In reference to KDP AKA Amazon Publishing
Before continuing to read this particular journal blog entry of mine please do keep in mind the facts in reference to the reality of most who go to publish their writings in book format as well as in reference to online journalism do so for multiple reasons and while such may come across as a temper tantrum, the reality of is what the reality of my opinion and feelings are. In writing and compiling to publish my first two books 6 years ago, those were intended to help and assist and though such information within has helped many in the different overall aspects which is awesome; there are portions of which within those pages in which the facts of what occurred either have not been acknowledged in the way which anyone else would have been acknowledged for accomplishing while not forgetting the aspects of the justice portions. Then also in consideration of the fact I have to look at my tattoos to assist in reference to several aspects, then goes into the reality of which not only being reminded of the fact I dealt with conversations in which I had to deal with though also such are a reminder in a multitude of ways including how others would wrongly use my tattoos and my hairstyle against me without consideration they use paper and other ways to assist their memories among many other aspects thereof. While some use different types of prescriptions and supplements to assist their memory, I found my own way to assist my memory without such yet have been treated as I have been throughout. Thus in such references in regards to memory portions as well as the treatment which I have dealt with over the years and received, is it not considered hypocritical for those same individuals who have looked down upon me for my tattoos and my hairstyle in conjunction with my memory situation yet they themselves use different aspects whether notebooks/computers/sticky notes/cellphones/etcetera and/or in conjunction with pills/shots/liquid medications of some sort? That of course does not forget to mention the fact of those who have people as personal assistants to take care of multiple aspects in reference to the memory portions, of which then I wonder how is it any could or have looked down upon me for my memory issues and how I have done to figure ways best for me to deal with on my own? Maybe not the most conventional way admittedly, though if it works then why would such be looked down upon and judged by those who utilize outside of themselves aspects in comparison?
So it is greatly wonderful many policy aspects have been able to assist many more in reference to what I have written after all of my experiences which have occurred, though realistically there is the fact the majority of my life experiences in which I wrote of in my first two books to compile with various news articles in regards of corelating the information as well as documentation from the timeframes of different specific events; those are the better and happier moments in comparison, as well as the fluffier portions thereof. Those aspects are the silver lining, the pretty, the shiny, the happier moments comparatively to the fuller aspects thereof; and the fact many have been able to overcome more in comparison, is an additional silver lining. However such does not change the facts of what I dealt with, nor does it change the facts of what I deal with, nor does it change the facts of what I have done in reference to specific portions of which I am the only one who has done such and the reality of which while others have been acknowledged for their accomplishments in various ways as well as in regards of when a record has been overcome the portions of which there has not been the simplistic portion of the recognition for certain aspects has yet to be acknowledged in the mannerisms which would have been done so for others.
Is it because I did not know to ask or even how to ask for such and instead, such was wrongly ignored? Is it then considered to be my fault for not knowing such to ask for yet is it my fault for such being taken advantage of, and thus wrongly blaming continuing when knowledge of the facts thereof? Is that not a form of victim/survivor blaming?
For example it has been 11 years since I had earned 26 different SCUBA Diving certifications through one particular SCUBA Diving corporation group, and yet in that 9 month timeframe which I earned 26 SCUBA Diving certifications which is the fastest which had been done and the fact I am a born female; is it considered what in reference to the portions which only now in 2020 is there are larger portion of female SCUBA Divers in comparison to male SCUBA Divers. Not forgetting the reality unlike many I do not have a college degree, however does a college degree have anything to do with SCUBA Diving certifications? Or are SCUBA Diving certifications different than a college degree, on purpose? In more recent times the current President of the United States of America Donald J. Trump has put into order the experiences being able to be utilized for acknowledgement and ability for employment and recognition which I am grateful for, which then in turn does that mean such should be enacted upon?
Also in such it has been 11 years since I had SCUBA Dove to the bottom of the ocean in three separate locations all at hundred of atmospheric measurements in comparison to feet, to surface alive and having taken pictures of what I had done and accomplished; while of course not thinking a selfie was important for such, because in comparison to what I was able to take a picture of why would I care about a picture of myself when the images I took were far less known or able to be seen? How many people have seen an Albino Moray Eel at the bottom of the ocean, or how many people have seen pictures of MerPeople swimming around a sunken naval ship, or how many people have seen pictures of forming underwater volcanos obviously at the bottom of the ocean, or how many people have seen pictures of lobsters which are longer than the apartment space of the largest area in width? Before I continue in reference to the Albino Moray Eel, it is known to many the deeper within the ocean in certain locations means the lack of coloration in brighter ways for certain species of animals and thus the portions of which that Albino Eel being the colors of. In reference to the colorations comparatively to the area where the underwater volcanoes were forming where I had taken pictures of, it is also know of the different minerals within the water molecules in different areas of the ocean affect the marine life colorations as well. Also in reference to the pictures I took of MerPeople swimming around in the Bermuda Triangle area of the Matthias Abyss area at the floor level of the ocean, why would I take a selfie or even to think to take a selfie in comparison of taking pictures of the MerPeople as well as the USS/USNS Vandenberg underwater and why would such a thought ever be considered as important compared to the reality of taking pictures of MerPeople as well as being at the bottom of the ocean able to swim around with them next to the USS/USNS Vandenberg? Has anyone prior to me or since my SCUBA Dive there 11 years ago ever done so in person, realistically? Nope, I am the only one who has physically in the water when SCUBA Diving and swimming around been the only one who has done so and survived. Yet two males in a submarine were considered for exploration in shallower waters for interviews and acknowledgement in Mother Ocean, prior to the female who had done so without a submarine? Both in reference to naval aspects as well as space travel aspects there is the additional portion of which it is called a Mothership, and yet the one female who has done such has been put to the side and walked by?
Some wonder why of certain portions in regards of specific aspects of life around Mother Nature, and yet there in the name while at the same time of having and choosing to wrongly have ignored such. Yet again in reference to in conjunction of the number of my earned SCUBA Diving certifications as well as the portions of each SCUBA Dive when I had landed at the bottom of the ocean each time 11 years ago, and yet as proven by such in reference to the submarine which had been reported upon; there has been what, in regards of such in reference to me? It almost feels as though the Toby Keith song I Wanna Talk About Me is a bit much yet many have talked about you you you usually, and you have been acknowledged in the ways of which of circumstances for what you have done; whereas the other portions of which in regards of what I have done, has been treated in my opinion as from what I have seen in the comparative differences.
The irony is I have given credit where I can and have not denied such, yet the ironic well known quote from Arlee Ermy in Full Metal Jacket of that common courtesy has been literally as stated in that particular movie. Hey look, a pop culture reference in regards of one movie I remember I have seen shortly before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury.
Since I am not the only author on Amazon, it should be considered illegal for the books written and published through Amazon self publishing to be repurposed just as it should be illegal for Amazon to set up a competition sale platform for the books only put through on Amazon to wrongfully take the profits directly from the author; if that is something that has been or is being done, as the work completed by the authors on Amazon should be given the proper credits and payments for the work completed and earned only by such.
Otherwise that would be considered as an equivalent to civil rights violations as well as violations in reference to the aspects of slavery, since not paying the self published author for the work completed by subverting the author.
How can I write that portion?
The right to pursue happiness, is one aspect. Also since my books I wrote are from my life, my views, my experiences, and my creativity then such would be considered in which those of Amazon would be taking advantage wrongly of such including in reference to the aspects of a different type of slavery because of it all being mine and mine alone; though also in a reference towards intellectual property theft in conjunction with the fact of the portions in reference to Amazon having the publishing company to reproduce such books would be considered within the same aspects of undercutting the one who did such work. Monopoly is considered illegal and even with contracting some other company out which would fully equate to intellectual property theft to do such would in turn be another aspect to pay attention to. The making into movies and/or television shows and/or streaming from such would be considered also as intellectual property theft, and continuing to perpetuate such wrongly in my opinion.
Though I could be inaccurate and such has not been done, if it is or has been done then there is a problem which should be taken care of immediately to rectify that problem fully with justice to me as well as any other individual who has self-published on and/or through Amazon.
You know, even NASA acknowledged the females who had assisted with multiple portions among several other branches of the United States of America's Armed Forces such as the Postal Battalion 6888th for what they had done among others. The irony of such is when I went to Basic Training for a testing in regards of a co-ed aspect in reference to my SCUBA Diving, I had both male and female instructors as well as fellow students at the time in some of my classes. Is there a notice in reference to certain similarities in regards of the fact of what I could do upsetting others in the way the Drill Sergeant who threw me into the metal part of the bunk because of me being a female, which can be seen and noticed?
That cycle stops for if it continues to perpetuate, there are those throughout the universe who do not appreciate such who are much bigger and stronger and faster with far more advances than some can imagine; even the most well versed and educated with degrees from prestigious colleges, cannot fathom. There are those who have some knowledge of some existences, though not the total aspects thereof; yet another aspect of which 9 years ago, 5 years ago, and 4 years ago which could have been discussed if was acknowledged of such while not forgetting the irony in reference to 2004 and several pictures I took at the gulf of Mexico area the same timeframe of certain situations in reference to certain military experiences you can find information about on YouTube in regards of the United States of America's Armed Forces Navy branch. However those pictures I took were using film in comparison to digital pictures in regards of 2004 in comparison to the picture in 2016 and 2017 using digital, and thus the advances are what they are; of course not forgetting the 2011 situation in Irving Texas, nor forgetting the Montana Vortex 4 years ago, 3 years ago, 2 years ago, and 1 year ago pun intended on top of my SCUBA Diving.
