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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Full Exoneration and Exponging of each aspect I have ever dealt with, as to my innocence proven

In the reference as to the aspect which all of my biological aspects as to my biological mother and my biological father and my biological sister and all of my ex-in-laws which they have needed to accept the facts of what a pathetic piece of trash they have supported as to my dead-ex-husband as to the facts of what aspects as to the proof of the dress blues as to the length of time as to June 2006 through January 2008 as to the #LCPEnny JC Penney situations which as to how my ex-mother-in-law as to my wish to have actually been capable to get the divorce before his death as to comparisons as to the aspect thereof, which those people have needed to accept the fact as to the proof they have had for such lengths of time which in the addition as to the #USA #USAA #USArmy #USAArmy #CID Army branch as to CID as to the failures as to such lengths of time as to Brackenridge as to the rave as it should not take a head injury to figure out the aspects as to the fact I did not have a car at Fort Sam Houston as to how I wound up off of the military installation in the timeframe of as to the failures that such individuals have needed to accept as to such references as to the length of time as to the Pentagon as well as to the knowledge and the proof thereof to the extended aspects as to throughout the entire government of the United States of America in my opinion.



There is nothing of value as to any excuse or cause of reason as to the length of time as to my personal work having been brought forward correctly as to such aspects thereof as to the length of time as to such hypotheticals as to such individuals and groups thereof in each and every community as to each and every city and each and every state as to the federal levels as well as to my full exoneration and expunging of all such false reports as to the aspects thereof to the starting point well before as well as afterwards as to my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and such after effects, which in turn as to each and every aspect which includes though not limited to any such aspect as to the signage as to the informed aspects which as to the actual understanding as to the requirements as to such aspects as to the fact which I have brought forward as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury which in turn as to each and every individual having officially been informed as to such aspects as to the illegal portions of ever trying to use such against me as to any and all such wrongful manners thereof to such aspects, as to the fact unlike some people as to not having hid from such as to the aspects which including to how it should not take a head injury to figure out as to the factors as to the differences to the aspects thereof as to my SCUBA Diving style as to the common sense.



It should not take a head injury to figure out as to the references regarding each and every individual who failed to simply ask me in truth as to such aspects about my modeling and/or my #SCUBA #SCUBADiving SCUBA Diving as to the aspects of those types as to their criminal behaviour as to the facts thereof as to the knowledge as to having officially been informed as to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, which in turn as to such aspects thereof similarly as to such failures as to the Army and the Air Force #AirForce #USAF #USAAF #USAirForce as to the attempts I made repeatedly for myself to get assistance in the aspects of what would be considered as best for me. The reality which the Army as well as the Air Force of the United States of America must accept as to what situations as to the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as to the aspects of the known factors of my pregnancy as to such for both my son as well as my daughter, which in turn as to the legal definition as to each and every individual in the know of such references to the legal terminology, which in turn each and every to such all such needless problems which each individual has made the choice as to the perpetuation wrongly of such needless problems to which each individual must accept the aspects of their choices as to what as to the timeframe when such informed aspects thereof to such situations.



In the reference as to my biological mother, my biological father, my biological sister, my ex-in-laws, and all such connections thereof as to accepting the fact of their guilt automatically as to such aspects as to the facts of what needless problems they have caused without any such aspects of actual valid cause nor valid excuse nor valid reasons and as to such aspects since such individuals have wanted and needed the clout as to the lengths of time as to how they each should be capable to accept such aspects unto themselves for each and every choice they made for such aspects as to the free will aspects as to the having been informed as to such references. Since I do not consent to littles as to the BDSM aspects as to how the informed consent is required, the aspects thereof to my choice as to my rights as to such references as to the aspects thereof to the mandatory aspects of informed consent of which in turn as to such aspects in the comparisons as to my health in such regards as to the comparisons as to such aspects for all to remember as to such differences.



In the references as to my ex-in-laws needing to accept the fact that their dead relative as to my dead-ex-husband walked around the city of San Antonio Texas also known as Military City USA as to the situations of the dress blues as to which CID as well as the Army and all such law enforcement aspects thereof as to my multiple attempts to bring such information forward as to being capable to get assistance as to saving myself as well as saving my son and saving my daughter from those needless problems as to such aspects of the dress blues as to the Chief Warrant Officer 3 as to CID having had the capability as to The Gift Chapel as to the picture sent via email from my ex-sister-in-law Susie Marie Nichols-Lopez as to such aspects of which the Infantry and the Calvary and the Combat Arms as well as the MPs have needed to accept as to the differences between such aspects, as to having to learn to pay attention to the timeframes as well as the names in full as well as the locations thereof to such aspects. In turn as to the needless interrogation I dealt with as to the four hours as to such references as to after such lengths of situations, those types of needless problems as to such references regarding how it is illegal to withhold evidence as to the knowledge thereof as to common sense as to the timeframe of the JC Penny pictures as to the minimum of September 2007 as to the common sense aspects as to the timeframe of January 2008 as to the sexism as to such references zas to the males of such points in time and thereafter as it was and is not the first time the Infantry/Calvary/Combat Arms/MPs/Army/Armed Forces of the United States of America has needlessly dealt with such aspects as to the reasons as to #MilitaryCityUSA Military City USA.



As to the aspects which the acceptance as to the failures to pay attention to what I brought forward as to the length of time as to such aspects as to another reason as to my full exoneration and expunging of the needless problems as to such references as to how the #TEA Texas Education Agency as to Judge Lynn Rubinett scolded Nona Matthews as to that law firm as to such levels of failures as to knowing exactly the individual(s) I intended as to such as well as the wording thereof, as to the acceptance as to such references despite the wishful thoughts as to others in such hypotheticals as to the IP addresses as well as the technological devices as to the proof thereof having been brought forward as to the length of time in such regards thereof as to my having clarified as to the individuals as to by the names I knew them as to such references as well as to #GeekSquad #BestBuy Geek Squad and Best Buy in such factors and thus as to the immediate aspects as to such clearings in all such factors as to purging all such needless problems as to the aspects of justice as to what I have needlessly dealt with as to such lengths of time for the references to the metaphor for all such cities as to all such counties as to all such precincts as to all such states as to all such federal as to all such military aspects as to the fullest clearing and cleaning thereof as to all such factors in my favor as there is no excuse nor cause nor reason that will ever be considered as valid in any capacity thereof to such situations in the short term or the long term or the longer term or the longest terms for the clarifications as to such reviews in any such references.



In turn as to how my biological daughter and my biological son have needed to accept the fact just as similarly that those people as to my ex-in-laws and my biological connections thereof have needed to accept the fact that my dead-ex-husband their biological relative or legal as to such aspects aside from the spiritual portions as to what their choices thereof to such references, the aspects of which they have needed to accept the facts as to the known factors as to such references which as to what aspects of proof thereof as to accepting the truth as to the dress blues as to the regards thereof and all such connected portions thereof in full as to the reality of such situations. The fact as to Grandpa Nichols' as well as other's medals and ribbons as to the dress blues in comparison as to such wishes as to the acceptance that such an individual as to the reality of my dead-ex-husband as to the horrific individual he was as to the reality of what as to the proof of what has been found previously as to my publishing of such books as to my legal copyrights as to such time as to the year of 2014 in such references as to the aspects thereof to which in such regards as to the reality of such aspects as to the medications which my biological daughter was on as to the black box aspects not explained to me as to the fuller details thereof to which as to how she has to accept the fact as to how many individuals have lied to her as to the comparisons as to how I have always told the truth in such aspects which in turn as to the reality of accepting who her biological father was and the horrific aspects as to what he did was not ever acceptable in any such way which she has needed to accept for herself just as my ex-in-laws have needed to accept the reality of their choices as to how my biological mother has needed to accept her choices as my biological father has needed to accept his choices as my biological sister has needed to accept her choices as to each individual needing to accept the facts of their choices and deal with the exact and equal aspects as to what I needlessly dealt with as to their choices as to themselves for themselves to accept as to such aspects of the needless problems I should not have ever had to deal with ever.



Those who were fooled by those people as to the comparisons as to how many attempts I made to clarify and verify as to the situations which I was dealing with as to such aspects which each individual has needed to accept what choices they made as to such aspects during such points in time, as to the reality of such aspects which the situations as to the references thereof as to such factors. Why would I ever believe in humanity as to such aspects as to what lengths of time has there ever been those who actually have believed in me as to such references as to etiquette and respect as to the aspects thereof, as what would there ever be as to the actual proof for me to believe as to such aspects as to the in person face to face in person aspects in the conjunction as to such technological situations as to the lengths of time since waking up from my coma after my head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 as what would ever be worth to such individuals to me as to such aspects as to the situations which needlessly occurred as to the aspects thereof as what aspects of humanity has there ever actually been that I would be capable to actually believe in at this point as to anything that is considered as good or worthwhile in my favor as to such references in truth?



As to the situations in reference to the aspects which individuals as to the various classes I took as to how certain individuals had not paid attention as to the fact I met Faith at the #Jims #JimsRestaurant Jim's Restaurant location of which as to such aspects which Kimberly Williams as to Lisa Williams as to the aspects thereof as to the common last name as to such aspects as to the hypotheticals as to the military in behavior aspects as to individuals as to such aspects referencing the situations regarding the religious and spiritual portions as to the aspects which while I only needed the words for certain aspects as to what I already knew and understood as to how to utilize as to the factors of my comprehension as to the aspects which since Faith had invited me as to such aspects, that was up to her to invite others as to the references thereof to such a point in time as to the common sense factors. In turn as to the several classes which only having search online as to the timeframe which after the needless situations as to my biological sister having been moved to the area as to such aspects which as to those needless problems as to such meddling as to what was unnecessary of such a type to begin with as to the aspects as to the situations in my backyard as to my patio as to the illegal aspects of her three friends from school as to the differences between making one phone call as to the comparisons as to the needless stalking and harassment which was always unnecessary as to the reality of such aspects as to my childhood and my teenager years as to the constant needless situations referencing such aspects as to the amount of times which having had to push that individual off of and away from me as to the situations which as to after what I dealt with as to the babysitter as to what my biological mother had known about as to what my biological father caught occurring as to the reality of the facts as to such aspects needlessly because of additional timeframes as to what was dealt with because of how my biological sister had seen such and then tried to follow along as to such aspects, in the comparisons of accepting no for an answer as she has needed to.



The common sense reality of one phone call as to the comparisons as to what needless problems as to those three teenagers from that high school as to the difference of actual health and safety referencing the sexual wellness in the comparisons as to what occurred as to the male who lit the hairspray on fire while aiming towards my son's room as to the skunk haired boy as to my legal right to defend my children as well as my right to defend my property as well as my right to defend my neighbors' families and property, as to the aspects which as to the right to stand my ground as to such aspects of which in conjunction as to my work as to my SCUBA Diving as to such aspects thereof to the extension thereof in conjunction as to my work as to the conjunction of my social media as to the conjunction of my books as to the conjunction of my website and all other such factors in the references thereof; as the reality of which as to the voicemail which I told the truth as to the aspects thereof to the bridge loan house regarding my biological mother and biological father's house off of Bandera as to the area thereof, they had the choice of which to stand as to defending me though the choice they made as to such aspects as to the reality of what I dealt with as to the San Antonio Pagan community in comparison as to their choice in such differences as the facts which as to how my son and my daughter chose as to my response as to as calm and as tempered as best as possible especially as to the reality of what I had already been dealing with as well as the thereafter as to such situations which my son and my daughter have needed to accept the fact of such differences regarding how I had raised them to the best of my capability despite the facts of such situations as well as the aspects of the pain situations as they have needed to be capable to distinguish the difference as to such aspects as to the timeframes thereof as well as the differences as to the individuals involved as to the one and only person who has always spoken and written in truth as to the aspects for the lengths of time as to the proof thereof to such circumstances of which unlike the needless problems as to the hypotheticals thereof to my biological sister and my biological mother sand my biological father's meddling in comparison as to actually what is best for me and mine as to such aspects as to the reality of the proof of such situations as well.



In the references as to my pictures I personally took as well as my pictures that I had arranged the scheduling for as to the aspects thereof to such timeframes of which those individuals as to those types as to such failures of ever thinking such meant as much as they had to me as to the comparisons thereof to the situations during such points in time, as to the reality of the work I made attempts to get taken care of on my own as to such references and regards thereof to such aspects of digitizing such as to for my aspects for myself as well as other situations and yet because of the aspects as to the lengths of time as well as the situations which as to how such aspects as to the timeframe thereof as to what is there to believe as to humanity in the aspects of the truth as to such aspects to the lengths of time especially as to after the year of 2018 as what is the difference as to such aspects as to the year of 2009 and the years between as to such from the 1980s into the 1990s as to the 2000s and the 2010s as to such point in time as why would anyone ever think that waiting and hesitation as to such comparisons as to such factors as to the comparisons thereof as to the knowledge that unlike some people I do not hesitate as why would that as to my childhood and my teenager years as to such situations prove as to the reasons why as to not hesitating or what aspects as to what situations of humanity would there ever be as to such aspects in the references thereof especially as to the amounts of such situations to what I have dealt with in the full combinations?



In turn as to such references regarding the aspects thereof as to how my ex-in-laws as to the need they have had to accept such realities as to the dress blues as to the reality of such aspects referencing what I dealt with as why would it take a head injury to figure out as to the reality of taking such a picture as to the JC Penny aspects as to the length of time in the larger portions thereof as to the aspects of the reality of the situations of what my son and my daughter and I dealt with, as what had Grandpa Nichols warned them of as well as what aspects as to the engrave images as to such references as why would it take a head injury for such ex-in-laws to figure out as to the aspects of being spiteful to the Chief Warrant Officer 3 who explained such aspects at the Laurel Land Funeral Home as to such situations regarding hypothetically my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to my ignorant ex-sister-in-law as to such stereotypical behaviour as to such aspects as to Lackland Air Force Base with her two daughters as to the timeframe thereof as to how the reality of such hypothetical claims of ever actual care as to the comparison as to the reality, as why would such individuals ever believe that female in comparison as to such reality of truth which The Gift Chapel had the picture of as well as the Chief Warrant Officer 3 as to such in the references as to the aspects of the if factor of my ex-sister-in-law Mary Evongelina (maiden last name Nichols) Osteen and/or her husband David Osteen ever contacting as to because of what the Chief Warrant Officer 3 had already clarified as to the fact the images were taken in September 2007 though the fact of their dead-relative walked around the aspects of #SanAntonio #SATX #SanAntonioTexas #TX #TXstate #texas #Texasstate San Antonio Texas since June of 2004 as to the timeframe of the first separation as to the aspects of what became Military City USA as why would it take a head injury to figure out the theft of my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to such reasons for the #American ##AmericanCivilWar American Civil War in the modern times as to such a choice in the hypothetical proof thereof to such additional aspects of any scanning of such in the state of Georgia as to such references as to such aspects of what was illegal on a military installation as to "Finding A Silver Lining (Written By: ) (Reverend) Susan MeeLing" as to the Braxton Hicks timeframe as the proof as to the Ford Winstar as to such references in the year of 2001 as to the year of 2008 as to the proof as to such needless involvement from people I did not need to get to know nor did I need them to get to know me in such references as to my right to choose for myself as to such comparisons as to the additional proof as to stalking across state lines as to those individuals specifically as to the aspects of my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to the hypotheticals scanning as to the official proof as to such references which in turn as to the #UCMJ UCMJ as to the aspects of proof as to the theft on Lackland Air Force Base referencing the accomplices as to the daughters in the references of prosecution as to such aspects as to those individuals as to the legal definitions thereof to each such hypothetical charge as to all four of those people in conjunction as to such accomplices as to the hypotheticals as to how I had discussed such in Fort Sam Houston as to my second Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America as well as any such false reports as to including though not limited to the aspects of leaving information that was known out as to such aspects which officially would additionally prove as to the length of such needless involvement as to those people who were meant to be my ex-in-laws as to not ever actually family to me ever though the additional proof as to individuals who knew such aspects during high school as to the situations of such proof in my opinion.



In my opinion as to such aspects of which those people knew I was the one and only Sponsor because of the facts of the situations as to Grandpa Nichols and thus as to the facts of such types as per what Drill Sergeant Parsley had discussed in class as to the philosophical discussion of what to do to handle those types of dependents as to such situations as to the aspects of such needless problems to the Sponsor as to the UCMJ aspects as to the on post situations, as the reality which David had not graduated Basic Training from the Air Force before such individuals tarnished his career from the start as to the long term aspects thereof to such shame to the Air Force in my opinion as to the aspects as to the hypothetical name change from the Air Force to the Space Force with the additional aspects of air space as to my opinion as to the reasons why as to getting rid of such associated types as to the reference to David as to the aspects of his wife Mary Evongelina Osteen and the daughters Sondra Marie Osteen and Ariel Nicole Osteen of which if I am accurate as to such tarnishment as to those three females as to the aspects as to the permanent shame upon the situations regarding their choices as to such aspects thereof as it would not be the first time of such aspects though would be the starting point of the last time for such aspects and types thereof to those types of situations. What an additio0nal way as to tarnishing Grandpa Nichols as to the proof of such types as to those situations as to the aspects thereof to having cared more about stolen valor wrongly as to the comparisons as to honoring the valor earned which has needed to be changed as to such aspects as to the situations having thankfully began as to changing the aspects of San Antonio name as to Military City USA, as to a constant reminder for each and every individual as well as ending all other forms and ending all other types of stolen valor as to across the state of Texas and throughout the country of the United States of America as throughout the world as to my personal opinion. Since such three individual females had needed to feel special as to accomplishing something great, then that aspects of such a starting point those three females can think of such each and every time they see any uniform as to such aspects as to the facts thereof and from such points in time as to such aspects as just as each individual can permanently remember such aspects as to those three females as to the aspects which David would later have learned as to such references regarding those aspects of my original Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America and all such needless problems that stemmed from such a point in time officially in the conjunction of the if factors of my biological sister illegally recording video as to when I was delivering my son as to without my permission as to any such aspect of the point in time as to such references as to the length of time as to such needless involvement as to those types of situations as to the privacy thereof and as to such factors of the starting point again as to Lackland Air Force Base in conjunction as to the year of 2005 as to the aspects of Wilford Hall and such hypothetical situations as to my biological mother and my biological father having lied about the ways of such aspects as to having gotten on the military installation as to such MP aspects of which the hypothetical calling of the Millers to fix such aspects as to such needless problems as to the reality of such aspects which as to such factors as to the needless biases and problems from those types of those individuals as to such lengths of time as well of the if factors as to the connection as to my backyard as to my patio as to such hypotheticals thereof to such situations as to such situations which only I as the one and only Sponsor as to the aspects which there has not ever been any allowances as to the aspects of my son and my daughter because of the facts thereof to such situations of the needless involvement as to such wrongful denials of me as to the situations throughout such lengths of time.



Though why would there ever be any belief as to such references regarding humanity, as to such hypotheticals as to any such needless problems as to the aspects thereof to the proof of such situations as what are the actual intentions as to the timeframes as to from the updates as from the year of 2019 onward as to the situations?



How many had I warned in the state of Texas about my biological mother, my biological father, my biological sister, my ex-in-laws, as well as such situations of what I had been dealing with as to from such various points in time and how many actually believed me as to the truth I had always told from the beginning as to the additional aspects as to Illinois and New Jersey or has it been where only after the beginning portions of "Finding A Silver Lining (Written By: ) (Reverend) Susan MeeLing" as to such aspects and what needless editing had such individuals made as to the comparisons as to the actual truth in all such factors and capacities thereof to the printed versions I had mailed out to multiple locations as to the #USPS USPS having had such copying and scanning portions as to the references thereof as to what levels of proof ass to pushing outward all aspects in actual truth of such references compared to the lengths of time as why would such take to the length of time to fully show the truthful documentations as what would be considered important as to the longest terms as to such aspects of the if factors of actually preferring life as to progression forward as why would the belief as to such aspects of humanity be of importance as to the truth actually officially being told in such regards as why would the aspects of the so-called Yahoo leak be of importance as to the aspects of the actual documentation as to the situations as what aspects as to how I wound up in Washington state with my son after what occurred to my daughter as to such findings in full though why such as to the hesitation as should it be as to the fullnesses thereof as what needless problems as to the emails as to my account as to such aspects as why would I ever believe in the aspects of actual humanity as to such references thereof as to the length of time in such references as what would actually ever be as to genuine humanity?



In reference to the aspects as to January 6th as to what portions in reference to individuals as to the civilian recreational SCUBA Divers would be capable to refer to such as to the year of 2009 as to the year of 2010 for such regards to the consideration as to such hypotheticals as to such needless problems as well as what additional aspects of the date overall to take into consideration as to the aspects thereof to the years within the 1980s as to the 1990s as to my childhood and teenager years for the references as to the technological portions for such references which my biological mother would know of as to the aspects as well as to the latter portions of time as to other factors in reference to Asher Holmes Elementary School into Marlboro High School and then as to Saint John Vianney High School before the aspects as to Crystal Lake South High School and such associated aspects with the conjunction of Old Tennent Presbyterian Church as well to the considerations before the year of 2000, which then as to such factors what of such a date as to the year of 2001 onward as to throughout such years as to the technological portions of such to review as to other factors as to the city of San Antonio Texas as to Wilford Hall as to my first OB/GYN appointment of official aspects of the first clarification as to such aspects as to the situations as to the Justice of the Peace portions as well as the aspects of Chili's on Dezavala and IH10 regarding those individuals as to those UTSA college students and other such aspects of the supposed woke crowds as to college students in comparison?



What is the correlation as to 6 June 2001 in reference to the date as to the aspects of 6 June 2022 as what aspect5s as to the situations as to the truth in reference to the attacks on 11 September 2001 as to the actual numbers thereof to the consideration, as why would the Congressional and Senatorial aspects as to such a date as to the timeframes to the year of 2002 be of importance when looking at such details as to 6 June 2002 as to what aspects as to the merger portions as to the cellphone aspects to the considerations as to 6 June 2022 as to such clarifications and verifications thereof to the ironic portions of which as to when I was only being creative as to my book "Fail-Safe: The Kenedy curse fused with science fiction fantasy (Written By: ) (Reverend) Susan MeeLing" be of additional importance as to such considerations hypothetically for each to consider as what would be something for individuals to think about as to the timeframe as to the year of 2013 as well as to the aspects of the year of 2014 as to the timeframe as to the year of 2015 for both dates as to 6 January as well as 6 June in such hypotheticals among whatever other years thereof for such considerations as to the year of 2016 as to the publishing date of my book as to my copyrights as to what I had not ever sold and would not ever allow as to such aspects because of the facts ass to the direct connections to the specifics thereof to my original books I authored as to my copyrights as to the aspects of my life experiences as to such factors of all such references and regards thereof to the aspects of my personal work as to what levels of sexism as well as feminazism would such show as to the aspects of such needless involvement from any individual I once knew in the state of Texas as to such unwanted as to those individuals as to any such involvement as to my personal work as to such aspects thereof which additionally as to what aspects as to the American Civil War as to such factors thereof as to #WomensRights #CivilRights Women's Rights and Civil Rights as to the reasons of ending all stolen valor as to such factors which includes the intellectual property rights thereof to my personal work as why would I ever want or need my work tainted by other individuals who I had not invited to be a part of my work as to through my choice as to such aspects thereof as to such needless drama as to such needless involvement as to my right to choose for myself in the comparisons thereof to those who would think of themselves as to what worth in comparisons as to such factors thereof?



In the references as to my exoneration as well as expunging of all such aspects of the false claims as to the proof as to such aspects of the first portion of my childhood as to the second aspect of my teenager years as to the third situation as to my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to the fourth aspects as to the rave and Brackenridge as to the fifth portions as to the Justice of the Peace as to the sixth aspect of my son's birth and the aspects of my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to that aspect as to the seventh portion as to the timeframe as to the aspects of my assistance at the months of September/October/November of 2001 as to the eighth aspects as to the second from such a point in time in between hospitalization as to the ninth aspects as to my daughter's birth as to the tenth aspect as to as time went onward as to from Songbird Apartments and Townhomes as to those individuals as to onward as to such factors and aspects thereof as to such needless problems as to those needless types as to such factors as to what situations as to what would there be as to the belief as to humanity, in such a review now as to the review as to such aspects as what makes up for all such situations before the needless involvements as to the San Antonio Pagan Community as to the Excalibur Faire aspects as to the supposed to be consenting with the informed aspects thereof as to the adult consenting lifestyle as to Swinger and BDSM aspects in comparison as to what I actually dealt with instead of ever actually being informed officially correctly as to such hypotheticals as to those situations which I officially had not ever consented to because of the aspects of requirement as to truth as to the knowledge thereof before other such timeframes as then why would there ever be as to any point in time of me ever being wrongly blamed for any such aspects thereof as to such needless problems as to the lengths of time as to such choices made by other individuals as to the comparisons as to such hypotheticals thereof which in turn what would be as to my exoneration in full as to the expunging of all such aspects from such points in time fully as to any and all such aspects thereof in reference to myself regarding the factors thereof to the proof as to such references regarding their choices to play games without my consent ever as to such aspects which I have made vehemently clear as to how I do not play games and I do not consent to games in such aspects of any type?



After my childhood and my teenager years I learned to appreciate life in comparisons as to such hypotheticals thereof which in turn translates to the lack of playing games as to the lack of the need for such for myself as per my own preferences as to my own needs for myself, which as to such aspects which as to the requirement as to such regards of consent as to the aspects of which I have not given and would not give as to such aspects because of the knowledge and the understanding as to the comprehension as to such situations which I noticed in my youth long before ever waking up in the state of Texas. Since it is not a freedom to force such on someone as per the legal portions thereof and it is not an aspect which as to the references thereof which the court of laws as to such aspects of which to the 10 Commandments as to the references of the thou shalt not lie which in turn as to playing games without another's consent as each and every individual must actually consent in comparison to one or two or whatever group number thereof as to the facts of such references as to the comparisons thereof to such wishful aspects, as to the reality thereof to what needless problems have occurred as to those types of role playing aspects as to the references thereof to what situations do not work for everyone and as to such aspects where it does not work for everyone the situations which as to the Democratic party of such socialized behaviour as to such situations thereof to which my right to choose to deny such aspects as to the sight of which the aspects thereof as to such needless situations as to the needless problems such has caused throughout such lengths of time in my opinion.



When the aspects of such as to Las Vegas #LasVegas #LVNV #NV #NVstate #Nevada #Nevadastate and #Atlantic #AtlanticCity #ACNJ #AtlanticCityNJ #AtlanticCityNewJersey #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate Atlantic City of which the requirements as to the legal portions of what aspects of which similar as to nicotine as to addictive aspects, then as to the common sense as to the ways which music and other such factors as to the situations in reference to games as to the aspects thereof to such warnings in my opinion referencing such aspects as to the reality of such situations as the fact which I cannot be the only one who has dealt with those types of individuals as to those types of situations as to the negative impacts referencing such aspects as to the in person face to face in person as well as the online aspects thereof as to my personal life as to the obvious factors as to the MadMax #MadMax 151 Road Warriors Fiesta #Fiesta #FiestaTexas #FiestaSanAntonio #FiestaSA #FiestaSATX Texas problem as to the Alamo Drafthouse as to the Excalibur Faire types in my opinion as to those needless problems as per the situations as to Montana in the year of 2017 as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trip after the knowledge as to the wrongful situations as to the needless problems as to the garage situations as to the aspects thereof in the year of 2006 which my ex-in-laws as well as my biological mother and my biological father and my biological sister truthfully need to think about that garage situation and compare such aspects as to the reality of the American Civil War aspects thereof to such descriptions of what I dealt with as to accept the reality of what needless problems those people should have taken a stand against as to actual protections of myself as well as protections of my son and protections of my daughter in the comparisons as to what those people had chosen as to such needless problems as to the support wrongly of the dress blues situations as to the proof thereof well before the timeframe of September 2007 as to the JC Penny pictures as to the funeral aspects as to the Laurel Land in Fort Worth as to such aspects. The fact such individuals could have actually thought about such needless problems and stopped such before as to such in the comparisons as to the situations thereof to the hypotheticals, those individuals need to accept the fact they had not ever had my best interests in mind nor the best interests of my son and my daughter in mind as to the facts thereof to such proof as to the stations obviously as to the skin tone being what my skin tone actually is as to such comparisons as to the reality of such factors additionally as to the facts which Fort Sam Houston was officially informed of that reality before the timeframe as well as after the timeframe of Camp Mabry as to such other aspects thereof in conjunction of other areas as to the city of San Antonio as well as Fort Worth Texas which I stood against as to protect myself where I could as well as protect my son and protect my daughter as to the best of my capabilities as to the comparisons as to other such hypotheticals thereof to the proof of such situations as to the lengths of time.



What is humanity, as what is human decency?



Remember as to such situations as to what my children's dead-biological-father was proud of as to such ancestry and then think about what my son and my daughter and I dealt with, which as to the facts as to such needless problems as to my biological mother and my biological father and my biological sister being registered Democrats as well as to the aspects of my ex-in-laws as to such references in conjunction as to the Nine Lives Books as to the situations thereof as to such Democrats as what needless problems as to the modern time as to the year of 2006 as to the knowledge thereof as to such references as what books could those people have read as to see such patterns of behaviour as to what situations later thereof to such factors as to the needless problems as to such references on the soil of the United States of America as why have I been adamant about my personal freedom as to such aspects as why would I be as to such Leather Dominant aspects as to my refusal as to such aspects regarding those types as to such wishful thinking that I would ever be as to such wishful aspects in comparisons as to who I am as why would I review such aspects of the situations of what is supposed to be considered as an informed adult consenting lifestyle in comparisons as to the differences as to that point in time as why would I fight against such at every possible aspect thereof to such needless types as to such factors thereof as what would any male or female ever be as to ever be against such as to my right to choose as to my work as to myself as to such factors in any type or any sort of way or shape or form as what officially would I only see as to such references regarding any other factors thereof as to such references in such hypotheticals and why would I not care about other people's feelings in any such capacity thereof to such references as to any area thereof to such factors of my words as to such references as what would any such capacity be as to the if factor of anyone having any issues as to my right to such as what aspects of the Constitutional Rights and Amendments thereof would be pertinent as to such factors as well as what levels of dark ages would such as to anyone in any area as to any point in time be seen to me as to any such other aspects in any such other way as to such hypotheticals thereof as in of any state within the United States of America as to what levels of disgust as to those situations?




The factors as to such ex-in-laws as well as my biological aspects have needed to accept the reality of those needless problems ass to such choices thereof to actually prefer that individual as well as the aspects of the known factors as to the dress blues situation as to such situations, only reprove such aspects as to what my right to stand against as to such as well as stand my ground against those factors as to the conjunction aspects of being a Confirmed Member of the Presbyterian Church USA as well as an Ordained Reverend of which the Judeo Christian values only as to my personal aspects as per such situations as to the full aspects of being 100% against that type and those situations thereof to those types of disgrace and disgust as to the fact the United States of America was formed only with the Judeo Christian aspects in comparison as to radicalized islam portions as to such full disgust and lack of any need for those types in such references in all such capacities and ways thereof. When I officially informed people of those aspects what needless problems similar as to such aspects of the Justice of the Peace were such individuals as to those needless problems as to those types as to such factors, of which to my right to choose to stand against those aspects 100% as to the pure hatred for Sharia Law in all such factors as no one could ever be for any female's rights as to any women's rights as to if ever actually supporting those capacities as to what I have stood against fully as to such decades. There is no one who would ever be allowed to claim they care about and/or love a female ever as to such aspects in my opinion if as to such types of situations, as that is not any worthwhile way to ever treat a female someone cares about in my opinion; though to my lack of surprise as to my ex-in-laws as to such references similarly as to such aspects as to my lack of surprise as to the situations as to my biological mother and my biological father and my biological sister as to such needless situations as I have known the difference between peaceful muslims compared to the aspects of those people of those types as to the proof thereof as to the years simply in 2000 and 2001 well before the other situations as time went onward though additionally as to the prior timeframes thereof to what I needlessly dealt with as to the review of my childhood and my teenager years as to such ideology as the skin tone has nothing to do with such ideology.




In the hypotheticals as to such factors of individuals ever asking my daughter and/or my son about my modeling as to my created name of Lady Dori Belle as to the similarity as to such aspects of my SCUBA Diving, why would any individual ever think as to ever asking my children who were minor aged children within elementary school as to such factors as what lack of common sense as to such references as to those types of individuals as to the situations needlessly as to those types as what levels of depravity as to those needless situations as to such aspects of the hypotheticals thereof to those situations?



In turn additionally as to the aspects as to how my biological connections as well as my ex-in-laws as well as others have needed to accept the facts as to the proof as to when found initially as to such aspects as to the reality of such situations, which in turn as to the claim as to the wanting to progress towards space travel as to such references then as to such situations as to Irving 2011 what would be considered as to such factors as to the considerations thereof as to the proof as to such formation of the #USSPaceForce US Space Force in conjunction as to #NASA NASA as well as the situations as to #BlueOrigin Blue Origin as well as #SpaceX SpaceX?



How ironic as to the name of Blue Origin as would such reference as to the known factors of the Democratic Party as to such an arrangement as to such aspects regarding my biological mother, my biological father, my biological sister, as well as my ex-in-laws as to the conjunction of Nine Lives Books Michael Roberts aspects of such needless problems as to the proof of such aspects as to each aspect thereof to my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America?



Or is the ironic aspect as to the Democratic Party as to the college types as to the claim of being woke, the situations which as to having to label each aspect, the situations as to POTUS44 and such aspects which those people who proudly voted for POTUS44 only reproving such by the words they used repeatedly as to the situations referencing such aspects as to his skin tone as to the background thereof, and/or the situations as to the colors of the Air Force?



Would the situations as to the reference of the words blue origin have anything to do with the ne3edless problems from civilian recreational SCUBA Divers as to the massive differences between those civilian recreational SCUBA Divers compared to my style of SCUBA Diving as would it take a head injury to figure out individuals who begin SCUBA Diving as to the military are different from individuals with law enforcement/fire department/EMS backgrounds who then get the certifications as to their work being within the law enforcement/fire department/EMS backgrounds while then going civilian recreational SCUBA Diving as to the complete difference as to my style of SCUBA Diving from the beginning point, or would it take a head injur4y to figure out there is a difference to such certification aspects as to the styles thereof and would it take a head injury to figure out as to the aspects of which when SEALs have to get certified in the civilian recreational SCUBA Diving certifications after their military aspects what the difference would be as to my style of SCUBA Diving as to the situations as to my background as to such levels of difference as would it take a head injury to figure out the one and only person who would ever be capable to teach and certify anyone as to my personal SCUBA Diving style would only be myself as to my background as to my training as to the aspects thereof to my work as to the obvious difference in the proof thereof as well as to my creation of the Underwater Travel System as to such comparisons as to the differences regarding the hypotheticals thereof?



Would there be an aspect as to anyone I once knew in person face to face in person or would there be someone another as to someone else would know as to their involvement as to such references as to the name of Blue as to other than my one reference as to Blue's Clues in the reference of the television show when listening to such aspects for my children, as to such comparisons thereof to such factors as what needless situations as to the aspects thereof to such aspects in the references thereof to such situations as to the already clarified aspects thereof to such situations in the hypothetical references as to those needless problems as to what I was already dealing with as to such aspects as what would ever be considered as humanity in such regards as to the if factors as to those types of those needless situations as to whatever year as to whatever timeframe thereof to such aspects?



Could it be as to the blue origin as to the cover of my book Fail-Safe as to such references regarding the aspects thereof to the picture I chose from the Amazon picture library as to the aspects of what popped up in the publishing aspects as to the choices available at the time as for the if factor of such not having been used and/or seen before, what in turn would such translate to as to the factors in such references as to the situations as to the technological factors thereof?



How ironic as to my biological sister and the aspects as to my dead-ex-husband as to such references to Blue October as to his favorite band as would there be a few situations as to the references regarding the aspects thereof to which she can think of for herself, as to such hypotheticals of such aspects if she truly has not been capable to get over him as to what their relationship actually was as to such comparisons as to the aspects of what wishful aspects as to the situations regarding such hypotheticals as to what she informed others about such aspects as is there a song or two which might be capable to reference her in the regards as to such factors to think about in comparison as to any further needless problems as to what damages she had already needlessly caused hypothetically as I could easily see such Chameleon Boy aspects being one of a few songs which she might see the lyrics as to or at minimum as to the title of the song as to for her to actually understand as to what reality was such as to the facts regarding the reality for even my ex-in-laws as well as the situations as to my biological mother and my biological father as well as my son and my daughter to review the words thereof to such truth aspects as to what needless problems referencing such aspects as to what the reality was as to the situations which is known as to abusive individuals as to how the chameleon themselves in various situations in comparisons as to simply the truth as to non-abusive individuals as to the factors of truth as to just being themselves?



Though is the ironic portion as to the dress blues with the group of as to Halloween as to the larger number to see as to the aspects in comparison as to the in person face to face in person compared to the aspects of the JC Penny pictures also picked up in the month of October as to the ironic aspects as to a blue origin, as to such hypotheticals regarding such situations for individuals to take into consideration and what a special gift for my biological sister to think about as to such in reference to the aspects from my biological mother who had chosen to change the name as well as the planned birth as to the aspects in reference to the situations which my Bok Pu warned about or would such be something as to the dress blues as to the pictures in reference to my ex-in-laws as to such similarities as to the factors of a different gift before the stone carving to take into consideration for themselves as to the reality thereof which they have needed to accept as to the timeframe of the year of 2008 most officially in comparisons as to the wishful thoughts as to the references thereof and would such individuals as to the comparisons to myself as to what levels of MKULTRA would they be capable to review as to such aspects thereof as what did Grandpa Nichols complain about immediately upon seeing those pictures and what capacities thereof which he had not known about that song be capable to be considered as to such aspects?



Would as to the problems in reference to the year of 2009 be capable to refer to certain aspects in regards of the month of October as to such an origin of the song lyrics as to Chameleon Boy in such hypotheticals as to such factors, as what would Carrollton Farmers Branch Independent School District and/or my ex-sister-in-law Susie Marie Nichols-Lopez and/or my other ex-sister-in-law and/or their children and/or my ex-mother-in-law and/or civilian recreational SCUBA Divers take into consideration as to the lack of regulations as to the situations during such points in time be capable to refer to when I brought forward the idea of SCUBA Diving Law Enforcement or SCUBA Diving Police be of a consideration as to such references as to the particular song and such lyrics as are there other Blue October songs and/or song titles which might be of consideration to such hypotheticals?





The aspects of the hypotheticals as to what I specifically discussed before putting into writing as to how I made the personal choice that I would not ever allow #Letters4James my son and/or #Letters4Lidia my daughter to be used the way which I had seen what occurred in the tristate area as to individuals I once knew in person face to face in person in reference to when I was in Asher Holmes Elementary School, Marlboro Middle School, and Saint John Vianney High School as to the ways which the individuals which had parents that were ex-spouses to one another as to such hypotheticals as to the yoyoing that occurred as to what needless problems as to the needless damages as to the children involved in reference to the biological connections to my son and/or my daughter as to such factors as to the wishful aspects as to how such individuals as to who are biological related to my son and my daughter; my son and my daughter know that I made them a promise that I would always tell them the truth and I would always make as best of the choice as possible for them as to what I would comprehend as to the best choice as to the short term as well as the long term as well as the longest terms possible which as to the if factors which my children's biological connections as to causing needless damages as to the aspects of realizing as to the levels of what mistakes my children's biologicals had done so as to what occurred to me as their Mom, is a choice of what those individuals have to deal with on their own as to such aspects as to their coming to terms with their choices as to what they needlessly caused my children and myself as well as their own children as to such facts.



While the reality of what my preferences are as to such amounts of time as to being with my son and my daughter as a family as to the situations as to the aspects of raising my son and my daughter as my family, such individuals as to the aspects from the timeframe of 2000 needed to understand and accept as to the facts which as the one and only Sponsor as to such aspects as to the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to the reality of additional situations as to the aspects of during my Basic Training as to the regards as to what Drill Sergeant Parsley and Drill Sergeant Gonzolez had brought forward as to the philosophical class discussion as to the if factors as to the dependents as to such situations of which as to the facts which since the reality as to how David Osteen's dependents as to such factors of such needless problems as to the reality of such hypotheticals as to the facts of such reality aspects in the references thereof as to leading by example as to such references as to the choice aspects. In turn as to the if factors of if David Osteen learned about my original Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America before the graduation ceremony as to the whatever timeframe as to the length thereof while the Air Force may have been kinder as to what in comparison, I have the aspects which as to the situations of whereas my full disagreement as to the Air Force's choices as to the laptop situations as to Matt and Ana as to such timeframe within the year of 2012 as to the #Dallas #DallasGalleria #Galleria Dallas Galleria which in turn as to my right to make him do push ups as well as the other physical aspects of smoking in such references to which in turn as to the regards as to David Osteen as to such references regarding the facts of there having obviously been more personal damages as to the aspects thereof though additionally as to such larger extension factors as well as to the length of time as to such references regarding such hypotheticals as to whatever factors thereof as it should not take a head injury to figure out there was nothing I physically did to the male as to his choice to complete such pushups as to such smoke session on his own as to the internal knowledge that he had messed up as to such common sense as I did not think it took a head injury to figure that out as to such aspects as to supposed woke types.



Thus if as to the CID interrogation because of the aspects as to David Osteen's dependents as to the reality of such aspects which there is the situations thereof as to the conjunction aspects as to the stone piece in reference to the dress blues as to the aspects thereof, which in turn as to the aspects as to the length of time and areas thereof as to the dress blues situation as well as the other previous and after portions of such combined needless situations as to the aspects of such hypotheticals of which in turn as to the aspects which his dependent had needlessly caused harm and damages to my son as well as my daughter as well as individuals as to those who I knew within the state of Texas in conjunction as to my own biological mother/father/sister as to such hypotheticals in conjunction as to the aspects of which if as to the situations as to the if factors of ever thinking that using my children as to such aspects thereof as to the yoyoing as to such aspects of which the hard limit is as to such aspects referencing the lack of having learned from such situations referencing those as to such types as to the far too lenient aspects in my opinion referencing such a spoiled bunch as to the obvious aspects already as to certain factors regarding why many as to the Army have had issues with the Air Force as to such aspects in the larger overall portions as to such aspects.



The situations in turn as to other factors of which as to the needless problems additionally as to the hypotheticals thereof to the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle in the conjunctive aspects as to such needless problems additionally as to those types as while other people might be calmer as to whatever customary aspects as to such factors, that is in reference to those individuals as to the comparison as to myself. Personally I believe that such individuals as to those individuals as to David Osteen's dependents should be prosecuted to the fullest extent of the law as to such references as to the proof thereof as the situations of which as to the situations as to the length of time as well as the aspects of the combinations thereof as to the hypotheticals as to the situations which the renaming portions as to such factors as to the hypotheticals similar as to Medical Hold Unit to Warrior Transition Unit as to the reality of which to actually fix and repair the problems in comparison, which then as to the aspects after the CID aspect as to within Major General Gillman's office as to the three individuals as to the aspects thereof as to the additional right of mine as to my viewpoints as to the common sense factors in the references thereof as the reality as to the connected portions which such individuals needed the knowledge of the dress blues problems as to the Chief Warrant Officer 3 as to what information would have made a massive difference as to actually assisting in the comparison as to the bitterness as to such aspects in reference to the ironic connection as to the Fast Eddie's Pool Hall individual as well as to such needless drama as to the individuals associated as to such factors thereof as to the male gender as to the aspects of such types as to the technological employee aspects as to the similarities as to such needless problems as to the 1980s and the 1990s as to such factors which there was nothing additional that I personally needed as to such needless drama as to such points in time as to my experiences as to the factors of my life just because of such overdramatic overemotional lack of common sense types as to such factors during the timeframes thereof.



In turn as to such aspects which individuals have needed to accept from the choices they made willingly and knowingly as to such levels of details as to the facts thereof as to for them to accept responsibility and for them to be held as accountable as I have been held into contempt as to such unwarranted aspects in the truthful aspects as to there is not the aspects of which to ever be considered as warranted when the failure to give the full truthful aspects as to the facts without the biases as to the aspects which if in such references as to not having acknowledged the biases when giving facts as to such biased aspects as to how such is considered as the failures in such references, as the biases acknowledged as to after only the facts is simply different as to the reality of acknowledging biases and/or emotional connections and/or opinions as to the aspects which as to only the facts as to the massive difference as to such comparisons hypothetically. Thus as to the if aspects as to the individuals as to the dependents as to whether to David Osteen's dependents as to Grandpa Nichols' dependents as to such aspects which in turn as to the reality which such individuals have been needing to accept the facts as to the timeframe as to the dress blues as well as the facts of other such connected situations, as the facts as to the merger portions as to such references regarding such as to the intentions as to the aspects of hypothetical yoyoing as to the intentions thereof as to such similarities as to prior such times as I would guesstimate as to such factors.



Thus since I warned Mary and David about the aspects of the situations between the cousins as to the Waffle House in Macon Georgia as to the hood aspects in such references as to the year of 2009, as to the aspects which as to the lack of common sense as to such factors of which those children needed to be held accountable for such aspects additionally as to the reality of such choices they learned as to the choices they made as to such situations during such points in time; which if as to the needless drama as to from my biological sister and/or individuals as to Illinois as to clout aspects, then as to such factors which they should be excited as to such drama aspects as to their clout to return to them as to such references because of what they sought to begin with as while it was a complaint as to how boring individuals thought of me to be in the comparisons thereof as to the hypotheticals of the warnings which I gave as to making more sense as to whatever years thereof to such aspects. In turn as to the reality of how many lives were needlessly impacted across the United States of America as well as the world as to such various areas and locations thereof as to additionally as to my work as to my SCUBA Diving as to the aspects which as to the wishful thoughts regarding the aspects of such references as to the additional proof as to whether life is appreciated as to such factors as to the intentions as to such references to such situations as to the aspects thereof for work that was not theirs to begin with as to those aspects of those name dropper types as to those who like to ride coattails as to the needless drama as to participation trophy aspects in comparisons thereof as to the aspects of genuine appreciation in such comparisons as to the proof as to such intentions as to the length of time as to such hypotheticals as that is something to genuinely be celebrated in such comparisons as to the hypothetical situations as to the clout aspects of what participation trophy situations as to the name dropping and coattail riding aspects in my opinion.



If it were genuinely appreciated as to my work in the references and regards thereof as to my SCUBA Diving as well as my accomplishments as well as the factors thereof, there would not ever have been any hesitation aspects as well as there would not ever be any yoyoing aspects as to such hypotheticals as to what I dealt with when their dead-relative was alive during the timeframes throughout the years thereof as I already discussed as well as already wrote about in such various references. To break the cycle of a pattern of behaviour actually takes work to genuinely do so as to betterment as to such aspects thereof to the intention being pure as to such references as to genuine betterment as it is not something simple, it takes genuine grit and determination to accomplish such aspects as to the proverbial aspects as to counting the costs and knowing the risks involved as to such references. Since as to my work as to the situations regarding my SCUBA Diving as to the farthest differences as to such recreational SCUBA Diving as to the furthest aspects as to such normalcies thereof to the reality as to the knowledge I personally have had as to my childhood and my teenager years, the situations as to such aspects which as to etiquette and respect standards in the regards thereof in the comparisons as to such wishful thinking regarding those individuals as to such hypotheticals.



However as to my full exoneration as well as my full aspects of each and every expunging as to such references as to my background of each and every needless problem as well as the unknown aspects thereof as to such references regarding such umbrella protection aspects as per the situations as to my hope referencing all such factors in full clearance aspects, my choice as to my peaceful protest as to such aspects as to the references regarding as to my work as to my Medal of Honor Art Project after having begun the attached aspects as to the Dr. Mary Edwards Walker Collection pieces because the reality of such factors as to there are many situations.



In turn my work as to such aspects as to the references thereof as to what I choose as to the factors thereof in the references regarding my right to my choice as to such aspects, in comparison as to the reality which those people have needed to accept the responsibility for their choices as to what the reality of such aspects as to the situations thereof as to the facts of the origin as to the timeframes as well as the situations caused because of such recklessness and carelessness as to the factors in such references as to the proof as to such factors. If those people had followed the 10 Commandments to begin with in full as to the omission of evidence is considered as to breaking the law as to the equivalent of lying as to such regards in the comparisons as to how much I have had to deal with and as to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, which as to such aspects in reference to the reality of such Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to the origin as to Lackland Air Force Base as to how such individuals as to those aspects lack the ground to stand upon as well as might have a bit too much air in their thoughts for such choices in my opinion as since as to the Cowboys Dancehall as to the Stoney LaRue concert in March 2013 as to the aspects which the male Jesse Leroy Hoover Jr had mentioned his brother David as to a ginger red haired male as to my lack of memory as to what David Osteen looks as to the aspects of such situations as to the hypotheticals additionally as to such needless involvement as to those types of those situations of those people as to such factors in my opinion.



In reference as to the MMJ aspects as to the comparisons as to the prescription aspects as to the discussion as to such a point in time as to the timeframe thereafter as to such references which in the federal area as to Washington DC of both the recreational as well as the medical aspects being considered acceptable, as to the full expunging as to such aspects of which even though such needs to be remembered as to my discussions as to Neurology as to other locations which includes the aspects as to other portions in reference to my SCUBA Diving as to such factors to additionally take into consideration of which as to the aspects of stalking across state lines as to any such nee3dless involvement as to the lack of ever asking for such involvement as to those individuals in any such capacity thereof to David Osteen as well as those dependents as to such factors which as to the rave situations which CID has needed to accept the facts as to the situation which I did not have a car and I did not take myself to any such location of which CID has additionally needed to accept the facts of their fault as to such references in conjunction as to CID needing to accept the facts as to the reality of two pregnancies as well as the Justice of the Peace situations as to such references with my medical records as to such facts which CID has needed to accept responsibility for their failures to pay attention to such details as to the lengths of time as to such situations which as to the reality of which their lack of common sense as to such references as well as the aspects of their lack of humanity as to such lengths of time for their failures additionally to what they have needed to accept responsibility for as to such references regarding such needless problems as to knowing my biological age as well as knowing the length of my coma as well as knowing the aspects of the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as well as the aspects of the headaches/migraines as to the length of time as well as the knowledge as to my memory deficits before having went to the rave as well as the same in reference to my cognitive disorders as to the aspects of having been diagnosed as to such as to having went from College Algebra with Trigonometry and Calculus to second grade math before the timeframe as to convalescent leave as to the aspects which as to how CID has needed to be investigated as to such situations as to the aspects thereof as to such situations for a much loner length of time in my opinion as to this aspect having been as to 22 years as to such lengths of such needless problems and to the lengths thereof to which those people have needed to accept such aspects as to what damages they caused me as well as what damages they caused my son as a minor through such times as well as what damages they caused my daughter as a minor through such lengths of time as the fact I was technically a minor as to the age of 17 years old as to the aspects of when I first joined the Army as to my birthday at the end of the month of August as to such reality aspects which as to such failures as to CID in all such references as to across all such sectors in my opinion as why would there ever be any belief as to any humanity as to those people as to such factors as to such hypotheticals in such regards.



As what to myself would there ever be any such value or worth as to my life as to such lengths of time regarding such situations as to the aspects of such hypotheticals as to those individuals as to CID as to such factors in all such references as to the lengths of time in such hypothetical aspects, to my opinion if accurate? Is the excuse as to such factors in reference as to being the first female Command as to such references and if so as to such aspects, what situations would be considered as unethical as well as immoral as to such aspects of what such individuals as to such hypotheticals as to the review of such connection aspects to the situations thereof to the aspects in such references as to consider regarding the combined factors as then truthfully what would there ever be to actually be proud of in any portion thereof to such situations in the references to such factors in truth for myself as what would there ever be as to considered as any actual achievement in any such capacity thereof to such considerations as to the levels thereof to such references?



The reality of such as to only seeing such a lack of anything worthwhile as to such combined factors as to the situations thereof in my opinion, as to the reality of which as to such situations as to the sooner the merger as to such 6 June 2022 as to the better in my opinion as to for each to view each and every bad decision they ever had made as to such lengths of time as to such references to the ironic portions as to the Y2K aspects to such considerations as to the youth to kids aspects as to the references as to having to be retaught as to what aspects are as to humanity apparently because of such situations as to the combined factors as to such on the soil of the United States of America apparently as to the references as to the situations in regards of the technological developments as to the scientific portions thereof to morals and ethics as to such references regarding the clauses thereof to such aspects in my opinion I suppose as what is life without humanity as how could humanity be without life as to the reality of such aspects to the considerations as to the proverbial food for thought.



Thus as to the aspects of which just as such biological connections to my son and my daughter as to the acceptance aspects as to the reality of such choices as to the knowledge thereof as to such lengths of time as to the dress blues, so too does such other connected aspects need to accept the realities as to such factors as to the considerations as to such references regarding the levels thereof to such references regarding the aspects thereof as to such situations of the full aspects as to the reality as to the fact my son and my daughter were not through IVF aspects for such aspects to remember as to the aspects for such references as well as the length of time per labor and delivery portions as to the aspects thereof as to such references as to the aspects thereof as when in reference to the civilian sector as to the consideration as to individuals I once knew in person face to face in person as to such references regarding the aspects of the facts thereof to such regards as to then what would the aspects be as to humanity when taking such references into the consideration as to such factors of that knowledge as well as the other situations as to such clarifications as what actually would ever be as to any actual genuine reality as to what allowance to any individual ever be as to ever being capable to judge me and/or my choices as to any such point in time when taking the additional factors into consideration as to what individual(s) could have as to in person face to face in person actually have spoken with me in truth as to such aspects of discussions in comparison as what portions would ever be considered as assistive as to such reality aspects as to the references thereof as to actual assistance as to the comparisons thereof as to such references as to for my best interests as to my life as with all such aspects what has ever actually ever been easy or simple for me as to such regards thereof to the proof of such as a biological female as what would such be as to the aspects as to the knowledge of the Constitutional Rights and Amendments of the United States of America as to such aspects all having occurred within the areas as to the on land portions of the United States of America as to such sanctioned aspects as to the hypotheticals thereof as to what would that show as to the references thereof as to the hypotheticals in the regards as to such aspects overall as what are civil rights as to civil liberties as well as what aspects thereof as to what have I actually ever had as to such luxuries of the situations in truth when in addition as to what aspects as to the rights as to being a female as to the biological aspects in such comparisons thereof as to such combined situations as thus as to biological females as to where were you as to such aspects as to the if factors of not having had children of you own to take care of as what males as to such references regarding which factors thereof to civility as to such references to the comparisons as to the claims about biological females as well as what aspects as to the amounts of rights as to the LGBTQP aspects and yet as to what portions in reference to the situations combined as to the factors thereof to such situations regarding such aspects as to which realistic aspects regarding what levels thereof to such assistances while seeking what aspects as to the situations thereof as why would those factors be something as to the considerations as what as to the LGBTQP community to ever go into the capitalizing on such aspects and yet as to such references regarding which factors of the history as to the Democratic party as to the historical references as what would be considered as to hypocritical as to such references as to the fact each came from a female biologically to begin with as to where does life come from other than the reality of a mother's womb?



As to the reality which as to while I have been a beard before as to the facts as to competitions as to the if factors as to the transgender aspects only being capable to compete against such individuals as to the aspects of such transgender portions in my opinion, which similarly as to the aspects in reference to the law and order portions in my opinion as to the aspects of which as to the justice system in my opinion as there is not any reason as to such factors of the transgender factors which as to the need to mix such aspects as to the biological by birth factors in which as to the aspects of such both in reference to the competition aspects as well as to the sentences in my opinion as to the transgender individuals as to the aspects specifically as to such groupings as to the ways which as Democrats as to such factors as to the groupings thereof as to the references which as to whichever levels of whichever factors as to any such situations as to physical competitions as to the situations which as to the transgender aspects as to the transgender from male to female as to such competitions as similar as seen as to the RuPaul Drag Race as to both factors as to such a competition though as to the references across all such sports as to the references thereof as well as through the justice reform aspects which in turn as to the if factors as to the female to male transgender aspects as to the similarities as to my opinion referencing such aspects of such competitions as to the similarities as to the references regarding law and order as both in reference to the scientific as well as the biological aspects as to a fair and balanced aspect. In my opinion as to those who expressed such freedom of choice as to the references as to such transgender aspects as the biological by birth females as to competitions with biological by birth females, as to the aspects of the same as to biological male by birth as to such competitions as to biological by birth males, which similarly as to transgender of biological female by birth as to transgender aspects as to males as to the competitions as to transgender biological female by birth as to transgender males, as well as to the biological by birth as to the gender of males to the transgender of females as to competitions as to biological by birth males as to the transgender of females; as to such separations as to what actual proper and etiquette aspects as to such references thereof to the similarities as to such factors as to the aspects of justice as well as competitions, as well in my opinion as a different side notation. In the references as to such aspects as to the regards as to the acceptances as to such factors as to the acceptances thereof as to such references, the situations of which the common sense as to such factors as to the reasons of ending all types as well as ending all forms of stolen valor in my opinion referencing the biological aspects of the muscular structures as to such references as to the ways which the development of the human anatomy in my opinion additionally.



However as to such factors in reference to the situations as to the realities which the acceptance as to the truth in the reality of the full truth and the whole truth in all such capacities thereof, in my opinion that has been long overdue and has been needed to accept fully as to such various stages thereof to the extent of such regards. Since I have dealt with as much as I have dealt with, the situations of which as to such personal work as to such references as to the aspects thereof to which in my opinion as to because of the aspects which as to the reality in conjunction of my biases as to the fact thereof which as to the references to such reality as to the acceptance thereof of which in turn I can have some sympathy in various references while at the same time having pushed forward as to through such situations as to the reality which as to such aspects as to the proverbial aspects of which as to each and every individual thereof as to such regards as to the fullest acknowledgements and acceptances thereof to such references.



Though in the regards as to what Grandpa Nichols warned after my ex-in-laws dead relative as to such aspects of the funeral for my dead-ex-husband as to the reality which as to that not ever being a second timeframe as to any such references regarding the situations in the regards of such factors as to the work thereof as to that obviously not having ever been fully appreciated as to such references regarding the situations thereof as he warned as to my ex-in-laws as to the facts of such references, as when was there ever an actual genuine appreciation as to such aspects from any of those people as to such regards as to the aspects thereof from any of the individuals as to such references?



Since there was not ever such aspects as to my kindness as to such regards as only in the references of other situations as to for my son and for my daughter as to the timeframe as to such aspects which now that they are both above the biological age of 18 years old as to the references as to such situations which as those hypotheticals thereof as to such references as to my ex-in-laws as to such references as to the fact of such regards as to my ex-in-laws as to the reality thereof, which if having ever actually been appreciated as to the aspects thereof the obvious situations as to the differences regarding such situations as to the comparisons as to the obvious respect I showed far more to Grandpa Nichols than as to such situations in the references in other such situations. In turn as to how I already had proven such aspects of assistances to my biological mother, my biological father, and my biological sister as to such lack of appreciation to such regards as to any such point in time in the genuinity of the truth as to the reality as to such points in time of even a simple genuine thank you as to such situations in the comparisons as to the factors of what I dealt with as to the if factors of such individuals as to the memory aspects as to such situations as to those individuals as to before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury in reference to the proof thereof as to such aspects when reviewing such portions as to the updates since the year of 2019. In the references as to such situations having been blatantly in the open and honest aspects as to such as to both sides of the proverbial equation as to then as to the external portions in reference to the multitude of other situations as to the aspects as to such without hiding as to such references, each individual as well as each group needs to remember as to such factors as to whether such appreciation as to at the timeframe thereof as to such aspects as to the situations during such factors as to the reality thereof as to having been open and honest as to such aspects as what comparisons would be capable to review as to such references to the comparative aspects as to appreciation for such aspects as to what I have taken care of in he references thereof?



There is a song from #ChristinaAguilera #Xtina #BacktoBasics Christina Aguilera's album Back to Basics, which as to such ironic portions as to the reality as to certain aspects of which such lyrics as to the reality of various factors of which individuals can genuinely think about and remember as to such factors of reality as to the situations of what I personally dealt with as to the aspects of the various situations which as to the fact of such to Mother's Day this prior weekend as to there being an additional song of lyrics which each should truthfully pay more attention to the lyrics thereof to songs as to the reality of why certain aspects click a bit more as to such factors as that album among several other albums hypothetically whether as to the lyrics and/or the titles of lyrics to take into consideration for such individuals I once knew in person face to face in person as to the realities thereof for such facts.





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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly bloc