The link in my journal blog post page is the link for Muy original Fetlife account that per all of My clarifications, I have not ever allowed anyone else to EVER do anything in reference to My personal account accept getting Me into My account for Me to choose how I utli9zed it within the same exact ways oversell per such individuals throughout per all such factors per My personal comforts.
Since the factors where per the amount of pain I personally have been put through per other factors where the solace that was per when I was capable to post per what was comfort for Me personally per My account, I was in the factors of getting Myself comfortabler for what My personal needs are for Myself.
Instead of anything that would actually be what I personally considered being comfortable for Me to even begin such a process per My actual real time immediate needs, instead of anything I personally required at the exact point in time per the exact needs of Mine at the exact points in time per each factors thereof per such situations that have only been proof of how unwanted I am per the facts of My personal comprehension of Myself and My needs personally to such levels and per such factors where the lack of support per the proof of the Fetlife account situation currently per the proof of how there has not been anyone anywhere that is actually supportive of Me per My actual needs in full even if in the individualized factors per My personal requirements for Myself.
There is nothing about what occurred per My personal considerations that I personally would ever consider being respectful of Me and/or respectful of My work and/or respectful of My needs and/or respectful of anything of My personal life whatsoever at all per all such factors only have proven to Me personally how unwanted I am per all such factors instead of doing what it actually takes to prove to Me of Myself being wanted, per My personal considerations only because that is the only way I personally have such comforts per such amounts of attempts to working with others to doing so per actual needs per the exact points in time.
Instead of Fetlife website being what I personally needed for the permanency I had oncer thought of for such factors per My personal requirements per not ever having signed any contract to ever officially become a model for nor having had the capacities to ever discuss with anyone personally about My personal viewpoints per the capacities of My personal background, I have not and do not allow anyone to speak pretending of themselves anything about My personal life or My personal life experiences per all of My prior clarifications per such facts thereof officially per such permanency.
The only capacities I have considered per My clarifications among other factors isa where there is not anyone at all ever allowed to use My personal life experiences as their own in any capcit5y per all such clarifications previously per not allowing those lying renne faire types in any factor in any way and in any shape and in any form officially, per such a 100% guarantee way to ensure of how unwanted I am personally to ever try doing so in any capacity whatsoever at all per all such failures upon each and every individual per all such factors of what has not been assistive for Me personally per My personal considerations at all per such lying renne faire types not ever having had any permission of Mine ever to utilize any of My books for any such works and/or any of My posts for any such factors and/or such clarifications and verifications across all sectors and all areas per such clarifications.
Thus the factor of not having been capable to revamp My Fetlife original account per the ways My personal considerations thereof because of the needless problems and the needless situations and the needless drama and the needless games per each and every unsupportive factors per the aspects of what My personal considerations are for supporting Me personally, the factors per such hypotheticals in any capacity thereof at all only has proven officially per such unwantedness of Me 100% because there is not any capacity of My personal considerations of what My personal considerations to successfully do so such lengths of time since such factors per such amounts of attempts if others would have actually spoken with Me in truth per My actual needs for Myself personally.
Thus per such factors regarding My original account per My Fetlife original account, there would only be Myself personally whom would only be capable to utilize My personal LadyDoriBelle account only per My specific choice and nothing else per such factors instead of such hypotheticals of where in each and every factor of only how unwanted such factors have proven repeatedly to always only having been capable to prove how unwanted I am instead of ever actually doing what it is to actually do so correctly per what My personal considerations are for Me to actually believe of Myself being wanted per what My personal considerations are for Myself personally to be wanted only per exactly what My personal considerations are per such amounts of clarifications pe such all each post in My actual journal blog posting page has the exact locations to correctly get the specific information of how to contact Me personally instead of the uselessness of the situations per such if factors officially proving My updates to My journal blog in the year of 2019 through 2022 per all such factors of how I personally do not need nor want nor desire to write the word my as My because my website is m,y website only per such facts.
Thus any such if facto5rs of whining temper tantrum immature individuals who would need to comprehend my website is the same as My website is the same as MY website, thus per such common sense if there ever actually was or could be real intelligence per such factors of the common sense of My website of MY website of my website instead of such unwanted lying renne faire immature unwanted needless games from those types whom I personally did not ever invite to being involved with My personal group(s) or any factor regartding My personal work per the only way I personally consider being wanted per only per such specifics regarding My personal rule per such not being the same exact per what My personal protocols are.
However those types of lying renne faire individuals who would not have the intellectual capacity of ever being anone I personally would ever need regarding their opinions per such failures of all such opinions of theirs to ever get Me personally to ever consider Myself anything per such factors thereof per those types per the differences, thus such differences are the differences officially.
Thus those types which have only made the entire kinkster factors completely uncomfortable instead of anything actually comfortable for Me personally per the amounts of events per such amounts of times per such amounts of locations per such amounts of situations per such amounts of everything the opposite of what I personally would consider being comfortable for Me personally to ever actually attend more than one event and actually have anything I personally would consider being fun for M<e at all in any and all capacities fully because if I have to do Mom type of garbage instead of actually being capable to enjoy My personal time instead of babysitting a bunch of biological adults instead of actually being capable to enjoy Myself with whom I actually choose to do so in a comfortable way of what My personal considerations for Myself per such minimum standards of My personal requirements to actually enjoy per such, then the obvious factors of how unwanted I personally have been per each and every event that I have ever attended 100% per each and every individual per such individual events that I personally attended per such factors thereof per such situations proven.
Yet another time once again instead of anything actually per the combined factors of My personal requirements to actually enjoy per what My personal considerations thereof or even to get Myself to the starting point for doing so while being honest per such factors thereof per such survival of the 1980s and the 1990s per the northeast of the northeast of the United States of America per My childhood and my teenager years, the proof of such individuals not having the capacity of ever actually being comfortable or inclusive correctly nor the capacity of being capable to make such comfort pert the requirements if actually being supposedly appreciative of an individual specifically because if there is not the proof of in truth in the starting point of such factors per such if factors then there is not the capacity of the ways to ever actually make such comfort if there is such a needless guessing game per such needless individuals per such lying renne faire types per such if factors of those types per throughout the state of Texas and their failures 100% of ever being anything I personally would want for Myself personally.
I left Texas thankfully of My own free will in the year of 2021 and there has not been anything that was per such prior time of the year of 2019 through 2021 that was long term enough of comfort for Me personally referencing my requirements per my needs, and thus per the situations where I personally did not have all of my requirements per such points in time per such lack of the need to return to the state of Texas officially per such factors because of the situations per Fetlife per already having went back before and the lack of My personal needs to do so per My lack of the need to see anyone of those individuals from before whom would have been considered being supportive of Me per My actual needs if they had done so specifically at the exact point in time per such humanity officially.
Thus per such factors of such if situations there is then no particular reason at all for in any capacity to ever reward those types of such negative behaviour choices per such factors of immaturity officially per such lack of capability to being mature to correctly ever do specifically what it takes for the specific factors regarding the situations of what perfection would be if the exact point in time per such exact point in time, and thus per such exact point in time My official resignation from all individuals per the state of Texas officially permanently. Additionally nothing further about any work from My SCUBA Diving work and that fully includes such factors of obviously the lack of the need for My Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork because obviously it was not appreciated from Me from the start, because if it was I personally would have been asked per such To Contact Form and/or phone call specifically per My contact information available to do so correctly for the starting point if others would do exactly the specific starting points of the exact requirements per in writing.
I suppose the color background of Fetlife per such amounts of work I already have worked on only reproves this month of February in the year of 2023 per such lack of supportive factors regarding the American Civil War factors per such unwantedness per such uncomfortable factors of where 100% unwanted factors per the My personal considerations within My requirements for Myself per My religious background and beliefs per My personal studies per My personal comfort levels, thus since there has not been such factors per My personal considerations despite the factors per such attempts per the clarifications per such verifications per such factors of the requirements from the starting point per the first step is the first step and only the first step is the only first step.
If the first step is not correct and such factors regarding the specifics per My personal requirements, then the first step per all such clarifications and verifications only prove the factors being per such unwanted factors because the requirements to correctly accomplish per My specific requirements are exactly per My specific requirements of My personal considerations per common sense.
Since My considerations per My personal standards per My personal requirements and such clarifications I personally have not ever allowed anyone nor would I ever allow anyone to ever write in My official Original Fetlife Account ever and per such facts, there is not anyone I would ever allow such ever to in any capacity thereof and all such factors of only the fullest amounts of proof of being the complete 100% opposite of what My personal considerations per Myself of being wanted per what My personal considerations of being wanted are.
DO NOT EVER LEAVE ANYTHING OF MINE EVER UP TO YOUR IJNTERPRETATIONS, EVER!!!
I did not ever agree to Temple of Flesh being per such regarding My poster and thus I personally would not ever agree to anything further per such factors regarding every factor of how there is NOTHING about that group that per My personal considerations whatsoever has ever been capable to ever get Me to personally believe per My personal considerations per My personal requirements per My personal standards for Myself personally to ever per such factors being wanted per My personal considerations, because My personal considerations are the only considerations that matter to what I personally consider being wanted per such facts.
I am not interested what others consider themselves as themselves being wanted per what they themselves consider being wanted, when the facts are per Myself per myself being wanted are only per such factors per what I Myself consider being wanted per such factors of the amounts of specifics per such specific attempts per the specific points in time per the comprehension of Myself per My specific needs per My specific requirements for Myself personally.
The proof of if any such if factors regarding Muy only account that I ever was willing to use per Myself personally once I had finally gotten back into My account, was only that account specifically only per such facts once I was capable to get per such factors if I actually would have been capable to relax per My personal requirements instead of what nothing of any prior individuals have ever been capable to do so correctly for Me personally whatsoever at all in any capacity in any point in time because of My ADA and any/all such pushing instead of just giving Me the time I personally needed at the exact point in time when exactly was needed per such exact point in time.
Each and every individual who I once knew in person face to face in person as well as online of knowing of Me personally just officially proved to Me personally how unwanted I am in all such factors per the aspects thereof officially, because not one individual who would actually be a true fan of mine would ever cause Me personally any discomfort at all in any capacity per common sense. No one whom would ever at any point in time who could/would have care(d) about me would ever have put me through anything from 2019 through 2022 especially officially.
There is nothing per such factors I personally would ever consider being care about Me per what My personal considerations about care for Me and/or care about Me at all in such capacities per My personal considerations as there is nothing per all such combined factors of My personal considerations of what I personally needed at any point in time being in time because it must be in time per such actual care per such correct care, and thus there is nothing about anyone anywhere that has proven such factors of actual care correctly per what My personal considerations are especially per such amounts of attempts to explain if such individuals would actually do exactly what requirements are instead of ever pursuing what is completely uncomfortable for Me personally in any/all capacities per what My personal considerations are in any hypothetical(s).
It should not take a head injury to figure out when I repeatedly clarified at the exact point(s) in time to correctly actually get Me personally to believe I am wanted, is at the exact point(s) in time that would only be capable to do so because it should not take a head injury to figure out only afterwards of how unwanted I would officially only consider myself being because when the facts are about actual real life and actual living per what the considerations are in full per my personal considerations; then the exact point(s) in time matter most, because it should not take a head injury to figure out when each second matters then each second matters.
There has not ever been anyone who has been capable to correctly per my personal considerations regarding being wanted per what my personal considerations are, because when the starting point of My personal requirements are to ask me per my personal requirements per whether my7 website and/or per the factors thereof to specifically do so per my requirements then anything and everything less than what has already been clarified without any needless bueaurocracy because of those types per each and every one of those per my opinion of such needless buearocracy automatically officially gets me personally to have only the sensations of unwantedness because of the factors of such common sense.
Thus in the references regarding at the exact times of when in the specific year(s) of per the exact factors to specifically contact me through My To Contact Form correctly, then per such asking me directly what my specific requirements are per such factors; then when such has not been done so per my personal requirements per the exacts thereof per the fullnesses of each and every individual I once knew personal failures to ever being capable to ever correctly per my personal requirements of what I personally consider per myself being wanted per what my personal requirements are for such factors to actually be correctly done so for Me personally.
When I have clarified there is no one else I have ever nor would ever allow to ever choose for Me personally what I personally consider being wanted being because it should not take a head injury to figure out I am Myself and thus I being Myself comprehends the factors of what specifically at the exact point(s) in time would do so correctly for Me personally, when such factors of the choices of what failures each has been to such factors of My personal requirements then there is not any capacity of what has been done before to ever be capable to get me personally to ever believe of Me Myself being wanted per my considerations only because only I can make such clear per such factors and only others if they were to do so correctly would actually be capable to be successful per such factors per the common sense.
It should not take a head injury to figure out not asking me personally when knowing who I am per such factors before throughout the timeframes of 2010 through 2013 per actual acknowledging Me per such factors correctly at those times per My modeling, then per such factors of 2013 through 2019 per such failures yet again per each and every individual per such facts, then per such facts of 2019 through 2022 of only where each and every individual factors of proof per such aspects of what I personally consider per such per My personal considerations then the proof of all such individuals per not ever being allowed to ever complain ever per such factors because it should not take a head injury to figure out the common sense factors officially per each and every individual throughout such factors officially including the online portions obviously after all of the work per My attempts to actually be capable to believe I personally am wanted per what My personal considerations are per each individual factor per such requirements per My capabilities to be clear in who I am.
Thus all such factors where each and every situation previously has only proven how unwanted I am because if I actually was wanted truthfully, I would be capable to sense such factors berceuse of what My personal comfort requirements are.
It should not take a head injury to figure out if others do not ask Me and ask others instead of asking Me, then they do not get the answers per My requirements per to actually ever have gotten the exact information at the exact point(s) in time for such factors to correctly get such completed correctly for Me to personally believe such of Myself personally because I comprehend Myself and when I have clarified the specifics of a starting point if the others choose a different starting point that is not the starting point I personally have specified then starting in any other capacity would be starting in any other capacity that would not be My personal requirements because it would show doing so in the other capacities instead of what My personal requirements are per all such individual factors.
Thus each such failure obviously of mine because obviously if I were to have correctly been capable to communicate with real people correctly whether online per such attempts, whether in person face to face in person in such attempts, whether in phone calls per such attempts, then the reality when none have responded per My personal requirements then per such not doing what I personally would ever consider what I personally consider being wanted per such for Myself personally at all whatsoever.
It should not take a head injury to figure out I do not ever have the capacity of being capable to ever feel or sense being wanted at all whatsoever if the exact point(s) in time of what exactly would be exactly per such exact point(s) in time for Me personally to for me personally to actually believe such, then not doing what I personally would consider for myself being wanted per such exact factors would officially be the opposite of ever getting me to ever believe of myself ever being wanted per my personal considerations officially.
I have not ever even believed to be welcomed let alone actually being wanted, I suppose I set My personal standards too high to actually ever be capable to believe I personally could be wanted per my personal considerations when individuals have not been capable to get me to ever personally believe of such myself per such factors regarding such prior situations since I did not realize it was that difficult for people to actually be people though I suppose if such homo-sapien-sapien factors instead of people then per such factors thereof instead per such factors of what my personal requirements are and have been and are per such factors whether in person face to face in person and/or online per such common sense factors officially.
Thus I personally will believe I am wanted per my personal considerations, when I have the reason(s) to believe such of My personal considerations for Me personally.
When I have clarified officially My personal requirements per actually doing so correctly and not ever actually anyone ever doing so correctly, then why would I ever believe anyone ever actually could and most importantly would ever do what it actually takes to actually successfully per My personal considerations of what it actually takes for me personally to believe per my personal considerations per such to actually being per my personal considerations correctly ever?
It should not take a head injury to figure out my biological daughter is not me and she will not ever be me ever, at any point in time ever to the real factors ever and thus anything regarding My biological daughter would not ever be for Me personally ever because it should not take a head injury to figure out My biological daughter is not Me personally and thus that would not ever be for Me personally ever if ever doing instead of for Me personally for my daughter biologically since that should not take a head injury to figure out that would be the opposite of ever getting Me to ever believe I personally am wanted per what My personal considerations are. It should not take a head injury to figure out doing anything for my biological daughter instead of for Me, would not be anything for Me personally per what I would ever consider for Myself being wanted personally officially.
Just the same per my son biologically, doing anything for My son biologically instead of for Me personally would officially be doing things for My son biologically and not doing anything for Me personally to ever give Me the belief of Me personally being wanted.
It should not take a head injury to figure that out and since I have not actually had such a belief before because of each situation that has only re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-proven how unwanted I am because if I were what I personally consider being wanted, then I would not complain about how unwanted and un cared about and not anything of what My personal considerations of are per actually what I consider being wanted is.
Thus any lying renne faire type ever lying and trying to say they know what I would believe per such for Myself personally would officially prove how much of a lying renne faire type they are with each and every failure to ever\actually do what would be required per what would be considered because of the facts I personally would not evert allow any type of those lying renne faire types to ever be capable to give Me the belief of being wanted per what My personal considerations are through any and/or all factors where they lied, because if they lied then automatically there is not any capacity of what I would personally ever consider being wanted ever per all such factors per what My personal considerations are per such for Myself personally. Thus such types would not ever be capable to ever get anything correct whatsoever per the proof of the prior timeframes and thus only in such progression forward per My repeated attempts to actually do so and be capable and actually being capable requires actually accomplishing such thus any such lying renne faire types officially would not ever be capable to give Me the belief of Me personally ever being wanted, because of the facts of asking one or any of those types of lying renne faire types to what My personal considerations are could only reprove how unwanted I am instead of ever proving to Me personally how I am wanted and how I am cared about because asking anyone I would not consider ever being allowed to ask to begin with would only prove the opposite of anything that I personally would ever consider Myself being anything other than completely unwanted.
That is the massive problem with brat types, because those brat types as children only grow up to be brat types as biological adults; and brat types cannot ever give the truthful sensation of someone being wanted per their considerations in such capacities of ever being bratty per any such factors, per what I already clarified.
Thus where I would have been happy and actually believed I was wanted, if exactly what I needed was actually completed correctly per the exact point(s) in time exactly when I went to meet with per such factors of actually contacting Me back in the correct amount of time to actually prove such. It should not take a head injury if you try such after a one month timeframe of My original contact to you, is automatically another moment in time where such factors where the direct factors are the direct factors whether reading a post online and being capable to ask Me correctly instead of the situations that have not been what has ever given Me the personal belief of Me being wanted whatsoever. Repeatedly having clarified and nothing for Me personally having been for Me personally before, then such times for Me personally per My personal considerations being such would then in turn translate to how unwanted in all such factors each and every individual has only continued to progress instead of what My personal considerations are for Me personally to believe of Myself being wanted per what My personal considerations are for such,.
Since it does not take a head injury to figure out not everything is communist or socialist and not everything is as per such individual factors, then the common sense per such factors regarding the common sense to ask the factors correctly instead of such assumptions where assumptions are the best way to 100% give me the belief of how unwanted I am instead of being 100% successful in getting Me to believe I am wanted per My personal considerations.
Imitation is the most insincere forms of flattery in all such capacities, and nothing that would evert be what I personally would ever believe of and/or for Myself in any capacity ever being wanted per My personal considerations ever officially.
If I were to believe I was wanted per what I personally consider being wanted, then I would not have anything to complain about at all because I would actually have all of My needs per My considerations per the exact point(s) in time per My choices per the random choices of Mine per for My personal best interests of Mine per My choices only and since I would not choose to ever allow anyone to ever use My account then there would only be Me for such choices for My choices to do per such factors only instead of anyone else thinking they could ever be good enough when such clarifications of the proof of how such failures repeatedly have only been the capacities of the 100% success of everyone else's to give Me the personal belief of how unwanted I am instead of ever being capable to have given Me the belief of how wanted I am because the only capacities of what I personally consider Myself being wanted are only in the specific capacities at the exact point(s) in time per such exact capacities thereof officially since obviously being multifaceted as I am requires such factors of openness for Me personally to believe of Myself being wanted instead of how closed off everyone else has been per such unwanted sensations from each and every one of them instead of ever getting Me to personally believe of Myself being wanted and welcomed per what My personal considerations are and have been per such factors.
Since none of the times when I was modeling had anyone ever asked Me what My personal needs/wants/desires were at the exact point(s) in time to then actually get such for Me personally correctly, then such common sense factors of how it shou7ld not take a head injury to figure out how in those prior years per such failures in each and every one of those who I once knew in person face to face in person and/or online per such factors per the situations per the truth though if would be done so then what a revolution that would begin to actually have that belief because of actually having such actually do so correctly to actually being capable to do what it actually takes to actually get Me personally to believe I am wanted per My personal considerations only because that is and they are the only factors regarding what I personally consider per such exact point(s) ion time as anything afterwards is where the unwanted factors instead of the wanted factors and since I have not ever asked nor needed nor w3anted nor desired nor preferred nor had any ideal for Me to ever personally believe such per such factors of the amounts of proof per such lengths of time then the only way to actually change course of direction would officially require such if factors of actually others having the actual need for success instead of such amounts proven to how many have seemingly needed such amounts of failures before they finally opene3d their eyes to waking up to such factors of the truth.
It should not take a head injury to figure out if there are actual chivalrous individuals within the United States of America and/or the world, the common sense factors regarding such common sense.
