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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


Go read through the multiple journal blogs on my website after finishing scrolling to get to the journal blog area, now!

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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

​

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

​

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

​

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

​

​

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

​

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

​

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

​

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Human Decency, what?

Back in the year of either 2008 or 2009 whenever the year before the last and final Uniform Fetish Ball in #SanAntonio #SanAntonioTX #SanAntonioTexas #SATX #MilitaryCityUSA San Antonio Texas which was held by #ToF #TempleofFlesh Temple of Flesh, I had yelled at the male who was wearing the current for that year #USA #USArmy #USAA #USAArmy United States of America’s Army uniform with the Colonel ranking at the Uniform Fetish Ball while wearing the outfit I had modeled in later as to the #USMC #Marines United States of America’s Marine Corps style of an outfit though nothing remotely close to the uniform officially in such comparisons. That male was chewed out far more kindly in comparison as I did not smoke him in the ways of which others in the military know of such factors, though while he tried to tell me it was his grandpa’s or his uncle’s uniform which meant nothing as to the fact he was stealing valor wearing the uniform to the ways of as it was able to see it was a fresh from the dry cleaners arrangement as to the BDUs. Though he had complained and whined as when I was in his face and yelling at him for having the audacity to wear that uniform without permission as he did not earn the rank of Colonel as per him physically looking between the ages of 18 to 21 years old in that year, I have very much been known as to being against stolen valor as per the facts of admitting I did not graduate Basic Training from the Army and thus without ever stealing valor though acknowledging as to the facts of. #EndStolenValor #EndAllStolenValor #EndStolenValorNow #EndAllStolenValorNow



I had already dealt with multiple individuals I had called out for trying to steal valor of what was earned as per #GrahamCentralStation Graham Central Station several times as I have discussed and wrote about, and though there were multiple situations as to the #FastEddies Fast Eddies poolhall situation which others who began problems and then I discussed connection as to the situation of knowing people who had been stationed in certain areas during certain times; the amount of times I have stood up against stolen valor repeatedly, I cannot count that high. The fact that San Antonio #TX #TXstate #Texas #Texasstate Texas has had to put up Military City USA signs, I wonder as to how much of an uptick in stolen valor as to the amount of people similar to Cactus Jack also known as Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr who prefer the authentic aspects of a uniform had been a problem which within the city of San Antonio as to the problems Steve and Krysta from Temple of Flesh had caused with the Uniform Fetish Ball as to the numerical countings as to such a choice as to the additional requirement of identification card information to the membership aspects directly scanned at the locations for each event.



Though I had informed both Steve and Krysta of such factors as to how many females and males had told me they had taken information off of the computers regarding Temple of Flesh as to the situations over the years mainly having been told from the year of 2010 through 2012 as to multiple females and a few males of doing so, the ways of which additional situations and needless problems which were rampant as to the amount of times I had pulled an unofficial security as to removing males from when they were handsy with females as to such points in time in the year of 2004 and 2005 mainly though other times as well. Individuals at #ClubSapphire Club Sapphire would know of certain aspects as to how I had been in reference to being protective as to the back areas, though in the years at he end of 2004 and through to the middle of 2005 of which the more personal ways of removing such males from the situations regarding the females in all comparisons.



In the reference as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury such as my memory deficits and cognitive disorders that several people within mainly the #DFW #Dallas #DallasTX #DallasTexas #FortWorth #FtWorth #FortWorthTX #FtWorthTX #FortWorthTexas #FtWorthTexas #DFWTX DFW Texas areas had been as to such as well as those within #Austin #AustinTX #AustinTexas Austin who had not believed me as to such, I suppose the years after I returned to the state of Texas after how I wound up in #WA #WAstate #Washington #Washingtonstate Washington after the #StoneyLaRue #Concert #CowboysDancehall #Cowboys Stoney LaRue concert at the Cowboys Dancehall in the year of 2013 when returned in the year of 2019 through 2021, the proof thereof if anyone I would have recognized in the state of Texas was in the state of Washington from the years of 2013 through 2019 as to the realities of the lack of discussions with such individuals as per remembering them on sight if I am accurate though also in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips. In turn, there is the proof in the long term as to the damages from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and the coma and the subarachnoid hemorrhage for those of you who had no legal right or legal authority to ever test such after effects as to the realities as to the requirement of a medical license to ever look into such along with the license the required insurance factors thereof.



However nothing different as to such types of people as to those in reference to my biological mother, my biological father, my biological sister, and my now dead-ex-husband who had their disbelief as to the after effects of my head injury. Though again, what legal authorities and medical licenses from the starting point of such as there is not the back dating as to such factors for clarification I doubt any such actually had and again as to the facts of having my earned Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America would fully revoke such factors as to any allowances thereof due to the fact even if there is/was a contract of a company worked with in the regards to the #Pentagon Pentagon there would not be the legal authority without having gone through the proper channels as to such factors as to ever testing my after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury while remembering the factors as to the rave and #Brackenridge Brackenridge as to the situations in August or September of 2000 when I was in Medical Hold Unit now Warrior Transition Unit. What is financially owed for those factors as well as what medical portions of such requirements as to the damages from such aspects, regarding what I dealt with? Those payments in full, preferably as to what such other individuals thereof as per the ways of which in certain references as to how parents who have not correctly taken care of their children as to the factors as to such regards of a recent posting I suppose though the requirement as to my dental work due to the factors of the medications which I was prescribed as per the facts I did not ever have one cavity before being in the Army as to what I was prescribed in such years as to an additional clarification.



In reference to the last year the Uniform Fetish Ball was allowed to be in San Antonio which happened to be the same year I was pulled onto the stage against my will as to the two males who had picked me up and carried me onto the stage while I struggled to get back to the ground to leave, one of the males named Celtic Cowboy or John Virreal who had been met within the San Antonio Pagan community had pointed out how he had been a part of the situation as to having spoken with several individuals knowing I would not go on the stage on my own because of knowing as to how I did not like such sorts of aspects personally. Though I had discussed with my biological mother as to verifying if I was that way before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and being told that was how I was before, though in a different way in comparison as to the oddities of such aspects as to the wedding situation regarding my biological sister being told about the clothing choices and oddities of such an abomination.



While there are the aspects of which while after the McCoy Elementary School Fort Worth Zoo situation which I have already verified as to the factors of, I have told people as to how much my biological mother and my biological father and my biological sister hated me as to having gone into the military as to such points in time. The ways of such bitterness and hatred as to what I dealt with as a child and a teenager only has been proven repeatedly as to such factors, of which the lack of any human decency from those people has repeatedly been shown as to how much such has been all because of the facts which they themselves and those similar to those types of people for such lengths of time only because of their own personal problems and issues in comparison. Those people have been nothing of value or worth in my opinion as to the ways which my Bok gung and my Bok Pu had put them into their place repeatedly and the ways of such factors as to such a lack of human decency was found long before those people moved to the state of Texas, and all such warnings I had given were ignored because of the factors which I had already gone into. Maybe there are some movies or television shows as to which such regards as to the problems I have dealt with, can go into; though why would you ever think such would be helpful to me, in comparison to what occurrences thereof?



Why would I ever have any sensation of ever being considered as wanted, cared about, or needed in any such references or regards as what is there to love about my life?



As my biological father had pointed out as to females being bitches as to such factors just because I was born in the Chinese Zodiac Year of the Dog, does not and did not ever have the intention as to ever being treated less than a dog in the United States of America would be treated as there are plenty of canines who have been treated far better than I have ever been treated.



After the individual who had worn the white hooded clothing during the production of Springtime for Hitler at that event to put the microphone in my face and ask me without any concern as to my now wanting nor needing to be on the stage after the boy who threw a temper tantrum because he was called out for stealing valor and the crying he did being a big baby for having made the choice to do so, the problems of the lifestyle went as such had gone thereafter such a point in time. While there have been plenty of good experiences as to discussions I have had, the ways of such cold bitterness as to those types of people who have not paid attention to what is actually of importance has been fully notated as to the realities thereof. There was not ever the intention on my part to ever do anything in the ways which has been assumed as per the factors as I have learned as to the situations I have had the non-consensual aspects of dealing with as to the various aspects in comparison to that boy wearing a uniform he did not earn as to the current uniform of that timeframe in that year compared to a later time and the uniform not being used any further in such comparisons, which in the references of as to the facts in regards of those types of people who think just because of a female being involved with any aspect of as to the problems with such stereotypes which the photoshopping has been problematic as well as to all such should fully be made aware as to such of any type of filter and/or photoshopping as to ensuring the visuals are actually accurate in comparison to the ways of which others have done in the regards of modeling.



The non-consensual games played in my direction as I did not ever consent to such factors ever just as I did not ever consent to anyone testing me in any capacity thereof outside of the official aspects within the years of 2000 through 2008 within the medical facilities under the guidelines as to my consent of such as the requirements through legal documentation of which for the purposes as to each aspect at those times, in comparison to what I have needlessly dealt with in reference to the civilian population within the state of Texas during such times of those years as well as the non-consensual times thereafter.



The ways of which the mistreatments towards me repeatedly when I have done nothing wrong and have falsely been blamed and accused illegally as to such false accusations repeatedly, has been problematic which has been needing the clarifications across all such states and all such borders as to the problems which needlessly occurred because of such lack of human decency and lack of common sense as to the realities of which while I had been outed repeatedly to my biological mother/father/sister as to the years of 2004, 2005, 2009, 2010, 2011, and 2012 as per the various ways I have already brought forward as despite having additionally explained myself as to the needless drama caused non-consensually as to those types of people has caused me nothing except additional pain and additional stress as well as needless problems on top of what I have already dealt with.



What is it to actually in a respectful manner be appropriately taken care of, in comparison to what I have dealt with?



What is it to actually be spoken with in truth by living human beings in person whether online or on the phone or in person face to face with respect and dignity continuously in comparison, to the games which have occurred non-consensually to me?



While there have been those who I have had such in regards of the discussions as to the brief amount of time between 2015 through 2017 and 2020 through 2021 at random, how many individuals decided to non-consensually involve themselves in such areas as to such continuation non-consensually of the problems I was already dealing with as to the timeframes and locations thereof?



What problems to the situations were already in what I was dealing with which such non-consensual aspects as to each individual who chose to make the choices they have had caused needless additional problems and what problems in turn, did they attract to themselves for each aspect thereof?



If those people did not see as to how such factors regarding how some people do not appreciate those non-consensual portions as I do not appreciate non-consensual portions especially in reference to the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle, what situations have they and their loved ones found themselves in due to such choices and actions in regards of how the Uniform Fetish Ball had only one year after the time when the male who wore stolen valor in the Uniform Fetish Ball area as how long do certain legalities take for filings?



Was I wrongly blamed for the timing as to the ending of the Uniform Fetish Ball because of the Star Spangled Banner performance I had done and no one paid attention to the fact the boy who was yelled at by me because of the stolen valor problems, though how many signs within the San Antonio Military City USA could point out the realities of such situations in comparison to having wrongly blamed me?



How difficult would it have been as I saw in the following year as to how the same individual who had worn the white clothing as to the ways which the individual picked out for dancing as I was told supposedly why I was pulled physically onto the stage would that have been in the comparisons, as what difference would that make as to being invited on the stage in comparison to how I was drug and carried against my will onto the stage the prior year in such comparisons?



What is the difficulty as to asking in comparison to assuming as to such factors, as why would it be difficult to ask in comparison to the difficulties regarding assuming?



In reference to modeling why would anyone assume that someone is exactly the same ways thereof to what would be known as modeling, in comparison to who the individual actually is themselves?



Is that the same in reference to those who go to movies or went to movies when it was allowed before the COVID situations, as what problems as to the disconnection of humanity can be noticed from such factors?



What is important as to human beings having humanity in the regards of, and why is it important to reconnect human beings with humanity?



Why is human decency important to human beings in comparison to the ways which such has gone up to this point, as what is important about human decency and humanity to human beings?




Me modeling in what was my home, in 2010

Maybe it did take a head injury to figure out the ways of my childhood and teenager years as to how the so-called parenting I dealt with as to how I was raised was far worse, than I ever had thought.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

​

​

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

​

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

​

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

​

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

​

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

​

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

​

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

​

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

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If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

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"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

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"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

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"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


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Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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