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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


Lady Dori Belle


...and to biological consenting adults as...

Lady Liberty Belle

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My life  =  My personal life

My life experiences  =  My personal life experiences that some might have something alike or something similar to though theirs is not the exact as to My personal life experiences

My opinion  =  Susan MeeLing's personal opinion that some or many might agree with

My needs  =  My personal needs for me personally though some distinguishing factors as to the aspects where there are different facets of My personal life and thus as to the distinguishing factors as to the different areas of my life, thus for Me personally is going to be for Me personally as to such differences as to the aspects whereas of others as to the factors to the considerations.


The FACT books I authored/wrote/compiled that I published through Amazon for My profits and what I chose/choose for the financial aspects per book:
*  Finding A Silver Lining  (published in print book format in in the year of 2015)
*  Finding The Silver Lining  (published in print book format in the year of 2014)
*  The Modern Day Book  (published in print format book in the year of 2020)
*  The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire  (3 volumes published in print format books in the year of 2020)

 

Fiction Based books I published through Amazon that can have metaphors or proverbial only as some books allow the financial aspects as to donations whereas the newer books do not have such same factors whatsoever as to the financial resources for Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle also known as Lady L*** Belle as make sure to not assume that all books will ever be the exact same:
*  "The Curious Children Book Series:  (2 volumes published in the year of 2014/2015)
*  "Fail-Safe:  The Kenedy curse fused with Science Fiction Fantasy  (The New World Order)"  (1 book published in the year of in print format book form 2015/2016 that is the main book to refer to for each of the subsequent books in the series as the 10 volume book series published as the 9 additional volumes in 2021/2022 as not all books were allowed as per My personal choice to be published in print format as to the ideals I have had for My work as to how I personally chose to release My books as to My business plans)
*  "Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series"  (3 volumes published in print format of books in the years of 2014 through 2015 and then 7 books were published in the year of 2021/2022)


To Contact Me to ask me what My needs, my wants, My preferences, My Ideals, and/or My desires is only to utilize My To Contact Form to ask me respectfully after explaining yourself as to such aspects first as asking Me is the best way to actually do so correctly to actually learn to know of what My actual needs are for the factors of as the same in reference to my wants and so on and so forth.  That includes though not limited to asking if there is something to assist Me with, arranging Book Signing, arranging requiring My permission first as to my needs for any appearance(s)/meeting(s), 


Do not assume that just because I authored/wrote/compiled books that you know Me, you know of Me as to such factors as to the factors of the reality of the social media.


If I personally have reached out to you directly as to requesting a meeting and/or meetings, I have done so with the factors of respect regarding the aspects of what I could figure as being respectful as to the time(s) as to upon your schedule though also as depending upon my schedule as well.  The contact information regarding phone numerical factors as to the aspects of My To Contact Form through My website, as to making attempts as to the ease to correctly communicate clearly.  


Ensure if you are going to ask about Me, to know the exact-ish amount of time the individual actually knew Me in real life in person face to face in person in real life to verify the correct numerical positions of time that they may have known Me or if they knew of me as to the facts.


My modeling is not the same as speaking with Me face to face at all, because that is not the same as in real life as to the facts that in real life in person face to face in person actually requires those facts of in real life in person face to face in person in real life where a human being in person face to face in person is in real life with another human being is the common sense for in person face to face in person in real life as there is a difference to getting My personal permission first.


I do not allow anyone to misinterpret ever, as there is the clear facts that if someone/anyone says they can interpret Me, ensure they actually have what I personally consider as the starting point of full foundation as to actual capacities to do so correctly as what I consider as the correct foundation as to making sure the foundation of theirs in not made out of sand as to the differences of whereas to the facts my foundation is forged from where the stones as to the rock of My foundation is to the sturdiness thereof as to My personal life as to My personal experiences as to Me personally; as in my personal opinion that imitation is not flattery at all in any capacity when in reference to Me.


Since I comprehend Myself as to My and what My needS are as to what My wantS are as to what My preferenceS are as to what My idealS are as to what My desires are, then as to My comprehension of such factors in reference to Myself as to My personal requirements as when I have written about My personal life experiences as to the words I personally have chosen to describe such facts, then as to My life = My personal life experiences.


Manners, respect, human decency, and protocols are as a beginning point for what My personal standards are for Me.

Make sure to be capable to distinguish when the facts of My journal blog are in the capacity of either facts with satire and/or facts with metaphors and/or facts with figurative and/or facts as literal as the reality that My personal life experiences are My personal life experiences as to where some might relate to what I personally have dealt with, the full combination of what I have survived is the difference as to where the distinction is.


I survived the attacks on the soil of the homeland of the United States of America as to the tristate areas of New Jersey, New York, and Pennsylvania in the year of 1993 in the month of February as well as the timeframe of 9/11 also known as 11 September 2001 because I was born and raised in New Jersey in the three-county/three-borough area that had the most amount of commuters to New York City as well as other factors of the reality as to the state of New Jersey that those factors of pop culture are usually NYCers or Pittsburgians or Philadelphians and not New Jersey-ians pop culture as the aspects of comprehending the facts as that pop culture only has small amounts as to the differences of the fullnesses thereof.


What I know for what My personal comforts are as to being capable to see as to such factors, translates to comprehension of Myself as to comprehending what is best for Me personally as to what is best for My work as well as what is best for My personal comforts.  As hours change to days and days change to weeks and weeks change to months and months change to years and years change to decades, I comprehend My personal needs as I comprehend I have made attempts for My personal needs to be correct for Me as to what My personal considerations are.


Keep your thoughts in what I consider as purity as to such actual purity of innocence, and the ease of life is made so as to the factors of the ensuring the correct actions without assumptions.


Acknowledging biases first without judgement, has no capacity of being biased as no bias can be without the capacities of bigotry, and thus without bigotry then there is the capacity of acknowledging biases without judgement.


I personally am unaware of fans of Mine because I do not assume that I have any because of what My considerations are for what a fan of Mine would be, as the factors when considerations as to fandom as to Myself is as to the factors of what I personally consider as comfort.


People should be more uplifting as to the aspects of being appreciative if as to appreciating work of Mine, as I have not need/want/desire of any male dominant in the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle regarding such factors of any type of relationship outside of acquaintance or friendship only, as that is not in any capacity ever a turn on to what My considerations are for Me at all in any capacity whatsoever as it has not ever been a turn on to Me.


The reality that Females have the capacity to be strong enough to be themselves if as to such morals and ethics as to such reality needs and requirements, thus as to where males have needed to accept the facts as not all males are as to what they might think of themselves as the same in reference of professional in what is supposed to be consenting adult biologically legally as to informed, as how they themselves are not anything of any turn on to Me as they are the opposite 100% in every capacity of anything that would ever be capable to turning Me on personally as I personally am not a lesbian as obviously a female biologically who would enjoy such factors would only be as to such aspects as to having to acknowledge such within herself.


As a Pansexual as to the intellectual capacities where I can be interested though not necessarily turned on, as to the physical does not make the aspect of what is of attraction to Me in the aspects whereas some might assume, as the factors as to the emotional connections depend and vary as to the situations, whereas the spirituality of such factors as My comprehension of Eclectic Judeo-Christianity religion is important, as the factors of sexuality of what sexually is attractive for Me is as to how the personal connection is as to the genuinity.


Being Polyamorous as I am personally is as to the intellectual capacity of being capable to discuss multiple topics while actually caring in truth, emotionally having the capacity to connect and such communicative factors, as the other three aspects thereof as to the references to the differences as to romantic factors as to platonic factors as there is My personal capacity where I always begin as to platonic factors first before I have ever or would ever consider anything sexually and/or romantically as personally it takes a lot more for Me to be capable to connect romantically than it ever has as to connecting platonically because of the way I personally was raised.


Thus if interested in dating Me as to in the capacity of not setting a date for a meeting as that obviously would not be the exact same unless previously brought up as to discussions, then as to such aspects as to arranging such with Me to ask Me first if that is an interest as to other(s) regarding such aspects. 


Thus the as I am as where I am a Female Dominant as to being as I am, then as to such acceptance there is a difference as to Myself being a Feminist as to the differences whereas the factors of feminazism as to the references of those who would have such factors as to their patterns of choices as to their behaviour as to the factors whereas the proof of such to the aspects of the differences of reviewing information from a different point in time as to such a point in time as to the facts that need to be paid attention to as to the facts of the time.


Completing a logistical review of My personal life experiences while acknowledging My experiences as well as My emotions from the facts of the situations from the years of 2019 through 2022, is not the same as to having the capability of time to review such all at the exact point in time of the exact point in time as that should not take a head injury to figure out.


My work as to My writings as to if used in speeches as the ease thereof as the 10% for Me of such if financial factors as to the tithing viewpoints, if as to such factors of consideration.


The links to My website as to My different pages of My website including My Journal Blog, are capable to share the link as to discussing the details as to the information of; though such facts for the fullness to be capable to read more to learn from the knowledge, is of the facts where such importance.


Since the requirements in reference to My website as to where tghe finances were only for Me to be capable to utilize were not responded directly to Me personally as there was not anyone ever allowed to be involved as to on My behalf ever, as to the aspects where since I personally did not have any such discussions as to what My personal minimum standards were as to being met for what My personal requirements are/were/are as to where there was and is not any allowances for such misinterpretations ever as to the clear distinctions as to Me personally only as to where I have clarified repeatedly that I am the one and only as to ever making the decisions for Myself as well as My work(s).


I personally do not play games, as I do not find games as they are not fun for Me.


I personally do not often watch television/movies as that is not assistive to my headaches/migraines at all, as the after effects from My head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 as the additional after effects from the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal temporal lobe of My brain that took 8.5 years to fully dissipate out of the MRI and out of the CAT scans as I have figured as to what works best for me personally.


While I have made attempts to connect with real people as to real friends as I once thought of as to such prior points in time, as to how such aspects went in the years from 2019 through 2022 as to such viewpoints as to such considerations referencing as to what capacities as to such factors regarding the differences as to choices/words/actions/deeds as to such references as to the factors of humanity as per the proof regarding my attempts before as well as during as well as after such points in time.


If as to the current time where each individual seems to think of themselves as a commercial and/or thinks of others as a commercial instead of thinking of each as an individual human being with individual personal life experiences as to how I personally have considered each individual if I am accurate referencing others' opinions as to such if factors, then as to where the reality of such readjustments as to the recalibrations of what humanity is.


The aspects of pop culture as to the facts regarding the differences between the factors of as while there might be some aspects that align in some ways, there are still the facts of the amount of the rest of different experiences and life thereof.


Thus as to such facts whereas what My personal needS as to what My personal wantS as to such factors, such aspects of the #ADA ADA requirements as to the facts regarding My being medically retired or being considered as to such disability aspects as to the reasons why ADA aspects are in such as for Me as to such aspects; though actually being capable to have as well as utilize such aspects as to My benefits in the correct capacities for Myself, as to the aspects whereas such factors of proof regarding the situations as to such reasons I have also worked as diligently as I have attempted to being capable to provide for Myself as being a biological adult of two biological adult legal aged children I personally gave birth to while having been awake from My coma for less than 1.5 years for one and 2.5 years for the other as to such facts.


Online is important for several aspects, though in real life as to such reality as to the real needs as to such common sense as to the factors of what is required for Me as I comprehend what is actually best for Me and that is not up for interpretations as interpretations always lead to misunderstandings as to the facts as to such proof regarding the aspects thereof as to My personally being capable to be in as well as remain in a good mood as to the attempts I have made to being capable to accomplish such.


While the aspects of My personal belief in real angels as to real faeries as to real spiritual beings as to such facts regarding such as to where I was Confirmed in the year of 1997 as to the aspects thereof to that history, the aspects where such facts as to the references thereof as the differences of what are considered as real friends in real life as to the differences of the spiritual aspects if there was ever any common sense as to different human beings unless as to such being as cherubim as to homo-sapien-sapiens as to ever being ignorant enough to think that is the same when obviously as to the facts that a real human being as to a real friend as to the difference of a real spirit as to such aspects thereof to real spiritualism capabilities.

However such is obviously a difference from the aspects thereof, to humanity as human beings are supposed to be and are as to humanity if as to such aspects of the definition of humanity.


If I was/am believed as I understand some have opinions as to religious aspects and/or spiritual factors as to the usage of the words metaphor/proverbial/figurative, there has not been such confirmation for Me to have such knowledge for Myself regarding such aspects to what I would know and understand as to such as per the proof regarding the exact time.


Some do not just get over something as massive as the situations as to February 1993 as to being capable to survive such, as that was not a video game nor was that a computer game nor was that a pop culture fiction aspect as to such references and regards just as 11 September 2001 or 9/11 was not a video game and was not a computer game and was not a pop culture fiction aspect.


There is not the capacity where individuals who have tried to prettify the aspects for individuals to truthfully recover and heal from such aspects because of the requirements as to the truth being told in full, and when the truth is told in full is the only capacity for healing to begin.


Thus as to the facts in reference to My personal life experiences, what support would there be that I could truthfully say and/or write about as to the aspects of such luxuries others have had as to such amounts of individuals as to such support groups as to such friends as to such aspects of discussions as to what discussions would actually be in the references thereof as to what I personally consider as; or would such individuals think that them discussing amongst themselves would be as to the same instead of the aspects thereof as to discussions with Me personally, as to such proof regarding such luxuries as to those types as to such factors as to the aspects of such wannabe aspects.

 

 

Those who would consider Me as wanted as to what I consider as being wanted as to the differences as to such aspects of "Finding A Silver Lining" as there are only so many words in the dictionary to describe, and when individuals choose to be bratty nonconsensually as to such aspects as to such brattiness as to the aspects of the amounts of words as to the amounts of times as to where either the individual is going to be considered as competent to understand or they will be considered as incompetent as to humanity referencing such types as to those factors as to such aspects that I have brought forward as to the proof thereof to the validity of such aspects. 


"Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining" are situations that are of My past as to the situations I personally dealt with as to such aspects whereas My suggestions as to the current time as well as the future, are the difference.


"The Modern Day Book" is as to what I noticed as per the years thereof in those references as to what the looks were as to such descriptions for such clear aspects, as the common sense factors as to such regards as to having been born and raised in New Jersey as to the aspects of the differences as to NYC as NYC thinks of such aspects whereas New Jersey has the capacity to prefer the real of the reality as to such differences whereas Broadway wanted to be more like Hollywood and visa versa as to such references.


"The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" is of what My personal experiences were as to My personal work as to My personal life experiences as to before I began SCUBA Diving as to what I was known as through My name in reference of My personal trainers as to My personal childhood experiences as to such work in reference of protecting and defending the individuals on land above sea level as to the aspects of My work if that was/is actually appreciated.


The aspects where I could see now in the year of 2023 where some capacities of "Fail-Safe" could be as to such if factors as well as "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as while I was only being creative as to such aspects as to My writings, the aspects whereas for Myself personally would be as to the references for such aspects if as to those types as to such psychological distinguishing factors as to what I have been capable to distinguish as to My comprehension of Myself as well as My comprehension of My wrok as I authored/wrote/compiled as to the best of My capabilities as to My overall books.


In reference of "Paroxysm" there is not anyone I ever have personally dated that would ever fit into such descriptions, ever.  The facts regarding where the references thereof to prior timeframes as to Volume 2 are from individuals I personally knew before the year of 2000, as to the common sense factors as to the reality of the overall.


In regards as to "Fail-Safe" and "Paroxysm" in regards of for Me personally as to the relationship aspects of for Me personally as to the references and regards thereof officially for Me personally despite having written of such in an overall way, the aspects of if as to such as for Me personally then as to such clarifications now as to the year of 2023 as to the differences regarding the multiple reasons as to bringing such forward as to healthy acquaintences as to healthy friendships as to health developments of hetero-sexual relationships that as to such hetero-sexual relationships as to the fluidity depending upon the aspects of such a relationship factor if as to the consensual aspects as to each involved being fully informed first as that is the only capacity thereof as to being informed as to officially being informed before such aspects as for the example where I have been honest as to the after effects from My Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to others being informed first officially as to such if factors as to the differences.


The aspects whereas to such if factors as to My books I personally authored without any assistances as to My personal creativity to authoring such aside from the technological factors as to being capable to write such books as to "Paroxysm" and "Fail-Safe" referencing such aspects specifically for Myself regarding such aspects of the specifics as to such details, then I suppose if as to such would be as to prophecy regarding such if factors if such were to ever be for Myself personally; though if as others' interpretations of their own lives as to then the references of whereas being capable to prophesize decades before ever writing though definitely would not ever prefer certain aspects as to certain individuals as to My personal considerations as to the specifics as to such references regarding the factors thereof as to "Fail-Safe" especially though also in such clarifications as to for Me as to "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as to what My personal considerations as to the aspects thereof regarding the aspects not of a novelty as there is a difference between a novel a difference between a novel idea a difference between as to how such aspects of where the problems as to problematic novelty factors as to such misinterpretations in My opinion.


When describing the situations in truth that is the common sense starting point of a foundation, and any who think that such could be fast-forwarded are incompetent as to such aspects where certain factors are required to have such details and information to being capable to actually make such genuine efforts as to progression towards betterment in genuine truth.


The reality where such aspects of when such efforts are direct as to such facts as per the prior amounts of time as to explanations, then as to the facts where either the competency to listen and then think while listening as well as being capable to progress with the correct actions as to such regards as to the common sense.


Maybe it is a bit more truthful than I realized, common sense might actually be a genuinely real superpower. 


Forgiveness is of importance as to such truth in full as best as possible, the factors of as to such if remorseful.


The reasons why of the reality as to where, as to the year of 1993. 


Time is important as to emotions of the situations, retaining such knowledge can assist seeing towards progression of betterment.


Communications are important listening both sides if as to consent, the factors as to information in truth as of much importance. 

Life and Love, Life and Love
Between, Below, and Above


Brightest of Blessings.

Please share the link to my website and feel free to comment in the section below however know that I am not informed as to any comments made within the area of each journal blog I post, though the ability to express yourselves as to such comments of such are able to be seen of such portions if you so choose.

I encourage others to share the links and to speak about such topics honestly as to such aspects and situations as my saying as to it should not take a head injury to figure out is the main satirical portion as to my journal blog, as to the facts as to sometimes when wording hits a certain way all one can do is chuckle a bit as to reviewing such portions of information thereof.

If interested in using my journal blog for articles and/or legal aspects please just remember to put the link to the specific journal blog article area to assist the fuller aspects as to the clarifications for others to also be able to read through for such additional details, as well as if there are those who are interested in further discussions and/or commentary and/or interviews and/or speaking arrangements and/or invitational aspects of such journal blog entries I have written please do contact me through my contact form with such details at www.susanmeeling.com/to-contact 

Please also know the reasons for having such available hopefully assists the more open discussions as to the various details thereof to which I have been honest and truthful about, which additionally to such as to posting on social media in various areas is welcome as the ability to discuss such topics honestly is of importance as it brings a different form of discussions though also assists more to be involved with such viewpoints.  I know there are those who either have not had a social media account and/or have had to wait to be online more often in such aspects depending upon the employment thereof to which the reference to the details in such references per journal blog entry might assist in different ways while additionally giving the ability to still engage online in various forums to which while some may prefer not to have their social media accounts associated with responses on my website which is acceptable; it does give a forum for such discussions as well for those who may not have the ability to go into further details in certain other areas online, as to a different cover though the reality of such transparency on my part as to having been open and honest as to my community area involvements additionally hopefully open the doors and open the lines for more genuine and honest communication within the age appropriate guidelines thereof for the betterment and clarity among more.

 

 

Admittedly only recently in the year of 2020 had I realized I may physically look similar to different characters in different aspects of pop culture however I did not grow up being allowed to watch such aspects and since after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury coma, I do not usually watch such pop culture because of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to knowing the personal aspects of what is best for myself.  However I did not and do not know of the pop culture references many of the times because of not being allowed to watch anything other than G-rated movies/television throughout my childhood and teenager years in the 1980s to the 1990s as the rating systems may have been different for such times, as I also was not allowed to watch PG or PG13 or any other type of PG until I was a certain age which again similarly to such times in the 1980s and the 1990s the rating system may have been different to such aspects; of which once I was the age of 18 years old biologically I have been able to watch anything and everything I personally prefer or want to watch.

 

 

Additionally I do not play games despite possibly looking physically as what characters might be as to such, as again that is something within pop culture which I have not usually known nor understood a reference to such in pop culture however I encourage people to know the difference between a pop culture reference as to knowing the difference to the human being spoken with as I have picked up there are several individuals who may not have known there is a difference between what images and/or videos as to being seen compared to the interactions with others when in real life in person as well as when speaking with others through various forms of online communication of which the care and the concern as to such aspects in my opinion is of importance to review for such realities. 

 

 

While I understand others have the choice to play games for whichever aspects thereof, please comprehend I am not one who will play games as I personally do not find such appealing to me nor to the after effects of as well as from my Psalm Sunday year of 2000 head injury just as others with and/or without a head injury may have a different viewpoint to such aspects as to games as some just have a life which such is considered as a luxury to play games comparatively though cannot do.

 

 

Please be respectful as to such as well as if you meet me and/or see me in public and speak with me, please be honest as to such as I have not ever assumed anyone had ever known of my website or my work as to the fact I have known there are many websites throughout the internet of which if there have been hints to such at any point in time there has not been the ways of which I would view such aspects as to the reference without the actual bringing of such information up first by who I have spoken with because of the ways as though I write as I do when I speak it is not always the same way as such comes across online possibly as there are differences as I would guesstimate others would know as per their own online aspects as to how such discussions have been with others and/or writings thereof as to when corresponding with others.

 

 

Though I know there are more than just the two social media areas of which Facebook and Twitter have been available, because of certain topics of my journal blog entries as well as the multiple social media platforms I lease such areas at the discretion of the reader to posting such aspects because of the knowledge certain topics are for certain age ranges as to the details thereof though because of certain aspects as to the intellectual levels for the reasons as to the choices thereof for what I have known some companies have assisted with in reference to the rating system as to guidelines as to the clicking of certain links for such software references as to controls.  I have done the best I could to ensure the ability for if in reference to biologically under the age of 18 years old for such choices up to the parent(s)/legal guardian(s)/grandparents to the topic points I have/do written/write about as well as kept such details more modest for the ability for such aspects of choice to the appropriate levels of discussions, of which hopefully with the additional aspects as to the genres assist with such abilities for the clarifications thereof.  

If newsworthy, please do send to the news organizations if there are topics of which are interesting that should be broadcast upon the various news media stations as to the specifics within the posts I have put together.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

I have been fighting to live and survive to live per best possible per the needs mine are

It has been 1 year since I have seen the evening skyline from the area of New Jersey from the Liberty Science Center parking lot from the first time I had seen part of from the year of 2020 from the year of 1998 regarding the one year point in tijme now of 2023 regarding the area overall that I had grown up in regarding New Jersey though also the northeast areas of the United Statesa of America, and while I personally have been thankful for each breath that I have had thus far and also have fought to be capable to continue living onward per my choices per my life and what I personally consider being of importance; the reality that I have also made attempts for those who I have known in person face to face in person that I once knew though also those who through online have known of me more than the factors of knowing me online because of discussions per such distinctions.



I have made attempts to be honest about such because of the importance per such amounts of situations that for myself personally though also for those who could have needed the assistance per such factors, pert the ways that I could best figure out per such points in time because of the real attempts for real contact to truthfully get to those who were family to me per such aspects per the additional factors of those who per such biological factors per such factors.



Thus since per such factors per the various situations throughout such points in time the reality of the amounts of situations per the amounts of situations that I personally was not speaking with others per just to talk about where I was born and raised, it was because of the situations of comprehending there was/were/are emergency situations per those who I comprehended needed me personally in person face to face in person though also online per such factors per the specific points in time. While the facts are per the specific points in time the year of 2005 per such prior journal blog updates per the specific year my hairstyle changed to the short pixie hairstyle and the haircolor per the bright red hair because of the amounts of pain levels that I woke up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury/TBI from when I was in Basic Training in the Army, and thus per the journal blog updates in my website www.susanmeeling/com pert the exact same per www.ladydoribelle.com per the exact same because I just per the metaphor of my website have been the exact same background from exact same life experiences per being the exact same website per the metaphor of being the exact same individual the entire time. Thus per such amounts of attempts per the situations regarding how much I have and do still care about the biological children I gave birth to per the situations regarding per the attempts to keep my children safe despite the combined factors, while also maintaining and sustaining myself to the best possibility per being a responsible Mom to the two children I brought life per such regarding.



Thus per such facts that the reality of while there are those who I had met within the state3 of Texas per such timeframes from the years of 2000 through 2003, I clarified per such journal blog updates per the best of my capability because if others had actually listened to the completeess of per such points in time per such factors of individuals from where I was born and raised per such overall factors while comprehending the assistance where I could por such situations I had spoken with to get such assistances for the areas of the northeast per the additional factors of for the east coast per what I could remember per the timeframe of September through November of the year of 2001 per such explanations per when I was asked per such points in time per such clarifications per such journal blog updates per the logistical factors per the review per such overall per who I knew in person face to face in person and not per the reference of knowing of due to the difference of in person screen to face in person per such facts.



If per such points in time of Facebook and Fetlife per such individuals in the specific exact points in time of 2010 through 2012 per such in person face to face in person per such factors I introduced myself per my Facebook though also legal first name and legal middle name per in person face to face in person per such points in time while also being honest about such factors of the internet with other individuals I met in person face to face in person in conjunction about real life in person face to face in person factors, per such proverbials per such where I could explain per the only descriptive words I have had per my upberinging and my background per what I personally was around in the multitudew of factors throughout my childhood into my teenager years per sights/sounds/etcetera per such senses physically per such factors; per the differences regarding the situations per such facts that physical pain levels are measured per such medical factors in my personal opinion, per such what seems per common sense.



However if there are actually individuals in the world who have utilized the word headaches for anything other than the medical appointments I had per such points in time from the years of 2000 through 2013 per such main specifics per the fact of waking up on a military installation per being in the military per the Army branch of the Armed Forces of the United Statesw of Amewrica after only 16 years of life alive per such specifics depaite the legal biological age factors; the reality of the first individuals I spoke with about what I was dealing with per the pain levels, only had to do with the physical pain levels per nuerologsy per such factors in conjunction of the technitians who read MRI and CAT Xray type of imaging per the factors of what I had dealt with per what caused my head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 per having already explained the Drill Sergeant factors that the Army and the Armed Forces of the United States of America with the Marine and Science Technology Schoolo with the Navy attachment with the conjunction of the legal factors of when I was a biological minor per such timeframes of 1996; the fascts are the reality that if I had attended Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment per such acceptance and invitation per such how that is per such an invitation per receiving such invitation before the exact timeframe per the weeks prior for such ewvent per such acceptance of me per such type of invitation per the only type of invitation I have ever thought of being per such type of invitation per the additional factors per my invitation per Governor Christine Todd Whitman's office per the poster design contest because only after the entries per such an invitation per the surprise factors per the invitation to the Governor's office per the meeting and the situations. Thus the only invitation per such seeming common sense, though apparently per such possibility to such factors being per.



Thus in this timeframe per the reality of such factors per the 7 stages of grief per such prior journal blog factors per myself having the comprehension that I had the small amount of time to be capable to make the attempts per such explanations per where I was born and raised per the 20 year memorial after I had not been capable to get back to the northeast of the United States of America per such facts per individuals who had been capable to clear such factors per the timeframes of, thus the points in time per such factors are the only references per the words per the descriptions per the exact points in time per the exact situations per what my personal life experiences are per what is the combinations thereof per such factors in a small portion and minor part of my life experiences.



In such points in time of waking up from a coma with a subrachnoid hemmorhage in the frontal lobe of my brain per such factors in the year of 2000 with my personal background per such educational factors, per the situations per the exact points in time per such situations. I hopefully have encouraged my biological children more positively in better ways per such factors of the combinations of what I grew up around per such factors per the differences of what I grew up through per such factors; per the distinctive differences per such specifics importances, per the attention to the information correctly per such factors of importance because of while having biological minor aged children in those exact points in time of those exact years per such exact points in time; per such specific responsibilities per such specifics per such exact points in time.



Thus while those who chose per such choices per the timeframes thereof per such discussions with whomever they knew to the difference of discussions with me per such factors per asking me my preferences per myself per my background of where I was raised and grew up, the situations per the factors of how such timeframes per the references regarding such attempts because the in person face to face in person matters per such in person face to face in person immediately per such timeframe exactly per such facts regarding the after effects from head injuries/TBIs.



Thus it should not take a head injury to figure out when only 16 years old alive per such years of life and living per the combinations of the exacts per the exact individual, when the doctors per such hospital factors are per the real reasons for a hospital per such combinations fully per such smaller facilities though also the larger more important facilities per such medical specifics per the exacts thereof per my cranium per such headaches per such pain levels per such nonsexual factors per the facts the entire time; it should not take a head injury to figure out speaking only with medical professionals from whenever I woke up from my coma throughout each day per such medical factors of discussions, per the facts that those would be my first discussions per waking up from my coma per such location of a medical hosptial per such facts in the year of 2000 per such differences to then add that I was stationed in Medical Hold Unit after the length of time from my coma and waking up and the length of time in the hosptial per such factors prior to ever being stationed in Medical Hold Unit per such timeframes of months per such factors.



Per such factors with the medical care per such timeframes that was assistive-ish per the physical pain levels though not per such factors per the specifics per the exact points in time, per such attempts per such physical pain levels of headaches per the medical terminology per the medical miolitary doctors per such specifics from the timeframes thereof and throughout my medical care timeframes per such references of not regarding Obamacare refereces per "Finding A Silver Lining"; since I clarified such facts per such journal blog updates per having clarified that if I had real assistance for me personally per such exact points in time per the proof thereof in conjunction per if I actually had real assistance for me personally per such direct orders per such profile factors per the specifics thereof per my medical profile per such capacities, instead of what others might have mistaken and misconstrued per such specifics pere such exact points in time per the years of 2000 and/or 2001 and/or 2002 and/or 2003 and/or 2004 and/or 2005 and/or 2006 and/or 2007 and/or 2008 and/or 2009 and/or 2010 and/or 2011 and/or 2012 and/or 2013 and/or 2014 and/or 2015 etcetera per such facts that I personally was not ever playing any games per such factors knowingly because of the facts per when I woke up from my coma and from the timeframes before to where most individuals get the chance to actually enjoy life per having such time per their own backgrounds of what is considered being acceptable per such factors such per completing such homework assignments before going out to party per such factors of the specifics; thus since per the examples per the year of 2001 per the connection per 1993 both references specifically per New York City New York state, and the area in the state of New Jersey being such factors per the amounts of people who traveled/commuted through the state of New Jersey to get to the areas in person face to face in person instead of such immature individuals per such immature needless bureaucracy per such immature needless problems per such immature factors of their incompetency to distinguish in person face to face in person to distinguishing in person screen to face per such factors; I suppose per such hypotheticals, per such combined factors per whatever proof thereof per such factors per such specific points in time per such if factors that those individuals would not be in the category of special needs at all whatsoever per such factors per the differences per such facts per those needless buearocratic factors per such situations per the exact points in time per such needs in my real life per such specific reasons I went directly to such factors per my real needs per such factors per the memory deficits per the state of Texas per such situations because of the timeframes per such refertences of individuals I once knew in person face to face in person per such in person face to face in person references per such timeframes specifically per such factors while needing to maintain the correct shcedule for myself to complete my work that I should have been capable to accomplish completing if I had the real assistance I needed at the exact points in time per the exact direct orders per such factors that medical common sense per such overall general public per such just accepting the facts instead of thinking they deserve more than they do not per such factors of the individual medical per the individual per such individual medical care per such factors per there not being a socilist factor per such communist ways per certain types of medical factors per the proof thereof per such facts and those who have survived certain factors of life and living per such resiliency and strength per such factors of perserverance per the fact that per three situations in an average factor per the proof thereof such situations per the hypothetical factors per the timeframe of my journal blog updates per my logistical review per the years of 2019 through 2021 when at the most crutial point in time of my personal life of my personal needs per such real support per the real factors of genuine attempts in full; then per such factors thereof per the difference of the efforts per the attempts per such factors regarding each and every individual depending upon the situations per such facts known, and the ease to just be honest if they had the capacity to do so with genuine respect per the specifics and knowledge thereof per compassionate living per common sense per the respect of life and respect of living.



However per such facts that since I comprehended the 20 year memorial that since per the exact point in time of 2018, the comprehension of mine per such time per the facts thereof per my attempts; in conjunction of what I explained per the factors that either my biological son and my biological daughter would be in person face to face in person with me per such factors of where I was born and raised per what a real family would have been for me personally if I actually had a real family per such specific points in time per such factors of the years of 2000 through 2013 per such proof thereof per such factors of hypotheticals per such hypocritical factors per the entire biological factors per either side of such facts per such assistance factors for me in such clear distinctions there was not ever any need for any one of those individuals to ever have any factors of bureaucracy per such factors of the proof of such immaturity the entire time from those factors of what I personally did not ask for and what I personally did not ever consent to per such individuals' involvements per such, and in conjunction per such factors per the proof per such years thereof 2008 through 2023 per such any factors per their faults per what they did not need to be a part of per my childhood and my upbringing. The proof of their bigotry pert the area of the northeast of the United States of America per such unwanted factors of those types of stereotypes per such specific proof per my multiple stands against per such stereotypes, though only per such individuals who actually do not fit within such stereotypes per such factors per the descriptions per such facts.



Thus per the proof of per my profile per such CID factors in the year of 2019 and 2020 per JBSA in Military City USA in the state of Texas per such journal blog updates per the specifics regarding the biological paternal factors per the specifics thereof officially, per such factors regarding the proof per my accuracy per the correct picture per such accuracy from the year of 2000 through that point in time and thus per my accuracy per that point in time; per the accuracy per such points in time throughout when I was in Medical Hold Unit and others had not known per such factors outside of the military installation, though I also had not needed to be off post per such factors at the exact points in time unless my choice per my free will to go out if I personally chose to do so. While I was/am thankful per such vehicle that oibviously per such levels of the fullness thereof per the difference of such others per the needless games per such needless bueaurcracy per such needless situations per such needless problems per what I dealt with, per such picking and choosing is not the fullness thereof per such proof regarding any such hypotheticals per the factors of who I am per the differences of who they are.



It should not take a head injury to figure out the differences of such factors, per the difference of myself personally and if certasin types of individuals only think care can be given per certain factors instead of real medical care then per such factors of real medical assistances per such paperwork that I needed to get taken care of per those exact points in time though per such hypotheticals per such if factors of where I was not supposed to ever get pregnant from the start per such CID factors; then it shyould not take a head injury to figure out the factors thereof, per such situations and the timeframes thereof per the if factor that such was supposed to just do as he was told per such infantry factors per the situations thereof per the factors per the proof of such in the factors per such timeframes per the exacts thereof to the specific points in time of the years from 2000 through 2008 per such failures he had been per such specifics per the direct orders and the proof per such factors is the proof that is to be known immediately and fully per the only reasons to post for asking for assistance per such posting to attempt to communicate per such posting per such attempts though such attempts require the correct per such factors of real truth in response per the only way to actually assist correctly per such reaching outy per such attempts whether real phone calls per a phone number I choose for myself per my choices per such points in time throughout each time I had gotten a cellphone number per such moves per such explanations in my journal blog that I disagreed with others that I needed a new cellphone number when moving because a cellphone number is supposed to work anywhere on earth per such factors instead of what would be landline phone numbers per such factors where I also chose the phone numbers myself when such accounts were arranged per my personal choices per the specific phone numbers from the year of 2000 per my specifics per my choices from and the choice I made per phone number combination per each and every point in time.



Thus if per such factors of others having considered me per such factors of the terminology metaphor reference of the Farmer's Daughter being me personally known name of my legal first name and my legal middle name per my legal birth per such specific importance factors being me myself no matter how I type me or Me or myself or Myself per such needless drama from those who needed to comprehend the facts are that in multiple areas of life and living are multiple areas of life and living and thus my legal name per my legal birth and such legal factors per throughout such situations in the state of New Jersey per such upbringing per the facts I already and others have clarified if per the real truth per such facts; then I, Susan MeeLing per other factors per the metaphor of the song lyrics, would then such be that the factors of my biological children I gave birth to then per such factors or would such factors be per such parental factors being the Armed Forces of the United States of America per such metaphors and references?



It should not take a head injury to figure out that such factors of differences per a biological adult per the differences of a biological minor per such facts per such differences per the reality, thus per such factors of proverbial adoption metaphors per the differences of actual real adoption per such metaphors per such factors thereof regarding such if situations per the year of 2000; it should not take a head injury to distinguish the differences from a biological adult per the differences of a biological child also known as a biological minor per the legal age per such life living per such facts that there are two factors of life and living per the gestation biologically per such uterus factors and the life outside of the uterus per such life and living facts.



Thus it should not take a head injury to figure out that per such facts regarding gestation metaphors per the factors of the year of 1993 and/or the year of 2001 per depending upon the individuals themselves per their own personal life experiences in real life whether their real life is in person face to face in person and/or their real life being per depending upon their employment to the difference of depending upon socializing per social media, and thus it should not take a head injury to figure out socializing online per such truth factors per such 10 Commandments mattering per truth mattering per such facts mattering because the facts per the truth per such facts overall. Thus per such situations regarding the timeframes per such real life experiences per such specifics thereof per such examples of New York City per such 1993 year and 2001 year per the size of the actual overall geographical locations per such specifics per such common sense, then when in reference more recently of the 20 year memorial or the gestation starting point per the reference of the year of 2001 per other individuals per their lives per such facts per the 20 year memorial in the year of 2021, then per such facts of life and living anniversary per the 20 years would officially be per the timeframe of per such proverbial metaphors of birth per such factors per the year of 2022 per such references per since my journal blog updates per my logistical reviews per such factors of my fact books per such specifics per the listing factors I specifically listed per such genres and have not allowed anyone to change such factors ever per such clarifications of the requirements per my permission regarding my work from my personal life experiences per the facts only per such genres of facts only; and thus per such factors regarding the situations per the fiction books per such factors of relatable words though not relatives at all, per such factors of relatives per biological factors per genetics/ethnic backgrounds.



It does not take a head injury to figure out per such factors that when individuals who only watch certain factors of television/movies/streaming per such specific linear one factors only, per such flat screen television and/or computer screen factors per such differences per the in person face to face in person differences of face to screen in person differences; it should not take a head injury to figure out the differences.



It also should not take a head injury to figure out my biological father having been born and raised in New York state before ever moving to the state of New Jersey, that he would not be a born and raised New Jersian.



It should not take a head injury to figure out my biological mother being born and raised in Illinois is not the same as being a born and raised New Jersey-ian, per who I was raised by per the specifics per the timeframes.



It should not take a head injury to figure out being honest and truthful with a child who picks up on energetic frequencies per the proof thereof from childhood, it should not take a head injury to figure out the truth matters more and most.



It should not take a head injury to figure out the situations regarding myself being a born and raised New Jersey-ian and the specifics per the lengths of time and other factors thereof per such proof, if individuals I once knew actually had needed and/or wanted and/or desired to meet in person face to face in person who I actually knew in real life in person face to face in person and/or the possibilities of in person face to screen in person factors of individuals I personally once knew in real life per such factors regarding other references per the facts proven regarding NASA and the US Space Force per the official factors; I suppose possibly per such if situations per such factors where such pop culture references would not be the same factors, then per such possibilities of possibly having saved them from such other hypotheticals per such factors of the if situations per such Pennsylvania and New York state areas per the individual states per of New Jersey and/or Pennsylvania and/or New York per such factors specifically.



Thus it should not take a head injury to figure out when I was per my background combined per the timeframe of when I was invited to attend Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment per near the US Coast Guard Basic Training location for the one and only location of the US Coast Guard Basic Training similar to how the Air Force Basic Training location per such differences of the overall training locations, however one Basic Training location for all enlisted per such factors per the references regarding the state of New Jersey per the US Coast Guard and then the factors of the Air Force per Lackland Air Force Base per such differences of the Army only per such multiple locations of Basic Training per the nondiffferences in the Marine Corps and the Navy per their one locations per Basic Training in the United States of America per such facts possibly capable to comprehend reasons now per my stance per ending such problems regarding the situations I could notice and pick up upon during the timeframe of just the years of 1999 and 2000.



If I have been accurate per such statements per such factors regarding the reality thereof per such timeframes since the year of 1999 per discussions with multiple military individuals of the Armed Forces of the United States of America in the months of September through December 1999 and the months of January 2000 through March when I was finally granted the clearance from such, though because of the situations in reference to the Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment also known as MAST; since what I noticed when waking up from my coma and being on JBSA per such factors in the year of 2000, the reality per such factors regarding the situations per my biological age in conjunction of my upbringing per the full capacities thereof per such factors and since I was in a coma per such factors at those times and not ever asking for such per ever again per such situations and having made such attempts per such it should not take a head injury to figure out I did not ask for a revamping of the American Revolutionary War nor had I ever asked for a revamping of the American Civil War at any point in time per such obviously would not be appreciated by me at all per such factors regarding life and living and such attempts per such real people I once knew in my real life in person face to face in person without any screens and without any filters.



Thus since it has been several weeks since I have posted because of my own personal factors that I personally should not have to constantly post because that was not my assignment officially per the Army branch and the Navy/Marine Special Warfare units, in conjunction that was not my assignment from the timeframe after the time of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 also known as 9/11/2001; since it should not take a head injury to figure out an assignment is an assignment, and getting the work completed correctly per such requirements per such specifics thereof per such facts in the conjunction of when I was in Basic Training per such assignments.



It should not take a head injury to figure out when the facts per such assignments per the year of 2000 regarding the hair situation and the dependent situations, it should not take a head injury to figure that out.



Per such if factors regarding others per such factors of anger or such factors regarding their words per such self control factors per such combined in such references, then per such factors per the common sense per such migraines since I woke up from my coma in the year of 2000 after my head injury during Basic Training in the Army since I had not ever heard the word headache before that timeframe of the year of 2000 when I was in Medical Hold Unit and thus those individuals who had heard such word headache before me per whatever factors of themselves they can take into consideration per what causes they might have for why they were told someone else had a headache per the differences regarding when having woken up apparently with the pain levels of migraines though such specifics per the factors per the timeframes thereof per such exacts. Thus I suppose I should have been given the terminology only per migraines and then the levels of the pain factors of 1 through 100 since the year of 2000.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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