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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

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Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

​

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

​

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

​

​

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

​

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

​

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

​

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

If I am inaccurate then I apologize though if I am accurate then I am accurate

What I consider for myself as to my minimum standards was not ever for others' interpretations as to what I consider as for myself as to my minimum standards for myself personally for my own happiness, my own good mood, and my own enjoyment for my life.



Others' opinions and/or interpreations are not anything as to what I would ever consider as to my minimum standards as to such aspects, as the common sense such would be officially as to how their opinions would be their opinions and not my opinions as to my minimum standards as thus as to not wanting and not needing and not caring about others' opinions as to my minimum standards as to what I consider as to my minimum standards; was not ever anything I had ever needed, nor wanted, nor preferred, nor desired, nor had any ideal for as to my minimum standards as to in any capcity thereof officially.



Thus as to any capacity where others' interpretations of thwta their considerations instead of my comprehension as to what my minimum standards are for myself are exactly as to such facts, as the common sense as to my comprehension of myself as well as the amount of timeas to what I should have been taking care of as to how all such hypotheticals as to such aspects, as to the facts as to where my considerations of being unwanted as to such aspects. It should not take a head injury to figure out when anything as to unwanted as to what I consider as unwanted would officially be whereas to what I consider as unwanted to my life would officially be where such aspects would be as to my sensation of being unwanted myself as to it should not take a head injury to figure out that when as to such aspects of what I consider as unwanted as to where such sensations as welkl as the proof thereof to what would be as to keeping me happy as to what I consider as to such as to the common sense factors.



While others' perceptions as to what they consider as to what they would think of as me being wanted, when the common sense of where such aspects of what keeps me in a good mood are not actually as to such aspects then the common sense of where letting such go officially as to such references thereof as to how such aspects of all such factors of what I consider as to where the aspects of unwanted aspects would be as to my lack of beluief as to me being wanted as to what I consider as being wanted because of the facts as to where I wpould be considered as being wanted would only be within such aspects thereof to what I consider as for myself as to being wanted.



The common sense as to such aspects of where others' opinions of themselves as to their aspects of what they consider as to me being wanted is obviously different as to the proof thereof as to my bad mood as to such aspects in each such capcity thereof as to when I have comprehended myself as to my needs as to comprehending for myself as to my wants, as to the facts as to where only as to such references as to the minimum beginning as to such aspects as to the common sense thereof.



Thus as to where in a different aspect as to how it does not take a head injury to figure out the amount of time I had as to reconnecting with those who I once knew in what I would consider as being wanted to being connected with those who I once knew in real life in person face to face in person as to what I consider as, the amount of time from the year of 2002 through now as to such aspects where obviously not having done so before such lengths of time as to how such factors as to the reality of what I would have considered as to being wanted as to being wanted as to those who I once knew as to being capable to reconnect with who was and is of importance to me. Those aspects as to each and every other aspect as to where such selfishness upon themselves instead of who I needed to reconnect with as to such aspects of what I consider as to such unwanted aspects as to the length of time, as to how such time with such individuals cannot be gotten back for them or for myself. Thus as to such minimum standards as to my minimum standards as to such aspects of what I considered as being wanted as to such aspects of being in a good mood, as to such facts regarding as to those who once were as to those times being gone as to such facts as to such aspects thereof to what was of importance to me before the 10 year as to February 1993 as to the aspects thereof to those who had continued to live as well as before the 10 year as to 11 September 2001 as to the common sense factors as to who had lived as to such factors thereof as to what I would have considered as to being wanted as to actually attaining such factors as to the needs being met as to those times as to my definitions for others do not apply in the same capacities for myself as to the reality of my definition for others as to my definition for others as to my definition for myself is my definition for myself.



It should not take a head injury to figure out there are only so many words in the dictionary, and thus as to how such common sense aspects as to the reality of such differences when explaining something or multiple aspects to others would trandlate as to explaining such to others as for themselves in the difference as to explaining such aswpects for myself as I would have explained such aspects for myself if I were actually asked as to myself as to what that translates to as to others having the need and/or the want as to knowing as to such as to the common sense of respect regarding having the humanity to respectfully ask me as to such regards thereof as well as accomplishing such correctly for me as to such aspects of being wanted as I would consider as myself being wanted.



Instead as to such aspects as to my journal blog updates as to such aspects thereof from the year of 2019 through now as to the difference of what I consider as being wanted as myself as to such aspects thereof to my considerations of what I consider as to the definitions thereof as myself as my considerations for my definitions for myself as to such differences as to my considerations thereof for others as to their questions for themselves as to the common sense of etiquette.



It also should not take a head injury to figure out in reference as to my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications as to the work thereof as I completed as to how if I had accomplished getting such factors taken care of as to how such factors would have been as to getting such accomplished as to being capable to actually celebrate my work with others as I actually chose, as to such factors as to being what I consider as being wanted as to my minimum standards as to what I was working on as to such aspects of the years as to 2009 and 2010.



Thus as to such aspects whereas it should not take a head injury to figure out as to my 26the SCUBA diving certification as to my Cavern SCUBA Diving certification as to the female named Allessandra as to if she is on the Cavern SCUBNA Diving certification for the other individuals as to who went through the same airplane flight as to the same Cavern SCUBA Diving certification class despite the month of November in the year of 2009 as to the certification card, as to such facts as to the proof that if she were on my Cavern SCUBA Diving certification card as she should be and as she should have been as to this length of time since the year of 2009 as to such aspects thereof to such factors as to being capable to have such correct minimum standards as well as being truthful as well as the ending of all stolen valor as to that SCUBA diving certification as to the proof thereof if accurate.



Additionally it should not take a head injury to figure out as to of my own free will as to my SCUBA Diving gear as to such aspects thereof as to the aspects of what I created as to the underwater wedding as the only way such would ever be allowed officially would only be asw to being informed officially sas to being of my own free will as to how such would not and is not recognized as to the aspects thereof to such hypotheticals thereof to the oceanic waters as to the reality of such aspe3cfts as to the minimum standards as to the requirements thereof officially, as per the aspects of the prior day's post as to how such would not ever be considered as being wanted as to the aspects of what minimum standards as to such aspects thereof officially would be as that officially would be the opposite aspects of being wanted as to the minimum standards as to of my own free will. As to such if factors as to such officially would be of the 100% opposite of the minimum standards officially as to what I consider as to being wanted as to such aspects as to the minimum stnadards as well as to such factors as to my considerations of my own free will choice as well as to how all such aspects would officially be as to the reasons as to my full unwanted aspects as to such snesations and proof thereof officially, because of such if factors as to such disregard as well as disrespect as to all of my work officially if as to such hypotheticals thereof as to such additional aspects where such would not ever be officially recognized to the water factors thereof as to the hypothetical proof of such aspects as to the obvious requirements would actually be required as to of my own free will as to my actual being as to the aspects of the physical location as to the exact point in time as to such legal requirements as well as it would not ever take a head injury to figure out any such pop culture Hollywood type of reference would only show such unwanted aspects as to me as to only preferring whatever other female as to such aspects for their abomination of a wedding in all such hypotheticals thereof officially as there would not ever be the capacity of ever wanting me as to such aspecvts as to the facts as to such hypotheticals of having aqny other person there of such common sense aspects of if factors of hypotheticals as well as to the mandatory legal requirement of my own free will.



It would not take a head injury to figure out as to such stolen valor as to such hypotheticals thereof as well as how such officially as to any other as to the aspects of wanting that abomination of a wedding as to that female as to such hypotheticals thereof as well as to such aspects of full disrespect in all such references thereof as to not ever actually wanting me as to such requirements officially as to what being wanted as to a real marriage as I would consider as to where the aspects of such would and is as to such hypotheticals fully rejected,. as it should not take a head injury to figure out there would not ever be any real connection as to the requirements thereof as well as would be unsacred as well as unofficial as well as unwanted as well as unnecessary as well as unneeded as well as unfavored aspects of any such hypotheticals to such homo-sapien-sapien aspects as to the if factors officially in all such capacities thereof; as to all such hypotheticals to each and every aspects officially as to all such references thereof to such hypotheticals as there would not ever be the capacity as to what I would ever consider as to being wanted as to what would officially be as to where such unwanted in all such factors thereof officially as to the homo-sapien-sapiens thereof as to such aspects of pretending aspects as to such hypotheticals thereof officially and there would officially be nothing that would ever convince me otherwise.



It would not take a head injury to figure out any other of such hypothetical aspects as to me physically being there after officially being proposed to as to what my considerations thereof to my minimum standards as to the requirements thereof officially would be as to the most unwanted aspects as to me actually being involved as to what my considerations thereof would be, as to the common sense aspects of all such capacities thereof as to the ways SCUBA Diving actually is as to such aspects of such hypotheticals as well as the proof of such hypotheticals as to such unwanted aspects of me as to how such would not ever be to my minimum standards ever.


It should not take a head injury to figure out as to my minimum standards as to being met as to how such would not ever be as to my minimum standards as to being met, as the factors as to what I would officially reject of any such other as to such hypotheticals thereof as to the proof thereof as to all such bad mood factors thereof in such capacities thereof officially as to what would officially be rejected of each and every male as well as each and every female biologically as I would not ever want any of those homo-sapien-sapiens officially.



Since I repeatedly rejected my children's biological father as to such factors thereof as to such references as to how all such factors as to such hypotheticals as to trying such factors as to each and every one of my full rejection of any such aspect as to what would not ever be to my minimum standards ever as to any such hypothetical, as to my minimum standards that were not met back in the timeframe as to December 2000 as to such aspects as to how such minimum standards of mine would not be met as to such hypotheticals as to my minimum standards as to my personal requirements as I have repeatedly clarified as to such aspects as to the factors thereof as my minimum standards as to what I consider as to such minimum standards as to my religious freedoms as well as my liberties as to such common sense aspects officially as to such hypotheticals thereof as to any such violations in what I would consider as violations as well as to such legal aspects as to such factors as to the Women's Liberty Movement as well as the Civil Liberty Movement as well as Religious Liberty Movement as to such aspects thereof to such hypotheticals officially.



Any such biological female that would be assistive to such and/or be willing as to such and/or keep quiet about such officially would be as to such feminazi references in my opinion, as to each and every one of such hypotheticals regarding my SCUBA Diving gear as to needing to be of my own free will as well as me being in person face to face in person in real life as to such aspects officially as to such aspects thereof officially.



Any such biological male that would be assistive to such and/or be willing as to such and/or keep such quiet about such officially would be as to such sexist and machismo aspects as to such references in my opinion, as to each and every one of such hypotheticals as to my SCUBA Diving gear as to such in person face to face in person in real life as to such aspects officially as to such aspects thereof officially.



Thus since I have repeatedly clarified as to such aspects where I personally have not ever been as to such aspects as to any such wedding ever as to what I personally would consider as to such wedding aspects officially all of those others hypotheticals as to themselves would have wed as to such an abomination in all such capacities thereof as to their wedding to themselves as to such hypotheticals thereof to such factors, as to what an abomination they would be as to such aspects throughout all of the oceanic waters as well as all of the fresh waters officially.



Thus as to such aspects as to where I would have the largest aspects of sensations as well as the proof thereof as to being unwanted as to such aspects as to where such factors would be unwanted of me as to such aspects as to the requirements of my own free will as well as me being there officially, and thus as to where such hypotheticals would not and could not ever get me to remain in any good mood ever consistently ever as to such aspects of any such hypotheticals thereof; and I fully encourage all such aspects of every hypothetical aspects to fully confess as to such aspects though if as to such if factors as to ever having told any other of such hypotheticals, as to their condessions as to such unwanted aspects officially as well as without my free will consent as to each and every such aspect thereof to each and every capacity thereof as to how such would not and could not ever truthfully give me the truthful aspects as to such where that would be considered as stolen valor in all such capacities thereof to each and every homo-sapien-sapien as to such aspects of their abomination of their wedding of abomination as to their whores of abominations as to such aspects thereof to such hypotheticals in all such religious factors as to such references thereof as to my clarifications as to such references as to my being an Ordained Reverend as to such obvious common sense requirements. Thus as to such hypotheticals as to such biblical aspects thereof as to such factors as to where the correct words would not ever be uttered as to what the aspects thereof would be as to such requirements, as to how such homo-sapien-sapiens would only be wedded to one another in all such capacities thereof and would not ever be wedded to me as to such aspects thereof to such factors officially if they did not know and/or have such common sense and/or if they were unaware as to my Ordained Reverend aspects as to such references thereof officially.



Thus as to such factors of if situations as to my SCUBA Diving work as to such factors thereof to any civilian recreational SCUBA Diver as to such laziness as to all such references thereof as well as to any such military SCUBA Diver and/or such aspects of any land lubber aspects as to such if factors as to the aspects in reference as to my earlier journal blog as to the difference as to my stock market aspects as to the difference to my business as to such requirements as to the aspects thereof as to the differences between my business as to the differences between my stock market account as to such creation of mine.



Thus if as to such aspects when I was engaged to Shawn McCall as to such hypotheticals thereof as to any such SCUBA Divers as to such aspects as to the hypotheticals thereof as to the Corona situation where I defended myself, as to such references thereof officially to each and every other aspect as to how I was only engaged willingly to him as to such aspects as to the promise thereof to him and to him alone as to such references thereof as to that engagement officially. If as to his finger as to such aspects as to how I defended myself as to the aspects as to the Corona situation as to such if factors as to him not having been a SCUBA Diver at the timeframe thereof as to others' interpretations as to the references regarding the aspects of such if factors, as to the remaining aspects of where the references thereof to my engagement to him as to such aspects of if he was still willing to such in reference to me. If as to such hypotheticals as to such if factors as then as to my repetition as to the aspects thereof to my prior journal blog factors as to my creation of the Unerwater Travel Systemn as to where such would officially be as to such references thereof as to such if factors as to any such point in time ever, as to such if factors officially.



Since I personally did not ever have as to such references thereof to such other situations as to my personal requirements as to such aspects of such factors as to what I would consider as to a proposal as to such requirements thereof and if as to such references regarding such if factors as to pop culture references as to New Jersey, then as to such additional needless problems as to all such hypotheticals thereof to the additional aspects as to my works as to February 19932 as well as such aspects as to 11 September 2001 as the proof as to the if factors of me ever actually being in a real marriage as to where the individual male would be as to when I was at the areas as to the New Jersey as well as the New York as well as the Pennsylvania areas as to each drive as well as each stop as well as each location thereof as to what real support would actually be for me as to each such situation instead of such mental health problems of all such others as to such hypotheticals thereof officially as to such unwanted aspects of each of those types of those hypotheticals thereof as to such official aspects as to the reality they would be unwanted to me as I would not ever consider any such aspect as to worthy as to what I would consider of each of them as to what I would ever consider as to what I consider as worthy to me.



Thus as to such if factors as to wsuch any other involved as to such if factors as to the amounts of unwanted and wasted time as to my work as to such aspects thereof the common sense as to what I would consider as real support for me as to such references thereof as to Febraury 1993 as to such work as to such clarifications as well as the references thereof as to the work as to such clarifications as to such aspects as to 11 September 2001, as the reality where there was not ever any aspect as to such references regarding such hypotheticals as to what I consider as love for me as to loving me as to in any such capacity thereof as to such references thereof to such hypothetical situations.



In conjunction as to how such references regarding the factors as to my Cavern SCUBA Diving certification card as to such references, whereas to being a feminist as to such regards as to Allie's work.



In conjunction for this journal blog as to the reality of such if factors as to how such references thereof as to what I consider as being wanted as to such importance as to my minimum standards as to what I consider as comfort, why would it take a head injury to figure out if my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork and/or my painting would ever be considered as what I consider as wanted as to any such aspect as to such hypothetical substandard aspects as to any such hypothetical thereof officially?



Why would it take a head injury to point out as to such if factors as to the proof thereof to my minimum standards not having been met as to my apartment mural as to such references thereof to such hypotheticals, as what amount of clarifications and verifications would be capable to be proven as to my journal blogs from the years through 2019 through this year of 2022?



Should it take a head injury as to why I would consider such factors as to "The Modern Day Book" as to such hypotheticals thereof as to such hypotheticals, or would such take a head injury to figure that out as well?



If as to such references regarding the aspects as to the 2009 Uniform Fetish Ball problems needlessly why would it take a head injury to figure out after my book "Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining" as to such aspects where I had not wanted such aspects then as to such references as to such factors thereof to such clarifications, and thus why would it take a head injury to figure out as to such unwanted aspects officially in all such capacities as to what my personal considerations thereof are and have been and will be as to any such if factors hypothetically?



Does it take a head injury to figure out when I write about me as to my personal aspects, as to how such references as to my personal aspects unless I clarify as to such business or now as to such stock market differences or would it take a head injury to figure out such others would put themselves into the stock market of their own free will as to such differences as to the if factors as depending upon their own interpretations of such aspects as would they themselves as to such if factors actually purchase stock as to such references thereof any thus of their own free will as to such if factors be willing to have themselves in the stock as to the market thereof as would that be their own misconceptions as to such references thereof too as would they have needed to read such as to how they would of their own free will enslave themselves as to such hypotheticals as to the if factors since I had not clarified as to my stock market aspects as to such differences as to the references thereof as to my business as to such differences as to my insurance for my business project only and nothing more as to the year of 2014?



Then again if only as to such references of if I am accurate and if I am inaccurate, then as to my apologies.



If someone else spoke about my stock market account as to creating such as to my clarifications where I have not ever given anyone such permission, what would such translation to such a hypothetical be as to such definition(s) thereof hypothetically especially if they would be directly connected as to such supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle aspects as what would the translation for such aspects be as to such if factors and would such updates as to my journal blog as to having clarified as to additionally explaining as to such differences as to my emotional aspects as to the differences as to such aspects as to the clarifications as to the references thereof as to the reasons as to February 1993 and 11 September 2001 as to such aspects as to the northeast tristate as well as east coast areas?





Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

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Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

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Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

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Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

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Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

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If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

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"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

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"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

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"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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If in anyway I am inaccurate about anything I have written here in this journal blog entry and/or any prior journal blog entry and/or future journal blog entry and/or factual books I wrote and/or videos I have done through my OFFICIAL YouTube Channel Reverend MeeLing, please only contact me through the contact form for the ability to clarify such details in public view fully to fix and repair to rectify the situation(s) as I do not respond to comments in my journal blogs because there thus far have not been any notifications sent to me about such from my website.


In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


Though there are the aspects of which if you would like to speak with me in addition to possibilities of opportunities for me, the welcome aspects as to contacting me through my contact form.



If I have known you in person when in person in positive ways and/or ways which might need clarification(s) as to mature discussions, there has always been the welcome open door policy as to contacting me through my contact form if you were not given my new phone number though such is online regarding my website more recently published online as to my Website Business Phone Line: (360)-713-4937.

Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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