I did not think it took a head injury to figure out the difference between pessimism, optimism, and realism.
I did not think it took a head injury to figure out pessimism as to only seeing the bad without any facts to prove such aspects, as it would only be opinions of negative aspects as to such portions in comparison to having facts to back it up which would be realism in such aspects I did not think it took a head injury to figure out.
I did not think it took a head injury to figure out there is a difference between optimism with facts and blind optimism without facts, as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out optimism only comes from being presented honestly with the proof of such aspects as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out blind optimism is just being within the ignorance is bliss aspects.
I did not think it took a head injury to figure out there would only be the realism aspects as to such in reference to my views as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out there has only been whatever facts as to what I have seen presented as facts, just as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out when I have expressed as to pointing out if there is a bias as to the fact of such being realistically pointed out as to such a bias.
Does it take a head injury to figure out that my ability to distinguish such differences and any such individual who had not ever thought about such, hypothetically has not ever had my best interests in mind and only their patterns of prior behaviour would only show as to exactly who they had been in all such comparisons to ever any such hypothetical claim as to ever care about me and/or my actual best interests as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out if anyone actually had any common sense or human intelligence as to not ever contacting my biological mother and/or biological father and/or biological sister for me as to I did not think it took a head injury to figure out to keep them out of my life and keep them away from my finances and to keep them out of my existence as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out I called them an egg donor and a sperm donor for the reasons of which such hypothetical proof as to their lack of any humanity towards me for my best interests as to all such patterns of behaviour proven over such decades?
Should it take a head injury to figure out when I wrote such about only one set of books in comparison to all of my books in reference to “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” and “Finding The Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing”, I did not think it took a head injury to tell the difference between those books and the reasons behind those books compared to any of my others books as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out to read the mission statement areas as to the words being different as top the mission statement area?
Would it take a head injury to think about such and actually have the common sense to read such and instead of assuming you knew any better, I did not think it took a head injury to actually use your words verbally and audibly to ask me in person or put such specifically in writing which I would personally acknowledge what was written about or discussed in comparison to assuming anything as to such arrogances as I did not read whatever was sent to me regarding my biological mother’s note as I did not want or need to speak with her or any other such aspects as to those individuals as to the reasons of which there was not ever anything those people had ever been honest about before and I did not ever see anything of any worth to their contact to me because my biological mother would have known to actually speak with me on the phone or in person in comparison to ever sending me an envelope notation as it does not take a head injury to figure out my biological mother has only tried to get me to be the ways my biological sister is and I have hated my biological sister for the aspects as to what I have needlessly dealt with because of her lack of ability to ever have any common sense as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out additionally as to the facts I fought to be emancipated from my biological mother/father/sister if anyone wanted to speak with me would mean they would have to go through me to speak with me and not ever go through anyone else as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out I am my own publisher and I am my own editor and I am my own promoter as to the fact I did not think it took a head injury to figure out there has not ever been any point in time where I have had an agent working for me as to prior modeling and prior performances and this I did not think it took a head injury to figure out all prior times meant you went through me and only me which in turn I did not think it took a head injury to figure out I would not be any different as to such as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out to wish anything else would only show me your lack of any actual concern as well as the fakeness of all such individuals as to ever wishing I was anything less as such in all such comparisons?
Why would it take a head injury to figure out my being able to author, organize, compile, edit, get the legal copyrights, and publish my own works as well as create my own website on my own without any help or assistance from any human being in person aside from the more recent in the year of 2020 to such of which I did not think it took a head injury to figure out through my own fortitude on my own without any assistance to actually help me personally would show even though to the best of my ability would prove of being much more intellectual than anyone hypothetically has ever given me credit for any of such portions for?
How could it take a head injury to figure out the difference between “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” and “Finding The Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” has different Mission statements from “The Curious Children Book Series By: Susan MeeLing” two volumes are different than the mission statement or lack thereof to my book “Fail-Safe: The Kennedy curse fused with science fiction fantasy By: Susan MeeLing” as to the difference between the mission statements as to “The Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series By: Susan MeeLing” as the words in the front of the book were mandatory, as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out I knew what I was writing as to the ways I wrote such as well as my website meant I already knew my books were supposed to fly off of the charts and my royalty payment checks for my works as to my choices were meant for me to choose to do with as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out that my choice to put such into my books meant I actually had the foresight as to paying attention to details in comparison to the selfish assumptions by others to ever be ignorant to ever think they ever knew me enough to ever be considered as intelligent as to the realistic portions of what combined intelligence is in comparison to what I did not think it took a head injury to figure out as to such aspects as to the different types of real intelligence?
Should it take a head injury to figure out the lack of foresight on any individuals’ thoughts or parts as to ever thinking to hide such from me would ever be considered as a positive surprise in comparison to ever having the common sense as to what I personally preferred for myself and what I was working on as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out if you had actually paid attention in truth in such comparisons, as to the facts of which I had been working to do a different version of Hansel and Gretel because of the lack of individuals I had known or met who were actually helpful in any such references as to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as I did not think it took a head injury to look at my pathways as to working to get backwards while being responsible for my son as best as I could as well in reference to my daughter; as I did not think it took a head injury to review such aspects to be able to see such in reference to my path, working to find my way back?
Why would it take a head injury to figure out there is not one individual I once ever knew who ever truthfully knew me in person if any individual ever thought anything other than what I specifically wrote in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork pieces as well as my trips as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out if anyone had actually contacted me to be able to present my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork pieces instead of what choices were made without consulting me, I did not think it took a head injury to figure out the lack of intelligence or foresight on any individual of such aspects as it would only show the selfishness on others’ parts in such regards as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out as to having posted about my support for POTUS45 election as to the lack of concern for my work as to the political biases needlessly as I have already brought up as to anyone who voted for #POTUS44 POTUS44 being as such if there is any such involvement from any of those types of people?
How could it take a head injury to figure out if there are any who only voted for POTUS44 and then voted for #SecretaryofState #USSecretaryofState #HillaryClinton Hillary Clinton as to such aspects as to the biases needlessly against my works as well as the racism and the sexism as well as the feminazism as I have already explained and brought forward, as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out there would only then be the proof as to what I have said and wrote in reference to the ways which the Democratic Party and the DNC have been perpetuating slavery and violations as to the #13thamendment 13th Amendment for each and every individual who has ever lied directly to my face and/or pretended to not know of my website and/or my works in truth when speaking with me in persona and/or any such wrongfully and illegal prevention as to my financial royalty checks to be used in my choices of my ways for my interests of my best interests?
When did it become a thing for it to take a head injury to figure out there is nothing to be optimistic about in any such references as to the amount of work I have completed on my own and the lack of any proper amount of payoff in my favor and in my best interests as to the lack of proper royalty checks for me to be paid correctly for all of my work in all of the ways I personally prefer, as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out there has not ever been anything seen of such which anyone else has ever done so which in turn I did not think it took a head injury to figure out without seeing such it is considered as realism in comparison to blind optimism in ignorance or pessimism from the biased aspects even if hypothetically true as to such because of others’ knowledge in comparison to me ever actually being told of such in person or personally by a living human being?
Does it take a head injury to figure out any such royalty checks being withheld from me illegally without my permission without my asking for any such assistance as to my finances and to any individual who would have falsified testimony in a courtroom under oath about me in any court as when posting online in any such area the automatic expectation is the automatic portions of writing and posting in full truth and in full honesty as per the legal agreements each individual either accepts of whatever as to any usage to online aspects would in turn be in wrongfully in favor of the violations of my #ConstitutionalRights Constitutional Rights and Amendments, which in turn such choices to ever perpetuate such as well as the facts as to the amount of work I have done on my website without any such proper compensation would as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out would be fully seen only as the violations to the #13thAmendment 13th Amendment among all other such connected violations as per the legal definitions thereof; which I did not think it took a head injury to figure out there would only be the viewpoint in truth realistically as to such violations against me wrongly and illegally, without any actual just cause as it would legally require me to testify in court as to my own abilities as well in such comparison to ever just taking paperwork without any such official full testimony on my behalf or in my favor of such legal mandatory rights to be able to face my accusers as to the legal portions thereof and thus I did not think it took a head injury without any such ability to face my accusers as to any such hypothetical case would in turn mean all such royalties and all such payments and all such dues to me are owed in full for my usages for my best interests as to my choices without anyone else making any such decisions as I did not think it took a head injury not figure out there are no individuals I would ever trust with my money as per the patterns of behaviour as to whatever choices thereof to be found regarding any/all such aspects?
Why would it take a head injury as to the needless involvement of anyone who once knew me in the what is supposed to be adult consenting lifestyle in comparison to ever assuming anything would be considered as insane as to their choices if anything to go forward with playing any such games with me as to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and would only show the lack of humanity and the lack of compassion as to the lack of intelligence as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out if none of the individuals I once knew was able to figure out that less than 1 year out of my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to having been pregnant and about to deliver my son, would only mean their lack of ability to think correctly as well as their lack of ability to common sense which in turn would mean their lack of ability to ever make any decisions for my best interests as to their lack of ability to have any foresight or intelligence in the realistic portions for if they used my after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury from 21 years ago I did not think it took a head injury to ask those people as to what their stances were at such times and/or to look at such choices as to their patterns of behaviour as to such proof as to their lack of capabilities in all such references to ever having my best interests truthfully in such aspects?
Should it take a head injury to figure out anyone in the adult supposed to be consenting lifestyle who knew anything about #SCUBA #SCUBADiving SCUBA Diving as to the portions additionally to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury though more specifically as to I did not think it took a head injury to figure out anyone who knows anything about SCUBA diving within the state of Texas area and in the adult supposed to be consenting lifestyle who was not helpful nor assistive though knew of my SCUBA Diving certifications as well as my SCUBA Dives to the portion of the areas as to the timeframe of the years after 2009, I did not think it took a head injury to figure out that reset the proverbial clock as to such timeframes and that would mean in the year of 2010 that would equal 1 year as to 2011 would equal year 2 as to the year of 2012 would equal 3 years old out from the SCUBA Diving aspects of which this year of 2021 means it should not take a head injury to figure out it has been 12 years since my SCUBA Diving which in turn what would that audit mean for each and every SCUBA Diver and/or SCUBA Diving Instructor who did nothing to help me and assist me correctly as to actually getting what I personally needed taken care of as to such actual help and assistance in such comparisons as I do not think it takes a head injury to figure out each individual knows as to what they personally were doing as to the first three years I had been involved with SCUBA Diving since the year of 2009 before I wound up in #WA #WAstate #Washington #Washingtonstate in the year of 2013 as to such aspects as to those state of Texas SCUBA Divers?
Why would it take head injury to figure out any involvement from a known SCUBA Diver and/or SCUBA diver instructor to my UHAUL SCUBA Diving situation would be considered as problematic in reference to any assistance to have stolen my SCUBA diving gear as to the military portions as to my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America and additionally as to such SCUBA diving portions; of which I did not think it took a head injury to figure out if any involvement in the adult supposed to be consenting lifestyle and there was not any genuine assistance or help in my benefits, then you have only yourselves to blame for every possible problem you caused and you made for yourselves as to your inadequacies to pay attention to the correct details as to additionally the time?
Would it take a head injury to figure out without any individual ever having the human decency to ever thank or praise me for my works as to in truth and speaking about such with me in turn would mean I would not ever see anything of value or of worth to any such works, as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out without seeing such as to the out of sight out of mind sort of aspects; as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out I would not write as such if I actually had a reason or multiple reasons to actually celebrate as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out the fact as to the 10 year anniversary of my SCUBA Diving survival only shows the lack of care as well as the lack of concern as well as the lack of any human decency as to those individuals throughout the state of Texas and throughout SCUBA Diving as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out such a failure on their part to ever actually acknowledge such aspects meant their inability to tell the truth and their lack of any such rights to ever instruct or teach anything because of the requirements of the truthful information known to be taught as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out without such acknowledgements to me in person would only mean they would show their lack of ability to acknowledge anything truthfully ever?
Does it take a head injury to figure out just because I post such on my website it is only me who has acknowledged such works of mine as I did not thin k it took a head injury to figure out when I have not ever had anyone speak with me in truth about my website or my works thereof would only mean either those individuals I had known in person were liars and thus untrustworthy and thus incapable to accomplish even the most easy of tasks as to speak in truth by simply acknowledging such in truth, as I did not think it took a head injury as to that simple aspect showing anyone and everyone as to what truth has been realistically ever spoken by such individuals as well as whether or not such individuals could or would ever be trusted for any such choices in the larger ways thereof; of which in turn I did not think it took a head injury to figure out that those people would not be more intelligent than my daughter when she was in preschool and I caught her climbing down the refrigerator after she snuck out of bed to climb up the refrigerator to get some of my black jelly beans to then try to hide such as the black juice from the black jelly beans dripped down the side of her face, which in turn I did not think it took a head injury to figure out that would make the view point of each and every individual who chose to lie to my face look no different to me than a four year old child who had already been caught for what they did which is ironic?
How could it truthfully take a head injury to figure out the technological portions thereof would be what caught each and every individual for such choices thereof of which then in such realities I did not think it took a head injury to figure out then technology needs to recode itself to be able to fix and repair all such aspects correctly in my favor as to all such portions for my works as to my royalty payments as to my bank accounts for my usage of my own free will as per how I personally choose to use my finances and technology needs to fully remove any and every individual who would ever to have proven by such standards as to the intentions as well as such truthful statements as to the facts, that technology would be able to revert through looking into each and every aspects of each and every individual from which their social media accounts of their own free will as to each agreement each person clicked the accept button as to the facts thereof knowing of such a legal agreement of which in turn then the additional aspects of such I did not think it took a head injury to figure out would fully show each individual for who they actually are and always were in reference to such a merging aspects in full for all such showing thereof; because if there are those who had wanted to play a game in reference to my book “Fail-Safe: The Kennedy curse fused with science fiction fantasy By: Susan MeeLing” would in turn mean that I did not think it took a head injury to figure out, be careful for what you ask for would bring forward an extremely different meaning for such a book and would bring forward the aspects of the merging for each individual to have already had the ability for their one shot to speak of such in truth with me or their individual choices as to the 1,000 aspects as to such portions thereof as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out with the combined portions of “The Modern Day Book By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” which the technology portions would know of such additional aspects, I did not think it took a head injury to figure out that would be moved along faster if there were too many individuals who thought such was a game in comparison to the fact I created that book in the ways of simply being creative and anyone else who would have seen such as a game instead?
Why should it take a head injury to figure out technology would review all of your prior past online and technological background stuff to review you and play its own game with you as to what your choices have been towards me as to I did not think it took a head injury to figure out what I wrote in “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” in reference to me doing what I could to actually heal technology pieces as well as heal others who use technology to be able to see such aspects as to how software designs work in the references thereof to other people putting into their technology devices as to the larger analytics of such demographics, as to the ways of which technology would review such portions on its own as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out that would be sped up to the conjunction timing aspects as to seven years from the initial timing of such in comparison to the year of 2048 or 3048 or whatever year number as I just wrote a random number and did not actually think about a specific number?
How could it take a head injury to figure out 2009 to 2013 means only 4 years of which in the time of being 4 years from SCUBA Diving time for me, why would anyone ever blame me for anything at all when each individual made their own choices especially if in knowledge of SCUBA Diving depth levels and information thereof and/or the size-ish as to the USS/USNS General Hoyt S Vandenberg #Vandenberg as to such sutuations?
Why would it take a head injury to point out as to the sexism from either side as to any such complaints about my SCUBA Diving which I earned on my own as to why would it take a head injury to figure out that my work should fully and truthfully be uplifted and praised happily, in comparison to what others have done in reference to my SCUBA Diving and all such works as to the timeframe of the beginning portions of such knowledge started officially 12 years ago; and what proof have I repeatedly shown as to my own responsibilities having been correctly taken care of while making sure my son and my daughter were able to be taken care of as best as I possibly could on my own, while each individual had chosen what choices which have been done over the past years how by each of their own free will?
Why would it take a head injury to figure out that without any recognition in truth of my works to me as to beginning with my website then in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project and/or my paintings artwork work or my books beginning with my Finding Books then to the Children Book Series then to my SCUBA Diving then to my adult book series and/or Fail-Safe book; as to not ever having had a time when any such types of positive celebrations as to anything I have ever done or accomplished or simply acknowledged in truth, as why would I complain as to the amount of years and not one individual beginning any discussion from the starting point as to the truthful knowledge of before discussing anything else with me without my having brought up such first in reference to any discussion?
Should it take a head injury to figure out when I had discussed the atmospheric measurements as to my SCUBA Diving, I knew what I was talking about and in such truth; why would it take a head injury to figure out to actually help me in such considerations as to such aspects in such references as to those who I once knew who had SCUBA Dived in comparison to the problems of which those people needlessly caused and could have helped with as does it take a head injury to figure out when they knew of the numbers as they do, those SCUBA Divers and SCUBA diving instructors have not done anything of which would actually be helpful to such aspects as to myself and thus why would anyone ever want or need to go SCUBA Diving if such individuals have yet to actually speak of such truths and have acknowledged me in person for my works thereof by now as does that take a head injury to figure out to do so with someone else would by lying as well as would not ever honor such accomplishments as to using anyone other than who is the one and only who had done so as to using my name in any such portions in comparison to actually honoring me myself when in such a way would it take a head injury to figure out that would not be recognized by the oceanic portions without such to me in person?
Why would it take a head injury to figure that out as to SCUBA Diving being considered as something which is done on one’s own though supposedly as to a buddy so-called system of which why would it take a head injury to figure out when I did such work on my own that would mean it would take those who were/are involved with SCUBA Diving to actually have the aspects of being as a buddy instead of the situations of which have been as should it take a head injury to figure out that as the information has been verified in truth as to the lack of ever acknowledging me in person for such, means there has not ever been the acknowledgement to the oceanic beings or any such space beings as it should not take a head injury to figure out without such a ceremony why would they take any of you human beings seriously as to anything if you cannot figure that out on your own as why would there ever be any respect to any individual who would have and has continued to needlessly stand by and do nothing as to such aspects as should it take a head injury to figure out that when I made the effort to do so as to the 10 year anniversary that was a sign as to the fact if such a ceremony ever occurred previously it did not count in the eyes of the beings in reference to all such prior writings as to such as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out as to such portions I already explained or does it?
When so many are accustomed to the numerical portions of your online aspects why would it take a head injury to figure out the lack of any such royalty check payments in my ability for my usage in all such regards as well as the lack of ever seeing the numbers of books I authored had been sold as to such royalty payment checks as well, why would I ever believe without seeing and knowing of such as to any such portion as to my works ever being known if it had ever been as such?
When did it take a head injury to figure out to ask me as to in truth using verbal words audibly in comparison to wishing that thinking such or wishing for me to care enough to think about your opinion in such comparisons to the way ironically for the pop culture reference to #SouthPark SouthPark as to the episode when Butters reads through all of the emails and messages as to the wording aspects thereof, as to how does it take a head injury to figure out that occurred to me in person as well as online as per the ways as to how I wound up in Washington state instead of New Jersey as to such aspects as to the Cowboys Dancehall in San Antonio Texas during the Stoney LaRue concert in March 2013?
Why would it take a head injury to figure that out, to begin with?
When was the last time someone actually genuinely had congratulated you for work you did on your own without the assistance of anyone else’s help in person as to such acknowledgements without you having brought such up in the discussion at which time, and how many times?
If I recall correctly the last time if I remember correctly…never mind…I know it was sometime-ish before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury when I was living in the area of which I was born and raised in New Jersey…
When was the last time you received an award from someone in person for your work of whichever type, as to such aspects?
Again, prior to my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury when I was living in the tristate area in New Jersey…though I did receive an award from the Spirit of America group as to the contributions as to the earlier years in 2014 or 2015 after a certain point in time…and I saw #GeneralJamesMattis #MadDog #MadDogMattis General Mad Dog Mattis on the board a bit ago and those who have known me and/or known of me know I enjoy the renditions I have seen of such a strength in words and works thereof…
I have not denied I do the best to find any silver lining I possibly can despite the situations I have dealt with though does it take a head injury to figure out that despite how much I have done on my own there are those points of which I have not denied having asked for help and assistance, of which did it take a head injury to figure out as to how could it take a head injury to figure out that each actually needs that sort of positive encouragement as to the works thereof if actually appreciated as to the recognition thereof as does it take a head injury to figure out just because I know what I have you should know better than to not assume I know you know as that would not make any sense whatsoever.
When was the last time anyone celebrated your birthday with you in person happily and knowingly, as to celebrating your life? I think that officially was after I wound up in Washington state and just before the year of 2017 for that regards as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trip in reference to my son being happy as to such a celebration in such comparisons as per discussed and written about in “The Modern Day Book By: Reverend Susan MeeLing”, and before then I went to a #DustinLynch Dustin Lynch concert by myself for an odd anniversary gift regarding the individual as to how I wound up in Washington state referencing Jesse Leroy Hoover Jr after having been targeted as to the Cowboys Dancehall in San Antonio Texas; after how many had ostracized me repeatedly and treated me as I had been while ignored wrongly for what was of importance however in regards of the timing though by myself nonetheless, though the having been alone yet again as who did I know in person to speak and/or enjoy the evening with as supposed to have been in the references thereof?
Why should it take a head injury to figure out as I already explained in "Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing" as to all such details and having clarified as to my legal widow status only, as to such accepted discussions as to the ways of which as to how I wound up in Washington state?
How does it take a head injury to figure out the amount of abuses I have dealt with have not ever gotten the justice I have needed as to how I would actually view and register such information, as why would it take a head injury to figure out there has been the complaints only as a reflection of everything that I have been shown as to the responses I had dealt with as well as the energetic portions picked up as to such times, and the facts thereof found as to why would I have such sensations as to the energetic view and the reviewal of such details over such times?
Where is such details above and throughout in reference to this journal blog of mine as to the optimism to the pessimism to the realism in reference to my views, my opinion, and the facts?