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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

How to calculate the ending of the modernized Civil War in a Revolutionary way in the year of 2021

Due to the facts as to how I was being treated by the civilian recreational #SCUBA #SCUBADivers SCUBA divers whether in reference to the classmates I had at different times as to their choices to not take SCUBA Diving as seriously as I had as to whatever their backgrounds were as well as how they had gotten involved with SCUBA Diving, I did not have the luxuries of such a lack of concern they ways they did about my own life as per the ways they showed me as to their choices of words as well as their choices of actions as to how I saw them playing games when at the different water areas when in regards to outside of the pool areas for each of my 26 earned SCUBA Diving certifications in the year of 2009.



Due to the facts as to much of the same in reference to the ways as to the civilian recreational SCUBA diving instructors as to the ways of most classes for each of my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications with the exception of only a small select few classes for the courses of my SCUBA Diving certifications as to the behaviour of the students in my classes compared to the instructors of my classes, I noticed and learned by their words and their actions that they had the luxuries of not caring about their own lives the ways I needed to care about my own life as I had seen in the year of 2009 for each of my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications in the multiple locations.



One example more recently in the year of 2019 during the 10 year anniversary of my earned 26 SCUBA Diving certifications as well as the 10 year anniversary as to what I personally accomplished, as to the ways which I was treated after returning to the state of Texas around the month of July though again in August in the year of 2019; the choices of the ways such few individuals as I had known in the year of 2009 as to their actions in such comparisons to their lack of words from the year of 2009, also showed certain similarities as to the ways which those particular individuals had made such choices to be in their own lives as well as while they chose to go along their classes as to certain factors not in the same as I would guesstimate though along certain similar lines as to what in the month of January 2010 on New Year’s Day as to what my then fiancé Shawn McCall had seen as well as had been treated in certain regards as to when I went SCUBA diving on my Polar Bear SCUBA Dive.



Just as similar as to the lack of concern and lack of care as I would guesstimate anyone from #CrystalLake #CrystalLakeSouth #CrystalLakeSouthHighSchool #CLSHS #CLIL #CrystalLakeIL #CrystalLakeIllinois Crystal Lake South High School as to the lack of seriousness those people took about their lives as well as the lack of seriousness they took about what I had discussed, I would not doubt the lack of concern as to any situations regarding what I was dealing with in the combinations thereof as to the ways which I dealt with hearing some people’s complaints that I did not attend the high school graduation ceremony because of the aspects from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury in that year of 2000 as to the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as a females in the city of #SATX #SanAntonio #SanAntonioTX #SanAntonioTexas #TX #TXstate #Texas #Texasstate #MilitaryCityUSA San Antonio named Discordia also known as Erica complained about a female she knew who had a head injury who by her words ‘had the nerve to not remember her from waking up from her coma’ in such references in the year of 2012 as I told others about as well as wrote about as to the few who believed me in such times though the reference to whatever time I went back to Illinois on convalescent leave in the year of 2000 when the initial waking up from my coma and the heaviest portion of the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as to whatever times that happened to be at the #Applebees Applebee’s in Crystal Lake Illinois for one of a few references as to what I told people about how unless they told me who they were as to my lack of recollection of who they were as to the damages and the few who believed me about that back in the first year going to Illinois in 2001 as well as the year thereafter in 2002; as to if such reference aspects as to such portions of whoever’s ego and arrogance as to ever being in their thought as to what they thought of themselves in the comparisons as to the realities as to why I had fought to join the #USA #USAArmy #USAA United States of America’s Armed Forces Army branch after the timeframe in reference to #MAST #Marine #Science #Technology #USAN #USN #Navy Marine Science Technology School with the Navy attachment as to the ways no one in Illinois believed as to the ways my biological mother and my biological father tried to claim it was a phase as to what they paid more attention to as my biological sister’s interests compared to ever knowing me or knowing about who I had been as to such times; when in reference to the year of 2010 as to what I personally was dealing with as to after my SCUBA Diving while being a Mom to my son #Letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia as to the lack of responsible individuals as to any such portions of the ways of such choices as well as words as to the high school behaviours seen as to the times within the year of 1998 into the year of 2000 from such types of people within the Crystal Lake South High School areas as while they had the luxury as to not caring about their own lives or about those they knew, I did not have such a luxury to have such a laid back view of my life as to the ways those people had the view of theirs.



While the two similarities of the lack of concern about anyone or anything was prevalent in each and every way as I had seen as to the choices of their actions as well as the ways which they chose to purposefully cause needless problems to others including myself such as the toilet papering of my biological parent’s house as to what they knew I dealt with as a child as to the times and the ways which the #Varisty Varsity cheerleaders taught the JV cheerleaders as to that year in 1998 into 1999 of school, which similarly to the lack of concern and the lack of care in the same year reference as to the aspects of my being Maiden Marion in the #RobinHood Robin Hood production as to the lack of concern and the lack of care as to the ways which that director had made the choice to cause needless problems to everyone in the room only because of his ego and not having the concern as to what I personally would have to do in regards of an unplanned elected activity as to the ways such childish teenager antics of such lack of respect and lack of regard to what others were dealing with to such a time; I would not be surprised if such a similarity as to such a lack of humanity as to the situations I was dealing with in the full combinations as to the year of 2009 onward to 2013 as to how I wound up in #WA #WAstate #Washington #Washingtonstate Washington after such combined factors as to what I dealt with in reference to the graduation combined with the garbage drama from the abomination of a wedding as to my biological sister’s abomination of a wedding as to the temper tantrums additionally for the lack of knowledge or the wherewithal to ever ask as to how earning a certification from SCUBA Diving actually went in the comparisons to a graduation from high school which those people regarding my biological mother and biological father along with my biological mother’s side of the family in the Crystal Lake area as to such temper tantrums if I had gone to the Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment instead of being taken to a different area because of what my biological sister had thrown her temper tantrums and caused needless problems being a little baby as to what attention was not placed on her because of what she was accustomed to as to being the wishful good child in comparisons to what was as to such situations.



As to the factors of which though I told the individuals about such in Illinois who all mainly refused to believe me or were too blinded to see in those years of 1998 through 2000, their lack of ability to pay attention to details as I would guesstimate as to the year of the ten year high school reunion as to the year of 2010 as to their lack of any such ability to think outside of their own selfish situations as to their own luxuries which they did not pay attention to the facts as to what I did not have compared to those people and their arrogances as to thinking otherwise as to whatever their assumptions were as to such aspects as to what they thought I had for help and assistance in comparison to what the reality had always been in reference to my childhood and my teenager years into my adult years as I learned early on as to the only aspects of which I could keep myself safe was to do so of my own training as to what I learned through such times in the comparisons to ever relying on another as I did not ever have the luxury of being considered as someone who was pleasant to look at physically compared to other people as to what I dealt with from my childhood onward.



I would not be surprised as to such combined coinkidinks as to the area of #Carrollton #CarrolltonTX #CarrolltonTexas Carrollton Texas as to the situations which had gone as they had in the years of 2008 through 2010, as to the explanations I already had given as to such points in time. Those people had the luxuries of not caring about their own lives or who they impacted in comparisons to what I had dealt with, and their lack of attention to details as to the traveling capabilities as well as the technology capabilities as to all of my warnings as to what I told those people in the various areas of only proved themselves one way or another way as to the overall aspects to such comparisons only showing whether or not they had any humanity to begin with or if they only cared about themselves while not taking into consideration others the way I had as can be seen in this review in the year of 2021.



In the reference as to my SCUBA Diving and my 26 earned SCUBA Diving certifications compared to what I discussed and what I wrote about in reference to completing over 100 SCUBA dives at the lake or the quarry or the hot springs for whichever SCUBA Diving certification classes and the downtime afterwards as to each location during the timeframes of in the year of 2009 as to the aspects of being medically retired from the Army branch though the portions as to the MAST school, the ways of which were not allowed to be registered in permanent records as to the #SUUNTO SUUNTO SCUBA Dive military depth gauge as to the need for the ability to my regulator as to the ways of meant that SCUBA Diving certification was only intended for the ways which what allowances there were due to the knowledge of what I was seeing in reference to the civilian recreational SCUBA divers as to the ways which such individuals have wished to wrongly play games unethically as to other people’s lives as to the situations after waking up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury because of whatever those people had thought of themselves through their own egos as to such choices as to the times thereof.



Thus with the background I have from my childhood as to my biological father’s details as to the certification through the School of Bulova #Bulova as to his private business as along with other higher end watches as well as jewelry making as well as fixing and repairing of such in the conjunction of as well as my biological mother having done software Information Technology coding #IT in #Prudential Prudential, my SCUBA Diving depth records as to what has been allowed to be known as well as what actual SCUBA Dives in the numerical combinations thereof have been allowed as to what has been allowed as to what registrations were allowed to remain as to the facts of seeing how such others were being in the timeframes thereof to the years of 2009 and 2010 as while certain people in SCUBA diving had literally told me ‘if you didn’t have your children you could spend more time with us’ in the ways of such immaturity from both SCUBA Diving instructors as well as classmates as to such times; I told those people that was the incorrect way to look at my life and if they continued to choose such a viewpoint there would be a day which they would be forced to face the facts of what reality actually was at the time and would be whenever that would be, as to who actually took everything seriously and who had been overdramatic as to the lack of attention to details as to what actually had been important. I told those people they would learn as to who actually cared about safety in truth, and who was simply being a child in a biological adult’s body. I told those people by the time they realized they failed in such levels and depths of various aspects of life, they would be forced between two situations which neither would be of any comfort to them because they would have to face the facts they did not pay attention to the required details at the times when they had the chance as well as they would have to face the facts of which others would learn of their mistakes and such aspects in the ways which they were trying to put the blame elsewhere though only had themselves to blame for their choices.



I told them there would be a day which they would have to deal with situations the way which my biological sister would have to which would be to swallow their pride, get over the egos they had which they did not do anything which would ever earn them such a right to have such arrogance as one day they would each individually be humbled as to the facts of the situations. I told each one of those people in reference to the year of 2009 at #InternationalSCUBA #international International SCUBA as to the choices they were making were going to lead them on a path of destruction, as I told those people their warnings were going to be limited compared to anyone else who I had and would be able to give warnings to. I told those people if they continued to choose to make fun of me because of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, my being a single Mom, and such aspects there would be the day where everything turned around and would bite them behind them as to the ways of because of their lack of concern and lack of care as to the choices they were making. I told those people simply from their choice to go to Valhalla SCUBA diving in the area of Texas as to how little they cared about their own lives as well as how minimally they cared about anyone else’s lives as to their choices to not follow the protocols I had given them and by the time they realized such they would realize who they actually needed to fix and repair would be the last person any of them would want to see.



I told those people that when that individual realized that they would have to get my attention it would be problematic because as I told those people of what they refused to see in regards of the situations in reference to my son and my daughter would show through, and the ways which those people would then be stuck between a rock and a hard place regarding the hardness my heart would be to each and every one of those people as to the ways which their choices would be as to whatever point in time they would finally realize such factors as to the ways of their choices between such times. I told those people they would not be allowed the information in reference to the year of 2009 in regards of Valhalla because they did not have the clearance to know such details, which in turn later on to this year in reference to my SCUBA Diving as to the records after the #UHAUL UHAUL situation in regards of my SCUBA Diving gear I would guesstimate as to the lack of full information as to the ways which can be seen in reference to comparisons of “Finding A Silver Lining Written By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing and “Finding The Silver Lining Written By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing”.



Just as to the ways which I told Cactus Jack also known as Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr as to the ways which he knew what I was put through and he knew what he was not forced into in any such ways when he tried to complain to me about feeling assaulted regarding my now dead-ex-husband as to the garage situations when he tried to get sympathy from me which I refused sympathy to him because of the knowledge by that point in the year of 2007 as to what was dealt with by such a time between the years of 2000 through to 2007, in the knowledge as to the facts of what I had dealt with as to the details in reference to the length of time regarding my subarachnoid hemorrhage as well as the after effects of which the failure in his view was such epic proportions as to the claims of ever being a decent human being as to his choices as to the ways of that #MadMax MadMax movie aspects as to the encircling the city of San Antonio during the #Fiesta #FiestaSA #FiestaSATX #FiestaTX #FiestaTexas #Alamo #Alamodrafthouse #AlamodrafthouseSATX Fiesta in San Antonio when there was a character actor from the MadMax movie who had shown up to the Alamo Drafthouse in San Antonio Texas and the need for all such local #SAPD San Antonio Police Department individuals as to the ways which the situations occurred in whichever year that happened as I was only told afterwards as to the occurrences and did what I could to have the information given by at the time to others who would know of who to contact and what to do about the factors thereof as no one ever told me of who to specifically reach out to as to what situations to correctly handle as to the not being any difference as to the timeframes thereafter to the garage situation to who I knew in the civilian sector just the same in reference to the lack of assistance as to the facts regarding when pregnant and delivering my son and my daughter in the years of to the timeframes regarding what occurrences as to Medical Hold Unit as to the same situations in reference to SCUBA Diving of which by that point in regards of SCUBA Diving at minimum I knew how to protect myself as well as how to protect my work.



In turn the facts of which I can only tell the truth as to oaths and the situations thereof the ways of which I would guesstimate the differences between the additional factors of each of my factual based books as to the combined autobiographies in reference to “Finding A Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing”, “Finding The Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing”, “The Modern Day Book (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing”, and the three volume book series of “The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” would detail in certain references further in depth as to the larger overall factors of my personal workings as to the autobiographical factors thereof with the additional smaller little details as to my journal blog #TheOrneryPSA The Ornery PSA.



While some might view the books in the series which are of fiction as to the ways which the details are presented compared to the autobiography aspects of my works in the book comparisons as well as journal blog entries, I would not doubt as to the surprises as to what if back in whichever years I knew whichever people as to their ability to review such details backwards to what specific years such incidents were as to the aspects as to the current year of 2021 of which only having begun writing the details of the specific names of certain specific information as to the factors thereof for such timeframes as to the year of 2019 in October in the beginning portion of time onward to this point of November in the year of 2021 though having begun sending letters handwritten to locations of agencies/groups/organizations/businesses in the year of October/November 2018 in the comparisons to whatever hypothetical accusations of me wrongly as to such false accusations as to the timeframes of after my SCUBA Diving in the year of 2009 and the other such problems combined from my biological mother/fathers/sister combined with my now dead-ex-husband and his brother in arms as they called themselves as to the garage situation being where they took such a stance as to being brothers in arms for those who have thought which path as to the choices thereof as to who you preferred in comparison to myself for the portions of which the clarifications by such actions as which of who has ever tried to judge me could truthfully review any such portion as to the factors thereof?



Would it take a head injury to figure out that when throughout those years of all such combinations of what I had brought forward as to what I told people about and warned others about as to what situations would have been preferred in comparisons to what situations occurred, and why would that importance of such details be considered of importance as to any such situations thereof thereafter as who would ever think though the problem of being the thought in comparison to simply just asking me when in person and using actual words as an adult would do in such regards as to any such factors of what my actual preferences would be in comparison to the assumptions as to what hypotheticals thereof as to when does anyone actually learn as to such factors of which assuming does not help?



When do such individuals additionally learn bullying through ostracizing does not assist and only leads to various levels of which instead of progressing forward as to the childish portions of such regressions in the comparisons to growing up and being a responsible adult, or does it take a head injury to point that out as well?



No one can ever blame another who has dealt with such factors repeatedly and then wonder why a response is as such as why would there ever be any other response when the only type of show ever presented to such an individual would be of the same patterns of behaviours as to the choices made by each individual, in comparison to what directions have been given as simply as described within the #10Commandments 10 Commandments as to the factors thereof as does it take a SCUBA Diving instructor license to teach humanity and humility or does it not take a SCUBA diving instructor card to do so as which of the two would actually show humanity compared to the other and why would such be of importance as to anything whether on land or whether within the waters?



Why would I ever ask anyone I once knew for help as to any such regards of my SCUBA Diving work when their failures as to the timeframes thereof would only show the lack of concern as well as the lack of ability to get over their own egos to ask me themselves as to any such portions thereof as to their repeating the same patterns of behaviour as to thinking such details would ever be posted online as to the comparisons as to what can actually be seen in the differences thereof as to the physical books compared to the postings thereof as to what levels of differences in the details are available to see, and why would that visual be so important for those who claimed of what they thought was better as to their one certification and/or their one or two pieces of paper for their degree as to why would the combined factors be of more details and importance be of more importance as to such factors thereof as to the progression in betterment compared to which factors and why?



Why would it matter to me about any recreational civilian SCUBA diver who would wish for such details in more depths as to each one of my SCUBA Dives as to the times within the year of 2009 specifically as to what I personally worked on during such points in time, as what proof would I need as to ever discussing such details and why would that proof be mandatory whether or not in knowledge of my creations of my Underwater Wedding as well as my creation of the Underwater Travel System?



Who voted for #POTUS44 POTUS44 #BarackObama Barack Obama who claimed to be a supporter of his and/or the #DNC #DemocraticParty #Democrat Democratic Party in the year of 2009 who could have introduced me to other such individuals though because of their additional biases as would hypothetically be able to be found and seen as to such hypothetical political biases as to such portions thereof, who of such individuals could have introduced me to others though why would I ever ask them when they would know I did not ask those people who they knew I only spoke with them and got to know who they were as why would who they knew be of importance as to any such other aspect thereof as what would that matter as to the reasons in reference to this posting? Who then would prove to actually care and have genuine concern in the comparisons to who would show they had not ever cared and why would that be of importance, as to any such reasons as what would such ever show me in a positive and beneficial way of such choices?



While I guesstimate there are those who have understanding and patience in such comparisons due to the clarifications of such portions where possible, the factors of which to the timing as well as other such combinations of other such connections proving themselves in other areas as to such types of connections as to my transfer as to the east coast as to such situations in the comparisons of showing the high school aspects of Crystal Lake South and/or Saint John Vianney High School when there is not the choice to be moved nor the aspects as to other such situations unlike the luxuries they were allowed to have in such comparisons as I had told people in such references before; why would that be of importance to pay attention to as well, in the details thereof in person as well as online for such factors as to the combined situations? Why would I already know as to what commentary behind such aspects in the comparisons to what is said in person as to what length of time do I have such knowledge and understanding of in reference to the comparisons as to when growing up in the northeast area in the years of the 1980s into the 1990s with such factors, compared to which aspects more recently only learned as time has gone onward as to the technology making the way on within more of the general population as what would be considered of importance in references thereof to such aspects?



Thus in the references to the technological aspects as to why such #EndHackingNow #EndAllHackingNow #EndHackingPeriod #EndStolenValor #EndAllStolenValor #EndAllStolenValorNow ending all stolen valor types of whichever aspect thereof as to the ways of why would such be considered of importance though who would actually and genuinely care about such realities as why would it be of actual importance to anyone who would be making the choices as per whichever choices they would make as to whichever reasons or excuses depending upon who as to whichever portions in the comparisons of which why would it matter as to my posting such and making attempts where I could to be able to speak with others when in person in such comparisons as to such factors as why would that be considered of importance in the comparisons to assumptions made as per seen in which areas during which timeframes as to which situations and what was actually learned from such points in time?



If only the ways of following in comparisons to speaking with in person and asking in genuine honesty as to such regards in the comparisons to hearsay and/or assumptions in comparisons to the actual individual(s) involved with the actual experience(s), why would such matter to the ways of such viewpoints and why would that matter in reference to work actually being taken care of in the ways which such aspects thereof would be considered to as of importance?



Thus in the situations referencing as to the year of 2018 as to how such factors had gone as to any assumptions made because of the types of work in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project in comparisons to how I view life, what assumptions made by others as to the realities in comparison do who have in reference to the preferences between life and death in the regards of as why would such be considered as an important review process as to who actually cares about life and why would the importance as to such acknowledging and accepting of the factors of life and death be of importance to life itself in such references and regards to any such assumptions in reference to the ways which such situations hypothetically have been regarding each individual as to such factors thereof and why?



What would be considered as important as to such combinations between the main aspects of the states of #NewJersey #NJ #NewJerseystate #NJstate New Jersey, Illinois, Texas, and Washington state mainly for anywhere else in any such references whether traveled to and/or through and/or moved to in such regards as to why would those factors of importance be needed for clarifications and what purposes would such aspects be able to show in other areas of life as to the situations thereof?



Why would respect to clarifying details before going forward in the same patterns of behaviour from such prior individuals be needed for the clarification purposes as to the ways which such individuals have been in such hypotheticals thereof, as to what situations in which ways as to why in references as to the elected official aspects of which portions would be of consideration as to the proof thereof as to the elections be considered of importance as well as to the details about each individual and why would that be considered important as to any such factors of what others may have said and/or done in the comparisons thereof while claiming which factors of what in their aspects as to why?



What difficulties would it have been in reference to my books as to the factors of the ways if such changes as to what was not informed to me of any such aspects as to the reasons I specifically chose to go through the publishing portions as to not being comfortable without the knowledge as to such purchases and/or reading through my books would there be a reason to see a problem in reference to the ways of the #Kindle Kindle portions as to #Amazon Amazon as to the ways which I specifically had done so for my own protection as well as the protection of my son and the protection of my daughter, with such legalities needing to have officially been informed as to such and what recompence as to what choices were made without my knowledge or my being informed of as to the legalities regarding having the ways which some people have done so as to the ways which #LadyGaga Lady Gaga admitted as to having done so in reference to looking online as to such factors for her music as to the ways which movies and television shows as to the ways such has gone; as why would there be a much larger difference seen as to the factors of which in reference to Amazon company individuals not having informed me officially as to any such portions, and what would be the monetary specific be due to me for each and every situation which if such hypothetical portions would be of a requirement as to the factors of which would be owed to me financially as to the combined factors thereof to such portions?



By what legal standing as to the factors of which I had done so by the choice of mine to ensure of the knowledge of how many individuals had read my books would such a royalty check payment as to the knowledge of by readers be of importance to me, as to the ways of to such factors in the comparisons to what hypothetical assumptions as to the ways which the writing portions of the percentages in comparison to taking into consideration any of the realities of my personal needs of my personal protections as to such aspects as why would that be considered of importance for myself as to each and every factor thereof?



In turn that would legally be the requirement of which the payments from Amazon to me as per the amount of individuals who had caused such problems as per the ways of which seen through what has been explained in handwritten letters as well as “The Modern Day Book (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing as well as the updates through my journal blog The Ornery PSA as well as the situations thereof as to such points in time to such factors, which in turn would mean the numerical portion of which the individuals who had read such books as to the factors in conjunction thereafter as to the numerical dollar amount as to my royalty checks in the combinations thereof with such numerical factors as to the number of reading portions thereof including the stalking and harassing factors as to the proof in reference of The Modern Day Book as to the realities of such a monetary check(s) owed directly to myself and anything in regards of my son and my daughter to them in the comparisons thereof to which because of the work being of 95% on my own as to all such factors would mean what monetary value as to what legal settlement owed specifically directly to me for such regards as to the fact I did not ever want such for my books as to ever being free as per the ways of just because of my choice as to where I was supposed to choose in comparison to anyone else making a choice for me which they did not ever have my legal authority to do so as per the ways which I personally understood the information I read through and the mandatory informing of me as to such protections for me as to my behalf of such in the official contexts thereof; in turn why would it have been of extreme importance in regards of the Amazon company to have informed me officially as to such changes as to how many books as well as the topic points thereof be of importance as to directly informing me personally as to such factors as to my personal reasons as to why I chose which way I had chosen as to my personal profits in comparison as what would I care and why would that matter to me?



Thus what would be the official due owed to me for such factors as to my royalty checks due to me for the numerical portions of which books which were read and/or downloaded as to any such portions in the conjunction aspects as to the factors regarding my videos and such regards as to the legalities thereof as to my original accounts in conjunction as to my works of my purchases of my outfits, in the references be in the regards as to the financial portions due to me alone for my works as to what would officially be owed directly to me for my works to be directly deposited into my bank account for my usage for my choices in all such comparisons?



The numerical numbers thereof per the financial obligations as to the information within such pages plus the pain and suffering damages as to the combined factors as to the lack of awareness by the choices made behind such aspects without the proper informing of me thereof, in the monetary combined factors of such situations as to the accounts themselves plus the additional accounts thereof to the aspects in reference to Amazon purchases as to the kindle portions as to the reader portions for the starting point monetarily. Second to such factors would be in reference as to the YouTube portions as to the ways of such factors in conjunction with the accounts which I had in reference to my original accounts and such images as to the factors thereof, which in turn the monetary portions of which would be for my choice of my usages as to the direct deposit into my account for my usage as just because I made the choice to explain what my choices were going to be as to such factors did not mean anyone else had the right to make such a choice as to which ways the aspects would go in the references of my financial aspects as to my choices and thus the arithmetic as to the numerical financial numbers of such would be in the references as to such factors in the combined aspects thereof to step and move forward in such regards as to the knowledge and clarifications thereof of to the fixing and repairing as to such damages as to the ways what is owed to me as to the factors thereof for the choice which had been made as to the wishful thinking as to how I had not officially been informed though being the one and only author who had put all such factors together as to my works as well as the payments due for such in my opinion regarding the thereof.



In reference as to the calculations as to such, as per if in usage as to the algorithms of which my works as to what was not officially informed to me thereof to such factors as to what the calculations would bring forward in my favor as to my account to be paid in such references to the thereof as to the ways of which would be required as to the settlement as to the financial portions thereof. Though my modeling pictures were of for one purpose there is only the ways of actually asking me and speaking with me in the differences even with the factors thereof to my works as to such portions in reference to my mission statement portions of my choices as to my financial aspects as to my royalty checks, which in turn the factors of which the calculations as to what would financially be owed to such regards would be able to be calculated as to the references thereof to which my rights as to my finances to be in my control of what I choose to spend my finances on as per my works thereof in the conjunction of the payments as to what has been owed in the regards of.



In turn for one particular connection though different though a metaphor as to the factors regarding the first field trip my daughter had gone on as to the ways which such types of people in the #McCoy #Elementary McCoy Elementary School of Carrollton Farmers Branch Independent School District #FBTX #FarmersBranch #FarmersBranchTX #FarmersBranchTexas as to how I was treated by those people and in turn my son and my daughter were treated as to my physical looks as well as the facts as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to the first zoo field trip, I was specifically told that I had to drive myself to the zoo as there was not the allowance for me to be on the bus as I was told by the adult volunteer for the class at that time when my daughter was in first grade as to how those people could not stand the sight of me being on the bus to go to the field trip as per the ways of what I dealt with throughout that city of Carrollton Texas as well as the various schools and district situations thereof. While there are those who could verify as to what they heard about me compared to who and how I actually am in such differences, the ways of such types of people as to the oddity as to a different area which seems as an odd connection to the area which COL #AllenWest Allen West survived as to the #Waco #WacoTX #WacoTexas Waco Texas area as to those types of people in the CFBISD area.



In turn while some may have wished to think to go the ways which they have as to the ways they have treated others in the comparisons as to how such aspects to which can be seen as to the different areas regarding within the state of Texas to the state of Washington and such states in between as well as thereafter, what portions would be able to be seen as to the culminations of what I have dealt with and why would such factors of being honest actually be of importance to me and why regarding my books and my works thereof? Since there are the factors which the #USCongress #Congress United States of America’s Congress had done an investigation as well as the factors as to the #USSenate #Senate United States of America’s Senate as to the owed portions referencing to what aspects thereof as to such hearings, where are the correct payments as to what I am personally owed in the financial aspects of which my works as to the writings I have published as to the factors thereof in the correct format and the correct amounts thereof to the numerical portions of the financial aspects for me correctly as those bills by technicalities are considered as past due at this point correct regarding the facts as to the Amazon and the Facebook portions as to such publicly known factors as to what occurred to me and mine and thus where are my financial payments or would such factors be considered within the Civil War portions as to the financial dues that are owed to me in such reparations aspects as to the writings I have put forward as to the ways of such viewpoints or am I misunderstanding the viewpoints and have I made such clear enough as to the points thereof as to what sensations thereof from such factors clear enough yet or are there really more explanations as to seeing such realities as to the ways which such factors have been as to the clarifications thereof and why would it take to such levels if there is the ways thereof to certain views as what would be considered as problematic as to the factors thereof?



Thus if it is not the ways which as described despite how I purposefully chose to arrange my books as to my profits as well as my safety thereof as well as my son’s safety and my daughter’s safety, what would be the correct ways as to the factors if in the references to such portions using my works without my permissions as to such factors as to the Prime portions of such membership factors; what officially is owed to me directly in the financial aspects of from the timeframe of me bringing forward my books to be published in the year beginning in 2014, and onward compared to now in the year of 2021 as to the calculations of such profits as to what is owed to me personally financially?



While I did publish such in the ways which was for my safety the choices made by those within the areas who had not officially informed me in the ways which such legally would be required as to such factors, in turn what financial responsibilities would be and are due in such regards as to the findings of such in which my bank accounts should officially reflect such deposits correctly as to the financial aspects thereof compared to what occurred as to make amends as to the realities of which are in my favor though are of a settlement aspect as to the combined portions of workings thereof?



Are there algorithms which can calculate the financial aspects owed to me which can make such a quick transaction in comparison to such an overdramatic needless situation in the comparisons thereof, or apparently the online social media court system would be the ways of which to bring forward as to the clarification processes thereof to the combined factors of such court portions thereof for my favor as to what would easily be able to be seen in this year of 2021 to the other situations as to the factors of which would be owed in the references thereof to me in my favor as why would that be of any importance in truth?



Unless the company of Amazon is willing to continue to push forward with such ideals which others would be able to see officially as to such factors of what is by legal definition as to the Civil War portions of which #DrMaryEdwardsWalker Dr. Mary Edwards Walker as to such portions of which, would it be easier and more simple to correctly have taken care of such or what is the aspects to bring such attention in the regards of rectifying to fix and repair from the known factors thereof as per the proof of such situations in the overall aspects thereof as why would that be considered of importance to go through the different factors of which would be able to be seen as important regarding the author portions of my writings to which I personally created on my own without the assistance of anyone else to put together as why would that be of importance in any such references as to what I have dealt with needlessly additionally as to what has been able to be seen and noticed as to such factors as why would that be of importance additionally?



With the #ConstitutionalRights Constitutional Rights in such factors as to my being able to have shown as to the ways of which I have worked to make my own financial aspects for my own profits as to the ways of which in regards to the Civil War, what would the ways of such settling of what is owed to me in the financial portions be of importance as to my works and what has taken the length of time for such to correctly be recognized as to the amounts of work I have already put forward for those to pay attention correctly to in what ways would be in my favor how?



Who could have simply told me in truth using words correctly as a biological adult, and who made which choices as per such factors; of why would that be considered of importance, and what situations could such factors as to how such kindle portions as to the ways of the Civil War be seen in the factors of what is owed to me now in the year of 2021?



Thus what would the College Level Algebraic portions of with Trigonometry and Calculus be of importance to the geometrical viewpoints of the numerical calculations as to the financial payment, be for my paycheck(s) as to such factors from the Amazon and such KDP and associated affiliated companies as to the financial supplications of what occurred to be paid to me in my favor for my usages as to my financial choices to thus move forward in such progressions?



What is the number of individual accounts and associated accounts which have read whichever books thereof to the percentage factor of such aspects financially to the price of the book(s) I published to the percentage factor of what was used as to then make any such books thereafter and/or any such streaming portions thereof from my works as to the algorithms in such hypotheticals and/or any such designs from my descriptions in any of my books in such regards that have been able to be sold on the Amazon website and/or affiliated subsidiary companies thereof for the initial payment check of the lump sum to then the aspects of such royalty check payments thereafter in each quarter, would be a starting point as to the reviewal processes for the payments owed as per the factors of as to what the choices were in regards of the prime membership are of those in the chipping portions only as the factors of the actual profits as to which the book prices themselves for each individual book as per each individual account and the ways of the connected accounts thereof to such initial account as to the streaming portions thereof would in turn bring forward the numerical value of which the calculations as to the financial situations would be officially in my favor for such owed due portions as the ways of the prime membership were only for the delivery costs to be waived in the comparisons to the ways which I had initially gone to publish my books and thus the profits thereof to the percentage rates disclosed as to what would officially be owed to me outside of the ways of wishing to allow such free portions as I did not ever agree to those portions as I did not ever want my books to be free and why the factors of what would be owed to me financially would be of such types as to the calculations thereof to the factors for my favor or would there be a different calculation of such numerical proportions to consider?



Thus in turn the factors of which as per in my mission statement as to the percentages as to the donations through the prime membership would be of what waived portions thereof to the donation aspects of such numerical portions of which then the financial obligations of what is owed to me in reference to my writings as to my books published through the affiliated portions of Amazon would be of what financially is owed through such calculations, unless there is another viewpoint as to the clarifications which who would bring such forward to me otherwise as to the aspects as to what is owed to me financially as to my writings and my works thereof?



Thus my account as to which the direct deposit can be made to should already be correctly taken care of as to what is specifically owed to me as to my works in such combined factors as to life moving forward as to such comparative aspects, to be able to continue onward in the most humble of ways.



Then in addition as to the pain and suffering as to such aspects as per ability to find throughout such factors as to the combinations thereof due to from the point in time of publishing on Amazon through onward more specifically after my three book series after my first two initial books as to the lack of communication from the Amazon company as to the direct explanations as to the ways which such factors have been in regards of the court systems in the United States of America, for the ways which such prior cases as to the monetary value in the combined portions to the financial aspects as to what is owed to me financially as to such types of legal cases as the ability of such proofs thereof per such factors as to “The Modern Day Book (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing as well as my additional adding of information regarding my journal blog The Ornery PSA as to the factos of which the illegal portions of which have been a preventative as to the ways which the blocking from Amazon as to the illegal Civil War portions within the United States of America and treatied countries of such factors and proportions thereof to what I have endured because of the ways which such a targeting had been done due to the negligence on the part of individuals within the affiliated and/or the company itself as to how the ways which I personally had been arranged were circumvented and as many needless problems which occurred due to the negligence of such factors as to the ways which the kindle portions to the Prime aspects of the ways which such streaming and etcetera as to my rights to privacy in of any state to know such legalities as to my protections of my privacy rights as to Washington state as to the technological portions of such aspects to the realities for the clarifications thereof for the culmination of the financial aspects of what is owed fully to me in such regards would be the calculated numerical portion of what financially for my payments to me?



Otherwise would it be considered as to the continuation of the illegal portions of the Constitutional Rights as to the ways of which the Civil War was ended long ago though the wishes as to the factors which are rejected by me as well as by others in reference to the factors of such portions as to the payments which have been owed from the starting points as to the year of 2014 and onward as per the ways such hypotheticals as to the revenue of such payment owed and due to me for such works, as can that aspect be seen and noticed in which factors thereof as to the why and how; or would the affiliates and the Amazon aspects be seen in the reference to the treason portions as to The Modern Day Book (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing as to my writings as to my books I authored as to the ways thereof to the Civil War as to such realities and how does such a problem stop to be able to step forward in the correct factors for life to continue onward as per what financial aspects which are officially due to the ways thereof to the legalities thereof already explained and verified over the length of time from the October 2018 through this month in November in this year of 2021 as has there been enough evidence found yet to my favor for such financial portions as to my favor regarding the legalities as to ending the Civil War that was officially begun in the technological areas as to the portions of which the subversion to the factors of which the kindle and the prime membership portions of which would the situations in Congress as well as Senate be able to verify and clarify such portions in my favor additionally to such legal proceedings as to such times and the statue of limitations only ends when the last portion of such is ceased in the comparisons of the streaming as to the kindle which in such why would the legal portions of such profits going forward as to life going forward be of importance as to the public perceptions as to the ways of such business portions in the current timeframe as to ending the Civil War as how have I been civil in comparison to the problems of what occurred in reference to what aspects which can be proven?



Thus if the female as to just being feminazis in such regards as to those within the company as to the factors thereof as to the Civil War portions of such aspects have needed to be brought forward, then the realities of such factors having been brought forward by such accounts thereof to the proof of which has been able to be found and with as many who have preferred the Democratic political party aspects; how did such portions of such factors in your game play out, in the comparisons as to my portions in reference to the Republican ideals and viewpoints thereof of to your game play out in such references as to why is knowledge plus experience(s) important as to the overall calculations of value in each such factor and ways thereof and how is that important as well to such a blending of the viewpoints in such spectrums as to the cherry picking in comparison to the overall tree of life itself as once an apple has been brought forward then what aspects as to what I originally had arranged as to the ways thereof to which my writings of my books I authored and compiled as to the importance of such fruitfulness as to the manifestation of works thereof which in turn what is owed to me in the numerical portions in full as well as such royalty checks thereof in my favor as to such a financial settlement regarding the realities of such hypothetical viewpoints as seen as to Dr. Mary Edwards Walker as to the Civil War portions as to the technological aspects of which can be seen where?



What situations occurred in such references of which would be of importance in reference to the areas impacted due to the ways which the kindle portions as well as the prime membership aspects were caused due to the ways of which had been circumvented in comparison to the ways which I personally chose to ensure the safety thereof, to which who would then be held legally responsible as to the factors thereof as to their choices to try to circumvent such and how would the Civil War references as to what was and is most known as to such Civil War references be of importance for the numerical financial calculations in my favor and why?



The algorithms can calculate such factors as to my financial aspects correct with the verifications as to the ways which the individuals throughout as to what occurred via various individuals and situations thereof by such choices, and the verifications thereof to the ways of what would be of already been put together as to the situations could be reviewed how in such factors as to how others have relied on the elected officials as well as the military and law enforcement and fire department and medical services in which regards as to why would it be of importance for the truth in such references as to business factors in such regards as to the ways which certain situations have been and why would the financial portions of such aspects need to be taken care of before the unmasking and/or the mandate portions thereof be in the references to which all in this together would be seen in what factors and why of which situations?



Did I figure it out finally as to the correct financial aspects of what would be and is owed to me in the regards thereof, and what importances thereof would such be noticed as to the realities in the comparisons thereof?





Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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