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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

In reference to individuals who have references to pop culture, news, gaming, 10 Commandments, & + ?

It has come to my awareness as to such factors of individuals as to the hypothetical aspects of game aspects in the comparisons as to how I have viewed life in such regards, which in turn as to the references as to how I have seen the 10 Commandments as to how important such is for the larger aspects of life because of a multitude of factors. While the admitted portions of only more recently going into the details as to situations from my childhood and my teenager years because of the prior situations as to how the circumstances were, the reality of how many attempts I made over the decades to bring such forward in full detail usually became a situation which others had their difficulties as to the acceptance of the truth because of whatever preconceived notions as to the factors of such aspects to the example of Indiana in the year of 1999 as well as the situations in reference to aspects from my childhood and my teenager years as to the areas throughout New Jersey as well as New York state as to the situations in reference as well to the outer areas of Pennsylvania regarding different locations of the outer portions of Pittsburg and Philadelphia; however as to such references which I mad ethe attempts to fully disclose such aspects to others, usually only certain individuals who sought me out were made aware of such aspects because of the ways of such details referencing the situations.



While I have simply referred to the individuals as to my dot dot dot guys though in more recent times as to the wording of males usually in black clothing as to the black suits with black shoes and black fedoras with white button down shirts and a black tie, though their insignia as to their tie clips and/or their handkerchiefs informed me as to at the times within the 1980s and the 1990s as to which level they were as to prior explanations before my head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 during my Basic Training in the Army branch of the United States of America's Armed Forces. While there was a different individual as to a male in the black suit in the back of the bus as to when having went to Basic Training as to having noticed him in the comparisons to prior individuals I had met, his fabric to his suit was far different than what I had seen before as to such individuals from my childhood and my teenager years as it was also a different type of fedora style hat regarding the feather within the side area.



In reference to the situations regarding when I worked at IHOP as to those few times a few individuals as to the suits, I could distinguish between individuals having worn costume style of suits as to the ways which their fabric fell along their bodies as to the comparisons as to the individuals I knew of as to in New Jersey. The situations which as to I am going to guesstimate have to do with pop culture in some ways as to the differences regarding the style of the fabric as well as the cut of the fabric because of how such was tailored regard the ways which the suits were as to the aspects of the tristate area, which in turn as to when in Illinois as to the years of 1998 through 2000 before I went to Basic Training; such individuals as to the distinguishing factors were as easy to spot as to the differences between the black suits to the aspects of who I considered as my dot dot dot guys as to the ways which the fabric was as to the thickness as well as the ways which the fabric was along the body per individual. There were other key factors in the references thereof, however such minor details as to the other factors compared to the ways which the suit fabric fell along their bodies were the biggest indicators for me which was as such was as to the timeframes.



Nonetheless the factors of such aspects which more recently having found a song called Men In Black as to the irony referencing such situations, when seeing the video as well regarding the aspects of the song as to the individuals who I had met previously as to my childhood especially at Old Tennent Presbyterian Church as to the differences regarding in Illinois because of the different fabric as to the comparisons to the area. I wonder if the situations as to the attacks in the New York City area had to something to do with a possibility of a proverbial hub of such individuals in the area, as to the ways which if I remember correctly as to the areas which their garages were for such locations to be capable to park their vehicles. I know there were some roof top locations which they had certain locales for, though usually as to such factors which the access was highly monitored as to the security cameras as well as the possibilities as to such movement of vehicles as to the notifications as to how swiftly the deployment of certain trucks were for those locations because of the factors in reference to the individuals who had to move out swiftly at times in the comparisons as to individuals who had a different employment aspect as to the movements from what I remember when as to my babysitter's husband who was a security director of the World Trade Center as well as the World Trade Center Plaza in the 1980s and the 1990s into the 2000s. However if I remember correctly, he had earned his way upward through to the security director capacity within the 1970s from what he told me about.



In the references regarding having been informed about the aspects of the footage caught on camera as to the Pacific area of the oceanic waters near Mexico and California as to the oddities of the timing, the references regarding such aspects as to certain areas which might be closer to both the location of PADI as well as in reference to the area I went swimming briefly in as to the Santa Monica Pier area in the year of 2019 before getting to work on the details in writing as to such factors of the 10 year timeframe from my SCUBA Diving work. In the references which I made attempts to speak with in person face to face in person about such aspects in the year of 2009, I had not made the written efforts as to such aspects in some ways out of the fear as to the occurrences as to the if factors of such individuals from my childhood and my teenager years not having the access to my files from beforehand as to the timeframe after the attacks on 11 September 2001 as to my concern of the if they would or would not remember me and if they had remembered me; I would not know of such unless I was officially informed as to the aspects, because of the after effects from my head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000.



Having made attempts in the year of 2009 to inform others of such factors was difficult as to the reality of simply explaining such aspects of one reference as to the USS/USNS Oriskany compared to the USS/USNS Vandenberg as to such aspects of the depth levels was difficult enough as to the timeframes, and thus as to making attempts to explain further as to such aspects of within the water as to the various areas seemed to be a fruitless endeavor at the timeframe within the year of 2009.



With how I physically looked then in Texas as to my hair and my tattoos in the year of 2009 in the Carrollton Texas area as to such factors of what I was dealing with who would believe me, at such a point anyway?



While I was honest about the aspects of my backyard in the year of 2004 referencing the oak leaf as to such discussions admittedly after the situations as to my SCUBA Diving as to the references regarding later as to Irving in 2011, the irony as to the individual in the black suit and the white button down shirt with the fedora in the year of 2012 regarding when I was at a Lunch Munch Brunch meeting I had arranged in the Austin Texas area as to that particular point in time. However the aspects of Irving 2011 as to such situations were not brought up beyond any discussion, yet the concern as to the group as to such a point in time was more of the concern to that particular male at the timeframes thereof compared to the Irving 2011 situation which I wrote about in my book "Finding A Silver Lining" as to such aspects, which was one particular situation I had not discussed in the comparison as to my backyard in my San Antonio Texas/Military City USA location; though I had brought up the acknowledgement of the situations in reference to the Faery Ring which had begun in my backyard of my home in Carrollton Texas, as to the situations at the timeframe beginning in January of 2009 shortly after I had began the work to get myself prepared for my SCUBA Diving certifications.



I have seen Faery Rings such as that develop before which usually when such had developed in the backyard of the house I grew up in New Jersey, there was usually a situation which would be a larger situation to deal with usually within a 2-3 month and/or 2-3 year timeframe; which I suppose as to the irony in reference to the 2-3 months as to my SCUBA Diving work, as well as the 2-3 years as to the combined situations which I had dealt with at such points in time. However usually such individuals as to who I considered as my dot dot dot guys would show up similarly as to how they had when at Old Tennent Presbyterian Church in the comparison as to how there were not any of my dot dot dot guys who showed up, as per the usual as to such points in time to the comparison.



In reference to my New Jersey Flag in the state of Texas as to the respect for such individuals I once knew as to the aspects of such in both the reference to the year of 1993 as to the World Trade Center and then later as to the attacks on 11 September 2001, I could not ever fully remember as to how many individuals I once knew as to who I lost before as to the totality of the 1980s into the 1990s before the year of 1993; and thus as to the timeframe as to 11 September 2001, as to how much I worked to be capable to do what I could for such references as to knowing I could not be the only one who lost so many people throughout such points in time. The closest to such knowledge to understanding would be as to individuals who have been in the military as to the active duty branches of the Armed Forces of the United States of America and/or law enforcement and/or fire department as to such regards, in some ways I suppose as to the overall aspects to the references in such ways in person face to face in person. It has been a lot of work to be capable to get such aspects in a more orderly aspect as to the clarifications and verifications over the years as to such points in time, as the reality of such factors of how it was more than just the twin towers seen on the television news as to the timeframes of September 2001. I would not be surprised if individuals who knew of the evening skyline had visited the area which they most well knew the New York City skyline and had a similar response as to the aspects of seeing the New York City skyline for the first time, after 2001 whenever they had the chance to do so in such comparisons as to myself in February 2022; which I fully acknowledge as to having the viewpoint which I personally can look back and sense such titty baby temper tantrums as to such a response, despite the length of time. Personally as to how many I knew in the areas thereof as to the aspects which as to the sight of seeing so many more towers missing than as to just the twin towers as to the overall sizes of the skyscrapers, the aspects which in turn as to how such factors regarding the reality of the amount of situations as to the lives.



While there is the reference to the terminology of Black Lives Matter as to the African American population, because of how I see the differences between individuals who are living in the comparison of spirits as to the factors in the references regarding such an additional push in a different capacity of what I was already working on as best as I could as to such clarifications and verifications prior to progressing forward with such work and details thereof because of the knowledge as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury which I have done the best I could as to such larger overall aspects in the references thereof. While I have very much wished to be capable to have an individual with me at my side who I could trust as to such factors over the years, who I could actually trust and rely upon as to such situations as to the combined factors has been as to how such has been. I had hoped as to the aspects in reference regarding my return to the state of Texas as to the if factors of those who could have as to speaking with me in person face to face in person, though because of the situations during the timeframes thereof as to how such factors in the comparisons as to the ways such went. Admittedly as to the aspects which emotional connection aspects as to the three individuals who I had personally involved mhyself directly to saving their lives in person face to face in person as to such a different connection, as to the factors which as to how such situations as to the emotional factors regarding such as to other viewpoints as to not having allowed myself to write about such as well as not having allowed myself to review such aspects aside from silent thoughts.



I suppose an irony to a different version of a trinity for me, as to the references regarding such individuals as to what they individually have meant to me aside from how the situations went.



One as to the first in regards of within the aspects of on my own choosing to be involved with as to the references despite the circumstances as to such an arrangement, one as to how the aspects of having accepted the reality of such sensations as to the viewpoint as to relationship aspects as to the outside of such aspects of SCUBA Diving as well, and then as to the third in the reference as to in the first class which I earned my first SCUBA Diving certification though as to the references regarding the last individual I in person face to face in person saved directly as to such factors in reference to the aspects regarding having went the distance to being capable to get to him before it was too late as to what I had sensed and had hoped to be capable to assist to keep him alive. Each had and have their own aspects as to what importance to me in the references thereof, and an irony as to a similar area regarding where had initially met as to such a point in time. Yet it would not be a surprise to me if as to such aspects of the dot dot dot types as to the if factors of if they had not remembered me as to such aspects of the newer individuals as to the references of as well as the aspects of such prior records as to the possibilities, I suppose as to the if factors as well in certain regards; though as to other factors as to others who had not taken such aspects as seriously as they should have in my opinion, as to other situations which as to how such hypotheticals as to the references in regards of my Medal of Honor Art Project trips.



For the example as to more specifically as to the year of 2017 regarding the Solar Eclipse as to the references which I had specifically said there should not be anyone in the area of as to where I went as to the fact of not challenging though as to the reality of such aspects because of the noticing factors, the references as to the if factors as to the situations as to the year of 2018 referencing my Medal of Honor Art Project trip as to the regards of such situations as to the overall aspects. What I personally dealt with as to such a point in time as to the combined factors of such hypotheticals, as to the references regarding such situations which as to "The Modern Day Book" as to the factors of such situations. If it was where I was and possibly could be cared about as in the positive ways, as to the references of how such would have been handled differently in my opinion as to the review of such a point in time.



For example if I was actually cared about genuinely as to in the positive ways, the reality of how the medical care would have been immediate as to such aspects in the review of such factors as to how I did not ever hesitate as to getting assistance to individuals as to the fires as to the timeframes thereof as to one reference point in such comparisons as to the lack of such in person face to face in person as to the common sense factors. If it were not as to such a proverbial view of a game aspect, then the reality of such aspects of genuine care as to how such would have been taken seriously as to the ways which as to getting actual medical care as to the correct capacities in the comparisons as to how such hypotheticals were as to such to this point in time. However that would entail as to telling the truth immediately in the comparisons as to the what if as to my memory portions, as to the hypotheticals. I would not be surprised if as to such hypotheticals as to when I returned to Club Sapphire as after the trip thereof as to such references regarding the numbers in attendance as to the first few weekends as to such regards, as well as to the review as to such points in time as to how such hypotheticals could have been as well as to within the state of Texas as to such factors instead as to such comparisons as to what genuine care would have been in my opinion. Then again such would have to have been outside of such biases and/or such needless problems as to such hypothetical portions, as to the if factors as to such appreciation of my work as well as to the actual care and concern for me as to such aspects of the if factors as to what I personally consider as such.



However none have ever asked me as to what I would consider as to genuine care and concern, as to the references regarding such aspects; similarly as to how none asked me what was needed as to my SCUBA Diving work and just as none had asked me about several factors which only I would have the answers regarding such situations. I have wondered if I ever would be asked in truth about the situations, though since to this point in time as to how such has been as to the aspects which that has not occurred face to face in person as to such regards as to the length of time in reference to several situations as to what the ideals are for me as to such references as to the details thereof as to how I personally view such regards as to discussions. While the aspects which phone calls are common and/or text messages, the reality which in person face to face in person is far more meaningful to me in a multitude of ways as to the factors of such discussions in truth as to the factors thereof in my opinion.



Thus because as to how such has not occurred before as to any point in time as to the aspects of having such discussions in person face to face in person as to such aspects as to being asked in genuine truth, as to the reasons as to the latter portions of time which as to having written about such as to my books as well as my journal blog in the references as well as through my social media accounts. While I am appreciative as to being capable to send such information outward through social media accounts, the aspects which as to the regards of the personal factors in person face to face in person as to such aspects as to the difference regarding such viewpoints as to the reality of such meaningful aspects in my opinion as while the online portions are important for various aspects; in my opinion the in person face to face in person, has far more importance in a larger capacity as to such discussions. Despite what aspects could be considered as to some individuals, the reality of what I personally have as to my opinion as to the aspects of the in person face to face in person as to such larger aspects of what is more ideal and preferred as to such discussions regarding the details of the facts regarding the situations as to such discussions. While in some ways it is good to be capable to put such forward online, the aspects of the interpersonal connections is more specific as to the comparisons as to the viewpoints both literally and figuratively.



To such a metaphor as to my style of SCUBA Diving the aspects which the individual is at a specific distance of in person face to face in person as to no further than a five foot distance as to the references regarding such factors in reference to discussions, as to the aspects regarding the information as to whichever topic points regarding the factors thereof to the communication aspects. In the references especially because of the situations regarding my issues with technology as to the factors of what has occurred in multiple references, now as to having been capable to spend a bit of time in the Montana Vortex as to the timeframe of since the year of 2018 as to a bit of time in the year of 2020 as well before this year of 2022; the energetic portions which I have worked on as to the regards of the situations since the years of 2013 through 2019 as to the electrical factors as to what I was dealing with, at this point in time as to what I chose to put myself through prior to my recent visit to the Montana Vortex as to a different perspective as to the capabilities as to the if factors as to if needed as to such requirements.



I tested myself within the Montana Vortex this year of 2022 which to my own surprise on top of the aspects as to the chair situation referencing the wall area as well as the yoga factors in reference to the additional situations as to mediation aspects, I am surprised as to having been capable to accomplish a few pushups while within the area of the central portion of the Montana Vortex. That choice to test myself at the point in time of after a brief meditation, I am still processing the fact I was capable to do so within the area with fair amount of ease. When the video uploads to my Official YouTube account, I will post the video link on my website as to being capable to see to compare some factors as to the timeframe in the year of 2020 to the timeframe of 2022 regarding my work on myself.



I have had the sensation individuals have had a fear as to biological females who have been stronger, though in my opinion the aspects which such factors as to how individuals whether male or female biologically should be capable to be more appreciative as to such aspects of females biologically who have such strength levels as to the aspects in ways which can be of assistance in factors which the aspects can be of more assistance than some might have known of before as to the appreciation of as well as if there would be the capability of such admiration regarding such attributes in the comparison as to the puffing of the chest as to certain types and/or the aspects of how such needless competition factors as to the comparisons as to the viewpoints regarding simply accepting such factors and appreciating such in a positive way; though my biases as to such having acknowledged such factors, as to the reality of such situations. In my opinion there has been a need for more males biologically to see the value and importance of stronger biological females as to such attraction levels, in the comparison as to how such has seemed in the timeframes prior as to such regards as to the labels referencing such individuals as to thinking as to such comparison as to the ways of such factors of being.



Nonetheless as to the reality which as to the evergreen aspects of certain locations as to the reality which such greener pastures throughout such locations to the comparisons as to what seemingly as to other points in time, as to the references which as to how life has went during the progression of life on earth as to how such viewpoints depending upon the aspects thereof to the ways which the factors have been regarding various types of work. In the beginning in my opinion biological females who have demonstrated the intellectual capacity to be the equivalent and/or surpass some biological males had been the initial situation, which then it seems how such went to the viewpoint regarding the aspects which as to biological females as to the blame wrongly on the emotional and mental states in the comparisons as to the strength to be capable to bring such forward with the intellectual wording to the clear knowledge for the ease of understanding. In turn as to such review aspects which as to how the sexuality has been an oddity to me as to the reality which biological males as to biological females as to the common sense factors, if as to the viewpoint as to such promiscuity depending upon what is considered as promiscuity in the regards thereof; though as to such numerical portions as to the confusion in my opinion about whichever factors thereof, so long as the ethical portions in the references as to the truth in such regards. Thus as to the factors as to spirituality as to the aspects which in multiple factors as to how such viewpoints regarding the aspects of the comparisons as to the biology, the aspects which in my opinion have as to do within the aspects of the attributes as to the masculine energetic portions compared to the feminine energetic portions as to the comparisons as to how such viewpoints to review.



In turn as to such an example as to the more willingness to acknowledge such emotional aspects depending upon which aspect of such recognizing factors, as to the references regarding which would be considered as more feminine compared to more masculine as to such aspects. Usually as per what I have been informed of as to how the more feminine energetic portions usually seek the aspects of whereas the more masculine aspects tend to be quieter about such factors, and/or hold such more closely to the proverbial vest as to such references comparatively as to the energetic portions of such review aspects. In turn as to the aspects of the energetic portions of such descriptions as to the aspects of what is considered as biological as to the gender does have a bit of a difference to the comparisons as to the energetic portions of such gender roles, as per the more current terminology of such usages of the wording. In my opinion as to honestly evaluating myself as to such regards as to how I am very much more-so along the masculine energetic portions as to revealing my emotional aspects as to the length of time which as to bringing such forward, as per the ways which in the descriptions thereof as to being more adept to go on with other factors despite what my emotional aspects are as to the reality of paying attention to the responsibility factors in the comparison of viewing such portions because of the life I have had. In the regards as to such factors which as to the references regarding prior relationships while not having denied what aspects thereof to such factors, the reality which as to expressing such in words as to the comparison as to through actions as to such references, the usual aspects as to the interpretations of masculine energetic portions compared to feminine energetic portions can be noticed upon such a review as to what the descriptions as to the normal references as to the responses regarding such factors regarding the viewpoints.



Thus in reference to energetic portions of the masculine compared to the feminine energetic portions in my opinion differ from the biological aspects as to male as to biological aspects as to female regarding the viewpoints in such references, which in the situations of the current timeframe of the year of 2022 in my opinion as to how if accurate it is usually the feminine aspects which hesitate as to the comparisons as to the masculine aspects which step forward more swiftly in the references regarding such situations as to the descriptions when pondering such factors. Thus in the references as to the internal compared to the external as to the references which as time has continued onward in regards of the progression of life, as to how such factors can be reviewed and pondered as to such factors regarding the various situations. While I have acknowledged to being more of a tomboy because of recognizing the aspects of being more of a masculine energetic portion of the internal aspects referencing thoughts as well as words as well as actions, the differences to my biological gender or my external portions as to the references of such differences in my opinion as to my own evaluation.



That does not translate as to not having feminine factors internally, it is where the acceptance as to such feminine attributes as to having had to proverbially wear both aspects in a bit of a half and half situation throughout my entire life. It has not been a luxury to me to only be as to one attribute as to masculine or feminine though more of a balancing between both aspects as to depending upon the situations, which in turn as to how I was raised far more in a masculine way despite being a biological female as to the amount of physical labor as when I was a child as to the work in the garden areas as well as assisting to shingle the roof of the house in New Jersey in conjunction as to having assisted in building the 5 car garage with the shed attached in the conjunction of working on vehicles as to such combined factors as to what was normal for my childhood into my teenager years. When as to a biological adult despite the factors of such aspects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury in Basic Training, the situations which the feminine aspects of being a Mom to my son #Letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia as to such references, as to having to be both as to the energetic portions because of the situations from the time when they were conceived as well as throughout having raised them to the best of my capabilities.



Thus such a double edged sword proverbially because of having to make decisions on my own as to the aspects which as to such points in time as to how the reality of such factors were, which as to the timeframe regarding the year of 2009 into the year of 2010; though obviously prior to the timeframe as to the year of 2011 and as to such factors regarding such individuals as to the timeframes previously as to such aspects as to the dot dot dot types of individuals I once knew in person face to face in person before such years. While the aspects as to how individuals may have known that I landed at the bottom of the oceanic waters as to the various areas regarding the aspects in reference to the Gulf of Mexico as well as to the references as to the Atlantic area as well as at the USS/USNS Vandenberg as to such aspects which if I was spoken with in truth, as to how the differences would have been as to such discussions regarding the factors thereof to such hypotheticals. However as to the additional differences as to how getting involved with SCUBA Diving would be different as I guesstimate from the timeframes as to such situations and discussions thereof, the reality of such previous experiences as to my childhood and my teenager years as to the additional factors which I guesstimate none had ever thought about as to such aspects before the updates to my journal blog in the details thereof in such hypotheticals. However whereas in my childhood and teenager years such individuals as to the dot dot dot types usually showed up to speak with me immediately, I guesstimate if the hypotheticals as to having spoken with individuals as to my son and/or my daughter and/or their biological aspects on both sides would have been much different as to my childhood and my teenager years; as to how such situations previously had been as to the direct discussions, in the comparisons as to how such occurrences went in the late 1980s into the 1990s. I would guesstimate if as to the situations in regards of Indiana in 1999 if as to how the neighbor Dale Horowitz had seen how my biological father responded to individuals in suits who had approached the area as to the house in Crystal Lake Illinois, as to the reality of my childhood and my teenager years which might make a bit more sense as to other situations which were dealt with during such differences in time as to my invitation to Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment for one example of many.



However when taking into consideration as to the year of 1996 as to Baptist Camp Lebanon as to how my biological little sister had the nerve to complain about what I dealt with as to the nature cabin as though she was actually impacted beyond when I had been given my own room, the aspects how she blamed everything she dealt with on that particular situation which she was not capable to get over as to the aspects of what she herself did not endure which became a situation which the overdramatic aspects as to part of several reasons why I had to move into my own room away from her because of how much she tried to claim that it affected her life as to what I dealt with. The reality of the only impacts she dealt with were on the day of at the director's office where she had missed the aspects of her dance class camp situation because of the length of time, and then as to how she was looked at in reference to when she arrived to the camp in comparison as to what I had dealt with. Then when she decided to run her mouth similarly as to the aspects in reference of my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu in comparison to her Great-Grandparents as to the difference which what they were/are my Great-Grandparents I have been the only one of the two who was allowed to call them Bok Gung and Bok Pu as to such times in childhood; which our cousin Jade as to such factors would know, as to such aspects of similarity regarding calling the Grandparents as to the comparison as to what I was allowed to call them. In turn as to how such aspects additionally as to how surprised my biological little sister was as to how she knew I went through Asher Holmes Elementary School and she was surprised that the teachers had remembered me per grade, which her surprise was because of the aspects as to my being older as she did not have the common sense to put such together.



Thus when as to the aspects which individuals who were at Old Tennent Presbyterian Church had found out about what I dealt with as to Baptist Camp Lebanon before I ever discussed such, it was because of how much my biological little sister ran her mouth trying to complain about what I dealt with as to how it had impacted her life somehow though the reality of which she felt abandoned because of the fact that I had been given my own room because she had needed to learn the boundaries which were as to my need for such boundaries from those aspects as to how much needless involvement she had seemed to think she had a right to as to the comparison of simply accepting the facts thereof at the time. I would not be surprised if as to the length of time despite my having been the one who dealt with such aspects, if she had continued to complain about such as she had in Illinois as to the aspects of; while I simply went to move onward from such a point in time, though as to such aspects of how she was taught to constantly talk about her feelings as to the aspects thereof compared to the aspects of myself, the situations as to such hypotheticals as per capability to such proving aspects. Thus if as to individuals from Crystal Lake South High School as to the area overall if she had discussed what I dealt with, then it would not be a surprise if as to such factors regarding the aspects to what I attempted to warn individuals I once knew in person face to face in person about when in the state of Texas as to such aspects as to those particular factors.



Then again I suppose as to the updates referencing my journal blog as from the year of 2019 through this year of 2022, it can be seen as to the differences of discussions as to the details thereof as to the emotional factors in such references to the comparisons as to the factors regarding the situations throughout the years as to what I had made attempts to discuss though as to whether the availability to discuss such was ever actually an option for me as to the comparison. While admittedly in reference to Brian Cantrell as to the situations as to Baptist Camp Lebanon as to the reality which the majority of the camp counselors at the camp were simply immature as to the aspects regarding how they related to the campers though had not the capacity of in depth discussions to the comparison as to what occurred in reference to myself with Brian at such points in time, the aspects which as to the difference regarding the aspects of to such a review at this point in time. The situations regarding the factors of how the breathing was difficult because of not ever having had such a situation as to how many complained of my being prudish, the aspects as to the situations which I had not ever had a date before such a point in time; not to forget as to such aspects which the reality as to the fact of the situation, which I dealt with despite other oddities as to situations as to how the aspects of others having fallen to their knees before me as to such aspects of difference as to the aspects of such points in time comparatively as to the aspects thereof.



Which were as to after such needless problems as to the situations as to the individuals which my biological little sister had gotten herself involved with as to how such was not ever a willing portion in reference to myself; the aspects of such choices as to what I needlessly had to deal with because of such failures regarding the aspects of taking such situations seriously in the correct capacities, compared to the occurrences thereof to such points in time. I would guesstimate if the individual my biological little sister had married had known he was sitting in front of the individual who had sacrificed everything to save as many individuals as possible as to the aspects of 11 September 2001 as to a different stance regarding the aspects in the timeframe as to the area of exit 200, as to the additional aspects as to the timeframe regarding the work I had completed as to where I could during such a timeframe might have been different as to such aspects if it were actually known as to the comparison as to such situations which as to those particular points in time to the comparison of such hypothetical situations which she felt that she was impacted as to what Brian Cantrell had done in the timeframe thereof; which as she had been a part of social media well before I had been involved as to such aspects in the amounts and levels thereof as to the reality of the difference as to what responsibilities as to the differences as to such points in time, the aspects which by the time I learned of social media as to how the aspects of being timid in quite a few aspects regarding the factors thereof compared to discussions in person face to face in person.



While I have had to have my hairstyle as to such aspects seemingly importantly beyond just the situations in reference to the aspects of my headaches and migraines which I do not know if there would be any specific reasons as to such aspects, though it seems important now in the year of 2022 to bring such forward as to the aspects of such situations since I have had to bring forward a list of individuals and/or groups of individuals who have been around my technology devices as to what might have needed some clarifications during such points in time as to the combined factors. What those aspects would be considered as to the hypotheticals in such possibilities, I am uncertain though it does seem important as to bring such forward as to certain energetic portions as to the brief mediation aspects in the Montana Vortex as to such references and regards thereof. With the amount of clarifications and verifications as to what seems to have been needed in several factors as to the length of time, the situations regarding such factors as to what may have been as to the requirements as to such aspects would be known to others in comparison as to myself.



Nonetheless as to such individuals as to the references regarding individuals as to such prior points in time of my life, now I suppose as to a new beginning of time. While I have not played games as even though I purchased some for my children as when they were younger as to the comparison as to how time has progressed forward, life now as to such aspects which while I can hope more were capable to clear up such aspects or as to the proverbial terminology or repentance as to being capable to do so before the timeframe of the merger as per 6 June 2022 as to such oddities as to being capable to in a different capacity of progress forward past the aspects of such factors regarding the technological aspects as to being capable to save who could be possible to save; I knew it was an extremely high risk for me to return to the state of Texas to work on such aspects as well as to do so within the center of the state of Texas, despite the sight to see the need for such references as to the larger overall aspects as to such factors. Emotional aspects aside as to whatever portion as to such situations of individuals as to whether we were as to whatever terms thereof, the aspects as to how much I am about life in truth as to such factors of being more about life in the aspects thereof; which in turn as to the forgiveness aspects regarding such situations, as to the aspects which as to the intentions as to what would be as to such factors.



Whether individuals like the reality or not as to such situations as to what attempts I made before how my son and I wound up in Washington state as to the situations in reference to the occurrences as to my daughter as to the Fort Worth Zoo as to the combined factors thereof in reference to the overall portions, no one can not like the aspects thereof more than myself as to such realistic aspects as to the situations. While my son and/or my daughter have had whatever viewpoints as to such aspects as to what they have been informed of as to the comparison of the reality as to what I as their Mom have dealt with on my own as to such aspects, at the minimum they have had some aspects of support despite the situations in person face to face in person; as to the comparisons as to how I have dealt with such on my own and only as to the support referencing the technological aspects, which I do appreciate though the reality of such differences as to the in person face to face in person as to such difference of support massively. At the minimum when I was a child as well as a teenager before having been moved from New Jersey to Illinois, as to the aspects of my dot dot dot guys as to the situations of some normalcy as to the in person face to face in person aspects in truth. Though I was a child and a teenager back then, compared to the fact now I am a biological adult in such comparison.



However as to my Medal of Honor Art Project and the trips thereof while having dealt with the situations as best as I could as well as handling what I could despite the ironies as to my Grandpa Gavett as to how after a point in time as to how such situations went as to the aspects as to my Grandma Gavett because of how the viewpoints were as to such points in time, I had made the joke in reference to the if factors as to if the military wanted individuals to have a spouse as to how such issuing would be as to the factors thereof regarding. Though in such references the aspects which my Grandpa Gavett had already met my Grandma Gavett and as the situations were as to the timeframes later because of the amount of work he had accomplished as to the aspects thereof, as to how such situations became as to the timeframe when they had been weeded as to one another as per such aspects in the middle 1950s because of the aspects which he was informed as to what was seen as important referencing such aspects of his work at such points in time. I remember him telling me how much he fought having to deal with such aspects as to how he was capable to handle situations on his own and how strong willed as hard headed he had been as to how much he had tried to avoid such aspects, which I asked him what his length of time of avoidance as to such aspects. I remember him smiling and saying the first time it was brought up to him was around a five year point in time as to before such situations went the way it had in reference to my Grandma Gavett, which in what I can remember as to the aspects of when I learned about certain aspects as to how I sarcastically joked that if I were to be anything similar to how he was when he was working as to how I would try and attempt as best as I could to double time the aspects of as to how I needed to prove what I could be as well as what I could do to my own accomplishments as to my own work when I could.



I suppose I can sarcastically write as to how such a discussion with my biological father in the year of 2012 which whether or not he knew about Grandpa Gavett's background at the timeframe of though probably if he were to look back as to certain situations which would make sense, I suppose I can sarcastically write I was accurate as to such a point in time of my childhood as to when I spoke with Grandpa Gavett about such aspects as to the double time of such factors of such possibilities. Officially as to the aspects in the year of 2012 regarding such discussions as to what was said in reference to my back patio in the townhouse apartments, I suppose from the timeframe of May 2022 I have officially double timed such aspects; however in the regards compared to my Grandpa Gavett, I doubt I have accomplished to the level of work he had been capable to produce as to such regards as to the work in such.



In regards as to the factors of the situations as to the situations of the supposed to be consenting adult lifestylr having been informed as to a counsel that was supposedly going forward in the year of 2012 as to the aspects which I had created three different groups as to the times and locations before the situations as they had occurred as to the year of 2012, I suppose there is an irony as to the combined factors as to the areas within the state of Texas. While some individuals may have their opinions as to the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle factors the reality as to the merger portions as to the cellphone companies as to the technological industrial revolution regarding the aspects which I made attempts to clarify as to various points in time despite the situations, individuals who might have not realized as to the depth level which such factors were going to be as to such hypothetical portions as to the references of such situations regarding the reality of such aspects. In the regards as to the hypotheticals as to how such a counsel had not progressed forward after the year of 2013 as to the irony as to when the Cowboys Dancehall Stoney LaRue concert in March of 2013 as then to the situations as to the factors of when the court case as to the San Antonio Family Court situation on 7 June 2013 as to the aspects thereof to the irony about 6 June 2022 as to the cellphone company merger portions, the irony in addition as to my SCUBA Diving pictures in reference to when I had landed at the bottom of the Atlantic area of the oceanic waters at the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg for the references to such coinky dinks as to the obvious factors of the numerical portions.



Thus as to the if factors as to the civilian recreational SCUBA diving groups as to the if factors as to such counsel aspects as to the hypothetical aspects in reference to the situations as to the UHAUL situation as to my SCUBA diving gear in conjunction as to the timeframe as to the situations when I had not been informed of such a counsel forming in the year of 2012 though first learned of such in the year of 2020 and then more details in the year of 2022, the irony as to such factors within the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle as to such hypotheticals in the references thereof to which such truth has needed to be told for such lengths of time. If as to the references regarding individuals who as to the biological females as to how such individuals began their SCUBA Diving in comparison as to how I began my SCUBA Diving as to the hypothetical thought of any such similarities as to the comparison as to the background as well as how having been first involved with SCUBA Diving, as to the hypothetical aspects in reference to the civilian recreational SCUBA diving aspects in the conjunction aspects as to the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle as to such comparisons. I suppose if it was ever learned before the year of 2012 as to the fact that I began my SCUBA diving on my own without being involved in a relationship with another SCUBA Diver during the timeframe of earning my SCUBA Diving certifications as to the majority of the 26 SCUBA Diving certifications I earned, as to the hypotheticals in reference to individuals as to the aspects of such factors of the if as to such connections with the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle as to such massive differences as to the seriousness as to the work in SCUBA Diving as to the comparisons as to how not one of my SCUBA Dives was ever recreational nor was there any one of my SCUBA Dives which were ever considered as to luxury which other people did all of the work for me in the comparison as to the other ways around as to such factors to the comparison.



While individuals as to what biological females I would guesstimate would be the more common factors as to the if factors of within the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle, as to such differences as well as to my time within the aspects of the aspects thereof to the consideration of such massive distinctive differences. In turn as to what is supposed to be considered as consenting would be in the full disclosure aspects of the truth as to such situations, as to the comparisons as to the wishful aspects which not informing would be considered as to the lack of capability to consent fully as to the aspects of what undisclosed information would be as to the aspects which would be of importance as to the capability to actually consent as to the comparisons of wishful thoughts as to the aspects of just the situations of being nothing more than a heathenistic animal without any self-control as to such tendencies as well as the lack of thought as well as the lack of foresight as to such consequences for such hypothetical references to such situations. While some individuals might have the lack of concern though would need to consider as to such a review regarding karmic responses as to the factors of such hypothetical aspects, the reality of such situations which as to the if factors as to the regards thereof would take into the considerations as to the responsible factors of what actual consent is considered as to the references.



Ironically since it is known as to my viewpoint about certain situations regarding how some college students have been as to different aspects, there was a news report about college students having a check list as to the regards of such sexual contact as to the requirements as to what informed consent actually is in the comparison as to such hypotheticals as to the supposed to be considered adult consenting lifestyle as to the arrangements in the references thereof; as to what informed consent would actually entail, which would be to the common sense factors of actually being informed in the comparison of wishing that leaving out details that some might not consider as important while others would officially consider as important as well as mandatory as to such disclosure aspects as to the legalities as to such references as to what the legal definitions of such hypothetical situations would officially be considered as per the legal aspects per state as to such as to what would and would not be considered as to the acceptance levels within what is supposed to be considered as the consenting adult lifestyle. For example as to how in prior official journal blogs of mine which as to the if factors as to the differences between the Swinger community compared to the BDSM community, the aspects which as to the review of such aspects in the references of what is considered as to the stereotype as to such hypothetical group aspects in the aspects thereof; which actual Swingers would have massive problems with as to the aspects regarding such factors of the worker types, as to what would not be considered as acceptable in any capacity thereof to Swingers. In the opposite aspects whereas some within the BDSM community might be accepting of such aspects, there is an extremely thin line which such aspects cannot cross for if such were to be crossed would officially bring forward such labeling as to the factors thereof regarding especially as to the mandatory factors as to informed consent as to the capability to actually be capable to consent in the comparison as to withholding information would be considered as the legal lack of capability to officially consent as per the legal definitions thereof to such aspects in whichever capacity whether within the BDSM community context and/or the Swinger community context.



In turn as such factors as to the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle as to how such reputation factors of the if situations as to such clarifications as to the references thereof would officially be of importance to such a review prior to the merger aspects as to 6 June 2022, in my opinion. While some might have whatever thoughts to such factors, the reality of such situations as to the clarifications and verifications which all such situations I have brought forward have needed to be as to such aspects for the aspects which the if factors as to the in truth capacities. If any such wishful aspects as to waiting and/or wishing that delaying would be better would actually fully backfire in all such capacities thereof, as to the facts that the merger between AT&T which already was a part of Verizon as to the making of T-Mobile as to the merger with Sprint; that sort of hypothetical would have denied other people as to their capability to get such clarifications in actualities in truth, if as to such hypothetical situations.



In turn as to what I was informed about as to the counsel which did not progress after the year of 2013 as to the first being informed of such within the state of Texas in the year of 2020 and more details in the year of 2022, I was informed a couple who I once dated and ended the relationship because of their failures to communicate honestly in any such capacity because of their wishes as to such aspects that were not aligned with my personal beliefs; in turn as to such needless drama as well as such needless problems, as per the 4th of July 2012 as to the references thereof as well as any other factors which may have occurred as to such a point in time as to those circumstances. In conjunction as to the latter point in time of having dated an individual I first met in my first SCUBA Diving certification class though had not dated until the year of 2012, if such aspects as to the situations which as to having posted online as to the aspects of such ex's as to that aspect and/or others as to the references regarding the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle community; as to such aspects of any involvement as to such aspects regarding what was our relationship, would not have been consenting on my side of such factors of which in the hypotheticals as to if he had not been informed in truth as to such. However because of my SCUBA Diving gear as to such hypotheticals as to such double aspects in the comparisons, of such hypotheticals of the if factors in different capacities.



You know, how dare a biological female earn 26 SCUBA diving certifications on her own without being involved with dating another SCUBA Diver as per such aspects and go deeper than any other as well as take care of business on her own.



However as to how such aspects which such should have been appreciated as well as respected as to my work, which in such regards as to how such to this day has not actually been done so in the correct capacities of such recognition factors despite having put such pictures online as well as my three volume book series "The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA diver Extraordinaire" as to what would be considered as to such factors. The common sense aspects as to achievements as to such aspects as to the reality of such having been brought forward in the capacities thereof in the correct ways as to such aspects of me being in person face to face in person as to such aspects of the recognition, though as to those in such aspects as to how some have played games needlessly as to the highest number of points in such a proverbial aspect as to the regards of such truthful portions regarding the factors thereof to such ceremonial factors. However that is only if as to how if such individuals as to those types as to such games as to the proverbial viewpoints as to such references, were to actually take such into the considerations regarding such factors as to the point system as to the references regarding such types of viewpoints as to the fact which the 45th President of the United States of America Donald J. Trump's administration had officially signed the US Space Force into the legal portions and the official first graduation in the state of Colorado regarding the aspects of the first graduating class of the US Air Force with the US Space Force in this year of 2022.



For those in references as to such proverbial looks towards gaming aspects, what would the viewpoint be as to the proverbial point system as to the aspects of the 10 Commandments as to the point systems as to such fixing and repairing in the correct capacities as to the ways of such viewpoints as to the point systems as to the work thereof?



What common sense aspects referencing such hypotheticals would be capable to the sight of such as to the regards as to the different 10 Commandments as to my work as to such regards in the references of such 10 Commandment factors as to the starting point of this post being read, as what would the aspects be as to the regards of the if factors as to where I have been proven to be correct as to such clarifications and verifications?

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Thus as to the in truth aspects of the full truth as to the regards of such proverbial aspect as to those who enjoy games unlike myself as well as those who enjoy gambling aspects unlike mhyself, the situations of which to the higher roller proverbial aspects of such viewpoints as to the work thereof as what would the point system be capable to be seen as to the references regarding such aspects?



Could the situations as to the thou shalt not have any false gods or idols before me as to the references regarding the situations of the reasons to end all types of stolen valor be of importance, and what would the levels thereof be as to such points in the proverbial viewpoint for a two in one question?



Would the point system be considered as higher as to the clarifications and verifications as to the if factors as to those who have or would be capable to clarify and verify in full truth as to such aspects of any who may have blasphemed my name and what would the fixing and repairing be as to such point system aspects, in the proverbial viewpoint of such aspects as to the clarifications of such intentions?



Should the references regarding the factors of the aspects of keeping the Sabbath Day holy, what would be considered as the Sabbath Day in which references regarding which factors to consider?



Would the viewpoint as to honoring parental aspects be considered as which levels thereof as to the respect as to such references in truth, as what levels as to the factors of being truthful not about feelings though about the actualities of the situations be considered as to what levels; though in such situations what would it be as to the references as to paying more attention to feelings in comparison as to the facts, and in such regards what would be considered as important regarding the factors thereof as to actually paying attention to the details thereof as would there be a possibility for other more positive situations to unfurl as to the clarifications and verifications? For example as to the hypotheticals that my biological father had not realized the needless drama from my biological little sister as to how she had stirred up situations with our biological mother which then impacted our biological father, what would such clarifications and verifications be capable to assist as to the actual fixing and repairing as to such situations to be capable to progress forward and would it be best in truth in such comparisons as to the same situations as to such repetitions; as what would the considerations be as to repeating the same aspects as to the exact same way and expecting different results, compared to making attempts in new ways which could have some similarities though if approached differently as to the comparison as to the exact same way would the differences be of importance to the regards of such factors?



Would in reference to thou shalt not kill as to the aspects of the situations regarding not just in the physical portions unless as to actual self-defense as to the in person face to face in person as to such aspects of actual problems in comparison to emotional aspects and/or feelings as to the comparisons as to actual self-defense, what would be considered as to the online portions for such a review as to the aspects regarding ending the cancel culture factors as what would such a point system be capable to be as to the review thereof to such aspects?



Should the consideration of what would be considered as do not commit adultery as to the online portions as to since the COVID aspects be of importance to consider as well as to individuals who have played games online of the if factors as to a secondary life as to such a format, and what possibilities could such impacts have been found as to in real life as to such hypotheticals to review as to the mental state regarding such hypotheticals as to what point system would be capable to review as to such factors of the if situations?



What would such translate to in regards of the proverbial point system as to the references of thou shalt not steal, as what would the remedy be in such regards as to the hypotheticals to such comparisons?



Should the consideration of thou shalt not bear false witness against another, what would the proverbial point system be as to the clarifications and verifications of such references be as to the comparisons?



While individuals can acknowledge how they might wish for something as to the references thereof what would be considered the difference as to coveting as to the comparisons, and what would be the point system as to such a viewpoint depending upon the levels thereof to such considerations?



While the situations as to when I was a child and a teenager referencing individuals as to the individuals in the black suits I had noticed certain aspects in regards as to when they had walked into the church, I wondered as to such aspects as to what was the situations as to the factors thereof in such times. They were okay as to the area of Old Scotts Hall when as to coffee hour thou as to the situations when inside of Old Tennent Presbyterian Church both before as well as after the timeframe as to the original Pastor as to the basement aspects, I wondered what was weighing so heavily upon their shoulders as to the situations they had been dealing with. While the discussions as to such points in time were as to the factors of different situations as to the sky factors as similarly as to the reports which have begun to come forward more often in different levels of details to the comparisons as to such points in time, as a child I wondered why their security as to when walking with me through the area of the grounds as to the comparisons as to the church building aspects as to what had been in their thoughts as to such points in time. While possibly not the most normal thing to think about during such aspects of discussions, because of the various locations as to the discussions as to such years; it seemed odd to me as to the various levels of comfort regarding such individuals, as to the possibilities because of the east coast as to the viewpoint regarding such aspects in the references of broadway and/or the aspects of how pop culture was becoming more as to the comparisons as to how such progressed forward as to the viewpoints.



I suppose in some ways in a different capacity as to the first SCUBA Diver I had dated as to such a reference point as to while I had seen him in the ways which I had, in other capacities of the if factors of the if situations of others' opinions as to the comparisons as to how I had not paid attention to the physical attributes to the levels thereof to the comparisons of the energetic portions as to such factors as only the the review timeframe as to such after the situations as to the trip in the year of 2018 as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trip as to the conjunction as to the situations as to the combined factors as to the situations as to how such had been thereafter to my return to the state of Washington in the year of 2018 from my Medal of Honor Art Project trip before the situations as to the state of Texas. I was concerned to the if factors as to my SCUBA Diving at the Vandenberg as to such situations as to a group of individuals being upset as to the school I attended as to then making a bet and then such injuries as to the consideration because of the lack of their background as to such regards and thinking that because of the situations as to the Gulf of Mexico such would be good enough, as to the comparisons of the actual reality of what I made attempts to clarify as to such background aspects. However as to the shortened amount of time in the comparisons thereof, as to my concern in such references regarding the factors of such situations; which if instead of speaking with me as to such regards and having spoken with individuals who would not have been capable to give such details in the references of such background to the levels of my clarifications and verifications since my updates as to the year of 2019 through 2020 into 2021 and this year of 2022, a different level of concern as to the hypothetical of such if factors as well as the physical repercussions of such situations.



For example one aspect I could see would be as to a punctured lung or both being punctured as to such references, another aspect could be as to ear drum rupturing, another aspect could be as to abrasions within the lungs and/or blood system as to such aspects if not having the proper background and training of such. Since in the year of 2019 I met an individual who had informed me he and a group of individuals went to the Vandenberg with Tri-Mix and/or Rebreathers as to such aspects and were only capable to get to 350 feet or so compared to myself as to the floor of the trench as to the abyss to then surface to the floor at the keel of the Vandenberg and then as to the 99 Atmospheric Measurements for one safety stop as to the 15 Atmospheric Measurements as to the second safety stop before my surfacing to the top of the water,if they had gotten to the satellite dish area compared to the bottom of the oceanic waters as per such differences as to the backgrounds thereof; in conjunction I could envision bone structure aspects as well as disc situations as to the backbone, among certain damages to the neurological functioning as to such starting points.



If accurate as to such hypotheticals as to the possibilities thereof, there are much greener pastures within certain areas of the United States of America as to such reference points to the consideration. I suppose a different irony as to the references regarding the situations as to my first Halloween outfit of a make-shift Snow White in such hypotheticals, as to the if factors as to individuals I once knew in person face to face in person of such factors as to the if situations as to finding out individuals as to other references as to the proof of such differences between my background as small known at such a point in time of the year of 2009 compared to the timeframe of my updates regarding the years of 2019 through 2022 as to such review portions. If as to any who warned against such not knowing as to the fuller portiions of my background though having had a larger knowledge of some factors as to the knowledge, it would be as to such levels of intelligence as to the common sense factors as to the background differences regarding the long term effects of such situations as to the possibilities thereof; which if as to such factors, as to the hypothetical aspects as to such counsel references as to the if factors of planning such within the state of Texas in the year of 2012 and/or 2013 as to the reality of the differences between such aspects, of in comparison of actually speaking with me in truth face to face in person as to such aspects as to the if factors as to such references.



While the reality as to such aspects which the superficial viewpoint as to my being a biological female as to the comparisons as to my background as to how I was raised in such references, the situations of differences as to the fullest comparisons as to the combined overall. Thus as to the regards of the depth level differences from even the deepest waters within the state of Texas compared to the actualities as to the depth levels depending upon where as to the Gulf of Mexico because of the fact that closer to the continent of the United States of America would translate to shallower waters compared to the area of Cozumel as to the depending upon which area as to the drop regarding the location of as to the closer to the land mass would be shallower waters compared to the other side of the island area as to the factors thereof to the conjunction of other locations to the considerations, as to the depth levels. Just as similarly as to even 1-2 hours outside of Boca Florida would obviously be shallower of an area of water compared to the depth levels as to the entrance area for the Gulf of Mexico as to the Atlasntic area of the oceanic waters, as to the erosion of the flooring area as to the aspects thereof because of the forces of the waters to such geographical portions in the references thereof to the reality with the current streams as well as other factors to the considerations as to the force of nature.



Nonetheless as to how such individuals had not ever asked me about such situations just as there had not ever been any questions regarding any clarifications in other references as to the comparisons of the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle, as to the regards as to the list of names as well as groups as to such aspects as to how in the references regarding several individuals as to relationships whether as to acquaintances and/or friendships and/or dating as to having seen my biological mother needlessly using my laptop as to such references as well as the needless involvement as well as the fully unwanted involvement as to my biological mother as to my work as to my laptop as to such common sense as to how I did not need as well as did not want such needless involvement as per my knowledge as well as my understanding far deeper than such aspects than she had ever thought as to such capacities thereof as to the common sense factors of how such needless involvement regarding her as to my work as to how there was always needless drama as to any time she involved herself without my consent as well as without my want as well as without my need as to such aspects of my personal life as to my work as to how eacvh and every time she needlessly involved herself as to how only problems needlessly occurred as to the amounts of failures to paying attention to the correct details as to the length of tiime. If she had simply learned to keep herself out of my work as well as keep herself out of my business as well as keep herself out of what has always only been mine, the situations as to how many needless problems would not have ever been as to such factors repeatedly over and over again for myself as well as plenty of other individuals as to the amounts of needless drama as to such situations for the decades.



I did not seek her approval because her approval did not mean anything to me in such comparisons as to what I saw as to what I knew as to what I understood as to what I comprehended as to such factors in the smaller as well as larger capacities thereof, as to the amounts of time as well as lengths of time as to when she needed to accept the fact I am my own person and had no need to be anyone else other than myself. As to the proverbial aspects of my hair color as to such aspects within the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle, she can take such references of my color of RED regarding such factors as to the viewpoints as to her involvement needlessly without my consent as to such aspects of what was unnecessary from the beginning as to the multitude of needless drama situations because of her immaturity as to such aspects to the hypothetical portions thereof. If as to Joe Biden the reference in the proverbial ways as to my biological mother as to Hunter Biden as to my biological little sister as to the references regarding the news factors in such fake proportions because of such needless involvement, the truth must be told in full no matter how ugly the truth is as the uglier the truth does not change the fact that there is truthfully not any way that any lie could ever be pretty as the truth always comes out at some point in time.



It is always best as to the truth immediately in comparison as to how much uglier the truth is as to each and every aspects thereof, and thus as to the proverbial references regarding such situations as to the point systems as to the 10 Commandments; what would such be as to the point system as to clarifying as to fixing and repairing the actualities thereof to such broken commandments as to the hypotheticals as to the viewpoints regarding of if factors regarding those types who enjoy games and/or gambling as what would the high roller portions be as to such gambling aspects as to the point systems regarding such references hypothetically?




A picture I took with my Apple iphone at the Stoney LaRue concert at Cowboys Dancehall in March of 2013

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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.