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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


Lady Dori Belle


...and to biological consenting adults as...

Lady Liberty Belle

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My life  =  My personal life

My life experiences  =  My personal life experiences that some might have something alike or something similar to though theirs is not the exact as to My personal life experiences

My opinion  =  Susan MeeLing's personal opinion that some or many might agree with

My needs  =  My personal needs for me personally though some distinguishing factors as to the aspects where there are different facets of My personal life and thus as to the distinguishing factors as to the different areas of my life, thus for Me personally is going to be for Me personally as to such differences as to the aspects whereas of others as to the factors to the considerations.


The FACT books I authored/wrote/compiled that I published through Amazon for My profits and what I chose/choose for the financial aspects per book:
*  Finding A Silver Lining  (published in print book format in in the year of 2015)
*  Finding The Silver Lining  (published in print book format in the year of 2014)
*  The Modern Day Book  (published in print format book in the year of 2020)
*  The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire  (3 volumes published in print format books in the year of 2020)

 

Fiction Based books I published through Amazon that can have metaphors or proverbial only as some books allow the financial aspects as to donations whereas the newer books do not have such same factors whatsoever as to the financial resources for Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle also known as Lady L*** Belle as make sure to not assume that all books will ever be the exact same:
*  "The Curious Children Book Series:  (2 volumes published in the year of 2014/2015)
*  "Fail-Safe:  The Kenedy curse fused with Science Fiction Fantasy  (The New World Order)"  (1 book published in the year of in print format book form 2015/2016 that is the main book to refer to for each of the subsequent books in the series as the 10 volume book series published as the 9 additional volumes in 2021/2022 as not all books were allowed as per My personal choice to be published in print format as to the ideals I have had for My work as to how I personally chose to release My books as to My business plans)
*  "Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series"  (3 volumes published in print format of books in the years of 2014 through 2015 and then 7 books were published in the year of 2021/2022)


To Contact Me to ask me what My needs, my wants, My preferences, My Ideals, and/or My desires is only to utilize My To Contact Form to ask me respectfully after explaining yourself as to such aspects first as asking Me is the best way to actually do so correctly to actually learn to know of what My actual needs are for the factors of as the same in reference to my wants and so on and so forth.  That includes though not limited to asking if there is something to assist Me with, arranging Book Signing, arranging requiring My permission first as to my needs for any appearance(s)/meeting(s), 


Do not assume that just because I authored/wrote/compiled books that you know Me, you know of Me as to such factors as to the factors of the reality of the social media.


If I personally have reached out to you directly as to requesting a meeting and/or meetings, I have done so with the factors of respect regarding the aspects of what I could figure as being respectful as to the time(s) as to upon your schedule though also as depending upon my schedule as well.  The contact information regarding phone numerical factors as to the aspects of My To Contact Form through My website, as to making attempts as to the ease to correctly communicate clearly.  


Ensure if you are going to ask about Me, to know the exact-ish amount of time the individual actually knew Me in real life in person face to face in person in real life to verify the correct numerical positions of time that they may have known Me or if they knew of me as to the facts.


My modeling is not the same as speaking with Me face to face at all, because that is not the same as in real life as to the facts that in real life in person face to face in person actually requires those facts of in real life in person face to face in person in real life where a human being in person face to face in person is in real life with another human being is the common sense for in person face to face in person in real life as there is a difference to getting My personal permission first.


I do not allow anyone to misinterpret ever, as there is the clear facts that if someone/anyone says they can interpret Me, ensure they actually have what I personally consider as the starting point of full foundation as to actual capacities to do so correctly as what I consider as the correct foundation as to making sure the foundation of theirs in not made out of sand as to the differences of whereas to the facts my foundation is forged from where the stones as to the rock of My foundation is to the sturdiness thereof as to My personal life as to My personal experiences as to Me personally; as in my personal opinion that imitation is not flattery at all in any capacity when in reference to Me.


Since I comprehend Myself as to My and what My needS are as to what My wantS are as to what My preferenceS are as to what My idealS are as to what My desires are, then as to My comprehension of such factors in reference to Myself as to My personal requirements as when I have written about My personal life experiences as to the words I personally have chosen to describe such facts, then as to My life = My personal life experiences.


Manners, respect, human decency, and protocols are as a beginning point for what My personal standards are for Me.

Make sure to be capable to distinguish when the facts of My journal blog are in the capacity of either facts with satire and/or facts with metaphors and/or facts with figurative and/or facts as literal as the reality that My personal life experiences are My personal life experiences as to where some might relate to what I personally have dealt with, the full combination of what I have survived is the difference as to where the distinction is.


I survived the attacks on the soil of the homeland of the United States of America as to the tristate areas of New Jersey, New York, and Pennsylvania in the year of 1993 in the month of February as well as the timeframe of 9/11 also known as 11 September 2001 because I was born and raised in New Jersey in the three-county/three-borough area that had the most amount of commuters to New York City as well as other factors of the reality as to the state of New Jersey that those factors of pop culture are usually NYCers or Pittsburgians or Philadelphians and not New Jersey-ians pop culture as the aspects of comprehending the facts as that pop culture only has small amounts as to the differences of the fullnesses thereof.


What I know for what My personal comforts are as to being capable to see as to such factors, translates to comprehension of Myself as to comprehending what is best for Me personally as to what is best for My work as well as what is best for My personal comforts.  As hours change to days and days change to weeks and weeks change to months and months change to years and years change to decades, I comprehend My personal needs as I comprehend I have made attempts for My personal needs to be correct for Me as to what My personal considerations are.


Keep your thoughts in what I consider as purity as to such actual purity of innocence, and the ease of life is made so as to the factors of the ensuring the correct actions without assumptions.


Acknowledging biases first without judgement, has no capacity of being biased as no bias can be without the capacities of bigotry, and thus without bigotry then there is the capacity of acknowledging biases without judgement.


I personally am unaware of fans of Mine because I do not assume that I have any because of what My considerations are for what a fan of Mine would be, as the factors when considerations as to fandom as to Myself is as to the factors of what I personally consider as comfort.


People should be more uplifting as to the aspects of being appreciative if as to appreciating work of Mine, as I have not need/want/desire of any male dominant in the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle regarding such factors of any type of relationship outside of acquaintance or friendship only, as that is not in any capacity ever a turn on to what My considerations are for Me at all in any capacity whatsoever as it has not ever been a turn on to Me.


The reality that Females have the capacity to be strong enough to be themselves if as to such morals and ethics as to such reality needs and requirements, thus as to where males have needed to accept the facts as not all males are as to what they might think of themselves as the same in reference of professional in what is supposed to be consenting adult biologically legally as to informed, as how they themselves are not anything of any turn on to Me as they are the opposite 100% in every capacity of anything that would ever be capable to turning Me on personally as I personally am not a lesbian as obviously a female biologically who would enjoy such factors would only be as to such aspects as to having to acknowledge such within herself.


As a Pansexual as to the intellectual capacities where I can be interested though not necessarily turned on, as to the physical does not make the aspect of what is of attraction to Me in the aspects whereas some might assume, as the factors as to the emotional connections depend and vary as to the situations, whereas the spirituality of such factors as My comprehension of Eclectic Judeo-Christianity religion is important, as the factors of sexuality of what sexually is attractive for Me is as to how the personal connection is as to the genuinity.


Being Polyamorous as I am personally is as to the intellectual capacity of being capable to discuss multiple topics while actually caring in truth, emotionally having the capacity to connect and such communicative factors, as the other three aspects thereof as to the references to the differences as to romantic factors as to platonic factors as there is My personal capacity where I always begin as to platonic factors first before I have ever or would ever consider anything sexually and/or romantically as personally it takes a lot more for Me to be capable to connect romantically than it ever has as to connecting platonically because of the way I personally was raised.


Thus if interested in dating Me as to in the capacity of not setting a date for a meeting as that obviously would not be the exact same unless previously brought up as to discussions, then as to such aspects as to arranging such with Me to ask Me first if that is an interest as to other(s) regarding such aspects. 


Thus the as I am as where I am a Female Dominant as to being as I am, then as to such acceptance there is a difference as to Myself being a Feminist as to the differences whereas the factors of feminazism as to the references of those who would have such factors as to their patterns of choices as to their behaviour as to the factors whereas the proof of such to the aspects of the differences of reviewing information from a different point in time as to such a point in time as to the facts that need to be paid attention to as to the facts of the time.


Completing a logistical review of My personal life experiences while acknowledging My experiences as well as My emotions from the facts of the situations from the years of 2019 through 2022, is not the same as to having the capability of time to review such all at the exact point in time of the exact point in time as that should not take a head injury to figure out.


My work as to My writings as to if used in speeches as the ease thereof as the 10% for Me of such if financial factors as to the tithing viewpoints, if as to such factors of consideration.


The links to My website as to My different pages of My website including My Journal Blog, are capable to share the link as to discussing the details as to the information of; though such facts for the fullness to be capable to read more to learn from the knowledge, is of the facts where such importance.


Since the requirements in reference to My website as to where tghe finances were only for Me to be capable to utilize were not responded directly to Me personally as there was not anyone ever allowed to be involved as to on My behalf ever, as to the aspects where since I personally did not have any such discussions as to what My personal minimum standards were as to being met for what My personal requirements are/were/are as to where there was and is not any allowances for such misinterpretations ever as to the clear distinctions as to Me personally only as to where I have clarified repeatedly that I am the one and only as to ever making the decisions for Myself as well as My work(s).


I personally do not play games, as I do not find games as they are not fun for Me.


I personally do not often watch television/movies as that is not assistive to my headaches/migraines at all, as the after effects from My head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 as the additional after effects from the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal temporal lobe of My brain that took 8.5 years to fully dissipate out of the MRI and out of the CAT scans as I have figured as to what works best for me personally.


While I have made attempts to connect with real people as to real friends as I once thought of as to such prior points in time, as to how such aspects went in the years from 2019 through 2022 as to such viewpoints as to such considerations referencing as to what capacities as to such factors regarding the differences as to choices/words/actions/deeds as to such references as to the factors of humanity as per the proof regarding my attempts before as well as during as well as after such points in time.


If as to the current time where each individual seems to think of themselves as a commercial and/or thinks of others as a commercial instead of thinking of each as an individual human being with individual personal life experiences as to how I personally have considered each individual if I am accurate referencing others' opinions as to such if factors, then as to where the reality of such readjustments as to the recalibrations of what humanity is.


The aspects of pop culture as to the facts regarding the differences between the factors of as while there might be some aspects that align in some ways, there are still the facts of the amount of the rest of different experiences and life thereof.


Thus as to such facts whereas what My personal needS as to what My personal wantS as to such factors, such aspects of the #ADA ADA requirements as to the facts regarding My being medically retired or being considered as to such disability aspects as to the reasons why ADA aspects are in such as for Me as to such aspects; though actually being capable to have as well as utilize such aspects as to My benefits in the correct capacities for Myself, as to the aspects whereas such factors of proof regarding the situations as to such reasons I have also worked as diligently as I have attempted to being capable to provide for Myself as being a biological adult of two biological adult legal aged children I personally gave birth to while having been awake from My coma for less than 1.5 years for one and 2.5 years for the other as to such facts.


Online is important for several aspects, though in real life as to such reality as to the real needs as to such common sense as to the factors of what is required for Me as I comprehend what is actually best for Me and that is not up for interpretations as interpretations always lead to misunderstandings as to the facts as to such proof regarding the aspects thereof as to My personally being capable to be in as well as remain in a good mood as to the attempts I have made to being capable to accomplish such.


While the aspects of My personal belief in real angels as to real faeries as to real spiritual beings as to such facts regarding such as to where I was Confirmed in the year of 1997 as to the aspects thereof to that history, the aspects where such facts as to the references thereof as the differences of what are considered as real friends in real life as to the differences of the spiritual aspects if there was ever any common sense as to different human beings unless as to such being as cherubim as to homo-sapien-sapiens as to ever being ignorant enough to think that is the same when obviously as to the facts that a real human being as to a real friend as to the difference of a real spirit as to such aspects thereof to real spiritualism capabilities.

However such is obviously a difference from the aspects thereof, to humanity as human beings are supposed to be and are as to humanity if as to such aspects of the definition of humanity.


If I was/am believed as I understand some have opinions as to religious aspects and/or spiritual factors as to the usage of the words metaphor/proverbial/figurative, there has not been such confirmation for Me to have such knowledge for Myself regarding such aspects to what I would know and understand as to such as per the proof regarding the exact time.


Some do not just get over something as massive as the situations as to February 1993 as to being capable to survive such, as that was not a video game nor was that a computer game nor was that a pop culture fiction aspect as to such references and regards just as 11 September 2001 or 9/11 was not a video game and was not a computer game and was not a pop culture fiction aspect.


There is not the capacity where individuals who have tried to prettify the aspects for individuals to truthfully recover and heal from such aspects because of the requirements as to the truth being told in full, and when the truth is told in full is the only capacity for healing to begin.


Thus as to the facts in reference to My personal life experiences, what support would there be that I could truthfully say and/or write about as to the aspects of such luxuries others have had as to such amounts of individuals as to such support groups as to such friends as to such aspects of discussions as to what discussions would actually be in the references thereof as to what I personally consider as; or would such individuals think that them discussing amongst themselves would be as to the same instead of the aspects thereof as to discussions with Me personally, as to such proof regarding such luxuries as to those types as to such factors as to the aspects of such wannabe aspects.

 

 

Those who would consider Me as wanted as to what I consider as being wanted as to the differences as to such aspects of "Finding A Silver Lining" as there are only so many words in the dictionary to describe, and when individuals choose to be bratty nonconsensually as to such aspects as to such brattiness as to the aspects of the amounts of words as to the amounts of times as to where either the individual is going to be considered as competent to understand or they will be considered as incompetent as to humanity referencing such types as to those factors as to such aspects that I have brought forward as to the proof thereof to the validity of such aspects. 


"Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining" are situations that are of My past as to the situations I personally dealt with as to such aspects whereas My suggestions as to the current time as well as the future, are the difference.


"The Modern Day Book" is as to what I noticed as per the years thereof in those references as to what the looks were as to such descriptions for such clear aspects, as the common sense factors as to such regards as to having been born and raised in New Jersey as to the aspects of the differences as to NYC as NYC thinks of such aspects whereas New Jersey has the capacity to prefer the real of the reality as to such differences whereas Broadway wanted to be more like Hollywood and visa versa as to such references.


"The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" is of what My personal experiences were as to My personal work as to My personal life experiences as to before I began SCUBA Diving as to what I was known as through My name in reference of My personal trainers as to My personal childhood experiences as to such work in reference of protecting and defending the individuals on land above sea level as to the aspects of My work if that was/is actually appreciated.


The aspects where I could see now in the year of 2023 where some capacities of "Fail-Safe" could be as to such if factors as well as "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as while I was only being creative as to such aspects as to My writings, the aspects whereas for Myself personally would be as to the references for such aspects if as to those types as to such psychological distinguishing factors as to what I have been capable to distinguish as to My comprehension of Myself as well as My comprehension of My wrok as I authored/wrote/compiled as to the best of My capabilities as to My overall books.


In reference of "Paroxysm" there is not anyone I ever have personally dated that would ever fit into such descriptions, ever.  The facts regarding where the references thereof to prior timeframes as to Volume 2 are from individuals I personally knew before the year of 2000, as to the common sense factors as to the reality of the overall.


In regards as to "Fail-Safe" and "Paroxysm" in regards of for Me personally as to the relationship aspects of for Me personally as to the references and regards thereof officially for Me personally despite having written of such in an overall way, the aspects of if as to such as for Me personally then as to such clarifications now as to the year of 2023 as to the differences regarding the multiple reasons as to bringing such forward as to healthy acquaintences as to healthy friendships as to health developments of hetero-sexual relationships that as to such hetero-sexual relationships as to the fluidity depending upon the aspects of such a relationship factor if as to the consensual aspects as to each involved being fully informed first as that is the only capacity thereof as to being informed as to officially being informed before such aspects as for the example where I have been honest as to the after effects from My Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to others being informed first officially as to such if factors as to the differences.


The aspects whereas to such if factors as to My books I personally authored without any assistances as to My personal creativity to authoring such aside from the technological factors as to being capable to write such books as to "Paroxysm" and "Fail-Safe" referencing such aspects specifically for Myself regarding such aspects of the specifics as to such details, then I suppose if as to such would be as to prophecy regarding such if factors if such were to ever be for Myself personally; though if as others' interpretations of their own lives as to then the references of whereas being capable to prophesize decades before ever writing though definitely would not ever prefer certain aspects as to certain individuals as to My personal considerations as to the specifics as to such references regarding the factors thereof as to "Fail-Safe" especially though also in such clarifications as to for Me as to "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as to what My personal considerations as to the aspects thereof regarding the aspects not of a novelty as there is a difference between a novel a difference between a novel idea a difference between as to how such aspects of where the problems as to problematic novelty factors as to such misinterpretations in My opinion.


When describing the situations in truth that is the common sense starting point of a foundation, and any who think that such could be fast-forwarded are incompetent as to such aspects where certain factors are required to have such details and information to being capable to actually make such genuine efforts as to progression towards betterment in genuine truth.


The reality where such aspects of when such efforts are direct as to such facts as per the prior amounts of time as to explanations, then as to the facts where either the competency to listen and then think while listening as well as being capable to progress with the correct actions as to such regards as to the common sense.


Maybe it is a bit more truthful than I realized, common sense might actually be a genuinely real superpower. 


Forgiveness is of importance as to such truth in full as best as possible, the factors of as to such if remorseful.


The reasons why of the reality as to where, as to the year of 1993. 


Time is important as to emotions of the situations, retaining such knowledge can assist seeing towards progression of betterment.


Communications are important listening both sides if as to consent, the factors as to information in truth as of much importance. 

Life and Love, Life and Love
Between, Below, and Above


Brightest of Blessings.

Please share the link to my website and feel free to comment in the section below however know that I am not informed as to any comments made within the area of each journal blog I post, though the ability to express yourselves as to such comments of such are able to be seen of such portions if you so choose.

I encourage others to share the links and to speak about such topics honestly as to such aspects and situations as my saying as to it should not take a head injury to figure out is the main satirical portion as to my journal blog, as to the facts as to sometimes when wording hits a certain way all one can do is chuckle a bit as to reviewing such portions of information thereof.

If interested in using my journal blog for articles and/or legal aspects please just remember to put the link to the specific journal blog article area to assist the fuller aspects as to the clarifications for others to also be able to read through for such additional details, as well as if there are those who are interested in further discussions and/or commentary and/or interviews and/or speaking arrangements and/or invitational aspects of such journal blog entries I have written please do contact me through my contact form with such details at www.susanmeeling.com/to-contact 

Please also know the reasons for having such available hopefully assists the more open discussions as to the various details thereof to which I have been honest and truthful about, which additionally to such as to posting on social media in various areas is welcome as the ability to discuss such topics honestly is of importance as it brings a different form of discussions though also assists more to be involved with such viewpoints.  I know there are those who either have not had a social media account and/or have had to wait to be online more often in such aspects depending upon the employment thereof to which the reference to the details in such references per journal blog entry might assist in different ways while additionally giving the ability to still engage online in various forums to which while some may prefer not to have their social media accounts associated with responses on my website which is acceptable; it does give a forum for such discussions as well for those who may not have the ability to go into further details in certain other areas online, as to a different cover though the reality of such transparency on my part as to having been open and honest as to my community area involvements additionally hopefully open the doors and open the lines for more genuine and honest communication within the age appropriate guidelines thereof for the betterment and clarity among more.

 

 

Admittedly only recently in the year of 2020 had I realized I may physically look similar to different characters in different aspects of pop culture however I did not grow up being allowed to watch such aspects and since after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury coma, I do not usually watch such pop culture because of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to knowing the personal aspects of what is best for myself.  However I did not and do not know of the pop culture references many of the times because of not being allowed to watch anything other than G-rated movies/television throughout my childhood and teenager years in the 1980s to the 1990s as the rating systems may have been different for such times, as I also was not allowed to watch PG or PG13 or any other type of PG until I was a certain age which again similarly to such times in the 1980s and the 1990s the rating system may have been different to such aspects; of which once I was the age of 18 years old biologically I have been able to watch anything and everything I personally prefer or want to watch.

 

 

Additionally I do not play games despite possibly looking physically as what characters might be as to such, as again that is something within pop culture which I have not usually known nor understood a reference to such in pop culture however I encourage people to know the difference between a pop culture reference as to knowing the difference to the human being spoken with as I have picked up there are several individuals who may not have known there is a difference between what images and/or videos as to being seen compared to the interactions with others when in real life in person as well as when speaking with others through various forms of online communication of which the care and the concern as to such aspects in my opinion is of importance to review for such realities. 

 

 

While I understand others have the choice to play games for whichever aspects thereof, please comprehend I am not one who will play games as I personally do not find such appealing to me nor to the after effects of as well as from my Psalm Sunday year of 2000 head injury just as others with and/or without a head injury may have a different viewpoint to such aspects as to games as some just have a life which such is considered as a luxury to play games comparatively though cannot do.

 

 

Please be respectful as to such as well as if you meet me and/or see me in public and speak with me, please be honest as to such as I have not ever assumed anyone had ever known of my website or my work as to the fact I have known there are many websites throughout the internet of which if there have been hints to such at any point in time there has not been the ways of which I would view such aspects as to the reference without the actual bringing of such information up first by who I have spoken with because of the ways as though I write as I do when I speak it is not always the same way as such comes across online possibly as there are differences as I would guesstimate others would know as per their own online aspects as to how such discussions have been with others and/or writings thereof as to when corresponding with others.

 

 

Though I know there are more than just the two social media areas of which Facebook and Twitter have been available, because of certain topics of my journal blog entries as well as the multiple social media platforms I lease such areas at the discretion of the reader to posting such aspects because of the knowledge certain topics are for certain age ranges as to the details thereof though because of certain aspects as to the intellectual levels for the reasons as to the choices thereof for what I have known some companies have assisted with in reference to the rating system as to guidelines as to the clicking of certain links for such software references as to controls.  I have done the best I could to ensure the ability for if in reference to biologically under the age of 18 years old for such choices up to the parent(s)/legal guardian(s)/grandparents to the topic points I have/do written/write about as well as kept such details more modest for the ability for such aspects of choice to the appropriate levels of discussions, of which hopefully with the additional aspects as to the genres assist with such abilities for the clarifications thereof.  

If newsworthy, please do send to the news organizations if there are topics of which are interesting that should be broadcast upon the various news media stations as to the specifics within the posts I have put together.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Halloween

While Halloween is about telling various aspects as to the overall portions, this particular Halloween I figured I will post a brief little post.



What could be scarier, than the truth?



What would it be for someone who was born with sensitive and dry Eczema skin to be born and grow up in areas above the Mason-Dixon Line in areas where the average temperature in the months of January through April are around 25 to 50 degrees, May through August months are around 65 through 85 degrees on average, and September through December months are around 15 to 35 degrees with an average snowfall overall for 3 months around 3 feet or more of snow for a total of close to 18 years consecutively prior to being in a location of temperatures on average between 85 through 110 degrees to then be pregnant to deliver in labor and delivery in the month of September as to the average temperature being around 95 to 100 degrees twice though for 10 years-ish consecutively?



Would a subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of the brain be considered as to the comfort if there is such to be considered as to the aspects thereof from a head injury on Psalm Sunday, what would be considered as to headaches and migraines in temperatures of such changes to the references of to think about?



In the year of 2000 that was my reality as to the year of 2001 before the year of 2002, as to being born and raised in New Jersey with almost 2 years in Illinois prior to waking up in San Antonio Texas after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury during Basic Training for the Army branch of the Armed Forces of the United States of America around the age of eighteen years old. Texas is different looking in different areas depending upon the location as well as the temperature though the botany is obviously much different from the northeast to the southwest, well beyond the ease of seeing such in the difference of the two names. As someone who enjoys Irises, Tulips, Daylilies, Lily of the Valley, Dogwoods, Rhododendrons, Azaleas, Fescue grass, Kentucky Blue, and Lilacs for a few examples; what would the difference be as to the botany as to Saint Agustine grass, Satvia, cacti, and cedar for the physical viewpoint?



In some factors I suppose as to the physical differences between when I was younger prior to my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to the after effects as to how I had to figure ways to deal with certain aspects as to wondering what I could have ever as to the physical aspects of the massively distinctive differences to the weather as to my skin as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as to the 8.5 years as what would the air be to breathe as a difference from the northeast to the southwest as to the inhaling factors?



Then as to pop culture within the state of Texas in the reference to where I grew up only being allowed to watch G rated movies at any point in time, PG and PG13 movies I was not allowed to look at until after I was 13 years old legally and the requirement as to approval before the movie could be discussed to consider to watch, and then as to the R rated movies as to the legal age as to the requirement as per how I was raised in regards of my Deacon and Trustee of Old Tennent Presbyterian Church in the 1980s and the 1990s as they had worked with the other congregants to the historical registration of Old Tennent Presbyterian Church because of the fact the white building of Old Tennent Presbyterian Church was used as a hospital during the Revolutionary War and General George Washington's private office building is behind the church area at the top of the hill in the direction capable to be seen most clearly from the viewpoint of Neff Chapel.



Neff Chapel as to the white building at the bottom of the hill to the area of General George Washington's private office in the different location to Old Scotts Hall and such buildings, the importance of such details to the knowledge of as well as to where the original congregation as to the aspects of the massive difference for such details as to the location of as to the history. There is much to the history as to what was told to me as to the congregation at the timeframe of the 1980s and the 1990s how they thought I believed the Old Wives Tales, in the reality as to what occurrences thereof to my beliefs as to the proof before there was actual proof as to the original Pastor of the church and the situations as to the overall.



While it is interesting to see some information about Mother Neff in an area of Texas, the aspects of oddity as to Neff Chapel. My Sweet 16 party was at Neff Chapel as to the reality of the aspects to what is the first and only Sweet 16 party to be held in the timeframe of the 1980s and the 1990s, as no one else throughout the entire congregation had ever had a Sweet 16 party anywhere at Old Tennent Presbyterian Church overall location to that point in time as to the aspects of the original aspects in conjunction as to my biological Mother being a Deacon at the timeframe of the combination as well as my biological Father being a Trustee at the time as well as to the combination and thus as to how I am the one and only person who has ever had the combination of the Sweet 16 party for me.



As to the difference as to the arrangement at the same time of my Sweet 16 party at Neff Chapel as to a double aspect as to the timeframe of the situation as to the combination of the Deacon and Trustee aspects at the specific timeframe as to the aspects of Deacon and Trustee aspects to Old Tennent Presbyterian Church as to the specific aspects of timing together, as well as the fact as to the registration of Old Tennent Presbyterian Church as a registered historical location as per the aspects where the King Williams District in San Antonio can understand for one building as to the Revolutionary War aspects to the reference of those situations as to the combination. The additional aspect was at the same time as to the reality of my biological little sister's Bon Voyage party, as to such references as to the aspects of the importance of the viewpoints and the perceptions to what individuals as to the knowledge of 1993 as to the World Trade Center and the World Trade Center Plaza as to the additional aspects of Asher Holmes Elementary School.



Whereas my first memories are more definitive as to the year of 1984, my biological little sister said her first memories are as to the year of 1991 as to the definitive portions on top of the four year birth to age difference to pay attention to as to such details.



Thus, what would Halloween be as to this particular?



What would be as to the size of Old Tennent Presbyterian Church's grounds, as to the actual size of the overall grounds?



What would be of importance as to General George Washington's private office, as well as the reality of his Command as to the hospital aspects of the Revolutionary War as to the building on the top of the hill with his office behind the area, in conjunction to what would be of importance about General George Washington's Command as to the aspects of the original Pastor of the Old Tennent Presbyterian Church area as to this timeframe?



How would it be considered important to review such details of the specifics, and why would the details of specifics such as the specific year as to the specific month as to the specific date of the month be of importance to the current point in time as why would those particular details be of importance to the current year as to the current month as to the current day of the month?



What is the difference of my sight before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to my subarachnoid hemorrhage that took 8.5 years to not be seen in the MRI/CAT scans if there ever actually was a difference as to my sight after waking up from my coma, as to what would be the accuracy as why would the clarifications and verifications as to my updates be of importance to having been pregnant and given birth to two children as to such details in the above this part of my journal blog post be to such considerations?



What could be considered as Halloween in July in the year of 2000 to me, as what would be such aspects to the viewpoints regarding the truth?



Now in reference to my work attempts as to 1993 as to New York City, what would be of importance about the years as to my attempts to the work as to the years of 2003 through 2005 as well as 2009 through 2011 as what would be of importance about the timeframe from the year of 2019 to now in such regards as to my attempts as to the work for such writings as well as going to the areas I would know in the smaller ways as to why would those details be of importance as well as why would this year of 2022 as what would be of importance to my first time of seeing the evening skyline in the area of the Liberty Science Center in the month of February this year of 2022 be as why would such aspects as to the year of 2001 to this year of 2022 be and what difference would the wording and numerical portions be as to the difference between the terminology of "memorial" and "anniversary of life to live"?



Why would it be important for people to think about as to the year of 2014 as to the months of August 2014 through November 2014 as to what references to my work, and what would be of importance to August 2014 to the years of 2015 and 2016 to my work?



What would be of importance to the difference between fact books as what is the difference to fiction books that could be interpreted-ish possibly though not when in reference to my personal intentions as why would it be of importance to the difference of my intentions of writing as well as style, as what is the difference to my intention of my writing as to such aspects compared to others' perceptions to the interpretations of in their own lives as to their own metaphors as to their own literal factors and/or figurative factors; though why would my sight as well as my intentions be of importance to such distinction as what would be considered as important about such details in conjunction to the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as to speaking as to the aspects of those 8.5 years, and what unseen damages could be noticed as to my memory deficits in some times as to depending upon pain levels as well as to my headaches and migraines as why would such be of additional importance for all such aspects?



Why would it be a failure in all ways to any such individual who would know of and see my sight at to those particular points in time when at those times it may have been allowed in comparison to what the massive distinctive difference to what as to my allowances to others as to such differences as to such aspects as why is informed official consent as to such aspects of importance, as what is important about the aspects of being informed officially as to being in the knowledge of officially compared to someone else's interpretations of what their failures as to the larger capacities of the knowledge at the specific point in time be of importance and why would that matter in each such aspect?



What would "The Modern Day Book" be of importance as to such facts referencing such situations of hypotheticals as to the intelligence factors as well as the reality as what is the climate weather difference and what is important about the length of time as to the heightened amount of pain in such regards as to the years of 2000 through 2013, and what would be for each individual I once knew and/or who knew of me to remember as to their reality as to what such aspects to the comparison of the situations as what is important about my SCUBA Diving as well as 2004 and 2011 on top of such aspects as why would any individual I once knew require the specific year as to the specific month as to the specific day as to any actual involvement as to any such aspects as what is important about intention as well as the actual facts in full details completely as why would all details as to the 10 Commandments additionally be of importance and why would I ever want any individual I once knew in person face to face in person involved with any of my work as to any aspect of as why would the aspects of such details be of importance especially as to my business as why would I ever want any individual I once knew in person face to face in person involved with my work as what would the qualifications be as to such education as well as such experiences be of importance to my work?



Due to the flag pledge situation as to the surrounding overall aspects as to the year of 2020 as to the ProTrump Austin Texas and such Texas areas as to the situations, the reality of such aspects as to additional reasons as to my stepping down and away officially as to any running of Governorship in Texas because of the full combinations as to the timeframes of as to what my personal needs were as well as to what my personal needs are as to such references regarding the aspects of 2000 through 2013 as to while the aspects in comparison to 2019 as those factors were enough to end such aspects of my once happier viewpoint as to the timeframes before my updates and review aspects to such points in time as to the reality of such clarifications and verifications as to the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain in the years of 2000 through 2008 as to such aspects different fully as to any such hypotheticals as to the aspects of Iowa 2018 as the aspects of my attempts at medical care as per my journal blog can be related to the actual viewpoint as to the situations to the state of Texas as to the aspects of 2000 through 2013 as well as 2019 through 2021 as to my attempts as to my medical care for my healthcare as to the aspects of the situations to the viewpoint of such updates as why would such aspects be of importance to the aspects of the sensations of actual care about and for me in the correct ways that I would consider as care for me and as I would consider as care about me as why would such aspects of asking me what would be of as to such to the importance of as what would the comparison be of the if factor of not asking me and assuming in the comparison as why would that be important?



Would it be important if there were any aspects of my updates as to the technological review as to the aspects of to my journal blogs in the years of 2020 through 2021 and into 2022 as to 6 June 2022 for those references as why would the aspects of the election cycle be of importance to the regards of 2020, and if as to any aspect of accuracy to my posts in the overall aspects what would be of importance about the election cycle to consider?



Why would it be important as to my website if I was accurate as to the year of 2015 and the year of 2016 as to such hypotheticals as to the references regarding the updates as to the years of 2019 through 2022 as to such if factors as if accurate, why would my denouncing of the run for Governorship be of importance to such aspects to the if factors as to the 10 Commandments as to such factors as why would that additionally be of importance as to 6 June 2022 to AT&T with T-Mobile as to Verizon with the Sprint aspects as why would those factors as to 6 June 2022 be important about the timeframe now on 31 October 2022?



What would be considered as problematic as to any such aspects of my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as to such hypotheticals as to the aspects of 2015 to 2016 election cycle as to my trips in such years of 2016 through 2017 into 2018 and 2019 to 2020 be of importance to such review, as why would it be of importance as a retired Army individual as to my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America be to the difference of the sector such as the difference of the military sector to the civilian sector as are there guidelines as to the aspects of such aspects to the situations that would be of importance regarding such aspects of "The Modern Day Book" as why would the factors of truth be of importance in such regards as to my Medal of Honor Art Project as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as to my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork pieces as would it be considered important if any aspects as to the trying of Hollywood as to such aspects of military uniform aspects as to the differences to pop culture and thus would such aspects as to the legal requirements as to any individual as to the metaphor of Hollywood need to take such aspects in the consideration as to the legal references and since I have clarified as to my refusal of the aspects of Hollywood as per such aspects to my Medal of Honor Art Project as well as my life in such capacities as per my choice as to such aspects as my lack of need to ever have anything to do with those aspects as I have refused Hollywood in the 1980s just as I refused Hollywood in the 1990s just as I have continued to refuse pop culture as to my continued refusal of such aspects fully 100% failed aspects as to any aspect of in any capacity of my personal interest as why would my personal interest be of the absolute 100% most important aspect for such considerations as what would officially be of the utmost importance to such aspects for myself as what would be for my viewpoint of comfort if as to the aspects of what would not ever be considered as to myself of being wanted in any positive ay as what part of my refusal repeatedly would ever get the sensation where I would ever believe that individuals would ever actually respect my work as per what my viewpoint of respect is as why would my refusal of Hollywood be extremely important for all such aspects thereof?



Why would if as to the metaphor in whatever capacity including such aspects of the company I published my books through though have not ever given my permission for any video taping and/or recording at any point in time as to other people as to the clarifications and verifications as to my journal blog as why would I ever believe I was wanted in a positive way if any aspect of what I personally consider as revolting as to such aspects such as pop culture and such as Hollywood/metaphors of be important to such aspects, as why would I ever believe I was wanted in a positive way when I have fully refused the aspects of what has not ever been considered as comfort or importance to me as why would that 100% be of importance to what my considerations of being wanted in a positive way be?



My finances for me to choose how I use my finances permanently is the only capacity at this point in time for anyone I ever knew in person face to face in person and/or the knowledge of as through online as to the aspects thereof to prior official clarifications and verifications as to how I am the one and only person as to making all such decisions for my finances for my choice of my usage as to each and every capacity thereof as that would be the only way as to such aspects of my work to my work being considered as being wanted in a positive way, as that is the only capacity of individuals I once knew in person face to face in person as to the years of 2000 through 2013 as to what I dealt with as to such factors in such aspects as to the instead since 2019 through 2021 went as to how such went. Thus the only way such prior individuals as to such points in time as to the aspects of what would be where I would see value and be capable of using such value as per my choice, would only be as to such aspects in the references thereof because of the reality of the time as well as the aspects of what I dealt with as to the pain levels as to what aspects as to my medical care since all such proven aspects of the lack of what I needed in all such factors as to my personal comfort as the common sense of such aspects as to how that would not and has not ever given me any sensation ever of being wanted in a positive way. If any individual ever thought me driving around instead of what I actually need and instead of what I actually wanty and instead of my actuakl preferences fgor myself as wellk as my life, then there has not ever been any individual who has ever gotten such aspects of what it is for me to have the sensation of being wanted andf respected and appreciated and cared about in any capascity whatsoever.



It should not take a head injury to figure out the only way for me to ever have the sensation of being wanted in a positive way, is to actually respect what my needs and my wants are and actually getting such taken care of for me immediately instead of ever trying anything else that would already have been clarified as to what would not ever in any capacity give me that sensation ever.



Does it take a head injury to figure out the only way for me to have comfort is the aspects of what my comprehension of myself as my comprehension of my needs as to the comprehension of my wants as to my comprehension of would be the only aspect that would ever be to where if actually completed correctly as to what I consider as a timely manner, why would it take a head injury to figure out that would be the only ways to get me to have any sensation of being wanted in a positive way?



Why would it be important of my viewpoint instead of others' perceptions as to such aspects of what I consider as being wanted in a positive way, as why would what other people's perceptions and interpretations of being wanted in a positive way be of importance to distinguishing the massive difference to such aspects as why would anyone ever believe that if ever at any point in time as to ever as to what is not considered as what I consider as comfort as to why would I ever believe as to ever being wanted in a positive way as what would ever be where I would consider such of my needs be as to my wants as to my desires if as to such ignoring as to what I have known of what I have understood as what I have comprehended as to what would actually be as to what would as I consider as to being wanted in a positive way be of importance as why would I care what other people's perceptions of what I consider for myself as to for myself being wanted in a positive way be?



Why would others' perceptions to their interpretations instead of what I actually consider as to the aspects specifically of as to what in such considerations as to the specifics of timing as to the year as to the month as to the day be of importance, as why would I ever believe I could be wanted in a positive way if as to what my considerations of respect and etiquette as to such mandatory requirements for such to be?



What would be important about the difference between perceptions and interpretations instead of what my intentions as to such aspects as per such explanations as to the specific points in time, as what is important about only because of what occurred as to the situations as per 2000 through 2022 be of importance to the references in the broken down years of 2000 through 2013 as to 2013 through 2018 as through 2019 through 2022 as what is important in the same aspects though different timing as to the years of 1984 through 1993 as to 1994 through 1998 and 1998 through 2000 as why would those important timeframes to the important specifics as to the important details as to such aspects be important as why would the aspects of others perceptions and others' interpretations be of lesser importance to the reality as what is important about intentions such as my attempts to return to the state of New Jersey since the year of 2000 and why would that be of importance to the considerations of the years thereafter as why would the additional aspects of those needless problems be as to the area as to Illinois as why would those needless problems as to what I personally consider as to such hypotheticals as to the if I am accurate as to such needless drama as to such needless problems as why would those people ever think I would ever have the sensation of being wanted in a positive way as to such aspects of the situations as why would the years of 1993 as to 1998 through 2000 be of importance for their starting point?



Why is it important as to the 10 Commandments?



Why is it important that I refused to be a part of situations as to the age difference as to Illinois as to 1998 through 2000 and what needless problems would be capable to be seen in such aspects as to the situations from the years of 2000 onward, as why would those people ever need to clearly comprehend as to what I consider as being wanted in a positive way as to such massively huge differences as why would when I was a biological minor compared to being a biological adulty be of importance to the difference as to all such capacities of that needless individual David as to those unwanted aspects fully as I 100% clarified as to my needs as to the full aspects of instead of those needless factors of what I personally did not need nor want as why would such aspects of my lack of need for those types of pop culture as to such aspects of the 1980s into the 1990s into the 2000s into the 2010s into the 2020s as to such pop culture factors be of importance as to the acceptance of those individuals as to how they cannot ever get me to have any positive sensation from them in any capacity as to such references as to what I consider as respectful as to the approach instead of what those individuals' perceptions hypothetically be as to their interpretations as why would that difference be of importance to what my personal needs as to my personal wants as to what would be as to actually having the sensation of being wanted in a positive way as why would such aspects be of importance for and to me?



What is important about my requirement for those 30 days as why would it take a head injury to point out the aspects of 30 dys would have and still has always translated to 30 days consecutively as why would it take a head injury to point that out, in such capacities as what would that translate to in reference of common sense?



Why would any individual who used pop culture as to any reference of New Jersey to me as to such aspects as per my prior discussions and my prior warnings as why would I ever believe anyone would ever actually care about me correctly if they were to ever use pop culture references as to the aspects of New Jersey as to what I personally consider as pop culture references, as why would that important fact be important to remember as to what I consider as pop culture instead of others as why would that subrachnoid hemmorhage aspects be of importance for individuals who would think their inteprertations and think their perceptions would be as to the aspects of what would be of importance aqbout the aspects of as to the length of time?



Why would it be important for individuals who would wrongly and incorrectly assume as to pop culture references as to New Jersey as to ever getting me to ever believe as to actual care and concern for me as to my life and my life experiences as to my work as why would anyone ever think that in any capacity outside of what would be considered as per what I specify as to what I need as to my specifications as to what I want as why would the differences as to aspects of time as well as to the aspects of facts as to such situations be of importance, as what is important about the year as to the month as to the day for each aspect as why would that be important to such prior situations?



What would be important about the length of time in New Jersey as to the difference of the length of time as to Illinois as why would I ever consider the aspects of Illinois as to the situations as to the tristate area as to where I was born and raised in the overall aspects, as why would individuals in Illinois ever think they in one state could or would ever be capable to outweigh the aspects of 3 out of 13 original colony states of the United States of America to me?



What is important about the weather as to New Jersey massive differences to Illinois as what would be comfortable to me in New Jersey that would not be found for comfort for me in the state of Illinois, as would that be considered as common sense as why would the specifics as to the locations be important?



Why would the situations as to the first three years as to 2000 through 2003 be comparable to 1998 through 2000 as why would there be the capacity to review such aspects and details to the differences or lack thereof beyond the locations, as why would the aspects be of importance as to what I consider as to what my definitions as to the aspects of my ADA as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to my subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as to the 8.5 years be of importance to such considerations as why would that be of importance to 1993 as to the World Trade Center and the World Trade Center Plaza as to my writings for such aspects as what would the timeframe as well as to the 30 days be of importance to that common sense?



What would the weather as to the time as to the area as well as dealing with headaches and migraines be of importance as to my viewpoint of the timeframe of 2000 through 2003 be of importance as to such pain levels as why would that matter as to those aspects in conjunction, as the time went onward as what legal aspects as to self-defense as to levels of pain are as to the legal protections for me as to such if factors referencing such aspects as to those years of formative aspects when looking to such possibilities of if factors now in the year of 2022 as if I am accurate now in 2022 would such situations be important to the consideration in all such regards as what would be important about the temperature as well as the type of humidity be as to the difference from the tristate area I was born and raised throughout as to the overall aspects be important to such viewpoints as to pain levels I dealt with and deal with as to such aspects as to in the differences thereof and why would my comprehension of all such aspects in regards of my pain as to my situation be of importance to what my comprehension of my needs as to my comprehension of my wants as to my comprehension of what is in my best interests as to my medical care as to my comprehension of myself as why would it be important in reference to my writings my comprehension of myself as why would the difference of perceptions and interpretations from others be viewed as to the differences?


Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


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Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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