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It should not take a head injury

*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*

to figure this out...









A Satirical Blog

*(utilizing articles discussing facts)*

By:  Susan MeeLing

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.



When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.


If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.


You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 


Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.


Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Kyle Rittenhouse, Tonya Couch, CBD, and a few other thoughts and opinions

Prior to listening to #InfoWars while writing and thinking about several aspects my thoughts went...

In my opinion #KyleRittenhouse who had defended others who were attacking innocence despite in a less conventional way while he kept innocence safe despite the portions of which he took a firearm across states lines which the #2ndAmendment is not for one state in the United States of America though is for all states in the United States of America, should not have had nor have the problems which he and his family have been facing. While he and his family went to law enforcement and was turned away, each and every count which he had been accused of running away from justice is actually proven otherwise since he went to law enforcement and the choice to tell him and his family to go away completely negates any false claim of him trying to avert justice.

Anyone who goes to law enforcement about what they have been accused of and/or done to work with law enforcement about what they had been a part of in whatever way to then be turned away from and by law enforcement, should not ever be labeled with such and the charges which could have been filed for such should be reviewed as to whether or not the trial should go forward if done in honesty and without lying to law enforcement. If the portion of which is called into question of which law enforcement location he should have turned himself into is a portion of, he and his family could have been told where to go instead of guessing which location and most likely they would have gone to such by their pattern of behaviour correct?

Not forgetting he had saved lives during that particular event of which instead of being labeled as he has been, he should be thanked which I suppose can be seen in reference to the donations raised and given to him and his family though an apology is important as well.

Additionally there is no reason nor excuse as to why anyone would be prevented from making a profit for themselves if within the confounds of the law as there shall be no law which prevents the pursuit of happiness nor takes away the unalienable rights of human beings to life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness. To be able to come up with the finances to defend himself is of importance and there is no excuse for the government of the United States of America to prevent such aspects as that only shows the guilt of the local areas additionally, in my opinion. The points made throughout this journal blog entry which had to be redone because of technological problems that should not be a problem, are far beyond the aspects which I have words for. In reference to a point I had read out in reference to the Statue of Liberty being redone in a different aspect, there is not an excuse for such in reference to the copyrights aspects because of the portions in reference to the statue being for all. Unlike writings, those copyrights are not the same.

As a side note how is it the Statue of Liberty can be used in pictures of anyone's camera or technology, out of curiosity? If by the standards read online about the Statue of Liberty in Mississippi then there is not a valid excuse as to why that artist should have had such problems, to be able to do such. Where is the law which says that is legal or valid to prevent such in reference to statuary works? If such is considered valid, why? I admit the fury and rage which would boil up to the surface if in regards of my Medal of Honor Art Project as the fact of my Medal of Honor Art Project being original as well as non-reproduceable as such would go against my Freedom of Religion and Freedom of Expression which in turn if my books were wrongly banned because of my Medal of Honor Art Project, that too would go against my Constitutional Rights. Unlike others in the government of the United States of America, there is not a non-disclosure agreement in action for my works or my life which would prevent such ever and those who would wrongfully stand in the way of where I could have not had to rely on subsidies would in turn mean the right to pursue happiness as well would have been denied to me wrongly by those who took an oath to protect and defend this country. If such were to be then I would personally be so offended for ever having fought to defend my country and the rights thereof, and that would lead me to regret so much more. I would never look at my choices the same and I would have a boiling rage which would not be calmed without such restrictions which would have wrongly been placed fully removed in ever way, and full acknowledgement in the way which should have been completed years ago. For example, 2009.

Irony, of the specific year equaling the numbers for the day in 2001. That would be such a disgrace upon so many which such sins, could not be washed away without repentence. Since it is known there is an afterlife from this point, what is more importance in that regard? The short term and the long term, or only your short term?

Do you see the forest, the tree(s), or...

In my opinion I do not understand why he and his family have had to go through the level of situations including the arrest which took place as where was the 17 year old kept in reference to such, especially when he and his family went to turn him in to law enforcement? Many years ago back around 2012 I knew a male who later I learned he had dealt with certain aspects as a teenager and was charged as an adult because of #DA situation which did not render proper and fair justice which at a younger age he was put into the adult prison system for being found guilty for being associated with others who did the crime, in comparison.

There is a reason prison systems for adults are set up for adults of which if the legal age to purchase cigarettes and alcohol is at a certain age, then my question is why are prisons set up at a younger age? In turn with such similar portions of the age arrangement, then why would the biological age of consent be anything lower than the age to purchase cigarettes or alcohol?

Since there have been exceptions made for those who are not competent to stand a trial after proving such realities, why certain other aspects? When certain situations occur such as #TonyaCouch and her son which he was guilty though because she could easily afford the legal aspects are elevated wrongly, then people in society view such as ridiculous and actions afterwards are due to such sorts of and though years later she and her son were both sent to prison. However returning to my point in reference to the male I once knew in regards of justice, it is supposed to be equal and balanced and not based upon the finances or who is known. There is a reason why the image of Justice is wearing a blindfold while holding balance scales in one hand and a sword in the other, in comparison to justice's eyes being open and her hands out for a payoff. The sword represents cutting through to getting to the truth of the situation, the blindfold represents being unable to see the difference from one person's appearance to another's, and the scales are to weight the actions and choices in comparison to the evidence as to which is more truthful of such. The sword is held low because it is ready for action though knowing the weapon is not always needed, as well as the ability to raise such for the truth when feeling the need to cut through to the truth. The scales are raised because the balance should always be held higher than anything because the truth is a greater weapon, than any wielded armory. #Justice's head is raised looking proverbially upward because of knowing the higher purpose and the betterment not only for the case in front of her, though also for those who are behind such a case in the future aspects to give a proverbial nod to pay attention.

Personally it does not make sense to me as to why someone such as Tonya Couch and her son would have ease in the short term though in the long term finally deal with what was, though in the case of Kyle Rittenhouse I hope short term of problems and I hope in the long term so long as he is legally good and squared away such is no longer a problem.

Aside from whatever your political association and/or personal beliefs or opinions about one party or individual, the quote itself still is worthwhile:

"We must reject the idea that every time when a law is broken society is to blame instead of the law breaker. It is time to restore the America that each individual is accountable for their actions." President Ronald Reagan

In such Kyle Rittenhouse had followed the rule of law both in the local and state level as when bringing a firearm into #Illinois it must be registered within the Illinois area and since #Wisconsin is known to have more hunting land available the precept of taking a firearm registered federally as well as within the state of Illinois (look up those laws as each state's firearm laws differ and Illinois has strict firearm laws compared to Wisconsin) actually is not the problem in the slightest, as Wisconsin is more lenient than Illinois for gun rights. Since Illinois' firearm law is in reference for firearms coming into the state in comparison to going out of the state as if it were to do such of going out of the state such would legally be considered as forcing captivity among the citizens of, hence why the law is in reference to entering the state of Illinois and the registration is through the federal government in comparison for every individual firearm made after a certain year because of having serial numbers. If the situation was reversed and the firearm was brought from Wisconsin into Illinois the case would have more merit in my opinion, however because it was as it was there is realistically no legal standing able to be seen for such a case against Kyle Rittenhouse.

In such a different aspect though along the same lines while how my son and I wound up in Washington state is what it is and was what it was, neither my son nor I had owned the firearms my now ex-boyfriend owned and such is and was that male's responsibility to register the firearms he had with the state of Washington. I had told him to do so, though I was ignored I suppose.

However and nonetheless, he was told to do so.

Thus in wondering, why has Kyle Rittenhouse and his family had to go through such ordeals? He was defending people and property when using such a firearm and while some might not like the AR15, that is a societal aspect which the quote should be paid attention to. There are reasons for classifications of weapons and the AR15 falls within the category which is not to be disputed just because someone thinks the firearm looks scary as realistically to some what is considered as normal and pretty looking is more scary than what is considered different looking, in multiple situations. Has anyone else other than me figured out sometimes the scariest looking aspects to life are actually the better and lighter aspects in comparison to what is considered as the normal or more accepted looking aspects are truly, what should be feared?

How many who have a what is considered more normal appearance have caused more problems for those who look different just because of their physical appearance being considered more normal, compared to those who have a different appearance? Usually from what I have seen those who have a different looking appearance do not cause nearly as many problems as those who have a more accepted appearance as it is known people fear what they do not understand, and those who choose to remain ignorant about what they do not understand have no one to blame except themselves for refusing to learn in a respectful way.

While when I look at people personally I do not see the way of which others have described to me of certain situations or aspects, though I have watched and heard others and how the ones who look different in some way compared to the ones who have brought certain descriptions forward the ones who bring forward such descriptions have usually been the ones causing the problems compared to the ones who were described. Admittedly not always, though a larger percentage of the times. However I admit my own biases as I have dealt with such aspects in reference to my hairstyle and my tattoos and being told by others of their thoughts, opinions, and descriptions in comparison to the reality. Such types of perceptions have needed to be modified in my opinion as I know I am not the only one who has tattoos and a different hairstyle, though mine are as mine are which admittedly is a bit different.

Nonetheless then that particular aspect is in a reference to Dr. Martin Luther King Jr's quote of, "I dream of a day when we are not judged by the color of our skin, but by the content of our character."

The content of each individual's character is of what they stand for despite circumstances and whether good or bad adversities in life, as well as the choices and actions made whether or not seen when out in public of other people seeing. Such choices are able to be discussed as needed though in such when the possibility of not as many seeing in person when out in public, in turn is of a different measurement. The character of an individual is through the choices made not only in such circumstances, though in a combination beyond one or two moments in the overall aspect of life. The content of character is also in what has been done to overcome or to fall into depending upon the situations, and the surrounding aspects.

While there is a meme I saw which the wrote had been "You're doing something wrong if people aren't pissed off" could be considered as accurate, though in reference to upsetting others such depends on what they are upset for. If they are upset because of problems caused purposefully, then there are corrective actions for such. If people are upset because of the truth and/or because they themselves did not do the choice, that is a whole other ball of wax.

In such if the situation in reference to Kyle Rittenhouse is others are upset because he stood up and defended others being tired of seeing the constant destruction in the streets and rioting that was occurring at the time, in my opinion would such be looked at more towards helpful in comparison? Are those who are upset and angered because of their actions in such rioting and problems caused, in comparison to those who were in reality truthfully thankful he stepped in and assisted where he could? Would such individuals who were rioting as well as those who were cheering on such rioting be angered if he were to have gone along with them instead, and had shot along with instead of at those individuals? If those people were to say they would have been okay and not upset at him if he was working with them instead of against them to keep others safe, then there in the quote proves such a point.

Maybe I am biased for believe in truth and justice should be equal and appropriate though when good people stand by and do nothing, then what is the course of action for the innocence?

When such riots were occurring if I am correct it was during protests against the police and law enforcement, and how ironic such complaints were made to the police and law enforcement about someone defending while the riots and protesting was occurring against such law enforcement. Maybe just maybe instead of rushing into the streets any time a police involved shooting occurs people should wait for the body camera footage as well as the local area cameras to show the realities of the situation in full before rushing to the streets as what occurred in reference to the police officer involved in Ferguson Missouri after it was proven it was in self defense for the police officer to shoot the firearm in reference to the situation with #MikeBrown?

I think it would be better if people were to get more of the facts and have more of an open mind when looking at such, prior to rushing to judgment. Then again, I wonder how many areas were using CBD in comparison to THC.

How is it the state of #Texas has not approved #MMJ in reference to #THC compared to #CBD? CBD does not help nearly as much as THC, especially for individuals who have specific military and law enforcement/fire department EMS connected injuries. THC is much healthier for the brain as well as has additional properties which bring forward a faster recovery than any CBD strain, unless those of the Texas government legislature prefer to have more angry citizens comparatively because of the lack of THC and preference to CBD. THC also has other health benefits which CBD cannot go anywhere near, and cannot help anywhere close as much. Though of course the state of Texas is not the only state which has preferred wrongly CBD instead of THC, which of course is something which I have written about and discussed of the benefits multiple times of the more beneficial properties of THC compared to CBD.

Then again why is it legal in #WashingtonDC for MMJ for THC, though not in other states? Let me understand this correctly it is considered acceptable for the individuals in Washington DC to have MMJ to assist them, though the rest of the country of the #UnitedStatesofAmerica is considered as what? Why?

That is not only my opinion though a proven fact, in multiple medical journal studies throughout; go look it up yourself, as there are plenty of informative medical journal out there with reputable backgrounds. THC is far healthier and does far more to relieve pain as well as stress whereas CBD causes more stress and increases pain levels not only for myself, though for others as well; as realistically how many people have actually felt more relaxed with THC compared to CBD as well as how many problems have arisen in the general society since CBD has been legalized, which THC has been denied? Has there been an uptick in regards of aggressive behaviour? Has there been more people who are willing to cause problems compared to talking the situations through, in reference to the amount of CBD compared to THC? There I would guesstimate have been an increase of overall societal problems as well as anger levels in conjunction with the lack of ability to speak consistently and thoroughly in reference to the higher usage of CBD, compared to when using THC for the health benefits.

If it has not been known let me add some additional points, CBD also increases stress, makes the brain function move at a faster though unsafe pace, actually increases pain levels not only within the body though also within the emotions, and also is a factor which raises the thoughts which once were worked through in comparison to continuing to push forward and onward comparatively. Thus CBD makes people relive the trauma there has already been progress from, whereas THC assists moving forward while working through such problems comparatively and assists in relaxation gained from the progress made. Thus I do not understand why anyone would ever prefer CBD in comparison to THC, any day of the week.

From personal experience I know CBD raises my sensitivity level in which I personally feel more physical pain in comparison to when using THC, which in turn makes me far more irritable and angry in comparison to relaxed and happy. I know, I am not the only one. I also have experienced when using CBD the shorter patience I have for even the most common aspects and traits as well as my thoughts are far more jumbled in comparison to being clearer and more concise with THC, when I have used CBD. I know from experience my headaches and migraines are elevated and the migraines are more frequent with CBD, compared to the lesser amount of pain with THC overall. If you want your feelings hurt and torn into shreds, then give me CBD though be careful because then no one is safe from that rage and fury. I am not the only one, in that regard. Watch how quick my temper flares and watch how quickly I devour your soul in a chewing out session if you are that much of a masochist though then do not have the audacity to complain about the words I use for your choice to tamper with such, and do not complain about the rage that boils up and over. I personally do not recommend testing such, however I know there are individuals who have not been intelligent enough to learn not to test my patience and my temper. In a hypothetical of such a situation such could be stated as you would live to regret it, and you will not have anyone to blame except yourself.

In turn then there cannot be blame upon me or my shoulders if anyone would be arrogant enough to try such an aspect in such a hypothetical circumstance, as the blame would then be upon whomever who had chosen to use CBD instead of THC; especially if in an unknown way, sneaking a test that was not legal nor in any way at all considered as anything beyond opposite of consensual.

Hypothetically, of course.

In my opinion just as it should be considered illegal to mess with prescriptions and over the counter medications, so too should it be considered illegal to add CBD to something which was not asked for or requested; just as it has been considered as such, in reference to THC.

As a side notation I did stop by #GovernorGregAbbott's office in 2019 to request a meeting about such in person as I dropped off a handwritten letter which has not been answered, just as I have requested a mediation with Governor Greg Abbot which again was not responded to in November 2020 through a phone call mediation request; also in reference to the aspects of #SCUBADiving, as no one I knew back in 2009 told me of anyone to speak with or write to in reference of. Though I have also sent such information and in turn sending information automatically means a request for meeting, just for clarification; especially if I included my contact information upon sending such information, there is automatically because of the sending of my contact information the request to have a meeting with and speak with about such topics of information. Thus at this point since I have sent out as much information across all sorts of channels and ways the lack of response to such in the proper format as per response, has admittedly been quite a bit of an aggravation as for some it has been years in which I have not received a response.

Quite insulting, if I were to be asked. I doubt anyone else would feel insulted, in such a way when looking at such points. Then again since I am not the only one who has been wrongly ignored by those who have had the ability to not ignore, hence why so many #POTUSTrump supporters.

That should not take a head injury, to figure out.

It should not take a head injury to figure out the constant ignoring of what has been important and crucial, would lead to many more people paying attention to what has been recognized decades ago.

In such unlike decades ago, there are many records throughout multiple locations and since some individuals who had chosen to take information off of military and government installations such as The Big Blue Book. Luckily I had been able to read as I was the one who listed that book on #Amazon through #NineLivesBookstore and I made sure to read every individual detail thereof throughout the entire book of the full report, of which instead of instantly putting online I spent days combing over each page of information which unlike any prior book I had volunteered to put online for Nine Lives Books; I spent DAYS reading every individual page, of all of the information and the diagrams.

In such in reference of #TheBigBlueBook, yes alien species are real and yes they have been to earth on multiple times and in multiple locations. Some could make a joke in reference to some of what I had written in my book "Fail-Safe: The Kennedy curse fused with Science Fiction Fantasy By: Susan MeeLing" would have a few hidden tidbits of information as the only truth of such would be through my writings as others have chosen to distort quite a bit here and there. CLICK HERE FOR THE LINK TO PURCHASE MY BOOK ON KINDLE THROUGH AMAZON Though of course both the book I wrote and the book I read have minimal in other comparisons as I have taken pictures of multiple objects for years, the first time in film during a trip to #CorpusChristi. I could explain those brightly colored lines and squiggles in each of those pictures Walmart developed, though similarly to my #SCUBA Diving no one asked me. Granted I wrote a few books on such of what I did, and again it would actually have been appreciated to have simply been asked instead of assumed. You do know what assume spells and means, I guesstimate.

For one example, my Medal of Honor Art Project and the situations surrounding. For another example, my SCUBA Diving which has been something I have discussed in detail for years before stopping any talk about because of the lack of concern seen though now bringing up more frequently because of THE NECESSITY. It is not something which is to be ignored anymore, unless you prefer at your detriment. That is not a threat, that is a fact. Where is the ocean and the particles thereof of the ocean, located? Everywhere? Okay. However really quickly so it is more known the following markers of the guys in my Medal of Honor Art Project artwork I completed below, are the markers I spent hours cleaning dog crap off of.

The historical and spiritual rubbings of each of those markers were not able to be completed until I cleaned off each and every piece of dog crap off of each marker area and though Nakamura's historical and spiritual rubbing is a different type of marker as the area has both types, it was only because of the water from the sprinkler which had wettened the stone which I could not put the rice paper on to get the rubbing for. Though that also lets you know what I had to deal with in order to clean off his entire longer and wider marker, to ensure the area was completely clear.

Also and again, no one ever approached me about discussing such details. Was it not considered important back then in 2009, or at any point to even now in 2020? I thought it was important back then, just as I know it is important now. I wonder at what point is it considered as important I earned on my own volition and self determination with my own fortitude, 26 SCUBA Diving certifications between the middle of February to be certified as a #NationalGeographic Open Water SCUBA Diver in March of 2009 to my last SCUBA Diving certification of Cavern SCUBA Diving specialty in November of 2009; though the majority of certifications between March 2009 through June 2009. Does the Professional Association of Diving Instructors #PADI consider that as an accomplishment and if so, why is it I have not been informed of such? Does #NOAA consider the fact I landed where I did and surfaced alive after taking pictures of marine life which none other has consider such important and if so, why have I not been contacted about such? If one aspect is in reference to governmental organizations and the different crossover aspects, maybe just maybe it should not be so difficult to get information then.

What is the saying? Paraphrased, of course.

"When the common individual cannot understand the law and governmental aspects of, then it is time for a reform for the people." When even those in the government organizations and agencies themselves have difficulties explaining such within their own groups and sectors and have confusions thereof, there too is another aspect of which needs reform and clarification.

I have not hidden myself, as realistically I cannot go anywhere and cammo. While I do spend quite a bit of time alone and by myself, then comes a question as to why well before the COVID aspects rightfully so. There is a story of a set of Goddesses which will assist such knowledge and understanding, quite a bit. One day many many moons ago there was a Goddess named Amaterasu of which she had continuously been treated as though she was nothing more than to look at, and nothing more than to comment about. Few ever saw her intelligence, and fewer barely noticed how she had been. Meek, mild, gentle, shy, and yet brilliantly illuminated with intellect beyond what most could ever think of when looking upon her; the constancy and consistency of being yelled at, blamed for what others had done, accused of choices which others made of their own free will, and the continuous portions of which only the horrific portions of what each saw of her had been brought to her attention. As #Amaterasu had continued to push forward there was a point in which she could no longer stand to be around the amount of negativity being thrown at her and ironically one group of troublemakers had noticed such, and took advantage of the situation. Unbeknowst to the larger groups the troublemakers followed Amaterasu back to her abode and then convinced her of the horribleness of herself and took her to lock her away in a cave, leaving her there to ponder all of the atrocities that she was blamed for. At random points in time Amaterasu had forced herself to go outside of the cave, only to be met with different groups with similar aspects; though in a more quiet sort of way, in comparison to the constant yelling at. Due to the fact of Amaterasu's heightened sensitivity and from years and decades of such types of treatment, she simply resigned and kept herself in the cave.

What else was the Goddess to think of herself, and all that had occurred?

Making friends with spirits and entities throughout her lifetime had been a normalcy for her, as her spiritual energy attracted the brightest of spirits which could not believe of the light emanating from within Amaterasu. When kept locked away those bright spirits continued to light the way for Amaterasu in a way like a breadcrumb trail, though too much had been done to cause Amaterasu so much pain. One day a little deva flew out as far as her little wings could take her to inform #Uzume of what had occurred, and Uzume went to find answers because of what did not make sense. Treading carefully knowing of certain portions which many more were not knowing of about Amaterasu, Uzume took the trip to see the cave which Amaterasu had been kept inside of. As in despite of the sight of and finding Amaterasu still keeping her light as bright as ever, Uzume could not understand what occurred beyond the minimal aspects and sought to dive further to understand and going through many rabbit trails Uzume realized of the truth. Amaterasu had always been truthful, though hid so much more than any knew of. It took much more than what meets the eye to have such poise, and those who did not know or understand could not comprehend what was occurring.

At a point Uzume became so enraged with everything which had been uncovered Amaterasu heard a bit of commotion, while in her cave. Peeking out here and there to see what the noises were about, she ho hummed back into her cave not thinking there was much occurring. Uzume grew even more upset seeing the amount of in comparison, and Amaterasu continued going back and forth until one day Uzume grew fed up with the back and forth. Done with the incessantness Uzume decided to create a decoy, which caught the ears of Amaterasu. Uzume foiled a plot at which Amaterasu would have no choice but to step outside fully and upon standing outside of the cave, the group pushed a nearby boulder in front of the cave opening to where Amaterasu would retreat to; as by a certain point, she just considered it to be the same as home.

The group pulled Amaterasu outward and off of the cliff area which the cave had been, and introduced her into much brighter aspects of life which had not been known to Amaterasu before. She had seen lovely things many times in passing by areas, though never had the ability to have known such for herself.

And so on and so forth which could be continued onward as far as other portions thereof, though I will stop the parable at that portion; though it is known Amaterasu went to live in the castle built for the Goddess, and all of that sort of stuff.

Whereas there has been much which has been noticed in some ways, there are the reasons as to why many have appreciated the current #PresidentoftheUnitedStatesofAmerica Donald J. Trump and #VicePresidentoftheUnitedStatesofAmerica Mike Pence and their cabinets. While POTUS is able to speak with people on any level from the most echelon of the elite though also with those who have not had such education in ways to get the knowledge and the understanding available for the betterment of education both through common sense as well as through experience as well as through a vocabulary which could be more easier to be understood by the general masses, #VPOTUS has known how to explain in legal terminology to balance the understanding of why such has not been as well understood among the masses of people to those who are more commonly accustomed to higher levels of education and without that much experience of the average group of people who work with their hands more so than through books. Both are able to be able to show and explain to those who are not more commonly accustomed to being around larger groups of people for whichever purposes whether having to do with upbringing and/or medical aspects and/or experiences and have felt more comfortable behind a desk though wanting more involvement for betterment of, while also being able to speak with those who on the other side of the introvert of the extrovert to have more knowledge in reference of how to communicate as to bring less of a triggering affect to the emotions.

In such the ability to get more involved in knowing of the portions throughout different personality traits of various people, the way to bring forward a movement which genuinely benefits more than one side or the other. Thus bringing forward even the most higher ups of the higher ups into the loop for a clearer view of not only their inner circle and their known world, though the overall in a more extended sort of way and manner.

There is a saying, "A group is only as strong, as the weakest link."

I have acknowledged why I should not be able to get into a college through the acceptance courses and if such ever came to be where my arithmetic levels could get an approval to be in such college courses, the entire school system would need to be revamped. I have come to realize that possible that particular statement I made back in 2003, has come to the point of which is quite truthful and the ability to revamp the education system is a possibility. In an ironic twist of there are the portions of which the #COVID portion has given teachers the ability to assess quite a few portions, parents to assess several aspects, school board to look over and reevaluate different portions, as well as so on and so forth. I know in a multitude of ways intellectually, I am the weakest link in such references. Strength of will, strength of determination, strength of endurance, and etcetera are important; though intellectual strength is important as well, which I recognized long ago.

There is a saying, "Those who cannot do, teach."

That is not a derogatory statement by the way as when taking into consideration of Grandparents and Parents and caregivers, how many who have cared and loved while wanting the best for have said "I want you and need you to learn from my mistakes, so you do not have to go through what I endured"?

Thus each person is a teacher in their own way though of course there are the teachers with the education and certifications which allow such and while such are also a communal portion to the education of children and youth, it is up to the parents to also lead by example and teach in such ways as best as possible. I have believed in a triangular effect is the best for children and youth for the betterment of, which I explained to some who simply laughed in my face saying they thought it was cute along with that bless your heart statement I learned what others meant by such. As a clarification when I say and/or write anything of blessings, I actually mean it as such and not as a backhanded sort of way.

I believe the three portions of which a child and youth learns best is through the immediate family, the school system of which taught in, as well as the community within. Of course as with anything what is learned from what is taught, is dependent upon several aspects; though I believe such rings true, in fullness.

Now onto the next portion though conjoining with the THC in comparison the CBD aspects, as the THC assisted far better for after what occurred when SCUBA Diving than CBD ever will. As I am not the only one who has ever gone SCUBA Diving, I guesstimate THC has assisted SCUBA Divers much more than CBD ever has on top of the military/law enforcement/fire department/EMS aspects as well. I did not fully try THC until after SCUBA Diving and accepting such as valid in comparison, despite the amount of tries and attempts before in reference to my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury. It was not until 2010 in which I fully accepted, the beneficial aspects of. I know it was such a time, because of where I was living at the time, as well as where I was about to have to move to because of the lack of assistance in regards of what occurred to my daughter on top of the lack of assistance in reference to my SCUBA Diving.

However the SCUBA Diving can be discussed and written about, in other times and ways. Nonetheless if CBD was used more than THC, maybe there is a brain activity effect of CBD which had not been seen before and should be reevaluated in reference to the better portions in reference to THC. While some can used CBD in conjunction with THC with the CBD is smaller doses, there are those who can only find benefit in the THC of which admitting my bias as well as what I personally experienced of the facts of the reality that THC assists me more than CBD ever has or ever will.

The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy.

We must reject the idea that everytime a law is broken society is guity, rather than the law breaker. 

Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from exinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same.

Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.

It should not take a head injury to figure this out, because you are smarter.

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