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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


Lady Dori Belle


...and to biological consenting adults as...

Lady Liberty Belle

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My life  =  My personal life

My life experiences  =  My personal life experiences that some might have something alike or something similar to though theirs is not the exact as to My personal life experiences

My opinion  =  Susan MeeLing's personal opinion that some or many might agree with

My needs  =  My personal needs for me personally though some distinguishing factors as to the aspects where there are different facets of My personal life and thus as to the distinguishing factors as to the different areas of my life, thus for Me personally is going to be for Me personally as to such differences as to the aspects whereas of others as to the factors to the considerations.


The FACT books I authored/wrote/compiled that I published through Amazon for My profits and what I chose/choose for the financial aspects per book:
*  Finding A Silver Lining  (published in print book format in in the year of 2015)
*  Finding The Silver Lining  (published in print book format in the year of 2014)
*  The Modern Day Book  (published in print format book in the year of 2020)
*  The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire  (3 volumes published in print format books in the year of 2020)

 

Fiction Based books I published through Amazon that can have metaphors or proverbial only as some books allow the financial aspects as to donations whereas the newer books do not have such same factors whatsoever as to the financial resources for Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle also known as Lady L*** Belle as make sure to not assume that all books will ever be the exact same:
*  "The Curious Children Book Series:  (2 volumes published in the year of 2014/2015)
*  "Fail-Safe:  The Kenedy curse fused with Science Fiction Fantasy  (The New World Order)"  (1 book published in the year of in print format book form 2015/2016 that is the main book to refer to for each of the subsequent books in the series as the 10 volume book series published as the 9 additional volumes in 2021/2022 as not all books were allowed as per My personal choice to be published in print format as to the ideals I have had for My work as to how I personally chose to release My books as to My business plans)
*  "Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series"  (3 volumes published in print format of books in the years of 2014 through 2015 and then 7 books were published in the year of 2021/2022)


To Contact Me to ask me what My needs, my wants, My preferences, My Ideals, and/or My desires is only to utilize My To Contact Form to ask me respectfully after explaining yourself as to such aspects first as asking Me is the best way to actually do so correctly to actually learn to know of what My actual needs are for the factors of as the same in reference to my wants and so on and so forth.  That includes though not limited to asking if there is something to assist Me with, arranging Book Signing, arranging requiring My permission first as to my needs for any appearance(s)/meeting(s), 


Do not assume that just because I authored/wrote/compiled books that you know Me, you know of Me as to such factors as to the factors of the reality of the social media.


If I personally have reached out to you directly as to requesting a meeting and/or meetings, I have done so with the factors of respect regarding the aspects of what I could figure as being respectful as to the time(s) as to upon your schedule though also as depending upon my schedule as well.  The contact information regarding phone numerical factors as to the aspects of My To Contact Form through My website, as to making attempts as to the ease to correctly communicate clearly.  


Ensure if you are going to ask about Me, to know the exact-ish amount of time the individual actually knew Me in real life in person face to face in person in real life to verify the correct numerical positions of time that they may have known Me or if they knew of me as to the facts.


My modeling is not the same as speaking with Me face to face at all, because that is not the same as in real life as to the facts that in real life in person face to face in person actually requires those facts of in real life in person face to face in person in real life where a human being in person face to face in person is in real life with another human being is the common sense for in person face to face in person in real life as there is a difference to getting My personal permission first.


I do not allow anyone to misinterpret ever, as there is the clear facts that if someone/anyone says they can interpret Me, ensure they actually have what I personally consider as the starting point of full foundation as to actual capacities to do so correctly as what I consider as the correct foundation as to making sure the foundation of theirs in not made out of sand as to the differences of whereas to the facts my foundation is forged from where the stones as to the rock of My foundation is to the sturdiness thereof as to My personal life as to My personal experiences as to Me personally; as in my personal opinion that imitation is not flattery at all in any capacity when in reference to Me.


Since I comprehend Myself as to My and what My needS are as to what My wantS are as to what My preferenceS are as to what My idealS are as to what My desires are, then as to My comprehension of such factors in reference to Myself as to My personal requirements as when I have written about My personal life experiences as to the words I personally have chosen to describe such facts, then as to My life = My personal life experiences.


Manners, respect, human decency, and protocols are as a beginning point for what My personal standards are for Me.

Make sure to be capable to distinguish when the facts of My journal blog are in the capacity of either facts with satire and/or facts with metaphors and/or facts with figurative and/or facts as literal as the reality that My personal life experiences are My personal life experiences as to where some might relate to what I personally have dealt with, the full combination of what I have survived is the difference as to where the distinction is.


I survived the attacks on the soil of the homeland of the United States of America as to the tristate areas of New Jersey, New York, and Pennsylvania in the year of 1993 in the month of February as well as the timeframe of 9/11 also known as 11 September 2001 because I was born and raised in New Jersey in the three-county/three-borough area that had the most amount of commuters to New York City as well as other factors of the reality as to the state of New Jersey that those factors of pop culture are usually NYCers or Pittsburgians or Philadelphians and not New Jersey-ians pop culture as the aspects of comprehending the facts as that pop culture only has small amounts as to the differences of the fullnesses thereof.


What I know for what My personal comforts are as to being capable to see as to such factors, translates to comprehension of Myself as to comprehending what is best for Me personally as to what is best for My work as well as what is best for My personal comforts.  As hours change to days and days change to weeks and weeks change to months and months change to years and years change to decades, I comprehend My personal needs as I comprehend I have made attempts for My personal needs to be correct for Me as to what My personal considerations are.


Keep your thoughts in what I consider as purity as to such actual purity of innocence, and the ease of life is made so as to the factors of the ensuring the correct actions without assumptions.


Acknowledging biases first without judgement, has no capacity of being biased as no bias can be without the capacities of bigotry, and thus without bigotry then there is the capacity of acknowledging biases without judgement.


I personally am unaware of fans of Mine because I do not assume that I have any because of what My considerations are for what a fan of Mine would be, as the factors when considerations as to fandom as to Myself is as to the factors of what I personally consider as comfort.


People should be more uplifting as to the aspects of being appreciative if as to appreciating work of Mine, as I have not need/want/desire of any male dominant in the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle regarding such factors of any type of relationship outside of acquaintance or friendship only, as that is not in any capacity ever a turn on to what My considerations are for Me at all in any capacity whatsoever as it has not ever been a turn on to Me.


The reality that Females have the capacity to be strong enough to be themselves if as to such morals and ethics as to such reality needs and requirements, thus as to where males have needed to accept the facts as not all males are as to what they might think of themselves as the same in reference of professional in what is supposed to be consenting adult biologically legally as to informed, as how they themselves are not anything of any turn on to Me as they are the opposite 100% in every capacity of anything that would ever be capable to turning Me on personally as I personally am not a lesbian as obviously a female biologically who would enjoy such factors would only be as to such aspects as to having to acknowledge such within herself.


As a Pansexual as to the intellectual capacities where I can be interested though not necessarily turned on, as to the physical does not make the aspect of what is of attraction to Me in the aspects whereas some might assume, as the factors as to the emotional connections depend and vary as to the situations, whereas the spirituality of such factors as My comprehension of Eclectic Judeo-Christianity religion is important, as the factors of sexuality of what sexually is attractive for Me is as to how the personal connection is as to the genuinity.


Being Polyamorous as I am personally is as to the intellectual capacity of being capable to discuss multiple topics while actually caring in truth, emotionally having the capacity to connect and such communicative factors, as the other three aspects thereof as to the references to the differences as to romantic factors as to platonic factors as there is My personal capacity where I always begin as to platonic factors first before I have ever or would ever consider anything sexually and/or romantically as personally it takes a lot more for Me to be capable to connect romantically than it ever has as to connecting platonically because of the way I personally was raised.


Thus if interested in dating Me as to in the capacity of not setting a date for a meeting as that obviously would not be the exact same unless previously brought up as to discussions, then as to such aspects as to arranging such with Me to ask Me first if that is an interest as to other(s) regarding such aspects. 


Thus the as I am as where I am a Female Dominant as to being as I am, then as to such acceptance there is a difference as to Myself being a Feminist as to the differences whereas the factors of feminazism as to the references of those who would have such factors as to their patterns of choices as to their behaviour as to the factors whereas the proof of such to the aspects of the differences of reviewing information from a different point in time as to such a point in time as to the facts that need to be paid attention to as to the facts of the time.


Completing a logistical review of My personal life experiences while acknowledging My experiences as well as My emotions from the facts of the situations from the years of 2019 through 2022, is not the same as to having the capability of time to review such all at the exact point in time of the exact point in time as that should not take a head injury to figure out.


My work as to My writings as to if used in speeches as the ease thereof as the 10% for Me of such if financial factors as to the tithing viewpoints, if as to such factors of consideration.


The links to My website as to My different pages of My website including My Journal Blog, are capable to share the link as to discussing the details as to the information of; though such facts for the fullness to be capable to read more to learn from the knowledge, is of the facts where such importance.


Since the requirements in reference to My website as to where tghe finances were only for Me to be capable to utilize were not responded directly to Me personally as there was not anyone ever allowed to be involved as to on My behalf ever, as to the aspects where since I personally did not have any such discussions as to what My personal minimum standards were as to being met for what My personal requirements are/were/are as to where there was and is not any allowances for such misinterpretations ever as to the clear distinctions as to Me personally only as to where I have clarified repeatedly that I am the one and only as to ever making the decisions for Myself as well as My work(s).


I personally do not play games, as I do not find games as they are not fun for Me.


I personally do not often watch television/movies as that is not assistive to my headaches/migraines at all, as the after effects from My head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 as the additional after effects from the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal temporal lobe of My brain that took 8.5 years to fully dissipate out of the MRI and out of the CAT scans as I have figured as to what works best for me personally.


While I have made attempts to connect with real people as to real friends as I once thought of as to such prior points in time, as to how such aspects went in the years from 2019 through 2022 as to such viewpoints as to such considerations referencing as to what capacities as to such factors regarding the differences as to choices/words/actions/deeds as to such references as to the factors of humanity as per the proof regarding my attempts before as well as during as well as after such points in time.


If as to the current time where each individual seems to think of themselves as a commercial and/or thinks of others as a commercial instead of thinking of each as an individual human being with individual personal life experiences as to how I personally have considered each individual if I am accurate referencing others' opinions as to such if factors, then as to where the reality of such readjustments as to the recalibrations of what humanity is.


The aspects of pop culture as to the facts regarding the differences between the factors of as while there might be some aspects that align in some ways, there are still the facts of the amount of the rest of different experiences and life thereof.


Thus as to such facts whereas what My personal needS as to what My personal wantS as to such factors, such aspects of the #ADA ADA requirements as to the facts regarding My being medically retired or being considered as to such disability aspects as to the reasons why ADA aspects are in such as for Me as to such aspects; though actually being capable to have as well as utilize such aspects as to My benefits in the correct capacities for Myself, as to the aspects whereas such factors of proof regarding the situations as to such reasons I have also worked as diligently as I have attempted to being capable to provide for Myself as being a biological adult of two biological adult legal aged children I personally gave birth to while having been awake from My coma for less than 1.5 years for one and 2.5 years for the other as to such facts.


Online is important for several aspects, though in real life as to such reality as to the real needs as to such common sense as to the factors of what is required for Me as I comprehend what is actually best for Me and that is not up for interpretations as interpretations always lead to misunderstandings as to the facts as to such proof regarding the aspects thereof as to My personally being capable to be in as well as remain in a good mood as to the attempts I have made to being capable to accomplish such.


While the aspects of My personal belief in real angels as to real faeries as to real spiritual beings as to such facts regarding such as to where I was Confirmed in the year of 1997 as to the aspects thereof to that history, the aspects where such facts as to the references thereof as the differences of what are considered as real friends in real life as to the differences of the spiritual aspects if there was ever any common sense as to different human beings unless as to such being as cherubim as to homo-sapien-sapiens as to ever being ignorant enough to think that is the same when obviously as to the facts that a real human being as to a real friend as to the difference of a real spirit as to such aspects thereof to real spiritualism capabilities.

However such is obviously a difference from the aspects thereof, to humanity as human beings are supposed to be and are as to humanity if as to such aspects of the definition of humanity.


If I was/am believed as I understand some have opinions as to religious aspects and/or spiritual factors as to the usage of the words metaphor/proverbial/figurative, there has not been such confirmation for Me to have such knowledge for Myself regarding such aspects to what I would know and understand as to such as per the proof regarding the exact time.


Some do not just get over something as massive as the situations as to February 1993 as to being capable to survive such, as that was not a video game nor was that a computer game nor was that a pop culture fiction aspect as to such references and regards just as 11 September 2001 or 9/11 was not a video game and was not a computer game and was not a pop culture fiction aspect.


There is not the capacity where individuals who have tried to prettify the aspects for individuals to truthfully recover and heal from such aspects because of the requirements as to the truth being told in full, and when the truth is told in full is the only capacity for healing to begin.


Thus as to the facts in reference to My personal life experiences, what support would there be that I could truthfully say and/or write about as to the aspects of such luxuries others have had as to such amounts of individuals as to such support groups as to such friends as to such aspects of discussions as to what discussions would actually be in the references thereof as to what I personally consider as; or would such individuals think that them discussing amongst themselves would be as to the same instead of the aspects thereof as to discussions with Me personally, as to such proof regarding such luxuries as to those types as to such factors as to the aspects of such wannabe aspects.

 

 

Those who would consider Me as wanted as to what I consider as being wanted as to the differences as to such aspects of "Finding A Silver Lining" as there are only so many words in the dictionary to describe, and when individuals choose to be bratty nonconsensually as to such aspects as to such brattiness as to the aspects of the amounts of words as to the amounts of times as to where either the individual is going to be considered as competent to understand or they will be considered as incompetent as to humanity referencing such types as to those factors as to such aspects that I have brought forward as to the proof thereof to the validity of such aspects. 


"Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining" are situations that are of My past as to the situations I personally dealt with as to such aspects whereas My suggestions as to the current time as well as the future, are the difference.


"The Modern Day Book" is as to what I noticed as per the years thereof in those references as to what the looks were as to such descriptions for such clear aspects, as the common sense factors as to such regards as to having been born and raised in New Jersey as to the aspects of the differences as to NYC as NYC thinks of such aspects whereas New Jersey has the capacity to prefer the real of the reality as to such differences whereas Broadway wanted to be more like Hollywood and visa versa as to such references.


"The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" is of what My personal experiences were as to My personal work as to My personal life experiences as to before I began SCUBA Diving as to what I was known as through My name in reference of My personal trainers as to My personal childhood experiences as to such work in reference of protecting and defending the individuals on land above sea level as to the aspects of My work if that was/is actually appreciated.


The aspects where I could see now in the year of 2023 where some capacities of "Fail-Safe" could be as to such if factors as well as "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as while I was only being creative as to such aspects as to My writings, the aspects whereas for Myself personally would be as to the references for such aspects if as to those types as to such psychological distinguishing factors as to what I have been capable to distinguish as to My comprehension of Myself as well as My comprehension of My wrok as I authored/wrote/compiled as to the best of My capabilities as to My overall books.


In reference of "Paroxysm" there is not anyone I ever have personally dated that would ever fit into such descriptions, ever.  The facts regarding where the references thereof to prior timeframes as to Volume 2 are from individuals I personally knew before the year of 2000, as to the common sense factors as to the reality of the overall.


In regards as to "Fail-Safe" and "Paroxysm" in regards of for Me personally as to the relationship aspects of for Me personally as to the references and regards thereof officially for Me personally despite having written of such in an overall way, the aspects of if as to such as for Me personally then as to such clarifications now as to the year of 2023 as to the differences regarding the multiple reasons as to bringing such forward as to healthy acquaintences as to healthy friendships as to health developments of hetero-sexual relationships that as to such hetero-sexual relationships as to the fluidity depending upon the aspects of such a relationship factor if as to the consensual aspects as to each involved being fully informed first as that is the only capacity thereof as to being informed as to officially being informed before such aspects as for the example where I have been honest as to the after effects from My Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to others being informed first officially as to such if factors as to the differences.


The aspects whereas to such if factors as to My books I personally authored without any assistances as to My personal creativity to authoring such aside from the technological factors as to being capable to write such books as to "Paroxysm" and "Fail-Safe" referencing such aspects specifically for Myself regarding such aspects of the specifics as to such details, then I suppose if as to such would be as to prophecy regarding such if factors if such were to ever be for Myself personally; though if as others' interpretations of their own lives as to then the references of whereas being capable to prophesize decades before ever writing though definitely would not ever prefer certain aspects as to certain individuals as to My personal considerations as to the specifics as to such references regarding the factors thereof as to "Fail-Safe" especially though also in such clarifications as to for Me as to "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as to what My personal considerations as to the aspects thereof regarding the aspects not of a novelty as there is a difference between a novel a difference between a novel idea a difference between as to how such aspects of where the problems as to problematic novelty factors as to such misinterpretations in My opinion.


When describing the situations in truth that is the common sense starting point of a foundation, and any who think that such could be fast-forwarded are incompetent as to such aspects where certain factors are required to have such details and information to being capable to actually make such genuine efforts as to progression towards betterment in genuine truth.


The reality where such aspects of when such efforts are direct as to such facts as per the prior amounts of time as to explanations, then as to the facts where either the competency to listen and then think while listening as well as being capable to progress with the correct actions as to such regards as to the common sense.


Maybe it is a bit more truthful than I realized, common sense might actually be a genuinely real superpower. 


Forgiveness is of importance as to such truth in full as best as possible, the factors of as to such if remorseful.


The reasons why of the reality as to where, as to the year of 1993. 


Time is important as to emotions of the situations, retaining such knowledge can assist seeing towards progression of betterment.


Communications are important listening both sides if as to consent, the factors as to information in truth as of much importance. 

Life and Love, Life and Love
Between, Below, and Above


Brightest of Blessings.

Please share the link to my website and feel free to comment in the section below however know that I am not informed as to any comments made within the area of each journal blog I post, though the ability to express yourselves as to such comments of such are able to be seen of such portions if you so choose.

I encourage others to share the links and to speak about such topics honestly as to such aspects and situations as my saying as to it should not take a head injury to figure out is the main satirical portion as to my journal blog, as to the facts as to sometimes when wording hits a certain way all one can do is chuckle a bit as to reviewing such portions of information thereof.

If interested in using my journal blog for articles and/or legal aspects please just remember to put the link to the specific journal blog article area to assist the fuller aspects as to the clarifications for others to also be able to read through for such additional details, as well as if there are those who are interested in further discussions and/or commentary and/or interviews and/or speaking arrangements and/or invitational aspects of such journal blog entries I have written please do contact me through my contact form with such details at www.susanmeeling.com/to-contact 

Please also know the reasons for having such available hopefully assists the more open discussions as to the various details thereof to which I have been honest and truthful about, which additionally to such as to posting on social media in various areas is welcome as the ability to discuss such topics honestly is of importance as it brings a different form of discussions though also assists more to be involved with such viewpoints.  I know there are those who either have not had a social media account and/or have had to wait to be online more often in such aspects depending upon the employment thereof to which the reference to the details in such references per journal blog entry might assist in different ways while additionally giving the ability to still engage online in various forums to which while some may prefer not to have their social media accounts associated with responses on my website which is acceptable; it does give a forum for such discussions as well for those who may not have the ability to go into further details in certain other areas online, as to a different cover though the reality of such transparency on my part as to having been open and honest as to my community area involvements additionally hopefully open the doors and open the lines for more genuine and honest communication within the age appropriate guidelines thereof for the betterment and clarity among more.

 

 

Admittedly only recently in the year of 2020 had I realized I may physically look similar to different characters in different aspects of pop culture however I did not grow up being allowed to watch such aspects and since after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury coma, I do not usually watch such pop culture because of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to knowing the personal aspects of what is best for myself.  However I did not and do not know of the pop culture references many of the times because of not being allowed to watch anything other than G-rated movies/television throughout my childhood and teenager years in the 1980s to the 1990s as the rating systems may have been different for such times, as I also was not allowed to watch PG or PG13 or any other type of PG until I was a certain age which again similarly to such times in the 1980s and the 1990s the rating system may have been different to such aspects; of which once I was the age of 18 years old biologically I have been able to watch anything and everything I personally prefer or want to watch.

 

 

Additionally I do not play games despite possibly looking physically as what characters might be as to such, as again that is something within pop culture which I have not usually known nor understood a reference to such in pop culture however I encourage people to know the difference between a pop culture reference as to knowing the difference to the human being spoken with as I have picked up there are several individuals who may not have known there is a difference between what images and/or videos as to being seen compared to the interactions with others when in real life in person as well as when speaking with others through various forms of online communication of which the care and the concern as to such aspects in my opinion is of importance to review for such realities. 

 

 

While I understand others have the choice to play games for whichever aspects thereof, please comprehend I am not one who will play games as I personally do not find such appealing to me nor to the after effects of as well as from my Psalm Sunday year of 2000 head injury just as others with and/or without a head injury may have a different viewpoint to such aspects as to games as some just have a life which such is considered as a luxury to play games comparatively though cannot do.

 

 

Please be respectful as to such as well as if you meet me and/or see me in public and speak with me, please be honest as to such as I have not ever assumed anyone had ever known of my website or my work as to the fact I have known there are many websites throughout the internet of which if there have been hints to such at any point in time there has not been the ways of which I would view such aspects as to the reference without the actual bringing of such information up first by who I have spoken with because of the ways as though I write as I do when I speak it is not always the same way as such comes across online possibly as there are differences as I would guesstimate others would know as per their own online aspects as to how such discussions have been with others and/or writings thereof as to when corresponding with others.

 

 

Though I know there are more than just the two social media areas of which Facebook and Twitter have been available, because of certain topics of my journal blog entries as well as the multiple social media platforms I lease such areas at the discretion of the reader to posting such aspects because of the knowledge certain topics are for certain age ranges as to the details thereof though because of certain aspects as to the intellectual levels for the reasons as to the choices thereof for what I have known some companies have assisted with in reference to the rating system as to guidelines as to the clicking of certain links for such software references as to controls.  I have done the best I could to ensure the ability for if in reference to biologically under the age of 18 years old for such choices up to the parent(s)/legal guardian(s)/grandparents to the topic points I have/do written/write about as well as kept such details more modest for the ability for such aspects of choice to the appropriate levels of discussions, of which hopefully with the additional aspects as to the genres assist with such abilities for the clarifications thereof.  

If newsworthy, please do send to the news organizations if there are topics of which are interesting that should be broadcast upon the various news media stations as to the specifics within the posts I have put together.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

I have been single and unattached officially since the year of 2018, the first year...

In reference to the ... : The first year I ever truthfully purposefully began writing complaints about situations as to the viewpoints capable to be seen in reference as to my previous books as well as my previous journal blogs, and if as to such needs to clarifications as to prior journal blogs of mine as to how such aspects of differences as per the common sense factors as per the exact timeframes as to the exact situations as to the exacts of such specifics during such points in time as to the aspects referencing the situations upon realizations as to the specific year as to the specific month as to the aspects of such situations as to where I went to move along with my life as to the situations during such points in time. While the aspects of the timeframes between 2018 through now in the year of 2022 as to the timeframe of being read on my website as to the specifics of my website on the internet as to the obvious difference as to the aspects of viewpoints as to the common sense as to what intelligence would be as to such aspects, as the computer/cell phone/tablet/screen as to such aspects of the situations referencing such aspects as to those computer/cellphone/tablet/screen aspects as to the difference of those screens being in person to your face compared to in person face to face in person as what actual human beings in such references regarding the specifics for those millennials who would need those clarifications including as to actually being a parent in person face to face in person as to the comparison of what would not ever be considered to me as to such aspects when as to the timeframe of 1996 as to the clarifications before the year of 1998 as to the aspects of before the year of 2000 as to before the years of 2001 and 2002 especially as to the biological minor age aspects as to how those years are as those years are.



I have been single and unattached as to any relationship since the month of September 2018, and as per the aspects of what I personally require as to actual confirmation aspects as to relationship situations as to the aspects of in person face to face in person as I have repeatedly clarified. Though as to what I have thought possibly of as to what I would need as to the aspects of the current timeframe as to having the knowledge of myself as to the understanding of what my needs are as to the comprehension as to the aspects referencing such points in time, as to the aspects of the reality of what is important about truthful self-evaluation in my opinion.



Thus if there has been or is any confusion whatsoever because of situations such as Kenneth or Kenny Tank as to the year of 2001 when he called my children's biological father to lie on the phone to tell him that he was my boyfriend, when he was not ever my boyfriend and we only went on one date back in the year of 1998.



The aspects of one date and only one date in comparison to what an actual girlfriend is as to dating compared to a girl or a female is a friend, as any individual with common sense would comprehend.



My ex-in-laws if they ever had any phone calls and/or in person face to face in person and/or emails and/or Facebook and/or any type of social media as to any contact without my permission especially as to my minor aged children, those aspects of what was not and would not ever be considered as acceptable to me in any capacity whatsoever as I have repeatedly in my journal blogs clarified as to my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America though far more importantly as to the fact of being their one and only biological Mom as since such clarifications as to the year of 2013 as well as 2019 as well as 2020 as well as 2021 as well as 2022 as to my lack of interest as to any and all such aspects of my biological mother and/or father and/or sister and/or connections as to such aspects in reference to work as to how such similarities as to individuals I once knew in person face to face in person as to the requirements as to asking me as to my property as to my experiences as to my viewpoints as to my life as the obvious factors as to what my viewpoint would be as to the aspects of as to the situations per my journal blog entry as to what I would consider as being a wanted in a positive way artist would officially require to ask me what I would consider being as wanted in a positive way artist as to such clarifications previously and fully.


The common sense factors as to being wanted as per what my intentions as to my viewpoints as to the reasons to the 10 Commandments as to such clarifications and verifications, as to what I would comprehend would be as to actually the sensation of as to what that would actually be in truth for me. As there would only be where asking me would be as to what would be as to such to the aspects where I would have such sensations of being wanted as to what works for some other people is not what works for me.



Thus as to what I do not want from Nine Lives Books as to such involvement as I did not ask as to any such aspects of any point in time other than to not be a part of the aspects of their bookstore whatsoever any further as that includes as to such aspects in such capacities as to my work, and if as to any such involvement after having been informed officially as to my head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 as well as the aspects of my subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as to "The Modern Day Book" as to such references with "Finding AS Silver Lining" and "Fining The Silver Lining" as what ADA would those individuals have actually followed during any point in time as to such aspects as to the after effects of such as well as throughout any/all such points in time as to such aspects of the instead of what actually would be as to my ADA as to what would be best for me as to what I have actually needed decades ago as why would such situations as to the online portions ever be considered as problematic for such hypothetical uninvited and unwanted involvement as to my work as if I wanted such aspects as to how though more importantly who I actually would have asked in the hypothetical as that would not be anyone I would guesstimate would be assumed because if as to such individuals as to a specific male who was under the age of 21 years old though older than the age of 17 years old as to such capacities as to the references of why would I ever believe as to such aspects as to what mt actual best interests as to my actual healthcare during that specific point in time as why would that have been of importance back in those years as to that subarachnoid hemorrhage as what aspects from that timeframe would have been important if there was actual documentation that would have been assistive as when the facts are I did not write anything down about the situations as to the specifics of the subarachnoid hemorrhage at all as to the aspects since no one ever told me they actually agreed with me as to the importance of that subarachnoid hemorrhage information as to how since that still has not occurred as top what I would consider as to what would be in the capacities thereof as to the common sense as to such aspects of the amount of time.



I would actually view at the exact same as to my SCUBA Diving work, as well as the failures as to each individual as to the timeframe thereafter as to the if factors of not ever having thought about those residual aspects from that subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as to the situations and circumstances of what common sense would have been at those times in those months as to actual discussions with me in truth.



In reference to Kenneth Tank because only individual I would consider as real friends would not speak with my son and/or my daughter without any permission of mine and since I did not personally ever give permission to any individual as to such factors as to those timeframes and if as to such hypotheticals as to my children's biological father being alive, why would I ever believe that would ever be considered as care and concern for me as to what he could have actually done to actually had made that work if he had actually listened to me in person face to face in person in comparison to speaking with other people and asking them stupid needless questions as to the aspects of what I actually comprehended the entire time. That needless drama as to such worthless problems as to such aspects of high school needless drama as to such high school needless games as to such high school needless antics, in comparison to actually being a responsible mature biological adult as to the comparison as to the aspects of such situations.



Would it be the viewpoint of what actually would have been assistive to people who have survived TBIs as to how all of those medical doctors throughout the entire timeframe of 2000 through now in the year of 2022 who had not assisted correctly as to my medical care as to how I have repeatedly asked for assistance to such aspects, as how would that impact others who survived a TBI?



Common sense would be that if there were those in my life in person face to face in person who could have actually spoken with me in truth face to face in person at the timeframe of and if having brought up such aspects of a lawsuit before and/or immediately after 11 September 2001 I repeat what could actually ever cared about me in person face to face in person as what would honesty in person face to face in person about the timeframe have been of importance as to such aspects as to where I was born and raised if those individuals as to myself were actually ever cared about in truth as to the genuine aspects; as what then as to individuals regarding the areas of as well as the factors regarding the actual areas, as to the situations?



When in reference to individuals as to photography for an example of Art Cantu as to the aspects of Marines to the factor as he and his wife said they had lived in New Jersey as to the aspects of the timeframe after my SCUBA Diving regarding the aspects as to the Wizard of Oz aspects as to those factors as to individuals that once were known to me as to Old Tennent Presbyterian Church needless drama as to the aspects of the Confirmation Class as to the disgrace as to the video regarding the situations as to the background areas, during one of the parts where the house reference regarding oddities as to the house in New Jersey as to an individual as to one of the props that the male pushed himself off of as to what I was told about in regards to Dan Kenny in Crystal Lake South High School during the year of 2000 during my convalescent leave in Illinois after waking up from my coma as to the timeframe as to the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain when I was at the area in the year of 2000 and as to such individuals because they said they could not see in the capacities of as to when I was walking around there during those times as to the oddities of such opposite factors regarding any such hypothetical aspects as to those people as to their high school graduation and/or their high school reunion(s) as to their connections in their state as to their locations during those times as to their situations.



Thus those individuals having been officially informed in the timeframe when I went back to Illinois after my Basic Training situation and if such aspects of the proof as to such gender as well as ethnic situations as to any female who had went to the Armed Forces of the United States of America from that area overall as to what would the common thread be as to each person who entered the Armed Forces of the United States of America from the areas around Crystal Lake Illinois and/or Chicago MEPs and/or other states as to their recruiter stations as well as their MEPs (or whatever the name might be as to the aspects of the reference) as to the common thread?



Thus as I told those people I once knew in person face to face in person as to the legalities, if I could just have gotten my work completed such as 2003 through 2005 and 2009 through 2011 as to the aspects of 1993 then those situations through to 11 September 2001 would have been completed back then as to the obvious common sense factors as to the labor and delivery aspects ass common sense would be that the aspects of the Armed Forces of the #USA United States of America as to such obvious involvement as to how such reports already were throughout such years at the timeframes of such as the example of the flyover aspects.



1993, attention to details.



1993, how long until people were allowed back to the area of New York City as would I have been the only one who would have went the miles to check and see to ensure in the year of 1993 or even as to situations as to the 11 September 2001?



1993, or was 1993 actually reported in the year of 2001 and I was the only one in the state of Texas who understood the reality though as similar to music on the radio as to release times as to news reports as to multiple what if's?



If people would have actually just done exactly as I actually needed, I could have gotten the information about everything about 1993 as to such common sense if there ever was any or if there is such now as to how 1993 was always the situation and 11 September 2001 occurred because of all the combinations, as all of the situations as explained in person face to face in person as well as in writing as to such journal blog entries. In reference to #NewJersey #NJ #NJstrong #NJstate New Jersey, New York City #NewYork #NewYorkstate #NYstate #NYC, New York state, and Pennsylvania #PennState #Pennsylvannia #PennsylvaniaState as to the oddities as to the current time situations because of such circumstances as to the situations of needless drama as to the aspects of such if factors of lists that have needed to be clarified for lengths of time as to the reality of such hypothetical situations as to such a length of time.



Thus as to how individuals within Crystal Lake Illinois had thought in certain aspects as to how they thought as to Chicagans #Chicago #ChicagoIL #ChicagoIllinois #IL #ILstate #Illinois #Iliinoisstate as to the explanations in person face to face in person in the state of Texas as to the situations in reference to the year of 2012, in the overall aspects of the state of Texas referencing the situations combined. The aspects regarding the possibilities as to from the timeframe of 2009 because of those types of individuals instead as to the aspects of common sense because of the pop culture at the time, the situations in the years of 1998 through 2000 as to the aspects at the timeframe as to the situations regarding what I warned about in New Jersey as to such 1980s into the 1990s though especially in the year of 1998 as to the New Jersey aspects as to such factors of the warnings I was capable to give and where. The factors as to how the Crystal Lake individuals as to what possibly my biological family had dealt with as to the 1993 as to the 2001 as to how I was the main person other than my biological father who knew people in the New York City areas in the references as to knowing someone from the east coast as to the aspects of certain factors, whereas individuals who would only know pop culture would think as to the references of pop culture compared to the reality of what a genuine New Jersey-ian is as to such factors and references thereof as to how such situations are as to such points in time.



Thus as to the if factors as to such needless high school drama as to the aspects where I had no need to go to the high school reunion because there was nothing for me to unionize as to the aspects of the area whatsoever, as the unionizing of such factors would be as to those individuals as to such references hypothetically as to the if factors of individuals having went to college in New Jersey and ever trying to claim such New Jersey-ian factors for themselves while trying to claim being a Chicagan as to such aspects where certain situations in earlier timeframes of the United States of America as to the oddities of such aspects as to the occurrences as to those individuals who tried to claim they were both a Chicagan as well as a New Jersey-ian in other areas of those types. Intelligent individuals who comprehend certain aspects have the respect regarding New Jersey colleges as to the timeframe of such factors, however then as to the timeframe of differences as to the 2 year college to the 4 year college to the 6 year college to the 8 year college to the etcetera comparison as to the hypotheticals as to such individuals as to the timeframe of April or May of 1998 to the January 2000 timeframe as to that high school for those individuals to comprehend such references and hypotheticals for the fuller aspects to the considerations. Thus as to my biological little sister as to how impressionable she was as to her age being 4 years younger than I and though as certain factors regarding the proverbial starting point as to the timeframe of possibilities as to pop culture references in the New Jersey-ian or really actually the references in most factors are to New York City in comparison of New Jersey-ians, though since I was and am more of the type of person who only ventures out when necessary as to the more current timeframe as the comparison of my biological little sister to where she went and who she spent time with as to the ease to see in dance classes and school, in the difference as to gymnastics as to a beginning after swimming for the length of years to the reference point of time.



I was informed through my biological little sister about some situations she dealt with in Illinois though she did not tell me what the references were, though as to "Finding A Silver Lining" if I recall correctly to the combined factors when adding the situations as to the if factors. In the year of 2010 I remember there was a snowfall in the DFW area around April or May as I had informed my biological mother I was not going to Illinois for that 10 year high school reunion, because my daughter needed my assistance and my son needed to have better than those situations during that timeframe as to the comparison of the if factors to such assumptions as per the same assumptions as to 2000 as to the year of 2009 and/or 2010 as to the aspects of Brackenridge and all such other factors as to "Finding A Silver Lining" as to the additional "The Modern Day Book" references of hypotheticals to connections of hypotheticals.



Thus those individuals especially would not ever be allowed of any such aspects of my son and/or of my daughter because of such aspects, as per the pregnancy timeframe as to such energetic portions as to the common sense as to such reference points to both the time aspects of such as well as the situations as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as to those memory deficits and cognitive disorders that probably were worsened because of the common sense aspects of the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain for 8.5 years as to the situations. If as to such individuals temper tantrums for a graduation that I did not need to attend because of the facts as to the situations of the timeframe as well, as to the references regarding Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment as to the references of if anyone had common sense about MAST as to my earned 26 SCUBA Diving certifications as to such common sense aspects as to intelligence as what would the references be for SCUBA Diving as to the military SCUBA Diving though in such references as to the aspects of my being a female biologically and having completed the work as I have as what would the references be as to the individuals as to SCUBA Diving as to the aspects as to the if factors as to the Neurology aspects as what would ever be of importance regarding the aspects of my subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as to the situations as to the medical portions of such aspects as what would be the situations in reference to the evaluation regarding such aspects to their medical care correctly?



If individuals figured out before as to such to my journal blog as to the subarachnoid hemorrhage being a bigger deal and situation than anything else as to my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, you get a titanium star for the soonest individual as to figuring such out before I put such in writing as to my website. No one has ever been given any permission to ever be a part of my work, no one has ever been within the reference as to the aspects of anyone I would consider as a spouse ever because of the facts as to my subarachnoid hemorrhage as well as the facts of my religious aspects for such requirements as to the most mandatory portions as to the ways of my choice regarding the reality of how the Bride is the one who makes the decisions as to those factors in comparison as to the Groom and since I am more heterosexual as to while being Polyamorous as well as Pansexual the Pansexuality is more geared towards discussions then as to the aspects of sexuality because of the aspects as to the differences of the physical as to the differences of the emotional as to the differences of the intellectual as to the differences of the sexual as to the differences of the spiritual.



Thus, I would only marry a male personally for the clarifications and it would have to be my choice as to my way of course as to such regards as to the situations especially since the factors as to my preferences in the comparison in all such factors to the Justice of the Peace comparison as there was nothing about that wedding I would or could ever consider as holy or matrimony as much as I attempted to actually have. The situations as to the reality of the medical location if those individuals had actually spoken the truth in comparison of such hypothetical situations whereas to such needless drama as to those types in Crystal Lake to the area of difference longer than the distance from New Jersey to New York City as it is a 3-5 hour drive from Crystal Lake Illinois as to the over 200 miles, compared to the aspects of New Jersey to New York City for such clarifications to the mapquest aspects and such needless problems as to the guarantee as to how I would not see anything as to Crystal Lake (South/Central) Illinois if as to such needless problems as to those factors of common sense to the amount of time as compared to college if as to high school as to those types.



2 years as compared to 4 years as compared to 6 years as compared to 8 years as to such college aspects, why would it take a head injury and a subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain to figure out that arithmetic as to how I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry and Caliculus to second grade math as would those printing dates I looked at and pointed out in the various years as to such importance or would the common sense be to pay attention to time or would it take a head injury to pay attention to both or would it take have taken a head injury at all?



If my biological sister made a promise she could not pay as to such factors as to the hypotheticals as to how it would not take a head injury to figure out all such updates as to my journal blog would officially be proven as to the timeframe beginning as to the year of 2019, and all such review backwards as to the situations from now in the year of 2022 as to would it take a head injury to figure out those legalities as to such hypotheticals referencing my home website page?



The hypotheticals as to an individual I once knew in person face to face in person as to gymnastics as to the individual Kelly Gann as to Houston Texas as to the #NRA NRA, as would a second version as to a different aspect be considered as to the situations of where I was born and raised as to what comments I was informed of in the year of 2020 about 5 years prior in the year of 2014?




Would the situations as to Marie as individuals in the state of Texas would as to those factors as to the other situations during the years specifically as to the year of 2009 as per month and as per date of per month of the year of 2009, as per to the specifics of the year of 2010 as per month and as per date of per month of per year of 2010, as per to the specifics of the year of 2011 as per month and as per date of per month of per year of 2011, as per the specifics of the year of 2012 as per month and as per date of the year of 2012, and as per the specifics of the year of 2013 as per the month and as per the date and as per the year of 2013; as what would there be capable to be found in such connections as to the individuals as to the state of New Jersey, the state of New York, the state of Pennsylvania, #Washington #WashingtonDC #DC Washington DC, #Virginia the state of Virginia, as well as the overall east coast regions as would it take a head injury to point that out?



If as to such childish garbage as to that situation as to Maire as to such a waste of time as to having driven to the Galveston Texas area to look for her at the prior location I had known to then learn of the aspects regarding the situations in reference to when she had been on the video game system with my son #Letters4James as those who had known at the time of her having said she met Jesus Christ, and since my son had not told me about video game aspects just as anyone who I once knew as to having dated more specifically had not ever explained anything to me about video games beyond the situations of picking up a game from the store and/or the video game system where what I remember from my childhood as to Atari #Atari and/or Nintendo #Nintendo and/or Sega Gensis #Sega #SegaGensis #Genesis as to the reference points I have made attempts to explain to people as per such journal blog entries as well as in writing as per my books as to the facts.



Thus if as to such needless drama as to the aspects of clarifications as to New Jersey-ians as to the years as to the if factors of such years as to born and raised in the references how people compare their states as to how others see in the differences of, and when the clarifications, as to being capable to respect the areas as to a state as to also respecting where I was born while also respecting where I was raised overall as to the common sense if as to such aspects similarly as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips. The aspects as to the hypotheticals in reference to how I consider needless drama as to such aspects because of the reality of the if factor of the question, if no one heard of a historical and/or a spiritual rubbing before and as to the aspects as to what would be a question as to the aspects as to what is the difference between religion as to spiritual as to spirituality as to a soul as per my Twitter #twitter post two days ago as what would that be of importance as regarding as what would be of importance about that?



Thus if as to such needless problems as to the aspects of how none of those people in Crystal Lake South had the common sense at the timeframe of the year of 1998 through 2000 as to the aspects of 1993, and if such factors of needless problems all began from that phone call from Kenny/Kenneth Tank and/or the situations after 11 September 2001 as to the situations as to what I have clarified as through my journal blog updates from the years of 2019 through now in this year of 2022 then as why would it take a subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain to point out those needless problems as to the years of 2003 through 2005; where I could have completed all write ups instead of the timeframes as to 2019 through 2022 just the same as to such factors as to 2009 through 2011 just as to the ways I completed the first portions as to the additional updates as best as I could because of the combined factors as explained per the references to my journal blog updates?



Why would I ever be a part of Florida as to such aspects regarding the situations to 1993 and 11 September 2001 unless individuals as to the aspects of pop culture referencing the hypotheticals as to the reference of the year of 2013 for the year of 2013, as because the situations as to when reviewing of "Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining" as to the areas I wrote about wanting to travel through the 50 state of the United States of America as why would the aspects of my SCUBA Diving as to the areas of the continental United States of America be of importance to SCUBA Diving as also what would the seriousness be as to the protection factors as to the environmental factors of my creation of the Underwater Travel System?



Why would the medical portions be of major importance referencing the aspects of, as what would the importance be as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain after effects be of importance to the correct medical aspects?



What work had I already discussed wanting to do as well as wrote about wanting to do and thus as to what if as to such hypotheticals as to such a pop culture reference as to those factors as to Florida as to such hypotheticals as to how there would only be where would my home state actually be, as when as to where would I be capable to see the physical locations of the New York City area as to the New York state areas as to the New Jersey areas as to the aspects of assistance and evaluations at the exact same time as to the overall factors as to the combinations of as what would the electrical areas as well as the lines be of importance to the aspects thereof?



When taking into consideration the requirements as to the security factors as to the Underwater Travel System creation as to the different factors as to the reality of as what would it matter as to my ideals as to my preferences as to my needs because of the connection points, as why would the importance of the correct construction as to the aspects of the details as to life above sea level on land above sea level as how many lives would be capable to live if the land stays above sea level as to above the oceanic waters as why would that be of importance about the details as to my Underwater Travel System and what would the connection points be about certain employment aspects as to the correct medical care in the proper timing as to the actualities of proper timing as would it be proper timing to evaluate the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain in the years of 2000 through 2008 or would it be considered proper time to evaluate the aspects of the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as to those details of the situations during the timeframe of 2000 through 2008 any time after the timeframe of 2008 as why would it be of importance at the timeframes of 2000 through 2008 as to the exact aspects during the exact time of 2000 through 2008 as to such MRI and CAT scans as why would that be important?



Would there be a situation where others would have wrongly influenced individuals such as my minor aged children because of the aspects where the common sense of asking the one and only person to ask about details with etiquette and respect, would require to only ask the one and only individual as to such etiquette as to the requirements as to the respect as to how etiquette standards are as to such references as to such hypotheticals of the subconscious aspects to such responses to a particular posting as to such hypotheticals as to their internalizing and yet projecting such hypotheticals as to my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 though as to those years of those specifics as to those dates of those months in those years specifically as why would those details be of importance?



What would be important about the songs as well as movies and books as what pop culture references were as to those specifics as to those years, as why would that be of importance for individuals I once knew in person face to face in person?



What should be believed if such hypotheticals are actually the reality as then what would be as to my actual family, as where would what I consider as a community be for me as to what I need?



What is important about the year of 1993 as to the comparison of 2001, as what updates to my journal blog as to the "Finding A Silver Lining" as "Finding The Silver Lining" as "The Modern Day Book" as "The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" and what is important about a contact form sent correctly through as what would the Geek Squad as to such factors additionally be of importance to the gamer references as why would it be important as to such truth referencing the aspects of video games when the knowledge as to such factors as to the conjunction of such situations to the combinations?



What would legally only be mine as per the aspects of "The Modern Day Book" to the references of "Finding The Silver Lining" as to the references of "Finding A Silver Lining" be of importance as to the Cowboys Dancehall Stoney LaRue concert as to what I was told as to the individual as to Washington state, as he thought as others thought I would pick the Navy male as why would that be a comment made to me if as to such hypotheticals and what would be of importance about such aspects in truth as what would those journal blog updates ever actually translate to especially as to the clarifications and the verifications as to what could have been verified though as why would that actually matter in truth at this point as what importance would there ever actually be as to the truth?




In the situations of such if factors as to being protective as an actual Mom as to if such situations as to the timeframes were taken into consideration more appropriately in the comparisons thereof, then as to such if factors in reference as why would I ever believe I actually had a real family as to the situations referencing the aspects of the proven factors as why would anyone believe there could ever genuinely be truthful care and concern at the times as to such needs as to the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as what would that ever assist people who have survived a TBI as what would there ever actually be as to any worthwhile medical research from such individuals as to such lengths of time as why would such timeframes as to releasing information actually be as to such length of years when reviewing the current timeframe of details as to the actualities as to the real reasons why the situations as to the length of time to the release of certain situations as would it be important to review my updates as well as those books as well as those Medal of Honor Art Project trips as what would officially be as to such hypotheticals as to the amount of needless problems as to such immaturity as would such aspects of individuals involving themselves with situations in the incorrect ways be a portion of certain aspects such as to as well as would such situations as to other factors such as the subarachnoid hemorrhage as to the Brackenridge factors as to why would the situations of being taken off a military installation through soldiers as to their vehicle as to what would be of importance about my biological age as to the amount of time being awake from my coma as from what I read a coma is longer than 2 weeks of time consecutively and then as to such what would be of importance about the subarachnoid hemorrhage as to the aspects of the Justice of the Peace as what would actually have been best at those times in those situations as what would ever actually be important about that 15 portion as well as those counseling statements as why would the situations as to Fort Sill Oklahoma be important as what would the aspects be to refer to in such references?



If as to the situations as to what was wrong as to sight in New Jersey as to situations as to actual height as to what the actual hair colors would have been in certain references as to my comprehension of individuals at the timeframe, such as the facts as to how Mrs. Doody and her husband did not divorce as there was not ever a divorce.



1993



If a question of such, then those individuals during such points in time as to the truth would be capable to have such actual knowledge as to the points in time of such references as to certain specifics. Since there has not been the requirement of me and yet the amount of attempts as to my work, while I am thankful for my trip despite how the situations have been as to the overall aspects in the combined combinations as to such hypothetical factors such as height not only in reference to New Jersey as to such clarifications as to such individual stops and thus as to the aspects regarding such hypotheticals as to how the reality of such aspects of the if it was important as to how I would be asked as to such etiquette and respect factors as to my work as to myself as to how I consider as to such factors. I did not graduate Basic Training and as to such etiquette as to the past soldiers who had graduated Basic Training as to such religious aspects of mine, as to the current individuals who actually graduated Basic Training while informing honestly to individuals as to such importance referencing such distinguishing differences as to individuals who graduated Basic Training and/or with AIT as the MOS training is of importance, as well as the future individuals as to such graduations.



If as I would guesstimate as to the 2010 compared to the 2020 viewpoint of such hypotheticals, I suppose as to such hypotheticals as to such hypotheticals as to such if proof though as to what connected portions of others as to other situations during such points in time as to the years as to the months as to the dates as why would such time be of importance as to?



What is important as to 1993 to 2003 and 2004 in that difference, as what would be of importance to the differences of 1993 to the year of 2013 as what would be of importance as to such aspects to those types as to the trying Chicagan aspects in the references as to east coasters be of importance as what would such Crystal Lake (South) and/or areas thereof that are not considered as Chicagan as I would guesstimate actual Chicagans would be capable to clarify as to their length of time requirements as to their generational aspects?



In a different reference of tollways per state for people known to travel as to such aspects as to actually making such easier for the individual(s) who travel through the areas of multiple states who do not have a rental car, who do not drive a semi-truck, and yet who travel for their work as to such aspects as to the ease of transportations especially when the knowledge as to the distances as well as the aspects where some travel such as for the example of myself currently as to from the timeframe of 5 September 2022 as to the trip I have been on as to the aspects of taking care of multiple situations all at the same time as best as I can as well as making sure of the if aspects as to my children still being alive as to such aspects of people to the timeframes of/from 1993 onward as to 2001 onward as the history is important as to learn from the lessons as to not repeat history or herstory though to make a better way towards actual betterment.



What could ever be done if such aspects of my original journal blog updates as to the years from 2019 through now in 2022 as to individuals who would actually know people in New Jersey and/or New York City in person face to face in person though as to going back because of Active Duty/National Guard/Reservist/Veteran/Dependent status as to the earlier journal blog updates, as who have I known who could have done so and/or the aspects as to living in another state thought born and raised in east coast areas and any possibilities as to the situations referencing my journal blog updates as what would be of importance about the World Trade Center #WorldTradeCenter #WTC #WorldTradeCenterPlaza #WTPC and/or World Trade Center Plaza aspects as to when I was in Mr. Lambert's 6th grade as to references as to students in as what would be problematic about individuals who might renaissance aspects to such references of the if factors I returned back to New Jersey be if as to having to do so each and every day as to the prior 19 years to the year of 2020 just in case as what would individuals in high school and/or middle school and/or elementary school as to what would Hurricane Katrina #Hurricane #HurricaneKatrina as to the aspects of be considered for the reference of the individuals known at the time as to the 1980s and the 1990s college aged and in college in New Jersey aspects be in the year of 2001 and who would I have known who could remember me that survived 11 September 2001 though in college elsewhere and what aspects of individuals as to having sent their child(ren) to college as to such aspects referencing the situations and what as to humanity regarding myself as to why would anyone else as to such areas ever think as to Martial Law as to such areas and points in time?



What would be odd about my biological family and individuals as to Crystal Lake South High School as to my cousin Jade and my cousin Catherine as to their racism as to the aspects as to AJ as to Nick Robinson, as why would that individual ever actually care about such when the common sense when looking now as to the year of 1993 as why would those factors matter in reference to this journal blog entry as what would be of importance for each and every individual to think about as to who I once knew in person face to face in person within the state of Texas as to the years of 2000 through 2013 as to the aspects of what I brought forward as to my attempts as to any possibilities as to such hypotheticals as why would such individuals ever think about as to my New Jersey Flag now in the year of 2022 compared to my journal blog updates as to the years of 2019 through 2022 as what would be of importance to remember about such hypotheticals as to the references within this journal blog as what would be something each might want to consider as to why would such answers ever be sought from me if as to such aspects of anything as to the if factors as why would that be of importance?



What if my maternal biological Aunt Chris and her husband Brian actually did not know or think about such because of being in Missouri at the timeframe of and what would be of importance for them to think about to such if factors as to Illinois, as what would be considered as something in my prior journal blogs to think about as would she be capable to remember the heights as well as the actualities of the biological factors as to the actualities of the aging for such factors as to the specifics of as to the similarities as to such references as to those factors in reference to others as to the overall areas as to the tristate locations as what common sense would be as to the aspects of comprehending such factors as what importance would such be as to "The Modern Day Book" references in such hypotheticals?



What as to the children who were in elementary school and middle school in the differences as to high school as to especially the areas as to the most common location to commute to New York City from as to the overall tristate areas and/or people who had family in the areas and as to immigrant married individuals as why would those individuals ever care about me in truth as to those factors, as how easy would it be for immigrant parents to hide such aspects of my son and my daughter as why would those types ever actually care about the realness of the situations as then why would if as to such hypotheticals be as to the aspects of such if factors as to the aspects thereof in reverse to them as what would they ever know to begin with as to such if factors as how would they ever know in truth as what would their claim be as to such aspects to the difference as to such aspects of myself as what would their wishful excuse be as to the aspects thereof to such hypotheticals as what would it translate to of such aspects if as to as then as to such factors of time then if as to such hypotheticals then why would such situations as to the aspects as to the circumstances Grandpa Nichols warned about as why would such aspects be of importance for my ex-in-laws to pay attention?



What could such factors be and why would that be of importance as the hair follicles of colored hair are not ever going to have the DNA #DNA strand in the hair follicle as anyone with actual intelligence in Chemistry #Chemistry comprehend, as why would it be important as to actual verification if any individual did not know the aspects of chemistry and as to what failures 100% would be to each and every individual knowingly involved to such hypotheticals as what amount of time would such failures have cost that cannot be returned as to the time and why would it take a head injury to point such out if there was no one who had ever thought of such before as what would be the publication date you should pay attention to as to your college textbooks and/or references as why would the year and the month and the day be of importance as to the hair follicle as who would actually be as to such lack of any intelligence as to the hair chemistry compared to the hair follicle as to the timeframe from 2005 through as to my haircoloring as what ignorance would fully be to my ex-in-laws and all such aspects to any connections thereof knowingly and how would each and every individual a part of such knowingly be as to all the failures of every capacity in all ways as to those individuals as to such hypotheticals?



Then as to such hypotheticals as to people I once knew in person face to face in person as to that state of Texas as to the years thereof as to my New Jersey Flag, as what would be to think about in all such capacities about this journal blog?



What would be of importance about the aspects in reference as to the situations about the possibilities of my pediatrician as to the situations after when I was in fifth grade though as to through technology he had seen something in reference to his wife from what I remember as to a shooting regarding all as then as to more recent times as to an opposite viewpoint as to Uvalde #Uvalde #UvaldeTX #UvaldeTexas #UTX, as why would I know as to when I was in fifth grade though what would all of the other parents not know as to the opposite aspects as to 1993/2001 as to such questions and why would those parents ever ask me as Asher Holmes Elementary School #Asher #AsherHolmes #Elementary #AsherHolmesElementary how many children are in foster care and orphanages as to the situations as what would the capabilities be when reviewing such hypotheticals as to what I brought forward about my biological father in respect as to the reality while acknowledging my viewpoint because of though what is the reality of individuals who have said there as to no manual for parenting as what manual would there be for parenting foster children and orphans as to the additional factors of medical care as what is important in life and living as to the comparison of the aspects as to Washington Soldier Homes to the viewpoint of the living as to life in such references?



What would be considerable if individuals brought up the subarachnoid hemorrhage other than myself having brought up such details as to the reality, as in North Carolina I met a female who said her ex-husband is a survivor of a TBI and the what if factors as to family as to the knowledge of the terminology of subarachnoid hemorrhage as to the reality there would have been more individuals who would have had a subarachnoid hemorrhage and what individuals would also have the experiences as to the MRI and/or CAT scans as to the situations as to Neurology #Neurology #Neuropsychology #psychology and/or Neuropsychology and/or psychology and/or social work factors as what would be of importance to the aspects of such details as to the if factors as to such situations as to 2007 as why would those important aspects as to the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain ever be of actual importance for any such aspects as what would be my ex-in-laws' claim as to such aspects of if hypotheticals as to the subarachnoid hemorrhage in reference to the after effects as well as the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as why would those two distinctive factors be of importance as to such assistance to the medical aspects as why would it have been important back in the years of 2000 through 2008 for such details to the consideration of as would such aspects be of importance to the year of 2007 as to those factors referencing my children's biological father and if it would have been considered as important as to such differences then what would the aspects of my children's biological father's family have to say about the aspects thereof to such situations whereas the aspects of the medications as to the aspects of other factors as why would those situations as to medications be of importance as to the actualities of what medical care if as to why would there be the need for such aspects of the if factors as to TBIs as how many people could ever be a survivor of a TBI as what is the percentage factors as to such possibilities?



What would be of importance about my attempts multiple times to reach out to my son and my daughter as to the aspects of regarding both in reference to the years of 2009 through 2013 as to the timeframes of 2018 through as to now, and what aspects of the timeframe in between would be capable to prove such factors as to the situations if as to those types of those individuals as who would falsely tell my son wrongful information as why would certain types of individuals ever actually think correctly as to actual correctness in the references of as to how much information was already available and what levels of information as to such levels of failure to the comparisons when reviewing as what would such be as to having to re-re-re-re-re-re-re-explain as to such failures of intellectual capacities as what would be of importance about intellectual capacities as to humanity as what would ever be important about such a connection?



Thus while other people have had the time to review their own lives as per dealing with such points in time as to the aspects of 2001 mainly, though what would the TSA situation in the year of 2001 when flying from DFW to Chicago be of importance as to also in the year of 2002 as why would that be important about my children's biological father as to each time flying how he was checked fully as to the aspects where is there an importance about being honest as to beyond just the 10 Commandments as why would the 10 Commandments matter as to my life?




What is noticeable as to certain demographics and locations as what is important to think about regarding the current timeframe of 14 October 2022, as to this point regarding the aspects of the time?



What is the legal definition and reason as to being judged by peers as why would that aspect of what is a peer be of importance, as who would be considered as a peer to me as what full combination would officially be required to legalities?



What legalities are required as to acknowledging biases as what legalities are required as to recusals as what legalities are required as to the jury as what legalities are there as to the role of the Judge(s) in the local aspects as well as the state aspects as well as the federal aspects, as well as the oceanic aspects as well as in the space aspects as to the on land aspects as to the world aspects as being born and raised in New Jersey and the tristate areas as to the United States of America and making the best efforts as to including online factors as to the respect as best as possible as to the differences as to locational areas and regions while reminding as to the reasons for the Constitutional aspects as what is important about the Constitution of the United States of America?



How many situations would be reviewed as to the aspects as to such aspects regarding myself though as to such aspects what does that translate to in reference to capabilities to having a relationship as a friend and/or acquaintance as to would there be as to love, as who could love me as is there the capacity for me to be loved as when such factors as to how many attempts I have made and reviewing such aspects what would there be as to 1993 and 2001?



What if in time I am the one and only last of the born and raised New Jersey-ians of the 1980s as to the aspects as to Asher Holmes Elementary School and/or Marlboro Middle School as to the combination of Saint John Vianney High School #Saint #SaintJohnVianney #SJV #SJVHS #Lancers #SJVLancers as while that combination would be difficult for me to accept as to that, as what would be as to individuals who had survived the aspects of 1993 and 11 September 2001 as to such if aspects as to a TBI and/or subarachnoid hemorrhage as who would actually be surprised as to TBI situations and/or 1993/2001 shock blast wave situations as to the aspects as to the timeframe as why would that be of importance?



What would the needless drama be as to the situations as to 2004 as to 2012 as to the garage situation as to the garage situation differences as to the year of 2006, as what would be a consideration to think about as to such situations as to the hypotheticals and what needless problems as to individuals as to the fact of the one and only time I ever went to one renaissance fair as to having went to only one reenactment as to what would be important about the aspects as to both garage situations as well as what would be fully considered as an additional needless problems as to the terminology referencing such aspects as to why would it be of importance about me being the one and only Executrix as to how I have not ever transferred such aspects ever as to what legal wording would officially be required as what would be of importance?



Since I have clarified as to my stance in regards of my book "Finding A Silver Lining" why as to the reasons as to how and why I walked away from my ex-in-laws as to the situations as per such additional updates to my journal blog, and thus as to how I have not ever sought any reconciliation with those individuals as per the updates as to my journal blog as to such clarifications. Thus as to the situaitons where I made attempts to reconnect my son and my daughter as to my family as to what would have been best in comparison to the needless problems such as Captain Beer who from the aspects of what was MEdical Hold Unit to the Warrior Transition Unit, as what illegal aspects as to having been taken off of a military installation as to the aspects of as well as the reality of food as well as the additional situations when I was legally only 17 years old as to when at the timeframe of with the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as what aspects of such situations as to the reality of the aspects as to all such situations throughout Medical Hold Unit as well as Fort Sam Houston as well as the state of Texas as to the situations as why would there ever be my belief as to such aspects regarding ethics and morals and values as to those factors as to labor and delivery as to both of my children's births as well as what would such be as to the timeframes as to such hypotheticals as to such references throughout the years of 2000 through now as to such hypotheticals referencing such needless drama situations as to Captain Morning having been a theater graduate and my pure hatred of pop culture as to where I began simply not liking pop culture and being fine with other people as to their pop culture so long as they did not annoy me as well as they did not cause any needless drama as to in any capacity of what I would consider as needless drama.



Why would those types as to those individuals as to Illinois as well as New Jersey as to the state of Texas as to such aspects where again as to only not liking pop culture in the 1980s and the 1990s, what would be the common sense response after over 35 years of individuals who have tried to get me to like pop culture as would common sense be where I would just go and accept such o would such be where the common sense of my journal blogs as to my viewpoint as to the length of time other people have needed to accept that I do not have the same viewpoint of any actual need as to pop culture for myself as why would it take over 35 years for some people to finally accept the fact I did not like pop culture before as why would I write as to my despisal of pop culture now as what would after 35 years of what would that definition be as to a group of individuals as to such aspects of as to the capacities where when such proven aspects as to when would such situations as well as such individuals overall finally accept the facts as that pop culture is not something I personally like and why would my choice as a biological female as to being a Polyamorous Hetero-Pansexual be considered as sectionalizing as to such aspects referencing individuals who have needed to accept my response as what would be of importance as to the length of time and the amount of people as is there a reference in "Finding A Silver Lining" that could be referred to about toddlers?



What would be important about "The Modern Day Book" as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as to such identification card factors as what would technologically be of importance as to such references of the hypotheticals as to such if factors, as what would the hypotheticals as to the timeframe of 2020 be of importance as to the 10 Commandments as why would the reality of such mandatory requirements where I in person face to face in person in the state of residence as to the reality of such requirements as to my Sponsorship for such timeframes as to the years of my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as to the years in specific of 2014 through 2019 as then as to such updates to my journal blog as to the years through this year what would be of importance for such viewpoints to the hypothetical considerations as to the timeframes as well as the facts thereof as to the proof in the year of 2020 as to why would COVID be of a consideration and why would the letters backwards look as Div OC or Divide OC as what would be considered as OC or O and C and what situations would be considered as to such factors of if situations as to the aspects of 2001 as to the Basic Training graduation as to my original Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America as what would be of importance about the original Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America be in such hypotheticals as to a phone call from 2022 as to a certificate as what would be of importance about the residential state specifically as why would the aspects of such situations ever as to thinking that I would ever as to anywhere other than that specific state as what would be the legal factors as to any other state as why would only one state be considered as acceptable as to the technological standards as why would any of those individuals ever think about the aspects of such as why would those ex-in-laws ever think about such technological ties after 2001 as well as all of my updates as to my journal blog and newer books as what would be of importance for those individuals to consider as to the reality as to what I cannot nor will do as to the aspects of as to the situations regarding how if as to the try to backdate as to how that would not ever be allowed as why would the aspects of the consideration of the aspects as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as to such regarding my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork be of importance?



What would be of importance about the situation as to gas as to the state of Montana as to the Missoula aspects as to the situations that did not give any aspects of comfort or any aspects of being wanted in what I would consider as being wanted as to why would those factors as to what I would consider as being wanted be of importance as to my viewpoint as to being wanted in a positive way, as what would I know and understand and comprehend about myself as to what would be as to such for myself as what could I ever be capable to know/understand/comprehend about myself?



Thus while the aspects as to the Money Order as to such situations as to Livingston Montana as to the aspects of what would have been taken care of if I had actually been capable to get back to my hotel room as to my check in during that time in that month of that date as to while thankful for OnStar as to getting the gas as to the phone calls during the entire situations overall, those factors of making attempts to pay for the aspects of the gas as per what I specifically stated would have been the actual best for the largest aspects as to the differences as to the situations as to what I personally dealt with as to the overall aspects as to what would ever be a viewpoint regarding such situations as to the reasons for my trips as to the timeframe of 5 September 2022 as to 11 September 2022 as to the aspects thereof as why would those important aspects to such consideration be of importance as to this journal blog?



Thus I am thankful that I was capable to get such payment taken care of though as to my viewpoints as to such situations overall as to such aspects of hoping as to the situations regarding the best for the overall aspects in the fullest capacity in comparison as to how such has taken the amount of time as to the comparisons as to what would be of as to my personal work as to the speed in such references as to what is considered as to such aspects, those situations as to the area as to it should not take a head injury to figure out the need for more gas stations that are actually open during more hours throughout eastern Montana as to the amount of travelers as well as semitruck drivers as while semitruck drivers have their business accounts someone such as myself would not have a business account because of the facts as to the reality of differences as to the common sense factors as to my name is not as to my business in the same capacities and thus any and all individuals who did not comprehend such aspects as to the reality all individuals must accept. However that RV Camp as to I cannot remember the name of the camp because of the phone call though her name is Laurie as to the aspects of eastern Montana, as to such aspects where she runs those areas in eastern Montana and as to such aspects of the combined situations as to where at a point in time as to once having enjoyed being capable to view such as what was pleasant at such prior times to drive.



What would altitude changes when driving throughout such time zones as to the length of the state of Montana as well as all of the mountains as to such factors as what would be as to my headaches and my migraines as to the amount of situations referencing the common sense of the if factors of if I was actually cared about in the correct capacity, instead of the situations that needlessly as to such needless drama as what would ever be considered as actual care for me of the if factors of if knowing of as to the aspects referencing the situations as to my website and/or myself as to such aspects as why would the aspects of the altitude changes as to such check in aspects ever be capable to show me actual care and actual concern as to actually what I personally needed at that time as why would the aspects of my current journal blogs be as such when what I consider as being wanted in a positive way as to such differences that would officially need to be agreed to disagree as to such aspects in respect as why would it be important as to what I consider as being wanted in a positive way be of importance to such altitude changes as to driving conditions as spoken about during the timeframe as what would be important as to my personal care if I actually was cared about as to the length of the aspects referencing what my personal needs as to the timeframe of the month of September 2022 be as to the aspects of 20 years as what as to the year of 1993 would be of importance about the year of 2023 and 2024 referencing what I have updated my journal blog as why would the aspects of actual care about me be seen for what I would actually need in such differences to those hypotheticals as what would be the viewpoint when as to common sense?



Why would such hypotheticals as to my ex-in-laws only reprove such timeframes of the years from 2000 through 2013 as to such hypotheticals as to 2018 through 2022, as what hypotheticals as to such similarities as to such aspects of 2014 through 2018 prove as to the aspects of the situations as to why would there be the aspects of what I would consider as care about me as to care about life as to care about the areas of individuals I once knew in person face to face in person as why would I ever look at any individual situation as to each individual as to the prior timeframes as why would any such individuals ever think that such aspects would actually be considered as actually assistive in the aspects of such situations to the instead aspects of what I actually have comprehended as per the proof of the aspects as to what was not a play as to what was not anything I needed to relive as why would such aspects ever show I actually ever mattered for ever thinking as to ever having to re-review in the specific capacities as to the ways such situations went as to the aspects of actual care for me and actual care about me as to what I actually need(ed) as to 1993 and 2001 as to the timeframes as what would ever be needed as to educat5io n and why would the lack of education show as to such hypotheticals as what as to the after effects from my subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury ever show as to those individuals as to those situations as to those types in the comparison as to why would I ever comprehend as to what I need as where had I ever written after speaking about education as where would I ever have the proof as to patterns of behaviour as to how important real education is as to the comparisons of needless drama as needless drama is not education and why would I want such aspects thereof as why would those situations ever actually put me in a good mood?



Why would the focus be on my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury/TBI as why would the past situation that impacts the current situation be the only aspect to notice, as why would the subarachnoid hemorrhage after effects ever be considered or would individuals mistakenly think that the aspects of my headaches and my migraines were actually only from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury or would such common sense factors be as to the situations as to that subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain and the length of time from 2000 through 2008 be of something somewhere of importance or would such aspects as to those factors ever be considered and if such would ever be considered; then what would actually be worthwhile as to such considerations, and why would anyone ever think to ask me as to what would be actually best as what would I ever know about those factors I personally dealt with as why would I ever know what my personal experiences as to the actual experience as what is the difference to experience as to the sensations of during an experience as what would ever be considered important about those particular timeframes and what would be of any importance whatsoever as to any other factor I have brought forward?



What hypothetical aspects would be considered as what I would consider as positive as well as encouraging of and to me as well as such hypotheticals as to those meme factors, as why would I ever consider anything other than actual care as to what I actually consider as care about me if as to such at any point in time as to those needless problems as why would there as to such hypotheticals ever be my personal opinion as to anything positive or worthwhile about any aspect of my work and/or of myself as to such hypotheticals and what is absolutely important about those #10Commandments 10 Commandments as well as my permission as to what I consider as giving my permission as why would what I consider as giving my permission be of importance about what is informed as well as informed consent and what about my #ADA ADA would be as to such requirements?



Thus as to individuals from Illinois as to those aspects as to such hypotheticals as what would ever be considered as common sense as to what color of a state is Illinois, and what would such considerations be as to the aspects I brought forward previously capable to see as what aspects as to the beauty pageant I had not entered on my own as to the aspects as to the beauty pageant I knew as to such factors as to the reality of time as what would be important about the time as well as what would be considered important as to graduating high school and moving on with my life as why would such aspects as to an individual I once knew for the timeframe of April or May of 1998 possibly as I do not remember meeting Kenneth Tank until September of 1998 or October of 1998 or November of 1998, as what would be of importance about such aspects as to that Chili's phone call in the year of 2001 as to that non-existent-boyfriend-in-Kenneth-Tank aspects be as to my children's biologicals on either side as why would it be of importance about that cafeteria table reference as what would be important?



What about that male Principal meeting needless problems as to those timeframes additionally be as to any hypothetical aspects of that individual as to that principal who I personally did not have any connection with as what about that situations as to the cheerleaders be as to how accurate was I about those cheerleader competitions as what would the difference be to the Saint John Vianney High School Varsity cheerleaders in the viewpoint to the Crystal Lake High School cheerleaders as to the what is the difference as to how I did not want/need to be in the pommies as what aspects as to the nerve I had to leap onto the field, be of importance for individuals in the state of Illinois comprehend as to the differences to cheerleaders and pommies that it would not take a head injury for those from Illinois to figure out though what would such differences be of importance to those types of those situations?



Why would that additionally be of viewpoint as to importance to such considerations as to that phone call as what spouse despite the factors as to the viewpoints of religious aspects ever be of importance as why would any spouse ever consider any phone call about such aspects of as to the references to those aspects as what could my ex-in-laws who should have believed me and should have asked me if there actually was such as what would be considered important to my ex-in-laws if they aligned themselves additionally with Kenneth Tank who had as to such references of Home Depot as to that timeframe as to the comparison as to the timeframe as why would such situations be of importance about the actual truth in comparison as to the claim as to such aspects as who would ever be upset about someone else claiming as to such references of a relationship as to the viewpoints of and what aspects as to the hypotheticals as to the reality of my timeframe as to those years as to what would ever be considered as care about me as to 1993 referencing such hypotheticals?

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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