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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   


I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only

Lady Dori Belle


...and to biological consenting adults as...

Lady Liberty Belle

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My life  =  My personal life

My life experiences  =  My personal life experiences that some might have something alike or something similar to though theirs is not the exact as to My personal life experiences

My opinion  =  Susan MeeLing's personal opinion that some or many might agree with

My needs  =  My personal needs for me personally though some distinguishing factors as to the aspects where there are different facets of My personal life and thus as to the distinguishing factors as to the different areas of my life, thus for Me personally is going to be for Me personally as to such differences as to the aspects whereas of others as to the factors to the considerations.


The FACT books I authored/wrote/compiled that I published through Amazon for My profits and what I chose/choose for the financial aspects per book:
*  Finding A Silver Lining  (published in print book format in in the year of 2015)
*  Finding The Silver Lining  (published in print book format in the year of 2014)
*  The Modern Day Book  (published in print format book in the year of 2020)
*  The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire  (3 volumes published in print format books in the year of 2020)

 

Fiction Based books I published through Amazon that can have metaphors or proverbial only as some books allow the financial aspects as to donations whereas the newer books do not have such same factors whatsoever as to the financial resources for Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle also known as Lady L*** Belle as make sure to not assume that all books will ever be the exact same:
*  "The Curious Children Book Series:  (2 volumes published in the year of 2014/2015)
*  "Fail-Safe:  The Kenedy curse fused with Science Fiction Fantasy  (The New World Order)"  (1 book published in the year of in print format book form 2015/2016 that is the main book to refer to for each of the subsequent books in the series as the 10 volume book series published as the 9 additional volumes in 2021/2022 as not all books were allowed as per My personal choice to be published in print format as to the ideals I have had for My work as to how I personally chose to release My books as to My business plans)
*  "Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series"  (3 volumes published in print format of books in the years of 2014 through 2015 and then 7 books were published in the year of 2021/2022)


To Contact Me to ask me what My needs, my wants, My preferences, My Ideals, and/or My desires is only to utilize My To Contact Form to ask me respectfully after explaining yourself as to such aspects first as asking Me is the best way to actually do so correctly to actually learn to know of what My actual needs are for the factors of as the same in reference to my wants and so on and so forth.  That includes though not limited to asking if there is something to assist Me with, arranging Book Signing, arranging requiring My permission first as to my needs for any appearance(s)/meeting(s), 


Do not assume that just because I authored/wrote/compiled books that you know Me, you know of Me as to such factors as to the factors of the reality of the social media.


If I personally have reached out to you directly as to requesting a meeting and/or meetings, I have done so with the factors of respect regarding the aspects of what I could figure as being respectful as to the time(s) as to upon your schedule though also as depending upon my schedule as well.  The contact information regarding phone numerical factors as to the aspects of My To Contact Form through My website, as to making attempts as to the ease to correctly communicate clearly.  


Ensure if you are going to ask about Me, to know the exact-ish amount of time the individual actually knew Me in real life in person face to face in person in real life to verify the correct numerical positions of time that they may have known Me or if they knew of me as to the facts.


My modeling is not the same as speaking with Me face to face at all, because that is not the same as in real life as to the facts that in real life in person face to face in person actually requires those facts of in real life in person face to face in person in real life where a human being in person face to face in person is in real life with another human being is the common sense for in person face to face in person in real life as there is a difference to getting My personal permission first.


I do not allow anyone to misinterpret ever, as there is the clear facts that if someone/anyone says they can interpret Me, ensure they actually have what I personally consider as the starting point of full foundation as to actual capacities to do so correctly as what I consider as the correct foundation as to making sure the foundation of theirs in not made out of sand as to the differences of whereas to the facts my foundation is forged from where the stones as to the rock of My foundation is to the sturdiness thereof as to My personal life as to My personal experiences as to Me personally; as in my personal opinion that imitation is not flattery at all in any capacity when in reference to Me.


Since I comprehend Myself as to My and what My needS are as to what My wantS are as to what My preferenceS are as to what My idealS are as to what My desires are, then as to My comprehension of such factors in reference to Myself as to My personal requirements as when I have written about My personal life experiences as to the words I personally have chosen to describe such facts, then as to My life = My personal life experiences.


Manners, respect, human decency, and protocols are as a beginning point for what My personal standards are for Me.

Make sure to be capable to distinguish when the facts of My journal blog are in the capacity of either facts with satire and/or facts with metaphors and/or facts with figurative and/or facts as literal as the reality that My personal life experiences are My personal life experiences as to where some might relate to what I personally have dealt with, the full combination of what I have survived is the difference as to where the distinction is.


I survived the attacks on the soil of the homeland of the United States of America as to the tristate areas of New Jersey, New York, and Pennsylvania in the year of 1993 in the month of February as well as the timeframe of 9/11 also known as 11 September 2001 because I was born and raised in New Jersey in the three-county/three-borough area that had the most amount of commuters to New York City as well as other factors of the reality as to the state of New Jersey that those factors of pop culture are usually NYCers or Pittsburgians or Philadelphians and not New Jersey-ians pop culture as the aspects of comprehending the facts as that pop culture only has small amounts as to the differences of the fullnesses thereof.


What I know for what My personal comforts are as to being capable to see as to such factors, translates to comprehension of Myself as to comprehending what is best for Me personally as to what is best for My work as well as what is best for My personal comforts.  As hours change to days and days change to weeks and weeks change to months and months change to years and years change to decades, I comprehend My personal needs as I comprehend I have made attempts for My personal needs to be correct for Me as to what My personal considerations are.


Keep your thoughts in what I consider as purity as to such actual purity of innocence, and the ease of life is made so as to the factors of the ensuring the correct actions without assumptions.


Acknowledging biases first without judgement, has no capacity of being biased as no bias can be without the capacities of bigotry, and thus without bigotry then there is the capacity of acknowledging biases without judgement.


I personally am unaware of fans of Mine because I do not assume that I have any because of what My considerations are for what a fan of Mine would be, as the factors when considerations as to fandom as to Myself is as to the factors of what I personally consider as comfort.


People should be more uplifting as to the aspects of being appreciative if as to appreciating work of Mine, as I have not need/want/desire of any male dominant in the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle regarding such factors of any type of relationship outside of acquaintance or friendship only, as that is not in any capacity ever a turn on to what My considerations are for Me at all in any capacity whatsoever as it has not ever been a turn on to Me.


The reality that Females have the capacity to be strong enough to be themselves if as to such morals and ethics as to such reality needs and requirements, thus as to where males have needed to accept the facts as not all males are as to what they might think of themselves as the same in reference of professional in what is supposed to be consenting adult biologically legally as to informed, as how they themselves are not anything of any turn on to Me as they are the opposite 100% in every capacity of anything that would ever be capable to turning Me on personally as I personally am not a lesbian as obviously a female biologically who would enjoy such factors would only be as to such aspects as to having to acknowledge such within herself.


As a Pansexual as to the intellectual capacities where I can be interested though not necessarily turned on, as to the physical does not make the aspect of what is of attraction to Me in the aspects whereas some might assume, as the factors as to the emotional connections depend and vary as to the situations, whereas the spirituality of such factors as My comprehension of Eclectic Judeo-Christianity religion is important, as the factors of sexuality of what sexually is attractive for Me is as to how the personal connection is as to the genuinity.


Being Polyamorous as I am personally is as to the intellectual capacity of being capable to discuss multiple topics while actually caring in truth, emotionally having the capacity to connect and such communicative factors, as the other three aspects thereof as to the references to the differences as to romantic factors as to platonic factors as there is My personal capacity where I always begin as to platonic factors first before I have ever or would ever consider anything sexually and/or romantically as personally it takes a lot more for Me to be capable to connect romantically than it ever has as to connecting platonically because of the way I personally was raised.


Thus if interested in dating Me as to in the capacity of not setting a date for a meeting as that obviously would not be the exact same unless previously brought up as to discussions, then as to such aspects as to arranging such with Me to ask Me first if that is an interest as to other(s) regarding such aspects. 


Thus the as I am as where I am a Female Dominant as to being as I am, then as to such acceptance there is a difference as to Myself being a Feminist as to the differences whereas the factors of feminazism as to the references of those who would have such factors as to their patterns of choices as to their behaviour as to the factors whereas the proof of such to the aspects of the differences of reviewing information from a different point in time as to such a point in time as to the facts that need to be paid attention to as to the facts of the time.


Completing a logistical review of My personal life experiences while acknowledging My experiences as well as My emotions from the facts of the situations from the years of 2019 through 2022, is not the same as to having the capability of time to review such all at the exact point in time of the exact point in time as that should not take a head injury to figure out.


My work as to My writings as to if used in speeches as the ease thereof as the 10% for Me of such if financial factors as to the tithing viewpoints, if as to such factors of consideration.


The links to My website as to My different pages of My website including My Journal Blog, are capable to share the link as to discussing the details as to the information of; though such facts for the fullness to be capable to read more to learn from the knowledge, is of the facts where such importance.


Since the requirements in reference to My website as to where tghe finances were only for Me to be capable to utilize were not responded directly to Me personally as there was not anyone ever allowed to be involved as to on My behalf ever, as to the aspects where since I personally did not have any such discussions as to what My personal minimum standards were as to being met for what My personal requirements are/were/are as to where there was and is not any allowances for such misinterpretations ever as to the clear distinctions as to Me personally only as to where I have clarified repeatedly that I am the one and only as to ever making the decisions for Myself as well as My work(s).


I personally do not play games, as I do not find games as they are not fun for Me.


I personally do not often watch television/movies as that is not assistive to my headaches/migraines at all, as the after effects from My head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 as the additional after effects from the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal temporal lobe of My brain that took 8.5 years to fully dissipate out of the MRI and out of the CAT scans as I have figured as to what works best for me personally.


While I have made attempts to connect with real people as to real friends as I once thought of as to such prior points in time, as to how such aspects went in the years from 2019 through 2022 as to such viewpoints as to such considerations referencing as to what capacities as to such factors regarding the differences as to choices/words/actions/deeds as to such references as to the factors of humanity as per the proof regarding my attempts before as well as during as well as after such points in time.


If as to the current time where each individual seems to think of themselves as a commercial and/or thinks of others as a commercial instead of thinking of each as an individual human being with individual personal life experiences as to how I personally have considered each individual if I am accurate referencing others' opinions as to such if factors, then as to where the reality of such readjustments as to the recalibrations of what humanity is.


The aspects of pop culture as to the facts regarding the differences between the factors of as while there might be some aspects that align in some ways, there are still the facts of the amount of the rest of different experiences and life thereof.


Thus as to such facts whereas what My personal needS as to what My personal wantS as to such factors, such aspects of the #ADA ADA requirements as to the facts regarding My being medically retired or being considered as to such disability aspects as to the reasons why ADA aspects are in such as for Me as to such aspects; though actually being capable to have as well as utilize such aspects as to My benefits in the correct capacities for Myself, as to the aspects whereas such factors of proof regarding the situations as to such reasons I have also worked as diligently as I have attempted to being capable to provide for Myself as being a biological adult of two biological adult legal aged children I personally gave birth to while having been awake from My coma for less than 1.5 years for one and 2.5 years for the other as to such facts.


Online is important for several aspects, though in real life as to such reality as to the real needs as to such common sense as to the factors of what is required for Me as I comprehend what is actually best for Me and that is not up for interpretations as interpretations always lead to misunderstandings as to the facts as to such proof regarding the aspects thereof as to My personally being capable to be in as well as remain in a good mood as to the attempts I have made to being capable to accomplish such.


While the aspects of My personal belief in real angels as to real faeries as to real spiritual beings as to such facts regarding such as to where I was Confirmed in the year of 1997 as to the aspects thereof to that history, the aspects where such facts as to the references thereof as the differences of what are considered as real friends in real life as to the differences of the spiritual aspects if there was ever any common sense as to different human beings unless as to such being as cherubim as to homo-sapien-sapiens as to ever being ignorant enough to think that is the same when obviously as to the facts that a real human being as to a real friend as to the difference of a real spirit as to such aspects thereof to real spiritualism capabilities.

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However such is obviously a difference from the aspects thereof, to humanity as human beings are supposed to be and are as to humanity if as to such aspects of the definition of humanity.


If I was/am believed as I understand some have opinions as to religious aspects and/or spiritual factors as to the usage of the words metaphor/proverbial/figurative, there has not been such confirmation for Me to have such knowledge for Myself regarding such aspects to what I would know and understand as to such as per the proof regarding the exact time.


Some do not just get over something as massive as the situations as to February 1993 as to being capable to survive such, as that was not a video game nor was that a computer game nor was that a pop culture fiction aspect as to such references and regards just as 11 September 2001 or 9/11 was not a video game and was not a computer game and was not a pop culture fiction aspect.


There is not the capacity where individuals who have tried to prettify the aspects for individuals to truthfully recover and heal from such aspects because of the requirements as to the truth being told in full, and when the truth is told in full is the only capacity for healing to begin.


Thus as to the facts in reference to My personal life experiences, what support would there be that I could truthfully say and/or write about as to the aspects of such luxuries others have had as to such amounts of individuals as to such support groups as to such friends as to such aspects of discussions as to what discussions would actually be in the references thereof as to what I personally consider as; or would such individuals think that them discussing amongst themselves would be as to the same instead of the aspects thereof as to discussions with Me personally, as to such proof regarding such luxuries as to those types as to such factors as to the aspects of such wannabe aspects.

 

 

Those who would consider Me as wanted as to what I consider as being wanted as to the differences as to such aspects of "Finding A Silver Lining" as there are only so many words in the dictionary to describe, and when individuals choose to be bratty nonconsensually as to such aspects as to such brattiness as to the aspects of the amounts of words as to the amounts of times as to where either the individual is going to be considered as competent to understand or they will be considered as incompetent as to humanity referencing such types as to those factors as to such aspects that I have brought forward as to the proof thereof to the validity of such aspects. 


"Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining" are situations that are of My past as to the situations I personally dealt with as to such aspects whereas My suggestions as to the current time as well as the future, are the difference.


"The Modern Day Book" is as to what I noticed as per the years thereof in those references as to what the looks were as to such descriptions for such clear aspects, as the common sense factors as to such regards as to having been born and raised in New Jersey as to the aspects of the differences as to NYC as NYC thinks of such aspects whereas New Jersey has the capacity to prefer the real of the reality as to such differences whereas Broadway wanted to be more like Hollywood and visa versa as to such references.


"The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" is of what My personal experiences were as to My personal work as to My personal life experiences as to before I began SCUBA Diving as to what I was known as through My name in reference of My personal trainers as to My personal childhood experiences as to such work in reference of protecting and defending the individuals on land above sea level as to the aspects of My work if that was/is actually appreciated.


The aspects where I could see now in the year of 2023 where some capacities of "Fail-Safe" could be as to such if factors as well as "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as while I was only being creative as to such aspects as to My writings, the aspects whereas for Myself personally would be as to the references for such aspects if as to those types as to such psychological distinguishing factors as to what I have been capable to distinguish as to My comprehension of Myself as well as My comprehension of My wrok as I authored/wrote/compiled as to the best of My capabilities as to My overall books.


In reference of "Paroxysm" there is not anyone I ever have personally dated that would ever fit into such descriptions, ever.  The facts regarding where the references thereof to prior timeframes as to Volume 2 are from individuals I personally knew before the year of 2000, as to the common sense factors as to the reality of the overall.


In regards as to "Fail-Safe" and "Paroxysm" in regards of for Me personally as to the relationship aspects of for Me personally as to the references and regards thereof officially for Me personally despite having written of such in an overall way, the aspects of if as to such as for Me personally then as to such clarifications now as to the year of 2023 as to the differences regarding the multiple reasons as to bringing such forward as to healthy acquaintences as to healthy friendships as to health developments of hetero-sexual relationships that as to such hetero-sexual relationships as to the fluidity depending upon the aspects of such a relationship factor if as to the consensual aspects as to each involved being fully informed first as that is the only capacity thereof as to being informed as to officially being informed before such aspects as for the example where I have been honest as to the after effects from My Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to others being informed first officially as to such if factors as to the differences.


The aspects whereas to such if factors as to My books I personally authored without any assistances as to My personal creativity to authoring such aside from the technological factors as to being capable to write such books as to "Paroxysm" and "Fail-Safe" referencing such aspects specifically for Myself regarding such aspects of the specifics as to such details, then I suppose if as to such would be as to prophecy regarding such if factors if such were to ever be for Myself personally; though if as others' interpretations of their own lives as to then the references of whereas being capable to prophesize decades before ever writing though definitely would not ever prefer certain aspects as to certain individuals as to My personal considerations as to the specifics as to such references regarding the factors thereof as to "Fail-Safe" especially though also in such clarifications as to for Me as to "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as to what My personal considerations as to the aspects thereof regarding the aspects not of a novelty as there is a difference between a novel a difference between a novel idea a difference between as to how such aspects of where the problems as to problematic novelty factors as to such misinterpretations in My opinion.


When describing the situations in truth that is the common sense starting point of a foundation, and any who think that such could be fast-forwarded are incompetent as to such aspects where certain factors are required to have such details and information to being capable to actually make such genuine efforts as to progression towards betterment in genuine truth.


The reality where such aspects of when such efforts are direct as to such facts as per the prior amounts of time as to explanations, then as to the facts where either the competency to listen and then think while listening as well as being capable to progress with the correct actions as to such regards as to the common sense.


Maybe it is a bit more truthful than I realized, common sense might actually be a genuinely real superpower. 


Forgiveness is of importance as to such truth in full as best as possible, the factors of as to such if remorseful.


The reasons why of the reality as to where, as to the year of 1993. 


Time is important as to emotions of the situations, retaining such knowledge can assist seeing towards progression of betterment.


Communications are important listening both sides if as to consent, the factors as to information in truth as of much importance. 

Life and Love, Life and Love
Between, Below, and Above


Brightest of Blessings.

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Please share the link to my website and feel free to comment in the section below however know that I am not informed as to any comments made within the area of each journal blog I post, though the ability to express yourselves as to such comments of such are able to be seen of such portions if you so choose.

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I encourage others to share the links and to speak about such topics honestly as to such aspects and situations as my saying as to it should not take a head injury to figure out is the main satirical portion as to my journal blog, as to the facts as to sometimes when wording hits a certain way all one can do is chuckle a bit as to reviewing such portions of information thereof.

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If interested in using my journal blog for articles and/or legal aspects please just remember to put the link to the specific journal blog article area to assist the fuller aspects as to the clarifications for others to also be able to read through for such additional details, as well as if there are those who are interested in further discussions and/or commentary and/or interviews and/or speaking arrangements and/or invitational aspects of such journal blog entries I have written please do contact me through my contact form with such details at www.susanmeeling.com/to-contact 

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Please also know the reasons for having such available hopefully assists the more open discussions as to the various details thereof to which I have been honest and truthful about, which additionally to such as to posting on social media in various areas is welcome as the ability to discuss such topics honestly is of importance as it brings a different form of discussions though also assists more to be involved with such viewpoints.  I know there are those who either have not had a social media account and/or have had to wait to be online more often in such aspects depending upon the employment thereof to which the reference to the details in such references per journal blog entry might assist in different ways while additionally giving the ability to still engage online in various forums to which while some may prefer not to have their social media accounts associated with responses on my website which is acceptable; it does give a forum for such discussions as well for those who may not have the ability to go into further details in certain other areas online, as to a different cover though the reality of such transparency on my part as to having been open and honest as to my community area involvements additionally hopefully open the doors and open the lines for more genuine and honest communication within the age appropriate guidelines thereof for the betterment and clarity among more.

 

 

Admittedly only recently in the year of 2020 had I realized I may physically look similar to different characters in different aspects of pop culture however I did not grow up being allowed to watch such aspects and since after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury coma, I do not usually watch such pop culture because of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to knowing the personal aspects of what is best for myself.  However I did not and do not know of the pop culture references many of the times because of not being allowed to watch anything other than G-rated movies/television throughout my childhood and teenager years in the 1980s to the 1990s as the rating systems may have been different for such times, as I also was not allowed to watch PG or PG13 or any other type of PG until I was a certain age which again similarly to such times in the 1980s and the 1990s the rating system may have been different to such aspects; of which once I was the age of 18 years old biologically I have been able to watch anything and everything I personally prefer or want to watch.

 

 

Additionally I do not play games despite possibly looking physically as what characters might be as to such, as again that is something within pop culture which I have not usually known nor understood a reference to such in pop culture however I encourage people to know the difference between a pop culture reference as to knowing the difference to the human being spoken with as I have picked up there are several individuals who may not have known there is a difference between what images and/or videos as to being seen compared to the interactions with others when in real life in person as well as when speaking with others through various forms of online communication of which the care and the concern as to such aspects in my opinion is of importance to review for such realities. 

 

 

While I understand others have the choice to play games for whichever aspects thereof, please comprehend I am not one who will play games as I personally do not find such appealing to me nor to the after effects of as well as from my Psalm Sunday year of 2000 head injury just as others with and/or without a head injury may have a different viewpoint to such aspects as to games as some just have a life which such is considered as a luxury to play games comparatively though cannot do.

 

 

Please be respectful as to such as well as if you meet me and/or see me in public and speak with me, please be honest as to such as I have not ever assumed anyone had ever known of my website or my work as to the fact I have known there are many websites throughout the internet of which if there have been hints to such at any point in time there has not been the ways of which I would view such aspects as to the reference without the actual bringing of such information up first by who I have spoken with because of the ways as though I write as I do when I speak it is not always the same way as such comes across online possibly as there are differences as I would guesstimate others would know as per their own online aspects as to how such discussions have been with others and/or writings thereof as to when corresponding with others.

 

 

Though I know there are more than just the two social media areas of which Facebook and Twitter have been available, because of certain topics of my journal blog entries as well as the multiple social media platforms I lease such areas at the discretion of the reader to posting such aspects because of the knowledge certain topics are for certain age ranges as to the details thereof though because of certain aspects as to the intellectual levels for the reasons as to the choices thereof for what I have known some companies have assisted with in reference to the rating system as to guidelines as to the clicking of certain links for such software references as to controls.  I have done the best I could to ensure the ability for if in reference to biologically under the age of 18 years old for such choices up to the parent(s)/legal guardian(s)/grandparents to the topic points I have/do written/write about as well as kept such details more modest for the ability for such aspects of choice to the appropriate levels of discussions, of which hopefully with the additional aspects as to the genres assist with such abilities for the clarifications thereof.  

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If newsworthy, please do send to the news organizations if there are topics of which are interesting that should be broadcast upon the various news media stations as to the specifics within the posts I have put together.

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

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Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

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Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

​

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

​

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

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I did not think this took a head injury to figure out about legal aspects, & sexual assault cases...

I recently saw a post online for #LS5 LS5 Legal which after speaking with the helpful female I was informed that in the state of Texas they only have a 1 year statue of limitations for any sexual assault crimes as well as other such situations, for example a situation referencing #Zantac Zantac prescriptions of which the one year portion is problematic because of the known length of time which is required for filing documentation for the court system. Additionally with the fact in reference to the various portions as to if there is any problem within the state of #TX #Texas #Texasstate Texas then the 1 year maximum should apply the other way around just as well in reference to the individuals who have owed bills to any company within the state of Texas, if there is that situation regarding such. Why is a state which professes how advanced they are, so behind the times regarding taking care of children and females properly when thinking about such portions? Have any individuals had any problems regarding the adult consenting lifestyle with individuals who should have been charged though because of the time some people take to process such situations as the psychological portions have been proven for some people who take a bit longer to either remember and/or put such a situation into words, for such problems regarding that aspects as to the concern and safety with such portions? Who does that truthfully protect regarding only allowing 1 year for such a length of time, especially when taking into consideration the amount of military base installations throughout the entire state of Texas and such aspects having the required justice portions for such problems?



I was told the state of Texas has been known to have legal problems regarding the ability for lawyers to actually get lawsuits taken care of the survivors of various portions, to which how many cases in reference to medications which have been tested on individuals within the various branches and divisions Armed Forces of the United States of America has occurred in the state of Texas? What about children in the aspects as to the mental health systems, as well as foster care, and orphanages? What about children's homes, and etcetera? How many have truly needed to suffer the ways they have, and how many stood by and did...?




In my opinion, I consider that as fully unacceptable to allow only a one year timeframe and in my opinion because of the length of time in such references maybe the state of Texas should have a version of the #Mesothelioma Mesothelioma aspects taken into consideration, especially in reference to the school districts which the local and state officials who have allowed that state to crumble from what it once was designed to be as it was supposed to lead the way regarding the larger aspects they have boasted about regarding how there are those who know how certain types of Texans can be about such aspects. What is that reference regarding #SCUBA #SCUBADiving SCUBA Diving, for that problem which has been problematic for multiple female SCUBA Divers as well as multiple female SCUBA Diving Instructors? Why would that be considered as acceptable to any individual in all such references, as I believe there should be a massive suit regarding such aspects fully being looked into each and every nook and cranny of each SCUBA Diving Instructor from the state of Texas to go through such details and then make such aspects better and safer for all SCUBA Divers. Especially when taking into consideration teenagers getting involved with SCUBA Diving as well as children who get swimming lessons, some from SCUBA Dive shops for a point in time; though I suppose there has been a stop put to that swimming lessons at SCUBA Diving schools for certain locations, though are your children truthfully safe when you take those portions into consideration.



Just take a look at what I dealt with in reference to my time involved with such a grouping of SCUBA Divers, who would try hypothetically to hold the adult consenting lifestyle group in a hidden location to then take advantage of such a situation to then try to cover such up as per their known per their individual patterns of behaviour risky behaviour and patterns thereof. Is it a wonder as to the amount of illegal immigration problems that have been easily able to actually take care of, though the length of time as to how many decades has the people in the state of Texas complained about the immigration problems and what have the local state officials ever actually done as that is not a federal issue that is a state of Texas issue. The border fencing could easily be put on the land of the state of Texas a few feet inward, if that security was actually important in comparison to the human trafficking which has been permitted wrongly especially when taking such amount of minors crossing the border areas and going into the foster care system. What needs to be done is all such reports which have been verified by whichever official way such has been able to be verified such as in my reference as to the “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” which has been registered through the Library of Congress, of which those cases referencing my son as well as my daughter as well as myself by the order of the age and then me as their Mom as per having told people as well as having proven such in full as to the multitudes of problems referencing such types of situations. As I have said and written before, I know I am not the only one.



How many people have a child or a grandchild or a great grandchild, a Mom or a Grandma or a Great Grandma or an Aunt? How many within the #LGBTQP LGBTQP communities have not been able to fight such problems within the area because of the anti-sodomy laws and the fear of reprisal because of the facts as to the anti-sodomy laws, though how do certain aspects occur in reference to the male portions when in such a reference and/or females? How many people have needlessly been kept in the dark because of the facts as to what occurred within the state of Texas to them and/or their loved ones, and why has the state of Texas officials not done anything about it at the local and state level while going after the federal aspects of the state of Texas elected officials for the finances to take care of what should be taken care of at the state levels?



I do not think it takes a head injury to figure out when there are those in the state of Texas who go on about their however many generations back of their connection to the state of Texas and how such treatment to anyone not officially born biologically in the state of Texas as I have unofficially been informed through emails in reference to Senator John Cornyn and his office and staff as per specifically asking them about such portions regarding the aspects of which I know others have had to ask such individuals throughout the state of Texas such situational aspects as well, how the treatment of the individuals as well as the family members of those who have been in the Active Duty/National Guard/Reservists/Veterans of the United States of America’s Armed Forces when you look at such overall portions as per such aspects.


In reference to the aspects as to the ridiculously low number in year referencing how the sexual assault case situation is in my opinion, that is an infestation ground for pedophilia in that state for having been so behind the times as to properly take care of individuals; however when the border situation which Texas has had the ability to pay for the closing off of the border in its own financial banking aspects as per just the portions of what it pulls in from the #SXSW South By Southwest in #Austin #AustinTX #AustinTexas Austin events; especially over the amount of decades of which has been held in the area, up until the COVID situation. However how many underground caverns are in the area of Austin, and what medical facilities only for children are there in the area to take into consideration? How many homes for …, are there?


Why would you people ever allow yourselves to succumb to that level oof debauchery, while chanting God Bless Texas? Is it because you want God/dess or Divinity to wash away such sins you know would be considered as problematic though it is up to you to fix and repair such situations, as per the ways thereof in the legal portions? Or is you are hoping for a larger lightning strike to just burn everything away in comparison and have the equivalent of a Chernobyl situation if such a lightning strike were to hit one precise location or a few, in your hopes for such a rapture in comparison to taking care of such laws correctly? Is that what your preference would be for that state, and the people thereof?



Does it take a head injury to figure out that when you put up signs which say Don’t California Texas, you might want to look into your own laws regarding such local and state aspects to ensure such portions as well as the protectionary rights for those who have been victimized to survive as well as their family members of the direct portion? By my count as far as what those within the state of Texas would owe me just in that example in comparison to the aspects additionally as to what occurred in reference to the overall time in regards of both my daughter and my son, as well as what occurred from those who had gone out of the state of Texas up to the areas during my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as to what additional needless problems that have been caused due to the negligence from such various levels of officials?



Does it take a head injury to figure out the scriptural portions which as many Texans say they are a Christian as it is known Divinity hates and abhors the pedophile aspects as to harming needlessly children, in addition to the aspects of the supposed chivalry regarding how certain #Texans Texans have claimed to be, in conjunction with the #NASA NASA and the other such correlated aspects as to the #USSpaceForce US Space Force for such portions?



Does it take a head injury to figure out that when such aspects occurred and you have officially been informed in the correct amount of time as to the portions of official reporting can be registered as to being official in regards to online as per the ways which hashtags work to officially inform various groups, that the needless drawing out the clock portions as to the ways which occurred in the #DFW Dallas/Fort Worth areas as to such problems?



Does it take a head injury to figure out as to how certain other countries’ individuals have been treated in comparison to your own citizens in reference to the laws in place regarding the assault portions, and what is your policy in reference for justice in regards of if something occurs to a diplomat? Do you truthfully, care?



Does it take a head injury to figure out that the adult consenting lifestyle scene has this extremely important word in what I have said and written, repeatedly? What is the word which would be a situation referencing the adult consenting lifestyle scene, in regards to what it should not take a head injury to figure out about? The answer is, consenting as consent is important.



Does it take a head injury to figure out with the ways some have been treated inside of the state of Texas and/or by people who have claimed to be proud Texans, what is there to be proud of regarding that being a situation for how many decades?



A one year limitation to bring forward such a situation as being assaulted for just the one example, is beyond ridiculous. Even the Holy #Roman Roman #Catholic Catholic #Church Church has had to pay for what they have done and it does not matter what state their churches are in for the actual requirements as per their already having admitted to having such problems across all sorts of areas, to which the ease for that door to be opened within the state of Texas for the longer amount of time because of the legal aspects within the torts and either the state of Texas allows such portions to occur negligently.



By all standards of legal tort the fact that the Holy Roman Catholic Church has had to go through the lawsuits across various sectors in various locations to complete payouts to the survivors who have been victimized by the known aspects as reported, by such opening of the proverbial pandora’s box that in the beginning portions is enough for a law firm who might be bored as to school district portions for a bit in reference to legislation aspects to take a look into such portions of who the aspects occur which would have other prior cases which have been put into the record of the state of Texas which would allow that door to be opened fully for all such aspects to be corrected and fixed to be repaired for the betterment of such portions.



Technically by knowingly allowing such churches or the state of Texas and thus endangering minors as well as the contribution to the delinquency of a minor and etcetera in conjunction as to the portions in reference to you wonder why the amount of IVF treatments in the state of Texas, maybe if you actually took better care of your females and made sure they were safe in comparison you would not have to proverbially import the children through the allowed versions as perceived as to illegal immigrations portions. Which just because I was baptized as a #Methodist Methodist and raised in a #Presbyterian Presbyterian Church and have studied multiple levels of various religious and spiritual pathways, I did grow up reciting the #NiceneCreed Nicene and the #ApostlesCreed Apostles Creed in church as my biological mother was a Deacon and my biological father was a Trustee.



I thought Texas was proud to have succeeded after the Texas and Mexico War…I thought there was something I heard about the Alamo…something ironically in a sarcastic joking sort of way making fun of my own Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury to a degree…that whole memory deficit thing…Remember the Alamo…right? #RemembertheAlamo



How many people moved from other states which has had heavy population of pedophiles, as if I am accurate there are several cases as to the individuals from Hollywood and the #CA #California #Californiastate California aspects as well as the problems regarding the taxes which would be denied to the state of Texas for the fact of the knowledge regarding such aspects while the sexual assault probabilities as to the way such aspects in the news reporting has already brought several cases of such forward to the general public’s awareness. How many of the homeless population in the state of California had been sexually assaulted by different perpetrators regarding within the Hollywood sector, and where are some situations occurring as to specific locations as to entrances to tunnels and wishing to hide underneath a solar panel field which has caused the earth to blacken and not in the rich and fertile soil which once was throughout the state of Texas because of the known frequency waves as the same in reference to the aspects of the windfarms which law enforcement agencies would be able to find the evidence thereof if gone outward to find hypothetically?



In my opinion there is no excuse nor any valid reason nor any cause which such aspects are viewed as acceptable as when taking into consideration the aspects especially since Texas has NASA as well as #SpaceX Space X, #BlueOrigin Blue Origin, US Space Force, and other such groups regarding the facts as to the scriptural portions as to how such viewpoints are against any and all harm to a child needlessly, then additionally why should anyone be surprised as to the levels of problems the state of Texas has had swirling around in the entire state while having the repetition of the news reports?



How can a group of individuals from that state consider themselves as protective of anyone if they are willing to allow such to occur without ever doing anything about such portions, especially with as many people who are associated with the different branches and divisions of the Armed Forces of the United States of America and whichever levels of law enforcement have children and grandchildren and so on in reference to such portions of the sexual assault in such a state for civil penalties regarding such?



Does it take a head injury to figure out why the law firm for the #McCoyElementarySchool McCoy Elementary School, #CFBISD District of Carrollton Texas had done what they could to draw out the legal aspects, at this additional point regarding those who I once knew and informed of in person as well as what I had posted online in the multiple areas thereof? Those fees would be owed to my daughter #Letters4Lidia, to my son #Letters4James, as well as to myself regarding all such costs and fees thereof, which already has been proven as each specific must correctly be taken care of in such responsibility for what occurred and what had been known as per all such #Facebook facebook, #CafeMom CafeMom, and the forum postings on #fetlife fetlife for help if there was any who could regarding such aspects as to the postings I made over the years from 2009 through 2013 in the reference to that portion; though additionally as to the #LegalZoom Legal Zoom which is based in Austin Texas as to the Library of Congress copyrights which once again because of my legal name as well as the facts as to the specifics of while not remembering Irving as well as the federal ruling as to the Superman comics and etcetera as the Civil War portions had already been taken care of over a century ago I thought history had brought such forward; or has it when it comes to the individuals within the state of Texas, as there are the realities of additionally the medications which the Active Duty/National Guard/Reservists/Veterans who have been purposefully by the choice of the state of Texas to accept such a responsibility as to properly take care of to maintain and sustain such individuals as who do you have who can help you in reference to if any such UFO or UFP were to go around and be upset about additional aspects such as transmissions from various technology messages with the knowledge seen in the paintings as to the length of time human beings have known about such entities as well as their opinions as to what is considered as acceptable compared to unacceptable for such aspects as per in the Torah as well as the Bible as what is said as to what Divinity hates the most.



What has been wrongly allowed, in such references? Who would want to travel to the state of Texas knowing that was a situation, out of curiosity? Is that a part of a few reasons why COVID occurred and the stopping of the money train from SXSW from those who have such information in their technology records and learning of such portions, as to why the SXSW has not returned for a total of 2 years?



How much did that hit the bottom line proverbially. Regarding such aspects of income additionally in other such references as to the fact of such copyright portions of which are only mine to own legally?



How that has been considered as acceptable for however long such has been a law is ridiculous and quite atrocious behaviour on behalf of the reality of such portions, especially with the knowledge thereof regarding the space aspects as well as how many claim to be a Christian within that state while not having taken care of children in the correct way?



How can that be considered as acceptable to any female whether or not they have a child, as well as since it has become more well known as to prevalence; how can any male of any community find such to ever be considered as acceptable in any ways, while taking into consideration what do you think from such portions as to the official aspects to the US Space Force being officialized as to that viewpoint regarding such unidentified flying objects and phenomenons thereof?



I was told by someone in Washington state she had watched a show which there was a house with land which no matter what occurred there were problems in one room area of which the sale of the house went on and on and on, though one individual would not allow her children to deal with those problems of which there should be a mandatory waiver regarding such portions referencing the house purchases as well as apartment complexes as per the energetic portions thereof absolutely impacting such realities. There is not any legal aspects as to why that has been hidden for as long as such has, though in such a discussion; it was ironic if I recall correctly as I was told the house and property were somewhere in the Houston Texas area as to how the hauntings and the Native Americans had walked away from that area when the people from the east started going there, as the Native Americans who usually would fight for the land they were put on were willing to go in a completely different direction as to the energetic problems from such a location. I wonder where in Houston that land might be, as there would be a neighborhood in comparison to just one property unless it had hundreds of thousands of acres regarding such hypothetically. However if I recall correctly the hauntings in the Houston Texas area which the lands of which have been filled with the aspects thereof to swirl the energies around for the aspects thereof to go into the minds of whichever individuals in such connectionary portions of their being of existences, to fill their dreams and find their ways as to go in the directions which certain types of energetic spirits have been known to do.



Maybe some of the Renaissance Faire individuals should have or should pay attention to such aspects of the realities as while they might have been role playing, I was being myself at the Excalibur Faire in the Bastrop Texas Smithville area in 2005. That land looked as though a massive fire went through what once was the faire grounds, though additionally I was told about a fire going through the area around the year of 2011 as to the acres of damages done to the area from a freak situation that no one saw coming to the area at the time. Maybe a lightning strike which just so happened to be hot enough to spark a flame which was hot enough to melt a law enforcement officer’s firearm safe to a puddle with all of the firearms inside in that puddled area, is considered normal for that area or other areas. Maybe that is considered as a normal situation which the heat from a lightning strike could ever causer that amount of damages in reference to the aspects thereof that the situations somehow are heated enough, that the metal which would be an equivalent for certain areas would be the type inside of the #WTC World Trade Center buildings as how many people who are considered as Texans had said that the #NYC New York City area was what they considered as Sodom and Gomorrah? Is that why my daughter, my son, and I were treated as we had been? Is it because you knew how many people traveled from New Jersey through to the areas of New York City and your biased view against such an area in addition to the other aspects proven regarding such through the technological means, of such embedded history for the various servers and such aspects throughout the galaxy?



How could anyone from the state of Texas ever have looked down upon me when taking such legal aspects into consideration, despite how I physically look as explained by several Texans in person as well as the online situations?



Though out of curiosity how could people who are considered as Texans vote for POTUS44 #POTUS44 when taking such a reality into consideration, as what do you think Chicago is like regarding where Mrs. Michelle Obama is from referencing the ways such aspects are handled in regards of similarities between the northeast coast as well as a city such as Chicago?



Maybe there is a reason why the aspects have been preferred as to my biological mother as to the ways which my biological sister and my biological mother loved the musical, #ChicagoMusical #ChicagoMovie when taking several other aspects into consideration as to the political family that my biological sister was married into as to such legalities I knew she had known people who actually could have genuinely helped in the correct ways as needed in comparison to what hypotheticals in other such ways upon learning what I had accomplished just before that wedding at that house near the Lake Travis area which are filled with the waters I had personally cleared on my own as well as I had earned several of my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications in. I suppose if it was known as to who I was when I had brought my son and my daughter to be the ring bearer and the flower girl instead of some of the looks I had received by the Miller political family hypothetically, most likely if that was known as to who I am regarding that aspects; would the treatment have been more respectful back then as well as afterwards, as I did meet Zack Miller who married my biological sister Patricia Ann Hom-Miller in the year of my SCUBA Diving just after the time when I had safely descended downward into the pits of the abyss to surface alive safely.



How did your son meet me, in that San Marcos Starbucks? Was that the most intelligent choice in such times as to try to judge me just by how I physically look when taking more into consideration, as I at minimum dressed appropriately when driving as far as I had to meet that male who would legally marry my biological sister at that abomination of a wedding? I thought there were Texans who like the color red, as if accurate there is a large area of red in the flag as well as a smaller area though large area of blue in the state flag. Was it your family saw me as the bottom of the barrel, in such references to the state flag?



I suppose so, in some ways. I am the only one who landed at the bottom of the ocean in the several areas of the deepest areas when adding the factors thereof. However it is okay, maybe there is another aspect to take into consideration which has deep roots.



While I know better than to ever think that a respectful response which would be seen and interpreted as actually being as such to a true New Jersey-ian raised in the ways I was taught in comparison to the female you had married into your family in my opinion regarding the facts referencing my biological sister, would come out of such a group as to the ways such has gone as per my experiences both from the years of 2000 through to 2013 as well as the years from 2019 through to 2021 of which the ramifications of if that Miller family has been problematic additionally to the adult consenting lifestyle as close as the wedding house is in Austin to multiple locations just for the BDSM/Swinger/LGBTQPers would be able to verify. Which events have occurred throughout such years in the adult consenting lifestyle that would require class and tact as well as etiquette followed for such portions as to having chosen the way such had occurred and while I could be incorrect, how many times have I been proven to be accurate in multiple ways and at what depth as well as to the portions as to the amount of time?



Though the reality of detracting from your son’s marriage to my biological sister would have been a faux pax in some ways because of having the reality of such walking around in the ways as to how dare I look as I have, correct? Do not think I did not hear what some of those individuals were whispering amongst themselves about the aspects thereof as there is a joke I can make about being born in the Chinese Zodiac Year of the Dog, which many know as to the hearing capabilities of a well bred Bitch with the certifications earned to additionally add. Though additional irony of knowing there was a letter in “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” from a higher ranking soldier with the last name of Miller, though such a common last name as to such portions. I am thankful as to having been able to have sent such out for years in multiple locations all around the internet on top of what books I had sent out in reference to the reminder from the term in Legal Zoom, though what technology portions could have been triggered in reference to such electronic messaging systems hypothetically used for the varying aspects thereof to take into considerations regarding what is known as the sound when something flies right past you at a high velocity of speed?



Irving, it was interesting. Different though interesting nonetheless and just as such, I have many memories associated with the area I was born and raised in regarding New Jersey as well as the tristate area to that one particular situation.



However returning to the point, one year? Is that symbolized in your lone star in your flag as to why the aspects of the survivors of those who have endured certain aspects within the state of Texas, or is it that there is one match who lights the flame for such situations?



As there is much training that occurs at Lackland Air Force Base as it is known that is the Basic Training location for the United States of America’s Air Force as well as the AIT or equivalent of for the branch and divisions thereof, what do the officials who are in and of the state of Texas have to say about that portion as to the time of one year in addition to the situations referencing the military branch regarding the amount of sexual assaults?



Thus is the area of Lackland Air Force Base along with the Joint Base San Antonio of Military City USA considered federal soil or is it considered as the state soil, regarding such legalities for IG and EO as well as CID to which I would not be surprised as to how their confusion might be in such regards and references thereof. Thus maybe there is a news reporter or someone who can ask officially of the various elected officials for the area of San Antonio within the areas of Military City USA for the references for such aspects, and what can be done regarding such legalities. Since it was known and has been admitted to as well as has been documented regarding the aspects as to what occurred to me within the area of San Antonio Texas and the locals to where I had my house in Pheasant Creek subdivision, what is the procedure for when I bring something such as this forward in reference to the rewards thereof? There surely have been a lot of legal portions which have been put into law in reference to my first book of which additionally having mailed such books as I have and the aspects thereof, in such regards then what official credits have the state of Texas’ individuals regarding such had to say about using such portions and the credits due to me and to me only?



Oh that’s right I sarcastically have to add, you have that Anna as well as the Patricio portions thing going on regarding such portions as to the Alamo as there is not anyone in that history with the name of Susan or MeeLing or Lady or Dori or Belle if I recall correctly from what I read.



Though there is the truth behind the name of Santa as to the origins regarding the aspects as to the German town of Fredericksburg, correct? Maybe there has been a visit to the Houston area of which those stirrings had gone upward as per what she had admitted to having known about and allowing to happen to me immorally as well as unethically and illegally, though I too have traveled to Houston Texas three times by the year of 2013 just on land. I wish I thought to ask what year those happenings as seen on whatever show it had been had first been noticed regarding such portions in time, as to the situations thereof looking back to reflect on such times including having gone swimming as well as my SCUBA Diving in the Gulf of Mexico.



However, how many people in the adult consenting lifestyle community know that in the state of Texas only one person in one location needs to be aware of the recordings occurring wherever and all over in whichever place in the legalities for the non-privacy protections thereof?



I prefer privacy as I prefer etiquette just as I prefer those who earn of their own accord in comparison, which how could such other areas to which individuals have bene known though not known in reference to who attended in more specifics thereof to larger well known names of people in reference to the lifestyle as well? As many individuals who have said and shown their Christian views in the state of Texas from 2000 through to 2013 and then afterwards more-so in reference to SCUBA Diving specifics as well as books I compiled and authored from 2019 through to 2021, what was the situation in reference to what occurred in regards of…oh wait…it was probably wished for as to the male gender for such aspects in the ways of the paperwork regarding the aspects of the gender biologically for the minimum of what I accomplished as a non-Texan within the state of Texas…correct?



Were there those who wished for my now dead-ex-husband in comparison to me as myself as has been verified, or what difference does it make?



The answer is, all the difference in the world.



It is saddening to think how accurate I had been in reference to how many had preferred that individual in comparison to who had earned on my own, and while I could be inaccurate the aspects as to the prior writings I have posted if such portions are truthful in such reviewals then realistically I thought there was the request for forward progress in comparison to what has been seen in reference to various aspects regarding the treatments I have dealt with. Whomever might have told you they knew me in reference to any possibility of a surprise, well you did surprise me. However just because of the copyrights on my website as well as my copyrights in reference to my website, the realities of what financial aspects would be considered as owed if correct as to a reward portion is considered as via the # Ombudsman Ombudsman which has a headquarters where since when?



I hope I am not the only one who saw the amount of situations which needed far more than just my words and actions, as was it as soon as I returned from my SCUBA Diving trips you thought it was a free for all because of such portions as to the religious aspects? The answer is it was not a free for all, though I suppose in some ways of various perspectives it kind of was turned into a free for all in the portions of such times when reflecting upon such now in the year of 2021.



I am surprised that there is the only 1 year portion compared to the fact of the aspects to the Holy Roman Catholic Church legal cases as in the year of my daughter’s birth in the year of 2002 had been the first United States of America’s case for such prosecution rights, of which when taking such into consideration as to the aspects thereof; how much irony can anyone see in such regards and references, to which what can be done about it is able through the correct law firm who would want to be in front of the camera as how massively huge of a case would that bring such amount of publicity forward referencing such within the aspects of?



I hope so, as soon as possible.



Amen.



P.S.: What words can be spelled in reference to the longer name of the portion of the two MM name with the aspect as to the name of one particular plant, which would be a bit creative in plain sight and yet at the same moment as to wondering whY such could be considered as something a bit different to such portions? There are a few names admittedly which can be made from such letter combinations, though since the reference to the religious portions of what additional aspect to the number that I consider as my immediate family could be noticed for such a quandry?

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

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Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

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Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

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Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

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Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

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If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

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"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

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"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

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"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


Though there are the aspects of which if you would like to speak with me in addition to possibilities of opportunities for me, the welcome aspects as to contacting me through my contact form.


If I have known you in person when in person in positive ways and/or ways which might need clarification(s) as to mature discussions, there has always been the welcome open door policy as to contacting me through my contact form if you were not given my new phone number though such is online regarding my website more recently published online as to my Website Business Phone Line: (360)-713-4937.

Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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