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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Hair, Texas, Washington, Tech, SCUBA, Thanksgiving, Family, and More

I do not know what it is about the state of #Texas #TX #Texasstate #TXstate Texas that caused the weight of my hair to be so heavy, much more than when I first woke up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury coma and began around at #FortSamHouston #JBSA #FtSamHouston #MilitaryCityUSA Fort Sam Houston Texas. I woke up from my coma after however long I was in the coma as my paperwork from my medical records have had such situations as to when I had gotten my hair cut in Basic Training in solidarity with the female who had braids to be just at my chin level, as only when I have gone swimming in the oceanic waters has my hair ever grown as quickly as to the points in time. I did what I could to make attempts to explain to my biological mothers as to after they moved from #IL #ILstate #Illinoisstate #Illinois Illinois to Texas after telling my biological sister of such, as I noticed no matter what I did my hair grew such ridiculous lengths which only added to my headaches and migraines constantly to being worse as to anywhere I went in the state of Texas.



The first time when I fully noticed the pulling sensation as though my hair was ropes was when I was pregnant with my son #Letters4James and I went to the #UndergroundCaverns Underground Caverns, and my now dead-ex-husband had made fun of me for my hair looking as though there was static electricity while I was walking around. I physically became sick when I was within the Underground Caverns near the #Austin #AustinTX #AustinTexas Austin Texas area, which I attributed to being pregnant as I was several months along. I dealt with the discussions prior to dealing with the conversation at the apartment when getting back to the area, of which the individual strands of each hair within my scalp felt as though it was being pulled and tugged on.



When I was in Medical Hold Unit before being put on Temporary Retirement Duty Leave, the visions I had were a mix between the nightmares I had from my childhood into my teenager years which I thought the only way I could protect everyone I knew and others was to join #MAST #USMC #Marine #Science #Technology #USN #USNavy #USANavy Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment from what I was seeing. When of all people to be upset as to my application as to the Marine Science and Technology School with the Navy attachment being my own biological mother, how else was that to honor both of my biological parents in such a military way while saving everyone possible? My biological father was a #MerchantMarine #MM Merchant Marine at one point in time and my biological mother worked in #Prudential Prudential doing software coding, though the ways which the complaints came as to the aspects of because of my biological sister complaining as to her not going to apply nor wanting me to go take care of saving who I could which made the least amount of sense as being the eldest as seeing such visions how else do I do anything as per the ways which my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu as well as my Grandpa Gavett as to such factors?



At the time no one believed me in my opinion wrongly and sadly proven as to such factors, though at the minimum portion of which the attacks on 11 September 2001 were not nearly as horrific even with the situations as to when my son was in the hospital as to the point in time shortly thereafter and the aspects as to the males who had arrived to speak with me. There were not ever any females except the nurses who had come through the room, unless in reference to the female news casters who reported on the #CNN CNN and #FOX FOX News stations as to the points in time. Randomly the channel was changed to a local station, though the males who showed up in usually a white jacket with sometimes BDUs which I did not recognize the pattern at the time nor the type of boots as they were extremely different than the #USA #USAA #USArmy #USAArmy #USAF #USAAF #USAirForce #USAAirForce Army or Air Force uniforms. It is important to make sure the time of each aspect is paid attention to correctly as to the ways of ensuring the knowledge and the understanding, as to the correct time for each situation as I do the best I can to correctly assist in my writings as to the correct timeline as to the correct year as to the situations which is of importance for each to remember per writing and discussion anyone has which includes myself of course though it is important for others as well.


The males did not have name tags on the white jackets, though they were knee length coats which were different than the other doctors. There was one time in particular when they came through to speak with me and when the channel on the television changed, as usually it was only the commercial would cut out in the middle or it would be the first commercial though it would return to the news caster females. The female was usually a blond female, though sometime rarely a brunette with extremely light colored hair as to the slight difference between a dirty blond to lighter brown colored hair. The length was around my hair length at the time, which their eyes were blackened in comparison to a brown color as can normally be seen. Their skin was much lighter in skin tone colorations than anyone I have seen on any station, and they seemed more similar to my drawings as little as I can draw in comparison to the ways of details as to eyes.



The #Epsom Epsom printer color of white-ish is more similar to the coloration of their skin tone from what I remember from the news reporters, though I thought it was because they had been at the ground zero area and then walked into the news station as the stations said they were in #NYC #NY #NewYork #NewYorkCity New York City. I thought they had simply changed clothes before getting on the air as it seemed rushed, though the ways which the males similarly had a darker version of the same type of skin though it was as I thought similar to my apartment wall color as to those males who had come into the room to speak with me asking me about different areas within the New York City location about the situations referencing the locations I recognized in the videos they were showing as to the areas. When one of the males saw my hair moving on its own he smiled oddly at me asking me what I had noticed, which the building the camera was near had a large hole in the ground almost near from what I remembered from going to the area of the field near the train station though between the areas of the #WTC World Trade Center Twin Towers from a different view.


I complained about my headaches as to the tugging sensation at the time and asked if they heard the screams I had been hearing since I was in Medical Hold Unit, which they both nodded at the same time asking me what I was going to do to help that later. It did not make sense when I looked at the two of them as to such aspects, however I noticed larger pieces of the frame type of studs that were unlike the front of the picture of the #French #FrenchFilm 9/11 French Film movie picture on the cover of the DVD as that building exterior seemed from a different area near the World Trade Center though I cannot remember the name of that building as the look was similar to one that was a few blocks before getting to the World Trade Center. I remember the open area was oval-ish in shape with corners from the buildings which seemed similar to the area leading to the #GrandCentralStation Grand Central Station if I recall correctly to the locations though I had not ever had an aerial view of the location prior to the point in time beyond certain portions as to my nightmare from my childhood.



As a quick side note as to the situations of when I would go to the oceanic areas in the #Atlantic Atlantic, I had brought forward previously as to having dealt with several factors regarding the differences between good MerPeople and bad MerPeople as then later in reference to my #SCUBA #SCUBADiving SCUBA Diving as to the picture of the tentacle as to with the yellow with the blue spots. It was not my Cavern SCUBA Diving gear as I had not earned my Cavern SCUBA Diving certification by that point in time, and I was and am extremely specific as to my SCUBA Diving training. Though at the time I was dating an individual who told me he used Cavern SCUBA Diving gear which I made the choice to get my Cavern SCUBA diving certification because of the way the gear rig was arranged, as I could see the importance of the type of gear for different SCUBA Diving aspects. However I was not using the Cavern SCUBA Diving gear at the time, because of my certification process as to how safety conscious I personally am as to the factors of.



That tentacle was a different type compared to the being I took the picture in the shadow as to the other side of where the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg ship was sunken to, compared to a smaller type of version as to a few baby sized ones I had met in the ocean area however those portions are more for in depth in another writing I am getting started. The point of bringing such up however, is in reference in part as to my creation of the Underwater Travel System in regards of the military version for such aspects as to when one of the baby sized compared to the one that was at the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg area, when there was a situation as to the ways of which if there are those who have seen how I can dance with a chain around six feet long as to almost mimicking though dancing as to what one of those could do which includes to a large perspective as to that particular situation.



For whatever it is worth as to my survival as to such a point in time regarding the year of 2009, the ways the tentacle can move is much more ferocious than an octopus. However in reference to the coastal area as to when swimming as a child and a teenager, as to seeing one do so towards the ways of the shoreline and for lack of better words as to stopping it from going in the direction of. There are differences to the types which a recent discussion as to bringing up some of the aspects in more detail as to having been told of the individual being a Marine though in the veteran status, which the water pipe situations in the Austin area while I was doing the best I could to be able to get the transfer as to the multifaceted reasons as to pushing forward to handle situations needing my attention in the various ways and aspects of. The discussion as to the heightened sensations because of the COVID timeframe I can agree to such factors, however as to the length of time in reference to the situations involving how I wound up in #WA #WAstate #Washingtonstate #Washington Washington state in the year of 2013 after the #Cowboys #CowboysDancehall #CowboysDancehallSATX #StoneyLaRue #Concert Stoney LaRue concert at Cowboys Dancehall situation as to the combined aspects in far more connections than I personally would like to admit because of the length of time as to how few ever believed me as a child regarding far more than just my nightmare during those times which was worked to fix and repair as best as I could.



The fact of pushing myself to deal with everything in as quick of a possibility as to reviewing all such details as best as I can as correctly as possible while handling the residual after aspects as to the zapping since the year of 2019 when back in Texas, goes to the factors of my hair as well. In reference to my #Instagram account @wwwsusanmeelingcom as to my hair length during the initial factors of the quarantine timeframes, the length of my hair as to the way I as others needed to during the timeframe of as to the pulling sensations I had completely forgotten about as to the timeframe between 2019 through 2021 as to the similarities as to the situations as to when I woke up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to the sensations as though the strands of hair were ropes in a proverbial way to look at as to the screaming I heard different than to the astral travel aspects as to the ways which I worked on fixing and repairing as I could before the situation as to the timeframe of 11 September 2001.



In that particular reference as to the situations referencing my Medal of Honor Art Project trips while I spent hours cleaning dog/cat crap off of the 6 different Medal of Honor recipients as to the female who looked similar to the mom of one of the students who were causing the problems to my daughter #Letters4Lidia as well as my son #Letters4James and I in a black #Escalade #SUV Escalade SUV with her hair in a ponytail and far less makeup compared to the older version of who I saw as introduced as to my son’s so-called friend Abby though the mom saying her name was Sarah such as Sarah Brown at the time when in Washington state in the year of 2018 at the lake area compared to at the #Seattle #SeattleWA #SeattleWashington Seattle Washington cemetery location after the comedy show in Seattle earlier with the female who looked similar to Rebecca Shrader, who I had clarified as to the evening #RobbinWilliams Robbin Williams’ death as to the timeframes of what I had been working through as to the combined overall while doing the best for my son and making attempts as to figuring situations out as to the factors of such combined situations.



I had thanked a Marine for his service when he was on the stage which he did not seem to appreciate my genuinity and I balked back explaining, people could not do comedy without the facts of the protections of the Constitutional Rights of the United States of America. The combined situations as to how I wound up in Washington state and seeing such a female with lesser weight named Tia who looked similar to Marcie Creamans as to the images of as to such situations in reference to my daughter having been abandoned at the #FortWorthZoo #FWZoo Fort Worth Zoo in the year of 2010 in April, if such has to do as to the combined situations of what needlessly occurred in reference to the situations regarding #ScottHuddleson Scott Huddleson’s article about the medication aspects as to who was explained was at that time and still my now dead-ex-husband as he was told as to the factors of the garage situation along with the photographer, as to the aspects of the forced portions of the fiancé aspects as to Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr also known as Cactus Jack as to the #151RoadWarriors 151 Road Warriors as they called themselves as to the #Alamo #AlamoDrafthouse #SAAlamo #SAAlamoDrafthouse Alamo Drafthouse in #SATX #SanAntonioTX #SanAntonioTexas #MilitaryCityUSA San Antonio Texas of which some know how nosey certain types of females are regarding looking through information which is not theirs to look through as to the school paperwork registration forms as well as what I explained to others about the factors as to how I was mistreated by the then Principal Dawn Rink as to her telling me they were not accepting applications to work at the #McCoy #McCoyElementary #Elementary McCoy Elementary School of #Carrollton #CarrolltonTX #CTX #CarroltonTexas #FarmersBranch #FarmersBranchTX #FarmersBranchTexas #FBTX CFBISD which I told the #SCUBA #SCUBADiving SCUBA Diver I had been dating at that point in time among other SCUBA Divers up through the year of 2009, however no one believed me as to the situations at the time which included the American Flag situation as well as the pledges as to such points in time in May of 2010 after the Fort Worth Zoo.



What is the problem when certain types of females do not have something better to do with their time than to get themselves involved with a born and raised #NJ #NewJersey #NJstate #NewJersey New Jersey-ian as to the amount of others throughout the #DFW #Dallas #DallasTX #DallasTexas #FortWorth #ForthWorthTX #FortWorthTexas #FWTX DFW area as to the needless harassment about asking me questions about New Jersey while in the same discussion complaining about the after effects of my head injury as to my memory deficits as they watched television and/or a movie about people from New Jersey as to the same repetition of when going to #CLS #CLSHS #CrystalLake #CrystalLakeSouth #CLIL #CrystalLakeIL #CrystalLakeIllinois Crystal Lake South High School as well as #RCLPC #Ridgefield #RidgfieldIL #RidgefieldIllinois #Presbyterian #PresbyterianUSA Ridgefield Crystal Lake Presbyterian Church, not any differently the Joy Hoover and Tiffany Oswany and Crystal Cook from the cheerleading squad as well as several pommies such as Becky who was dating Shane as well as Susan Ross from the pommies to how they all claimed they were going to annoy and annoy and annoy me until they found out which family of the mob I was in. Though I was not ever in any such factor, as my age though I also did not seek that out.



When I told them the mob is #Italian Italian then the problems of those type of high school females of which I would guesstimate others understand as to such problematic types which simply either need to take a hint from my biological father’s comment about certain types of females in reference to the #SAHM Stay at Home Mom’s Club as to the attitude regarding the board membership no one explained to me, or do something more productive than constantly being annoying by such choices as to the ways of such females in the McCoy Elementary School as when they found out I did not want to go to the parent meeting to get to know them after the initial meetings I had in the ways as to their comments about my physical appearance as to how it annoyed them my hair color was as bright as it is as well as they could not stand the sight of my tattoos as to wearing capris; those who have lived with those types of females, could possibly comprehend as to why my fuse was extremely short with their type as to their problems with how I physically looked while they made fun of my daughter for having a tanner colored skin as well as picked on my son for the #mohawk mohawk I allowed him to have for his good grades as well as the fact their biological father had just died as to those types similar to those #Westboro #WestboroBaptist #Baptist Westboro Baptist pathetic individuals who simply do not have any common courtesy as to the factors of how they do not have any human decency as to the ways those people had been as to the timeframe within the year of 2008 as I was informed of the reasons as to the #PatriotRiders Patriot Riders as I had asked where they came from and they told me the aspects of.



I was ready to go directly to the area where those types were in the area to handle the situations as to putting them in their place, of which some of the motorcyclists actually had to pick me up to keep me away from handling the situation myself as to the disrespect as to the funeral of my son and my daughter’s biological father of which despite the facts as to the situations of which it is still about respect as to the military factors.



In a notation referencing the factors of such aspects regarding Washington state as to the point of the amount of time I personally spent cleaning up the dog crap off of because of the situations of, those people who had done so were the beginning factors as to the ways of which in a different aspect as to a different type of ground zero as to the spiritual situations as to the warfare as to what those people caused as to such situations. While I can understand as to some protective aspects and my mistake in reference to if in the regards of actually somehow some being protective of me, however my mistake as well as my apologies as to the combined situations as to the intermixing of the individuals involved as to the following and the harassment and the stalking as to after the clearing of the crap off of those 6 Medal of Honor recipient markers as to how infuriated with each area as to what was going on in reference to the situations thereof as to the various levels as to what was already acknowledged as to having had visions as to seeing the problems when in #Vancouver Vancouver before getting to #Tacoma Tacoma as to finding the first Medal of Honor recipient’s marker by a fluke in the middle of the night without a flashlight though was a beacon which drew my attention to see who it was.



Thus my Medal of Honor Art Project officially began however as to the reality of how long I have taken a stand in defense of such aspects both in reference as to the respect to those who earned such aspects as to their willingness to have signed the dotted line and to take action when necessary as well as what was earned per individual as to the various aspects of the various branches and divisions of the Armed Forces of the United States of America, I admit if there were those who were protective of me as to my work the aspects of which the situations of what I dealt with as others have dealt with as to those types of the Westboro Baptists types as to those problems as to needing to pay more attention to the fact it is still a spirit of someone who once was alive as to the Medal of Honor recipient markers as to the areas depending upon as well as there are still the facts as to the spirits as to the areas thereof to which those types who have not ever had respect for the dead do not have the ability to show respect to the living in my opinion as to those types of people who literally go after areas where there is no one around to only cause needless mayhem and the irony as to my modeling as to other such situations as to having been on #ModelMayhem Model Mayhem as to such factors as to having sought assistance and guidance to the combined situations of what was going on as to my son and my daughter and I.



The problems thereof in the comparisons as to the realities of which each individual as their own energy of which while I would not be able to distinguish the difference now as to the times as to from my work as to whether in favor of or in problem with as to the situations which how many overall combined factors of what I had gone through, in the aspects as to Seattle regarding at Club Sapphire when I was volunteering and the ways which some of the discussions were odd to me in the comparisons thereof as well as when out during my Medal of Honor Art Project trips in combination as to the various pictures I took after other factors of which I had already been dealing with those situations for much longer than some may have ever realized as to the fact of how many wrongly in my opinion did not believe in my truth yet demanded me to believe their lies and the distinguishing factors of who was telling the truth comparatively.



I have acknowledged such factors overall in multiple facets of which I can, have, and do apologize as to my misunderstandings as the reality of such aspects of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury are difficult enough as it is. The situations regarding knowing the difference in full as to the visions comparatively such as the difference between my nightmare as a child and teenager and thinking about ways I could personally do something to stop the situation compared to after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury to where I could astral travel before, though in the timeframe of actually having the visions as to the ways to fix and repair the situations in a better way in the factors as to while the aspects of Marine Science and Technology School with the Navy attachment as to the situations compared to the Army aspects of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury when I was in the Medical Hold Unit and able to prevent far more airplanes in the comparisons of the four as to such larger aspects thereof on 11 September 2001 as I have already gone over such details.



The point in such references is to the situations which of visions are much easier to clarify for me than to figure out whether or not someone has known of me and/or known of my work as to the facts I already had went over in the year of 2019 into the year of 2020 and 2021, of which the combined aspects of the furthered situations referencing the visions in Vancouver as I explained as well as the visions when out elsewhere as to other factors in reference to the spirits in conjunction as to what was stirred up as to the Seattle area before the year of 2018 as to the occurrences with my son and I having had the combined aspects after the #Montana Montana trip in the year of 2017 as to the #MontanaVortex Montana Vortex and the traffic problems; I had to make the choice in reference to the papers, which again are only the grave stone rubbing marker rubbings compared to the historical and spiritual rubbings as to the length of time it actually takes to do so for the completion thereof.



The Montana Vortex situation is something of which has its own aspects of which the importance to remember for the experience to follow the instructions given as per the different areas within the building area such as the chair require the specifics of which there is only one correct way to sit in the chair to stand up to get up, which is fully with your back against the wall and with both feet on the ground as to the factors of which there is the ways of such situations as to the sensations as to how the energetic portions of unless others prefer to cheat themselves of such experiences. Personally, I recommend the actualities and fullnesses of.



I can apologize as to my misunderstanding in reference to those who may have been protective of what I was working on and possibly protective of me as well, however the factors of which does not change the facts as to the healing energy having been the only energetic portions of which to the paper in the comparisons as to the completed pieces from my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork. It is important in reference to speaking with me in truth as the factors as to what I have been working on as well as what I have been through in conjunction of the situations which no I do not want to do random readings just because someone sees me less than as I am as to such factors as I just as my Medal of Honor Art Project just as to my books are not a novelty to me. Similarly to several aspects of which the exact specifics are fully required there are various factors of which in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project, the minute details are of the most important in conjunction to the overall being important though the levels of what each individual aspect fully represents is more than what I guesstimate some may have ever taken into consideration as to the facts there is far more to the work of than just the piece of paper or the paint. Every detail involved is far more complex, and is more detailed in various factors as to the saying there is far more than what meets the eyes.


The fact I had to make the choice after I personally did all of the work which in such orchestratic portions of how the amount of levels as to each individual Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork piece, is the only way I can give any example as to the amount of work I personally have to put into each individual piece for a full orchestra for one piece as to simply just going to pick up the rubbing of the marker and that does not include all of the other work I personally have done as per each individual Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork piece. Thus in reference as to such aspects as to the vision situations as to what I personally saw as well as what I personally dealt with as the closest one can view such as to the pain levels added by each and every individual who did not ever ask me what would be needed as to the ways which my Medal of Honor Art Project trips, the proverbial aspect is to those who composed a handbell soliloquy and three different individuals are considered in the beginner aspects as to a level of such aspects to the soliloquy for such references. Those who remember my biological father’s and my handbell choir director Mr. Sauer would have an idea, just as to how my biological mother’s and my choir director Mrs. Sauer as to the Hallelujah Choir when Old Tennent Presbyterian Church had the amount of members thereof.



In such a reference as to the Hallelujah Choir as to taking someone who is a bass ad have them try to sing the second soprano portion instead during the song and you are capable to hear the difference fully. Thus while those situations turn the ear similarly to while I have made such remarks as to the fact of my biological mother singing #AvrilLavine Avril Lavine’s song of #Sk8terBoi Sk8ter Boi as to the second soprano aspect, that did not change the other aspects of the best as to what could be done as to the timeframes of which wherever we were going at the time and what possibilities of enjoyment aside from. While the situations as to the sibling situations have as been as such to the factors thereof, it is known as to how much work I had done to prevent the situations as to the #HOA #HomeownersAssociation Homeowners Association factors as if I had not cared then there would have been the same ways of just getting them into a house which had one. Not much, though knowing how they were as to knowing how that would have gone as to such aspects as per why they made the choices they had and stayed out of the HOA aspects.



Certain people can tolerate depending upon the type of Homeowners Association, compared to what I personally had dealt with. While admittedly as to what I dealt with had much to do with because of my age as to owning a house on my own, the realities of which are the realities of such situations and why I knew in reference to Carrollton Texas and such areas as to those who once knew me in person would be able to guesstimate how that actually would have gone as to the comparisons as to the McCoy Elementary School problems as to their overtly too judgmental situations as to my son and my daughter and I while they went in the directions similarly as to the hypotheticals in reference to the Westboro Baptist Church types as to the factors regarding my son and my daughter and I being falsely accused of being murderers because of the direct connections as such points as to their biological father’s death also to the factors of my own personal direct connection as to having signed the dotted line of what was dealt with because of those types of people which others can see such timeframes as to my personal support for those of the Armed Forces of the United States of America in such years as to the memes though additionally as to my Medal of Honor Art Project. I dealt with what I dealt with to be able to prevent as much problems as I could, while also doing the best as I could as best as I was capable to do so as to such situations.



The reality of the burning situation was not something I sought out to do as unlike some people, I am not spiteful and I do not seek revenge. Unlike some people, I simply do the best as I can to actually help and assist in the comparisons as to how some people pretend to be friendly to the face in comparison to what is said behind the back in the ways thereof while not having the care and concern and yet the factors of which the reality is that with the ways which the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and how fast my thoughts process as to such factors the more concerned I am the more temperamental and pissy I tend to be as to the safety and security aspects as to my own temper tantrums as per anyone can be a titty baby.



In such references as to doing what I could to remain calm as to my trip out to #Florida #FLstate #Florida #FL Florida as to the male who I was dating, if there was the choice as to ever tap into the electronics of my vehicle he did not know the problems of doing so as there was not the ways of which I could ever discuss the factors in the larger concerns as to the Puffer Fish he had caught as to such a point in time as to the factors of what was of the extreme importance while also keeping in mind the work I personally had to take care of as to what I knew I was going to have to do in the situations regarding the year of 2009. How do people who actually care about someone they are involved with as to such aspects of when they cannot actually speak about the actual situations in reference to those who have a military background, especially as to the clearance factors? Most know if there is that type of the background as to specifics of work as to the employment of, they sh*t talk.



It is the only way which certain types especially compared to other MOS factors depending upon the ways of clearance in addition, as to the realities of taking the thoughts into a different direction of which instead of revealing such as well as to what I personally had to go take care of as to the situations in reference to the differences between the good MerPeople and the bad MerPeople; the facts of the color change as to the water in one SCUBA diving location as to the #Boca #BocaFL #BocaFlorida #BocaRaton #BocaRatonFL #BocaRatonFlorida Boca area as to the saying a picture is worth a thousand words as to such situations I had dealt with at such a point in time as to the year of 2009 as well as the tentacle picture as to the other situation as to what I had to deal with in that same trip. There was not any such point where there was ever going to be anything fluffy as to feelings or sensations when I have to be in that particular mindset, as those who have the background of such type aspects on land can I would guesstimate comprehend as to such factors as to the realities of which the one soft spot can be the last breath in comparison to those types of works.



In turn what I had to handle myself whether in regards of the paper as to the differences thereof to the completed aspects to the timeframe in reference to 2009, there are the realities of which the concern as to how many I have repeatedly reached out to as per first and foremost through my books in the year of 2020 as well as to my website as to my journal blog entry and the situations thereof to which the lack of contact back as to how the importance actually is to the comparisons of such lollygagging around in comparison to getting such situations taken care of to the length of time as to how such problematic portions of which I would not have had to divulge any such names nor would I have had to go into the details as to my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America if the damn transfer had gone through in the correct amount of time as 30 calendar days is 30 calendar days especially with the knowledge as to everything I have already gone through.



That is only where such a lack of concern as to such individuals who do not have the background have been problematic as to what work as to what it actually takes as it does not matter I did not officially graduate Basic Training, when the realities of which there are hundreds of thousands of individuals who are veterans who do not ever get issued a Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America of which the proof as to my background and my clearance as well as the clarifications thereof. There are those types of people who needlessly get in the way sometimes depending upon the individual thinking they are helping, and yet some do not have the common sense.


It is of extreme importance as some may have learned to ask the actual questions in my guesstimation of some not ever thinking about such as to how they were raised comparatively, of which the situations of which to have a guilty conscience as to why their real intentions are in the comparisons, as it is known if you actually ask me and I can answer I will tell you instead if simply asked and able to actually go into the details. There is the reality of which I have brought forward my military aspects to be able to clarify the importance of safety and security as to various situations, which it is important to realize while some might have their opinions there are reasons as to why there are security clearances of which in reference to those who seek such information; are you willing to show and tell every minute detail of your life in truth as to your past up to your present and if you are, then good for you. However if you in a present time are working on something which the details are only of one individual portion for such until the point in time when it is correct, who goes into all such details at that point as to the facts thereof? Usually in many aspects I have however when in regards of certain situations, there are my reasons of which I know why I have made the choices I have as to such factors as to knowing the need for the privacy as to my personal life however regarding circumstances which are of a specific to my clearance the reality of which the importance for such clearances. I wrote a journal on fetlife about the Military & BDSM Collision as to my knowledge of others’ aspects, though additionally to my own as to what I personally have dealt with as to the irony as to how many complained about how many times I repeated myself in describing situations of which what would that instantly point towards as to the factors of such referencing my clearance as well as certain situations? While I am a female compared to most having been a male as to factors thereof, it is still the same in such aspects.



Unlike some people, I am not willing to put the safety and the security of the United States of America at risk when I know there are situations which I am the one and only individual to handle such situations. I refer again to if just even one individual as to the problems with stolen valor #EndAllStolenValorNow #EndStolenValorNow #EndAllStolenValor #EndStolenValor as the fact I have not ever represented as to ever having earned a Medal of Honor as I have not ever been awarded such except the coin I personally received from #LeroyPetry Leroy Petry in Washington state as there is a difference as to the reasons of my tattoo in reference to my right arm of which the facts of there are only so many symbols in the world just as there are only so many letters in the alphabet. I did not think it took a head injury, to figure that out.



Surprise, most symbols throughout the various flags and coats of arms actually are spiritual symbols from days of old. For those who did not ever actually know any such details especially those who have not ever studied such levels of work as to the background as to the religious portions of which at the age of 13 years old I went through and graduated as a Confirmed Member of the Presbyterian Church of the USA and in the year of 2005 I officially became and Ordained Reverend, thus any individual who would wrongly assume as to the ways of how I repeatedly have gone over the facts of there is a difference between my now dead-ex-husband compared to myself. In such references I unlike some people do not pretend as I have already detailed the problems I personally have had as to the #ExcaliburFaire #Excalibur #Renaissance #RenaissanceFaire Excalibur Faire a Renaissance Faire and since I know better than some people as I have obviously seen the repercussions of those types of wrongful assumptions if that is the case of which truly how many journal blog entries and books have to be written as to such factors as to the differences thereof to the situations? I know it is some type of escapism for some, though it was not escapism for me as to what I personally dealt with. By the way it should not take a head injury to figure out simply describing a situation having been involved in, is not the same as stealing intellectual property as it would require the exact wording as well as the entire length of in comparison as I did not think that took a head injury to figure out either.



Unlike some people who have told me they thought much higher of themselves to me when explaining such in person years before, I do the best I can to actually follow the #10Commandments 10 Commandments and all of the 10 Commandments to be specific in comparison to how some people within certain areas have wished to slide past certain factors just because of being involved with one situation or another.



Nonetheless as to the situations referencing the time at #Wilford #WilfordHall Wilford Hall when my son was in the hospital and the questions were being asked of me by such as to the attacks on 11 September 2001 as to the after time from the apartment complex as to the day of as I already explained, the situations of what I simply assisted with as to the knowledge and understanding where I could as to the movement of the debris for more peoples lives to actually be saved. Though there are the factors as to the situations in reference to the individuals as to how they were capable to change the news as to the commercials as to whoever those people were, I also have detailed as to my Grandpa Gavett and what I was informed of as to when I was growing up as a child as to such situations more recently as to other such situations. However I did not go into many details before such recent times about him and discussions thereof as to remembering the times, as well as the situations thereof as best as I could while taking care of what I could where I could.



Who actually truly needed the situations explained outside of the ways of the legal portions of which the actual legalities of when it is known as to the lengthier details as to how such portions are actually looked at as to the realities in reference to why I only have divulged what I legally could where I legally could, as to other than my SCUBA Diving as what does that make any SCUBA diver as to such situations if they themselves to do not have the clearance background aspects thereof to the situations of which my daughter and my son and I dealt with from the timeframes as to 2009 onward?



What is the definition of any civilian who does not have a contract which the civilian specifically informs me as to such aspects as to any such portions as to the problems I have personally dealt with as to any such portion, as what is that legal definition called in shortened wording?



What does it make those females as to what their choices were as to my daughter, my son, and I over such a length of time as to the hypothetical connections thereof to the situations which were dealt with as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips?



What does it mean legally as to the factors of what choices I had to make as to the situations thereof, as why would I legally have every right as well as every Constitutional Right as to the ways of the only aspects as to the protections thereof after such amounts of work?



What does that mean for any who have ever denied me of my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork completed aspects to the specific situations they have been intended for as well as to any who would present such completed portions without officially informing me first as to such aspects, and why would that be of importance as to the situations?



What would the hypotheticals mean if anyone who was bored and had nothing better to do with their lives as to the aspects of my Medal of Honor Art Project as to the works thereof in every other state except the state of Texas, as would there be a guilty conscience which would need to be cleared of such factors as what types of problems which literally would be in the Biblical portion as to such a choice as what were people specifically told not to do as to any such graven image of as how could that aspect of which #EndStolenValor ending stolen valor be of importance as to such aspects?



Ironically despite such types as to if there are those who would be as such as to those females as to McCoy Elementary School, was there anything better for which life could have been in such comparisons as to the possibilities starting as to my daughter #Letters4Lidia and my son #Letters4James and I as to the next larger aspect as to Seattle Washington as to those particular situations?



Is it a blessing as to such common first and such common last names as to certain aspects, for the larger portions thereof?



What does that make any such individual who officially hypothetically knew as to such and had allowed such to continue onward as to the ways of such aspects in comparison to telling me the truth honestly, as why would that be of importance in comparison as why would that journal blog entry as to such factors be of importance if it stemmed from the state of Texas as to such situations elsewhere unbeknownst to others as to the officials thereof and what could such factors mean as to the overall situations of why then would other states elected officials make the choice to remain silent in the comparisons as to speaking the truth as the truth shall set you free?



While I have not actually enjoyed though have dealt with several factors though have found ways to smile as to being capable to see importances as to the various aspects of which during the portions of the timeframe when the situation inside of the hospital room, the situations of who I had spoken with were kind in a multitude of ways. In various aspects as to the reminder of individuals who I had met at Old Tennent Presbyterian Church asking me questions as to files which when they arrived would have specific types of folders as to getting my attention, because of the ways which my Grandpa Gavett had discussed certain factors as to the individuals who had a similar energetic sensation when in reference to the hospital room in September into October of 2001 though admittedly not the exact same in certain references as to the area mainly as the area having its own energetic frequency compared to Old Tennent Presbyterian Church as Wilford Hall and Lackland Air Force Base as well as around San Antonio Texas as to the different areas of Texas having such variances. To the best of my ability to always remain truthful as well as the knowledge of which the ways as to how the technological factors are capable of moving as to, the situations of which are of importance as to more than a few situations here and there in my opinion.



In reference to the pulling sensation as to my hair as to the point in reference to when in the Underground Caverns as to the screams which I heard, no one else seemed to hear was I was hearing when walking around. There were odd sensations as to the difficulty I began having to breathe when in the area, though most said it had to do with my pregnancy compared to the energetic sensations I was picking up. Several individuals told me they saw my hair moving as well as a few people noticed the almost static electricity view of such standing upright during that point in time, which in comparison to my trips during my Medal of Honor Art Project trips there has not been anyone who has ever told me of ever seeing anything as to any such points in time. However the aspects as to after the Solar Eclipse in the year of 2017 of which I did have plans to go over the images and actually go through the information as to what I saw as to the pictures I took on the camera I had, since that went missing there is not the need for me to go through such as because of the aspects as to how it went as to the ways which those individuals can figure it out for themselves in such comparisons as per those 10 Commandment rules of such factors.



Patience, is a virtue.



While there is the rest of my saying as to such a initial portion there also is such truth to such, as truth is always important as the consequences of in references to when the aspect as to lies are different than possibly thought of as to such factors possibly not thought of in the ways as before. I knew a female who had told me she thought I needed to work on certain aspects as to the teeth situation of which a message sent to my daughter recently as to such oddities as to the possibilities thereof to any who may have paid more attention as to the comparisons, might be of something to take into consideration as the realities as to the impactful aspects as to words as well as intentions might show up in different ways which previously might not have made as much sense as to the latter portions of time. How many individuals with military connections have had dental problems not only in reference to the medication aspects, though also because of the problems as to what others have said about such individuals on purpose knowingly in comparison to other aspects and what is the viewpoint thereof to such aspects for the consideration as to the dental benefits for veterans to properly be taken care of to such situations as life is important and the ability for those with specific backgrounds has value in various ways and aspects thereof as how could that be of importance to life?



How many times has it actually been needed for which I have requested help and assistance in different areas as to the fuller combined portions thereof in the multitude of ways, and what has occurred?



In the reference as to such situations regarding as to when in the Underground Caverns, the situations of what sensations were as to such points in time and the amount of pulling as well as how quickly the aspects of my hair grew over the timeframe from returning to the state of Texas before getting my transfer out which for clarifications in aspects thereof; if those who did not have the common courtesy to ask me what was needed as to such points in time as to the factors of what I personally needed to do, those aspects as to having been back in time for the announcement I made and took seriously would have been as per the proof of how I move as to such factors when I have the capabilities to take care of situations as I need. However since if there were such factors as to the situations thereof as to what I knew needed my attention as per such truthful portions as to the 20 year memorial, there are only those to take such into consideration as to themselves as to their lack of faith in me and their lack of trust as to what I could have taken care of in the multitudes of ways had such amount of 6 months in time would have actually not been wasted as to other such factors. While there are the realistic portions of which the videos and pictures I had taken, there would have been more situations properly handled as to the detailed reports much sooner once I actually had been confident enough as to the clarification of such timeline aspects.



In turn in reference as to how I have been known to be able to laugh at multiple factors while still remaining serious in my works, it is for each to take into consideration as to such choices as to the levels of details of which the choices made are what occurrences thereof are. As to the situations which I had brought forward in the year of 2020 as well as the year of 2021 as to the sounds within the Underground Caverns as to after the year of 2019 as well as the factors as to others’ choices as to ignoring my warnings wrongly yet again as to other such factors which the clarifications as to the SCUBA Divers of which I had told them there was not the correct ways which they would safely SCUBA Dive in the Valhalla aspects, as well as the other portions of which the water supplies throughout the state of Texas and wherever such choices as to going out to the waters of whichever areas which I brought forward as to such clarifications as to the need for SCUBA Diving Law Enforcement. While it actually would be appreciated as to actually having responses as to contact which does include through my website as to the contact form of which the ease of ability for such to get a response from me in comparison to thinking posting underneath the post would ever achieve such in the aspects of the consistent work and the lack of notifications as to such, the situations of which I should not be accustomed to though have gotten so as to the ways which others’ complications in however their choices as to the aspects of social media is not the same as my website as I have specifically put such within the toolbar to actually be able to discuss with me as my website does not inform me of such factors as to the amounts of other situations I am working on as well.



In the references of which the ways of such previously of why I needed to get to where I needed to for the irony of which only today seeing a news report within a YouTube video about the Pentagon requesting information as to such factors as to my next book, while there are the facts of which the videos and images I took during the months in the earlier part of this year in 2021 before my transfer as to the situations of which when reviewing information as to what a report is if I am accurate that requires words written up in a format of which the ability to read through the specific information is required in the situations thereof. In turn while the ability to take such images has been documented as to my postings of such through my social media accounts as to Instagram and other such aspects listed on my website, the report portion of which clarifying the timeframes as to the realities of the ways which others had made it a choice in comparison to realizing the fact as to the ease of anyone getting a head injury as to the karmic effects of which depending what levels of studies before the timeframe of would depend as to the recovery aspects thereof. Hopefully though despite what I had been put through as to the various aspects of different interactions over such points in time, there at minimum as a basis for the assistance for others to be able to go forward in such betterment ways as to the factors of how to clarify for oneself to be able to discern as to the knowledge of which to as actual best to move forward.



Such is my hope for myself to move forward towards betterment as well, as there has been much more effort I would guesstimate some might have thought as to the realities as to how much work goes into what I have created as well as brought forward.



The situations regarding the screams I heard while I was working on the situations when I was in Medical Hold Unit as to an irony as to other connected groups and locations thereof, which in turn the ways of how much hair growth as to the years of 2019 into 2020 and 2021 though in review as to the specific amounts of time between the aspects as to the pictures I took of the length of my hair as to the weight as to such a pulling sensation as when in Washington state as to literally having had the side of my head above my ears waxed because of the electrical portions as well as the pulling sensation of which the waxing of the areas was less painful than actually having the weight of my hair as to the realities which my realities as to the various situations as well as my headaches and migraines of which at the review now in 2021 as to then in the end of 2019 into the beginning of 2020 as to the situations as to why my hair has only been out of a rebellion against all such types of pain needlessly.



Though I told others such as my biological mother mainly as to the screams I heard as to the sounds underneath the ground, she had completed a full astrological birth chart of my birth which found every individual planetary alignment within my birth chart as to the complete overall she was able to put together of which was extremely interesting as to the factors of which the ironies in other such references and regards. While I have explained previously as to the situations within the military aspects of the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to the ways which the establishing factors as to each takes responsibility for their own individual actions and choices thereof, the ways of which to how such growth from such as to those who have officially graduated Basic Training as to the knowledge of which while when working together as a group when in Basic Training, the situations of which she would have been able to specifically give details to all of those people in the areas of the state of Texas as to what I had told the various individuals of as to the realities of the technological portions as to what is easily capable to be found.


As well as to the lengths of time as to the various connections in ways which as I go on about the various topics thereof comparatively as the differences in such comparisons as to what individuals are needed to do per the various aspects as to expertise as the millennial generation of how many had not paid attention when the chances were as to such years of 2004 through 2013, before I wound up in Washington state could have learned directly from if had paid attention as to the ways which the elders as to comparison to the youth now have a voice. Of which brings forward the aspects as to the understanding in different ways which may not have been noticed previously as possibly the physical aspects as to how I look were ironically despite the ways of television and movies, of such individuals over such times. Possibly just much more to handle than they ever realized as to the factors of such differences as to the distances between the screens compared to when in person and face to face, as to such references and regards thereof.



In reference to the aspects as to having learned from my biological father as to the specific not of the official portions as to the #Bulova School of Bulova as he had though the intricacies of the various details as well as the overall as to the various types of timepieces as well as jewelry aspects, the situations of additional portions regarding while a jack of all trades there is the reality of which none mastered officially brings forward as way which the ability to go through enough for those who have smaller amounts of knowledge to then be capable to look for other aspects once getting the ground footing as to the situations of the knowledge bases thereof. The situations of which the factors of gaining the aspects of the basic knowledge prior to going to advanced levels when the need for more information which can actually be understood as to also be capable to actually explain in comparison to assuming, as to how much the hatred of assumptions has always been a scenario which neither one of he or I have ever had any patience for as the drama compared to the facts have their need for the separation as to such factors. The distinguishing and discerning as to what is actually of importance in such references is truthfully important, as when needless drama interferes with the facts the regards as to the having to find such clarifications though how such mixes as to various ways is also important in the proverbial aspects as to the multiplex portions of life.



In regards as to the reference of which the situations as to those who know of and understand the problems with sibling rivalry there is the reality of which when others involve themselves as to the aspects thereof the choices of which such situations, there are moments of reflection of which responsibilities have to be brought forward as to which there is only the ways which when actually honestly reflecting into the situations in a larger capacity though within specifics as to the ability to genuinely review in the comparisons thereof to outside influences as there is the need to actually focus on oneself as there is not any chi if there is not the genuine reflection as to the reviewal portions of such factors as much as some might have wished in other ways. Colleges as to high schools as to middle schools as to elementary schools and then taking into the considerations of extensions thereof being of the importance as to the initial beginnings prior to entering preschool as to the situations of life, when such a specific where many have not thought in certain details as to the larger reviews of bring forward in such a time as to the COVID as to truthfully review such portions. Seeing how when making the choice to taking a stand in the correct ways as to in truth of such portions as to finding a better path as to the lack of the need for the overt dramatic aspects as those portions bring a different combination in the comparisons, of the clear perspectives. In such references as to the reviewal portions as the #weareallinthistogether we are all in this together is the reality of which within each precinct as within each city as within each county as within each state as within each nation and within the world, yes the truth is that everyone is within this atmospheric area upon the earth alive as to the ways of such factors.



Is it better to ignore the truth after such portions of the realistic aspects as to how such technological situations have been known only by a few, understood by even less, and comprehended by a lower numbers or is it best to bring such outward in ways which even though some might not know of each individual what is the internal immediate reflection when the situations as to the fastness as to the online portions as to the swift information thereof. The reflection of oneself in ways which in the realities of what accomplishments and milestones has each genuinely made, and where in such truthful aspects as to the genuine betterment with such knowledge now step forward into a more positive and most importantly as to the genuinity of such ways?



While the attacks on 11 September 2001 had initially only impacted a main coastal area and then sporadically among the rest of the United States of America as each knows what aspect of life in such references to such a point in time, however what of importance can be seen in the ways of which the review as to such movement and where are the aspects as to improvement as to the genuine acceptance of what informational aspects as to being more capable to actually look within the mirror wherever in such a location though additionally within the proverbial black mirror of such technological devices as to this point in time in the year of 2021 after the month officially in March 2020 onward to now this month of November 2021 as to such a beginning point as to and where in truth does each seek to move forward upon in such betterment of ways?



The situations I admitted to years ago as to the year of 2004 if correct as to the healing energy as to such factors as to which the laptop aspects as to the fire which occurred, how can the healing energy within the paperwork only as to only the gravestone rubbings compared to the contrast of the completed pieces of my Medal of Honor Art Project be of such a comparative view in a larger aspect as to the ways which some might have had whichever viewpoint thereof though how could such a revival as to the different ways of such as to how the revolution of how much technological portions within each one’s life bring forward a different view point?



After the information as to learning the realities of which when the realization there is not truly the ways of any such hiding in reference to the technological aspects, how important is healing energy to those who have technological devices such as implants as to such factors of which could be of importance in a different way as to how many more lives and towers have been being put up in the more modern and updated ways in areas which may not have ever had such a level so quickly as to such portions of which would be of assistance as to the maintaining and sustaining of such lands as well as the people upon such areas which did not have #SXSW #Southbysouthwest South By Southwest bring forward the details in person as to the events as learned have been in the #Austin #AustinTX #AustinTexas Austin Texas areas?



What would it be to consider as to the factors of which as certain attributes have been noticed in areas with such situations as to how many have moved from #CA #California #CAstate #Californiastate California to the state of Texas over the course of time as to the factors of which the land aspects as to the lines and the towers thereof for such a review?



What would the winter storm of 2020 as to if the #KeystonePipeline #Keystone Keystone Pipeline was still being worked on, be of importance as to such a momentary pause as to the situations of which the line encasings would require if they were being worked on during the timeframe of the winter storm within the state of Texas as well as throughout the United States of America as why is it important to warm up a vehicle before driving off when the weather has such a large shift in the area?



If there was as abruptly as there was to the winter storm within the state of Texas more specifically, what would have been the projection point as to such factors as to the aspects of which can be reviewed as to such situations of what possibilities as to where would the cracks be and how would there been the problematic portions if such were to have occurred in which locations?



What occurrences as to within the state of #GA #Georgia #GAstate #Georgiastate Georgia as to the lines as well as within the state of Florida as to such lines be of importance to such reviews for the state of Texas as to such factors as why would that be of importance to pause momentarily as to the Keystone Pipeline as how could the #BethlehemStar Bethlehem Star, as to which energetic frequencies as to the spiritual portions be needed as to such a proof as to the review of such areas and situations thereof as how important is water to people as well as plants as well as animals on earth as how can such combinations be seen in such a review of the times of as to the astrological portions in the combinations as to the additional aspects of the technological portions as life continues onward?



Would it be better to begin working on the Keystone Pipeline within this point in time onward as to such factors as to the movement being more capable to slowly begin moving forward as to a safer pace as to check within such areas as to the ways of, as what areas were able to be found as to other situations of which what would have occurred if the pipeline was actually flowing at full speed in the comparisons thereof to such a oil situation within the #GulfofMexico #Mexico Gulf of Mexico in the comparisons thereof as how much more life could be saved in the comparisons if at such a point in time was different?



What is important as to the correct verification processes in the multitude of ways of as the complexities of various factors have been momentarily put on pause to be able to resume as to when such factors are fully opened upwards as to the factors additionally as to the levels, as how many have been capable to review more information as well as see different ways towards their internal reflections as to what mental health benefits despite such stresses have brought forward an internal review of such patterns of behaviour as where have there been areas of which improvement has been capable to see in a different aspect as to individuality as well as the connections thereof and why would such time be of importance to such reviews as to the individual as well as the collective?



As movement forward as to the technological aspects of which as to how Seattle Washington would know in more depth as to the factors as to the technological portions as to the aspects thereof which admittedly as to certain oddities when in reference to an area near #ClubSapphire Club Sapphire around the year of 2016 or 2017 having moved into the other office area across the entrance of the opening which seemed odd to me because of certain oddities I could remember as to the differences within the area of New York City as to certain aspects, which as to the technological portions which when looking back as to such a review in time as to the more amount of walking around the areas as to checking on what felt odd as to the situations as to the point in time; though what factors of which as to such portions could be of consideration as to the aspects thereof, in such review as to the point in time thereof to such situations to notice and pay attention to which would be of importance as to the combined factors as to how the colder weather impacts the technological aspects as well as to such situations and why would that be important for such a review as to the transmissions such as in regards as to certain aspects which some learned about within Texas?



What importance as to the situations of the screams as I heard within the underground caverns can be taken into consideration as to what I have brought forward among others though through my journal blog entries as to the SCUBA Diving aspects in the underground missile silo, the human trafficking, mineral rights, technological advances, and more could be reviewed as to various situations to take into consideration as what is the difference between the state of Texas and Washington state as to the underground areas?



Why would the need to rip the hair out of the side of my head as to the waxing when in the state of Washington be as such while maintaining the shorter length of hair be considered as to the length of my hair in the state of Texas before and after the year of 2013, for the considerations of review as are there any people I met in different locations which would or could have additional insight as to the aspects thereof which could shed additional light onto the factors thereof?



In reference to this upcoming #Thanksgiving Thanksgiving as to the dinner in the year of 2008 though was before the actual holiday as to my biological mother, biological father, and biological sister going over to my biological sister’s husband’s family’s house as per their invitation to be a part of their Thanksgiving holiday as to the difference; the political discussion as to the ways of the 2008 election cycle as to the differences between who became #POTUS44 #BarackObama POTUS44 Barack Obama compared to who I voted for #SenatorJohnMcCain #JohnMcCain Senator John McCain for the election cycle year, how important is it to actually discuss the truth when taking in consideration of where the truthful portions of life are supposed to begin as to the family (depending who you view as family) Thanksgiving dinner though throughout the year and why would that be of importance throughout the years overall as to the beginning foundations as to how life has gone forward from that point in time though in this year of 2021 as to how does such importance need to be taken into consideration?



Though I appreciate my daughter’s invitation to my ex-in-law’s house as to the Thanksgiving dinner they have, I explained to my daughter through the messages she sent as to why I personally cannot attend in the truthful ways as I have always spoken and written to my son and my daughter in the ways thereof to the best of my ability in truth; which is normal for as to such aspects regarding the ways of which while clarifying the reasons if upset that way they are capable to be able to distinguish for themselves as to the reasons why though are capable to reflect upon the information as well, because there are differences as to such factors as discussions are of importance though sometimes the need for the written clarifications assist to make sense further for the times to be able to reflect. While there are the realities of when especially regarding the teenager factors as well as the individuals which surrounded as to such points in time, I had not explained to either as to the energies I could pick up as there were not the words I could explain such factors as to the ways of certain situations.



While it was known as to my son being around people I could not stop from such times as similarly as to my daughter in such aspects, I know my son and my daughter were specifically raised to speak with me in truth which includes writing in truth. In turn as to such factors of while I know the difference between my son’s words as well as my daughter’s words whether speaking or writing, the reality of the situations as to such problems as to my ex-in-laws have been as I explained to my daughter in the message though additionally through other prior journal blog entries as well as my factual based books in comparison to the fiction series. The realities of what aspects the symbols as to the subconscious aspects as others have done so referencing the ways of which the lack of need for me to deal with certain situations as to the ways I explained as to such situations, have been as to what I have explained long ago before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to the impact such can have upon individuals of which in reference to the ways which my ex-in-laws chose to handle the pictures I personally paid for as I scheduled the appointments after I dealt with how their dead family member had been as they knew; the aspects of how the images of their preference as to the stolen valor as to the reminder of which for them as to the realities of how they made the choices they made knowingly, of which it is for them to stop their own cycle of patterns of behaviour as to their knowledge and understanding as well as comprehension of which the factors of such coinky dink timings as to how the situations occurred are as to such factors.



How could such timing be of consideration for such situations in the combinations thereof as what is the difference between knowingly doing so compared to unknowingly doing so as to such aspects, and what is important to learn if the correct individuals are not reached out to or at minimum the attempts have not been able to be made in a larger capacity for such situations as who could have simply reached out in such regards compared to assumptions and what is the difference if had actually asked or went to research to clarify as what is important about both words as well as actions as sometimes are there situations where one stands out more though still important and other situations which both are of equal aspects and why would that be of the need thereof especially in reference to truth?



While they cannot ever get the pieces of the pictures they had cut in the ways they had just as I cannot get the time back with both my son and my daughter as to the family we were, they knew Grandpa Nichols was correct as to the Chief Warrant Officer 3 and if that black stone was destroyed and/or stolen to destroy upon the recognizing of the picture my ex-in-laws chose to have in the front yard as to the situations of the known aspects at such points in time from those who could explain; their choices lead them upon the paths they have chosen, just as the choices I have had to make have regarding the life for my son and my daughter and I among those as well who have been able to see and hopefully learn for the better ways in the comparisons thereof to the situations of occurrences. They did not see how or what would be impacted just as the ways which my own biological family in such references as well, however in such regards I suppose the same can be said in reference to those each chose to willingly connect with in comparison to the other way around as to such factors. I would guesstimate the situations in reference to my biological mother, biological sister, and biological father as to the aspects of which only when it was realized who I actually have been all along compared to what hypothetical aspects as to the assumptions in such references as to that political portion thereof; I am fairly certain the ironic portion of which I had already discussed though also wrote about as to why I chose to go enlisted, in comparison to going directly in the military as an officer makes much more sense at this point in time in the year of 2021 compared to 1999 as I already knew those particular aspects just as I knew what was going to be despite how many had wished otherwise and were unable to see what I had brought forward to either one was always the truth.



Why would it be of importance as to those types of situations of which actually having the truth in comparison to the pretty make up of cherubim types as to what is the safety and security aspects when wishing the difference as to such comparisons, as how many have needed to be educated as to what the actual realities are to face the facts and deal with such situations as to learning the importance of earning on one's own is always far more valued in the longest terms of all of existence in the comparisons to those who only see the shortest terms in the overall comparisons as why would such types of individuals need to learn as to such truths in this modern era of time as to what ways to actually genuinely fix and repair the situations they themselves caused to be problematic as to their overdramatic aspects in comparison to such who simply get straight to the point as what about the factors as to the ways which technology moves is there the need for such situations in real life compared to the ways which some types of individuals think the other aspects are better compared to what has always been the best?



What is the larger problems to rumors compared to the truth, as what is the length of time difference to such aspects and what distances are the aspects of what can be noticed now as to such situations comparatively to others' wishes as to such aspects and why would the area of Austin as to SXSW as to the undergound caverns as to the situations of be considered odd as to other such situations to pay attention to as how many problems have stemmed directly from the Austin area of Texas throughout the rest of the state of Texas comparatively to other areas of Texas having been impacted beyond the regulations of such aspects as to certain types of individuals as to wishful thinking as to the longest terms possible as to the larger overall?



While field grade promotions are possible the rarity of such factors have been known as to some portions of, though that is of other aspects. The references to the situations regarding the overall portions in reference to this particular journal blog entry as to a preparation to a sorts, of what situations in the timelines of clarifying as to the upcoming book I have needed to clarify such for the ability to detail with the best possibility to properly bring such aspects forward as to the oddities in reference to other connection aspects.



Thus Happy Thanksgiving, and hopefully everyone enjoys in a positive and honest way.




Why would this image be of importance as to who completed what work in reference to SCUBA Diving, as why would my picture at this level on the ground of the ocean as to the water color change be mandatory as to the importance of such truths in SCUBA Diving?

Why in reference to my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications I earned as to my prior work before would be important in reference to the comparisons as to how the mass production of certain other factors, as why is there the difference between a Major and a minor in for any degree as to what I was told? What would the need to pay attention to the 26 individual SCUBA Diving certifications all being considered as 26 Majors in such references be of consideration as why would the technicalities as to the 13 Minors as to another graduation after waking up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, be something to consider?



How hypocritical would or could it be for anyone to think or speak about as to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, to ever be upset as to my words of it should not take a head injury to figure ... out ever be a little thought that came through as what type of hypocrite would ever be upset as to such wording if ever having used such words themselves as to such aspects as what would the intellectual capacities be of if that would be needed to be pointed out as to how I was taught by both my biological mother and my biological father as to the importance to details between the technological aspects as well as the School of Bulova aspects as what could be of importance as to actually being around the pieces in comparison to being told about it years and/or decades later compared to in person?

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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