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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Hello, get it together



Thankfully as to not having to be in that state, as there is nothing in that state I personally need to be around as to such factors of which as to how such types of ignorance and arrogance to each and every such factors regarding as to what lack of common sense throughout such situations. Since not pone person has actually done the medical care as to the teeth aspects on top of such problems because of the facts as to having gone into such details, only showing me the lack of any such intelligence as to the entirety of the individuals within the state thereof and the amount of assistances as to what works I personally have accomplished even with such needless portions as to the individuals who had decided on their own as to such factors as to their stalking and harassment as to my work as to me. Instead of having common sense as to the requirements as to my Medal of Honor Art Project as to my Medal of Honor Artwork as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips after all such problems that stemmed out from the area of the state of Texas in conjunction as to those types of people in such references, the aspects of such lack of humility to actually have the common sense to ask me in person face to face in person in truth in each such aspect as truth is always mandatory at all times.



Full truth, not half or partial truth. Full truth, only is mandatory in every capacity as per the aspects as I have already brought forward as to such aspects have always been as to such factors in reference to others in regards of any type of discussions on any form of communication as to in person face to face in person and/or through any/all types of electronic communication devices. There is not any such acceptable behaviour which is tolerable to me as to anything other than the aspects thereof to such requirements, as it should not take a head injury to figure out after everything each aspects thereof to such combinations as to the requirements as to myself as well as each other for the rest of eternity as to such aspects.



Those types of people who think the aspects of the people don't break into empty houses factors is not thinking of the aspects of any such value or worth in the realistic portions thereof as to such lack of decency as well as the actual form as to showing the fullest lack of respect as to my work in reference especially to my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork in any such capacity as I did not and do not see any such aspect of which such would ever be considered as valuing such portions, as to the same as to what was the last of my pictures I had as to my time with my children because of that last chip aspect as to what was left of what was my family as the situations thereof as to the requirements as to having been annoyed by individuals as to the situations thereof as to having had to go over such factors in such references have not been anything of what my personal aspects are anything remotely close to anyone else in such references of which the lack of common sense as to the massive differences as to such portions of the aspects overall are nothing of which I have ever needed or wanted or desired as to any others’ involvement which should have only been on their own and not through anyone else as to such factors as there would not ever be any such forgiveness as to anyone who would use either one and/or both of my children as to such factors especially as to the amount of situations as to what I dealt with as to going through such details of which if anyone individual did not know of all such details and as to the failure to think on their part as to thinking apparently; the situations of all such additional problems because of those types of idiotic individuals who think their piece of paper means something more important than it actually does, has only proven as to the largest failures as to the lack of intelligence as well as lack of human decency and humanity in all such capacities. I do not want or need their involvement in any such aspect ever again and their resignation in all such capacities should be completed within the next 24 hours as to their removal of themselves in all such capacities, as to the facts as to such situations they needlessly caused problems for me as well as my son and my daughter as to such factors as what actual help and assistance for me has been taken care of correctly up to this point in time in the situations thereof? The answer is not one aspect, at all.



There is only the failures of such individual(s) in all such capacities, as to the overall portions thereof as to the additional problems as to the situations they caused as to such recognition issues as to the factors thereof in the combinations because of the aspects additionally as to those types of people in reference to the situations officially since the year of 2014 as to my website in such references as to onward regarding such types of people who have obviously not been taught manners or etiquette in any such worthwhile capacity. The problems as to my teeth additionally as to such needless stress as I personally already dealt with all such capacities before the aspects thereof as to the details, though since such lack of any such genuine intelligence as to all other such individuals in such references as to correctly taking care of what I personally have needed as to the facts my royalty check payments as to my books would have officially covered everything I have needed to the aspects thereof instead of the stupidity of the slow factors as to the slownesses of such individuals involved as to such lack of common sense.



What aspect of anything to ever find anything worthwhile to smile about of enjoy in life in such references as to this point in my life, as to such realities of which the situations of what I have dealt with as to the lengths of time has only shown me what the least of such worth as to the human aspects as to such claims of humanity. While I could be incorrect as to such situations, what proof of such would there be as to such realities for me to actually believe such portions as to the actual value and worth of my life in such references as to such aspects thereof?



Thus far, I have not seen anything which would constitute as to the worthwhile aspects thereof as to such genuine care and genuine concern as to my personal needs as to the actual needs and not a stupid retarded bandaid aspect as the bandaid aspect is not of any such assistance and only repeats such lack of decency and lack of concern in the correct aspects thereof to such idiotic tendencies of such types of individuals. I did not think it took a head injury to figure out on land situations are not the same as situations in the water, of which there is not one human being who has ever had the capacity as to such factors who is alive as to correctly handling the aspects as to such factors on their own and the problems as to such situations as to the combined portions as to the lack of any such individual who has any usage that is worthwhile in my opinion as to such capacities as to the aspects of such situations after having been back to the state of Texas as to the pond area. Those same individuals who were too stupid to ask me back then before I took care of my own situations are obviously the same ignorant lack of intelligent individuals with more individuals combined as to the lack of any such decency or intelligence as to such factors, as it should not take a head injury to figure out of any such portions as to the Military BDSM collision that pouring out the bottle of such while the problems as to what I saw as to having been in the state for less than 2 months only showed the individuals as to their retardeness. The underwater weddings they did not have my permission to hold in such capacities as well as all of the work I personally accomplished as to the endangered species as to the individual species of fish, only showed me as to the requirements I had already brought forward as to the need for SCUBA Diving Police as to those types of people in addition as to their unintelligible aspects as to the ways of their lack of actual knowledge as to how to deal correctly with what I had already dealt with.



To then have the nerve as to the additional problems throughout each area thereof as to the lack of preparedness in each such area as to what I personally needed not what they wanted what I personally needed, it should not take a head injury to figure out as to the facts thereof as to all such capacities.



I did not hate before as to such a larger portion, though those individuals have been successful as to causing me to actually learn how to hate them as to such situations as to the factors thereof. Because of those people, the blond females I fully hate as to their existences as to that type of biological female in all such capacities and I can only hope for such types to be handled in such similar ways as to what I had to deal with as to what I had to go through as to such factors in reference to the amount of time as to such situations in all such capacities as for each and every individual female as to having the direct involvement as to such situations as to my hope thereof as to each aspect in whichever combinations thereof as to what I dealt with and each male as to such aspects as to the same as to such factors as to what I had to deal with in all such capacities as to the length of time as to such aspects being correctly taken care of in the correct ways for me instead of what others have thought was good enough which was and is not considered as good or acceptable enough as to the minimum as to such factors. Each who complained as to anything about me in the slightest, can be met with what they complained about me as to each level of truth in such as to what I have gone over as to the details thereof and each aspect of their games can be turned around onto them so they can personally deal with what they have caused me needlessly as to such factors in my opinion.



I have not seen as to such aspects with those types of behaviours as to such situations regarding those situations thereof, just the same as in reference as to my Medal of Honor Art Project as to this point in time as to the same as to all of my other combined works thereof as to such factors as to having not ever seen the payoff to my work for myself to utilize as to my choice in such references thereof for my own usage.


When does that actually occur where I get the actual capabilities to use my work for myself and actually keep such as to my life, in comparison to the aspects as to the ways of such as to how others have only proven to such choices as to their preferences of which to view me in the ways as to my now dead-ex-husband in the same ways as to the situations in reference as to my biological mother in such regards as to what I informed the Drill Sergeant of such situations.



If I am supposed to believe as to others preferring me to be alive, I have not ever seen such portions as to the aspects as to what I personally need as to such requirements thereof as to the amount of work I personally have accomplished in such references. I have only seen as to how such similarities in reference to the ways of my biological mother as to the same in reference as to how others have preferred such situations as to the ways of which the aspects as to my now dead-ex-husband as to me in such comparisons as to the situations as to the mistreatments over such lengths of times and years thereof, as the ways of actually preferring someone to be alive is not in the ways of such factors as to the ways such went especially in reference as to the years of 2015 through 2021.



I do not see in any such portion as to what actual worthwhile purpose for me as to such situations as to the aspects thereof to the correct aspects as to actually having common sense as to such handling of the situations thereof in any such capacity, as again I did not think it took a head injury to figure out that on land is not the same as in the water and how much did I deal with on land in such references before ever going into the details as to the water as to such types of situations which anyone has actually had the capability to assist before in such references and thus what lack of intelligence as to all such individuals involved as to their failure to see as to how I had always spoken and written the truth in which references and/or genres thereof to such capacities. Those types of people who did nothing worthwhile when I actually needed such as to when going through the actual situations in the year thereof per aspect are the same idiotic individuals who have not had the intellectual capacity to such factors to this point in time as to correctly handling the situations, as to their continued failures as to such portions as to the reasons why children biologically adult aspects are not intelligent enough for such portions and there is not the need as to my opinion for such types of individuals in any such mental health employment or social work capacity as to their failures as to all such situations in all such capacities as to the situations thereof. They should remove themselves from whichever programs they enrolled themselves in and stop all such work as to their need to acknowledge as to their lack of capabilities in all such capacities, as there has not been anything of any value to me as to such types of individuals in such situations and their failures have only proven as to how little they could ever accomplish as to genuinely helping or assisting another individual and/or group thereof. I hope they cannot have biological children of their own, as this situation has only proven as to why they should not be allowed to breed children in my opinion. I hope the same for their connections as well, as there has not been any value to their genetic markers in my opinion in such capacities thereof. Those who are biological females I can only hope if they do have such allowances to breed as to having a child exactly as themselves as to their personalities in all such capacities as to the factors thereof as to such mandatory child raising on their own as to such situations, and the aspects thereof as to the assistances I was not afforded as to such aspects as to the same portions in return as to such types of individuals as to each and every capacity thereof.



The caveat however, they cannot be allowed to relinquish their rights as to being a parent in any such role or capacity thereof as to the problems if there is any such connection as to what I dealt with throughout the years of 2000 through to 2021 in which they should be forced to take responsibility for each aspect in the capacities thereof as they should not be allowed to have additional childcare assistances either in my opinion as to the governmental roles. They had whichever situations thereof as to such, which means they can accept responsibility as to such factors. If it was their parent of whichever gender as to such factors, then they can deal with the proverbial sins of the father as to such capacities. No, I do not need nor want nor desire any such child and no I will not care for anyone else’s child in such capacities thereof to such involvements as to the factors of such situations as to any in person face to face in person rearing of such types of bred children.



The karmic portions as to what my son, my daughter, and I dealt with as to such aspects thereof each and every one of those people should be capable to accept the responsibility of such portions as to the factors thereof. Since there is the confession portions as to requiring assistance in truth, then they can deal with the aspects of having to inform whichever health insurance companies as to their involvements as to the situations as to what problems they needlessly caused my son and my daughter and I because of those situations as to why they are going to deal with and/or have been dealing with such situations thereof because now more than before as to when I am ion a good mood it is so much better as to such factors thereof as to the situations as I would guesstimate as to such factors being capable to be noticed in such references as it is best when I am in a good mood or a great mood in comparison to being in a bad mood or a mediocre mood or such factors thereof to each and every individual as to such connection portions thereof which in turn as to such factors as to the occurrences as to such situations as to their choices to involve themselves without thinking about the correct type of catching as to me in references as to when opening up such a wound as to the pond area as to then within the state of Texas as to such individuals and groups thereof as to such factors as to how I wound up in Washington state to begin with as well as what I dealt with prior to winding up there as well as after beginning my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork. I hope those three mothers are capable to take care of each additional grandchild from this moment forward as I truly hope their grandchildren are a combination of them with their children as to the aspects of their personality as to all such capacities combined, as to the situations those individuals had caused as to McCoy Elementary School as well as the combined factors as to SCUBA Diving in conjunction as to such situations in reference as to each area that was officially informed as to what I was dealing with and had the capacity to actually assist me correctly though made the choices they had as to such situations for them to each proverbially lie within the beds they made for themselves as I hope the additional factors as to a sprinkling of the aspects of my now dead-ex-husband as to their aspects thereof for such additional situations as to what they can deal with personally as to the amount of time such individuals could and should have confessed as to such situations as to the overall aspects as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips in such references as well as how I wound up in Washington state with my son as well as the situations in reference to my daughter as to the Fort Worth Zoo as to their children going through all such factors thereof to such situations as to the abominations those types of people they have been as to such aspects thereof. Maybe the redemption as to those types of individuals are capable to go through such aspects as to producing something of value and/or worth to me, in such capacities thereof as to the intellectual levels as to such points in time.





With the New Year as to how much I have sensed the missing sensation as to being a Mom as to the aspects of what occurrences as to the situations as to the year of 2009 onward, which while making sure to make the best possible choices I could and hoping as to proving as best to my son #Letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia as to how much while I have done the best I could and at the same time of leading forward for them as to the length of history as to the best possible legacy as to the longer terms into the longest terms of life as to the online portions as well as in the person face to face in person when possible. The aspects of the knowledge as to how many situations which have occurred and as much as having brought forward different aspects of living life to the longest times as to the memories of which to have, of when we were in person face to face in person. Despite the aspects of how many situations of occurrences as to the overall, the ways of which making sure both my son and my daughter have the capability of knowing as to the amount of work for both of them as to the situations while hoping to give hope to others as to the possibilities as to parenting while acknowledging various situations to be capable to step forward and upward as best as possible to each aspects of life to each situation.



I have been a Mom officially longer than I had been capable to be alive prior to such a point in time due to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, which I was 17 (seventeen) years old when it occurred of which having had the time with my daughter as to such factors as to the situations after McCoy Elementary School and Carrollton Farmers Branch Independent School District as to while taking care as best as possible for both my son and my daughter as well as myself during such situations. The situations as to when in Washington state at the time as to the factors of which while in reference as to the situations within Iowa and having continued onward despite having been behind closed doors while working on several factors, the slow to update the images of my physical despite the aspects of not having wanted to return to modeling tough my Instagram account being @wwwsusanmeelingcom and @ladydoribelle for the clarifications thereof as to the time aspects for the updates.



Since the aspects of Instagrame do not change with the numerical portion the ways similarly to Facebook in comparison to those who know about fetlife being as to the numerical portion as I learned, I hope the aspects of such portions as to the account clearing such aspects to the situations of which I have brought forward about my original Facebook account which had the original name which is my author name Susan MeeLing though as those who knew me during the years more specifically of 2010 into 2012 as to what was discussed. I suppose the oddities as to the situations additionally as to the aspects of my SCUBA Diving as well as Irving in the year of 2011, though I had figured if anyone had questions to ask me they would have contacted me through the messaging portions in such aspects unless I had known them in person face to face in person. There had been several situations which those who knew me during such times could attest as to such oddities as to the ways which certain characteristics which made minimal sense at the times and even when looking back now in the year of 2022, as to the oddities of such portions regarding certain situations which seemed to pop up at random without understanding as to how such conclusions had been to such situations in reference to the military aspects within the state of Texas.



While I had known my biological sister had married into a type of family in the state of Texas which had a specific aspect as to the physical features in such possibilities of there having been an actual connection between my biological sister and the male she married, the aspects of such a point in time were of which I have described various times over as to such odd occurrences as to the ways which certain attributes of which a time when I attended an event in the DFW area as to having been asked to hold a Styrofoam cutout drawing which I was told was a drawing of a squirrel which I had held without the knowledge of anything beyond being told it was a squirrel. However since those types of situations as to those types of individuals as to what I have stood against as to the possibilities in such references, despite such hypothetical situations of which my biological sister had been accustomed to spending far too much time with younger aged individuals in the comparison to what seemed normal in my opinion. Since such aspects as to the ways which while I had been known as to how few individuals within my own age range as to preferring the more mature discussions as to the topic points such as the various situations throughout all of life in comparison to one or two topics as certain individuals depending upon, which as to the factors of not knowing as to whether or not my ex-in-laws were allowing my biological sister around as to if there were circumstances I was not informed of as to such aspects in the same ways which I had informed my ex-in-laws about as to having been careful to pay attention while those who have known as to the amount of length I can discuss by simply looking at the length of my journal blog entries. While I know such can be lengthy as to such topic points, there is the acknowledgement as to sometimes being a bit much as to the details though the realities of being open as to such honest communication as to the discussions.



Nonetheless as to the ways which I had warned many about the situations of what I had dealt with throughout my childhood and my teenager years in such references as to my biological sister to be more specific, the ways of which life was better though was what it was had been as per how life is more commonly as to when before a younger biological sibling is born. Since the aspects of which my biological sister was told she was the planned one as to from her birth in comparison, the ways of which verbal communication over the length of time as to such developmental age situations in such comparisons as to those who have interacted with the situations in reference to my biological sister as to whether or not they view her humility compared to her entitlement wishes in comparison as to such spoiled brat in my opinion tendencies. However the supposed halfway point from San Marcos Texas and Carrollton Texas as to both her as well as her husband Zack Miller at the San Marcos area at the exit 200 to meet at the Starbucks, I suppose is all one needs as to the knowledge as to the levels of such situations as to when finding out about their engagement at the time in comparison to actually being introduced as to the stereotypical aspects as to the way which my biological sister had been.



I have hoped to ensure all such aspects as to preventing my son and preventing my daughter from ever dealing with such aspects as to ensuring as to how much work to know and understand and comprehend as to how much effort I put into being as great of a Mom as I could for both, while acknowledging as to such spiritual protections of both my son and my daughter as to preventing any such spiritual marriages as to the aspects of which I had kept such quiet for a length of time as to the realities of which knowing the ways which some would wish would be accepted and yet would not be allowed without my rules as to my regulations being met first as to all such aspects. Since the situations of which to the underwater wedding which I have refused to allow to be accepted as to the religious freedom of mine as to being a Confirmed Member of the Presbyterian Church USA as to Old Tennent Presbyterian Church as well as an Ordained Reverend when such official aspects were instated as to such situations, the official aspects of which the realities as to how I have remained unwed as to the requirements as to the portions of my personal viewpoints as to the one and only to introduce and to ask to request permission has and always will be me and myself as to such factors despite the wishes some might have as I have already explained as to such prior journal blog entries. Due to how I have done such work as to the protection aspects as to knowing the ways some individuals can be, the realities of my being the first and original Baby Jesus Christ as to such factors of such realities as to the ways thereof as to such protection portions of which the ways of ensuring the actual sanctity of such traditional portions of what is to be respected as to my being their Mom biologically as just because of wishes as to the legal aspects as to the lack of capability to get the religious portions because of my work as to the requirements as to what I had taken care of decades before.



The strength of such bonds as to the protection aspects I have accomplished as to such portions, have been noted before in prior journal blog entries of mine as to the realities thereof despite how certain types of people might have wished otherwise. The internal aspects of such realities as to the general sensation which either would automatically feel which would not be the same as cold feet, it would be far different as to such aspects which in turn they would each know as to the requirements thereof to which the mandatory aspects would only be as to the physical in person face to face in person aspects as to there is not any substitute no matter how manuy might wish as to such factors as to the ways of the religious rights as to the realities of which the 10 Commandments in addition as to such factors as to the additional protection aspects as to the knowledge and understanding of my work as to the combined overall as there unlike church buildings in not any other than myself as to such mandatory requirements in such capacities as to in person face to face in person discussions. No one has ever been allowed to have such a right and the reality of such factors as to the ways of such protection aspects, which despite how some have seen later as to the millennial aspects as to the fullest protections for my son and my daughter and myself as to such situations as to the mandatory requirements as to being the one and only Executrix as to the specifics thereof.



Since I have clarified as to such online portions in the aspects thereof as to my being alive and having survived despite the wishes hypothetically of others as to the ways of what I have dealt with, what is it to actually be respected correctly as a Mom despite how I physically look as well as my work as to such portions thereof to the stereotypes of what is considered as physically normal though has been outdated as to such fashion standards for quite some time as to the ways which the progression forward in multiple factors in conjunction to other situations of which an irony as to being told about the song I suppose called “Let It Go” from the Frozen soundtrack from Disney. I suppose an irony as to the snow more recently despite the abnormal aspects as to such factors to take into additional consideration, in such references thereof over the past couple of years. Eh?



I am glad to be capable to have such points in time as to seeing my son’s art as to a cardboard shield and sword set I had given him some paint to make such as to while showing him my Medal of Honor Artwork as to such points in time, despite the situations as to the ways thereof in the state of Washington after the Stoney LaRue concert at Cowboys Dancehall in March 2013 as to the timeframe of which my dead-ex-husband’s near birthday as to such portions of which my biological sister would have known as to the ways of such aspects I had already brought forward as to the situations thereof as well as the conjunction aspects of my ex-sister-in-law Mary Evongelina Nichols-Osteen as to the Lackland Air Force Base graduation as to the Drill Sergeant telling David he was pleased to meet his wife as to the timeframe when I was pregnant with my son as I took a step to the side as to how Mary Evongelina (Nichols) Osteen as to such types of individuals as to those situations as to the year of 2001 and my original Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America.



While I work on the Dr. Mary Edward Walker (Walker being my dead-ex-husband’s middle name) as to such situations of which the aspects of the combined factors of which such types of individuals had not paid attention as to the facts, and such hypotheticals as to wishing to not have to remember the dress blues situation as well as the Chief Warrant Officer 3 as well as other facts of which I have brought up as to the facts of which the combined situation as to BAMC in the year of 2004 when he had shot himself with a .22mm trying to get the attention in comparison to accepting responsibility for the choices as to the situations referencing my biological sister’s affairs as well as my ex-sister-in-laws’ little brother who had repeatedly stolen valor as to prior aspects as to the JC Penny dress blues situations as to the picture of such aspects as to the supposed Lackland Air Force Base officer graduation in such a point in time as to the factors thereof to now Military City USA of what once was the city of San Antonio Texas.



While such temper tantrums as to how simple it would and could have been for the individuals to reach out through the online social media aspects in comparison as to my ex-in-laws as well as my biological sister as to my biological mother as to the factors thereof, those other details as to the reality of October 2007 as to the wearing the dress blues during the Halloween walking around the neighborhood of my house in San Antonio Texas as well as walking around on Fort Sam Houston throughout various areas from one part of the base to another part of the base; I would not doubt as to the hypothetical assumptions as to the failures to pay attention to those details as well as the fact of my waking up from a coma less than 1.5 years with a subarachnoid hemmorhage in the frontal lobe of my brain when I carried and delivered my son to delivery, as well as later as to such factors of 2.5 years to my daughter which both I still had the subarachnoid hemmorhage in the frontal lobe of my brain.



I did not think it took a head injury to figure out that by those aspects as well as the multiple Emergency Room vists in conjunction as to the facts of which being left unconscious in the backyard after an assault regarding as I explained in person face to face in person as well as in “Finding A Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” as to such details which could be found from orbiting satellites as to such a point in time of the year of 2005; the reality of such types of people as to their lack of intelligence as to paying attention to those details of my every right to stand my ground as to learning about such laws in the year of 2020 or 2021 as to the reality, however I wish I could actually say as to having caused such in truth as to such factors in the comparisons as to having made sure to keep my son and my daughter clear of such aspects as to the best of my capabilities in such comparisons to others as to my son and my daughter will always and have always been more important to me than any other as to being their Mom as I did not think that took a head injury to figure out either.



However if there was the facts as to the ways certain types have wished to blame everything wrongly as to such accusations in the comparisons as to actually looking over the fuller details as to the details as to the surrounding aspects thereof to the situations in full, I wish I knew the stand your ground laws before as to such aspects as to protecting myself though I am glad I have had such found rights in addition as to the facts of such aspects as to what I have needlessly dealt with as to each and every situations which has been proven to be found as facts in such references to the clarifications thereof. The problems as to the types of individuals who came out of the aspects of the Army as toon as the death of my now dead-ex-husband as to the factors of the Widow’s handbook, was absolutely accurate though the factors of when someone has other aspects as to other situations as to the ways of the supposed to be adult consenting lifestyle in comparison to the ways of being less than 6 full months awake from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to any infantry individual to pay attention to as how many individuals have you known as to such TBI situations? Did the subarachnoid hemorrhage take over 7.5-8 years to dissipate as the ways which mine had before you assumed as to such factors, of which in turn as to those types of knowledge as to such problems having needed to be aired fully as to those situations as to the ways of such factors in reference to the aspects thereof in comparison to the situations which had occurred as to the overall times as to my choice to salute the American Flag in the year of 2007 as to such aspects at Camp Mabry as to my own work despite how I physically looked as to those types of assumptions from certain types of individuals as to my earned portions as just because of being close to the area of Austin Texas as to those aspects of my right to my Freedom of Expression.



Which would be considered as worse since Austin Texas has had such problems of which would burning the American Flag be worse or saluting the American Flag and the unit be considered as, to such hypotheticals who had not the information as to who I am as to such a point in time in the year of 2001?



I mean, what would the big deal as to my having been in the Army branch as to the year of and the reasons why be of importance as to any of those types of individuals as to such hypotheticals, as who could have been close to an airport as to such points in time and/or college aspects thereof to such situations prior to the year which I did the best I could as to my work in such references?



Nonetheless as to after 11 September 2001 as to my work as to the Air Force individuals as well as other factors, my work which I had already begun as to the Gulf of Mexico I suppose those might want to rethink as to such factors to such oceanic portions of my work as to clearing as to the aspects thereof beginning in the year of 2003 into 2004 for such reference points as well as in the year of 2005 for the clarifications thereof Texans. I have had the last bit of patience removed as to such factors referencing the situations as to how multiple individuals have wished to forget when the reality of such has been required as to such factors as there is only one who accomplished as I had and there is not any allowances as to substitutions as much as some might wish, as I guesstimate as to the aspects of the ways of certain aspects within the oceanic waters. Unlike the ways of hypothetically a to the politicians as to elected officials as to the actors and the actresses, certain situations do not allow the aspects of a substitute no matter what someone might wish in such comparisons.



Though I do not think that takes a head injury to figure out either as to such factors in the references thereof, as to the ways of such to Irving 2011 for one other reference aspect as to the literal and metaphorical viewpoint thereof to such situations despite the wishes thereof in comparison as the physical presences is mandatory as well as a few other aspects for such situations as to there is no substitutions for me nor for my work being recognized as to the ways of such overall portions as to the realities thereof. An irony as I suppose to the wanting to heal the lands within the Biblical contexts, well guess what as to those factors.



Such is the same as to any such presentation as to my Medal of Honor Art Project pieces as to my hands to such factors as to the ways which if it is to such aspects thereof, as to how I have put forward such references as to prior aspects as to reaching out as to seeing if there was a locations which could hold such an event as to those who would be capable to attend and say a few words in the regards thereof as to after my speech as to such a point in time if there was a presentation ceremony wanted in the aspects in comparison to simply a pick up in the ways as to the differences. My Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork completed pieces have only been meant to presented in one way as to if in a prepared aspect in comparison to picking up and a quick hand off instead, as to it being a historical and spiritual rubbing and making sure to respect my work as to their historical and spiritual rubbing as to the aspects of ancestry as I would guesstimate as to such aspects had been notated and paid attention to as to such factors as to the requirements thereof to have simply asked me in comparison to assuming. There are the reasons why I had not wanted to get involved with politics, as to the ways of such types of wishes regarding certain individuals as to those factors of those types in comparison to having common sense as to certain factors in my opinion. Since I had not spoken with my biological mother and/or biological father since the month of January 2013 as to the point in time of which in the email address I once had of susan.meeling@gmail.com as to removing them from my life as to the point in time, as to having been in such a situation which they could have actually helped me in comparison to what occurred.



Nonetheless as to the ways which the ease of speaking with me in truth would have been as to as simply actually speaking with me in truth in comparison to the proverbial aspects of the COVID mask coverings as to such factors thereof, as to my personal requirements as to the presentation ceremony as to what would be considered as mandatory as per what I had figured was the least complex portions to figure out if there were actually people who had simply spoken in truth with me in the comparisons as to such hypotheticals as to the Fail-Safe portions as to the fiction book series as to the genre as to such realities thereof as to the mandatory aspects to pay attention to. However as to when the illegal portions of which to pass the download without my permission as to then bringing forth a self-fulfilling prophecy in comparison to how it has taken me years to figure out anyone had possibly done so as to the factors thereof as to those types and the reason why the 10 Commandments are of importance, as to the realities thereof to such factors as it was not created as a game though those types of individuals who would know as to how I had not played games as to such situations as to those types which would wish to think however such factors thereof to which such a big lie as to those types of individuals as to the length of time as to the social media portions as to the realities within such factors as to the ironic portions of those individuals bringing such self-fulfilling prophecy aspects to themselves.



Though I have called and texted my son and my daughter over the years while having done the best I could to keep updated as to the aspects of my website as well as where I could, the situations as to how it would have been more simple in such comparisons to having torn what was left of my family apart yet again as to those types of individuals as to why would it make sense as to actually asking me in truth and/or paying attention to the details as to such portions of the ADA requirements as to the special needs as to the facts of my disability as to the situations of which are within my medical military records thereof as to the timeframes of which have been additional to the VA as someone my biological age would not be normally within the VA healthcare system as to the reality as that additionally should not take a head injury to figure out as to certain individuals as to the factors thereof. However if the clarifications as to the ways as to how the Stoney LaRue concert as to how much easier it would have been as to actually asking me as to having already discussed such in multiple months as to the volunteering aspects, though those stereotypes as to the status viewpoints in the comparisons as to actually paying attention as to the connected aspects as to my opinion as to not any different as to what the situations were as to my bathing suit in reference to Baptist Camp Lebanon when I was 12 turning 13 years old as to those types of individuals need to accept the reality of such factors as to paying attention to details and allowing the clarifications thereof as to the differences between the reality in comparison to the assumptions in my opinion as to the irony about those types of people who claim to be Democrats who claim to progressiveness just as the claims as to Republicans as to being Christians as to such occurrences thereof as just as a TBI can occur to anyone as to the situations which the sexual assault problem as to such aspects as to the proof thereof which has been needing to actually truthfully be addressed in comparison to trying to ignore any further in such realistic portions if the safety as to such are actually considered as important in comparison to the ways of which the civilian sector has been swift to go after the military though within their own backyard proverbially as to their failure to pay attention to such details even when presented with the facts repeatedly.



How long does it actually take to get the correct individual as to such factors in the comparisons as to trying to wish other situations as there should not be the portions of actors or actresses as to court cases in my opinion, as is there enough facts of which the facts are only to getting such justice for who the actual victim is in comparison to someone else as to what types of problems from the participation trophy aspects of such types of problems?



Just because it could have occurred to another it still should not be as to stealing the rights of the justice meant for the one and only in such a situation as to my biased opinion as no the aspects of SVU are not for each and every aspect as to a pathetic assumption as to those types who would wish, for such ease as to the factors thereof to those types. It does not matter as to the me too portions as to trying to shorten such aspects as to the realities of such justice is of importance to healing, as I did not think that took a head injury to figure out as to those types who hypothetically have wished to skirt such responsibilities as to their guilt in such references just because they wish their title meant something elsewhere as to other such realms in the comparisons to certain types of individuals who seem to be impressed as to the term instructor or professor in comparison to actual aspects in other situations as to the problems as to the arrogance of those types as to such participation trophy flattery in comparison as to such aspects thereof in my opinion. Those who wish competition in such needless areas have the tendency to cause more problems than worth as to such individuals as to those types as to the situations thereof, to which the proof of such in the realities thereof which I have warned since my teenager years as to having noticed such situations as to the ways which the individuals who had played too many video games as to the ways which such warnings as to having read as well as seen on the news reports as to other oddities in the 1990s. Then as to the aspects of mental health awareness as to the correct aspects of mental health as to when certain types of parents or legal guardians choose a different aspect of which in turn the ways of such clarifications as to the realities as to which have been important for a length of time, far longer than the years of the 1990s as to having seen such in reference to my daughter though also having known of such in the New Jersey area as to certain types of individuals who have needed to accept responsibility as to being a good or great parent.



Being a parent to a biological child under the age of 18-21 years old requires certain attributes of which the strength of character is important as to remaining as to the best interests while the actual attention to details in the correct ways, while the situations as to the aspects of which when there are special needs children who become adults as to their need as to such advocates as to within the parenting aspects of societal portions because of the realities which other individuals have noticed as to the situations which they could and should have stood up sooner as to how I had done so in reference to the year of 2009 and more-so in the year of 2010 through onward as to the realities I had already brought forward as to certain types of individuals as to the Camp Mabry situation as to other aspects as to Carrollton Texas as to McCoy Elementary School as to the reality of which the Miliary & BDSM Collision as to such aspects as to life in general as to an overall as to why I posted all of my journals additionally from my original fetlife account @LadyDoriBelle as to my website as to the clarifications as to such realities as to the ways which a child is made is the ways of supposed to be consenting adults as to the ways which some have the sensation as to what feels more comfortable as to the situations while keeping the child(ren) as safe as possible.



However the aspects of such situations as to which have been required to pay attention to more than what some have wished as to the factors thereof, as now it is the time to review such aspects as to actually seeing the situations as to being capable to speak with one another as mature adults with etiquette. When the aspects as to the reviews as to #POTUS42 POTUS42 Bill Clinton occurred as to the reality of there would be the time when such a situation would be needed as to such factors of clarifications which as per the reality of which as to what books I mailed to my daughter in comparison to the similarity as to what I had given to my son as to “Finding A Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” (edited edition), “Finding The Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing”, “The Curious Children’s Book Series: Volume One: What is a Family (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing”, “The Curious Children Book Series: Volume Two: What’s the Difference? (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing”, and “Fail-Safe: The Kennedy curse fused with Science Fiction Fantasy (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing”.



Though I had additionally authored “The Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series: Volume One: Complicated Simplicity (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing”, “The Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series: Volume Two: Portraits of Partnerships (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing”, and “The Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series: Volume Three: Celestial Chastisements (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” for the total of eight books along with the copyrights as to another aspect as to the ninth portion as to versions of my saying though with the … to assist as to such possibilities as I knew I could not be the only one who had dealt with such aspects thereof to a TBI as to the ways which the ways thereof to the recognition aspects as to.



The facts as to how much as to the requirements as to the need to clarify all such factors as to the ways of which the bitterness of ex-in-laws as to what I explained as well as the bitterness of the biological aspect as to the ways I had dealt with the situations from my childhood into my teenager years, at what point am I actually supposed to believe there has ever actually been any genuine care and concern for me as to my best interests as to my needs as to the facts thereof as to such situations over the length of time?



The consistency of which was known as to the requirements of actual help as to the factors of the realities of the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, have been known as to the aspects which the ADA violations as to each individual as to having known the truth as to the reality thereof though because of the ways which certain problems as to those abusive aspects of what I dealt with in my childhood and teenager years how such went onward as to such factors as to the ways which have needed to be stopped as to the situations as to my biological aspects as to which how my family was destroyed because of the facts thereof as to the ways which how many people stood by and did nothing in comparison to actually helping when needed as to such factors? There is not one soldier who has graduated Basic Training who would have ever been allowed off post as to such realities of which Fort Sam Houston in San Antonio Texas could have done better as to the realities as to which the out-processing of which the situations as to the dental mandatory factors as to the timeframe as to the situations, of which as to my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to the realities of the situations.



What has that actually mattered as to the realistic factors as to the situations since the year of 2000, as why would the story behind Dr. Mary Edwards Walker as to the problems thereof as to the situations which I have dealt with be a situation to pay attention to as to the realities thereof?



I already handwrote a letter to gmail about my email address susan.meeling@gmail.com in the year of 2018 and/or 2019 as to when I was living in Tacoma Washington, for clarifications. What actualities as to the reality of such situations as to getting the aspects taken care of in my favor as to my benefits, could ever actually be done as to such situations as to the password situation? Why does this actually have to take as long as it has, as what hesitations as to such portions have been as to the level thereof? What is it that what I have dealt with as to comparison to others as to such factors, as what situations as to the assistance in the proper ways as to the realities as to such factors? Though I spoke with my biological mother on the phone as to when in Tacoma as well as my biological father on the phone when I had returned to Texas, neither one had said anything about seeing one another despite having asked to as to such point in time as to the year of 2018 regarding my biological mother (Anna Louise (Lally) Hom 21 March 1950) and the year of 2019 as to my biological father (Michael Lee Hom 28 October 1951 ). I cannot believe as to the putrid portions as to the ways as to the situations of what I have dealt with as to those people in such levels thereof to the situations, as to the realization as to those problems as to those people as to such a length of time to the ways of which such problems as to what could have been prevented if they had simply been good at parenting to begin with as to the comparison to the ways which the biological sister aspects as to that individual Patricia Ann Hom-Miller 7 October 1986.



Congratulations as apparently it takes a head injury to the length of time of such needless abuses as to those types of people as to the years as to how worthless they had been in my opinion as to your type of so-called human beings as to what I needlessly had to deal with as to the situations as to your pathetic excuse as to care and concern as to such continued needless abusive behaviour as to what I dealt with as a child and a teenager as to fifth grade as to Mono/Epstein Bar/Bronchitis/Lymes Disease/Flu, as Dyfus could have actually been more assistive in such comparisons though the Baptist Camp Lebanon the following year as to what occurrences because hypothetically as to the situations as to the same camp. Apparently those types of people needed to actually pay attention to the fact as to not remembering my own birthday as why would it take a head injury to figure out as to the similarities as to the lack of birthday party aspects as to when I was a biological adult to when I was a child and a teenager until the year of 2021 as to how much they apparently have thought of themselves in comparisons as to ever having the slightest bit of compassion as to the proof thereof to such length of time, as to how much of the needless problems I had informed people around the state of Texas as to such factors.



Does it take a head injury to figure out there was not one birthday party for me by those people at any point in time after they moved to Texas, as does it take a head injury to figure out the similarities as to when I was a child and a teenager growing up in a household with those people in New Jersey as to such realities compared to how was my biological sister treated in comparison?



Why did I do what I could to keep my son #Letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia as safe as possible, as to away from such individuals as to Carrollton Texas in the reality portions thereof?



I hope that each aspect as to those types of individuals as to the ways thereof, I truly hope so much. My hopes, are such hopes as to such hopes permanently as what is there to actually show me a genuinely positive and good reason to change my mind as to such factors as to the situations as to the length of time?





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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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