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It should not take a head injury

*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*

to figure this out...









A Satirical Blog

*(utilizing articles discussing facts)*

By:  Susan MeeLing

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.



When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.


If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.


You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 


Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.


Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

It just had to be a USMC...*chuckling*

I went to complete what I call my Faery Ninja drop off for my Medal of Honor Art Project and along the way to do so in the daylight in comparison to the evening hours while driving, the admitted portions of excitement with fury went through my thoughts as when going to complete such and recalling the amount of problems during the 2017 Medal of Honor Art Project trip flooded my thoughts even though I was focused on what I needed to do for the drop. Thus while enjoying the clear skies and the different species of birds flying around as well as watching the wind blow the tree and bush branches along while paying attention to the road and others in their vehicles driving around, I was reminded of the situation in reference specifically to the #Montana traffic because of the female with blond hair wrapped in a dark color fabric driving the red #Hyundai car with the male in the passenger seat with shorter brown hair, with two or three people in the backseat all who were longer than shoulder length hair brunettes. As I remembered that situation my thoughts also went through the different areas I had seen more people than should have been in any location during my Medal of Honor Art Project trips whether the pickups and/or the drop offs of which of course also instantly had my thoughts going in reference to how much dog poop I cleaned off of six different Medal of Honor recipient markers in one location, when in #Seattle #Washington. Whereas I am certain and believe there are many within the state of Washington who actually appreciate the work each Medal of Honor recipient has done whether or not buried in their state, I also guesstimate there would be those of that area who would be upset and angered just as I because of the fuller knowledge of what each Medal of Honor recipient had done not only for what in reference to earning the Medal of Honor though also throughout their time in the military branch of whichever one of the #ArmedForces for the United States of America as that was only one facet of their entire time in the Armed Forces.

In such I also do not doubt those who had caused problems for my Medal of Honor Art Project did not think about that portion, nor did they think about the fuller aspects of each individual action taken in the process of what was done to earn the Medal of Honor as there are only so many details which can be described for such in words. I know most likely such people did not think about the individual Medal of Honor recipient's time before Basic Training to graduation, AIT through to graduation, each duty station and transfer process, each assignment, each mission, and etcetera before and for some after their actions which specifically had earned them the Medal of Honor award. While admittedly I am not including the childhood or teenager years in such, every adult was once a child. Thus in the #MEPS processing which is different of course though a precursor to Basic Training and even this paragraph does not include each overall detail, I doubt such individuals had thought about each portion when they chose to cause the problems they had to my Medal of Honor Art Project.

I suppose I am in some or even many ways the fool for thinking not one person would be ignorant or stupid enough to cause problems to such, though there I suppose is where I admit such ignorance.

For those who do not know there is training which occurs and is mandatory for multiple aspects in reference to carrying out military operations, and though some situations cannot be predicted there are ways to counterbalance such situations to ensure the best turnout as possible. The individual has to be quick in thought as well as quick in response, with a measured amount of perseverance and patience for the precise moment necessary. I am certain there are those in the Washington state and Montana state areas which know, understand, and comprehend such about that aspect in reference not only the a Medal of Honor award though also in regards of other portions in reference to different aspects of life.

Thus while making my way along the highway to get to the drop off location most ideal for my little Faery Ninja drop, the thoughts went throughout such situations at a rapid pace of which upon returning to my apartment I have been able to sort out and process in a different way more positively in comparison to my mood because of the anger and rage from such atrocities in reference to such in regards of others' wrongful actions and choices which they were not invited to be a part of ever. While I admit I had made a public Facebook post asking for help to find one of my Medal of Honor guys for the ability to complete the historical and spiritual rubbing of the physical marker so to create my artwork, that was for the reference to find that one particular Medal of Honor recipient and not a public event.

I am still grateful to have been able to meet and spend time with Mike Hershey for the time to go around the Bremerton area of Washington to find an additional Medal of Honor guy as well as learn more about some of the background information to Bud Hawk, as well as getting to see the area of the Bremerton Naval shipyard and learn about a local military museum in the area among other details such as Bud Hawk's daughters and wife as well as other points of reference. It was a wonderful day and afternoon, and I was able to see much more; despite the weather being overcast and drizzling a bit here and there thus unable to complete the historical and spiritual rubbing until months down the road and later on.

As per realizing the locations had been the Seattle location referenced as well as #Bellingham and #Everett when I went to the park, also #CleElum where Douglas Munro remains are, where Edward Sheehan's remains are, and Pendleton out in #Yakima were just a few locations in the Washington state area which I had seen such individuals previously in reference to the people in the red Hyundai during my Medal of Honor Art Project trips which would have been from 2014 through to 2015. Later seeing such people in more specifically Eugene Oregon and Portland Oregon in one location I rolled up my car windows and did not get out of my vehicle to see the same in 2016, though also in Montana at different locations the same year; while not forgetting at the #AfterglowMausoleum in the #SanJuanIslands, for some of those individuals.

Ironically in reference to the Afterglow Mausoleum where I waited for the two blonds to get out of my way so I could sit down in each of the chairs, there had been the sound of horses running out from the oceanic waters as well as something which sounded like barking when I went to the third chair in the middle across from the location where the empty spot is across the way. That roaring occurred for about 15 to 20 minutes before the sounds stopped, and then it took about 5 minutes for me to calm down from what I knew I heard when I was there.

Then there is also the aspect in reference to the female who wanted to meet in Spokane Washington at the #Dennys who said she was Grandstaff's daughter in 2016, though I had been tipped off by her own words as she said she was sending someone out to pick up the pieces in a little bit. I did not tell her I had already dropped off those pieces the year before though that female looked similar to a female with longer than the shoulder length lighter brown hair quite straight at the #Crosslands Hotel in #Tacoma Washington across from what turned into #MingsPalace with good Dim Sum in 2014 summer time who was sitting in a wheelchair in the back area of the parking lot saying she 'was going to write a book about the law enforcement who stormed <her> room one day all because of who <her> dad was and what <her> mom did against', as well as the same female I had met at the club I volunteered at in Seattle Washington sitting on a bench drunken with alcohol saying she 'thought [I] needed to be more nicer to actors and actresses' out of nowhere sometime in 2017.

While not forgetting about the aspects of the amount of people in the cemetery location I went to in order to find a Medal of Honor recipient named Allsworth which I could not find during the time just before the #SolarEclipse began when in #Nebraska during 2017, of which I had told plenty of people of how it would be odd to see anyone in the location during the timeframe of however I did not give the warning as to why such would be odd. I simply gave the warning no one should have been there at all with the exception of if they had a relative in the ground at that particular location otherwise, no one except myself should have been in the location.

I suppose possibly in bad taste though a joke nonetheless, maybe I knew about certain aspects subconsciously and since the female met in Spokane who said things which triggered certain responses not in her favor; which also apparently near Spokane has a large amount of guys who train out in the area though possibly at the same time, not really a joke either. I doubt the real daughter of Grandstaff as well as the extended family would not find such as an amusing aspect to know some random person was claiming to be the daughter of the Medal of Honor recipient, though there is irony in reference to the library in the #JBLM base. Admittedly when I was a child growing up in #NewJersey I had heard a rattling sound when driving over certain areas which are similar to the cattle guard grates which caused me to ask what the noise was during a field trip to a youth group area for Old Tenant Presbyterian Church one year and as I was told it was the sound of bones, I was made fun of for asking if that was the sounds of the bones from the guys who fought for our country since at that point I had already sent in my application to the #MAST Marine and Science Technology School with the #Naval Academy attachment. In some ways, I suppose that was more accurate when thinking about such in a longer term as well as a shorter term aspect; albeit in a bit of a different way, than comparatively to the time.

I can chuckle in some ways as I remember the responses of a bunch of the males near the booth sat in, when she repeated several times of her dad being Grandstaff the Medal of Honor recipient and looking at her and over her. That was a different triggering, though in a more positive way to me of course. I did notice a bit of their responses in body language when I discussed certain portions of my Medal of Honor Art Project as well, again in a more positive light.

I did not think it took a head injury to figure out if you are going to be stupid or ignorant enough to cause problems to any aspect of Medal of Honor guys whether or not in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project, there will be those who know of what a Medal of Honor is and what it takes to earn such an award. Despite what occurred in the street when a college male came up to me to question me about the first 12 words of the first sentence of this paragraph in 2014 in downtown Tacoma as he wore the purple and yellow W socks, I can laugh as I had not put such a statement of mine into writing though having said it for years. That youth seemingly was a bit upset, though since there are those who know how certain tantrums can be for college students in certain regards as not all college students act in such a manner; well, I have already discussed and described that event. I can guesstimate as there are those who have head a head injury though possibly not as mine in reference to on Psalm Sunday in 2000, they might be able to actually laugh while also think about the portions in reference to the wording thereof for what statement is made.

Nonetheless upon getting to the #Navy/#Marine location in the daylight hours thinking I was going to be able to complete my Faery Ninja drop off in the way I had at the evening hours, I was running through various situations and timeframes in my thoughts and speech while dealing with random surges as I think there might be an electrical power station in different areas I have driven through on my way towards the drop off location in which even though my headache levels were well above what I should have forced myself out of the door to go take care of; I also knew I needed to get my Medal of Honor guy to the location before the time of Hanukkah, as many will be going as the Holiday Season has begun. I thought I was dressed in the proper attire to complete such as I have in the evening hours, though military guys are smart and though I thought I could cammo; I forgot I was on a military base, and I definitely cannot cammo on a military installation. I did cover the majority of my tattoos, though I forgot about the possibility of cameras on a military post.

After getting to where I needed to go I scooted out from my car to make my way to the back, to pull out the art piece and as I scampered along to get my Medal of Honor Art Project piece to the door admittedly the wind kicked up a bit. I can laugh at myself as I did not think to move the artwork piece to the side for a lesser amount of wind resistance, though it has been a bit of time to figure such out now. Just when I thought I had successfully completed my drop, I jogged back to my car when I felt the need to turn around and that was when I saw the #Marine standing there waving. I returned back to speak with him laughing at myself while wondering how he saw me as walking back though in my opinion as I can laugh and chuckle, it would be a Marine who would catch me. Right?

I explained to him about my Medal of Honor Art Project and briefly as to why in regards to bringing the artwork piece to the location where the Marines and the Navy are, as the particular piece is of the first #Hebrew I found during my Medal of Honor Art Project. As the Hebrew Star of David has arrows which point up and down though also side to side just as the waters in the oceans move and he currents are, it seemed befitting for such to be taken there. While I figured and guesstimated he knew on the sword hilt of the Marine dress blues uniform there is the #StarofDavid engraved and etched into the blade beginning area after the hilt hidden by the sheath, I did not go into such details in that regard; though also knowing of other arrangements on the fruit salad which sometimes the Oak Leaves and Stars with certain colorations make the symbol of the Hebrew Star with the fabric of the ribbons when looked at closely as well as within the symbol of the #USMC which is more widely known though also with the connection to the #USNavy and the way the anchor is designed of two separate triangles making the symbol known of the Star of David of the Hebrews.

In the point of pun intended after the last bit of writing, I can laugh in reference to it having been a Marine who caught me for a few reasons. First in reference to Basic Training when I had gone into the Army branch, I had kept the view of the way Marines are in regards of such as I refused to call myself a soldier until I graduated Basic Training the way Marines are not allowed to be called Marines until they graduate Basic Training. Since in the timeframe before Basic Training during Zero Week for me when being timed for the one mile, my number was Ranger 13; which kept in my thoughts in reference to while others were okay being called soldiers before graduating Basic Training for the Army, I personally wanted to uphold such traditions in my own Faery sized little way. By the way, Basic Training for the #MarineCorps is 13 weeks for those who did not know. Then there is my opinion of the Marine Corps Dress Blues and as I can joke in reference to my son and my daughter's favorite childhood show of #BluesClues, which not only for the name of in regards to Blues without the apostrophe; though also in regards of the fact one of the hair colors I use for my hairstyle is called #Magenta.

Believe it or not, I literally while typing the last sentence realized why I did not cammo on the military installation as the majority of my tattoos were covered; however my hair hypothetically, was what was noticed more-so. Irony, in reference to the background color for the Marine Corps as well in regards of the background to those who have signed the dotted line as well as in more specifics of my Medal of Honor Art Project.

Short video after my drop off of my Medal of Honor Art Project piece, where he needed to be.

Pun intended in a sea of green, apparently red sticks out. ;-)

The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy.

We must reject the idea that everytime a law is broken society is guity, rather than the law breaker. 

Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from exinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same.

Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.

It should not take a head injury to figure this out, because you are smarter.

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