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It should not take a head injury

*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*

to figure this out...









A Satirical Blog

*(utilizing articles discussing facts)*

By:  Susan MeeLing

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.



When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.


If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.


You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 


Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.


Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

In Washington DC I had arranged through some medications for myself

Before I begin there is the admitting portion of which the fact of #MMJ assisting my medical aspects far better than many other medical prescriptions as well as procedures, for a procedural example I can reference the injection through my nose into the gland in my brain which was not helpful in the slightest. However the list of prescriptions I have had from the time of waking up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury during Basic Training the the #Army branch of the #ArmedForces, is quite lengthy. Whether the portion of the combination of that in conjunction with the term known as having been roofied at the rave I went to while in #MedicalHoldUnit before that name was changed to #WarriorTransitionUnit has something additional to do with such, I am uncertain about those aspects in reference to the prescription medications not helping me in the same way as the #THC from the MMJ. While admittedly having to purchase through the recreational aspect personally for myself, such is not recreational as it is quite medicinal and helpful with the pain levels as well as the calming of my nerves comparatively. Those who deal with headaches and migraines understand the elevated portions of sensitivity to light, sound, smell, and etcetera; however in certain aspects for myself, I deal with additional heightened senses which are calmer in some ways and more open to reception in other ways depending upon the aspects of.

Nonetheless the process of ordering online before arranging a pickup while for most probably was or is quite simple and easy for those accustomed to using technology more-so than I, however once I figured out the way to use the website as well as the process itself it was ideal for the timing. Ironically because of my issues with numbers and memory, the timing of what I scheduled was a bit to do what I could to remember correctly.

However both times I had contacted the company during the first time of which I apologize to the #JointDeliveryCo group for my multiple questions, I apologize for not understanding better from the apparent information available. The levels of zapping in the region are what they are, and reading the information online was a bit much for my headaches. That is why I had to ask as many questions, as I had. The delivery of the first pickup once in the area went smoothly just as it had in the second delivery, and both of the drivers were quite kind and professional.

As not being accustomed to such and more accustomed to going into a store and able to see in person while speaking with the employees at whichever location I had gone to when in Washington state compared to #WashingtonDC, there too was something I had to view in a different way literally and figuratively; though in comparison able to see all of the products online, compared to having to look around the different areas of the store locations for the ability to know which were there.

In some ways I think a way to assist certain aspects with MMJ especially in reference to veterans, is the ability to use the #VA card as a MMJ card in locations as it is already known of the legal age as well as the medical portions which would require a veteran to go to a VA. Again I do not think the 2nd amendment should be taken away from a veteran who is getting help and assistance for medical portions of their time in the Armed Forces for injuries which occurred while in active duty/national guard/reserve status; as the benefits for MMJ to assist with the associated pain levels for multiple injury types, I believe at this point has been seen and found to be extremely helpful. I cannot be the only one, in such regards; despite the fact I did not graduate basic training, though I have dealt with what I have dealt with.

In such in additional reference points to the aspects of MMJ, I would not be surprised if there were additional health assistive measures found in the MMJ for health beyond dealing with the pain levels, as such also could assist to work through certain aspects of the time within the Armed Forces while also helping to become more aware of better ways for themselves individually and as a collective group. While there are many who have graduated basic training and their branches equivalent of #AIT for the Army I have not hidden the fact because I looked into the #MarineCorps as to why I have not called myself a soldier though called myself medically retired from the Army or in latter years meaning more recently considered myself as a veteran, only because of taking to heart the portions of the aspects of the way the #Marines look at their particular aspect of graduation from basic training. My personal patriotism is probably a bit well known by this point especially when taking into consideration of a few portions which I have gone to which levels for, however the assistance which such could be much more beneficial in reference to the MMJ for many more in my opinion is quite a lot more than words I could write; which obviously as some might know better, I can write a lot.

Nonetheless the process with the Joint Deliver Co, was a pleasant experience and gave me a bit of time to think about several aspects in many different ways. Including in reference to noticing certain aspects in reference to my surroundings when out, in combination of in reference to the locations driven through on my way through to meet with. Both of the delivery drivers once again were quite sweet and kind, and even though they had to wear masks I could see genuinely smiles within their eyes; as when someone genuinely smiles the radiance flows out of their eyes, even if the physical smile might not be there for some.

I have said many times before though only written a few times however the saying is quite truthful as, the eyes are the windows to the soul.

Whether for the moment the soul is elated or the soul is feeling whatever at the time, in the short and the long term such beaming light cannot be hidden even behind a piece of fabric. As I was reminded of a time I spent in a sweat lodge many moons ago with a group of people and the Native American Shaman allowed me to put the rocks into the pit with the deer antlers as well as pour some water on top of the red rocks, the song I lead in the sweat lodge to sing over and over multiple times kind of rings true for the above paragraph in reference to the eyes portions.

"This little light of mine

I'm going to let it shine!

This little light of mine

I'm going to let it shine!

This little light of mine

I'm going to let it shine!

Let it shine!

Let it shine!

Let it shine!"

In a different irony, there is a song I was able to hear at my first concert I went to as a teenager which was the Christian Group called the #Newsboys and to this day I enjoy the beat as well as the lyrics to the song Shine because they are simply such ironic coinky dinks for certain aspects now a days. Try listening with as well as without such help from, Joint Delivery Co and such similar.

Notice, your mood and smile levels.

Lyrics to Newsboys song Shine: via #Google

Dull as dirt, You can't assert The kinda light that might persuade A strict dictator to retire Fire the army, Teach the poor origami. The truth is in, The proof is when you hear your heart start asking What's my motivation? And try as you may There is no way To explain the kinda change That'd make an Eskimo renounce fur That'd make a vegetarian barbecue hamster Unless you can trace this about-face to a certain Sign

Shine. Make 'em wonder whatcha got. Make 'em wish that they were not On the outside looking bored. Shine. Let it shine before all men. Let em see good works and then Let em glorify the Lord.

Out of the shaker and onto the plate, It isn't karma it sure ain't fate That would make a deadhead sell his van That would make a schizophrenic turn in his crayons Oprah freaks And science geeks A rationale that shall excuse this strange behavior When you let it Shine You will inspire the kind of entire turnaround That would make a bouncer take ballet Even bouncers who are unhappy But out of the glare With nowhere to turn You ain't gonna learn it on "What's my line?"

Shine. Make 'em wonder whatcha got. Make 'em wish that they were not On the outside looking bored. Shine. Let it shine before all men. Let em see good works and then Let em glorify the Lord.


The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy.

We must reject the idea that everytime a law is broken society is guity, rather than the law breaker. 

Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from exinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same.

Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.

It should not take a head injury to figure this out, because you are smarter.

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