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The Ornery P.S.A.
a philosophical-ish
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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


Lady Dori Belle


...and to biological consenting adults as...

Lady Liberty Belle

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My life  =  My personal life

My life experiences  =  My personal life experiences that some might have something alike or something similar to though theirs is not the exact as to My personal life experiences

My opinion  =  Susan MeeLing's personal opinion that some or many might agree with

My needs  =  My personal needs for me personally though some distinguishing factors as to the aspects where there are different facets of My personal life and thus as to the distinguishing factors as to the different areas of my life, thus for Me personally is going to be for Me personally as to such differences as to the aspects whereas of others as to the factors to the considerations.


The FACT books I authored/wrote/compiled that I published through Amazon for My profits and what I chose/choose for the financial aspects per book:
*  Finding A Silver Lining  (published in print book format in in the year of 2015)
*  Finding The Silver Lining  (published in print book format in the year of 2014)
*  The Modern Day Book  (published in print format book in the year of 2020)
*  The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire  (3 volumes published in print format books in the year of 2020)

 

Fiction Based books I published through Amazon that can have metaphors or proverbial only as some books allow the financial aspects as to donations whereas the newer books do not have such same factors whatsoever as to the financial resources for Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle also known as Lady L*** Belle as make sure to not assume that all books will ever be the exact same:
*  "The Curious Children Book Series:  (2 volumes published in the year of 2014/2015)
*  "Fail-Safe:  The Kenedy curse fused with Science Fiction Fantasy  (The New World Order)"  (1 book published in the year of in print format book form 2015/2016 that is the main book to refer to for each of the subsequent books in the series as the 10 volume book series published as the 9 additional volumes in 2021/2022 as not all books were allowed as per My personal choice to be published in print format as to the ideals I have had for My work as to how I personally chose to release My books as to My business plans)
*  "Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series"  (3 volumes published in print format of books in the years of 2014 through 2015 and then 7 books were published in the year of 2021/2022)


To Contact Me to ask me what My needs, my wants, My preferences, My Ideals, and/or My desires is only to utilize My To Contact Form to ask me respectfully after explaining yourself as to such aspects first as asking Me is the best way to actually do so correctly to actually learn to know of what My actual needs are for the factors of as the same in reference to my wants and so on and so forth.  That includes though not limited to asking if there is something to assist Me with, arranging Book Signing, arranging requiring My permission first as to my needs for any appearance(s)/meeting(s), 


Do not assume that just because I authored/wrote/compiled books that you know Me, you know of Me as to such factors as to the factors of the reality of the social media.


If I personally have reached out to you directly as to requesting a meeting and/or meetings, I have done so with the factors of respect regarding the aspects of what I could figure as being respectful as to the time(s) as to upon your schedule though also as depending upon my schedule as well.  The contact information regarding phone numerical factors as to the aspects of My To Contact Form through My website, as to making attempts as to the ease to correctly communicate clearly.  


Ensure if you are going to ask about Me, to know the exact-ish amount of time the individual actually knew Me in real life in person face to face in person in real life to verify the correct numerical positions of time that they may have known Me or if they knew of me as to the facts.


My modeling is not the same as speaking with Me face to face at all, because that is not the same as in real life as to the facts that in real life in person face to face in person actually requires those facts of in real life in person face to face in person in real life where a human being in person face to face in person is in real life with another human being is the common sense for in person face to face in person in real life as there is a difference to getting My personal permission first.


I do not allow anyone to misinterpret ever, as there is the clear facts that if someone/anyone says they can interpret Me, ensure they actually have what I personally consider as the starting point of full foundation as to actual capacities to do so correctly as what I consider as the correct foundation as to making sure the foundation of theirs in not made out of sand as to the differences of whereas to the facts my foundation is forged from where the stones as to the rock of My foundation is to the sturdiness thereof as to My personal life as to My personal experiences as to Me personally; as in my personal opinion that imitation is not flattery at all in any capacity when in reference to Me.


Since I comprehend Myself as to My and what My needS are as to what My wantS are as to what My preferenceS are as to what My idealS are as to what My desires are, then as to My comprehension of such factors in reference to Myself as to My personal requirements as when I have written about My personal life experiences as to the words I personally have chosen to describe such facts, then as to My life = My personal life experiences.


Manners, respect, human decency, and protocols are as a beginning point for what My personal standards are for Me.

Make sure to be capable to distinguish when the facts of My journal blog are in the capacity of either facts with satire and/or facts with metaphors and/or facts with figurative and/or facts as literal as the reality that My personal life experiences are My personal life experiences as to where some might relate to what I personally have dealt with, the full combination of what I have survived is the difference as to where the distinction is.


I survived the attacks on the soil of the homeland of the United States of America as to the tristate areas of New Jersey, New York, and Pennsylvania in the year of 1993 in the month of February as well as the timeframe of 9/11 also known as 11 September 2001 because I was born and raised in New Jersey in the three-county/three-borough area that had the most amount of commuters to New York City as well as other factors of the reality as to the state of New Jersey that those factors of pop culture are usually NYCers or Pittsburgians or Philadelphians and not New Jersey-ians pop culture as the aspects of comprehending the facts as that pop culture only has small amounts as to the differences of the fullnesses thereof.


What I know for what My personal comforts are as to being capable to see as to such factors, translates to comprehension of Myself as to comprehending what is best for Me personally as to what is best for My work as well as what is best for My personal comforts.  As hours change to days and days change to weeks and weeks change to months and months change to years and years change to decades, I comprehend My personal needs as I comprehend I have made attempts for My personal needs to be correct for Me as to what My personal considerations are.


Keep your thoughts in what I consider as purity as to such actual purity of innocence, and the ease of life is made so as to the factors of the ensuring the correct actions without assumptions.


Acknowledging biases first without judgement, has no capacity of being biased as no bias can be without the capacities of bigotry, and thus without bigotry then there is the capacity of acknowledging biases without judgement.


I personally am unaware of fans of Mine because I do not assume that I have any because of what My considerations are for what a fan of Mine would be, as the factors when considerations as to fandom as to Myself is as to the factors of what I personally consider as comfort.


People should be more uplifting as to the aspects of being appreciative if as to appreciating work of Mine, as I have not need/want/desire of any male dominant in the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle regarding such factors of any type of relationship outside of acquaintance or friendship only, as that is not in any capacity ever a turn on to what My considerations are for Me at all in any capacity whatsoever as it has not ever been a turn on to Me.


The reality that Females have the capacity to be strong enough to be themselves if as to such morals and ethics as to such reality needs and requirements, thus as to where males have needed to accept the facts as not all males are as to what they might think of themselves as the same in reference of professional in what is supposed to be consenting adult biologically legally as to informed, as how they themselves are not anything of any turn on to Me as they are the opposite 100% in every capacity of anything that would ever be capable to turning Me on personally as I personally am not a lesbian as obviously a female biologically who would enjoy such factors would only be as to such aspects as to having to acknowledge such within herself.


As a Pansexual as to the intellectual capacities where I can be interested though not necessarily turned on, as to the physical does not make the aspect of what is of attraction to Me in the aspects whereas some might assume, as the factors as to the emotional connections depend and vary as to the situations, whereas the spirituality of such factors as My comprehension of Eclectic Judeo-Christianity religion is important, as the factors of sexuality of what sexually is attractive for Me is as to how the personal connection is as to the genuinity.


Being Polyamorous as I am personally is as to the intellectual capacity of being capable to discuss multiple topics while actually caring in truth, emotionally having the capacity to connect and such communicative factors, as the other three aspects thereof as to the references to the differences as to romantic factors as to platonic factors as there is My personal capacity where I always begin as to platonic factors first before I have ever or would ever consider anything sexually and/or romantically as personally it takes a lot more for Me to be capable to connect romantically than it ever has as to connecting platonically because of the way I personally was raised.


Thus if interested in dating Me as to in the capacity of not setting a date for a meeting as that obviously would not be the exact same unless previously brought up as to discussions, then as to such aspects as to arranging such with Me to ask Me first if that is an interest as to other(s) regarding such aspects. 


Thus the as I am as where I am a Female Dominant as to being as I am, then as to such acceptance there is a difference as to Myself being a Feminist as to the differences whereas the factors of feminazism as to the references of those who would have such factors as to their patterns of choices as to their behaviour as to the factors whereas the proof of such to the aspects of the differences of reviewing information from a different point in time as to such a point in time as to the facts that need to be paid attention to as to the facts of the time.


Completing a logistical review of My personal life experiences while acknowledging My experiences as well as My emotions from the facts of the situations from the years of 2019 through 2022, is not the same as to having the capability of time to review such all at the exact point in time of the exact point in time as that should not take a head injury to figure out.


My work as to My writings as to if used in speeches as the ease thereof as the 10% for Me of such if financial factors as to the tithing viewpoints, if as to such factors of consideration.


The links to My website as to My different pages of My website including My Journal Blog, are capable to share the link as to discussing the details as to the information of; though such facts for the fullness to be capable to read more to learn from the knowledge, is of the facts where such importance.


Since the requirements in reference to My website as to where tghe finances were only for Me to be capable to utilize were not responded directly to Me personally as there was not anyone ever allowed to be involved as to on My behalf ever, as to the aspects where since I personally did not have any such discussions as to what My personal minimum standards were as to being met for what My personal requirements are/were/are as to where there was and is not any allowances for such misinterpretations ever as to the clear distinctions as to Me personally only as to where I have clarified repeatedly that I am the one and only as to ever making the decisions for Myself as well as My work(s).


I personally do not play games, as I do not find games as they are not fun for Me.


I personally do not often watch television/movies as that is not assistive to my headaches/migraines at all, as the after effects from My head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 as the additional after effects from the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal temporal lobe of My brain that took 8.5 years to fully dissipate out of the MRI and out of the CAT scans as I have figured as to what works best for me personally.


While I have made attempts to connect with real people as to real friends as I once thought of as to such prior points in time, as to how such aspects went in the years from 2019 through 2022 as to such viewpoints as to such considerations referencing as to what capacities as to such factors regarding the differences as to choices/words/actions/deeds as to such references as to the factors of humanity as per the proof regarding my attempts before as well as during as well as after such points in time.


If as to the current time where each individual seems to think of themselves as a commercial and/or thinks of others as a commercial instead of thinking of each as an individual human being with individual personal life experiences as to how I personally have considered each individual if I am accurate referencing others' opinions as to such if factors, then as to where the reality of such readjustments as to the recalibrations of what humanity is.


The aspects of pop culture as to the facts regarding the differences between the factors of as while there might be some aspects that align in some ways, there are still the facts of the amount of the rest of different experiences and life thereof.


Thus as to such facts whereas what My personal needS as to what My personal wantS as to such factors, such aspects of the #ADA ADA requirements as to the facts regarding My being medically retired or being considered as to such disability aspects as to the reasons why ADA aspects are in such as for Me as to such aspects; though actually being capable to have as well as utilize such aspects as to My benefits in the correct capacities for Myself, as to the aspects whereas such factors of proof regarding the situations as to such reasons I have also worked as diligently as I have attempted to being capable to provide for Myself as being a biological adult of two biological adult legal aged children I personally gave birth to while having been awake from My coma for less than 1.5 years for one and 2.5 years for the other as to such facts.


Online is important for several aspects, though in real life as to such reality as to the real needs as to such common sense as to the factors of what is required for Me as I comprehend what is actually best for Me and that is not up for interpretations as interpretations always lead to misunderstandings as to the facts as to such proof regarding the aspects thereof as to My personally being capable to be in as well as remain in a good mood as to the attempts I have made to being capable to accomplish such.


While the aspects of My personal belief in real angels as to real faeries as to real spiritual beings as to such facts regarding such as to where I was Confirmed in the year of 1997 as to the aspects thereof to that history, the aspects where such facts as to the references thereof as the differences of what are considered as real friends in real life as to the differences of the spiritual aspects if there was ever any common sense as to different human beings unless as to such being as cherubim as to homo-sapien-sapiens as to ever being ignorant enough to think that is the same when obviously as to the facts that a real human being as to a real friend as to the difference of a real spirit as to such aspects thereof to real spiritualism capabilities.

However such is obviously a difference from the aspects thereof, to humanity as human beings are supposed to be and are as to humanity if as to such aspects of the definition of humanity.


If I was/am believed as I understand some have opinions as to religious aspects and/or spiritual factors as to the usage of the words metaphor/proverbial/figurative, there has not been such confirmation for Me to have such knowledge for Myself regarding such aspects to what I would know and understand as to such as per the proof regarding the exact time.


Some do not just get over something as massive as the situations as to February 1993 as to being capable to survive such, as that was not a video game nor was that a computer game nor was that a pop culture fiction aspect as to such references and regards just as 11 September 2001 or 9/11 was not a video game and was not a computer game and was not a pop culture fiction aspect.


There is not the capacity where individuals who have tried to prettify the aspects for individuals to truthfully recover and heal from such aspects because of the requirements as to the truth being told in full, and when the truth is told in full is the only capacity for healing to begin.


Thus as to the facts in reference to My personal life experiences, what support would there be that I could truthfully say and/or write about as to the aspects of such luxuries others have had as to such amounts of individuals as to such support groups as to such friends as to such aspects of discussions as to what discussions would actually be in the references thereof as to what I personally consider as; or would such individuals think that them discussing amongst themselves would be as to the same instead of the aspects thereof as to discussions with Me personally, as to such proof regarding such luxuries as to those types as to such factors as to the aspects of such wannabe aspects.

 

 

Those who would consider Me as wanted as to what I consider as being wanted as to the differences as to such aspects of "Finding A Silver Lining" as there are only so many words in the dictionary to describe, and when individuals choose to be bratty nonconsensually as to such aspects as to such brattiness as to the aspects of the amounts of words as to the amounts of times as to where either the individual is going to be considered as competent to understand or they will be considered as incompetent as to humanity referencing such types as to those factors as to such aspects that I have brought forward as to the proof thereof to the validity of such aspects. 


"Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining" are situations that are of My past as to the situations I personally dealt with as to such aspects whereas My suggestions as to the current time as well as the future, are the difference.


"The Modern Day Book" is as to what I noticed as per the years thereof in those references as to what the looks were as to such descriptions for such clear aspects, as the common sense factors as to such regards as to having been born and raised in New Jersey as to the aspects of the differences as to NYC as NYC thinks of such aspects whereas New Jersey has the capacity to prefer the real of the reality as to such differences whereas Broadway wanted to be more like Hollywood and visa versa as to such references.


"The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" is of what My personal experiences were as to My personal work as to My personal life experiences as to before I began SCUBA Diving as to what I was known as through My name in reference of My personal trainers as to My personal childhood experiences as to such work in reference of protecting and defending the individuals on land above sea level as to the aspects of My work if that was/is actually appreciated.


The aspects where I could see now in the year of 2023 where some capacities of "Fail-Safe" could be as to such if factors as well as "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as while I was only being creative as to such aspects as to My writings, the aspects whereas for Myself personally would be as to the references for such aspects if as to those types as to such psychological distinguishing factors as to what I have been capable to distinguish as to My comprehension of Myself as well as My comprehension of My wrok as I authored/wrote/compiled as to the best of My capabilities as to My overall books.


In reference of "Paroxysm" there is not anyone I ever have personally dated that would ever fit into such descriptions, ever.  The facts regarding where the references thereof to prior timeframes as to Volume 2 are from individuals I personally knew before the year of 2000, as to the common sense factors as to the reality of the overall.


In regards as to "Fail-Safe" and "Paroxysm" in regards of for Me personally as to the relationship aspects of for Me personally as to the references and regards thereof officially for Me personally despite having written of such in an overall way, the aspects of if as to such as for Me personally then as to such clarifications now as to the year of 2023 as to the differences regarding the multiple reasons as to bringing such forward as to healthy acquaintences as to healthy friendships as to health developments of hetero-sexual relationships that as to such hetero-sexual relationships as to the fluidity depending upon the aspects of such a relationship factor if as to the consensual aspects as to each involved being fully informed first as that is the only capacity thereof as to being informed as to officially being informed before such aspects as for the example where I have been honest as to the after effects from My Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to others being informed first officially as to such if factors as to the differences.


The aspects whereas to such if factors as to My books I personally authored without any assistances as to My personal creativity to authoring such aside from the technological factors as to being capable to write such books as to "Paroxysm" and "Fail-Safe" referencing such aspects specifically for Myself regarding such aspects of the specifics as to such details, then I suppose if as to such would be as to prophecy regarding such if factors if such were to ever be for Myself personally; though if as others' interpretations of their own lives as to then the references of whereas being capable to prophesize decades before ever writing though definitely would not ever prefer certain aspects as to certain individuals as to My personal considerations as to the specifics as to such references regarding the factors thereof as to "Fail-Safe" especially though also in such clarifications as to for Me as to "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as to what My personal considerations as to the aspects thereof regarding the aspects not of a novelty as there is a difference between a novel a difference between a novel idea a difference between as to how such aspects of where the problems as to problematic novelty factors as to such misinterpretations in My opinion.


When describing the situations in truth that is the common sense starting point of a foundation, and any who think that such could be fast-forwarded are incompetent as to such aspects where certain factors are required to have such details and information to being capable to actually make such genuine efforts as to progression towards betterment in genuine truth.


The reality where such aspects of when such efforts are direct as to such facts as per the prior amounts of time as to explanations, then as to the facts where either the competency to listen and then think while listening as well as being capable to progress with the correct actions as to such regards as to the common sense.


Maybe it is a bit more truthful than I realized, common sense might actually be a genuinely real superpower. 


Forgiveness is of importance as to such truth in full as best as possible, the factors of as to such if remorseful.


The reasons why of the reality as to where, as to the year of 1993. 


Time is important as to emotions of the situations, retaining such knowledge can assist seeing towards progression of betterment.


Communications are important listening both sides if as to consent, the factors as to information in truth as of much importance. 

Life and Love, Life and Love
Between, Below, and Above


Brightest of Blessings.

Please share the link to my website and feel free to comment in the section below however know that I am not informed as to any comments made within the area of each journal blog I post, though the ability to express yourselves as to such comments of such are able to be seen of such portions if you so choose.

I encourage others to share the links and to speak about such topics honestly as to such aspects and situations as my saying as to it should not take a head injury to figure out is the main satirical portion as to my journal blog, as to the facts as to sometimes when wording hits a certain way all one can do is chuckle a bit as to reviewing such portions of information thereof.

If interested in using my journal blog for articles and/or legal aspects please just remember to put the link to the specific journal blog article area to assist the fuller aspects as to the clarifications for others to also be able to read through for such additional details, as well as if there are those who are interested in further discussions and/or commentary and/or interviews and/or speaking arrangements and/or invitational aspects of such journal blog entries I have written please do contact me through my contact form with such details at www.susanmeeling.com/to-contact 

Please also know the reasons for having such available hopefully assists the more open discussions as to the various details thereof to which I have been honest and truthful about, which additionally to such as to posting on social media in various areas is welcome as the ability to discuss such topics honestly is of importance as it brings a different form of discussions though also assists more to be involved with such viewpoints.  I know there are those who either have not had a social media account and/or have had to wait to be online more often in such aspects depending upon the employment thereof to which the reference to the details in such references per journal blog entry might assist in different ways while additionally giving the ability to still engage online in various forums to which while some may prefer not to have their social media accounts associated with responses on my website which is acceptable; it does give a forum for such discussions as well for those who may not have the ability to go into further details in certain other areas online, as to a different cover though the reality of such transparency on my part as to having been open and honest as to my community area involvements additionally hopefully open the doors and open the lines for more genuine and honest communication within the age appropriate guidelines thereof for the betterment and clarity among more.

 

 

Admittedly only recently in the year of 2020 had I realized I may physically look similar to different characters in different aspects of pop culture however I did not grow up being allowed to watch such aspects and since after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury coma, I do not usually watch such pop culture because of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to knowing the personal aspects of what is best for myself.  However I did not and do not know of the pop culture references many of the times because of not being allowed to watch anything other than G-rated movies/television throughout my childhood and teenager years in the 1980s to the 1990s as the rating systems may have been different for such times, as I also was not allowed to watch PG or PG13 or any other type of PG until I was a certain age which again similarly to such times in the 1980s and the 1990s the rating system may have been different to such aspects; of which once I was the age of 18 years old biologically I have been able to watch anything and everything I personally prefer or want to watch.

 

 

Additionally I do not play games despite possibly looking physically as what characters might be as to such, as again that is something within pop culture which I have not usually known nor understood a reference to such in pop culture however I encourage people to know the difference between a pop culture reference as to knowing the difference to the human being spoken with as I have picked up there are several individuals who may not have known there is a difference between what images and/or videos as to being seen compared to the interactions with others when in real life in person as well as when speaking with others through various forms of online communication of which the care and the concern as to such aspects in my opinion is of importance to review for such realities. 

 

 

While I understand others have the choice to play games for whichever aspects thereof, please comprehend I am not one who will play games as I personally do not find such appealing to me nor to the after effects of as well as from my Psalm Sunday year of 2000 head injury just as others with and/or without a head injury may have a different viewpoint to such aspects as to games as some just have a life which such is considered as a luxury to play games comparatively though cannot do.

 

 

Please be respectful as to such as well as if you meet me and/or see me in public and speak with me, please be honest as to such as I have not ever assumed anyone had ever known of my website or my work as to the fact I have known there are many websites throughout the internet of which if there have been hints to such at any point in time there has not been the ways of which I would view such aspects as to the reference without the actual bringing of such information up first by who I have spoken with because of the ways as though I write as I do when I speak it is not always the same way as such comes across online possibly as there are differences as I would guesstimate others would know as per their own online aspects as to how such discussions have been with others and/or writings thereof as to when corresponding with others.

 

 

Though I know there are more than just the two social media areas of which Facebook and Twitter have been available, because of certain topics of my journal blog entries as well as the multiple social media platforms I lease such areas at the discretion of the reader to posting such aspects because of the knowledge certain topics are for certain age ranges as to the details thereof though because of certain aspects as to the intellectual levels for the reasons as to the choices thereof for what I have known some companies have assisted with in reference to the rating system as to guidelines as to the clicking of certain links for such software references as to controls.  I have done the best I could to ensure the ability for if in reference to biologically under the age of 18 years old for such choices up to the parent(s)/legal guardian(s)/grandparents to the topic points I have/do written/write about as well as kept such details more modest for the ability for such aspects of choice to the appropriate levels of discussions, of which hopefully with the additional aspects as to the genres assist with such abilities for the clarifications thereof.  

If newsworthy, please do send to the news organizations if there are topics of which are interesting that should be broadcast upon the various news media stations as to the specifics within the posts I have put together.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Description to add to my video recording from my angle of the White Horse with additional details


In an less than normal way for my personal preference as to how I choose to make choices despite the assumptions as to others’ opinions, I made an impromptu choice as to my performance as well as impromptu decision to go to the #WhiteHorseBlackMountain #WhiteHorse #BlackMountain #WHBM White Horse in Black Mountain #NC #NorthCarolina #NCstate #NorthCarolinastate of which I am grateful as to being able to perform, and extremely appreciative of Bob who had allowed me to go into the spot which he had reserved to be able to go forward with what I had been pondering and going through various aspects as to which topics of which to discuss as well as bring forward. In such aspects of the first performer which I thought was the MC which he was the MC however I admit to not realizing it was the same name as to the individual who was going to bring forward the individuals on the stage which having listened to the music from the piano, the ways which I had gotten into the music as I have enjoyed such types of for many decades as to the music without lyrics such as classical music from #Mozart Mozart and #Tchaikovsky Tchaikovsky for much longer than some may have ever known.



The aspects as to events which I had attended in my childhood and my teenager years as to the ways of in certain areas within the #NewYork #NY #NewYorkCity #NYC #NY #NYstate #NewYorkstate New York City areas mainly along with #NJ #NewJersey #NJstate #NewJerseystate New Jersey areas as to such times, few knew of how I had known people in my youth when in my youth as to such times. Last night’s music had reminded me of certain differences as to the without lyrics as to music with lyrics as to the older later 1980s and into the 1990s spitting battles, which were frequent in certain areas in New York City and New Jersey though also when I could go to the ones in #Philadelphia Philadelphia mainly in comparison to #Pittsburg Pittsburg because of the distance in comparison to New Jersey. Though also additionally towards the end of the evening as the rains began as speaking with an individual in a suit with a small #FortHood #FtHood #FortHoodTX #FtHoodTX #FortHoodTexas #FtHoodTexas #Killeen #KilleenTX #KilleenTexas Fort Hood pin on the collar of his suit jacket as he told me about a few situations such as a Chaplain who had recently been brought forward from the Korean War to be awarded the Medal of Honor as well as a YouTuber who did interviews and posted about such online including a few other aspects such as when he was stationed in #Germany Germany overseas with his daughter and wondering about the name of a building, which I was told about a Medal of Honor recipient who has a building at Fort Hood as well as other aspects dedicated to what was done and when I went to tell him about other aspects he needed to go inside because of the rains which came at the moment instead.



I had discussed and introduced at one point in time to others as well as wrote about a male who at two different points in time of having been engaged to which the first time of being engaged, he went to #FortSill #FtSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #FtSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #OKstate #Oklahoma #Oklahomastate Fort Sill which I told him was where I went to Basic Training and where my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury occurred and while he was at Basic Training is when I had to defend myself more as to the #Corona Corona beer situation which I did not have the words to explain how much more than what he saw at the #ClearSpringsSCUBAPark Clear Springs SCUBA Park had been as to such times before I needed to end the engagement as to the problems those people hypothetically sent at my son #Letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia and I because of whatever their own bets as to life were concerned while hypothetically wishing that my creation of my Underwater Wedding would work and not seeing the hypocrisy as to ever hypothetically gamble bets as to my life and situations thereof to additionally wish that my Underwater Wedding would ever be recognized by any of the oceanic beings as to accepting such as to their knowledge as to such hypothetical aspects. You cannot bet against life and ever expect or wish that life would allow you a life, as that is not how such works and the hypothetical facts of such would only prove as to how minimal such #SCUBA #SCUBA Divers SCUBA Divers and recreational civilian SCUBA Diving Instructors ever care(d) about truthfully succeeding in life when making such hypothetical bets for wishing death upon me and the lack of a community for such choices to ever think that would be considered accepted or acceptable. If so, how many times would that statute of limitations that does not end for such been brought forward in the state of Texas and by how many? They would know of each somehow, though if online or on any technological device of ever doing so would in turn mean of a technological record of such aspects and would in turn mean the evidence of such would be available for those individuals involved to be prosecuted for such aspects as well as for each choice and action thereof if hypothetically accurate.



However in reference to Fort Hood where who I was engaged to twice had then been stationed which he had arrived to the house in #CedarPark #CedarParkTX #CPTX #CedarParkTexas Cedar Park Texas with the injured hand I told others about, which he claimed he was told someone who had the other side of the tank shell for the #Calvary Calvary Unit had dropped the tank shell because of seeing a #bumblebee bumble bee which he was scared by and that was supposedly how only his middle finger was removed from his hand. I have discussed and wrote about how I did not believe him as I know how big tank shells are as well as how I had healed his hand and prevented the problems thereof, which if the male who I spoke with had ever been told as to any such hypothetical working on a video which I did not actually get to upload and would mean the technological portions of stalking and harassing while also the #EndHacking #StopHacking #EndStolenValor #EndHackingNow #StopHackingNow #EndStolanValorNow #EndAllHacking #StopAllHacking #EndAllStolenValor #EndAllHackingNow #StopAllHackingNow #EndAllStolenValorNow #StopAllHarassmentsAgainstMeNow problems of assuming one would or could ever be able to know what my intentions are by only listening or watching without eve having the common sense to ever ask me questions in the ways which hypothetically as to one male who I went on a couple of dates with who disappeared after a discussion I had on the phone with my ex-sister-in-law about his penis size as to it being far too big for me to ever consider being involved with in the was of as I had not gone into any other details; though what assumptions lead to which assumptions in comparison to asking to get the answers for any such questions, would hypothetically be as however such was and/or went in comparison to appreciating truth and honesty in person I suppose.



Nonetheless if the finger aspect is considered as a hazing portion and/or because of who had run off and ran away because of being told the truth when I returned to the state of Texas after my first and only family trip with my son, my daughter, and my niece for the only time she was allowed out of the state of Texas for any type of vacation trip by the way as well as the one and only family vacation I had ever had which I created for the time and ways of; had run away because of being told the information about my SCUBA Dive to the #Vandenberg USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg, which as he had admitted during the phone calls as well as in person in the year of 2019 as to the situations involved which on the phone I was iffy however once in person and having listened to the facts of which occurred as well as his opinions and other such aspects as to the #Bremerton #BremertonWA #BremertonWashington #WA #Washington #WAstate #Washingtonstate Bremerton Washington #USNavy #USMC Navy Marine Shipyard seeing the #Nimitz Nimitz as well as the #Kittyhawk Kittyhawk in person at the time, I could not believe how many lies I had been told over the years as to the amount of problems from simply because of others’ egos as well as their failures to appreciate and enjoy life in ways which if had actually taken the time to ask questions in ways which could have been understood more clearly because of the multitude of aspects involved as to already having gone over the technology problems few ever believed me about having after waking up from my coma from my Psalm Dunay 2000 head injury 21 years ago as well as the problems I told others about those who I once knew as well as the situations referencing what problems there have been due to the wrongful hacking as to the situations which have only lead to needless confusions because of the ways of which such communications have been made available for the aspects of more clear discussions to be understood in comparison to assuming that certain ways are as whatever the hypothetical assumptions are, because of what the equivalent to the aspects of only assuming as to what aspects as to only listening without ever actually asking questions as to the hypothetical needless stalking as to such needless harassment because of the facts as to the ease of such though in comparison has needlessly made things more difficult in comparison to making things more easy for the ways which should have been made easier in comparison to what has occurred.



In addition as to my modeling as well as my performances as to the ways of such aspects being more simple to contact through the ways of which have already been outlined because if you are only looking at a business aspect then the false compliments do not work in the ways of which a friendship would actually genuinely compliment, and such situations of misunderstandings as to the differences between business as to the aspects of friendship has been misconstrued in my opinion because of the ways of such presentations in comparison. In the same aspects as to the situations of if in any other interest as to such should be presented in a way which is understood by such in comparison to assuming as to going from one aspect of business into another way in comparison, however I suppose there are the problems as to the #Hollywood Hollywood aspects as to the assumptions as well as the problems associated with putting false information on the internet which has needed to be clarified as to all such portions for a long amount of time as per informing the difference between someone’s opinions and their biases compared to the facts which the facts especially upon #socialmedia social media has been requiring such clarifications especially in reference to the fact of the internet being around the world in comparison to the ways of which some in high school did not think about the world outside of high school and the needless dramas which did not need to go forward if people had been taught correctly as to how to utilize the internet as well as if they had been taught correctly as to the most simple fact of all about the internet. The internet websites all start with WWW #WWW #worldwideweb #internet which the three w letters mean world wide web and those three words are of such importance and have been of such importance for many of any age to be made aware of because of the fact the internet was always intended to go around the world as to such aspects, as well as the facts as to the ways which the transmissions of such technological devices have been of importance to make sure as to the clarity of such because of the knowledge as to space programs around the world just as similarly as to countries which have had such aspects made available to the situations of the world wide web.



Unlike in some areas of the country of the United States of America as well as unlike in certain areas of the world, the requirement for the clarifications to be made are of more importance than something short in time as to the length of time the aspects of the technological revolution had begun decades and over a century ago and by the time of the year of 1999 was when such was supposed to be brought forward however due to the wrongful ego of others as to the additional needless situations regarding having supposed to have brought such realities forward instead of the coding which some had been a part of claiming it was the clock situation as to the calculations as to the #Y2K Y2K aspects and yet it was not the actualities of why such coding had actually been worked on as people knew there would be the moment when the clock struck a certain time as to all such information being released to be able to correctly clear all such situations. For example last night as to the male who told me that when #Russia Russia had information when the Iron Curtain fell as to such aspects, the ways which the Russian government had brought forward the truth about such in ways which the strength of such determination was brought forward as to an individual who had kept the area of a naval vessel safe from multiple attacks and the need to bring such strengths forward in truth. In such references there are ways to bring such forward in truth immediately without coming across as egotistical, as there are those who have had the ability to be humble about such aspects if it were correctly explained in comparison to assumed and the problems of such regarding the ways which certain areas view and/or believe aspects in ways which other areas of the world have had differences of opinions compared to the facts presented of which the requirement for honest and open communication in comparison to assuming as assuming always leads to more problems in comparison to the truth. There was a few males last night which has expressed their appreciation for the truth and of which to me being a #truthteller truth teller, of which my recording I made of the impromptu performance as to what I was initially working on in reference to my trip out to the White Horse at Black Mountain was going into the larger details of other portions in the situations as to the aspects of the shorter versions through the symbolism to which I thought was going to be considered in the combinations as to being more capable to explain the larger aspects as to the focused reincarnation aspects and yet the writings I had read of which I had initially begun before singing the National Anthem of the United States of America I thought was ideal for such in the shortened time compared to the drive for the aspects of the much appreciated 15 minutes to go over such aspects in a symbolic way while bringing forward the reasons as to such papers as to the facts as to the US Space Force.



However if there are those who think that the individuals in the current generation are prepared enough as to handling all such aspects as to how I had brought such forward regarding my Medal of Honor Art Project and instead of appreciating such portions instead decided to think to destroy and/or cause any damages to such in comparison to what I had done in regards of the few, would have sent all of those Medal of Honor guys’ spirits back into the ground in comparison to the works of which to bring the life forward as per the ways of which I knew what I was doing and no one had ever asked me if there were any other reasons connected to my Medal of Honor Art Project which such assumptions as to hypothetical only shows as to the problems as to why the aspects as to truthfully speaking with in comparison to hinting is the situations to pay attention to as hinting only leads to assumptions and assumptions lead to the lack of knowledge which the lack of knowledge means the inability to ever understand and without such understanding as to the lack of comprehension as to the importances of anything though such aspects as to assuming in comparison to asking which has been an additional set of problems as to when presenting such questions as to the verification processes of which an Omega clearance at the age of 17 years old would fully prove such aspects as to why the mandatory portions and additionally as to such problematic situations referencing when others who do not have the access to such clearances as to why such clearances have always been important in the first place because of the requirement for the knowledge to actually explain to others for their understanding to then comprehend there is more than just what assumptions have been over the years.



In turn in my opinion as to the ways of which such hypotheticals have been as to my not having graduated Basic Training for the #USArmy #Army Army branch of the Armed Forces of the United States of America and the lack of knowledge as to why my background was cleared and is cleared for such situations compared to the assumptions any might have had, the problems to which as to the situations of the violations to my #ConstutionalRights Constitutional Rights of which I personally earned for myself as to my right to fight for my emancipation from my biological mother/father and especially the emancipation from my biological sister as to the problems which she has always had because of the knowledge she was not ever willing to actually work for any such realities on her own due to the laziness from her access to technology though refusing to pay attention to the important details because it requires intelligence as well as patience to go through all such details in comparison to assuming as well as the envy and jealousy as to such problems because of wishing for more and yet not having the strength to carry through with the requirements as to why it is important to work to earn in comparison to expect a handout as expecting a handout as to feeling entitled to something which was not earned in turn leads to other problems of which the social media revolution #socialmediarevolution as to the merging of all aspects of which to prove who personally did what at which specific timing has been of importance as well as to the clarifications of to show such genuinity.



The reference to the facts of which if hypothetically accurate as to the overall combinations as to my biological mother/father/sister having needlessly gotten involved with situations while the selfishness hypothetically of those in the state of Texas as to wanting more when in the state of Texas I had worked to stop the attacks of 11 September 2001 as well as had done the work which I had to assist the smaller though large aspects of the 3 locations mainly as well as the airports as to the landings in conjunction to which phone calls could go through because of what was needed during such times as to stopping the attacks quickly and correctly without hesitations, in such references to any in the state of Texas ever thinking they were entitled to more without such appreciation for such facts as to the ironic saying of #GodBlessTexas should have been #GoddessBlessTexas as to the ability to recognize such as to the reality of the words of God compared to Goddess and the reality of life is always given by a female gender in comparison to a male ever delivering life. In turn the symbolism of which my Medal of Honor Art Project being done correctly compared to any such assumptions for the lack of any need of any male to complete such portions without my personal involvement which since no one has returned contact to me thus far regarding such aspects which are mandatory as to such involvement in turn has only lead to the additional problems regarding the assumptions to ever thinking of any such need from any individual to ever get involved without my permission only in another ways as to a spiritual assault as to the sexual assault portions of which those individuals from my Medal of Honor Art Project as to the explanations given in regards as to “The Modern Day Book By: Reverend Susan MeeLing”, of which if people knew how to look at metaphors as to such aspects regarding my books about my experiences and observations from my life as to “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” and “Finding The Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” hypothetically would be able to show many reasons as to the connections as to the commendations of the various Medal of Honor recipients though in a different metaphor as to the current times of which since there has been the failure upon so many individuals to ever recognize such portions in the realistic terms hypothetically as to ever think to correctly acknowledge me in truth; why would my Medal of Honor Art Project be of my work, and of my work only?



Why would I ever have brought such forward as to without the assistance of anyone else and hypothetically be infuriated as to anyone who would think they could just pop in to such aspects, when hypothetically when having the intelligence to review such aspects as to when no one was around to actually help when they could have during such situations as to my first two books as to the problems anyone who would assume I ever needed or ever wanted any such assistance to my Medal of Honor Art Project in comparison to what occurred for such proverbial aspects as to the connection points thereof? Why would I be infuriated as to such stalking and harassment as to the hypotheticals brought forward regarding “The Modern Day Book By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” when obviously hypothetically only when such clout compared to ever paying attention during the correct times as to the problems thereof brought forward as to my opinion regarding such portions I have brought forward, and why would the mandatory correct requirements of which to acknowledge and properly recognize be of importance regarding the aspects of my works in comparison to what has over such years occurred?



Not in arrogance as to some others’ wishes to be accurate though in the realities of such aspects as to the ways of the requirements as to the truthfulness, though additionally what are the reasons of such in reference to the reality of such social media postings be of importance as to the transmissions as to the additional aspects as to the US Space Force? Why would it ever be important as to a protection aspect to actually declare such borders and show such signs as to such in truth, in reference to the correct and proper acknowledgement and why would such aspects be of importance both in regards as to my SCUBA Diving as well as other such portions for the aspects as to my experiences proven as to such portions? Why would it be of extreme importance to correctly acknowledge such in comparison to the assumptions as to my impromptu performance as well as the video I was working on, in comparison to the assumptions and what correlations to the aspects as to transmissions be connected to see such hypothetical situations as to clarifying such portions overall across all social media boards for such realities as to the safety and security of the earth as well as the people on the earth? Why would it be upsetting to ever listen to such a hypothetical hinting as to such portions as to the Fort Hood pin as to the combinations thereof, and why would I have the lack of feeling of ever being in a positive way as to ever being wanted and appreciated correctly in the proper aspects to my works? How can such seven deadly sins be seen as to my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork, my creation of the Underwater Wedding, and the correct acknowledgement to me the one and only who accomplished such be of extreme importance to life on earth as well as in the waters as well as in space aspects? Why would anyone request healing of lands as to such in any location thereof when the correct acknowledgments have yet to be correctly accomplished and done by others, in such references?



While my biological mother, biological father, and biological sister did not know of my ability to get away from them as to the problems which had been noticed by others as well as myself; the realities as to how many times I had repeatedly worked to get away from them because of knowing as to what they were actually up to in order to be able to warn others over the decades had been more in depth than some had known as to how many problems were associated with their different choices of which I have already gone into many details in reference to “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” though I had told people within #OTC #OTPC #OldTennent #OldTennetPresbyterianChurch #Presbyterian Old Tennent Presbyterian Church, which very few ever paid attention at the times of to my warnings as to a multitude of factors as to the ways which those three had been over such decades. The reality of such includes a female who was in my biological sister’s age range named Laura Hughes and her sister in my group Amy Hughes though Laura Hughes as well as a few others had not wanted and thought they knew better than to actually believe the various facts I brought forward as many had wished as to how wrong for me to be in comparison to the fact of my being truthful and honest as to the multitudes. Whereas others had thought I was simply more than what met the eyes, it was the truth as to what met their eyes.



The music of the night began in ways which were similar though different to the spitting battles at the time in the days of my childhood and teenager years, though with more of a classical feeling as to the piano and the guitar with the second performance before I was able to go up on the stage. My memories began moving forward in different ways than when in reference to music with words because of the focus which naturally comes when there are words to focus upon as well as the musical background music as to the symphonic portions of which the varying beats mixed with other instruments bring forward just the perfect tempo along with the lyrical portions, depending upon the music being sought to bring forward. In reference to the spitting battles as to such times as to the ways of which many in the youth groups did not know or realize I had the ability to connect with until my teenager years as there was confusion as to how I could ever want a cassette tape from #Snoop #SnoopDogg Snoop Dogg, #BiggieSmalls Biggie Smalls, #QueenLatifah Queen Latifah, #IceT Ice T, #IceCube Ice Cube, the #WuTangClan #WuTang WuTang Clan, and the similar jams of such times along with #FoxyBrown Foxy Brown and #LilKim Lil Kim as to the ways their lyrics spoke in various ways to me much more clearly than certain other lyrics as to what at those times when asked as to which cassettes to get as to #AceofBase Ace of Base and #GreenDay Green Day; though I do like what Green Day has done since the first album I had gotten, as I have enjoyed how their music has progressed much further in the ways as to the depth in such aspects similar to knowing how #Eminem Eminem’s music was capable to go further in depth, as both have shown in various aspects. I had brought up #DrDre Dr Dre as well and while additionally enjoying #Eve Eve and #EnVogue EnVogue with #ToniBraxton Toni Braxton, and so on which they did not understand or know, as to how I knew such music which especially in reference to several who were incapable of knowing such details without being told of such and informed as to the reality and the gravity of the matters.



In such regards as to a video I was recording though the #GPS GPS situation kept messing up the natural flow of the drive in such comparisons, the ways of which I was getting to explain the aspects as to the ritual of which for the reincarnation of such individuals in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project of which were not able to be gone over in details once getting closer to the altitude of mountain changes upon that portion of the drive thereafter similarly to when working on my Medal of Honor Art Project trips over the years from 2014 through to 2018 and then more recently from 2020 into 2021, the realities of the Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America in conjunction to my Ordained Reverendship as well as it is my work to begin with in all such realities; if there were any individuals of a specific location and/or associated with an individual who was a Medal of Honor recipient regarding my Medal of Honor Art Project of which once again it is my Medal of Honor Art Project and my artwork in which I choose where I put my work into which locations thereof, the realistic aspects as to their particular last will and testimonies are what have been of my concern more-so than any other individual. If anyone actually paid attention to my impromptu aspects on stage, possibly there could be a few explanations as to which it should not take a head injury to figure out how such has to do with exactly what video I was trying to record while making my way to the White Horse in Black Mountain in reference to such aspects I was trying to discuss though gave the symbolism through the situations I had discussed in my uploaded official #YouTube YouTube video on my official YouTube Channel. However if I am inaccurate as to any individuals who may not have paid attention to such details or realities thereof I suppose in some ways, hopefully that makes more sense in comparison to ever assuming anything else without such actual fuller definitions specifically as to such.



However if there have been any individuals who knew of the details specifically in reference to “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” and/or the situations in reference to “The Modern Day Book By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” and stood by while only reading to do nothing while knowing of such aspects, hypothetically the portions as to the realities of which such historical and spiritual rubbings of such to the aspects of the officialized #USSpaceForce #USASpaceForce #USSpaceForceDoD #USSpaceForceDepartmentofDefense #USASpaceForceDoD #USASpaceForceDepartmentofDefense #USDoD #USADoD #USDepartmentofDefense #USADepartmentofDefense US Space Force which is the specifically tied aspect directly to the portion of the civilian sector portions of which such details have been explained as to the social media portions for the modernized clearance aspects as to the formation and officializing of the US Space Force of/within the Armed Forces of the United States of America. If I recall correctly I might have brought up a time or two on my website in #TheOrneryPSA The Ornery PSA in my journal blog about such details, as to my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America which possibly such hypothetical writing somewhere within my journal blog in my website hypothetically has already given such details as to several aspects as to the varied portions of such situations.



Nonetheless the reality of the choice being the individuals thereof to go to assist in reference to the US Space Force and the preservation of the earth and the people thereof, or I can put them back into the ground and they can stay there for others to continue to walk all over as they have been tread upon by others for decades and centuries for some depending as to the viewpoints thereof to such hypotheticals as to such aspects of being the what could have been the first though if such aspects are hypothetically true referencing such a picking up of energetic portions then their willingness to wait to make sure they are cleared as to their feelings as to what their preferences are as to which area they choose to go in regards of because of the aspects as to #POTUS45 #DonaldJTrump POTUS45 Donald J Trump having with the staff and administration of the White House to go over such details to officialize the United States Space Force. In which if there is actually the requirement for the defense in such, I did not think it took a head injury to figure out as to the aspects of such situations regarding my Medal of Honor Art Project to both the regards as to my SCUBA Diving work as well as the situations regarding Irving and such. However since it might have taken a head injury to figure out those portions, who is it who had dealt with such aspects? Who is it that earned such portions on own in comparison to the wishes hypothetically of others, who would only care about what in comparison to the video and more importantly the impromptu portions of?



What does it matter and why have I continued to not feel as a wanted or appreciated artist in such references, in any such way? What is charitable work supposed to be compared to any who might ever have the selfishness to ever be entitled to what they did not earn, though who did earn what? By the ways just because of listening to certain musicians and enjoying the beats does not make me what the lyrics are in such ways as to the same aspects as to how just because of associating with someone with whatever profession does not mean their profession is mine, though it does show the appreciation for life and all such aspects thereof to know there are more than just one or two aspects to which of what makes an individual themselves as their choices to such a profession as to the clients would mean their ability to communicate in comparison to assume; if done truthfully, and if biases are admitted in comparison to presenting biases as facts as facts are always different than biases that are of assumptions.



I did enjoy the ability to complete the impromptu portions of which the making the trip out to the White Horse on Black Mountain as to being able to transition from such a deep set of topics to be able to bring forward a symbolic way to show such aspects of which the words of the #StarSpangledBanner Star Spangled Banner bring forward a deep sense of pride to those who know and understand and comprehend the meaning of such words, especially when in the ways of which of importance to such of which I wonder if the kneeling in reference to the American Flag has been a signaling to all such recreational civilian and/or military style SCUBA Divers to ever think it to be acceptable to hide such wrongly as per the facts of which there are many who have the ability to simply look at a Navy vessel of such proportions as well as the Hollywood aspects of such knowledge to those who have been on the Vandenberg as to knowing the realities of SCUBA diving as well as to the ways of which having chosen to make a choice which was wrong to make as to hiding the realities of which for the additional portions as to the realities in conjunction to the #BigBlueBook Big Blue Book also known as the #BlueBookProject Blue Book Project of which the problems which the assumptions yet again hypothetically because of the problems regarding the fake news media as to the ways which the #mysa #SanAntonioExpressNews San Antonio Express News had falsely reported as to the situations even though they were fully aware as to the realities as to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as well as the timeframe as to such aspects as to the fact of being less than 1 year awake from my coma when having been needlessly forced into such a situation without any assistance and yet wanting to claim as to the truthful news in comparison to having chosen to hide the importance of such details to then give the various individuals in #MilitaryCityUSA Military City USA among other areas as to the online portions of the news article as to such situations in the comparison thereof. What lessons could be seen from such assumptions referencing the San Antonio Express News compared to the realities which such #FactChecking fact checking and #IntegrityMatters integrity being of extreme importance, especially when taking into consideration as to transmissions among other such aspects on earth?



Thus hopefully such clears the air in comparison to what legally should have been done correctly as well as morally been accurately fixed and repaired as to the larger aspects of life, if life had actually and is actually appreciated in such comparisons as to the article by Scott Huddleson who had forgotten any such portions which includes the facts of which the portions as to what the actualities were in reference to the numbers of people I personally lost in comparison to what individuals may have once been known to any such individuals within the state of Texas in a non-in-person way as to the ways was in person for me? What would such ego and arrogance be problematic to such as to ever withhold information back because of the knowledge as to the irony of the amount of news aspects compared to the ways of which some hypothetically have thought that manipulating the news has ever been helpful, which manipulating the news has only caused needless problems across the world in multiple ways additionally in my opinion. However I doubt I am the only one who has learned such a lesson and then dealt with such needless consequences, because of the facts as to which the assumption of only reporting the bad in comparison to a balanced and truthful approach to the news as to ways of which to actually inform people to be able to have them educate themselves as to ways of which to ensure life goes forward in comparison to going backwards. What type of news could have actually been in comparison and why would such truth be far more important as well as far more valuable, in comparison to the ways which such has hypothetically gone as to the situations thereof? Who prefers drama in comparison to truth and why would needless drama be problematic to the various branches and divisions of the Armed Forces of the United States of America, the general public of the world, and all such connected aspects thereof? Why is the correct recognition important in comparison to what hypothetically occurred, and why is it important for journalists to be taught that it is important to report the news in comparison to becoming a part of the news as what would newspaper and news companies have to deal with in such references as to the problems from such types of individuals as to the aspects which POTUS45 Donald J Trump had brought forward in his many rallies in the 2016 election campaign in comparison to the situations as to the 2020 election campaign about the term fake news?



My humble appreciation for such aspects of such being brought forward, as I have repeatedly shown in my actions as well as in my words as to such portions of which while not ever knowingly met him and/or his family officially; still being appreciative as to the facts of which having stepped forward to bring forward the facts of such realities, in real truth as best as possible. Who better to have such in depth knowledge as to the aspects as to the ways which certain types of reporters have misconstrued situations and words thereof compared to the truth being more prevalent, and why would those who would have known of his work and his family’s work compared to me and my lack of knowledge as to such beyond the news media of which also remembering such signs when I was a child when walking around the areas more specifically of New York City as to #WollmanRink Wollman Rink be of importance?



Why would my aspects as to my mediumship or whatever terminology be of importance regarding any other additional aspects to any such points in time which my biological mother/father have to be brought forward as they had wished to hide such realities only because of my biological sister’s feelings, in comparison to what was always more important realistically? Why would my fighting to join the #MAST #Marine #Science #Technology Marine Science and Technology School with the Navy attachment be of importance as to why I fought to be emancipated as to my nightmare as to which if the truth had been able to be told much sooner in the comparisons as to the longer terms as to their time comparatively be of importance for more in their longer terms of life in more than one or two ways as to such? Why would my fighting to get to those who I knew would be more capable than anyone I once knew at the times of which in the later 1980s into the 1990s and then onward after the turn of the millennium be of importance as to life going forward in comparison to wrongly being held back, in such references into larger portions? Why would such clarifications be mandatory to anyone with any military connection be importance as to such in comparison to one news article which had caused so many needless problems to the varying areas throughout all of life be a situation which additionally news organizations would need such information, if the actual concern for life was truthfully a preference in comparison to the ways of which such aspects have hypothetically been able to be found regarding such? Why would causing needless problems be considered as fake news if the situations did not need to occur only because of the wish to stir needless drama between others of which would do what, in reference to the larger aspects of transmissions referencing outward into the space stations and onward out into the Milky Way Galaxy and etcetera? What could be of importance for the correct clarifications in comparison to the assumptions, and why would anyone think life was and is more important than egos? Who then would actually be the egotistical ones in such comparisons to real humility of such, and why would such clarifications be of more importance than anyone’s ego?



Who would ever genuinely care, about such aspects? Why would that be of importance in larger ways as to many different areas within the United States of America as well as the world for such realities as what would occur in other countries in comparison to the United States of America for such fake news in such references as just because of having the #FreedomofthePress Freedom of the Press as it does not mean there is not an exclusion for when manipulating the truth to only lying. Such situations as there have hypothetically been caused needlessly are the realities of which those #10Commandments 10 Commandments are and have always been of importance as there are the realistic portions of which those 10 Commandments in reference to the news and more specifically in addition to the news companies, as to the ways which such 10 Commandments have proven to be of importance for such correct information as to the amount of lives which have fought to be able to keep and maintain the Constitutional Rights of/for the United States of America. When news organizations make such aspects in comparison while complaining about Hollywood, what situations can be noticed as to what situations are of requirement to review such aspects in the larger ways and why?



10 Commandments as to the news reporters as well as news organizations as to fact checking:


Thou shalt not have any other Gods or in such references companies before me as to the ways of their contracts, if I am accurate. Thou shall not blaspheme the name or tell falsehoods or manipulate the information as to which in the references of the news articles as well as which company they represent, as the facts of which it is the reporter(s) as well as the news companies which initially report such news as well as the commentary portions of the news in such regards.




Thou shalt not take any name in vanity as to wishing to propel such aspects in one way compared to the truth thereof to bring such clout as to the references compared to the realities of such news information, in such hypothetical portions thereof.


Thou shall remember that news occurs everyday though the larger portions of the Sunday news paper is when the ability for families to come together to be able to spend time with one another to discuss the topics of the prior week as well as for the upcoming week(s) to assist in a multitude of ways, for the betterment of what their personal lives are involving in such manners.



Thou shall honor thy Mother and Father or companies as well as editors and publishing aspects to the ways which the news organizations get the information as to the correct source(s) of such information, to ensure the respect to such realities in the references to when putting such forward for others to be able to know of the truth to make correct and informed decisions for their lives as well as their families lives as well as their friends as to be able to truthfully communicate in the comparisons.



Thou shall not kill someone’s reputation only because of not liking one aspect while especially if there are any hypocrisies found as to such aspects, as then it is a karmic portion of which would be reviewed as to how such would be reviewed.



Thou shall not commit adultery as to manipulating such aspects to remove a relationship because of wanting to get closer to the source of such details in comparison to going to the source of such in truth, to be able to ask such questions to be able to verify the portions of to get such information out in truth compared to hiding such aspects as to the right for the spouse/relationship to have the ability to protect who they are in a relationship with from such problematic portions and needless drama especially when taking into consideration the levels depending upon the situations from such life experiences as to the genuinity of actually caring about in comparison to being selfish.



Thou shall not steal is fairly self explanatory referencing the information as well as the identity as well as etcetera, referencing the truthful reporting in journalism to give the correct details and propelling the positive portions forward in such comparisons. As a side notation to such while admittedly I did not realize such a proposal could have ever been considered as news as to not knowing additionally any portion as to what would be considered as etiquette as to such as to not ever having been a part of anything regarding any such proposal, I was literally only posting about being happy for whose proposal I was invited to in comparison to ever considering such as news as I did not ever think it was any public looking news as I only was genuinely happy for their proposal in comparison to whatever assumptions were from such situations as to any other aspects. Since I had not ever actually gone forward with what two engagements to what once was at such times as no one ever had informed me of any such portions, if there was the ways of which that was normally handled; why would I ever know of such when the only experience I had as to marriage had been in such a forced aspect, in the comparison thereof? I admit as to genuinely only being happy as to such as the reality of thinking there actually could be love in the world, compared to what I personally dealt with during my life up to such times. However such is, what such is I suppose.



Thou shall not bear false witness, as the truth is much more important and doing so only causes needless problems for everyone involved as to the individual themselves as well as each individual connection of each additional connection and etcetera outwards into the world.



Thou shall not covet thy neighbor’s wife/husband as to any such portions of which if there was an envy and/or jealousy to such though had not ever taken into consideration as to how such impacts would lead to, why would there ever be the availability to ever have such any relationship in truth to begin with as to the facts of such a starting point would only lead to destruction in comparison to ever actually leading to something positive as to the inability to speak of such in truth would only lead to the ending of such in divorce anyway as the truth always comes out. For example as to the situations referencing to when moving into my house in #Carrollton #CarrolltonTX #CarrolltonTexas Carrollton Texas as to discussing with my neighbor’s son Bobby though names Robert and having asked if it would be okay to call him Bobby instead because of how painful the name Robert was to me especially at the timeframe of as to still having been dealing with the overall situation at the time, as to how many connected portions of which few had ever believed me about at the times of and onward for some length of time which had been what I was working to help my son and my daughter deal with as to what situations were up to such a point and without any other aspects involved had been.



Just in those aspects had been difficult to deal with already as there was at that point only one person on my side in person which had been Grandpa Nichols which I had already blamed myself for the energetic portions of healing and caring as to the ways which was learned in reference to the Holocaust as to the camp members as to the food when they were recused from the internment camps during #WorldWarII World War II when the United States of America’s soldiers were only helping where they could see as to the metaphor in reference to my healing energies, as to such times as it was not a long amount of time from my housewarming party and how much food was taken to Grandpa Nichols just for him to be able to eat. Those who were at my housewarming party in my house in Carrollton know of how much I had cooked just as the reference to the wedding of my cousin Jade’s family being able to eat the as I was told in the year of 2020 of it being called #jambalaya jambalaya or #gumbo gumbo as to the ability for each to have a minimum of seconds and more than half being able to eat thirds as to the catering situation as to the levels of spiritual beliefs and understandings thereof to such aspects more-so than in other sectors of the areas, in the general public. The irony as to the #CID CID interrogation compared to the investigation as the reality of how I had personally felt referencing Grandpa Nichols as to the ways I had been treated compared to as Grandpa Nichols was infuriated as to the dress blues pictures, as well as had agreed with me as to my choice referencing the returning of the Bronze Star situation as he had already known of the ways which I had noticed situations and had helped and assisted, in various areas and ways. I knew I needed to be in a specific area to be able to monitor the consumption comparatively and I thought it was close enough though far enough for my privacy as to such, and I had not realized yet as to the strength levels of my healing capabilities at such times to the fuller levels of. The irony as to the hypothetical regarding the proverbial worship as Grandpa Nichols had been the one who had been able to benefit the most of such situations, and from such situations due to the Vietnam War aspects not having been paid attention to nearly as much as to a different version of a slow release for the various hypotheticals if such has been seen or noticed regarding the ways of which I have done the best I could to help and make sure I made him proud as to how much assistance there had been at the time as well as discussions about multiple topics thereof.



Thus if my ex-in-laws had spent more time at my now dead-ex-husbands marker compared to Grandpa Nichols’ marker despite my knowing where his marker had been in reference to the location thereof, the knowledge and the understanding as to the comprehension as to such care and concern for much more than just one family regarding the aspects of the larger portions as to the overall for life and the betterments thereof. Is it not irony as to the locations reference the aspects as to the locations in the area of in reference to the Medal of Honor recipients in the #DFWNationalCemetry #Dallas #DallasTX #DallasTexas #FortWorth #FtWorth #FtWorthTX #FortWorthTexas #FortWorthTX #FtWorthTexas #FWTX #DTX #DTexas compared to where Grandpa Nichols’ remains and marker has been at, for such a triangulation to review for such situations to take into consideration as to any hypotheticals as to such 10 Commandment situations as to the knowledge as to the Bronze Star situation in addition to him being grateful for my decision as to my choice for such aspects as to the realities of having no strange or falsities before those who actually earned such commendations as to the number of earned medals and ribbons throughout those hallowed and honored grounds? Hypothetically, correct? How could such numbers of individuals who earned what they earned have any such problems as to the aspects thereof to the falsely awarded Bronze Star and the knowledge of what I had made the choice in reference of, to the situations regarding any such portions additionally as to the hypotheticals in addition to such lands as to Arizona and that situation additionally? Who would be the most accustomed to handouts while feeling entitled, and how could such situations be viewed by such in the clearer knowledges thereof?



What would some view the aspects of to such portions when my writings were first registered with the #LibraryofCongress #LoC Library of Congress and the ability to gather such information more clearly in truth compared to other ways of, and what would the knowledge of such as to the Bronze Star as to proving such aspects easily as to the ease to the gathering information within such ranks for the clarity to the matters in various areas as well as situations be of importance to such aspects as to the general health and well being despite the risk as to being within the various branches and divisions of the Armed Forces of the United States of America be in such regards?



I knew I would gain more in reference to if I allowed the falsely awarded Bronze Star as to others’ respect for the supposed connection, though in comparisons as to the knowledge the Chief Warrant Officer 3 had explained during the timeframe of the initial time of the arrangements as I explained to the Colonel and the 2 soldiers in General Gillman’s office that day, I could not allow myself as a Mom to ever allow such stolen valor to be pushed forward as to the knowledge and understanding as to what had been comprehended back then as to the correct information being propelled forward as I did not ever want or need to teach my children about pushing the stolen valor forward as I comprehended it was important and it is important as to what is earned being what is earned because of more than just what met the eyes as there were far too many lives at risk as to such aspects as can be noticed in reference to the situations in multiple factors and facets of life and living onward.



I suppose if there is the hypothetical of the individual Medal of Honor Artwork Art Project pieces of which as to any destruction of any of the pieces I had created, please send me the itemized list within the next 25 days which would be 31 October 2021 of which pieces have been found as well as which pieces which need to be taken care of as to such hypotheticals as at minimum there is the fact as to being closer to a large number of Medal of Honor recipients in the east coast areas to be able to get to complete I suppose is one way to review such to find a small silver lining as was planned anyway in such references as to prior notations as I know there are a few in the area who have had their opinions being known as to a view of the portions of which to review the housewarming and the wedding catering food portions as to the ways of such healing in the ways which I know how to accomplish and complete. I admit I did not as I simply as I am did not write anything down as to the timeframe regarding when the ticket occurred, as I figured it would have been easier to go through everything all at once in comparison to dragging such time out as to the correct individual to speak with since such prior emails and phone calls had not been responded to in the minimal ways as to the fact as to knowing how many details I could spend time writing about or just go simply take care of though because of Arlington aspects as to making sure that more was correctly taken care of in comparison as I tend to think about more than one topic at a time.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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If in anyway I am inaccurate about anything I have written here in this journal blog entry and/or any prior journal blog entry and/or future journal blog entry and/or factual books I wrote and/or videos I have done through my OFFICIAL YouTube Channel Reverend MeeLing, please only contact me through the contact form for the ability to clarify such details in public view fully to fix and repair to rectify the situation(s) as I do not respond to comments in my journal blogs because there thus far have not been any notifications sent to me about such from my website.


In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


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If I have known you in person when in person in positive ways and/or ways which might need clarification(s) as to mature discussions, there has always been the welcome open door policy as to contacting me through my contact form if you were not given my new phone number though such is online regarding my website more recently published online as to my Website Business Phone Line: (360)-713-4937.

Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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