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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   


I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only

Lady Dori Belle


...and to biological consenting adults as...

Lady Liberty Belle

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My life  =  My personal life

My life experiences  =  My personal life experiences that some might have something alike or something similar to though theirs is not the exact as to My personal life experiences

My opinion  =  Susan MeeLing's personal opinion that some or many might agree with

My needs  =  My personal needs for me personally though some distinguishing factors as to the aspects where there are different facets of My personal life and thus as to the distinguishing factors as to the different areas of my life, thus for Me personally is going to be for Me personally as to such differences as to the aspects whereas of others as to the factors to the considerations.


The FACT books I authored/wrote/compiled that I published through Amazon for My profits and what I chose/choose for the financial aspects per book:
*  Finding A Silver Lining  (published in print book format in in the year of 2015)
*  Finding The Silver Lining  (published in print book format in the year of 2014)
*  The Modern Day Book  (published in print format book in the year of 2020)
*  The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire  (3 volumes published in print format books in the year of 2020)

 

Fiction Based books I published through Amazon that can have metaphors or proverbial only as some books allow the financial aspects as to donations whereas the newer books do not have such same factors whatsoever as to the financial resources for Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle also known as Lady L*** Belle as make sure to not assume that all books will ever be the exact same:
*  "The Curious Children Book Series:  (2 volumes published in the year of 2014/2015)
*  "Fail-Safe:  The Kenedy curse fused with Science Fiction Fantasy  (The New World Order)"  (1 book published in the year of in print format book form 2015/2016 that is the main book to refer to for each of the subsequent books in the series as the 10 volume book series published as the 9 additional volumes in 2021/2022 as not all books were allowed as per My personal choice to be published in print format as to the ideals I have had for My work as to how I personally chose to release My books as to My business plans)
*  "Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series"  (3 volumes published in print format of books in the years of 2014 through 2015 and then 7 books were published in the year of 2021/2022)


To Contact Me to ask me what My needs, my wants, My preferences, My Ideals, and/or My desires is only to utilize My To Contact Form to ask me respectfully after explaining yourself as to such aspects first as asking Me is the best way to actually do so correctly to actually learn to know of what My actual needs are for the factors of as the same in reference to my wants and so on and so forth.  That includes though not limited to asking if there is something to assist Me with, arranging Book Signing, arranging requiring My permission first as to my needs for any appearance(s)/meeting(s), 


Do not assume that just because I authored/wrote/compiled books that you know Me, you know of Me as to such factors as to the factors of the reality of the social media.


If I personally have reached out to you directly as to requesting a meeting and/or meetings, I have done so with the factors of respect regarding the aspects of what I could figure as being respectful as to the time(s) as to upon your schedule though also as depending upon my schedule as well.  The contact information regarding phone numerical factors as to the aspects of My To Contact Form through My website, as to making attempts as to the ease to correctly communicate clearly.  


Ensure if you are going to ask about Me, to know the exact-ish amount of time the individual actually knew Me in real life in person face to face in person in real life to verify the correct numerical positions of time that they may have known Me or if they knew of me as to the facts.


My modeling is not the same as speaking with Me face to face at all, because that is not the same as in real life as to the facts that in real life in person face to face in person actually requires those facts of in real life in person face to face in person in real life where a human being in person face to face in person is in real life with another human being is the common sense for in person face to face in person in real life as there is a difference to getting My personal permission first.


I do not allow anyone to misinterpret ever, as there is the clear facts that if someone/anyone says they can interpret Me, ensure they actually have what I personally consider as the starting point of full foundation as to actual capacities to do so correctly as what I consider as the correct foundation as to making sure the foundation of theirs in not made out of sand as to the differences of whereas to the facts my foundation is forged from where the stones as to the rock of My foundation is to the sturdiness thereof as to My personal life as to My personal experiences as to Me personally; as in my personal opinion that imitation is not flattery at all in any capacity when in reference to Me.


Since I comprehend Myself as to My and what My needS are as to what My wantS are as to what My preferenceS are as to what My idealS are as to what My desires are, then as to My comprehension of such factors in reference to Myself as to My personal requirements as when I have written about My personal life experiences as to the words I personally have chosen to describe such facts, then as to My life = My personal life experiences.


Manners, respect, human decency, and protocols are as a beginning point for what My personal standards are for Me.

Make sure to be capable to distinguish when the facts of My journal blog are in the capacity of either facts with satire and/or facts with metaphors and/or facts with figurative and/or facts as literal as the reality that My personal life experiences are My personal life experiences as to where some might relate to what I personally have dealt with, the full combination of what I have survived is the difference as to where the distinction is.


I survived the attacks on the soil of the homeland of the United States of America as to the tristate areas of New Jersey, New York, and Pennsylvania in the year of 1993 in the month of February as well as the timeframe of 9/11 also known as 11 September 2001 because I was born and raised in New Jersey in the three-county/three-borough area that had the most amount of commuters to New York City as well as other factors of the reality as to the state of New Jersey that those factors of pop culture are usually NYCers or Pittsburgians or Philadelphians and not New Jersey-ians pop culture as the aspects of comprehending the facts as that pop culture only has small amounts as to the differences of the fullnesses thereof.


What I know for what My personal comforts are as to being capable to see as to such factors, translates to comprehension of Myself as to comprehending what is best for Me personally as to what is best for My work as well as what is best for My personal comforts.  As hours change to days and days change to weeks and weeks change to months and months change to years and years change to decades, I comprehend My personal needs as I comprehend I have made attempts for My personal needs to be correct for Me as to what My personal considerations are.


Keep your thoughts in what I consider as purity as to such actual purity of innocence, and the ease of life is made so as to the factors of the ensuring the correct actions without assumptions.


Acknowledging biases first without judgement, has no capacity of being biased as no bias can be without the capacities of bigotry, and thus without bigotry then there is the capacity of acknowledging biases without judgement.


I personally am unaware of fans of Mine because I do not assume that I have any because of what My considerations are for what a fan of Mine would be, as the factors when considerations as to fandom as to Myself is as to the factors of what I personally consider as comfort.


People should be more uplifting as to the aspects of being appreciative if as to appreciating work of Mine, as I have not need/want/desire of any male dominant in the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle regarding such factors of any type of relationship outside of acquaintance or friendship only, as that is not in any capacity ever a turn on to what My considerations are for Me at all in any capacity whatsoever as it has not ever been a turn on to Me.


The reality that Females have the capacity to be strong enough to be themselves if as to such morals and ethics as to such reality needs and requirements, thus as to where males have needed to accept the facts as not all males are as to what they might think of themselves as the same in reference of professional in what is supposed to be consenting adult biologically legally as to informed, as how they themselves are not anything of any turn on to Me as they are the opposite 100% in every capacity of anything that would ever be capable to turning Me on personally as I personally am not a lesbian as obviously a female biologically who would enjoy such factors would only be as to such aspects as to having to acknowledge such within herself.


As a Pansexual as to the intellectual capacities where I can be interested though not necessarily turned on, as to the physical does not make the aspect of what is of attraction to Me in the aspects whereas some might assume, as the factors as to the emotional connections depend and vary as to the situations, whereas the spirituality of such factors as My comprehension of Eclectic Judeo-Christianity religion is important, as the factors of sexuality of what sexually is attractive for Me is as to how the personal connection is as to the genuinity.


Being Polyamorous as I am personally is as to the intellectual capacity of being capable to discuss multiple topics while actually caring in truth, emotionally having the capacity to connect and such communicative factors, as the other three aspects thereof as to the references to the differences as to romantic factors as to platonic factors as there is My personal capacity where I always begin as to platonic factors first before I have ever or would ever consider anything sexually and/or romantically as personally it takes a lot more for Me to be capable to connect romantically than it ever has as to connecting platonically because of the way I personally was raised.


Thus if interested in dating Me as to in the capacity of not setting a date for a meeting as that obviously would not be the exact same unless previously brought up as to discussions, then as to such aspects as to arranging such with Me to ask Me first if that is an interest as to other(s) regarding such aspects. 


Thus the as I am as where I am a Female Dominant as to being as I am, then as to such acceptance there is a difference as to Myself being a Feminist as to the differences whereas the factors of feminazism as to the references of those who would have such factors as to their patterns of choices as to their behaviour as to the factors whereas the proof of such to the aspects of the differences of reviewing information from a different point in time as to such a point in time as to the facts that need to be paid attention to as to the facts of the time.


Completing a logistical review of My personal life experiences while acknowledging My experiences as well as My emotions from the facts of the situations from the years of 2019 through 2022, is not the same as to having the capability of time to review such all at the exact point in time of the exact point in time as that should not take a head injury to figure out.


My work as to My writings as to if used in speeches as the ease thereof as the 10% for Me of such if financial factors as to the tithing viewpoints, if as to such factors of consideration.


The links to My website as to My different pages of My website including My Journal Blog, are capable to share the link as to discussing the details as to the information of; though such facts for the fullness to be capable to read more to learn from the knowledge, is of the facts where such importance.


Since the requirements in reference to My website as to where tghe finances were only for Me to be capable to utilize were not responded directly to Me personally as there was not anyone ever allowed to be involved as to on My behalf ever, as to the aspects where since I personally did not have any such discussions as to what My personal minimum standards were as to being met for what My personal requirements are/were/are as to where there was and is not any allowances for such misinterpretations ever as to the clear distinctions as to Me personally only as to where I have clarified repeatedly that I am the one and only as to ever making the decisions for Myself as well as My work(s).


I personally do not play games, as I do not find games as they are not fun for Me.


I personally do not often watch television/movies as that is not assistive to my headaches/migraines at all, as the after effects from My head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 as the additional after effects from the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal temporal lobe of My brain that took 8.5 years to fully dissipate out of the MRI and out of the CAT scans as I have figured as to what works best for me personally.


While I have made attempts to connect with real people as to real friends as I once thought of as to such prior points in time, as to how such aspects went in the years from 2019 through 2022 as to such viewpoints as to such considerations referencing as to what capacities as to such factors regarding the differences as to choices/words/actions/deeds as to such references as to the factors of humanity as per the proof regarding my attempts before as well as during as well as after such points in time.


If as to the current time where each individual seems to think of themselves as a commercial and/or thinks of others as a commercial instead of thinking of each as an individual human being with individual personal life experiences as to how I personally have considered each individual if I am accurate referencing others' opinions as to such if factors, then as to where the reality of such readjustments as to the recalibrations of what humanity is.


The aspects of pop culture as to the facts regarding the differences between the factors of as while there might be some aspects that align in some ways, there are still the facts of the amount of the rest of different experiences and life thereof.


Thus as to such facts whereas what My personal needS as to what My personal wantS as to such factors, such aspects of the #ADA ADA requirements as to the facts regarding My being medically retired or being considered as to such disability aspects as to the reasons why ADA aspects are in such as for Me as to such aspects; though actually being capable to have as well as utilize such aspects as to My benefits in the correct capacities for Myself, as to the aspects whereas such factors of proof regarding the situations as to such reasons I have also worked as diligently as I have attempted to being capable to provide for Myself as being a biological adult of two biological adult legal aged children I personally gave birth to while having been awake from My coma for less than 1.5 years for one and 2.5 years for the other as to such facts.


Online is important for several aspects, though in real life as to such reality as to the real needs as to such common sense as to the factors of what is required for Me as I comprehend what is actually best for Me and that is not up for interpretations as interpretations always lead to misunderstandings as to the facts as to such proof regarding the aspects thereof as to My personally being capable to be in as well as remain in a good mood as to the attempts I have made to being capable to accomplish such.


While the aspects of My personal belief in real angels as to real faeries as to real spiritual beings as to such facts regarding such as to where I was Confirmed in the year of 1997 as to the aspects thereof to that history, the aspects where such facts as to the references thereof as the differences of what are considered as real friends in real life as to the differences of the spiritual aspects if there was ever any common sense as to different human beings unless as to such being as cherubim as to homo-sapien-sapiens as to ever being ignorant enough to think that is the same when obviously as to the facts that a real human being as to a real friend as to the difference of a real spirit as to such aspects thereof to real spiritualism capabilities.

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However such is obviously a difference from the aspects thereof, to humanity as human beings are supposed to be and are as to humanity if as to such aspects of the definition of humanity.


If I was/am believed as I understand some have opinions as to religious aspects and/or spiritual factors as to the usage of the words metaphor/proverbial/figurative, there has not been such confirmation for Me to have such knowledge for Myself regarding such aspects to what I would know and understand as to such as per the proof regarding the exact time.


Some do not just get over something as massive as the situations as to February 1993 as to being capable to survive such, as that was not a video game nor was that a computer game nor was that a pop culture fiction aspect as to such references and regards just as 11 September 2001 or 9/11 was not a video game and was not a computer game and was not a pop culture fiction aspect.


There is not the capacity where individuals who have tried to prettify the aspects for individuals to truthfully recover and heal from such aspects because of the requirements as to the truth being told in full, and when the truth is told in full is the only capacity for healing to begin.


Thus as to the facts in reference to My personal life experiences, what support would there be that I could truthfully say and/or write about as to the aspects of such luxuries others have had as to such amounts of individuals as to such support groups as to such friends as to such aspects of discussions as to what discussions would actually be in the references thereof as to what I personally consider as; or would such individuals think that them discussing amongst themselves would be as to the same instead of the aspects thereof as to discussions with Me personally, as to such proof regarding such luxuries as to those types as to such factors as to the aspects of such wannabe aspects.

 

 

Those who would consider Me as wanted as to what I consider as being wanted as to the differences as to such aspects of "Finding A Silver Lining" as there are only so many words in the dictionary to describe, and when individuals choose to be bratty nonconsensually as to such aspects as to such brattiness as to the aspects of the amounts of words as to the amounts of times as to where either the individual is going to be considered as competent to understand or they will be considered as incompetent as to humanity referencing such types as to those factors as to such aspects that I have brought forward as to the proof thereof to the validity of such aspects. 


"Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining" are situations that are of My past as to the situations I personally dealt with as to such aspects whereas My suggestions as to the current time as well as the future, are the difference.


"The Modern Day Book" is as to what I noticed as per the years thereof in those references as to what the looks were as to such descriptions for such clear aspects, as the common sense factors as to such regards as to having been born and raised in New Jersey as to the aspects of the differences as to NYC as NYC thinks of such aspects whereas New Jersey has the capacity to prefer the real of the reality as to such differences whereas Broadway wanted to be more like Hollywood and visa versa as to such references.


"The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" is of what My personal experiences were as to My personal work as to My personal life experiences as to before I began SCUBA Diving as to what I was known as through My name in reference of My personal trainers as to My personal childhood experiences as to such work in reference of protecting and defending the individuals on land above sea level as to the aspects of My work if that was/is actually appreciated.


The aspects where I could see now in the year of 2023 where some capacities of "Fail-Safe" could be as to such if factors as well as "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as while I was only being creative as to such aspects as to My writings, the aspects whereas for Myself personally would be as to the references for such aspects if as to those types as to such psychological distinguishing factors as to what I have been capable to distinguish as to My comprehension of Myself as well as My comprehension of My wrok as I authored/wrote/compiled as to the best of My capabilities as to My overall books.


In reference of "Paroxysm" there is not anyone I ever have personally dated that would ever fit into such descriptions, ever.  The facts regarding where the references thereof to prior timeframes as to Volume 2 are from individuals I personally knew before the year of 2000, as to the common sense factors as to the reality of the overall.


In regards as to "Fail-Safe" and "Paroxysm" in regards of for Me personally as to the relationship aspects of for Me personally as to the references and regards thereof officially for Me personally despite having written of such in an overall way, the aspects of if as to such as for Me personally then as to such clarifications now as to the year of 2023 as to the differences regarding the multiple reasons as to bringing such forward as to healthy acquaintences as to healthy friendships as to health developments of hetero-sexual relationships that as to such hetero-sexual relationships as to the fluidity depending upon the aspects of such a relationship factor if as to the consensual aspects as to each involved being fully informed first as that is the only capacity thereof as to being informed as to officially being informed before such aspects as for the example where I have been honest as to the after effects from My Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to others being informed first officially as to such if factors as to the differences.


The aspects whereas to such if factors as to My books I personally authored without any assistances as to My personal creativity to authoring such aside from the technological factors as to being capable to write such books as to "Paroxysm" and "Fail-Safe" referencing such aspects specifically for Myself regarding such aspects of the specifics as to such details, then I suppose if as to such would be as to prophecy regarding such if factors if such were to ever be for Myself personally; though if as others' interpretations of their own lives as to then the references of whereas being capable to prophesize decades before ever writing though definitely would not ever prefer certain aspects as to certain individuals as to My personal considerations as to the specifics as to such references regarding the factors thereof as to "Fail-Safe" especially though also in such clarifications as to for Me as to "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as to what My personal considerations as to the aspects thereof regarding the aspects not of a novelty as there is a difference between a novel a difference between a novel idea a difference between as to how such aspects of where the problems as to problematic novelty factors as to such misinterpretations in My opinion.


When describing the situations in truth that is the common sense starting point of a foundation, and any who think that such could be fast-forwarded are incompetent as to such aspects where certain factors are required to have such details and information to being capable to actually make such genuine efforts as to progression towards betterment in genuine truth.


The reality where such aspects of when such efforts are direct as to such facts as per the prior amounts of time as to explanations, then as to the facts where either the competency to listen and then think while listening as well as being capable to progress with the correct actions as to such regards as to the common sense.


Maybe it is a bit more truthful than I realized, common sense might actually be a genuinely real superpower. 


Forgiveness is of importance as to such truth in full as best as possible, the factors of as to such if remorseful.


The reasons why of the reality as to where, as to the year of 1993. 


Time is important as to emotions of the situations, retaining such knowledge can assist seeing towards progression of betterment.


Communications are important listening both sides if as to consent, the factors as to information in truth as of much importance. 

Life and Love, Life and Love
Between, Below, and Above


Brightest of Blessings.

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Please share the link to my website and feel free to comment in the section below however know that I am not informed as to any comments made within the area of each journal blog I post, though the ability to express yourselves as to such comments of such are able to be seen of such portions if you so choose.

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I encourage others to share the links and to speak about such topics honestly as to such aspects and situations as my saying as to it should not take a head injury to figure out is the main satirical portion as to my journal blog, as to the facts as to sometimes when wording hits a certain way all one can do is chuckle a bit as to reviewing such portions of information thereof.

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If interested in using my journal blog for articles and/or legal aspects please just remember to put the link to the specific journal blog article area to assist the fuller aspects as to the clarifications for others to also be able to read through for such additional details, as well as if there are those who are interested in further discussions and/or commentary and/or interviews and/or speaking arrangements and/or invitational aspects of such journal blog entries I have written please do contact me through my contact form with such details at www.susanmeeling.com/to-contact 

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Please also know the reasons for having such available hopefully assists the more open discussions as to the various details thereof to which I have been honest and truthful about, which additionally to such as to posting on social media in various areas is welcome as the ability to discuss such topics honestly is of importance as it brings a different form of discussions though also assists more to be involved with such viewpoints.  I know there are those who either have not had a social media account and/or have had to wait to be online more often in such aspects depending upon the employment thereof to which the reference to the details in such references per journal blog entry might assist in different ways while additionally giving the ability to still engage online in various forums to which while some may prefer not to have their social media accounts associated with responses on my website which is acceptable; it does give a forum for such discussions as well for those who may not have the ability to go into further details in certain other areas online, as to a different cover though the reality of such transparency on my part as to having been open and honest as to my community area involvements additionally hopefully open the doors and open the lines for more genuine and honest communication within the age appropriate guidelines thereof for the betterment and clarity among more.

 

 

Admittedly only recently in the year of 2020 had I realized I may physically look similar to different characters in different aspects of pop culture however I did not grow up being allowed to watch such aspects and since after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury coma, I do not usually watch such pop culture because of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to knowing the personal aspects of what is best for myself.  However I did not and do not know of the pop culture references many of the times because of not being allowed to watch anything other than G-rated movies/television throughout my childhood and teenager years in the 1980s to the 1990s as the rating systems may have been different for such times, as I also was not allowed to watch PG or PG13 or any other type of PG until I was a certain age which again similarly to such times in the 1980s and the 1990s the rating system may have been different to such aspects; of which once I was the age of 18 years old biologically I have been able to watch anything and everything I personally prefer or want to watch.

 

 

Additionally I do not play games despite possibly looking physically as what characters might be as to such, as again that is something within pop culture which I have not usually known nor understood a reference to such in pop culture however I encourage people to know the difference between a pop culture reference as to knowing the difference to the human being spoken with as I have picked up there are several individuals who may not have known there is a difference between what images and/or videos as to being seen compared to the interactions with others when in real life in person as well as when speaking with others through various forms of online communication of which the care and the concern as to such aspects in my opinion is of importance to review for such realities. 

 

 

While I understand others have the choice to play games for whichever aspects thereof, please comprehend I am not one who will play games as I personally do not find such appealing to me nor to the after effects of as well as from my Psalm Sunday year of 2000 head injury just as others with and/or without a head injury may have a different viewpoint to such aspects as to games as some just have a life which such is considered as a luxury to play games comparatively though cannot do.

 

 

Please be respectful as to such as well as if you meet me and/or see me in public and speak with me, please be honest as to such as I have not ever assumed anyone had ever known of my website or my work as to the fact I have known there are many websites throughout the internet of which if there have been hints to such at any point in time there has not been the ways of which I would view such aspects as to the reference without the actual bringing of such information up first by who I have spoken with because of the ways as though I write as I do when I speak it is not always the same way as such comes across online possibly as there are differences as I would guesstimate others would know as per their own online aspects as to how such discussions have been with others and/or writings thereof as to when corresponding with others.

 

 

Though I know there are more than just the two social media areas of which Facebook and Twitter have been available, because of certain topics of my journal blog entries as well as the multiple social media platforms I lease such areas at the discretion of the reader to posting such aspects because of the knowledge certain topics are for certain age ranges as to the details thereof though because of certain aspects as to the intellectual levels for the reasons as to the choices thereof for what I have known some companies have assisted with in reference to the rating system as to guidelines as to the clicking of certain links for such software references as to controls.  I have done the best I could to ensure the ability for if in reference to biologically under the age of 18 years old for such choices up to the parent(s)/legal guardian(s)/grandparents to the topic points I have/do written/write about as well as kept such details more modest for the ability for such aspects of choice to the appropriate levels of discussions, of which hopefully with the additional aspects as to the genres assist with such abilities for the clarifications thereof.  

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If newsworthy, please do send to the news organizations if there are topics of which are interesting that should be broadcast upon the various news media stations as to the specifics within the posts I have put together.

REMEMBER:

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

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Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

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Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

​

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

​

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

​

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

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Biological Family Met the Following People Through Personally Being Introduced In Person &/Or At A Locations/Group Either By Me By Myself &/Or With My Now-Dead-Ex-Husband: (in as best of an order as I can remember after my Psalm Sunday 2000 Head Injury After Effects & Having Awoken From My Coma at BAMC in 2000 At Fort Sam Houston In San Antonio Texas Whenever Such A Phone Call Was Put Through To Call Illinois Of Which Phone Number(s) I Could Remember At That Time)

* Songbird Apartment staff members at the time of living in Songbird Apartments though more specifically Bethany Manchaca (married last name in comparison to maiden last name) and her husband Joseph Manchaca

* My ex-mother-in-law, ex-father-in-law, ex-sisters-in-law, ex-brother-in-law, ex-Grandmother-in-law, and extended families and friends through such

* My neighbors in my San Antonio Texas house neighborhood beginning with the realtor who was in charge of getting the house squared away and as I had warned my biological father about how certain regulations I read regarding the Homeowners Association by laws, I showed him the documentation when he arrived with my biological sister and pointed out the problems which I saw referencing the housing development of Carollton Homes in New Jersey for that developer regarding the lands behind the house I grew up in when in New Jersey and the copies were made from the beginning of such a time and why he refused to live in a Homeowners Association type of neighborhood for that point in time and then later the neighbors in the area of my Carrollton Texas house at my house warming party which I purposefully chose not to live in a Homeowners Association after all of the problems I dealt with because of the people within the neighborhood of the Homeowners Association of Procomm at that point in time; and I had not had the car collision regarding my backyard and my shed, up to that point in time in 2003 and only had dealt with the first President of the Homeowners Association I met up to that point in time referring to the BBQ and the mowing of my lawn situations I wrote about prieviously

* The San Antonio Pagan Community when my biological mother and biological father started going to the Candle Light Coffee House on their own once they found out I was going to the location for such, and they got involved with the Pagan Pride Day as well at such times and thereafter

* The Jade Wolfe Coven

* Dawn from Chase Bank and Ayaz Sheik who also worked at Chase Bank in San Antonio Texas and Dawn was a veteran in the United States of America's Navy, a part of the Excalibur Faire, she said she worked on submarines as well as navy boats, had acknowledged she did not have her daughter, she did coding for the company back then, she said she wanted to travel to see the world more in a different way, she was blond hair with thinner straighter hair, lighter complexion, lighter blue eyes, had been a part of the poker game, had admitted to having herpes and had given such to some at the Excalibur Faire who attended, she preferred to be a wench for those who are into the Pirate aspect of during the time of 2005, and she was angry at me for being concerned about the safety aspects of ever going overseas into certain locations which she did not want to listen to my warnings and I had feared even for her safety because of the background she had told me about that she had; which she lived with her Mom, and her daughter's dad who cheated on her with the babysitter who gave him herpes which gave her herpes had few in the family to ask for help. If I am correct, the three had moved to Louisiana after the divorce and the child was taken away from Dawn. She wore silver rimmed thin glasses, had a few freckles on her cheeks, and I think she said she was in her 30s back at the time or close to getting to being 30 such as possibly 29 years old? for clarification if such assists regarding the unknowns before referencing online targeting regarding the aspects which I think is within the CIA territory as well as NSA. Her friends I remember were a brother and sister named John and Jackie, which Jackie worked at Chase Bank in San Antonio Texas off of I90 and 410 in the large complex and John had showed me a picture he took of me running in mid flight at the Excalibur Renaissance Faire after the problem where I was falsely accused of being a Faerie, which some cultures did not know about such types of locations having such similar views regarding such portions of what some in the United States of America consider as a game whereas they do not think of such as a game because of the differences in the cultures completely. To which my response as to the ways as to how I described my situation in Excalibur Faire is as I would guesstimate, some would think would be considered normal for a response compared to those who were involved with such; which for in reference to my FSL books, if that clarification additionally was needed to help in a just in case situation as she had been pushed out of several communities and some situations which occurred when I had attempted to explain certain aspects though told others in such communities of her if they remembered; possibly since he had gone to school to be a Petroleum Engineer and a Boarding School in England where his Dad was from Bahrain and his Mom is from India might ring a bell for some who I told this to in person? I hope if that situation was needing clarification for such additional aspects such assists, for the help they would have needed for additional assistance in such.

* Dr. Sun's laboratory and those of UTSCHSA as however spiderwebbed outward as per such

* UTSA

* Nine Lives Books, Crystal Mountain Bookstore, Unlimited Thought Bookstore

* When I went to the JBSA for whichever aspects beginning at the time of the birth of my son James Michael Nichols on 2 September 2001 though for the time I was in the labor and delivery ward is when they would have been there for the start of within the JBSA aspects as those times they did not scan identification cards the way I had gotten in trouble for regarding during my time in Basic Training and the Drill Sergeant in the office downstairs in the basement area of the Basic Training spaceship looking almost like Crystal Lake South High School to a degree referencing such an aerial view regarding the overall general topographic aerial view of a map to a degree, regarding asking for the female's identification

card as to those times to get onto a military installation until after 11 September 2001 it slowly began being rolled out across the United States of America's Armed Forces military installations to which all such Military Identification Cards which can specifically get the Sponsor (such as myself) onto a military installation with the required portions of what is per protocol for such aspects and reasons thereof for such involved with whichever aspects thereof. Thus if there within the regards of social media posting in concern thereof pay attention if someone goes out of the social media portions, there might be a problem in such aspects similarly to other communities regarding in person as per a safety concern as pointed out to Dawn, Christy, and John about such situations in reference to a larger aspect regarding the online views of such aspects towards females regarding the world news as well as state news as well as local news in comparison.

* Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr and his family as well as my neighbors at both house locations regarding my San Antonio Texas house as well as Carrollton Texas and my house there with those neighbors

* Sha(w)(u)n McCall who worked at NTB in Carrollton Texas and lived in Plano Texas or went to Plano High School or his mom and sister lived in Plano Texas, which he was introduced to the Clear Springs SCUBA Park during my Polar Bear SCUBA Dive after the New Year that weekend from 2009 into 2010; which he was introduced as my fiance, and no one in the SCUBA Diving Park was ever officially made aware as to who had been on the Cancun/Cozumel trip and the overall problems which occurred in the fuller aspects being Sean Leonard to which I did not know whether or not that other SCUBA Diving School was there the same day and how that problem had gone as my fiance told me the SCUBA Divers on land when I went into the water for my Polar Bear SCUBA Dive were meaner towards him for not being a SCUBA Diver at the time in comparison to being kinder as to someone who would ever potentially get into SCUBA Diving or get back into SCUBA Diving as per assumptions made by certain types of recreational SCUBA Divers as there are specific types of technically trained SCUBA Divers and SCUBA Diving Instructors who know more than the recreational SCUBA Divers do by far even though they are looked at as picky or specific because of the reasons behind such aspects as per how they had gotten into SCUBA Diving and who they knew who had been possibly injured regarding such and/or other situations as to which to why such have a closer knowledge base regarding Military Style SCUBA Divers in comparison to recreational SCUBA Divers.


Whereas Technical, Tri-Mix, Ice, Rebreather, Cavern, Cave, Underwater Welder, and such types of SCUBA Divers in comparison to Open Water or recreational SCUBA Divers know far more levels of the larger aspects as to the knowledge required regarding such portions as to the realities referencing my SCUBA Diving Style-ish referencing the depth levels of which I had actually gone to regarding my SCUBA Diving in the oceanic waters as well as the fresh waters because each classmate as well as each SCUBA Diving Instructor would know to the lengths I would go for the amount of knowledge to correctly understand to fully comprehend what I was doing and what actual risks I was taking regarding all such aspects as I had explained referencing to the portion regarding the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and the headaches and migraines specifically being the main reason for getting to look into such aspects. However because of my memory deficits and cognitive disorders had been why I had pushed myself to earn my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications individually as I had, because of my knowledge of myself regarding such aspects in the situation of if not being able to see my tattoos as I would not be able to see my tattoos in any of my SCUBA Diving gear simply beginning with my mask because of how my SCUBA Diving mask was blacked out along the sides as I did not need the clear or the white rimmed SCUBA Diving mask as the blacked out SCUBA Diving mask was and is important for me and for my own safety when I have and when I will go SCUBA Diving again. However my then fiance had said there were problems in the Clear Springs SCUBA Park which I can equate to a degree as to when he and I went on our first date at The Church Club during Hoodie and Lilith's wedding, to compare to when at Mike's in San Antonio Texas with the male that Alicia and I met at the Midnight Rodeo as to how all of the male Dominants instantly began to respond the moment they saw that male in the area and as he spoke throughout the evening being from Crystal Lake Illinois and his comments about being proud to be a part of the KKK; which then for those who remember in the Common area when Mike was doing saline injections, the situation referencing the fan and the $**t and the Marines to reference that male with reddish-brown hair, Caucasian Complexion, Alicia and I went with him to the Irish Pub nearby my townhouse apartment at Thousand Oaks, tongue ring at the time, and was with the four other males at Midnight Rodeo when I slapped the male in the face when he told me if I was offended I could slap him in the face which I saw as my self defense for such an oggling in my opinion as I had used my elbows to hold onto the fence as I kept my heels dug into the ground while lowering myself to the ground to see if I was accurately picking up on the male staring at my chest at the time and when I had such confirmation is when I popped up and slapped him in the face for telling me I was able to slap him in the face if I was offended; which obviously I was offended, and that was the only way I thought legitimately was able to utilize to justify defending myself and standing my ground within Military City USA within the ring around the area of San Antonio of the military bases. Since I paid for my breast augmentation, I had every additional right to stand my ground regarding my property rights thereof allowed within the state of Texas to which as each female has been afforded such rights to defend themselves if such problems are a situation when in person they have the right to defend themselves as such regarding the aspects of self-defense within reason of justifiable choices per the immediate situation regarding such though finding what the within reason is a situation to take into consideration as well depending upon the background thereof in which such defenses would be considered as necessary and as required. Also the situations referencing the Police being called as I was told later occurred during the time while I was signing the paperwork for the lease to be able to move into the rental house in Cedar Park Texas because of all of the situations which were occurring at the time in reference to the portions thereof in regards of my daughter, my son, and I as per the overall fuller portions involved regarding such times after the Fort Worth Zoo and the McCoy Elementary School situation and Carrollton Farmers Branch Independent School District for all such portions up to only that point in time in 2010 with all other such connected aspects; which was the second time Sha(w)(u)n McCall and I were engaged prior to the ending of the engagement by him at the time as per the explanations through text messages; which I was only able to tell him about his ex-girlfriend Leslie at the time to a point, and was able to heal his hand from what occurred from what he told me was a tank shell landing on his hand which I was unable to discuss the other portions as to why I had fully needed to end the engagement at the time as per the Corona situation after going to a house of which 2 SCUBA Divers lived together and a third SCUBA Diver all three being male SCUBA Divers at the time occurred and the descriptions as to how I flicked one of the males across the room in defense of myself while he was in Basic Training at Fort Sill Oklahoma which is where I went to Basic Training at as I told him about and they knew my name there if he had put my name on anything even outside of any mail I sent to him; which was after what he was informed of regarding what occurred in reference to the funeral, the memorial service, and all other such connected aspects thereof regarding the overall combined situations including upsetting Major General Gillman who threw a temper tantrum when he was called out for the lack of proper care of the Medical Hold Unit then changed names to Warrior Transition Unit and how pathetic he was for having the nerve to call me a Royal F*****g C**t only because I was correct for pointing out each failure he had been as a Major General kindly up until he called me such a name.


Which is when I pointed out the fact he had called a legal widow, a Mom of 2 children who lost their biological father, who was Medically Retired from the United States of America's Armed Forces Army branch and his temper tantrum in that office those days thereafter that meeting would show CID as to how upset he had been for being called out on the truth. He knew he was not taking into consideration anyone else in such regards, he was putting the Warrior Transition Unit soldiers at risk, and because of the lack of proper medical care as well as preventative care for those who had/would go through Warrior Transition Unit and/or a version of Medical Hold Unit all suc problems needed to be eradicated from such to actually help all individuals across the various aspects of what is considered as Active Duty/National Guard/Reservists/Veterans as he among others did not realize how they would also become a Veteran at some point and go into the civilian sector after such situations dealt with regarding after such times. Which he threw another temper tantrum referencing to being kicked out of his own office after he had de-ranked himself through making an appointment for the Colonel and his two aides for them to meet with me, and with such situations Major General Gillman had lied to them about because of his yellow bellied fear of actually facing up for what he had done in truth to me; if I had not kicked him out of his own office on that day, he would not have lived to ever speak another word or breathe another breath as per the responses referencing when I reached for the bag to hand over the wrongly awarded Bronze Star to my dead-ex-husband's marker with the paperwork only after when I would hand over the Bronze Star and such paperwork over to the correct individuals required; which since later after going to North Carolina to see the Bethlehem Star on my drive back to Texas after such times out at the ocean at the Atlantic area as required and needed for several days, I was able to be informed of somehow for whatever occurred as I was not officially informed of the purpose as to the trip my ex-in-laws with my biological daughter went out to Georgia to go out to give some paperwork which was not the correct choice for such to lie to the Armed Forces of the United States of America if they had made such a choice as per the lies referencing the Bronze Star and the commendation as they were informed I was the only one who was ever able to correct such a mistake and if I ever learned in any such way as to what was seen to be sneakily wished for to be good enough would not ever be accepted for such correctly and the extra work which would needlessly have to be done would be completed which then the portions to which Grandpa Nichols' warnings to such ex-in-laws of mine would be forced into action fully in all such ways as warned of by me as well to them.


Shaun McCall had been told of all such aspects throughout the 1.5 years he and I spoke over the different times I brought my two different vehicles into the NTB, as he would ask me sincerely about what was occurring in my life as I thought and we talked about such aspects over the timeframe in between the services being done to either my White Sedona Minivan or my VW Yellow Beetle or at the time of also having my Ford Focus wagon for the brief amount of time until learning of the payments which were supposed to be made as per rent regarding such were not completed as per promised regarding that particular individual in that particular forced situation before ever moving to Carrollton Texas which he refused to take no for an answer and having to literally drive him back to San Antonio Texas instead of having the moving company which would have actually been able to move all of the vehicles for me as per the requirements for such a move being called in referencing the Armed Forces of the Untied States of America which all such biological connections to my biological children were in knowledge of and had accepted the consequences as to however such is viewed regarding their knowledge of all such levels as to the forced portions, the garage, and etcetera from before the time of the year of in 2006 as well as after the year of 2008 problems as each were in full knowledge of the birth situation regarding both of my biological children as well as informed and in full knowledge of multiple other situations going on and they stood by watching and did nothing to actually assist or help until I was able to get away from each of them as quickly as I could. Sound, familiar?

* Phillip Omstead from the Plano Texas area as his mom and step-dad David lived in the area of Plano and had a house which he said he helped rip apart an area in the back of their bedroom because of their adult consenting relationship as they met at The Sanctuary in Dallas as I was informed

* Patrick Kennedy in Irving Texas as per the apartment complexes

* Ana and Matt in the San Antonio Texas are and were in reference to the laptop situation written about previously regarding the Dallas Galleria mall parking lot area and the stolen BDSM gear as well as the United States of America's Air Force laptop Matt had taken off of the military installation of Lackland Air Force Base of JBSA as I was informed of

* Joseph and Megan Estes in San Antonio Texas as per at my apartment townhouse as well as at SeaWorld who had taken the picture if remembering correctly regarding such and/or the fact of already having done updates to my laptop computer(s) each time I had to get a new laptop computer which sometimes she would tell me she needed my credit card for the updates for the computer programs she told me were for an update in comparison to what possibly the truth actually should have been told of the truth for regarding my laptops/desktops and/or because of my biological sister regarding cellular phones in such aspects as to what would need to be updated regarding such as well as the video game system my son had been using and playing at the times of

* Alicia associated with the female named Erika AKA Discordia who lived in the house her parents bought her and was dating a male named Brian who was in the United States of America's Air Force at the time who lived briefly in my apartment townhouse and was where both Ana and Matt also met along with Alicia and such afterwards, and some of the people Discordia AKA Erika had asked me to try to mentor out of the situation regarding the two females and the one male from the UTSA college and/or San Antonio Community Colleges which one female began dating the male named Ken in reference to Alicia's prior roommate after all such situations occurred in regards of such as prior explanations of such descriptions of those situations previously have been explained.



My Ex-In-Laws Met the Following People Through Personally Being Introduced In Person &/Or At A Locations/Group Either By Me By Myself &/Or With My Now-Dead-Ex-Husband In Reference To Only One Person For Clarification: (in as best of an order as I can remember)


* Songbird Apartments staff members included as explained in the above portions written

* My biological parents and my biological sister

* Emily and Arnold Hinjosa and other neighbors such as Gill and Caroline within the subdivision of my San Antonio house and my Carrollton house at the house warming party I had held

* Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr and some of his family members

* The individuals who were a part of the funeral regarding their dead relative and spiritual husband my dead-ex-husband referencing all such people associated with such in however which ways regarding at Laureland Funeral Home and the San Antonio Express News journalist from such aspects referencing the situation regarding the prescriptions and the memorial service at such times

* Sha(w)(u)n McCall at National Tire Battery (NTB) in Carrollton Texas

* Carrollton Farmers Branch Independent School District when my daughter was going to therapy sessions at the CFBISD offices for the behavioral health for one session when I was on my preplanned trip regarding the last SCUBA Diving certification I needed to be able to continue on with what was needed regarding the larger and longest terms of for all such safety regarding my son and my daughter and the various levels of SCUBA Divers as to what was required for the portions thereof for the longest terms possible as exp0lained and as had already been working with the McCoy Elementary School for over 1.5 years at that point in time for making sure my daughter and my son were correctly taken care of as best as I possibly could in all ways I possibly could as clean and clear water are extremely important for all human beings and all plants and all animals which roam the earth as the ways as such possible, which was only the second or third to last session of the total sessions involved a few weeks before the first acute care mental health hospitalization in December 2009 which was when meeting Sha(w)(u)n McCall from National Tire and Battery NTB in Carrollton Texas for our first date as was explained when he had arrived the difference as to what he meant referencing to a date later on in the evening

* UBH Denton staff the one evening they ever went to such a location only because I had driven from Carrollton Texas to Fort Worth Texas to White Settlement Texas to Denton Texas then back to White Settlement Texas to go back to Carrollton Texas as those people thought I would rude for not taking Grandma Nichols back to Fort Worth Texas to then go to Carrollton Texas because my ex-sister-in-law Susie Marie Nichols-Lopez at the time and Grandma Nichols thought it was rude of me to not drive the extra distance for any of them when the paperwork was also completed for them to be able to visit my daughter at the location of UBH Denton in comparison of them wishing I would repeatedly make such a trip for them in comparison to what the needs of my son and my daughter were and always would be above them every individual time which they wished otherwise and were not ever going to be allowed and would always be refused for such in additional aspects regarding to the trip to Arizona for the painting situation which my ex-sister-in-law Susie Marie Nichols-Lopez (though she wished to be called Susan only because of the learning of how I hated the name Susie because of how much I had to additionally needlessly defend myself over that stupid version of my name and the middle initial problem regarding such aspects when shortened because of her having only one middle initial whereas I have two middle initials which would have been easier for clarification if such government identification forms actually allowed two initials in comparison to one initial for the middle legal name which in turn technically my whole same in initials by what I have personally gone by since 2004 are S.M.L. in comparison to the government legal name aspects for clarifications as per additionally my other name I specifically created my initials are L.D.B. for such)




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Regarding a different aspect as per an argument a male I dated and I had over a tattoo he wanted to get for the timing of our relationship which I had fully disagreed with though had picked out the skull with mechanical gear regarding a watch pieces around such in black and white greyscale for the tattoo with a red blossom on the side he wanted on his forearm, later the same sort of situation referencing the Fire Play portions regarding the aspects involving the cell popping which we went back and forth about regarding such a process as well as I told him I knew and understood and comprehended more about such as he had also seen what I could do regarding flames and heat for such a process just as Lady Robin had seen. He and I went back and forth over each day for several weeks into over 1.5 months which I had finally agreed to and drew up a design as to what I knew how to draw, which I made the outline and then he said he wanted it in the center of his back where the equivalent was regarding my Deer named Tara after the Goddess named Tara tattoo of mine is located. I warned him as to what I could do, showed him previously regarding a ritual meditation I had completed, and also made him speak with Lady Robin in person about such Austin Dominant Mentor Program elective prior to having transferred at such times to the Dallas Mentor Program for the completion of the Dominant Mentor Program at those times in 2009 only; regarding all of the additional safety protocols I had in place regarding such portions thereof to which after a few more weeks of each day being asked about such a cell popping, I had begun to draw up the eye for which I had completed the cell popping design of.



When he realized he could not actually see the cell popping in his back, he ran to the bathroom to get a different look at the angle and said he loved how the design actually looked as it felt as a bit of a protective feeling to him from what he said from what I did in reference to the cell popping portion. I suppose at this point regarding such he would be able to speak as to whether or not such a cell popping portion sensation continued onward in a more positive and protective portion as I had completed would be, in such a regard. The particular aspects as to such a cell popping situation he knew from seeing how much it took afterwards for me to recover from that particular type of work I was doing regarding that cell popping at such a time in later 2011, and the portions of which the ironic portions regarding the meadow creek apartment location later on referencing such work I had completed for such a situation referencing the situation at such times overall. I had been informed my particular type of energetic portions as to what I can do, was a bit important for what was being seen at such times after having been shown as to the descriptions regarding such in reference to that particular situation in Irving Texas; as I was asked why my choice had been to use such at the moment in time I had released such while being worked on at such portions thereof regarding the light I described referencing the what I thought were EMS individuals on the 3rd or 4th floor apartment patio location in FSL specifically, which it simply seemed required is the only way to put such into words as to what I could do referencing such portions thereof. I suppose once again after other such situations in a view looking back from then in 2011 to now in 2021, what aspects thereof are how such aspects thereof turned out to be in such situations regarding such protectionary measures.



However such was a specific process which took hours to complete as well as the specifics of such are extremely heavy regarding such aspects to be accomplished, referencing such individualized portions thereof if I were to ever complete any other such in regards of such a cell popping technique I created.



I suppose the wording would be Zippy's friends, for that particular situation possibly? Or technically more officially I suppose, Susan MeeLing's Zippy and Friends or Reverend Susan MeeLing's Zippy and Friends, or Lady Dori Belle's Zippy and Friends, or Reverend Lady Dori Belle's Zippy and Friends...thus for shortened abbreviations would such mean #SMLZF #RSMLZF #LDBZF #RLDBZF would work I suppose...



Maybe that transfer request and full amount of paperwork will actually go through for me much more correctly ASAP, such as this week would be perfect.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

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Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

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Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

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Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

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Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

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If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

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"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

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"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

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"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


Though there are the aspects of which if you would like to speak with me in addition to possibilities of opportunities for me, the welcome aspects as to contacting me through my contact form.


If I have known you in person when in person in positive ways and/or ways which might need clarification(s) as to mature discussions, there has always been the welcome open door policy as to contacting me through my contact form if you were not given my new phone number though such is online regarding my website more recently published online as to my Website Business Phone Line: (360)-713-4937.

Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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