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It should not take a head injury

*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*

to figure this out...









A Satirical Blog

*(utilizing articles discussing facts)*

By:  Susan MeeLing

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.



When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.


If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.


You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit.  Thank you in advance, as I do as I request.

In an extremely quick brief comparatively to how I write normally

At the #CowboysDanceHall in #SanAntonio #Texas during the weekend of the #StoneyLaRue concert in March 2013 after the situations which had occurred in reference to my daughter and my son, I had chosen to try to get my mind off of the situation for just a little bit of time to recalibrate myself. Instead of simply being able to enjoy the music and the concert, I have written of how the evening went well before this particular journal blog entry in reference to a male named Kevin, his wife, the #USNavy individual, and then the individual in the picture below which those who have been in the #UnitedStatesofAmerica's #ArmedForces #AirForce branch know exactly what is wrong with the picture in reference to who he claimed to have been a Captain in the Air Force branch and he graduated from #LacklandAirForceBase of #JBSA Officer Training School as per his words. He said that picture on the right was his Officer graduation picture as he had gotten into the Air Force Officer academy from #Houston Texas because of his aunt who he knew in that area, of which he 'was in #Iowa initially trying to get into the #AirForceOfficerSchool though she had some connections to get him in from the state of Texas'.

I admit and I apologize for not knowing where Air Force Officers go to school to be an officer, though I also do not believe in stealing valor. However I guesstimate at this point that is known, understood, and comprehended amongst many more than previously before. Since I stopped by the Lackland Air Force Base legal office for both #JAG and the civilian section or what is the equivalent-ish for the names of, I was informed by the three soldiers at the office area of the portions in reference to the Officer school being in if I remember correctly another state which begins with the letter A. Granted I was in the #Army branch of the United States of America's #ArmedForces as it is known after fighting to be emancipated to be able to join, nonetheless I think it is important for those with military backgrounds especially to be able to be informed of the truth so they do not have to go through what I went through as some in certain references like myself do not always have the access to ask someone who would have known more and better than. I know if I still had been involved with certain groups of a minimum of a handful of guys with Air Force backgrounds who would have instantly known, though thankfully when looking to another point in time of finding a place to live in Washington state after the Vancouver area; there were those who were able to pick up on such information correctly quickly, within the area I was able to find.

While in the #Vancouver area of #Washington I had found a Halloween Fetish event which was occurring in #Portland #Oregon in which the picture below was taken by a photographer in the area, of which there were situations also going on in reference to by the time of realizing in reference to the pictures arriving other situations in regards of the apartment complex living in at that time. However the outfit I was wearing in the picture is the same outfit I had gone on stage for the single competition, despite a couple winning the single competition for the costumes instead which honestly still does not make sense currently how in the single category a couple had won for the best costume. After the event in Portland Oregon I had gone to the location with the #USMarine and his wife which I had been volunteering randomly at, and spoke with the two among the others who volunteered at the location while helping where I could. Similarly to the location I volunteered at in the #Seattle Washington area, I did what I could to help where I could.

My ex-boyfriend and I at the Halloween Fetish Ball 2013 in Portland Oregon

I suppose in some ways how fans are usually held, some could refer to certain portions in reference to the American Flag; though in a different way for those who understand that sort of signaling, specifically those with military backgrounds more-so though also law enforcement depending which levels of. The boot covers literally cover all of my tattoos admittedly at the time, and the gloves cover my arm tattoos in conjunction with holding of the fans which honestly, the fans I held were initially requested to not be held in the picture though I felt the need to have the fans in the picture. Maybe a subconscious sort of aspect, though nonetheless a purpose. Whereas I had not wanted to wear the mask in the picture, I felt in reference to the fans being in could possibly assist in certain regards. Possibly, some picked up on that or at minimum can see such now. I would guesstimate the timeframe would align to around when #BestBuy #GeekSquad had not allowed a warranty purchase, shortly before these pictures were taken ironically. However that Marine and his wife had also spoken with that ex-boyfriend, of mine now. My eyes' makeup I suppose possibly when going out and dressed up in certain regards for the most part, probably is fairly similar in certain references specifically when I smile even in an -ish sort of way.

Nonetheless, there you go in reference to such portions and if additional questions are needing answers; well, I do not cammo and I am back in the state of Texas. I did not cammo in Texas well before my hairstyle and tattoos whenever I went places which confused me of how some could see easily back from 2001 through to 2004, though I know how in reference to from 2005 through 2013 as well as since my return in 2019. Then again I suppose I can joke as well as laugh at myself, as I probably do not cammo anywhere I could go. It only took me a few days to figure that out, thus I suppose sometimes it does take a head injury to figure some things out.

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I know, you are smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research.


That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

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Quotes which mean a lot to me:

The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy.

We must reject the idea that everytime a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker. 

Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same.

Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such.

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