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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

If POTUS45 had said he was going to run for POTUS before 2015 then...

While I have acknowledged that I did not know anything about Donald J Trump as to in any capacity before the timeframe when he ran to become President of the United States of America as the reports from if I remember correctly as to a Joe Rogan YouTube video as well as a Fox News video as to when he was speaking with Larry King as was found in the 1980s for that interview as to a cable channel show that my biological parents would not have had at the house I grew up in because they did not have cable when I was a child, then additionally as to how that probably would have been on past when my bedtime was as a child as to then if in any capacity of if ever he thought because I sent my books to him among so many others as to being honest about my work as to then try to ever think he could ever claim a favor as to such New Jersey standards as to first how that would not ever constitute as a New Jersey favor at all in any capacity. I can remember at a point in time during the 2016 election race where he went on stage during a rally where he had claimed he did not need to do anything and he was claiming to only run for the American people, though it should not take a head injury to figure out that if there is video footage as to those news reports as well as YouTube video as to such aspects where obviously that would not have been done for the American people as to how him running for POTUS would only translate to how he had been looking to run for President of the United States of America all along from whenever that point in time was as to the Larry King video report onward.



Thus in such references as to how I have also pointed out that he said he was only going to run for President of the United States of America for only one term and he would not run for POTUS as second time once his first four years was done, and thus he had lied to the general American public as to such aspects as to whatever rally/rallies that he had said such to the amounts of people within the crowd as well as to whatever stations he had said such that was broadcast as to such aspects officially.



In turn as to in any capacity as to the FBI investigation where Mike Mueller as well as James Comey had tesified in front of the United States of America's Congress and/or United States of America's Senate as to their findings as to a report as to such references regarding at the time Donald J. Trump as to such situations, if the reality of such aspects as to how man y situations he ran on were directly from my first two books that I had mailed to the Trump office as well as Fox News among CNN as well as other news organizations as well as specific individuals as per the news media, as to the additional proof as to such aspects of such a wide cast netting as to such hypotheticals as to where others would know of the beauty pageant aspects unlike myself as to such situations where the if factors of him and/or his staff and/or his family being scared as to the book that was a fiction book as to "Fail-Safe" as to such references regarding that while others knew of such as to the differences regarding the requirement as to telling the truth in all such factors.



If as to such regards as to such annoyances in my life as to such hypotheticals as to my having noticed such and pointed such out in regards thereof to such hypotheticals, then additionally as to how that is not how a New Jersey favor is earned as to the common sense aspects where the 10 Commandments actually do matter to born and raised New Jersey-ians as the reality of such is not a debate nor a discussion as to how a favor is earned as the New Jersey-ian will officially inform of a favor instead of anyone ever telling the New Jersey-ian that they did a favor for and then expect a favor in return as that is not how New Jersey is as to those types.



Additionally as to the if factors as to any reports that I heard as to the if factors as to how the aspects of an Atlantic City casino is accurate as to how Donald J. Trump had used the laws to then filed for bankruptcy as to the areas as to before the 11 September 2001 aspects as to any such hypotheticals and it took awhile for others to bring such forward and/or remember as to such aspects, then as to where the reality of while Donald J. Trump might not owe the finances or the favors he may have had as to those aspects though as to how he would officially owe New Jersey as well as New Jersey-ians who were living in the state of New Jersey for the debts he cost the state of New Jersey and each individual who paid taxes in the state of New Jersey as well as who had ever received benefits from the state of New Jersey as to such common sense aspects to whereas through New Jersey underground standards as to the amount owed as to such aspects from the aspects thereof as to New Jersey-ians as to such hypotheticals as to what debts would be owed to New Jersey and owed to New Jersey-ians for each penny of each dime of each quarter of each dollar as well as with the additional taxes and the interest rates as to such aspects for the length of time in conjunction as to individuals who lost employment as to the if factors as to his involvement as to having other employees other than the New Jerey aspects as to if anyone was hired that was not a born and raised New Jersey-ian as to how the construction would be mandatory as to such employment from the individuals as to the state of New Jersey as there would not be the allowance of imports as to a certain percentage where outside of New Jersey employees as to such aspects would not be allowed above a certain percentage rate as to what would be considered as acceptable as to how New Jersey-ians are about their own.



While I am unaware what year(s) as to such aspects as to anything owed as to the New Jersey-ian aspects though as to how in reference to such a small reference as to when I received a scholarship to any college as through Governor Christine Todd Whiteman's office as to how I also was invited to attend Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment in the year of 1996 as to how many needless problems that stemmed from the Marlboro Middle School fashion show especially once some of the people in the audience found out that I am the original Baby Jesus Christ in three locations as to the original location, the Methodist Church location, and Old Tennent Presbyterian Church location as to the aspects as to how small I was a child and how slow I was to grow because of the aspects where there were not breast pumps and the formula was expensive when I was younger as to when my biological father worked from the house and as to such aspects as my biological mother working at Prudential as to such situations in the 1980s as the luxury of babysitters as to such aspects as well as the requirement as to the food as to such situations as to the time and thus as to the situations as to my slow growth as well as the nutrition aspects as to how I remained small for a long time because of the facts as to the requirements for nutrition as to common sense.



Thus as to the if factors as to the aspects as to what occurred in reference to the MAST aspects as to the hypotheticals as to such needless and unwanted aspects of Hollywood as to how I comprehended as to such other factors as to how I refused modeling back then as to the amount of performances as to the timeframe at Old Tennent Presbytwerian Church as to the aspects of wanting to just fit in with others while being capable to have my actual needs met, as to how Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment would have been best for me as well as for my biological family s to how the school would not have had any cost for tuition, the uniforms would be provided, and all such opposites as to the aspects as to the cost as to Saint John Vianney High School as to the opposite aspects as to my biological mother and my biological father as I repeatedly argued. I also was accepted as to a specific program because of my grades as well as my work as to such aspects of the reason for my invitation as well as how such aspects of the financial strain to my biological parents would have been reduced instead of added to as to the common sense as to how much my biological little sister's dance classes and dance costumes and practice dance costumes cost my biological parents as to each year, and thus as to my choices to my extra curricular activities to honoring my biological parents as to such additional factors as to those types of those individuals as to who my biological little sister was spending time with as then as to how such went during when I attended two weeks of summer camp prior to the situations of the third week of summer camp as to how such costs were where my biological little sister had to accept responsibility for each and every problem she had caused from the beginning as to where she claimed to feel abandoned because she had to deal with each problem she had caused me as well as everyone else as to such aspects. While at the time as to such when I was not at a week long sleepaway camp as to where the 24 hours a day for that 6 night 7 day camp as to where she had to accept responsibility for each one of her choices as to the time as she tried to blame me for her having to accept responsibility for each problem she needlessly caused as well as for each situations she needlessly involved herself with as well as each needless drama she had started as well as each rumor and etcetera as to such aspects as to whatever has hypothetically been capable to prove.



Thus if as to such aspects where I specifically sent all of my books directly to my biological father as because of how my biological mother constantly took my biological little sister's side because of the dance where my biological mother could not dance, because of the aspects where I took gymnastics and martial arts instead of dance because I did not get along with such types, where the aspects as to the lack of the costs situations as to the aspects of handing such over the head aspects as to such differences as to the extra curricular activities as per the ways anyone who has ever dealt with my biological mother would know as to such types as to those situations as to the same in reference as to my biological little sister as to such aspects thereof would possibly know of as to such aspects as to when it is time to take a stand and make the correct choice it is time to take a stand and make the correct choice; and thus if my biological father knew as to the aspects of "Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining" as to the truth of such aspects as to a different viewpoint as to such testimony as to the reality where such hypotheticals as to where I sent the books directly to him to be capable to piece situations together as to the knowledge as to the 5 car garage he built as well as the shed attached among the other work as to such aspects, as where I assisted though as to the only what I could do as to such aspects.



If as to such hypotheticals as to my biological mother and my biological little sister as to such references as to owing as to such debts as to the references as to my house as to San Antonio Texas as well as the cost as to having dealt with that aspects as from when that began as to the year of 2003 and such prior needless drama as to such aspects proven in such additional factors as to the food as well as the transportation and etcetera as to such, if wanting to go into the references as to the finances owed to me plus the interest aspects as to such situations in the conjunction as to the amount of times when I took my biological father to the commissary and the food as the groceries that were purchased by my finances as to the food that stocked that house after they had moved into their house in San Antonio Texas as to each month as to such aspects where the bills of such amounts of food would be as to such technical aspects as to the amount of finances as to such aspects owed to me as well as the lower costs of the educational as to the college aspects of difference as to from Illinois in state college tuition as to the state if Texas in state college tuition in conjunction to such other fees that would be lower as to such costs such as car insurance as to such aspects as well as any and all other fees that would be as per purchase as to such aspects as to the cost of taxes if that were to be an issue for such to consider as there would not have been the move to the state of Texas as to the claims as to the if factors as to if I had not stayed (-ish) in the state of Texas from the years of 2000 through 2013 though obviously as to such aspects of those having stayed in the state of Texas as to such yearly costs as to such adding up factors as to what is owed as to the financial aspects to me in such hypotheticals plus any/all situations as to such needless problems as to what can be proven as to each and ever day of each and every week of each and every month of each and every year ad each and every decade as to such hypotheticals as to the proof thereof to such aspects as to what I warned people in the state of Texas about that I knew of as to how my biological mother and my biological little sister were trifflin as well as racist as to such aspects as to the much kinder words as to such prior times.



For example as to the racist aspects of my biological mother where one of my fish in my aquarium was named Aunt Jemima when one of the congregants as were called Salt and Pepper because the husband was an African American as to also having worked in the exact World Trade Center as to the February 1993 attack as to the white van situation as to the main aspect known as well as his wife who was Caucasian as to them having been in the house in New Jersey at the time when I was naming my fish, he had recommended because of one of my black mollies being over 2.5 inches long as to calling her Aunt Jemimah because of how many of the other mollies she would scootch along as to if they were doing certain things as to his memory of an aunt he had when he was a child and asked me if I would name one of my fish in honor of his aunt as I agreed to do as he showed me a picture from the actual Aunt Jemimah bottle and said that the bottle looked more similar to her than the image on the bottle label. In such references additionally to how much my biological mother could not stand the couple in the house in New Jersey as she put all of the white painted clowns down in the area for them to see as to such aspects as well as other porcelain status such as other Previous Moments collection statues around for them to see as she pointed them out, again I remind others as to how Crystal Lake South High School as to such aspects of what I dealt with in conjunction as to my Great Aunt Helen's marriage as to her husband my cousin Jade's Dad as to the situations as to the aspects as to her problems with my Grandawmaw and my Grandpawpaw as to their work within the timeframe as to the Civil Rights Movement. In that reference as to the ceterer as to such aspects where my biological father and I went to the basement of the location in the upscale areas as to Harlem as to having taken care of creating a dinner as best as we could as to ensuring the over 300+ people could eat instead of trying to go to somewhere for the reception as to the amount of people.



For that reference as to the actual building where there were three floors as well as the basement area as to the specific building as to such aspects in reference to the situations as to the timeframe where it was considered a problem to my biological mother as well as my biological little sister that I got along with my cousin Jade as well as my cousin Jade's Grandma and Grandpa as they allowed me to call them my Grandmawmaw and Grandpawpaw though my biological little sister similar to how she was not allowed to call my Bokg Gung and my Bok Pu as anything other than her Great-Grandparents as to such aspects as to how she was only allowed to call them Mr. and Mrs. as to their last names, as to the same in reference to Jade's cousins and cuzes as to such aspects where I was allowed to refer to as such while my biological little sister was not allowed to refer to as such. Then when my Grandmawmaw allowed me to fix her hair because of the time just before church service as to smoothing the half an inch of area as to the roots area because of her normal stylist not having had an appointment for her to get to in time for her to be in the front row of the choice and the non-allowance of her Church hat for such aspects as to the purple colored robes with the golden V portion as to the silver rope as well as the silver edges as to that specific church in Harlem New York City as to that choir as to how my biological mother thought the choir robes at Old Tennent Presbyterian Church were more befitting and since the changess to the colors were not accepted at all as to such aspects whatsoever as to the congregation as to such factors as to the temper tantrums my biological mother threw as to such aspects as to the references thereof as to how she did not ever know what anyone other than herself and others as racist as her were as to such bigotry as to such in my opinion.



I called her out for the problems she caused the couple as to that afternoon as to such aspects similarly as to how I called her out for the bigotry as to what was occurring as to how proud of a Democrat she was as to such aspects, and how much she complained as to how I did not see the scientific reasons as to such aspects as to the Democratic party as to while seeing much more and far deeper as to such references regarding those factors. While the aspects of my being accepted by both my Bok Gung and Bok Pu as well as my Grandmawmaw and Grandpawpaw as to such aspects because of not being anything similar as to such aspects as to just accepting people for who they are instead of trying to put their lives into only one box as to the reality of comprehending each individual as more to their existence than just one or two checked boxes, as to the common sense as to how life was as well as to how life was progressing. If in any hypothetical as to my move from the state of Texas as to any hypothetical as to my biological mother and/or biological little sister looking at the demographics at all as to North Carolina as to the area as to such aspects as to any needless problems as to such a move, thena s to additional proof as to such aspects in such hypotheticals as to such factors as while I woul;d not doubt how my bioilogical mother and biological little sister took to my children's biological father as to such physical looks as to such common sense aspects as well a the situations as to the college factors as the reality of there would not have evert been any work of such without my work as to sucgh aspects as to the starting point of the T-G-nome as to the research as well as my work specifically as to my focuis as to the pink medium as to the liquid that was used in the specific bottle with the L shaped pour spout as to such aspects as to the additional work only I had accomplished as to such aspects as to the energetic portions as was fought obout as to Old Tennent Presbyterian Church because I refused to just work on anyone as to my comprhnsion as to what I could and what was not allowed as to such aspects as to such energetic aspects.



Similarly as to the aspects how so many complained because General George Washington's spirit had chosen me s to being the one and only who he would speak through as to when the situations as to February 1993 as to such aspects where the only allowance was when as to certain protocol specifics as to such aspects officially, as to how many of those socialists and communists wanted to complain because the facts were the facts as to what occurred in reference to the basement oddly enough as to such situations in reference as to the basement as to my Great Aunt Helen and Jade's Dad's wedding reception as to the food as to such references as to the differences and yet similarities as to such aspects officially as to such references. Thus if as to any such hypothetical connections as to what would be owed to such aspects in reference to trying to ever claim a favor as to such aspects as to how that would not ever be as to such types because of the facts as to the metaphors as to such aspects of if any situations as to the hypotheticals thereof are to be proven as to such connections in such if factors as to the situations.



As POTUS44 Barack Obama said "Elections, have consequences."



Thus if as to such as to my SCUBA Diving as to what I explained as to the year of 2008 as to the early scheduled Thanksgiving dinner because of the fiancé aspects as to my biological little sister as to Zack Miller as to how their family did not know about me officially if ever until probably that wedding aspect and/or the Starbucks at exit 200 as to the other side of the Prime Outlets because of my physical looks as to their wondering as to how I could not vote for Barack Obama only because of what they said was my hair style and my hair color as well as my skin as to what they apparently thought all African Americans of as instead of what I explained as to the policies as I did not look to see what he physically looked as until later as to news reports. Thus as to such aspect of how it was considered as how I did not look Chinese enough despite my middle name as to such aspects as to the reality as well as other stereotypes as to what I dealt with as a child from my own biological mother as well as my biological little sister, as to how superficial and shallow they had always been as to the proof thereof to such hypotheticals.



However I would not doubt as to those types as to their ways as to the if factors as to POTUS44 as to my SCUBA Diving time as to such situations as to such needless problems, needless situations, needless drama, and such aspects thereof as to those hypotheticals as to the common sense aspects as to how many attempts I made to get back to the northeast tristate areas as well as to the facts of the attempts to get my SCUBA Diving gear to the one and only location where I took though not the specific building itself as to the Navy/Marine Special Warfare Unit as to my only Jewish Medal of Honor recipient as to the aspects thereof as to the year of 2020 as to such aspects of where I would have specifically taken my SCUBA Diving gear as to instead of a college campus because of my comprehension as to such reasons similarly as to such aspects as to the Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment.



Personally now in the year of 2022 I am surprised that the situations were as to such about the MAST school as to the graduation obviously with the Navy aspects, my biological mother and my biological little sister would have only seen white uniforms as to the common sense as to the Navy dress whites unless as to the difference because of the color grey as to such whining and complains as to the reality of the aspects as to where my school as to college would have been as per the program was at Annapolis as to such whiter graduation uniform aspects as to how that did not take a head injury to figure out.



Thus as to such aspects of hypotheticals as to how in reference to when Old Tennent went to Disney for the handbell choir, I would not have ever picked Disney as per the facts if I was asked I would have picked Hershey Park even though having been there already because of the reality of the amount of history as well as the factory area as to the technology with the science aspects as well as the older rides as to how much more interesting they were as to such intricacies as to the differences as to the Disney theme park rides as while could be intricate as to looking at as to the massive distinctive differences as to what I found and find more appeasing to look at as to my personal opinion as to my personal preferences as because I simply am as the way as I am. Thus as to the situations as to the Christmas aspects as to the prior years as well as to such factors in reference as to such situations as to Marlboro Middle School as to my babysitter's one and only son as well as to such aspects as to his name as to the difference as to such aspects, as my opinion in such regards as to the aspects similar as to what my biological mother had done in regards to the pediatrician in my opinion as well as what she did hypothetically as to her elder brother Daniel as well as to what in my opinion as to occurred in reference to the wedding reception as to my cousin Jade's parents among a slew of other situations in my opinion as to such aspects where my Grandpa Gavett had told my Grandma Gavett to stop my biological mother and then he left such up to me as to having said he believed I could piece such aspects together for others who he would have knowledge of as to such points in time as he knew how much I had attempted as to Old Tennent Presbyterian Church as to keeping the sanctity of the aspects in honor of General George Washington's direct order during the Revolutionary War as to such preservation as to the reasons of such aspects as while it might be considered as boring to some the reasons of such history is more important than the flashing lights at times because sometimes the history is needed for the longest terms possible for such more than some might know or understand at such times.



If as to such hypotheticals as to the references regarding the 2016 and the 2020 election cycles as to any promises my biological mother made as without such aspects of ever having been a born and raised New Jersey-ian as well as how she was born in Illinois though had attended Rutgers and while she was allowed to graduate Rutgers with her Masters degree, the aspects of how she lived in off campus housing and had her own car as well as other aspects where most were as to Rutgers differently as she did not have the financial aid aspects to consider either as per what I was informed of as to such aspects differently than as to how I worked as to getting to be capable to attend such aspects through earning through my grades as well as my work ethics as well as such references different than as to such aspects as to of free will choice.



When in regards as to the Army branch in the year officially beginning in 1999 as to finally being capable to go in the year of 2000 in the month of March even though having begun speaking with the recruiters in the month of September of 1999 as to how long it took for that to finally let me go to do as I actually needed to do, as to such aspects of the situations of my Merchant Marine biological father as to such aspects as to the references of the physical fitness aspects throughout each day as to such situations as to my Basic Training preparation as to being fit as to while he thought was punbishment was actually as to my viewpoint of such a difference. Once he found out he would not have to pay for my college or my books or my educational aspects as well as not having to pay for my clothes or my food or my healthcare, as to the moment he was capable to let me go and handle what was needed for me to progress forward as well as take care of what needed to be handled as to such aspects as to the time because of the common sense aspects. Thus if as to such hypotheticals as to my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to the demographic looks as well as the other aspects as to such needless involvement as anyone who knows how Basic Training is, then they know what annoyances it is during Basic Training for a parent to call during Basic Training as to the aspects of Drill Sergeants as to such aspects as to common sense as to how much easier everything would have actually been if that was easier for me instead of such needless drama/situations/complaints/involvement/etcetera as to such aspects of those who would know of any such whining as to Crystal Lake Illinois in the years of 1999 through 2003 as to such aspectsd as to my choices for myself as well as the hypotheticals as to my biological little sister as to my biological mother as per the warnings I gave throughout the state of Texas as to such aspects as to the warnings about both of those two as well as technology aspects as to how artificially intelligent as to themselves as they were and possibly still are as to such pop culture standards.



For example my biological mother actually was jealous I went to see Titanic as she thought it was going to be the most romantic film ever as to ever come out in the theaters, as to one example as to such aspects to those considerations. She tried to make fun of me saying she thought I did not know what romance was as to such aspects before seeing the movie as well as after seeing the movie while my biological father was enraged when he found out that it was a romance movie and agreed with me as to how I should have seen BioDome first, as to such common sense aspects as to the rules at the time.



Common sense, as to such differences.



My biological father obviously got along with my Grandmawmaw and my Grandpawpaw easily and as to what we dealt with because we had the nerve to get the food prepared for everyone to eat as it was not until 2 hours later when my biological mother and little sister were brought to the location to then freak out as to what the reality was as to the location as to the wedding reception.



Looks as to demographics, might be deceiving as I warned many times as just think as to how my biological mother looks and my biological sister looks as to how both of them liked porcelain dolls and clowns more than any type of animal other than small little dogs as they did not ever like Great Danes or German Shepards or Mastiffs or Rottweilers or anything other than miniature sized animals as only small little aspects were ever in their wheelhouse instead of the aspects of much greater aspects as to however than could be taken into consideration instead of what occurrences were as to such hypotheticals as to the timeframes.



If I was actually cared about as a child and if I was actually cared about as a teenager and if I was actually cared about as a biological adult, then as to how such aspects of my work would actually be appreciated as to such aspects thereof to such hypotheticals as to the differences. Thus if as to such aspects as to POTUS45 as to only in reference to pop culture pictures as to the differences as to such aspects as to the reality, then as to such aspects as to the proof as to hired employees as to such references as to any such aspects as to the hypotheticals outside of the pop culture references as to the viewpoints as to those aspects of similar demographics as per tax records obviously. Thus I am unaware as to such factors as to the areas as to Atlantic City as to such references, though as to such hypotheticals as to the aspects thereof to the proof of such references as to the considerations thereof as to the prior aspects as to such references regarding the aspects to such situations as to the if factors as to such proof that if he had announced that he was looking to run for President of the United States of America before the timeframe of the year of 2015 then as to what actually would be the opposite as to what would officially be owed to me as to such differences as to using my books as to my works as to such aspects thereof as to the debts to such factors as to the references thereof as to the hypotheticals as to such aspects as to the proof of such if as to such aspects as to such favors that would only be owed to me and mine for such aspects of hypotheticals instead of any other hypotheticals as to the proof thereof as including in such hypotheticals as to the aspects as to the COVID as well as the technological aspects as to such references as to the aspects of the years of 2019 into 2020 as to such if factors as to bringing my SCUBA Diving forward as to how he was a civilian and if such FBI investigations as to my SCUBA Diving as to such aspects thereof to such testimony as to then the references as to the additional needless amounts of wasted time because once he became POTUS if he was told then he would not be allowed to ever be the one who brought me forward because of the legalities as to such aspects in reference to such legal documents as he probably was informed all along as to how he should have done so in the year of 2015 or 2016 at the latest because of the facts as to my background.



Thus instead of him and his family only owing debts to the state of New Jersey and/or with the debts owed to the state of New York with the specifics owed to the City of New York as to the aspects thereof, then he and his family would officially owe the United States of America as well as to such hypotheticals as to the proof thereof as to such amounts of debts. If as to meeting with Irael as well as Britain as to such aspects as I clarified as to such times, then as to what would be as to such references thereof as to the aspects in truth as to such factors as to the length of time as to such hypotheticals as the Democrats as to such would be as to if such hypotheticals thereof as well as to such if factors, as to the proof of such as to the genuinity as to how life experiences matter as well as the 10 Commandments matter as to does free will choice matters. Obviously as to where such debts owed to me would be as to such if factors as to the reality of such aspects of if as to that video footage as to the Larry King Live cable television show as to such an interview if accurate as to such references thereof to the hypotheticals as to the length of time with such interest rates as well as the taxes thereof to such time as yes it was not something that had to be done as to running for President of the United States of America as to such aspects as there were probably easier ways that could have been best instead as to such aspects of hypotheticals.

Kommentare


Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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