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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Miami, Florida, SCUBA Diving, Armed Forces of the United States of America, & more

In the month of August in the year of 2009 I took my son #Letters4James, my daughter #Letters4Lidia, and my niece #Letters4Marissa to the state of #FL #FLstate #Florida #Floridastate Florida, for our first Family Vacation which because of several situations was our only family vacation. During the timeframe when in the area of #Miami #MiamiFL #MiamiFlorida Miami Florida, my bank account began to have issues in reference to a constant amount of phone calls in reference to bank situations as to upon arrival within the Miami area. The situations began at a gas station at one point, though continued on throughout the rest of the trip within the state of Florida at random. In the reference to while at the #CoralCastle Coral Castle in #Homestead #HomesteadFL #HomesteadFlorida Homestead Florida, there were several occurrences throughout the location which had been noticed. Similarly when at the #ButterflyWorld Butterfly World location as well as the #MiamiZoo #MZoo Miami Zoo as to different situations, of which my niece and my children noticed as well as to various situations and yet I simply thought of such as mere coincidences.



In reference to the Coral Castle the individuals upon check in had made mention of some of the pictures from the timeframe as to the individual who built the house, the eyes seemed to move towards my direction as to when in the main check in area which was noticed when walking around the house as well by my niece and my children. I thought it was simply a situation as to the possibility of the lighting aspects and/or the movement from the wind, and yet the aspects of which certain water aspects as to the fountains in the area as well as the plant life began to have different situations of occurrences which the children noticed more-so than I had been paid attention to in such references. Granted I had found it to be odd that as soon as leaving the Coral Castle as to the bank situations having begun to immediately have situations as per the day, though again to such as coincidence in my thoughts at the time. Though throughout the timeframe as to while in the area of the Coral Castle having noticed the ways which the plants moved closer to the direction of where we were walking as well as having noticed some of the birds land in the area, nearby.



The aspects afterwards to the Miami Zoo as to the ways which the animals responded to wherever we walked around similarly to the Coral Castle, as to the aspects I was already accustomed to in reference to various areas within the state of #TX #TXstate #Texas #Texasstate Texas as to the amount of situations I had already seen and witnessed over the years as to the various plants and animal responses when I went walking around different areas. However individuals within the Miami Zoo seemed to notice as well as my niece and my children, though my children had seen such for years by that point in time as to the natural occurrences when I went somewhere as to the plants and the animals. My niece for the first time had noticed how the animals as to the zoo portions having responded to wherever we were, and several aspects as to within the areas of the Asian area which the birds seemed to be more inclined to make themselves known as to coming closer than some of the zoo maintenance individuals had noticed before to several situations as to however long they had been working in the location. In reference to the aspects as to when in the Butterfly World location the same sorts of situations, which again having been accustomed to all of my life seemed to normalcy in such references.



While the situations before as to the reference as to when in the #Boca #BocaRaton #BocaFL #BocaFlorida #BocaRatonFL #BocaRatonFlorida Boca Raton Florida #SCUBA #SCUBADiving SCUBA Diving, the assigned SCUBA Diving partner I had was a professional underwater photographer of which when he and I went SCUBA Diving upon the surface interval he made mention as to how he noticed the species within the water reasponding to me in different ways than he had seen on SCUBA Dives before when he had noticed where we were. The aspects as to when he and I had surfaced as to the point in time, I had brought out my SCUBA Dive emergency gear shortly before the boat arrived as to having been prepared which when he and I were on the boat as to explaining to him a bit in further detail as to my specific additional training to my SCUBA Diving because of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury. He was surprised as to the amount of my SCUBA diving certifications as well as the levels of what I had explained, which when he had asked me about my depth gauge computer as to giving the details in reference to the #Bristish #SUUNTO British SUUNTO 3 in 1 computer portions as well as the aspects as to why and how I began my SCUBA Diving as to the aspects in reference to the #Jewish #JewishMedicalHournal #JMJ Jewish Medical Journal as to the aspects in reference to my headaches and migraines specifically as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury.



The individuals on the boat were all quiet as to when I was explaining the aspects of my reasons as to my SCUBA Diving as well as my SCUBA Diving certifications, in turn as to the aspects thereof as to the Coral Castle aspects each in the area of the boat knew of the lore as to the aspects thereof to the Coral Castle. A few made a reference as to how I had been late as to my SCUBA Diving which we laughed about on the boat, though the reference as to the aspects asking my opinion about the layout of the Coral Castle area. I had brought up the details which I found interesting such as the magnetic portions as to moving the pieces of coral as well as the situations in reference as to the reverse osmosis I noticed in reference to a few of the water areas, which the individuals on the boat were surprised I had noticed certain attributes. I was asked about a few other references as to the Coral Castle during the surface interval as to what my personal experiences were because of what certain other individuals had noticed over the years prior to the year of 2009 as well as the aspects in reference to asking me when I had arrived, in reference to a few situations which were noticed during the beginning portions to the week of 6/7 August 2009 though by accident as to the situations of writing a school timeframe as to when writing to officials within the Florida region as to my SCUBA Diving because of having been in #WA #WAstate #Washington #Washingtonstate Washington state and dealing with the time differences as to the aspects thereof as to having thought the timeframe was closer towards the end of August in the year of 2009 because of the situations as to preparation for my son and my daughter’s school in comparison to the dates thereof to my SCUBA Diving in the area of Florida due to the aspects additionally to the technology problems as to the situations in reference to my underwater camera and those types of needless childish problems from individuals who did not understand that SCUBA Diving gear is not a toy aspects in such references as well as those types of individuals who have needed to remember that SCUBA Diving is not a game despite the facts of being within the civilian recreational category; there are those who do not and have not ever looked at SCUBA Diving as a recreation, such as myself of not ever seeing SCUBA Diving as a recreation ever.



The reasons as to the situations in reference to the Coral Castle area as to the situations of noticed occurrences in reference to the aspects regarding the responses from the animal life as well as the water in conjunction as to the Butterfly World location as well as the Miami Zoo later in the week, to my SCUBA Diving at the #Vandenberg USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg in regards both to that SCUBA Diving as well as the Dolphin Excursion the day before as to the #FloridaKeys #FLKeys #KeyWest #KeyWestFL #KeyWestFlorida #KWFL Florida Keys which as to the ways which the pelican responded to me as well as the tarpon fish in the water as the local fishermen had noticed as to the situations while my children and my niece and I had awaited the boat captain as to the dolphin excursion. It was noticed further as to the natural responses in references to the animals as well as the water in reference to the situations to me, of which in turn as to the sand dune as well as the snorkeling as to how my niece and my children had difficulties swimming as to the situations in reference to the boat captain and yet when I was asked about the situation I had informed of being capable to feel the sand dune beneath my feet as to the point in time because of the walking situation which I was accustomed to. The aspects in such regards as to later during the dolphin excursion as to the snorkeling aspects, which my children and my niece were surprised as to my capabilities to free diving from the water area to be capable to get closer pictures in reference to the coral reefs in the area as to the manta rays. As I have detailed before as to discussions as well as my first book “Finding A Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” as to the aspects in reference to the hurricane aspects, of which we were capable to make it to the shoreline before the hurricane came through at a softer rate in the comparisons as to the aspects which had been predicted in the references thereof as to the #NOAA NOAA aspects as to the weather in conjunction as to the coconut portion as to the traveling aspects.



While the situations as to the bank aspects in reference to the constant phone calls to verify I was using my card in the Florida area as to the situations at the time, also in reference as to my original Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to the time after having been in #GA #GAstate #Georgia #Georgiastate the state of Georgia as to having seen one of my two ex-sisters-in-laws as well as her two daughters and the male named David Osteen as to who had graduated Basic Training at Lackland Air Force Base in #SATX #SanAntonio #SanAntonioTX #SanAntonioTexas #MilitaryCityUSA San Antonio Texas in the year of 2001 a few months before the attacks on 11 September 2001 as to the Lackland Air Force Base graduation and the Braxton hicks I described in the situations as to the timeframe as well as to such situations. Though I had not pieced together such aspects as to my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to that ex-sister-in-law as well as those two individuals as to her two daughters which would be considered my ex-in-law’s daughters as to the aspects while as to the portions in part as to being nieces, the realities thereof as to the differences in the specifics thereof as to the situations of which while the aspects as to the technological portions in the comparisons as to the in person face to face in person realities as to the knowing of the differences; the situations as to how certain individuals seem to think one way, in the comparison of the actualities as to the truth in such references as to the importance of such factors as to the in person face to face in person aspects especially in my personal viewpoint as to my personal beliefs. In turn as to such aspects as to the situations as to if those people had my original Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the Untied States of America, I have already officially filed the aspects as to the San Antonio Police Department report as to the month of May in the year of 2013 as to when figured out as to such situations despite having informed to the San Antonio military base which I had gotten my replacement identification card for that situation. As to the chip factors in reference to the original Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America, as to the realities of which my hairstyle has changed over the years as to such situations as well as the aspects of which the chip as to the replacement card(s) would have such connection portions as to the location tracker in such references despite what such individuals as to the lack of background of technological aspects would have the knowledge thereof to such aspects.



In turn as to the situations as to when in Florida as to the situations thereof to the first family vacation aspects as to the aspects which my ex-in-laws have to accept the facts of the dress blues situations as to the JC Penny pictures as well as my ex-in-laws have to accept the facts as to the reality as to the aspects of their knowledge as well as to my subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain when I met them as to the aspects as well as to my ex-in-laws need to accept the fact they knew I was pregnant and delivering two children as to such points in time of which my ex-in-laws additionally have to accept the legal responsibilities as to the knowledge they were given as well as the fact my ex-in-laws would be legally considered as culpable in such references as to the knowledge of such factors from the years specifically as to 2000 through to 2009 as to other such in person direct aspects thereof, which in turn my ex-in-laws would need to accept the facts of which they have been in the full awareness as to such factors of the legal portions of which while my ex-in-laws would need to accept the facts thereof additionally as to the legal definition as to the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain when pregnant and delivering my son and my daughter in the years of 2001 as well as 2002; my ex-in-laws additionally legally would know what such aspects as to the assault portions as to the facts of having gone from College Algebra with Trigonometry and Calculus to second grade math as to such factors as to the legal definition of special needs of which my ex-in-laws need to accept the fact of such choices of theirs in all such factors as to my legal rights to stand my ground and would need to accept responsibility to any such violations of the UCMJ as to such connected points as well as accept the facts as to the responsibilities of any such liable and slander as to the aspects of such factors as to the knowledge of the truth as to the years of 2000 onward as to such in person face to face in person explanations as well as accept the facts as to all such other legal penalties in reference to their direct knowledge despite their wishes as to other such aspects as the realities thereof to the formation of the Center for the Intrepid as to other such situations.



In turn if my ex-in-laws had not realized as to the ways as to how I wound up off the Fort Sam Houston Texas aspects in the year of 2000 as to the legal definitions, there have been the full clarifications as to all such factors as well as their technological proof of such situations in conjunction as to my ex-in-laws’ aspects as to wishing to use the dress blues pictures and the damages such caused their niece and nephew as to their failures to pay attention to the details as to the Chief Warrant Officer 3 as well as the facts Grandpa Nichols brought forward in conjunction as to what was officially explained to those people as to the realities from their dead brother as to the realities of how many individuals their dead relative my dead-ex-husband their niece and nephew’s dead biological father as to such situations; which while I wish as to being capable to taking responsibility for his death in such comparison; the facts thereof as to the realities throughout the various areas their dead relative wore those dress blues within Military City USA as well as the multiple individuals he assisted to cheat on their husbands with as to within the city of San Antonio Texas, the aspects as to the clearing as to my name in full as to such factors in reference to the against the wishes of my ex-in-laws as well as my ex-in-laws needing to accept the facts thereof as to what their dead relative had always been as well as the facts as to while they might have thought I was more than I am to them the facts of which of how I am not their relative despite what they might have wished as well as the facts as to their ungrateful portions as to what I personally had taken care of for the situation which legally I did not have to and Grandpa Nichols warned those people as to what legal rights of mine which fully surpassed theirs as to the aspects of what he warned about in reference to their dress blues problem as to what the Chief Warrant Officer 3 had explained.



Thus in turn as to how my two ex-sisters-in-law in the #FWTX #FortWorth #FortWorthTX #FortWorthTexas Fort Worth Texas as to such nickname in high school as the Nipple Sisters in such references as to however such factors thereof to their nickname in such references, my ex-sister-in=law as to specifically in reference to the Georgia location individual and her two children as to their choices thereof as to my original Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to having such within their aspects would officially be the legal portions of which they could officially be arrested as to such property aspects as well as any such usage in the references thereof as to the factors of when going on the #WarnerRobbinsAFB Warner Robins Air Force Base in the year of 2009 when I was there with my son and my daughter with my niece as to all such capacities as to the ways of such legal aspects as to the San Antonio Police Report in conjunction to all other such aspects in full as to the choices to do so hypothetically on a military installation in conjunction with each additional aspects from the starting point of the year officially of 2001 because of the backwards Hebrew version as to the reading portions as to the starting point of which within the UCMJ standards as to such aspects as to the lack of the timeframes for certain legal portions of which in turn as to such a connection point thereof if were to have in such references to this point in time officially would additionally bring forward such legal portions of which Grandpa Nichols would hypothetically fully agree as to the aspects of his spirit after what he had already dealt with as to Carswell Base in the Fort Worth area as to their types of needless behaviour of which those two would know of such as to their situations not any different as to the aspects as to those who knew Alicia as to the situations of being a Mustang’s daughter from the Korean War as to such situations as to those who know how Army brats can be as well as such types as to the spouses thereof who have not ever officially earned something on their own as to such ranking.



In turn as to those types of individuals such as that ex-sister-in-law who failed to understand I did not look at her the same way as to such aspects as to the facts thereof to the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as to the reality in conjunction of being born and raised in #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey and the 1980s and 1990s timeframe as to such individuals as to what actually is considered as earning the family portions in comparisons to wishing to just have that connection, the reality of which as to such stereotypes in reference to those who think they know how people are from the northeast as well as how they think such aspects are as to earning family aspects in the comparisons as to the actualities thereof to such factors; the full clarifications as to such aspects yet again, I assisted Grandpa Nichols and Grandma Nichols as to their child in such regards as to the funeral portions in comparison to my ex-sisters-in-laws’ thoughts and/or opinions which includes as to the portions of their children in such references. I had not ever considered more specifically to the reference as to my ex-sister-in-law and specifically those two individuals which are considered her children as to any such portion to myself in such references because of the facts while they might have their opinions thereof, the facts of what my opinions as to my viewpoints have always been as to the explanations I had given as to back in the year of 2009 as to the reasons why I was taking my son and my daughter as to the aspects thereof in the comparisons as to the wishes as to such other connections. Since the facts as to which such types of individuals had thought higher of themselves to me in the comparisons of which I had not ever known my ex-sister-in-law Mary Evongelina (maiden last name Nichols) Osteen which in turn includes the aspects of not ever knowing her two daughters Sondra Marie Osteen or Ariel Marie Osteen (as to whatever their legal married names might be now) as to such factors; the reality of which whatever pop culture stereotype wishes as to such capacities as to knowing someone from the northeast, apparently such pop culture references had not taught you as to how earning such aspects actually occurs as to the hypothetical wishes as to social media being considered as good enough in comparisons to the reality of such situations.



The irony however as to my children’s biological father warning his sisters as to the facts thereof, just as Grandpa Nichols warned them as to the facts thereof as to paying attention as to the facts of the warnings from Grandpa Nichols as to not overstep their boundaries as to Grandpa Nichols warning those individuals as to not taking advantage of what they did not have the right to in the first place as Grandpa Nichols warned those females specifically and repeatedly that there was nothing that I was doing which was ever legally a responsibility of mine and I was doing him the favor in comparison to ever doing a favor for my ex-sisters-in-law which he reminded those females as to the facts of which what he owed me as to such responses as to those who know and understand the east coast aspects thereof to such situations of favors. In turn if there has been the disrespect hypothetically because of the situations in reference to my ex-sisters-in-law as well as the disrespect as to my ex-sisters-in-laws daughters/sons in such references; Grandpa Nichols as well as the Chief Warrant Officer 3 as well as your older living brother as well as I had warned you repeatedly, as to the multitude of situations thereof to pay attention to details thereof.



Thus in turn as to their requirement and their need to fix and repair correctly each and every problematic portions hypothetically they caused my son, my daughter, and I as to each and every problem because of their failures to pay attention to the details which they were informed of on the phone callas as well as in person face to face in person as to the introduction by their dead relative to Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr also known as Cactus Jack in such references as well as the full explanations they were officially given as to the years of 2006 as well as 2007 and the beginning of 2008; those people’s mental health as to such factors as to the removal of such a mask as to the wishes of something otherwise, in the comparisons as to the facts they were officially informed of during such points in time as to the reality of what their dead relative had chosen to do on his own, as well as their choices as to such aspects as to my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America in such references thereof as to the 2001 Basic Training graduation at Lackland Air Force Base as to those females as to my ex-sister-in-law lacking the land to stand their ground on in such comparisons as to the stand your ground laws as to my having been woken up from my coma in the state of Texas as to all such capacities with the conjunction portions of my son and my daughter’s births within the state of Texas as well as the facts as to the favors which Grandpa Nichols officially informed as to such aspects thereof, to which those aspects thereof as to such favors in reference of taking care of as to his approval as to the Bronze Star situation.



In the reference which my niece may have told other such aspects as to when in Florida as to the aspects of when the first family vacation aspects thereof as to the failure to appreciate the fact as to not having actually needed to take her on the trip as to such realities, the aspects as to how the trip went as to the specifics as to what possibilities as to the technology portions in reference to shortly after stopping at the Kennedy Space Center for such a timeframe as to the aspects of which my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to such full; activations as to the hypotheticals thereof as to other such fail-safe aspects which the hypotheticals as to the #electionintegrity election integrity as well as the #COVID COVID portions as to the situations in full as to such factors of the 19 portions or the 19 year old aspects of which the situations which my ex-sister-in-law of whichever aspect as to the problems as to the requirements of them needing to correctly discipline their daughters in comparison to wishing to be friends with them in such aspects as to the ways of such situations were discussed when I had taken my son and my daughter as well as my niece to the state of Georgia.



In turn as to such realities of which to the situations in reference to McCoy Elementary School as to the Fort Worth Zoo as well as other such aspects of which those people as to their problems as to their requirements to accept the facts as to the problems their dead relative my son and my daughter’s dead biological father as to the situations which those people were officially told to keep their mouths shut as to such situations in comparisons as well as were officially informed to not ever use the dress blues pictures by both Grandpa Nichols as well as myself, the aspects of such situations as to the hypotheticals thereof as to the situations as to what occurrences thereof as to the oddities as to the reasons why the ex-sisters-in-law had disrespected their own biological mother as to not having had the decency to name one of their two daughters each as to the name thereof as to such factors as to the disrespect those two had to their own biological mother as well as the problems those individuals as to such hypotheticals as to how the situations went as to what Grandpa Nichols warned those individuals about in the years from 2001 onward as to the year of 2008. In turn as to such disrespect as he warned them in any sort of form or fashion towards me he warned them he would officially view such as a disrespect towards him and his, of which they were officially warned as to such factors by their own biological father as to what occurrences they were told as to what he would be willing and capable to do in such capacities which in turn; what would they think he would have to say as to the aspects in reference to the work of my Medal of Honor Art Project as well as what would they think he would have to say in reference as to their choices as to their needless drama as well as what do they think he would have to say, in reference to what their biological daughters had become?



Though what do they think he would have to say as to their failures in such references as to what their choices were as to my son, my daughter, and myself in such aspects as to how those individuals knew he had officially though unofficially viewed me as his third though adopted daughter as to such capacities thereof?



Those who had been under Grandpa Nichols as to the training aspects as to Fort Polk in whatever capacities thereof as to whatever training occurs in such references as well as to the aspects as to his volunteer tours in #Vietnam Vietnam as to such aspects of some of the details I have went over as to his viewpoint, the aspects of some portions of some similarities as to my Grandpa Gavett for the references thereof I suppose some could see in different aspects; of which in turn what situations for those who know of him and/or know of his types as to such viewpoints, what do you think his view would be as to my Medal of Honor Art Project as to my choices as he acknowledged as to having trusted my decisions and trusted my choices as what do you think his opinion would be as to the aspects thereof to my work in all such capacities thereof to my Medal of Honor Art Project as well as what do you know his view would be as to his daughters’ and their daughters’ choices, as those who would have the capabilities as to having such background aspects as to the opinions of that particular type of individual as to that particular type of background?



For those who would not know, the fact that Grandpa Nichols told me he would trust me out in the field with him at any point in time to watch his six;’ I suppose there are those who would understand that reference a bit more, than I would know as to not having graduated Basic Training when I was in the Army branch of the Armed Forces of the United States of America; though what in such references would his view be, as to those granddaughters of his blood, and what would his opinion be as to their choices in such references?



I do not think that, takes a head injury to figure out.



Nonetheless as to the situations beginning in reference to after the timeframe in Miami as to such factors in the year of 2009 as to the situations thereof in the month of August, if such situations as to my bank as to the aspects of my original Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America are concerned I suppse “The Modern Day Book (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” goes over several factors to take into consideration of which additionally if such aspects as to those ex-in-laws of mine as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips though specifically as to the year of 2018 as to the situations to #IA #IAstate #Iowa #Iowastate Iowa state as to the realities thereof, what could be seen as to such a pattern of behaviour as to the situations in the years of 2000 through 2008 as to such factors in the regards thereof as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips and what could be noticed as to the factors as to how Grandpa Nichols was treated as to such points in time as to those individuals as to what I brought forward in discussions as well as in reference to my first book “Finding A Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” as to the situations thereof in conjunction to the timeline aspects?



What was it that #CID #CriminalIvenstigationDivision Criminal Investigation Division was capable to verify and clarify as to the aspects as to the picture as to the timeframe when I was in Medical Hold Unit, and what would be capable to such proof thereof as to the aspects of the clarification aspects in such references despite the problems in reference to the Iowa situation as well as the aspects as to Irving 2011 as well as the aspects of my SCUBA Diving in totality as well as the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury; as what importance would that be in reference additionally, as to my time in Basic Training in Fort Sill Oklahoma as to the year of 2000 as to the additional proof thereof to having always told the truth as to the best of my capability as to what I could remember as to the details thereof despite how I physically look after such portions as to the cognitive disorders of which what honesty levels does it take to bring such forward in comparison to those who wish looking normal in such comparisons as to what type of mask would that be in such comparisons as to the acceptances thereof to the realities as to the tattoos and the hair aspects?



In such references as to my SCUBA Diving as well as the fuller portions of the family vacation as to Florida in the year of 2009 and then afterwards as to the trip to #AL #ALstate #Alabama #Alabamastate Alabama state as to Great Uncle Tony as to the references of his pride in regards as to the situations, the reality of other such aspects as to those situations as to such clarifications as to the overall aspects of which those who were in Texas as to the lack of knowledge despite how much warnings I gave about my ex-sisters-in-law as to the wishes those types were more reliable in the comparisons as while they would be considered as more reliable as to the lying down portions as to such hypotheticals as to what numerical portions thereof in such comparisons as to the hypotheticals; there are the factors as to such aspects as to the lying down as to standing by and doing nothing, when in that particular reference to such a quote in a different capacity thereof towards such individuals in my opinion.



Thus as to the aspects of which my biological mother/father/sister’s opinion as to one of my ex-sisters-in-law compared to that individual as to the Georgia location in such other references, the oddities as to the comparisons as to the requirements as to such viewpoint differences in the situations thereof as to the requirements as to the government regulations in comparisons as to simply just legally being married to someone else who actually does the work as to the unformed aspects as to such realities thereof. In turn to such references as to the aspects of my Medal of Honor Art Project trips, what as to such factors would be considered as to in reference to Grandpa Nichols’ opinions as to those individuals?



Additionally what would Grandpa Nichols’ viewpoint be as to the situations as to the portions after the aspects in regards as to my SCUBA Diving as well as all of the additional aspects as to that vacation timeframe, though was it actually a vacation for me when thinking about such realities thereof or was it far more along the aspects of pure work as to the timeframes throughout?



Since the situations as to the Miami portions as to the hypotheticals as to the technological aspects thereof, what would the considerations be to take into consideration as to such factors thereof regarding the capacities of such combinations?



In reference as to the similarities as to Enchanted Rock as to the ram as well as the deer in conjunction to the various birds, what could be noticed in reference to my time when at the Miami area of Florida as well as the conjunction portions as to the full differences as to the animal portions throughout the zoo and natural areas as to the comparisons thereof?



What do those people need to clarify officially as to the legalities now, as to the corrections as to such full repairs as to such needless childish games as to those types of individuals as to those problems in full as to such comparisons?



Were there situations as to having had my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America in a location which it should not have been which were found, which my ex-in-laws would need to take account for such aspects as to such realities immediately as to the fixing and repairing correctly immediately especially as to the amount of time since the year of 2009 to now in the year of 2022 as the reality of while they have not been my family as to my ex-sister-in-law Mary Evongelina (maiden last name Nichols) Steen ever, why would such aspects of such factors ever have anything to do with me as to while she is related to my son and my daughter as to not ever having any relation to me as why would such a problematic portion as to the clarifications need to be as such as to the realities thereof as were there needless problems as to that individual as to her having failed to pay attention to what Grandpa Nichols warned her as well as others in his family about the aspects thereof?



I would guesstimate so, as to such hypotheticals.



I did not ever personally need such aspects from that individual ever as to such situations as last I checked, I had done that family quite a few favors as to the explanations thereof to which in turn; what would that east coast aspect as to the owing as to such requirements as to the aspects thereof be, as per what Grandpa Nichols had warned such individuals as to being careful as to such situations be?



What would Grandpa Nichols have to tell such individuals as to "the 5Ps", as well as getting such taken care of immediately correctly as to fixing and repairing correctly as to such hypotheticals?






The proof as to such aspects of the report I filed in the Blanco Road area of the San Antonio Police substation as to the aspects of the verification process as to such points in time, prior to the year of 2019 when having stopped by the CID office on Fort Sam Houston in San Antonio Texas in the years of 2019 as well as 2020 as to such factors after returning to the state of Texas after how my son and I wound up in Washington state after the Stoney LaRue concert at the Cowboys Dancehall in March of 2013 as to such factors as to the supposed Air Force Officer Basic Training graduation at Lackland Air Force base as was used in such references to the situation at the time as to the hypotheticals thereof as to that ex-sister-in-law from Georgia and those types of childish problems as to the stereotype as to the dress blues situation as to what Grandpa Nichols warned against as to the problems from the time he first saw that picture set from JC Penny in the year of 2007 as to such warnings to those people. However how many individuals have failed to pay attention to the warnings given directly in the reference as to the military aspects in such regards over such lengths of time, as for example what could civilian recreational SCUBA Divers within the state of Texas have as to such warnings they had not paid attention to from me as they should have in reference to the underground missile silo? What do the dates have to look at as to the #Y2K Y2K aspects to take into consideration, as well?





What is important about the collage of pictures of me with some people throughout the years, as what could be noticed as to certain aspects of specifics which a facial picture only would possibly need a bit more as to such clarifications as do angles as well as years in specific make a difference as to the viewpoint as well as what can the specifics as to the types of cameras and programs thereof make a difference as well as to the aspects thereof to the makeup portions?

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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


Though there are the aspects of which if you would like to speak with me in addition to possibilities of opportunities for me, the welcome aspects as to contacting me through my contact form.



If I have known you in person when in person in positive ways and/or ways which might need clarification(s) as to mature discussions, there has always been the welcome open door policy as to contacting me through my contact form if you were not given my new phone number though such is online regarding my website more recently published online as to my Website Business Phone Line: (360)-713-4937.

Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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