I am know to be fully against stolen valor in every possible way #endstolenvalor of which I additionally have brought up in discussion as well as brought forward in reference to “Finding A silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing the details about the falsely awarded in regards of my now dead-ex-husband Bronze Star of which the situation occurred after the Chief Warrant Officer 3 had informed my ex-in-laws and I the truth of the matter as to the amount of multitudes of awards and the dress blues problems before the situations of, in regards of my now dead-ex-husband.
In reference to the #Cancun Cancun/ #Cozumel Cozumel trip where I have repeatedly brought forward as to the lack of requirement I felt for ever being involved with that individual who confessed to moving my #SCUBA #SCUBADiving SCUBA Diving gear as well as his confession as to breaking into the bathroom area to pour cold water into the shower to land on me with his claim that he thought that would be considered as flirting while not caring as to how much that physically caused me additional pain after whichever portion of my SCUBA Diving work that day, while on that trip the evening of the day after he had caught a Puffer Fish of which the ways of which I know how to use the portions of as a fully different version of a truth serum is quite different though if there is the lack of ability to have certain remedies available correctly the problems which will occur in reference to the physical body as to other such portions as there are more who simply know it is an extremely deadly type of species of fish.
In the reference to that male who had confessed as such on the phone calls in the year of 2019 as well as after arriving to my apartment in #Tacoma #TacomaWA #TacomaWashington #WA #WAstate #Washington #Washingtonstate and the confessions he made on the #Bremerton Bremerton #Navy #USNavy #USMC #Marines Navy/Marine shipyard near the #Kittyhawk USS/USNS Kittyhawk naval vessel which I had seen individuals in the nearby security areas though did not know if there were any individuals on and/or near the boats themselves and/or any specific recording devices closer to such vessels to have such additional recordings of that male confessing as to his complaints about the selfie situation, there is a confession or two he had done as to the few days when in Cancun/Cozumel of which were disgraceful and disgusting of which I had told Patti Stewart of #PADI PADI as I have only earned my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications through PADI and through the #InternationalSCUBA International SCUBA location in #Carrollton #CarrolltonTX #CarrolltonTexas #TX #Texas #Texasstate #TXstate Carrollton in Texas which those who have known me as to how adamant I am about the truth as well as adamant about only acknowledging what I specifically have done and/or earned; or at minimum you are able to read such through my website and #TheOrneryPSA The Ornery PSA as to such as to being only able to speak and write the truth in the non-fiction format.
I have also discussed and wrote of how I have felt about the problems with those individuals who I had met at the #SCUBAToys SCUBA Toys location of which simply because of how that male had been during the few weeks before the trip out the #GulfofMexico Gulf of #Mexico Mexico as well as during the trip itself and afterwards which I have detailed, I personally refused to ever willingly have anything to do with that school’s SCUBA Diving company of choice which they use NAUI #NAUI of which I have not ever earned and SCUBA Diving certifications through that school SCUBA Toys which additionally I have not ever earned any SCUBA Diving certifications through NAUI because of how disgusted I had been in reference to that individual and I did not ever want or need to have anything to officially do with that individual within the SCUBA Diving sector as to the disgust of what I had felt because of the shower incidents repeatedly throughout the trip at the time among several other aspects and factors as who he had been is what disgusted me the most.
During the trip one evening he had confessed about the what he called a sasquatch costume which he admitted to wearing around some campsites somewhere I honestly cannot recall, however he told me he thought it was funny to play jokes on people when at SCUBA Diving which I told him was wrong and I told him he was stupid for ever doing something such as that. He laughed saying he thought I could not take a joke which I told him there are differences between jokes, pranks, and other such types of which I found what he had done to be fully revolting just by that time in June of 2009 as he was a disgrace to SCUBA diving overall. He had additionally confessed as to having been more focused upon the numbers of SCUBA Diving students as he was upset with my SCUBA Diving Instructor on the trip named Jeff Walters of which he was my SCUBA Diving Instructor for 2 different SCUBA Diving certifications on that trip which had been Ocean SCUBA and Drift SCUBA for the Specialty certifications, though he had assisted during other SCUBA Diving classes. I have gone over how the facts of which regarding as to his comment which upset that individual as to my nickname of Tadpole being upgraded to the nickname of Bullfrog which did not make sense to me, however that is a different point I suppose.
Nonetheless, the problems with that individual who had confessed in the month of April 2019 did not care about the facts as to other problems which were noticed as he tried to say he was a SCUBA Diving Instructor who did not want to ever be the type which would get anyone a SCUBA Diving certification which was through any means other than earning the SCUBA Diving cards through the work. That I agreed with as I told him as to how I had been raised to only earn my classwork through my studies as well as my personal efforts as I was not to ever earn my education through any means other than such, as any type of anything which did not officially have to do with the specifics of my education meant as to what I would not be willing to deal with. In such references he admitted his problems with International SCUBA as well as his back and forth with Jeff Walters of which the childish problems seemed ignorant and arrogant in reference to such antics, though I was stuck in a room with a male who I did not want and did not need to be in a room with as to how I was raised and what I thought was going to be the room arrangement though was not a separate bedroom with a separate bathroom as I thought through the RCI #RCI situation, nor had I felt comfortable with in the slightest of ways.
I have a feeling there are more to be able to bring forward regarding such situations as to the lack of any comfort from such a type of individual whether in reference to SCUBA Diving, and/or anything on land as to the additional factors thereof to the lack of comfort of anything associated with that individual in any such way especially in person though what has ever been able to actually be of comfort to me which would actually last as to the realities regarding such times thus far? I will believe that can actually be, when I actually see and experience such in the truthful aspects as to what I personally view as comfort in comparison to what others have assumed because of whatever aspects they have cherry picked in comparison to the fullness thereof.
I had refused to accept several comments he made as acceptable and I refused to tolerate several behaviours from him, which he grew more childish as per each try he made which he was failing to see or understand I do not respect biological adults who act as children as I do not feel comfortable with any such type of behaviour personally. In the reference to having discussed topics with him to just pass the time as I could not wait to get out of the room to go out to be with the other SCUBA Divers on the trip because of how uncomfortable he made me feel and how disgusting I felt simply be near him in any such ways, as to the energetic portions of how I pick up energetic portions naturally as he just seemed as though to be the biggest creep I had ever met. Take into consideration I have been involved with the adult supposed to be consenting lifestyle as to both the #BDSM BDSM and the #Swinger Swinging communities, and I felt that male was creepier than many of the individuals I had met across various sectors and states. The way some have viewed Professional Dominatrixes and Adult Film Stars, I felt he was more creepy and disgusting than the individuals within the professions thereof as to the viewpoint as to the sleeziness that male had oozing from his auric areas.
In the reference to my disgust as to that male in all such ways, the problems of which if the comment made by Richard Troute as to the fact he knew I am not a SCUBA Diving Instructor as all of the SCUBA Divers at International SCUBA had known I did not ever want nor did I ever need to become a SCUBA Diving Instructor because of my ways as to how responsible I am as to perfection referencing my choice to drop certain classes when knowing my limitations as to the responsibilities involved with Tri-Mix SCUBA Diving as well as Ice SCUBA Diving for examples aside from reading through the details of the books as well as furthered information as to how compulsively my disorders from my cognitive aspects have caused in addition to my after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to my personal obsession with proper amounts of safety. In turn aside from the fact of creating the works for my Underwater Travel System after such portions which if I had been announced back in the year of 2009 instead of what has occurred as to my earned 26 SCUBA Diving certifications only through PADI as well as the multiple locations I had landed at the bottom of the ocean during my SCUBA Diving officially in the #Atlantic Atlantic area of the ocean after the #GulfofMexico #Mexico Gulf of Mexico, I have purposefully chosen to not ever earn any SCUBA Diving certifications through any other SCUBA diving company because of my personal viewpoint as to loyalty.
Ironically as many have claimed such high risk behaviours and/or as to their claimed bada$$ness as to such civilian recreational aspects, where such situations to ever appreciate the realities of what I had personally accomplished in comparison seemed to be as per such times as they ways such has come across. Possibly the aspects as to being a female in such references, though there are female Military Police Officers.
Though there are situations in reference to my opinion in several references and regards, the facts of which my personal viewpoints as to loyalty stem from where I was born and raised in the northeast coast to walk around. Having been born and raised in #NJ #NewJersey #NJstate #NewJerseystate New Jersey and going around #NY #NYC #NewYork #NewYorkCity #NYstate #NewYorkstate New York as well as #PA #PAstate #Pennstate #Pennsyulvania #Pennsylvaniastate Pennsylvania in the 1980s and the 1990s while personally I do no know what some individuals perceptions are about that set of decades as well as the assumptions as no one ever thought about the numbers of people I personally lost from the 1993 attacks nor of the numbers of people I lost due to the attacks on 11 September 2001 because of whatever their personal situations of viewpoints were at such times to the 20 year memorial this year after the time passed from the 10 year anniversary of my work and my survival. The problems regarding such annoyances others have had about my honesty as well as my repetition, I would guesstimate if anyone ever tried to think a version of what General Gillman had done in reference to ignoring the Chief Warrant Officer 3 and wrongly awarding the Bronze Star at the time of the burial area at the DFW National cemetery; I could see such a pathetic individual not paying attention to the fact of how many people had complained as to how honest I am as well as how repetitive I am, realistically.
In turn I repeat I only earned my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications through one overall store groups only associated with PADI as the fact of when looking for which SCUBA Diving shop to go through when I went SCUBA diving in #Boca #BocaRaton #BocaFL #BocaFlorida #BocaRatonFlorida #BocaRatonFL #FL #Florida #FLstate #Floridastate Boca Raton Florida as well as #FloridaKeys #FLKeys #KeyWest #KeyWestFL #KeyWestFlorida #FLstate #Floridastate #FL #Florida #GeneralHoytSVandenberg #GeneralHoytVandenberg #Vandenberg the Florida Keys to go to the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg, I went through shops which were directly associated with the PADI company and did what I could to avoid the NAUI company as the disgust from just the sight of the sign for NAUI in the window disgusted me as to the thoughts of the memory regarding that individual and that trip.
I had told multiple individuals throughout the timeframe from June 2009 through to my trip out to #GA #GAstate #Georgia #Georgiastate #Macon #MaconGA #MaconGeorgia Georgia and Florida in the latter month of July into August of 2009 as to the many problems associated with the Cancun/Cozumel trip because of how disgusting the problems had been among several other additional situations as to the ways of which my concern had been in reference to the facts of which I had figured out situations though I could not figure out to use the correct words to describe the situations as to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury in conjunction as to the problems I had noticed. Admittedly when my emotions are a bit much the words are even more difficult to process because of the additional physical pain to my headaches and migraines especially after waking up from my coma after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury 21 years ago now, though the timeframe of back in the year of 2009 was only 9 years after waking up from my coma of which I had to be taught the name of colors as well as how to count to the number 10.
Having admitted such which some have told me they thought was a weakness of mine back in the years randomly from 2003 onward to 2013, I told them I had a feeling it was actually a strength to tell the truth in my opinion. However such is what it is as I believe in the reasons behind the #10Commandments 10 Commandments are more than just in the religious views as I have seen how such can be important in every aspect of life. I have been made fun of for such as a child and teenager though additionally as an adult, especially when taking into consideration the adult supposed to be consenting lifestyle regarding the aspects thereof. However with the repetition of the truth as well as the ways as to my loyalty, is there a reason to why I have felt the requirement to repeatedly write as to the correction of my 16 SCUBA Diving earned certifications to the fact of my numbers having been off as to the facts I needed to recount my SCUBA Diving certifications I earned as to the 26 SCUBA Diving certifications I earned only through PADI and only through the store arrangements through International SCUBA as to the energetic portions of such aspects?
Personally I am unaware officially of any aspects of however if that male Sean Leonard along with the individuals within the SCUBA Toys shop and/or with the NAUI SCUBA diving company which I refused because of how I had been treated when I walked into the SCUBA Toys shop in the year of 2009 the two different times I went, I feel the need to repeat that I only earned through completing the work for my earned 26 SCUBA Diving certifications only through PADI Professional Association of Diving Instructors of which my earned 26 SCUBA Diving certifications only through PADI and not ever through NAUI simply because of how I was treated at the SCUBA Toys shop as well as how what seemed as a normal for individuals with the NAUI SCUBA Diving certifications.
Thus since I have learned of identity theft problems officially within the year of 2013 when the #SA #SATX #SanAntonioTexas #SanAntonioTX #TX #TXstate #Texasstate #Texas #MilitaryCityUSA San Antonio #FamilyCourt Family Court situation after what occurred to my daughter at the #FWZ #FWZoo #FortWorthZoo #FtWorthZoo #FortWorth #FtWorth #FortWorthTX #FortWorthTexas #FortWorthTX Fort Worth Zoo after the already known problems at #McCoy #McCoyElementary #McCoyElementarySchool #Elementary McCoy Elementary School in #Carrollton #CarrolltonTX #CarrolltonTexas #FarmersBranch #FBTX CFBISD Carrollton Farmers Branch Independent School District as to the overall aspects I have already gone into the details of because of the problems of assumptions regarding a multitude of situations as to my physical view as I was told as well as my connections to the #USA #USArmy #Army Army branch of the United States of America’s Armed Forces and the amount I had to defend my son #Letters4James and defend my daughter #Letters4Lidia and defend myself had been and has been ridiculous as to the needless problems regarding all such situations of which should not have been as problematic throughout all of the years to simply be spoken with in truth and honesty as well as with the respect I personally earned form my actual earned work in comparison to any type of assumptions for if you do not have the wherewithal to ask in truth then you do not get answers unless you go searching for the answers though you have to find all of the connections points in full in comparison to cherry picking information as cherry picking information only leads to needless problems.
In such regards I refused to ever go to earn any SCUBA Diving certification through the NAUI branch of the SCUBA Diving sector as to the disgust as to such an individual as well as SCUBA toys and their instructors as well as the situations which when returning to the state of Texas in the year of 2019, as to the problems of which I have gone over as to the problems which were such levels thereof as to the lack of any intellectual capability regarding ever to think to celebrate my personal works as to my 10 year anniversary among several other factors of which I needed to get away from those people as soon as possible upon realizing the problems I could see and the needless individuals as to how their treatment towards me had only perpetuated regarding how such situations regarding my bathing suit being stolen as well as other such problems regarding those types of individuals at the #ClearSprringsSCUBA #ClearSpringsSCUBADivingPark Clear Springs SCUBA Diving Park as the ways which certain males had weirdly acted when I was around as to the disgusting factors as to such types of personality traits as I could not get away from those individuals swift enough as to the grossness of such types of people especially the males in the area.
Personally I hate people who assume I would ever want anything to physically do with them because of their inability to ever be decent human beings though I also did not know as to the illegal release of my books as well as I thought human being were more intelligent as to be able to distinguish the genre of books as well as the fact as to the difference between the fiction book series as per labeled as well as the non-fiction book series, however the facts of which none had ever spoken with me in truth within the state of Texas by starting off any discussion with me if they had known about my website and/or my works as to my official website and none other type if there are any as per the specifics thereof which I should not have to explain that as that would only show the gross incompetence as to the larger aspects of the individuals hypothetically involved with such aspects as to the failures to ever prove such worth in humanity by such aspects in my opinion s the requirement as to distinguishing the fictions from the facts in truth.
Nonetheless the facts as to the assault when I was pulled onto the stage of at the Temple of Flesh uniform fetish ball the year prior to getting involved with SCUBA Diving because of the childish idolatry regarding Celtic Cowboy or John Virreal as to the lack of care and lack of concern, to my personal preferences as well as my personal safety as the fact of the childish antics of such lack of ability to discern what the required portions of consent require especially for a female who is a single Mom to such aspects of safety; those types of males and those types of females who have assisted such types of problems such as the female involved with the Jade Wolf Coven as to their slut-dom problems as to learning how to keep their legs closed when in regards as to the modesty as I had learned of referencing such types of individuals they had chosen to associate with, in such comparisons over the years though I did not ever officially get introduced to any other than the ones I had personally met during the time of in comparison to any aspect of ever officially being told of any individuals who had gotten involved after my departure of such.
However the lack of concern as to anyone’s safety let alone my safety and/or my son’s safety and/or my daughter’s safety as to the karmic repercussions as to such aspects of the realities hypothetically as to what such portions had been in the references as to having been assaulted physically because of the two security guards who had known as they confessed to such a plan in the year of 2012 as to being in on the needless game and their known physical assault to such a choice as to pick me up off of my feet to carry me onto the stage against my will to emotionally and mentally embarrass me in front of the entire crowd while adding additional needless pain from the spotlight to my headaches and my migraines while additionally going against my personal modesty in reference to have individuals staring at me while additional pain as to the electrical zapping portions of the microphone which none had cared about though the additional sexual verbal assaults as to having the nerve to ask me what my personal fetish is because of the facts as to the lack of discernment to the situations at the time of, I had dealt with the situation as best as I could to then ask my biological mother if that was a normal reaction to me as to the situation because of the few memories I had from #OTC #OTPC #OldTennent #Presbyterian Old Tennent Presbyterian Church as well as a few pictures I had from the times at #CrystalLake #CrystalLakeSouth #CrystalLakeSouthHS Crystal Lake South High School as per the yearbook which I had been #MaidenMarion Maiden Marion in the #RobinHood Robin Hood play.
I was informed I did not ever like being in front on the stage except when at church where I felt comfortable, however anywhere outside of what I knew of as Old Tennent Presbyterian Church there was not ever any comfort to me as per the modesty I have always had over my entire life which had been more well known despite how I have had to physical look since a certain point in time of which to the aspects of which after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury after effects. I was informed I did not ever feel comfortable in cheerleading and when I was actually taken seriously as to how much I hated being a cheerleader and hated being a part of what I did not chose for myself, how I had purposefully destroyed every aspect of such individuals I did not want to be a part of because of their constant childish trying to get me to ever accept the aspects I was fully refusing because there was nothing which would ever stop me when I refused something as to the ways as I am and have been and would always be because if I refused something the honesty within me would not ever let up and she knew of how much I burnt to the ground proverbially as to the realities of when my rage would kick up beyond just throwing the cafeteria table across the cafeteria to defend my high school friend at the time Kenny Tank when a JV cheerleader slapped him in the face. I had already informed everyone as to the truth about the cheerleading competition scores and the more that those cheerleaders tried to get me to do what I refused, the more destruction I caused in my self defense until they finally would let up and leave me alone though do as they had been commanded as I refused to allow such behaviour to go unpunished however I needed to make sure such justice in truth occurred.
In turn I told my biological mother about the situation and later when she and I met with my biological father as to that timeframe, they were concerned as to how much destruction which would occur if anything bad came forward as to any individual who would ever get the wrong impression of me as they knew what occurred when I was in #IL #Illinois #ILstate #Illinoisstate Illinois as to the cheerleader competition of which I used the truth as a weapon to defend myself and defend my stance as the truth would always be more vicious than any lie. I did not think it took a head injury to figure out the truth is always more vicious than any lie, though I also have dealt with the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and those who were told it is better when I am in a good mood than in a bad mood were officially warned in all such capacities. It is their fault for not asking what any such portions meant, as they were officially warned in the aspects of and the same is officially in regards as to anyone who has ever read anything regarding my books and/or my official website and/or my official social media accounts as obviously having been told in person by me counts as to such a warning of it is always better if I am in a good mood than in a bad mood for when I am in a bad mood then things tend to break and/or the weather goes the ways which the weather goes. Thus since as a child I told people, it is always better when I am in a good mood than a bad mood because I have seen what I can do and I have not ever allowed such to ever test me because of the facts as to how many it would cause problems for as to the other factors involved.
However now that it is known as to my landing at the bottom of the oceanic waters as well as the facts as to Irving, the reality of how important it is to tell the truth is of extreme pertinence at all times and it is always better when I am in a good mood in comparison to a bad mood.
It is best when I am not in a bad mood especially because of additional needless pain, as that sort of set of problems has not been something I have ever recommended to anyone to ever test though since there have been stupid insolent children trapped in adult biological bodies the requirement to wake up such individuals out from such arrogant childish behaviours to rapidly grow up and actually correctly take care of the responsibilities apparently has been a mandatory requirement; as the reality of it is the best when I am not in as much pain and in a good mood, comparatively. Maybe some water pipes as well as alarm system electronic portions might make some sense as to what I have warned about as such hypotheticals as to the connection aspects as I have known myself and not what others’ assumptions though additionally their annoyances have been as to what I specifically warned of to always tell me the truth and begin with the truth as telling the truth afterwards, in my opinion does not count to me as to being honest in the initial portions and then the aspects as to the boy who cried wolf portions thereof.
In most circumstances as there are an extremely low number of instances which I could ever accept a truth after the fact considering as a truthful situation, though the facts in truth have of course to be brought forward in full compared to in part.
Thus if there have been those who ever were arrogant to think as to ever steal my identity to make a SCUBA Diving certification card and/or application which I would not ever accept as such because of the facts as to how I am about truth at all such times as well as how I would personally view that as the exact same though in a different degree as to the falsely awarded Bronze Star of which remember I had handed over the Bronze Star and the commendation my own free will because of the problems caused by General Gillman as to his complaints to the three soldiers who had been overseas which he knew they had not been on the #Homeland #HomelandSecurity Homeland soil of the United States of America for less than seven days after all of the lies he told them needlessly as well as the other problems thereof because of the facts from the overall situations which includes #CID CID or Criminal Investigation Division, of which when I reached for my bag which was a ladybug bag which had the commendation and the medal within the three males had pulled out their firearms and pointed them directly at me even though I did nothing wrong or incorrect. In such references as to my view in a multitude of other ways being considered as an important situation though none ever discussed with me, as to any importance as to such times or situations thereof.
Due to General Gillman and all other individuals such as my ex-sister-in-law and my ex-in-laws in other aspects as to choosing to ignore my specific commands incorrectly, the problems of which I personally knew were already going to be difficult were continued to be perpetuated as to the ignorance as to all such other individuals as to their lack of knowledge and their lack of understanding and their lack of competence to simply do what they were commanded to do by me. In turn those people caused me to deal with having the situations as they were because of their lies and their gross negligence repeatedly of which the titty baby temper tantrum from the General Gillman because of being informed as to his lack of capabilities to correctly lead the individuals in the proper ways as to the chewing out which occurred just before the situation which wrongly occurred and illegally occurred; just as hypothetically in reference to how no one was ever given my permission to ever be on any of my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as I did not ever invite anyone to be in a car or vehicle to drive to where and/or during my Medal of Honor Art Project trips, and has been why I had not ever put such on social media until after my work was completed because of the problems I had already dealt with needlessly as I told others about when I was in Texas before winding up in Washington state that others had refused to be intelligent enough to listen to my warnings.
However the caused my anger and rage to flare as to hypothetically causing such aspects as to the energetic picking up of such, and the ways of which occurred hypothetically are 100% due to their credit they earned for those furies and rages to which I had to maintain my self-control as to those individuals and problems thereof because of their failures to be decent and respectful human beings individually.
In such regards as to when I handed over the Bronze Star medal and the commendation of my own free will while explaining such aspects as in the reference to “Finding The Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” as well as “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing”, does it take a head injury to figure out the heaviness of “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” needed the separate aspects of which satirical commentary definition would not mean the same as a joke or does it take a head injury to figure out the meaning of such words as to the importances thereof?
In such references as to the facts of which I had planned to return the Bronze Star which was handed to me directly, I was not ever informed officially if there was any ignorant idiocy as to anyone ever thinking that such aspects as to ever push forward any SCUBA Diving instructor aspects as to the fact of some individuals learning they could not ever be certified in the SCUBA Diving certifications they had not officially been certified in regards to what they taught me and since I refused to become an instructor if there was any such portions as to the wishes to keep such hidden; I refuse all such portions as I already had long ago, as soon as acknowledging I have only been involved with SCUBA Diving officially as a PADI SCUBA Diver as I would not ever willingly be involved with any portions of any NAUI SCUBA Diving certifications by my own choice and by my own free will as why would such be of importance as to the situations of if only in regards as to an east coast west coast situation compared to what importance of the reality regarding the facts I did not need the certifications I had earned as I could have done so with just my Open Water SCUBA Diving certification though I had more in my thoughts compared to what was hypothetically assumed.
If such a confession in reference to when that male was in Cancun/Cozumel were to be officially any other additional problems such as the failure to ever think responsibly and correctly in comparison to being as egotistically arrogant and sexist as to the ways of how I had against my will been forced onto the stage as to the lack of my need for such portions as well as the lack of my wants for such as to my personal right to choose for myself as to my earned Freedoms of the aspects as to the realities of my #ConstitutionalRights Constitutional Rights I earned, I choose which way I personally establish the acknowledgement of my power as to my right to choose in comparison. Thus I chose to give the physical version of the emancipation portions in reference to an official statement as to the proverbial aspects as to the #Denver #DenverCO #DenverColorado #CO #Colodrado #Coloradostate #DenverMileHigh Denver Mile High big band song rendition of #TheStarSpangledBanner Star Spangled Banner, on my terms and on my terms alone as to my choices as how I chose to my rights of standing my ground after learning of people who were within the crowds additionally from the #Austin #AustinTX #AustinTexas rave situation as well as the problems with the Uniform Fetish Ball individuals who chose to wear stolen valor which I have made it known as to how I am fully against stolen valor. #EndStolenValor
In such references while there is no need for me to waste my time as to what others might wish as I have already brought forward, I have had to and as needed when such times are needed will continue to stand my ground referencing the lack of any need as well as lack of any want as well as lack of any desire to ever get any SCUBA Diving instructor portion as per the facts those SCUBA Diving Instructors should have told me the truth before I ever figured such out instead of ever trying to think pushing against me as the one and only individual who had who earned as I had in the ways I had as to the fullest combinations thereof while in addition to my issues Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America. As those individuals had failed to follow my commands as to not go to Valhalla SCUBA Diving as to the safety problems within the areas of the Clear Springs SCUBA Diving Park as well as the problems as to the underground missile silo ground water impacts across each area traveled, as well as each water area such was impacted by when in the air portions thereof due to the lack of foresight as well as their lack of respect to me as the fact as the explanations of being as a First Female Command as due to the explanations as well as the backgrounds thereof to all such portions of which I have gone into the depths of to explain for such ignorant civilians.
As certain types of individuals within whichever branches and divisions of the Armed Forces of the United States of America to which of course only after a larger number of males getting their Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America has there ever been a reviewal of however REMEMBER as to the fact of the date of original issue for my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America is associated with the DD214 date you individuals who have made whichever if ever to the possibility of such an intelligence, or lack there of intelligence to those who have disobeyed direct orders directly from me which while some may have thought to be a joke in some ways in possibility the reality of which as to the officializing of the #USSpaceForce #USASpaceForce #USSpaceForceDoD #USASpaceForceDoD #DepartmentofDefense #SecretaryofState Department of Defense with the Secretary of State bringing forward the aspects of the knowledge for the realities of the importance to the United States of America’s Space Force is an important area of which the Armed forces of the United States of America has certain situations of which the beginning phases of when having such a particular unit capability for assistances to the multitude of areas is quite different in ways which has been several decades since the formation of a group in the larger aspects to combine such units and divisions of which brought forward are known of though usually have been in the works for several decades longer than officially known.
Why would such SCUBA Diving Instructors need my opinion as to such if their knowledge was so much better than mine, comparatively?
The closer aspects to such official beginning origins as to have to do where the #BBB #BigBlueBook Big Blue Book also known as the #BlueBookProject Blue Book Project of which when genuinely honestly issued a Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America with the required background of the multitude of aspects thereof for such an official aspect in comparison to how there has been the problem with the identity theft problems to which such aspects must be of a specific background in comparison, for the ways of which such a beginning factor has more than just one or two or three facets to take into consideration. In turn while there is similarly how the aspects as to the factors as to which some aspects of the land, sea, air, and such are to look into for such portions similarly there is the larger aspects which some have not thought about in other ways while some have paid attention to and sought the signs for the days of.
The ways which some may think the aspects of what occurred hypothetically in reference to falsifying documents to make a SCUBA Diving instructor license as to the ways of which the Bronze Star situation to then try to have something to do with what was not ever something which was ever officially recognized by the realities in the ways thereof, cannot be accepted in the aspects without the realities of such an individual being officially informed as to such an idea as the facts of if hypothetically some thought I would ever accept such as a reality when it is of knowledge and of extreme importance for the truth especially within the realms of SCUBA Diving there is not the acceptable portions even with such aspects as to the situations as to my earned 26 SCUBA Diving certifications through PADI only because of the requirements as to several factors of which it does not matter to the area of which the deepest SCUBA Dive occurred because of the fact it was not the location of where beginning any such training as well as the fact of the truth being mandatory. It is unacceptable to ever think such would be considered as viable in any such way as to ever push forward such against my will specially without ever asking me first with words as it is not considered as honorary when there is not the aspects of ever asking my opinion as to why what my choices had been and/or taking away such a choice which would only further such problems to begin with.
As I have been known to have stood up and stood against stolen valor, that type of situation to ever try to force without my permission of which to ever try to push such training though would not have ever gone through such training in the required official context thereof to try to make one SCUBA Diving group over another is unacceptable in all such ways and would fully nullify the individuals involved with any such aspects in all such ways as the Laws of the Ocean would not ever accept such a choice made by others who did not ever have the official authority to do so especially with what situations had occurred regarding the overall aspects as to the Gulf of Mexico being the official first oceanic area of where my SCUBA Diving occurred officially. Thus since the aspects as to which I had earned at that point of 23 of my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications through PADI only, would in turn mean the only aspects acceptable would be through the PADI SCUBA Diving certifications I earned on my own. I am officially unaware if such were to ever occurred however, I know there was the discussion of which the confession occurred in reference to that male who said he had been in competition with the numbers of my SCUBA Diving Instructor at the time Jeff Walters.
However if such occurred as to the falsifying of documentation as well as the falsifying of time in classes would in turn be absolutely unacceptable within the Laws of the Ocean as well as the Laws of Space as per the knowledge as to what other situations had occurred and transpired, as anyone who actually appreciates the work of SCUBA Diving as well as simply enjoys SCUBA Diving, there is not any way of which it is considered as acceptable to the beings, within the oceanic waters for such a non-in-person aspect of which the requirement was and only had been the works of which I had completed up to such a point of. Which the lack of requirement for such assistances from those who did not actually have anything to do officially with when I had gone SCUBA Diving at the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg of which the lack of respect as to all such portions would be the only aspects seen from human beings or SCUBA Divers of which they would only see the civilian sector looking at such completely within the recreational aspects in comparison to the amount of work it actually took to ever get to such a point, and would fully discredit those on the other side of such aspects as to the types of audits which would occur. It has been ridiculous to refuse such a situation as once again my official aspects did not begin officially within the SCUBA Diving within the area anywhere near Boca and just because I was born and raised in New Jersey there is the fact of which I was born and raised in New Jersey as to the knowledge as to how such loyalty regards thereof, especially within the decades of 1980s and 1990s.
Does anyone remember how many problems occurred regarding the 1980s and the 1990s referencing those who tried to take over The Boss’ work at such times and the repercussions thereof, regarding such references?
The #ENRON ENRON situation was nothing compared to the aftermath of what problems ensued because of such a trying to take over the aspects of what was not theirs to take over to begin with, of which if there are any injuries and/or deaths which occurred referencing to any who would have thought to have been involved with such aspects as to my SCUBA Diving because of the falsifying of such aspects within the natural waters of the oceanic areas whether fresh water or salt water; there is the answer to the Laws of the Ocean beings’ responses to your choices as to what they did not consider as acceptable, and your retractions are required from such a wishful situation regarding such falsifying of documentation as well as the falsifying of the timeframes thereof. They will not tolerate such aspects as to the requirements for such documentations as well as the transmissions from the depths of the oceanic waters to the space portions thereof, to which in such references would be considered as wise to recalibrate oneself as well as one’s set of views and groups thereof as to what is considered of importance of which to while some had thought as to how some had thought my Master/Teacher aspects of my Reiki healing classes with my Ordained Reverend-ship was enough for the beings of the ocean and thus the greed as well as the sloth would be viewed among the seven deadly sins as to their perspective of anyone else’s involvement as to what such beings would see as a complete disrespect to my work as well as their view of the disrespect of their choice. Different to a degree of course, though when the request to heal lands is required who else in such references when science has only been able to accomplish so much would be able to assist in different ways?
What would make anyone else think they would know of what it would take to earn such respect from such beings I suppose would hypothetically be upon the ways of which how many within the areas of San Antonio Texas would see in reference as to the aspects as to why it is now called Military City USA, in comparison to just San Antonio.
As certain individuals had tried to intimidate me as to my SCUBA Diving choices as the ways of which my later time fiancé had seen in regards as to his not having been a SCUBA Diver when at the Polar Bear SCUBA Dive for only one brief amount of time as to how such had gone for me at each and every SCUBA Dive for each and every SCUBA Diving certification I had earned as well as each individual class thereof for each of my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications I earned through PADI, the facts of which the lack of the requirement as to what I believe as to any requirements for the SCUBA Diving Instructor aspects as to the facts thereof have been exactly as such. Just for clarifications from both male as well as female SCUBA Diving individuals, for the ability to know to the levels of feminazism in the areas of the SCUBA Diving community.
There is a difference between an honorary SCUBA Diving Instructor compared to a certified SCUBA Diving Instructor of which the difference as to the paperwork regarding such aspects however none have ever brought such forward regarding in reference to me personally to inform me of any such aspects of which the disappointment as to any individual I had already proven myself to ever having the nerve to doubt my work as well as doubt my personal worth as to my SCUBA Diving would be however such would be as they would have to live with the shame of such aspects. I did not think it took a head injury to figure out when the SCUBA Diving Instructors asked me as to my opinion referencing the SCUBA Diving at the Valhalla SCUBA Diving location, they subconsciously knew I had always been as who I am and their amount of time to take to get to such a revelation would show their levels of intelligence whether or not they wanted to acknowledge such during the timeframe I had once known such individuals in person.
I did not think it took a head injury to figure out that any problems needlessly additionally caused by any such individuals involved with any type whether recreational civilian SCUBA Diving and/or military style of SCUBA Diving towards my daughter and/or my son and/or I simply because of their shortcomings, would only reveal to the SCUBA Diving world as well as those who do not or have not SCUBA Dived as to the types of individuals they were as well as the types of people they had been before as well as what types of people they would always be known as.
I did not think it took a head injury to figure out my SCUBA Diving in conjunction with my background has always been marked with priority in comparison to what some may have assumed regarding how I look physically and/or what their opinions were as to the realities, in full comparison of which it should not take a head injury to figure out if I was them then I would have had the same fate as them in comparison to the facts thereof.
I did not think it took a head injury to figure out if the individuals within the NAUI group of SCUBA Diving have taken a viewpoint of which the PADI group of SCUBA Diving has chosen to which the NAUI group has looked at such better of my SCUBA Diving background than those of the PADI group of SCUBA Diving, as to how disgraceful such portions would be as to the levels of which what viewpoints I once had of such individuals as I once thought of in more high regard than I suppose hypothetically ever should have been reviewed; though I suppose the facts as to such time, would tell as to whether or not the accuracy of such to be as examined.
I did not think it took a head injury to figure out if those within the PADI SCUBA Diving would have taken the choice as per seen in reference as to the final SCUBA Diving certification I had earned through PADI as to the Cavern SCUBA Diving registration referencing Richard Trout as to the different number, what a regret to have ever looked at such individuals with any amount of respect as to what once had been seen as such.
I did not think it took a head injury to figure out that the facts of which would prove themselves as to one way or another as to how I had already told people within the state of Texas as to how I had been treated by the SCUBA Divers I once knew as to the classes and the sorts thereof to the areas at Hell’s Gate for the cleanup portions, the amount of bags of trash I had collected as to the others in such comparisons would show as to what hypothetical trash needed to be removed from the water permanently as to such metaphors as to the ways thereof. Then again as many who only had retrieved one bag or two bags in comparison to the nine bags I had gotten to then see them sit on the boat and be tired from such minimal work, seemed oddly weak of them to the work I had done on my own.
I did not think it took a head injury to figure out if such individuals who wished for my death compared to ever appreciating the fact they were allowed to live in any such contexts after my work regarding my SCUBA Diving specifically at the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg would show their lack of respect to the individual spirit thereof the General Hoyt S. Vandenberg as well as what they would ask for themselves, as well as their own families and/or their own loved ones as per the ways of such do unto others as you would have done unto yourselves sort of view; as it was not my job to inform any of them as to who I am or my background without the proper clearances, and backgrounds thereof.
I did not think it took a head injury to figure out if some I had known before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury were to ever get involved with the works which were not of their work to ever be a part of no matter which possibility of branch and/or division of the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to the Active Duty/National Guard/Reservist statuses at such times, there would be the guarantee as t the fact when they became within the veteran sector as to who would be their Commanding Officer and where it would not ever matter as to what rank they might have achieved within the Active Duty/National Guard/Reservist status once within the aspects as to the ranking of veteran status though realistically even within the Active Duty/National Guard/Reservist status as to what my rank had actually been all along as to being above such due to the fact as to my personal work during the timeframe of and afterwards to the attacks on 11 September 2001 of which was not of their concern as to ever get into and the considered aspects as to insubordination as to a Superior Ranking Officer as to the UCMJ aspects of which any such involvement would automatically be able to bring their involvement forward as to such aspects within the UCMJ as well as their associated aspects as to such portions thereof whether they knew of such or not as there has been the clearing which has been needed for such types of individuals who have had such sorts of personal issues as to accepting the facts of other such individuals with statuses and clearances which were none of their personal business.
I did not think it took a head injury to figure out there being any individual who would be considered within the POG regions of the #USCG United States of America’s Coast Guard and/or #USMC United States of America’s Marines and/or the #USNavy United States of America’s Navy which the POG versions of such to the #USArmy United States of America’s Army would be any who were not within the realm of the Infantry/Calvary/Combat Arms/Military Police/Special Forces branches and divisions thereof such as the #NavySEAL #NavySEALs Navy SEALs and the #RECON RECON and the #MARSOC MARSOC groups of which to ever think to go after me in such aspects in the ways of which certain types of POGs have been found to have done so have been able to bring such problematic childish behaviour as to the wishful thinking of ever being good enough to ever hold such a title as per such POG type of mentality regarding the facts of which it takes a lot more than what assumptions there have been towards such types of grunt work which such types of POGs simply were not manly enough to actually handle as well as the facts as without such grunts the ways of which such hypothetical delicate little flower hands would not be able to tolerate the works of which it actually requires such masculine work compared to the ways thereof to certain types of hypothetical POGs of such aspects thereof.
I did not think it took a head injury to figure out if such hypothetical versions of POGs have ever been problematic to such once again, I repeat the facts as to the POGs having been problematic for multiple individuals throughout the ones who actually accomplish the more difficult levels of work as it takes both brains and brawn compared to brains and sitting pretty on a chair which was provided to by the work of such proverbial grunts.
I did not think it took a head injury to figure out that any who would have known as to my being able to pick up and throw a cafeteria table across the location within the area of Crystal Lake South High School, it would only be considered as childish to ever think such an individual who could ever try to complain about such aspects would ever be considered as respectable to such works as to the facts thereof and it is not my job to ever explain to such a POG for the works of which the grunt work as to such aspects as the reality of which such POG type of mentality would simply just cringe and cry as to the realities thereof to the works of which do truthfully take both brains as well as the strength of brawn.
I did not think it took a head injury to figure out individuals who cannot grow up from teenager and/or child time situations do not ever deserve the aspects as to any such portions of which would be considered as to the levels of such, as there would not be any loyalty as to what would be wished for as to the lack of ability to ever prove such responsibilities as to the worth of ever having such a viewpoint to begin with.
I did not think it took a head injury to figure out if anyone I once knew from Illinois were to ever have a temper tantrum as to what was not allowed for their knowledge before I had known them as to when I was born and raised in New Jersey and the tristate area, as to the problematic temper tantrum formulas of which those particular situations of individuals thereof would only show themselves for who they are and any such situations thereof again repeating such aspects as do unto others as you would have done unto yourselves as to the regards of my son and/or my daughter and/or myself as to the realities of what occurred because of such hypothetical portions thereof.
I had a discussion with a male I once knew who said he once had the ability to check into the background and the work of his brother when in the Navy though it seemed from his description as being too lazy to go do the grunt work of going through all such paperwork to be able to find such as depending upon the amount of work it took to get into such files as to the required levels of access to ever be allowed to see such portions thereof, would only be of ways which such types of POGs wish for the ease of the work compared to the grunt work it takes to get other such aspects completed; as I did not think it took a head injury to figure that out.
I did not think it took a head injury to figure out there would not ever be the need for me to ever respect such an individual who was allowed to live as well as survive to live if any such connection as to the oceanic waters in such a tampon looking aspect as to what is known as a SUBmarine in such regards, as to the ways thereof as it was always my work which had been of what had always been of importance compared to any such wishes for any other aspects thereof; to which I did not think it took a head injury to figure out my work as to my creation of the Underwater Travel System is for my development as no one can replicate the background studies of what work I have been working on officially, since I was a child in the 1990s.
I did not think it took a head injury to figure out the ways of which such teenager males I once knew in CLS high school who threw temper tantrums as to my choice to date a male from Crystal Lake Central High School at such times, would only prove whether or not they were good enough as human beings as through the times as to the technological portions in addition to the aspects as to their time within whichever branches and divisions of the Armed Forces of the United States of America.
I did not think it took a head injury to figure out the facts of which to whatever numbers such individuals lost in the aspects as to the Active Duty/National Guard/Reservist/veteran statuses in such references to the time after the attacks on 11 September 2001 would not ever add up to the numbers of individuals who I personally knew from growing up with them in person and any such trying to ever compare such aspects of whose loyalty was more important to me would easily be able to be seen as to who would always have been of more importance to me as while my condolences as to who you lost though the numbers of which to the numbers I lost would always supersede such aspects of the fewer numbers though again my condolences not that any have ever had the human decency to ever show such respect as to ever have done so in reference to my personal numbers at any such point in time.
However I suppose it should not take a head injury to figure out there would not have ever been the forethought as to such as to only paying attention to the minor details regarding the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury which was 21 years ago as well as the 13 years as to the state of Texas in comparison to whatever aspects in such a hypothetical combination thereof, to such a hypothetical individual who would have the temper tantrum after he had caused additional abusive problems to what I had to needlessly already deal with at such times; as I did not think it took a head injury such an individual not having the intelligence to pay attention to such an aspect as to having only been awake from my coma after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, would only be such an individual who would not have had the forethought to what he would have officially caused his sister for such choices as to what garbage he had pulled in such references hypothetically.
Thankfully for her I suppose hypothetically, she did not have to have such experiences.
I did not think it took a head injury to figure out as to the facts of the knowledge with a mom who had a medical degree and a dad who had been in the Marine Corps at one time as to what sorts of problematic portions thereof for the lack of correct monitoring to ever be of assistance as to which I repeat such a stance, at minimum that daughter and that sister did not have to deal with what would have been apparently of which those types of individuals can think as to how such treatments as well as the lack thereof as to what they would have been known for doing to their own blood in such hypothetical references and they can look in the mirror to know what they had caused as to such and think about their daughter or their sister looking down upon them wish the shaking of her head as to the tears of which she has shed regarding how she was saved from ever having to go through such hypotheticals as to any such involvements as to any such needless problems thereof. I would wonder whether or not they would think she would be proud of them for their choices, however I already know her answer.
I did not think it took a head injury to figure out any individual who would think they knew better than I as to how to raise my own daughter and my own son only because of their assumptions because of their inability to complete simple mathematics as well as review such prior times as to my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury of the amount of education to which in comparison to those who have had head injuries after such a time to review as to the levels of work as to the situations overall in such comparisons, as to my level of which in the comparisons thereof as to what it should not take a head injury to figure out as to the facts of which I was more intelligent than any knew before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury compared to after waking up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury; of which I did not think it took a head injury to figure out in such references as to the work I had done before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury regarding my education would be just as strong as to my determination regarding after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out I am smidgen stubborn as to be able to accomplish my works before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as well as to be capable to fight to be emancipated from such aspects thereof in conjunction to that 13th Amendment aspects.
I did not think it took a head injury to figure out with any of my books in such overall combinations thereof if there was even one individual who was able to benefit from each individual book I personally had authored/compiled, there is not one reason nor cause nor excuse to ever doubt any of my work referencing my SCUBA diving work though the doubt of such worth as to the opposite viewpoint as to the individuals who have ever had any such nerve to judge anything as to what is the saying as to glass houses and throwing stones?
I did not think it took a head injury to figure out in regards as to my attitude before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to what my attitude would be after gaining my bearings regarding figuring out such problems caused needlessly thereof by and to such a hypothetical individual who would only have more references as to movies and pretending, in comparison to actually working and living.
I did not think it took a head injury to figure out just because someone works in a SUBmarine which is ironic to the terminology of SUB and MARINE as to a joke I had told an individual at an event many years ago for a situation from the exact same town as to the high school portions of which that individual had said he had been in reference to the joke I had made at the regards of such an individual in the year of 2012, as to other such high school connected aspects despite such being 12 years since high school which oh how dare I not have the time to go to a high school reunion when what was occurring to my daughter and my son and I at such times; as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out as to those situations being more important and would have ben easier to deal with, if there actually had been genuine help and assistance in comparison to the problems needlessly as to such resistance of the reality in the comparison thereof.
However I did not think it took a head injury to figure out when you care more about movies and the fake in comparison to caring more about reality and truth as to the ability to see the largest differences in life as to which side of which portion of life is considered as to being more important, as it should not take a head injury to figure out that her preference to a male from high school with the cafeteria table regarding such ease for her to be able to manipulate him as to the situations regarding my biological sister being able to get whatever information from his brother during such times as to the ways of which she would view such times and situations upon learning about him and their family as to the ways which the problems of which I had repeatedly warned many about though such situations as to having the nerve to stand up and stand against such types of situations regarding my biological mother and/or my biological father and/or my biological sister as to such aspects to such times and situations thereof to the ways and aspects.
I did not think it took a head injury to figure out how many people in the San Antonio Pagan community had been warned as well as the San Antonio adult supposed to be consenting lifestyle had been warned as well as the same for the DFW and Austin areas of such had been warned which additionally includes such SCUBA Divers I once knew had been warned, though because such choices were made as to such times in the comparison to what could have been in reference to in the year of 2009 as to the revealing of my creation of the Underwater Travel System as I thought it was kind of me to only show the possibilities as to not ever having given the proper or correct or mandatory words for such to ever be approved of by the oceanic portions of which as being an Ordained Reverend as to the ways thereof as to thinking such a combination of timing would have been better in the year of 2009 if I had actually been taken seriously in comparison to how such times had gone as the situations in reference to my ideal dream SCUBA Diving I thought was good enough to show as to who I had been the entire time.
I did not think it took a head injury to figure out the choices made by those who did not have the authority to make such decisions regarding my SCUBA Diving and my work regarding such aspects, only postponed all of such forward progress by the past timeframes of the time from 2009 through to the current year in 2021 as to how much could have been accomplished in the fuller comparisons thereof instead of having to deal with the biased situations needlessly which I had already dealt with over such time up to that point in the year of 2009 as to the ways which there were others before such SCUBA Divers and SCUBA Diving Instructors who had treated me as such though it is what it is as which of those SCUBA Divers and SCUBA Diving Instructors have been able to surpass such times as to be able to see the day thereof to such aspects as to my creation of the Underwater Wedding as well as the Underwater Travel System?
By the way, there was only the first part of the Underwater Wedding ceremony filmed by me. There was not any of the other parts of what should not have taken a head injury to figure out that a high ceremony individual as which myself would be able to create, for such actual aspects in the full contexts thereof. As per having grown up with as many lawyers in the tristate area, who would ever believe that I would ever film the entirety of what would be required?
I only recall seeing a handful of a few who I once knew despite the timeframe thereof and knowing as to the ways which certain SCUBA Divers and SCUBA Diving Instructors had been in a variety of ways, which when the ability to contact a male with the connections as to the ways of which the high school portions to a cafeteria table thereof; why would anyone ever stand up other than myself as why would anyone care about anything I could do as to only having earned 26 SCUBA diving certifications and all such work on my own, compared to sitting inside of a submarine compared to going out of such when SCUBA Diving as what could the comparisons be for such aspects thereof which should not take a head injury to figure out when my biological mother and biological sister and biological father did not have the levels of training or work I had done ever known to them before and anything from the point of my books in the years of 2014 onward would only be the condensed portions compared to the fuller depths of such thereof; you know, such as a movie compared to the reality of situations?