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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

It Should not take a head injury to figure this out about MMJ

Since the year of 2000 when I woke up from My coma from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury, it took the #Neurology #Neurologist Neurologist several years before ever being capable to get me to remember the word headache and migraine because of the as I guesstimate the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of My brain.



In such aspects after the timeframe of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 when I went in for an evaluation for my Medical Board as per the timeframe, I had informed Dr. MAJ (rank at the time) Jamie Grimes as well as Dr. Clement as the situations I could see as both of the females had known about the reasons I had been in the branch of the US Army though also knew about my nightmare from when I was in second grade, and since having had a vision as well as the factors of the timeframe I had informed them and they agreed as to my work on the after effects from TBI/head injury factors because of what I mentioned in reference to February 1993 and Desert Shield/Desert Storm. Thus as the aspects of when I was initially given the green light to being capable to take matters to the proverbial factors of my own hands, as to finding ways that would be capable to assist as both of those two had noticed certain factors in reference to the prescription medications.



I was prescribed #Maxalt #Immitrex Maxalt and Imitrex in the year of 2000, and for those who would be aware of such commercials as to the year of 2004 or 2005 as the first time the general public had been allowed to be informed for such medication prescription as to the possibility to assist headaches and migraines. Though such had not worked for me as I had the pill format, the dissolvable format, as well as the smaller injection format as to the differences of the medical factors of different responses as per the two different medications. In addition to having been on Depakote as well as other medications in the year of 2000 though also other years as to the proverbial chemical cocktail medications as to the levels of during the timeframe from 2000 through 2014 mainly to the difference of today 3 February 2023 as to the amount of time I have been dealing with headaches, migraines, memory deficits, cognitive disorders, and having went from College Algebra with Trigonometry and Calculus to what is considered as my second grade math level as per my individual education plan from when I was in elementary school..



In the year of 2004 I was introduced to the thought about Medical Marijuana also known as MMJ as to such if factors of medical assistance because of a laboratory in the same facility as the UTSAHCSA or something close to the acronym format in the reference where the lab was looking at how MMJ was capable to assist the pain levels, and as to having remembered during the timeframe of either POTUS Ronald Regan or POTUS George W. Bush Sr as to the scrambled egg commercial. I had explained as per the words at the time of knowing my brains were as to such scrambling because of the after effects as per the subarachnoid hemorrhage as well as the after effects from my TBI/head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 to the difference of that discussion in the year of either 2004 or 2005 as to the difference of this year of 2023 on the 3rd day of February. Thus as to the aspects where I refused the medical treatment for a length of time because of how much I was nervous about the aspects of the MMJ regarding how the factors were as to those times, thou8gh inevitably I was capable to force myself to try such.



At first having smoked a few puffs as to how much it did assist fairly swiftly, though because I was as I was a child about the aspects of smoking as to the regards when I had rushed to the bathroom and flushed as to the aspects of being fearful as to individuals I had known when I was younger about a few factors. In the timeframe of such lengths it ook me several years of making attempts as to having noticed how much the MMJ actually assisted my pain levels to be lower, as well as the amount of calmer factors as per my mood as per the differences of the prescriptions as the prescriptions were problematic as per my mood as such opposite effects as per what was noticed per Neurologist visit throughout the years as to the discussions with the multiple doctors during the years of 2000 through 2007 mostly though also into the year of 2008 and 2009. When the Medical Board factors went to the year of 2004 or 2005 as such reminders of working on the aspects thereof in the civilian sector referencing such reasons in regards of SCUBA Diving as the medical journal I read as well as the following medical journals I read, as how the SCUBA Diving factors within the breathing levels were capable to assist individuals who had headaches. The PhDs and Masters of the #Jewish #JewishMedicalJournal #JMJ #Bristish #BritishMedicalJournal #BMJ #UKMedicalJournal Jewish Medical Journal, the UK Medical Journal, and the British #UKMJ Medical Journal I had contacted after having read the information had been to such factors as to when I had paid for and earned each of my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications as per seeing multiple reasons for me to make attempts as to such factors regarding such medical factors.



Since such timeframes as to the work attempts as to such situations referencing the timeframes of 2000 through 2013 as well as the years of 2013 through 2019 as well as the timeframes of 2019 through 2022 as the factors of situations in reference to the multiple factors of MMJ in the differences of prescriptions, as I wrote about in my first published book in the year of 2014/2015 called "Finding A Silver Lining" as the aspects of seeing reasons for both the #homeopathy #Ayurvedic Homeopathy/Ayurvedic as well as prescription medical factors in conjunction to other certain medical notations of assistance to the factors of the pain levels I have been dealing with, including the damages as per having been prescribed #Nexium Nexium as to the length of several years from around 2009 through 2017 for such stomach issues from the prescriptions as to the stomach lining issues as to the factors of absorption of the nutrients as per the factors references the situations because of the length of time.



Thus as to in My personal opinion as to the if factors regarding MMJ also known as Medical Marijuana as to the aspects while in certain areas such might be labeled as recreational though for someone such as Myself, that is more of an equivalent of an over the counter sort of swift factor to the assistance because of the aspects of when during my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as to preparing for my trips as per having all of the required factors for Me to being capable to take care of my work while also having everything I personally needed as per the if factors for only in reference of my trip before I returned from My trip to work on My Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork as per the timeframes of 2015 through 2019 as to such factors as to the drop offs as to the aspects where the medication was only for Me personally as I did not ever share nor had I ever sold any of my MMJ because of such being only for Myself personally.



In such a difference as to when volunteering at that location in Tukwila Washington/Seattle Washington as to only certain specific military associated connections and/or if knowing individuals directly within the MMJ industry as to the aspects of such situations, as to the differences regarding such factors as it was known about My headaches/migraines/memory deficits/cognitive disorders as to the timeframe of such volunteering aspects as per the Ambassador factors where I personally was not ever paid any finances as per the clarifications in my journal blog from 2019 through 2021 mainly as to such aspects; though some updated factors as to the year of 2022 as the few situations as per August and September 2022, prior to what was a trip I decided to take for Myself after what occurred in August of the year of 2022 after what I dealt with as to the situations in the year of 2018 and the year of 2019 ore specifically as to the timeframe now of 3 February 2023.



Since as to the 21 year memorial of 11 September 2001 in the timeframe of the year of 2022 as well as per the factors as to the first time of seeing the evening New York City skyline from the parking lot of the #LSC #LiberyScienceCenter #Liberty #StatueofLiberty #SoL Liberty Science Center in New Jersey in February of the year of 2022, after what occurred in August of the year of 2022 as to My trip as to the scheduling factors as to the timeframe as to such capabilities for Myself. When the aspects of the timeframe of 11 September 2022 as the viewpoint I had in the sky as to the visions thereof, as to My choice to go on a trip for Myself as per My own particular needs since as to such factors as to the support I have personally needed and as to such scheduling factors as to My needs being taken care of myself since as to how such situations as proven as to the factors thereof when there is not any hesitations allowed as to such importance referencing the specifics of the exact point in time. Thus with My knowledge of the 30 year memorial as to February 1993 as per this month of the year of 2023 in the month of February on the 3rd day to the difference of last year, I personally have needed real support for Me personally as per what my personal considerations of support are instead of anyone else's failed interpret6ations as their failed interpretations are only misinterpretations to the difference of My personal needs as to such facts that I had survived the February 1993 attack on the overall main factor of the northeast of the United States of America though because of where I grew up in the timeframe of as well as whom I personally knew as to such factors; the largest amount of people in the state of New Jersey commuted to the World Trade Center and the World Trade Center Plaza.



Since there was not any personal support for Me in the year of 2001 for such aspects from 11 September 2001 as to individuals of the northeast three state areas as to 11 September 2001 as the facts are as per My personal needs as per what I personally consider as support for surviving such aspects, there additionally was not anything I personally would ever consider as support for Me personally as to the year of 2003 as to the 10 year memorial of the February 1993 situation. Just as there was not any support for Me personally back in the year of 2011 as the factors of the situations in My personal life at the time, as to the same factors in reference to the overall aspects in the year of 2013 at the 20 year memorial of the February 1993 situation as per those who would have if they ever had such attention to the information completely as to the aspects of the You Tube video where yes I actually can shed real tears and actually have real emotions in reference to the real life in person face to face in person situations I personally was dealing with and taking care of on My own without any actual support as per what My personal considerations of support were; as obviously as to what I had created as to the timeframes of those situations as to the failures of each and every individual I once knew of ever being capable to do anything that would ever be worthwhile for Me personally that would ever actually be assistive for Me as per My personal needs, as the aspects of such hypotheticals as to the similar factors because why would I ever believe anyone would ever actually get correctly for Me personally exactly what My personal requirements are for Me personally as per My comprehension of My personal needs in all such factors correctly as well as how correctly is only completed correctly if it is specifically to Me and specifically on time as per what My personal considerations are for such factors personally for Me.



Especially if as I personally consider for Myself pof being exactly for Me and exactly for My personal needs as per the facts of what actuqally matters, because if any individual I ever knew had failed to comprehend as to the entirety of this length of time as to the aspects thereof it would be a pure miracle for Me for all such factors of My personal needs being perfectly as per what My actual needs are as per My actual requirements as per My factowrs of on time in the exact location for Me personally for My personal aspects of My choices as per such factors as to such constant factors as for My personal best interests for Me personally as per what work I have accomplished as per the factors for Me specifically as it would be a miracle for such aspects to be correctly completed instead of such amounbts of hypotheticals as to each and every other individuals failures completely be3cause why woudl I ever actually believe anyone I once knew in person face to face in person in real life would ever be capable to accomplish such factors for Me as per My actual needs as per being correctly is only on time as per My personal considerations of as per the aspects of being correct as per My personal considerations only as tihe facts are.



Thus in the references as per such MMJ as to how such has been some factors of My medical needs as to lowering the pain levels-ish, the reality of other medical aspects of such factors as my teeth as to the references of other common sense situations, though as in the reference of emotional support as to the failures of each and every individual I personally once knew in person face to face in person most specifically from the years of 1993 through 2022 as to such aspects as why would those types ever be capable to ever think outside of the box as to anything correctly as to such lengths of time as per the upcoming 30 year memorial as to what factors of failures throughout the timeframes of 2000 through 2013 as to such if factors of such references as well as the aspects of 2019 through 2021 as to such wastefulness upon all of those who I once knew in real life in person face to face in person as to not wasting time and not playing games and actually getting situations correctly as per My personal considerations, as per such factors as to those hypotheticals as per whatever levels of luck those types have had as to such support as to the factors of the common sense of the 20 year memorial as to the 11 September 2001 as to the year of 2021 as the common sense as to how that would not take a head injury to figure out that would not ever be a good surprise as to not scheduling with Me personally first as I have not ever allowed anyone to speak on My behalf for Me or for My personal needs ever.



Thus as to the aspects of such if factors hypothetically as to such failures in the references thereof to the knowledge of February 2022 to the difference of this journal blog in the year of 2023 in the month of February on the 3rd day, as per the situations I dealt with as well as kept updated on My website through My journal blog if individuals would have actually reached out to Me personally to actually ask Me personally what I personally needed instead of any such if factors of hypotheticals as to such failures from the years and decades previously as to when others learn from such aspects and actually get that correct as to the miracle factors as to such aspects of the situations as per My Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork trips as to the references as to "The Modern Day Book" as the common sense factors. Thus since being capable to plan my work as well as prepare for my work as well as My trips, as to the common sense of schedules being of importance to me as per the common sense factors of when I am not in a dating/marital relationship nor do I have anyone in My personal life that I personally have the requirements of actually checking in with officially as to when that is the facts of being capable to go out when I personally choose to go out to do or take4 care of as I personally choose as the reality of if factors as to such common sense situations.



Thus as to how I went on the trip I had begun as to My choice of My own free will as to the aspects of the records regarding such factors, because obviously if individuals I once knew were not playing needless games and were not listening and/or being lying renne faire types, then as to such aspects of if factors where such if factors of actually correctly reaching out to speak with Me as per My To Contact Form on My website as well as My phone number aspects if I had given such phone numbers to specifically utilize to speak directly with Me officially as per such aspects thereof as the common sense if I were to actually receive the phone calls on time in the reality of as per My personal requirements in truth as I can choose what factors of discussions for Myself as the common sense as to My work to plan my Medal of Honor Art Project trips.



It should not take a head injury to figure out My educational background differences as per the aspects of individual factors as per the #ASVAB ASVAB is an individual per person test and not an overall for the entire overall of a branch or for an MOS as to the common sense, it should not take a head injury to figure out as per My 26 SCUBA Diving certifications if such were actually important to others for Me to truthfully be recognized as per such for My work personally as to the aspects of such factors if as to actually caring about Me as to the specifics as to such factors per My personal requirements as to the miracle to ever actually ask Me personally correctly and then doing so correctly as to such common sense that should not take a head injury to figure out. Since I drove out to California in the year of 2021 and dropped off My business cards at the #PADI #NAUI #SSI PADI location as well as went to the #DAN DAN location in North Carolina and had completed the same at the corporate office directly, it should not take a head injury to figure out if My personal needs were met correctly for Me personally as per actually getting such as per asking Me first as to how such discussions would have been if they were to actually have ever occurred before instead of such failures throughout such lengths of time as to the facts that no one has ever asked Me personally about My SCUBA Diving as to such medical factors.



It should not take a head injury to figure out when I went to the exact Naval Base as to the exact location from two specific different individuals in the year of 2020 as to Maryland Bethesda as per one individual a former Navy as to #Cat #CatTattoo #CatTattooAddison #CatTattooAddionTX #CatTattooAddisonTexas #TX #TXstate #Texas #Texasstate Cat Tattoo in the year of 2009 as the other as to Dr. Kerry as to 2012, though obviously the massive failures from the location as to such factors as the unwanted portions of such needless problems from the aspects of the requirements for what My benefits are as to such assistance as to My medical requirements as to what I comprehend for Myself as to the aspects of what scans as well as the specifics of as to the if factors of medical professionals actually being capable to be better than as to such if factors as to the levels of such amounts thereof as to such failures instead of actually doing exactly what is actually needed and required officially.



Thus as to such additional failures as to such would not take a head injury to figure out as per this 30 year memorial after the needless problems as to w2hat was My apartment in Bremerton Washington as to the facts, I can take a trip on My own and still take care of My own bills as to that should not take a head injury to figure out in such hypotheticals of such nosiness instead of actually just asking Me personally instead of such aspects of how New York City-iers #NYC #NewYorkCity #NewYork #NY #NYstate as to those types instead of how #NJ #NewJersey #NewJerseystate #NJState #NJstrong #NewJerseyStrong #NJTP #NEwJerseyTurnpike #NJTurnpike #GardenStateTollway #GST #GSTW New Jersey-ians actually are as to such massive differences as to the aspects of being born and raised as to such factors. Obviouslly if as to such factors of a real support as per the factors of real support as how such emotional support as to actual real care as to the aspects thereof to such luxutiores as to the factors that I have made attempts for Myself to actually have on time as to the aspects of as My personal needs as to such failures on My part to ever do anything correctly, because obviously if I had done so correctly as to the actual individuals actually being capable to accomplish such correctly as per for Me for Myself personally as the aspects thereof to such failures as throughout all such individuals I once knew as to the specifics of My personal requirements.



Apparently such stupidity of their own as per such factors as per their own ways as to how they had been as to such timeframes thereof before I wound up in Washington state, as apparently nothing has ever woken those types up as to such factors of the differences of reading online as to the differences of re4al discussions in such factors of actually doing so with Me personally as per My requirements as per on the phone as per the To Contact Form as actually doing so correctly as to responding directly to Me personally immediately as pert how such should not take a head injury to figure out as per scheduling time with Me personally as per such permission requirements. Then again if what I specifically paid for as to the requirements as per such factors of My cellular phones as well as My technology devices as to the aspects thereof, as it should not take a head injury to figure out, as to My choices for such as to the factors thereof officially notifying without any hidden contexts whatsoever.



Thus as the direct factors as to exactly in reference specifically of the factors in reference of the exact timeframe of the exact situation as the common sense factors of the far better immediate aspects, of the MMJ also known as Medical Marijuana.



Obviously as to such situations where can discuss situations I had been a part of in the truthful ways, though it should not take a head injury to figure out there is not the capacity to correctly speak for Me as per such factors as where I have not ever given any permission for anyone to ever speak for Me as to such aspects thereof since the amounts of clarifications as to My personal specifics. While there are those who might have tried to do so, there are not any who have ever done so correctly as to this point in time in My personal opinion; though then again, I personally would be asked Myself as to such common sense factors as that should not take a head injury to figure out as to correctly doing so in truth as per My personal considerations as to the specifics thereof as the factors of common sense.



It should not take a head injury to figure out as to such if factors as to anyone actually caring about mental health and well being as to the factors thereof as to actual communications as to the if factors of My personal accuracy as to the timeframe as to My first time ever logistically ever reviewing such emotional factors as while the timeframe of such aspects, as obviously there is the common sense of others having used social media as to the if factors of any who would have been brave enough to actually have done so correctly as to the factors thereof to such written formats as per such prior timeframes of if factors of My personal accuracy as to the timeframes of such review processes as the years of 2019 through 2022.



It should not take a head injury to figure out as to such common sense of discussions of others as to those others with others as to the facts of how I had been asked about others from others as to what they had heard from others as to when they asked Me personally, and I did not have anything to discuss as per the factors of the same situations as the reality of if factors of if wanting to discuss with Me as to the direct contact to M<e as per My personal requirements of if factors of others as to such hypotheticals as to the common sense for the courtesy of such aspects to the regards of owning up to such if factors as to such aspects to the references thereof to being capable to actually progress forward as to real discussions as to the capacities thereof. However if as to such if factors that no one ever had ever written anything about Me in even as a code or covert sort of way as to such any if factors of phone calls and/or emails of others with others as to such if factors about Me as to such if situations, then as to such factors as to the timeframes as to such if factors of being asked about a relative as from another other as to the other having known of such as to in the factors thereof as to such if factors of maturity as to discussions as with Me personally as per such hypotheticals as to the common sense as per such attempts as to the 6 June 2022.



It should not take a head injury to figure out as to such factors of My work as to actually having the aspects of having had the time in Washington state as per the factors as well as to the timeframe of 2013 through 2019 as per the altitude changes as with the differences of the #MMJ #MedicalMarijuana Medical Marijuana also known as MMJ as to My personal work as well as to My wording choices, as it should not take a head injury to figure out the timeframe of 2019 through 2021 in the state of Texas as to the common sense as to Washington state MMJ laws as to the state of Texas not being MMJ friendly as to the common sense as the laws as to such factors.



It should not take a head injury to figure out different states that have such factors of recreational levels of marijuana for others though for someone such as Myself as it should not take a head injury to figure out the aspects of my being coherent enough to write such aspects per the coherent sentences and paragraphs as to the factors thereof to such cognition, then as to the factors of how it should not take a TBI/head injury of having written about having tested Myself as per having tested myself as per the per puff factors as to the timeframe of when I began starting to accept how the benefits of Medical Marijuana also known as MMJ actually are in my personal opinion.



It should not take a head injury to figure out the factors of my personal research on myself personally as per the aspects thereof having been honest from the start as to my having acknowledged such factors, and with such as I have acknowledged such factors in truth honestly before and throughout the entire time as to My personal reality in real life as the real life of what I have really lived and really experienced and really survived.



However as to such others' choices as per the factors thereof to such if situations as it should not take a head injury to figure out as to written communication between individuals are capable as to such hypotheticals thereof as per such same in reference to discussions on the phone with the real individual as to the same in reference to such in person face to face in person in real life as to such depending upon the actual levels thereof as per individual, though the requirements of actually doing so correctly as per such if factors of actual consideration as to the if factors of respect as per such aspects with Me personally honestly.



Thus as to such if factors of My journal blog ever actually being read and more importantly actually taken seriously as to the facts as to the truth in full truth as to such honesty, the same as to such if factors as to those types of situations as while others speaking with others is exactly such as others speaking with others whether as to others speaking with others as to needless buearurocracy as to if others as to speaking with others as to gossiping as the same as per such needless bueaurocracy as to the if factors as to actually caring about Me personally enough as to actually doing so correctly for Me personally as per such factors thereof as to actual caring about Me as I personally consider being cared about as per having called others and/or having written to others and/or having spoken with others honestly as to such factors of when having noticed certain situations as depending upon the individual.



It should not take a head injury to figure out as to such if actors as to actually having had my journal blog read and/or if factors as to My books being known about as actual real books and/or such if factors as to My #MedalofHonor #MedalofHonorArt #MedalofHonorArtwork #MedalofHonorArtProject #USMedalofHonorArtProject #USAMedalofHonorArtProject #USMedalofHonorArtProjectArtwork #USAMedalofHonorArtProjectArtwork Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork as to the aspects of My Medal of Honor Art Project trips as to the work thereof officially as to the common sense as to such real physical artwork and such aspects of the work to such situations; the reality of such curation as to the aspects of My Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork as to the same factors of what was My apartment in #Bremerton #BremertonWA #BremertonWashington #Washington #Washingtonstate #WA #WAState Bremerton Washington as to such aspects of My trip choice, as it should not take a head injury to figure out when not personally having anyone at all to check in with as to such reality aspects as to the actual real phone calls as to the actual real discussions as to such facts thereof as to the reality of when I chose to go as per when I decide to make a trip as per My comprehension of My work as My comprehension of My schedule; it should not take a head injury to figure out the common sense of manners as to the facts of as to the if factors of Me Myself being cared about enough to actually respect Me personally enough as to actually speaking with Me in truth as to being good enough to actually do so as to actual real inclusion instead of such superficial inclusion as to just discussing as to talking about Me instead of actually talking with Me; as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out the differences of such factors, as to the aspects of though as per My personal considerations of caring about Me personally as that obviously should not take a head injury to figure out the if factors of whatever said to and between others, as the differences of actually ever doing so with as to Me personally.



Then again if I ever had real relationship to begin with that were actual real relationships to actually begin with that actually cared about Me for me as for who I am, as to the hypotheticals as to any other if factors as to what would have been as to such prior times.



It should not take a head injury to figure out the aspects of MMJ to such factors of however, as the proof of others' choices with the knowledge thereof of their own free will choices as to their choices of their own individual freedoms as to the aspects thereof to such #ConstitutionalRights #USConstitution #USAConsituttion Constitutional Rights they have had to choose to do so of their own choices as to whom they chose to speak with as to such factors of however such communication choices as to such if factors.



It should not take a head injury to figure out despite such if factors as to others' choices of their own free will as to how such aspects were as to the review of such prior times as to the timeframe now in the year of 2023 in the month of February on the 3rd day of February in the year of 2023, since such if factors as to the choices as to whom was more important to speak about and discuss and as to the if factors of whom was most important to speak with as to such choices of whom to speak with as to such if choices, and as such if choices as per such choices thereof as to such factors of differences referencing Myself personally. It should not take a TBI/head injury to figure out if as to such if choices as to the if factors as to the levels of acquaintance or friend or family of the level of choice as to the obvious factors as being single as to the references thereof at this point in time, and thus as to the aspects of being capable to work on some factors as to the differences of My personal preferences as to the choices thereof then as to such aspects of the situations of the choices thereof as to the aspects of the knowledge as to the situations as to the aspects of what care is considered as per such individuals as per their own free will choices and as such too so as mine as such aspects of writing as just a notation as per such factors of journaling as the difference of journalism as it should not take a head injury to figure out per My website as per my journal blog #TheOrneryPSA The Ornery PSA as to having a label that would specify Journalism as per the capacity to see the difference on my YouTube page.



It should not take a head injury as to the aspects of my CDOness or what is known as more commonly as OCD as to the obsessive compulsive disorder though because of My personal issues as to libraries as per such alphabetizing factors the references of such aspects of CDO as to the aspects of compulsive disorder obsessive as to the references thereof as to a sarcastic factors as to such satire, though as to the reality of such factors as to the capacities of such importance as it should not take a head injury to figure out as to patterns of behaviour as to whatever one's patterns of behaviour as to the aspects thereof as per such timeframes regarding choices during emergency situations.



Thus as to the aspects of when with the reality of the announcement of COVID as to the difference of the announcement of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as the announcement of February 1993 referencing such life factors of importance of the reality of such choices as to the responsibilities thereof while taking in the consiuderations of life as to such individual of most importance factors as to the best of capability in truth, as well as taking care of the immediate areas as to the immediate situations as to the levels of choices as per such aspects thereof to such timeframes as per the proof of such choices as to the knowle3dge thereof such immediate factors. Thus while as to January in the year of 2020 as to the reference of 11 September 2001 as to the reference of February 1993 as to such immediate knowledge as to the choices of what choices were considered to such factors of civility and humanity, as what choices were as to the levels of importance in reference to the importance of real life as per such real life online in truth though also as important as to life as to being capable to being online requires the factors of real life as to actual real life.



Today the 3rd day of February in the year of 2023 as to such aspects of personal choices as to reaching out as best as possible to the most important aspects as per phone calls as then as to other such if factors as per the common sense of text messages as to the next factors as to such online portions as to the attempts as to in My personal choices as to the if situations as to such open honest aspects thereof to such situations, and thus as to the aspects of MMJ also known as Medical Marijuana as My guesstimation as per beyond my purchase product factors as to the aspects of My personal writing as to the anger factors to the differences to the factors of the levels of emotional references as to the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 on 11 September 2021 as to the facts of the reality of the time for myself for Me personally dealing with such as to the differences of others as to what they considered as to such same factors referencing the aspects of COVID as to 11 September 2021. Thus it should not take a head injury to figure out beyond my purchases, as to the aspects of the length of time as per such timing factors to the regards of such facts in reference to even if as the purchase of recreational as to how such is not recreational at all to Me personally ever as to such CDO aspects as to before my Psalm Sunday 21000 TBI/head injury when I was in Basic Training in the Army branch when I was 17 years old legally as the facts of being a born and raised New Jersian as a born and raised citizen of the United States of America in the 1980s as per being a massive fan of POTUS Ronald Regan as well as having read much about the work of POTUS George W. Bush Sr as well as the time as per when I was in fifth grade as the situations as POTUS Bill Clinton as per the specifics of the year of 1992 through the situations from September when I had Mono/Epstein Bar Bronchitis/Lymes Disease/Flu all at the same time when I was homeschooled through the month of April or May of the year of 1993 as per enjoying reading the newspaper while also enjoying having read many books in my childhood though of a specific types mainly as per such CDOness.



The difference of having to deal with the children's library when at #ASher #AsherHolmes #AsherHolmesElementarySchool #Elementary #School Asher Holmes Elementary School as per the aspects of sections quite limited as per the factors of what would be in the library for others as per the grades as per the situations as how libraries work, and thus as to seeing what was for such timeframes after myself and seeing such factors as to the references thereof as to homework that we actually had homework to check out books from the library. Since having been as I have been in reference to having read books to my children I gave birth to as the references thereof to such points in prior years as to when youth was as to how youth was, as the factors of the reality as per the educational factors in the metaphor in reference of my 26 #SCUBA #SCUBADiving #SCUBADiver SCUBA Diving certifications as well as the aspects of my electives as to the factors thereof such volunteer work as to the references thereof as per church aspects as well to such situations.



However it should not take a head injury to figure out the reality of having been capable to maintain and sustain as best as possible-ish while dealing with the factors thereof as my biggest amount of appreciation as to such aspects regarding such factors of Amazon as to the delivery aspects in such references, though despite other factors in the regards of as to the situations as to the references of such delivery timeframes as per the ease in larger factors as to the aspects of my pain levels despite such situations in reference to individuals of whom I once knew in whatever year of whatever month of whatever timeframe.



With the aspects of the timeframe of the year of 2023 in the month of February on the 3rd day of the month of February in the year of 2023, the aspects of the reality of the time as per the actualities of specifics of time logistically as per such CDOness as to the aspects of such situations as per the emotional reality of the facts of the 20 year memorial of the overall area I grew up in as to the year of 2001 in the year of 2021 as the reality of the facts as per such factors to now in the year of 2023 as the 30 year memorial of the February 1993 situations as per where I grew up as to being born and raised as per having such clarifications.



The reality of such choices as per each individual to review for themselves as to the review for themselves as to such timeframes of 2019 through 2021 as per such knowledge of the choices as per such factors as per the timeframe of 2019 through 2021 as to the 20 year memorial as to such facts known about Me personally, just as the same as per such factors as per the 30 year memorial as per such factors from the review of such time logistically as per such aspects of the year 1993 as the 30 year memorial this year of 2023 in such references of review as per such years of 2019 through 2022 before the New Year of January 2023 now in this month of February on the 3rd day of February 2023. Each such individual choice as such each individual choice as of such factors of importance as to seriousness as such care as such choice, for with such knowledge as per what I have made attempts for such aspects as to the regards of Myself as such regards as attempts, then as per such factors of the choices as per such choices as per what attempts as such factors as such factors thereof as that does not take a head injury to figure out.



Thus as the aspects of between #Amazon Amazon as well as the factors of traveling per such trip aspects as per the common sense for such as of such communications as per the choice preference of Mine personally as what I have dealt with as obviously without any individual in person face to face in person as to such digital factors as for Myself as to the aspects of assistance as to such common sense as the aspects of where such does not take a head injury to figure out, as such reality of my journal blog on my website for the ease as the timeframes of no MMJ of 2019 through 2022 in any consistent ways as per such aspects of having acknowledged when the timeframe of as to and the smallest factors thereof for such regards to the #MMJ MMJ timeframes, as per the aspects of such medical factors as the combined situations while maintianign the capacity to work on such factors as per the common sense of such situations as the factors of personal care as per the factrs of considerations of individual viewpoints of the considerations of distance as to such aspects of contacting as to the regards of importance as to if as to such common factors as to the alignment of if factors of importance levels per such if factors as to the timeframes.



Thus as to the reality of not being directly in the locations as to the year of 1993 as the same as the year oof 2001, it does not change the facts of where I was born and raised as the length of years and the amounts of people as to the individuals I once knew in real life in real reality in person face to face in person in such factors of in person face to face in person.



The reality of if being more for life and more for living as to ensuring such aspects as I wrote about in My first book, as making sure to truthfully maximize the amount of time as per such with as to the factors of life as best as possible as for the children I biologically gave birth to in real life as equally and as best as I possibly copuld while the same factors of attempts of mine to reaching outward as to the ease of contacting me in return as Mike Hershey had done so in reference of the year of 2015.



It should not take a head injury/TBI to figure out for those who are into Japanimation as the aspects of the commercials as to the references of during the timeframe of COVID in the initial beginning portions as per the aspects of the #Goya #GoyaCommercials Goya aspects, as how it seem(ed)/(s) as individuals as per such Goya factors as to the living embodiment of the individuals as per the choices thereof as per the ways where Japanimation draws commercials though as the aspects of such as a pop culture reference to the factors of the Goya timeframe in the year of 2020 when reviewing such time now in the year of 2023 in the month of February on the 3rd day of the month of February in the year of 2023.



I personally really enjoyed watching #SailorMoon #SM Sailor Moon as I have written about in my journal blog and those who know of other Japanimation aspects of the references regarding real commercials as per the viewpoint of the reference of pop culture dorkiness reference of Japanimation as the Goya commercials as per Japanimation commercials as per Cool World movie reference, as look!



I made a pop culture reference to such a metaphor, and it might be agreed upon as #japanimationfans #japanimation #manga #hentai might know of the aspects of the references regarding the drawings as per such factors to the considerations of the real life though on social media references as per the aspects of the Japanimation drawings as per the commercials when in Japanimation as per the series whether as book or as television/movie/streaming as per such aspects, as it has only taken me from the time of seeing the different ones to this point in time now in the year of 2023 in the month of February on the 3rd day of the month of February in the year of 2023 to make the words together for the sentences for the references to understand from the knowledge.



For the female who would know the reference of a peace sign and a saying, as per such factors as a dorky joke reference a few years later from the first time as the reference of where she would get My joking reference and yet sarcasm and yet satire and yet only comedy to those who would know further details as they would be the individuals who would have the comedy factors to such references to the difference Myself as to the satirical factors as to the smaller aspects of references though the time it takes for the words to be capable to produce for such factors of the considerations as per such having been taking care of such on My own personally as best as I have been capable to do so in such references and regards thereof as per the after effects from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 TBI/head injury when I was in Basic Training at #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #OKstate #Oklahoma #Oklahomastate Fort Sill Oklahoma.



Since as to the alphabet as to ABC then to JK as to SCUBA diving to the valve factors as per the reference of a hairstylist as per in the state of New Jersey when at the shop as per such factors of My personal opinion about the OJ Simpson trial as per the roommate having been in love with the female, and as per such factors of the if situations as to the aspects thereof as to the two getting together years later after the situations of life as per I guesstimate as to the roommate finding where she was and speaking with as to the aspects of what I personally thought at the time as per such factors of the roommate having been in love the whole time in such references regarding the aspects thereof to such relationship situations.



At a point in time there was an individual whom I had saved as per a few situations though as per such factors as to the regards of such points in time, as the common sense as the if factors as to the choice as per such facts. I suppose a metaphor as per depending upon what factors as to what point in time as per the situations thereof as to the genuine emotional connection as to such if factors, as the reality of direct communications as per the aspects of doing so as per such aspects of as to the situations of connections referencing of the how to in some ways I suppose in such speaking references of the facts to such aspects thereof to the situations of if factors of life elsewhere on this earth as such common sense response factors as per the how and to the who and the what as where as when as how important as to such factors of the choices thereof to such exact points in time.



Medical Marijuana also known as #MMJ MMJ has assisted Me with dealing with the factors of truth of the years of 2001 and 1993, as while I have attempted much My eyes have been capable to see as best as possibly hypothetically.



30 year memorial in just a few days and thus as to the facts of just some necessities as the difference of what I was working on referencing such, as per the situations of the 30 year memorial and the reality of comprehending I made the best attempts I could personally make as to such factors officially as directly and as respectfully as possible with the knowledge thereof to such aspects of importance of My comprehension of time as well as maximizing time and appreciating time while paying attention to time and living as best to and in such exact time as being on time as time is the reality of the length of life and the importance thereof as per such aspects per choices and importance levels thereof.



The many I personally have known in persona face to face in person in real life in such references as the northeast of the #USA #UnitedStatesofAmerica United States of America as per such aspects of throughout the United States of America as through the 1980s into the 1990s into the 2000sand now into the 2020s and as the year of 2023 in this month of February, such lengths of time as such distances of time as within the time of the factors as per such distances of time in such amounts of situations throughout such time of 30 years. I suppose it depends if one takes life seriously and responds accordingly, as per the choices per such factors of importance of and overall to the attempts as per the reasons why as of intent and amount of importance as per such a subject line of 5 seconds as to the factors of then speaking with in reality of real reality instead of online only though realistically not actually speaking to as per my journal blog is just journaling as the difference of journalism. such a metaphor(s).



Thus it should not take a head injury to figure out the small few times of utilizing MMJ as to being capable to either recover enough to go outward in the year of 2020 as per such small amounts as to such factors as per my journal blog in the years of though as to the videos per such references as per the aspects of while My hair as per the aspects from the timeframe recovery from Washington state as per the years of 2013 through 2019, the aspects of the 2020 election cycle would be the closest as per such journalism as to the factors of the live footage as per such aspects of the time with #FB #Facebook #FacebookLive #FBL Facebook Live at those times in the year of 2020 as per such aspects of the timeframes in those multiple times thereof as per the factors of such timeframes in the viewpoint of such a review in this year of 2023 in the month of February on the 3rd day of the month of February in the year this year of 2023.



Thus as while recovering from the timeframes thereof while making the best attempts as possible while keeping informed as best as possible as per such factors as per being capable to contact through such measures of if factors of the specifics thereof to the honesty references thereof, though as such in person face to face in person previous timeframes as per such memorial timeframes as to this year of 2023.





Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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If in anyway I am inaccurate about anything I have written here in this journal blog entry and/or any prior journal blog entry and/or future journal blog entry and/or factual books I wrote and/or videos I have done through my OFFICIAL YouTube Channel Reverend MeeLing, please only contact me through the contact form for the ability to clarify such details in public view fully to fix and repair to rectify the situation(s) as I do not respond to comments in my journal blogs because there thus far have not been any notifications sent to me about such from my website.


In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


Though there are the aspects of which if you would like to speak with me in addition to possibilities of opportunities for me, the welcome aspects as to contacting me through my contact form.



If I have known you in person when in person in positive ways and/or ways which might need clarification(s) as to mature discussions, there has always been the welcome open door policy as to contacting me through my contact form if you were not given my new phone number though such is online regarding my website more recently published online as to my Website Business Phone Line: (360)-713-4937.

Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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