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It should not take a head injury

*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*

to figure this out...









A Satirical Blog

*(utilizing articles discussing facts)*

By:  Susan MeeLing

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.



When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.


If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.


You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 


Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.


Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Much appreciation

A quick report of my ex-in-laws since those articles on my journal blog were removed somehow, though not by me doing so.

My ex-mother-in-law Lydia Evongelina (?surname?) Nichols was born and raised in the Dominican Republic, her mother moved to the United States of America and lived in New York City the last time I heard; back in the year, of 2008. She met my ex-father-in-law Retired E7 James Walker Nichols when he was stationed there in with the Army branch of the United States of America's Armed Forces and they lived in Steele Alabama before Fort Polk Louisiana, before Fort Worth Texas. My ex-father-in-law had been a Drill Sergeant for 6 years, and had volunteered 4 tours in Vietnam having been exposed to Agent Orange among a few other situations of what had occurred during his time in the United States of America's Armed Forces Army branch. The two of them had their eldest son Tony Walker Nichols, their eldest daughter Mary Evongelina Nichols, their youngest Daughter Susie (legal Susan) Marie Nichols, and their youngest who is my dead-ex-husband Robert Walker Nichols all when Grandpa Nichols and Grandma Nichols were living in the region of Fort Polk Louisiana.

Though I have already posted the response from Mary Evongelina Nichols Osteen and her eldest daughter Sondra Marie Osteen who was born near Fort Worth Texas though her youngest daughter Ariel Marie Osteen born near Macon Georgia in a prior journal blog entry post in reference of what the San Antonio Texas Child Protective Services officials had informed me was mandatory to do in regards of the legalities for having to relinquish my parental legal rights for the betterment of my daughter as well as my son and though I attempted to find a middle ground, obviously the aspects of which my ex-sister-in-law did not want to have anything to do with.

A little bit after 2013 at a time when after I wound up in Washington state which meeting the male at the Cowboys Dancehall Stoney LaRue concert if I am accurate was not long after the messages which began on 1 March 2013 and the Stoney LaRue concert was either the 21st or the 22nd of March 2013 which is ironic in reference to that particular situation as an odd coinky dink in reference to Kevin claiming to be from Louisiana, and Jesse Leroy Hoover Jr claiming to have gone to Air Force Officer school at Lackland Air Force Base which I later learned officers do not go to Lackland Air Force Base for officer school in 2019 when I went to Lackland Air Force Base JAG and law offices; after how my son who was 12 years old that year and I wound up in Washington state after that hypothetical targeting situation, before beginning my Medal of Honor Art Project in 2014 in the month of August, after the situation in Vancouver Washington at Crystal Creek apartments. Though initially after messaging Mary Evongelina Nichols Osteen and discussing moving to the area closer though in Florida, after applying for an apartment and being denied; was when I learned about the identity theft which began in 2008 shortly after my dead-ex-husband Mary Evongelina Nichols Osteen's dead brother/spiritual husband had been put into the ground at Dallas Fort Worth National Cemetery.

I know my first retired military identification card went missing during the graduation for David Osteen which was at the time Mary Evongelina Nichols Osteen's husband at Lackland Air Force Base after getting on post in 2001. Those who know what those identification cards looked like at the time, the social security numbers were used as the identifying numbers. Mary Evongelina Nichols Osteen along with her two daughters Sondra Marie Osteen and Ariel Marie Osteen laughed at me while I searched the Ford Winstar Van for my military identification card to the point of having Braxton Hicks start up while searching frantically for the identification card which I had previously used less than 10 minutes prior to get onto Lackland Air Force Base for the graduation ceremony. Hypothetically a bit of a coinky dink, in quite a few ways especially adding the Lackland Air Force Base being stated for the officer graduation location for Jesse Leroy Hoover Jr who had made commentary about my medications as well as had changed the plans to stay in Arizona after a problem seen on Facebook and on Fetlife where I was wrongly being blamed for being in the state of Texas causing problems. I had already been accused wrongly in 2011 of outing people in the BDSM/LGBTQP/Swinger lifestyle by an ex-girlfriend of the individual who I was involved with at the time, though such at this point in time beyond Mary Evongelina Nichols Osteen saying before in 2001 of her fun times outing people who did not keep up with her ideals in the Georgia and Florida areas of the lifestyles is a bit of a mooted point.

While I have been a registered Republican since I could first vote in 2000, I do have to give credit where credit is due. Around December of 2014 or January of 2015 I had a weird feeling about my daughter and wanting to ensure certain aspects, I went to the office of Senator Patty Murray with the first two books I authored and compiled to see if there was a way to check on my daughter or at minimum make sure my daughter was properly taken care of. I had reached out via email to Senator Patty Murray and Senator Maria Cantwell when in Vancouver Washington about such among a few other situations going on, however in the timeframe when in Tacoma Washington area I felt the need to go into the office for a just in case. After returning back to the state of Texas in 2019 and getting into my current apartment after a whirlwind of other situations and events of which I went back to both Senator's offices as well as the offices of Congressman Adam Smith and Congressman Derek Kilmer and speaking with all of their staff members who were available at the time including Ms. Roper which each were very kind and extremely helpful as they could be, in 2020 I was able to speak with my daughter earlier this year in 2020 after being contacted online briefly. When my daughter and I spoke she told me it was a bit of time before she was able to get out of the foster care situation and live with my ex-mother-in-law her Grandma Nichols, which I was also told my daughter had spoken with my son her brother.

Here is my point of which I am extremely grateful for however my daughter was able to get into a safer location, whether it was through the registration of the writings through the Library of Congress and/or the emails I sent out with the downloadable link and/or the mailing of those books everywhere I could think of hoping someone would know what to do though also knowing my son, my daughter, and I were not the only ones who experienced various aspects and/or Senator Patty Murray and/or Senator Maria Cantwell; I am grateful and thankful, my daughter was able to get to a better place despite only having an odd feeling of something needing to be done for her as something seemed off beyond the aspects of what situations were going on at the time for my son and I. I know there was a lot in reference to those books in regards of what I wrote about as well as put in the books in reference to articles and documentation and to whomever assisted with that, thank you so very much for helping in each of the ways which has been assisted. I felt something, though I had no clue of what or where to begin with the initial points of; though I knew something felt extremely weird in reference to my daughter, and I needed to get taken care of what could be while getting the additional information out. Again I knew my daughter, my son, and I were not the only ones who experienced much and writing such I was absolutely certain there had to be others who could find some help through such as well which I truly hoped such would be.

Thus, thank you. I obviously do not know who specifically to thank genuinely, though I truly am grateful.

The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy.

We must reject the idea that everytime a law is broken society is guity, rather than the law breaker. 

Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from exinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same.

Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.

It should not take a head injury to figure this out, because you are smarter.

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