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It should not take a head injury

*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*

to figure this out...









A Satirical Blog

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By:  Susan MeeLing

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.



When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.


If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.


You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit.  Thank you in advance, as I do as I request.

It should not take a head injury to figure this out about my personal SCUBA Diving adventures

* Does it take a head injury to figure out that such accomplishments is not a participation trophy sort of aspect, in comparison to what has been handed out to others?

* Does it take a head injury to figure out how disrespectful that is to me, as well as to what I had done?

* Should it take a head injury to figure out if there are a bunch of ceremonies which have others being awarded for various aspects, there is a base line of how to start such?

* Should it take a head injury to figure out I could have celebrated such and shown such to my son and my daughter in comparison, to having to wait this long for even the slightest bit of acknowledgement?

* Should it take a head injury to figure out what that shows to each and every female in reference to acknowledging such, if the decision had been made by a male and if the decision was made by a female the same in a different way to view?

* Why does it take a head injury to point such out, in comparison to simply doing the actual correct and right choice?

* Why would such take a head injury to accept the realization of the reality, in comparison to those who have not had to deal with such?

* Why should it take a head injury to point out the relevance of such a specific SCUBA Dive certifications in conjunction with the specific SCUBA Dives I have safely accomplished, in the short and the long term?

In reference to my #SCUBA Dive when I returned from #Florida to the state of #Texas after landing at the bottom of the ocean next to the USS/USNS #Vandenberg, I wonder if at that time I was arrogant or egotistical thinking such was a big deal since I knew I was the only one who had ever or would ever descend to that depth level and surface alive to live. Despite my wanting and idea for such to get my son and my daughter involved with #SCUBADiving in various ways and aspects the fact I also knew, had been it would be whether or not they would be interested in SCUBA Diving and/or the ocean. At those points in time in August 2009 for the family vacation I had shown and proven when you look back now of how much I was introducing the importance of the ocean during that time to the three children on the trip with me in Florida after #Georgia of which where I took my son, my daughter, and my niece to at minimum of one beach per day along the Florida coastline on the #Atlantic side of the area of the ocean. At that point they did not know of my 8th grade project where I had earned a spot with a group to meet the #Governor of #NewJersey at the time #ChristineToddWhitman because of a poster I made on an actual poster board of 24 inches by 36 inches in the combination of using pastels, colored pencils, and markers to depict a before and after; though I had not drawn the middle portion of how to get the #oceanic waters clear in full for such an image I drew and made.

As I guesstimate now back then in 1996 most likely that was just a political stunt and the politicians and staff members did not really think anyone was going to attempt to think of ways to fix and repair the oceanic waters from all that their grandparents, great grandparents, onward backwards, as well as themselves had attributed to the portions of in that point in time; yet they obviously at that time, had no idea who they were dealing with in reference to me as a child. Though I could come across as arrogant now, realistically when looking through all which I have done and accomplished one cannot truthfully say they doubt such a statement. Bold yet innumerable, though it may be.

I doubt they knew of how much I had gone out to the beaches on the New Jersey shoreline as well as lake swimming, prior to going to camp. I doubt they realized how much I paid attention to during those times, as well. I doubt they knew individually I had swam outward toward the buoys and the netting, though for those who might doubt such you can refer to the portions of when I have gone swimming in the area of the #GulfofMexico in the oceanic waters there to swim past the leeward side of the USS/USNS Lexington to the starboard side for a proof of my prior times in the oceanic waters along the Atlantic coastline in New Jersey; though in honesty, my feet were still touching the bottom of the oceanic floor while making my way along the area out to be an equal distance to the balloons set up for the jet-skiers in the area to maintain a distance from the shoreline and those who were swimming along that area. That portion when the time of returning to the state of Texas after how I wound up in Washington state with my son who was underage and though I have contacted law enforcement as well as the local #Senator with the recent portion of the #SafeKids school picture information, I have yet to hear back from my son who yes is over the age of 18 years old though just because he joined the #Army branch of the #ArmedForces and chaptered out; he said he was looking to join the #AirForce branch of the Armed Forces for the #UnitedStatesofAmerica, and I know there is a system in place for such checks to be made through contacting the local Senate.

That relief system was arranged on purpose decades ago to prevent the situations I have dealt with in such, though if you were to ask me how many times I have had return contact for each portion I had contacted an official about in regards of assistance in person or in an email or a phone call; such a number, is quite limited and under the number of 10. That includes the fuller aspects all the way back through to the times of dealing with what occurred in 2010 at McCoy Elementary School to my daughter and in turn my son and I, although recently I found online that the arranged Congressman is not the name of whose name I found online back then. Nor is the name of the Senator's name I found back then. For that area in the state of Texas, I found a Senator or #Congresswoman #ElizabethWarren and the office of is who contacted me on the phone. I learned in recent times of the 2020 election, Senator Elizabeth Warren is not a Senator of the state of Texas; thus an additional portion in regards of problems online in an overall sort of way.

Nonetheless as many additional governing agencies throughout the United States of America who I have reached out to and contacted, I still have yet to receive contact in return in the way I would understand and know of such. As the portions known of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury after effects now in 2021, without certain specifics being stated realistically I will not know or understand such without certain specifics. Literally the point of which simply saying which branch and/or division of the area, would be the easiest way. For some that might come across as scary as per the words from former #POTUSRonaldRegan, in comparison for someone as myself that actually is a set of words which is beneficial as per understanding the facts of in comparison to in my opinion of ignorant guessing games. I am not the only one who has had such a view especially after the portions of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, which actually appreciates the understanding of in comparison.

Nonetheless in reference to the SCUBA Diving and how I ponder if I would have been considered as such in reference to landing at the bottom of the ocean and surfacing alive without any actual problems beyond dealing with learning how to speak again because of the difference in altitude and the bitemarks from the marine life from giving me a hug with the tentacle which who I lovingly call Bo-Bo being a baby and not realizing he was teething when he was saying hello, I personally had no adverse after effects from such an experience. Did most probably expect me to die from that SCUBA Dive, I wonder? If so, is that considered a viable excuse to you? Is that how you would want to be treated after such an experience or if you do not SCUBA Dive though have children/family/friends who do, is that how you prefer others to view such by the actions you chose at those times? Not only in August of 2009, though also through to even this day in 2021 in January on the day of the 24th.

If the way I was treated back then through to now is the preferred treatment of others as well, then so shall it be. If the treatment is not how such would be preferred, then what is needed to require such a change? How do you show me that would be considered to be different in such and in so, that literally means the simple acknowledgement of such in the ways of which for what I had accomplished how you would have treated others you knew of doing such if they ever could. In such that would mean in reference to those who do not SCUBA Dive, of being informed of such through explanations. In regards of SCUBA Divers, that would mean the acknowledgement without hesitation. Yet here it is, the year of 2021 and that occurred in 2009.

Thus I wonder if I would be considered as arrogant for having such thoughts in regards of, despite the fact I am the only one who ever has and ever will SCUBA Dive to that depth level safely in the #MatthiasAbyss in the #BermudaTriangle of the area within the Atlantic oceanic waters to touch the bottom of the ocean. Now there is the portion of which there are technology pieces which are being developed, though every human being knows that is not anywhere close to the same as in such a reference. No my blood will not get you there, and as I guesstimate some have learned taking my personal SCUBA Diving gear from that time will only cause you problems to reuse in such a way. Why do I write such, truths? Simply because my SCUBA Diving gear was stolen from me from the #Uhaul company who chose not to inform me of them having my SCUBA Diving gear which I guesstimate was a selfish and greedy portion because of what was in my truck and where they would have only gotten the storage fees in comparison to selling off what had been mine to begin with, they only paid attention to the payoff in comparison to what was the correct choice to make.

Yes, I was given my pictures back. I am appreciative of that. What was just as equally important however though the hypothetical greed on their part, is my SCUBA Diving gear. Not everyone who has SCUBA Diving gear can easily replace such though I guesstimate that has been figured out now, which is far too late for such a situation. The only way such would not be considered too late is if I were to have my SCUBA Diving gear returned to me, immediately. I doubt such though because of the patterns which have occurred, yet I could be proven otherwise. I have not had a package arrive with my SCUBA Diving gear, which is one reason why I doubt such at this point.

As returning to the portions in reference to my SCUBA Diving in 2009 was it arrogant to think having landed at the bottom of the ocean and taking such pictures as I had proving such, would be something worthwhile to celebrate and be happy about? Was it arrogant to think such record breaking aspects would be something which would be worthwhile to acknowledge in the ways which I had seen and heard about, for others in reference to other accomplishments? What news report has occurred in reference to such by a known channel, or what ceremony has occurred acknowledging such? What trophy has been awarded, or what plaque has been issued for such? None, is the answer thus far up to this point. What announcement has been made in reference to such, and what parade has occurred? It is not every day anyone lands at the depths of the bottom of the Matthias Abyss to SCUBA Dive and swim around to surface alive, all such having been accomplished and done safely. Thus I wonder if that was considered as egotistical despite the reality of no one else doing such prior nor since, except for me.

Do I know there are those who have tried since my SCUBA Dive back then before speaking with an individual who went with a group to SCUBA Dive the area in 2019 about him and his groups, trying to go to just the tower in technical SCUBA Diving gear? I do know that, I knew that, and such was known back in 2009 as well as onward since then of such trying occurring. Could there be a possibility of more SCUBA Divers being able to reach deeper depths, than such has been done thus far without the health ramifications as others have gone through? Of course there is the possibility of such, however that first most important step must occur and then the subsequent steps thereafter. One example I can give is when SCUBA Diving in #Cozumel #Mexico and only because of those SCUBA Divers being with me during that SCUBA Dive, had they been allowed to descend safely and ascend safely to depths they had not ever SCUBA Dove before or since. They acknowledged who I am when we went before the trip as well as during the trip to the area, to go SCUBA Diving in the waters on the other side of the island. Another example is in reference to when SCUBA Diving out from Boca Raton Florida which the SCUBA Diver who was assigned to me as I was asked if it would be okay to pair up with the Underwater Photographer who also was on the trip, and I had accepted such; though he had acknowledged me as I am, and that is how such a SCUBA Dive was allowed for him to be able to descend safely with me for that SCUBA Dive of which both times we had landed at the bottom of the ocean.

I would guesstimate he has not ever SCUBA Dove to that depth since then, knowing he had not SCUBA Dove to that depth level previously. In reference to another SCUBA Diver despite having had him assigned to me at the USS/USNS Vandenberg SCUBA Dive and him not being able to descend to the bottom of the ocean during the first SCUBA Dive on that trip, the second SCUBA Dive which he went with me to he had never done a free descent before nor had he descended to the depth level I took him to; albeit by that short amount of time from prior to the first SCUBA Dive to the one after the surface interval, he acknowledged who I am. Though he also had no other choice if he wanted to complete the second SCUBA Dive for that trip, which I suppose a joke can be made in reference to such points for this journal blog entry. He humbled himself before me, apologized, acknowledged who I am, and was willing to do as I told him would need to be done; as he also was informed as to what would occur if he did not follow, my protocols.

I can joke he knew then as well as during that SCUBA Dive including then after, he made the correct choice. However as he could say truthfully, he was not belittled for doing so and after the second SCUBA Dive he was treated accordingly. He was allowed to ask questions which I answered honestly, and we went through the portions of discussing the SCUBA Dive without problems. Thus again, what is the situation even to this point now? He was able to verbalize to me in person of the realities of such prior to going for the second SCUBA Dive on his knees while getting his gear ready from his bag that he put up, then he and I went to the SCUBA Dive, and he was able to SCUBA Dive safely to depths he never had been to previously or since then of 60 #AtmosphericMeasurements; and life, went onward. I did not have to tell him to do so, either. That simple portion, quite a bit can be stated about. Truthfully sincere, is the more simplistic portions of. Yet also once that simple acknowledgement occurred the portions which he could say in truth had been, I treated him appropriately and with respect and he was not belittled nor made to feel lesser than me during or after that SCUBA Dive.

Here is the video of the Vandenberg being sunk from #YouTube from the #FloridaFishandWildlifeConservationCommission Ironically in reference to splicing videos it is a bit odd of the amount of seaweed to be growing on the surface of the stone claimed to be from the time for the the so-called first SCUBA Dive on 28 May 2009 at the so-called Vandenberg in the video at the end of the video if it is the day after the sinking of the ship, around the 4 minute mark for the so-called marker on the area. However at minimum you are able to see the size as well as the fact none of the SCUBA Divers in the video are anywhere the floor of the ocean next to the keel of the ship, as I had been when I went SCUBA Diving in August 2009 of which there was nothing growing on the exterior of the ship vessel yet as seen in the video below. Where is the writing on the side of the ship, if they were there? Where are the satellite dishes I took pictures of with the American Flag hanging from the mast, out of curiosity? Also if they had actually SCUBA dove where I went how is it you are able to see the colors of the SCUBA Divers' different sets of gear in the video, compared to the lack of color in the picture of the American Flag I took below the video below? If the images I took of the boat in my pictures from my SCUBA Dive are a different boat in the area, then I SCUBA Dove deeper than where the Vandenberg had been sunk on a different continental shelf below where the Vandenberg is sitting; and the pictures I took of the Vandenberg proper, are several hundred feet above the location I actually landed at since in the video I do not see the American Flag handing from the mast area.

The date stamp is on the bottom right corner for the day of the 7th in the Month of August in 2009 I took when SCUBA Diving the #Vandenberg

The date stamp is on the bottom right corner for the day of the 7th in the Month of August in 2009 I took when SCUBA Diving the #Vandenberg

The floor of the bottom of the ocean when I landed next to the Vandenberg on 6/7 August 2009 at a depth level of many miles below the surface

The article on #SCUBAGuru discusses the colors seen when SCUBA Diving, and how each phase of the colors of the rainbow fades when going deeper within the waters for understanding.

Thus at this point in the year of 2021, I wonder what has taken so long in regards of that acknowledgement? Below are some articles you can read and research on your own, to look at the realities of the situations. If it takes only 40 SCUBA Dives to become a Divemaster and I had completed 70+ SCUBA Dives just for my certifications prior to the end of April of 2009 before I would allow myself to go SCUBA Diving in the ocean for my Drift and another certification thus by the time of June having over 100 SCUBA Dives prior to my trip to the Cozumel Mexico region in July 2009, can anyone see the situation in reference to such? If only 5 SCUBA Diving specialties are required for a #MasterSCUBADiver then what is 24 #SCUBADiverSpecialties considered as, in such?

Click on the images to go to the article links:

Article by #AndyPhillips from #SCUBADiverLife about novice to Master SCUBA Diver:

For those who recreationally SCUBA Dive in comparison to what I had specifically put myself through the training for myself to SCUBA Dive, here is an article by #AndyZunz of #SCUBADivingcom about recreational divers

As the deepest a male went SCUBA Diving is only 1,000 feet and at the Vandenberg I did a safety stop at 99 Atmospheric Measurements before another safety stop at 15 Atmospheric Measurements with is the arithmetic of the number multiplied by 33 meters multiplied times 3 feet which in turn would mean my shortest depth of my SCUBA Dive safety stop after landing at the bottom of the ocean next to the Vandenberg was at 15*33*3=1,485 feet why is it a male SCUBA Diver is acknowledged before my SCUBA Dive by anyone else? Article by #ElizabethPalermo for #LiveScience

In reference of an article written for #PADI which ironically is the company I went through to earn all of my SCUBA Diving certifications and was not recognized by such for my number of certifications nor my depth of SCUBA Dives, the irony in regards of the article written by #MeganDenny which that is awesome such females have been acknowledged for such though was my name considered less important to even be asked for such? Or is it because I do not have a degree from a college or an Instructor of, as to why that was ignored?

Even if the USS/USNS Vandenberg is sitting only 140 feet to the top of the tower below the water level which it is far deeper than 140 feet to the top of the tower as technical SCUBA Divers who have gone down to the maximum of 350 feet and still were nowhere near the top of the tower of the Vandenberg, that still does not change the fact I landed at the bottom of the ocean at the keel of the hull of the ship which by the website states in total of 145 feet tall though it is far taller as it is a Nimitz class ship and additionally the pictures on that website are photoshopped as those images are not of SCUBA divers that close to the dishes on board as per the color of the water as well as the color of their gear being shown vividly in comparison to the pictures I took which anyone who knows the colors for taking images at that depth level means only the color of the water and white will show and in their own video of having multiple US Coast Guard ships monitoring the sinking of the Vandenberg shows the size comparison of the Vandenberg on the #FloridaKeys website for tourism.

As the USS/USNS Vandenberg is originally classed as a Nimitz Class carrier which the original Nimitz in at the Bremerton Shipyard in Washington state, those who can see such when driving past the area without even going on the post can clearly see the class of ship as well as the majority of ships in the shipyard are taller than 145 feet. #Wikipedia's article goes into more depth pun intended, which the #USSHoytSVendenberg ship is classed into the #GeneralGOSquire class, which is of the #C4class category of ships. However since the Vandenberg for short is used in a movie called Virus, maybe you have the time to watch that movie to look to see the evidence of the ship being taller than 145 feet tall. Possibly there is a snippet on YouTube you can watch to be able to see a smaller version of the movie, to get a bigger idea.

Thus if anyone is upset at the fact I am insulted to pun intended depth levels I cannot express for how long it has taken for such to be simply acknowledged or even dare I write even awarded for accomplishing such, ask yourselves how you would feel if you had accomplished something of that magnitude in each portion and it having been wrongly ignored.

I do not think it takes a head injury or the like to figure out you reading this, would be beyond insulted by the choices of such ignoring wrongly.

If in anyway I am inaccurate about anything I have written here in this journal blog entry and/or any prior journal blog entry and/or future journal blog entry and/or factual books I wrote and/or videos I have done through my OFFICIAL YouTube Channel #ReverendMeeLing, please do contact me through the contact form for the ability to clarify such details in public view fully to fix and repair to rectify the situation(s).

Thank you.

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I know, you are smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research.


That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

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Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same.

Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such.

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