I have updated My journal blog on My website as to situations I have dealt with as to the updates as well to fact books I authored/wrote/compiled as to "Finding A Silver Lining"#FindASilverLining #FindingASilverLining, "Finding The Silver Lining"#FindTheSilverLining #FindingTheSilverLining, "The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire", and "The Modern Day Book" as to the year more officially as to 2019 through now in the year of 2022 as to how important several aspects seem(ed). Though situations as to this year of February 2022 #February #MonthofFebruary #Februaryoftheyearof2022 #yearof2022 through now in November 2022 #Novemberyearof2022 #monthofNovember #yearof2022as to the combined factors that once again seem of importance, though since I took time as to this website as to situations as to the years of 2013 #yearof2013 through 2019 #yearof2019 as thankfully I have been capable to get back into My original #Fetlife Fetlife account around the year of 2021 #yearof2021 as to the situations overall as to the timeframe of what I have been dealing with as that includes the visions as to the situations as per paintings/drawings as to how best as possible I have made attempts to keep such separated to be capable for distinguishing as to the aspects thereof similar to the genres.
Officially I am not a part of Club Sapphire as I have clarified as to not being any specific since the time of officially in 2018 though I went once in the month of April 2019 #Arpil #April2019 #monthofApril #yearof2019 with a male as to who was said as to such individual I once knew in 2009 #yearof2009 though as to such factors of if situations, as well as the aspects as to August 2022 #monthofAugust #August #August2022 as to those factors in conjunction as to September 2022 #monthofSeptember #september #September2022. This year of 2022 as to such situations as to where I made attempts to clarify as to what aspects to the more specifics as to the timeline, because of the amounts of overall aspects to as best as possible take care of situations.
In reference to Fetlife to the possibilities of differences to other websites as to the aspects of who posts, as to the aspects of where the situations seem important as to the if factors as to situations regarding My updates throughout My website as well as My social media accounts. I am extremely grateful and thankful for being capable to get back into My original Fetlife account as to the verification process as well that was capable through the Fetlife caretakers, as the situations are important about the online factors combined to the social media situations as to the pop culture references as well as the aspect of what I made attempts to warned about as to My visions as to the differences as to warnings about My nightmares as to My capability to distinguish as to the specifics as to the timeframes as to such factors referencing such updates as well as to My capability to distinguish if I am seeing to the aspects of visions as per the facts as to the length of time I have dealt with such aspects as to sight.
Thus as to an email in the month of June/July 2022 #June #July #monthofJune #monthofJuly #June2022 #6June2022 #July #monthofJuly #july2022 as to the Naval base in Washington #Washington #Washingtonstate #WA #WAstate state after the merger began officially as to 6 June 2022 as to what I could see as to the aspects around the year of 2020 and/or the year of 2021, though as to the facts that I am not officially associated with Club Sapphire as to the ways I once had volunteered and only as to such aspects as to those points in time as there is not any permissions to Club Sapphire and/or any other as to using Me and/or My work without payments as to such aspects officially as to the aspects thereof because of the legalities as per what I clarified as to the aspects of hypothetical if factors of where I have been accurate as to whatever the percentage is as to such aspects throughout.
Thus as to how Club Sapphire in the year of 2016 began to update their technological devices as well as began the work from one administrator as to what was the location's website back then from whenever they opened their club to the timeframe around 2016 as to the transition if I remember to another individual in the timeframe of 2017, as to the difference to their website as I was informed they were going to have their own private forum as to the ways similar to what I guesstimate as to a private version of the forums on Fetlife as to the aspects of monitoring their own as to what they might have thought would be better as I am uncertain about how their forums are as well as to what the specifics of are officially. If as to situations of possibilities as to My warnings to people I once knew about in person face to face in person in real life possibilities as to the aspects of if factors as to some updates to My journal blog on My website differences, and the if factors as to situations as to My SCUBA Diving #SCUBA #SCUBADiving as per the reality of the updates if accurate.
Remember the facts as to the 1990s #1990s #decade #deacdes #decadeofthe1990s as to the situations before the year of 2009 as to My SCUBA Diving as to the situations I dealt with in combination as to then the year of 2019 as to those factors, of if situations. If I was taken seriously as to the accuracy if ever found and shown as to such proof more-so then as to the aspects of where the current timeframe as to the aspects of the reality, and such emergency factors of if proportions.
If as to the aspects where the attempts from the situations as to the year of 2000 #turnofthemillennium #millennium #yearof2000 through as well as the attempts as to from when I was in second grade as to such factors as well as from 1988 as to My larger attempts as to some smaller aspects because of My age, the reality of such aspects if accurate still prove to be accurate as to whatever levels of if factors as to the proof of what has been capable to be verified as to the levels of accuracy as to what I am unaware of officially because not one person has ever officially informed Me of the accuracy levels in such a respectful context. Nonetheless as to the if factors in reference to the aspects as to the email regarding the ports as to such aspects of the California areas as to the if factors regarding the Prince of Wales #PrinceofWales #PrinceHarry #MeganMarkle as to such possible signs if people would have paid more attention as to such if factors, as well as the situations as to the legalities as to the ports as to the waterways in conjunction to the airways as o the aspects of My SCUBA Diving.
I learned much as to swimming and work as to the years of My childhood in the 1980s #decadeofthe1980s #1980s and the 1990s in the specific area as to the #Atlantic #AtlanticOcean #NorthernAtlanticOcean #NorthernAtlantic Atlantic Ocean area in the North as to My early teenager years, then as to the aspects of swimming as to 2003/2004 #yearof2003 #yearof2004 in the Gulf of Mexico #GulfofMexico as then as to My SCUBA Diving as to the year of 2009 and 2010 #yearof2010 in the state of Texas #Texas #TX #Texasstate #TXstate as well as the Gulf of Mexico and the Atlantic Ocean in the Northern hemisphere. I earned on My own as there was not anyone I dated as to in SCUBA diving when I was earning MY SCUBA Diving certifications during the timeframe of the year of 2009, if there are any stereotypes that I am uncertain about as to SCUBA Diving because of My invitation to Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment #MAST #Marine #Science #Technology #school #USN #USNavy #Navy #USCG #USMC as well as the aspects of the Army #USA #USAA #USArmy #USAArmy #Army branch of the United States of America's Armed Forces #UnitedStatesofAmerica #USAF #USAAF #UAArmedForces as to the year of 2000 regarding My Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury/TBI.
Thus as to the year of 2018 #yearof2018 though more specifically as to the year of 2019 into the year of 2020 and such situations, as to the aspects of hypothetical factors as to a situation in Houston Texas at the end of the year of 2019 and/or in the year of 2020 as to if factors as to the year of 2010 as to the specific location as to such factors of if situations of My accuracy, as to such aspects once again having made multiple attempts as to such individuals to not only pay attention though to actually do as per such needs if accurate as to the aspects of if factors of security situations as to the aspects thereof as to other factors of My actual needs as to daily needs as to the aspects of common sense such as to the correct food for Me/medical care for Me/clothing that is clean/housing that is what I need/etcetera as to how the situations as to the year from 2019 as to such hypotheticals as to the updates to My journal blog as to such if factors as to those types as to the warnings as to those renne faire types as to their social media as to the aspects as to Excalibur Faire in the year of 2005 in the month of April or March #March #monthofMarch as to those factors in Bastrop County #Bastrop #BastropTexas #BastropTX in Smithville Texas #Smithville #SmithvilleTX #SmithvilleTexas as to the TRF #TRF #SCA and SCA aspects as to warnings as to what I could see before and after what I dealt with during various aspects.
Thus as to how I am not a part of any renne faire garbage knowingly as to the fact of where I have clarified how I consider the needless problems I have dealt with as I did not need any of those additional problems as to such factors of what I have been dealing with as to up to that year in 2005 as to the after timeframes either as to how those two males in IHOP #IHOP on 410 and Bandera as to the aspects of how I told them I would not ever find any reasons to ever see anything in this current timeframe as to the aspects of worth and value to the aspects of those types as to the situations I dealt with as to the one and only time I ever went to a renaissance faire knowingly. Thus just as to My clarifications as to the aspects of Club Sapphire as to how I have clearly explained such aspects of officially not ever giving permission to anyone in Club Sapphire and/or anywhere else to use My website or My work as beyond the links to such for if actually of real genuine importance as to the aspects of the truth, as while the names of individuals as to those times as to what I was told as to the aspects of if they chose to play games needlessly as to how I officially have clarified I do not play games and as to such gamer types the reality of the truth is the reality of the aspects as to the truth in the actualities of real life.
Thus, facts = real life
My needs are for in My real life as My needs = facts
If others played games with time and calendars stupidly then as to the aspects of the reality of those individuals being at fault for the aspects of the actual real numbers as to such factors of the situations as to what I see on My laptop and/or desktop computer as to the facts as to the sight of the numerical portions, though as to My fact books as to the real situations despite such name factors as to whatever point in the specific as to the real time.
Thus as to the comprehension that I have had as to the difference between My fact books to the difference of My fiction based books as to metaphors or figurative possibility as to the massive distinction as to the differences where My fact books, are real as to real time situations of if factors because of the combinations of the situations officially as officially translates to real as real is truth as to real life in person face to face in person as per such aspects of exactly as written as per what timeframes as to situations.
If individuals were more mature as to such being responsible to such factors as to their own individual choices instead of trying to claim such as to their renaissance faire types of trying to claim that would ever be the equal aspects instead of the reality as to the reality of My Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury/TBI on 16 April 2000 when I was in Basic Training in the Army branch of the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to the reality where My coma lasted as long as to whatever amount of time to where I truly woke up in Fort Sam Houston at Brooke Army Medical Center now known as San Antonio Medical Center as to Joint Base San Antonio in San Antonio Texas, as also known as Military City USA #JBSA #BAMC #SAMC #FortSamHouston #JointBaseSanAntonio #MilitaryCityUSA . Thus My real subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of My real brain as to the real amount of time as to the 8.5 years in truth as to such factors as per the common sense as to what I have clarified the #10Commandments #10CommandmentsMatter #10CommandmentsMatterTheMost 10 Commandments, as to such real situations throughout each and every time as to such real discussions as to the real situations I dealt with as to My capability to truthfully distinguish as to the facts as per the reality as to what I personally put together from My truthful life experiences as to the distinguishing aspects of where I comprehended as to authoring/writing the other books as to the fiction based books as to if possible of metaphors or figurative or what if aspects of others doing so as to then directions as instead of the aspects of the reality that I authored/wrote the fiction book series in the genre of such as to it being common sense that since I created such as to My comprehension of My own work.
Thus "The Curious Children Book Series", "Fail-Safe: The Kennedy curse fused with Science Fiction Fantasy Book Series", and then into the factors differently per genre because of My capabilities to comprehend Myself as to the aspects of how those others who have been more into pop culture and/or could not distinguish as to such factors in whatever capacities of metaphors and/or figurative as to what parables are as to the aspects of what individuals who are capable to have such common sense as to such distinguishing factors of the truth to be capable to relate to others the way as to common sense of those types as to pop culture references to others who understand pop culture references as to such as to their type of whatever type of connection as to whether in fullness as to such aspects of in person face to face in person as to such aspects of fullness to the difference of the emptiness as to such aspects of the seeing on a screen factors as to the obvious differences as to such hypotheticals as per the individuals as per such factors.
Additionally as to "The Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series" being authored/written in fiction as to such aspects as to the capacities of prior journals I wrote in My Fetlife account that I did not give the authorization to anyone else officially as to ever using such aspects as to profit for them as to such aspects of the truth as to intellectual property rights of Mine officially permanently, and as to such registrations as per the aspects thereof as to the 10 Commandments as to the official aspects thereof to the legal requirements as to such factors of My background as to those aspects of how they might have tried to claim what legally they could not ever officially as per such aspects of the timeframe of the year of 2020.
In turn as to such sections as to the fact books as to "Finding A Silver Lining" in reference to the aspects of 11 September 2001 as to the reality of such aspects to on that day as well as throughout the rest of the month of September as well as October and November in the year of 2001 as to what I clarified as to the truth and what has been capable to find as prove as to the facts, then currently as to what accuracy of such aspects overall as to the facts overall despite My intentions as to the genres of if factors though as to the reality of My capability to distinguish and if as to such individuals who did not ever have My permission to ever make a game out of My books in My real life from such aspects as to those types of ignorance as to such aspects as to then a larger different problem as to those aspects officially as per My real needs as to real food and real vape as to the difference of cigarettes as to common sense as to My SCUBA Diving in reality as to what I truly dealt with in person face to face in person in reality in truth as facts as per the distinction of the facts.
The common sense as to My common sense because only individuals who would have the common sense I have as to such factors of actually comprehending the facts as I have presented such facts would then officially not ever need any further clarifications in any such factor as to how I would officially have everything I need as to anything I order as to what My real needs are as to My real usage of such real orders as to the aspects of My real needs as the facts of common sense are as to real days are as to the 24 hours as per such factors, as to only individuals with common sense as to how I have common sense would not ever officially require for such understanding as to the knowledge thereof as to intelligence of reality instead of the artificial intelligence others have had as to their streaming as to such differences of reality as to the viewpoints obviously as to such common sense as to the situations officially.
If as to real care for Me as to real care about Me as to My getting all of what I specifically need as to each point in time as to all such factors as to the common sense I have always had, as even within the pages of My fact books as to "Finding A Silver Lining" as to where I specify that in truth as to My real needs as to such situations as to My real needs as despite whatever location as to wherever My son and/or My daughter as to such obvious intelligence common sense factors of such progression forward in life as to such factors of My real needs officially.
Thus those types as to their renne faire needless problems because they themselves are needlessly as to such problems instead of what I actually need as to actually getting accomplished what the situations are as to My real needs as to those real products instead of those types of needless stress as to such facts as to those immature types as to such immersion hypotheticals of individuals as to their pop culture as to whatever factors as to this website as to those individuals as to if they do not have a real life of real life outside of such a website or the type of genre as to the website of Fetlife, as common sense as the facts as to if factors of them programming themselves of such immersion aspects as to them having to fix and repair such within themselves as to such expansions as to other website as to the differences as to Myself as to when I first got onto this website as to what My life situations were at those times of those years as to the differences now as to how life actually moves depending upon the individual as to their individual situations as to depending upon the yar as depending upon the month as depending upon the day as depending upon the hour.
Thus as to the reality where such hypotheticals as to My updates to My journal blog as to the timeframes as to any and all such situations as to the accuracy levels thereof to the current point in real time on this real day in this real month of this real year, as to such real factors as to the proof of whether such individuals have real intelligence as to real common sense of whatever level as to truthfully getting such real aspects taken care of as to My real needs.
However if as to such individuals I once knew in person face to face in person as to in real life as to their failures as to the years of 2000 through 2013 as to the aspects of 2014 through 2018 as to the times from 2019 through now in the year of 2022 as to such hypotheticals of what proof of such aspects as to My life when as to the clarifications that obviously there has not ever been real appreciations of as to what I consider as real appreciation as to such aspects of real proof as to such aspects of My usage of the real aspects in real life as to My real needs being met as to what I consider as My to what the difference is as to what My real needs per day in My reality f per week in My reality of per month in My reality of per year in My reality as to others' choices as then to My responses, of how such brattiness and masochism of all those others as instead of what I am as to such aspects where I do not tolerate brats and as to such factors of how I refuse bratty behaviour as to such gamer/renne faire types as to the common sense those types of individuals are only triggers as to such aspects of what I already dealt with because if they did not want to be triggers in such negative capacities to Me then as to such aspects of what in reality of such needs of Mine would actually as to such specifics as to the time instead of spelling everything out yet again as to the opposite of what factors as to "Finding A Silver Lining" as to the common sense aspects as to the repetition because of the capacity to just look online as to finding such information officially as to the exact same aspects as to My considerations in regards of explanations of any type as to the ways to progress forward.
When the common sense I have as to such aspects as to in any type or way or shape or form of any repetition as to such aspects of explanations as to such if factors of individuals who might think of as to actually wanting to assist, then as to the actualities of the 10 Commandments at all times as to such facts as to Me as to the common sense as I have not ever needed nor wanted no desired any factors as to those types of games of any type officially as Me as to Myself as to such facts.
Hypothetically if as to such individuals thinking for their try to claim as to Me calming down, then possibly as to hypothetical common sense as to those types of triggers as to not being triggers to Me in any capacity of as to what obviously would not ever calm Me down at all as to such aspects of only as to all of My real needs being met as to each day as to each time as to each week as to each month as to each year as to each decade from this day forward as to all prior journal blogs of Mine as to each individual who may have read such though did nothing as to such failures officially as to each and every individual until such aspects are actually taken care of correctly as to My actual needs in My real life.
I do not need any games as to My real life, as those individuals who need to accept to agree that in their lives they might want such as to the differences as to how I do not need such in My real life as to such agreement aspects as to the obvious lack of comfort in any capacity thereof to what I consider as comfort as there has not been anyone who has ever asked Me what I consider as comfort in any capacity of a message in writing or a discussion in person as to such facts and thus because of all such individuals who would be considered as selfish to ever think they deserve a list instead of what is as to such deserving factors as to this point in time of specific orders of what My specifics are as to the needs as to the specific points in time as to the reality.
Since as to how only a friend would ask Me as to such factors as to what I need and/or as to only a real relationship of dating that I would consider as would ask Me what I need as per a real relationship as to My considerations of dating to in person face to face in person in reality as to in real reality as to such aspects outside of any technology factors instead of how such pop culture references as to the social media references as to the online factors as to such brattiness as to such types, when the clarifications of such as to how there is not any need for Me personally to constantly babysit such individuals that I officially did not ever agree to babysit as such aspects. Thus as to My real needs as to being capable to live My real life as I really need instead of those types who cannot make Me happy ever as to if factors as to what instead as to what would make Me happy as to the if factors of such aspects as to such orders as to correctly as to such specific points in time as to being on time as to My orders arrival correctly as to such aspects as to My specifics officially.
Thus at this point in time as to how all such orders as per Amazon #Amazon #Amazoncom as to such factors have failed as to such aspects of the product qualities as to the lateness as well as the lack of correct time as to being on time as to My orders, and I authored as many books as I wrote as to such compiling as to what facts as to the current times as to such updates to My journal blog #TheOrneryPSA as to such aspects of facts proven to even on this day of 28 November 2022 #28November2022 #28November #monthofNovember #28thdayofthemonth as the reality of who I am instead of as to those flashy types as t such differences as to who I am.
I do not care what other people think of #NJ #NJstrong #NewJerseyStrong #NewJersey #NJstate #NJ New Jersey-ians as to such if factors as to whatever pop culture references to such as the common sense of such hypotheticals as to only showing each individual as to such factors of their own free will as to the if factors of when a New Jersey-ian has to handle a difficult needless arrangement of problems needlessly because of such immature aspects officially as to the reasons for tolls as to such individuals as per the proof of such choices, as per the hypotheticals of the forums as to the main locations of My prior writings as per such times as to the years of 2010 through 2013 if as to looking backwards while in the current time. However individuals who I once knew in real life during those years as to such aspects of what their choices were as to such points in time, were/are as to such factors as to the choices they made as to such aspects thereof officially as to the same aspects currently as to this point in time as to this year of this day of this month.
As to those types officially as to whenever they play such needless games instead of actually making the correct choices as to what the real aspects as to such knowledge and if as to such prior accounts as to the if factors as to signing in as to such aspects, then I suppose the humanity aspects as to the proof of if situations as to such possibilities as to the aspects of correctness as to whatever hypothetical situations as to viewing online factors as to the difference of capacity to assist in real life as to the aspects of them really getting the aspects of My needs directly to Me correctly as to My real life as while they themselves in person face to whatever they are as to in person to the aspects of getting such work correctly take care of as to My actual needs as to where I am as to such real factors of in where I am in person face to where I am in person so I can go take care of what I need to where I am in reality as to in person face to face in person with others who could be in such capacities of in person face to face in person as to the aspects of separate areas though still living onward as to progression forward.
I suppose such individuals only accustomed to technology devices as to what they have as in person face to face in person as to only thinking to such literal ways as to how miserable such aspects are as to this particular point in time for Me as to what differences to My childhood as to people I once knew in person face to face in person in reality in person face to face in person as to their reality, though as to those individuals I once knew in person face to face in person in real reality as to both and/or such groups as to what levels of real common sense would there be as to real intelligence as to if in this situation that I have written as to such clarifications as then what individual would have such real intelligence and what individuals would have what levels of what intelligence as to what individual(s) can answer for themselves to themselves/each other as why would My need truthfully for Myself as to My reality matter as to life as to what I actually correctly need?
Why would there be as to do not leave such up to your interpretations as to others in such references as to reading another individuals' writings, or would such aspects of common sense be capable to be found as why would it then be of importance as to any such aspects as to the current time as to the website aspects as to the forum factors as to the amount of time from 2009 through now in the year of 2022 as to Club Sapphire's website as to their private forums as what as to Fetlife would there be as to such aspects as to where would I have proven such concern?
Those individuals officially would need to let every aspect go referencing Myself officially 100% at all time permanently as to such aspects as to the reality of My progression forward as to the reality, as the reality of that would not ever give Me the sensation of being wanted ever as to any such aspects in any capacity as to who I am as even in My original Facebook account as to early posts where I just go live My life as to what My needs as to what I comprehend for Myself as to such factors officially instead of those types thinking that I would ever owe them anything when the reality of such aspects as to the facts of what is officially owed to Me as to My work as to My finances as to My capability to use My finances as to My choice(s) to where I choose as to My life being My life.
Only individuals who would actually have human decency would not need any clarifications as to such common sense of their own lives as to however they choose as to such aspects of as to such differences of their lives as to their lives as to My life as to My life, as I have other situations I have needed to take care of and as to such aspects of what My needs as to those factors of officially those types of individuals who would ever have as pathetic as to thinking as to such factors only of the in person face to face in person as to such aspects of going and doing the aspects of whatever factors of as to in real life outside of those types of in person face to face in person because some people such as Myself comprehends My own comfort levels as to such individuals as to whether their energy is something I actually need to be around or if as to such limited amounts of time because of My own needs. Thus the distance of such factors as to the common sense for some individuals are necessary for other individuals officially, as to the common sense as to when moving onward with life as to such types as to their aspects of clinginess as to their aspects of where they think they need as instead they are clingy as to such aspects of brattiness.
I only gave birth to two children and in those aspects of facts as to their relations biologically are as to those individuals, and as to such aspects of the facts of the subarachnoid hemorrhage damages as to where those people as to the biological adults did not do anything that was worthwhile as to what My actual needs were as to those specifics as to that point in time of the real 8.5 years from 2000 through to 2008 as to such facts that as to such viewpoints as to the difference of what was as to what I made attempts to bring forward at those times in those appointments with those doctors as to what was needed at the specific point in time as to what I could sense as to what I could see.
The oddity of the year of 2012 or 2015 when I first looked up My name Susan MeeLing online through google where the excerpt said a woman PhD from China as to having over 17 PhDs she earned, as to the oddity of My first name as to what My Bok Gung chose for Me as to My Grandpa Gavett's approval as to My Bok Pu's as a half #Cantonese #Mandarin Cantonese and half Mandarin who escaped the aspects as to how the CCP and Mao Ze Doong because of her assistance to save lives throughout China's #China regions choice for My middle name as to My Grandma Gavett's approval as to her studies with Aleister Crowely #AleisterCrowley and Dion Fortune #DionFortune or whatever names of their real names as those were the names she told Me as to her involvement with the Rosicrucian's #Rosicrusion and the Eastern Star #EasternStar as well as the OTO #OTO and other such aspects in Europe #Europe #Eurasia before Canada #Canada as to the aspects of her life in person face to face in person as to such differences as to My Grandpa Gavett as to his background as to My Bok Gung as a full Cantonese who survived Mao Ze Doong as to his background as My Bok Pu was who additionally saved his life as well as saved others' lives as to the timeframe of such aspects as with the assistance of My Grandpa Gavett as to his guys as to getting others to safety. Though I have updates such in My journal blog on My website www. susanmeeling .com #wwwsusanmeelingcom #wwwladydoribellecom as to such aspects thereof to such differences as to all of My needs being met fully as to the aspects of the occurrences as to such years as to the aspects thereof, the attempts I have made as to such factors as to the proof as to such referencing My mood as to whether I have as to what My actual needs as to such factors as to the common sense as to such reading.
Thus if as to the years of 2010 through 2012 as to My attitude on fetlife as to the forums, then as to the proof as to what My updates as to My journal blogs as to My viewpoint as to My actual needs as to the differences of others' involvement and/or opinions.
For example being allergic to fresh fruits and fresh vegetables as to the aspects of even if cooked fully as to such aspects of My allergies to such aspects because of the enzymes required to break down such aspects for processing the nutrition, there is not any capacity for Me to ever do so because of the facts of My biological construction as to the overall factors of such situations as since I was a child as My biological father has such allergies in some factors as to how My son and My daughter have their own allergies to fresh fruits and fresh vegetables as to certain aspects as per the time to such.
In the reality of where I am allergic to such aspects of even when cooked as to what aspects of the combinations of to the fullness of the food combinations officially and thus as to those types as to vegans and/or vegetarians and/or PETA #PETA types of their issues as My allergic reactions are the same as the aspects of emotional triggers, though to the allergic reactions of My physical body as to how in reality of all such allergies to such aspects of those types because of their oil they produce because of their vegan/vegetarian aspects as to what does not align to My health requirements at all and there has been the proof for decades as to the 1950s on as to My biological father as to such as well as to the decades as to such as to Myself as to such allergies.
Thus only people who are about real truthful health and wellness would only make sure I actually got the food I truthfully need as to such aspects similarly to the products I actually need because of the facts, as it does not matter what others' aspects are when those others are those others as I am Me and not those others as obviously that would officially not be consensual from Me as to the mandatory facts if informed consent requirements officially as to any aspects thereof as to such factors as when I order from online as to only the specifics of My orders as to such aspects of My needs.
Those types who think to slip something in as though that would ever be looked as anything other than hinting instead of the 10 Commandments as to such aspects as to the requirements as to Myself as to what actual respect is to Me, then as to such aspects of those types as to what I consider as needless situations as to the needless stress as to such aspects as to while they might consider otherwise as to why would they consider otherwise as to what it is for My consideration as what level of rudeness would they be as to ever thinking such aspects after the knowledge of My subarachnoid hemorrhage whether to such levels of damages or not and/or the after effects from My Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to such factors as to the aspects of My headaches as to My migraines as why would those types ever hypothetically ever think anything other than the truth would ever be officially appreciated as to such hypotheticals?
Or would those type be capable to look at their own lives as to their own situations as to their own karma as to the proof of such aspects as to their responses as why would individuals ever be appreciative as to being surprised as to such types as what would individuals who would think to do so ever actually consider in truth as to such aspects instead of their own haughtiness as to their own ego as to their own vanity as to such laziness as to what the notation could be instead of such aspects of the lack of communication as to such hypotheticals of if ever being upset, as realistically they would only have the right to be upset with themselves for failing to take into consideration the actual real needs of the individual themselves as to the proof in any/all types of ways of such hypotheticals.
Obviously as to such aspects of the lack of knowledge as to individuals of the knowledge of Me online as to the aspects of having dealt with what I dealt with in person face to face in person in reality in such situations as to the common sense of using Myu real name at all times, as the common sense of others as to if seeing such online in social media elsewhere to the difference of where I was living at the timeframe of when I was living there as to such aspects of what names those people used as to such hypotheticals as to such hypocrisy as to any such if factors as to "The Modern Day Book" as to any such hypotheticals as to the aspects of ignorance to think I would know they read anything on My social media and/or as to My website and/or as to My books as to common sense requri(ed)(es) actual truth instead of hinting as to the memory deficits and cognitive disorders as I guesstimate as to such hypotheticals.
What situations would be as to instead of what I explained as the amount of times as to such as to the amount of lives that those individuals wasted because of such needless games as to the state of Texas as to the areas thereof as well as to such hypotheticals as to the time of the areas as to the years of 1993 as well as to 2001, as what ignorance would those people have as to such aspects as to such situations as how many of those people were accustomed to social media to the difference of Myself as per such aspects as I clarified and how many individuals have come forward in the recent years as to the facts as to how they were not allowed to have social media as to the differences as to the situations they did not have as to such factors as to the exacts thereof?
What arrogance would there be s to such individuals as to the aspects when the comprehension of as to such work as to the aspects where Myu needs as to such differences as to what factors instead as to why would My needs be of importance to the proof as to the amounts of My accuracy as to such points in time, as why would what I need now be of importance as why would it be important as to such aspects as to the factors regarding to progress forward as to what I consider as progressing forward be of importance if My work was/is actually appreciated?
What is important about the fact the publishing of My first two books named "Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining" officially being published as to My past as to the year of 2014, to this difference of the year of 2022 as to My original publication as why would that matter as to My choice for My work for what My needs are and what needless problems would such occurrences be as to those factors?
Thus as to the aspects of if factors as to club sapphire as to their private forum as to such aspects of what My more recent updates as to My journal blog be of importance as to such aspects as to the water areas as what locations would be of importance as to such hypotheticals as who would be capable to take such into consideration as to the reality currently?
Thus currently 28 November 2022 as to such facts of My needs now are different than what My needs were in the year of 2014 as I have clarified, and as to such progression forward as to My actual needs being accepted as to the facts as to some situations are as the same and some situations are as to how the time went forward as to this point in time as well as how the time is to continue to progress forward as to the aspects of what I comprehend is actually the best for the actualities as to life as to the actual best as to the aspects thereof though as to how such care is to be real for such aspects to the situations to accomplish such in reality for more.
I have completed as well as attempted orders to be delivered exactly to where I need such items as to My needs for Me to be capable to do so, though such needless problems as to such points in time as to how such lack of aspects that I already knew of as to such aspects of those who failed to ever take into consideration as to Me being only one person and all others as to their aspects thereof to such differences as to the time as to 1993 as to the difference to the time of 2001 as the facts of such useless individuals as to ever think their complaints despite all of My work as to where they would officially show their lack of appreciation as I already comprehended the aspects thereof as why I made the actual attempts as nest as possible as I made as the common sense of what My needs are as to My work are only as to My needs for My work and only individuals that would comprehend assistance is in a multitude of ways as to common sense as to intelligence.
Only individuals who would be unnecessary would think of themselves more highly than as to such aspects as to what My needs are for My work as to what My considerations of what My needs are for My work, instead as to the aspects where those individuals have only proven as to how they are unnecessary to My needs for My comfort as to My needs as per such factors as to any needless problems as to any needless stresses as to any needless blocks as to any needless situations as to what I consider as the common sense of then those individuals would need to stop all needless blocks they did and stop all needless situations they have been as to what they have done as to how they need to stop being such overdramatic individuals as to such aspects of where they need to accept My work is not what they need to be a part of as to such aspects unless ordered to do so at this point as to such aspects.
Common sense as to My being in a good mood as to all of My needs being met at the correct time as to in the full capacities of as to My finances for Me to use as per My choice(s) as to where I chose as to such aspects thereof as to the aspects of reviving My orders as per the specifics of in full as to the common sense aspects outside of beauocracy as to how much I hate beaurocracy as to those types who needed to accept that I hate politics as politics are beaurocracy in My opinion officially, as to how such aspects of common sense instead of those types as to such brattiness as to what the differences are to such aspects thereof to the proof of such aspects of the amounts of personal work because of My background because of My knowledge because of My understanding because of My experiences as to the fullest combinations of such factors as to common sense.
Thus while before the timeframe of 2014 as to the capacities of where I once could find a silver lining and as to prior times where in some situations I could find the silver lining, those times as to such differences to the now as to the combinations thereof in full as to how such factors of where the smallnesses no longer are good enough for My work or for Me as to the amounts of combinations in full as to the common sense when looking at My website as to My work or even as to My modeling where My modeling was only from the years officially as to 2010 through 2012/2013 only officially and only in one state within the United States of America as the facts are as the facts are referencing My modeling only in the state of Texas as to the name of Lady Dori Belle officially as to how the facts of during any other point in time as to the aspects of the use of My modeling name were as to how such individuals had not chosen to be honest with Me hypothetically as to such aspects as to the choices as to such clarifications and verifications as to the timeframes specially as to My journal blog updates.
How difficult was it to just ask Me in truth as to such aspects, or would such Washington state individuals as to such social media aspects as to the pop culture references as to such millennial aspects as to what I warned people in the states of New Jersey/New York/Pennsylvania/Illinois/Texas about as what would My initial journal blog The Ornery PSA updates in the year of 2019 into the year of 2020 prove of such facts in full?
Why would anyone I had not known in person face to face in person in real life ever think of themselves highly enough to be a part of My work in the truth as to such official requirements as to such factors ever think they would or could ever truthfully know of what My actual needs would be, as what amount of length of time had they had with Me in person face to face in person in truth that they would ever be capable to truthfully actually assist Me in what I would consider as to be what My needs are/would be as when did they have such chances to such factors and what were their choices during those times as would there be any similar patterns of misbehaviour upon their parts officially?
Why would those individuals ever think of themselves so highly as to ever think they would be what I needed as to such aspects as to the choices they made as to such points in time, as where would such aspects prove to Me as well as prove to others as to such aspects referencing the situations?
Now as to the situations where club sapphire is along the west coast Pacific Ocean Northen waters coastline as to such ports as to throughout the areas of the west coast as to the Naval port as to the beuarocracy as to such factors as to the time now as to the reality of the Prince of Wales as to the aspects of My UK/British #UK #British used depth gauge computer 3 in 1 that I purchased from International SCUBA in the year of 2009 at the Carrollton Texas location as to those factors as per the aspects of the #Jewish #Herbrew #JewishMedicalJournal #JMJ Jewish Medical Journal as well as the British Medical Journal #BritishMedicalJournal #BMJ and the UK Medical Journal #UKMedicalJournal #UKMJ #MMJ as to My choice for Myself as to My earning on My own the 26 total SCUBA Diving certifications as to not having dated anyone in the SCUBA Diving school at all until the year of 2012 as to that first individual from International SCUBA that I dated after I earned all 26 SCUBA Diving certifications in the year of 2009, as the only other SCUBA Diver I dated was not an instructor of Mine at the time officially as to those 2 SCUBA Diving certifications I earned on My own without those types of hypothetical stereotypes as to those hypotheticals.
Thus as to all of My work only being My work from what I learned as a child, from what I worked on as a teenager, and then as to what I earned without any individual as to a dating relationship officially as to each and every one of My SCUBA Diving certifications of the 16 SCUBA Diving certification smorgasbord available as to along with the other to total 26 SCUBA Diving certifications I earned as well as the additional education I put Myself through while being a single Mom as to being unwed as well as to the aspects as to the modeling I did as to in the same capacities as to My SCUBA Diving certifications as well as the same as to the Graduation I earned as to all of My electives as to the start in the Austin Texas area of the Dominant Mentor Program #Dominant #Mentor #DominantMentorProgram #DMP in the conjunction of the graduation in the Dallas Texas #Dallas #DFW #DallasTX #DallasTexas #DFWTX #FortWorth #FWTX #FortWorthTexas area as to My graduation of the Dominant Mentor Program as per My journals through this website Fetlife though My additional journal blogs as to My website www. susanmeeling .com
Thus My invitation not to a party event as My biologicals thought because of Middle School graduation as to the parties of, I was actually invited to Marine Science and Technology School with the Navy attachment also known as MAST as to the federal paperwork that legally emancipated Me in the year of 1996 as to those situations because of the area of northern New Jersey and those who have met those biological females as to such aspects as to the situations others can think about as to the reality before the Army branch of the United States of America's Armed Forces as to the second emancipation in the year officially of 2000 as there was the facts then as to the amount of military associated individuals who made attempts to clarify to those biologicals as to the reality of the legal federal paperwork they completed of their own free will both years as to 1996 and 2000 as to the facts it was not a part event it was the actual just as it is the actual Armed Forces of the United States of America branch/division.
The sad facts that those individuals were a part of SCA and TRF as to such individuals who might know of such as being the original Baby Jesus Christ as to such Nativity #Nativity scenes as to the years in the early to middle 1980s as I had been, and as to the area of New Jersey as to the months of November and December as to the common sense as to those from the state of Texas as to such renne faire types as to the aspects of such authentic aspects as to such differences of individuals who have human decency as to such humanity instead of the aspects of what I have dealt with hypothetically as to this modern timeframe as to however many millenniums ago as to the progression aspects instead of what hypothetically as to what I have dealt with as to such what differences could such aspects make?
How to get Me to believe I am cared about and/or cared for correctly as to My needs now, as to such clarifications of My orders as to My location as to My needs immediately as now translates to now immediately as common sense aspects would be as to such clear aspects fully as to all such aspects as to the real needs as to the physical in truth as to what My needs actually are/have been/will be, unless I am the only person who can transition within one day as to within one week as to within one month as to within one year as to within one decade as within one century as to such aspects thereof to such factors of how time progresses forward.
Am I the only one or are there others who could actually be intelligent enough as to such factors in the physical as well as the intellectual as well as the emotional as well as the spiritual as well as the sexual as to such factors, or would such actually need such clarifications while I actually have other work to take care of instead of such factors as why would anyone ever think this would be what I would only need to do to have such aspects of sensations of being wanted as why would such factors as to those forums as well as such times be a capacity of seeing where I would be considered as wanted as to what would be fulfilling to Me as to what My specific comfort levels are as why would I ever believe anyone would actually comprehend My actual needs before as then if as to such aspects as to before then why would anyone other than Myself be the one and only person to comprehend My needs at any point in time unless they were informed as through such whether as to discussions and/or writings and/or orders as to commands?
Thus as I have clarified as to the importance of the truth if as to individuals who were/are on #Fetlife Fetlife as to their Fetlife name I knew them as to being the only way they would ever be capable to speak with Me in truth in person face to face in person in real life as to such common sense as to the factors of Facebook as well as having introduced Myself in person face to face in person in real life as how that goes in the reference as to My legal first name Susan and if as to some times as to My legal middle name MeeLing, as only in whatever capacity as to officially referencing such aspects as to in the vanilla sector as to the use of the name ass to the facts of reality as to the amount of My modeling images as to the situations officially and thus as to any individual that may have had such aspects as to online on Fetlife as to the need from them to clarify themselves to Me instead of the other way around as to the common sense as I would guesstimate as to respect in the vanilla aspects as common sense as etiquette in the vanilla sector might just be different than in the BDSM/Lifestyle #BDSM #Lifestyle capacities thereof officially I suppose depending upon your level of honesty at all times.
Thus as to My SCUBA Diving as to the aspects of the ports along the west coast as to the common sense of the ease to those 3 locations where I would guesstimate California #California #Californiastate #CA #CAstate would be the first beginning as to the beaurocracy as to then the individuals as to the Gulf of Mexico areas as to the ports while then once as to the Florida #Florida #Floridastate #FLstate #FL rea as to then the rest of the east coast ports as to what aspects I made attempts as best as I could though others' choices as to others' choices, as obviously the aspects of common sense about My work as to the difference of where an individual who would be in the US Coast Guard and/or the US Marine Corps and/or the US Navy would comprehend there is a difference between their work as to the difference between civilian recreational SCUBA Divers as to their work as per the certifications/degrees as to such aspects to the difference of My SCUBA Diving work as to My 26 SCUBA Diving certifications as well as the background aspects.
If as to such as to how renne faire types need to truthfully think as to the reality, then as to such common sense about the aspects of where I went to Old Tennent Presbyterian Church #OTPC #OldTennent #OldTennentPresbyterianChurch as to the aspects of the #RevolutionaryWar #GeneralGeorgeWashington Revolutionary War where General George Washington's private office is as to the aspects of the difference to the Battle of Monmouth #BattleofMonmouth as during the Revolutionary War timeframe as to the specifics as to the country areas as to the facts hypothetically.
Pictures sometimes are unnecessary as when the explanations are needed as to when the explanations are needed, however if the explanations have already been given then as to such need for the ethical work as to such factors instead of the aspects of re-re-re-explaining as to the facts to get such work accomplished as to what progression forwards is as some people are not the type that have comfort as to the aspects as to the ways other individuals have as to a party event as to the reality of what differences of comfort levels are even if it is between two different siblings as to the common sense that two different people are capable to have some common aspects though they are still two different people.
Thus if as to Fetlife forums as to where club sapphire has as to what I do not know as to their forums, to the considerations as to letters I mailed to the aspects of concern as to life referencing such points in time as best as I could instead of stirring up needless drama as to what is considered as unwanted as I do not want nor need any drama.
Thus as to the aspects as to instead of causing needless problems as to where I have not needed or wanted any further aspects as to what I consider as problems, as I comprehend what it would be for Me to be capable to recover as to then relax to be capable to progress forward as the aspects of each factors as to My orders as to the location I chose as to the aspects of My needs for Myself as to the products that are best for Me as to the aspects of My full Amazon orders immediately to the exact location as to such aspects for My needs as to the current time today as to such aspects in full and a card for what they cannot as well as the full access and capability for the use of all of My finances as to that obviously includes My credit as to common sense as to such factors in full.
Those types as to what I guesstimate as to others in reference to SCUBA Diving differences as to such aspects as well as to the needless drama as to the needless situations as to the needless problems, as to what I warned others about as to the sights I saw as to those points in time as to what aspects of hypotheticals as to if and/or when I actually would be considered as taken seriously as to the aspects thereof though also in such as to appreciation for My work as to how and what I consider as instead of the hypotheticals as to the aspects of brattiness as to what others' interpretations of might be.
Similarly as to some who might think of themselves as fans of Me and/or My work as to such aspects, then as to the aspects of where others' perceptions they gave as to the group pictures as to such points in time as to such factors of what should have been easy to take care of if the 10 Commandments were actually adhered to be each and every individual as well as to getting such work accomplished as to the aspects thereof to the 10 Commandments immediately.
Thus as to the aspects of orders as to the specifics of as to the aspects currently as to handwritten aspects as to the now on 28 November 2022 as to the registry types as to such aspects of the difference now, as to what is as to when I make such decisions as I comprehend what My needs are the best officially as I always have comprehended My needs the best officially.
