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It should not take a head injury

*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*

to figure this out...









A Satirical Blog

*(utilizing articles discussing facts)*

By:  Susan MeeLing

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.



When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.


If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.


You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit.  Thank you in advance, as I do as I request.

In a different regard than COVID though certain aspects along the same lines

Link: Pompeo, other critics pan Biden WH offer to restart Iran nuclear talks | Fox News

After listening to former #SecretaryofState #MikePompeo on #FoxNews with #ShannonGreene as #DavidAaro wrote up about the aspects of #Iran, #China, and the portions of the interview I have to admit I thought about my biological sister who looks far more Asian than I do contracting HPV back when she was in high school, just prior before she went to college at a university in #SanMarcos in #Texas. She told me she went to a doctor appointment near the area she was looking at going to school for a checkup and was diagnosed with HPV, which I asked her what that was. Though I remembered the different STD pictures from medical portions in regards of Basic Training when I was in the #Army which also discussed the effects from different STDs, the HPV was not something I remembered anything being discussed.

My biological sister #PatriciaAnnHomMiller had said it was called the Human Papoloma Virus, and she tried telling me she thought it was not that big of a deal. I told her if she was diagnosed with what was known as an STD, she needed to be responsible and warn people if she was going to get involved with any type of sexual activity as well as precautionary measures to prevent spreading the #STD around the college campus as well as who she was at the moment involved with. As she was dating her dance teacher while his wife went and did her thing which I told my biological sister it seemed as though she was assisting him to cheat on his wife while she denied that, she claimed she did not need to tell anyone about what she had contracted and it was her business. I informed her she needed to tell others to give whomever she had or would be involved with the ability to make an informed decision about their own health, which she argued with me telling me she thought it was only her business.

As an admitted bias, my biological sister and I have not gotten along in the slightest for several years and decades. Despite the realities of such, I still attempted to be more positive in my view points and treatment of her immaturity about the severity of an STD. I brought up some memories I had of people I knew back in New Jersey, New York, and Pennsylvania which she did not know who I was referring to because of her being 4 years younger than I. She did not care about the people I had lost in friends from those areas in the 1980s and 1990s, and how serious of a toll it took upon some of the people I knew as a child. When #HIV turned to #AIDS and the amount of people I was friends with started taking away my friends from me and some were people who I did not mind so much putting me in a dress and doing my make up and hair in comparison when I was a child in such larger quantities of people, she did not care to think about who I knew who she did not know. I know there are those who are alive today who were around those groups I had been involved and friends with who lost some of the same people I did, who know what I am referring to more personally; however there are those who also can simply do the research, and find the information about the timeframe and of. Whereas my biological sister had to pay attention not only to pregnancy aspects as well as the STDs, those who I knew mainly for that aspect had been those who did not have to worry about getting pregnant in the slightest and simply thought because they could not get pregnant meant they could not get an STD.

There were a few who I had known at the time which I can remember, who were working on making an outfit for themselves. There was some left over fabric which I saw and thought was pretty especially compared to the dresses my biological mother made me wear for church, and a few of them saw me playing with the left over materials. One who knew why I was in the building in certain regards came over to see what I was doing, and noticed some of the fabric was not long enough for what they were making though was just the right amount to make a small little dress for me.

I remember I stomped my foot childishly saying "I don't need a dress!"

Of course, he laughed and chuckled telling me "Darling, every girl needs to have a dress! How do you think you are going to catch the eye, of your ideal mate?"

Being myself I crossed my arms and looked off to the side to see the dresser over flowing with feathers and shiny materials flowing out the side as I said, "I don't care! If that is a thing, he is just going to have to like me for who I am whether or not I wear a dress!"

He put his hand on my face and made a noise with his mouth before saying as his hand remained on my cheek, "Little girl, you are the type when he finds you, he is going to have to work to get your attention. He better keep it, right!"

As the group started laughing and chuckling amongst themselves I stomped my foot again and said, "I am who I am, and if there is that whatever..." the group laughed a little louder when another male came over to pick up the fabric and start holding it in place, as another came with pins to keep the fabric from moving off of me. I can laugh now as the group of males pulling fabric here and tucking fabric there to have some others start to curl my hair as it was far longer back then as another started putting makeup on my face, they continued laughing telling me one day I would stun so many with how I could look. However long of the amount of time later they had made a full length gown for me, curled my hair to spray it into place for the parts they put up, and the makeup was finished. One pulled my hand closer to one of the large mirrors to show me what they did, as another grabbed the smallest pair of shoes they could find which were far too big for my child sized feet. I admit, I tripped and fell though they picked me up and carried me to the mirror.

One pushed my back to stand more upright in the small area saying, "Oh my, darling! You, are going to grow up and we are going to hate you!"

I turned around and wrapped my arms around his legs, "Promise me, you won't!"

They smiled and wrapped their arms around me saying "Oooh, child! We talk different, at times. No, we can't hate you."

We talked a bit longer that afternoon and surely when going back to #NewJersey I got in trouble for the amount of makeup on, and the dress they sent me home with my biological mother was infuriated to see me walking into the house in. Taking scissors to the dress and ripping it right in front of my eyes, the pieces of fabric fell to the ground and the sequins scattered along the floor. Then after the time with the wooden spoons for the mess I caused her to make by her choice to cut and rip the dress to shreds I kept the pieces of fabric in a small box I had from my Bok Gung at the time, as well as a few pieces with me where I would go. The next time of going to that area in #NewYork two of the males were left of the group, the others were either in the hospital and I was not allowed to visit in person, or they were buried.

I attempted to explain how that impacted me personally which she could not care in the slightest as she said 'it was not the same', and yet it felt as though in some odd ways it was. Years later from that point discussing my biological sister's HPV diagnosis, she did not maintain what she should have in my opinion. I randomly asked how that was going and if there was a treatment available, yet she thought it still was not as big of a deal comparatively. Later when I became more involved with different lifestyle aspects again through different individuals, I was laughed at for taking the health portions as seriously as I had to prevent myself from ever catching anything as I hoped and maintaining my own health as well as those I might possibly get involved with. I knew because of not looking for marriage of the high risk factor, though I had hoped I would not be a high risk ever especially for health concerns. Though when getting tested shortly after returning back to the state of Texas the initial result that was told to me was I needed to get the immunization for HPV to prevent catching it as well as spreading if ever in contact with someone who had HPV, which I admit I misunderstood some of the discussion on the phone when speaking with the nurse prior to getting my three shot series. I had a larger amount of bloodwork completed which cleared me from everything to worry about a little bit afterwards, and my immunizations are up to date.

The only time I ever want to be negative is hopefully in reference only to diseases and such sorts of, as that seems to be the ironically only positive way to look at a negative result. Good thing my vaccines are good for the entirety of my life, eh?

Nonetheless as my biological sister has the HPV and I have no idea whether or not she told her husband later on since she did not want to disclose that to the male she was involved with from when she was in the dancing school as an instructor as well as a part of the Nutcracker Suite she had the role for, I have a feeling whomever else she had been involved with however high those numbers are; she probably did not tell them, which I personally disagree with. Though later in the lifestyle I had been informed of others contracting various STDs some of which were the same individuals who laughed at me for being as serious about my health and the prevention of spreading disease needlessly, I am glad I have been able to remain clear and clean and have hoped for those who do or have contracted whatever they had in such regards; there would be a cure found, which would alleviate such to eradicate the diseases over time. Since HIV and HPV both start and end with the same letters I had wondered if there was a switch in the labeling as some things are renamed, of which if the purpose for starting the labeling with.

Though when I was pregnant with my son I had to get a biopsy because of an abnormal pap smear and it was precautionary measures because of being pregnant, the results came back of me being clean and clear from any problems of such. Personally I thought and think the reason for the abnormal pap smear had been because of what occurred the night before and how such went, however I had not been told of that being a contributing factor as to the results; though I would not be surprised, if that affected such at the time. Nonetheless while I am adamant about safety and health, I am also adamant about common sense. In reference to the #COVID in comparison to the situation with my biological sister and her having contracted the HPV back when she was a senior graduating high school or around the time of her freshman year in college back in 2004, just because of the advances in medicine throughout does not mean ignorance is actually bliss. Ignorance can be bliss only when making the correct choices without realizing in the long run, they were the correct choices. Anything else can prove where ignorance is not always bliss, especially when finding out the long term effects.

As Secretary of State Mike Pompeo (who I lovingly call Grizzly Bear) had brought up in reference to the Iran situation to conjoin the thought processes together, when taking into consideration whether to be lax or to be firm in standing it is better to remain firm in standing for the correct principles and ideals in the most positive and beneficial ways. There are portions of certain types of the radicalized aspects which are not for the highest good of all which need to be taken into consideration in both the short term and the long term aspects, and I am going to repeat a sentiment I have said and I think written about previously. In regards of how the treatment of the #UnitedStatesofAmerica's #ArmedForces during prior situations as pet the portions of historical references in the short term past as well as the long term past, I remain steadfast in my #Republican views with certain aspects of the #Democratic views in regards of the social atmosphere. However lowering standards is not the way to progress forward yet to build up others to bring them up towards higher standards and educate to press forward is a better option, in my opinion.

In conclusion with the commercials seen for the movie #ItsASin about the HIV/AIDS crisis which I was a child when that was going on and though I grew up in New Jersey, the traveling done throughout the east coast had shown me much as well as taught me which I then created into a base foundation of core beliefs and values as to what was extremely important to notice and pay attention to as well as what level. With the more generalized awareness toward communicable disease, the general public may also start to take into consideration multiple ways to educate themselves to prevent the spread of. Though not all who I knew who were affected and impacted by were a part of only one community, that is a point of what I require of myself has the starting points in that area of the United States of America while knowing and understanding the balance of for comprehension in multiple areas of life. While my biological sister is not a lesbian, she is more towards the hetero sexual in comparison as I am a Dominant Polyamorous PanSexual Sadist or #DPPS though as each know the specifics of what is ideal depends upon various factors involved. In such my Polyamoury is limited in certain ways, though extremely broad in caring and hoping for the best for many to help where I genuinely can. With such you can see the aspects from my childhood and teenager years between the multiple groups and communities, in regards of how such affects and impacts more than just one group. Though HPV is different than HIV/AIDS, both affected and impacted in a larger way among other communicable diseases.

Taking such into consideration in conjunction with the COVID mask in my opinion there is certain similarities from the two different sets of overall groups comparatively to the unification of each being more mindful of individual health and safety, to pay more attention to include at the timing for the release of the series called #ItsASin. Common sense is important and when taking into consideration the difference between the spread of the so-called COVID in conjunction with the masks and distancing, in regards of making sure you take the necessary precautions if choosing to involve yourself with such adult activities consensually only. The social distancing can be related to actually getting to know another before actually going through with such activities, as well. Honesty, is the best policy. Relationships in trust requires honesty, and then such a bond can be made properly.

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I know, you are smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research.


That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

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Quotes which mean a lot to me:

The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy.

We must reject the idea that everytime a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker. 

Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same.

Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such.

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