrassment would Patty Stewart be as to such hypotheticals of if factors as to such a childish temper tantrum about the facts of what I personally dealt with as what proof would there be as to such hypotheticals thereof as to such if factors?



If such was supposedly for me as to such aspects as to my personal enjoyment, where would I ever consider anything as to such aspects as to my personal enjoyment as to what I personally consider as to what I comprehend as to myself as to my personal enjoyment or would such others' failed interpretations be reproven as to such hypotheticals as to their arrogance?



Would such factors as to such pop culture references as to New Jersey aspects be the same as to such references of the claim as to the happiest place on earth, and would such aspects of the aspects thereof to such official proof as to such differences as to such considerations thereof be proven as where would such be as to where I have known myself as to where I have understood myself as to where I comprehended myself as why would that be of importance as to for my needs for myself as to for my wants for myself as to my desires for myself as to my preferences for myself as to my ideals for myself as to my free will choices as to such aspects?



Thus what would such hypotheticals as to the references as to the only two rides I personally enjoyed as to the aspects thereof as to even with the discussions with the security forces within Disney be as to such aspects as to such if factors as why would I prefer for myself the vision thereof as to that first ride to being capable to manifest in real life for me as to that individual as to the difference as to the baby, as what would be of importance to me as to such if factors as to his smile upon me as well as his rage towards my biological sister as to such references thereof to that real situation as to such aspects thereof as what would it be as to my only ride I chose to being what I enjoyed as to such aspects thereof and why would those black suits guys who arrived as to after returning to New Jersey be of importance additionally as to speaking with me?



For such clarifications as to such references to my black suit guys as to such aspects as to not only seeing them as to when they were around though as to such in person in real life in person as to such face to face-ish aspects as to the difference of my height to them as to those years in the latter 1980s into the and through the 1990s in several locations as to 1998 and 1999 and 2000, what would be the distinguishing difference as to my capability to distinguish the aspects of when reviewing such later as to metaphors as to such genre of books I authored/wrote/compiled as to the if factors as to others where if they only interpreted as to such differences as why would their interpretations prove as to such aspects to the difference as to my comprehension of my capability to distinguish as to such aspects as to such factors as what would be of importance as to my comprehension of my choices of my free will as to such genre aspects as what intellectual levels would such be as to my comprehension as to such genre aspects as to such factors thereof to he proof of such hypotheticals in reference to others as to the conjunction of my updates to my journal blog from the years of 2019 through now in the year of 2022?



Why would my personal background as to such aspects such as summer camp as to the additional aspects as to having went to the different beaches throughout the times before the year of between kindergarten to first grade be of importance about the Atlantic area of the oceanic waters, as what amounts of work would be of importance as to my invitation as well as my work as well as my interviews as well as my meetings as to the aspects of MAST as well as such businesses as to the aspects of my paperwork for my entrance to MAST though why would such meetings after the school portions be of importance as to Asher Holmes Elementary School be important to such considerations of such hypotheticals with the knowledge as to Prudential as to my biological mother's connections regarding work as well as the aspects as to my biological father's work and connections thereof as what would be of importance to such considerations in the full combination as I made such attempts for years and decades to clarify as what would be important about such aspects to such hypotheticals to the considerations?



What is the difference between thinking as to the difference of interpretation, or would that take a head injury to point out?





Now artwork as to without words as to such interpretations possibly for some factors if there have not been words previously as to such clarifications, and yet to this collage what would such possibilities be as to thought processes as what would such considerations be?



Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

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Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

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Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

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Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

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Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

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If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

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"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

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"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

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"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


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Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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