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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


Go read through the multiple journal blogs on my website after finishing scrolling to get to the journal blog area, now!

Share the links of my journal blog, too!




 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

My Medal of Honor Art Project energetic portions for healing as to the areas of Texas and Colorado

Though some individuals might have their opinions as to what I needed to do in reference for my Medal of Honor Art Project as to the timeframe of 2021 in October as to the multiple attempts as to my journal blog as well as multiple discussions well before posting on my journal blog about my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork, because of the fact I have purposefully made sure to have specific links on my website as to the specific tab locations as to the assurance of the clear noticing of the changing of the webpage as to the background as to the comparison of how many who have utilized both Facebook #Facebook and fetlife #fetlife and if not Facebook then CafeMom #CafeMom and/or Model Mayhem #ModelMayhem as to the background colors of black and white. I noticed certain aspects during the timeframe of 2012 as to how certain individuals began behaving as to the individuals who utilized both Facebook and fetlife, though it was after the situations I had spoken with people in person face to face in person about in the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle communities in the state of Texas #Texas #TXstate #TX #Texasstate in the San Antonio/Military City USA #SanAntonio #SATX #SanAntonioTexas #MilitaryCityUSA areas including San Marcos #SMTX #SanMarcos #SanMarcosTX #SanMarcosTexas as well as Austin #Austin #ATX #AUstinTexas and DFW #DFW #Dallas #FortWorth #FWTX as to the years specifically of 2010 through 2012 as to prior aspects found in "Finding A Silver Lining" and/or "Finding The Silver Lining" as to how sometimes the only way to write about something dealt with as to some comedic relief as to something to review that is less painful than as to the reality despite the reality.



However there has not ever been anything I have ever joked about in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project, as I saw many reasons of the importance regarding my trips as well as my work as to my background combination. Thus while being as best as I could be as a Mom to both of my children I was pregnant with and as I had carried to term and I had delivered after the more than 7 days total of labor into this world, and unlike some individuals as to helicopter style parenting in such references as to the situations of the common sense aspects of if I did not introduce a relationship to my biological mother and/or biological father the least amount of as to my biological little sister because of the reality as to the choices regarding the way the wedding went as to such factors as the situations as per Starbucks at exit 200 on I35 across the Prime outlets as to those situations as to the timeframe in 2008/2009. However since I only used technology without the amount of calendars as per such aspects, the situations as to technology as per those types of hypothetical needless situations as to the needless delays as to what hesitations have caused as many damages as per such factors as to what would have been best instead of the needless drama as to the length of time and the decades thereof as to the situations regarding such individuals as to those particular factors.



Nonetheless as to the reality how similar to my SCUBA Diving, no one has asked me in truth as to the aspects about my Medal of Honor Art Project as to the correct process in the comparison of if as to simply painting to the comparison as to the factors of what was my work before the year of 2018 as to the occurrences as to such aspects. Thus as to the year of 2018 when I returned from my Medal of Honor Art Project trip as to the ways such situations went as to the comparison as to how the situations went as to my SCUBA Diving as to the amount of failures as to each and every individual who could have actually had a real discussion with me in person face to face in person about the aspects of my work as to having to actually acknowledge me as myself and as for my work, in the comparison of walking up and expecting such aspects of discussions such as the hypothetical as to my modeling. As explained and wrote about previously there has not ever been anyone who asked me any questions about my modeling until the year of 2012 as to asking me about 1 photographer that I was informed several females were working with that particular individual and my concern as to what I was informed of as to the knowledge I had at the timeframe of that discussion, as to some of the individuals as to the aspects of when I could as to the lack of capability for me to speak with in person face to face in person. Since such a discussion with as to my admitting the piece of paper as to such aspects of my concern about as to having been informed about several situations as to other females within the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle community, the proof as to if I was accurate as to having the concern as well as paying attention and making attempts as best as I could.



As a side note: As a text message arrangement at the timeframe of 2018 when I learned of how others could see the phone numbers as to when doing a group message as I learned after some point in the year of 2011 or 2012 as to the aspects of regarding emails, now in the year of 2022 as to going through various clarifications and verifications as per whatever percentage of the if accurate aspects regarding the situations I have brought forward through my journal blog after the year of 2019 through 2022 thus far because my journal blog was not intended initially for this aspect. My journal blog was as to such partially if I had the need, though as to having listened to the news and having given my opinion as to the commentary regarding my saying as well as some details as to the aspects of. However as to how 2018 through 2019 into 2020 and then 2021 went before this year of 2022, as to such clarifications and verifications as to each and every aspect as best as I can remember to such factors as to the culmination of situations overall as to such points in time as to the publishing in the year of 2014 of several books though specifically as to the prior named books. Nonetheless as to the aspects of knowing individuals throughout what was/is supposed to be the consenting adult lifestyle community as to ADA (Americans with Disabilities Act) as to the business factors as to how there is not one business which can ever violate the ADA aspects because of the legal requirements, as to the entire United States of America though also as to certain treaties as to such similar laws as to the protections of individuals who deal with the aspects of various specific special needs as to the medical factors which differ from other medical factors. As I have known about the facts as to my invitation as to Marine and Science Technology School (MAST) with the Navy attachment before the Army branch of the Armed Forces of the United States of America and thus before 11 September 2001 though then as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, in the aspects of where the situations directly associated to my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to anything that ever has exacerbated the pain levels in any capacity as to the responsibility as to the other individuals as to such groups for the responsibilities.



For example as to a point in time when I was picked up and spun around the dance floor several times, I had to spend the night because of what problems were caused to my headaches and migraines in the year of 2016 or 2017. There were several other points in time when I was volunteering where such situations occurred whether as to accidentally bumping my head against the wall, tripping after that point in time and the vertigo issues that came more often as well as the electrical situations as I brought forward in prior official journal blogs of mine as well as discussions in person face to face in person as to the conjunction of what possible notations in the computer system from when I volunteered before the renovation as to the aspects of the technological database as per such updates in 2017 as well as when the remodeling began. Such occurred similarly as to 4 July 2012 in a different capacity and as to the situations similar to my biological mother as well as my biological father as to the backyard of my house in San Antonio Texas in the year of 2005 as during the first separation as to such comments about the facts of, as to the additional factors as to the prior situations they were aware of as to the discussions at the time in the years of November 2001 through as to such factors as per the factors thereof. While there were other situations as to, then the aspects of the knowledge as to how I wound up off of JBSA as well as the Medical Hold Unit now the Warrior Transition Unit to the aspects of the reality as to my biological age as well as the aspects at that time in the year of 2000 as to the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain. When remembering the aspects of the rave as to how it was as group of soldiers at the same barracks building I was stationed in who took me as I obviously did not have my own car to drive around to get to Austin Texas within less than 2 hours as to the reality of that particular situation. However as to the common place of such aspects as to the year of 2007 and/or 2008 when I was volunteering at Nine Lives Books as to the situations as to the cat sanctuary as to the other factors regarding the time as to that overall situation, and thus as to the factors regarding there having been more than just one health code as well as ADA as well as safety regulations which failed to meet the minimum standards of the OSHA board requirements as to the difference of my work as per the capability to see my work as possible online through my website www.susanmeeling.com/www.ladydoribelle.com as to the situations for this current journal blog as to being as to the regulations of the ADA laws compliant as possible especially as much work as I have worked on being a Mom as to the situations for my daughter while taking care of my son who were both minor aged children. While some individuals might be accustomed to being in an area as to normalcy, the difference between such aspects as to the upbringing as to the aspects of what is considered as acceptable and civilized behaviour in the comparison of other situations as per the aspects of as to how my children's biological father knew better than to suggest anything other than as to what I personally knew would be best for my son and my daughter as per the additional legal agreements as to the reality of the facts.



Though some might wish otherwise as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to such yelling, screaming, talking over, and etcetera as to the years of 2000 through 2012 about various aspects depending upon who as to the medical aspects of what I personally deal with. However as to the year of 2000 if such individuals within JBSA #JBSA had actually listened to me in comparison of contacting people who were not dealing with my medical situations personally as to personally going through such aspects as to even if they did, they go through their own aspects in the comparison and while there might be some similarities as to the aspects thereof as to the reality as to how each individual processes pain levels as to such aspects and the ways as to actually having the integrity and humanity at the same time as to such factors regarding such situations as to the comparisons as to the ways of such years from the timeframe of when pregnant with my son through as to how such hypotheticals have proven to be amongst themselves as to the aspects of such hypothetical situations as per my updates through 2019 through 2022 as to such aspects.



Thus I would not ever agree to the situations as per the knowledge of my children ever being with another as if people actually read books instead of just reading a title as though it would be a meme because of such lack of common sense to review the aspects of looking through google as to verifying the details as to such individuals as to the hypothetical, and thus as to such types of failing to read the pages of the books as to the multitude of types of families as to such individuals as to only having paid attention to the shiny pictures in comparison as to the details within the books themselves. Additionally since as to how such aspects of technology as to the aspects of individuals who I once knew as to the dating factor, were the correct individuals actually spoken with as to the if factors of my laptops as to Geek Squad #GeekSquad and/or such needless invasion of my privacy as to the biological factors of those individuals as to before the Cowboys Dancehall #Cowboys #CowboysDancehall #CowboysDancehallSATX Stoney LaRue #StoneyLaRue concert as to such failures of individuals as to the truth in comparison of such needless games in the year of 2013 as to the month of March as to the aspects of those high school immature individuals as to such hypotheticals as to Midnight Rodeo as to one of the main locations as to the San Antonio Texas community.



However as to those areas throughout Texas as well as to Club Sapphire as to my biological family and/or my ex-in-laws individuals as when I was dating someone, did I introduce the individuals to you?



If someone else introduced someone to you or more specifically as to having introduced themselves as anything to me at all whether as to dating and/or friendship and/or acquaintanceship as to the aspects of why I made it a pattern of behaviour of mine to introduce specifically as to the knowledge of to the fact only individuals I have dated that I chose to introduce to those individuals would have only been introduced to such individuals through myself in person face to face in person as anyone who is as to such biological relations as to the aspects of my ex-in-laws as to how there was not ever anyone I had ever been in any relationsyhip of any type with who I had ever given them permission to speak with or on my behalf as to such dating or relationship aspects as well as to such prior portions of not having hired a Manager for myself as to my choice regarding the aspects of what I saw as unacceptable regarding individuals as to how certain behaviour as to certain types as to when I was modeling and the reality of such aspects as to speaking with me in truth in the comparison of such hypotheticals as even within the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle only individuals who were introduced in person face to face in person when I had chosen to do so as to the aspects of dating as to the situations as to any hypothetical as to the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle of where I have already clarified and verified as to the aspects of my numbers regarding the timeframes of though have also taken the step as to having acknowledged the reality of the rave as well as Basic Training decades ago as to such aspects and yet such failures upon the amount of individuals who were told as to the reality during such points in time as to such years thereof.



Thus as to the situations regarding when I have made attempts to speak with the correct individuals and/or correct groups as to then as to such points in time, such as Ombudsman as to what I informed others as to the timeframes of because there was not one event throughout the state of Texas as to the years of 2010 through 2012 when discussions about my week were not a topic of discussion as to the same aspects regarding individuals as to Club Sapphire regarding being asked about my week and/or about my work though as to not one person ever having acknowledged me for who I am as to the aspects thereof. When in the Velvet Rope in the year of 2013 when I volunteered at the location through 2014 from October or November of 2013 through the beginning of 2014 as to such situations during the timeframe as to the apartment complex and such factors I had emailed the apartment and the HUD offices about, as the aspects of what those particular details were as to such points in time of 2013 through 2014 and if as to any such aspects onward as to the situations as per what proof as to the individuals who once knew me in person face to face in person would know of the if factors as to the individuals who spoke with me in person face to face in person prior to when I wound up in Washington state with my son in the year of 2013 before my return to the state of Texas in 2019, as to such aspects of phone calls as well as attempts I made as to before as well as after being above the Mason Dixon Line as to the aspects of my concern about the areas as to the electrical factors. If as to my ex-in-laws as to such needless drama because of their failures to ever take me seriously or take what Grandpa Nichols warned of them seriously as to my promise as to not speaking in front of my son and my daughter about their biological father until they were above a certain age and/or the actual maturity level as to the minimum age as to the aspects of 13 -15 years old though my preference as to above the age of 18 years old per because of the aspects as to the heavier details regarding the facts of what I dealt with.



However even though such individuals might remember how Grandpa Nichols was when they were growing up as to their youngest in their family wanting to be just as to such aspects as to the JC Penny #JCPenny pictures, those individuals can think about the reality as to what was not discussed at such points in time as well as such nieces and nephews of such aspects for their lack of patience as well as lack of capability to pay attention to the rules instated and thus when I instate a rule as to such aspects as to the command to follow such aspects. In turn as to such individuals as to the situations regarding the if factors as to anything between 2009 through 2022, as to such aspects I have already went through as to "The Modern Day Book" in reference as to the if factors of hypothetical needless problems and/or any aspects as to the sit5uations I dealt with needlessly as per what my opinion is as to needlessly in such comparison of such obvious biased individuals who did not ever pay attention to the reasons why I refused to be similar to the ex-in-law aspects as per the times. Thus as to me being the one and only Executrix as to the specific points as to the certificates as well as the aspects thereof to the will and testament, of what I have been alive this whole time and I have officially revoked as per the aspects of my journal blog previously as to such references as to my will and testament as to such aspects that such factors were revoked as to the timeframe upon any lie told to me as per the aspects of being an Ordained Reverend as well as my spiritual and religious aspects as to the mandatory aspects of the 10 Commandments #10Commandments to me regarding others and as to such religious freedoms and liberties as to the aspects of such a point in time as to my original ordination as to then my original confirmation as to the years of predating such aspects of any such hypothetical wishful aspects as then all of the finances would be arranged as to the aspects of what I already brought forward as to the suggestion area of my book "Finding A Silver Lining" as to such aspects regarding the factors thereof and thus the video link as to 23 August 2022 hopefully assists to the aspects of what my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork had actually been intended for as to such aspects and if my books were to have been a better success as to the finances as to what I was working on being capable to arrange as I have my own schedule as to my work and if as to the aspects of not needing to discuss because of what requirements as to having a discussion as to my work as to how the ways as to my work has went in various aspects and yet still within such aspects thereof as well as the continuation of my Medal of Honor Art Project when the aspects of the 2022/2023 years depending upon the situations.








However in addition to the fact of the age aspects as per my prior official journal blog post : https://www.susanmeeling.com/single-post/a-hippy-ish-judeo-christian-blog



The reality when taking the time to review the information of the twenty year memorial of the attacks on 11 September 2001 as I suppose individuals who thought the aspects of last year being the way as to why I posted as to how I did regarding the aspects of the upcoming 20 year memorial, as to the amount of posts as to the amount of times of discussions as to the amount of attempts I made as to the arithmetic as well as the mental health assistance to recovery.



2001 through 2002 = 1 year memorial, NOT a 1 year anniversary

2002 is the 1st one year and thus the arithmetic of subtracting the current year to the year of 2001, fails the arithmetic as to the situations because of counting as:


2001

2002

2003

2004

2005

2006

2007

2008

2009

2010

2011

2012

2013

2014

2015

2016

2017

2018

2019

2020

2021

2022


If as to counting in the arithmetic as to the 1, 2, 3... aspects as to how anniversaries and/or birthdays and/or celebrations and/or graduations and/or memorials and/or etcetera then as to the arithmetic of:



2001 through 2002 = 1 year



2002 = 1 year memorial of the attacks on 11 September 2001



2003 = 2 year memorial of the attacks on 11 September 2001



2004 = 3 year memorial of the attacks on 11 September 2001



2005 = 4 year memorial of the attacks on 11 September 2001



2006 = 5 year memorial of the attacks on 11 September 2001



2007 = 6 year memorial of the attacks on 11 September 2001



2008 = 7 year memorial of the attacks on 11 September 2001



2009 = 8 year memorial of the attacks on 11 September 2001



2010 = 9 year memorial of the attacks on 11 September 2001



2011 = 10 year memorial of the attacks on 11 September 2001



2012 = 11 year memorial of the attacks on 11 September 2001



2013 = 12 year memorial of the attacks on 11 September 2001



2014 = 13 year memorial of the attacks on 11 September 2001



2015 = 14 year memorial of the attacks on 11 September 2001



2016 = 15 year memorial of the attacks on 11 September 2001



2017 = 16 year memorial of the attacks on 11 September 2001



2018 = 17 year memorial of the attacks on 11 September 2001



2019 = 18 year memorial of the attacks on 11 September 2001



2020 = 19 year memorial of the attacks on 11 September 2001



2021 = 20 year memorial of the attacks on 11 September 2001



Through such counting technicalities as to the oddity when reviewing such details, as what is the answer as to the one year memorial of the attacks on 11 September 2001 as to the one year being at the timeframe of 2002; what is the arithmetic of year of 2022 - year of 2002, and why is the counting to be seen as to such a view when reviewing such details of information?



The answer is 20



Thus as to the factors of the length of time as to my attempts with words to the best of my capabilities as to what I could bring forward as to the timeframes from 2002 through as per such a journal blog of mine, now.



However as to informed consent as well as actually being capable to do so and yet as to such factors as to the if factors as to how reading words there is not the actual knowledge of the thought processes at the exact moment of typing the aspects of as to the overall as to the individual's personal thought processes in full, and thus as to how such aspects can be reviewed as to such details. The reality of what as best as I could to explain in my journal blog as per my work as to the wording as to how there are only so many words in the dictionary, and thus as to the energetic portions as to being capable to bring forward some of the progress as to the situations as to this point in time. While individuals as to the opinions may have as to such aspects thereof, the reality of the larger aspect of what is to be a different type of immersion as to healing.



People who were born and raised and only or mainly lived in New Jersey/New York/New York City/Pennsylvania/Maryland/Delaware/Washington DC/Virginia #NJ #NewJersey #NewJerseystate #NJstate /#NY #NewYork #NewYorkstate/#NewYorkCity #NYC #NewYorkCity/#PA #PAstate #Pennstate #Pennsylvania/#MD #MDstate #Maryland #Marylandstate/#DE #DEstate #Delawarestate #Delaware/#Washington #WashingtonDC #DC #DistrictofColumbia/#VA #VAstate #Virginiastate #Virginia would be capable to distinguish as to their childhood and teenager years for such references, as to the ways where my paintings as to the viewpoints to the hopeful portions of opening memories to be capable to see and possibly bring forward different details as to buildings as to the area of as per my prior journal blog post as to my Instagram #Instagram account referencing the images as to Washington DC as to the paintings as to the aspects of the conjunction. The paintings I had created that were not completed as to the naming process as to what was supposed to be referencing such works as to the placements of as to the larger pieces, though since as to such aspects in the year of 2018 through 2022 as to the differences of opinion as to how my work actually is completed as to how my work actually requires the correct attention to details as to the specific details to correctly pay attention to as to the aspects thereof. While some may have their opinions as to the aspects of Colorado and Texas as to the common sense factors of the ethnic backgrounds as to the combinations of the religious/spiritual backgrounds as to the situations as to the common sense of how individuals within such aspects as to those areas are not the same as east coasters even if they live in the area below the Mason Dixon Line as there are many similarities though there are several differences as to the energetic factors as to the speed of movement. Thus as to such the factors of individuals from/to such areas as to the aspects of the references to the images of my work thus far, at the bottom of this journal blog.



The immersion aspects as to the walking into as well as walking around as to walking meditations as such aspects as to the paint, as per my prior descriptions as to "The Modern Day Book" anyone who recognizes botany whether as to the common name or the scientific name as to the references to the plant life as well as the oceanic waters as well as the mountains for those who know the areas of the tristate geography. Thus as to the viewpoint I have as to common sense as to the aspects of the knowledge of the if factors of individuals who live outside of the area as to the knowledge when completed as to the session as to the references regarding the guided mediation, and discussions about the aspects of the area with the possibilities of discussing other aspects such as my books and/or work if as to such interviews of me and/or discussions about my work as to my actual modeling/performances as to the possible comparison of any picture that had been photoshopped as to the comparison as to the aspects of one particular modeling session and yes I am thankful as to the situations as to the if factors referencing the situations at the timeframe of if accurate as to what I had been informed of as to other events. Though as to my name Lady Dori Belle as to a discussion I had with Sasha face to face in person with her ?boyfriend? and/or ?assistant? as to having discussed aspects of because of how the energetic portions were as to the Portland/Clackamas Best Buy situation shortly before or shortly after that discussion, and if individuals from the Texas and/or Temple of Flesh and/or San Antonio/Military City USA community were contacted about me as to such aspects of being in the northwest area as to the year of 2013 as per the situations referencing additionally as to the Dominant Leather Program as to the aspects of how I was not willing to be an ambassador for the timeframe because of what I was already dealing with at that point in time as there was nothing at that point in time except what I actually needed as to what would actually have assisted at the timeframe to have such a thought as to how much work I was already taking care of as how many hours of a drive was it from Irving Texas to Little Rock Arkansas and back in one 24 hour period and then as to such individuals what amount of work does someone actually have to deal with before actually getting the correct assistances in the correct ways as to what actually would be best as to the individual as how much was I dealing with in the year of 2011 and what would that have been as to the other factors already as to that point in time as well as thereafter?



Thus as to having wound up in an area that was not anywhere I had needed to be in the slightest as to the area of Washington state in the year of 2013 through 2018, as per such aspects of the situations as per such updates as to the clarifications and verifications. Remember the capability to look at the original time and date as to the aspects of my Official YouTube Channel if as to such full posting and full openness as to the aspects of regarding all such videos as to my Official YouTube Channel as to the aspects of if as to prior individuals postings having been considered as, then as to the aspects of such ADA portions referencing such aspects as to the reality of the situations as per such liberties I earned and in the comparison as to the aspects of postings in all fullness as to such aspects of what would be the actual aspects of at specific individuals as to the timeframe of 2009 through 2013 that would officially be directed at such individuals as per the ways as to how as to the capability to see through my journal blog as to what I actually would have posted at the actual timeframes of as to the years of if I had wanted to stir up any needless drama as to the comparisons as to actually caring about life and living on land above sea level.



In such references as to being alive as well as capable to go where I choose to as per the finances as to the aspects of saving money to be capable to utilize when there is enough as to my account to actually go as I actually prefer and have as to my personal ideals, however since as to the timeframes as to such factors of individuals who needed the clarifications and verifications of the arithmetic portions as to the timeframe as to counting from 1, 2, 3... as to the differences as to the one year memorial as to the timeframe of the attacks on 11 September 2001 to being the year of 2002. Thus as to such individuals who had made their opinions and comments known as to the aspects of their opinions as to what I could accomplish as to the comparisons as to what was expected as to what I have been told repeatedly for decades until the timeframe-ish as to 2018 as it should not take a head injury to figure out when an individual deals with headaches and migraines on a daily basis as to the heightened hearing of as well as the other senses depending upon, and such individuals who had made their opinions known as to such aspects of my math as to the aspects of arithmetic as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury when I was in Basic Training in the Army #USA #USArmy branch as to such factors as to on the soil of the United States of America as to such occurrences as to the proof thereof to the situations.



There is the reality of having to relearn as to reading during that timeframe as all of the counseling statements I had to sign back in the year of 2000 during that situation as to Medical Hold Unit as to the same in reference to the Article 15 at the time of 2000, as to the aspects of the ignorance level as to the legalities of what was and what was not allowed as per the EO #EO and IG #IG as well as the Brigade Commander as to the area on JBSA in the year of 2000. The Brigade Commander was new because of the other Brigade Commander having had his retirement BBQ shortly before Captain Morning was transferred to Fort Knox as I was informed, as well as the other factors of and thus for those who understand certain factors as to the new Medical Hold Unit Company Commander as well as the new Brigade Commander were sworn in shortly after the BBQ as those who have the knowledge of as to the factors, and if I remember correctly as to that new Brigade Commander may have been who I had described in reference to when I had called Captain Morning John instead, because of the situations during the time. When the Brigade Commander as to that situation as to the Company Commanders with the Brigade Commander as to the "Good morning Sirs, Good morning Ma'ams, hi John!" as to that aspect as to that may have been the same Brigade Commander as to the office orderly room areas though I cannot remember what he looked as and yet I can remember the furniture locations.



Thus as to such factors of the if situations as to others' opinions referencing their viewpoints as to the comparisons of what would be my office area(s) compared to where the other rooms were as to the aspects of furniture as well as organization, and thus as to the aspects as to the ways such situations went during the points in time as to the factors of the viewpoints as to the differences as to the if factors of images as to the areas of the locations throughout whichever location of living as to the aspects of address. Thus as to the difference between what was my house in San Antonio/Military City USA as to the comparison of what was my home in Carrollton Texas as to the differences of my office areas to the rest of my house, as to then such aspects of those types as to their opinions compared to ever taking in consideration office spaces are to each individual as per such and that is different than what is supposed to be living arrangements obviously. Then as to the aspects of "Finding A Silver Lining" as well as "The Modern Day Book" as to the situations I discussed in person face to face in person with others as to my concerns, as to the situations as to how such went as to the timeframes thereof as to the instead of what would be considered as actual care and actual concern as to actual compassion as to the hypotheticals of those types as to such needless games as to the if factor they had forgotten as to the aspects of the renaissance faire types as to stepping outside of the field area to another field area with the exact same botany. Thus as to the aspects of the wording terminology of the possibility of the different version of MKUltra, though in the differences as to because of technology as to the aspects of such factors to the conjunction of such situations as to when I earned meeting Gover5nor Christine Todd Whitman as to my question when I was in 8th grade.



Thus as to the situations referencing the furniture factors as to the areas as to the locations throughout the state of Texas, as to the comparison as to the Cowboys Dancehall Stoney LaRue concert in March of 2013 after what occurred as to the year of 2012 as to those who had known of such aspects. However as to having brought such forward as to the aspects thereof to the point in time as to publishing my fact books, as to the aspects of "Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining" as since the individuals at such points in time as to the aspects thereof as to making the best attempts to find my way for my son as well as my daughter and myself. If as to such aspects as to individuals I once knew in Crystal Lake South High School as to the individual as to the Jeep as to asking what incest was and then being informed as to a kiss on the lips on my face and nothing more than that as to how males know how they can be as to such factors as to the truth as to such aspects as to those if factors, as to the problem he had with me because of my scientific viewpoint as to the aspects of such self-control as to when having the knowledge of such aspects. In the comparison as to any hypothetical as to such JV individuals as to the cheerleading and/or pommie squads because of those types of situations as to those individuals as to the pop culture aspects in the comparisons as to the temper tantrums, as to the fact their graduation especially if there was a sibling which had graduated the year before and had complained because of my work that I had to take care of that only allowed life to continue forward and only allowed where there was not as much damage as to the comparison of the attacks on 11 September 2001 as to those types of spoiled brats that would have the nerve to think to complain as to their graduation as to the comparison as to the reality at such a point in time. Thus as to the if factor5s of those types of those little behaviour situations as to what I already brought forward as to that area regarding situations as to what I dealt with and should not have dealt with nor should have to deal with as false accusations as to bearing false witness as to such aspects of when making the choice to stir up needless drama, then as to the individuals who make the choice to do so as to the comparison of individuals who have no need for such as to the ways of such needless problems causing such needless situations as to the damages. Though those individuals would not know nor understand nor comprehend the aspects of as to the reality nor would they have the common sense as to what actual care would be as to such levels as to the aspects, as those types would be the type who would wait too long and hesitate too much before they ever realized such as to the actual 20 year memorial timeframe as to such factors of how that impacted more than just a graduation or impacted just more than a first few weeks of college as to the aspects of.



I am fairly certain people who were in college along the east coast might have a different viewpoint as to the comparisons of those individuals as to the hypotheticals thereof as to the reality of being there at the timeframe of during the situations where they had to get what assistance they could as to the differences and yet as to the situations as to individuals who attended colleges along the east coast in the decades prior to 2001 as to the aspects as to a different viewpoint referencing depending upon the situations as to the guided mediation as to my artwork mural. Possibly there could be a few individuals throughout the United States of America who attended colleges and/or high schools and/or technical colleges and/or military installations as to the if factors of certain types of locations throughout the United States of America as to having seen as to the in person face to face in person, and thus as to the individuals who live in different areas the aspects of such as to the possibility of a different arrangement as to depending upon the situation as to certain accommodations if discussed before the actualities as to the adjustments.




Though the situations as to individuals regarding the possibilities of awakening memories that may assist in positive ways for healing as to the situations regarding images, possibly the aspects of as to the energetic portions could make more sense to individuals who may have actually went to locations as to my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork pieces as to such energetic factors as to the specifics of as to what my focus as to such aspects in the references thereof to bringing forward strength and fortitude as to the aspects as to the knowledge of NASA and other factors as to the current point in time as to possibilities of such assistances regarding other individuals as to what they may have encountered and/or saw as to whenever they were wherever they were as to such aspects. The situations as to the energetic portions as to what would be required for those below the Mason Dixon Line and/or the mid-west would require as to such sensations as to the comparisons as to the northeast areas, such individuals would be capable to comprehend as to looking for a Cowboy hat and Cowboy boots would not be the way to seeing such automatically as I would guesstimate.



However as I personally comprehend my own limitations as to the aspects of having realized the zapping more-so aspects for the lack of better words, as to the aspects of having listened to a show on the weather channel if I remember correctly about people who have issues with the electric aspects having needs to go to Virginia as to the aspects of the areas as to the amount of towers as to the differences. I can be a tad bit stubborn at times when getting to what I know for certainty as to such sensations as to the need for assistance as to different factors, as to the #TempleofPower Temple of Power as per such aspects to the review on the land above sea level as to what some individuals may need to consider as to the reality of what the importance of updates are as well as the importance of maintenance and sustaining correctly as to the best ways possible as to the situations. Due to the fact as to how in various areas throughout the years as to individuals who I once knew in person face to face in person as to my knowledge and understanding and comprehension as to the aspects of the amount of people I once knew in person face to face in person, however if I am correct as to such hypotheticals as to the length of time it took me to figure such energetic portions out if I was accurate as to the situations as to the reality of why such aspects as to the pieces of paper as to the energetic portions as to the situations regarding individuals who would be capable to think about such and comprehend that reality with Colorado #CO #Colorado #COstate #Coloradostate in such references as to the aspects of having acknowledged the truth.




As you can see from some of the pictures as to a small amount of illumination makes all of the difference, as to the ways the colors look on the wall as to my murals.






Thus in regards of the if factors as to individuals who could have said my name as to what they knew me as regarding either Susan or Susan MeeLing as per how I originally began my time officially within the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle as to the honesty as well as the facts of the legal paperwork of one of a few groups in conjunction of the use of technology, as to the ways as to how life was going to progress as per how such has progressed as to the amount of individuals who utilize technology for various situation in life as to the inclusion of reading my journal blog. In the reference as to the same situations I personally dealt with as to the state of Texas as to the different events as well as the different cities of as to the hypothetical if factors, the situations of if accurate as to such points in time as to Club Sapphire in 2015 through 2018/2019 as to such aspects before I returned briefly to the state of Texas as per taking care of what needed to be taken care of as best as I could referencing the situations as to the overall factors where I could. Since the aspects of individuals who needed to remember such aspects as to the ADA reality as well as the situations as to the fact for the first time ever as to being a Mom of children whose biological ages as to above the age of 18 years old, though still as to the reality of my medical aspects.



Though as to those types as to the aspects of attention seeking individuals as to when the puffing of the chest proverbially and/or as to the situations of the individuals who understand the aspects of the 'domly domly Dom' aspects such as to a male in The Next Generation #TNG as to such aspects referencing such prior situations of the if factors as to my liberty to defend and protect myself as needed as to such aspects per the prior patterns of behaviours regarding unprovoked aspects when I simply went to attend an event, though since such needless problems as to the Austin and DFW Texas areas began shortly after the announcement was made as to me being in the area as to individuals choices as to the comparison of paying attention to the ADA #ADA requirements as per the fact fetlife is a website though it is a business as well and thus as to the aspects regarding any hypothetical as to the Austin Dominant Program having opened my envelope with my information to give to someone else without consulting me first as to the aspects of the singular viewpoint as to the comparison of, then as to such a broken agreement as to what was informed of as well as the paperwork signed as to the area regarding Austin Dominant Mentor Program in the year of 2011 as to those who remembered. Though as to those who knew H C Coyote as to such aspects referencing Travis as to such situations, individuals as to what aspects were brought forward previously as to the situations as to the needless drama as to the aspects of how certain individuals think being a certain way is considered as attractive and maybe so in the youthful aspects of young adult as to such young adult aspects. However as per the fact I have had a large amount of responsibilities to take care of and handle as to the facts referencing my biological age as well as the situations as per the time of such, the situations regarding the irony as to the aspects of possible viewpoints as to the age factors as to maturity levels as well as the situations during such points in time as to the specific years. Thus if as to attraction as to the differences of preferences as to the time referencing life and living and thus as to the situations as to being single as a Mom for the first time without the amount of responsibilities on a daily basis in the same ways as to what once was considered as normal for me, now as to the reality of this would be a new normal for me because of my children being above the age of 18 years old biologically. That level of parental responsibility as the one and only parent my son and my daughter had as to raising them as per what I was informed of as to the aspects where truth matters as to the development of the brain as well as the emotional aspects as to the conjunction of other aspects when individuals who have no actual rights as to such aspects having involved themselves as to such aspects, and since as to how such hypotheticals as to how the United States of America has been as to certain aspects of programs regarding certain situations as to the aspects of those types referencing certain situations; the if aspects of the knowledge as to how plastic that had looked referencing the situations as to 2008 regarding Laurel Land as to what my daughter pointed out to me, as to the situations as to that would not be a funny joke ever as to such aspects of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to such situations after I refused to discuss with individuals as to the aspects of 2004 as per direct orders at Wilford Hall as to such aspects as per the timeframe as to what I was informed as to that particular neurologist appointment as to who he had called in to speak with me about the situation at the time.



Different than what I was accustomed to as to the northeast areas though fairly common as to the aspects as to September and October in the year of 2001 to a different degree as to the situations, and since such aspects as to the hypothetical of phone calls as to the aspects of the situations as to the knowledge thereof as to such aspects referencing individuals with the reasons for their clearances as to the background and the proof as to the length of time as to the patterns of behaviour as to the situations depending upon. The reality as to the situations though overlapping though as to such situations as to the factors as to how if my life was not disrupted in the year of 2003 as to how my work would have been completed as to my writings as to such aspects of the 9/11 Commission Report in fuller details as to the culminations as to the aspects of as to where I was born and raised as to going to various areas as per the aspects, as to the changes referencing the northeast areas of the United States of America. Nonetheless as to the professionalism when with in person face to face in person aside from the aspects of such situations being as to the points in time of such aspects, however as to the situations as to the timeframes as to the difference between beginning a YouTube Channel officially as to the timeframe and the intention of as to the comparison as to the aspects of beginning my journal blog and as to such aspects that went to this point and beyond as per such as to when I get to posting more works.







Thus as to the situations regarding the current timeframe of the year of 2022 as to the month of August on the day of the 25th, I have been working on this mural almost a month as to how much it actually takes to accomplish certain types of work that require more than just a piece of technology as some people actually need to have that type of a connection as to the comparisons of some individuals whose opinions might be as to whatever their personal experiences are as to the aspects thereof, though as to the situations where sometimes a piece of technology can be the saving grace as to several aspects depending upon the situations as per what can be noticed as to law enforcement as well as the fire department and EMS as all need such aspects. Possibly there are times when a hero needs to be rescued as well, as I would guesstimate as to the aspects of teamwork as to the possibilities of regarding those aspects as to the various parts of the employment and as to such factors as to the ADA requirements as to the actual best possibilities of as to meeting the actual standards of what would be considered as to the individual as to such situations as to being capable to maintain and sustain the levels of, and as to the reality of what minimum levels as to what would be considered as to my standard of living as to the situations as per such factors since as to what was my home as to the comparisons as per the situations during such points in time as to how as a public school system as to taxes as to a business as to such mandatory aspects of the ADA or Special Needs requirements for the aspects of where possible. Certain aspects are not possible as to such aspects of business as to the requirements of the capability to maintain and sustain the highest levels of as to the standards of and thus as to myself regarding my health as to such aspects, then as to the reality of such situations as to the proof of to such lengths of time.



The situations referencing what is supposed to be considered as the consenting adult lifestyle who I had met in person face to face in person at events as per such aspects:



Did you approach me and if you did as to etiquette and respect as did you bring up to me the where specifically after using the name you knew me as, per the discussions as per my guesstimations as why would it be of importance to use my name correctly when speaking with me as what would be the energetic factors?



What name did you know me as at the timeframe of and location of as to being capable to distinguish as to when the reference of my volunteering time at Club Sapphire #ClubSapphire as to would I be recognized more by certain individuals as to a specific caliber as to such aspects as to the situations or would I be recognized as to the online factors as to my name as to Susan/Susan MeeLing/Lady Dori Belle, as do I truly look that different in person face to face in person as to when in the state of Texas in the years of the middle of 2005 through 2012 as to different individuals I once knew in person face to face in person as to the various groups of individuals as to the situations other than my tattoos?



What comparison as to my overall hairstyle and/or shade of red my haircolor as to my particular needs for myself as why would that be of importance as to my personal comfort, as to what I personally am accustomed to seeing as to the references of the years of 2015 through 2020, and what would be of importance as to the Cowboys Dancehall Stoney LaRue concert in March of 2013 as what would be of importance about the living aspects as why would it be of importance as to the individuals rooms as to such arrangements as what would my offices or my back patio areas as to what were houses I owned at the times of those years be as why would the situations of my back patio as well as my garage as to furniture be something to the consideration as to the reality to review such aspects as to what I brought forward as to the years of 2010 through 2012 when in person face to face in person as why would the truth be of importance?



Why would I be capable to ever relax as to ever allowing myself to think about such aspects as to the factors of as what is important about my honesty regarding enjoying wearing my outfits while getting to know individuals as to then in person face to face in person discussions would be important as to the truth, why would I be capable to sense comfort if as to my name being used correctly as to individuals as to events and dance/clubs as to the years between 2009 through 2020 as to the prior time as to when I attended a couple of meetings as why would that be important as to the correct name in especially what is supposed to be considered as the consenting adult lifestyle as what would or could have occurred as to the aspects of the locations as to the timeframes as to the warnings I gave as why would the 1980s and the 1990s in the northeast be of importance as to the one class I can remember for this reference as to the medical aspects of as to the essay aspects of the Dominant Mentor Program be as to the final exam that I passed fully with flying colors as why would the aspects of be important as to the overall aspects of the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle as what would be important about health and well being?



I am uncertain what I am considered as to in person face to face in person as to only having a select few references as to situations as to what I have been told in person face to face in person as to the timeframes as to situations as per such years as to the aspects of what portions as to the online aspects during such timeframes as to what I saw, and thus as to the updates through the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the aspects of all the same information though additional details as to the reality of my memory deficits and my cognitive disorders as well as having went from College Algebra with Trigonometry and Calculus #College #CollegeAlgebra #Algebra #Trigonometry #Calaculus to second grade math as I acknowledged as what would be important about ordering food from the same location as to other products in reference to the company I went through to publish my books as to the aspects of being the one and only author and compiler of such details as to the knowledge as I told Patrick Kennedy about as well as having informed my biological mother and my biological father about as to the timeframe as to the year of 2011 regarding the aspects of how my life is my life and all such aspects whereas I did not sign any contracts because of the signature location that required a handwritten signature and as to the fact I did not have a printer at the time nor did I go to print such out as thus not ever having signed the documents as to the situations regarding Tyee books at any point in time.



Thus as to such aspects of not having signed any documentation as to the aspects of the requirement of a handwritten signature as to the difference as to the timeframe of 2011 to the year of 2022 as to my clarifications and verifications as to the proof of, as to such aspects regarding the simplicity of common sense to just ask honestly as to the if aspects of the name portions as to my legal first and my legal middle Susan MeeLing #SusanMeeLing as to the comparisons of Lady Dori Belle #LadyDoriBelle as to both Facebook and fetlife as to such aspects of differences as to the common sense individuals as to security would need to be capable to distinguish the differences as to the reviewing of such details and proof thereof to such hypothetical accusations falsely as to the same needless drama from Crystal Lake South High School #CLS #CrystalLake #CLIL #CrystalLakeIL #CrystalLakeIllinois as well as New Jersey referencing the high school aspects in certain regards as to the comparisons as the reality is as the reality is and since I personally went to stop the situations from being worse as to those types of situations as to the aspects thereof for what I actually would enjoy as to what I would actually have fun as to what I would have for myself as to what is for my best interests as there is no one who has ever asked me as to what such would be for myself. Just as the reality of how there has not ever been any who had kinder words referencing where I was born and raised as well as the situations I have dealt with as to such factors as to the including of my Basic Training as to the aspects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, and the medical aspects thereof to such situations as per the descriptions as well as the paperwork as to what was capable to be picked up regarding the details of as to what could be found as to the timeframe of my Basic Training was in the year of 2000 and the fact of a female I met named Charlie whose mom went to make an attempt as to the Army Rangers before her mom was pregnant with her after she had been injured through a soldier in the Army as to such aspects as to others referencing such hypothetical situations as to the factors of certain MOSes as to the biological gender before the consideration of the NASA #NASA as well as the US Space Force #USSpaceForce #USSF as to such differences regarding the work involved as to how space is more close to water and the common sense as to their training.



Though I have not went into the aspects of my SCUBA Diving #SCUBA #SCUBADiving beyond "The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" as to the aspects "Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining" would be of importance for those books, the situations as to the attempts I repeatedly made for the aspects as to my concern and such includes myself as well as other SCUBA Divers as well as people on land above sea level as to the aspects thereof to life. If as to the energetic aspects as to my healing energy work as to the quantum portions as to finding any new coral reefs and/or new plant life/botany as to the marine areas throughout from the timeframe beginning officially first as to 2003 through 2006 to the comparison as to how clearing out the old for the new life to begin, then as to the aspects of 2009 through 2017 as to the what would be considered as overgrowth being trimmed back or for tree landscapers as to lifting a tree upwards as to the clearing of as to for life to continue onwards.



When actually needed as per the aspects of the tree's health and longevity because of the differences of as to tree rings as to the factors of when new growth occurs, then as to the timeframe of 2019 when I went to take care of the situations as best as I could. However if as to the timeframe of 2019 as to finding new coral reefs and/or new land formations pushed above the sea level and/or land mass formations in the water as to the ways similar as to the state of Texas as to San Marcos as to the work I had completed as to assisting where I could as to the raising of the levels as to what were endangered species as to such hypotheticals as well as to a clearer blue-ish color of the waters, hypothetically as to the years when I went swimming as to certain areas as to the specific timeframes as to noticing if there has been genuine and actual improvement among the various aspects of such life as for the betterment and highest good; and obviously the highest good as compared to the earth compared to the bottom of the oceanic waters, would translate to on land above sea level from the ground floor to the tallest peaks in my opinion if there were to be any concern as to such aspects of whatever pop culture references though I suppose an oddity as to the aspects of a few modeling images as to the aspects of specific names as per the specifics of such as the Olympus session as per my title as Aphrodite though there is no one who has ever called me that in person face to face in person including at the photography session and I am cool as to such aspects as the description of Aphrodite as to the comparison as to such aspects as to an oddity.



However as per the photographs I took of some areas as I have been working on the entirety of as per the additional energetic aspects as to the for lack of better words infusion, as to the additional ways the reflection from the lamps as to what can be noticed as per additionally as to the ways as the sun moves across the skyline as to the enhancements of the viewpoints depending upon the time of day. Thus as the 20 year official memorial will be soon, in my Grateful and Thankful section of my journal blog as to the 65+ day challenge to myself as to possibly such being of assistance during this point in time as to finding various ways of being thankful and grateful as each aspect of as to survived as in my opinion from the 1980s as to such survivor's guilt regarding the various areas as to the situations as to the 1980s and then as to the time of the 1990s if there is a similar connection aspect capable to be found as a type of link as to a common thread as to the situations to follow along the strands as to the specifics as to the year of 1993. As having admitted my situation as to numerical portions as to the timeframe of as the year factors as to an oddity of my son, my daughter, and I's situations as to the year of 2014 though as to the oddity of backwards looking as to time as to the aspects of how the year of counting as to the events as to such points in time as to how 11 September 2001 memorials as to the aspects of comparison as to World War I #WWI #WorldWarI #WW1 #WorldWar1 and World War II #WWII #WorldWarII #WorldWar2 #WW2 as well as Korean War #KoreanWar and Vietnam War #VietnamWar memorial times, in conjunction as to Desert Sheild #DesertShield and Desert Storm #DesertStorm as to the particular situations during the timeframe as to counting as to the aspects of and thus as to the possibility of reviewing the aspects of beginning the 2020s as to a clearer perspective though also a better way of coping as to such aspects.



Though as to the situations regarding the electrical situations as to what I have noticed as per "The Modern Day Book" as to the situations regarding the situations as to the timeframes regarding 2013 through 2019 and the differences as to such aspects as to the time, and as per the aspects of the actual 20 year memorial as to it is my hope the images of what I have been working on and still have a bit more work to accomplish as to my paintings as well as my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork as per the soonest chance. As per such common names as to the aspects thereof as to the importance of knowing each individual is as to themselves as to the aspects of a first name is a first name, though it is a first name to one individual a per the name of. A middle name is the same though different because of the facts of the location as to where put, as to the aspects of such combinations regarding the aspects of to the individual. The last name as to the aspects of whether as to and/or whether as to the legalities as to the last name, and thus as to the same as to the common aspects for certain locations despite what some might think as to such aspects as per first period in gym class as to such aspects.



There was a point in time when I had the chance to meet my first living Medal of Honor recipient knowingly as to such aspects and I was given a coin after telling him about my Medal of Honor Art Project, and he had informed me as to the situations to Master Sergeant Wilburn K. Ross #MSGWilburnKRoss as to the aspects of what seemed unacceptable to me as to the aspects thereof and while the situations as to bringing more details forward does assist such a situation as to the aspects; I am grateful for such individuals as to the aspects of as I comprehend the descriptions in different capacities as to the commendations, and thus as to a massive amount of appreciation for such individuals and their families and friends and as to such aspects referencing my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork piece that cracked as to the situations of the timeframe in the year of 2019 because of as I explained in writing as to such situations during the years of 2018 into 2019. I knew I was going to fix and repair the situation though as to the aspects as to the overall work, and thus as to such a different aspect though a dedication as to such aspects as possibly some might be capable to see differently depending upon the viewpoint as to being similar to a Rorschach #Rorschach picture though in a larger way as to the viewpoints of.




A sign in DuPont Washington after what I was told as to an individual named Leroy Petry a Medal of Honor recipient in the area as to what I was informed as to the Medal of Honor recipient's situation at the time in the year of 2016 or 2017, as to an oddity of exit 119 referencing the city of DuPont Washington as would the area know more of Homeowners Association types of situations as to the comparisons as to what I brought forward earlier?



Since my son had a friend from Pioneer Middle School in the area of as to the aspects referencing the time of 2016 as to when he was in high school at that time, the dad was in the Army at JBLM and as to those types of situations as to certain hypotheticals as to those ex-in-laws as to such lack of common sense as to what actually would have been best in the comparison as per the same needless drama from those types as to the Army branch referencing the situations as to what lists have needed to be cleared and clarified fully as to an actually truthful audit in comparison of biases and bitterness as to such hypotheticals as to the proof of such intentions as well as more importantly the specifics of the situations as to the timeframe as sexual assault does not count as cheating nor does being lied to as to not ever being considered as consent in any capacity because in order to consent as to actually being informed. Who has ever spoken with me in actual truth with etiquette and respect and after such amounts of situations, what would ever be for me to believe as to actually being capable to trust others to be capable to enjoy myself as to when attending an event as to my comfort level as to how I interact or is the ADA aspect something few ever considered except for individuals who physically can be recognized as to such factors. However would it take a head injury to figure out when as to such hypotheticals as to discussions as to the aspects of the same factors as to those types of those individuals as to those factors as to such needless drama from those pop culture references as to such lack of common sense, as to the aspects of communication as to in person face to face in person as I suppose in some aspects technology may have stolen a bit of some individuals' manners as well as etiquette as to the minimum standards as to what is to be upheld regarding how is it there are the parking spots for specific individuals as to their vehicles though as to such humanity as to the amount of signs to pay attention to or is it because of the aspect of walking the parking lot as to the reminder some individuals actually walk(ed) that parking lot to clean up as to such aspects after the ways as seen as to the situations of the New York City occupy wall street as to the situations in reference to the reality as to the ease to be respectful to the individuals who are a part of each process as to life and thus as to the janitorial services as to how such individuals are necessary and the one(s) who prepare for cleaning and clearing and fixing and repairing as needed as to such aspects and yet still honest employment as within the Armed Forces of the United States of America there was a janitorial MOS though more and more I have noticed the aspects of contracted individuals as to such aspects of the various larger areas of the bases and as to my ex-sister-in-law's eldest daughter to such aspects of the attitude of thinking as to needing to remember it takes more than just one.



The aspects of the ensuring of understanding as to the reasons why stolen valor as to the reasons why I withstood the aspects of having acknowledged I did not graduate Basic Training as I was informed as to the Army branch of the Armed Forces of the United States of America, though as to such points in time as to other aspects of what and where I could assist possibly. I only saw as to individuals as to the aspects of in comparison as to the situations of the symbolism honestly because just as there are only so many words in the dictionary, so too are there only so many colors within the rainbow, and shapes/symbols as to the aspects thereof throughout the United States of America and the world as it depends as to the understanding as to the individual as to the amount of combined informational background aspects in conjunction as to background experiences as to the situations. Thus as to the reality as to reasons as to how I could see more females being more interested as to the situations referencing the Armed Forces of the United States of America, similarly to Israel as to females biologically referencing the capability to earn as well as maintain and sustain the aspects of the consistency as well as the integrity while handling as best as possible the situations and as such as to how females can be a bit different when earned aspects as to such additional aspects as per what others have said as to the menstrual cycle as to the hormonal aspects as to certain types of individuals as to such names as to the factors thereof and thus as to etiquette and respect as to then as to the other types of those individuals as to whatever code names they have as to such hypotheticals; what is integrity, and what is honesty, as what is humanity, and what is compassion as why would any individual ever need to have compassion as to such points in time as what could be as to such aspects as to family as what family that actually cared would ever actually break up an actual happy family as to the comparisons as to those types as to the 10 Commandments as to the knowingly portions as to the comparisons of if unknown as to such factors as to the common sense as why would the 10 Commandments matter as to Jim Croce's song Bad, Bad, Leroy Brown translate to as to the knowing portions as to if had been informed as to such aspects?



If as to the if factor as to who I have referred to as my dead-ex-husband as to the if factors of being alive as to those types, the aspects of as to the actual intentions as to the truth would be of the actual importance as to such factors of the if situations. However as to other situations of possibilities as to prior individuals as to relationships as only in reference to the dating aspects of romantic type relationship-ish, those factors as to those times as to those years as to the length of time as to such factors; as in person face to face in person is always best for actual communication, as to the comparison as to the lack of capability to the fuller portions as to such situations of hypothetical aspects. If as to the situations in reference to 2010 as to the aspects thereof, those types that try to arrange a different aspect in comparison of just being honest as to such reasons as to the situations referencing if interested in as to such would require the realistic portions as to the knowledge of the difference between levels of as to the situations outside of the romantic dating factors. Though I have worked on as I have, the situations of if ever the forceful aspects as to how that is not romantic nor is that any capacity of any sign of actual appreciation to my work; though if as such to the point, what else is new?



When have I actually ever achieved anything I personally was actually celebrated for in person face to face in person as to the actual celebrations as to such hypotheticals, and who ever actually thought it could be important as to informing me before as to such energetic aspects as to what would such translate as to my religious beliefs as to what also are my own personal needs referencing the aspects of my medical as how important is the truth for actual correct medical healthcare as to both sides of that particular equation for actual health and actual life in comparison as to those types as to those pop culture references instead of actually taking life seriously as why would it ever be important for taking anything seriously as to the timeframes now or does what someone physically looks as still have the aspects as to the comparison of what actually progresses the life as to the world forward?



What is it for myself to actually have real fun as to the comparison of what I have dealt with as to actually being capable to enjoy my life and actually do so as to what actual life is outside of only being on the computer as unlike some people, there are individuals who need to not be on the computer as often as to actually getting work accomplished as just because of the amount of work accomplished as to what lack of common sense anyone would be as to such failures regarding the years of 2018 through this year of 2022 as to what should have been spoken in truth as to such hypothetical situations as to individuals as to who I once knew at one point in time.



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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


Though there are the aspects of which if you would like to speak with me in addition to possibilities of opportunities for me, the welcome aspects as to contacting me through my contact form.



If I have known you in person when in person in positive ways and/or ways which might need clarification(s) as to mature discussions, there has always been the welcome open door policy as to contacting me through my contact form if you were not given my new phone number though such is online regarding my website more recently published online as to my Website Business Phone Line: (360)-713-4937.

Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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