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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Post #1 of 2 Posts: ENRON, NYC, NJ, TX, SCUBA, & More

When the facts as to receiving messages on a technology device whether in reference to a cellular phone or email or etcetera as to when the knowledge of important aspects of life are in the middle of being handled and/or taken care of, there are not any reasons of which are ever considered as acceptable for any sort of problematic situation to occur for the individual intended to receive the messages and/or phone calls. For the example in reference to the known situations in reference to my daughter #Letters4Lidia and my son #Letters4James as to how the facts of being a Mom has always been more important to me than the aspects of situations I dealt with in the general aspects in various situations as to having brought such forward; since I did not allow my son or my daughter to play games in suchtypes of ways, that would fully transfer to not ever allowing such sorts of problems within any other sector of life. In such references as to how I had not ever allowed my biological mother/father/sister to be involved with what was of importance because of the facts of such problems from my childhood as well as my teenager years as more recently having gone into the details of as well as the facts as to what work I was doing which did not involve them on purpose as to such factors in reference to #MAST #Marine #Sciencwe #Technology #Navy #USNavy #USANavy Marine and Science Technology School as to my invitation to go through the process as they did not have my Grandpa Gavett’s approval as to their knowledge of what was being worked on in reference to the situations of what he had already known about in such conjunction efforts as to other situations occurring which others made fun of me for as a child, the facts of such problematic times as to after waking up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to the after effects thereof would not ever be considered as helpful or protective as to such factors of what I was dealing with as to after my #SCUBA #SCUBADiving SCUBA Diving as to the year of 2009 upon such a review now in the year of 2022.



The facts of what I was already dealing with as to the situations thereof which I had informed people within the state of #TX #TXstate #Texas #Texasstate Texas were not an invitation to play any games because I already explained how I did not like games nor did I ever want or need or desire to play any games, and since such factors of having explained what I could remember of my childhood in the timeframe before 2022 as to before the year of 2018 and before the years of 2009 through 2013; there would not ever be a point in time where I personally would ever approve of such as to the facts of which what I personally view as less than childish in such references as to the aspects as to learning about the problems as to the situations in regards of the Excalibur Renaissance Faire types of people, which since those from the #Austin #AustinTX #AustinTexas #SanAntonio #SanAntonioTX #SanAntonioTexas #SATX #DFW #DFWTX #Dallas #DallasTX #DallasTexas #Fort Worth #FortWorthTX #FortWorthTexas #FWTX #SMTX #SanMarcos #SanMarcosTX #SanMarcosTexas San Antonio, San Marcos, Austin, and DFW areas of Texas were officially informed of the problems as to the Renaissance Faire as well as were officially informed as to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury such individuals were officially informed as to my unwillingness to ever play any games as to the facts thereof explained. In turn any such sorts of problematic aspects as would/could be found in such references as to the facts thereof to the patterns of behaviour as to such non-consent from me as to such aspects, would be capable to be found in all such references as to whichever portions thereof to the technological aspects thereof. In conjunction as to how I had dealt with the SCUBA Diving situations as I had and there not having been a mature enough individual other than myself in such references as what would be maturity in such regards, would not be causing problems nor stalking nor harassment as maturity would be to discuss as a mature adult with etiquette as to such details as to the aspects thereof in the comparison of the situations which hypothetically occurred in such references as to the timeframes thereof as to such factors since the year of 2009 as the warnings I gave additionally about what type of individuals I had dealt with as my biological mother/father/sister in such problematic situations which all that would be needed as to the college levels is that my biological mother/father/sister thought colleges in the state of Texas would be better and/or equivalent to colleges in #Chicago #ChicagoIL #ChicagoIllinois #IL #ILstate #Illinois #Illinoisstate #NJ #NewJersey #NJstate #NewJerseystate Chicago Illinois similarly to colleges in Illinois being better than colleges in New Jersey as to the comparison seen as to how they thought Saint John Vianney High School would be the same as attendance to Marine and Science Technology School only because of one or two factors in comparison to the curriculum.



It should not take a head injury to figure out there is a massive difference between Saint John Vianney High School and Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment, for the curriculum and while I appreciated my time as to the education I received from Saint John Vianney High School my preference was always going to be Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment no matter how much those people wished such would be different as to what my personal preferences for my life were. Similarly as to my aspects as to the #USA #USAA #USarmy #USAArmy #Army branch of the Armed Forces of the United States of America being my preference as to my personal work in such references compared to the situations as to what they paid more attention to my biological sister as to the aspects of her dancing and #Broadway Broadway sorts of aspects in the comparison to what I had earned as to the difference in such regards as to Governor Christine Todd Whitman as to my oceanic poster and work thereof, while there is not the denial of importance of dance or artwork there is the fact of the difference as to preferences and any who would wish to try to change someone from who they actually are only shows the lack of maturity in reference as to what preferences for their own individual life is as to such for what is the best in the comparison to the aspects of fitting in elsewhere where such had already proven to be different as to not fitting in at all as to such hypotheticals as to each individual factors of what my biological sister preferred compared to what I personally preferred. It should not take a head injury to figure out just because of being related by blood does not mean there are the similarities, as it should not take a head injury to figure out there are reasons why extra curricular activities differ from one individual to another. Thus in reference to Old Tennent Presbyterian Church individuals as to the electives, it should not take a head injury to figure out my choice to not be a part of the same group of individuals as to the same sets of situations as to the same discussions each and every time was what I walked away from as because of knowing myself better as to what my personal preferences were as to such hypotheticals thereof which in turn as a biological adult to my SCUBA Diving as to the massive difference between my type of SCUBA Diving compared to those who were a part of the recreational civilian SCUBA Diving as to such obvious aspects thereof as hypothetically such situations as to the ways of various lifestyle aspects of what my personal preferences were/are to the comparison of whatever other people had wished as to such factors as to my preferences in the comparisons to their preferences.



In such regards as to the aspects from after my SCUBA diving in the year of 2009 as to how there was not one SCUBA Diving instructor as to the areas I went SCUBA Diving nor was there one individual who actually spoke with me as to the clearance aspects as to why I should specifically go into any further details as to my SCUBA Diving as I presume the hypothesis as to their failure to look beyond the surface as to my not having graduated Basic Training as to their failure to pay attention to details as to my guesstimation to the aspects of my refusal to go through the stereotypical aspects of the civilian recreational SCUBA Diving aspects were complained about to others in comparison to paying attention to the details thereof, as to my guesstimation as to the surface superficial viewpoints as to the aspects thereof in comparison to the facts they were officially informed as to Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment invitation I received as to such factors thereof as to the aspects of then completing the form and then going through the equivalent of the ASVAB tests as to then going through the essay forms and then the three interviews as to such points in time. However had anyone ever paid attention to the fact, I did not ever have to fill out paperwork as to a background check and if so as to not having paid attention as to the requirement to fill out such paperwork for a background check what in turn would that translate to in reference to why I was invited to attend MAST?



Thus in turn as to such would it be plausible as to the fact of my invitation occurring less than 1 month after meeting with the Governor of the state of New Jersey about the oceanic work as to my poster as well as other such factors, is it possible that the background check was already completed as to my full approval as to why it was only the formal processes in the comparisons as to when other people apply to attend in comparison to being invited to attend the Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment and thus in turn in reference to those who would know what would the legal definition be as to any such problems as to any pieces of my technological usages as to any point in time in such references and regards as to the afterwards as to my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury timeframe as to any such situations as to how it was known I did not have a social media account of any type in the year of which I was invited to attend MAST as what importance would that be in the middle 1990s ass what would the details be as to thinking if the possibility thereof to such at the time of the year of 1996 or in such references as to later as to such factors as to being involved with the Armed Forces of the United States of America?



In the references as to what is supposed to be each individual choosing whether to knowingly consent to such aspects as to what is supposed to be the consenting adult lifestyle as to the aspects of #BDSM #Swinger BDSM and Swinger aspects, what would the problem be as to those types of individuals who have been involved willingly as to those types of Renaissance Faire situations as well as those types of role playing aspects as to those types of individuals who prefer to be in such situations in comparison to real life as what problems have been found as to such warnings given in the news as to the development of those types of individuals as to the immersion process as to such opposite aspects thereof to which what translates into the everyday life of those types of people who willingly get involved with such?



Why would those types of people have problems then with those who prefer the aspects of the Judeo-Christian portions as to the knowledge in whichever ways as to the lack of words as to such factors in reference to larger portions of life as to such situations whether as to the aspects of my SCUBA Diving and/or the aspects as to the official formation of #NASA #USSpaceForce NASA which was developed decades before to the timeframe of the US Space Force in the year of 2020 and what could that possibly have to do with my invitation to MAST though what problems would be capable to be noticed as to such patterns of behaviour with others’ usages as to the technology aspects as who would ever think that those Renaissance types of individuals would ever feel safe enough to pretend online in comparison as to the same aspects of in person face to face in person as to such factors in the comparisons of being capable to have the intellectual capacity to distinguish the difference as to the areas as well as intentions thereof to the comparisons?



Thus as to the fact of such situations as I previously described as well as wrote about in reference to #Smithville #Bastrop #BastropCounty #BastropTX #BastropTexas #SmithvilleTX #SmithvilleTexas Smithville/Bastrop Texas as to what was called the Excalibur Faire though possibly the name change to the Sherwood Forest aspects as to the timeframe as to the same month of around the South by Southwest aspects, what would it be when in reference to myself as to not ever having been informed as to such situations as to how the Excalibur Faire situations thereof as to my responses as to such points in time and what would such a situation prove as to which problematic types of situations as to my question to Governor Christine Todd Whitman about the mental health and wellbeing of the general public as to the situations in reference to the mental health hospitals as to the area of the state of New Jersey as how many SCA types of people in such references as to the differences and what would be of importance as to learning from history in the comparisons as to simply playing a game needlessly with others who do not consent as to the aspects of hypothetical portions as to the fact of the generes of my books as to what I authored/compiled as to the difference of those types of individuals who would not be capable apparently to distinguish the difference as to such facts as to the genres in comparison as to if they were accustomed to such types of games in comparisons as to the factors thereof as to the genres as to such intentions of mine in comparison to the aspects of such hypotheticals as to the viewpoints thereof as to the at minimum being capable to acknowledge such a difference as to the discussion portions as to simply recognizing such factors in the comparisons as to assumptions as to such hypotheticals?



For example in the reference as to the Austin area of the state of Texas as to the situations of being closer to the Excalibur location though also where the South By Southwest aspects as to the additional portions of the BDSM/Swinger aspects, what could be taken into consideration in reference to the years specifically as to the BDSM and the Swinger aspects as to the year of 2010 through 2013?



In such references specifically as to having been a part of the group called ClubFEM before learning as to a discussion in the year of 2012 that only professional dominatrix individuals as to the females involved were allowed in the group and because of the drama that occurred as to the professional dominatrix female aspects as to such situations and being a Leather Dominant Female myself though not a professional dominatrix in such references, what would be capable to see as to such factors of knowing where I was born and raised despite my age as to such factors as well as what would be capable to be noticed in reference to such aspects of differences as to relationship factors as to the genuinity of such in the comparisons as to the assumptions as to most females within either of the two lifestyle groups as to what the willing choice is supposed to be compared to the situations as to such hypotheticals as how many individuals have tried to push their opinions of what a unicorn is compared to the actualities of what a unicorn in such proverbial aspects would be perceived as by said hypothetical unicorn in such regards as to what is supposed to be considered as consenting portions thereof to such individual as to the proverbial unicorn as to such aspects thereof?



Thus in the reference as to the situations as to when having spoken with Lady Robin after a munch situation as to a male who I spoke with who had asked me about being a part of ClubFEM and speaking with others as to his involvement as to such aspects thereof to the male in the black suit with the white button down shirt and the black tie with the gauze wrapped around his face from a surgery as I had guessed, the situations as to after that point in time as to him thanking me for asking and being truthful as to the situations as to the ways which the phone call went thereafter as to such accusations in reference to Lady Robin as to what she said was occurring which I had not known of as to the aspects as to the timeframe in the year of 2012 when reviewing such now in the year of 2022. The situations which occurred shortly thereafter as to whatever was between Lady Robin and Renee as to such factors of the different areas of the ClubFEM group as to the timeframe in such comparisons as to what I was dealing with in my life in reality as to my life outside of the lifestyle was far more important to me though where I could as to being capable to assist as to the knowledge of my being a Mom and not being the only Mom or in other cases as to being the only parent in a situation as to taking care of child(ren) as responsibly as possible, while also maintaining and sustaining oneself as to what could be possible if in the correct circumstances as to the comfort levels in comparison as to the perceived when looking back now in the year of 2022 as to those years as to the games others were playing needlessly as to such factors in my opinion.



Thus as it was known as to where I would stand up and defend as to various circumstances when I saw something as to a situation in such comparisons as to standing by and doing nothing as to such factors where it seemed appropriate as well as being capable to assist in such differences, the aspects as to after the phone calls with Lady Robin as to the aspects as to the Austin ClubFEM as to the DFW ClubFEM and such drama I was not interested in being involved with as to such factors thereof as to what I was dealing with as to the situations with my daughter/my son as well as the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as well as the situations as to my SCUBA Diving and such factors of the unknown situation I had refused to discuss as to only having put into writing as to the #Irving #IrvingTX #IrvingTexas Irving Texas situation in the year of 2011 as because of such situations I dealt with throughout such timeframes from 1998 through the timeframes as to 2011 as to my lack of belief as to anyone actually believing me as to the situations as to the aspects of Irving Texas. I warned my biological mother/father/sister as to my need to go by the oceanic areas as to before moving from New Jersey to the state of Illinois, which those people thought similarly to the aspects of the military portions as to the Armed Forces of the United States of America was only a phase in comparison to the facts of which the actual phase was in such comparisons; as to the reality of which to why I was invited to MAST as to such situations of which because they knew they could not get involved as to the problems as to the nosey factors of which, the reasons of why what of such clearance backgrounds as to those types of situations as to the knowledge as to such situations in the comparison of the wishes as to such factors. Since in reference to the situations as to the hypotheticals as to the year of 1996 as to my invitation to MAST as to the situations as to the aspects of the move without stopping by the oceanic waters as to the year of 1998 and then what I explained to as multitude of individuals as to the years since as to the review now in this year of 2022, what would the plausibilities as to the situations of the source of the problems as to my biological mother/father/sister in such hypotheticals as to what I had brought forward as well as the factors as to the situations as to how it is known as to the pattern of behaviour of civilians who have wanted information though have had information and yet what choices as to the hypotheticals as to the greed in such references as to information?



What would be considered as problematic as to information that was already known as to such factors of not having made the correct choices as to the aspects of whatever arrogances as to their thought processes as to the comparisons as to making the correct choice as to the hypotheticals as to wanting to be more involved than what is necessary as to such factors because of what portions in reference to the news as well as the Hollywood aspects as to such hypotheticals, in the references as to clout in the regards of the comparisons as to getting information correctly to the ideal individuals as to actually completing work in the correct ways in the comparisons as to such hypothetical factors of wishing to other such situations?



In turn as to the realities as to how the situations of which were brought forward as to the difference at the time in reference to the SCUBA Diving school I chose out of the two SCUBA Diving schools in the area of #Carrollton #CarrolltonTX #CarrolltonTexas #FarmersBranch #FarmersBranchTX #FarmersBranchTexas #FBTX Carrollton and Farmers Branch areas of Texas, the situations of which how the perception of International SCUBA being different than the SCUBA Toys location as to the aspects as to the situations in reference to the original signing up for the first classes for SCUBA Diving would be the aspects as to multiple differences. Thus in the regards as to the plausibilities as to which group as to such factors of which in the supposed to be adult consenting groups as to the differences between the Leather aspects compared to the professional aspects as to International SCUBA compared to the SCUBA Toys as to the viewpoint as to the original registration aspects as to the viewpoints in reference to the ideologies in regards thereof, while what would be capable to be seen in such references in such hypotheticals? Thus in turn as to such portions of why I began my work in SCUBA Diving what portions of the differences could be noticed and in such aspects of the original portions as to the year of 2009 what could be seen over the length of time as to the possible differences between the year of 2009 as to the year of 2022 as to such factors, as what importance would there be to the correct recognition as to the work compared to the aspects of the title portions as if wanting to go into title portions than what would the title differences actually be in reference to such comparisons as to the SCUBA Diver portions?



The reality of such differences is the following:



For a civilian recreational SCUBA Diving instructor: The minimum requirements as to the aspects of the specialties as to the minimum being the only additional aspect as to the title of the name aspects in such references to the addition of SCUBA Diver’s name



For myself as to the difference in reference to title aspects:

My name legally plus SCUBA Diver plus National Geographic Open Water certified SCUBA Diver in addition to each and every one of the additional specialties in the title sequence as to Specialty SCUBA Diver Susan MeeLing (legal last name) …specialty course… Certified SCUBA Diver per individual certification I earned on my own as to the total number of 26 SCUBA Diving certifications as well as the prior titles I earned such as my Reiki Level 1/Reiki Level 2/Reiki Level 3 Master Level and Teacher with the Ordained Reverend aspects of the situations in reference to the Universalist Unitarian Church in conjunction to prior such as well as after such times of earning my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications. In turn the aspects of actual title names in such references to the aspects of such viewpoints to the SCUBA Diving aspects would be as to a shortened terminology of a title of SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire as to the combined factors in the comparisons thereof because of the additional work I had completed after assigning such work for myself as to the capabilities as to what I explained previously.



Thu in reference despite my involvement as to whatever communities I chose to speak with who I chose to speak with as to the responsibilities of what I had taken care of as to such proof despite the situations as to what I dealt with which includes those who did not pay attention to the MAST invitation aspects though paid attention to the situations of not graduating Basic Training for the Army branch while needing to remember the facts of to the situations in reference as to my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to the overall viewpoint of such factors as to the Armed Forces of the United States of America which would include areas as to the tied portions in reference to the law enforcement/fire department/EMS as well as the educational aspects as to such factors in the conjunction of my additional educational work as to the Dominant Mentor Program of which I graduated after earning the portions of what completed aspects of my education as to such electives as to the equivalent of specialties to the SCUBA diving in comparison to the aspects as to the BDSM aspects while acknowledging where I had not completed an elective without being upset as to such aspects as to knowing the importance of acknowledging such factors.



However in such references as to the situations regarding as explained as to the timeframe as to the Dominant Mentor Program as to such factors of which I was not willing to be an ambassador to the Dominant Mentor Program because of what I had partially explained though had the backing of such factors as to the proof in larger ways as to why that was not going to be plausible in such references as to what I was working on in the comparisons thereof, the situations as to those who know the situations from the years of 2009 through 2013 as well as forward and backwards as to the situations between the different areas of Texas as to the what was supposed to be the adult consenting lifestyle as to each individual being capable to consent as to such factors thereof to such knowledge as to whatever larger situations were occurring in the comparisons as to what I was personally dealing with as to such points in time. Thus whatever occurrences as to what happened after the timeframe of the year of 2012 as to the various locations and groups thereof, would be capable to see who was in person face to face in person as well as to who was directly online as to such factors in the comparisons of what would be capable to be seen in reference to my lack of social media postings as well as my honesty in such references as to such aspects of the updates in the references as to the situations regarding the aspects of since the year of 2019 as to my website though additionally as to whomever hypothetically knew as to the situations in whichever capacities as to the aspects of the year of my Medal of Honor Art Project trips of 2018 as to #IA #IAstate #Iowa #Iowastate Iowa and such aspects of the situations combined before “The Modern Day Book (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing”.



In the references of such hypothetical factors as to the problems with those of the immersion processes as to the Renaissance Faires as to the immersion processes as to those who watch more television/movies/streaming aspects in the comparisons as to the real life aspects of immersion in real life such as the example of SCUBA Diving as to such situations in the comparison factors, if there was a version of the Miss Club Sapphire as to such aspects as within the situations in the state of Texas as to the situations as to what is supposed to be the consenting adult lifestyle in such comparisons then what would it be considered as to the aspects of such a situation as to stirring up needless drama in my opinion as to such factors of what the differences have been as to my modeling as to the comparisons as to such hypotheticals thereof and which group(s) would be more involved as to such needless drama in the comparisons as to the situations of my personal preferences?



Thus in regards as to the Renaissance Faire situation as to the ClubFEM portions as to such possibilities as to the situations in reference to the Miss Club Sapphire aspects as to the possibilities thereof as to the viewpoint of those individuals as to capitalism, then what in such reference to those who do not look at such aspects of what is supposed to be the consenting adult lifestyle as to each individual being informed as to such choices in truth in such comparisons as to such factors of those who might have taken such a viewpoint as to such hypotheticals as what would individuals throughout the state of Texas as to such situations be capable of figuring out as to the review as to looking backwards as to such points in time as to the actualities of the situations thereof as to the intentions in reality compared to the perceptions given as to such hypotheticals?



In turn as to such aspects of how I had not fought to remain involved with the ClubFEM group as well as because of everything else I was personally dealing with as well, what hypotheticals as to such factors when I created a group called WHIPs as to the Leather portions as to Female Dominants in the comparisons as to the assumptions as to the general public whether the general public as to the aspects of the vanilla sector and/or the general public as to the supposed to be adult consenting lifestyle groups thereof as to what I personally dealt with knowing I was not the only Female Dominant who had needlessly dealt with such aspects and also knowing as to the facts of relationships outside of the factors as to the knowledge of where I was born and raised as who in the New Jersey as to going to the 5 boroughs of #NYC #NewYorkCity New York City as well as #Pittsburg #Phildelphia Pittsburg and Philadelphia would be capable to know of the aspects of such portions in the areas thereof as to the facts of such locations in larger city areas though having the understanding and the acceptance to when in truth in comparison as to the other factors thereof because of the knowledge as to the portions of various situations as to the medical background as how much would I have learned in reference to the timeframe of being in fifth grade as to the amount of college books as to the medical terminologies and studies thereof as to the depth levels as to when I was in fifth grade in such conjunction to other aspects of deeper levels of to other situations which would include the interpersonal aspects as to the situations already brought forward as to the reasons of creating the group as I had for such aspects as what would I know and understand and comprehend as to such capacities in the length of time thereof?



In turn as to such situations as to the aspects of such hypotheticals as to the levels of which having to actually write a notation about the definition as to etiquette as well as giving references thereof in conjunction of having to go forward as to explanations in reference to the differences between the younger and older generations in a generalized way, what capacities of other such notations on my original #fetlife fetlife account as to the situations as to my original #cafemom CafeMom account as to the aspects of my original #Facebook Facebook accounts (Susan MeeLing the name changed to Dark Lily though the aspects of also my modeling account as the Page aspects were not there as of the timeframe for Lady Dori Belle in such references for those who know of the details as to such differences as to the point in time) for such aspects to take into consideration as what situations can be reviewed now in the year of 2022 as to such factors of combinations thereof including the aspects of the forum portions of such writings I authored?



In turn as to how I was not willing to fight to remain a part of ClubFEM as to the reality of the closest location being in Austin Texas compared to when I was living in San Antonio Texas while dealing with each aspect I was dealing with as to the situations involving my daughter/son as well as the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and the problems from my biological mother/father/sister as to such problems in conjunction as to my SCUBA Diving aspects as well as the fact I had the choice and the right to not bring forward discussions about Irving in the year of 2011; as in such capacities as to the review in reference to the years of 1996 through 2012, who believed me to such aspects in full truth as to such times of what I was dealing with?



Who believed me about the situations as to from the 1980s through to the timeframe of 2012, to that aspect combination?



For a shorter amount of time from 2006 through 2012 who believed me, in those particulars as to the garage situation despite the acknowledgements thereof from such times?



Who believed me about the dress blues situation in conjunction as to the Chief Warrant Officer 3 as well as who believed me about the CID portions as to both in the years of 2000 as well as the year of 2008, before my return at the time of the year of 2019 as to the CID aspects?



Who believed me about the fact I had only went to the rave to just dance in such comparisons as to whatever assumptions as to the comparisons, as what proof would there be to the rave and Brackenridge situations compared to Club Sapphire and the 2018 year as to such aspects?



Then in a quick reference as to Club Sapphire as to the aspects of symbology as to other than Homeland Security having an office with the Chamber of Commerce having an office in the same building complex, does that translate to that both locations automatically are a part of Club Sapphire and the other businesses in the area or does that translate to some/most simply knowing of as to the location though not necessarily directly involved as to such aspects in the combination of the other businesses in the area of the business location? Does the aspect of the birthstone for the month of September as to the reference of both my son and my daughter’s birthday as to the month of September as well as the airport nearby as to #SeaTac SeaTac as to such factors of the memorial as to the situations of the attacks on 11 September have a symbolism as to why I was more on guard in comparison to being whatever some assumed as to whatever they were hypothetically told, and by which individuals were such individuals at Club Sapphire told as to who those people had been as to the situations as to the aspects thereof as to the actual knowledge of me as to actualities of what would be considered as the difference of acquaintanceship to friendship to family as to and what proof thereof to such aspects as to the patterns of behaviour as to such individuals as to such hypothetical claims in the references thereof as would there be any pattern of behaviour as to such drama needlessly stirred up from those individuals hypothetically and/or their push to be involved with something that was not for them to be involved with and/or such aspects similar to the Renaissance Faire types of situations as to take into consideration for such aspects thereof as to what color was my gown as to the Excalibur Faire in such references as well to the symbolism regarding Club Sapphire?



How many times had I run a security check in my own way as to if others had noticed as to such and what would my background as to whether known in part and/or whether known in more detail as to such factors as to the location as to before as well as after the update portions to my website be capable to take into consideration, as what aspects would such factors be of importance as to the aspects as to my patterns of behaviour as what would in addition to such as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips be of importance as to such protective aspects as to what I explained as to various situations when I was out during my Medal of Honor Art Project trips which includes within the state of #WA #WAstate #Washington #Washingtonstate Washington as well as other locations as what importance could such hypothetically be with the oceanic waters nearby in conjunction as to the aspects of the Irving situation as explained in person face to face in person as to such aspects as why would such additional security walks be taken into consideration in the timeframe thereof to the years of 2015 through 2018?



What in reference as to the hypotheticals as to the aspects of the situations I dealt with as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips in reference though specifically to the year of 2018, as to what occurrences as to the change of pattern of behaviour of the individuals I once knew in person face to face in person at Club Sapphire in such references after my return from Iowa as to that year’s Medal of Honor Art Project trip as to the comparisons as to the situations which what relative aspects as to the situations as to my return to the state of Texas would such be as to the year of 2019 be as to such factors as what assistance as to such aspects in the truthful portions would ever be capable to be found in such references and what aspects as to the records as to the technological messages as well as the location GPS aspects as to such hypotheticals be capable to be found in such regards as to the aspects thereof as well as to the genuine intentions?



For those who had assumed as to how others have been as to such aspects compared to how I have been in reference to what is supposed to be the informed consenting adult lifestyle as to such aspects, what situations as to the aspects as to my cousin’s name of Jade as to the skin tone difference as to the ClubFEM factors as to such connections hypothetically as to such problematic proportions as to such patterns of behaviour as to the technology company which arrived next door to the business office area of Club Sapphire as to the towers on the top of the roof of the building to Club Sapphire as to such aspects thereof to take into consideration as to such patterns of behaviour which lead to the #ENRON ENRON scandals which came forward in full as to the years in the 1990s as to what was the final straw as to the law enforcement aspects whether to those who know from the news reports or those who know the word on the street or those who knew both as to such facts as how upsetting was such during those timeframes to those within the northeast areas as to the situations which so much technological aspects were used as to such situations as to those who were in the know of such aspects as to what had I warned people in the state of Texas about technology not being a game as technology did not view individuals in the same way as why would that be of importance?



In reference to when certain factors in regards as to how some aspects of which if paying attention to the timing as to those who are more aware as to the supposed to be adult consenting lifestyle within the later 1980s into the 1990s aspects of which in reference to the areas more-so within the New York City areas as to the timing of how stories about Enron employees began to flow outward as to then the aspects of when the #WTC #WorldTradeCenter 1993 attack occurred, to those who were paying attention to the after portions as to when in regards of after the 1993 attack on the World Trade Center and how more news reports as to the Enron connections occurred to the same timing as to other political aspects in the news as to seeing information about other origin aspects of the Enron as well as 1993 attacks; the capability to notice when looking backwards as to the connection points of the more unknown areas such as the supposed to be adult consenting locations of which the dungeons and locations thereof when in reference to the timeframes of the ones which closed between the timeframes of 1991 through 1992 before the 1993 attack, then to the questions as to the news stories before the situations as to the aspects of 11 September 2001 attack are a bit muddles because of the time as well as the amount of connections.



Those who were seeking information such as when I was a child at the time for those who I once knew as to after the 1993 attack, were capable to get some information in ways as how others have over the years as to such situations of verifiable aspects. However while I cannot remember the specific situation in full there was a point when in the New York City area as to writing in my notebook after speaking with someone, about the details in reference to some of the dungeon and party locations which began to close starting around the years of prior to the situations as to the timeframe of 1993. When the questions from certain adults were occurring and when noticing how the situations were occurring as to various areas as to my biological father having had his jewelry business as to the certification with the School of Bulova those who understand that particular reference for the differences as to the jewelry aspects for certain individuals who accept such situations if in the know of, the dungeons as to the party locations began to have certain situations as to the individuals who left the other locations to begin attending some of the newer ones as well as the ones which were around for awhile as to the situations after 1993. When in reference to the aspects as to the reality of which the 1970s was shortly before the 1980s obviously before the 1990s, the capabilities as to the situations of which types of partying to take into consideration as to the dungeon aspects despite the name of a game with the word within such. Thus in the northeast as to the ease of transportation because of the amount of trains and subway cars as well as the taxi situations, the review as to the location of Club Sapphire to the SeaTac airport as well as the closer hotels for the location viewpoints to take into consideration as to the situations of the reference to this journal blog entry. Thus in he review as to the aspects which more along within the professional aspects such as the reference to the ClubFEM portions in the reference of the 1993 aspects, of which the younger individuals who only saw the finances as to the comparisons as to the people as to the ways of the 1970s into the 1980s in the reference of the 1990s in such a regard as to the situations as to the consensual aspects as well.



The aspects in regards as to the ones who saw more of the finances in comparisons to the connections from what I remember from my childhood into my teenager years as to discussions which admittedly some are hear-say aspects compared to discussions I had with individuals before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, the situations of which such professional dominatrixes as to the aspects of some of their clientele as to such factors as to how the female dominatrixes went to their clienteles’ business as to proverbially stir up needless drama as to the connection points of their employment as to their wishes as to getting involved with the business aspects as to the cheaper labor aspects as to the comparison of the quantity over quality in comparison of quality in the quantity. There was an arguments at a location which my biological father had taken several brown paper envelopes to one jewelry store near the location in New York City which there was a large argument between one of the elders as to the professional dominatrixes in the dunegeon area as to one of the ones in the reference to the younger as to the reference as to Renee as to such factors, which the disrespect which came from such situations as to trying to weasel her way into the business dealings as to what was not earned as to the ways of such as to the length of time regarding the work thereof as to how the viewpoints in reference to the lifestyle portions differed from the only finances to the finances as well as the taking care of situations as to the work involved as to such factors.



As a side note I have explained several reasons why despite having been involved with what is supposed to be the consenting adult lifestyle as to how I knew I could not be as to such as only within certain aspects, which would only be within the law enforcement/military sort of connections as to the facts of which as to picking up on energetic portions as well as the aspects of connecting with the individual as to such relationship factors of which while I have known there are individuals who have the capability to take care of the multitude of aspects as to my knowledge of myself in such differences as to the capabilities. In turn as to the reference as to the aspects as to the differences between the elder as to the professional dominatrix who had been yelling at the younger dominatrix as to the timeframe involved with the lifestyle, the situations of which the clients were treated were different as to the sights I had noticed as to depending upon who was associated with whom. Personally I had not understood why such aspects were as such as to relationship portions which could be as to such, though in such aspects of when I was biologically old enough to be involved within the supposed to be adult consenting lifestyle as to such factors of which remaining true to remembering individuals I once knew as to their viewpoints as to the situations thereof as to the connection aspects as to the concern and the care as to such aspects.



In the reference as to the younger aspects as to the lack of clearances as to them going to make their own areas as well as the lack of paying attention to details, they thought from what was gathered as to if they had associated themselves with certain individuals as to the automatic portions in comparison to the earning portions as to discussed. The ways of such individuals as to the younger ones had been a problem to the older locations as to the ways which the individuals were not respecting the rules as to the ways of such factors, as well as the aspects of how the clientele were being brought into the lifestyle in such references as to the ways as to such times whereas what I know as to the state of Texas in such year differences as to the open area meetings before attending the locations unless there is a history as to the length of time as to such connections of which the ways of New York City in such regards as to how the aspects were as to such points in time. In turn as to the aspects as to the reference of Club Sapphire as to the ways of some of the younger locations as to the aspects of in comparison to a one or two known businesses nearby or an industrial area as to such aspects, the newer portions of being closer to locations which were also commercialized-ish as to the aspects to the ease of other situations such as the hotel locations as to the airport and travel locations.



In such references as to some complaints I can remember from the 1990s as to the Enron aspects in conjunction as to the political portions as well as local situations, the aspects as to how certain individuals who had direct involvement as to the aspects thereof as to certain individual situations as to their choices to move as to the timeframe after the 1993 aspects as to which aspects of connection differed depending upon the aspects of. In reference to the up until the point in time as to the year of 1998, there were certain similarities I had noticed as to a reverse as to such factors as to the patterns of behaviour referencing the individuals as to the areas thereof as to such situations. Though I had already brought forward the nightmare aspects from when I was in second grade as well as the situations as to when I was in fifth grade in 1992 through 1993 as to Mono/Epstein Bar/Lymes Disease/Bronchitis/Flu all at the same time, I had begun paying attention to far more than I already was noticing because of what I saw needed to be noticed as to the correct ways to fix and repair situations as to what I knew had to be others who would have the capabilities as to the knowledge and understanding thereof to my comprehension though the wording being oddities because of the situations of differences to age and time.



Few noticed as to the World Trade Center as to the location of the basement as to the load bearing wall at the timeframe regarding the World Trade Center as well as the energetic frequencies as to the vibrations as to both the subway system running through in conjunction to such vibrations along the streets, though in reference to the building structures themselves as to the aspects in reference to the World Trade Center construction as to such factors to the differences in materials as well because of the situations as to the modernizing thereof as well as building permits and such aspects. In turn the length of time as to the wound as to the situations in reference to the aspects regarding the vibrational aspects when having recently around the year of 2020 or 2021 reviewing video footage from the exterior of the World Trade Center as to the attacks on 11 September 2001 compared to what I was taking care of to the best of my ability on that day and during those weeks into the first year thereof, the situations as to noticing it seemed normal to my viewpoint as to such connection aspects as to the ways after the airplanes as to the World Trade Center.



While making the attempt to not come across as cold as to the genuine care and concern I have and do have in such references though for the clarifications, the material aspects as well as the length of time as to the building permits as to the policies as well as the situations in reference to the bureaucracy aspects had caused further needless damages to the World Trade Center because of what could have been taken care of quicker if the paperwork situations were not as much of the time used in such references because of how the contract lengths took as to such times in the 1990s as to the Democrat run New York City area of which the city of Austin as well as the city of Dallas and the city of Houston especially could be capable to notice such similarities as to the aspects of such portions in comparison as to the quick movements as to the other situations including the building inspector portions. As my biological mother worked at #Prudential Prudential and she had done the coding portions in reference to the software, the reality of reading through material while coding is a natural part of the employment aspects in such sorts of locations such as Prudential of which in the references thereof to such a point in time as people who have children know of such factors; the combined aspects of the tediousness as to the technology coding though the intricacies as to the watch and jewelry aspects as to the oddities I suppose, I can notate about myself as some might have noticed in some references.



In the regards as to the construction length of time, the vibrations as to the different areas, the weather despite the aspects in reference to the basement area, the wall area as to the amount of vehicles which would still drive through some portions of the location, the roadways, and etcetera; the videos I have seen in reference to the ways which at certain structural joint areas as to load bearing walls as well as the references as to conjoined areas where floor levels meet as to such types of construction, the videos seem to align as to the factors of such combinations as to the ways of such damages after the attacks on 11 September 2001 in my opinion. As there are building inspectors and construction worked as well as engineers who would be more capable to give the more in depth details as to the specific wording, the additional references as to the waterways is something to take into consideration as to the vibrational aspects because of the amount of boats in such references as well as the channel/canal areas and the flight patterns of the airplanes as to the airports with the wind gusts as pilots would know as to such factors.



18 October 2009 the date format as to the underwater pumpkin carving contest as to around the timeframe of first meeting William Talent's friend Joe as to the aspects of the timeframe when I earned 1st place in reference to the Texas SCUBA Chili Cookoff, as to that particular reference for the clarifications thereof to such a point in time.







Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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If in anyway I am inaccurate about anything I have written here in this journal blog entry and/or any prior journal blog entry and/or future journal blog entry and/or factual books I wrote and/or videos I have done through my OFFICIAL YouTube Channel Reverend MeeLing, please only contact me through the contact form for the ability to clarify such details in public view fully to fix and repair to rectify the situation(s) as I do not respond to comments in my journal blogs because there thus far have not been any notifications sent to me about such from my website.


In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


Though there are the aspects of which if you would like to speak with me in addition to possibilities of opportunities for me, the welcome aspects as to contacting me through my contact form.



If I have known you in person when in person in positive ways and/or ways which might need clarification(s) as to mature discussions, there has always been the welcome open door policy as to contacting me through my contact form if you were not given my new phone number though such is online regarding my website more recently published online as to my Website Business Phone Line: (360)-713-4937.

Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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