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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


Lady Dori Belle


...and to biological consenting adults as...

Lady Liberty Belle

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My life  =  My personal life

My life experiences  =  My personal life experiences that some might have something alike or something similar to though theirs is not the exact as to My personal life experiences

My opinion  =  Susan MeeLing's personal opinion that some or many might agree with

My needs  =  My personal needs for me personally though some distinguishing factors as to the aspects where there are different facets of My personal life and thus as to the distinguishing factors as to the different areas of my life, thus for Me personally is going to be for Me personally as to such differences as to the aspects whereas of others as to the factors to the considerations.


The FACT books I authored/wrote/compiled that I published through Amazon for My profits and what I chose/choose for the financial aspects per book:
*  Finding A Silver Lining  (published in print book format in in the year of 2015)
*  Finding The Silver Lining  (published in print book format in the year of 2014)
*  The Modern Day Book  (published in print format book in the year of 2020)
*  The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire  (3 volumes published in print format books in the year of 2020)

 

Fiction Based books I published through Amazon that can have metaphors or proverbial only as some books allow the financial aspects as to donations whereas the newer books do not have such same factors whatsoever as to the financial resources for Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle also known as Lady L*** Belle as make sure to not assume that all books will ever be the exact same:
*  "The Curious Children Book Series:  (2 volumes published in the year of 2014/2015)
*  "Fail-Safe:  The Kenedy curse fused with Science Fiction Fantasy  (The New World Order)"  (1 book published in the year of in print format book form 2015/2016 that is the main book to refer to for each of the subsequent books in the series as the 10 volume book series published as the 9 additional volumes in 2021/2022 as not all books were allowed as per My personal choice to be published in print format as to the ideals I have had for My work as to how I personally chose to release My books as to My business plans)
*  "Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series"  (3 volumes published in print format of books in the years of 2014 through 2015 and then 7 books were published in the year of 2021/2022)


To Contact Me to ask me what My needs, my wants, My preferences, My Ideals, and/or My desires is only to utilize My To Contact Form to ask me respectfully after explaining yourself as to such aspects first as asking Me is the best way to actually do so correctly to actually learn to know of what My actual needs are for the factors of as the same in reference to my wants and so on and so forth.  That includes though not limited to asking if there is something to assist Me with, arranging Book Signing, arranging requiring My permission first as to my needs for any appearance(s)/meeting(s), 


Do not assume that just because I authored/wrote/compiled books that you know Me, you know of Me as to such factors as to the factors of the reality of the social media.


If I personally have reached out to you directly as to requesting a meeting and/or meetings, I have done so with the factors of respect regarding the aspects of what I could figure as being respectful as to the time(s) as to upon your schedule though also as depending upon my schedule as well.  The contact information regarding phone numerical factors as to the aspects of My To Contact Form through My website, as to making attempts as to the ease to correctly communicate clearly.  


Ensure if you are going to ask about Me, to know the exact-ish amount of time the individual actually knew Me in real life in person face to face in person in real life to verify the correct numerical positions of time that they may have known Me or if they knew of me as to the facts.


My modeling is not the same as speaking with Me face to face at all, because that is not the same as in real life as to the facts that in real life in person face to face in person actually requires those facts of in real life in person face to face in person in real life where a human being in person face to face in person is in real life with another human being is the common sense for in person face to face in person in real life as there is a difference to getting My personal permission first.


I do not allow anyone to misinterpret ever, as there is the clear facts that if someone/anyone says they can interpret Me, ensure they actually have what I personally consider as the starting point of full foundation as to actual capacities to do so correctly as what I consider as the correct foundation as to making sure the foundation of theirs in not made out of sand as to the differences of whereas to the facts my foundation is forged from where the stones as to the rock of My foundation is to the sturdiness thereof as to My personal life as to My personal experiences as to Me personally; as in my personal opinion that imitation is not flattery at all in any capacity when in reference to Me.


Since I comprehend Myself as to My and what My needS are as to what My wantS are as to what My preferenceS are as to what My idealS are as to what My desires are, then as to My comprehension of such factors in reference to Myself as to My personal requirements as when I have written about My personal life experiences as to the words I personally have chosen to describe such facts, then as to My life = My personal life experiences.


Manners, respect, human decency, and protocols are as a beginning point for what My personal standards are for Me.

Make sure to be capable to distinguish when the facts of My journal blog are in the capacity of either facts with satire and/or facts with metaphors and/or facts with figurative and/or facts as literal as the reality that My personal life experiences are My personal life experiences as to where some might relate to what I personally have dealt with, the full combination of what I have survived is the difference as to where the distinction is.


I survived the attacks on the soil of the homeland of the United States of America as to the tristate areas of New Jersey, New York, and Pennsylvania in the year of 1993 in the month of February as well as the timeframe of 9/11 also known as 11 September 2001 because I was born and raised in New Jersey in the three-county/three-borough area that had the most amount of commuters to New York City as well as other factors of the reality as to the state of New Jersey that those factors of pop culture are usually NYCers or Pittsburgians or Philadelphians and not New Jersey-ians pop culture as the aspects of comprehending the facts as that pop culture only has small amounts as to the differences of the fullnesses thereof.


What I know for what My personal comforts are as to being capable to see as to such factors, translates to comprehension of Myself as to comprehending what is best for Me personally as to what is best for My work as well as what is best for My personal comforts.  As hours change to days and days change to weeks and weeks change to months and months change to years and years change to decades, I comprehend My personal needs as I comprehend I have made attempts for My personal needs to be correct for Me as to what My personal considerations are.


Keep your thoughts in what I consider as purity as to such actual purity of innocence, and the ease of life is made so as to the factors of the ensuring the correct actions without assumptions.


Acknowledging biases first without judgement, has no capacity of being biased as no bias can be without the capacities of bigotry, and thus without bigotry then there is the capacity of acknowledging biases without judgement.


I personally am unaware of fans of Mine because I do not assume that I have any because of what My considerations are for what a fan of Mine would be, as the factors when considerations as to fandom as to Myself is as to the factors of what I personally consider as comfort.


People should be more uplifting as to the aspects of being appreciative if as to appreciating work of Mine, as I have not need/want/desire of any male dominant in the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle regarding such factors of any type of relationship outside of acquaintance or friendship only, as that is not in any capacity ever a turn on to what My considerations are for Me at all in any capacity whatsoever as it has not ever been a turn on to Me.


The reality that Females have the capacity to be strong enough to be themselves if as to such morals and ethics as to such reality needs and requirements, thus as to where males have needed to accept the facts as not all males are as to what they might think of themselves as the same in reference of professional in what is supposed to be consenting adult biologically legally as to informed, as how they themselves are not anything of any turn on to Me as they are the opposite 100% in every capacity of anything that would ever be capable to turning Me on personally as I personally am not a lesbian as obviously a female biologically who would enjoy such factors would only be as to such aspects as to having to acknowledge such within herself.


As a Pansexual as to the intellectual capacities where I can be interested though not necessarily turned on, as to the physical does not make the aspect of what is of attraction to Me in the aspects whereas some might assume, as the factors as to the emotional connections depend and vary as to the situations, whereas the spirituality of such factors as My comprehension of Eclectic Judeo-Christianity religion is important, as the factors of sexuality of what sexually is attractive for Me is as to how the personal connection is as to the genuinity.


Being Polyamorous as I am personally is as to the intellectual capacity of being capable to discuss multiple topics while actually caring in truth, emotionally having the capacity to connect and such communicative factors, as the other three aspects thereof as to the references to the differences as to romantic factors as to platonic factors as there is My personal capacity where I always begin as to platonic factors first before I have ever or would ever consider anything sexually and/or romantically as personally it takes a lot more for Me to be capable to connect romantically than it ever has as to connecting platonically because of the way I personally was raised.


Thus if interested in dating Me as to in the capacity of not setting a date for a meeting as that obviously would not be the exact same unless previously brought up as to discussions, then as to such aspects as to arranging such with Me to ask Me first if that is an interest as to other(s) regarding such aspects. 


Thus the as I am as where I am a Female Dominant as to being as I am, then as to such acceptance there is a difference as to Myself being a Feminist as to the differences whereas the factors of feminazism as to the references of those who would have such factors as to their patterns of choices as to their behaviour as to the factors whereas the proof of such to the aspects of the differences of reviewing information from a different point in time as to such a point in time as to the facts that need to be paid attention to as to the facts of the time.


Completing a logistical review of My personal life experiences while acknowledging My experiences as well as My emotions from the facts of the situations from the years of 2019 through 2022, is not the same as to having the capability of time to review such all at the exact point in time of the exact point in time as that should not take a head injury to figure out.


My work as to My writings as to if used in speeches as the ease thereof as the 10% for Me of such if financial factors as to the tithing viewpoints, if as to such factors of consideration.


The links to My website as to My different pages of My website including My Journal Blog, are capable to share the link as to discussing the details as to the information of; though such facts for the fullness to be capable to read more to learn from the knowledge, is of the facts where such importance.


Since the requirements in reference to My website as to where tghe finances were only for Me to be capable to utilize were not responded directly to Me personally as there was not anyone ever allowed to be involved as to on My behalf ever, as to the aspects where since I personally did not have any such discussions as to what My personal minimum standards were as to being met for what My personal requirements are/were/are as to where there was and is not any allowances for such misinterpretations ever as to the clear distinctions as to Me personally only as to where I have clarified repeatedly that I am the one and only as to ever making the decisions for Myself as well as My work(s).


I personally do not play games, as I do not find games as they are not fun for Me.


I personally do not often watch television/movies as that is not assistive to my headaches/migraines at all, as the after effects from My head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 as the additional after effects from the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal temporal lobe of My brain that took 8.5 years to fully dissipate out of the MRI and out of the CAT scans as I have figured as to what works best for me personally.


While I have made attempts to connect with real people as to real friends as I once thought of as to such prior points in time, as to how such aspects went in the years from 2019 through 2022 as to such viewpoints as to such considerations referencing as to what capacities as to such factors regarding the differences as to choices/words/actions/deeds as to such references as to the factors of humanity as per the proof regarding my attempts before as well as during as well as after such points in time.


If as to the current time where each individual seems to think of themselves as a commercial and/or thinks of others as a commercial instead of thinking of each as an individual human being with individual personal life experiences as to how I personally have considered each individual if I am accurate referencing others' opinions as to such if factors, then as to where the reality of such readjustments as to the recalibrations of what humanity is.


The aspects of pop culture as to the facts regarding the differences between the factors of as while there might be some aspects that align in some ways, there are still the facts of the amount of the rest of different experiences and life thereof.


Thus as to such facts whereas what My personal needS as to what My personal wantS as to such factors, such aspects of the #ADA ADA requirements as to the facts regarding My being medically retired or being considered as to such disability aspects as to the reasons why ADA aspects are in such as for Me as to such aspects; though actually being capable to have as well as utilize such aspects as to My benefits in the correct capacities for Myself, as to the aspects whereas such factors of proof regarding the situations as to such reasons I have also worked as diligently as I have attempted to being capable to provide for Myself as being a biological adult of two biological adult legal aged children I personally gave birth to while having been awake from My coma for less than 1.5 years for one and 2.5 years for the other as to such facts.


Online is important for several aspects, though in real life as to such reality as to the real needs as to such common sense as to the factors of what is required for Me as I comprehend what is actually best for Me and that is not up for interpretations as interpretations always lead to misunderstandings as to the facts as to such proof regarding the aspects thereof as to My personally being capable to be in as well as remain in a good mood as to the attempts I have made to being capable to accomplish such.


While the aspects of My personal belief in real angels as to real faeries as to real spiritual beings as to such facts regarding such as to where I was Confirmed in the year of 1997 as to the aspects thereof to that history, the aspects where such facts as to the references thereof as the differences of what are considered as real friends in real life as to the differences of the spiritual aspects if there was ever any common sense as to different human beings unless as to such being as cherubim as to homo-sapien-sapiens as to ever being ignorant enough to think that is the same when obviously as to the facts that a real human being as to a real friend as to the difference of a real spirit as to such aspects thereof to real spiritualism capabilities.

However such is obviously a difference from the aspects thereof, to humanity as human beings are supposed to be and are as to humanity if as to such aspects of the definition of humanity.


If I was/am believed as I understand some have opinions as to religious aspects and/or spiritual factors as to the usage of the words metaphor/proverbial/figurative, there has not been such confirmation for Me to have such knowledge for Myself regarding such aspects to what I would know and understand as to such as per the proof regarding the exact time.


Some do not just get over something as massive as the situations as to February 1993 as to being capable to survive such, as that was not a video game nor was that a computer game nor was that a pop culture fiction aspect as to such references and regards just as 11 September 2001 or 9/11 was not a video game and was not a computer game and was not a pop culture fiction aspect.


There is not the capacity where individuals who have tried to prettify the aspects for individuals to truthfully recover and heal from such aspects because of the requirements as to the truth being told in full, and when the truth is told in full is the only capacity for healing to begin.


Thus as to the facts in reference to My personal life experiences, what support would there be that I could truthfully say and/or write about as to the aspects of such luxuries others have had as to such amounts of individuals as to such support groups as to such friends as to such aspects of discussions as to what discussions would actually be in the references thereof as to what I personally consider as; or would such individuals think that them discussing amongst themselves would be as to the same instead of the aspects thereof as to discussions with Me personally, as to such proof regarding such luxuries as to those types as to such factors as to the aspects of such wannabe aspects.

 

 

Those who would consider Me as wanted as to what I consider as being wanted as to the differences as to such aspects of "Finding A Silver Lining" as there are only so many words in the dictionary to describe, and when individuals choose to be bratty nonconsensually as to such aspects as to such brattiness as to the aspects of the amounts of words as to the amounts of times as to where either the individual is going to be considered as competent to understand or they will be considered as incompetent as to humanity referencing such types as to those factors as to such aspects that I have brought forward as to the proof thereof to the validity of such aspects. 


"Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining" are situations that are of My past as to the situations I personally dealt with as to such aspects whereas My suggestions as to the current time as well as the future, are the difference.


"The Modern Day Book" is as to what I noticed as per the years thereof in those references as to what the looks were as to such descriptions for such clear aspects, as the common sense factors as to such regards as to having been born and raised in New Jersey as to the aspects of the differences as to NYC as NYC thinks of such aspects whereas New Jersey has the capacity to prefer the real of the reality as to such differences whereas Broadway wanted to be more like Hollywood and visa versa as to such references.


"The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" is of what My personal experiences were as to My personal work as to My personal life experiences as to before I began SCUBA Diving as to what I was known as through My name in reference of My personal trainers as to My personal childhood experiences as to such work in reference of protecting and defending the individuals on land above sea level as to the aspects of My work if that was/is actually appreciated.


The aspects where I could see now in the year of 2023 where some capacities of "Fail-Safe" could be as to such if factors as well as "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as while I was only being creative as to such aspects as to My writings, the aspects whereas for Myself personally would be as to the references for such aspects if as to those types as to such psychological distinguishing factors as to what I have been capable to distinguish as to My comprehension of Myself as well as My comprehension of My wrok as I authored/wrote/compiled as to the best of My capabilities as to My overall books.


In reference of "Paroxysm" there is not anyone I ever have personally dated that would ever fit into such descriptions, ever.  The facts regarding where the references thereof to prior timeframes as to Volume 2 are from individuals I personally knew before the year of 2000, as to the common sense factors as to the reality of the overall.


In regards as to "Fail-Safe" and "Paroxysm" in regards of for Me personally as to the relationship aspects of for Me personally as to the references and regards thereof officially for Me personally despite having written of such in an overall way, the aspects of if as to such as for Me personally then as to such clarifications now as to the year of 2023 as to the differences regarding the multiple reasons as to bringing such forward as to healthy acquaintences as to healthy friendships as to health developments of hetero-sexual relationships that as to such hetero-sexual relationships as to the fluidity depending upon the aspects of such a relationship factor if as to the consensual aspects as to each involved being fully informed first as that is the only capacity thereof as to being informed as to officially being informed before such aspects as for the example where I have been honest as to the after effects from My Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to others being informed first officially as to such if factors as to the differences.


The aspects whereas to such if factors as to My books I personally authored without any assistances as to My personal creativity to authoring such aside from the technological factors as to being capable to write such books as to "Paroxysm" and "Fail-Safe" referencing such aspects specifically for Myself regarding such aspects of the specifics as to such details, then I suppose if as to such would be as to prophecy regarding such if factors if such were to ever be for Myself personally; though if as others' interpretations of their own lives as to then the references of whereas being capable to prophesize decades before ever writing though definitely would not ever prefer certain aspects as to certain individuals as to My personal considerations as to the specifics as to such references regarding the factors thereof as to "Fail-Safe" especially though also in such clarifications as to for Me as to "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as to what My personal considerations as to the aspects thereof regarding the aspects not of a novelty as there is a difference between a novel a difference between a novel idea a difference between as to how such aspects of where the problems as to problematic novelty factors as to such misinterpretations in My opinion.


When describing the situations in truth that is the common sense starting point of a foundation, and any who think that such could be fast-forwarded are incompetent as to such aspects where certain factors are required to have such details and information to being capable to actually make such genuine efforts as to progression towards betterment in genuine truth.


The reality where such aspects of when such efforts are direct as to such facts as per the prior amounts of time as to explanations, then as to the facts where either the competency to listen and then think while listening as well as being capable to progress with the correct actions as to such regards as to the common sense.


Maybe it is a bit more truthful than I realized, common sense might actually be a genuinely real superpower. 


Forgiveness is of importance as to such truth in full as best as possible, the factors of as to such if remorseful.


The reasons why of the reality as to where, as to the year of 1993. 


Time is important as to emotions of the situations, retaining such knowledge can assist seeing towards progression of betterment.


Communications are important listening both sides if as to consent, the factors as to information in truth as of much importance. 

Life and Love, Life and Love
Between, Below, and Above


Brightest of Blessings.

Please share the link to my website and feel free to comment in the section below however know that I am not informed as to any comments made within the area of each journal blog I post, though the ability to express yourselves as to such comments of such are able to be seen of such portions if you so choose.

I encourage others to share the links and to speak about such topics honestly as to such aspects and situations as my saying as to it should not take a head injury to figure out is the main satirical portion as to my journal blog, as to the facts as to sometimes when wording hits a certain way all one can do is chuckle a bit as to reviewing such portions of information thereof.

If interested in using my journal blog for articles and/or legal aspects please just remember to put the link to the specific journal blog article area to assist the fuller aspects as to the clarifications for others to also be able to read through for such additional details, as well as if there are those who are interested in further discussions and/or commentary and/or interviews and/or speaking arrangements and/or invitational aspects of such journal blog entries I have written please do contact me through my contact form with such details at www.susanmeeling.com/to-contact 

Please also know the reasons for having such available hopefully assists the more open discussions as to the various details thereof to which I have been honest and truthful about, which additionally to such as to posting on social media in various areas is welcome as the ability to discuss such topics honestly is of importance as it brings a different form of discussions though also assists more to be involved with such viewpoints.  I know there are those who either have not had a social media account and/or have had to wait to be online more often in such aspects depending upon the employment thereof to which the reference to the details in such references per journal blog entry might assist in different ways while additionally giving the ability to still engage online in various forums to which while some may prefer not to have their social media accounts associated with responses on my website which is acceptable; it does give a forum for such discussions as well for those who may not have the ability to go into further details in certain other areas online, as to a different cover though the reality of such transparency on my part as to having been open and honest as to my community area involvements additionally hopefully open the doors and open the lines for more genuine and honest communication within the age appropriate guidelines thereof for the betterment and clarity among more.

 

 

Admittedly only recently in the year of 2020 had I realized I may physically look similar to different characters in different aspects of pop culture however I did not grow up being allowed to watch such aspects and since after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury coma, I do not usually watch such pop culture because of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to knowing the personal aspects of what is best for myself.  However I did not and do not know of the pop culture references many of the times because of not being allowed to watch anything other than G-rated movies/television throughout my childhood and teenager years in the 1980s to the 1990s as the rating systems may have been different for such times, as I also was not allowed to watch PG or PG13 or any other type of PG until I was a certain age which again similarly to such times in the 1980s and the 1990s the rating system may have been different to such aspects; of which once I was the age of 18 years old biologically I have been able to watch anything and everything I personally prefer or want to watch.

 

 

Additionally I do not play games despite possibly looking physically as what characters might be as to such, as again that is something within pop culture which I have not usually known nor understood a reference to such in pop culture however I encourage people to know the difference between a pop culture reference as to knowing the difference to the human being spoken with as I have picked up there are several individuals who may not have known there is a difference between what images and/or videos as to being seen compared to the interactions with others when in real life in person as well as when speaking with others through various forms of online communication of which the care and the concern as to such aspects in my opinion is of importance to review for such realities. 

 

 

While I understand others have the choice to play games for whichever aspects thereof, please comprehend I am not one who will play games as I personally do not find such appealing to me nor to the after effects of as well as from my Psalm Sunday year of 2000 head injury just as others with and/or without a head injury may have a different viewpoint to such aspects as to games as some just have a life which such is considered as a luxury to play games comparatively though cannot do.

 

 

Please be respectful as to such as well as if you meet me and/or see me in public and speak with me, please be honest as to such as I have not ever assumed anyone had ever known of my website or my work as to the fact I have known there are many websites throughout the internet of which if there have been hints to such at any point in time there has not been the ways of which I would view such aspects as to the reference without the actual bringing of such information up first by who I have spoken with because of the ways as though I write as I do when I speak it is not always the same way as such comes across online possibly as there are differences as I would guesstimate others would know as per their own online aspects as to how such discussions have been with others and/or writings thereof as to when corresponding with others.

 

 

Though I know there are more than just the two social media areas of which Facebook and Twitter have been available, because of certain topics of my journal blog entries as well as the multiple social media platforms I lease such areas at the discretion of the reader to posting such aspects because of the knowledge certain topics are for certain age ranges as to the details thereof though because of certain aspects as to the intellectual levels for the reasons as to the choices thereof for what I have known some companies have assisted with in reference to the rating system as to guidelines as to the clicking of certain links for such software references as to controls.  I have done the best I could to ensure the ability for if in reference to biologically under the age of 18 years old for such choices up to the parent(s)/legal guardian(s)/grandparents to the topic points I have/do written/write about as well as kept such details more modest for the ability for such aspects of choice to the appropriate levels of discussions, of which hopefully with the additional aspects as to the genres assist with such abilities for the clarifications thereof.  

If newsworthy, please do send to the news organizations if there are topics of which are interesting that should be broadcast upon the various news media stations as to the specifics within the posts I have put together.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Is the Anti-Christ Officially Donald J Trump?

In my opinion the ex-President of the United States of America is considered as the AntiChrist because of the proof as to what aspects I had not known as to any of his pop culture connections as per the clarifications and verifications as per the aspects of, as per my updates to my journal blogs as well as any discussions I had with people throughout the years of 2015 through 2020 as to such lack of knowledge of any pop culture associated aspects as to the facts of the knowledge of my having sent my books to several individuals and groups as to such aspects of my attempts to actually get myself to the work as to what I comprehended is actually as to the levels of my work as per how many attempts to actually get myself to a better location as to the differences of what I have brought forward as to what I have dealt with as to such lengths of time.



Since I have clarified as to not ever wanting nor needing to be a cheerleader as to the same factors as per the situations in reference to the aspects of that Miss Crystal Lake Beauty pageant that I had no need to ever be involved in as to such connections as to Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment needless problems after the runway modeling show as to Marlboro Middle School that I did not want to be a part of as to such clarifications as to what needless problems as to such needless situations as to the facts thereof to being the original Baby Jesus Christ, and as to such amounts of my attempts to repeatedly explain as to my choice of my reasons as to the aspects thereof to my liberties as per such repeated factors to where there is not ever the capacity of such factors of ever getting me the sensation of being wanted in a positive way as to such aspects of what is as to how I actually would believe as to being wanted in a positive way. Thus as to what I consider as being wanted in a positive way as to only the capacities thereof to such factors, and thus if as to any such needless problems as to any such needless situations as per such aspects from how many times as per such if as to any connections thereof to the repeated proof of such aspects of where I have not ever had the need nor the want nor the desire nor the preference as to any capacity of what I consider as pop culture.



Since such aspects as to how many other people either knew of and/or learned about such aspects as to pop culture connections officially as to that individual Donald J Trump as to such aspects thereof since and/or before the year of 2015 when he announced, as to such knowledge thereof to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as well as the damages from my subrachnoid hemmohrage in the frontal lobe of my brain as to any such trying to claim such factors of any such aspects to the legal requirements as per my status clearance as well as other such factors. Those types of pop culture and/or Hollywood types as to how they have needlessly and repeatedly harassed individuals as to what they know of such as to the aspects of the clearances where they are not privy to such details because of National Security as well as World Security as to the aspects where Active Duty/National Guard/Reservists/Veterans/dependents as to such aspects of what has been noticed as to the VA system as well as other factors of medical and healthcare when as to such clearances as to the reasons for clearances in the first place as to such aspects whereas to the proof of such situations as per such needless problems as to such factors thereof to the proof of and since such situations well before the ear of 2015 as well as to this year of 2022 as to such aspects as to the proof of such situations as to the if factors.



For example if the AntiChrist were to try to use my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork and/or Medal of Honor Art Project in any capacity of election factors, then as to such FEC Guideline restrictions against him for any and all such aspects fully because of the legalities of such references. If he were to ever try to use such capacities to ever have as to such running factors instead of what would be considered as etiquette and respect as to such legal requirements as per such a meeting with me in person face to face in person before such a point in time of the year of 2020, as to such legal requirements that cannot be backdated. If he had spoken with and/or wrote about such aspects through technology back as to any such timeframe before the 2020 election as per my updates to my journal blog during such points in time, this year of 2022 and onward he cannot ever officially ever run again. If he had someone he knew tell him otherwise of such factors in the in person face to face in person discussions as to whatever legal individuals he has as to his staff that would not ever be myself as to what the requirements as to such prior official aspects to the references thereof, as to then as to the legal factors of such situations as per the guidelines as per the after times as per being President of the United States of America and if as to such timeframe of ever finding he did not attend a military school officially then as to such aspects where he would be officially removed from Commander in Chief status and the status of such would be officially moved to a different capacity.



If as to such hypotheticals as to any such factor as well as if taking into consideration he said in front of all of the rally individuals as well as to the television aspects in conjunctions ot interviews as to how he promised he would not run for a second term though he did not clarify as to any such aspects of the official capacities thereof and as to the difference as to the medical portions, then as to how such attempts to try to subvert the system as to such aspects as per the references thereof as to how the capacities of wherein he officially would hypothetically put the entire security of the United States of America as well as the entire world at risk officially as per such factors because of such legalities as to the capacities of clearances as to the UCMJ as well as other law enforcement aspects. Similarly as to the reasons why I clarified as to the main factors of why I had not voted for POTUS44 Barack Obama was in reference to the military background aspects as to the factors thereof instead of what other people were saying their reasons for voting for POTUS44 as to the differences fully because of the military factors as to National Security as well as World Security. While POTUS44 and POTUS46 officially would be capable to bring forward my Medal of Honor Art Project Art(work) as to such aspects because of the FEC guidelines as to electoral factors because of my length of time being a registered Republican as well as my voting record officially, the facts as to where the aspects of as to my opinion in such viewpoints as to the aspects thereof to the additional proof as to the switch from Democrat to Republican as per the aspects of the Presidential run in the year of 2015 for the 2016 election because of the legal requirements as per the Medal of Honor award as well as the aspects of the electoral legalities across all states.



Additionally as per such aspects of if as to a pop culture version of as to such aspects regarding if factors as to such beauty pageant as to the length of time as well as other such factors of the time as to such in any references as to pop culture, then as to such regards as to the antichrist further in such references officially as per the length of time other people would have as to the capacities thereof to such references regarding the connections thereof and while important to think about as to certain factors of business aspects as to the United States as to only regarding the aspects of certain capacities as to the differences regarding all such other factors of importance as to actual security instead of what other people think of as to such aspects as to their pop culture references to such differences. The reality of how such needless problems in all such references as per the proof as to what I consider as needless problems as to what such has always meant as the same as to what I always meant in reference to any and all needless situations as what the proof of such regarding the facts proven as to such factors as to what I consider as to needless stress as well as what I consider as needless drama, as to the proof of such factors regarding all such factors and capacities thereof for such official references regarding the factors thereof fully.



Time is of importance and thus the specifics of time as to such movement has always been of importance and if as to such factors of if he had ever said he was going to bring me forward for my books and/or my SCUBA Diving, the aspects of the specific requirements of time as to the capacities thereof as per my status as per such clearance aspects as per the proof as to such news reports as to legal cases in regards of such technological factors as per the algorithms as per what I guesstimate as to the 201 Project as to whatever company that would be as to such differences as to how I only have my work as to the references thereof to where no one has ever earned on their own as to without any needless problems as to without any needless stresses as to without any needless interference as to any needless situations as to any needless stress as to all such factors from the timeframe of the month of February 2020 as to such aspects as to where there was not ever any legal capacities or legal rights as to individuals as per the civilian sector ever as to any such involvement officially as to my work and as to such aspects of where the official aspects as to my clarifications as to the specific points in time as to such clear aspects as to the proof of such regards as to the situations thereof.



Anything associated as to anything against my ADA requirements as per my medical needs as to such additional proof as to such factors of any such needless involvement from any individual outside of what my actual needs are per day, per week, per month, per year, per decade as to such timeframes as per such factors thereof since the capacities of having been brought forward and thus as to such lengths of time as per such individuals when is it the actualities of what my needs as to the immediate aspects as per such factors of time?



If as to such hypotheticals as per how there has not ever been any payment directly to my bank account for my finances as per my usage thereof in the correct timely manner as per what would be considered as per such aspects as to the timeframes as per the ways every individual has ever been paid for their work as to such aspects of what obviously as to the factors thereof to such regards of payment immediately as to within the timeframe of 30 days at most, as to the legal factors of any such otherwise of any needless delay and/or any needless interference as to such aspects of what should be immediate as to all such capacities as to the inclusion of Amazon as to my books as to any and all such royalties as per what was written as to the contract of through quarterly payments and since there has not been such factors where at the capacities of what requirements as per the legal contract as to Amazon as per only as to the quarterly payments as there was not ever any agreement as to such aspects of in any other capacity thereof to such additional aspects of any hypothetical references regarding such factors as per the if situations as to whatever side as to such capacities thereof as to any proof through the technological aspects of such regards as to anything as to my payments for my books as to my royalty checks because of the legal requirements as per my clearance as well as my status and if such factors of the Congressional investigation as to Amazon as well as Donald J Trump's campaign and/or presidency as to such factors thereof to the timeframes; then as to the additional proof as to such regards as to the technological factors having found such aspects, as to the proof from the timeframes.



In the references of similarities as to the aspects of when I first arrived in Medical Hold Unit as to how there was not any meal card given to me as per the timeframe until having learned that I had not eaten food on a daily basis as per what a meal card is for as to such aspects regarding the third or fourth day in Medical Hold Unit before such aspects were officially taken care of for me as per the aspects thereof not knowing about a Dining Facility nor the location thereof and such factors as to having woken up from my coma and with the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took the 8.5 years to dissipate, then as to what factors of such situations as to the civilian sector as to any such differences as to the capacities thereof to any if factors of some civilian thinking they could do better than what was already in the aspects of as to what was being worked on when I was in Medical Hold Unit instead of what occurred as to such aspects of since the year of 2000?



Thus just as I had more important things to do with my life as to my work as from the timeframe of the years I already clarified as to the differences of individuals who had needed to grow up long ago as to the hypothetical references of such individuals, the reality is still the same as to the differences of viewpoint and since my clarifications as to my accuracy as to such regards of my work as to what I need for my work instead of what others have thought in such differences as to the clarifications of the proof as to what aspects as to the clarifications as what would be the differences as to be timeframe of Medical Hold Unit as to the civilian sector in such regards?



In any capacity similar as to what my plans were as to my SCUBA Diving as to the lack of any common sense whatsoever as to any actual care for and care about the aspects of my plans that I had not spoken with anyone about because unlike some individuals as to those types as to social media as to ever thinking the only capacities of thought are as to such aspects thereof as only individuals who have only had pop culture references to the differences as to real life experiences as to how creativity is as to as such factors, instead of such failures regarding the aspects of individuals who thought they would be as to such film director aspects as to the massive glitch in the northeast area as to the aspects of all individuals as per their scantron tests for their aptitudes in the public school system as to such differences as to individuals who had the aspects of other aptitude tests because of their choices instead of the aspects whereas individuals who sign the dotted line are not the same as to any other capacity thereof as per the facts the Army/Air Force/Coast Guard/Marine Corps/Navy branches and now the US Space Force as to how such is not and has not ever been officially as to any public allowances of knowledge unless as to such capacities of where such is as to the individual's specifics as per such factors of what they deem as to being the most important as per their background as to their training as to their aspects thereof and thus as to the situations as when in such clearance length of time as to the aspects of maintaining and sustaining such factors in the clear aspects of through such technological factors as to the proof of per such current times from the 1980s through now as to those others when they have lower clearances as to different MOSes as to such factors of the reality of the clearances for what reasons as to such reasons.



I have progressed forward and while my attempts as to my work as to such needless involvements as to such aspects as to the differences of what would actually be assistive to me in the exact aspects of as to such timeframes as to such differences regarding the factors of the current time as to such prior individuals I once knew as to any such hypotheticals as to ever thinking they would ever know as to my business plans, and if as to any such pop culture references or if they did not ever think as to such aspects of my own capabilities as to knowing what I actually needed for myself as to my work instead of ever actually trusting I was capable as to such factors as per the proof of such aspects whereas to only if I was asked with etiquette and respect as to such clarifications as to such prior times; then as to the proof as to how such aspects instead of what I initially believed of such individuals as to the length of times as to such small aspects during such aspects of time, because of the aspects of how only if such situations were as to without such needless problems as to such needless involvement instead of what I actually needed as per such clarifications as per the years thereof to such updates.



If others as to having had their false impressions from others' involvements as to the proof thereof as to such length of time, then why would I ever believe such individuals would ever have my actual best interests in the actualities of what my actual best interests are as when have those individuals ever proven to be 100% accurate as to needing to be above my accuracy levels to ever be capable to ever truthfully be as to such factors of better than as to any such hypotheticals of such viewpoints as where would such individuals as to what my considerations of ever have been considered as respectful to me and my work as to what I consider as to such during the timeframes thereof as to the exact points in time?



When would there be such proof as to such aspects to the specifics of the timeframes of such requirements as to the proof of actual care for and care about me as to the specifics of such aspects to the requirements of my actual needs as to such points in time of what my actual needs were to those particular points in time, as what is important about time such as why would legally 30 days and/or 90 days and/or 120 days as to the maximum allowance as to the minimum standards be as to such factors of importance during such hypotheticals as what would be of importance regarding any such factor as to the legalities thereof as to my actual needs as to such requests as to the total aspects of my minimum standards as to the clear factors of minimum standards in full as to such consistent aspects as to what my minimum standards though only as to the clear factors as to what I went to accomplish for the aspects thereof as where would what I consider as to my minimum standard as to the fullness of ever have been as to such aspects of what my full minimum standards of?



Thus as to any other metaphor and/or individual as to such factors thereof as to the proof of such individual(s) as to the antichrist as to such aspects of as to the proof of such renne faire needless types as instead of being real human beings, as to such differences as to such factors of those types of needless situations as to the differences thereof to such factors as where would the aspects of actual humanity be and have been the timeframe of without hiding as to the capacities of still having privacy as to what human beings as to such normal factors thereof as why would there ever be the belief as to my personal needs for myself as to the after effects from the aspects of the requirements fully for each and every capacity thereof for as obviously my needs for such ADA aspects would fully outweigh others' wants just as the same as to outweighing others' desires as per my actual needs:


* The subrachnoid hemmorhage in the frontal lobe of my brain daily and weekly and monthly and yearly into the decades

* The headaches as per such per day and per week and per month and per year into the decades

* The migraines as per such as per occurrences thereof because of both the Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain

* The cognitive disorders each time as per my own needs for my health for my recovery

* The memory deficits each time as per my own needs for my health for my recovery



Thus when as to such factors of the legal requirements as per the VA payments only for me to use as per my requirements as to my choices as the same as to SSI as to my choices as per such factors as to my finances as to such aspects as to the reality of the ease where such quarterly aspects would have been as to what would be as to where I would have actually had the sensation of being wanted in a positive way as to the length of time as to such needless stress and needless pain levels as to such aspects thereof to such factors of the reality as to such needless emotional damages to the aspects of what I personally had not needed to ever re-go-through as to such factors of what would have been best for me in the year of 2018 as to the differences to the year of 2022, as to such common sense factors as to how those types who waste time do not ever have the capacity of ever comprehending such aspects of what actualities of personal factors as to personal worth ever as to the full proof as to whatever individuals had actual real friends in person face to face in person as to what individuals had real family in person face to face in person as per actually wanting to be around them as per the differences as per personal work as to such differences as to the obvious clarifications as per such factors thereof as what individuals as to such factors of being in a real relationship with an individual they wanted to be involved with as well as the other actually wanting to be involved with them as to free will choice?



That would be amazing to have for myself in truth in the specific times as per such instead of such lengths of time as per how obviously to such clear aspects having been clarified as to my childhood and my teenager years and my biological adult years, why would as per what my personal considerations of being wanted in a positive way and being cared about in a positive way and being cared for in a positive way as to what my considerations of as to such aspects as why would that be of importance for such aspects as to the length of time as what would sca and trf aspects as to ever being anything as to such differences to who I am though what would that ever matter as why would I ever believe as to such aspects of those pop culture types as to instead of how I have believed differently as to such aspects within the facts of Judeo-Christian aspects as to the differences as to such pop culture references as what renne faire types as to such factors of when I was in fifth grade as to such aspects of the aspects to such hypotheticals as to 2000 and/or such aspects as to any other time as to how such goes against the modernizations of advancements as how hypocritical of such individuals as to any payments that are not of what times they once were be as to such factors of those types as to anything involved in any and all capacities of those renne faire types just in regards of paper money and/or credit cards be as to all such individuals?



Why would those types as to such aspects of what would be needed for me as to such differences as to the capacities of the massive differences as to actual Amish and actual Mennonites and actual Mountaineers who I once actually knew in person face to face in person, as why would those individuals lives have ever mattered to anyone throughout the areas as to when I was growing up as what would those individuals as to who I once knew ever matter to those individuals as what proof would they ever have as to the areas as to ever having been as to the timeframes thereof and why would any individual as to a state I did not need to be in as to such factors thereof to the proof ever think they would ever be capable to ever give me the sensation as to the actualities of being wanted in a positive way as to what my personal needs were in the years of 1998 through 2000 as to any such needless involvements as to such aspects thereof as why would those people ever consider anyone outside of New Jersey or New York City as why would those people have ever correctly paid attention to the facts in the years of 1998 through 2000 as who in Illinois and/or connected to specifically as to Illinbois would officially be declared as their own antichrist as to such metaphors in regards thereof to such points in time as those people would care more about such name aspects to the full difference as to myself as per the proof of such aspects to the length of time as why would any of those people have ever been capable to my needs back then as per the proof of the lack thereof to such points in time now as per such fullness thereof as to my actual needs?



The facts as to such lengths of time as to whatever individuals as to any such factors thereof to such situations to this point in time of where officially they would all need to let it go fully 100% as to such aspects as to what my needs are as to such factors thereof, and when such clarifications as to what my progression forward as to such aspects of my needs as to what my choices as to my free will with my choices of where I am as to my needs for the specifics thereof as what would be against my ADA for all such aspects of ever writing before going and taking care of as what would be the proof as to such individuals before as to such aspects thereof as to such factors as to accuracy as when has anyone actually correctly made sure officially as to my actual needs?



Why would I ever believe that anything that officially has been considered as to violations of my ADA as to ever being wanted as per who I am as for who I am, as why would anyone ever believe in themselves as to such aspects thereof as why would one individual who I babysat for less than the combined amount of number of times for all of the individuals I once knew in the areas I grew up in as to such factors of ever having real care and real concern as to the aspects of what those who as to tears being weakness as to those being of humanity as to such differences regarding all of those others as to 1998 through 2000 ever be as to such differences to me?



Why would I ever be capable to believe as to actual care about individuals I once knew as to what people could I have found as to having been capable to having the capacity to save as to the Amish and the Mennonites and the Mountaineers as to New York state and Pennsylvania state, as how many lives could I have assisted if I was actually where I actually needed to be as to where to go in the exact timeframe as to the years of 2001 through 2003 if as to such needless involvement as to those individuals I once knew as to 1998 through 2000 or did those people forget as to those I told them about at the timeframes of as to 1993 regarding New York City?



I thought the aspects of 11 September 2001 was the saying of "Never Forget", and those individuals as to 1993 I have remembered as to far more than just what was on a piece of paper as to those types as why would those people ever need any aspects of memorial factors as to those individuals I once knew as to the aspects of any who as to whatever their names were as to whatever aspects thereof to such points in time as to the differences as to individuals I had known in person face to face in person.



Why would the aspects of since the timeframe of August and September 2022 be considered as per second of per minute of per hour of per day of per week of each month total as to such aspects of August 2022 be officially an aspect of such personal situations officially as to such differences, and why would in each and every individual and combined factors officially prove as to such lack of care about me as to such lack of concern about me as to such lack of care for me as to such lack of care about me as what fully would prove each and every aspect as to such situations in full as to any such involvement as to the aspects of those types as to supposed aspects as to what officially was not consensual as to any such aspects thereof to touching me as to without my consent as to any such aspects as why would there ever be such belief as to such consenting aspects as when would I have already clarified such aspects of nonconsenting as to my choices and why would such aspects of what is supposedly the consenting adult lifestyle be in full violation of women's liberties for me as why would I ever believe as to being accepted for who I am as to any of those people as to any of those groups as to any of those companies as what would ever be considered as to such factors as to what my personal comfort levels as to the importance first of being wanted in a positive way?



What about the Amish and the Mennonite and the Mountaineer way of as to modesty be of importance for me especially as to the specifics as o the years of 1993, 1996, 2000, 2001, and any other point in time be of importance as to WHO I AM and actually being accepted for who I am?



Since the in my opinion to words as per New Jersey as well as New York City as well as Pittsburgh as well as Philadelphia as to the terminology of triffling trick as to Ruby Zahn as to the aspects of Club Sapphire as to such hypocrisy as to ever having worked with Congress to the healthcare situations as to her daughter as to the mural on the wall as to Club Sapphire as to such aspects as to the incestual factors in conjunction as to such aspects of the age factor as to the reality of consenting adults as to informed factors in reference to how that mural was still on the wall in August and September 2022 as to such aspects of as any such connections as to a starting point as to such factors thereof, as why would there ever be actual care of and care about as to feminism instead of such feminazism as to whatever proof additionally as to such aspects of needless involvement as to myself and/or my work and/or my life as to the specific requirements of asking me as to the one and only person to ever officially ask unless as to such machismo and feminazism to ever think in the swinger lowlife way as to the comparison of the Leatherwoman aspects as to such feminism as why would there be such a viewpoint of an antichrist as to Ruby Zahn as to the name as per what was informed of as to such points in time as why would any such type as to the difference of if factors to the conjunctions as to my SCUBA diving style be a massive difference as to the ways thereof if accurate as to such aspects of the antichrist as to such metaphors to me as to my being the first as to the one and only first original Baby Jesus Christ in any such capacity as to any such connections to those types of renne faire individuals as to the comprehension I have had there are those who comprehend the difference to such aspects?



I prefer to write when I am in a semi-decent mood as to the difference of when upset as to such aspects, however as to the capacities as to such individuals as to the factors thereof regarding my opinions as to the facts as to what can be found as to the proof thereof. However in such hypotheticals as to the if factors of needing a difference as to the aspects of logistics to the comparison of when as to an emotional response while going over logistics, possibly there is enough proof as to the patterns as to my behaviour as to the differences thereof. Thus if as to the capacities of such involvements as per the timeframe of the year of 2015 as to the first time I attended Club Sapphire in the month of October or November of 2015, then as to the capacities thereof since such points in time as to whatever the name of as to such references as to the timeframes as to the legal paperwork as to the if factors of having recognized me from my modeling as to the name of Lady Dori Belle as to such common sense aspects of asking with etiquette and respect instead of such needless Hollywood types as to such factors thereof to such situations hypothetically though as to my opinion from the situations as to what I dealt with as to such proof thereof especially as to any such factors throughout such lengths of time through such years.









If as to such factors as proven as to any such specific involvement as to the aspects of my Medal of Honor Art Project whereas such differences to the engraved image as to the black stone as per such differences as to the aspects of those related to my son and my daughter biologically on either side and such connections thereof to the black stone engraven image as to the JC Penny picture as to the aspects of what the Chief Warrant Officer 3 brought forward as to such discussions in the year of 2008, well who of those people officially would be the antichrist additionally as to such clarifications and verifications thereof as why would the aspects of the state of Georgia be of importance to the origination of that black stone carving to such differences as to the aspects of what is not an engraven image as to my work?


Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


Though there are the aspects of which if you would like to speak with me in addition to possibilities of opportunities for me, the welcome aspects as to contacting me through my contact form.



If I have known you in person when in person in positive ways and/or ways which might need clarification(s) as to mature discussions, there has always been the welcome open door policy as to contacting me through my contact form if you were not given my new phone number though such is online regarding my website more recently published online as to my Website Business Phone Line: (360)-713-4937.

Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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