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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Happy Halloween! Religion, Biology, SCUBA Diving, & more! Oh, my!

I had apparently ignorantly thought that such aspects of which to actually acknowledging me in truth as to actually recognizing me in ways which would actually make sense to me as to what situations I had already described as to what I had already dealt with, was enough to show as to the requirement to actually begin by speaking with me in truth compared to what I have already dealt with as there is nothing new to such back history regarding the ways of which people have spoken with me as to when in the consideration as to lying to my face and/or testing the after effects of my head injury and/or any other such medical portions, as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out one cannot test anything else as to the aspects of my life without having to acknowledge the facts of which of the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury. What aspects as to having repeatedly proven as to the situations as to what was going on as to the times throughout the years mainly of 2000 through the year of 2013 before the situations thereof, have only repeatedly been shown in a different context as to the factors of which were within the years of 2018 through 2021 as to the situations dealt with as to certain aspects of which more in regards as to my SCUBA diving as to the 10 year anniversary as to my survival of my SCUBA Diving depth levels and works thereof; year in such a reference additionally thereafter to my works in reference to my books and my website as well as my art only showed me that the same individuals who when I had been involved with certain areas of life aspects, had shown the lack of humanity as to simply speaking with me in truth as to knowing as to who I am in such comparisons as to the ways such situations had gone in reference to what I have already written about.



The aspects of which I had spoke with people in person about everything I wrote about within my first two books “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” and “Finding The Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” with the exception of what was written in part as to my SCUBA Diving book series as well as “The Modern Day Book By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” are the only factors of which I had not discussed in all aspects as I had in the references as to my first two books. Thus in such possibilities as to such wishes as to not having known, there always had been more than one person and/or group as to who I spoke with such about in person and thus while the ways of how such thereafters had gone in such prior t the fought for transfer and what problems occurred needlessly because of the hypothetical connections thereof not having the human decency to speak with me in truth in person about anything ever as to how such problems needlessly furthered into the after the transfer process; it would be fantastic if all such types of problems associated as to each such aspect fully stopped being a problem for me, stopped the harassment of me in all such ways, stopped the needless drama caused as to whatever had been initiated by each and every problematic portion thereof prior to my move out to the east coast for me as to be able to actually relax for once after all such combined situations.


In the reference of family rivalries as to the ways which when my maternal Grandmother would had graduated Seminary College in the 1990s around the year of 1995 when the first official family reunion that I had ever been to which was the only family reunion I had ever gone to for that side of the family, my maternal biological mother’s half sister named Christine Gavett which later she married a male named Brian though already had multiple abortions prior to having given birth to her only daughter that she kept named Megan who went to art college in #Canada Canada as the rest of the family had been told; the needless jealousy because Grandma Gavett appreciated the swan painting I created on my own, was appreciated in comparison to what was purchased by the other people who showed up at that family reunion. Though I wrote about such in reference to the train tracks as to when my biological half cousin had gone to spend time with a male she met at the college or in the area of #NY #NewYork #NewYorkstate #NYstate New York state area, somehow that female named Megan thought that one visit to the state of New York made her more special than other such factors. There would not be a surprise if similar to other such situations if that female wished as to such a portion to ever be the same as to such ways I have already brought up as to how the stolen valor #endstolenvalornow #endallstolenvalornow #endstolenvalor #endallstolenvalor of being from the area as to the psychosis as to such hypotheticals.



In the ways of which would have already been explained as well as written about from such a small amount of time, Megan said she wished for me to remember more about her. From the fact as to what I do remember about the time she spent on the train tracks as to the first impression of her as to the male as to the name in reference of #MarkZuckerburg Mark Zuckerberg’s #Facebook Facebook account name of #Sukkot Sukkot, I shall leave that open for interpretation as to what few memories as to what I have in reference to that female. However the apple does not fall far from the proverbial tree as to such aspects, of which I additionally have explained as well as wrote about the aspects to my biological mother and biological father’s wedding as to such times in my first book as to how my biological maternal aunt had been as to the night before their wedding.



While Megan already had thrown a temper tantrum because she was competing when there was not any competition as to what her present to Grandma Gavett was compared to mine, the factors of what was appreciated in such realities was the originality in comparison to the size of such. I suppose in some ways, there is a bit of a double an Tandra which could additionally be made in a variety of ways as to the aspects of who in such comparisons as to the internal portions; and yet which internal portions would such references be as to in such a dual aspect thereof, would depend on which aspect some would focus upon. Nonetheless as Megan had said she wanted such a memory to stay in my thoughts I suppose the only memories which most likely would not be the ideals as to what she would have been more intelligent if she had been more intelligent as to such, would be of such ideals to have paid more attention to. The only memories of what she had left were of the facts she laughed as to how I did not know that a dime bag cost more than a dime, and that she was on her knees with the male at the college on the train tracks. I remembered she threw a temper tantrum because of what she thought was better as to what artwork in comparison, and that she tried to compete saying she was more important as she thought as to what her goals were to be compared to my goals.


Personally as I told her as to what her goals meant nothing to me as unlike her I would earn mine while standing up for myself whereas she would only have certain ways as to how she would possibly come close to earning though would only be in the ways of theft, which in turn is not ever earning anything to begin with. Her problems upon the aspects of which my being the first living Baby Jesus Christ in the aspects of the first live nativity sent other such dramas of which my Grandma Gavett told everyone to stop being the ways everyone else had been acting, as there was not any reality to what they were paying more attention to in the comparisons to what was of importance as her graduation at her age was more important than what any others were paying attention to. The facts of which others had continued such quarrels as to the ways of such types of situations in such ways compared to the fact I had been the only grandchild which had congratulated her as I was the only grandchild who had given her a handmade present of my own creations, had brought a different sense of appreciation as to what I had been allowed to learn about in reference to her times within the #Rosicrucians Rosicrucians in the earlier phases of such middle times as to the expansions. Whereas others would learn of such much later in time similarly as to my Grandpa Gavett in the ways thereof, I suppose that respecting the elders is more important as to such factors which my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu had raised me to be more respectful of in addition to #OTC #OTPC #OldTennent #OldTennentPresbyterian #OldTennentPresbyterianChurch #Presbyterian #Tennent #TennentNJ #TennentNewJersey #NJ #NewJersey #NJstate #NewJerseystate Old Tennent Presbyterian Church.


While the arguments about the churches actually had been argued about at Grandma Gavett’s college graduation in comparison to simply focusing on the positive aspects of such, the ways which such types of situations overflowed into other areas such as the telephone calls which had always been recorded because of the facts as to where certain individual connections had been as to such times. The fact that Anna worked at #Prudential Prudential in #Holmdel #HolmdelNJ #HolmdelNewJersey Holmdel New Jersey on software coding with the business computer in the house as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out that meant there would be the automatic recordings as to such portions, in the years of the 1980s and the 1990s. Then again, I also saw what coding portions as to the collections of such phone calls were being recorded back in those times as to the ways which software coding shows certain key markers as to such workings of.



The fact of my maternal half-aunt who had worked in a correctional facility doing work on inmates as to the vision application would in turn mean I did not think it took a head injury to figure out one portion of the hypocrisy as to the factors of her hippy protests in the late 1960s and into the 1970s, though I also did not think it took a head injury to figure out as to the phone call recordings as to such monitoring known as to most. Whatever that male Brian’s employment had been additionally, would be such a factor of which I did not think it took a head injury to figure out my maternal half-aunt Edith Gavett to Edith Smith to Edith Stanley meant that with who she married as to that particular individual Mark Stanley as to those types of additional types of needless problems as to the factors thereof as he did not ever take life seriously as to such points in time and saw much more within the game aspects compared to actualities of life.



Does it take a head injury to figure out the needless garbage as to such over the decades constantly as to the needless problems of such portions would only lead to a point where at some point I would have not the pretty words as to such aspects, as who would ever think that after decades of constant harassment there would ever be a simple way to calm such a situation?



Does it take a head injury to figure out after decades of being constantly harassed and stalked while being lied to needlessly would only mean that after decades of such occurrences, that I would not have the pretty words which once were as to such times in the years thereof prior to the year of 2021 in comparison?



Maybe if such individuals of whichever groups actually had thought about how much needless drama they had instigated and aggravated only because of their own inadequacies to actually do what I had actually personally needed at the times when I specifically needed without the additional problems in comparison to constantly harassing me, then maybe just maybe there would still be the prettier words as to such aspects thereof. However when the consistent situations have been as they have been and instead of just leaving me to do as I personally need or actually help me in the ways of which I have actually needed in comparison to the assumptions of which each has occurred or actually saving me from those problems that they themselves had caused in comparison to a bandaid situation, the facts of such arrogances as to each individual thinking their time weas more valuable as to such aspects only has repeatedly been reproven as to the ways that such aspects have still yet to be taken care of properly because of their failures to actually do what was needed from the beginning. I unlike some people have not purposefully gone after anyone, I unlike some people have not purposefully caused problems, I unlike some people have not done as others have done; and yet the needless problems of which because of others thinking of such as a game needlessly or a weakness in comparison, the problems of such a snowball effect as to what their fully had been from the beginning as to their ability to make the choice to stop such problems to begin with as each and every day has continued to pass onward by their own choices of their own free will.



In the references as to knowing what is best for myself and yet the needless problems which occurred because of what others have assumed they knew better of and had not had the wherewithal to actually ask or speak with me in person, has only shown the lack of care as to such situations as to the way I personally am. Thus each individual who has ever complained about my words can look towards each person who caused such words to come out in comparison as referencing to the facts, and each person who has any such problems with such can refer to each individual who had needlessly assisted such problems from the beginning as each person can blame who actually had been the problem to begin with just as each person can blame each individual who has needlessly perpetuated such problems instead of actually assisting in the ways which I personally have needed assistance in comparison to their assumptions as that is not helpful to me personally.



In turn each individual as to whichever choices thereof as to any needless drama as to any needless problems, refer yourselves to the prior situations and the prior individuals thereof for each such problem for which you would needlessly deal with if those people had just done what they actually should have done correctly for my needs in comparison to their wants or desires.



I kind of figured it did not take a head injury to figure out what preexisting conditions meant to such portions of anyone who would ever assume there would ever be any possible way to ever go into such aspects without having to acknowledge such truthful facts as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out that the timeframe of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury compared to the time of when I did anything further thereof, would automatically make sense as to intelligent people who could actually think properly and correctly without such aspects actually having to be put into writing and/or spoken of. I did not think it took a head injury to figure out the lack of humanity as well as the lack of common sense as to the most easy information to pay attention to as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out the facts of such portions as to anything after the year of 2000, would be considered as to anyone who would do anything in the slightest to cause needless problems to me and/or do any type of testing would automatically fail as to having paid attention to the most commonly known fact as to the most commonly complained about portion of what I have repeated time and time again.



Maybe if I did not need to repeat myself from people actually being intelligent enough to pay attention to that one simple fact as to such, any aspect of which as to from the time of officially having put such through to the Library of Congress as to the facts of such a registration of such to the ways which I had done so to protect myself; would automatically mean as to the intelligence levels of other individuals being raised in the correct ways, however as the fact of which to having had to go into each detail in comparison of people actually being intelligent enough to actually have genuine common sense as to the realities of such aspects as to the ways of which I did not think it took a had injury to figure out there would not ever be any possible way to ever test me from that point forward as per the ways of already having put such into official writing and official statements after officially having spoken about for years before and after such a time. I did not think it took a head injury to figure out there would not be any way of any such acceptance as to anyone else’s intelligence to such without such an acknowledgement of such realities as well as the acceptance of such realities for me, as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out the lack of humanity would fully go into such a direction of paying attention to those facts thereof.



I did not think it took a head injury to figure out the ways of which as to any type of any way as to ever testing me as to any point in time after the year of 2000 after such portions thereof to each aspect of any type of any situation regarding any such testing without my specific contacting thereof as to what I personally know as to what is necessary, would in turn mean the aspects of which the lack of common sense as well as lack of intelligence among such individuals and groups of individuals however I suppose it also does not take a head injury to figure out that would be considered as the common sense way of being worse than what my now dead-ex-husband had done as at minimum he was intelligent enough to know the difference as to such portions of when to stop testing me.



The sad fact of which the lack of intelligence as well as the lack of humanity shown as to each situation since such a time of the year of 2014 as to my having put all such portions into the aspects of copyrights of my ownership would in turn automatically show such portions of which when making such choices of which to ever would make the choice of their own free will as to any such type of testing, would automatically show the worse levels of intelligence the worse levels of common sense and the worse levels of ever knowing the correct choices as even the facts thereof to him having admitted correctly as to such portions thereof as to the wrongful choices which were made as per the realization as to how much he had failed repeatedly to ever show me what I personally needed as to ever being cared about or ever being taken care of in the correct ways as to what I personally needed and required over such times.



The fact of such situations as to the lack of intelligence as to if there is any SCUBA Diving instructor of any such type involved, as to proving exactly why I do not need to be an instructor other than I had already taught the certifications courses as per how such reviews thereof to such portions; however would fully show as to the problems regarding certain types of instructors and their in the civilian recreational sector of them thinking they are the equivalent of what the Air Force has called the Zipperheaded Sun God, and yet not actually being good enough to fly an airplane at such speeds or accomplish such goals as to the ways thereof to which in reference to my SCUBA diving has already repeatedly proven to such. I did not think it took a head injury to figure out to ever follow along anything as to what my now dead-ex-husband had done would pretty much guarantee as to how much the preference to that aspect thereof in comparison to me as to such proof as to such aspects.



I did not think it took a head injury to figure out to actually be different than my life prior to as well as combined in reference to my now dead-ex-husband would be to actually do things my way without constantly fighting against my choices and constantly being a needless nuisance, as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out the only way I would see such aspects of fighting against me is exactly that as only fighting against me as to not ever actually showing me of any such portions of any such care or any such concern as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out the constant battles as to such would only show the lack of any such concern.



I did not think it took a head injury to figure out to follow as the ways my now dead-ex-husband had done in comparison to following by my example would only show me the ways of which the preference to death, in comparison to the preference to life. I did not think it took a head injury to figure out there would not ever be any way of which ever causing me any needless discomfort and any needless problems as to by what I would see and what I would view as such needless problems and wrongful choices, would automatically show me as to the lack of any such compassion as well as the lack of humanity as well as the lack of actual care and actual concern in genuinity as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out what I had already dealt with ever being wrongly repeated against me would automatically only show me that there was not ever one person I ever knew in person from the years of specifically 2000 through to 2013, that not one person I had known had ever truthfully cared about me for who I am as to my best possibilities as there is not any such ways as to ever see otherwise as to those who I had spent time with in person especially multiple times knowingly.



I did not think it took a head injury to figure out there would only be the ways of which I would see such portions as to the lack of respect as to each aspect I personally had accomplished on my own as to the lack of proper recognition as to the ways I would see as such, as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out when making choices as to the ways which to the realities of my now dead-ex-husband would only be viewed as abusive as he was and horrific as he was and useless as he was the entire time except for the lessons learned of what I personally would not ever want or ever need or ever desire as to any length of time as to such aspects in the ways thereof. There was not ever the thought of which anyone would ever be stupid enough to ever think they would ever gain my love from any choice by ever going in the ways of which my now dead-ex-husband had done when he was alive before the final separation as to the confession was the only time when he ever made the correct choice for me, as the realities thereof was the only ways I had ever seen as to the genuine learning from such patterns of behaviour as to the levels of which were known as well as the levels of which were necessary for such movement forward to progress more correctly.



I did not think it took a head injury to figure out the lack of humanity would only be seen in the ways of which were akin to my now dead-ex-husband, of which how did the situations go in reference to my now dead-ex-husband as to where is he in comparison to living? Do any individuals who had gone through without my permission of my creation of the Underwater Wedding actually like their past, and/or like themselves? If the answer is no in any possible way as to more than 60 percent of their lives as to such portions of how much they do not like about themselves as to their own choices of free will, however those people had been using technology since the 1980s or the 1990s before as to such comparisons as to my beginning officially as to use such technology in the ways of the social media portions in the latter times in the year of 2001 compared to the timeframes of which they had already established who they had been online in whichever ways they had from the time when they had first begun such aspects.



In the references as to what I did the best I could to warn people throughout the state of #TX #Texas #TXstate #Texasstate Texas as from the time of my waking up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury at #FortSamHouston #FortSam #FtSamHouston #FtSam #JBSA #FortSamHoustonSATX #SATX #FtSamHoustonSATX #FortSamHoustonSanAntonio #FortSamHoustonSanAntonioTexas #FortSamHoustonSanAntonioTX #FortSamHoustonTX #FortSamHoustonTexas #FtSamHoustonSATX #FtSamHoustonSanAntonio #FtSamHoustonSanAntonioTX #FtSamHoustonSanAntonioTexas #SanAntonio #SanAntonioTX #SanAntonioTexas #MilitaryCityUSA #MCUSA Fort Sam Houston in San Antonio Texas a part of Joint Base San Antonio also known as Military City USA in the year of 2000 onward and outward throughout the city of San Antonio as well as the state of Texas as to such varying degrees, the sad truth as to what war of such religious aspects within my own life as to what others thought of as a joke while having needed to remember as I told them there is truth behind every joke that I have told.



In the reference as to my biological mother being a Deacon and my biological father being a Trustee at a historical church where the #RevolutionaryWar #Revolutionary Revolutionary War had the #BattleofMonmouth Battle of Monmouth in a field nearby with #GeneralGeorgeWashington General George Washington’s private office behind the church as well as my having been the first living Baby Jesus Christ for the first live nativity from the years of 1982 through 1986 as to the ways already explained, what type of needless competition can anyone see in reference to my Grandma Gavett graduation at a seminary college type area regarding my maternal biological side of the family?



For example other than those factors as well as my personal involvements within Old Tennent Presbyterian Church as to my work additionally as to my Confirmation Class as to my Graduation in the year of 1997, does it take a head injury to figure out as to my maternal half-aunt Edith Smith going to convert to the #Catholic #HolyRomanCatholicChurch Holy Roman Catholic Church as to such times in the ways of such traditions only after my Grandma Gavett had become a theologian as to the graduation as she had been a #Baptist Baptist up to such a point in time while additionally doing work in the technology field?


Should it take a head injury to figure out my maternal biological half-aunt Christine having been involved with such 1960s and 1970s underground such religions as to the ways thereof, as to what type of needless competition as to such factors?



Does it take a head injury to figure out the factors of which my maternal half-uncle Leonard Gavett as to his involvement within the #USAirForce #AirForce #USAF #USAAF #USAAirForce United States of America’s Air Force branch as to the time in #DesertStorm #DesertShield Desert Storm and Desert Shield as to the lack of concern about such competition though seeing such hypocrisy as to the ways which such factors had been known by some in the biological family as to what the mother of his three children Sarah, Elizabeth, and Esau as to such factors as to such times when he was overseas being considered as problematic as to those people’s viewpoints and needless competitions as well as complaints as to the 1960s and the 1970s factors of their own personal involvements during such times?



Would it take a head injury to figure out my maternal half-uncle Neil which few paid attention to the help he had needed during certain points in time as to the aspects as to how he had gotten into role playing games as well as the 1960s and the 1970s factors of such points in time, and the situations of which seeing the hypocrisy as to the situations additionally?



What would that mean to the additional factors of my Grandpa Gavett as well as my Grandma Gavett’s religious backgrounds in such factors, as well as my Bok Gung having been #Cantonese Cantonese and my Bok Pu being half Cantonese and half #Mandarin Mandarin as to such additional portions of how such individuals at the years of the ways which as #MaoZeDoong Mao Ze Doong and such a rise to power of such times before the #Tiananmen #TiananmanSquare Tiananmen Square situations to the viewpoints of the 1960s and the 1970s as to the ways of such origin factors before such times, as to the students as to the colleges for such reviewal portions in the comparisons of such viewpoints?



Can anyone see the combined factors of which I was always serious when jovially discussing such portions as to the realities of how such family feuding had been before the turn of the millennium, and how would such factors continue in reference to the ways some have been over such years as to what I had brought forward in the various reference points as to the larger factors combined as to my personal works in addition to such factors to take into consideration which would include my ex-in-laws as to my biological maternal side of the family learning about Grandpa Nichols as to such hypothetical factors thereof before my Medal of Honor Art Project as what type of proverbial storm would that cause as to any such situations?



The irony of how many had college degrees in whichever fields thereof and the lack of ability for such pieces of paper individuals to ever correctly complete the arithmetic as to the #womensrights #civilrights #equalrights women’s rights and civil rights for such equal rights across all areas in reference to my son #Letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia birth as while the assumption would be the next in line as to next of kin the reality of such cannot be passed along in the same ways as to such portions of the earned portions of which each accomplishment is of the one and only who had done so, and/or with whichever groups thereof to such aspects of. How would that sort of lack of ability to do such math as to the years awake with the knowledge of the medical portions as to such medical realities I have dealt with since waking up, and which targeting from which side as to which connection to which I had warned people throughout the areas within the state of Texas would such be able to notice for the sight to see there was always a war of such between those people as to the times thereof to the year after the terrorist attacks on 11 September 2001 as to the terrorist attacks in 1993 as to such factors of pointing the finger in one direction as to looking over where in comparison to the reality thereof?



My Grandma Gavett was proud of he fact as to such portions as Grandmas are which in turn what over the years between when I had initially been on social media in 2001 through 2013 especially, would a happy Grandma be as to such as I did the best I could to keep her and her friends up to date as to what I could remember as to the lack of the invitation to the family reunion as what would cousins as well as other such factors have in problems as to such portions thereof when in the year of 2010 or 2011 was their first family reunion that I was not invited to and what type of wishful participation trophy would such individuals wish to claim as to what causes as to the abusive factors as to why?



However does it also take a head injury to figure out in reference to when my maternal half-aunt Edith and my maternal half-aunt Christine had been at my biological mother and biological father’s house with Grandma Gavett, as to how much self control I had when that female ran her mouth as to what she wondered as to what was done as to ever pissing anyone off? Does it take a head injury her daughter’s only memory of which I have as to the facts thereof would be a possibility as well as why would it ever be my fault as to my capabilities to earn on my own as I have when in reality, why did they not ever apply themselves to working towards betterment in genuinity in comparison to complaining?



I do not think it takes a head injury to figure out the factors that would be in reference to those 1960s and 1970s situations of which I had already explained and went into such details previously about, as to why I personally took a stand against such factors. However I also do not think it takes a head injury as to figuring out how much self control I had in that kitchen in that discussion in the year of 2012, as to what my personal capabilities are in reference to aspects thereof as to the same type of patterns of behaviour as to what those types of people tried to needlessly instigate during such times in reference to the #Vietnam #VietnamWar Vietnam War veterans from such factors as to those times when taking in consideration the additional aspects as to how certain individuals have dealt with the factors thereof as to the #Iraq #IraqWar Iraq War and the #Afghanistan #AfganistanWar Afghanistan War situations within the civilian sector of the United States of America. She should truly be thankful to me as to how much self-control I had at such times, when looking at the color changes in the oceanic waters as to when I protected personally the waters within the #GulfofMexico Gulf of Mexico first to then later go protect the coastlines of the areas of the #Atlantic areas of the oceanic waters to where the land met the waters later on in the areas of #FL #Florida #Floridastate #FLstate as to the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg as does it take a head injury to figure out the Gulf of Mexico is the area of which I landed at the bottom of the ocean more times as well as first before anywhere else?



If I am accurate, that would be the middle ground as to such aspects to the east coast and west coast ending of such portions of which I did not think it took a head injury to figure out though I also did not think it took a head injury to figure out there was not one being of the oceanic waters which asked me whether or not I was a #SCUBA #SCUBADiving #SCUBADiveingInstructor SCUBA Diving instructor when I went to go protect the lands and the human beings on the lands in such areas.



No, I do not know which people if any within either side of my biologicals is a #PADI #MAUI PADI or NAUI SCUBA Diving certified SCUBA diver as that was not of any concern of mine in any such point in time for me personally. Thus if there were those who had a personal problem which it should not take a head injury to figure out as to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury the lack of any such discussions as to which certification group as to which possible individual thereof as to, why would I personally care to the freedom of choice as to which SCUBA Diving association group as to any other individual? Was it ever discussed specifically with me as to which specific group and even if it was, what difference does that make to my personal choice as does it take a head injury to figure out such biases if any in reference to my personal background as to such factors?



Should it take a head injury to figure out the technological length of history for just those connections thereof, as to what is able to be found in all such factors and references thereof as to the history for such different registrations as to a merging process of all such accounts?



Happy Samhain #Samhain and Happy #Halloween #HappySamhaim #HappyHalloween Halloween everybody, whether or not biologically related!




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Twinkle, twinkle little Star child

How it was wondered what each are ever so mild

Up above the world(s) so high

Like a diamond in the sky

Twinkle, twinkle little Star child

How it was wondered who could ever be meek and mild

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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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