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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

It should not take a head injury to figure out, 9/11 to those types as to February 1993

Individuals who read my journal blog as to the timeframe before the 11 September 2001 twenty year memorial need to remember such facts as to the same in reference to those who had survived being in the areas as to the difference of actually surviving the situations themselves, as the reality where individuals who did not walk the grounds and those who did not have the same real in person face to face in person actual discussions with people in real life as to such factors do not have the capacity to discuss in truth about the memorial aspects as to February 1993 situations as it is not any different than those who have tried to steal valor from those who had survived 11 September 2001 as to in my personal opinion referencing those types who would try to proverbially ride coattails that they themselves did not earn.



The facts are when in the year of 1993 and 1994 the majority of New York Citiers did not even know that the situations occurred in regards of the garage situation nor did they have any knowledge as to the layouts of such streetways as to such facts, as to the references I had given as to such situations of the differences between my biological father and I to the difference of my biological mother and my biological sister as to the facts that they were only driven directly to the area of the doorway to then go inside while my biological father and I walked from after dropping them off to then walk from the parking areas to the exact locations thereof as through whatever streetways as well as areas thereof depending upon the parking situations as to when we would go to New York City from the state of New Jersey.



Thus as to individuals who would have a different and yet similar factor as to living in New York City though not having been informed of such or if as to being accustomed to the news cycle as to seeing such as just another situation, instead of seeing it for exactly what the situations were at the exact points in time as to such differences as to the amount of people who would commute from New Jersey to then drive the areas to get to the areas of New York City as to such employment factors as to the reality of differences officially both in reference to the timeframe of 11 September 2001 as to the same in reference of February 1993 as the facts are just the facts.



The reality where people who lived in New York City either had a chauffer or a taxi cab driver or they took the bus route or the subway route as to such differences of the viewpoints regarding the total landscape of the factors in such references and regards thereof, in my personal opinion though such proof would be more as to college students as to the areas in the states of Connecticut/Rhode Island/Massachusetts to the state of Delaware/Maryland as to such aspects of the college students' traveling as to the capabilities with whomever had a vehicle and as to such regards as to their having a type of seeing as to the aspects though as to myself when I was a child when growing up in New Jersey though as to also growing up going to New York City as well as having grown up going to Pittsburg as well as Philadelphia as well as other areas throughout Pennsylvania and New York state as to such massive distinctive differences as the facts are. #MD #MDstate #Maryland #Marylandstate #Delaware #Delawarestate #DE #DEstate



Thus as to the differences of individuals who had the capacities thereof if they themselves did not pay attention to the aspects of the landscapes and/or the layouts of such locations until whenever they had begun to pay attention to such factors, as to a massively distinctive difference. I would guiesstimate anyone who has received directions from me as to when driving from a location to for an example as to what was my house in San Antonio Texas, if they remember from the reference as to me telling them as to from Eckert the second speed bump as to the references as to when I would give directions as to the capacities of for that particular example; as to the references as to the aspects thereof as to my references in regards of the actual layouts as to the real locations as to the areas of New York City, as obviously only those who would have to be told of such would not have the exact connections as to such references regarding such and while they might have feelings the aspects of what the references as to the regards of emotions would obviously be far different as to such direct connections in my personal opinion as to such factors. #Conneticut #conneticutstate #CT #CTstate #RhodeIsland #RhodeIslandstate #RI #RIstate #Massachussettets #MA #MAstate #Massachussettesstate



For example if anyone who would have lived in the city of New York were to throw a temper tantrum because of the facts I have brought forward before that could and would be capable to align to such factors now in the month of January in the year of 2023 on the 13th day, the aspects whereas such proof qas to the differences of feelings as to the differences of emotions as to the connectionary points in the references and regards of such factors in my opinion. Hypothetically as to such references and regards thereof as to any temper tantrums as to whining as to such factors as to the reality of the comprehension of the differences as to such upbringing as well as to such areas of direct connections with the real people that were in the areas, as to the facts of such emotional connections as to the differences of feeling a connection-ish to a degree as depending upon the actual viewpoints as to the factors of someone who has actually been in the real areas as to the differences of those who have had others to take them around as to the equivalent of a tour guide as to such differences of the exact direct connections.



In my opinion someone who would have actually survived such areas as to the specific timeframes as to the exact timeframe of as well as to the exact timeframe of the knowledge thereof as to the exact point in time as such to the reference of February 1993 as to such factors that would be capable to review as to the references as to my journal blog updates in the references to the years specific of my journal blog updates in the years of 2020 and 2021, as to the aspects of the timeframe as to the 20 year memorial as to such aspects of where if some individuals were capable to clear out such aspects of what would be the equivalent of the terminology of stolen valor as to such aspects as to the differences of those who actually had survived the aspects of directly at the specific point in time of the references whether as to February 1993 and/or the aspects of 11 September 2001.



For example the differences in my opinion of someone who survived the area as to the difference of someone who survived the actual situations would be where someone who survived the overall area would be more willing to discuss such details though would not be capable to go into the references of the informational aspects, whereas in my personal opinion someone who would have survived the actual situations would be capable to give details as well as information though as depending upon the severity of the aspects as to the survival as to such situations as to what lengths of time as to the if factors as to such regards as to what capacities they might be willing to discuss such or as to in my peticular reference as while I have made attempts to discuss such facts as to the reality of such timeframes as to the situations and as to such references regarding my writings as to the regards of such factors. In my opinion there is a massively large distinction between the individuals who may have survived the area as in certain references as to depending upon their parents' schedules for them as the reality of the divorce rate in New York City was always at a high level as to such regards as to the aspects of certain individuals, as to such references thereof as to the viewpoints of differences as to relationships in my opinion as to how New Jersey-ians make the attempts to work with as to the differences as to how New York Citiers tend to be overreactive as well as throw more temper tantrums when the facts are produced fully as to such regards.



In the references whereas the factors of how certain types as to the specifics of certain locations in regards of New York Citiers as to the depending of their schedules as to school and/or as to their parents' visitation schedules and/or as to such aspects of when their babysitters would take them on vacations as to the aspects thereof, as the massive differences as to the capacities thereof as being a born and raised New Jersey-ian as to then also growing up going to the New York City areas such as individuals who I had grown up with in different schools as to where their parents would take them to New York City whether as to the references of the parental factors and/or in reference to those who would be a part of the different auditions as depending upon the aspects as to the timeframes as to such aspects as to the additional viewpoints mainly from New Jersey as to such references as to how New York Citiers would be desensitized to the reality of such aspects. Especially depending if they lived in an apartment building as to the style of the apartment building as to the differences as to depending upon the areas, as well as then the difference as to those who would have lived in the condos as to the differences as to those who lived in the taller towers as to such factors regarding the differences of the situations in reference to New Jersey-ians as to the differences as to New York Citiers.



I would not be surprised if as to such references as to the situations as to New York City in 11 September 2001 if as to them not having been in the area when the timeframe thereof as to the timeframe specifically, I would not be surprised if such hypotheticals were as to such aspects thereof where they would bnot have made any statements about the aspects of the areas of New York City at the specific timeframe as to within the years of the first 1-5 years of the aspects of what occurred either in reference to 11 September 2001 and/or in reference as to the timeframe as to February 1993 as to whereas New Jersey-ians as well as those who would have lived outside of New York City as to the knowledge thereof as to February 1993 and/or as to the references as to 11 September 2001 as to the differences of discussions as to depending upon the actual connection levels as well as to the amount of information as to such references and regards as to the areas in such hypotheticals.



In my opinion if as to some who may have been as to the references regarding such temper tantrums as I would guesstimate my biological mother and/or my biological sister would try to complain as to such honesty as to the facts that there are massively large distinguishing facts that such aspects are not capable to be faked as to the ways as to certain other aspects whereas to not being capable to fake such aspects, and thus as to such if factors as to those types as to wanting attention as to them being wannabes as to the capacities of course where such wannabes would not ever truthfully have any real capacities as to wanting the reality of the actualities.



Wannabes view the reality as to such an unwanted factor, because they wannabe more important than they actually are to the real information and the real situations.



Seekers of the truth in the reality of the actual truth understand there is the ugliness as to such aspects of the factors thereof, though are capable to see the beauty as to such factors in the references regarding the compartmentalizing factors as to the capability to bring forward such factors of truth as to such aspects thereof in the capacities whereas some might cringe as to the aspects of such facts though as to the reality of being capable to survive such to being capable to progress forward as to such factors whereas some might as to the viewpoint regarding the aspects as to the if factors; especially depending upon their own connections whether as to such aspects thereof as to seeing such in pictures and/or seeing such in videos as to the aspects of the differences as to such connections as to the in person face to face in person in real life, as to such differences as to those particular connections as to the knowledge as to depending upon life situations as to the aspects of the capacities to acknowledge and accept such aspects while appreciating such factors as to the reality of such situations in my opinion regarding depending upon the timing as to depending upon the schedule as to such references and regards.



Whereas the reality currently as to being capable to write more freely as to the references and regards thereof to the lack of a real schedule as to such timeframe currently, the aspects as to where such factors were only meant for a specific amount of time as to my updates in the regards thereof because of there only being so many aspects as to the references and regards thereof officially in my opinion; because the facts are as to where my journal blog might be considered as timeless as to the references of certain situations and/or the viewpoints thereof, as to such aspects whereas to such factors as to my comprehension as to what the aspects were as to the specific points in time as to such references as to getting such aspects the fuller amounts of information while being as best as possible to review such timeframes as to the if factors as to such aspects of the timeframes when having reviewed such as to my updates to my journal blog.



Though as to the references regarding whereas to comprehending once I would complete such aspects as to in the generalized overall sorts of ways as to the references regarding the other work as to my seeing as to such reasons for such assistances whereas to the if factors of being needed and/or wanted as to such if factors, though as to the references regarding such prior situations as to the reality of when as to the regards of the Phoenix as to when having to go through such aspects of the proverbial factors as to having to review such as to being capable to progress forward as to seeing more to life than what might only be seen in an illusionary aspect as to such references as to Hollywood as to the references as to pop culture.



For example as to such references regarding my Medal of Honor Art Project as to the reality of my work as to what it takes to complete the entirety of such aspects, as to the factors as to the actual amounts of work it takes before I ever go onto a trip0 as well as the work it takes for me personally while on the trips as to such aspects then as to the work in reference to completing each individual piece as to such aspects before such is ever taken into the area to be framed as to then the aspects of the drop offs as to such regards as to the actual amount of work it takes as to the amounts of time as to the preparations as well as the planning as well as the factors of the work itself as while it might only look as to just a piece of paper glued to a piece of paper glued to another piece of paper; the reality of what the actual work is to complete one historical and spiritual rubbing as to the overall artwork is not something as simple as to rubbing a piece of charcoal on a piece of paper as it is not as easy as to gluing one piece of paper to another piece of paper.



Thus in reference as to what was my home as to the work I personally put into the work as it took for what was my home as similarly as to what was my garden as to the aspects of what was my garden, the aspects as similarly as to what was my apartment as to such area as to where I was living and preparing for my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as to my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork; though because of such needless unwanted useless situations that occurred as to the timeframe of the month of the end of August through the months of November in the year of 2022, as to such aspects whereas obviously if my work as well as myself to complete the work as to what would not have occurred as to the regards of such hypotheticals, as to the reality whereas my comprehension of my personal timing has not ever been up for discussion with anyone else because not one person has ever asked me of what my personal timeframes are as to my work.



Due to how each and every individual and/or group who had not ever possibly even thought to ask me personally as to what my personal timeline as to my work would be considered as to such if factors only proves to me as to the references thereof as to such unwanted aspects as to the factors thereof to such wannabes as to the references thereof where if the reality was actually wanted, then the aspects of the facts of where such considerations would be as to having the common sense as to personally asking me as to the if factors as to such reasons to actually know as to the differences of such wannabe aspects as to the references regarding as to such pop culture references as to the differences as to actually be as to such factors as to the real work it actually require(s)/(d) as to the facts where if my work is actually appreciated as to such references as to such regards then as to actually respecting my work and respecting my processes as to my work as to such factors thereof instead of infringing upon my personal liberties as to how such hypotheticals can review themselves as to such if factors regarding such.



Thus in the references as to where what was my apartment in Bremerton Washington was being prepared as I personally needed such for myself to work on my Medal of Honor Artwork as to the facts of when there is religious and energetic spiritual factors as to the preparations as to such, and that is not privy for others when such is as to where the sanctity of the real work as to such aspects thereof as to my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork as well as my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as well as my Medal of Honor Art. Whereas such differences regarding the aspects as to the timeframes as to the facts where when I first began my Medal of Honor Art Project as to both of my biological children being as minor aged, as to the reality I clarified before my journal blog updates as well as during my journal blog updates as to throughout the timeframes from the years of 2019 through 2022 as to even now in January on the 13th day of the month in the year of 2023. Whereas my son would be honest I would hope as to telling the truth that he was not taught anything as to the aspects of my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork as to the entirety of the process as he was not ever shown anything of how such aspects were just as he was not trained energetically as to the spiritual factors or the religious factors, I would guesstimate as to what I made attempts to warn him of as to such pop culture types though as to such factors as to those wannabe types as to such aspects of the sexism as to the male factors in the differences as to where I created such before he was ever born as I created such after he was born as well as after his sister was born and thus as to such facts regarding the differences as to such aspects of those wannabe types as to those pop culture references as to where such facts are as such facts are.



Thus as to the reality of where such factors as to the references as to the differences of Old Tennent Presbyterian Church individuals who thought as to how they learned some photography as to one elective, as to whatever they chose together as to their group thinking instead of such individualism as to such references thereof as to the reality where that was not any options for them as to whereas while they were accustomed to only watching they were not ever accustomed to ever doing anything that was actually required as the reality of such volunteer work as to the aspects of barely even close to the minimum hours as to such volunteer hours as to the differences as to the requirements as to such aspects when comprehending what levels thereof as to parents within the congregation as well as to such factors as to if taking such seriously as to the references and regards of such factors. Where in the reality of there only having been 1 or 2 confirmation classes as to having had the graduation factors before the timeframe when I went through Old Tennent Presbyterian Church and Presbyterian Church USA as to such confirmation aspects with the additional aspects of the historical society as to such references as to the knowledge each was given at the beginning of the Confirmation Classes as being told what was required for the graduation as to such regards, as to the factors where the final grading as to such references thereof before the graduation ceremony regarding the requirements as to the work mandatory factors.



Whereas when the timeframe came as to Pastor McKenzie having told people and reminded them of the requirements as to the amount of classes, the amount of sermons, the amount of volunteer hours, as well as the differences between the quizzes and the tests as well as the mid-terms and the finals as to the regards of the requirements that were mandatory for the capacity for being considered for graduation as to then the final aspects of the processes as to the reasons why the aspects of personal finances as to the regards of contributions to the aspects of their parents to the church were not considered the same as to such clear aspects as to what Pastor McKenzie had clarified to the various individuals within the classes of the confirmation classes especially within the year of my confirmation class.



since the amount of people who had joined because of the factors as to learning of the historical society aspects, the references thereof as to such if factors in the viewpoints as to 11 September 2001 and/or such aspects as to February 1993 as to such if factors to the differences of those who may not have had a direct connection though as to walking in such areas; though as to the direct connection of someone they personally knew in the areas, as to such facts regarding the population sizes are different than as to the commuter aspects in such references regarding the aspects thereof in my personal opinion. Part of such reasons why the state of New Jersey began putting in the tollways as to such references regarding such factors, because of the needs for the individuals within the local and state and federal law enforcement officers because of such aspects as to how many vehicles were passing through the areas as it was something of an annoyance to a degree though those who knew as to such levels of the reasons comprehended it was for the best regarding such factors because of how many people tried to blame New Jersey for such situations whereas to the differences of where they would travel from and/or where they would travel to as to such aspects regarding such situations as the development of other such aspects were learned of throughout such lengths of time.



Thus as to the references regarding such aspects as to the regards of certain factors as to the clear distinctions as to how pop culture as to Broadway as to such aspects of the distinctions as to pop culture as to #Hollywood Hollywood as to such aspects in the references thereof as to how such might convince themselves as to what their factors thereof are as to depending upon such aspects, as to the differences as to the reality of if actually needing as to if actually wanting as to such aspects thereof as to the work it takes as to such references thereof as to being capable to actually have as to such aspects thereof as to earning such factors. There were many in the areas as to New Jersey visitors that would tell others of how they were a part of the productions and/or a part of whatever factors regarding such situations, though as to the actual individual(s) themselves as to the differences regarding such factors as to the reality of such individuals in my opinion. While as to the capacities of as to the exact point in time as to the capacities thereof to such distinctive memories as to the regards of such additional factors in the references as to the proof, for an example as to the references as to when I had proposed in reference to one individual as to the aspects as to where I would comprehend the knowledge required as to such factors regarding the specific location as to where I had the alcohol bottle as well as the specific locations as to where I had the fire wands as to the aspects of the aspects in the references thereof as to my preparation of him for the capacities thereof to such a specific point in time that I would also comprehend as to what the sights would have been from his angle as to such regards as to the references thereof to such specifics as to the capacities thereof to such hypotheticals as to the regards of those types who would try as to such if factors as to the references thereof to such prior timeframes as to what the prior timeframes were as to the differences as to the current timeframe now. There are different purposes for Hollywood as I can guesstimate, though as to such factors as to the references thereof as to such regards of attention to such aspects in the correct capacities as to the sensitivities as to the triggers in references to such situations as to the common sense aspects as to humanity.



Thus as to such factors whereas to such individuals as to the timeframes from the years before 2001 as to those who as to such aspects thereafter to the year of 2001 though also as to such factors as to the timeframe as to the references before 1993 as to the timeframe differences of after 1993, as to such situations to the considerations in references as to the timeframe between 2009 through 2013 as to such aspects thereof thereafter the timeframes thereof as to such facts. Thus as to such if factors as to those who would prove as to their memory capacities thereof as to the amounts of pop culture they watched and/or video games as to such pop culture and/or computer games as to such pop culture as to the factors as to the differences as to such viewpoints in the references thereof as to such if factors as to the northeast tristate areas as well as the if factors as to the overall east coast in such references to such if factors. The same as to the references thereof as to my SCUBA Diving as my work when I was SCUBA Diving is my personal work, and as to such minimal factors as to #TheAdventuresofSusanMeeLingSCUBADiverExtraordinaire "The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" as to that 3 volume book series as to the facts whereas my childhood experiences as to the reality clarified as to how many people made fun of me for not knowing pop culture references as to the additional factors in reference to the rating aspects as to what seemed as common sense to me as to such references regarding my particular work in such references as to why I was invited to Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment as to such aspects thereof as to my personal experiences as to the references thereof as to my teenager years as to such aspects for such considerations as to the capacities thereof as to what to me seems as common sense.



However since as to how such aspects of what I brought forward in the year of 2009 as to the aspects as to the timeframe of 2019 and the timeframe of 2020, as to such if factors as to the aspects thereof to where the seriousness as to the work in regards of my personal work when I was SCUBA Diving as to such when I was earning my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications as to the same factors as to the references thereof for the metaphor in reference to February 1993 as well as 11 September 2001 regarding the facts. Thus as to such reality as to what it actually takes in reference to whatever work thereof as to such situations, the facts of such aspects as to the differences in my opinion of selfishness as to the differences as to the facts as to the earned factors. The aspects whereas to my personal needs would not ever be something that would be of any inconvenience to me as to such references thereof as to the if factors of the differences as to wannabes as to the differences as to the reality, in my opinion as to the importance of authentic factors as to the regards of my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork as to such aspects thereof if was as to such importance regarding such work of mine.



However since such went as to the references where such capacities whereas the references as to what was my apartment as to what was the area I was preparing for my Medal of Honor Artwork as to my Medal of Honor Art Project in the conjunction of my work as to my mural, as to the aspects as to where such if factors as to the references regarding such if factors as to the differences as to comprehending the aspects of my work to the aspects of possibly knowing of some aspects in a generalized way as to such factors to the references regarding the pop culture views of New Jersey as to the differences as to the reality of New Jersey as similar as to the references thereof as to such aspects as to the work it takes as to other such references whereas to the regards of #TheModernDayBook "The Modern Day Book" as to the aspects of such situations thereof as to the aspects as to those particulars as to such factors in the conjunction of such review factors as to my journal blog updates.



Those who would comprehend the size of an overall factor as to the Nimitz Class of naval vessels as to the generalized overall size as to what could be seen above the water as to the differences as to what is seen below the water as to such factors in the capacities thereof to my generalized references as to "The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" as to such references as to my personal invitation to Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment as to my personal program as to the references and regards as to what occurred after that third and final interview as to such differences as to the possibilities as to such interpretations as to some who might have had whatever opinions as to the references and regards of other factors as to the timeframe as well as the considerations as to such factors. While my Black Suit Guys who would speak with me as to the timeframes as to such situations were proud of me for being invited as to such aspects, their opinions when as to the timeframes about the aspects of #MAST #Marine #Science #Technology #School #USN #USAN #USNavy #Navy #USANavy MAST as to such opinions of theirs as to the aspects of such references to the timeframes as to where such aspects as to where such other aspects were as to the references regarding my capability to see as where they saw more importance as to in their opinions as to the differences as to my viewpoint.



While I have defended my viewpoint a time or two as I can sarcastically write in this journal blog, defending my opinion to #BlackSuitGuys #MenInBlack #MIB Black Suit Guys takes a few situations to a different level in my opinion as to such factors as to such considerations as to the if factors of ever having met any regarding others who might have such aspects of the experiences as to regarding when having such capacities as to those particulars. They did convince me that the aspects of going through the aspects of parochial high school was as to such aspects of the religious courses while taking my Confirmation Classes as to the importance of such in the conjunction of other aspects they knew of, though as to where as to what kept me in a good mood as to such differences as to the importance in my personal opinion as the agreements we made as to such aspects of as to such if factors as the if I survived such aspects as to if my visions were correct as to what my needs as to such being as to being capable to have my needs for me met correctly as to such factors.



Well, I survived.



There is a difference between surviving, and living.



Just as the same reality as to such aspects as to February 1993 and 11 September 2001, there is a difference to having been capable to live as to having been capable to survive.



Living is when such support as to the capacities thereof as to what it is to have such factors, whereas surviving is as to one day to the next is just the same as one day to the next as to the aspects of timing as to the reality of such factors to he considerations of such viewpoints.



Thus as to such if factors in the reference as to who I was engaged to as to the if factors of his lack of honesty as to such references and regards thereof, as to the aspects of such if factors as to the references regarding such situations as to those factors as to the seriousness as to the aspects of the differences of feelings to the differences of emotions. The lack of such differences as to the references thereof as to February 1993 survival as to such aspects of feelings to the differences of emotions, as to the same aspects as to the references thereof as to such factors as to surviving the overall as to surviving the specifics thereof as to the references and regards as to 11 September 2001 in my opinion. Thus as to such factors as to the considerations regarding such aspects as to the differences of the wannabes as to the aspects of those who would consider such wannabes as wannabes, then when such realizations as to the differences as to the reality of such factors as to the differences regarding such crowd pulls as to the differences of such reality as to the truth as to such if factors.



For example when the first and only year I was in #GirlScouts Girl Scouts as to the timeframe in the early 1990s as to how I earned the most badges in one year that was less than one year, as well as to the amount of fundraising I personally brought in as to both the timeframe references as to my personal work as to the aspects of the different types of nuts as well as to the different Girl Scout Cookies as to my records referencing such aspects. When I personally exceeded the #BoyScouts Boy Scouts as well as exceeded the Girl Scouts, the corporate offices were aflutter as to the references regarding the amount of effort as well as the amount of work I personally had made to such references and regards as there were children with parents directly involved who had not earned as many badges in the timeframe of my few months in Girl Scouts that had been involved with Girl Scouts as to the specifics thereof for an average of 3-5 years to get the average number of badges I personally earned in the timeframe as to when I was in Girl Scouts as to the same in the references as to when those in Boy Scouts had reviewed such details.



Thus if there was a competition between others as to such if factors as to the differences as to my personal life as to my personal work as to my personal factors, then I suppose a different possible reference as to my biological father's favorite movie in the 2000s called Rat Race though in a different capacity I suppose in the regards as to sucb if situations as to the references thereof to a proverbial review of such hypotheticals thereof as to such situations of others to consider as to of their own free will as to of their own choices as to of their own if factors as to the differences thereof to such aspects regarding such differences as to my biological mother and my biological sister's favorite movie after the 2000s called Chicago while they tried to say there was something different about the movies as to the differences of the Broadway shows they would go see as the only musical movie I liked was Burlesque though I fell asleep during a part of the movie as my headaches were too painful to wtach the entire movie as to why I fell asleep as to the aspects of not being capable to tolerate the visuals as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as I guesstimate.



Whereas the few movies I liked after the 2000s were in the romance category as to in my opinion as #50FirstDates 50 First Dates and #CinderellaEverAfter Ever After the most, as such aspects were far more romantic in my opinion than as to such factors in reference to what some other references to such factors in the regards thereof. Though in reference to the military movies as I personally was annoyed as to the movie Pearl Harbor as I saw that part coming in reference to the latter portions, as while I am sure they could have a romantic aspect as to the if factors as to the aspects of the main portions as to the references thereof though as to such aspects whereas a reason to smile as to such references regarding such facts as to the truth regarding after such levels as to such efforts as in my opinion as to the differences as to the timeframes after World War II as to the differences after Vietnam and the Koren Wars as to such aspects as to the pop culture references as to such overtly prettifying of the aspect. Instead of the reality in my opinion as to such types of situations as to how the general public was told about such aspects, in my opinion if as to the truth as to such aspects were more honest as to the facts as to the situations as to the reasons more would be capable to have better knowledge as to the better understanding in my opinion as to such facts referencing the reality of such #Bible #Biblical Biblical factors as to the aspects of veterans as to the reality of the timeframes as to such Active Duty and/or Activated National Guard and/or Activated Reservists in such references thereof as to such aspects regarding the facts if such freedoms as to the Constitutional aspects are as appreciated as such have taken for granted in my opinion as to the aspects as to the reality of such factors as to the considerations to the differences of pop culture Hollywood as to the references thereof as to the reality.



Though I did like the set with the documentary aspects as to #BandofBrothers The Band of Brothers series, for some pop culture references that I have though the aspects of the male SCUBA Diver who proved himself was and remains a favorite of mine as to such aspects as to what he had overcome and progressed through as to my personal opinion of such fortitude and strength to persevere as some factors though far different as to #TheLoneSurvivorMovie The Lone Survivor movie as to the regards of the situations whereas to #ThomasLittrell Thomas Littrell's credit as to making the attempts as to assisting those who were capable to be made aware as well as to such aspects as to where he was capable to as to the assistances as to those who assisted him in such aspects as to his survival.



In such references and regards to the aspects of the timeframes since whether as to the references regarding the efforts as to #DesertShield #DesertStorm Vietnam, Korea, Desert Storm, and/or Desert Shield #Vietnam #VietnamWar #Korea #KoreanWar as to the references regarding such facts in the references as seen in my opinion in different capacities thereof as to the regards in such references to the timelines as to the focus as to such references as to the regards of the situations and how such as to the other factors as to the references thereof when taking in consideration as to February 1993 as well as 11 September 2001 as to such hypotheticals as to the regards of such situations as to the references thereof to such considerations.



Why would it ever be that those who had such luxuries as to the factors thereof as to the aspects of the differences as to the requirements as when the reality of when the needs are when the exact timing of the needs are, as to such aspects as to those who have had such luxuries as to the differences as to survival as to such aspects as to such comforts as to the capacities thereof as when would it be as to the differences as to such aspects as to those who have survived are correctly as per such needs actually assisted as to the aspects thereof when taking the review as to such timeframes as to the hippies as to the 1960s and the 1970s as to their viewpoints as to the general overall though as to such facts in the references thereof as to the needs and the assistances as to the requirements for those who actually survived as to such factors?



During the timeframe of World War I #WWI #WorldWarI and World War II #WWII #WorldWarII as to the aspects of such work regarding while those who handled the situations and survived as to such aspects of pride as to being capable to such factors thereof to such assistances, as to the in my opinion such differences as to the capacities to see as to such factors in the references and the regards as to such factors of distinguishing factors as to such aspects in my personal opinion. As inspirational as such individuals have been as to such factors as to the various situations when they were brought forward as to such references and regards, as to the aspects whereas to such if situations as to such viewpoints in regards of what I consider as to the wannabes as to the wannabes are as to where the unwanted factors as to the aspects of where the wannabes want to be more important than as to the aspects of the situations whereas those who actually need the reality as for the facts and not for the aspects of wannabes as to such facts; because the reality is where wannabes cannot produce the aspects of the requirements as to the facts in the larger informational aspects, especially as to when questioned as to such factors as to the regards of the deeper portions as to the factors of what I consider as to such differences as to the aspects of wannabes as to the differences as to those who the wannabes consider as unwanted because if the wannabes were ever found out as to such factors as to their selfishness as to such aspects where they would realize the aspects of such massive distinctive differences.



Thus in my opinion whereas the wannabes would have at some point as to where such turn around would be as to the aspects thereof, then as to when the wannabes would be pushed out of the way as to those who would be considered as unwanted as to such wannabes would then be projected into the aspects thereof as to the references of where such inspirational aspects as to such factors could be considered as being wanted more than as to whereas the wannabes would have the empty feelings whereas the real aspects would be thick with such factors as to the references thereof to such considerations of the facts referencing the emotional thickness as to the reality of the factors as to being strong enough to survive though meek enough as to taking a step to the side when such wannabes get the sought after wannabe aspects then as to where the reality begins to come around as to where the reality as to the truth in such capacities thereof as to how unconditional aspects as to the considerations thereof as to when the aspects of such factors regarding the truth as to compassion as to when a Mom takes care of her minor aged children as to such references regarding the factors thereof as while being capable to discuss the truth as to comprehending when certain factors are as certain factors are and thus as to the differences as to in my opinion referencing such factors as to the if situations as to how such aspects were as to 11 September 2001 memorial year timeframe aspects as to the aspects of the preemptive factors as to what my journal blog updates as to the regards of such hypotheticals as to the aspects thereof to such if factors as to the attention to the details as well as the attention to the facts.



I had dealt with a male name Thomas Marsden who had cried real tears when the movie the Last Samauri had been watched as he cried when #TomCruise Tom Cruise's character bowed to the Command aspects as to the movie, and when having been annoyed as to such factors as to the situations shortly after that movie timeframe as to how he tried to say as to the aspects of what he would consider as to appropriate as to the aspects thereof to clothing options. I informed him in front of three other females biologically that on no uncertain terms was anyone ever going to decide how I personally would dress myself as to such factors thereof, as I would be the one and only who would decide from my personal needs as to my personal wants as to my clothing as to what I would create into outfits as to those particulars as to the latter portions where he tried to tell me how his life as to #ReserveOfficerTrainingCorps Reserve Officer Training Corps #ROTC as to the aspects of the #USAirForce #USAAirForce Air Force at #UTSA UTSA as to how he thought his life was more difficult than mine at that time in the year of 2004, as to where he complained that the Air Force was mean to him because of his viewpoints referencing what he thought he had dealt with as to having the aspects of his Grandfather who allowed his Mom and him to live with him on his property as to such aspects as to the factors whereas to other such references regarding such situations as to his college courses. While he tried to cry as to getting me to have any sensations as to any emotions as to his whining, the aspects as to where such factors as to what I comprehended as to my childhood and as to those who I personally knew was nothing as he tried to compare himself to all of those who I personally knew in the 1980s and the 1990s. When that failed for him to try to compare himself to those who I personally knew as well as to his comparison of himself to compare to me, I remained as calm as I possibly could in such references as he tried to compare himself as to what he thought of my life as to the differences as to what my actual reality was and is and as to such facts as to the remains thereof as to the facts.



Thus as to where the comparison as to where he thought he was capable to compare his hardships of his life to the situations as to my life during that time in 2004 as well as to such others as to the lengths of time whereas they have thought they could compare themselves as to myself as to such situations, while there are some aspects where certain possibilities thereof might be as to the reality of the differences as to such factors as to the combined situations overall that I personally survived.



Thus as to such factors in the references thereof as to that #LastSamurai Last Samurai movie as to the regards thereof as to that type of individual who would actually cry as to the symbolism, the aspects whereas to the emptiness as to such factors as to the perfect point of such descriptions as to those who only learned of February 1993 and/or as to such aspects as to 11 September 2001 as to such situations in my opinion regarding the differences as to such aspects in my opinion for those who would be capable to comprehend such references as to the understanding thereof in such if factors.



Thus those with compassion and humanity as to such factors as to being capable to understand such metaphors, as to the differences as to such aspects as to the references thereof as to the pop culture as to the Hollywood as to the aspects thereof as to political theater aspects as to such references thereof as to the facts of such distinguishing factors as to having survived the aspects as well as such direct connections as to the real in person face to face in person in real life aspects as to February 1993 as well as to the aspects of 11 September 2001.



Humanity and compassion do not hesitate as to such aspects of the unconditional aspects referencing such regards, in my opinion especially when as to real needs as to the consistency thereof as to the aspects of humanity to the references of genuine care as to such aspects in my opinion as to the differences as to where pop culture types as to how they claim that it is a need when in actuality it is a want or a desire instead as to such aspects in my personal opinion as the facts to such are the facts proven regarding such if situations as what would be capable to be noticed in reference to what was my apartment in Bremerton Washington?



Would such if factors as to the knowledge of my mural while knowing of my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork would be as to what factors as to whether as to a need or a want or a desire as to such if factors, as what would have been the easiest way as to actually if such aspects of my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork was actually considered as important as to such needs as per such real inspiration as well as such aspects as to the capacities thereof as to such factors referencing the differences as to distinguishing between having the mental health and well being as to such capacities of being capable to distinguish such aspects as to the references thereof as to such hypotheticals in the references thereof as to such aspects as to the regards as to my meeting with #GovernorChristineToddWhitman Governor of New Jersey Christine Todd Whitman as to that particular question as what would that officially prove as to such if factors as to the biologicals of either side of my biological son and my biological daughter for all such hypotheticals as to the aspects thereof to such if factors as to the proof of what aspects of my journal blog updates would be capable to assist as to such factors in the truth thereof as to that proof?



Who other than myself comprehended that my apartment in #Bremerton #BremertonWA #BRemertonWashington #WA #WAstate #Washington #Washingtonstate #WAWA Bremerton Washington where I was living was in the preparation for my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork as to my planning for my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as to my planning for other such work thereof, as who other than myself actually comprehended my personal plans for my work and if as to such aspects of not having had such comprehension as I have had; then what would such if factors as to my To Contact Form would have been if as to an actual need for such, as to the differences as to wants and/or desires as to such if factors as what would be considered as to the need regarding such factors as to where I live if my #MedalofHonor #MedalofHonorArt #MedaofHonorArtProject #MedalofHonorArtProjectArtwork #MedalofHonorArtProjecttrips #MedalofHonorArtProjectWork Medal of Honor Art Project was and/or is actually of real importance?



I suppose as to such if factors, as to the if factors being capable to comprehend as to such aspects as their after thoughts as obviously the aspects of what was my apartment as to not being viable to that aspect because of such aspects of those interruptions as to such factors thereof during the timeframe as to August 2022 through November 2022 as I guesstimate it does not take a head injury to figure out there would not ever be the consideration of appreciation of my work in my opinion as to such if factors as there would only be as to such emptiness and hollowness as to those pop culture types as to such references and regards thereof to such hypotheticals as to the references thereof as to the common sense as to my comprehension of my own plans as to my comprehension of my needs for my own work as to such references and regards of where if there was actual compassion as to if there was actual humanity as to asking me in actual real truth as to such ways thereof instead of such as to those New York Citier types as to such unwanted factors as to such New York Citiers as to the reality of whereas to such pop culture references as to how those who would actually know of such references as to the 1980s and the 1990s if they actually remember correctly as to the pop culture references as to New Jersey are usually references to those types as to New York City and whereas New Jersey had to be strong enough to assist such individuals as to the reality of such differences as to the reality of the distinctions as to a born and raised New Jersey-ian as to such facts as the reality of when a New York Citier throws a temper tantrum as to how they throw everything they have from the first go round and by the time of the first go round is over the New Jersey-ians always have more grounded aspects as to such facts as to the proof as to such references regarding the differences as to living in the reality as to the differences as to watching as to such factors thereof as to such situations as when individuals actually learn of the realities of New York City as to how swiftly they seek to move out of New York City and move to either New Jersey as to such comforts and/or the country areas of New York state and/or the country areas of #Pennsylvania #PennState #PA #PAState Pennsylvania state as to the reality that the commute is always better than dealing with certain types of New York Citiers any day and every day of the week as the reality in my opinion is #NewYorkState #NewYork #NY #NYstate New York Citiers #NewYorkCity #NewYork would not be capable to truthfully deal with real life on the real streets without such comforts as to the aspects of what New Jersey-ians have always provided as the facts that every shipment New York City ever has gotten was through New Jersey to begin with as to the Port of Authority as there is not one shipment that comes through the oceanic waters that goes anywhere else that ever does not go through the Port of Authority in New Jersey first as to such clearances as that is something #NewJersey #NewJerseyStrong #NewJerseyState #NJ #NJstate #NJStrong #NJTP #GardenState #GardenStateTurnpike #GSTP New Jersey-ians comprehend and those who have lived in New Jersey have learned as to such references as the same in regards of the airports as to the cargo flights.



Having to actually work with such materials requires skills and strengths as well as fortitudes that I would guesstimate depending upon the aspects thereof, as to the references regarding such if factors as to the references thereof to such differences as to the prettiness as to the differences as to the work involved. Thus as to having survived both the references as to February 1993 as well as having survived though assisted as to where I could in reference to both February 1993 despite the timeframe of when I was in fifth grade as to such aspects as the factors in reference to where my biological father did not have to deal with at that time because of the knowledge of others as to how many times I went to the areas overall, as to such aspects as to the situations in reference to the timeframe during and after 11 September 2001 as to such references regarding such aspects as to the northeast tristate regions as to such aspects as I made attempts to warn of such factors when as to high school before I fought to go to the Army as to my comprehension of the needs for life to progress forward. Whereas others' opinions as to the references regarding General George Washington's spirit as to the regards of such points in time of the latter 1980s into the 1990s, the oddities as to discussions I had during my childhood and teenager years with the spirit of #General #GeneralGeorgeWashington #PresidentoftheUnitedStatesofAmericaCommanderinChief #POTUSCiC General George Washington as to such aspects of a bit of humour in a different capacity.



The aspects of how he informed me as to how his wife had picked him out as to such aspects as to the references of, were comical in some regards as to such timeframes as to reasons I saw not to be the type of biological female I was seeing at the timeframes thereof as to such factors. Who became his wife had been at the Battle of Monmouth as to such references when he had made the choice that Old Tennent was to be used as a hospital as the houses as to the row of houses from directly across the street from the Pastor's house through to the other side of the right hand side of the street across the road on Tennent was as to properties belonging to #OTPC #OTC #OldTennent #OldTennentPresbyterian #OldTennentPresbyterianChurch #Presbyterian #PrebyterianChurchUSA #PCUSA Old Tennent Presbyterian Church as to the registration factors as to the historical society as to the preservation of homes as to the aspects where such aspects were an issue because of certain prior situations as I guesstimate as to such factors regarding such types as to the if factors as to where I had not abandoned my apartment when I went on a trip as I had arranged for everything to be capable for where the aspects of my payments would have went through if as to such if factors as to not having dealt with such unwanted wannabes as to such aspects thereof as to such hypotheticals as to where there is a difference as to what the considerations are to someone as to what being considered as wanted is and when such lack of communication as to what my considerations are as to such factors thereof from individuals and/or groups that did not have the common sense before as to such hypotheticals; then as to such references whereas to the facts of my comprehension of my needs as to my comprehension of my work as to such factors, where inconveniencing me is not in any capacity of ever proving anything other than as to such wannabes as to such unwanted factors thereof officially as there is not ever going to be any point where I ever look backwards to ever see such aspects thereof as being considered as wanted as what my personal considerations are as to such factors.



Common sense should not take a head injury to figure out, as common sense is not artificial intelligence.



Just because I survived what I survived there is truthfully not the capacities thereof to ever get me to personally believe I am wanted as what I consider as being wanted, because of as to such if factors of me being wanted and/or needed as to what I consider as to such factors for me personally; as to such factors thereof if as to any such inconveniences when I comprehend my work as to my comprehension of myself, and thus as to such factors thereof where since as to not having a personal staff or even having a personal real in person face to face in person real relationship as to where there is not any requirements as to for me to post about my specific plans as to the aspects thereof to my work such as to recovering from my trips from my Medal of Honor Art Project work if there was any such aspect as to real compassion as to real appreciation as to really such for the aspects thereof as to me personally regarding my needs.



Obviously I do not need interpretations of my work nor do I need interpretations of my plans, as I comprehend the aspects as to myself personally.



I suppose the joke I made as to such differences as to if the military required me to have a spouse as to such references thereof, I would have been issued one that would work correctly as to my needs. If it was that I had been issued one who failed to meet the minimum standards as to my needs as to the references thereof to such prior points in time as to after having woken up from my coma after my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury, well as to such failures that such individual had been as to my personal needs as to such failures such had been hypothetically as to my personal work as to such hypothetical references to the metaphors as to the regards of such if factors. Thus if as to Grandpa Nichols having not liked the factors as to the references thereof to such if factors because of such whining and complaining as to the requirements, then as to such factors as to the failures to actually comprehend my personal needs as to such references thereof officially as to those particular times as to such references thereof.



Such as to the if factors as to the if my survival of February 1993 as well as my survival of 11 September 2001 was of importance, as to in my opinion as to the differences as to the reality of such factors regarding such as the same as to the references of such if factors as to my work in my #SCUBA #SCUBADiving #SCUBADiver SCUBA Diving were of importance as to such differences as to how that would be as to such aspects thereof officially regarding such aspects if it were actually considered as important to others as well as such having been and remaining important to me personally as for actual betterment as what I personally consider as betterment for me as such facts as to my personal considerations as to what I comprehend is best for me as what I comprehend is best for my best interests instead of such interpretations.



I comprehend what keeps me in a good mood as to such aspects thereof, as I have comprehended myself for a few decades at this point.





Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


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Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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