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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   


I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only

Lady Dori Belle


...and to biological consenting adults as...

Lady Liberty Belle

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My life  =  My personal life

My life experiences  =  My personal life experiences that some might have something alike or something similar to though theirs is not the exact as to My personal life experiences

My opinion  =  Susan MeeLing's personal opinion that some or many might agree with

My needs  =  My personal needs for me personally though some distinguishing factors as to the aspects where there are different facets of My personal life and thus as to the distinguishing factors as to the different areas of my life, thus for Me personally is going to be for Me personally as to such differences as to the aspects whereas of others as to the factors to the considerations.


The FACT books I authored/wrote/compiled that I published through Amazon for My profits and what I chose/choose for the financial aspects per book:
*  Finding A Silver Lining  (published in print book format in in the year of 2015)
*  Finding The Silver Lining  (published in print book format in the year of 2014)
*  The Modern Day Book  (published in print format book in the year of 2020)
*  The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire  (3 volumes published in print format books in the year of 2020)

 

Fiction Based books I published through Amazon that can have metaphors or proverbial only as some books allow the financial aspects as to donations whereas the newer books do not have such same factors whatsoever as to the financial resources for Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle also known as Lady L*** Belle as make sure to not assume that all books will ever be the exact same:
*  "The Curious Children Book Series:  (2 volumes published in the year of 2014/2015)
*  "Fail-Safe:  The Kenedy curse fused with Science Fiction Fantasy  (The New World Order)"  (1 book published in the year of in print format book form 2015/2016 that is the main book to refer to for each of the subsequent books in the series as the 10 volume book series published as the 9 additional volumes in 2021/2022 as not all books were allowed as per My personal choice to be published in print format as to the ideals I have had for My work as to how I personally chose to release My books as to My business plans)
*  "Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series"  (3 volumes published in print format of books in the years of 2014 through 2015 and then 7 books were published in the year of 2021/2022)


To Contact Me to ask me what My needs, my wants, My preferences, My Ideals, and/or My desires is only to utilize My To Contact Form to ask me respectfully after explaining yourself as to such aspects first as asking Me is the best way to actually do so correctly to actually learn to know of what My actual needs are for the factors of as the same in reference to my wants and so on and so forth.  That includes though not limited to asking if there is something to assist Me with, arranging Book Signing, arranging requiring My permission first as to my needs for any appearance(s)/meeting(s), 


Do not assume that just because I authored/wrote/compiled books that you know Me, you know of Me as to such factors as to the factors of the reality of the social media.


If I personally have reached out to you directly as to requesting a meeting and/or meetings, I have done so with the factors of respect regarding the aspects of what I could figure as being respectful as to the time(s) as to upon your schedule though also as depending upon my schedule as well.  The contact information regarding phone numerical factors as to the aspects of My To Contact Form through My website, as to making attempts as to the ease to correctly communicate clearly.  


Ensure if you are going to ask about Me, to know the exact-ish amount of time the individual actually knew Me in real life in person face to face in person in real life to verify the correct numerical positions of time that they may have known Me or if they knew of me as to the facts.


My modeling is not the same as speaking with Me face to face at all, because that is not the same as in real life as to the facts that in real life in person face to face in person actually requires those facts of in real life in person face to face in person in real life where a human being in person face to face in person is in real life with another human being is the common sense for in person face to face in person in real life as there is a difference to getting My personal permission first.


I do not allow anyone to misinterpret ever, as there is the clear facts that if someone/anyone says they can interpret Me, ensure they actually have what I personally consider as the starting point of full foundation as to actual capacities to do so correctly as what I consider as the correct foundation as to making sure the foundation of theirs in not made out of sand as to the differences of whereas to the facts my foundation is forged from where the stones as to the rock of My foundation is to the sturdiness thereof as to My personal life as to My personal experiences as to Me personally; as in my personal opinion that imitation is not flattery at all in any capacity when in reference to Me.


Since I comprehend Myself as to My and what My needS are as to what My wantS are as to what My preferenceS are as to what My idealS are as to what My desires are, then as to My comprehension of such factors in reference to Myself as to My personal requirements as when I have written about My personal life experiences as to the words I personally have chosen to describe such facts, then as to My life = My personal life experiences.


Manners, respect, human decency, and protocols are as a beginning point for what My personal standards are for Me.

Make sure to be capable to distinguish when the facts of My journal blog are in the capacity of either facts with satire and/or facts with metaphors and/or facts with figurative and/or facts as literal as the reality that My personal life experiences are My personal life experiences as to where some might relate to what I personally have dealt with, the full combination of what I have survived is the difference as to where the distinction is.


I survived the attacks on the soil of the homeland of the United States of America as to the tristate areas of New Jersey, New York, and Pennsylvania in the year of 1993 in the month of February as well as the timeframe of 9/11 also known as 11 September 2001 because I was born and raised in New Jersey in the three-county/three-borough area that had the most amount of commuters to New York City as well as other factors of the reality as to the state of New Jersey that those factors of pop culture are usually NYCers or Pittsburgians or Philadelphians and not New Jersey-ians pop culture as the aspects of comprehending the facts as that pop culture only has small amounts as to the differences of the fullnesses thereof.


What I know for what My personal comforts are as to being capable to see as to such factors, translates to comprehension of Myself as to comprehending what is best for Me personally as to what is best for My work as well as what is best for My personal comforts.  As hours change to days and days change to weeks and weeks change to months and months change to years and years change to decades, I comprehend My personal needs as I comprehend I have made attempts for My personal needs to be correct for Me as to what My personal considerations are.


Keep your thoughts in what I consider as purity as to such actual purity of innocence, and the ease of life is made so as to the factors of the ensuring the correct actions without assumptions.


Acknowledging biases first without judgement, has no capacity of being biased as no bias can be without the capacities of bigotry, and thus without bigotry then there is the capacity of acknowledging biases without judgement.


I personally am unaware of fans of Mine because I do not assume that I have any because of what My considerations are for what a fan of Mine would be, as the factors when considerations as to fandom as to Myself is as to the factors of what I personally consider as comfort.


People should be more uplifting as to the aspects of being appreciative if as to appreciating work of Mine, as I have not need/want/desire of any male dominant in the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle regarding such factors of any type of relationship outside of acquaintance or friendship only, as that is not in any capacity ever a turn on to what My considerations are for Me at all in any capacity whatsoever as it has not ever been a turn on to Me.


The reality that Females have the capacity to be strong enough to be themselves if as to such morals and ethics as to such reality needs and requirements, thus as to where males have needed to accept the facts as not all males are as to what they might think of themselves as the same in reference of professional in what is supposed to be consenting adult biologically legally as to informed, as how they themselves are not anything of any turn on to Me as they are the opposite 100% in every capacity of anything that would ever be capable to turning Me on personally as I personally am not a lesbian as obviously a female biologically who would enjoy such factors would only be as to such aspects as to having to acknowledge such within herself.


As a Pansexual as to the intellectual capacities where I can be interested though not necessarily turned on, as to the physical does not make the aspect of what is of attraction to Me in the aspects whereas some might assume, as the factors as to the emotional connections depend and vary as to the situations, whereas the spirituality of such factors as My comprehension of Eclectic Judeo-Christianity religion is important, as the factors of sexuality of what sexually is attractive for Me is as to how the personal connection is as to the genuinity.


Being Polyamorous as I am personally is as to the intellectual capacity of being capable to discuss multiple topics while actually caring in truth, emotionally having the capacity to connect and such communicative factors, as the other three aspects thereof as to the references to the differences as to romantic factors as to platonic factors as there is My personal capacity where I always begin as to platonic factors first before I have ever or would ever consider anything sexually and/or romantically as personally it takes a lot more for Me to be capable to connect romantically than it ever has as to connecting platonically because of the way I personally was raised.


Thus if interested in dating Me as to in the capacity of not setting a date for a meeting as that obviously would not be the exact same unless previously brought up as to discussions, then as to such aspects as to arranging such with Me to ask Me first if that is an interest as to other(s) regarding such aspects. 


Thus the as I am as where I am a Female Dominant as to being as I am, then as to such acceptance there is a difference as to Myself being a Feminist as to the differences whereas the factors of feminazism as to the references of those who would have such factors as to their patterns of choices as to their behaviour as to the factors whereas the proof of such to the aspects of the differences of reviewing information from a different point in time as to such a point in time as to the facts that need to be paid attention to as to the facts of the time.


Completing a logistical review of My personal life experiences while acknowledging My experiences as well as My emotions from the facts of the situations from the years of 2019 through 2022, is not the same as to having the capability of time to review such all at the exact point in time of the exact point in time as that should not take a head injury to figure out.


My work as to My writings as to if used in speeches as the ease thereof as the 10% for Me of such if financial factors as to the tithing viewpoints, if as to such factors of consideration.


The links to My website as to My different pages of My website including My Journal Blog, are capable to share the link as to discussing the details as to the information of; though such facts for the fullness to be capable to read more to learn from the knowledge, is of the facts where such importance.


Since the requirements in reference to My website as to where tghe finances were only for Me to be capable to utilize were not responded directly to Me personally as there was not anyone ever allowed to be involved as to on My behalf ever, as to the aspects where since I personally did not have any such discussions as to what My personal minimum standards were as to being met for what My personal requirements are/were/are as to where there was and is not any allowances for such misinterpretations ever as to the clear distinctions as to Me personally only as to where I have clarified repeatedly that I am the one and only as to ever making the decisions for Myself as well as My work(s).


I personally do not play games, as I do not find games as they are not fun for Me.


I personally do not often watch television/movies as that is not assistive to my headaches/migraines at all, as the after effects from My head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 as the additional after effects from the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal temporal lobe of My brain that took 8.5 years to fully dissipate out of the MRI and out of the CAT scans as I have figured as to what works best for me personally.


While I have made attempts to connect with real people as to real friends as I once thought of as to such prior points in time, as to how such aspects went in the years from 2019 through 2022 as to such viewpoints as to such considerations referencing as to what capacities as to such factors regarding the differences as to choices/words/actions/deeds as to such references as to the factors of humanity as per the proof regarding my attempts before as well as during as well as after such points in time.


If as to the current time where each individual seems to think of themselves as a commercial and/or thinks of others as a commercial instead of thinking of each as an individual human being with individual personal life experiences as to how I personally have considered each individual if I am accurate referencing others' opinions as to such if factors, then as to where the reality of such readjustments as to the recalibrations of what humanity is.


The aspects of pop culture as to the facts regarding the differences between the factors of as while there might be some aspects that align in some ways, there are still the facts of the amount of the rest of different experiences and life thereof.


Thus as to such facts whereas what My personal needS as to what My personal wantS as to such factors, such aspects of the #ADA ADA requirements as to the facts regarding My being medically retired or being considered as to such disability aspects as to the reasons why ADA aspects are in such as for Me as to such aspects; though actually being capable to have as well as utilize such aspects as to My benefits in the correct capacities for Myself, as to the aspects whereas such factors of proof regarding the situations as to such reasons I have also worked as diligently as I have attempted to being capable to provide for Myself as being a biological adult of two biological adult legal aged children I personally gave birth to while having been awake from My coma for less than 1.5 years for one and 2.5 years for the other as to such facts.


Online is important for several aspects, though in real life as to such reality as to the real needs as to such common sense as to the factors of what is required for Me as I comprehend what is actually best for Me and that is not up for interpretations as interpretations always lead to misunderstandings as to the facts as to such proof regarding the aspects thereof as to My personally being capable to be in as well as remain in a good mood as to the attempts I have made to being capable to accomplish such.


While the aspects of My personal belief in real angels as to real faeries as to real spiritual beings as to such facts regarding such as to where I was Confirmed in the year of 1997 as to the aspects thereof to that history, the aspects where such facts as to the references thereof as the differences of what are considered as real friends in real life as to the differences of the spiritual aspects if there was ever any common sense as to different human beings unless as to such being as cherubim as to homo-sapien-sapiens as to ever being ignorant enough to think that is the same when obviously as to the facts that a real human being as to a real friend as to the difference of a real spirit as to such aspects thereof to real spiritualism capabilities.

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However such is obviously a difference from the aspects thereof, to humanity as human beings are supposed to be and are as to humanity if as to such aspects of the definition of humanity.


If I was/am believed as I understand some have opinions as to religious aspects and/or spiritual factors as to the usage of the words metaphor/proverbial/figurative, there has not been such confirmation for Me to have such knowledge for Myself regarding such aspects to what I would know and understand as to such as per the proof regarding the exact time.


Some do not just get over something as massive as the situations as to February 1993 as to being capable to survive such, as that was not a video game nor was that a computer game nor was that a pop culture fiction aspect as to such references and regards just as 11 September 2001 or 9/11 was not a video game and was not a computer game and was not a pop culture fiction aspect.


There is not the capacity where individuals who have tried to prettify the aspects for individuals to truthfully recover and heal from such aspects because of the requirements as to the truth being told in full, and when the truth is told in full is the only capacity for healing to begin.


Thus as to the facts in reference to My personal life experiences, what support would there be that I could truthfully say and/or write about as to the aspects of such luxuries others have had as to such amounts of individuals as to such support groups as to such friends as to such aspects of discussions as to what discussions would actually be in the references thereof as to what I personally consider as; or would such individuals think that them discussing amongst themselves would be as to the same instead of the aspects thereof as to discussions with Me personally, as to such proof regarding such luxuries as to those types as to such factors as to the aspects of such wannabe aspects.

 

 

Those who would consider Me as wanted as to what I consider as being wanted as to the differences as to such aspects of "Finding A Silver Lining" as there are only so many words in the dictionary to describe, and when individuals choose to be bratty nonconsensually as to such aspects as to such brattiness as to the aspects of the amounts of words as to the amounts of times as to where either the individual is going to be considered as competent to understand or they will be considered as incompetent as to humanity referencing such types as to those factors as to such aspects that I have brought forward as to the proof thereof to the validity of such aspects. 


"Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining" are situations that are of My past as to the situations I personally dealt with as to such aspects whereas My suggestions as to the current time as well as the future, are the difference.


"The Modern Day Book" is as to what I noticed as per the years thereof in those references as to what the looks were as to such descriptions for such clear aspects, as the common sense factors as to such regards as to having been born and raised in New Jersey as to the aspects of the differences as to NYC as NYC thinks of such aspects whereas New Jersey has the capacity to prefer the real of the reality as to such differences whereas Broadway wanted to be more like Hollywood and visa versa as to such references.


"The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" is of what My personal experiences were as to My personal work as to My personal life experiences as to before I began SCUBA Diving as to what I was known as through My name in reference of My personal trainers as to My personal childhood experiences as to such work in reference of protecting and defending the individuals on land above sea level as to the aspects of My work if that was/is actually appreciated.


The aspects where I could see now in the year of 2023 where some capacities of "Fail-Safe" could be as to such if factors as well as "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as while I was only being creative as to such aspects as to My writings, the aspects whereas for Myself personally would be as to the references for such aspects if as to those types as to such psychological distinguishing factors as to what I have been capable to distinguish as to My comprehension of Myself as well as My comprehension of My wrok as I authored/wrote/compiled as to the best of My capabilities as to My overall books.


In reference of "Paroxysm" there is not anyone I ever have personally dated that would ever fit into such descriptions, ever.  The facts regarding where the references thereof to prior timeframes as to Volume 2 are from individuals I personally knew before the year of 2000, as to the common sense factors as to the reality of the overall.


In regards as to "Fail-Safe" and "Paroxysm" in regards of for Me personally as to the relationship aspects of for Me personally as to the references and regards thereof officially for Me personally despite having written of such in an overall way, the aspects of if as to such as for Me personally then as to such clarifications now as to the year of 2023 as to the differences regarding the multiple reasons as to bringing such forward as to healthy acquaintences as to healthy friendships as to health developments of hetero-sexual relationships that as to such hetero-sexual relationships as to the fluidity depending upon the aspects of such a relationship factor if as to the consensual aspects as to each involved being fully informed first as that is the only capacity thereof as to being informed as to officially being informed before such aspects as for the example where I have been honest as to the after effects from My Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to others being informed first officially as to such if factors as to the differences.


The aspects whereas to such if factors as to My books I personally authored without any assistances as to My personal creativity to authoring such aside from the technological factors as to being capable to write such books as to "Paroxysm" and "Fail-Safe" referencing such aspects specifically for Myself regarding such aspects of the specifics as to such details, then I suppose if as to such would be as to prophecy regarding such if factors if such were to ever be for Myself personally; though if as others' interpretations of their own lives as to then the references of whereas being capable to prophesize decades before ever writing though definitely would not ever prefer certain aspects as to certain individuals as to My personal considerations as to the specifics as to such references regarding the factors thereof as to "Fail-Safe" especially though also in such clarifications as to for Me as to "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as to what My personal considerations as to the aspects thereof regarding the aspects not of a novelty as there is a difference between a novel a difference between a novel idea a difference between as to how such aspects of where the problems as to problematic novelty factors as to such misinterpretations in My opinion.


When describing the situations in truth that is the common sense starting point of a foundation, and any who think that such could be fast-forwarded are incompetent as to such aspects where certain factors are required to have such details and information to being capable to actually make such genuine efforts as to progression towards betterment in genuine truth.


The reality where such aspects of when such efforts are direct as to such facts as per the prior amounts of time as to explanations, then as to the facts where either the competency to listen and then think while listening as well as being capable to progress with the correct actions as to such regards as to the common sense.


Maybe it is a bit more truthful than I realized, common sense might actually be a genuinely real superpower. 


Forgiveness is of importance as to such truth in full as best as possible, the factors of as to such if remorseful.


The reasons why of the reality as to where, as to the year of 1993. 


Time is important as to emotions of the situations, retaining such knowledge can assist seeing towards progression of betterment.


Communications are important listening both sides if as to consent, the factors as to information in truth as of much importance. 

Life and Love, Life and Love
Between, Below, and Above


Brightest of Blessings.

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Please share the link to my website and feel free to comment in the section below however know that I am not informed as to any comments made within the area of each journal blog I post, though the ability to express yourselves as to such comments of such are able to be seen of such portions if you so choose.

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I encourage others to share the links and to speak about such topics honestly as to such aspects and situations as my saying as to it should not take a head injury to figure out is the main satirical portion as to my journal blog, as to the facts as to sometimes when wording hits a certain way all one can do is chuckle a bit as to reviewing such portions of information thereof.

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If interested in using my journal blog for articles and/or legal aspects please just remember to put the link to the specific journal blog article area to assist the fuller aspects as to the clarifications for others to also be able to read through for such additional details, as well as if there are those who are interested in further discussions and/or commentary and/or interviews and/or speaking arrangements and/or invitational aspects of such journal blog entries I have written please do contact me through my contact form with such details at www.susanmeeling.com/to-contact 

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Please also know the reasons for having such available hopefully assists the more open discussions as to the various details thereof to which I have been honest and truthful about, which additionally to such as to posting on social media in various areas is welcome as the ability to discuss such topics honestly is of importance as it brings a different form of discussions though also assists more to be involved with such viewpoints.  I know there are those who either have not had a social media account and/or have had to wait to be online more often in such aspects depending upon the employment thereof to which the reference to the details in such references per journal blog entry might assist in different ways while additionally giving the ability to still engage online in various forums to which while some may prefer not to have their social media accounts associated with responses on my website which is acceptable; it does give a forum for such discussions as well for those who may not have the ability to go into further details in certain other areas online, as to a different cover though the reality of such transparency on my part as to having been open and honest as to my community area involvements additionally hopefully open the doors and open the lines for more genuine and honest communication within the age appropriate guidelines thereof for the betterment and clarity among more.

 

 

Admittedly only recently in the year of 2020 had I realized I may physically look similar to different characters in different aspects of pop culture however I did not grow up being allowed to watch such aspects and since after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury coma, I do not usually watch such pop culture because of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to knowing the personal aspects of what is best for myself.  However I did not and do not know of the pop culture references many of the times because of not being allowed to watch anything other than G-rated movies/television throughout my childhood and teenager years in the 1980s to the 1990s as the rating systems may have been different for such times, as I also was not allowed to watch PG or PG13 or any other type of PG until I was a certain age which again similarly to such times in the 1980s and the 1990s the rating system may have been different to such aspects; of which once I was the age of 18 years old biologically I have been able to watch anything and everything I personally prefer or want to watch.

 

 

Additionally I do not play games despite possibly looking physically as what characters might be as to such, as again that is something within pop culture which I have not usually known nor understood a reference to such in pop culture however I encourage people to know the difference between a pop culture reference as to knowing the difference to the human being spoken with as I have picked up there are several individuals who may not have known there is a difference between what images and/or videos as to being seen compared to the interactions with others when in real life in person as well as when speaking with others through various forms of online communication of which the care and the concern as to such aspects in my opinion is of importance to review for such realities. 

 

 

While I understand others have the choice to play games for whichever aspects thereof, please comprehend I am not one who will play games as I personally do not find such appealing to me nor to the after effects of as well as from my Psalm Sunday year of 2000 head injury just as others with and/or without a head injury may have a different viewpoint to such aspects as to games as some just have a life which such is considered as a luxury to play games comparatively though cannot do.

 

 

Please be respectful as to such as well as if you meet me and/or see me in public and speak with me, please be honest as to such as I have not ever assumed anyone had ever known of my website or my work as to the fact I have known there are many websites throughout the internet of which if there have been hints to such at any point in time there has not been the ways of which I would view such aspects as to the reference without the actual bringing of such information up first by who I have spoken with because of the ways as though I write as I do when I speak it is not always the same way as such comes across online possibly as there are differences as I would guesstimate others would know as per their own online aspects as to how such discussions have been with others and/or writings thereof as to when corresponding with others.

 

 

Though I know there are more than just the two social media areas of which Facebook and Twitter have been available, because of certain topics of my journal blog entries as well as the multiple social media platforms I lease such areas at the discretion of the reader to posting such aspects because of the knowledge certain topics are for certain age ranges as to the details thereof though because of certain aspects as to the intellectual levels for the reasons as to the choices thereof for what I have known some companies have assisted with in reference to the rating system as to guidelines as to the clicking of certain links for such software references as to controls.  I have done the best I could to ensure the ability for if in reference to biologically under the age of 18 years old for such choices up to the parent(s)/legal guardian(s)/grandparents to the topic points I have/do written/write about as well as kept such details more modest for the ability for such aspects of choice to the appropriate levels of discussions, of which hopefully with the additional aspects as to the genres assist with such abilities for the clarifications thereof.  

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If newsworthy, please do send to the news organizations if there are topics of which are interesting that should be broadcast upon the various news media stations as to the specifics within the posts I have put together.

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

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Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

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Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

​

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

​

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

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"Mad Mad" movie, the "151 Road Warriors" with "Cactus Jack", and Fiesta in San Antonio Texas

Before I begin this blog journal post I must state even though the movie "Mad Max" was available to watch before the year of 2000 my biological parents had not allowed me to watch movies or television shows outside of the G, PG, PG-13, PG-17, and R ratings until such they deemed to approve for me to watch. When I was with my friends growing up in the state of New Jersey, we usually were playing outside; and when I had been moved to Crystal Lake Illinois (instead of Chicago which would have been more logical), my outside activities from school were usually involving cars rather than watching television or movies. One person I had been truly good friends with and I had gone on one date to a movie, but he and I talked throughout the movie instead of watching whatever we had gone to see; and while at that time he and I agreed we were too good of friends to have a dating relationship, up until 2001 we had stayed in contact with one another. Due to extenuating circumstances he and I were unable to retain that friendship but also the events of 11 September occurred, and our lives went in different directions. Maybe one day, right?


In reference to the "Mad Max" movie, "Cactus Jack" AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr., the "151 Road Warriors", the Alamo Draft House, and Fiesta in San Antonio Texas during whatever year such had occurred; I had been introduced to Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr (though from here on out I will refer to him as his ROTC given nickname of "Cactus Jack") through someone who worked where I had been volunteering at called Nine Lives Books in San Antonio off of the 410 Loop near Bandera Road, named Jamie Robles. Jamie felt the need to introduce Cactus Jack to me because of what I told her about my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, my lack of knowledge about Pop Culture, and the Reiki healing energies I had learned to work with in a different manner than some. Cactus Jack had at one point in time worked at Dragon's Lair a comic book store in San Antonio Texas at the time, and had been a player in the War Hammer live action game. Jamie Robles who was his former girlfriend later on had asked me to tell Cactus Jack about my experience at The Excalibur Renaissance Faire in Smithville Texas in Bastrop County before he later told me about the "151 Road Warriors" during Fiesta Texas. I admit because of my medical retirement from The United States of America's Armed Forces Army Branch once Cactus Jack explained to me why he had helped to orchestrate the "Mad Max 151 Road Warriors" during the Fiesta San Antonio Texas event, I have labeled them as "The 151 Tittybaby Road Warriors" of which I will explain and elaborate upon through this journal blog entry.


THE EXCALUBUR FAIRE


During the time of the first separation from who is now my extremely abusive dead-ex-husband of whom I had not seen in two days and was in a different part of the city when he died (I must state as such as the questions I had gone through from Criminal Investigation Division after his death and his funeral, I had to repeat myself as to my whereabouts as well as explain though the marriage was over before he returned to The United States of America's Armed Forces Army branch National Guard division because of the way he treated me; I comprehended why I was asked as I was asked as I was. However that is a whole other entry unto itself); I had been invited to attend the last year of The Excalibur Renaissance Faire, though no one knew it would be the final year of that particular name of a faire until later on. The female I met in the San Antonio Pagan community named Dawn had invited me to attend with her two friends John, and Christy. When I asked what I was supposed to do Dawn told me "Just be yourself" and when at the campgrounds after setting up the tent and getting dressed, everyone saw my outfit I purchased from eBay. When Dawn saw what I was wearing she said I looked like Nobility and had to chose a name for the faire, of which I chose the name Lady MeeLing.


However when the group of Dawn, John, Christy, and I had gone into the Excalibure Faire because I was dressed as Nobility and not as they were as pirates, later I was told I needed to leave them alone and go on my own way. Dawn told me she could not be seen at the faire with Nobility as she and the others were dressed as pirates and thus, I walked alone in the event. I saw many different stores throughout the location and various situations of the era before I found a store which had been selling faery and dragon wings, and I was excited to go inside to see. Though I wanted to purchse all of the wings in the store and the ones I knew that female was working on in her shop, I knew I could only purchase a single pair at the event. I found a red, white, and blue pair of wings which would match the outfit I was wearing and could be used in future events if I so chose to wear them. (I will post a picture of me wearing the outfit as my hair was when I entered the Excalibur Renaissance Faire with the wings I brought with me to the faire, though I had the picture taken at a San Antonio Pagan Pride Day earlier that year) After paying a little over $75.00 for the wings I put the pair on to then, walk around the rest of the grounds.


After passing by an area where a Bard was singing to a crowd near the two tents, one of turkey legs for food and the other with meade and spirits to drink; I walked through the center of the two. There a group of five males leapt out from the tree branches to surround me while holding weapons in their hands, each with a different type of weaponry. The males were dressed in ragged clothing and their faces and limbs were painted red with blue, while they each had dark brown shoes on. One male said "Go get the wings sauce!" while another said "It's time to fry some wings!" Instantly I got my feet into a fighting stance, my fists raised to defend myself, and my back straightened as I said "What the f*** do you mean, you need some wing sauce? What the f*** do you mean about frying? I will f*** you up, you don't know me!"


The males encircled closer around me as I tightened up ready to do what I needed to defend myself as I told them to "back off", they continued making comments to one another in reference to me. The one with the sword in his hands started swinging it over his head as the one with the mace slapped the hilt against his hand, and the others followed suit. I repeated myself as they repeated themselves but one particular male of the group noticed I was not going along with their game he asked me a question and I said, "This is the first time I have ever been to a Renaissance Faire, is this how you treat people here?" as I uttered other profanities at them, for surrounding me as a female by myself. That one male quickly started to try to get the other males to stop harassing me, but they did not want to stop seemingly. When one commented of how I was not speaking in the language of the Renaissance I said "If you will noteth backeth offefth, I will kicketh your a**eseth! I will go New Jersey mixed with military on you, and you will dieth by your own weapons. Is that goodeth enougheth for you?"


(Side Note: I can envision that particular male who I had gone to the movies with laughing hysterically, and yet at the same time getting extremely upset with those males)


However the one male with the sword would not leave me alone, nor back down. I stepped forward ready to disarm him and use his sword to go through his flesh to defend myself since he would not stop, when the group finally convinced him to leave me alone. After I walked through the group entirely infuriated because of the situation, I saw my friend Kim from the San Antonio Pagan community being yelled at by a blond female. I stood in between the two of them as the blond female yelled "She's an animal murderer! I am part of PETA, I'm going to tell them!" while pointing at Kim's fur corset which I said "You mean People who Eat Tasty Animals?" in an attempt to calm the situation down but when the blond female continued going after my friend Kim I said "Kim picked up roadkill from the side of the road to prevent the skins from going to waste, and made her corset. You are wearing suede shoes, what is wrong with you?"


That blond female said "What are you talking about, stupid? My shoes are suede!" I responded, "And suede comes from a cow, a different part of the cow and is tanned a specific way, but suede comes from a cow nonetheless." The blond female continued throwing a temper tantrum about Kim's corset to which after having dealt with those five males, I was not going to allow another female to be attacked for no good reason but for what seemed like an excuse. When the blond female finally left Kim alone, she and I walked to her corsetry booth and I looked through what she had sewn together for various custom pieces. Kim and I spoke for a little while before I went along throughout the rest of their Excalibur Renaissance Faire to find Dawn, John, and Christy.


Just when I found them a short male with a much taller male walked over towards me with a piece of rolled up paper and the male said, "Lady MeeLing you are hereby charged with falsifying an impersonation of being a faery" and I stated, "And you are whom? I am just me and how dare you tell me you think I am faking anything, you don't know me." Dawn told me to "play along" and I said "No" to her before looking at the short male saying "I am not falsifying anything and how dare you accuse me of being anything but who I am and if you are going to be accurate, you need to state I am Empress of the Fey! I am not impersonating nor faking, to be anyone other than who I am!" The male tried to say something before I interrupted him asking , "Are you a real Sherriff?" When he shook his head side to side signaling no I said, "I don't ever want to be arrested and I damn sure don't ever want to falsely be arrested, for something I didn't do!" When the larger male said "I can make you..." I stepped forward with my fists up saying "You'll make me do what, mother f****r? I don't f*****g think so, I am not going to be arrested! Leave me alone, I did not do anything wrong. Besides, you are not a real Police Officer, and only they can do that with evidence. I am not pretending to be anyone else, and I am not going to allow the likes of you to arrest me."


Dawn grew angrier and more annoyed when I said such, though John had asked "Why don't you let me get a picture of them putting the shackles on you?" I looked at him with a typical faery mischievous smile and simply said "Ok, John." When the pretend sheriff went to place the shackles around my wrists I quickly turned my arms to grab the shackles, and I took off running. At a full sprint I ran as far as I could, as fast as I could; finding a little boutique which sold various skirts and crinoline. I tucked the shackles into the skirt of my dress and wrapped the crinoline underneath my skirt around the chains to silence the sounds of the jingling to then casually walk outside of the opening. As I looked to the side I saw the pretend sheriff and his lackey running around the corner to then see me, as I stood there waiting for them to walk up. When the pretend sheriff demanded to know where the shackles were I asked if I was still going to be arrested and when he nodded his head up and down signaling yes while catching his breath, I told him when he promised I would not be arrested to return the shackles to him. He said, "It'll be a cold day in hell before that happens" and I responded, "Be careful, that might just happen. When you promise me I will not be arrested, I will return the shackles to you but up until then; no deal.


Several hours later the pretend sheriff told me "Ok, you win. You will never be arrested." and I said "Thank you, because I did nothing wrong to begin with and I should never have been falsely accused. You should do your research before claiming someone like me, would ever be able to pretend to be anyone other than myself." I then lifted the side of my skirt, pulled out the shackles from where my crinoline had been wrapped around the shackles, and handed him the cuffs." I smugly walked, or I should write, I smugly skipped away.


Dawn was infuriated with me for the whole event and held my actions against me for so-called embarrassing her, though I had explained about the five males in the trees. She told me I "should get over it" and I could not comprehend how those words and her responses were as such, as she knew the details of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and Dawn had been the one who told me to go throughout the Excalibur Faire by myself; knowing I had never been to a Renaissance Faire before that time, and she told me to just be myself.


...back to Cactus Jack AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr. and Jamie Robles...


When I had told Cactus Jack and Jamie of that set of circumstances, the two laughed a lot; which confused me. I could not comprehend as to why it was so funny at the time of the event, nor then when I explained such. Though I could laugh at myself, I admit I was ready to defend myself as I truly felt threatened with five males all taller and broader shouldered than I with weapons in their hands unsheathed. I was not playing around at the faire, even though apparently; that is what happens at those types of events. Afterwards Cactus Jack started to ask me more of what I knew and did not know of various aspects of Pop Culture, movies, television, comic books, graphic novels, and the like; of which I explained how I was raised and he was marveled by the aspects of such, as well as my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury.


Later Cactus Jack told me of what he did during the week event of the Fiesta in San Antonio Texas because of one of his idols in the "Mad Max" movie attending a viewing of that movie at the Alamo Draft House on 410 and 151 in San Antonio, during the same time. Cactus Jack said because of the people he knew who also had done the World War II reenacting (Cactus Jack had been on the German side of the reenacting and said "Someone has to be the bad guy") and the access to the military vehicles of that time frame he and Jamie had contacted his friends, while his little brother Jeremy Kuykendall had contacted his friends to ride along. Jamie was working in photography or art class and thought such would be a great project to express her art form, and as the two continued to explain the events to me; I started feeling disgusted with sickness and my stomach started feeling though it was churning. They explained of the choice to choose the 1604 loop around San Antonio because of the way the different people who had the military vehicles would be able to enter into San Antonio at a set time, as Cactus Jack and Jeremy Kuykendall (as well as their little sister Rachael Kuykendall) 's mom worked for the Northside Independent School District Bus Depot as a dispatcher; and they had access to the radio equipment to pick up on the movements of the San Antonio Police Departments as well as Fire Department Officials to evade the capture. Cactus Jack told me his dad worked as a mechanic and had fixed several San Antonio Police Officers' private vehicles, and was able to find the number of extra duty officers who would be moonlighting during the event.


I became increasingly disgusted by the information those people were telling me, though I think if people were to read my first two books "Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing" in combination with "Finding The Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing", I might not be alone with those sensations; albeit much later than I originally had felt from when told) (Also I had wrote of a Dr. Pepper Milkshake recipe I created in 2003 and now Whataburger is selling my intellectual creative property and I never gave anyone permission to sell those rights to them as I also never sold or gave up the rights to any of my books I registered through The Library of Congress, nor would I do so ever)


When I asked why would that be a good idea after telling them how I felt though they "were describing terrorism to me but civilians doing so to a military city as there are five military bases that run along the 1604 loop of San Antonio Texas", Cactus Jack and Jamie Robles said I "was over-reacting" of which I said, "I don't think so. I think and I hope if people ever find out the truth of that, you and your group are charged with terrorist-ic behaviour."


The two of them continued to explain the choice for choosing the 1604 Loop instead of the 410 Loop in San Antonio was multifaceted: The excuses they explained to others and I were:

* Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr. had been given the moniker of "Cactus Jack" because during a ROTC event at Camp Bullis while he was attending UTSA (University of Texas San Antonio), he landed on a patch of cactus. Due to the fact he had to go to the emergency room to have the individual quills removed from between his legs and in specific his balls, the ROTC soldiers called him "Cactus Jack". Due to feeling though those ROTC soldiers were "being mean" to him when I told him "In reality, they could have called you much worse names than Cactus Jack, but thankfully you left the ROTC training because you would have been a hazard in the field during combat"; Cactus Jack chose 1604 because that road encompasses Camp Bullis Army Base, whereas 410 Loop does not.

* Both Jamie Robles and Cactus Jack were upset because of the costs for college and thought they could make the UTSA campuses "pay" for such high tuition fees and book costs, when going around the 1604 Loop as well as for the fact when Cactus Jack left ROTC; he had to repay UTSA for the expenses since he did not give The United States of America's Armed Forces what they initially paid for, and thus he had to repay his debts.

* Cactus Jack and Jamie Robles had housing closer to 410 in comparison to 1604, and if they needed to get away quickly, they would not have to deal with the additional traffic from the backup they knew would be caused; on top of the already crowded roads during the time of the Fiesta San Antonio Texas event. Both grew up in the city of San Antonio, and knew of the Fiesta events, as well as people involved with the Fiesta events at the time. Whereas Cactus Jack said he had some people in the ROTC training who had gone to school with him in high school at Lee High School and was made when the Rebel Flag was removed from the mascot, Jamie Robles went to a Southside area of San Antonio school district and knew some people who were involved with specifics of the Fiesta event which she was mad about.

* Due to the fact neither of them could segregate their emotions about the attachment of the military branches to the area of attachment of Camp Bullis, the two "thought it would be a funny joke to go after all of the bases and all of the city" for what they felt, were justifiable; though I thought and still feel they were excuses. Jamie Robles said she "wanted to be as infamous as the Red Canvas" and Cactus Jack said he "wanted all of Hollywood's attention" "as wishes" and I told them "Be careful what you wish for, you just might get it to come true. Though if not careful it may become true in ways, you never would expect." They laughed at me and made fun of me, "for being so over dramatic".

* When the "Mad Max" viewing event took place during the week of Fiesta in San Antonio Texas as they had planned with their parents, friends, and college associates, the group had multiple areas of entry to San Antonio Texas 1604 Loop as some with the military vehicles entered from South I35, while some entered from North I35, and some from the 281 split. Since there were several vehicles which had semi-truck radios, only a few people were given the school bus district radios as needed; to keep in contact with each other, until meeting up in the same area. Jamie Robles said "it was hilarious watching vehicles drive off of the road to get out of our way" while Cactus Jack said "it was freaking funny to see how quickly so many people reached for their cell phones, I guess to call 9-1-1"; then Jamie said she contacted someone she knew to find out over 350 9-1-1 phone calls were made over the course of their expedition. I told them "You were lucky none of the veterans or active duty guys grabbed their firearms to snipe you, because I know there are plenty in the city of San Antonio who would and could have dropped each one of you who they had a clear shot to; probably a few drivers too" as the two had showed me pictures of what they were wearing when strapped to something that looked like a machine gun.

* When I mentioned "the amount of veterans in the area of San Antonio from the Armed Forces of The United States of America, law enforcement, fire department, EMS, and the like who probably had firearms since it is the state of Texas"; they laughed at me and said again, I "was over reacting and being over dramatic". When I told them "they and their friends better be careful of every single move they make and should think about each action before doing so because if there isn't a watch list for that, there will be some day"; the two made fun of me even more.

* The two told me of when they arrived at The Alamo Draft House they were disappointed the actor was no longer at the place and there were a line of Police Squad cars waiting for them, but many people saw the Police and left the scene; whereas Jamie Robles and Cactus Jack continued to pull through proudly. I told them "You shouldn't have been surprised the actor guy left the place, nor should you have been surprised there were Police Officers waiting for you. They're smarter than you give or gave them credit for, I'm just saying."

* Cactus Jack and Jamie Robles said Cactus Jack AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr, his brother Jeremy Kuykendall (who later joined The United States of America's Armed Forces Army Branch as an Officer and the two look almost as identical twins), as well as several other people who were a part of the "151 Road Warriors" had volunteered to be arrested for the event but had scoffed when the San Antonio Police Department could only at the time charge those people with not having a Parade License. Then after the brothers spent a night in the drunk tank because of the lack of room elsewhere in the county jail they made their allowed phone call to their mom and dad, who then contacted their lawyer friend who had already been informed of what Cactus Jack and Jeremy as well as their group were going to do during the Fiesta San Antonio Texas event for the "Mad Max" movie. The lawyer went to the court in downtown San Antonio Texas to bail them out of jail and later when Cactus Jack realized his World War II authentic props were confiscated by the Police Officers; Cactus Jack said he wanted them back.

* The lawyer was unable to get the knives and swords away from the court system though Cactus Jack was excited to discuss how the lawyer had gotten his e-tool back from the custody of the courts. When the judge had asked "What do you do? You probably bury dead bodies with that" the lawyer retorted to the judge "What? Is it illegal to bury dead bodies?" of which the court released only the e-tool to Cactus Jack, though I told Cactus Jack that judge probably would never forget his name or face for what his lawyer said and did, as well as that lawyer might not be able to practice law in the city of San Antonio after remarks like that.

In the end of that whole fiasco the group of "The 151 Tittybaby Road Warriors" thought it would be a good idea to have t-shirts made of their attempts to harass the city of San Antonio during the Fiesta San Antonio Texas event, and though I told Cactus Jack "he and they are dumb for making such because if the company who printed the t-shirts knew anyone who was in San Antonio or of that event, that company would probably be excited to help law enforcement to catch all of you guys"; which again, I was made fun of and called over dramatic.


Though Cactus Jack and I began dating because of my now dead-ex-husband forcing me to date him instead of looking for someone who I wanted to date when right before as well as during the second and final separation from him, E5 Robert Walker Nichols; after his death at Fort Sam Houston in The Warrior Transition Unit Barracks in San Antonio Texas and all which occurred after his death, there had been a San Antonio Express News Article written about the memorial service my children Robert had fathered which had been denied at the time. Though the San Antonio Express News did not know of the circumstances as to why I had been involved with Cactus Jack I admit, seeing how the author of that article had stated Cactus Jack was my fiance disgusted me. The second I could get out of being involved in a relationship with Cactus Jack, I ended such.


However my biological mother Anna Louise (maiden last name : Lally) Hom (living in San Antonio Texas), my biological sister Patricia Ann Hom (I do not know what her married last name is and last living in San Marcos Texas when I saw her last in 2010), my biological father Michael Lee Hom (partially only because of Cactus Jack re-connection the conversations between us and not for the 151 event), my ex-sister-in-law Susan (Moniker Susie) Marie Nichols-Lopez (who last lived when I knew her in White Settlement Texas in 2010 with her daughters Brieanna Marie Lopez, Marissa Marie Lopez, and son Joseph Anthony Lopez), my ex-sister-in-law Mary Evongelina (maiden last name: Nichols) Nichols O'Steen (who last lived in Macon Georgia with her daughters Sondra Marie O'Steen and Ariel Marie O'Steen) among others I cannot recall their names had all taken Cactus Jack's side when I had ended the relationship with him; just as they had taken my now-dead-ex-husband's side when the issues of abuse had risen, as well as his stolen valor. Though I had told my biological family as well as my ex-in-laws including Tony Walker Nichols of Lawton Oklahoma, of my choice to return of the falsely awarded Bronze Star to the Colonel from Robert's Unit in Iraq after the memorial service and after the unit returned to The United States of America to cover up the issues of Robert stealing valor on his Dress Blues uniform which a Chief Warrant Officer 3 had informed everyone of in 2008 at Laurel Land Funeral Home in Fort Worth Texas; similarly to Cactus Jack and Jamie Robles, I was made fun of for "being over dramatic about (in that case) honesty".


I thought it was better for my children to know the truth about earned valour, instead of being lied to about stolen valour. I thought it was better for The United States of America's Armed Forces for the males and females to know there is still honesty and justice in the world, rather than to let them only see and be reminded of the ugliness of war wherever they looked. Though such might make me a fool to people similar to my biological family, my ex-in-laws, and my ex-boyfriend Cactus Jack; I would rather be an honestly clean fool, rather than a dirty and disgusting liar.


I have sent letters to various law enforcement agencies about this after publishing about such in my first two books I registered through The Library of Congress and ironically enough, the Federal Bureau of Investigations is close to the UTSA campus. Though I am unaware if Cactus Jack and Jamie Robles knew of such, I would guesstimate it would make college students who would think to be anywhere as disrespectful as such to think twice about their choices and actions; as I hand delivered some of my handwritten statements to the officials there before and after mailing letters to various law enforcement agencies of the state of Texas as well as The United States of America.


Below is a picture of me in my outfit at the San Antonio Pagan Pride Day but also what I wore when I attended The Excalibur Faire in Smithville Texas of Bastrop County; before I purchased the new pair of wings.

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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

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Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

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Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

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Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

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Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

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If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

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"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

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"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

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"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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