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It should not take a head injury

*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*

to figure this out...









A Satirical Blog

*(utilizing articles discussing facts)*

By:  Susan MeeLing

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.



When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.


If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.


You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 


Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.


Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Explanation of #Queenforayear & ties to possible terrorism with #CactusJack & #BabyPhilly

After my head injury on #PsalmSunday in 2000 during #BasicTraining at #FortSillOklahoma, the subarachnoid hemmorage which was found by the medical doctors when I was in a coma, and after waking up from the coma the fact I still deal with headaches, migraines, memory deficits, cognitive disorders, and I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry and Calculus to 2ndGrade Math; after what I was told is convalescent leave, I was stationed at #FortSamHouston of #JBSA in #mysa #SanAntonio #Texas. After a bit of time in what was called #MedicalHoldUnit but is now called the #WarriorTransitionUnit or #WTU, I had been introduced to 2 females who once had been stationed in #SouthKorea together at ?Camp Sol? In the location.

Initially I was put in a room with PV3 Choleva when she first arrived at Fort Sam Houston but when PV2 Sybert arrived at Medical Hold Unit as well, those two along with SPC McCoy; those three females got along quite well as I did not fit into their click. Choleva had said when she first arrived she ‘would have viewed m[me] as competition if [I] had been stationed in South Korea’ and was not happy when I told her “I did not join the military to go to South Korea to be a Queen for a Year, I wanted to be stationed in South Korea for travel ease.” When Choleva asked what I meant as she showed me the television a male purchased for her, a weave set of human hair a different male purchased for her, and some clothing a few different males purchased for her I said “You are literally showing me after telling me why you would have viewed me as competition what I meant when I said I did not want to be stationed in South Korea, to be a Queen for a year.”

When Sybert arrived and McCoy, Choleva, and Sybert were all in the room of Choleva and mine before I was moved to a different room Sybert said her ‘fiancé was going to be stationed in Fort Sam Houston and [she] did not want to be without him in South Korea so she did what she had to do, to go to Fort Sam Houston with him’. I asked “Is that because you know as soon as he got to the states, he would no longer be under your control and would instantly find another female who he found to be more enticing than you?” Sybert said ‘No, we knew each other since high school. Why would you say, that?’ I said “You both were stationed in South Korea, you both admitted to being the epidomny of the description of a Queen for a year, and you both said you had your excuses as to why you wanted to be stationed here in the USA after your favorite males were returned to the states for the rest of their time with the military. Why else, would I ask that?” Though they both had issues with the fact I admitted to watching a porn video with Marksbury and enjoying the storyline of, while complaining about the females who were in those movies; and then were even more upset I defended the females in those movies while as they said ‘degrading [them] by calling [them] a Queen for a year’.

SPC McCoy laughed at the two and later admitted, she had stolen one of my checkbooks to write checks from my bank account before it was known of my crush on the company commander who had been transferred from being a Genera’s Aide in Brooke Army Medical Center. When the three found out I was direct ordered to attend the retirement party for the Brigade Commander after already having been put on restriction for an Article 15 after what occurred to me at a rave in #Austin, who I call (my) Captain Cupcake ordered Sybert and Choleva to take me to the mall to go shopping for clothing. Though they thought I was their doll to dress up, they threw temper tantrums when I refused to wear the clothing they wanted me to purchase. Though they only allowed me to go into certain stores reminding me of their direct orders to essentially be my babysitter, they would not let me go check out JCPenney as I felt there would be more appropriate clothing for a retirement party for a military Commander’s retirement party. Instead they only wanted to look at the stores of #DEB and #Rainbow; which are fine for some clothing, but not for a Brigade Commander’s retirement party. Due to the way neither of them would let me out of their sight nor would let me go to the store I thought would be better to purchase proper clothing from, I made due with what I could. Since the only clothing which could be dressed up enough but not too dressy as the event was a more relaxed attire, I found a sleeveless capri pant one piece jean suit with a rainbow colored knitted short sleeve top which buttoned down similarly to a bolero. I was able to find a pair of brown heeled shoes similar to a sandal type, which was the best I could do for an outfit where I was taken.

When at the retirement party I felt completely underdressed and though Choleva and Sybert had appropriate clothing especially in comparison to what I was wearing, the various people at the retirement party were very nice to speak with; seemingly aggravating the two of them. As I was seated next to my Captain Cupcake, the two of them scowled the entire event watching how my Captain Cupcake and I talked with one another as well as when speaking with the various people at the event. Later the two of them made fun of me for not being able to handle the taste of the Atomic Fireball candy and only taking a little bit here and there to then put down on the plate, to then eat a little bit more when I could handle the taste. A little bit after that evening I was told I was hospitalized as I was told about them watching me in my bed, while laughing at my physical body responses; to then tell people in the Medical Hold Unit according to them I had peed in the bunk. When I was picked up from the hospital ad taken back to Medical Hold Unit, the two of them were put into a room together and I was put into the front room again. Though the two of them left me alone after that, I feel though because of their complaints my Captain Cupcake was stationed at #FortKnox in #Kentucky as they knew I had a crush on him but never acted up it in a physical way; admittedly I would have if able to, though I was never certain Captain Cupcake was ever interested in me comparatively to the various people who were interested and available to him as both Sybert and Choleva had expressed interest.

Later when my Captain Cupcake had informed me that he was being stationed elsewhere when standing in the parking lot next to his green #Jeep #Wrangler, I tried to keep my emotions under control and focused in the clouds when he was speaking. Though it was a clear and sunny day when he first told me we needed to talk, I am unsure if at that time he had noticed the weather change or if he thought at that time he was just seeing things, instead of knowing what he saw was real at that moment as it is now. Shortly after he left, then who is my now dead-ex-husband and I began to date after being released from restriction until I could act like a soldier from the Article 15 from Captain Beer before my Captain Cupcake took over the Medical Hold Unit after Captain Pogatta took over; which Sybert and Choleva attempted to end such. When I was told Choleva wanted Robert, that discussion happened and he was absolutely disgusted at the fact Choleva was interested in him.

Though Choleva admitted the only reason/excuse she was interested in him was because of his education he was getting and not for him as himself; nor did she find him attractive in any way.

During the in between time of the #EO and #IG talk in Brooke Army Medical Center, I had been given a new roommate who was a female who was being Chapter 13ed out of the #Army who was born and raised in #Houston #Texas; though I cannot remember her name. I did discuss her with #CID at the time, she had a dark green #Honda #Civic, and she told me she ‘only dated black guys for their dick size’; which I asked “Why do they only have to be black, isn’t that racist? Can others have bigger ones too, or is it only one?” after she explained to me what black meant in reference to race, though because I was still learning how to remember what the names of colors of the rainbow were after waking up from my coma from the Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury; that question might not have been nearly as important at the time to her. The only thing I remember about her specifically was she was just about my height, broader shoulders, she said she was a professional escort who convinced me to apply to #TiffanysCabaret which rejected my application because I was 17 years old not knowing what it was to begin with as she said she ‘could convince [me] of that being a good life to live instead of a normal living’, and stockier build similar to Sybert and Choleva; and she had been ordered to stay in the room for a few days because she either cut herself in the private region when shaving and/or had contracted an STD at the same time. Oddly Joey Estes told me his wife Meg Estes had an accident when shaving and had cut herself, in the shower just the same way as that female had; and she knew where the apartment was for Lincoln Green when initially moving there.

In reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project in specific of the year I was in #Iowa in 2018, I admit I was excited to go to the state; not just because of my Medal of Honor Art Project trip admittedly. I did tell my now ex-boyfriend Jesse of my Captain Cupcake being from Iowa and how I would really like to see him and speak with him. Though he did not seem to care one way or another if I saw my Captain Cupcake, I did not see him when I was there as I hoped; but I did find it to be quite interesting of there being a large #MasonTemple in the area of #DesMoines as well as a town called #MasonCity. I chuckled to myself wondering if all of the Masons of The #UnitedStatesofAmerica had to go through the area before being confirmed as a Mason, though I have no idea who I would ask such to; though I felt a bit silly at the time for thinking that, as I admittedly do at this point. However the state was very pretty, even though I had to drive to a bunch of different locations I saw fire and/or smoke to verify where the fires were to then call 9-1-1 for the emergency responders of the local fire department to get out to the various locations throughout the state of Iowa.

I did stay in the suites in #Coralville which were nice, and I truly enjoyed going to the #BlueMoose to go dancing. Ironically enough the flooring in the Blue Moose as well as when in #Colorado at #TheChurch or #TheSancturary, the black and white checkerboard flooring I had dreamt about many years prior. Irony.

For example, see the point of ‘#CactusJack’ AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr and the ‘151 road warriors’ and that includes if his brother Jeremy had chosen not to tell the Armed Forces of the Army branch of The United States of America of the prior arrest and what such entailed; as those actions would have been a point of which would need to be disclosed to the authorities of and why, as even juvenile records have to be disclosed to the #MEPS station, if I am accurate. If Jeremy Kuykendall chose not to inform the Army of before becoming an officer he would have only a few options if he hid that and only a few of those few options are:

1). If he was asked after being in the military he would have to be honest, or face the treason UCMJ charges as well as lying to the officials of and what that entails

2). If he was asked and he told the truth, he would be ordered to assist with the capture of those who were involved, and that would include his brother ‘Cactus Jack’ AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr.

3). If he was not asked, the military is infamous for the term of “phasing out” and then he would not get the benefits he was seeking.

However if Choleva and/or Sybert and/or McCoy and/or that female from Houston who was my last roommate before I had been put on #TDRL before my medical retirement from the #Army of the #UntiedStatesofAmerica’s #ArmedForces and/or ‘Cactus Jack’ AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr and/or ‘#BabyPhilly’ AKA Phillip Omstead (in an attempt to try to get me to submit to him when he failed to get my attention in the way he threw his temper tantrums in #Cedar Park) and/or plenty of others who have a disrespectful view of those who have honorably served their country and/or appreciate their Constitutional Rights had chosen to band together in regards to stalking and harassing me during and/or before I began my Medal of Honor Art Project, hypothetically speaking just because I was accurate back in 2000 when they were speaking with me in Medical Hold Unit did not give them the right to do so. Also just because they failed out of the Army, did not mean they needed to be disrespectfully to those who had earned their Medal of Honor award.

If those females did not know they are always able to be called back according to the #UCMJ for if they commit crimes against the United States of America’s Armed Forces branches and/or treasonous crimes against the United States of America itself. Generals of the era when the UCMJ weas written and created specifically put into the rules and regulations of certain specifics for the time of a just in case as when the political individuals run for office, they did not always have a military background at the time; but those who did have a military background were always the ones who were subject to the UCMJ for such in specific of treason. Though the argument recently I have heard in the news had been in reference to politicians using the term treason against one another, realistically because of making and creating laws to better assist The United States of America even back in those days; the politicians had not intended the term of treason as a prosecutorial offense unless they purposefully caused harm to the masses of The United States of America when using other countries who are/were not a part of various treaties and alliances. However those terms of treason as well written within the laws and regulations of the UCMJ, were to assist the prevention of those within the military of taking up arms against the citizens of the United States of America and thus committing treason in such ways and manners. Also, including dependents for the military identification cards which have allowed them access to the military installations I believe holds them to a similar standard as seen with the various groups and organizations thereof.

Though I am not a lawyer who earned my #JD through attending law school, the above are my opinions of the events written of.


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