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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

It does not take a head injury to figure this out

Does it take a head injury to figure out that when physical pain levels are raised needlessly or at all, the words that are used are not within the legal factors as to such situations as per anyone's feelings or emotions as the physical pain levels are above such factors legally, both in the #UCMJ UCMJ as well as in the United States of America's laws?



For example it does not take as head injury to figure out when my labor and delivery for my son in the year of 2001 and/or for my daughter in the year of 2002 was as to such needless additional pain levels as when I kicked the nurse clear across the room for trying to do a blood pressure check, while dealing with migraines and dealing with Pitocin #Pitocin as well as the contractions and the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as their knowledge of as to both the Army branch as well as the Army Air Force branches of the Armed Forces of the United States of America.



Should it take a head injury to figure out that should not have ever occurred and it should not take a head injury to figure out if I were cared about, as to my being asked about such as that is how such works referencing discussions with me if I was cared for and cared about as my personal needs?



It does not take a head injury to figure out why I was not prosecuted in the year of 2001 though I was officially informed in the year of 2016 as to such facts, and could not be prosecuted because of the legal protections of (me personally) someone who has purposefully and/or just in a high amount of pain levels as to the aspects of where the legal protections for such individual as top the physical amount of pain levels as to such situations as to the references regarding Washington state as to the proof thereof.



It should not take a head injury to figure out when I clarified my teeth situations in the year of 2012 as to how teeth are inside of the cranium as to where my physical headaches are, as it should not take a head injury to figure out when someone has a head injury where they are in a coma for awhile as to the raised amount of pain levels.



Should it take a head injury to figure out anyone who causes any type of raised stress levels while someone is in physical pain already to begin with, there is not any care or concern about the individual themselves because no one who would actually care about or care for someone while dealing with such would ever do such as to ever raising any pain levels whatsoever as to the physical factors already known about as obviously only if I was actually cared about as to actually finding out through asking me as to what I would consider as relaxing as that would be polite instead of assumptions hypothetically?



Should it take a head injury to figure out any capacity of having to use my saying in a non-jovial way as to such factors thereof, as to how my pain levels physically have needlessly been raised and as to such proof there would not ever be my personal belief of my being cared about or my being cared for as to my considerations of what care is for me as for my personal best interests for me?



Would it take a head injury to figure out if I use my saying when I am enraged as to the stress levels on top of the already daily physical headache pain levels since the year of 2000, then such is not the same when I am joking around as to such factors as it should not take a head injury to figure out I personally have the common sense to clarify first if I am going to joke as to such factors as it should not take a head injury to figure out as to such aspects of when I refer to metaphors as to a sign as to when I refer to proverbial as a sign as to when I refer to figurative as a sign as to such common sense factors that should not take a head injury to figure out as to my clarifications at the exact moment(s) in time or should it?



Should it take a head injury to figure out if someone does not pay attention to the information of the situations, then they can only interpret as per such aspects thereof; as it should not take a head injury to figure out as to the capacity to ask for clarifications, if there is actual respect and humanity regarding for me and towards me and to me personally?



It should not take a head injury to figure out as much as I have made attempts while also taking care of the amounts of situations as best as I have been capable to do so, it should not take a head injury to figure out the medical factors as to the aspects of what I cannot do for myself as to such common sense aspects regarding such situations as to my work as to for such aspects to being capable to take care of such as similarly as to such teeth aspects as to the references instead differently as to in regards of my books to being capable to do such as to 2005 as to the regards thereof as to such factors as well as other works such as what I had been working on in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project as to being capable to pick a specific location of my personal choice that is different than any prior location that I have had a house I owned for myself to being capable to work on my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork as per my personal needs for such aspects as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out I comprehend what is best for my work I create.



It does not take a head injury to figure out as to the amounts of situations I already dealt with as to already having processed such, I did not need to re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-process such facts as the reality of if as to anyone I ever knew and/or ever knew of me as to ever thinking they knew me personally as to any personal need of mine to ever re-re-re-re-re-go through such facts did not ever truthfully know me and most likely as to where my personal needs not to know them as it should not take a head injury to figure out it takes a lot of effort to fully as best as possible to compile all of the paperwork as to the amount of effort to write as to such while authoring as it should not take a head injury to figure out individuals who once knew me in person face to face in person after I woke up from my coma after my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury obviously had not actually cared about getting to know me in real life as to the facts thereof as to what my considerations are as to in real life.



Should it take a head injury to figure out all such individual would not ever be capable to consider themselves to me as friends any longer as to such facts that there would not ever be anyone that would or could consider themselves as a friend of mine if they could have just asked me honestly from the start themselves, as there is not any capacity that what I would ever consider as a friend as to asking someone else to ask me without identifying themselves to me first in truth? #Truth #TruthMatters #10Commandments #10CommandmentsMatter

Should it take a head injury to figure out that such situations as to the amounts thereof as to the common sense factors of being a decency human being should not be that difficult, as the common sense to use verbal words to ask if in person face to face in person in truth as to such if factors as to after I wound up in #WA #WAstate #Washington #Washingtonstate Washington state as to the year specifically of 2013 as to the difference of the year of 2022 as the year of 2022 was of my own free will choice officially?


It should not take a head injury to figure out what was my apartment in Bremerton Washington was a location I personally chose of my own free will as to where I personally chose to live to begin other work of mine, as it should not take a head injury to figure out the problems as to the west coast as to when they are required in any situation to speak with the one and only instead of assuming as to such factors officially as the proof in any capacity as to my clarifications and verifications as to Club Sapphire as there has not ever been the point in time where any of those individuals ever asked me personally first in truth to actually get as per a discussion in person face to face in person with me at the exact timeframe as to such requirements as I have clarified.



It should not take a head injury to figure out the situations as to my style of responsible #SCUBA #SCUBADiving SCUBA Diving as to where my personal choice as to such factors as to how I handled myself as to such situations as per my invitation to Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment as well as my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America; as it should not take a head injury to figure out I spoke and wrote in truth officially at all times, and if there was actual intelligence as to asking me personally instead of asking individuals who do not know of my personal factors officially.

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Does it take a head injury to figure out earning my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications as per my payments from my bank account as per my education for my safest possibilities for my work SCUBA Diving as to the #GulfofMexico Gulf of Mexico and the #Atlantic Atlantic as to such aspects, as what responsible SCUBA Diver would earn 26 SCUBA Diving certifications in any other safest of ways as within such kiddie pool differences as to the Gulf of Mexico and Atlantic area depth levels as to my earning 23 of my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications within the state of Texas; as does it take a head injury to figure out as to such nonluxury SCUBA Diving as to the differences of the oceanic waters as per where I was born and raised, as would it take a head injury to figure out from January through July as to mainly in the state of Texas as would it take a head injury to figure out the month of August as to Florida #FL #FLstate #Florida #Floridastate as to my work as where would such as to the state of Texas be considered as luxury SCUBA Diving for a born and raised New Jersey-ian who grew up going around the New York and Pennsylvania areas be as to such stereotypes as to some considerations if as to the differences of luxury?



Would it take a head injury to figure out the only capacities of luxury SCUBA Diving for me in the state of Texas could be considered as to where I would not need to pay attention to my depth levels nor would I need to pay attention to my dive time, as it should not take a head injury to figure out I would only have to pay attention to my air as would it take a head injury to figure out the differences of life as to such areas as to the waters within the fresh waters as to the differences as to the waters of the salt waters as to such species?



Should it take a head injury to figure out when I have not ever given anyone permission to ever be involved outside of my specific clarifications as to my Medal of Honor Art Project as to such factors as to such whiny temper tantrums from individuals who comprehend such facts as "The Modern Day Book", and such proven factors as to such unwanted pop culture lying renne faire types as to their failed misinterpretations as to such hypothetical aspects whether as to #Hollywood Hollywood types and/or as to lying renne faire types.



It should not take a head injury to figure out I would not ever consider anyone as a friend if they were to ever think of any sort of hazing factors referencing myself and/or my son and/or my daughter officially, as there is nothing of friendship as to those types ever as to such factors in my personal opinion as to genuine and truthfully friendship because no one would ever put me personally through such factors and actually ever get me to personally believe as to care for me and/or care about me as to what my personal considerations are as when I comprehend my medical needs after I already clarified all such factors by the time of the year of 2014 as to such aspects of the amounts of medical situations from the years of 2000 through to that point in the year of 2014.



Would it take a head injury to figure out as to find out what my personal considerations are as to what I personally consider as myself being wanted, that would require asking me personally instead of ever thinking of asking anyone else; because that is what individuals who would actually want and/or need to actually get to know me would do as to such facts of manners and politeness as to what my personal needs as to my personal requirements are as would it take a head injury to figure out in any other capacity than what I personally would consider as for my personal best interests would ever be as to actually getting to know me as to what I personally consider as comfortable for me personally or would such individuals just not actually have the need n or the want for my want or my need for them to get to know me as to would that take a head injury to figure that out as well?



It should not take a head injury to figure out what I put together in reference of "Finding A Silver Lining" as to my personal life experiences as to my childhood and my teenager years and my biological adult years as to being a Mom as to the factors of my son and my daughter, and thus as to how it should not take a head injury to figure out those situations of my past as per the publishing date in the year of 2014 officially as per the aspects of legalities where I have stood against anyone else ever having such copyrights as there is not anything other than as to such life experiences any other viewpoint as to the American Civil War factors officially as I stood and I stand against such officially and permanently as that would be a 100% guarantee of my having the 100% at all time sensation of being 100% unwanted in every and all capacities as there would not ever be in any way nor any shape nor any form of ever getting me to ever personally believe I as my own person would ever be wanted as to such aspects of what my personal considerations are as it should not take a head injury to figure out as there was not any aspect of ever asking for such from me as I would not ever ask for such and if as to how much hatred of me officially were to such proof thereof?



How that would not take a head injury to see in any other capacity of how much I would be considered as to what I personally consider as hated in all such factors and in all such ways and then the facts of the legalities #Superman #DC #WashingtonDC #SupermanComic #Comics Superman comic factors as to the aspects of the ownership rights as per myself as to my only ownership aspects as in any capacity of anyone else ever trying to be involved without my personal permission as to how unwanted as to how I would officially see myself in every way and in every shape and in every form at every second of every minute of every hour of every day of every week of every month of every year as to throughout all such times as to how there would not ever be in any capacity, where there would ever be to changing my mind or my opinion as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out from my childhood and my teenager years as to the prior 22 years since waking up from my coma as to how much I would officially only see as to such aspects?



Why would it seem as nothing different than as to my children's biological father as to how much he hated me as why would I ever have real proof for me to believe otherwise as to such factors, as why would I believe any different as to his and my children's on that side biological family would ever as per my considerations as what I personally consider as my considerations as to outside of my personal experiences as would it take a head injury to figure out I could actually think for myself, or would it take a head injury to point out I can think for myself and consider what I would consider as comfort for me?




Would it take a head injury for al and consider what I would consider as care for me as what I would consider as care about me or would all such individuals actually be so ignorant to failures of all such others as to ever failing to think I could actually think for myself as to what my considerations would be as to care, as what level of comprehension would those be to being with before ever thinking they would think?



Does it take a head injury to figure out even though I dealt with what I dealt with I can actually think for myself and consider what I personally would consider as care for me as what I would consider as care about me, or would all such failures ever think they would be such low level intellect as to not ever having the capacity for themselves to ever think I could ever think for myself; even though I personally authored/wrote/compiled all of my books as to what I personally published on Amazon as why would such factors as to the year of 2000 as to such if failures to pay attention that I can take care of my own finances if others stay permanently out of the way and out of my way as to my finances as I have been capable to take care of my Medal of Honor Art Project plans for the years of and if others had not involved themselves as to such without my personal permission as to their needless and unwanted aspects as to such situations as to the differences, or would it take a head injury to point out my personal time for what my needs for me as to such aspects as to the church I grew up attending and a confirmed member of as why would it take a head injury to figure out such aspects of personal time while working on my work as why would such be considered as respectful to me and respectful to my work as to such if factors as to "The Modern Day Book" of asking me personally first using real words as to a real discussing with me as required as I already clarified as does it take a head injury to figure out my privacy as why would those involve themselve3s then as to such differences of seriousness of the situations as to 1993 and 2001 and 2009 and 2010 and 2013 as why would those ever have the common sense to ask me first?



Why would it take a head injury to point out ever as to what my personal needs were and all such proof as to each situation as to such factors as to in any hypothetical as the slavery aspects were officially ended at the end of the American Civil War in the 1800s as this is the year of 2023 as that has been over for 1.5 centuries, as does it take a head injury to figure out those types of reenactors would be needlessly problematic as to such aspects of such if factors as to the lying renne faire types additionally?



It should not take a head injury to figure out my modeling images as without anyone else as to the majority of images when I was modeling to the aspects of my modeling to the differences of if factors at events of the outfits I personally created, as to keeping a schedule as to the situations as to my daughter's hospital aspects as rto my son's school as to the unwanted interruption to the work I could have gotten to in the year of 2009 in November if such situations as to that location as to such unwanted and unnecessary situations as to Carrollton Texas #Carrollton #CarrolltonTX #CarrolltonTexas as why would it take a head injury to figure out how unassisted and unhelpful in all such aspects as to such if factors as to "The Modern Day Book" references?



It should not take a head injury anyone to do so as to my books and/or my work officially would only show me as to how much hatred of me as to such aspects instead of what I would consider as appreciation of me and appreciation of my work as what I personally consider as, though it should not take a head injury to figure out the requirement of speaking with me as to in the capacities of what I personally consider as it should not take a head injury to figure out that is the starting point of respect to what I have been working on as well as respect to me personally.



It should not take a head injury to figure out I personally did not and do not need any unwanted ignorant reenactor types as to such aspects thereof in the modern timeframe of the anytime of such war factors, as it should not take a head injury to figure out such facts as to what I have clarified as to such amounts of time and factors thereof I would not ever believe I personally was ever cared about or cared for as to the aspects of what my personal considerations are.



Does it take a head injury to figure out when the year of 2014 of such life experiences of mine as to the reference thereof as to remaining in the past instead of actually being put through in a different year of a different time as to such aspects thereof to such if factors of any such pop culture references as to if as to such if factors, as the proof of the lack of humanity as to such if situations instead of having actual human decency to asking me personally as to what I personally consider as respectful; as it should not take a head injury to figure out there would not be anything I personally would consider as worth it for me personally, since I already processed such situations as to such aspects of needlessly causing PTSD #PTSD from my work as to assisting as I have, as does it take a head injury to figure out there are some locations where children work in the United States of America as to my invitation to #MAST MAST as why would Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment choose me to actually be invited to attend the school for my graduation as to the high school factors as to then college and why would it ever matter to anyone else other than myself as to my work?



What I already dealt with quietly as I personally did not need to speak of such factors as to the aspects of my comprehension of myself and my personal lack of care of if others who I personally do not know as to the aspects thereof as to understanding me or anything about me unless I of my own free will choose to do so as it should not take a head injury to figure out I refuse any and all college students regarding any such if factors as to any and all such if hypotheticals as to the proof of the lack of common sense as well as lack of human decency as well as what officially would not be of what I personally would ever agree to ever officially.



It should not take a head injury to figure out my suggestions at the back of the book as to such viewpoints as to such aspects not unto myself personally as I already explained my childhood as I already explained my teenager years as I already explained my biological adult years, and thus as to having survived Mono/Epstein Bar/Bronchitis/Lymes Disease/Flu all at the same time during the month of September in the year of 1992 through to April of 1993 while surviving the February 1993 attack on New York City; as it should not take a head injury to figure out the lack of humanity throughout all such individuals as to in any capacity that would ever be as to where I would ever consider any individual as to willingly being a part of such as to such aspects of actual care about me as well as care for me, as the facts of my personal needs as my personal comforts as my requirements as per my #ADA ADA as to such factors as to my retirement from the Army in the year officially of 2000 for Temporary Retirement Duty Leave as to officially in the year of 2005 as this is now the year of 2023.



It should not take a head injury to figure out there is nothing that has been as to what my personal considerations as to care about me personally as to what my personal considerations are, as I would be asked and when I have went to actually get everything taken care of in an expedient manner as to what my needs are as to the proof thereof as to such situations as to the aspects of if I was actually cared about as to actually getting the medical care I personally comprehended I needed as at the exact timeframe as to such references thereof instead of any interpretations that others' failures as to such references of such factors of any misinterpretations.



It should not take a head injury to figure out if my physical pain levels are above a certain level, then there is no one that will ever be attractive enough to me personally as to ever being involved in any sexual capacity as obviously as to the common sense as to how it should not take a head injury to figure out physical headache pain levels in the reference of the head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 during my Basic Training as to a TBI as the entire time as to such factors; as it should not take a head injury to figure out as to the aspects thereof to my memory deficit and my cognitive disorder as to such aspects of remembering the term TBI, as to the length of time as to such factors.



It should not take a head injury to figure out if only as to such MKUltra wording as to the metaphor referencing the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle as to such references of the terminology of the word head, as to the factors it should not take a head injury to figure out as to such failures as to paying any attention correctly as to the real situations as to what I personally dealt with when the Drill Sergeant threw me into the metal part of the bunk as to the facts it should not take a head injury to figure out a subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain would tr4anslate to within my cranium as to the if factors as to any actual common sense as to the entire aspects of human beings if as to such if factors as obviously that is not the same as a period menses.



It should not take a head injury to figure out if I actually have individuals who genuinely care about me, as to the lack of hesitation such would have been as to speaking with me as to such if factors as to Washington stater any time as to the years of 2013 through 2018 as to such common sense as to "The Modern Day Book" as well as my journal blog updates.



Does it take a head injury to figure out when I wrote about after speaking about 1993 as well as 2001 as to 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as to in my own ways as to what is best for me personally as to the aspects of if wanting and/or needing to get to know me, as to my personal needs for such to being met correctly for me to being in the capacity of wanting or needing to get to know others as it should not take a head injury to figure out as to if the want as to such aspects of getting to know me as to such aspects of me getting to know others as to my own personal requirements as what the factors as best for myself as the amount of pain referencing the physical amounts of pain each and every day as the length of time?



Would it take a head injury to figure out the situations I dealt with after I woke up from my coma in the state of Texas as to the amounts of situations where each and every one of those individuals who had tested me as to how it did not take a head injury to figure out after as certain amount of time as to what was going to happen as to my personal opinions of them for as to such facts referencing the situations I personally survived, as it should not take a head injury to figure out humanity would not be as to those types of individuals as to such situations as to what I dealt with from 2000 through 2013 just as 2013 through 2019 especially as I clarified in my journal blog updates as to my personal review of my personal experiences of myself as to such aspects in such references as to the review of such timeframes as to such aspects of paying attention to the time; as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out the difference of those individuals as to those situations, as to what compassion for me would have actually been as to my journal blogs from the timeframe of September 2022 through December 2022?



When the repeated aspects of specifying to utilize my To Contact Form as to such filling out in truth referencing such factors and/or as to such references whereas to the facts of my phone number aspects, then as to such facts as to if such factors as to real individuals I personally once knew as to actual care for me as to actual care about me as to such aspects of actually answering the aspects as to my requirements for me personally if I was actually ever appreciated and/or actually ever liked instead of ever putting me through the same factors as to what I already dealt with as to the years of 2000 through 2013 in a different capacity as if I personally was actually cared about and cared for and actually considered as a human being as to the differences as to the situations as to such common sense factors of if I actually had real friends at one or any point in time as that is what a real friend would have done in truth instead of what occurred in my opinion as obviously what a friend is as what my choices as to my actions as to my attempts as to in honesty without pretenses as to such factors as such common sense situations.



It should not take a head injury to figure out when there are multiple situations to take care of before ever being capable to ask for assistance as to such common sense as to the factors thereof to such common sense as to being capable to be honest as to the fullness of as it should not take a head injury to figure out as to the factors where as to the timeframe of seeing the sign at the #Tmobile Tmobile store in the #Dominion Dominion in San Antonio Texas in the year of 2019 as to such aspects of my choice as to such attempts as per my journal blog updates, though such common sense aspects as to what I already made attempts to warn about as to the years of 2005 through 2012 the most as to such prior times; as it should not take a head injury to figure out if I was actually believed as well as actually cared about as to the common sense of actually speaking with me as to what my personal considerations of are as to such aspects as well as to my personal ADA as to my retirement in the year of 2000 initially though officially in the year of 2005; as it should it take a head injury to figure out who cared more about whom as to the years of 2020 through 2021, as to such aspects of life as to such references regarding such choices?



It should not take a head injury to figure out the aspects of such a choice as to having to make such efforts as to others getting to understand me as to if as to such references as to the years of 2019 through 2021 against any prior wants of mine personally as well as against my needs personally previously as it should not take a head injury to figure out, religious and spiritual individuals are more private about their lives in such factors as it should not take a head injury to figure out #ReligiousFreedoms #ReligiousLiberty Religious Liberties as to such aspects of me being born and raised in the United States of America as well as my personal work and my personal background as to my personal liberties to my privacy as I personally choose for myself; though since such hypothetical situations as to the proof thereof as to the years in the references of my review time of the working on my personal memory aspects as per such times as I already clarified as to such aspects as the reality I comprehended as to the fact of the 20 year memorial of 9/11 also known as 11 September 2001 though as to such situations of what support as to such aspects referencing such as what I personally would consider as support as to such lack thereof to my personal considerations as to such points in time; as it should not take a head injury to figure out the lack of support I personally had at the 5 year memorial of 1993 in the year of 1998 as to the 5 year memorial of 2001 in the year of 2006, just as the lack of support I personally had as to the 10 year memorial of 1993 in the year of 2003 as to the lack of support as I personally had as to the 10 year memorial of 9/11 in the year of 2011 as to the lack of support as I consider especially as to the 20 year memorial in the year of 2013 of the 1993 memorial as the obvious lack of support in the year of the 20 year memorial in the year of 2021 as to what I consider as personal support.



Should it take a head injury as to what my needs were back then in those years at those times as those situations, as why would it take a head injury to figure out I have comprehended myself as to such aspects and if othersd had actually believed in me and actually had faith in me as to such aspects of differences as to such situations and viewpoints as to such if factors of others; as why would I personally bother as to the regards of if factors as to my accuracy as to such aspects where I can obviously consider care as to such factors as the best of attempts for my children I gave birth to as it should not take a head injury to figure out as those situations as to others as to such factors as to such factors' and thus it should not take a head injury to figure out I can comprehend as to what my personal considerations of care is as to my personal considerations, as it is not rocket science to me as to figuring such out as would it take a head injury to point out to others I can think for myself?



Would it take a head injury to figure out biological males as to such if factors, would such be as to sexism as to such if factors as to my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork being completed only through my work as would it take a head injury to figure out such feminazism as to biological females as to such if factors, as why would it be of importance of others to ask me to avoid such aspects of viewpoints referencing my work?



Does it take a head injury to figure out if others finally realized I told the truth from the beginning as to such aspects of what I saw if they actually cared about me as to if they saw me in person face to face in person, why would it be as to asking me personally as my name or would the aspects of such take a head injury to figure out if I was accurate ion my review timeframe of 2019 through 2021 as what is the difference of thinking about the aspects of those details as to the difference of my review as to the specific timeframe of the specific month and the specific year?



Does it take a head injury to figure out what words to have used to ask me, or would everyone else have been so robotic that they themselves were not capable to think to what words would be used to speak with me to ask me if they had known me in person face to face in person before the year of 2013 when I wound up in Washington state before the year of 2019 when I left the state of Texas of my own free will as I clarified in my journal blog as why would the factors of my choice to take care of the additional work needed for my own closure for myself ever matter to those types of individuals who had not been the support I personally needed before the aspects of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001?



Or would such arrogance as to thinking a surprise memorial service for the aspects of 11 September 2001 last minute would be a good idea instead of actually asking me what my needs would be first, as would it take a head injury to figure out what a bad surprise that would be to do last minute referencing myself as why would that be completely insensitive of others to ever think that would be a good surprise without asking me first as why would I ever believe anyone who knew me in person face to face in person before the year of 2020 would ever have common sense to ask me my needs first especially if I am accurate about the aspects during my Medal of Honor Art Project trips?



Would anyone ever have the common sense to ask me as to scheduling time in advance so I personally could have the belief that my time was considered as respected as to such aspects of my journal blog updates in regards of several reasons I chose my location for where my house that was where I personally considered as my home for what work I was needing to work on, as why would it take a head injury to figure out that would be a sensitive situation that would require asking me personally first as what about the aspects of my SCUBA Diving as to the state of Texas be as to such if factors as to the year of 2021 regarding hypothetical discussions as why would that matter about my mood as why would the 10 Commandments matter as to such waters?




Hypothetically if I actually went back to the east coast as to how much better my memories would have been immediately as to the lack of additional suffering that I went through as to such lengths of time, if I personally was actually cared about and cared for as to what I considered back then as correct for me instead of from the last time of seeing the evening skyline of New York City from the New Jersey location of the Liberty Science Center in the year of 1998 as to the first time in February 2022; as it does not take a head injury to figure out the aspects of my journal blogs, as to such lack of support personally for me as to what I would consider as for me as to my personal support as at this point it is a miracle to actually ever believe as to such aspects of my personal considerations of support as to such factors thereof as to such situations personally referencing myself as to such aspects thereof towards me and for me personally as what I consider as support in the fullness thereof.



People as to various types of relationships can to a degree can be replaced as to such aspects as to life situations however the time of such aspects as to the individuals themselves cannot ever be replaced nor can the time can ever be brought back for such aspects, as each and every second of each and every minute of each and every hour of each and every day of each and every week of each and every month of each and every year of each and every decade counts both literally and figurately.



It should not take a head injury to figure out this upcoming 30 year memorial of the attacks in February of 1993 this upcoming year of 2023 in February as to the combinations of all situations as there is nothing different as to the overall factors as to my considerations except as to such aspects of the reality of such situations as to the situations in the years of 2003 and/or 2013 as to my biological son and my biological daughter, while being a Mom of biological minor aged children to the differences now as to where they are legally above the age of 18 years old as to such aspects; as it should not take a head injury to figure out as to a responsible Mom would make sure to take care of her children as best as possible as to such situations, despite such lack of any support personally as to any individual as to in any capacity of what would be considered as personal support referencing such aspects as to someone once known in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of such lack of support as to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as well as the after effects from my subarachnoid hemorrhage that came from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as the common sense factors.



I comprehend what I would have taken care of in the if factors as to the timeframe of 11 September 2001 if I did not have a child at the time as to that pregnancy, as I still would have been the exact same as I was and as I have always been as to taking care of such and the only difference is I would have made my way to who would have been in the areas thereof as to such factors of assistances for them as to such life factors as I clarified in the aspects of my journal blog in the months of November and December 2022.



It should not take a head injury to figure out those situations as to the downtown Austin 2020 rallies as to the factors of the situations thereof while I have already dealt with as to such situations in other factors as just because I did not graduate Basic Training just as just because I looked at the MOSes I looked at to such factors of the Army branch of the Armed Forces of the United States of America does not translate to such factors of those 2020 election cycle aspects of the downtown Austin rallies in that area of the Capital during the weekends as to such aspects of calmness, as it does not take a head injury to figure out when the rallies moved from the Capital area to the gates area to the other side of the street area as to the facts thereof as to such hypothetical facts in reference to my journal blog postings about the timeframes as to the only time I actually had completed as well as began journalism as to such aspects of the considerations thereof officially as to the actual definitions as to such factors.



It should not take a head injury to figure out if having read my book(s) and/or having seen my website as to reading my journal blog, it should not take a head injury to figure out the common sense factors as to respect regarding the aspects of discussions as being honest regarding in truth as to such acknowledgement with manners from others; as it should not take a head injury to figure out I would not know who would have seen such if having done so as it would not take a head injury to figure out the difference of a good surprise to a bad surprise from others, just as how it should not take a head injury to figure out the difference of good attention as to the difference of bad attention from others especially when taking in consideration as to the combined factors regarding the aspects of "The Modern Day Book" as well as such aspects of "Finding A Silver Lining" as realistically the only silver linings I had for myself during those times was the aspects in Round Rock as well as the aspects of Youngs Restaurant as especially as to the aspects of Congressman Michael McCaul as well as Congressman Chip Roy as well as Sherriff Berry with the Young Republicans; despite the aspects as to the if situations at the timeframe of the 2020 elections, as realistically just being capable to have humane discussions in a calm setting as to my personal preferences as to my personal comforts regarding discussions; as it should not take a head injury to figure out as to the if factors of just making a cup of coffee from a box on the table after having hand delivered letters to multiple areas such as the Governor's office in the year of 2019 as well as a law enforcement officer's vehicle as to the Senate after such other office locations; it should not take a head injury to figure out when I clarified I was pushing myself, as to the comprehension of such factors as to the situations as from Washington state as to the aspects thereof to the combinations as per seeing such aspects as to the signs as to my attempts as to while making every attempt of my own to such personal clarifications as what I could see as some might consider such as prophecy though I consider such as coinky dinks personally.



It should not take a head injury to figure out as to my attempts as to SCUBA Diving though also as to the references regarding a hand healing as having made attempts to put into words as to such aspects as difficult when seeing as the aspects of mediumship as other such aspects as to in the generalized way I consider in the factors as to sight as an overall terminology, as it should not take a head injury to figure out when I can only work with healing energetic factors; then as to the factors of healing as to the factors of such specifics, as healing requires the root of such as to finding the ease of such to be capable to heal.



I did not think it took a head injury to figure out as to individuals that are around the ages of birth years from the 1975 timeframe through 1985 as to the northeast areas of the east coast of the tristate regions as to New York City in the month of February as to such aspects as to 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as the overall east coast factors as to the importance of my work as though not officially Commissioned, though as to what seemed as common sense to me as to such timeframes as I attempted to explain to individuals I once knew in person face to face in person as well as at schools in the state of Texas as I thought that was actually important for school children of my son and my daughter's age to be capable to have such knowledge within the state of Texas as to the facts of such situations immediately as the facts of the 15 year timeframe in 2008 instead of the situations that occurred as to such facts regarding McCoy Elementary School in Carrollton Texas in the Carrollton Farmers Branch Independent School District as it seemed as common sense; however since I physically look as I physically look, as to the situations as to any comments about such aspects of my hairstyle as my hair color as my tattoos as to such factors as to the proof thereof as to such truth in that timeframe in that place as to such factors regarding the situations thereafter as to the proven aspects of such types as to my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2021 most specifically.



I did not think it took a head injury as per how I physically looked at the timeframe of the 2008 election cycle in the city of Carrollton Texas during the beginning of the Texas Tea Party Movement as I attended one rally on President George Bugh Tollway near either Josey or Scott Road, though as to how I was confronted by a neighbor as to him and his husband as to the neighborhood as to their disbelief that I would support the Republican Party since they knew I saw their political signs in their front yard as I personally did not care about their personal right to choose who they wanted to vote for as the reality of my choice as to who I voted for as then as to such comments about where I was born and raised as though I did not know about the Democrat Party in the state of New Jersey as to my biological mother and my biological father as I was informed of as to such years of the 1980s into the 1990s as the 2000s as only those who voted in the 2016 and 2020 elections would have the starting point of what I personally dealt with in the years of my childhood and my teenager years as to that point in time of 2008 regarding such aspects of the northeast Democrat Party at those times as to the Republican Party at those times in the #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate #NJStrong #NewJerseyStrong #GardenState #CardenStateTurnpike #NJTP #NEwJErseyTurnpike New Jersey and #NY #NYU #NYC #NewYork #NewYorkState #NewYorker #NewYorkCity New York and #Pennstate #Pennsylvania #Pennsylvaniastate #PAState #PA Pennsylvania areas in the 1980s and the 1990s being a child who liked President Ronald Regan as the voting records are capable to give such references for such aspects additionally regarding my childhood.



It should not take a head injury to figure out having the nerve to rebel as to being a #GOP #Republican #RNC Republican child as to the references of when I was in fifth grade, as to such factors as to what proof as to the aspects thereof during such points in time as to such aspects as to the overall factors as to such references during the beginning of the 2016 and the 2020 elections as to other factors as to my childhood and my teenager years as to the difference of as to what care as to the aspects of concern as to the aspects of needs being met consistently as to such aspects as to the how it should not take a head injury to figure out the nickname as to from my biological parents as to the references thereof as to my change to such as survivor of child abuse instead as to such aspects of their nickname as to what their choices were as it should not take a head injury to figure out when individuals I once knew in the Austin Texas areas in the years of 2010 and 2011 when I told them those memories I gave were the only good memories as to happy memories-ish that I had the entire time just as I told the #USA #USAA #USArmy #Army #USArmyAirCorps #USArmyAirForce #USAArmyAirForce Army and the Army Air Force the truth as to such facts among others as I told the truth as the same truth that the Army is where the Army Air Corps began as to what then later became as the Air Force though as to the Army Air Force as to what was supposed to be assistance to the Army as the ways that the #USCG #USCoastGuardf #USACoastGuard Coast Guard and the #Marines #MarineCorps #USMC Marine Corps and the #USANavy #USNavy #Navy Navy semi-ish work together as to such factors as to the situations as I did not think it took a head injury to figure that out.



It does not take a head injury to figure out such mistreatments do not ever get easier to deal with as it should not take a head injury to figure out such aspects of lack of humanity is not acceptable as to such situations if care and/or assistance is ever wanted and/or needed from me, as it should not take a head injury to figure out ostracizing is not anything different as to such aspects as to the common sense factors as to the facts I already clarified as I did not ask for ostracizing as I did not need ostracizing as I did not want ostracizing though as to such levels of how it does not take a head injury to figure out as to such aspects as to whether my interpretations during such prior years before my personal review as to such logistical timeframes as to what I had considered as to such levels before as to the re3view as to such timeframes as to the review of such factors as to the viewpoints thereof as to such logistical review aspects as to the timeframe of 2019 through 2021; as it does not take a head injury to figure out as to such aspects of what levels as to the if factors as to humanity as to such aspects, as to the aspects of such proof as to such points in time to such groups as well as individuals as to such groups I once knew as I once attended and have not since January 2020 as there was just not the need for me personally as to such aspects as to my personal viewpoints as to the situations as I saw.



It does not take a head injury to figure out as to such logistical aspects as required as per such factors as to the timeframes thereof as to up to the December 2019 timeframe, as to the aspects where if as to such care about me personally as to concern for me as to the differences as to such considerations as to humanity as to the common sense factors regarding such situations as to individuals I once knew as to the considerations of what requirements as to my being informed officially as to in truth as to such aspects thereof to such if factors as to the situations thereof; as there is no one who would ever be a friend of mine that would ever do anything as to only in truth as to such aspects of my personal knowledge officially as to my capability to actually choose as to being informed as to the only way to ever consent myself, as it does not take a head injury to figure out what I did not consent to as what I would not consent to officially ever for myself personally as just because others' as to their enjoyment as to their choice as the aspects of my personal choices as for my choices as to such aspects of 100% differences as to such hypotheticals.

It should not take a head injury to figure out the aspects of chivalry in this modern timeframe, as I did not think that would ever take a head injury to figure out as there is not any female biologically of such pushing referencing such if factors that I would ever consider as a feminist if hypothetically accurate as there is not one male biologically I would ever consider as anything other than a machismo sexist bigot as to such if factors hypothetically as to the if factors of my accuracy.



When an individual can spend time with others depending upon the aspects thereof that does not officially ever translate to consent nor approval, as I did not think that took a head injury to figure out as to such common sense as to what is supposed to be consenting per individual as to such aspects of the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle as there is no voting allowed as to such aspects of the personal factors as to such references as there would not be as to such aspects of consent in my personal opinion as to such factors; as to the references thereof of my official walking away from ever attending any events as to that type of lifestyle as there is nothing of life as I would ever consent to as to such references of such if factors as to the aspects thereof from 2013 through 2020 ever as to any such if factors as to such if hypotheticals as to the beginning portions as to this journal blog.



It should not take a head injury to figure out as to such references thereof as to the differences of individuals who choose such for their won person profession as to their choice to do so though as to where in the year of 2012 as to the aspects of making the attempts as to WHIPs as to the aspects of if as to my design as to the only capacities whereas not having such permanent segregation of non-professionals as to the ways where if as to such times of 2012 as to the references of myself as to the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle as to the segregation of professionals as to the aspects thereof, as it should not take a head injury to figure out spending time with such individuals as to such aspects of a conjoined factor though if as to such if situations as to my personal opinion of such official segregation as to such types as to the aspects thereof regarding the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle as I suppose such versions of the MKUltra aspects as to such lifestyle events as to whether of whichever side thereof as to the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle as to such if factors as to the situations thereof as to such points in time.



Thus if it was as to "The Modern Day Book" as to such descriptions of physical attributes as to the name factors of what I remembered as to such if situations as to the lack of common sense as to the difference of WHIPs as to the word Honor as to the reference of my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork, then as to such as it would not take a head injury to see the reasons for such segregation within the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle for biological adult females as Dominants as well as the submissive factors as to the males biologically for the reference of such aspects; as to how it should not take a head injury to figure out as to the if situations, then as to the reasons to fully keep those types of biological female dominants as the professional dominatrixes as to outside of such nonprofessional aspects as to the references thereof as to real relationships as to what is supposed to be consenting as per such lifestyle aspects, as it should not take a head injury to figure out if a client of the professional dominatrix aspects as to such aspects of a real relationship as to the aspects of them having to do so on their own free will as to such differences as to such if situations as to the factors thereof as to events as well as the private life aspects.



I did not think it took a head injury to figure out when it took the years of 2004 and 2005 and not ever having had the comfort within myself to ever largely be involved physically as to such aspects of my personality as to the length of time from 2005 to the timeframe of 2009 when as to such aspects as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out with everything I was dealing with all at the same time as to such factors of my personal choice as o my personality as to such aspects of scenes, as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out situations are supposed to be of each individual's free will choice as to supposed to be consensual aspects per such individuals instead of such hypotheticals as to such amounts of situations where those types of pushes are not ever considered as comfort for as to such where it should not take a head injury to figure out.



I did not think it took a head injury to figure out the fact I was not allowed to date until I was 16 years old legally as to the aspects of my personal protocols inside as well as outside of the lifestyle as to how I did not get into my first relationship dating until I was 16.5 years old legally as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out just because of attending locations for music as to such aspects of differences, as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out such aspects as to being 17 years old legally when I was in the Army branch as I told the truth from the start as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out as to the proof of such factors from the years from 2000 through 2023 as to my personal numbers referencing such as to if as to my personal choice of my own free will without coercion in any capacity on either side officially as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out as I would not be the only one who would have such strict religious background as to childhood and teenager years in different churches than the more well known aspects as I did not think it took a head injury to figure that out.



It should not take a head injury to figure out as to such if factors, as to the references thereof where individuals who would seek real long term long lasting relationships in honesty as to such factors within a monogamous relationship with one another as to the aspects thereof as to such factors where the professional aspects of such chosen personal professional aspects as to their personal business aspects referencing such factors as to their personal selves as to their personal businesses as to such differences as to individuals in the nonprofessional aspects as to their business possibilities being outside of such personal aspects as to such differences as to how such should not take a head injury to figure out.



It should not take a head injury to figure out when I began my group online only at the time of 2012 as to what my personal plans were if I had been capable to get a physical location to hold events as to such timeframes as to the aspects thereof at the time, as to the difference as to such aspects as to the if factors as to my accuracy as to such differences; as it should not take a head injury to figure out such fetishes per one individual is different to another individual as to their own personal preferences for their own personal needs as to their own personal requirements, and if as to my accuracy as to how it should not take a head injury to figure out there is no one outside of my factors that would ever be allowed to ever make any decisions for me as to my personal aspects thereof as to how such misinterpretations as to automatically from the start as to such if factors as it should not take a head injury to figure out a biological female is different than a biological male as it should not take a head injury to figure out the difference of one Dominant as the difference of another Dominant as to their own individual factors thereof as such would not always nor ever always officially align ever in any such capacity.



It should not take a head injury to figure out there is a difference of chivalry from prior centuries to the current timeframe as to the aspects thereof, as my personal considerations of chivalry are as my personal considerations of chivalry are.



It should not take a head injury to figure out I can comprehend my own work as I can distinguish the aspects of metaphors to the references thereof as I am the one and only who authored/wrote/compiled my own works and thus as to such facts as it should not take a head injury to figure out as to my comprehension of my work and thus if others must remember such facts as to my comprehension of my works, as their interpretations can be misinterpretations as in the #Bible Bible there is the saying "Do not leave my words up to your interpretations" as it should not take a head injury to figure out my words as to my works as to such aspects thereof as such common sense.



It should not take a head injury to figure out that certain individuals require more time for such aspects for their personal comfort to be capable to attend anything especially when dealing with daily physical headache pains since I woke up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday bin the year of 2000 head injury during my Basic Training at #FortSill #FtSill #FortSill #FtSillOK #FtSillOklahoma #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #OKstate #Oklahoma #Oklahomastate Fort Sill Oklahoma as I was informed as to the base location for my Basic Training, as it should not take a head injury to figure out since I have dealt with such since I woke up from my coma as to my comprehension as such aspects as I am the best to being capable to comprehend my own levels as to the facts it should not take a head injury to figure out no one could ever be more annoyed than I about the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury after effects just as it should not take a head injury to figure out no one can be more annoyed than I as to the after effects from my subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate as it should not take a head injury to figure out not one individual could ever be more annoyed than I as to my physical headache pain levels as no one can be more annoyed than I as to my migraines when as to such facts as no one could ever be more annoyed than I as to my memory deficits as no one can be more annoyed than I as to my cognitive disorders I personally deal with.



It should not take a head injury to figure out my personal evaluation as to my educational background as to having been informed as to from my educational background as to my ASVAB scores as to such evaluations from when I woke up from my coma as to the lengths of times as to the amounts of evaluations from the years of 2000 through 2007 most specifically, it should not take a head injury to figure out my personal background as to such aspects of such personal ASVAB scores of mine as to such aspects of what I was educationally as to when I personally was in second grade; as it should not take a head injury to figure out when I clarified in my journal blog in the timeframes of the year of 2022 as to such assistances I personally gave in multiple areas as to the educational systems of the times as to the areas as it should not take a head injury to figure out as to such personal #ASVAB ASVAB as to the aspects of personal evaluation as to what level I was at when I was in second grade as to such references regarding the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain.



I did not think it took a head injury to figure out different school districts have different school district materials, as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out such educational systems of college students as to their types of colleges as to the differences thereof to other universities as to such aspects as it should not take a head injury to figure out there is a difference between #Yale #Harvard Yale and Harvard as to the difference of Southwest #SWTX #Southwest #SouthwestTexas college as to the minimum standards as to the minimum requirements as to the educational backgrounds as well as the test scores as to such entrance exams as to such aspects I did not think it took a head injury for college students and/or college graduates to figure out as to elementary school as to middle school as to high school for such references.



I did not think it took a head injury to figure out the comfort levels I comprehend as best for me as to having such organized as I comprehend is best for me as to the layout I personally arranged as best for me personally as to my closets as to my bedroom as to my bathroom as to what was my home as to my comprehension of comfort for myself as best for myself, as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out as to my personal memories from that house in San Antonio Texas were not as to what I personally would consider as anything different than my childhood or my teenager years as including the design as to such factors thereof as to the exterior in certain factors as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out I can comprehend what is best for me as a biological adult as to the work I comprehended I needed to take care of as to such annoyances at those timeframes as to what I could have taken care of as to the specifics as to what would have been support if there was support as to scheduling the time instead of such abrupt factors as to what my personal needs to work on such aspects as to the common sense as I did not think it took a head injury to figure that out as to the multitude of discussions I had throughout multiple areas as to multiple communities as to multiple individuals throughout such years especially as from 2001 through 2008 as to the aspects I was dealing with as to my personal attempts as to the February 1993 and the 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 aspects as only a responsible individual who is serious about getting such facts completed to give the information would complete the work first before ever allowing themselves to partake at an event if there actually was actual comfort to do so as it should not take a head injury to figure out discussions are discussions as there is as difference as to scenes as there is a difference to relationships as to the capacities thereof I had not thought it took a head injury to figure such out as why would I personally want to see those aspects as to such overall factors when the facts of the logistical factors of the year of 2000 through 2008 as why would those areas be of any comfort for me personally or did that take a head injury to point that out as to such facts?



Since it was not as though in the years of 2006 as to the 5 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 then as to the 10 year memorial in 2011 as to the 20 year memorial of February 1993 in the year of 2013 as to any real support for me as to those facts just as the truth of such factors as to the references as to such as what I personally consider as support for me personally as to such situations, though I definitely have the capacity to point out the lack thereof as to such references regarding support as to such aspects of such emotional aspects as to the factors thereof as would it take a head injury to point out as what levels of support as to the individuals as to the aspects of personal integrity as to personal strength as to personal fortitude; as does it take a head injury to figure out to ask me first as to my #MedalofHonor #MedalofHonorArt #MedalofHonorArtProject #MedaloofHonorArtProjectArtwork #MedalofHonorArtProjecttrips Medal of Honor Art Project trips as to such situations and aspects thereof as to such hypotheticals, or would it take a head injury to point out such aspects where such truth as to such differences of those types as to others' opinions as to the situations?



I told individuals throughout the state of Texas to be careful what they said and however they said as such as to the aspects of the east coast in reference to 9/11 also known as to me as to 11 September 2001 as the facts of February 1993 in the area was and is important as to such facts, though as to where such individuals thought I was joking instead of how serious I was being as to such factors throughout such years of 2004 through 2012 as they thought it was a game instead of the reality as all of those individuals I once knew in person face to face in person in my real life as the overall areas as the aspects of my biological father having been the equivalent of a contractor as to the jewelry and the watches; as I did not think it took a head injury for such individuals within the state of #Texas #Texasstate #TX #TXstate Texas that I had met in person face to face in person to figure out, as the common sense of the reality of individuals within the state of Texas as to such factors as to the veteran populations as well as the Active Duty and the National Guard and the Reservists.



I did not think it took a head injury to figure out at #CM #Austin #AustinTX #ATX #AustinTexas Camp Mabry #CampMabry as to such aspects in 2007 as my saluting the #American #AmericanFlag American Flag during the #NationalAnthem National Anthem as to such facts as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out as to the facts as why would it take a head injury to figure out the oddity of individuals who graduated that day as to any issues as to my salute as to my Blue ID card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America, as per the factors of the ID Card Center on the post near the Post Office as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out if it was important to ask me with respect as to the reasons why my Identification Card of/for the #USAArmedForces #USA #UnitedStatesofAmerica #ArmedForcesoftheUSA #ArmedForcesoftheUnitedStatesofAmerica #USAA Armed Forces of the United States of America as to such respect of me as to my prior work as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out such aspects of such sexism and bigotry as to those hypotheticals as I did not know such lower clearance individuals in MOSes outside of my MOS had any actual need to know of such as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out that is mine and I did not need nor want those biologicals as to my son and my daughter to ever have anything to do with me and/or my personal life as it was none of their business officially to begin with as I clarified as to how I wound up off of #JBSA #SanAntonio #SAT #SATX #SanAntonio #SanAntonioTexas #militaryCityUSA JBSA at the time in the year of 2000 just the same as where civilians did not have the right to know either unless of my free will choice as to such aspects of my capabilities to discuss such factors as my comprehension of such aspects as to what information I can personally discuss as I did not think it took a head injury to point that out.



Does it take a head injury to figure out as upset as I have been as to the amount of compassion it would be or am I arrogant to think such at this point as to my attempts despite the situations as the times as would it be considered as such as to even with the situations at the timeframes of 2001 through 2021, does it take a head injury to figure out would there be enough lives to have saved and/or assisted to ever be good enough to such attempts as the Amish/Mountaineers/Mennonites from the areas that I would have known-ish how to get towards if I made it back to New Jersey to be capable to drive from New Jersey towards the areas of?



Thus as to the factors of this and prior journal blogs where individuals have needed to retain the information logistically before as well as since, some individuals who have a standard that others have not understood would actually appreciate asking first instead of assumptions. An emergency of a wallet situation is obviously different than an apartment situation as to such factors as the common sense as to the one and only individual to ask would be Myself, as to actually doing so directly instead of ever in any i any indirect way as to the common sense as to how blunt I have been as to such factors. Despite the amount of blunt information as to the reality of such factors, the amount of time doing what is required for me to actually consider anyone or multiples as to any aspect of comfort as to such failures repeatedly as to if they would actually do what is actually required as to my personal comfort as to how common sense is to such factors. Then again when I am an in depth type of person as to the re4quirements as what my personal requirements are.





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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing