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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


Lady Dori Belle


...and to biological consenting adults as...

Lady Liberty Belle

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My life  =  My personal life

My life experiences  =  My personal life experiences that some might have something alike or something similar to though theirs is not the exact as to My personal life experiences

My opinion  =  Susan MeeLing's personal opinion that some or many might agree with

My needs  =  My personal needs for me personally though some distinguishing factors as to the aspects where there are different facets of My personal life and thus as to the distinguishing factors as to the different areas of my life, thus for Me personally is going to be for Me personally as to such differences as to the aspects whereas of others as to the factors to the considerations.


The FACT books I authored/wrote/compiled that I published through Amazon for My profits and what I chose/choose for the financial aspects per book:
*  Finding A Silver Lining  (published in print book format in in the year of 2015)
*  Finding The Silver Lining  (published in print book format in the year of 2014)
*  The Modern Day Book  (published in print format book in the year of 2020)
*  The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire  (3 volumes published in print format books in the year of 2020)

 

Fiction Based books I published through Amazon that can have metaphors or proverbial only as some books allow the financial aspects as to donations whereas the newer books do not have such same factors whatsoever as to the financial resources for Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle also known as Lady L*** Belle as make sure to not assume that all books will ever be the exact same:
*  "The Curious Children Book Series:  (2 volumes published in the year of 2014/2015)
*  "Fail-Safe:  The Kenedy curse fused with Science Fiction Fantasy  (The New World Order)"  (1 book published in the year of in print format book form 2015/2016 that is the main book to refer to for each of the subsequent books in the series as the 10 volume book series published as the 9 additional volumes in 2021/2022 as not all books were allowed as per My personal choice to be published in print format as to the ideals I have had for My work as to how I personally chose to release My books as to My business plans)
*  "Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series"  (3 volumes published in print format of books in the years of 2014 through 2015 and then 7 books were published in the year of 2021/2022)


To Contact Me to ask me what My needs, my wants, My preferences, My Ideals, and/or My desires is only to utilize My To Contact Form to ask me respectfully after explaining yourself as to such aspects first as asking Me is the best way to actually do so correctly to actually learn to know of what My actual needs are for the factors of as the same in reference to my wants and so on and so forth.  That includes though not limited to asking if there is something to assist Me with, arranging Book Signing, arranging requiring My permission first as to my needs for any appearance(s)/meeting(s), 


Do not assume that just because I authored/wrote/compiled books that you know Me, you know of Me as to such factors as to the factors of the reality of the social media.


If I personally have reached out to you directly as to requesting a meeting and/or meetings, I have done so with the factors of respect regarding the aspects of what I could figure as being respectful as to the time(s) as to upon your schedule though also as depending upon my schedule as well.  The contact information regarding phone numerical factors as to the aspects of My To Contact Form through My website, as to making attempts as to the ease to correctly communicate clearly.  


Ensure if you are going to ask about Me, to know the exact-ish amount of time the individual actually knew Me in real life in person face to face in person in real life to verify the correct numerical positions of time that they may have known Me or if they knew of me as to the facts.


My modeling is not the same as speaking with Me face to face at all, because that is not the same as in real life as to the facts that in real life in person face to face in person actually requires those facts of in real life in person face to face in person in real life where a human being in person face to face in person is in real life with another human being is the common sense for in person face to face in person in real life as there is a difference to getting My personal permission first.


I do not allow anyone to misinterpret ever, as there is the clear facts that if someone/anyone says they can interpret Me, ensure they actually have what I personally consider as the starting point of full foundation as to actual capacities to do so correctly as what I consider as the correct foundation as to making sure the foundation of theirs in not made out of sand as to the differences of whereas to the facts my foundation is forged from where the stones as to the rock of My foundation is to the sturdiness thereof as to My personal life as to My personal experiences as to Me personally; as in my personal opinion that imitation is not flattery at all in any capacity when in reference to Me.


Since I comprehend Myself as to My and what My needS are as to what My wantS are as to what My preferenceS are as to what My idealS are as to what My desires are, then as to My comprehension of such factors in reference to Myself as to My personal requirements as when I have written about My personal life experiences as to the words I personally have chosen to describe such facts, then as to My life = My personal life experiences.


Manners, respect, human decency, and protocols are as a beginning point for what My personal standards are for Me.

Make sure to be capable to distinguish when the facts of My journal blog are in the capacity of either facts with satire and/or facts with metaphors and/or facts with figurative and/or facts as literal as the reality that My personal life experiences are My personal life experiences as to where some might relate to what I personally have dealt with, the full combination of what I have survived is the difference as to where the distinction is.


I survived the attacks on the soil of the homeland of the United States of America as to the tristate areas of New Jersey, New York, and Pennsylvania in the year of 1993 in the month of February as well as the timeframe of 9/11 also known as 11 September 2001 because I was born and raised in New Jersey in the three-county/three-borough area that had the most amount of commuters to New York City as well as other factors of the reality as to the state of New Jersey that those factors of pop culture are usually NYCers or Pittsburgians or Philadelphians and not New Jersey-ians pop culture as the aspects of comprehending the facts as that pop culture only has small amounts as to the differences of the fullnesses thereof.


What I know for what My personal comforts are as to being capable to see as to such factors, translates to comprehension of Myself as to comprehending what is best for Me personally as to what is best for My work as well as what is best for My personal comforts.  As hours change to days and days change to weeks and weeks change to months and months change to years and years change to decades, I comprehend My personal needs as I comprehend I have made attempts for My personal needs to be correct for Me as to what My personal considerations are.


Keep your thoughts in what I consider as purity as to such actual purity of innocence, and the ease of life is made so as to the factors of the ensuring the correct actions without assumptions.


Acknowledging biases first without judgement, has no capacity of being biased as no bias can be without the capacities of bigotry, and thus without bigotry then there is the capacity of acknowledging biases without judgement.


I personally am unaware of fans of Mine because I do not assume that I have any because of what My considerations are for what a fan of Mine would be, as the factors when considerations as to fandom as to Myself is as to the factors of what I personally consider as comfort.


People should be more uplifting as to the aspects of being appreciative if as to appreciating work of Mine, as I have not need/want/desire of any male dominant in the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle regarding such factors of any type of relationship outside of acquaintance or friendship only, as that is not in any capacity ever a turn on to what My considerations are for Me at all in any capacity whatsoever as it has not ever been a turn on to Me.


The reality that Females have the capacity to be strong enough to be themselves if as to such morals and ethics as to such reality needs and requirements, thus as to where males have needed to accept the facts as not all males are as to what they might think of themselves as the same in reference of professional in what is supposed to be consenting adult biologically legally as to informed, as how they themselves are not anything of any turn on to Me as they are the opposite 100% in every capacity of anything that would ever be capable to turning Me on personally as I personally am not a lesbian as obviously a female biologically who would enjoy such factors would only be as to such aspects as to having to acknowledge such within herself.


As a Pansexual as to the intellectual capacities where I can be interested though not necessarily turned on, as to the physical does not make the aspect of what is of attraction to Me in the aspects whereas some might assume, as the factors as to the emotional connections depend and vary as to the situations, whereas the spirituality of such factors as My comprehension of Eclectic Judeo-Christianity religion is important, as the factors of sexuality of what sexually is attractive for Me is as to how the personal connection is as to the genuinity.


Being Polyamorous as I am personally is as to the intellectual capacity of being capable to discuss multiple topics while actually caring in truth, emotionally having the capacity to connect and such communicative factors, as the other three aspects thereof as to the references to the differences as to romantic factors as to platonic factors as there is My personal capacity where I always begin as to platonic factors first before I have ever or would ever consider anything sexually and/or romantically as personally it takes a lot more for Me to be capable to connect romantically than it ever has as to connecting platonically because of the way I personally was raised.


Thus if interested in dating Me as to in the capacity of not setting a date for a meeting as that obviously would not be the exact same unless previously brought up as to discussions, then as to such aspects as to arranging such with Me to ask Me first if that is an interest as to other(s) regarding such aspects. 


Thus the as I am as where I am a Female Dominant as to being as I am, then as to such acceptance there is a difference as to Myself being a Feminist as to the differences whereas the factors of feminazism as to the references of those who would have such factors as to their patterns of choices as to their behaviour as to the factors whereas the proof of such to the aspects of the differences of reviewing information from a different point in time as to such a point in time as to the facts that need to be paid attention to as to the facts of the time.


Completing a logistical review of My personal life experiences while acknowledging My experiences as well as My emotions from the facts of the situations from the years of 2019 through 2022, is not the same as to having the capability of time to review such all at the exact point in time of the exact point in time as that should not take a head injury to figure out.


My work as to My writings as to if used in speeches as the ease thereof as the 10% for Me of such if financial factors as to the tithing viewpoints, if as to such factors of consideration.


The links to My website as to My different pages of My website including My Journal Blog, are capable to share the link as to discussing the details as to the information of; though such facts for the fullness to be capable to read more to learn from the knowledge, is of the facts where such importance.


Since the requirements in reference to My website as to where tghe finances were only for Me to be capable to utilize were not responded directly to Me personally as there was not anyone ever allowed to be involved as to on My behalf ever, as to the aspects where since I personally did not have any such discussions as to what My personal minimum standards were as to being met for what My personal requirements are/were/are as to where there was and is not any allowances for such misinterpretations ever as to the clear distinctions as to Me personally only as to where I have clarified repeatedly that I am the one and only as to ever making the decisions for Myself as well as My work(s).


I personally do not play games, as I do not find games as they are not fun for Me.


I personally do not often watch television/movies as that is not assistive to my headaches/migraines at all, as the after effects from My head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 as the additional after effects from the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal temporal lobe of My brain that took 8.5 years to fully dissipate out of the MRI and out of the CAT scans as I have figured as to what works best for me personally.


While I have made attempts to connect with real people as to real friends as I once thought of as to such prior points in time, as to how such aspects went in the years from 2019 through 2022 as to such viewpoints as to such considerations referencing as to what capacities as to such factors regarding the differences as to choices/words/actions/deeds as to such references as to the factors of humanity as per the proof regarding my attempts before as well as during as well as after such points in time.


If as to the current time where each individual seems to think of themselves as a commercial and/or thinks of others as a commercial instead of thinking of each as an individual human being with individual personal life experiences as to how I personally have considered each individual if I am accurate referencing others' opinions as to such if factors, then as to where the reality of such readjustments as to the recalibrations of what humanity is.


The aspects of pop culture as to the facts regarding the differences between the factors of as while there might be some aspects that align in some ways, there are still the facts of the amount of the rest of different experiences and life thereof.


Thus as to such facts whereas what My personal needS as to what My personal wantS as to such factors, such aspects of the #ADA ADA requirements as to the facts regarding My being medically retired or being considered as to such disability aspects as to the reasons why ADA aspects are in such as for Me as to such aspects; though actually being capable to have as well as utilize such aspects as to My benefits in the correct capacities for Myself, as to the aspects whereas such factors of proof regarding the situations as to such reasons I have also worked as diligently as I have attempted to being capable to provide for Myself as being a biological adult of two biological adult legal aged children I personally gave birth to while having been awake from My coma for less than 1.5 years for one and 2.5 years for the other as to such facts.


Online is important for several aspects, though in real life as to such reality as to the real needs as to such common sense as to the factors of what is required for Me as I comprehend what is actually best for Me and that is not up for interpretations as interpretations always lead to misunderstandings as to the facts as to such proof regarding the aspects thereof as to My personally being capable to be in as well as remain in a good mood as to the attempts I have made to being capable to accomplish such.


While the aspects of My personal belief in real angels as to real faeries as to real spiritual beings as to such facts regarding such as to where I was Confirmed in the year of 1997 as to the aspects thereof to that history, the aspects where such facts as to the references thereof as the differences of what are considered as real friends in real life as to the differences of the spiritual aspects if there was ever any common sense as to different human beings unless as to such being as cherubim as to homo-sapien-sapiens as to ever being ignorant enough to think that is the same when obviously as to the facts that a real human being as to a real friend as to the difference of a real spirit as to such aspects thereof to real spiritualism capabilities.

However such is obviously a difference from the aspects thereof, to humanity as human beings are supposed to be and are as to humanity if as to such aspects of the definition of humanity.


If I was/am believed as I understand some have opinions as to religious aspects and/or spiritual factors as to the usage of the words metaphor/proverbial/figurative, there has not been such confirmation for Me to have such knowledge for Myself regarding such aspects to what I would know and understand as to such as per the proof regarding the exact time.


Some do not just get over something as massive as the situations as to February 1993 as to being capable to survive such, as that was not a video game nor was that a computer game nor was that a pop culture fiction aspect as to such references and regards just as 11 September 2001 or 9/11 was not a video game and was not a computer game and was not a pop culture fiction aspect.


There is not the capacity where individuals who have tried to prettify the aspects for individuals to truthfully recover and heal from such aspects because of the requirements as to the truth being told in full, and when the truth is told in full is the only capacity for healing to begin.


Thus as to the facts in reference to My personal life experiences, what support would there be that I could truthfully say and/or write about as to the aspects of such luxuries others have had as to such amounts of individuals as to such support groups as to such friends as to such aspects of discussions as to what discussions would actually be in the references thereof as to what I personally consider as; or would such individuals think that them discussing amongst themselves would be as to the same instead of the aspects thereof as to discussions with Me personally, as to such proof regarding such luxuries as to those types as to such factors as to the aspects of such wannabe aspects.

 

 

Those who would consider Me as wanted as to what I consider as being wanted as to the differences as to such aspects of "Finding A Silver Lining" as there are only so many words in the dictionary to describe, and when individuals choose to be bratty nonconsensually as to such aspects as to such brattiness as to the aspects of the amounts of words as to the amounts of times as to where either the individual is going to be considered as competent to understand or they will be considered as incompetent as to humanity referencing such types as to those factors as to such aspects that I have brought forward as to the proof thereof to the validity of such aspects. 


"Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining" are situations that are of My past as to the situations I personally dealt with as to such aspects whereas My suggestions as to the current time as well as the future, are the difference.


"The Modern Day Book" is as to what I noticed as per the years thereof in those references as to what the looks were as to such descriptions for such clear aspects, as the common sense factors as to such regards as to having been born and raised in New Jersey as to the aspects of the differences as to NYC as NYC thinks of such aspects whereas New Jersey has the capacity to prefer the real of the reality as to such differences whereas Broadway wanted to be more like Hollywood and visa versa as to such references.


"The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" is of what My personal experiences were as to My personal work as to My personal life experiences as to before I began SCUBA Diving as to what I was known as through My name in reference of My personal trainers as to My personal childhood experiences as to such work in reference of protecting and defending the individuals on land above sea level as to the aspects of My work if that was/is actually appreciated.


The aspects where I could see now in the year of 2023 where some capacities of "Fail-Safe" could be as to such if factors as well as "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as while I was only being creative as to such aspects as to My writings, the aspects whereas for Myself personally would be as to the references for such aspects if as to those types as to such psychological distinguishing factors as to what I have been capable to distinguish as to My comprehension of Myself as well as My comprehension of My wrok as I authored/wrote/compiled as to the best of My capabilities as to My overall books.


In reference of "Paroxysm" there is not anyone I ever have personally dated that would ever fit into such descriptions, ever.  The facts regarding where the references thereof to prior timeframes as to Volume 2 are from individuals I personally knew before the year of 2000, as to the common sense factors as to the reality of the overall.


In regards as to "Fail-Safe" and "Paroxysm" in regards of for Me personally as to the relationship aspects of for Me personally as to the references and regards thereof officially for Me personally despite having written of such in an overall way, the aspects of if as to such as for Me personally then as to such clarifications now as to the year of 2023 as to the differences regarding the multiple reasons as to bringing such forward as to healthy acquaintences as to healthy friendships as to health developments of hetero-sexual relationships that as to such hetero-sexual relationships as to the fluidity depending upon the aspects of such a relationship factor if as to the consensual aspects as to each involved being fully informed first as that is the only capacity thereof as to being informed as to officially being informed before such aspects as for the example where I have been honest as to the after effects from My Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to others being informed first officially as to such if factors as to the differences.


The aspects whereas to such if factors as to My books I personally authored without any assistances as to My personal creativity to authoring such aside from the technological factors as to being capable to write such books as to "Paroxysm" and "Fail-Safe" referencing such aspects specifically for Myself regarding such aspects of the specifics as to such details, then I suppose if as to such would be as to prophecy regarding such if factors if such were to ever be for Myself personally; though if as others' interpretations of their own lives as to then the references of whereas being capable to prophesize decades before ever writing though definitely would not ever prefer certain aspects as to certain individuals as to My personal considerations as to the specifics as to such references regarding the factors thereof as to "Fail-Safe" especially though also in such clarifications as to for Me as to "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as to what My personal considerations as to the aspects thereof regarding the aspects not of a novelty as there is a difference between a novel a difference between a novel idea a difference between as to how such aspects of where the problems as to problematic novelty factors as to such misinterpretations in My opinion.


When describing the situations in truth that is the common sense starting point of a foundation, and any who think that such could be fast-forwarded are incompetent as to such aspects where certain factors are required to have such details and information to being capable to actually make such genuine efforts as to progression towards betterment in genuine truth.


The reality where such aspects of when such efforts are direct as to such facts as per the prior amounts of time as to explanations, then as to the facts where either the competency to listen and then think while listening as well as being capable to progress with the correct actions as to such regards as to the common sense.


Maybe it is a bit more truthful than I realized, common sense might actually be a genuinely real superpower. 


Forgiveness is of importance as to such truth in full as best as possible, the factors of as to such if remorseful.


The reasons why of the reality as to where, as to the year of 1993. 


Time is important as to emotions of the situations, retaining such knowledge can assist seeing towards progression of betterment.


Communications are important listening both sides if as to consent, the factors as to information in truth as of much importance. 

Life and Love, Life and Love
Between, Below, and Above


Brightest of Blessings.

Please share the link to my website and feel free to comment in the section below however know that I am not informed as to any comments made within the area of each journal blog I post, though the ability to express yourselves as to such comments of such are able to be seen of such portions if you so choose.

I encourage others to share the links and to speak about such topics honestly as to such aspects and situations as my saying as to it should not take a head injury to figure out is the main satirical portion as to my journal blog, as to the facts as to sometimes when wording hits a certain way all one can do is chuckle a bit as to reviewing such portions of information thereof.

If interested in using my journal blog for articles and/or legal aspects please just remember to put the link to the specific journal blog article area to assist the fuller aspects as to the clarifications for others to also be able to read through for such additional details, as well as if there are those who are interested in further discussions and/or commentary and/or interviews and/or speaking arrangements and/or invitational aspects of such journal blog entries I have written please do contact me through my contact form with such details at www.susanmeeling.com/to-contact 

Please also know the reasons for having such available hopefully assists the more open discussions as to the various details thereof to which I have been honest and truthful about, which additionally to such as to posting on social media in various areas is welcome as the ability to discuss such topics honestly is of importance as it brings a different form of discussions though also assists more to be involved with such viewpoints.  I know there are those who either have not had a social media account and/or have had to wait to be online more often in such aspects depending upon the employment thereof to which the reference to the details in such references per journal blog entry might assist in different ways while additionally giving the ability to still engage online in various forums to which while some may prefer not to have their social media accounts associated with responses on my website which is acceptable; it does give a forum for such discussions as well for those who may not have the ability to go into further details in certain other areas online, as to a different cover though the reality of such transparency on my part as to having been open and honest as to my community area involvements additionally hopefully open the doors and open the lines for more genuine and honest communication within the age appropriate guidelines thereof for the betterment and clarity among more.

 

 

Admittedly only recently in the year of 2020 had I realized I may physically look similar to different characters in different aspects of pop culture however I did not grow up being allowed to watch such aspects and since after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury coma, I do not usually watch such pop culture because of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to knowing the personal aspects of what is best for myself.  However I did not and do not know of the pop culture references many of the times because of not being allowed to watch anything other than G-rated movies/television throughout my childhood and teenager years in the 1980s to the 1990s as the rating systems may have been different for such times, as I also was not allowed to watch PG or PG13 or any other type of PG until I was a certain age which again similarly to such times in the 1980s and the 1990s the rating system may have been different to such aspects; of which once I was the age of 18 years old biologically I have been able to watch anything and everything I personally prefer or want to watch.

 

 

Additionally I do not play games despite possibly looking physically as what characters might be as to such, as again that is something within pop culture which I have not usually known nor understood a reference to such in pop culture however I encourage people to know the difference between a pop culture reference as to knowing the difference to the human being spoken with as I have picked up there are several individuals who may not have known there is a difference between what images and/or videos as to being seen compared to the interactions with others when in real life in person as well as when speaking with others through various forms of online communication of which the care and the concern as to such aspects in my opinion is of importance to review for such realities. 

 

 

While I understand others have the choice to play games for whichever aspects thereof, please comprehend I am not one who will play games as I personally do not find such appealing to me nor to the after effects of as well as from my Psalm Sunday year of 2000 head injury just as others with and/or without a head injury may have a different viewpoint to such aspects as to games as some just have a life which such is considered as a luxury to play games comparatively though cannot do.

 

 

Please be respectful as to such as well as if you meet me and/or see me in public and speak with me, please be honest as to such as I have not ever assumed anyone had ever known of my website or my work as to the fact I have known there are many websites throughout the internet of which if there have been hints to such at any point in time there has not been the ways of which I would view such aspects as to the reference without the actual bringing of such information up first by who I have spoken with because of the ways as though I write as I do when I speak it is not always the same way as such comes across online possibly as there are differences as I would guesstimate others would know as per their own online aspects as to how such discussions have been with others and/or writings thereof as to when corresponding with others.

 

 

Though I know there are more than just the two social media areas of which Facebook and Twitter have been available, because of certain topics of my journal blog entries as well as the multiple social media platforms I lease such areas at the discretion of the reader to posting such aspects because of the knowledge certain topics are for certain age ranges as to the details thereof though because of certain aspects as to the intellectual levels for the reasons as to the choices thereof for what I have known some companies have assisted with in reference to the rating system as to guidelines as to the clicking of certain links for such software references as to controls.  I have done the best I could to ensure the ability for if in reference to biologically under the age of 18 years old for such choices up to the parent(s)/legal guardian(s)/grandparents to the topic points I have/do written/write about as well as kept such details more modest for the ability for such aspects of choice to the appropriate levels of discussions, of which hopefully with the additional aspects as to the genres assist with such abilities for the clarifications thereof.  

If newsworthy, please do send to the news organizations if there are topics of which are interesting that should be broadcast upon the various news media stations as to the specifics within the posts I have put together.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Days 25 and 26 of 60 Days of Thanks Challenge


The Passport Stamp from when I went to my 1st Ocean SCUBA Dives in 2009

After the situations which have occurred in reference to not only my SCUBA Diving certifications of which on that particular trip I was earning my 24th and 25th SCUBA Diving certifications through PADI as per my SCUBA Diving requirements for myself, which it took a point of which I had made it where I personally had to complete 100 SCUBA Dives in the fresh water compared to salt water for such a type of SCUBA Diving. I have had a particular requirement for myself of which my standards are extremely high and the portions of which my personal requirements which I had told my son #Letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia if they were able to get to SCUBA Diving, I would hold them to a like standard for the amount of required types of SCUBA Dives prior to allowing them to look at which place we would go in the oceanic waters for such work. However since situations went as they had, those minimum of 75 SCUBA Dives were not met prior to the required time for other aspects, due to the problems which occurred in reference to the lack of acknowledgement in the ways which would have been done at the time if I had either been in a relationship with an individual who would have actually bee proud to stand with me while acknowledging my accomplishments or if quite simply if I had been a male and accomplished as I had. I cannot view it any other way as per the amount of time which has gone by and continued, yet no one has had any inclination to ever simply ask me the truth after informing and proving as to who and why such information would be required.


I told people about various aspects in reference to specific portions, and yet it seemingly has not been as important to some in comparison as because of what occurred to my son and my daughter after the SCUBA Diving situation at the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg, as it did not kick into full gear until that September in 2009; after the ending of a fling which the individual who refused to acknowledge ever being involved with me back then when in 2009, and still had refused to acknowledge such with the exception of possibly running his mouth in the wrong ways as to how later I dealt with situations because of that type of motorcycle attitude of the older individuals from how it seems. Do males and/or females understand a thou shalt not lie, for any reason from that situation? What did it matter then or now compared to what I went through previously as such truthfully was no different than what I dealt with prior to ever getting into SCUBA Diving officially, and though some were told of what I survived and endured; what did it matter to such individuals, as I have seen as of this point from those I once knew and actually had looked up to? Though I guess I can make a joke about such additionally as for each SCUBA Diver who was in the area when I went SCUBA Diving where I had, I actually had no choice other than to look up to you. If you think about that from a child's perspective, the same can be said in quite a few ways in addition to always looking upward at any SCUBA Diver including Instructors as none ever landed when I landed at the bottom of the ocean at the deepest points thereof. Sure in 2 particular areas 2 different SCUBA Divers landed near the area where I had, though the change of elevation when moving with the oceanic current brought such levels to a different level of the water compared to where I had gone. Knowing both individuals had cameras when SCUBA Diving meant the levels of what I do needed to be more specific, and I already had been taught what to do in such situations as those who actually know and understand certain aspects about the female genetically biologically born in reference to SCUBA Diving as well as the water overall. Males born in America who have not traveled to such areas consistently where females are regarded with respect for such work, would overlook such and consider an American born female to be less of a SCUBA Diver automatically. Look at the messages sent between such individuals whether through their emails, text messages, pagers, phone calls, computer documents, discussions when in front and/or around recording devices, and more for such sorts of truth. From the earlier times for such messages to look for such, you will find more along the way about more than those particular situations as has already been learned and seen for certain aspects.


Nonetheless the shallowest set of SCUBA Dive I had completed in the oceanic waters when in the region of the Gulf of Mexico where that particular SCUBA Diver I had discussed and written about previously had acknowledged catching a baby Poufy Fish after admitting to having moved my SCUBA Dive gear as well as having admitted going through my SCUBA Diving bag and using my SCUBA Diving camera and more back in 2009, as well as in 2019 when up in Washington state and visiting me. If he remembered I had sent messages via texts and phone calls while in the midst of my fist and only family vacation with my son, my daughter, and my niece; though realistically my first family vacation with my son and my daughter, as just their Mom. After everything that I survived and endured to keep as many safe as possible the only time of ever being able to simply just be for a single family vacation, and there was nothing except pain and heartbreak additionally to what I had already endured just to keep them and I safe because no one believed me then; until years passed by and then, possibly a glimmer of which sparked the realization. When that occurred of such a realization, how much more did I endure and survive?


There are certain aspects of which only I had undertaken and made sure was squared away properly and yet, of those few specific and minute aspects which were and are extremely important; seemingly as per what has been seen, possibly the need for the additional proof because apparently for some there was not enough to prove my innocence and my truth, there above is the passport which had been used for the trip then. As I would guess most locations change out the stamp to move the date section and/or because of international travel they may have a specific shade of color per stamp per hour per day depending on the level of what is in the area such as a preserve, possibly the same way the Texas Aquarina Hot Springs is about SCUBA Diving in reference to the area because of the endangered species in those particular areas.


Ironically enough there had been a male in my Underwater Naturalist class and certification who had gone to the class from the same school I was attending, International SCUBA in Carrollton at the time. Looking back one particular male had reminded me of an individual when I was in #CrystalLake Illinois which I had partially told my biological parents about, though later another aspect when seeing him again. I had gone out with either Melody or Christina to drive around to go towards #ColonialCafe after bowling when an older male had kicked my driver's side window in the parking lot and yelled at me for no reason other than driving through the parking lot, and with a White 1993 Honda Civic I had just paid for from the Jim M'Lady Oldsmobile/Isuzu/Mazda dealership as a receptionist as my biological parents had to put the registration in their name because of being 16 years old at the time; a random older male walked up and kicked the window, yelling at me for something I cannot remember nor understand from the memory I do have. Then later when driving to Colonial Cafe a different night area a male with a darker colored Ford Mustang newer model for the timeframe in the 1998/1999 year, had kicked the window in the same area of that car in the parking lot when I told him something he did not like about me. In both situations, both males were knocked backwards which made the other passenger and I laugh each time; however I laughed for a very different set of reasons, because I saw. I was always precautious as much as possible to take care of my vehicles' maintenance properly and after the situation with the van prior, I did everything I could to ensure the proper care as best as possible. Not one vehicle I have ever driven has had major problems occur from me however because of others, I cannot say the same thing. I have made jokes to some who did not understand such references apparently, though it is what it is ironically a bit too late at this point for such clarifications as to who.


The male who was driving the Ford Mustang who kicked the window in the parking lot later arrived with his Mom at the car dealership I worked in the office for at the time, and he recognized me whereas I did not recognize him because of focusing on the organization for the filing cabinet at the time. The office staff had needed the jacket folders organized in numerical order as there were problems with the way some previously had put the file folders back into the cabinets when he showed up at the front window, with his Mom. As a clarification, I did organize the file folders and I did not allow anyone into the back office who did not have a job at the location who was not previously informed to me who was allowed to be in the office area as to who I was told who was and was not allowed in the back. I do not know where other entrances to that office area could have been as I remember a few times turning around to see the Finance Manager in the office, though I was unable to figure out which area he came into the office area from. I know there were other entrances to the office where I worked in, though because of knowing certain doors belonged to the owner I refused to walk into the office without knowing he was there and without having already gotten the go ahead if I was asked to speak with him. I did speak with him when he walked through the office a few times, though I simply kept to the work that was needed at the time because of how disorganized all of the files and folders were. I asked one of the females about why the papers in the files sometimes did not match the numbers or the names, which I was told that was not considered as important to what they were doing in the office who had desks in the area. There was another female named Susan in the office though I was in high school and she was working there for a longer amount of time closer to Jim M'Lady's office (the last name is pronounced: Mah-La-d-ee and not pronounced a different way) which when I had answered the phone in the office one day when he was walking in the office, he walked over to me asking me if I was related because of my pronunciation of the last name correctly. I answered honestly telling him I did not know because of not knowing the extended bloodline, which he and I spoke for awhile. Later I was asked to babysit his youngest son at the time in I think at the time was his elementary school, which we got along and he talked with me about different aspects of his life.


I remember one day when arriving early as per my normal to babysit, Mr. M'Lady had asked me to walk outside with him on his back patio to look at the pool which had been freshly reshaped. I asked if I could ask him an honest question which I knew I was uncertain how he would take such a question from someone such as myself as I saw more than some realized I saw, which he was okay towards. I asked him why he chose to spend the money to completely reshape the pool, move the ground, relocate-ish some trees, remove other areas, and several other portions to the construction around the way the shape of the pool was as the elevation levels I was looking at seemed as though the ground beneath was needing a bit of assistance prior to the reshaping of the land. I think now he may have misunderstood my question as I had made a comment of there would have been better areas he could have used that money to not have to repair a large number of problems I saw from the grading levels while looking on the patio, which I did not babysit much longer after that; though was shortly after the situation with his eldest son teaching me how to shift a manual transmission in the 1993 Honda Civic around the parking lot of the dealership, which his son was surprised how quickly I picked up the footwork as well as the shifting requirements for the vehicle. I remember whenever I drove off of the parking lot with his son in the passenger seat there were 3 people to the right side of the parking lot exit which were walking towards the area, who stopped walking when I pulled the car to the intersection area. I know I saw one looking through a bag when I was checking to see the clearness of the ability to turn which when I pushed the accelerator the jump was a bit much which caused the male to laugh, though comment about how I needed to ease up on the gas which I told him I felt I could not allow that. I shifted quickly from 1st into 3rd gear because of the slow kick up, and turned the corner quickly to get to the next intersection to go through the green light prior to the turn to yellow as I saw a car turn out from the left side when I took off from the dealership. In comparison to the turning in the different areas he made a comment about how quickly I turned the car around the corners and who I was cutting off while I saw in the rear view mirror, what seemed familiar to other times when I was younger growing up in New Jersey and going places; which seemed needing to speed up a bit faster, despite the amount of 25 and 30 mile per hour zones. After getting back to the dealership he mentioned how he had not felt such a rush with someone else driving, which I simply left such alone at that point as it did not feel appropriate for the situation.


After had been the bowling alley in the nearby area parking lot, which was around the time of the Ford Mustang in a different parking lot; which lead up to the point of the male who had driven the darker colored Ford Mustang; though it could have been the new Camaro at the time, because of how closely the body styles were when that time of revamping the body styles to the more rounded edges and jelly bean type of bubbled looks which were coming out compared to prior older models of vehicles. That male who had kicked the window of my driver's side door and bounced backwards with his Mom was standing in front of the desk, when I took care of such paperwork to then later be asked by him if I remembered him. I told him I did not initially because of how much work I was doing in reference to the entire filing system behind the desk to my left shoulder and the confusion of the paperwork within the packets, when he asked me why I did not remember him as he thought he had left enough of an impression. I did not know what he meant initially as again, I as at work taking care of extremely important paperwork for my bosses as I was asked by the two females with desks to take care of the folders as they did not want the other females to do that work as well as the owner himself. The male was insulted at first I had not remembered him while I was at work, which then his Mom was confused as to how I could not remember her son. When I looked up and stopped focusing on the paperwork for her car as well as the other work to the side, I remembered and told her what her son did to my car. She looked towards him asking if it was true and he simply shrugged his shoulders and gave some explanation to her she seemingly heard from him before, when she asked if I would go out with her son and his friend to clear up the situation as she knew her son would know to be more respectful,


That is up to the point my biological parents were informed of in reference to the various aspects in regards of Illinois, which I was told not to worry despite the feelings I was picking up. I was told there was no big deal about anything to worry about, and they thought I was being oversensitive and overdramatic about the feelings; as they were still refusing to listen to me about my nightmare, and my plans to get out of their grasp to be able to handle what actually needed to be done as per what I had seen in visions so-to-write. Instead of going to work a bit on what I needed to do for my life path, I again was ignored as per similarities regarding my SCUBA Diving which they were informed as to what my SCUBA Diving certification work had been during such times referring to my certifications only. They were not ever told of my SCUBA Diving training, nor was anyone else. No one officially knew what I was working on, as it was none of their business at the times both literally and figuratively as well as metaphorically.


Back in 1999 when I did agree to meet with that male and his friend without telling anyone except the females I knew and mentioned, I met up with the two males unknowing there was going to be a second individual there at the time. That particular individual I had gotten along with in comparison because of the attitude and composure during the evening which we went to dinner, then drove around Crystal Lake and #BullValley because the son of the Mom who had wanted to try to scare me with ghost stories and driving around. I was told of some scary place with a bunch of different colored lights where people would go to do ritualistic stuff, though he knew nothing beyond such. He tried scaring me by telling me if you turn off the car lights in an area where there are no street lamps, the street would be darker. I thought he was joking when he did not realize that was the source of the light which made the streets darker at night, and he was upset I was laughing because of being confused as to how he could not figure that out. Apparently, that was insulting to him then.


Now, I did not think it took a head injury to figure out that when driving down a street without street lights if you turn off the lights to your car the street will be darker. I think my words were probably kinder, back in 1999.


However he was surprised I was not scared of the dark, yet he was scared later that night as well as surprised. I explained my background referencing Old Tennent Presbyterian Church and the grounds to explain a few reasons as to why additionally, I was not scared. The male in the back area and I had gotten along far better mainly because of the seemingly genuine lack of arrogance at the time among a few other factors, which quite simply boils down to a snack occurring and then later in the evening going back. Nothing more than a quick feeding I suppose is the proper terminology, of which I admit because of certain other aspects I can joke I had left my mark quite clearly of having been there as they ate. I was ready to go once they had a small feast, and then went on my way afterwards.


However the other aspects in reference to going on with time later on towards such a point, is a bit of additional irony as later I met an individual when he was working as a manager at NTB in Carrollton Texas near my house prior to beginning to date and then engagement later after over a year and a half of having gone to. During the first date where he drove his car and I listened to the way the tires moved along the ground and the feeling of the axle areas jiggling, I asked about how he took care of his car. He told me he would purchase a particular box of oil to take to a mechanic location to hand over the filter with the oil to haggles the price per hour of the cost because of the labor involved, which I warned him against doing. He told me he knew how to work in the industry which I knew he did not know how to do so simply because of that one choice which he defended doing so, which made little sense to me as the reality of what areas would be open to fully access in the area would be easy for an angered mechanic being told about the haggling which occurred inside prior to picking up the car to take into the garage area. He told me there was nothing to worry about, and I told him he needed to be more aware of his surroundings. He did not understand why I pointed to where he worked to know what I meant about how he treated others at other locations, which he did not see what I had meant at the time. He joked about that a time or two at the NTB in the back part closer to the Walmart store area, which I told him to be careful as he did not see the males in the garage who turned around to see and though I thought initially it was because of working on whichever car they were working on it had meant that in comparison. Later after he left NTB he told me there was an audit which was going to begin of that location and he did not care about the audit because the company would deal with it, which I told him he needed to go clarify paperwork. I told him how much work it took to organize the filing system at the car dealership just before the situation in reference to Bull Valley including all details, which he did not see any connection points I had been attempting to correlate at the time.


He thought it was just a coincidental point to make, which I told him it did not seem to feel as such. Later when he was going to go to the Army which was after having began the paperwork for what I was told about in reference to the audit, I warned him previously of other additional aspects to the tires. I told him I heard clicking in the front driver's side area underneath the seat sometimes, I felt a rattling in the steering wheel when lightly touching the wheel to feel the alignment and vibrational patterns, as well as I could hear a clog in the engine area when he drove the car only after a certain amount of time driving which he told me it was only because of it being a new car. I told him a new car should be doing better than the feelings I had when driving as well as being a passenger though he did not see, any of my reference points. As he left the car with me and as I had previously driven the car when he was still in Texas prior to him leaving for Basic Training, I asked what the limitations were because I knew I felt something. He told me as long as I did not crash the car, as long as I did not roll the car over, as long as I did not dent the car, as long as I did not scratch the car paint, as long as I did not damage the interior of the car, and as long as I did not drive his car into anything to hit then there were no limitations.


I asked repeatedly to make sure because of reminding him of what I had felt, which he smiled and said "Sure, honey."


I kept his car on the left side of the driveway as I felt it would be a good angle for the different cameras in the car to be able to watch that angle of the coldesac, as I had an odd feeling. I parked my cars on the right side and when I felt and/or I heard something especially if Zippy made a noise and not from touching the alarm, I would look over the car to then look over towards his car and see a slight blip of a blink of light. I could not see which angle it came from though it was different than the little nob in the front dashboard area of the car, and I would on average take that car for a drive because I saw or sensed something off. One time when I opened the car door I heard the lock mechanism make a sound, though it did not move the button in the car in any direction other than unlocked though already was because of the key fab a few times almost as though the car knew the difference between him driving and me driving. There was a burning smell which seemed odd because it did not make sense for the sound additionally several different times, though I did not understand nor did I see anything when looking around to find out what the source of was. A few times there was a popping sound in the front part of the engine closer to the bumper area about halfway down the block which seemed weird, though when pulling over there was nothing wrong with the car even during. In some ways almost similar to the Yukon and the checking of the oil type of sound and pop made; though the sensor was there in 2018 compared to then in 2010 to his car, and there were far more problems comparatively.


As that male knew about my SCUBA Diving in certain regards and was excited to speak with me when I walked in though honestly, I thought it was simply because of being a customer compared to anything else. I remembered how excited I was when I had employment and the ability to work a consistent schedule even after waking up from the coma after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as I did try to explain better to people as to the after effects as clearly as I could attempt. There were situations which the lack of understanding at the time especially in 2000 and 2001 in the civilian sector as to anything in reference to as they thought I just had headaches, and they knew someone with headaches. There were those who thought I just had migraines and did not consider the fact of having both, because a headache and a migraine are not a whole head sort of pain each and every time. There were those who thought I was just a ditz because of my memory issues and cognitive disorders, while not taking into consideration the prior aspects. There were those who paid attention that I could not get into college, though paid no attention to anything else I had done or spoke of or wrote of previously to any of such situations; and thus by the time of SCUBA Diving, I actually was not surprised as to the lack of a response as to what I had done back then by some SCUBA Divers. However similarly to growing up in New Jersey and having annoyed the Sesame Place Oscar the Grouch when a child which at the time that character had told me to scram, though there is an additional reference to trash cans and disposal systems of which I had not only been around and seen in New Jersey; though also in New York, Pennsylvania, Delaware, Maryland, and etcetera depending upon which business was needing to be taken care of back in the 1980s and 1990s. There is a twist of irony in such when some might recall a better perception when taking such a specific set of idioms into additional consideration as to another way I knew, something seemed a bit too odd for such a location and place for a dumpster and type thereof among several other aspects pointed out previously for such an odd and yet specific reference.


When what occurred had occurred and I had no one to speak with in regards of the after portions of the SCUBA Diving as no one specifically asked me questions about anything regarding my actual SCUBA Diving as each only looked at whatever they looked at until whenever they realized from the pictures what possibilities, though still have yet to ever be asked about such because of whatever aspects whomever else knows in comparison to what occurred.


I do not doubt from others the wishing for my death while not thinking about anything beyond whatever their gain would have been or nuisance of a problem with my simple existence after such a set of types of SCUBA Dives, as quite frankly I posted the pictures thinking if anyone actually had a question about my work they would have enough etiquette to ask in comparison as to what occurred. My SCUBA Diving gear as I had posted about in reference to the UHAUL posting on fetlife is where my SCUBA Diving gear was, and yet nothing in reference to the questions which should have by protocol standards have been asked before the beginning of 2010 by the local/state/federal officials about that and without such the choice of what I had to do because of the failures within the system to properly take care of and assess the situation at the time as needed accurately without bias went as it had. To this day I still have yet to be asked about and while the aspects in part of what was written where piecing some portions together out of order, still does not actually answer questions of which I have not been asked and have no actual need to explain without an actual justification as to such at this point as has been proven to me for such the length of time in reference to the amount of such. Not forgetting everything else needlessly added to what I was already dealing with, though since the situations were as they were obviously it was thought the least of me was worth nothing in conjunction by the viewpoints I heard and was told; ironically by the one who actually had been told more than anyone, yet I am as I am.


In such a time thereafter in reference to taking care of the car left in my care, I was not told as to what occurred when my biological parents were at my house with the individual who had asked about mentorship and friendship in comparison to what I presume was assumed about me. Not forgetting that additional aspect of if an individual ironically with the same name and different spelling yet older if such had told the SCUBA Diving community back then of the truth without the biases and then had actually spoken with me about such in comparison to throwing a tantrum about me moving on from an unestablished less than 2 full months relationship, a set of another times the SCUBA Diving community could have actually had explanations and yet because of the choices prior to later on when I was engaged the first time to another who I knew of longer as well as discussed with by over 1.5 years prior to dating or an engagement; I had informed him also of my lifestyle and modeling well before ever being asked out on a date, if his family did not know then. Though, you know.


Nonetheless after being engaged the first time which was after the October 2009 meeting at the BBQ place after the SCUBA Dives in the ocean during the months of June and August 2009 with that SCUBA Diver as the dating began in December 2009, the SCUBA Diver community could have had answers then though also if such were not hidden in shame then there would not have been such in reference to problems as per the picture below which shows the length of time from the beginning-ish area of the passport photo to the picture when I was at the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg for the reference point of official time to be seen. Who was anyone to ever deny me of the work I had done, out of curiosity?



The date format: Year, Month, Day 24 Hour timeframe for hours



The SCUBA Diving style of mine is what it is as I was taught how to swim differently by my upbringing as the YMCA would have noticed in reference to my swimming lessons, after I had already been swimming in the oceanic waters along the Atlantic coastline as taught to me in other ways absolutely not seen at the YMCA in Freehold New Jersey. By then, I was already swimming in the ocean for more than 4-5 years and thus honed my skills and was only working on perfecting what I needed when later times would need for such as I knew was needed from the nightmare I was having. It is what it is in reference to several other aspects however the portions referring to such regarding the timeframe referencing SCUBA Diving which were towards a different part in time of what I had seen needed to be taken care of, thus far it seems as though it simply has been it is what it is sort of attitude towards such. Including when speaking with others in the SCUBA Diving community at the shop, at the lake, and later-ish though not to the same degree later regarding my Cavern SCUBA Diving certification class. However a still same old ho hum in reference to anyone asking or saying anything truthful to me about such if discussed by that point, because of how the situations were going during such a time.


I had already informed the male who later in reference to the Corona that I was not interested, as well as he had met my fiance at the time when at the lake a few weeks prior to my then fiance leaving to go to Basic Training. During the time after being engaged the first time which was a couple weeks after who I was engaged to ex-girlfriend had threatened his safety and I defended him and the military in the email exchanges from the email I no longer have access to though have attempted to remember and the algorithm has not granted the ability to change the password so I can actually access that email address since, however later after the situation which I defended myself in reference to the Corona situation and pushing him off of me to throw him across the room after he slid his hand down my pants; I ran out to my car after grabbing my stuff which I was already leaving because of not feeling well after the few sips I had of that one Corona which had weird bubbles, compared to what I saw at the Boystown location. Later I had to end the engagement because of not being able to discuss what happened until over a couple years later because of not knowing what words to use to explain how the situation occurred or what occurred in a general way because of the way it happened and was not considered as the same term as rape because of the lack of the penis portion, and when I was assaulted as a teenager what occurred did not happen in that region as it was in the upper area in reference to that situation. As the situation regarding my son, my daughter, and I at the McCoy Elementary School in Carrollton Texas at the Carrollton Farmers Branch Independent School District which the news had completed an article in regards of both my children's biological father's death and the after effects though did not clarify I did not know about anything regarding the stolen valor while not also paying attention to the fact I have not ever said an untruth as I did not graduate Basic Training as the head injury occurred during Basic Training, 9 days after going from Zero Week over the tracks. I started counting Basic Training days once crossing over the tracks to go check into the starship shaped building because of the way it almost looked like the Crystal Lake South High School arrangement with the common pit area to a degree, I did not count Zero Week time in days because I knew Basic Training did not begin until crossing over the train tracks.


I suppose there is an additional irony comparatively, though similarly I was in a different part of the city and/or state and had not seen ... in ... as in reference to quite a few aspects.


Later after I ended the engagement for multiple reasons some of which included though do not include all reasons in this particular brief writing of he was in Basic Training and I could not explain, nor would he have responded well, nor would Basic Training at where he was have gone well, and that does not include what if in regards if I had waited until the time when he graduated to tell him at the graduation; which I thought all options were needlessly cruel, in my opinion.


How could I consciously ruin that day for him and his family, with such type of what would have to be discussed on what was supposed to be a celebration?


A few months later when I had to move to Cedar Park with my son to be able to make sure my daughter was taken care of properly at a residential treatment center in Liberty Hill/Merrill Creek area which if there are nearby underground caverns to take a look into possibly another situation to look into in prior reference aspects of writings more recently, that male who I was engaged to which I had to end previously had returned into my life with a hand injury which his middle finger was severed because as he said a tank shell had been dropped on his hand. It did not make sense back then as quite frankly I know how big tank shells can be and a tank shell big enough to sever his middle finger compared to severing more than which thankfully was not a problem, though it seemed weird as though it was a dirty knife which cut his finger off because of some of the chips I cleaned out from the wound in his hand. I asked him if he had gotten a Tetnis shot, which he laughed and asked why. I asked him to get one though because of the additional stuff I was seeing in his hand as I worked to heal with what I knew and know, thankfully the infection had cleared out and was no longer a problem which healed quickly. He and I did talk about his ex-girlfriend Leslie though I forgot about the email threats as well as the situation which my biological parents were at the house needing to be sold because of the situations overall at the time. As a single Mom with everything going on and with minimal assistance, the maintenance of the overall aspects was far too much for me to be able to handle all alone.


I was told by my biological parents of police showing up, though nothing further from even the male who was under the impression as I had of a mentoring aspect to his stepping into the lifestyle as he said; as he said he did not know anything and had wanted to learn about the different sides of the lifestyle, when we spoke in person. When assessing him and learning he did not have his biological father in his life ever, I found his biological father for him quickly for him to begin that journey to look into. He said he, his brother, and his sister had been in mental health institutions as well as most of the children went to live with someone else because of what was going on in the house; including the dungeon behind the closet which he told me his step-dad and his Mom once attended The Sanctuary for several years together before they were tired of the drama that came out from that place. A few months later, he moved in with his dad and then later I was told he moved in with a family within the Denton Texas area. That same male I thought I saw at the dry fountain area in Great Falls Montana in 2018, playing a guitar. One photographer who I modeled for fairly often had taken pictures of for modeling as I had done so with others though at that time was after the end of the first engagement, however that photographer upon returning back to Texas after how wound up in Washington state seemed as though an oddity for a comment. He said there was a male in the lifestyle community who made it a habit to try to Dominate Dominant females, which seemingly feels a bit ironic for such a reference to which others would be able to speak to with more details comparatively.


When re-engaged though I had explained what I could where I could, few questions were asked though when my biological parents came over to the house in Cedar Park they were extremely upset to see his car in the front of the house I was in at the time. My biological father was infuriated to see him inside the house and my biological mother was upset as she did not know how to tell Patricia Ann Hom-Miller about him being back in my life at the time, as she did not like him to begin with when first meeting him saying she thought he was too smooth to be anywhere near me. The irony of the fact she had refused to allow me to be in the pictures at her wedding though using my son and my daughter for their wedding as the ring bearer and the flower girl, and were upset as to my bringing such to be able to be a part of and then having the nerve to think to stay for the wedding because of stealing the spotlight as she claimed because of how I look as it was her and her fiance's day in comparison to what I thought was a family event to celebrate; my mistake, as I was informed of despite taking pictures additionally to the photographer they paid for. I took pictures though was not present simply because of how I am, as it was as it was.


The gown I picked was considered as unacceptable and was asked to change colors because of having the same colors as the wedding party for family members only and as I thought as I thought prior to driving from Carrollton Texas to Austin Texas to bring my son and my daughter to be the ring bearer and the flower girl, I learned what implied meant extremely quickly and thus my choice to not do even implied nudes because of that situation as it was such an offense to be in the Austin area of Texas near both the Aquarina Hot Springs as well as Lake Travis and to be treated in such a manner by those who would not have been allowed to have a wedding if I had not taken care of what I had taken care of earlier in 2009. It was what it was, and the proof is in the fact there have not been people who went missing at Lake Travis in large numbers after the second trip in 2009; however apparently the additional aspects were not as important at the time apparently either, as per being informed of such without explanations in truth. Or, possibly that was the truth of such all along. They know what she will look like as she ages, as per the saying if I am correct.


In reference to the aspects regarding Aquarina Hot Springs in San Marcos Texas while during the Underwater Naturalist SCUBA Diving class, I had worn a blue tooth because of knowing if the call came in and was needed; I could simply grab my purse and walk outside instead of digging around my purse and disrupting the class, however a male similar looking to the male regarding the car lights in Crystal Lake and Bull Valley at Jim M'Lady's with his Mom looked as though an older version of the similarity almost as though he knew me more than I knew him. Though who was I then at either time compared to such types of connections and the like, right? Just another female who dealt with what I dealt with, right?


His attitude during the time in reference to the car dealership both before and after reminds me of a combined aspect while he sat in the class if the same individual as that male who had complained about me wearing the blue tooth to be respectful to the teacher as well as the class while maintaining my responsibilities as a Mom and a safe SCUBA Diver, of 2 situations which though had not dated are still quite relevant for such, due to the type of way of being looked at during such a time(s) and the tone of voice in conjunction to the words and much more. First was when I was informed a 2nd or 3rd cousin seemed to be a better choice in a particular situation regarding only starting to date and less than 2 weeks of before he left to go overseas to visit his family, and the other where in preparation for a Toys for Tots function combined with the Margarita Ball in Dallas with a different irony additionally; nonetheless when going to the store to pick up a suit instead of being taken to where he was apparently more accustomed to than before walking in the store with me, he was upset about being taken to where he was in comparison to the good side of the store. Those situations combined in the two different males reference to the regards referring to the male(s) in question referencing Crystal Lake and Bull Valley as well as the dealership, as though I was not already informed as to how others viewed my place in this world as they saw.


The irony you might wonder if reading, I suppose? I was actually going to discuss the situations once the celebration was done from the dancing, up until the time at the store which had my thoughts going as to whether or not to bother discussing ever with anyone. I have kept as such for the amount of time I have because as per shown, why bother?


Thus I am thankful for my past which had taught me to pay attention to more than just one or two or three aspects, as the amount of time has been as it has been. By the time of the second engagement I had already taken care of what I needed to in reference to such in a fuller way as it seemed the least important aspect in comparison to what was going on by that time of which that male I was engaged to had gone with me to appointments to see my daughter at the hospital in Denton, as I picked him up to go with me as he asked if I needed someone to be by my side after awhile of having gone to the shop to take care of both of my vehicles. He preferred Playstation and was surprised I had my son and my daughter playing on Nintendo in comparison which later I had gotten them an XBox, prior to later when getting one after the first major hospitalization for my daughter's situation for my son when in Irving. When after the second engagement and the relationship when a shotgun was pointed in my face prior to the moving back to San Antonio and a few other situations, that particular male had arranged the account because I did not know how to make a Playstation account though I purchased through the same email because of my GameStop account for the security serial number codes for all makes and models which would have the records of and for.


Later when in San Antonio after being outed again to my biological parents about my involvement with the lifestyle which they were first informed back in 2004, again later in 2007, again later in 2009, and once more in 2010 prior to the last time of being outed in 2012 by different people which how they forgot about each prior time still baffles me; as they found my bedroom supplies, and my biological father took apart the first version I made of a bed which had been made when engaged during the 2nd time though taken apart afterwards to move to Irving as needed for my daughter's hospital as well as for my son's wellbeing as he had some friends he could still spend time with and I got along well with their parents meaning in reference to one particular family and I promised their eldest son if he graduated high school I would be at his graduation ceremony which I kept my promise(s) as I do and have done as best as I possibly could. It was simply icing on the top as to who the speaker was for that high school ceremony as Mr. Burns from the Carrollton Farmers Branch Independent School District took the stand and I simply kept myself as calm as I could by separating myself as much as I wanted to be so much closer. What a wonderfully pleasant surprise to watch and listen from the very back most part of the auditorium, as I could feel the heat underneath his feet and how nervous he rightfully was from all of those high school graduates watching and listening to his words while watching from the areas they sat to see his natural responses to just the sight of me in the area. That graduation class saw in person how I had been treated by that school and school district simply from the way the graduation went that day on the stage, and how they actually had practiced for the graduation ceremony compared to what actually occurred that day. I remained calm, though I cannot know to say or write the same for the school board and the school district staff members though the graduates saw as well as their family members and whichever cameras arranged.


If I had not learned what I did as I did when I did and despite hanging my New Jersey Flag next to the Texas Flag both beneath the United States of America's Flag on my house that I purchased to pay homage to where I came from as well as where I relearned while within the United States of America, apparently that too in that part of the state of Texas shows such in a multitude of ways as to however other people in that neighborhood had viewed such. Apparently no one had ever been involved with someone who lived outside of the state of Texas by some of the responses, to my choice to be respectful and remember to never forget where I came from and who I did the most and best of what I could for since I did grow up in New Jersey and did what I could to fight to be emancipated to join the Army branch of the United States of America's Armed Forces. Though because that was not plastered, I doubt anyone ever thought to look past the surface of those pictures in those pieces of fabric as they always meant more to me than any piece of an opinion.


My son, my daughter, and I would not have been able to be despite how that area and overall other areas had treated us; individually and/or collectively as a couple or a few, as able to be seen for the time throughout to infinity beyond the reach of numerical proportions. The upbringing I had in a few ways can be seen additionally, however I am thankful and grateful for what I learned to be able to move forward even though I have been looked at as I have and treated as such for the length of time of which has occurred. Not because I allowed it, because others could not control themselves. Maybe that can change, for the better. However there is a saying in SCUBA Diving, which seems appropriate as has been appropriate for several situations.


I am thankful for the lessons I learned to prepare me to propel forward whichever way I choose to go as obviously as thus far has been concerned without such recognition or even ability to celebrate one victory let alone as many in reference to the waters, however I suppose the state of Texas just is not interested and has not ever been interested in such a specialized style of SCUBA Diving training as such requirements had not occurred as of yet. It is what it is, I have grown accustomed to others preferring the one side of the store compared to the other side where the specialty aspects are for actual customization.


Though yeah, I am alive. That is something to be thankful for, two days in a row. Though so too for the passport and the pictures, for a possibility for actual justice though again; SCUBA Diving, and a saying.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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