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The Ornery P.S.A.
a philosophical-ish
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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


Lady Dori Belle


...and to biological consenting adults as...

Lady Liberty Belle

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My life  =  My personal life

My life experiences  =  My personal life experiences that some might have something alike or something similar to though theirs is not the exact as to My personal life experiences

My opinion  =  Susan MeeLing's personal opinion that some or many might agree with

My needs  =  My personal needs for me personally though some distinguishing factors as to the aspects where there are different facets of My personal life and thus as to the distinguishing factors as to the different areas of my life, thus for Me personally is going to be for Me personally as to such differences as to the aspects whereas of others as to the factors to the considerations.


The FACT books I authored/wrote/compiled that I published through Amazon for My profits and what I chose/choose for the financial aspects per book:
*  Finding A Silver Lining  (published in print book format in in the year of 2015)
*  Finding The Silver Lining  (published in print book format in the year of 2014)
*  The Modern Day Book  (published in print format book in the year of 2020)
*  The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire  (3 volumes published in print format books in the year of 2020)

 

Fiction Based books I published through Amazon that can have metaphors or proverbial only as some books allow the financial aspects as to donations whereas the newer books do not have such same factors whatsoever as to the financial resources for Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle also known as Lady L*** Belle as make sure to not assume that all books will ever be the exact same:
*  "The Curious Children Book Series:  (2 volumes published in the year of 2014/2015)
*  "Fail-Safe:  The Kenedy curse fused with Science Fiction Fantasy  (The New World Order)"  (1 book published in the year of in print format book form 2015/2016 that is the main book to refer to for each of the subsequent books in the series as the 10 volume book series published as the 9 additional volumes in 2021/2022 as not all books were allowed as per My personal choice to be published in print format as to the ideals I have had for My work as to how I personally chose to release My books as to My business plans)
*  "Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series"  (3 volumes published in print format of books in the years of 2014 through 2015 and then 7 books were published in the year of 2021/2022)


To Contact Me to ask me what My needs, my wants, My preferences, My Ideals, and/or My desires is only to utilize My To Contact Form to ask me respectfully after explaining yourself as to such aspects first as asking Me is the best way to actually do so correctly to actually learn to know of what My actual needs are for the factors of as the same in reference to my wants and so on and so forth.  That includes though not limited to asking if there is something to assist Me with, arranging Book Signing, arranging requiring My permission first as to my needs for any appearance(s)/meeting(s), 


Do not assume that just because I authored/wrote/compiled books that you know Me, you know of Me as to such factors as to the factors of the reality of the social media.


If I personally have reached out to you directly as to requesting a meeting and/or meetings, I have done so with the factors of respect regarding the aspects of what I could figure as being respectful as to the time(s) as to upon your schedule though also as depending upon my schedule as well.  The contact information regarding phone numerical factors as to the aspects of My To Contact Form through My website, as to making attempts as to the ease to correctly communicate clearly.  


Ensure if you are going to ask about Me, to know the exact-ish amount of time the individual actually knew Me in real life in person face to face in person in real life to verify the correct numerical positions of time that they may have known Me or if they knew of me as to the facts.


My modeling is not the same as speaking with Me face to face at all, because that is not the same as in real life as to the facts that in real life in person face to face in person actually requires those facts of in real life in person face to face in person in real life where a human being in person face to face in person is in real life with another human being is the common sense for in person face to face in person in real life as there is a difference to getting My personal permission first.


I do not allow anyone to misinterpret ever, as there is the clear facts that if someone/anyone says they can interpret Me, ensure they actually have what I personally consider as the starting point of full foundation as to actual capacities to do so correctly as what I consider as the correct foundation as to making sure the foundation of theirs in not made out of sand as to the differences of whereas to the facts my foundation is forged from where the stones as to the rock of My foundation is to the sturdiness thereof as to My personal life as to My personal experiences as to Me personally; as in my personal opinion that imitation is not flattery at all in any capacity when in reference to Me.


Since I comprehend Myself as to My and what My needS are as to what My wantS are as to what My preferenceS are as to what My idealS are as to what My desires are, then as to My comprehension of such factors in reference to Myself as to My personal requirements as when I have written about My personal life experiences as to the words I personally have chosen to describe such facts, then as to My life = My personal life experiences.


Manners, respect, human decency, and protocols are as a beginning point for what My personal standards are for Me.

Make sure to be capable to distinguish when the facts of My journal blog are in the capacity of either facts with satire and/or facts with metaphors and/or facts with figurative and/or facts as literal as the reality that My personal life experiences are My personal life experiences as to where some might relate to what I personally have dealt with, the full combination of what I have survived is the difference as to where the distinction is.


I survived the attacks on the soil of the homeland of the United States of America as to the tristate areas of New Jersey, New York, and Pennsylvania in the year of 1993 in the month of February as well as the timeframe of 9/11 also known as 11 September 2001 because I was born and raised in New Jersey in the three-county/three-borough area that had the most amount of commuters to New York City as well as other factors of the reality as to the state of New Jersey that those factors of pop culture are usually NYCers or Pittsburgians or Philadelphians and not New Jersey-ians pop culture as the aspects of comprehending the facts as that pop culture only has small amounts as to the differences of the fullnesses thereof.


What I know for what My personal comforts are as to being capable to see as to such factors, translates to comprehension of Myself as to comprehending what is best for Me personally as to what is best for My work as well as what is best for My personal comforts.  As hours change to days and days change to weeks and weeks change to months and months change to years and years change to decades, I comprehend My personal needs as I comprehend I have made attempts for My personal needs to be correct for Me as to what My personal considerations are.


Keep your thoughts in what I consider as purity as to such actual purity of innocence, and the ease of life is made so as to the factors of the ensuring the correct actions without assumptions.


Acknowledging biases first without judgement, has no capacity of being biased as no bias can be without the capacities of bigotry, and thus without bigotry then there is the capacity of acknowledging biases without judgement.


I personally am unaware of fans of Mine because I do not assume that I have any because of what My considerations are for what a fan of Mine would be, as the factors when considerations as to fandom as to Myself is as to the factors of what I personally consider as comfort.


People should be more uplifting as to the aspects of being appreciative if as to appreciating work of Mine, as I have not need/want/desire of any male dominant in the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle regarding such factors of any type of relationship outside of acquaintance or friendship only, as that is not in any capacity ever a turn on to what My considerations are for Me at all in any capacity whatsoever as it has not ever been a turn on to Me.


The reality that Females have the capacity to be strong enough to be themselves if as to such morals and ethics as to such reality needs and requirements, thus as to where males have needed to accept the facts as not all males are as to what they might think of themselves as the same in reference of professional in what is supposed to be consenting adult biologically legally as to informed, as how they themselves are not anything of any turn on to Me as they are the opposite 100% in every capacity of anything that would ever be capable to turning Me on personally as I personally am not a lesbian as obviously a female biologically who would enjoy such factors would only be as to such aspects as to having to acknowledge such within herself.


As a Pansexual as to the intellectual capacities where I can be interested though not necessarily turned on, as to the physical does not make the aspect of what is of attraction to Me in the aspects whereas some might assume, as the factors as to the emotional connections depend and vary as to the situations, whereas the spirituality of such factors as My comprehension of Eclectic Judeo-Christianity religion is important, as the factors of sexuality of what sexually is attractive for Me is as to how the personal connection is as to the genuinity.


Being Polyamorous as I am personally is as to the intellectual capacity of being capable to discuss multiple topics while actually caring in truth, emotionally having the capacity to connect and such communicative factors, as the other three aspects thereof as to the references to the differences as to romantic factors as to platonic factors as there is My personal capacity where I always begin as to platonic factors first before I have ever or would ever consider anything sexually and/or romantically as personally it takes a lot more for Me to be capable to connect romantically than it ever has as to connecting platonically because of the way I personally was raised.


Thus if interested in dating Me as to in the capacity of not setting a date for a meeting as that obviously would not be the exact same unless previously brought up as to discussions, then as to such aspects as to arranging such with Me to ask Me first if that is an interest as to other(s) regarding such aspects. 


Thus the as I am as where I am a Female Dominant as to being as I am, then as to such acceptance there is a difference as to Myself being a Feminist as to the differences whereas the factors of feminazism as to the references of those who would have such factors as to their patterns of choices as to their behaviour as to the factors whereas the proof of such to the aspects of the differences of reviewing information from a different point in time as to such a point in time as to the facts that need to be paid attention to as to the facts of the time.


Completing a logistical review of My personal life experiences while acknowledging My experiences as well as My emotions from the facts of the situations from the years of 2019 through 2022, is not the same as to having the capability of time to review such all at the exact point in time of the exact point in time as that should not take a head injury to figure out.


My work as to My writings as to if used in speeches as the ease thereof as the 10% for Me of such if financial factors as to the tithing viewpoints, if as to such factors of consideration.


The links to My website as to My different pages of My website including My Journal Blog, are capable to share the link as to discussing the details as to the information of; though such facts for the fullness to be capable to read more to learn from the knowledge, is of the facts where such importance.


Since the requirements in reference to My website as to where tghe finances were only for Me to be capable to utilize were not responded directly to Me personally as there was not anyone ever allowed to be involved as to on My behalf ever, as to the aspects where since I personally did not have any such discussions as to what My personal minimum standards were as to being met for what My personal requirements are/were/are as to where there was and is not any allowances for such misinterpretations ever as to the clear distinctions as to Me personally only as to where I have clarified repeatedly that I am the one and only as to ever making the decisions for Myself as well as My work(s).


I personally do not play games, as I do not find games as they are not fun for Me.


I personally do not often watch television/movies as that is not assistive to my headaches/migraines at all, as the after effects from My head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 as the additional after effects from the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal temporal lobe of My brain that took 8.5 years to fully dissipate out of the MRI and out of the CAT scans as I have figured as to what works best for me personally.


While I have made attempts to connect with real people as to real friends as I once thought of as to such prior points in time, as to how such aspects went in the years from 2019 through 2022 as to such viewpoints as to such considerations referencing as to what capacities as to such factors regarding the differences as to choices/words/actions/deeds as to such references as to the factors of humanity as per the proof regarding my attempts before as well as during as well as after such points in time.


If as to the current time where each individual seems to think of themselves as a commercial and/or thinks of others as a commercial instead of thinking of each as an individual human being with individual personal life experiences as to how I personally have considered each individual if I am accurate referencing others' opinions as to such if factors, then as to where the reality of such readjustments as to the recalibrations of what humanity is.


The aspects of pop culture as to the facts regarding the differences between the factors of as while there might be some aspects that align in some ways, there are still the facts of the amount of the rest of different experiences and life thereof.


Thus as to such facts whereas what My personal needS as to what My personal wantS as to such factors, such aspects of the #ADA ADA requirements as to the facts regarding My being medically retired or being considered as to such disability aspects as to the reasons why ADA aspects are in such as for Me as to such aspects; though actually being capable to have as well as utilize such aspects as to My benefits in the correct capacities for Myself, as to the aspects whereas such factors of proof regarding the situations as to such reasons I have also worked as diligently as I have attempted to being capable to provide for Myself as being a biological adult of two biological adult legal aged children I personally gave birth to while having been awake from My coma for less than 1.5 years for one and 2.5 years for the other as to such facts.


Online is important for several aspects, though in real life as to such reality as to the real needs as to such common sense as to the factors of what is required for Me as I comprehend what is actually best for Me and that is not up for interpretations as interpretations always lead to misunderstandings as to the facts as to such proof regarding the aspects thereof as to My personally being capable to be in as well as remain in a good mood as to the attempts I have made to being capable to accomplish such.


While the aspects of My personal belief in real angels as to real faeries as to real spiritual beings as to such facts regarding such as to where I was Confirmed in the year of 1997 as to the aspects thereof to that history, the aspects where such facts as to the references thereof as the differences of what are considered as real friends in real life as to the differences of the spiritual aspects if there was ever any common sense as to different human beings unless as to such being as cherubim as to homo-sapien-sapiens as to ever being ignorant enough to think that is the same when obviously as to the facts that a real human being as to a real friend as to the difference of a real spirit as to such aspects thereof to real spiritualism capabilities.

However such is obviously a difference from the aspects thereof, to humanity as human beings are supposed to be and are as to humanity if as to such aspects of the definition of humanity.


If I was/am believed as I understand some have opinions as to religious aspects and/or spiritual factors as to the usage of the words metaphor/proverbial/figurative, there has not been such confirmation for Me to have such knowledge for Myself regarding such aspects to what I would know and understand as to such as per the proof regarding the exact time.


Some do not just get over something as massive as the situations as to February 1993 as to being capable to survive such, as that was not a video game nor was that a computer game nor was that a pop culture fiction aspect as to such references and regards just as 11 September 2001 or 9/11 was not a video game and was not a computer game and was not a pop culture fiction aspect.


There is not the capacity where individuals who have tried to prettify the aspects for individuals to truthfully recover and heal from such aspects because of the requirements as to the truth being told in full, and when the truth is told in full is the only capacity for healing to begin.


Thus as to the facts in reference to My personal life experiences, what support would there be that I could truthfully say and/or write about as to the aspects of such luxuries others have had as to such amounts of individuals as to such support groups as to such friends as to such aspects of discussions as to what discussions would actually be in the references thereof as to what I personally consider as; or would such individuals think that them discussing amongst themselves would be as to the same instead of the aspects thereof as to discussions with Me personally, as to such proof regarding such luxuries as to those types as to such factors as to the aspects of such wannabe aspects.

 

 

Those who would consider Me as wanted as to what I consider as being wanted as to the differences as to such aspects of "Finding A Silver Lining" as there are only so many words in the dictionary to describe, and when individuals choose to be bratty nonconsensually as to such aspects as to such brattiness as to the aspects of the amounts of words as to the amounts of times as to where either the individual is going to be considered as competent to understand or they will be considered as incompetent as to humanity referencing such types as to those factors as to such aspects that I have brought forward as to the proof thereof to the validity of such aspects. 


"Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining" are situations that are of My past as to the situations I personally dealt with as to such aspects whereas My suggestions as to the current time as well as the future, are the difference.


"The Modern Day Book" is as to what I noticed as per the years thereof in those references as to what the looks were as to such descriptions for such clear aspects, as the common sense factors as to such regards as to having been born and raised in New Jersey as to the aspects of the differences as to NYC as NYC thinks of such aspects whereas New Jersey has the capacity to prefer the real of the reality as to such differences whereas Broadway wanted to be more like Hollywood and visa versa as to such references.


"The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" is of what My personal experiences were as to My personal work as to My personal life experiences as to before I began SCUBA Diving as to what I was known as through My name in reference of My personal trainers as to My personal childhood experiences as to such work in reference of protecting and defending the individuals on land above sea level as to the aspects of My work if that was/is actually appreciated.


The aspects where I could see now in the year of 2023 where some capacities of "Fail-Safe" could be as to such if factors as well as "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as while I was only being creative as to such aspects as to My writings, the aspects whereas for Myself personally would be as to the references for such aspects if as to those types as to such psychological distinguishing factors as to what I have been capable to distinguish as to My comprehension of Myself as well as My comprehension of My wrok as I authored/wrote/compiled as to the best of My capabilities as to My overall books.


In reference of "Paroxysm" there is not anyone I ever have personally dated that would ever fit into such descriptions, ever.  The facts regarding where the references thereof to prior timeframes as to Volume 2 are from individuals I personally knew before the year of 2000, as to the common sense factors as to the reality of the overall.


In regards as to "Fail-Safe" and "Paroxysm" in regards of for Me personally as to the relationship aspects of for Me personally as to the references and regards thereof officially for Me personally despite having written of such in an overall way, the aspects of if as to such as for Me personally then as to such clarifications now as to the year of 2023 as to the differences regarding the multiple reasons as to bringing such forward as to healthy acquaintences as to healthy friendships as to health developments of hetero-sexual relationships that as to such hetero-sexual relationships as to the fluidity depending upon the aspects of such a relationship factor if as to the consensual aspects as to each involved being fully informed first as that is the only capacity thereof as to being informed as to officially being informed before such aspects as for the example where I have been honest as to the after effects from My Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to others being informed first officially as to such if factors as to the differences.


The aspects whereas to such if factors as to My books I personally authored without any assistances as to My personal creativity to authoring such aside from the technological factors as to being capable to write such books as to "Paroxysm" and "Fail-Safe" referencing such aspects specifically for Myself regarding such aspects of the specifics as to such details, then I suppose if as to such would be as to prophecy regarding such if factors if such were to ever be for Myself personally; though if as others' interpretations of their own lives as to then the references of whereas being capable to prophesize decades before ever writing though definitely would not ever prefer certain aspects as to certain individuals as to My personal considerations as to the specifics as to such references regarding the factors thereof as to "Fail-Safe" especially though also in such clarifications as to for Me as to "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as to what My personal considerations as to the aspects thereof regarding the aspects not of a novelty as there is a difference between a novel a difference between a novel idea a difference between as to how such aspects of where the problems as to problematic novelty factors as to such misinterpretations in My opinion.


When describing the situations in truth that is the common sense starting point of a foundation, and any who think that such could be fast-forwarded are incompetent as to such aspects where certain factors are required to have such details and information to being capable to actually make such genuine efforts as to progression towards betterment in genuine truth.


The reality where such aspects of when such efforts are direct as to such facts as per the prior amounts of time as to explanations, then as to the facts where either the competency to listen and then think while listening as well as being capable to progress with the correct actions as to such regards as to the common sense.


Maybe it is a bit more truthful than I realized, common sense might actually be a genuinely real superpower. 


Forgiveness is of importance as to such truth in full as best as possible, the factors of as to such if remorseful.


The reasons why of the reality as to where, as to the year of 1993. 


Time is important as to emotions of the situations, retaining such knowledge can assist seeing towards progression of betterment.


Communications are important listening both sides if as to consent, the factors as to information in truth as of much importance. 

Life and Love, Life and Love
Between, Below, and Above


Brightest of Blessings.

Please share the link to my website and feel free to comment in the section below however know that I am not informed as to any comments made within the area of each journal blog I post, though the ability to express yourselves as to such comments of such are able to be seen of such portions if you so choose.

I encourage others to share the links and to speak about such topics honestly as to such aspects and situations as my saying as to it should not take a head injury to figure out is the main satirical portion as to my journal blog, as to the facts as to sometimes when wording hits a certain way all one can do is chuckle a bit as to reviewing such portions of information thereof.

If interested in using my journal blog for articles and/or legal aspects please just remember to put the link to the specific journal blog article area to assist the fuller aspects as to the clarifications for others to also be able to read through for such additional details, as well as if there are those who are interested in further discussions and/or commentary and/or interviews and/or speaking arrangements and/or invitational aspects of such journal blog entries I have written please do contact me through my contact form with such details at www.susanmeeling.com/to-contact 

Please also know the reasons for having such available hopefully assists the more open discussions as to the various details thereof to which I have been honest and truthful about, which additionally to such as to posting on social media in various areas is welcome as the ability to discuss such topics honestly is of importance as it brings a different form of discussions though also assists more to be involved with such viewpoints.  I know there are those who either have not had a social media account and/or have had to wait to be online more often in such aspects depending upon the employment thereof to which the reference to the details in such references per journal blog entry might assist in different ways while additionally giving the ability to still engage online in various forums to which while some may prefer not to have their social media accounts associated with responses on my website which is acceptable; it does give a forum for such discussions as well for those who may not have the ability to go into further details in certain other areas online, as to a different cover though the reality of such transparency on my part as to having been open and honest as to my community area involvements additionally hopefully open the doors and open the lines for more genuine and honest communication within the age appropriate guidelines thereof for the betterment and clarity among more.

 

 

Admittedly only recently in the year of 2020 had I realized I may physically look similar to different characters in different aspects of pop culture however I did not grow up being allowed to watch such aspects and since after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury coma, I do not usually watch such pop culture because of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to knowing the personal aspects of what is best for myself.  However I did not and do not know of the pop culture references many of the times because of not being allowed to watch anything other than G-rated movies/television throughout my childhood and teenager years in the 1980s to the 1990s as the rating systems may have been different for such times, as I also was not allowed to watch PG or PG13 or any other type of PG until I was a certain age which again similarly to such times in the 1980s and the 1990s the rating system may have been different to such aspects; of which once I was the age of 18 years old biologically I have been able to watch anything and everything I personally prefer or want to watch.

 

 

Additionally I do not play games despite possibly looking physically as what characters might be as to such, as again that is something within pop culture which I have not usually known nor understood a reference to such in pop culture however I encourage people to know the difference between a pop culture reference as to knowing the difference to the human being spoken with as I have picked up there are several individuals who may not have known there is a difference between what images and/or videos as to being seen compared to the interactions with others when in real life in person as well as when speaking with others through various forms of online communication of which the care and the concern as to such aspects in my opinion is of importance to review for such realities. 

 

 

While I understand others have the choice to play games for whichever aspects thereof, please comprehend I am not one who will play games as I personally do not find such appealing to me nor to the after effects of as well as from my Psalm Sunday year of 2000 head injury just as others with and/or without a head injury may have a different viewpoint to such aspects as to games as some just have a life which such is considered as a luxury to play games comparatively though cannot do.

 

 

Please be respectful as to such as well as if you meet me and/or see me in public and speak with me, please be honest as to such as I have not ever assumed anyone had ever known of my website or my work as to the fact I have known there are many websites throughout the internet of which if there have been hints to such at any point in time there has not been the ways of which I would view such aspects as to the reference without the actual bringing of such information up first by who I have spoken with because of the ways as though I write as I do when I speak it is not always the same way as such comes across online possibly as there are differences as I would guesstimate others would know as per their own online aspects as to how such discussions have been with others and/or writings thereof as to when corresponding with others.

 

 

Though I know there are more than just the two social media areas of which Facebook and Twitter have been available, because of certain topics of my journal blog entries as well as the multiple social media platforms I lease such areas at the discretion of the reader to posting such aspects because of the knowledge certain topics are for certain age ranges as to the details thereof though because of certain aspects as to the intellectual levels for the reasons as to the choices thereof for what I have known some companies have assisted with in reference to the rating system as to guidelines as to the clicking of certain links for such software references as to controls.  I have done the best I could to ensure the ability for if in reference to biologically under the age of 18 years old for such choices up to the parent(s)/legal guardian(s)/grandparents to the topic points I have/do written/write about as well as kept such details more modest for the ability for such aspects of choice to the appropriate levels of discussions, of which hopefully with the additional aspects as to the genres assist with such abilities for the clarifications thereof.  

If newsworthy, please do send to the news organizations if there are topics of which are interesting that should be broadcast upon the various news media stations as to the specifics within the posts I have put together.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

No subject because of all subjects...as to the topic points thereof...

With the references as to as time began in the year of 2013 as to after how the #Cowboys #CowboysDancehall #CowboysDancehallSATX #SATX #SanAntonioTX #SanAntonioTexas #TX #TXstate #Texas #Texasstate Cowboys Dancehall San Antonio Texas #StoneyLaRue #Concert Stoney LaRue March 2013 concert had went as to the timeframe as to after everything as to my #SCUBA #SCUBADiving SCUBA Diving timeframe situations regarding what I was dealing with the entire time before winding up in #WA #WAstate #Washington #Washingtonstate Washington state, the situations as to what was supposed to be the adult consenting lifestyle, #Irving #IrvingTX #IrvingTexas Irving Texas in the year of 2011, the situations which fully had such begun to my daughter #Lettes4Lidia and my son #Letters4James as to the #FWZoo #FortWorthZoo #FWTX Fort Worth Zoo as to McCoy Elementary School as to the aspects of the CFBISD situation including the American Flag situation in reference to the public school board meeting, as well as other such situations as to the aspects of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to the situations from the timeframe of 2000 after waking up from my coma through to the year of 2013 as to such aspects as to my biological mother/father/sister as well as my ex-in-laws; the aspects of which as would be more well known as to the aspects in regards as to the situations between the years of 2013 through to 2018 as to how there were few words I spoke or wrote as to any such individual as to what I was personally dealing with in the same ways as to what I have updated my website as to such factors, because of the facts of what was of importance was in reference to what was directly in front of me as to the situations as to what occurred. Hence the aspects as to the lack of my involvement on social media as to such timeframes, as to the obvious aspects as to what has since been explained in reference to the updates in reference to my journal blog #TheOrneryPSA The Ornery PSA.



While there were situations as to the technology aspects as written about, the situations as to Crystal Creek Apartments, the situations as to the Halloween 2013 event, the situations as to the Velvet Rope, the additional aspects as to how winding up in the #Tacoma #TacomaWA #TacomaWashington Tacoma Washington area as to #SeaTac #Seattle #SeattleWashington #SeattleWA SeaTac Washington as to the irony for those who know the aspects as to the first portion in reference to the #Austin #AustinTX #AustinTexas Austin Texas area as to the word in reference to SeaTac as to such situations in what is supposed to be the adult consenting lifestyle community in comparison as to such situations as to what I brought forward as to other such factors as to male submissives in regards as to the #ClubFEM ClubFEM group; the factors as to the realities of what I was dealing with as to the facts as to what I brought up in a discussion in the year of 2017 as to the situation occurring as to the combined factors of my Medal of Honor Art Project as to the conjunction of such aspects as to the reality of why I had not went into the details thereof, should not have taken a head injury to figure out as to the timeframes as to between 2009 through 2019 as to the aspects of my SCUBA Diving as to what I put in writing as to the aspects of my three volume book series “The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” as well as the aspects as to “Finding A Silver Lining Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” and “Finding The Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out the after effects from the occurrences from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury were a lot for me to deal with as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out adding the aspects thereof to the situations as to why I officially began my SCUBA diving certification process as well as the facts of such military portions as to my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to the explanations thereof, as to why it should not take a head injury to figure out as to since there was not anyone who had the common sense to simply ask me as to the comparisons as to what would obviously prove to be of more importance to me as a Mom despite how many individuals throughout the SCUBA Diving community had no children or if they did as to whatever stereotype as to those types of parents as to that point in time as to the obvious comparison as to the proof of my choices as to the proof of my actions as to the combinations with my words as to my patterns of behaviour as to my choices of my actions to the best of my capabilities as to being a Mom despite the assumptions I dealt with in person face to face in person back in the years of 2009 though more-so 2010 through to when in reference of winding up in Washington state.



I did not think it took a head injury to figure out as to the facts of the only way I was going to go over such details was one of two ways, of which since the first had not occurred as to the facts as to such as to the second of the only two ways such was ever going to occur as to the choices as to my opinions as to the truth. The first way which could have occurred though obviously had not occurred as to my SCUBA Diving would be if the individuals I once knew involved in SCUBA diving as to this month of February 2022 as to the month of February 2009 as to the beginning of my SCUBA Diving classes in person face to face in person as to all such comparisons to the situations now in the year of 2022 as to the aspects thereof, would be if there were individuals I personally knew as to asking me specifically about my SCUBA Diving as to the reference of the oceanic portions as to specific questions thereof or they were have introduced me to individuals which I could have spoken with in person face to face in person similarly to how Brigadier General Gillman had arranged the meeting for me to speak with the Colonel in the Fort Sam Houston Texas area as to #JBSA #MilitaryCityUSA JBSA. Since that had not occurred in reference to any SCUBA Diver I once knew in person face to face in person as to any such factors as to International SCUBA or the one individual I had once known in person face to face in person from SCUBA Toys, there was not any requirement for me to specifically go into such details as to beyond the levels I specifically went to up to such a point in time because of as explained back in the years of 2009 through 2012 as well as in my books as to such as well as in my journal blog entries as to the aspects of what officially as to such aspects thereof in reference to my background of which since there was not anyone who had the common sense to either ask me officially or chose as they had chosen as per the facts as to such situations; hence the lack of any reason to this day officially, as to any such requirements as to going into the details thereof as to such factors beyond the aspects of what I have allowed myself to go into such details as to the official writing portions or the official aspects where I specifically have gotten dressed up to go through the recording process as to my official YouTube channel because of the officialities thereof in such references.



Though I have reached out to individuals, groups, organizations, and agencies since the timeframe officially as to the year of 2015 as to the link as well as my books being sent out as to such factors as an overall though obviously as to the year of 2014 as to the SCUBA diving in reference to having stopped by a SCUBA Diving shop, since the aspects of which such situations have been as to such factors as to the official requirement situations thereof to the comparison as to what might have been thought of as to the civilian recreational aspects of SCUBA Diving in the comparisons thereof as to such situations; the reality of the reasons why I kept quiet as to such lengths of time as to the aspects thereof other than such, other than the aspects of my constant headaches and random migraines, other than the facts my children as to the aspects of my son and my daughter as to being a Mom, and other than the fact as to how many people claimed they knew how individuals from #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey were as to then knowing the only way someone is allowed information is if they ask officially or if in other such aspects where there are the official questions in a court of law as to such aspects as simple of a saying as to the if you do not ask then I will not tell as to such factors in the official aspects thereof to such capacities as again to not thinking it took a head injury to figure that out as to how many individuals I met had claimed they knew how people were from New Jersey. I suppose if such individuals who had claimed such factors as to the situations what they claimed was to knowing how people were from New Jersey, as to the length of time from the year of 1998 through to the year of 2013 as to the specifics thereof; I wonder how many individuals needed apparently the extra amount of time to actually know what individuals from New Jersey are actually as, in conjunction as to learning to what I warned them about as to the condensed and prettier version as to the Hollywood aspects as to the situations which individuals I met claimed they knew everything they knew from watching television and/or watching movies as to such missed out factors in the capacities of not ever being allowed to ask questions as to such factors as to those types of #popculture pop culture references as to the realities thereof to such situations.



Thus in turn as to 24 years after the first groups of people in #IL #ILstate #Illinois #Illinoisstate Illinois who claimed such factors as well as those as time went onward as to such claims as to knowing how people are from New Jersey as to their pop culture references, those individuals as to this point in time of the year of 2022 I suppose have learned as to whether or not they actually knew anything at all as to any such point in time as to such hypotheticals thereof as to the aspects which were and/or were not brought forward as to such details as to the comparisons thereof as to the facts in the ways they expected and/or wished for in such aspects. The situations additionally as to the poem I wrote as to the #CLSHS #CrystalLake #CrystalLakeHS #CrystalLakeSouth #CrystalLakeIL #CrystalLakeIllinois Crystal Lake Illinois published poem as to the summer school classes I took the summer before the publishing as to the aspects additionally as to the summer school college courses I took as to such a point in time as to the year of 1998 as the aspects I brought forward about such in conjunction as to the aspects of having been in the art classes with Ms. Dotty as to when I was in Asher Holmes Elementary School in the 1990s before ever getting to the point of time as to the aspects in reference to the situations as to Marlboro Middle School as to the Specialty Art Classes as well as such factors as to how I was capable to earn my way to meet then Governor of the state of New Jersey Governor Christine Todd Whitman as to such situations, hypothetically my time as to fifth grade officially would make such sense as to that particular poem in such a larger overall reference to such aspects in the situations as to the timeframe of having a few months on my own as to such aspects of how the medical situation went as to such a point in time as well as the aspects thereof to the proof of such as to having written such officially within the beginning of the year of 1993 as to around the month of January or February or March of the year of 1993 as what aspects as to the facts of what I was dealing with in such a timeframe would actually bring such portions forward as to the thought processes thereof to such words in the ways thereof to what I was dealing with as to the sensations at the time of “being walked over and passed on by” as to the problems as to the timeframe as to when I was in fifth grade?



Or, was I inaccurate as to such aspects as to when looking backwards as to the reality of when I was in fifth grade as to such portions both before such a timeframe as well as after such a timeframe?



Thus in the reference as to how this month of February in the year of 2022 as to the comparison as to when I officially began my SCUBA Diving classes as to my official work thereof to the month of February in the year of 2009, where would such aspects as to the reality of such sensations be as to the facts thereof to such a review process as to such situations as to the length of time thereof from the year officially of 1992 through to this year of 2022 as to such aspects as to what I have personally dealt with as why would anyone ever think that wishful aspects as to hinting would ever be considered as actually showing the aspects of care and concern in the comparisons as to the aspects of genuinely speaking with in person face to face in person as to such aspects of which I brought forward to Governor Christine Todd Whitman as to the question I asked her at the meeting in the capital area of the #Trenton #TrentonNJ #TrnetonNewJersey Trenton area of New Jersey in such references as to the reality as to the aspects as to the mental health wellness portions thereof as to my concerns in such regards as why would that be of importance as to my poster work as to the way I earned my spot as to the aspects of in conjunction as to my invitation to #MAST #Marine #Science #Technology #Navy Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment as to the work additionally I was doing in the creation process as to my Underwater Travel System as what in such conjunctions translate to in such combinations thereof as to such overall combined aspects as to such a length of time?



Thus in such references to if the aspects as to the show which was only supposed to from what I was officially informed of as to the aspects of only within designated areas which would officially be informed of as to the specifics prior to such filming aspects in comparison as to anywhere else as to such official aspects in reference to multiple discussions as to what show was originally called Guardian Assholes in such regards as to not going anywhere else as to the aspects of such official discussion which began in the year of 2015 for the clarifications thereof, why would there ever be anyone who would fail to have the common sense as to such aspects as to the lack of concern as to my personal viewpoint as to such what is required as to the official aspects of statements as to the length of time as to what official capacities thereof as to the writing portions and/or the discussions in person face to face in person as to such only other aspect of official calls as to the official discussion aspects as to if the allowances as to what my choices as to such aspects thereof in the comparisons as to the hypotheticals as to the references within “The Modern Day Book (written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” in the regards as to such details thereof to this point in time of the year of 2022?



In turn if I am inaccurate as to such factors as to the references from the writings as to the years from 2019 through to this current time, then my apologies as to ever thinking there were individuals who had actually genuinely cared about me and my best interests as to such factors because of the lack of the ways as to showing such portions and the after effects as to such conjunction portions in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project trip specifically within the year of 2018 as to the #IA #IAstatw #Iowa #Iowastate Iowa state aspects as to the combination of that Medal of Honor Art Project trip. My mistake to ever believing as to such a point thereafter as to how such occurrences went as to the combined overall aspects as to the situations thereof to the portions which by this point in time as to the realities thereof as to what would be officially shown to me as to the aspects of what is considered as genuine concern in comparison as to the situations thereof as to my opinion as to the timeframes from 1992 through to this year of 2022 as to such comparisons as to what my personal ideals as to actualities as to what compassion and concern would actually be considered as, because obviously my mistake as to such aspects if I am inaccurate as to such situations as to the aspects thereof as the reality as to what actually constitutes as genuine care and actual concern in my opinion as to such points in time as to the situations as to the years in this particular reference of 2009 through to 2022 would be far different as to all such comparisons as to the occurrences thereof as to how similar to the aspects of what I dealt with in such prior to my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury aspects. However similarly to such individuals as to my warnings in reference as to their pop culture portions of reliance in the aspects thereof, to the reality of which the comparison as to Hollywood to my biological mother/father/sister in such references as to their shortened and condensed prettified aspects in comparison to the actualities as to such facts. Thus my apologies as to what aspects thereof to what could have been as to such individuals I once knew in person face to face in person as to such years thereof from 2009 through to 2019 as to ever having the belief as to such aspects of what the situations to have such thoughts, of what actual genuine concern and care about another individual actually is. Then again as to such portions in reference to SCUBA Diving, I suppose the aspects as to the ironic portions as to the hypocritical aspects as to the civilian recreational aspects of SCUBA Diving as to what I was informed of as to what the supposed procedures were for such aspects as to the civilian recreational SCUBA Diving portions as to the maximum distance as to such factors in the comparisons as to what I explained as to the differences as to my SCUBA Diving as per such proof as to either side as to such factors for the reality of which the proof as to my SCUBA Diving style in such references as to how I handled and took care of such situations on my own to the best of my capabilities in such capacities thereof as well as the write ups as to what was/is officially allowed as to the what is officially allowed as to the official aspects as to my official YouTube channel because of the clarification word of official.



In such references as to the supposed care and concern as to such factors in reference to what I was informed of to the civilian recreational SCUBA Diving aspects as to their claim as to such portions as to the maximum distance as to supposed buddy situations thereof, I suppose it does not take a head injury or two main head injuries to figure out as to the aspects of what realities as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trip as to the year of 2018 as what would such aspects as to how civilian recreational SCUBA Divers’ choices as to such factors from the year of 2018 through to this year of 2022 officially show such patterns of behaviour as to those who have been involved formally and officially as to SCUBA Diving from the years of 2009 through to this year of 2022 and why would my recommendation of SCUBA Diving Law Enforcement have made sense back in the year of 2009 as to the proof thereof?



What in reference to the aspects of if known as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips in the year of 2018 would be of importance as to such a review process, as to SCUBA Diving from the timeframe as to the year of 2009 as to whatever prior portions thereof to additionally take into consideration as how many years was each SCUBA Diving civilian recreational instructor I once knew as to International SCUBA and such connection points as to both areas as to the overall SCUBA Diving instructors of the areas as to the civilian recreational aspects of International SCUBA and SCUBA Toys be as to such a backwards review as to all such combined factors thereof to the additional portions as to having been involved with the supposed to be adult consenting lifestyle as to the Pagan community in reference to what would be considered as to a problem which occurred in reference to when I first became involved with the BDSM community in the year of 2004 as to a male named Charles who had not been accepted in reference to as the aspects of which I was not interested in as to the facts as to what occurred with his then wife named similar as to my first name as to such aspects of which what did he admit to in reference to the aspects at Mike and Patty’s house in San Antonio Texas as to Allen in reference to the year of 2012 as to what I had not ever consented to and would not ever consent to as to the aspect known at the time as to having been only 4 years awake from my coma and still having had the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain when I had originally became involved with the what is supposed to be a consenting adult aspects of which there was not the consent as to what would be required from me as to such factors as to the realities of such requirements?



What problems were caused as well as what problems arose throughout the city of San Antonio as to the differences between the BDSM community as to the Swinger communities throughout San Antonio, though as to such discussions as to the Austin community when I returned back to the state of Texas as what was brought forward to me in reference to the problems as to the areas thereof to such a location as when the requirement as to what would be as to my consent had not ever been given as to any such capacity then what as to such factors would that be constituted as to each and every aspect which is considered as inexcusable in each factor thereof which in turn as to what would be an irony as to the aspects as to the Starbucks at the exit 200 as to the #Starbucks Starbucks in San Antonio near the area of Fort Sam Houston by Randolph Air Force Base in the year of 2012 as to what factors of such stalking without any permission would such aspects be as to the proof of Irving and yet to such capacities of not having ever been given the specifics as to authorization from the one and only who would be as to such authority aspects as to the facts of which would be as to who as myself being the one and only as to such factors thereof as what problems as to throughout the state of Texas would that have officially been proven to be stirred up by as to despite the name of what show no the individual is not and was not given any authority to be in charge as why would it be of importance as to such capacities of the respecting of boundaries as well as the etiquette factors as to such mandatory factors thereof in all such situations as during the irony of such aspects what would be the shortened condensed name as to the enemy of the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to the Vietnam War in reference to the same name as such a type of show in reference to those in the San Antonio communities who would know of such an individual named Charles or Charlie as to such factors thereof as what would the discussion with Ambrosio and others bring forward as to such a length of time as to what capacities thereof as to the mandatory aspects of which would require my consent of which without my consent what would that in turn translate to in such references thereof to throughout all such factors thereof to “The Modern Day Book (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” to an individual which unlike Steve where I returned the Leather cover to him after the situation in the year of 2012 what did I refuse as to the year of 2004 in reference to the Grady’s location in the year of 2004 for those who might recall such a time despite my hair color and my hairstyle being completely different as well as not having had tattoos in that year?




Why is it important as to safe, sane, and consensual as to such aspects in the references thereof whether to whichever aspects thereof to SCUBA Diving and/or other such capacities thereof?



Thus in the references as to my childhood as to the references as to when I was in fifth grade as to the references to my invitation to MAST as to my work as to such factors in conjunction as to the situations as to the Army and onward as to my SCUBA Diving, what would be considered of importance to take into consideration as to my clearance level at the age of 17 years old as to the aspects as to what was supposed to be my MOS as to the 91A (Automated Logistical Specialist) in such combined references as why would that be of considerable importance in the combined factors thereof to my SCUBA diving as well as to Irving as well as to my Medal of Honor Art Project as where could such combined factors be taken into consideration in the aspects thereof to such a field as to the MOS thereof to such work and what clearances would be mandatory as to the requirement factors as to the background checks as to the clarifications thereof to the actualities as to the intention factors?



What is important about the aspects of the 91A as is it important as to review as to the year of 1990 or 1991 as to such situations, or would it be capable to be seen as to the 9-1-1 factors of why would those three numbers be of importance as to the ethical and moral capacities in reference to the situations in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips and especially in reference to Iowa as to such numerical portions as to the references thereof as what would be the aspect as to those involved hypothetically as to such in reference to the state of Texas and the problems of such occurrences as to the years between 2009 through to 2019 for one reference thereof, as what proof would there be as to the situations as to the problems within such a community as to the #BDSM BDSM aspects as to the failures to paying attention to such details as to what would be of consideration as to the aspects of the #CivilWar Civil War situations as to the #CivilRights Civil Rights as well as to the #WomensRights Women’s Rights and the #ConstitutionalRights Constitutional Rights for such situations to take into consideration to those aspects of those types of individuals who have been required to pay attention to such rights as to the right to choose as well as what importance would there be as to my right to choose as well as my right to refuse such aspects thereof in full as to such hypotheticals in the references thereof to the length of time from 2004 through to the current timeframe as to those who would know of such an individual who was refused officially in the year of 2004 as to that Christmas event and the aspects of which in such a refusal how have certain types of certain individuals been as to such factors as to the aspects as to what is supposed to be the consenting adult lifestyle and when the consent is not granted by my choice in such a reference then the aspects to such situations would translate to what in the references thereof as to when refusing such situations as to such an individual as to Charles as to such references as to the reality as what situations as to individuals who I had been involved with during whichever times thereof dealt with certain factors as to whatever technological messages as to which portions thereof to the aspects of such hypotheticals whether as to relationship aspects and/or association aspects thereof to the capacities of such times throughout the state of Texas as to the years specifically from 2004 through 2021 when I was capable to finally get out of the state of Texas and the lack of the need for me to be involved within such a type of situation as to having walked away from the BDSM capacities in full as to such a point in time as to the year of 2020 as to the clear sight of not needing such within my life personally?



In reference as to such capacities in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as well as my SCUBA Diving, what portions are capable to be noticed as to the similarities of what I dealt with in fifth grade as to such situations as to Iowa as what individual could or would ever truthfully be capable of saying their actual care and concern as to the actual ways of what genuine care and concern would actually be in my opinion compared to what I personally dealt with as what is the difference in such aspects as to the aspects of the situations thereof and why would that be of importance as to the reference regarding Dr. Mary Edwards Walker as to such situations as to my work as to my profits as to my payments in the comparisons as to the occurrences thereof throughout such lengths of time as to the BDSM aspects thereof as where would such illegal portions be capable to be found in such references as what is the importance as to my being a Leather Female Dominant in comparisons as to wishes otherwise as how independent does one have to be as to such capacities for such acceptance as to the lack of such need as to those types of individuals who have needed to accept their location as to the footstool portions thereof as to such capacities when I have repeatedly refused such types of situations as why would it be of importance as to my preference if such as to how that has yet to be respected correctly as to such capacities as to the reality of preference of being single in comparison to ever settling for those types of individuals who have needed to accept such factors as my work is my work in the comparisons of other such portions thereof for what would I personally find as to such attractiveness in the other capacity in the comparison as why would the answer be as to my lack of capability to find anything of value to such types of individuals as to the situations thereof though would be capable to see clearly to a different path as to what my preferences to be in such capacities as to the complete opposite end of the proverbial spectrum in all such ways thereof?



Nonetheless as to such factors which in turn as to the obvious aspects of which to the situations as per the what once was called the Guardian A$$holes show as to what was only supposed to be recorded in the locations as per the specifications as to the agreement at the time in comparison to anywhere else as to the aspects of what was officially required as to the differences thereof as to what would be officially required as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips in comparison to any such assumptions, the ways as how the possibility in reference to such Iowa portions as to the reality of what viewpoints as to my personal opinions in such references thereof to the aspects throughout such points in time. While it has taken to the level of the timeframe from August 2018 through to this month of February 2022 as to the aspects in a more official context as to last month in reference to January 2022 in regards as to the realizations as to Iowa in the year of 2018, the reality as to such a review as to such opinions as to the combinations as to which in my opinion as to showing the realities as to whether or not as to such opinions one way or another as to the humane portions thereof to the situations. There is the fact as to the portions in reference to fifth grade as to what I dealt with as to in turn as to such factors as to Iowa 2018 as well as throughout such portions as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as to the aspects similarly to fifth grade as to the requirements as to what is such to the situations in such references, if I am inaccurate then the apologies’ however if accurate as to such portions as to the length of time in conjunction to other such situations, as to my opinions as to such a stance as why would there be a different view as to such individuals I once knew as to such factors?



In the reality of such situations of the if factor of what if such were to have been as to the aspects in regards as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as to especially in reference to the year of 2018, then the reality as to such in regards as to “The Modern Day Book (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” as to the differences between those types of aspects compared to my personal preferences in the realities thereof as well as the combined factors. While some individuals might have their opinions as to what their opinions are, there is the difference as to my preferences as to the comparisons as to their opinions which in turn as to the aspects of what my opinion as to such aspects as to my preferences as to the respect and etiquette especially factors as to such portions the easiest ways of what would have been as to such aspects of the ways as to the preferences thereof.



While in my opinion as to how far too many have become far too involved within such sorts of Excalibur Faire types of situations as to taking such beyond far too far in my opinion, the aspects thereof in which if accurate as to such a review as to what would have been far more along to my preferences as to such aspects in the comparisons as to what I have needlessly dealt with as to what I warned people in the state of Texas before I wound up in Washington state as to what I knew better than as to those types of individuals as to such factors. While my biological sister might have thought it was better in such comparisons as to leaving well enough alone as to such capacities, those particular reasons I warned such individuals throughout such amounts of times as to the realities thereof. Thus in such references as to my SCUBA diving in conjunction as to the facts in such regards, what would have been the easiest and most preferred ways as to my choice as to my preference as to what I would have been more comfortable with as to such realities. Thus in such references as to walking away as to such a turning point in my life as from the situations as to the year officially in 2021 as to my choice in such comparisons as to what I dealt with as to the year of 2012, in such lengths of time as to getting myself taken care of in the similar ways and yet different as to the comparisons as to when in such references of when I was in fifth grade. Possibly this time around people will have learned from history and actually make the correct choices in such references in such comparisons as to listening to those who do not have the background as to what background I personally have, in such comparisons as to with the verifiable aspects as to the situations having been brought forward as to the clear aspects of what proof thereof as to such situations in the comparisons as to the 1980s and the 1990s as to the reality of such aspects as to how the technological aspects figured such out as to back in the year of 1993 as to my guesstimation as to such factors as to the year of 1999 as well as to the year of 2000 as to having reviewed such portions since the timeframes thereof more recently.



What does it translate to in reference as to the situations regarding the aspects as to Iowa in the year of 2018 as to the timeframes thereof thereafter as to additionally before as to such points in time, I suppose as to what intentions thereof to the aspects thereof can be proven one way or another as to such factors. In turn as to such portions as to Washington state as to the situations throughout as to what I dealt with as to the factors thereof in reference to officially from 2013 through to this year of 2022, what an irony of such numerical proportions as to the possibilities as to the situations as to ironies as to the additional portions as to when I first went SCUBA Diving in the oceanic waters in the year of 2009 as to such hypothetical connections thereof to the situations as to the additional irony of the same month for such in this year of 2022 as to the completion of such a situation as to #Tmobile Tmobile and #Sprint Sprint in such other technological references as well as other such phone line situations over such points in time as to the combined overall aspects thereof. Thus despite the many names I have been known by as to various nicknames as to such years and decades depending upon which area someone knew me as to the timeframe as well over such lengths of time, the realities are still the same in such references.



I did not think it took a head injury or however many as to such aspects as to me being myself, and only being myself.



In the references as to the average individual as to however they choose to get involved with SCUBA Diving in such comparisons as to how I began my personal involvement with SCUBA Diving as to the realities thereof to the massive differences as to such levels of work, in turn as to such realities of which the additional factors as to those types of individuals as to the situations thereof to the timeframes as to fifth grade as to the year of 2009 through 2013 as to such additional aspects as to the lack of a difference as to those types of situations as to from what I have noticed; for if there was a difference as to such aspects from those three situations, what differences I would actually be capable to see in the comparisons thereof as to such patterns of behaviour as the facts would be such facts in the comparisons thereof. If I am accurate or if I am inaccurate, the proof as to such would be official as to the intention aspects as to the realities thereof.



Thus in reference to SCUBA Diving compared to fifth grade as to the comparison as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as to especially in reference to 2018, if were to be similar would be similar to the ways of such problematic portions in reference to my biological sister's jealousy and envy in such references as to what would be considered as similar. The aspects as to fifth grade as to such jealousy as to the aspects of the situations of not going out much while failing to pay attention to the medical portions and such aspects thereof, which in turn if accurate as to such situations what would the difference be as to the humane portions if there were actually such aspects as to humanity as to the situations would easily be seen as to what aspects as to the clarifications since the year of 2018. However if I am inaccurate then the aspects of the medical care as to such situations would have occurred in the correct manner in the comparisons as to the situations which occurred as to thus far, unless again as to such aspects of possibly being inaccurate as to actual concern and actual genuinity in the references as to what is considered as actually being humane. However since such aspects as to the occurrences thereof as to the viewpoint, I would and could believe such if I actually had the reasons to do so in such overall aspects. Thus in the review as to this year of 2022, I could believe in humanity if there actually were reasons for me to do so.



In reference as to the aspects of which the SCUBA Diving as to the aspects of my Medal of Honor Art Project trips though especially as to the year of 2018 to the year of 2009, I would believe in humanity if there actually were such a reason to at this point as to the situations as to such occurrences as to the additional portions of what I dealt with as to fifth grade as well as the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury. Thus in such references as from the years of 2018 through to this point in the year of 2022, I have not seen as to such aspects as to the realities thereof as to the proof as to what actually would be considered as to the humanity realistically as to the aspects of what would be considered as would have actually correctly been taken care of by this point in time in the comparisons as to having to type everything up as to the lack of payment as to such factors of what work would be constituted as to what levels of which sectors as to the work factors as to the amount of typing in such references? The situations of which my SCUBA Diving was only for my aspects as to my choices in such references of which if I chose to take such points as to how I made the attempts to as to my SCUBA Diving gear as to the failures in such references, which in turn because of the timeframe between 2009 through to 2012 as to the lack of the requirements by the official aspects as to the situations thereof as to the clearance factors because of the situations as to the length of time. Thus in turn as to "The Modern Day Book (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing" such capacities of which the failures to correctly get my SCUBA Diving gear to the correct locations by the designation as to the realities of my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to such portions of what work was the only aspects of which needed any such explanations officially.



Since I have not seen where life is actually appreciated as to such factors as to the ways which situations have occurred from the timeframe of August/October 2018 through to such a point in time as to this year of 2022 as to the official capacities thereof as to the ways thereof for such appreciation of life as to the situations in the truthful capacities thereof, the realities of what would be considered as have already been brought forward as to what would have been considered as to such specific timeframes thereof in comparison as to the similarities as to what I dealt with in fifth grade. However as to if there is actually such an appreciation of life, I will believe such when I actually see it as to the realities of what I would actually believe as to such aspects in the comparisons of what others' assumptions would be of such factors. The situations as to the mental health wellbeing as to the differences between the genres as to such aspects of reality, show as to whether or not the aspects of my creation of the Underwater Travel System in such references as to any such worth to building and creating in the aspects thereof to the reality. In such references as to the situations of which the reality of such work I had created before in reference to my invitation to MAST, the realities of such types of individuals as to the similarities as to the lack of a difference as to my biological sister and such types of individuals. Since as to such factors as to my SCUBA Diving as to the realities thereof as to my personal work thereof as to the aspects on land, the situations of which the lack of my need to go forward as to any such portions thereof as to the lack of my need for involvement as to such portions as to the proof thereof as to such aspects to the requirement as to such recognition for my personal work as to the factors thereof. Thus since such aspects have not been correctly recognized by such situations, the realities of what does not need to be as to the aspects of my creations of the Underwater Travel System as well as the acknowledgements as to the factors of my creation of the Underwater Wedding in such capacities as to what and who would for such recognition aspects in the same turn around as to all such aspects as to the ways thereof as to how such goes in the official context thereof which I already brought forward as to my three volume book series as to "The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" as the facts of such recognition is the only way as to the beginning aspects of which since no one actually prefers life as to such aspects as to the proof thereof there is not the need nor the requirement for anyone to have such recognition as to the aspects of the intellectual property of my creation regarding the Underwater Wedding as to my creation as to the reality as to the 10 year anniversary compared to what others called an anniversary as to what the preferences thereof for such individuals as to such hypotheticals thereof.



If the wish as to such aspects of using my name in ceremony aspects is what as to such wishes, the failures as to such aspects in the fullest portions thereof as to the facts as the realities of such problematic wishes to circumvent such situations in the aspects thereof in such recognition factors is not the ways thereof to such acceptances to my creations especially as to such underwater beings thereof as to the aspects which I would guesstimate as to them showing such disapproval as to the if factors as to such wishes in various portions of the oceanic waters for such hypothetical examples as to how their opinions as to such viewpoints as to the ways thereof as to each and every individual and couple thereof as to the timeframes since the year of 2009. However again while I could be inaccurate to such situations, the situations are as the situations are as to such hypotheticals. Though should it take a head injury to figure out as to such factors as to the correct recognition in such references, or is it the wishes as to such energetic portions being different as to the aspects as to such hypotheticals as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as to such wishes in a different capacity thereof?



While I have not ever had the thought as to ever being that important as to the comparisons as to how others have obviously viewed themselves in such references as to the aspects thereof to such comparisons as to the truthful portions, the situations of which to the ways of such factors are easily capable to be proven as to such opinions of myself compared to how others have viewed themselves easily. How was it as to my modeling aspects as well as my performance aspects as to others having been informed before the aspects in person face to face in person as to such situations, as to the comparisons as to others as to how they chose to handle such situations?



What was the tone of voice as well as the attitude as to such factors as to the comparisons between myself as to such before the work as well as during the work and thereafter as to what length of time, compared to others' attitudes as to their selves as to their work as to their aspects thereof as to what would be the difference to be capable to be able to see as to such a difference as to such viewpoints of oneself in such a review when looking back as to the timeframes thereof as what would and could such aspects be as to the differences as to such self-love?



What in comparison to self-acceptance, as to the overall capacities thereof in such references as to the differences thereof as to the length of time?



It only took from the years of the 1980s through the 1990s into the 2000s and passed the 2010s before I ever acknowledged a multitude of aspects of my personal work, which in the comparison thereof what would be the differences as to such lengths of time as to such viewpoints of oneself in the comparisons as to such hypotheticals thereof?



It only took from the year of 2009 through to the year after 2019/2020 for such aspects in such minor parts as to my SCUBA Diving work, of which what would be the comparisons as to such references as to having earned 26 SCUBA Diving certifications from officially earning my first certification in March of 2009 through to when the comparison of when I should have officially earned such as to the beginning of October/end of September in the year of 2009 to bring such forward in minor details as to the year beginning at the end of 2019 into the year of 2020 and 2021 before such levels thereof; which in turn what would that translate to as to the aspects of comparisons as to selflove compared to self-acceptance as what would the difference be as to the attitude and viewpoints thereof as to any who may have been upset as to the timeframes from after my Medal of Honor Art Project trips though especially as to the year of 2018 as why would it be important to for everyone to remember the aspects of my Medal of Honor Art Project trip as to the year of 2018 as to such factors as to them to remain calmer as to such realities as why would that be of importance in such comparisons as to what I had dealt with prior to such years of 2018 onward?



That is, if I am accurate as to such portions thereof to such points in time from such aspects brought forward in my journal blog updates as well as such factors as to the specifics as to the year as to the updates about such details in comparison as to the possibility as to such hypotheticals thereof as what accuracy as to such portions would be capable to be found at some point in time I would guesstimate.




Thus if in such references as to the situations as to individuals from the combined aspects of my biological mother/father/sister as well as the situations as to the San Antonio Pagan community in conjunction as to the SCUBA Diving groups and the portions as to the BDSM/Swinger groups as to the state of Texas in such references as to how the aspects went as to such combinations as to the additional portions to my connection to where I was and remain honest as to my military portions of such connections as to the aspects thereof to the Armed Forces of the United States of America, then what would such in turn translate to in the references thereof to such situations as to the realities thereof for such intentions would I suppose depends upon who had at those times in the years of 2009 through 2013 as well as 2015 through 2018 as to who had the most to try to gain in such comparisons as to paying attention to the details as what levels as to the attitude portions thereof were actually there in comparison as to the perceptions as to the technological portions in the conjunction aspects as why would it be as to black lives matter as to such portions as to the thin blue line?



Would such as to the fetlife aspects as to black lives matter as to the aspects thereof in such regards as to the thin blue line being in reference to SCUBA Divers who have their preferences though are only accepting to a certain level and certain degree, as to the aspects of what levels in such regards as where would such a line be as to would it have been recognized as to the reasons I brought forward the aspects as to the need for SCUBA Diving Law Enforcement despite the aspects thereof to the recreational aspects thereof to some individuals in the comparisons to those who know and understand and comprehend the realities of SCUBA Diving are far more serious than the terminology of the lazy sport as to such aspects as how many are distracted by such shiny objects of the oceanic waters in the comparisons as to paying attention to the gear thereof to such work in the comparisons as what would 26 SCUBA Diving certifications be of a difference to an open water or advanced open water as to such aspects of comparison?



What would the difference be as to the 5 specialties with the open water and the advanced open water with first aid as to being a SCUBA Diving instructor as to the total number of certifications differ compared to the aspects of my earned National Geographic Open Water with the aspects of the reality of my earned Advanced Open Water with the aspects of my earned First Aid/CPR/AED portions as well as the additional aspects of my earned 23 other SCUBA Diving specialties as to such comparisons to one small title in such comparisons as to the work thereof; as what would such differences be as to the amount of work as to the length of the normal aspects as to a civilian recreational SCUBA Diving instructor being allowed two years or twenty four months, in comparison as to the official aspects of 7.5 months as to my earned 26 SCUBA Diving certifications as well as my work thereof in combination and what would such aspects to any such arrogance as to the title portions be as to the comparisons as to my aspects as to such situations as to the oceanic portions for such a hypothetical review in such comparisons as to it not mattering as to the gender aspects as to the situations as to the differences as to the acceptances in such aspects as to me in such hypothetical comparisons as to the wishes thereof as is there an ironic twist as to such factors of the oceanic waters and such situations being similar as to the #Disney #SnowWhite Disney Snow White movie for the references thereof to take into consideration as to such oddities as to why and how so hypothetically?



What is the irony as to the aspects of my first Halloween costume as to when I was 4 years old as to the aspects of being Snow White for my kindergarten Halloween aspects, as what could be taken into consideration as to such ironic aspects as to the additional portions thereof as to the realities of far more connections as to such hypotheticals among the oceanic among other portions aspects for such hypotheticals as to the aspects thereof to another individual such as a feminazi in such references or the equivalent as to the wicked witch talking with the mirror mask image as to such sort of problematic aspects as to such wishes in the references thereof hypothetically?



How ironic as to the COVID portions, as to the mask situations as to such a review now. Eh?

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


Though there are the aspects of which if you would like to speak with me in addition to possibilities of opportunities for me, the welcome aspects as to contacting me through my contact form.



If I have known you in person when in person in positive ways and/or ways which might need clarification(s) as to mature discussions, there has always been the welcome open door policy as to contacting me through my contact form if you were not given my new phone number though such is online regarding my website more recently published online as to my Website Business Phone Line: (360)-713-4937.

Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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