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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


Go read through the multiple journal blogs on my website after finishing scrolling to get to the journal blog area, now!

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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

If I am accurate this is important to pay attention to, in my opinion

The video below inspired a few aspects within my journal blog...



In my prior updates to my journal blog in regards of my SCUBA diving work as well as my dropbox link as to "Finding A Silver Lining" regarding the additional aspects of the details within the situations as to my original fetlife #fetlife account, the situations regarding my SCUBA Diving #SCUBA #SCUBADiving #SCUBANews work as to the aspects which as to the culmination of coinky dinks as to the possibilities are something to take notice of for the if factors of if any such hypothetical aspects are accurate. Since the reality of the cellphone company merger as to the timeframe of 6 June 2022, the situations which bring forward the aspects which the information between the companies as to the cellphones as to what bring forward the aspects of which the reality to viewpoint the different information which the claim of being capable to delete the history settings as to the comparison of how such is fully registered in multiple locations as to the automatic aspects as to the multitude of servers to get the information from one location to another as per such factors. Thus while some individuals might haver their opinions as to my honesty throughout such points in time of my updates in such hypotheticals, the reality of the knowledge as to the situations regarding the aspects thereof as to what seems important to be honest about referencing such details.



What about the purple bottle as to Clear Springs, SCUBA Park?



However in reference to the fact that the Prince of Wales Prince Harry #princeofWales #princeHarry had spoken at the United Nations as per the news report referencing what Greg Gutfeld #GregGutfeld #Gutfeld #FoxNews #FOX had commentated upon, the situations of if there is the treaty aspects as to the capabilities as per such treaty alliances referencing the alliances with the British UK #Britain #UK as to the proclamation of the UK not having the aspects of such referencing Prince Harry though the possibilities of such treated countries as to the aspects of the treaty with the United States of America as per the marriage between him and Megan Markle #MeganMarkle as to the capacities of having the open areas as to the United States of America's Naval area ports regarding the aspects of the possibilities of the current usage of the laws referencing such factors regarding the situations as to the information regarding such factors of the modern timeframe of the different way as to the Revolutionary War in the current timeframe because of the if factors in reference to the knowledge of the British UK military depth gauge computer I had purchased from the SCUBA diving shop in Carrollton Texas in such references in the year of 2009 around the end of March or the beginning of April as to the timeframe when I earned my SUNNTO #SUUNTO SCUBA Diving Computer Assisted SCUBA Diving certification. In turn as to the aspects which as to the references regarding the aspects as to how such aspects in reference to the situations as to the possibilities of which the United Nations as to the combined factors of the military combinations in reference to the state of California #California #CA #Californiastate as to the location where PADI #PADI as to the headquarters for the specific aspects as to my 26 SCUBA diving certifications I earned regarding the situations of which as to how the aspects regarding my work, which as to how the individuals I once knew in person face to face in regards of my SCUBA diving certifications as to how I made attempts repeatedly to be capable to discuss such details; though because of how the individuals I had known in the state of Texas as to the size of the boats in the Rockwall as well as the Flower Mound/Farmers Branch areas of Texas #Texas as to their lack of faith in me as to what truth I brought forward as to the timeframes of in the aspects thereof in more details which they have needed to get to accepting the facts of the situations.



In the hypothetical aspects as to the differences between their style of SCUBA diving in the comparison of my style of SCUBA diving in the regards of the facts, the reality which I made attempts to explain the reality about such aspects were more along the lines which if they had paid attention to what I brought forward back in the year of 2009 as to how such individuals would not have proverbially left such aspects behind in the comparison of handling the situations immediately in what would have been considered as the correct capacity. Instead as to how such aspects were mistreated and mishandled at the timeframes of in my opinion throughout the timeframes from around April 2009 through the timeframes thereafter including as to the situations more recently as to the year of 2019 into the year of 2020, as to the attempts I made to be capable to bring such forward correctly as to the comparison of the situations. While the aspects which as to how such aspects should have been discussed with me more openly in the comparison as to how the situations went as to the timeline of the situations as to the reality seen as to "Finding A Silver Lining" as to the documentation aspects in the conjunction of how the timeline had been proven hypothetically, each attempt I made in regards of emails as to the equivalent as to the attempts I made in person face to face in person regarding the situations during the timeframe of the year of 2009 into the beginning of the year of 2010. If such individuals had actually paid more attention as to the aspects of in the correct capacities in comparison to what situations as to the aspects of such points in time in my opinion, the ways which the situations now would have been far different.



The references regarding how the McCoy Elementary School situations moved as to the Fort Worth Zoo #FW #FortWorth #FWZoo situations and onward as to such aspects, were as to how such factors had not assisted the situations in the correct capacities as to what was necessary regarding the actualities thereof to be brought forward in what would have been a better and more timely manner as to such factors. In the regards as to the situations in reference to how the situations regarding if I was spoken with in person face to face in person about the aspects thereof to my SCUBA Diving in the comparison as to the ways which such discussions went as to the more surface aspects in comparison to the in depth aspects, the ways which such factors had been as to the length of time as to the 10 years before having brought such forward in more depth as to my writing as to such references as well as discussions as per.



If accurate as to how the aspects which the Hollywood #Hollywood view as to the references regarding the situations as to the physical aspects of how I look regarding what others have said to me during various points in time as to the in person face to face in person as to the similarities as to within the area of Carrollton Texas as to the areas of Austin Texas, as to the ways which I suppose the irony as to one of my SCUBA diving instructor's last name aspects as to how the mistreatments were as to throughout the state of Texas in my opinion as to the combined factors. While some might consider my work as a bit of a stewardship compared to the aspects of which some might consider such as to the blah-se aspects of a common factor compared to how some might see as to the aspects of which others might consider as to being divine, it depends upon as to how such viewpoints regarding the situations as to the aspects of such circumstances. However since none of such has to this point in time been celebrated with me there as to such factors in the regards of the in person face to face in person as to any point in time as to what the actualities of such would be considered as, the reality of such factors as to the amount of work I personally put into my SCUBA Diving as well as the factors of such combinations before as well as especially afterwards as to how the situations as to the points in time were as to such factors.



However since as to how in the reference as to how the viewpoint of individuals pretending in comparison as to doing as to the references as to such regards of how the reenacting situations, as to the comparisons of doing; what would or could be the viewpoint around the world, as to such hypotheticals in the comparison?



If as to the aspects of any celebration having been done in the aspects of wishing another being within the factors of a stead place, that would not ever be something which would or could ever be considered as acceptable as to the reality of such work of mine being only my personal work and as to such factors the reality which as to the only ways as to such celebration of my work as to such references in the SCUBA diving factors as to the ways which SCUBA Diving is accomplished.



In person, face to face, in person. In my opinion as to the capability to discuss the details honestly is important in reference to being capable to bring forward the information to discuss in communication, as while the aspects of the online factors bring forward different discussions as to how the reality of such aspects as to the distance between are as to the reality thereof to the distance between.



However as to the capacities which in comparison of actually taking such seriously as to the work I had accomplished as to what would be considered as such, the reality of which the current timeframe as to the situations which the commentary referencing the Greg Gutfeld show as to the situations about the United Nations speech from the aspects regarding the fact that the house which Prince Harry and Megan Markle had purchased in the middle to lower area of California which is above the location of the coastal locations found online as to the United States of America's ports as to the military factors of the Armed Forces of the United States of America is a concern. When adding the aspects in reference to the situations in reference to the fact of the if factors referencing treaties with the British UK aspects as to the factors of which countries would be allowed access to the ports for the security factors, the hypotheticals as to the if factors of which others would have known as to the reality regarding such situations as well as any and all questions of the work as to only as to my answers as to the comparisons of others speaking on my behalf in the comparison of what would be considered as to the common sense reality of such references. In turn as to the hypotheticals as to the violations from the United States of America as to the treaty portions of such hypothetical agreements, as to the if factors to such considerations regarding the length of time it would take to deploy reserves to the areas of such locations within the areas as to the state of California for just the references regarding just the if factors of if Prince of Wales Harry as well as Megan Markle were to only be within one location together.



However to the consideration of the if factors of if one was along the east coast as to if both, as to such references regarding the capabilities as to the if factors regarding the treated portions of such references. In turn the aspects of the if factors of the aspects of going from the east coast to the west coast and back and forth as to such possibilities as to the treaty aspects for such a dual citizenship as to the Prince of Wales having both citizenship within the United States of America as per the marriage to Megan Markle though as to the aspects of where he was born and raised, as to the aspects of being a Prince from Britain UK for such treated countries as to such additional factors to the consideration. With the military viewpoint as to such vantages regarding the factors of the if situations as to the treaty aspects despite the situations which the English government has said that such aspects were not from the British UK, then as to the comparison of to wonder where such would be from if such paperwork had been completed as to the treaty portions and what country/countries would be within such arrangements. If as to the comments about the United States of America in Prince Harry's speech has to do with the situations as to "Finding A Silver Lining" as to such capacities thereof, then as to this point in time of the two and a half year mark of which the situations regarding COVID as to such references which the situations as to having had the capability to discuss such details as mature individuals as to the timeframe from the point in time as to before my updates began in the year of 2019 for some references. However as to the hypothetical aspects as to the situations as per my updates to my journal blog as well as "The Modern Day Book" as to how such aspects to the considerations thereof when I was in the state of Texas, as to how such situations which should have been addressed properly as to actual discussions as to working together in such ways to progress forward in the comparisons as to the reality of the little amounts of the difference as to before how I wound up in Washington state in the year of 2013 with my son after the time in Arizona from what I can remember as per the explanations I have given as well as my statements in writing as to the timeframe after the Cowboys Dancehall Stoney LaRue concert in March of 2013.



In my opinion as to the if factors as to actual genuine care and concern for me as to the situations dealt with as to such points in time, the facts of what I brought forward in my journal blog as to actual discussions with me as to the aspects of when I was in the state of Texas in person face to face in person in genuine truth would have occurred. However as to the situations which as to how such factors went instead as to the aspects of how individuals had if they knew of my website and/or my work, as to having had to explain such in the comparison of simply being honest about the knowledge of as to the factors which would show such respect for my work in such comparisons as to the viewpoints in my opinion as to the way I saw such factors regarding the situations. When the knowledge of the fact that I deal with headaches and migraines, the simple fact of having to explain such as to speaking in the comparison of the time that could be discussing other topic points in the comparison of repetition as to such factors as to the common sense aspects in my opinion as to such realistic common sense viewpoints. However, such as to the timeframe of 2019 through 2020 through 2021.



If as to having a private airplane as to the hypothetical reference then as to the regards of which airports would be capable to fly from one location to another to, as to the naval support regarding the hypotheticals. Which obviously as to the radar technology which such would be capable to be noticed as per the United States of America's Navy #USNavy and/or Coast Guard #USCG #USCoastGuard and/or Marines #USMC #USMarine #Marines as to the if as to such offshore locations, as to the possible armory regarding the aspects of such a vantage point as to what would be considered as the short range as to the comparisons of the long range.



How many countries is Britain aligned with as to treaties, for such considerations as to what amounts of countries would then be capable to sail their naval vessels within the United States of America's border as to such factors of the oceanic waters and/or the Gulf of Mexico, and/or the Canadian border aspects as to the Great Lakes, and/or the Mississippi River?



Thus if as to individuals who may have pretended as to having claimed the work thereof as to my SCUBA Diving as to the aspects of the background as to such references and regards thereof, what would be of importance as to utilizing a proverbial status to being capable to bring such forward as to the aspects of communicating the reality of such situations and circumstances as to having discussions as to the factors of in person face to face in person?



What would the difference be as to the aspects of discussions about such details as to the in person face to face in person of such work, as why would that be considered important?



While I have always been grateful and appreciative that I was born and raised within the state of New Jersey as to the tristate areas as well as to the reality of being born and raised within the United States of America, the aspects which as to being a biological female as to such references which as to how much I have made attempts as to the aspects of being capable to assist as to the additional aspects of what I could as to my gratitude as to the reality which the Constitution of the United States of America has brought forward as to the reality which the Armed Forces of the United States of America as well as the law enforcement aspects thereof to the fire department individuals as well as the medical services as to such references, of which as to the few beginning portions of what has been capable to such factors whereas to the references thereof in such regards of what has been as to the factors of such prior works as best as to the capabilities which I could.



While in the references as to such aspects regarding the education which has been capable as to the references regarding the aspects of where possible, the situations as to the viewpoint of concern as to the regards in the references as to the situations as to the attention to detail aspects as to the flight capabilities as to the plane airport hopping proverbially compared to the bar hopping aspects in such hypothetical references regarding the factors of concern. What as to the factors could be noticed as to the if factors as to my background would be capable to be noticed in the references as to my childhood and my teenager years in the conjunction of the aspects thereof to Old Tennent Presbyterian Church as to the additional factors of General George Washington's private office as to the regards of Old Tennent Presbyterian Church, in the conjunction of my SCUBA Diving work as to the aspects to such considerations?



What is the difference between the aspects of such considerations as to the situations regarding such factors as to the waterways, as to the regards of treaties as to the details thereof?



How many times has it been proven as to individuals who have been in public areas as to the various positions which could be considered as to speeches such as to the effects of at the United Nations as well as prior aspects of the disclosures regarding the aspects of the proverbial references as to Prince Harry as to the aspects regarding political speech, as what within the United States of America would there be capable to notice as to such factors for the considerations as to the aspects of the verbiage as well as the aspects of the support portions as to the comparisons as to what has been proven before as what examples would be capable to be noticed as to learn from history as to the regards of such references?



For one example would it be capable to notice as to the support factor as to the regards of which levels as to Prince Harry, as what would the individuals within the United States of America be capable to bring forward in such discussions as to the aspects of such a review?



For another example what would such treated aspects be capable for individuals within the United States of America be capable to think about, as to such wording?



In a different reference as to the treaty aspects as what would be thought of in reference as to the SCUBA Diving work, as what would there be of a signal as to any such references regarding SCUBA Diving as to the fact of the geographical aspects thereof to specifics and why would that be of importance as to thinking about?



If as to the exceptionalism as to the references as to individuals as to the aspects of the verbiage regarding what President of the United States of America #44 as to Barack Obama #POTUS #POTUS44 #BarackObama #Obama as to the references of the if factors in regards of the situations as to the words regarding Prince Harry as to the if factors of the usage of the word exceptionalism as to the reference of SCUBA Diving instructors as to the aspects of such hypotheticals despite the situations, what would that particular aspects be a reference to which individuals who I once knew in SCUBA Diving and/or what is supposed to be considered as the adult consenting lifestyle to take into consideration?



Has there ever been a situation before as to the United States of America and/or other locations around the world which such situations could be referred to as to the general public sector as to the reference points of the water locations as to the treaty aspects to review, as what was it General George Washington had said in reference to the security as to the point in time of how many centuries ago as to such a review of the details to think about?



What would be of importance as to genuine care as to the references regarding as to taking such aspects into the consideration of such a thought process as where would such timeframes be that could be considered as to the historical evidence which would be capable to review as to such references, as where would the references as to the PADI be as to the viewpoint regarding the specifics of such locations and what would be considerable in reference to the situations regarding the factors of the location of the house regarding California which could be reviewed as to the taxes per aspect of be of a consideration as well to think about and are there any other property locations which would be of consideration to the aspects of the locations nearby to water for such references regulations as per treaty aspects as what would be considerable as to the situations of such a specific state such as California as to the comparison as to any state along the east coast in such references as what would the differences be as to the size as well as the taxes as well as the maintenance as well as what other factors to the review of such aspects could be capable to consider?



What about the situations which I have dealt with could be considered as to what viewpoint in such hypotheticals as to the combined factors as to such regards, as what would be capable regarding the aspects to see as to the work as to such aspects to the considerations as to the review of such factors regarding the aspects of as to the recognition factors as why would that be considered as important in truth of such hypotheticals as what would that show as to the reference regarding the fortitude of such as to the comparisons as to the aspects of such prior situations as why would that be considered as important as well as what would the reference of Olympics would be considered as to such hypotheticals within the difference to such aspects regarding the work I have made attempts as to such factors as to the comparison as to the situations?



If as to the aspects of the proverbial look of civilian recreational SCUBA Divers as to the state of Texas as to the terminology of Russia as to myself as to being considered as Ukraine due to the size of numerical references, the situations as to the aspects which can be taken into the consideration be considered as to this particular reference as to the British Prince of Wales Harry as to the aspects regarding how Britain and other countries as to treaties have stated their stance with Ukraine as to such differences as to the aspects regarding the proverbial aspects regarding the situations. Since as to the reality that I created the plans as o the Underwater Travel System as to the knowledge regarding far more because of my background, I have no choice but to declare the reality which as I have proven of such factors which I have not produced any paperwork regarding the aspects any further to such documentation to the creation of my work as to the Underwater Travel System because of a multitude of aspects. Since I believe in working together as per the proof as to the lengths of which I have made attempts to actually work with as well as speak with other individuals as to the comparison of the contrary from other individuals, as to the facts which as to how such not having any need for me to produce any paperwork further as to such references whatsoever as to the regards of the situations as to the attempts I made previously throughout the year of 2009 as to the more in depth portions in person face to face in person as to the comparisons as to the situations as per the occurrences.



Due to how my concern is for life as to the comparison as to the situations as to how what happened in reference to my son and my daughter and I as a family in in the following year of 2010 though I made attempts to speak with individuals as to the aspects of which such individuals as to the minor portions had not indicated as to any such willingness to step forward in the ways which I would understand as to the references of my depth levels and SCUBA Diving work through such years into the timeframe which later lead to the aspects of my first books of 2014 being published in the year of, the aspects which such needless blockades as per the paperwork I had additionally put online as to my creation of the Underwater Travel System as to such references a to the situations I have dealt with on the soil of the United States of America as to the situations which has not made any sense regarding such factors as to anything that would be considered as genuine care and concern for myself as to such aspects as to others' choices as to the proof thereof in such updates and situations thereof in genuine truth. While some individuals may have needed to also consider as to the capability to write in multiple ways as to such aspects, if the situations of failing to pay attention to prior writings of mine as to such examples as to the situations on fetlife and/or my original Facebook account as to such situations before the differences as to my books; the common sense in my opinion as to my journal blog, can obviously be seen in reference to my original fetlife account and thus if the wishful aspects as to the viewpoint as to the factors regarding the updates to my journal blog as to how such individuals as to the aspects which as to being honest as to such factors as to how they had viewed such situations as to the comparison of taking me seriously as to being capable to write in multiple ways as per such factors as to the ways of such educational background aspects which I made attempts before the year of 2019 to bring forward as per such common sense aspects. I do not know what others were taught in their creative writing classes if they had such within their school or if they paid attention to such within English classes, however as to such factors of the details as to bringing such forward to review and analyze the information as to the common sense regarding what aspects as to the references as to how to present the information to have thoughts progress in the various ways of.



As it is proven that I have continuously made attempts to reach out for assistance as to the various aspects regarding the situations throughout the years and there has not been anyone who responded as to in the correct manners of such factors as well as the proof as to the year of 2019 as to how such situations in reference to the timeframe as to the state of Texas regarding when I returned as to such attempts to speak with in person face to face in person as per the Press Secretary John Kirby's reference at the press briefing as per having made attempts to literally bring people to the table as per the BBQ as to cooking food to speak with as to how such situations went as per such factors, the reality of what was said in regards of my biological father of letting things go as well as the repetition as to John Kirby as to saying the same words as to letting things go as to the Russia as to the proverbial aspects of the situations as to the civilian recreational SCUBA Divers compared to myself as to Ukraine as to such references regarding the aspects of which the situations in the year of 2009 if such individuals who were in person face to face in person with me during such points in time had actually paid attention as to such discussions at the timeframe of as to the aspects of SCUBA Diving and earning my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications having been in person face to face in person. Obviously as per such situations in which to let it go as to all such factors of which the proverbial factors of Russia as to the regards of SCUBA Divers in the civilian recreational aspects as to their connections as well as to the obvious factors which in turn as to the comparisons as to myself as per the size of Russia compared to the size of Ukraine as to the aspects of land masses, as to the population numbers as well. In a different capacity as to the door to door sales people as to the Rainbow aspects as to a situation back in the year of 2002 to the Kirby company, the reality of such aspects of what information to review as to the factors during such points in time as per the capacities which the internet has made possible in various ways as to researching such details as to the clarifications and verifications in my opinion as a different side notation.



However as to the female who had discussed such details as to the timeframe as to the aspects thereof because of having already had the thought process to put in wood laminate flooring as to in the upcoming years, the aspects which she had not known of my plans for my work as to my house at the time within the city of San Antonio Texas.



If such individuals actually had cared about actual life on earth, they would not have ever hesitated and/or caused any needless problems and/or needless drama as per such factors of having went directly to such locations as to speak with individuals face to face in person; which such individuals simply have to accept the facts as per my patterns of behaviour as to the proof thereof as to the in person face to face in person attempts as well as phone calls, though as to the lack of emails before as to the comparison only recently of such aspects. Since the proof of pattern of behaviour as to such individuals regarding the aspects of where I personally have reached out as to the comparison of others as to how such factors regarding the proof of pattern of behaviour as to such references, the aspects of the if factors of individuals the two I had dated in SCUBA diving as to the timeframes thereof in the middle of the year of 2009 as well as the year of 2012 as to how such individuals need to let me go as to the facts of which my right to choose for myself as to the comparisons as to such needless involvement within my life as to the aspects of each factor of my work in such comparisons which includes the aspects of my children as to the reality thereof as per whatever hypothetical proof as to such situations. In turn as to on the soil of the United States of America as to the oath of the Armed Forces of the United States of America, I have made the best attempts and efforts as to actually taking care of the safety and security of the United States of America as to the comparisons as to such hypothetical circumstances as to such needless involvement as to how I did not earn any of my SCUBA Diving certifications while dating any SCUBA Diver.



In this particular reference as to the aspects of the if factors of hypothetical aspects, what would ever be considered zas attractive to me about such types of situations as to the needless problems when thinking about my personality?



If the pondering of such would actually be, there is nothing that I find attractive about any individual as to such aspects regarding the factors thereof because of such needless problems. I do not find such aspects of any such type as to any relationship capacity as to being considered as attractive because of the aspects which the actual comfort and ease of the situations have not been as to any such point in time, which can be noticed as to my involvement within the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle regarding such aspects of the needless problems as well as needless pressures as to such references as to the relationship aspects. There is not any capacity of what would be considered as attractive to me nor as a turn on as to the references which some could be capable to understand as to the regards thereof, as per such situations as to how the lack of any such attractions as to the aspects of others' choices as per what I personally find as attractive in reference to personality aspects in the natural sorts of ways. The fact that if any male had accomplished what I have as to the work of as to how many individuals would be on their knees pushing their faces to get just the slightest bit of a taste if were possible in the comparisons of such factors as to how such has been as to the pure lack of comfort as to what I had created for myself as to what was my home, as to how such situations in reference to the aspects of which the aspects ass to how my home was what was of comfort for myself as to such situations as to the comparisons of the situations as to how in such comparisons how there is nothing which turns me on about arguing and fighting for such aspects of my work as to my recognition.



The reality of how some people might have such for themselves as to such aspects of turning them on is the complete opposite for myself, since there have been as many times and as much of where I have needlessly and constantly had to defend myself whereas there had not been anyone to do so in person face to face in person for me. The amount of situations which I have had to defend myself needlessly and as much as I have had to which does include in reference to other situations when having had to defend others, I do not have anything within me which has any aspect of such being considered as anything worthwhile that turns me on as to such proverbial aspects as per the reality which I have not ever seen such as to be of a turn on because of my background as well as the lengths thereof to the work I have had to do in such overall references.



The fact of having taken care of as much as I have had not been something which began after I became sexually active, it was situations before I was old enough to be in such a type of situation which in turn because of such aspects as to while some people may have a different point of view; the reality which as to such aspects of what is considered as attractive to me, is not the same as what others may have for themselves as to such turn ons. Thus as to the reality when I returned from Florida as to my work regarding the aspects in the state of Texas, the situations which the Carrollton Texas location as to International SCUBA had been informed though had complained because of having went through a different SCUBA Diving shop as to such aspects in comparison of speaking with me about the details as to the work as to the situations as they had went. Whether that had to do with if others learned of my relationship with a SCUBA diver from a different shop location as to such upon the review now or if as to the situations as well as or in part to the aspects of having went to complete my work through the SCUBA dive shop(s) in Florida, as to the aspects of which were through PADI and seemingly that was not considered as good enough to the references of the situations as to the year of 2009 in comparison of seeing the aspects which I had went through SCUBA dive shops that were associated with PADI #PADI except for the first and only relationship I had in the timeframe of when in the middle of my SCUBA Diving work as to such comparisons. If that aspect of the other individual having been certified through NAUI #NAUI as to such references regarding the other SCUBA Diving shop in Carrollton Texas as to such comments which I had spoken about well before I put such in writing, as to the aspects which in turn as to how the details which I could have went through back in the year of 2009 as to such aspects which have only shown how such needless problems throughout such lengths of years as to the situations regarding the civilian recreational SCUBA Diving groups as to the lack of common sense as to the reality of SCUBA Divers only having one aspect of water as to the overall to share together. In turn as to such lack of common sense as to my creation of the Underwater Travel System as to such regards as to the proof of such lack of common sense as per such factors in the year of 2019 as to the aspects thereof as per such updates to my journal blog.



However as to such reality of how such needless problems throughout such lengths of time since the year of 2009 as to how such was already in the spot which everything was comfortable and was going to be brought forward in the year of 2009, if such situations had been actually kept comfortable as per what I had arranged as to such factors as to the immediate aspects as per what I had created as to how such needless drama as to the needless wasted time as per each individual I once knew in person face to face in person as to such involvements needlessly as per what I was prepared to take care of as to such aspects back in the year of 2009 as per the clarifications and verifications as per the design of what was my home as to the obvious looking back now as to all such work which was arranged in the timeframe for what I had known was needed to bring forward as to the timeframe back in the aspects of when I had completed my work. In the references as to how individuals made the choices they had which had needlessly wasted the time as to such aspects in the comparison of what I had officially prepared as per such additions to what was my home as to the arrangements thereof, all such aspects were properly in the correct location if such needless problems as to the needless drama which ensued shortly afterwards in comparison as to what I had worked to be capable to take care of. Since such aspects of how much work I have had to take care of as to the full lack of comfort in comparison of what was comfortable for me, as to how such aspects as to how such constant aspects of defending myself in whichever capacities thereof as to such lack of attractive aspects as to having had to defend myself as much as I have referencing when looking at other individuals as to such factors as to what the comparison is as to what I personally find as attractive to the if factors as to the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle.



In the references as to the online portions in conjunction as to the cellphone company mergers as to 6 June 2022 as to the situations to the review of such aspects, the reality which as to how many attempts I made as to getting assistance correctly as best as possible for my daughter after the situations as to McCoy Elementary School and my son as to the overall aspects for what was needed; while in the in between portions of doing the best I could for myself, as the reality of how many attempts I had already made in reference to the situations, from the years of 2000 through 2009 as to such factors which as to the points in time before my SCUBA Diving work.



The situations during such points in time as to how the factors went, as to the reality of such situations as to the common sense situations which the handling of such aspects while good it has assisted others as to the reality of what has been capable as to such factors in reference to myself or has that not been a thought process before for other individuals as to ever actually taking into consideration my actual needs aside from the difference of such factors of my being a Mom?



Was it ever taken into consideration as to me being a biological female, or was it only taken into consideration of my work?



Does it matter as per being a Mom of two minor aged children at the timeframe of my work as to ensuring as best as possible of their safety while taking care of what I could as to earning my 26 SCUBA diving certifications as to the additional factor of how it weas less than 1.5 years from the death of their biological father, as to how much and as to how many attempts I made as to the best of my capabilities?



What would it matter as to how much work I made attempts as to the aspects to get the information to the correct individuals, or does that matter at all as to my attempts repeatedly?



Does it matter as to the situations which occurred as to the aspects of others' involvement despite how much I worked to be capable to bring such forward correctly, as does the impact from each other individual as to such factors take such considerations regarding their choices as to the comparisons as to my choices as to what were as to such availability compared to what others had available to them with such ease?



In regards as to the facts of my childhood and my teenager years as to the technological aspects the lack of attraction that was where I personally was capable to sense as to the online portions because of the work I had to take care of when I was a child and teenager, as to the similar aspects thereof and thus whereas some people might find such attraction aspects online; I personally have not had such a viewpoint as well as to how much work I had to take care of online, as to such proof within the years of 2009 through into 2010 into 2011 and onward to 2012 which in turn as to the work as to my website as to while it seems it is important. The aspects of what I consider to be a turn on compared to what others might think is obviously the difference as to such aspects regarding the factors thereof because of what I have dealt with. In turn utilizing technology to see as to such factors is not something that is considered as attractive to me as to the reality of not mixing work with pleasure as to such references of the proverbial aspects, to pay attention to regarding such situations. I would think that would be considered as common sense, though I do not know what other individuals would think of as to common sense at this point in time.



The aspects of what was my home seemed as common sense for me, though I suppose as per "Finding A Silver Lining" as to how others may have needed a bit of a clarification as to my work despite other factors of books I authored as to the additional factors as well as my modeling as what portions of what I worked on would ever be considered as good enough?



In reference to each and every door having been painted red as to the aspects of the color of a stop sign as to the aspects which to the power of which only one way, as to the aspects thereof to the comparison of what some might have thought as to whatever viewpoint they may have had as to their pop culture references. As to my dining room as to being the color of maroon-ish red with the goldenrod coloring of my library in view as to the openness to discuss when at the table with me as to such aspects, though the red door as to the hallway as to how the bedroom areas were off limits as to such discussions as to getting such details taken care of. In regards of the red door outside of my son and my daughter's rooms as to their own areas of their own levels as to when they were old enough to be capable to know what is to the bedroom as to their private space as to the comparisons as to my meditation room as to the red door as to such factors which meant to stop and think to be mindful of the aspects of the references, which as to my bedroom being as to such a different area as to how such factors of the red door regarding such aspects as to only through me as to such factors as to what aspects thereof to the if factors though the long hallway as to the ways of such symbolic references as to how the work to actually get to such an aspect would require levels of comfort of which would be as to what my particular comfort levels as to the regards of what as to the importance as to the clear way. In regards of the dining room area and the library area as to the multitude of discussions as to the various topics which the library lead to the back patio as to the gardening area as to whether I chose to BBQ or whether the choice was to sit and relax as to discussions in leisure, as to the viewpoints thereof to the peaceful areas regarding the comfort I created. In regards as to my kitchen having been painted with the white and pink and red colors as to my cooking being the specific type of cooking, which only stemmed from me as to the genuinity and care as to the concern within such factors as to my taking the time to prepare such meals as to the levels.



In reference to the den area where I did not ever play any games though the walkway to the laundry room as to such aspects of the black and white and red colorations, as to the aspects which the situations of which to the viewpoint of stopping the games after leaving the area as to the aspects which the difference within life as to as simple as to the black and white differences as to the reality of how games are not as to humanity though humanity has to separate the aspects of games to life to be capable to distinguish the differences as to what actual humanity is as to the comparisons thereof as while some factors can be taken into consideration as to points for the goodnesses thereof; the reality of which the darkness of games as to the comparisons of life being much brighter as to the aspects in which life and humanity are required when looking towards the future aspects. While the reality of how the black color as to space as well as the white color as to the stars referencing the situations as to the red line as to the chair rail as to the reality of which progressing towards the future requires the capability to work together though separating the aspects of what the reality is as to the aspects of survival as well as the aspects which as to the knowledge of space portions, as to the regards of how the speed of travel can be seen at certain times referencing such red colorations. The situations as to the knowledge which as to how humanity is required as to space travel just as humanity is mandatory for life on earth in whichever working together aspects thereof, as to such factors which having to work together to the reality that the absence of the color of red translates as to the lack of the blood line of life though the reality that the color black requires all such colors mixed together as to working together in a more positive direction as to being capable to step out from the dark to overcome such factors to progress forward in the light of truth in genuinity. Though the half bathroom as to removing such proverbial crap out of the aspects as to being capable to distinguish, while as to the second floor level of my proverbial man cave as to the aspects which are different as to the garage aspects in the references as to the car vehicle situations.



In reference to what I called my man cave because of knowing how most males would see such as to more masculine than feminine as to such aspects though also as to how the wo part as to woman as to how whether a male or female could be capable to enjoy such factors, my son and my daughter were taught how to play pool as well as air hockey as well as ping pong with one another while the aspects of the dancefloor area close to the what could be considered as a bar though I had not any alcohol as to the facts; the situations as to the dance floor with the bronze colored stripper pole my son and my daughter fully avoided in the regards as to the area comparison as to where I had arranged the aspects of my room for my pool table/ping pong/air hockey areas as to the balcony on the other side to be capable to get some fresh air as to the now and then portions. The way which I arranged the colorations of the dance floor area as to the ways of which as to the rest of what was my home as to how such factors had not registered in their thoughts other than it looked as a wall to them, as to the comparisons as to the aspects thereof; though I had not ever had the usage of my own man cave as to such aspects as to the reality as to how such situations went regarding the situations since my SCUBA Diving aspects. The eight foot tall fence line I had installed as to the privacy as to my backyard as to the similarity as to the privacy as to each and every door as to the aspects of the color red as to the stopping of such individuals as to what was not of their business as the narrow way as to going to speak with me was through only the front door areas as to such private discussions as to the details thereof as per my creation as to the levels of such which can be taken into the viewpoint of my work to create my Underwater Travel System as per my work as to SCUBA Diving as to the details in all such references as to the reality of such factors.



However since such hypothetical individuals as to their assumptions in comparison of ever thinking I actually knew what I was doing as for what was for the best interests, as to such factors which individuals who had not thought about such as to whatever their preconceived notions in the comparisons as to ever thinking that I actually knew more than what I had ever been described as to such factors because of whatever other individuals' biases were as to such points in time. In addition to such a creation as to what was my home as to the facts of which as per how I raised my son and my daughter to be capable to be independent as to their thoughts as to being capable to distinguish such factors as to the colorations of life as to the myriad of colors as to the overall portions, of which as to when needing to stop and think as to the reality of whenever they needed to take a moment for such aspects as to the references thereof as to knowing the aspects which they were allowed to go through the areas to ask me anything they needed as to comprehending I would always tell them the truth though would be in the knowledge at times of needing to mitigate certain aspects; the knowledge of such factors of which when they were raised being informed that when they were above a certain age as to the larger portions of my life brought forward, as to making sure as best as I could to provide them a childhood that I wish I had for myself as well as preparing them to be strong enough to handle life as to the ways which when they were above the age of 18 years old biologically as to the aspects which the shift of such would be different as to when they were children as to such comparisons though they would always know they could count on me to give them the truth.



Yet with such references as well as to how such factors in regards of when in reference to my work as to being as to such red door symbolic portions of which in turn they would know that the only way to be capable to speak with me about factors would be through such a narrow passage way of only through me, as they were not allowed to be pawns as to how some individuals I had seen having been raised and I had hoped they would be capable to assist others as to such factors of being capable to think for themselves though in such references of directly through me as to such aspects as to what they were not taught and they were not given the information of or for or to as to such regards of my work in reference to my SCUBA Diving as well as the other factors of which in my updates as to my clarifications and verifications as to keeping such aspects for such reasons as to how I wanted to make sure my son and my daughter and I were incorruptible as to such factors as to what I had seen in other references. I had hoped as to the capacities thereof to the independence and strength to lead forward in a more positive direction to be capable to bring forward a better way of life in more than one way, as well as being capable to bring forward more who had not had such opportunities to review life in ways which they could be capable to better themselves while also accepting reality to progress forward in a way which would be above the what was considered as normal as to the aspects of seeing more than just one or two paths. However in such regards as to the ways of which to sit at the proverbial table as to such discussions about my work, the reality of which I was not willing to ever allow my son or my daughter to be pawns as to such factors of which I made attempts to explain to them as to when they were younger as when raising them which I suppose latter times in life as to them being capable to see the reasons why I had been as protective of my son and my daughter to the best of my capabilities while in turn being protective of myself as to the knowledge and understanding of my work as to such comprehension levels regarding such aspects as to knowing where I was born and raised as to the areas thereof as well as understanding what I had dealt with and been through as well as what would be needed to clarify as to such aspects of what I had dealt with as to the best possibilities as best as I could for such regards and references.



Knowing my SCUBA Diving work as to such massive differences as to how others had gotten involved with such as well as my background to such regards as to making sure to protect my son and my daughter as best as I could from such as to the ways which a caring and loving Mom actually would go the lengths thereof, as well as making sure as best as I could to not negatively impact others to the best of my capabilities as to being more about life as to such factors.



While some might have whatever opinions to such regards as to the ways I made the best attempts as possible while being mindful for my son and my daughter as to the situations, I could only accomplish as much as best as I could. In turn as to such factors of when they became above the age of 18 years old biologically I also did not want my son or my daughter to have to only rely on me as to the ways which I had seen other individuals raise their children, as I knew how important it was and is as for how I needed my son and my daughter to step forward on their own two feet to be capable to live their own lives while knowing they would always be capable to get the truth from me as to if they needed any clarifications and verifications and what assistance I could give. Though because of knowing how the situations were as to how I became pregnant with my son and my daughter as to such factors, as to how the situations where I knew when I would go into such levels of details as to as best as possible to prepare the reality for such aspects as to when such a point in time would be as to what I would go through as to such aspects of the reality which individuals were informed of though had not necessarily noticed the aspects of such reality. Thus a quandary to a degree because of the only ways through me, though as to how much I had already dealt with as to such factors of what comfort as to such levels to such reality factors as to how what my comfort levels were as to such points in time as to what would be as to my particular viewpoint in such comparisons as to when the time would become of to such factors.



What is it to be happy, as what is it to enjoy life?



Thus as to what attraction levels as to the situations of what I would find as comfort as to the comparisons of what individuals as to what they might have thought just because of my capabilities, that is not what is as to attraction to me as to the aspects of having had to constantly fight and defend myself as to whether in reference to verbal arguments or as to such aspects of the wishful thoughts of ignoring such factors as there is not the allowance to such ignoring as to those factors realistically. Someone who would actually be interested in me would have to understand such aspects as to the reality which would be as to what genuine comfort would be as to how such changes would occur, as well as actually want and need such for themselves as well in the references thereof to the regards of such situations. Thus as to relationship aspects as to the pastures what I would consider as to such factors in comparison as to what others may have thought because of whatever preconceived notions as to their viewpoints, which in such realistic portions as to what is considered as to such viewpoints regarding the aspects thereof to me now are different than as to what once was because of how such situations went.



With each aspect as to what I dealt with needlessly as to the aspects of such situations as to the needless drama as to the comparison of being capable to actually have the capacity of being capable to actually enjoy, the situations as to each factors of what differences to the viewpoints as to what I consider as to such factors as to the comparisons as to the reality of such viewpoints as per such situations. Thus as to the aspects which as to the hypothetical as to the if factors of the internet portions of which such factors of my original fetlife account as to the references of having posted the pictures of both regarding my modeling though also in reference to my SCUBA Diving in conjunction as to the memes as to such regards, the possibilities as to the if factors similarly as to on and through Facebook as to my original accounts as to how I have made the attempts to be capable to get back in to my original Facebook accounts as well as my original gmail address as to such factors; the situations which as to the circumstances which as to the if factors of what is actually considered as important, which as to the facts regarding how the ports of entry as to the oceanic areas as to the fact that Prince Harry as to such factors as to the marriage with Megan Markle as to the situations which could be as to how individuals as to the references of pop culture though also as to the reenacting factors such as Excalibur and TRF as to such hypotheticals as to the references regarding where the church I grew up attending and became a confirmed member of as to the usage of Old Tennent Presbyterian Church as a hospital during the Revolutionary War as to General George Washington's private office out back of the church on the hill; as to the concern in reference as to the if factors of such having been clarified and verified as to such viewpoints as to what occurred regarding my New Jersey flag as well as my Texas flag as well as my American flag on my home as to the situations of the if factors, as to the larger world political aspects as to the amount of numbers to treated countries as to such situations as to how certain individuals as to their usage of the Constitutional aspects as to their view of the United States of America as to the choices as to how such situations which could have been assisted correctly though the history of such factors as then as to the truth about my SCUBA Diving.



While individuals who have not been SCUBA Diving and/or snorkeling and/or surfing and/or swimming in the oceanic waters as to how such might not be considered as that big of a deal as to the comparison of the number of individuals who have been in such levels of the oceanic waters, that is where people have needed to wake up and pay attention to the fact it does not matter whether or not you have had something directly to do with the oceanic waters as to the fact of such recognition as well as the work of such factors having been brought forward in truth as to the discussion portions as to how individuals ironically as to those who understand bureaucracy as to the perception of such factors as to how such viewpoints in the regards of how such was not ever recreational for me as to my SCUBA diving work as well as the facts as to how I completed the 16 SCUBA Diver certification specialty course in the conjunction of the total number of my earned SCUBA Diving certifications of the 26 total. The fact that the situations as to my Cavern SCUBA diving certification as to the coinky dink as to the amount of crossings at the border of Mexico as to the state of Texas as to the increase in massive numbers as to from the time of the year of 2009 as to such factors as per the aspects to review such reality as well as to the facts which as to how regarding the Atlantic area of the oceanic waters as to my SCUBA diving work as to the facts of my dream SCUBA Dive to be in the area during the Aurora Borealis as to the aspects as to monitoring the animal species as to the aspects of the knowledge of Irving in the year of 2011 as well as Indiana 1999 as well as my backyard of my house in San Antonio/Military City USA as to other such circumstances; the reality of how important the situations are as to such correct aspects of such recognition factors as to the viewpoint of the wording choices, which bureaucrats should be capable to see the perception issues referencing such aspects as to the work regarding the additional factors of the leaks from the Pentagon as to the UFOs out from the Pacific areas as well as more recent footage as to June 2022 as to think about as well as the formation of the US Space Force as to such references.



Does it matter that I have made multiple attempts to bring such forward in truth, or is it that the aspects of what I have brought forward needs more?



How many coinky dinks have to be in the viewpoint of before the reality of such aspects actually is accepted as to the truth, as to what can be clarified and verified?



What portions as to the aspects as to the situations of how many aligned factors as to the viewpoints of are capable to be seen and known as to being understood, as what does the amount of my work matter?



In a different reference to the aspects of the word spelling of Beau as to such aspects of a situation when working on my Medal of Honor Art Project as to out of nowhere when working on my project, the situations as to having made attempts to figure out where the name came from as to how such aspects referencing the situations at the time if I recall correctly in the year of 2016 possibly as to a confusion as to several situations at the timeframe of as to having known several people in person face to face in person from my childhood and teenager years as to having heard a similar name with the lapse of memory as to several as to Asher Holmes Elementary School as well as Marlboro Middle School as to the name of Jason as to thinking the aspects which would be capable as to the oceanic portions. Though as to not having been capable to figure such aspects out referencing the situations as to the spirit aspects, the timeframe of what was being reported on the news at the time eludes me at this point in time. Nonetheless as to such irony aspects as to the current President of the United States of America #46 Joe Biden and First Lady of the United States of America Jill Biden having had a son named Beau as to if such aspects as to the name of Jason makes any sense to them, as to a different portion of such factors regarding in works as to my Medal of Honor Art Project as to the possibilities which the branch of the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to such unknown to me as to such points in time; though the possibilities they may have been informed of an individual as to the first or the middle name of Jason to review as to such aspects, of which Beau may have brought forward in certain discussions previously about a situation referencing when he was overseas to the factors of a saving grace aspect in the field nearby a tent when he was supposed to be in a different area of the base as to the cover which occurred because of the combined factors of situations and a sandstorm that had kicked up shortly thereafter the initial portions of the points to pay attention to as to the details regarding.



However aside from the aspects as to the viewpoint as to the if factors regarding such situations which the security portions as to the aspects of the possibilities as to whether in reference to civilian recreational SCUBA Divers as to the proverbial aspects of Russia regarding the aspects of such individuals as to the comparisons as to myself as to Ukraine and/or the situations as to the proverbial aspects of PADI as to Russia as to NAUI as to Ukraine as to the reference points because of California being where the aspects of PADI headquarters are compared to Florida being where NAUI headquarters are as well as the fact that the USS/USNS General Hoyt S Vandenberg having been out in the area of Florida, the situations as to the factors to the considerations as to the stand point of which as to the ports of the oceanic areas as well as the fact that the sinkholes which have been developing within the state of Florida as to the rapid pace as well as the landing point as to the area of California; the military viewpoint as to such references as to the aspects of how many people from the tristate area move to the state of Florida as to the original 13 colonies as to the references for such proverbial viewpoints to the consideration.



Or is it as to Russia as to what is supposed to be considered the consenting adult lifestyle and the aspects as to Ukraine as to the SCUBA Divers as to such references, because of the aspects of individuals I once knew who had used technology to illegally invade privacy as to such references such as to the aspects of the state of Washington where the privacy laws are far more in depth to protect privacy rights in the comparison as to the state of Texas?



Is it whereas my book series as to "The Paroxysm of the Lotus" ever brought forward discussions that were ever worthwhile, as there has not ever been the portions of which the finances as to my books were ever as to where the usage of my finances for my usage as per the aspects of my work as to such regards as I have not ever allowed anyone to use my work for their work nor have I ever given the property rights to anyone as I would not ever do so in any capacity thereof; as then what would my work ever be of value to me for such regards, as to how the lack of any such regards of what I would consider as per the worth of my work to put such together as why would I ever see such in any other capacity?



Since my books as per my personal work as to such writings and compilations thereof as to how such aspects for the reality which there has not ever been such brought forward in any discussion as to my work, which as to how such aspects as to the COVID aspects which is it irony as to how such factors in the references to the clarifications and verifications of such aspects to my work as to how I had not ever allowed anyone to ever represent me nor ever represent my work; as is that considered as important, or what legal factors to bring such forward as why would anyone ever want to be a part of the United States of America as per such aspects as to the proof of such aspects not having been shown as to what would be considered as to the acceptable factors and thus would it then make sense as to the references regarding the aspects of Prince Harry as well as Megan Markle as to such comments about the United States of America as to the similar factors in reference to the situations as to POTUS44 Barack Obama as to the American exceptionalism as why else would it be of importance to review such details?



While the symbolic portions as to the possibilities admittedly can seem a bit much as to the overlying factors as to such considerations, I guesstimate there are individuals who have been in leadership positions who have consulted spiritual advisors about various factors as to the consideration of to such viewpoints. In my opinion as per prior postings as to my journal blog as to then the situation as to the United Nation speech which was given by the Prince of Wales Harry as to such aspects as well as such underlying circumstances which seem important as to how President of the United States of America #44 Barack Obama had been in office as to how then Vice President of the United States of American now the President of the United States of America both as to the number #46 as to Joe Biden, it seems odd as to how the terminology exceptional as to exceptionalism though in addition as to the purple bottle in the year of 2019 of the possibility of if the Prince of Wales Harry and/or his wife had been to Clear Springs SCUBA Park as to the timeframe thereof and/or after the purple bottle situation, as to the aspects of the viewpoints regarding the situations as to the personal aspects as to what is supposed to be considered as the consenting adult lifestyle; there are a multitude of aspects which I personally have not and do not consent to, which in turn as to the aspects which there has not ever been any comfort for me within the aspects of the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle as to the facts of which the amount of situations I personally dealt with as to how many needless problems as to the aspects of as to why I made the choice to walk away from the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle as to the year of 2019 officially.



While I can look at information online as to the aspects thereof, the acceptance which there is not the same need for me to be a part of the aspects of as to how other individuals may have the need for themselves as to such aspects is the comparison as to such references. In the regards as to how the individuals as to biological females as to how they usually had begun their SCUBA Diving in the comparisons of myself, the reality of what has needed to be accepted as to how there has not been any comfort for me as to what occurrences thereof as to the needless drama and the needless problems regarding such types of individuals as to how that was not ever a competition for me as there was nothing there was to compete over in my opinion. Thus as to how the lack of my personal needs as to the involvement in the same capacities thereof to the arenas of such lifestyle areas, as to the aspects of which only as to the in control of business aspects as to the aspects of what I would ever be interested in as to this point in time as to the comparison as to such events as because of the needless drama that I endured. The amount of times that I have had to defend myself has been constantly tied to those particular aspects of which there is not the need for me to deal with such aspects, which in turn as to how such walking away has been as easy for me as to such factors in the comparisons as I would guesstimate for other individuals who may have become addicted to the aspects thereof to such a lifestyle compared to the fact that there was not ever any event as to actually being capable to enjoy myself as to such facts as per the proof thereof. In turn as to how there was not ever any enjoyment for me as to any point in time, after the amount of years having been involved with such aspects as to the lack of comfort as to what I would consider as comfort for myself has not ever been as to the reality of such situations.



The reality as to how it would have been great to be capable to simply actually enjoy events I attended as to the ways which I saw others enjoy themselves, as to the comparisons while having enjoyed discussions; the reality of such aspects as to the situations in other references as to having had to pay attention to more than just one or two situations as to the timeframes because of noticing more than what some may have realized during such points in time. Though being taken seriously as to the aspects thereof is not something which I have been accustomed to ever, as per the ways which most situations have been as to the lengths of time as to what I have noticed and paid attention to. After so many decades as to such aspects, it has been where there has not ever been anything other than constant work as to what I have had to take care of as to the comparison of what I personally would consider as to relaxation; as the reality of such factors as to what I have worked for to actually be capable to enjoy my life, as to the comparisons of what others as to their opinions as to the aspects which such has not been of importance to me as to the reality of which the work I have put together as to such aspects which would be reviewed as to what levels as to the length of time as to such work as why would anyone ever actually work if as to such aspects were known as to such needless involvement from other individuals as to without my permission as well as without my consent?



What would ever be as to working towards education as to the aspects of my earned 26 SCUBA Diving certifications as well as my SCUBA Diving work, as what inspiration would that ever be to other people as to such hypothetical aspects of other SCUBA Divers not having correctly acknowledged my work as to how such would be as to the if factors of the situations were to be actually considered as respectable?



Why would anyone ever actually work towards betterment and progress as to such aspects as to the reality which such has not been brought forward correctly as to how others have brought other situations forward, as what aspects of actual progression forward would that entail as to seeing such reality for the situations currently?



Why would any individual ever actually push forward as to such aspects regarding work if as to the amount thereof as to such levels of as to how the reality of not having been brought forward in honesty as to such aspects regarding others, as why would any individual within the United States of America or the world take such viewpoints of into consideration in a positive way as it is any wonder as to how much has been in decline as to the amount of time since such factors of the year of 2009 as to the aspects as to then also within the year of 2015 as to such aspects as why would such be of importance as to the rise in the year of 2017 though as to such aspects of the decline as to the year of 2020 as to the realization as to the if factors of other people having pretended they had the rights when they did not ever have the right nor the authority to have such regards as to representing me and/or my work in such references; as what would that show the rest of the United States of America as well as the world in such references of the if factors, of individuals who had no right nor authority to represent my work as to my books and/or my modeling and/or my writing as what importance would such be as to speaking with me in truth?



Why would such aspects as to the updates to my journal blog be of importance in reference to the situations as to my Medal of Honor Art Project as to the work of, as what would such be as to the situations as to others having used such for political purposes in comparison as to what it was intended for?



What would such a viewpoint of the United Nations speech as to Prince of Wales Harry have to do in the reference to such hypothetical aspects to the conjunction of the situations as to the land and property within the state of California to the viewpoints of, as what would be considerable as to my SCUBA Diving gear as to the UHAUL situation as to the additional aspects as to the British military depth guage as well as the aspects in reference to my SCUBA diving work as what would be considered as pertinent about the security of the United States of America as to such if factors about the treated countries as to such statements as to the references in the United Nations?



While other individuals have had the luxury of enjoying themselves because of my personal work as to the aspects of to the events I assisted with, the reality of which there has not ever been what I would ever consider as comfort for myself as to any event at any point in time as to the entirety of the event as to any point in time as to the length of years of such involvement. Thus as to the reality which as to such aspects which individuals as to the aspects of both the BDSM as well as Swinging aspects need to accept, there is not the need for myself as to the same ways as to such individuals as to their own personal aspects in such references. There is not anything as to what I can view as to any importance for such aspects because of the situations which have only proven as to how many needless problems as well as the needless drama in the comparison of what I have sought for myself, as to how such aspects were not ever of comfort to what I would or could ever consider as comfort for myself. When the aspects of how many times I have needlessly had to defend myself, as to the fact of how such was not ever comfortable for myself to have to do so.



As there has not ever been any point in time where the actualities of what I could or would consider as relaxation or enjoyment as to such events or situations as to the lengths of time, while others might have had whatever opinions regarding such as to the difference of viewpoints regarding the aspects of. especially when adding those types as to the renaissance faire types as to how many times individuals have randomly tried to get me to change my mind about such as per the references as to different discussions as well as messages as well as "the Modern Day Book" for such hypotheticals?



To take into consideration as to how my SCUBA diving was far more comfortable to me as to my work in comparison as to the situations I personally dealt with as to the in person face to face in person aspects as to the situations as to the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle, individuals I once knew in person face to face in person can take that into consideration as to how such aspects of the needless drama that I dealt with as to such factors of the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle as to what I personally did not consent to. Thus in turn as to how such factors as to the reality of which and how I did not consent to have to constantly have to stand up for myself and defend myself, there was nothing of what I would ever consider as to any comfort for me as to having to needlessly do so continuously. That problem as to those types of individuals as to their thoughts of which such needless drama as well as such needless competition as well as such needless problems as to how such factors as to how and why there simply was nothing of any actual enjoyment for me as to such points in time, and why I was constantly on guard as to how such situations as to not ever having had the chance to simply relax as to how I actually preferred and needed to relax in comparison of what other people thought would be as to such relaxation for me in the comparisons. There was nothing about any event that was ever of any value for me as to such regards, and as to such factors as to how the reality of which the lack of my need to be any part of such any further ever again. Such individuals whether as to the biological male and/or biological female has needed to accept the fact of such aspects as to the reality of what has not ever been of any worth as to the comfort factors for myself, which in turn as to such references regarding such individuals to fully back off as to such regards in all such capacities of ever thinking they could ever actually provide comfort for me as to what I actually would consider as actual comfort.



If as to such a feminazi viewpoint as to being a biological female as to the aspects of a male, where has there ever been a time when as to having been involved with a male that ever had actually provided such levels of comfort for me where I did not have to defend myself anyway as to such in person face to face in person or otherwise as to such factors?



Since the answer for those who do not know is there has not ever been any point in time when even with a male in the presence with me as to when I did not have to defend myself as to such aspects, the reality of which as to how such a lifestyle is not for me as there is not the need for me personally to be a part of such immaturity.



If as to the situations regarding my son and/or my daughter as to such needless involvement of individuals a part of what is supposed to be considered as the consenting adult lifestyle, I as their Mom did not consent to such factors as I would not ever have consented to such factors of which as to those types as to how that was not ever anything that would ever be considered as comfortable for me nor of which I would or could ever trust as to such aspects as to the reality of which I would not ever knowingly allow such factors into my son and/or my daughter's lives as to those types of needless problems as to such needless games as to how that would not ever be anything I would ever knowingly consent to ever.



Since as to the facts regarding the situation of just being creative as to the aspects of my books because of being capable to write creatively as per the fiction genre books and book series, is there an importance as to the list of names and/or groups as to being around my technological devices as to such factors and/or such situations as to the timeframes between 2008 through 2013 as well as 2003 through 2008 as well as 2001 through 2003 as well as 2013 through 2018 for some regards to the review of such factors as does such matter or make a difference at all as to such references and regards thereof?



In turn as to how such individuals have needed to accept such facts regarding the aspects as to how such types of anything which would be considered as misconstrued as to such failures as to actually informing officially about such aspects, as to the lack of common sense as to thinking the pop culture references as to the knowledge of my lack of knowledge about such pop culture references. In turn as to the if factors of such pop culture references which were known that I was not aware of as to then as to such factors which in turn would be considered as the lack of capability to consent to such situations, as per the requirement for to be informed completely about such aspects in the comparisons of which other people as to those types of needless pranks as to such unworthy jokes as to the factors of which stirring up such needless drama as to the needless problems as to whichever capacity thereof to such individuals and/or groups of such factors and thus as to how such hypothetical circumstances in the conjunction of situations as to the facts regarding the situations in reference to the ports as to the oceanic waters as to the clear information as to the reality of which as to the aspects thereof to such updates as well as explanations as to my journal blog.



For example as to the year of 2009 as to my SCUBA Diving and the aspects of having to re-re-re-re-re-re-learn words as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury though as to my SCUBA Diving work as to the aspects thereof to the bottom of the oceanic waters, the timeframe of August 2010 would only be of one year for such reference points which in turn as to August of the year of 2011 as to being two years for that reference, and August of the year of 2012 as to being three years for such considerations. However as to the additional factor as to Irving 2011 as to how the timeframe of October 2011 for the largest aspect thereof, as to the timeframe of October 2012 being only one year for that reference to such examples which individuals have needed to accept and pay attention to for such references to the considerations as to such aspects to actually accept as to the reality of what needless problems as to such needless drama they had stirred up as to how their choices as to their patterns of behaviour previously would be as to the considerations thereof to the references to the situations beyond more than just myself. Since the situations as to the state of Texas as to the Austin area in the years of 2010 and 2011 as to the closeness to those renaissance faire types as to such needless drama as to those types, as to such needless problems regarding such factors. Then as to after Irving in the year of 2011 as to when in San Antonio also known as Military City USA as to the aspects of the state of Texas as to the semi-closeness as to those renaissance faire types, as to such needless problems and needless drama outside of the fields as to the grounds thereof for which they had needed to pay attention to as to how such dark ages of a life as to those needless situations.



Thus as to the situations regarding how the intermingling of the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle as to those renaissance faire types, as long as those renaissance faire types are involved with the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle as to my personal lack of the need to be a part of the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle. Individuals from other countries I would guesstimate have a bit of a similar viewpoint regarding the aspects of which to the difference as to the east coast in New Jersey where there were not renaissance fairs though there were historical reenactments as to the aspects of massive differences, which in turn as to the facts thereof as to how the differences regarding such factors as to the differences not of pretending though as to informing in such comparisons to those renaissance faire types. Thus as to how such involvement needlessly as to those types of renaissance faire individuals as to how there has not been the acceptance regarding such factors as to my opinion as to the aspects of which as to the crossover types of such factors, the lack of any need of mine as to those particular situations or individuals as to the clear distinctive differences as to such aspects. If as to my SCUBA Diving as to the work thereof to those renaissance faire types as to such factors as to such needless drama because of their opinions compared to the work thereof, then as to such needless problems additionally as to how such types were not ever of any comfort to me as to how the length of time as to the year of 2005 as to how there has not been any need of mine nor any want of mine nor any desire of mine to ever return to any such type of renaissance faire situation and/or individual thereof. Due to the aspects in such references regarding those hypotheticals as to the images as to online as to the aspects of certain areas and countries around the world as to such hypothetical factors, the timestamps as to the references regarding the photographic images seem more important by the second as to such factors for the clarifications as well as the distinctions of in the possible aspects of the film photography as to the timestamps of the development as per the negatives being capable to give such details and information.



Those renaissance fair types have needed to accept the fact of the current timeframe as to the comparison thereof as well as accept the fact there are individuals who do not find any attraction to such types of situations in any capacity thereof, and will not ever find such aspects to be considered as comfortable ever. The acceptance as to how such situations are not the need for some individuals as to escapism as to the comparisons of others, as to the differences between the renaissance faire types as to the differences between the BDSM aspects as to the differences between the Singer aspects despite whatever over-layments there might be. Nonetheless as to such factors as to how other countries do not have renaissance faires as to such aspects which as to the pop culture references as to the aspects thereof, to such considerations which individuals have been needing to be capable to distinguish such factors as to the reality of such situations. For example as to how I could not tell the difference as to the if factors of if I knew someone from the state of Texas supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle community immediately as to such hypotheticals as to the background as well as the location of such hypothetical aspects as to the obvious different physical surroundings as to the facts which in turn as to the common sense aspects as to what amounts of time as to the differences regarding such factors as to the amounts of events to such situations. If as to individuals who have only been a part of those types of situations as to the comparisons as to how I have been involved with a multitude of areas as well as situations, the reality of such factors to pay attention to the details thereof as to the lack of common sense regarding such factors to the considerations.



There was nothing about Excalibur Faire that was enjoyable to me which as to the situations as to how such hypotheticals as within the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle if such bleed over aspects thereof to the considerations, then as to the lack of comfort to me as to those situations because of those immature types as to my opinion.



Just as those types as to the situations as to those live action role play aspects were not ever anything I personally enjoyed no matter how many individuals wished to be the one who would or could change my mind, it is now the year of 2022 compared to the year of 2005 as it has been 17 years at this point from the overall time.



It is time to let that go and grow up in comparison, to what has been as to the if factors as to those types as to the renaissance faire individuals as 17 years as to trying to get me to care of even want to be a apart of such knowingly only has proven as to such levels of needless problems and levels of immaturity to such lengths of time as to almost two full decades as to how I have not changed my mind in any capacity and the trying to push me to accept such as to how my temper as to how such rage against such aspects only proves as to how I will keep my stance as to such factors as to those types permanently. In turn as to how the green haired male from IHOP one evening as to the comparison of the other male who I had dated briefly as to such factors as to the reality which the renaissance faires have not been of anything worthwhile to me, as the reality of such situations are not assistive to every person in such comparisons as all that has occurred since such a point in time is a bunch of needless problems as well as needless drama from those types of those people as to those situations. While there were a few situations as to when involved with the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle in the San Antonio now Military City USA area of Texas in the years of 2004 into 2005, the levels of what needless problems occurred after such a point in time as to the year of 2009 as to such factors which as to how such levels as to the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle as to the years of 2010 through such years which as to the facts as to the timeframe of 2005 when such fully kicked off as to such needless problems as per the renaissance faire types as to the lack of common sense as to how such aspects of the immersion factors as to the common sense as to being capable to distinguish as per a different version of the terminology of MK Ultra I suppose as to the review of such terminology as to the aspects of how foriegn exchange students as to the immersion aspects as to the consideration as to the American born individuals as to the renaissance faire types as to such hypothetical viewpoints regarding such situations.



However what would that entail as to individuals who are not a part of the renaissance faire type of individuals as well as what would such be as to the aspects of the perception around the world as to such factors regarding the situations as to those types as to pictures posted online, as what would be considered as important about such distinguishing factors as to the pop culture references as well?



If as to the regards of historical reenactments which I brought forward as to an individual as to Cactus Jack regarding the aspects of how the authentic gear as to the 151 Road Warrior as to the role playing needless problems as to such needless drama, what in turn as to such aspects of the multiple attempts I made to bring such forward as what would the aspects as to how the multiple attempts to bring such forward about the timeframe as to the year of 2000 as to the situations as to the aspects of the garage in my house in San Antonio also known as Military City USA be of importance about such aspects as to the updates to my journal blog as well as the other situations I made attempts to bring forward?



What would be of importance about the Taco Cabana situation as to the aspects thereof within the city of San Antonio also known as Military City USA be of importance about such aspects regarding those individuals as to what is supposed to be considered as the adult consenting lifestyle as would it be of importance to review such aspects as to the reality of such hypotheticals as to the counsel that did not occur as well as the karmic portions as to what I have been informed of as to the situations in the area, as what would be of importance about individuals reading about within the United States of America as to such needless problems as to the needless drama as to that individual as to the irony about the name of POTUS46 as to VPOTUS46 Joe Biden as to the comparisons as to Joseph Estes as to the irony about the situations as to the name of Mary regarding my ex-sister-in-law as to the Air Force connection as what as to the factors of what I brought forward in "The Modern Day Book" would be capable to be proven about such needless involvement within my life as to the knowledge of the facts as to how I wound up off of Fort Sam Houston as to the year of 2000 after waking up from my coma after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury in Basic Training as to the proverbial aspects of the names Mary and Joseph to the considerations of such individuals as to the needless involvement as to what choices as to those types of different reenactors as to such needless drama as well as needless problems as to the hypotheticals as to the proof thereof to which those individuals as to my ex-in-laws were not invited to my life as to such factors as to the reality which I gave birth to my son less than 1.5 years after waking up from my coma and gave birth to my daughter less than 2.5 years after waking up from my coma while still having the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as is there any importance to such aspects as to the hypothetical proof of such situations as to the additional aspects of my original Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America and what justice is there actually to be seen in the references of such aspects as to the knowledge of as well as the proof capable to be found per such aspects?



What portions as to the situations regarding the factors in reference to how such situations could be reviewed as to different areas within the United States of America as well as around the world, as what would be capable to be noticed as to the Prince of Wales Harry marrying an American citizen Megan Markle to then purchase land in the state of California near the oceanic waters as what treated aspects could be seen as to the importance referencing such aspects as per the Revolutionary War because of such individuals as to the pop culture as well as such role playing and the aspects of the renaissance faire types as what would be of importance as to the consideration of if there are those who would take such seriously or am I the only one who could see such aspects to the considerations thereof as what throughout my journal blog as well as my Official YouTube Channel would be capable to be proven as to such regards and references thereof?








What if the aspects as to the purple bottle as to the if factors as to Clear Springs SCUBA Park in Terrel Texas as to the if factors as to the civilian recreational SCUBA Divers, as what would be considered as to the situation referencing if there was a chance the royal couple had been in the area during the timeframe of the year of 2019 by chance?



How would such an impact be as to the viewpoint of the Bristish Royal family as well as the aspects of Parliament, as to the treated countries as well as the aspects of the possibilities?



Would the viewpoint regarding the aspects as to the difference between the wasy which others around the world as to SCUBA Diving be something to consider, as what would and could be of importance about that?

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

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Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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