top of page

The Ornery P.S.A.
a philosophical-ish
Blog

 

It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


Go read through the multiple journal blogs on my website after finishing scrolling to get to the journal blog area, now!

Share the links of my journal blog, too!




 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

Business Card.jpg

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Iowa 2018 and other such combined factors, as to a reminder

Those who understand certain factors as to the requirements in reference as to clearance background aspects of which since the timeframe as to situations in reference to when individuals within the United States of America’s general citizen population had across the country, more access to the aspects of being allowed to have easier access to technology devices specifically in reference to the laptop access in comparison to the desktop access. The reasons as to the knowledge of the difference between the laptop access across the United States of America compared to the desktop situations has to do as those who know of such aspects, as to the reference SKU numbers as well as the hook up portions in reference to the technological portions thereof. While some individuals know more in depth as to the reasons regarding the situations of such clearance aspects in the references of the more in depth portions, the situations as to those who understand the reasons as to background checks as to the knowledge of #POTUS45 #DonaladTrump #VPOTUS47 #MikePence the administrations during the timeframe of POTUS45 and VPOTUS47 aspects of the formation officially known to the general public, as the #USSpaceForce #USDoD #DepartmentofDefense #SpaceForce Space Force in such regards. While the knowledge of #NASA NASA as well as the knowledge of #USAF #USAAF #AirForce the USA Air Force as to the various overall portions, the ways of which the #USA #USAA #USArmy #USAArmy #USMC #Marines United States of America’s Army branch as to the USA Marines for the referral aspects in such references as to the clarifications for assistances as to the background checks in regards of the situations in reference to this journal blog entry.



In the aspects of which the Army had brought forward the Air Force and the aspects of which the Marine Corps is a similar portion of the Army to the Air Force, though the Army to the #USAN #USN #USANavy #USNavy #USCG #USCoastGuard Navy with the Coast Guard as to the ways of such work as to the more common knowledge of such reference factors as to the Navy going out further into the areas of the distances as to the comparisons as to the Coast Guard though with the Coast Guard for the boats depending upon the requirements as to which portions thereof for such aspects depending upon the work thereof. Thus those who can see the references as to the areas as to the aspects of the Air Force to NASA in such references, though the situations in which to the Space Force as to a comparison to the Coast Guard in other portions regarding to the NASA portions though the Coast Guard to the United States of America as to such reference points to the thought processes as to the distance comparisons as the Navy to NASA in the opposite direction for the knowledge to begin to understand such aspects thereof for the clarification factors as to the length of travel to such areas. Thus while there are the aspects of situations which only the Army or only the Air Force or only the Coast Guard or only the Marine Corps or only the Navy or only NASA for such regards as to certain specifics, the logical aspects as to such interconnections as to the same aspects for certain works as to such factors in reference to the situations which require the technological factors as to the conjoined portions of various work aspects depending upon the specifics thereof.



While those who have a military and/or law enforcement background though of course civilians have knowledge thereof to the clearances as to background checks as to such portions thereof in the references factors regarding employment opportunities, the situations regarding the capability to have the clearances as to the background checks as to the timeframe when in the year more individuals were capable to have access to a laptop device was around the time where more individuals were also already working with cellphones of some type. Thus in reference as to the factors in reference to the background checks as to the situations in reference to the aspects as to the technological portions because of certain physical characteristics of which cameras could pick up when in the public sector in comparison to other cameras whether in reference to the laptop and/or the desktop and/or the tablet and/or the cellphone compared to security cameras as compared to personal usage cameras as to the digital technology portions as depending upon as to such background additional aspects of the area in reference to the images captured. Those who have the background as to the situations in reference to the law enforcement aspect as well as the military portion know when in reference to the details in reference of investigations as to the evidence portion of which the aspects of the details to the larger picture being of importance as sometimes the smaller details, can be of additional assistance of which in those portions as to the technology reference as to the SKU aspects in the references thereof as well as to the cellphones or tablets being in a car or a purse in such regards as to other such timing portions as to the assistances thereof for other law enforcement situations.



Regarding background checks as to the ways of such movement forward as to the timeframe thereof in reference to the larger accesses to the technology portions as to the need for the background checks though to the factors as to the ethical portions of such aspects as to the loyalty in such regards, the ways of which after a specific year once the turn of the millennium of which the year went into the 2000s would be the portion of such situations more commonly known as to the social media aspects for those who were involved with such if they had done so. However for someone such as myself despite having been born and raised in #NJ #NewJersey #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey as to the knowledge of technology background individuals as to whichever companies thereof, the aspects of my not having a social media account with a lengthy background of history as to the time would be considered as odd to those who would not have the capability to look beyond the portions of the equivalent of the looking beyond the physical portions of who and individual is despite the physical appearances thereof as to the ways of such prior times though in the reference as to social media as to clarifying the problems as to identity theft as to such fraudulent choices as to the actions of those who had illegally used such information in person face to face in person and when adding such factors as to the online portions as to the clarifications thereof to such situations as to the background check portions thereof as to the legalities involved in bringing such forward as to the situations of which the identification card situations as to other such problematic portions which have been required to be cleared as to such progression forward which in turn as to the problems apparently as explained to me more recently when visiting a karaoke bar where I was informed as to #CA #CAstate #California #Californiastate California as to the #Hollywood Hollywood factors of which they use body doubles to the actors and actresses which in turn to the technological portions as to the identity clarifications in such needs and requirements thereof to such situations as to the background checks as well as the mental state as to such situations as to being capable to tell the difference as to the mental health and well being in comparison to those who have wished otherwise as to such problems as to the envy of such situations.



However certain experiences whether the details are written about and/or discussed as to the realities of which individuals would be capable to clarify far beyond one or two portions as to the individual in reference to the aspects as to the situations in my book “Finding A Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” and “Finding The Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” as to the facts of having to write the (Reverend) portion as to the reality of what was within the pages of the first book “Finding A Silver Lining” as to the situations which should automatically have been carried over as to the knowledge thereof, in such other references and regards thereof as to my intellectual capabilities to have known to put such information within the pages of my own books though additionally as to the bibliography as to such aspects as well as the knowledge thereof to the understanding as to the situations in such references as to the clarifications. Thus any who were officially informed face to face in person of what I was dealing with in the years specifically as to 2009 into the year of 2013 at some point in time was officially informed as to the aspects of which my being Confirmed as a member within Old Tennent Presbyterian Church #OTPC #TOC #Presbyterian #PresbyterianUSA #OldTennent #OldTennentPresbyterian #OldTennentPresbyterianChurch Old Tennent Presbyterian Church of which the wording clarifies the factors, of the Presbyterian aspects of my background as to my upbringing the same ways as to attending #SaintJohnVianney #StJohnVianney #SaintJohnVianneyHS #Holmdel #HoldelNJ #HolmdelNewJersey Saint John Vianney High School in Holmdel New Jersey as to the additional #Catholic Catholic background in addition to having explained as to the #Passover Passover aspects as to the Rabbis who stopped by Old Tennent Presbyterian Church as to the ways which Paster Hugh MacKenzie had brought forward as to the years of the 1980s into the 1990s for the elder classes usually in reference to Sunday School as to the maturity levels to pay attention to the details in such references because of how others know in reference to the younger aspects as to the attention spans as to such sorts of respect to the Rabbis who had taken their time to be capable to explain such to the Sunday School classes I was in around beginning in the year of 1992 or 1994 as to the situations as to recalling certain aspects as to the stereotypical complaints as to such portions in reference to the biological aspects as to my little sister in such regards as to prior clarifications as to such aspects thereof. As when having dealt with such portions in such points in time as to the aspects thereof to clarify the reality as to such situations as to my updating my website in the aspects officially beginning around the month of October 2019, the situations of such background clearances can be seen in reference to the coding aspects as to COVID as to the references as to the year of the 2020 election cycle as to #electionintegrity election integrity.



I am going to guesstimate as I had previously written in my journal blog #TheOrneryPSA The Ornery PSA as to such factors in regards as to the proverbial twenty-twenty viewpoint as to the year of 2020, to such clarification situations as to the beginning aspects as to the length of time as to such individuals who I had once known within the state of Texas though more-so specifically to college students as to the millennial portions as to the clarifications thereof to the reference portions as to the background checks. In such references as to the clarifications being capable to be put forward as to such details as to the ways of such clearance factors as to the supposed to be adult consenting lifestyle aspects as to the situations in reference as to the election integrity, the reality of the individuals as to the title of the silent majority as to the polling in reference as to bringing forward the knowledge as to how many were actually seen online possibly in other such clarifications as to the social media portions as to the intelligence aspects regarding the situations preceding the 2020 election cycle. In turn as to the ways of how such situations as to the background check clearances as to the ways of the knowledge as to the continuous usage of the technology devices more often in various factors as to situations, which in turn as to the election integrity as to the aspects thereof to speaking with in truth as well as the intentions revealed as to such points in time as to the clarifications thereof as to the additional portions as to the biases if the capability to truthfully acknowledge such factors of the realities in such references as to the best interests while remaining honest. The situations as to the COVID portions as to those who would have such details within the adult consenting lifestyle, would be capable to look at the situations as to the years of 2010 into 2011 as well as 2012 for this particular situation.



In reference to those who had seen Jason and Renee as to the aspects of which the events where the black and white rubber mask and full body suit in such regards as to the reality in reference to which at private events usually having worn such masking outfits regarding Jason, as to the comparison as to Renee as to those who would know more of such details. The aspects however as to in reference to when the engagement aspects of which the groups thereof would know as well as to the factors of other such public events as to the connections as to such individuals whether within the supposed to be adult consenting communities throughout the state of #TX #TXstate #Texas #Texasstate Texas and/or anywhere else they might have been as to such situations. The aspects as to who actually paid attention to who when in reference to the online aspects in such comparisons would be capable to be found as to the amount of situations in reference to individual life experiences as to the years thereof, as well as whatever aspects as to discussions in person face to face in person as well as the combined factors as to online as to whichever technology aspects thereof to the situations as to such factors. Those who would know as to the situations as to the details of such aspects referencing ClubFEM additionally as to such portions in the comparisons as to my aspects in reference to the supposed to be adult consenting lifestyle as to my being a Leather Dominant Pansexual Female in such references instead of the what I learned later as to the more common factors as to the ways of ClubFEM in comparison to what I had been informed of as to when I began attending in the #Austin #AustinTX #AustinTexas Austin Texas region before ever attending later on as to a few events officially as ClubFEM compared to the random overall events as to the general aspects of the BDSM lifestyle.



Those who know of the situations in reference to when I was engaged to Shawn McCall as to the end of the year of 2009 as to my #SCUBA #SCUBADiving SCUBA Diving and into the year of 2010 have the details as to prior journal blog entries of mine as well as the factors of my fact books, for such references. In such regards as to the first date he and I went to which was Hoody and Lilith’s wedding which was at The Church as to the individuals who were in the know of such direct portions in such comparisons of others, the ways as to how such factors went as to the timeframes thereof to the aspects of such situations within the supposed to be adult consenting lifestyle in such comparisons as to those who had not known what boundaries are as to the ways of which despite my openness as to my discussions as to how extremely guarded I personally am despite how I physically look as well. In turn those who remember when Jason and Renee went into the supposed to be adult consenting lifestyle as to getting the information to be capable to make an informed decision as to the situations thereof in comparison to those who would have and have been involved since such times, as to the ways of such situations more specifically within the #DFW #DFWTX #FWTX #Dallas #DallasTexas #DallasTX #FortWorthTX #FortWorthTexas Dallas/Fort Worth Texas areas of what is supposed to be the adult consenting lifestyle from the year of more officially as to 2010 onward and throughout the rest of the state of Texas as to such factors.



In turn those who know of how Renee and Jason entered the lifestyle they had told a story about how Jason wanted to spice up their sex life after having only been dating for a few months or a few years at that point in time, of which as to them being a few years younger than I as around the age range of my biological little sister in such references as to the prior clarifications as to such types of situations. Then when listening to those people claim as to having needed to spice up their sex life at around the age of Renee and Jason being somewhere around 24 years old at that point in time, the aspects of what was odd about such aspects to me seemed of lesser importance compared to everyone else within the supposed to be adult consenting lifestyle community in the year of 2010 onward in such references in comparison. Since I was already having dealt with the problems from the various aspects of different situations as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as well as to the other situations in reference to what was going on with my daughter #Letters4Lidia and my son #Letters4James as to being their Mom after for the prior years of 2000 through 2008 as to the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as well as the rave situation in Austin as to #Brackenridge Brackenridge in such regards, then in the situations of dealing with the portions as to the aspects of earning my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications as to the aspects of those particulars in addition to the other aspects I was already dealing with as to such pondering as to what is humanity when reviewing such aspects as to the review portions thereof when taking into consideration as to the usage of technology as well as the pop culture aspects in conjunction as to situations such as the Renaissance Fair types as well as etcetera as I have clarified in such regards.



However as the story Jason and Renee had told other people in the areas they had been needing to have some more within their bedroom activities of which Jason decided to get some handcuffs, and all of a sudden the aspects of which Renee had supposedly flipped him over to be on top of him as to the situations regarding the aspects of how they decided to get involved with the #BDSM BDSM community in such references so she could put the handcuffs onto Jason for the aspects thereof. Since the aspects as to how such seemed odd to me though admittedly as to a protective aspect as to having seen certain aspects within the northeast as to combined factors whether the overall portions as to more commonly known as to what I was told about in reference to New Jersey, though more-so in my references as to the five broughs of the #NY #NYC #NYstate #NewYork #NewYorkstate #NewYorkCity New York City areas as to the borough differences, as to such a small area though much within the overall general population and the situations thereof throughout the 1980s and the 1990s. While people tried to focus on the New Jersey portions as to the similarities in reference to those in the state of #IL #ILstate #Illinois #Illinoisstate Illinois state, I continuously brought up the factors as to the realities of New York City in the comparisons as to such aspects as to such times from 1998 into the 2000s. However in reference to the year of 2010 when initially meeting Jason and Renee after the #FortWorthZoo #FWZoo Fort Worth Zoo situation which was just a few months after I had been picked up against my will at a Temple of Flesh event because of some individuals who had nonconsensually decided to play a game as to such portions of time as to my being on stage, of which in turn as to the ways of my responses as to the comparisons of what was assumed would occur as to what was explained to me later in the years of 2010 as well as 2011 into 2012; I had clarified my opinion as to those types of people as to those types of nonconsensual portions in regards as to my personal preferences as to my personal choices, of which as to how I wound up in #WA #WAstate #Washington #Washingtonstate Washington state as to after the #StoneyLaRue #Cowboys #CowboysDancehall #Concert Stoney LaRue concert at Cowboys Dancehall where a group of people who had continued to needlessly follow me around the club and harass me before I defended myself as kindly as I possibly could after the male named Kevin who said he was from #LA #Lousiana #NewOrleans #NOLA Louisiana in New Orleans had been problematic.



In a side note portion as to the abbreviation aspects as to the No LA (Los Angeles) in such possibilities for those, who see certain aspects as to the possibilities in reference as to the individual named Pam as to the #LaVernia #LVTX #LaVerniaTX #LaVerniaTexas LaVernia situation as to what she had claimed in reference to her ex-girlfriend at the time in the year of #HurricaneKatrina Hurricane Katrina as to such factors of which I told her to call her ex-girlfriend in comparison to being more concerned about the animals at the time. However she was wrapped into the #PattyVaughn Patty Vaughn case as to such situations at the time, of which the reference aspects as to how she brought up the aspects of the suicide mission she knew of in regards as to then #POTUS43 #GeorgeBush POTUS43 George Bush as to the pill in the clouds as well as how she thought as to how she tried to convince me as to getting the male named JR Vaughn as to falling in love with me of anyone in such regards. Personally I could not see such occurring mainly as to what images as to having seen as to Patty Vaughn and while I know not all individuals fall in love with the same physical attributes of an individual, the aspects of my personal viewpoints in such references were/are a difficulty in other such references and regards as to my own biased personal opinion of myself in such regards as to the combined factors. My life being as it has been in such regards as well as the situations thereof as to the physical portions of how I physically have had to deal with the after effects as to the memory deficits and cognitive disorders in regards as to my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as to such a situation in which to the distinguishing factors of my opinion. However in such references as to the situations of the year of Hurricane Katrina in such comparisons as to the aspects of having spent time in New Orleans Louisiana two years prior as to a Research Institute type of symposium, as to the reference aspects thereof to the college degree situations as to my children’s biological father at the time which my ex-mother-in-law went with to the area regarding the aspects thereof to the casinos.



The fact in the year of 2013 which Kevin had actually pronounced the words New Orleans without any accent as to even despite vocal training as to the length of time as to such situations, I had not ever met someone who actually was a Cajun who was capable to pronounce certain words without an accent when riled up as to the situations that night in March of 2013 as to when he had called the law enforcement officers the popo. Since I was informed when I get upset as to my New Jersey accent which comes forward as to such aspects, there are other situations throughout different points in time of the years as to the year of 2000 through 2013 as well as 2019 through to 2021 of which certain aspects as to accents as to the dialect when pronouncing certain specific words as to those who have the ear to know of such factors. Especially, if there was time spent within such areas as to being capable to pick up on such aspects when the feelings as to such emotions as to the natural responses in such behavioural aspects as to when raising a voice as to such non-practiced portions the ways as to the Hollywood situations as to what the male named Joey as to the company #Boeing Boeing in reference to Guardian Assholes in such regards as to what I was told was improv as to only when in the garage location as well as only when at informed of the designation as to the schedule as to the boxing gym and no other location as to what I was officially informed as to such factors.



The problematic situations in such references as to the combined factors of such situations as to what aspects found within the pages of my book “Finding A Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” and “Finding The Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” as to those types of ex-relationship aspects as to the situations of which certain types of individuals who apparently thought so highly of themselves as to thinking as to whatever normalcies in such reference as to such aspects online during those years in such comparisons as to the review portions as to such clarifications as to such aspects thereof as being a Mom of my son and my daughter as to making sure my son and my daughter knew I had put them as my priority as to being a Mom as to the fact of the healing processes after what I had already dealt with regarding their biological father and my right to choose as to what relationship aspects as to my personal preferences in the comparisons as to how certain types of individuals as to their feelings as to the social media factors in regards as to the aspects thereof as to the maturity factors as to the biological age as to what I had thought at such points in time of such years in the references thereof though additionally not having involved myself as to such situations as to the other aspects as to the reference as to the answering machine message on my biological mother and my biological father’s answering machine which I dealt with being interrogated as to the point in time because of the message left from who they said was Patrick Kennedy shortly after the situations as to The Sanctuary in reference to a few weeks previously as to such a point in time in the year of 2012 after I left the #Irving #IrvingTX #IrvingTexas Irving Texas area as to such portions of which thinking I could get my SCUBA Diving gear where I needed to get such work I had accomplished to in comparison to the UHAUL situation that happened in the Austin area of Texas and those types of people as to such problematic portions as to such clearance aspects as well as clarifications thereof in such situations in the regards as to such choices and the reality of violating the #10Commandments 10 Commandments as to such aspects in such regards as to the work I had completed on my own as to such regards.



Unlike the aspects of California, there is not the allowance of substitution as to the proper etiquette as to the recognition of my work in any such capacity in any such portion at any such time as to the realities thereof as to such prior establishment as to the factors of my being an Ordained Reverend as well as other such clarification aspects no matter how much someone or some group might wish as to such situations as to the facts of such aspects connected as to the situations thereof.



Thus in reference to the US Space Force as to the NASA as to the #SpaceX SpaceX as to the #BlueOrigin Blue Origin as to such mandatory factors of which the realistic aspects of which the one and only with the aspects of the specific background are as to the specific individual thereof, as quite frankly capable to be seen in reference as to the weather portions as well as the oceanic portions as well as the situations as to one reference as to the Irving Texas in the year of 2011 aspects of such reality in genuine reality in comparison to the wishes as to the pop culture version of reality television.



In the regards as to the year of 2010 around the month of June referencing the house party at Jason and Renee’s house in the DFW area of Texas as to other situations I was dealing with at the time, those situations of what explanations while my then fiancé Shawn McCall was in Basic Training at #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #OKstate #Oklahomastate Fort Sill Oklahoma of which I had explained in writing as to the aspects of the #Corona Corona situation as to the lack of the difference as to the rave in Austin Texas as to the Brackenridge portions thereof as to having to defend myself despite not having the words to explain such when seeing him late in the year at the second engagement timeframe when I healed his hand in such references. However in my personal opinion as to such aspects of which the situations as to why it would be less than a two or even less than a five year portion as to any such so-called spicing up of a sex life before ever having been engaged in such references as to going out into the lifestyle to have as Jason explained which Renee would be the Dominatrix in such professional aspects as to the support he had for her to be a professional in that category of employment, of which seemed odd to me as to the levels of such explanations when in the common area in The Sanctuary around the end of February or beginning timeframe of March 2010 as to such factors of their announcement as to such professional aspects as to the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle before the house party event because they did not like the venue after the announcement they had made referencing the professional aspects at The Sanctuary as to the timeframe thereof in comparison to holding oneself in a professional context as to the description differences as to the overall as well as the timeframe.



While the situations which others throughout the state of Texas would know more in detail as to such factors throughout such timeframes as to the situations from the years of 2010 onward as to the current year of 2022 as to those who have either remained online as to such fetlife accounts and/or since nothing similar to The Sanctuary or Temple of Flesh or Club Sapphire as to the registration information regarding the technological portions thereof to such reference aspects, the clarifications as to such realities as to the individuals throughout the state of Texas as to the differences between such locations as to the house party aspects as to what is supposed to be an adult consenting lifestyle. In the aspects of which as those who had known as to such aspects specifically within the years of 2010 into 2011 of which the black and white French maid outfit of rubber as to Jason’s clothing in such regards when in the aspects as to at the house party events in such possible comparisons to wherever he and Renee had gone to for the events thereof whether associated with ClubFEM and/or other such house party type of locations in such references, the aspects of which whether before or after the New Year’s Eve aspects as to the situations as to the cameras well beyond any such pictures taken by anyone in reference to the events thereof as well as which types as to such aspects. While I have clarified as to my technological issues as to the Geek Squad as well as Best Buy in conjunction as to the list of individuals who I can remember as to being around my laptops and/or cellphones as to such timeframes in an overall aspect as best as I could aside from the link portions as to the online technology aspects, the ways of such backtracking as to the data as to the ways of which such #Y2K Y2K portions thereof to which to ensuring fully as to preventing the aspects of what portions I refused to assist coding with in the year of 1999 as to the clock portions as to such aspects as to seeing further as to such points in time well before the year of 1999.



In the reference as to Joey as to the show in Washington state after how I wound up there as he had said he worked at Boeing in the area, the situations as to the show in such references as to individuals who I had met when in Club Sapphire as to when I was volunteering as to the aspects which were reminders to me as to when I was a child working as to such coding portions of which the nightmare aspects and visions thereof to which were wrongly ignored by far too many individuals in my opinion; however I did the best I personally could in the capacities where and how I could, in the reference as to 11 September 2001 as to what assistance to prevent such damages as best as I could. In reference to the rave already having occurred though having had such words as to astral projection dream aspects when in my barracks room as to the timeframe of doing the best I could to prevent further damages where as best as I could as to the clarifications of which the year of 2019 as well as the year of 2020 as to the truthful aspects with #CID CID as to the clarifications to the best of my abilities as to the situations as to the proof thereof as to such truth found as to my first two books. However knowing better than to only rely upon such as to the facts of which while some might think however they think as to such aspects, in my opinion as to clarifying to remind as to the research which others were capable to accomplish as to the details as to the situations within my first two books as to the additional backup source in reference as to the details thereof in truth while acknowledging my weaknesses to be capable to verify as to such details as to remaining on top of the realities to be capable to be honest.



While acknowledging such to the honesty factors of which the background portions of such clarifications as to the clearances as to such officializing portions as to the US Space Force as well as the situations in reference as to the details thereof as to the capability to give such time for such clarifications as to each own’s choice of such words for such situations to explain as to the fact of having told people whatever they knew about New Jersey in such 1990s references had been associated as to the #Enron Enron situation of which there was much more than just one portion, as for one example as to what had been associated with the Boeing company as to the airplanes which were a part of what flew into the #WTC World Trade Center on 11 September 2001. There were some as to such discussions regarding the failure from the maintenance factors as well as the failures from the manufacturing as to the lack of correct supply portions because of the similarities in reference to certain types of technology pieces, which in other areas of the world as to where those pieces are to the manufacturing requirements as to the comparisons which can be seen in regards as to the need in some references as to the plug conversions to certain aspects as to the manufacturing differences as to the areas of such productions.


The fact as to the Boeing company having wrongly made the choice as to choose cheap as well as the useless portions as to outsource to companies outside of the United States of America thinking such would be considered as acceptable in comparison to the real pieces that had been required as to such situations, as well as the insurance situations of which their failures were not covered as they became owned by the United States of America’s government as to the United and American Airline companies in such regards as a helpful addition to those who know of MAC Flights compared to the gas portions of other such aircrafts. As it is known as to how some think it is better to sweep situations away in comparison as to wishing to the saying of such to out of sight and out of mind and yet the aspects in such realities as to the facts as to the clarifications, which there is not the capability to allow such factors of such aspects any further because of the aspects as to why the clarifications as to the officializing portions because of more important aspects than needless drama as to the situations regarding the interpersonal factors of such situations. The reasons as to which the requirements as to such intentions as to the clarifications as to the patterns of behaviour portions of which to ensure as to the reality of such factors which, the US Space Force in conjunction aspects thereof to the ways of such background clearance situations due to those types of individuals who had not thought about what they had done online in such times prior as to the factors of the short term effects in reference to the first 10 years of such aspects as to the internet portions.



While some think as to short term in depending upon the review as to time regarding life, the situations as to the online portions in the comparisons as to the impacts as to the lasting portions thereof as to such situations and the impacts of such choices when having to be faced with the facts of the reality as to such choices. For the example as to having taken a moment to make a dating account once and the situations of having met a male who claimed he was in the process of a divorce while being an anesthesiologist and his ex-wife had him living with one of his professors in such reference aspects, the aspects of the individual from Louisiana State University as to the timeframe thereof as to the situations of which their child was in the middle of the situation. What the details were as to those particular aspects in such comparisons after the timeframe of in the ways such had occurred, were back in the timeframe as to around October 2009 if I can remember correctly as to such factors. In the reference as to the ways of finding such information at the time as to the backwards ways instead of being a mature adult as to having discussions in the face to face as to such aspects in such comparisons as to snooping around in the ways a child does when they do not have permission to get into certain locations and the ways of such childish behaviour as to the factors of which when having the capabilities as a biological adult to actually discuss such details in person face to face in person, the choices as to how such have been made as to the factors of how such types of individuals have tried to think it would be easier in such comparisons as to an actual relationship in such references; have brought forward such furthered problems as to the length of time as to what aspects as to the marital aspects and the deterioration of what the family unit is, when in such regards as to when there are actual aspects for such to take into consideration in the references thereof. However as to the aspects as to the faithfulness in the comparisons as to the aspects of which some individuals have had their situations as to remaining faithful as to such aspects, the ways of such types of situations in the additional aspects as to the clarifications as to what was seen when I was growing up in the northeast area as to such factors.



Those who have wished as to the ways of technology making the distance not be as long as to such factors instead of taking into considerations as to the mental health portions of which the internet aspects would impact such individuals in the larger situations as to the in my opinion regarding those who have wished such would be better as in comparison to the in person face to face in person, have caused a needless amount of other such problematic portions of which the situations as to how the portions of such requirements as to what a relationship actually is in the comparisons thereof as to whatever pop culture problems which were noticed back in the 1930s and onward. In the reality as to such factors as to the ways of which the friendships as to the deterioration because of such aspects of how the individuals had utilized such to get closer which instead caused other such problems, the other aspects as to the similarities in reference to the family aspects as to assumptions as to knowing better in the comparisons as to the Mom and/or Dad if there as to the both factors. Thus in such regards as to what was noticed in reference to the checkout aisles regarding those types of dramatic situations as to what individuals as to such situations regarding the aspects of such needless drama stirring as to the ways of which has been seen in other such factors, of which the situations as to reporting the facts as to such portions in the comparisons as to the unknown portions to the body double aspects as to the problems thereof in such learned circumstances. Why anyone would think that was acceptable is unknown to me though the reality of seeing how easily that would cause needless problems additionally as to the mental health aspects of which in regards as to when I was in 8th grade as to my question as to Christine Todd Whitman as to such factors, of having the capabilities to recognize such as to the situations thereof.



In addition as to the ways of such situations as to the knowledge as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury in reference to the situations in regards as to Washington state as to such possibilities of if there actually were those who I once knew as to such points in time, the reality as to such factors as to the easiest way though most likely also the most difficult way for such individuals as to being truthful in such references instead of having provoked the same needless drama that had occurred when I was in the state of Texas as to such a point in time. In turn the regards as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as to what I had brought up as to what I was dealing with and wanred others about as to the situations throughout the years of 2009 through 2012 of such references, as to those types of problems as to the ways thereof to which biases as to such clarifications thereof as to such background clearance aspects in conjunction.



While there was an individual I had met who if there actually was maturity in comparison to such hypotheticals as to the lack of the length of time as to my social media as to that timeframe in reference to 2009 as to my SCUBA Diving, the needless waste of time as to the aspects thereof which the simplest portion of simply asking me in truth in comparison as to what occurrences as to such millennial type of behaviour as despite the situations to his biological age being far older than mine and such problematic portions of which all such situations which were if in such a reference stem from those types who do not take SCUBA Diving as seriously in any such reference as well as hypothetically had so many skeletons in his closet as to the guilt of such portions as to the reality of which he could have simply just asked. Though in such guilt as to the amount of truth that would have actually required as to such hypotheticals in such types of those types of individuals who have done such types of choices in comparisons thereof, then if there was such a wondering as to such movement onward without caring as to discuss any further as to the reality of which my son and my daughter were always going to be most important to me as a Mom in comparison to a less than three week in person face to face in person point in time relationship aspect. I did not think it took a head injury to figure out such factors as while some people might feel more comfortable as to such aspects, there are others who prefer to ensure such aspects especially in reference to in person face to face in person. However the reality of what in my life was officially destroyed as to the timeframe as to those situations in regards to what was my family, what was my stability, what was my home, and what I personally preferred for myself; the overt sexist and machismo portions of those types of people who feminazi portions thereof to involve themselves needlessly to cause such drama and then wonder why later on, as to why being angry as to such situations as to the failures of actual humanity ever being found in any such portion as to what I have personally seen as to such references and regards thereof as to the situations from specifically the year of 2009 through 2021 in the references as to such individuals who could have spoken with me in truth at multiple portions in time as to such clarifications thereof.



What aspects as to what trust and beliefs as to what I had in reference to humanity were officially destroyed as to such a point in time after everything that occurred regarding when from 2019 through to when I needed to transfer as to the energetic portions of what I picked up as to such factors as to the amounts of, only showed me as to what I could not believe when the energetic positions of when I was out during my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as to such years from 2014 through 2018 when such aspects thereof as to how simple it would have been to be honest in such comparisons as to the situations as to the hypotheticals thereof. The least amount of humanity as to such hypotheticals as to the situations thereof to which again I refer to the aspects as to what I saw at a local dance club recently where one of two people recognized one another and they reunited as to such differences, as to how that would have meant more to me than other aspects thereof to the aspects in reference to when after I was in Washington state as to how I wound up in the area as to such a point in time after the occurrences as to what occurred regarding my daughter as to such factors of which the situations would have been of actual intelligence as well as genuine humanity to have made the correct choice the first time as to such factors in the comparisons thereof. What situations as to the proof as to the aspects of my fact books as well as my journal blog in such references, only have shown me the ugliest portions thereof to the aspects of humanity as I cannot actually think of a time when such portions as to actual genuine concern as to the in person face to face in person aspects in such regards as to anyone I actually knew as to any such point in time as to the factors thereof as to from the timeframe of fifth grade as to the combined aspects as to the review now from the year of 1992 to now in 2022.



No parent and/or family member who actually cares would ever lie to a healthcare professional about their child ever if there was actual care and concern for the child, nor cause purposeful harm in such references thereof; though when it was time for such aspects to continue onward as to movement forward as to knowing their own best interests in such comparisons thereof for the admitted references after fifth grade as to such portions, no parent or family member which actually cared would ever hold the child backwards in comparisons to though would actually assist in the comparisons thereof as well as remaining unbiased between when there are more than one child as to such situations as to actually keeping such aspects separated from one another unless both are in agreement of which when one actually has proven aspects as to the knowledge as to the understanding as to the comprehension as to what is actually better instead of the sibling portions of which some look up to as to the requirement as to looking at the actual intentions in comparison as well as children should not test such limits as to pitting parents against one another because of their own situations of which the parent must recognize such factors thereof as to calling out the correct aspect as to holding such accountable as to such choices of actions in my opinion.



No friendship would ever have such portions of which needless drama was stirred from such side as to such factors in the references thereof as to such realities of actual care as to the length of time, as to what friendship is actually supposed to be as to where possible as to such protection portions.



No relationship as to such aspects as to marriage would ever go outside of the relationship in such discussions as to face to face in person discussions as to such regards, as to the realities as to while there are the capacities as to the polyamoury in the comparisons thereof the requirement as to first discussing with in person face to face in person in comparison to wishing that inaudible words and/or unseen portions thereof as to such factors would ever be good enough as to what a loving relationship is actually intended to be in such comparisons thereof.


As to the same aspects of an actual relationship if actually as to such portions thereof as to while additionally as to such 10 Commandment aspects in such portions of the above three aspects, as those 10 simple rules can be found in reasons of more than just one aspect as to the situations throughout life.



Nonetheless as to the factors of which the realities as to the aspects of Irving as to the year of 2011 as to such other clarification portions thereof as to the reasons why as to the aspects of which, the necessity as to the situations as to what I had explained to people in reference to Old Tennent Presbyterian Church in reference to the church service after the World Trade Center attacks in the year of 1993. The situation of such a predicate moment in the overall timeframe thereof as to such situations which I had already discussed as well as wrote about in multiple references; are one of many reasons as to which each individual must take the time to review their own truths as to what the actual facts as to such portions show, as to the specific timelines in addition as to the connected aspects thereof to the fullest capacity in such regards. Instead as to such biases as to recognizing the truth in which each individual as to their own accountability as to such factors of which the realistic portions as to the acceptance of each own’s portions of their own choices as to what aspects of which while what attempts were actually made, as were they genuine full attempts on your aspects or were they only emotional responses as to such factors as to which choices were made?



Did you allow your feelings to get involved in such choices as to the larger aspects, or did you only or at most possible look at such logically in truth?



Did you allow the different seven deadly sins bring forward into your life as to such aspects in comparison, and why would that in conjunction as to the 10 Commandments be of importance as to such references as to the reality of the truth in regards as to SCUBA Diving as well as the Irving aspects in conjunction as to the times thereof as to the situations as to what was warned?



There is no reason nor cause nor excuse to ever be upset or mad at such situations I warned about as to the only individuals who could ever be upset is to themselves of what their choices were as to such knowledge as to the minimum as to the facts thereof as to such proof, in all such capacities. The situations as to the formation of the US Space Force in turn to such aspects as there being only one who would and could ever as to such, to which the aspects of which the truth of such references as to the aspects as to the responses as to the weather situations as while some might wish for the situations to change as to the aspects; the reality of what had been as to such points in time as to the background checks would be capable to be proven as to the individuals as to the number of Americans who could actually get the approval as to the background checks as to the clearances thereof, in such references as to the realities thereof as to the intentions of such factors in truth as to the ways which the situations as to the US Space Force and such work to progress forward would officially prove as to such. In reference as to the situations regarding the aspects as to my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to the situations as to the failures regarding any individuals who could have assisted as to such medical portions thereof as to such a point in time, why is the irony as to the date as to the year of 2001 as to the month of September as to such factors to remind yourselves of as to such factors of such references as to my warnings as well as to the situations in reference as to morals and ethics in conjunction as to making the correct choice?



What aspect would such as to the choices as to the genuinity as to care and concern in truth as to such factors as where would such humanity actually be in such references as to the aspects thereof, as while I had only written such aspects as to my fiction book series genres as to such genres in truth of such genres; the facts of such choices as to the individuals who had made such for themselves as to self fulfilling prophecy as to such references as to Celestial Chastisement in regards of the conjunction of Fail-Safe as to the realities of each individual who could have made the correct choice in comparison to being one of within the silent majority. What is the quote from World War II, as to when standing by and doing nothing in comparison to taking a stand? How does that impact in reference to my SCUBA Diving, in truth? How does that reference as to what I dealt with as to fifth grade, in truth? What does that reference as to Iowa in the year of 2018, in truth? How does that regard as to the situations throughout the state of Texas from the year of 2000 through 2013 as well as 2019 through to 2021, in truth? What does that refer to in regards as to the situations as to my Medal of Honor Art Project in truth, as why or how could I ever believe that there have been individuals who have appreciated such aspects in regards as to my work in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project? What does that say in reference as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury in truth, as what does that additionally prove as to the factors regarding the combined situations thereof to the lengths of time as to such individuals?



It is no longer the aspects as to the who knows who sort of situation in such references from the timeframe of 2018 forward as to the individual choices as to such works was the official aspects as to the ways of which were seen, because of the facts as to the solar eclipse in which the realities which “The Modern Day Book (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” had fully brought forward in such regards as to others’ choices in comparisons as to the wishes as to the other way around. It was as simple as actually speaking with me in truth as to the required aspects as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as to the facts of what requirements have there ever been to anything military, at any point in time? Or are there those who wish as to the factors of my Basic Training being a good enough excuse when in reality the wishes of such would not and is not a good enough anything as to such portions thereof as to others’ wishes to claim ever discussing would be good enough to simply tag along, as the realities of what work I have had to take care of in such references as to the aspects thereof which could have been much easier as to if had actually spoken with me knowing as to my being the one and only as to such references and regards thereof as to the work I have been working on. Or is it those factors of being a biological female as to such sexism in such references, as why would it have taken as long as to such factors in other references as to simply asking me directly?



While I appreciate the support if there actually was such or is such aspects as to, however the situations as to what I personally required for such as to the aspects of as to the prevention of problems as to the Montana Vortex time in the year of 2018 as to the immediate aspects seen when I was in Colorado state in 2018 because of each individual who thought they knew better in comparison to what I knew and have known was the best as to such requirements. While if there being support as to such aspects the ways to best support in the regards of is of importance as to the safety protocols in the multitude of factors of which just because of the portions in regards as to Colorado as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trip in 2018 as to the realities of the impacts (pun intended) as to when the aspects of what I have prepared for myself knowing what is best for myself as well as other such situations as to the references and regards thereof. I had not asked to begin with because of knowing the difficulties as to the wording portions of which such aspects as to Irving and as many had not believed me before, of which why would I bother as to speaking with as to who would I have asked after all such portions after such lengths of time? Since such situations, where has there been anyone who I could have asked as to the truthful discussions in comparison as to the aspects if such accuracy in such references as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as well as to the situations in reference as to Club Sapphire as to Washington state?



Who believed me about the school situations from 2009 through 2012, when I knew them in person face to face in person?



Who believed me as to the situations regarding my SCUBA Diving when I knew them in person face to face, in person?


Who would or could have believed me as to the situations as to Irving after such levels thereof as to the ways such situations were, as to who I had known in person face to face in person?



That is only in reference to such and then adding the situations as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, why would I ever think otherwise as to such aspects despite my hopes as to such factors as to there actually being such to such belief in me in such aspects?



Though was it selfish to actually think there would be individuals I knew who at some point would have actually spoken with me in truth face to face in person as to such situations as to the year of 2018 onward, if I had known them before how I wound up in Washington state of which if I reached out to contact asking as to such then why would I ever believe otherwise as to who I once knew as why or how could I ever believe such aspects as to genuine care about me and what I have worked on as to any such point as what does the aspects of the cognitive disorders and the memory deficits have to do with the aspects thereof to the consistent situations as to the viewpoints of such aspects referencing others as to what I have dealt with for how many years at this point in truth?



In reference to if there were those who had thought nothing of my work as to the realities of my Medal of Honor Art Project as to trying to swqitch out the aspects of the pieces of paper as to trying to copy as to instead of actually respecting my Medal of Honor Art Project, then the reality of the mandatory confessional portions as to the situations as to the energetic aspects of such situations as to the spiritual aspects of the various ones who are floating around as to such situations because of the aspects if such is hypothetically accurate in such references. Those who might not have liked the situations of which they need to simply accept the facts as to such realities of what my Medal of Honor Art Project was always as to such factors, simply need to get down on their knees and beg for forgiveness as to the realities of such factors which I had brought forward as to the historical and spiritual rubbings as to wqhen in reference to the completed aspects of my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork pieces. Thus in turn if there are the technological aspects as to such proof, then the requirements as to the clarifications which I have updated in such references from the timeframe officially as to October 2019 to this point of 2022 in the month of January are of and have been proven as to the importance thereof.



Remember the fact as to what I dealt with regarding from the years of 2009 through now especially as to such realities as well as the years from 2000 through to 2012, anyone can have a head injury by accident at any point in time as it is unpreventable in certain circumstances. Thus in turn as to such factors of those who have dealt with a head injury and the after effects thereof if there were any who had been a part of causing any needless problems to my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork as to any such portions which includes the physical trips as to such overall aspects as to the situations regarding my Medal of Honor Art Project, the ways thereof as to such situations in turn means you of all should know and understand and comprehend as to the realities as to how a head injury can occur at any point in time without warning; whether or not you officially were informed or saw or knew of Iowa, in the year of 2018.



In the reference as to the birthday of Reverend Dr. Martin Luther King Jr as to his work with his individuals regarding the followers thereof as well as the work which he had completed with Malcom X, I hope his family and friends as to such associations are capable to enjoy the weekend and upcoming week as to such factors. The aspects as to which the work they had completed together which was not as well known as to what I learned from my Grandmawmaw and my Grandpawpaw as to the situations thereof from my childhood in the 1980s into the 1990s as to being capable to learn from and see as to their photo albums, those who had seen how I had worked on the photo albums in reference to my son #Letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia and I as to such points in time for me to explain to them in person face to face in person the ways which I was capable to have when I was a child when growing up was the intention as to such aspects regarding for in reference to those who had seen such aspects to the photo albums I was working on as to what plans I had in the references as to if the capabilities to the work I was additionally doing as to such a point in time after having wound up in Washington state in the year of 2013. Their inspiration as to how much I learned directly from individuals who had spent many hours with both sides as to being capable to listen to the ways which both had actually spent many hours together as well as multiple days and weeks into the months over different aspects, was something I am grateful to be capable to remember hearing the sound of my Grandmawmaw and my Grandpawpaw’s voices as to how they had such times as to their memories in each such reference to each photo within each photo album.



The aspects of watching them individually turn the page as to such points in their photo albums to explain the situations in fuller details as to the aspects thereof to learning directly from them while the food which was being cooked within the kitchen as to whichever one was cooking that afternoon or evening, is something I am grateful to be capable to have as one memory grouping which I have been capable to keep and maintain as to such for even to the length of time as to such factors. Since the upcoming month of February is Black History Month as to such aspects while the shortest month of the year, the aspects thereof as to the limited amount of such though detailed as to such as to the ironies thereof as to the points in time as to the overall references in conjunction to my Grandmawmaw and my Grandpawpaw in such regards. Those realities I was capable to be allowed to grow up learning about, are of such levels which have brought solace to when hearing certain voices on the radio singing as to the aspects thereof to which the deep aspects as to #ChristinaAguilera #Xtina Christina Aguilera and #ArethaFranklin Aretha Franklin as to the ways in some reference as to my Grandmawmaw as to the situations in reference to my Grandpawpaw as to the voice of #BarryManilow Barry Manilow as to the depth level of such a deep baritone voice.



However that is when the month of February as to such factors regarding my background as to such portions in certain references, as to the time with my Grandmawmaw and my Grandpawpaw as to such regards as well as to other combined situations as to such factors as to my cousin Jade as to her Mom being my Great Aunt Helen and her Dad having a name which I wish I could remember. I do not know if they went to Jade’s school to discuss such, though I would guesstimate at the minimum she would know as to the differences as to when in the home compared to the times at the possibilities as to school. My Grandmawmaw had at one point in time having known as to the situations as to what I was dealing with in reference as to my childhood and upbringing had not known what to do in the references thereof to the situations and while I wished to attend more of such church services as to the types of such choral differences as to enjoying both sets in the aspects thereof, the ways of which the combined portions as to the overall was of importance to my upbringing I guess in multiple ways. I know how my Grandmawmaw and my Grandpawpaw would have been as to the situations as to such aspects, though I shall go into such portions in a different journal blog entry.





Comments


Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

Me in Black Suit Prepared.JPG

If in anyway I am inaccurate about anything I have written here in this journal blog entry and/or any prior journal blog entry and/or future journal blog entry and/or factual books I wrote and/or videos I have done through my OFFICIAL YouTube Channel Reverend MeeLing, please only contact me through the contact form for the ability to clarify such details in public view fully to fix and repair to rectify the situation(s) as I do not respond to comments in my journal blogs because there thus far have not been any notifications sent to me about such from my website.


In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


Though there are the aspects of which if you would like to speak with me in addition to possibilities of opportunities for me, the welcome aspects as to contacting me through my contact form.



If I have known you in person when in person in positive ways and/or ways which might need clarification(s) as to mature discussions, there has always been the welcome open door policy as to contacting me through my contact form if you were not given my new phone number though such is online regarding my website more recently published online as to my Website Business Phone Line: (360)-713-4937.

Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

Amazon Author Pages: 

amazon.com/author/susanmeeling

Twitter: 

@RevSusanMeeLing

@MeelingSusan

Instagram:

@lady_dori_belle

@wwwsusanmeelingcom

Facebook: 

facebook.com/L.D.Belle