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It should not take a head injury

*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*

to figure this out...









A Satirical Blog

*(utilizing articles discussing facts)*

By:  Susan MeeLing

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.



When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.


If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.


You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit.  Thank you in advance, as I do as I request.

Ex for the Federal Government of the United States of America

I broke up with Patrick Kennedy AKA #PaddyKenedy back in 2012 because he pointed a loaded shotgun in my face after #PaddyKennedy AKA Patrick Kennedy who once worked for #BankofAmerica before being fired when under investigation because he did have a part to play in reference to the people who had completed #Shibari on the abstract art structure that once was in front of the downtown #Dallas location in 2011, as he informed Dallas_Kink on #fetlife of the shift changes for security watch; before becoming a #rentacop and then working at The Barn in #DeLoitte which I sent a handwritten letter to and emailed while #moonlighting at #TheLodge as a #rentacop (Rent a Cop being #PaddyKenedy’s words). On #fetlife in 2011, he went by the name Alpha_GenX or Alpha_Gen_X. I have since contacted the #BankofAmerica location in #Dallas #Texas when I drove out there as well as tried to email the company, but for their understanding; #PaddyKenedy had done the stamping to validate my parking ticket when I had visited him, which would be the reason why you were unable to verify my vehicle when you tried to get information of me; if that occurred. I was driving at the time a silver convertible #Toyota #Solara and though my haircut has changed slightly as well as additional tattoos on my left arm from that visit, I did stop by the location and did find the area which #PaddyKenedy AKA Patrick Kennedy had walked me to for the secure access. Also, I think I spoke with a few people I remember speaking with when I was in the building, back in 2011; a couple of females and at least one male, fairly a bit taller than I.

First in reference to the Bank of America company and associates, when those males arrived at the apartment in Irving Texas; I was not informed why you were there, and I knew it was important. I stayed out on the back patio while you three suit dressed males asked Patrick questions inside of the apartment near ?McKinnley? Road in Irving, but near #PresidentGeorgeWBushTollway. If I had known the meeting at the time was about the investigation I am guesstimating as to what you were questioning him about which #PaddyKennedy had only told me that you were giving him a work review, if I had known I would have assisted where I could have then. Hopefully this assists now, and is not too late; and in reference to DeLoitte I hope the same. In reference to the females at #TheLodge, I hope you were able to stay safe; especially if he was using the moonlighting to recruit females to work with Maitresse Renee, but at the same time that does not matter either.

At a point in time I did speak with #PaddyKennedy’s ex-girlfriend Ms. Jules after a mutual friend of ours Ms_Tracy and I had talked with one another, as there was something which felt odd about the way #PaddyKenedy was acting. After PaddyKennedy had called me a stupid bitch in front of my son before the shotgun incident, I had called Ms. Jules to ask her a question when she had told me she was upset about people being outed in the #BDSM community and though she accused me of such, I had not been doing such back then in 2012. I called her back after she had hung up the phone, and left her a voicemail trying to explain I did not know what she meant by such. At that time and all the way up until recently, I had not named names of people in the BDSM Lifestyle in reference to any occurrences or the #LGBTQP or the #Swinger Lifestyles unless I had permission. The best example I could try to give is there are only 3 people who had given me permission to use their first name when speaking with my now ex-boyfriend Jesse Leroy Hoover Jr and otherwise I had different ways to reference the individuals I would speak of about my evenings, to keep their anonymity. Before I showed a picture of a dinner, I had gotten permission from everyone in the picture before showing.

Though I had not thought I would need to give that as a reference point for proving such so many years later, but there are a few examples; in reference to years ago accusations, apparently. Realistically the only reason why I am now giving such information with actual names is in the reference of because of what occurred in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project, to assist #lawenforcement of the different branches to be able to verify who they have in their sights for the accuracy of.

He said he had a job previously in #WestVirginia before moving to the state of #Texas after divorcing his ex-wife, who they had a child together named Aiden; but was originally from #Pittsburg #Pennsylvania. Repeatedly I had tried to get PaddyKenedy to update his ex-wife about the child support he owed her for Aiden, while also doing what I could to get PaddyKennedy to contact his son to get to know him as his dad; but PaddyKennedy kept making excuses as to why he had no time for Aiden nor to update the payments to his ex-wife. He was even more upset when I had met his parents Mr. and Mrs. Kennedy, which were very nice people. His mom was extremely upset of the choices made, though she and her husband had some very tasty ribbon candy for the dinner and a very lovely home with a stunning kitchen. Though I cannot remember their names except at Mr. and Mrs. Kennedy because of how I am when it is in reference to meeting elders, I was asked quite a few questions including in reference to #SCUBADiving when discussing #Florida. When I told them about my #SCUBA Dive in the #FloridaKeys at the #Vandenberg, is when Mrs. Kennedy brought the ribbon candy out.

I am writing of such as even though #PaddyKenedy as I have labeled him had been broken up with after he pointed that loaded shotgun in my face knowing he was in trouble with me because of the situations I was dealing with in reference of my daughter and McCoy Elementary School, I was mad because he had not told me of the shotgun at all and he had kept the shotgun loaded; knowing what I was needing and trying to do to keep my daughter and my son safe, but he threw a fit when he was doing a rifle drill with a shotgun and when I made fun of him for it he pointed the shotgun in my face. I leapt forward pushing the shotgun out of my face and ordered him to open the chamber area for me to see, which he had 2 shells in there. I threw a fit and broke up with him as he had already gotten in trouble with me for calling me a stupid bitch in front of my son, because I accidentally had gotten him the wrong pizza when he could have gotten the food for himself on his own.

He had not allowed me to get all of my furniture out of the dining room nor off of the walls, he did not let me get all of my clothes, nor did he allow me to get all of my stuff out of the garage area of the apartment; and he barely allowed me to get my son and my daughter’s belongings, because of the temper tantrum he was throwing when the movers arrived to get my stuff out of the apartment. He had already pointed the loaded shotgun in my face at that point obviously why I was leaving him, but the temper tantrum he was throwing to me in front of the movers showed them quickly why I was leaving PaddyKennedy. I had moved back to #SanAntonio #Texas in 2012 as everything occurred and though I told my biological parents about what happened, they did not believe me. Later when they received a message on the answering machine of which PaddyKennedy had outed me and told my biological parents what Maitresse Renee did and not I, I was interrogated for hours on end. Irony of how I was there when #BabyPhilly AKA Phillip Omstead laughed to try to help Maitresse Renee when her mom arrived at her event at her and Jason’s house; and then what occurred, but hey at least she did not have a lamp directly overhead while sitting on a wooden chair as both of her parents berated her about stuff she did not do the way I did. Also at least I prevented my biological father from telling Patrick about the association he was going to, at the apartment in Irving.

Also in reference to #BabyPhilly AKA Phillip Omstead, he was the one who had contracted the genital herpes whereas it is proven I do not have genital herpes though when I was in a coma I had what is called a Staff Infection which has the herpes complex virus associated but is not the same number as the gential herpes that Phillip Omstead has that I learned of him having in #CedarPark not knowing the bloodwork he had done on a different day when in #Carrollton had anything to do with that type of testing. The ocular herpes is in the left eye, as an FYI. In reference to Donnie_Darko or Darko on fetlife when I knew him, Phillip Omstead is the one I had carried after he started bawling and crying in the #CedarPark house about a small spanking though what he had not paid attention to; it was just a few days after the scratch markings had appeared and the person who he thought would be a good idea to complete a ritual for the house in Cedar Park had gone through doing such, when he started crying and I had to pick him up and carry him to the shower to turn on the cold water to get him to snap out of the temper tantrum he was throwing at the time. Phillip Omstead had said at some point he had worked for #ChaseBank and had been given credit cards from other people’s accounts associated with Chase Bank, and also researched different clients of the company; as well as had known how to use their credit cards where those companies would not notice. When I had informed multiple institutions of those aspects more recently; such included Chase Bank, Bank of America, #USAA, and DeLoitte. Also I do remember walking into a discussion which I was quickly shoed away from which Patrick Kennedy, Phillip Omstead, and Maitresse Renee were discussing ways for them to use their backgrounds to get the higher numbers as earlier written of in emails and letters sent.

Ignorantly I thought I would be able to get my belongings out of the storage unit I had in the Irving area and when driving to Irving from San Antonio with Marie to arrive, there was nothing left inside of the storage unit except the collage I had made for the Dallas Mentor Program in Austin. I had already filed an insurance claim with USAA about the belongings which were in the UHaul truck that had been confiscated and when I contacted USAA even though I had proof he had admitted to doing that online as he had posted about it, I was not given the ability to make an insurance claim because I did not want to file a police report because of the fear of PaddyKennedy finding me; which obviously he had. USAA did not accept the screenshot of his admission to being guilty for keeping all of my belongings including the dark brown lacquer table and matching chairs with cream colored seat cushions, ironically my dead-ex-husband had chosen that particular color of chair while I chose the wood; the 3 piece cork cut out pictures I purchased from the #Asian store in #FortWorth; my #SCUBA gear, and my children’s toys among many other items.

After the upset from the storage unit, Marie and I went to an event at the now closed Sanctuary in #Dallas Texas. I had been in the smoking section when one of the females I knew from #ClubFEM came up to me and was excited to see me, telling me all about her new relationship. As I listened #JackieDaniels on #fetlife then told me she was dating PaddyKenedy, which I was surprised that was who had been her new boyfriend. I informed her of her need to be careful of the shotgun, but then she said she enjoyed being shot at. I looked a T_Kod, and he looked at me. She told me about a locking collar which I had purchased online from a company based in #Germany which had needed an Allen wrench screw driver to remove the bolt, and later when I remembered I had informed her I had been the one who purchased that which if Ms. Jules had wondered if I was telling the truth, I had only been able to. We both shrugged our shoulders whispering “Your kink, not my kink for certainty.” Then again, both he and I are former military members of the #UnitedStatesofAmerica’s #ArmedForces #Army branch and though he graduated his training and had thankfully successfully survived many aspects of his job assignments as a really big difference, whereas I did not graduate Basic Training.

Now while I do admit I did send a form to the #IRS from #CrystalCreekApartments in #Vancouver #Washington in reference to the cash aspects which Maitresse Renee had said in reference to the $500 for the night and then splitting of the tips earned when going to clubs with males who were submissives in ClubFEM, as I knew I was not the only female Maitresse Renee had made that offer to in the BDSM Lifestyle. What Maitresse Renee and the other females who were involved with that had explained to me at the time, seemed underhanded and not right. I could not put it into better words right now, but I was told about the IRS form to look up which I had printed and faxed from that area in Vancouver Washington. Though I have not heard back from the IRS in reference to that nor have I received a check for that as I was told I would if anything was found to be accurate, I guess maybe that had not occurred in full yet; though I am waiting as I know the IRS was able to find quite a bit more than originally expected, but sometimes that type of investigation takes a bit as I guesstimate there was a lot of ties throughout which the different areas of the government were not fully expecting when they first began looking into what I had said I had been told as well as experienced well before writing my books. However if my books were a solidifying aspect and in more specific the first two books I wrote but there were those who thought to change out certain points of information to test those who they were researching, I guesstimate those particular individuals had outed themselves with far more than they initially were being investigated for. Had they told the truth initially, I guesstimate certain consequences would not have been so much.

If PaddyKenedy AKA Patrick Kennedy had gotten his son Aiden involved because of not listening to me in reference to simply calling his son to check on him every now and then, as well as updating his ex-wife’s payments for child support; I had informed Patrick Kennedy’s parents at their house about that back when I had met them. If Patrick Kennedy had denied to others of my choice to tell his parents about such, then I wonder why he would have yelled at me once getting back to the apartment afterwards and why did he lock the patio door when I was outside before he went to work at night as he admitted he claimed was a punishment for me telling his mom about him not taking care of her grandson correctly.

Hopefully, this clarified a few different aspects for law enforcement and other branches and divisions for the United States of America. As it is known where I am as I do not cammo anywhere I go except in SCUBA when in the water, if there are further questions of me after I had gone to the #NSA, #CID, and the #FBI after contacting various branches and divisions of the military and law enforcement branches of the United States of America; again, I do not cammo. If needing to testify in court, I guesstimate there are those who know far better than I of how to get that particular process going.

If those particular individuals of the ex-boyfriends had caused issues for my Medal of Honor Art Project on top of those other aspects, I have absolutely no sympathy for them nor do I had the slightest bit of patience for such. I doubt at this point, I am the only one with such feelings.


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It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I know, you are smarter.

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That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

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Quotes which mean a lot to me:

The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy.

We must reject the idea that everytime a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker. 

Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same.

Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such.

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