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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   


I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only

Lady Dori Belle


...and to biological consenting adults as...

Lady Liberty Belle

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My life  =  My personal life

My life experiences  =  My personal life experiences that some might have something alike or something similar to though theirs is not the exact as to My personal life experiences

My opinion  =  Susan MeeLing's personal opinion that some or many might agree with

My needs  =  My personal needs for me personally though some distinguishing factors as to the aspects where there are different facets of My personal life and thus as to the distinguishing factors as to the different areas of my life, thus for Me personally is going to be for Me personally as to such differences as to the aspects whereas of others as to the factors to the considerations.


The FACT books I authored/wrote/compiled that I published through Amazon for My profits and what I chose/choose for the financial aspects per book:
*  Finding A Silver Lining  (published in print book format in in the year of 2015)
*  Finding The Silver Lining  (published in print book format in the year of 2014)
*  The Modern Day Book  (published in print format book in the year of 2020)
*  The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire  (3 volumes published in print format books in the year of 2020)

 

Fiction Based books I published through Amazon that can have metaphors or proverbial only as some books allow the financial aspects as to donations whereas the newer books do not have such same factors whatsoever as to the financial resources for Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle also known as Lady L*** Belle as make sure to not assume that all books will ever be the exact same:
*  "The Curious Children Book Series:  (2 volumes published in the year of 2014/2015)
*  "Fail-Safe:  The Kenedy curse fused with Science Fiction Fantasy  (The New World Order)"  (1 book published in the year of in print format book form 2015/2016 that is the main book to refer to for each of the subsequent books in the series as the 10 volume book series published as the 9 additional volumes in 2021/2022 as not all books were allowed as per My personal choice to be published in print format as to the ideals I have had for My work as to how I personally chose to release My books as to My business plans)
*  "Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series"  (3 volumes published in print format of books in the years of 2014 through 2015 and then 7 books were published in the year of 2021/2022)


To Contact Me to ask me what My needs, my wants, My preferences, My Ideals, and/or My desires is only to utilize My To Contact Form to ask me respectfully after explaining yourself as to such aspects first as asking Me is the best way to actually do so correctly to actually learn to know of what My actual needs are for the factors of as the same in reference to my wants and so on and so forth.  That includes though not limited to asking if there is something to assist Me with, arranging Book Signing, arranging requiring My permission first as to my needs for any appearance(s)/meeting(s), 


Do not assume that just because I authored/wrote/compiled books that you know Me, you know of Me as to such factors as to the factors of the reality of the social media.


If I personally have reached out to you directly as to requesting a meeting and/or meetings, I have done so with the factors of respect regarding the aspects of what I could figure as being respectful as to the time(s) as to upon your schedule though also as depending upon my schedule as well.  The contact information regarding phone numerical factors as to the aspects of My To Contact Form through My website, as to making attempts as to the ease to correctly communicate clearly.  


Ensure if you are going to ask about Me, to know the exact-ish amount of time the individual actually knew Me in real life in person face to face in person in real life to verify the correct numerical positions of time that they may have known Me or if they knew of me as to the facts.


My modeling is not the same as speaking with Me face to face at all, because that is not the same as in real life as to the facts that in real life in person face to face in person actually requires those facts of in real life in person face to face in person in real life where a human being in person face to face in person is in real life with another human being is the common sense for in person face to face in person in real life as there is a difference to getting My personal permission first.


I do not allow anyone to misinterpret ever, as there is the clear facts that if someone/anyone says they can interpret Me, ensure they actually have what I personally consider as the starting point of full foundation as to actual capacities to do so correctly as what I consider as the correct foundation as to making sure the foundation of theirs in not made out of sand as to the differences of whereas to the facts my foundation is forged from where the stones as to the rock of My foundation is to the sturdiness thereof as to My personal life as to My personal experiences as to Me personally; as in my personal opinion that imitation is not flattery at all in any capacity when in reference to Me.


Since I comprehend Myself as to My and what My needS are as to what My wantS are as to what My preferenceS are as to what My idealS are as to what My desires are, then as to My comprehension of such factors in reference to Myself as to My personal requirements as when I have written about My personal life experiences as to the words I personally have chosen to describe such facts, then as to My life = My personal life experiences.


Manners, respect, human decency, and protocols are as a beginning point for what My personal standards are for Me.

Make sure to be capable to distinguish when the facts of My journal blog are in the capacity of either facts with satire and/or facts with metaphors and/or facts with figurative and/or facts as literal as the reality that My personal life experiences are My personal life experiences as to where some might relate to what I personally have dealt with, the full combination of what I have survived is the difference as to where the distinction is.


I survived the attacks on the soil of the homeland of the United States of America as to the tristate areas of New Jersey, New York, and Pennsylvania in the year of 1993 in the month of February as well as the timeframe of 9/11 also known as 11 September 2001 because I was born and raised in New Jersey in the three-county/three-borough area that had the most amount of commuters to New York City as well as other factors of the reality as to the state of New Jersey that those factors of pop culture are usually NYCers or Pittsburgians or Philadelphians and not New Jersey-ians pop culture as the aspects of comprehending the facts as that pop culture only has small amounts as to the differences of the fullnesses thereof.


What I know for what My personal comforts are as to being capable to see as to such factors, translates to comprehension of Myself as to comprehending what is best for Me personally as to what is best for My work as well as what is best for My personal comforts.  As hours change to days and days change to weeks and weeks change to months and months change to years and years change to decades, I comprehend My personal needs as I comprehend I have made attempts for My personal needs to be correct for Me as to what My personal considerations are.


Keep your thoughts in what I consider as purity as to such actual purity of innocence, and the ease of life is made so as to the factors of the ensuring the correct actions without assumptions.


Acknowledging biases first without judgement, has no capacity of being biased as no bias can be without the capacities of bigotry, and thus without bigotry then there is the capacity of acknowledging biases without judgement.


I personally am unaware of fans of Mine because I do not assume that I have any because of what My considerations are for what a fan of Mine would be, as the factors when considerations as to fandom as to Myself is as to the factors of what I personally consider as comfort.


People should be more uplifting as to the aspects of being appreciative if as to appreciating work of Mine, as I have not need/want/desire of any male dominant in the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle regarding such factors of any type of relationship outside of acquaintance or friendship only, as that is not in any capacity ever a turn on to what My considerations are for Me at all in any capacity whatsoever as it has not ever been a turn on to Me.


The reality that Females have the capacity to be strong enough to be themselves if as to such morals and ethics as to such reality needs and requirements, thus as to where males have needed to accept the facts as not all males are as to what they might think of themselves as the same in reference of professional in what is supposed to be consenting adult biologically legally as to informed, as how they themselves are not anything of any turn on to Me as they are the opposite 100% in every capacity of anything that would ever be capable to turning Me on personally as I personally am not a lesbian as obviously a female biologically who would enjoy such factors would only be as to such aspects as to having to acknowledge such within herself.


As a Pansexual as to the intellectual capacities where I can be interested though not necessarily turned on, as to the physical does not make the aspect of what is of attraction to Me in the aspects whereas some might assume, as the factors as to the emotional connections depend and vary as to the situations, whereas the spirituality of such factors as My comprehension of Eclectic Judeo-Christianity religion is important, as the factors of sexuality of what sexually is attractive for Me is as to how the personal connection is as to the genuinity.


Being Polyamorous as I am personally is as to the intellectual capacity of being capable to discuss multiple topics while actually caring in truth, emotionally having the capacity to connect and such communicative factors, as the other three aspects thereof as to the references to the differences as to romantic factors as to platonic factors as there is My personal capacity where I always begin as to platonic factors first before I have ever or would ever consider anything sexually and/or romantically as personally it takes a lot more for Me to be capable to connect romantically than it ever has as to connecting platonically because of the way I personally was raised.


Thus if interested in dating Me as to in the capacity of not setting a date for a meeting as that obviously would not be the exact same unless previously brought up as to discussions, then as to such aspects as to arranging such with Me to ask Me first if that is an interest as to other(s) regarding such aspects. 


Thus the as I am as where I am a Female Dominant as to being as I am, then as to such acceptance there is a difference as to Myself being a Feminist as to the differences whereas the factors of feminazism as to the references of those who would have such factors as to their patterns of choices as to their behaviour as to the factors whereas the proof of such to the aspects of the differences of reviewing information from a different point in time as to such a point in time as to the facts that need to be paid attention to as to the facts of the time.


Completing a logistical review of My personal life experiences while acknowledging My experiences as well as My emotions from the facts of the situations from the years of 2019 through 2022, is not the same as to having the capability of time to review such all at the exact point in time of the exact point in time as that should not take a head injury to figure out.


My work as to My writings as to if used in speeches as the ease thereof as the 10% for Me of such if financial factors as to the tithing viewpoints, if as to such factors of consideration.


The links to My website as to My different pages of My website including My Journal Blog, are capable to share the link as to discussing the details as to the information of; though such facts for the fullness to be capable to read more to learn from the knowledge, is of the facts where such importance.


Since the requirements in reference to My website as to where tghe finances were only for Me to be capable to utilize were not responded directly to Me personally as there was not anyone ever allowed to be involved as to on My behalf ever, as to the aspects where since I personally did not have any such discussions as to what My personal minimum standards were as to being met for what My personal requirements are/were/are as to where there was and is not any allowances for such misinterpretations ever as to the clear distinctions as to Me personally only as to where I have clarified repeatedly that I am the one and only as to ever making the decisions for Myself as well as My work(s).


I personally do not play games, as I do not find games as they are not fun for Me.


I personally do not often watch television/movies as that is not assistive to my headaches/migraines at all, as the after effects from My head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 as the additional after effects from the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal temporal lobe of My brain that took 8.5 years to fully dissipate out of the MRI and out of the CAT scans as I have figured as to what works best for me personally.


While I have made attempts to connect with real people as to real friends as I once thought of as to such prior points in time, as to how such aspects went in the years from 2019 through 2022 as to such viewpoints as to such considerations referencing as to what capacities as to such factors regarding the differences as to choices/words/actions/deeds as to such references as to the factors of humanity as per the proof regarding my attempts before as well as during as well as after such points in time.


If as to the current time where each individual seems to think of themselves as a commercial and/or thinks of others as a commercial instead of thinking of each as an individual human being with individual personal life experiences as to how I personally have considered each individual if I am accurate referencing others' opinions as to such if factors, then as to where the reality of such readjustments as to the recalibrations of what humanity is.


The aspects of pop culture as to the facts regarding the differences between the factors of as while there might be some aspects that align in some ways, there are still the facts of the amount of the rest of different experiences and life thereof.


Thus as to such facts whereas what My personal needS as to what My personal wantS as to such factors, such aspects of the #ADA ADA requirements as to the facts regarding My being medically retired or being considered as to such disability aspects as to the reasons why ADA aspects are in such as for Me as to such aspects; though actually being capable to have as well as utilize such aspects as to My benefits in the correct capacities for Myself, as to the aspects whereas such factors of proof regarding the situations as to such reasons I have also worked as diligently as I have attempted to being capable to provide for Myself as being a biological adult of two biological adult legal aged children I personally gave birth to while having been awake from My coma for less than 1.5 years for one and 2.5 years for the other as to such facts.


Online is important for several aspects, though in real life as to such reality as to the real needs as to such common sense as to the factors of what is required for Me as I comprehend what is actually best for Me and that is not up for interpretations as interpretations always lead to misunderstandings as to the facts as to such proof regarding the aspects thereof as to My personally being capable to be in as well as remain in a good mood as to the attempts I have made to being capable to accomplish such.


While the aspects of My personal belief in real angels as to real faeries as to real spiritual beings as to such facts regarding such as to where I was Confirmed in the year of 1997 as to the aspects thereof to that history, the aspects where such facts as to the references thereof as the differences of what are considered as real friends in real life as to the differences of the spiritual aspects if there was ever any common sense as to different human beings unless as to such being as cherubim as to homo-sapien-sapiens as to ever being ignorant enough to think that is the same when obviously as to the facts that a real human being as to a real friend as to the difference of a real spirit as to such aspects thereof to real spiritualism capabilities.

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However such is obviously a difference from the aspects thereof, to humanity as human beings are supposed to be and are as to humanity if as to such aspects of the definition of humanity.


If I was/am believed as I understand some have opinions as to religious aspects and/or spiritual factors as to the usage of the words metaphor/proverbial/figurative, there has not been such confirmation for Me to have such knowledge for Myself regarding such aspects to what I would know and understand as to such as per the proof regarding the exact time.


Some do not just get over something as massive as the situations as to February 1993 as to being capable to survive such, as that was not a video game nor was that a computer game nor was that a pop culture fiction aspect as to such references and regards just as 11 September 2001 or 9/11 was not a video game and was not a computer game and was not a pop culture fiction aspect.


There is not the capacity where individuals who have tried to prettify the aspects for individuals to truthfully recover and heal from such aspects because of the requirements as to the truth being told in full, and when the truth is told in full is the only capacity for healing to begin.


Thus as to the facts in reference to My personal life experiences, what support would there be that I could truthfully say and/or write about as to the aspects of such luxuries others have had as to such amounts of individuals as to such support groups as to such friends as to such aspects of discussions as to what discussions would actually be in the references thereof as to what I personally consider as; or would such individuals think that them discussing amongst themselves would be as to the same instead of the aspects thereof as to discussions with Me personally, as to such proof regarding such luxuries as to those types as to such factors as to the aspects of such wannabe aspects.

 

 

Those who would consider Me as wanted as to what I consider as being wanted as to the differences as to such aspects of "Finding A Silver Lining" as there are only so many words in the dictionary to describe, and when individuals choose to be bratty nonconsensually as to such aspects as to such brattiness as to the aspects of the amounts of words as to the amounts of times as to where either the individual is going to be considered as competent to understand or they will be considered as incompetent as to humanity referencing such types as to those factors as to such aspects that I have brought forward as to the proof thereof to the validity of such aspects. 


"Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining" are situations that are of My past as to the situations I personally dealt with as to such aspects whereas My suggestions as to the current time as well as the future, are the difference.


"The Modern Day Book" is as to what I noticed as per the years thereof in those references as to what the looks were as to such descriptions for such clear aspects, as the common sense factors as to such regards as to having been born and raised in New Jersey as to the aspects of the differences as to NYC as NYC thinks of such aspects whereas New Jersey has the capacity to prefer the real of the reality as to such differences whereas Broadway wanted to be more like Hollywood and visa versa as to such references.


"The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" is of what My personal experiences were as to My personal work as to My personal life experiences as to before I began SCUBA Diving as to what I was known as through My name in reference of My personal trainers as to My personal childhood experiences as to such work in reference of protecting and defending the individuals on land above sea level as to the aspects of My work if that was/is actually appreciated.


The aspects where I could see now in the year of 2023 where some capacities of "Fail-Safe" could be as to such if factors as well as "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as while I was only being creative as to such aspects as to My writings, the aspects whereas for Myself personally would be as to the references for such aspects if as to those types as to such psychological distinguishing factors as to what I have been capable to distinguish as to My comprehension of Myself as well as My comprehension of My wrok as I authored/wrote/compiled as to the best of My capabilities as to My overall books.


In reference of "Paroxysm" there is not anyone I ever have personally dated that would ever fit into such descriptions, ever.  The facts regarding where the references thereof to prior timeframes as to Volume 2 are from individuals I personally knew before the year of 2000, as to the common sense factors as to the reality of the overall.


In regards as to "Fail-Safe" and "Paroxysm" in regards of for Me personally as to the relationship aspects of for Me personally as to the references and regards thereof officially for Me personally despite having written of such in an overall way, the aspects of if as to such as for Me personally then as to such clarifications now as to the year of 2023 as to the differences regarding the multiple reasons as to bringing such forward as to healthy acquaintences as to healthy friendships as to health developments of hetero-sexual relationships that as to such hetero-sexual relationships as to the fluidity depending upon the aspects of such a relationship factor if as to the consensual aspects as to each involved being fully informed first as that is the only capacity thereof as to being informed as to officially being informed before such aspects as for the example where I have been honest as to the after effects from My Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to others being informed first officially as to such if factors as to the differences.


The aspects whereas to such if factors as to My books I personally authored without any assistances as to My personal creativity to authoring such aside from the technological factors as to being capable to write such books as to "Paroxysm" and "Fail-Safe" referencing such aspects specifically for Myself regarding such aspects of the specifics as to such details, then I suppose if as to such would be as to prophecy regarding such if factors if such were to ever be for Myself personally; though if as others' interpretations of their own lives as to then the references of whereas being capable to prophesize decades before ever writing though definitely would not ever prefer certain aspects as to certain individuals as to My personal considerations as to the specifics as to such references regarding the factors thereof as to "Fail-Safe" especially though also in such clarifications as to for Me as to "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as to what My personal considerations as to the aspects thereof regarding the aspects not of a novelty as there is a difference between a novel a difference between a novel idea a difference between as to how such aspects of where the problems as to problematic novelty factors as to such misinterpretations in My opinion.


When describing the situations in truth that is the common sense starting point of a foundation, and any who think that such could be fast-forwarded are incompetent as to such aspects where certain factors are required to have such details and information to being capable to actually make such genuine efforts as to progression towards betterment in genuine truth.


The reality where such aspects of when such efforts are direct as to such facts as per the prior amounts of time as to explanations, then as to the facts where either the competency to listen and then think while listening as well as being capable to progress with the correct actions as to such regards as to the common sense.


Maybe it is a bit more truthful than I realized, common sense might actually be a genuinely real superpower. 


Forgiveness is of importance as to such truth in full as best as possible, the factors of as to such if remorseful.


The reasons why of the reality as to where, as to the year of 1993. 


Time is important as to emotions of the situations, retaining such knowledge can assist seeing towards progression of betterment.


Communications are important listening both sides if as to consent, the factors as to information in truth as of much importance. 

Life and Love, Life and Love
Between, Below, and Above


Brightest of Blessings.

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Please share the link to my website and feel free to comment in the section below however know that I am not informed as to any comments made within the area of each journal blog I post, though the ability to express yourselves as to such comments of such are able to be seen of such portions if you so choose.

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I encourage others to share the links and to speak about such topics honestly as to such aspects and situations as my saying as to it should not take a head injury to figure out is the main satirical portion as to my journal blog, as to the facts as to sometimes when wording hits a certain way all one can do is chuckle a bit as to reviewing such portions of information thereof.

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If interested in using my journal blog for articles and/or legal aspects please just remember to put the link to the specific journal blog article area to assist the fuller aspects as to the clarifications for others to also be able to read through for such additional details, as well as if there are those who are interested in further discussions and/or commentary and/or interviews and/or speaking arrangements and/or invitational aspects of such journal blog entries I have written please do contact me through my contact form with such details at www.susanmeeling.com/to-contact 

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Please also know the reasons for having such available hopefully assists the more open discussions as to the various details thereof to which I have been honest and truthful about, which additionally to such as to posting on social media in various areas is welcome as the ability to discuss such topics honestly is of importance as it brings a different form of discussions though also assists more to be involved with such viewpoints.  I know there are those who either have not had a social media account and/or have had to wait to be online more often in such aspects depending upon the employment thereof to which the reference to the details in such references per journal blog entry might assist in different ways while additionally giving the ability to still engage online in various forums to which while some may prefer not to have their social media accounts associated with responses on my website which is acceptable; it does give a forum for such discussions as well for those who may not have the ability to go into further details in certain other areas online, as to a different cover though the reality of such transparency on my part as to having been open and honest as to my community area involvements additionally hopefully open the doors and open the lines for more genuine and honest communication within the age appropriate guidelines thereof for the betterment and clarity among more.

 

 

Admittedly only recently in the year of 2020 had I realized I may physically look similar to different characters in different aspects of pop culture however I did not grow up being allowed to watch such aspects and since after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury coma, I do not usually watch such pop culture because of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to knowing the personal aspects of what is best for myself.  However I did not and do not know of the pop culture references many of the times because of not being allowed to watch anything other than G-rated movies/television throughout my childhood and teenager years in the 1980s to the 1990s as the rating systems may have been different for such times, as I also was not allowed to watch PG or PG13 or any other type of PG until I was a certain age which again similarly to such times in the 1980s and the 1990s the rating system may have been different to such aspects; of which once I was the age of 18 years old biologically I have been able to watch anything and everything I personally prefer or want to watch.

 

 

Additionally I do not play games despite possibly looking physically as what characters might be as to such, as again that is something within pop culture which I have not usually known nor understood a reference to such in pop culture however I encourage people to know the difference between a pop culture reference as to knowing the difference to the human being spoken with as I have picked up there are several individuals who may not have known there is a difference between what images and/or videos as to being seen compared to the interactions with others when in real life in person as well as when speaking with others through various forms of online communication of which the care and the concern as to such aspects in my opinion is of importance to review for such realities. 

 

 

While I understand others have the choice to play games for whichever aspects thereof, please comprehend I am not one who will play games as I personally do not find such appealing to me nor to the after effects of as well as from my Psalm Sunday year of 2000 head injury just as others with and/or without a head injury may have a different viewpoint to such aspects as to games as some just have a life which such is considered as a luxury to play games comparatively though cannot do.

 

 

Please be respectful as to such as well as if you meet me and/or see me in public and speak with me, please be honest as to such as I have not ever assumed anyone had ever known of my website or my work as to the fact I have known there are many websites throughout the internet of which if there have been hints to such at any point in time there has not been the ways of which I would view such aspects as to the reference without the actual bringing of such information up first by who I have spoken with because of the ways as though I write as I do when I speak it is not always the same way as such comes across online possibly as there are differences as I would guesstimate others would know as per their own online aspects as to how such discussions have been with others and/or writings thereof as to when corresponding with others.

 

 

Though I know there are more than just the two social media areas of which Facebook and Twitter have been available, because of certain topics of my journal blog entries as well as the multiple social media platforms I lease such areas at the discretion of the reader to posting such aspects because of the knowledge certain topics are for certain age ranges as to the details thereof though because of certain aspects as to the intellectual levels for the reasons as to the choices thereof for what I have known some companies have assisted with in reference to the rating system as to guidelines as to the clicking of certain links for such software references as to controls.  I have done the best I could to ensure the ability for if in reference to biologically under the age of 18 years old for such choices up to the parent(s)/legal guardian(s)/grandparents to the topic points I have/do written/write about as well as kept such details more modest for the ability for such aspects of choice to the appropriate levels of discussions, of which hopefully with the additional aspects as to the genres assist with such abilities for the clarifications thereof.  

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If newsworthy, please do send to the news organizations if there are topics of which are interesting that should be broadcast upon the various news media stations as to the specifics within the posts I have put together.

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

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Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

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Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

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Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

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Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

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I allowed my high school age son to read books about MMJ, shouldn't take a head injury to figure out

After many situations and life circumstances in my son, my daughter, and I's individual lives as well as as a family had occurred to a point when my son was in Middle School and later into High School; I had finished and completed writing and publishing various books after having written many journals, blogs, opinion pieces, and etcetera on various social media sites prior to creating my own website. In order to make it easier for myself as well as make it easier for those who I once knew hoping in the positive ways if they ever did an online search, there would be an ability to find me easier as I truly knew and I truly know myself. I explained many portions of the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury over the years and to make things easier if in more specific reference to my daughter though also in reference to those I once knew, the ability to find a way to contact me directly was the thought in regards of my website. I do not know how others run their websites, though for a long time I was the only one registered who did anything on my website.


Admittedly the laptop I used as well as the updates to the laptop to create my website and publish my books, the laptop was not mine officially. However I was the one who made my website designed as I have it arranged, with assistance from the maintenance group through the company. As there are many computer helping companies with technology I am not the only one who has had situations involving the maintenance and/or repair required for a technology piece whether a cellphone, laptop, desktop, tablet, fitbit, e cigarette, and etcetera. In reference to the first two books which both my son and my daughter were given, I was completely honest. I admit I held back some portions because of situations which I did not think anyone would believe me which in turn I took other experiences which I could not speak about into a Science Fiction Fantasy, because of the belief in me as to what I believed from what others told me about myself as they saw me as to the Fiction Fantasy portion despite Scientific anomalies.


Nonetheless at the time of publishing my first two books Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing and Finding The Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing, I gave the first set of the books to my Freshman in High School son first and later was able to send the same 5 book set of which I had given my son when he was almost 14 years old, and my daughter when she was almost 19 years old; though because of the age difference, is why my daughter had been sent more of my books at the time. I admitted the medical after effects from the time in Basic Training as well as my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as well as each aspect I could remember putting such into the different books of "A" and "The", for the assistance to the reading of both books.


I did not think it took a head injury to figure out as a responsible Mom I would not hand over to a child the adult books of The Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series By: Susan MeeLing, though at times I have wondered if some could have been arrogant or ignorant to think so without asking me specifically. As a side note while I was informed of some in the adult lifestyle introducing their adult children into the lifestyle through education through discussions from books, after they were over the age of 18 years old; though others I have known explained they had such an explanation, because of being caught by being walked in on. Though varying stories in between to various extents, I suppose it is the reversing of the walking in on situation for better understanding from knowledge.


In the latter portion of the "A" book I wrote about the assistance of #MedicalMarijuana #MMJ as well as the different stages of medical procedures after waking up, the prescriptions, the #Ayurvedic Medicine, #Homeopathic Medicine, #Chiropractic Care, and into the Medical Marijuana aspects in ways to assist the pain levels I was dealing with in reference to my headaches and migraines though also the memory issues and cognitive disorders. Along my journeys through my experiences over time I did not want to admit the beneficial elements throughout the medical assistance to alleviate some of the pain levels of Medical Marijuana when first being introduced to the idea of around the year of 2003 after I spoke with someone who knew the individual I was involved with at the time, who later spoke with that individual about the research they were doing on medical benefits. Already dealing with what I was dealing with at the time, I did not need any further escalating problems aside from remembering the commercial from my childhood of eggs with a frying pan on drugs. I already had a head injury with scrambled brains in a way to figuratively view as a review of the commercial, and yet ironically the Medical Marijuana seemed to assist with unscrambling.


I already had the head injury, I did not need any furthered problems. I did not think when I saw the commercial as a child about prescription drugs being a situation, and when after waking up and being told about the idea of; against each part of the explanations until the conversation, did I finally try. I did not want to believe the assistance it had given from Medical Marijuana around the middle or end of June, ironically around the time of waking of up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and the coma which transpired afterward. Acknowledging at the time of knowing my son was the age he was, I knew I needed to ensure the truthful information with the correct timing thereof when getting ready to publish my first two books while knowing whenever my daughter would be able to read through the pages; she too would need the information to be able to be processed in a way to know and understand about how much I tried and attempted for the betterment for them as well as others, knowing I was not the only one with certain experiences which I sought to make much better; especially after additional circumstances, and combined situational events in life as such. While I know, understand, and comprehend my particular combination of life experiences and events have certain situations which are completely different than anyone else; I made the choice to minimize even further in many ways as to the fullest extent of the circumstances comparatively, because of how many had previously not believed me already.


However when in Tacoma Washington in 2015 after having given my son the "A" and "The" books to read and we discussed many aspects of as he asked as I did not want or need to push him one way or another just as I did not want or need to push my daughter one way or another, later the discussion of the medical aspects were discussed in further details because of my writings within the "A" and "The" books. Certain discussions were not brought up about what I wrote whereas others were, one of which includes the medical portions. He admitted he noticed a difference between when I was on the prescriptions I was prescribed compared to after knowing the Medical Marijuana aspects, which I then gave him a few books to read about various backgrounds for the medicinal uses of the plant including other helpful portions thereof such as the similar traits to the hemp plant though different in some ways. As I am honest when asked questions and as I was teaching him other aspects about planting and gardening as he was involved with the local community garden as well as wanting to have a garden like the one I made when my house in #SanAntonio #Texas was still home, he wanted the responsibility of learning how to maintain a garden and thus I taught him.


When it came to the portions of beginning to grow my own medical plants and those who have grown Medical Marijuana plants know, understand, and comprehend how the nickname of #Weeds is a misnomer because when you learn what it takes to maintain and sustain the plant for proper production; you can wish it grew like a weed though with certain strain crossbreeding, the hybrid plants can produce a higher yield of flower similarly to growing fruits and vegetables. I knew I was in Washington state and the legalities, however I not only did not want to get in trouble; I also did not want because I knew my landlords did not need to deal with the Homeowners Association #HOA among other portions along with, the plants growing in the backyard of the property of their house. Additionally knowing of being within the civilian area of a military installation, some might understand a bit more for such precautionary measures. I have enjoyed gardening, for a long amount of time.


I chose to go a bit Texas in saying which irony of ironies, "Go big, or go home." Maybe it was a little of both and should have been written "Go big, and then go home" and/or "Go big and/or go home, depends on how you feel" or something along those lines; while admitting certain sentimental feelings, and the what-have-you. While reviewing the portions of my recent trip and taking a break from the thoughts of the experiences, sights, sounds, and so on; brings forward, this particular journal blog entry. The choice I made is very much in line with the original saying in both ways in regards of the amount of books for the time in #Washington state in combination with my journal blog and my #MedalofHonorArtProject with my artwork, though also in reference of my growing choice. Remember I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry and Calculus to 2nd Grade Math and I had successfully completed #Chemistry in Sophomore year of high school, though my Biology teacher in Freshman year of high school said she believed I should have been put into Chemistry during my #Freshman year of high school instead. When I explained to her the year of 8th grade science classes and the egg drop she understood and knew exactly which teacher I did not name even though I was in a private high school, because of the grade changes upward when going through school. As a side notation maybe not only looking at how good parents genuinely do the best they can, though also check with the teachers and adult volunteers in the years before as well as after to see the genuine progress of what was noticed for each student comparatively.


If the same child is constantly picked out of the crowd in the class, what is/are the root cause(s) of such? What is the process to find ways to genuinely fix the situations by repairing the problem(s) to prevent the repetition into the future, for a better and greater more positive future? What is the best remedy in the short, the long, and into the longest terms possible for more?


Returning to the point of this journal blog entry about the books I gave my son to read in specific reference to "A", "The", the books about Medical Marijuana, and various gardening books I had. While some of the Medical Marijuana books had growing ideas, I had already read through several gardening books of various types having been a volunteer at a book store in San Antonio. While discussing the gardening for the community garden and the backyard garden, I was already looking at which way I was going to go in reference to the Medical Marijuana gardening. Getting various supplies for each aspect and then, the packages arrived. The tents were assembled, I set up the lights, arranged the fans, and then opened the box for the #Hydroponics Kit. I wrote already, the Texas saying. I think I lived up to the saying quite a bit in various twisted ironies in multiple ways, which I can laugh at myself for such as I had laughed at myself for such with some people I knew in the industry up in Washington state who received the tents and supplies because of the way the situation went.


In my defense, I am extremely talented when it comes to growing plants...in the ground...I forgot that part. However apparently, it took a head injury to figure that out...or at minimum awhile to remember. ;-) I can get any plant to grow in the ground yet #WaterBamboo plants are/were not considerable to be, a forte of mine.





I did what I could to figure out the correct way to arrange the #HydroponicKit, the math for the organic compounds, and I admit I did not have the ability to get the plants to grow. However, I did not plant all of the seeds at once. I planted 2 or 3 of each seed I ordered, because of knowing how temperamental the seeds and plants can be, for that species. I was able to get every individual seed to sprout and get larger than the pictures in the books, however the recommended time meant because of how I grow plants; the sprouts were much larger by several inches than the estimates. I followed the instructions, and then shortly afterwards the plants died. I went through the process to grow the plants a second time, which the exact same thing occurred. The seeds sprouted quickly and healthily large, to then put into the Hydroponic mixture, and then the same result.


Between the two attempts to get the seeds to grow into plants which technically I had accomplished, though maybe I should have specified to grow to be able to complete the processes myself; I suppose I can joke about in some ways, though by technicalities I did get the seeds to become plants. However when the second round of seeds were going to be started, was when I asked for him to help me review the work. He looked over what I had done and laughed when he saw I had gotten when I did for the Hydroponics, shaking his head. Looking over how I arranged the numbers as I poured the organic mixtures, I was informed I was reading the information for the calculations incorrectly for the plant growth mixture as the numbers did not make sense to me. Apparently the first time I had done so for those who know and understand far better about the Hydroponics, the 1/2 did not mean 1/2 the bottle. He and I laughed at my follies, which we talked more about various topics. In the latter part of the school year when talking with my son, he quickly wanted to clarify he had a homework assignment which he knew I would find out about and wanted to ensure the schoolwork portion. We talked at length about the assignment, and a clearer understanding was capable. When I made my second attempt to grow the seeds into plants, that was when I had followed the understood additional portions; completely forgetting I tend to make things stronger, which the same results essentially occurred.


With a few seeds of each left I asked my son for assistance towards the beginning-ish middle-ish of his Sophomore year later in the beginning of 2016, with the organic portions. I thought of how I knew the weather of Washington state and when he could not garden outside nor go bike riding, the indoor gardening was a way which he still had time to himself if he did not want to talk with me for a bit of time. However he did not know what I knew as I had put the various bags and boxes mainly of my small remaining tokens of my life before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury which means before I had fought to be emancipated to join the #ArmedForces branch of the #Army of the #UnitedStatesofAmerica including my Green Folder of my Enlistment certificate, the pictures from the picture albums I had taken over the years, my #SCUBADiving Log Book with #SCUBA Diving certification cards, and of course the remainder of what I had of his sister's belongings in the area where the tents were.


I hoped he would get curious and look within the bag and boxes knowing there was nothing of shame to see, and find some happier memories while knowing and understanding better of how much I did everything I could. I figured he would remember when going into his room I had arranged and displayed many items, so he knew I always cared equally about both of them. He would see the various pictures and stuffed animal toys I had picked up over the years while the situations in 2008 through 2013, and he would know and understand just as the hope I had for my daughter to know and understand; I went as far as I could to do the best I could, for the best possible outcomes.


Did I know and understand my son was in 2016 was 15 years old when I asked for clarification to the Medical Marijuana plants growth, at the time?


Yes, I did. However I also knew I could not figure out the portions of, which I guesstimate there are other people who have had difficulties with instructions for kits. How else was I supposed to ask someone in person the questions I did not understand the information to, where living at the time? I can get the seeds to sprout with strength and vigor, I can plant the rhizomes into the ground to grow heartily and fuller than some could believe unless they saw with their own eyes, I can grow a bountiful plant with flowers blooming in numbers where the petals are large and innumerable combined in the ground; to maintain and sustain, in ways which could surprise. In the water without ground, I cannot put into words the difficulties from such.


If there were to be a joke to be made because of the repeated yet proven issues with technology I have had since waking up from the coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury before my SCUBA Dive in 2009 about some writings I sent regarding shock therapy, in reference to the fact of my energetic aspects having literally and metaphorically being utilized with a Hydroponic Kit and organic chemical compounds. While remembering the additional aspects of my Medal of Honor Art Project with after what occurred in Irving Texas, while also a reminder of pictures and videos I have taken over the years in conjunction with my background growing up. Thus before and after though while the immediate beginning-ish portions of the after effects from what occurred to my daughter, my son, and I because of what occurred to my daughter; I have repeatedly proven such and for this moment I digress, as to the intended twisted irony. I am fairly certain some might have initially laughed at certain aspects of what I have written aside from the intended satire or comedic view of life at times, though the reference is more regarding the laughter at my works. The saying is, "It is, what it is."


Nonetheless the request for the assistance just to get the plants I began to a certain point as I researched further for various knowledge online after reading through the books, to get additional information to be able to asses the knowledge for clearer understanding; while my son had taken care of the organic compounds of which in his high school and the grades, I was hoping the combined aspects of the books and the kit would assist until I could figure out the portions before the time of the first sign of a flowering bud if he could get the kit to work to grow the plants I made. As I am usually extremely private about the proven positive health benefits of Medical Marijuana working to assist me in multiple ways as I learned the hard way high #CBD levels are detrimental to me whereas #THC is far more beneficial to be able to accomplish what I have and continue to push forward onward despite my headaches and migraines being worsened by the electrical damages additionally as well as the e-cigarette situation when the #Toro copper tube had zapped continuously until I could get my other arm to push the e cigarette away as well to my teeth from the medications over the years from the age of 17 years old, as well as after the SCUBA Dive at the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. #Vandenberg as I did not ever have a single cavity, prior to that SCUBA Diving year after 9 years of continuous medications prescribed.


For clarification I have not sold any Medical Marijuana products and I truly appreciate the work on such legislation measures as I suppose there is an additional sort of twisted irony, when looking at what I was able to accomplish once accepting the fact of the assistance positively. There is a difference between Medical Marijuana, and recreational marijuana. I may look as I do, however upon accepting the assistance of Medical Marijuana for THC; the amount which I have accomplished on my own with help from various pre-existing companies from 2014 through to the current moment is undeniable truth, especially when taking into additional consideration the back and forths I have done since the middle of 2019 to the current time in the year of 2021 on the first of May.


Honestly I am surprised with as much land as there is in Texas which could be utilized for the stabilization of the effects from the solar panel farms as a balancing, as per the heat levels being of ideal conditions along with the humidity levels thereof; truthfully I have not understood for a long time, as to why the state of Texas with as many veterans who can benefit from the Medical Marijuana better with THC in comparison to CBD. The medical research has been going on in the state of Texas before I had my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury if I remember correctly from what I was told at the time, though the proof is the truth and the reality. The banking portions confuse me admittedly, though I am fairly certain the amount of business which the state of Texas could be involved with in the state of Texas with as many who would benefit from such a legislative measure. The many aspects of the benefits of Medical Marijuana or the recreational nickname of Mary Jane, of which there are ways to assist employment opportunities if the restrictions against the use of Medical Marijuana THC were lifted and removed quickly.


Admittedly when I was just about to come around to accepting the reality of beneficial aspects towards my health, I knew I could not be the only one. At one point I notated and documented by the minute as to the differences I felt between a mail order type I thought might be helpful though it was tolerable-ish, compared to Spice from the prior time I did not want to aspect Medical Marijuana was helpful and the situations which I have forgiven myself for in reference to wrongly wasting premium lab grown Medical Marijuana, compared to Medical Marijuana with the medication I was prescribed; in reference to the on and offs, the positives and negatives, and so on. I noticed certain attributes in various aspects though admittedly and ironically about the way I look the notebooks full of notations I made and the sticky notes I wrote over the years which were misplaced or what situations occurred, which should not negatively be taken advantage of. Yet I can simply chuckle to myself in reference to the #Academy situation and schooling in different aspects, the BB portion, and how I began my look further into SCUBA Diving for my health through the #JewishMedicalJournal; it seems ironic as to the nickname for the #PrimeMinister of the #NationStateofIsrael #Israel, is BiBi for a shorter version of his name #BenjaminNetahnyahu; which if you know the way I had squared away my BB Gun when I was a teenager at camp for additional power as well as the accuracy, an additional twisted irony. A technology oddity for a fun extra, in reference to a search engine and email company. 2/3 of the word pun, or good? Though there is a quote in which I had added in regards of my Medal of Honor Art Project from #BenjaminFranklin for another irony, as well as waking up from the coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury in #MilitaryCityUSA; which has the remains, the marker, and the artwork piece of my Medal of Honor Art Project of the only #Hebrew in the state of Texas. A twist for one more, what is the state of Texas known as?


However if you put the individual star from Texas one way or another in reference to the #StarofDavid with #Laurel Leaves in the background for the outline, and it almost forms the abstract version of the plant leaf of a Medical Marijuana plant with some flowers growing in the background because of the size of one of the leaves compared to the flowers. I admit, it is odd to look at my tattoos now along with the situational portions for the oddities.


Yes, I am a #Republican. Yes, I am medically retired from the Army of the Armed Forces of the United States of America. Yes, I have been involved with multiple groups and communities over the years such as a #Pansexual/#Dominant/#LeatherWoman/#Sadist in the #LGBTQP/#BDSM/#Swinger. Yes, I have attended and been a part of the #NRA in support of 2nd Amendment and Constitutional Rights for the Democratic Republic of the United States of America. Yes, in the more recent times I have involvement officially with the #YoungRepublicans #YR/#SaladoWomensRepublicans #SWR/#WilliamsonCountyRepublicans #WCR office is where I assisted from mostly in 2020/#PintsandPolitics #PAP/#Wheels4Warriors #W4W. Yes, I have taken my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork pieces upon beginning my Medal of Honor Art Project in 2014 through to the current time in 2021 around the continental United States of America to #AmericanLegion #AL/#DisabledAmericanVeteran #DAV/#MilitaryMuseum(s)/#VeteransAffairs #VA/#VeteransofForeignWars #VFW locations. Yes, I handle my responsibilities to the best of my abilities.


Yes, I spoke with my son and gave him reading material to discuss with him about the various aspects of the Marijuana plant to discuss the differences he noticed from the medical portions which he was informed of not only because of my books in writing which I handed to him; though also because who better for him to speak with and ask questions honestly for a truthful opinion with the facts of purity, in front of his eyes? The same in reference to my daughter, and the medical aspects can be stated. I truly believe at this point after the occurrences of the bullying against my children at the #McCoyElementarySchool before and after the #FortWorthZoo #FWZoo situation, especially after the failure of the ARD/IEP process through McCoy Elementary School of #Carrollton Texas of #CarrolltonFarmersBranchIndependentSchoolDistrict #CFBISD members at the time from of which the possibility of the benefits could have helped sooner quicker. I had not accepted how the natural benefits were as I did not truly see the benefits in full at the point in time, and I know there are times when certain aspects have to be tested upon someone first.


Yes, I took it upon myself to test upon myself the medical positives and negatives for what I noticed in reference to identifying the factors of which would be the healthiest. Yes, despite not having a medical degree after what I had been through I figured the only way to find a better way is homage to the old adage saying. "If your want something done right then do it yourself, or at minimum explain it in terms which more can understand from the knowledge for progress forward."


I know I was not the first nor last in regards of the reviews into Medical Marijuana, nor am I the first nor last to recognize the health benefits. One aspect I learned just as with prescription medications the Medical Marijuana works to a certain level for many depending upon the strain, however the individual themselves have their own response to the medication and the dosages thereof.


Thankfully during the administration of #POTUS45 #DonaldJTrump, signed into the legislation officially to the healthcare addendum for the #RighttoTryBill.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

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Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

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Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

​

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

​

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

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If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

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"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

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"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

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"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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