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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


Lady Dori Belle


...and to biological consenting adults as...

Lady Liberty Belle

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My life  =  My personal life

My life experiences  =  My personal life experiences that some might have something alike or something similar to though theirs is not the exact as to My personal life experiences

My opinion  =  Susan MeeLing's personal opinion that some or many might agree with

My needs  =  My personal needs for me personally though some distinguishing factors as to the aspects where there are different facets of My personal life and thus as to the distinguishing factors as to the different areas of my life, thus for Me personally is going to be for Me personally as to such differences as to the aspects whereas of others as to the factors to the considerations.


The FACT books I authored/wrote/compiled that I published through Amazon for My profits and what I chose/choose for the financial aspects per book:
*  Finding A Silver Lining  (published in print book format in in the year of 2015)
*  Finding The Silver Lining  (published in print book format in the year of 2014)
*  The Modern Day Book  (published in print format book in the year of 2020)
*  The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire  (3 volumes published in print format books in the year of 2020)

 

Fiction Based books I published through Amazon that can have metaphors or proverbial only as some books allow the financial aspects as to donations whereas the newer books do not have such same factors whatsoever as to the financial resources for Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle also known as Lady L*** Belle as make sure to not assume that all books will ever be the exact same:
*  "The Curious Children Book Series:  (2 volumes published in the year of 2014/2015)
*  "Fail-Safe:  The Kenedy curse fused with Science Fiction Fantasy  (The New World Order)"  (1 book published in the year of in print format book form 2015/2016 that is the main book to refer to for each of the subsequent books in the series as the 10 volume book series published as the 9 additional volumes in 2021/2022 as not all books were allowed as per My personal choice to be published in print format as to the ideals I have had for My work as to how I personally chose to release My books as to My business plans)
*  "Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series"  (3 volumes published in print format of books in the years of 2014 through 2015 and then 7 books were published in the year of 2021/2022)


To Contact Me to ask me what My needs, my wants, My preferences, My Ideals, and/or My desires is only to utilize My To Contact Form to ask me respectfully after explaining yourself as to such aspects first as asking Me is the best way to actually do so correctly to actually learn to know of what My actual needs are for the factors of as the same in reference to my wants and so on and so forth.  That includes though not limited to asking if there is something to assist Me with, arranging Book Signing, arranging requiring My permission first as to my needs for any appearance(s)/meeting(s), 


Do not assume that just because I authored/wrote/compiled books that you know Me, you know of Me as to such factors as to the factors of the reality of the social media.


If I personally have reached out to you directly as to requesting a meeting and/or meetings, I have done so with the factors of respect regarding the aspects of what I could figure as being respectful as to the time(s) as to upon your schedule though also as depending upon my schedule as well.  The contact information regarding phone numerical factors as to the aspects of My To Contact Form through My website, as to making attempts as to the ease to correctly communicate clearly.  


Ensure if you are going to ask about Me, to know the exact-ish amount of time the individual actually knew Me in real life in person face to face in person in real life to verify the correct numerical positions of time that they may have known Me or if they knew of me as to the facts.


My modeling is not the same as speaking with Me face to face at all, because that is not the same as in real life as to the facts that in real life in person face to face in person actually requires those facts of in real life in person face to face in person in real life where a human being in person face to face in person is in real life with another human being is the common sense for in person face to face in person in real life as there is a difference to getting My personal permission first.


I do not allow anyone to misinterpret ever, as there is the clear facts that if someone/anyone says they can interpret Me, ensure they actually have what I personally consider as the starting point of full foundation as to actual capacities to do so correctly as what I consider as the correct foundation as to making sure the foundation of theirs in not made out of sand as to the differences of whereas to the facts my foundation is forged from where the stones as to the rock of My foundation is to the sturdiness thereof as to My personal life as to My personal experiences as to Me personally; as in my personal opinion that imitation is not flattery at all in any capacity when in reference to Me.


Since I comprehend Myself as to My and what My needS are as to what My wantS are as to what My preferenceS are as to what My idealS are as to what My desires are, then as to My comprehension of such factors in reference to Myself as to My personal requirements as when I have written about My personal life experiences as to the words I personally have chosen to describe such facts, then as to My life = My personal life experiences.


Manners, respect, human decency, and protocols are as a beginning point for what My personal standards are for Me.

Make sure to be capable to distinguish when the facts of My journal blog are in the capacity of either facts with satire and/or facts with metaphors and/or facts with figurative and/or facts as literal as the reality that My personal life experiences are My personal life experiences as to where some might relate to what I personally have dealt with, the full combination of what I have survived is the difference as to where the distinction is.


I survived the attacks on the soil of the homeland of the United States of America as to the tristate areas of New Jersey, New York, and Pennsylvania in the year of 1993 in the month of February as well as the timeframe of 9/11 also known as 11 September 2001 because I was born and raised in New Jersey in the three-county/three-borough area that had the most amount of commuters to New York City as well as other factors of the reality as to the state of New Jersey that those factors of pop culture are usually NYCers or Pittsburgians or Philadelphians and not New Jersey-ians pop culture as the aspects of comprehending the facts as that pop culture only has small amounts as to the differences of the fullnesses thereof.


What I know for what My personal comforts are as to being capable to see as to such factors, translates to comprehension of Myself as to comprehending what is best for Me personally as to what is best for My work as well as what is best for My personal comforts.  As hours change to days and days change to weeks and weeks change to months and months change to years and years change to decades, I comprehend My personal needs as I comprehend I have made attempts for My personal needs to be correct for Me as to what My personal considerations are.


Keep your thoughts in what I consider as purity as to such actual purity of innocence, and the ease of life is made so as to the factors of the ensuring the correct actions without assumptions.


Acknowledging biases first without judgement, has no capacity of being biased as no bias can be without the capacities of bigotry, and thus without bigotry then there is the capacity of acknowledging biases without judgement.


I personally am unaware of fans of Mine because I do not assume that I have any because of what My considerations are for what a fan of Mine would be, as the factors when considerations as to fandom as to Myself is as to the factors of what I personally consider as comfort.


People should be more uplifting as to the aspects of being appreciative if as to appreciating work of Mine, as I have not need/want/desire of any male dominant in the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle regarding such factors of any type of relationship outside of acquaintance or friendship only, as that is not in any capacity ever a turn on to what My considerations are for Me at all in any capacity whatsoever as it has not ever been a turn on to Me.


The reality that Females have the capacity to be strong enough to be themselves if as to such morals and ethics as to such reality needs and requirements, thus as to where males have needed to accept the facts as not all males are as to what they might think of themselves as the same in reference of professional in what is supposed to be consenting adult biologically legally as to informed, as how they themselves are not anything of any turn on to Me as they are the opposite 100% in every capacity of anything that would ever be capable to turning Me on personally as I personally am not a lesbian as obviously a female biologically who would enjoy such factors would only be as to such aspects as to having to acknowledge such within herself.


As a Pansexual as to the intellectual capacities where I can be interested though not necessarily turned on, as to the physical does not make the aspect of what is of attraction to Me in the aspects whereas some might assume, as the factors as to the emotional connections depend and vary as to the situations, whereas the spirituality of such factors as My comprehension of Eclectic Judeo-Christianity religion is important, as the factors of sexuality of what sexually is attractive for Me is as to how the personal connection is as to the genuinity.


Being Polyamorous as I am personally is as to the intellectual capacity of being capable to discuss multiple topics while actually caring in truth, emotionally having the capacity to connect and such communicative factors, as the other three aspects thereof as to the references to the differences as to romantic factors as to platonic factors as there is My personal capacity where I always begin as to platonic factors first before I have ever or would ever consider anything sexually and/or romantically as personally it takes a lot more for Me to be capable to connect romantically than it ever has as to connecting platonically because of the way I personally was raised.


Thus if interested in dating Me as to in the capacity of not setting a date for a meeting as that obviously would not be the exact same unless previously brought up as to discussions, then as to such aspects as to arranging such with Me to ask Me first if that is an interest as to other(s) regarding such aspects. 


Thus the as I am as where I am a Female Dominant as to being as I am, then as to such acceptance there is a difference as to Myself being a Feminist as to the differences whereas the factors of feminazism as to the references of those who would have such factors as to their patterns of choices as to their behaviour as to the factors whereas the proof of such to the aspects of the differences of reviewing information from a different point in time as to such a point in time as to the facts that need to be paid attention to as to the facts of the time.


Completing a logistical review of My personal life experiences while acknowledging My experiences as well as My emotions from the facts of the situations from the years of 2019 through 2022, is not the same as to having the capability of time to review such all at the exact point in time of the exact point in time as that should not take a head injury to figure out.


My work as to My writings as to if used in speeches as the ease thereof as the 10% for Me of such if financial factors as to the tithing viewpoints, if as to such factors of consideration.


The links to My website as to My different pages of My website including My Journal Blog, are capable to share the link as to discussing the details as to the information of; though such facts for the fullness to be capable to read more to learn from the knowledge, is of the facts where such importance.


Since the requirements in reference to My website as to where tghe finances were only for Me to be capable to utilize were not responded directly to Me personally as there was not anyone ever allowed to be involved as to on My behalf ever, as to the aspects where since I personally did not have any such discussions as to what My personal minimum standards were as to being met for what My personal requirements are/were/are as to where there was and is not any allowances for such misinterpretations ever as to the clear distinctions as to Me personally only as to where I have clarified repeatedly that I am the one and only as to ever making the decisions for Myself as well as My work(s).


I personally do not play games, as I do not find games as they are not fun for Me.


I personally do not often watch television/movies as that is not assistive to my headaches/migraines at all, as the after effects from My head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 as the additional after effects from the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal temporal lobe of My brain that took 8.5 years to fully dissipate out of the MRI and out of the CAT scans as I have figured as to what works best for me personally.


While I have made attempts to connect with real people as to real friends as I once thought of as to such prior points in time, as to how such aspects went in the years from 2019 through 2022 as to such viewpoints as to such considerations referencing as to what capacities as to such factors regarding the differences as to choices/words/actions/deeds as to such references as to the factors of humanity as per the proof regarding my attempts before as well as during as well as after such points in time.


If as to the current time where each individual seems to think of themselves as a commercial and/or thinks of others as a commercial instead of thinking of each as an individual human being with individual personal life experiences as to how I personally have considered each individual if I am accurate referencing others' opinions as to such if factors, then as to where the reality of such readjustments as to the recalibrations of what humanity is.


The aspects of pop culture as to the facts regarding the differences between the factors of as while there might be some aspects that align in some ways, there are still the facts of the amount of the rest of different experiences and life thereof.


Thus as to such facts whereas what My personal needS as to what My personal wantS as to such factors, such aspects of the #ADA ADA requirements as to the facts regarding My being medically retired or being considered as to such disability aspects as to the reasons why ADA aspects are in such as for Me as to such aspects; though actually being capable to have as well as utilize such aspects as to My benefits in the correct capacities for Myself, as to the aspects whereas such factors of proof regarding the situations as to such reasons I have also worked as diligently as I have attempted to being capable to provide for Myself as being a biological adult of two biological adult legal aged children I personally gave birth to while having been awake from My coma for less than 1.5 years for one and 2.5 years for the other as to such facts.


Online is important for several aspects, though in real life as to such reality as to the real needs as to such common sense as to the factors of what is required for Me as I comprehend what is actually best for Me and that is not up for interpretations as interpretations always lead to misunderstandings as to the facts as to such proof regarding the aspects thereof as to My personally being capable to be in as well as remain in a good mood as to the attempts I have made to being capable to accomplish such.


While the aspects of My personal belief in real angels as to real faeries as to real spiritual beings as to such facts regarding such as to where I was Confirmed in the year of 1997 as to the aspects thereof to that history, the aspects where such facts as to the references thereof as the differences of what are considered as real friends in real life as to the differences of the spiritual aspects if there was ever any common sense as to different human beings unless as to such being as cherubim as to homo-sapien-sapiens as to ever being ignorant enough to think that is the same when obviously as to the facts that a real human being as to a real friend as to the difference of a real spirit as to such aspects thereof to real spiritualism capabilities.

However such is obviously a difference from the aspects thereof, to humanity as human beings are supposed to be and are as to humanity if as to such aspects of the definition of humanity.


If I was/am believed as I understand some have opinions as to religious aspects and/or spiritual factors as to the usage of the words metaphor/proverbial/figurative, there has not been such confirmation for Me to have such knowledge for Myself regarding such aspects to what I would know and understand as to such as per the proof regarding the exact time.


Some do not just get over something as massive as the situations as to February 1993 as to being capable to survive such, as that was not a video game nor was that a computer game nor was that a pop culture fiction aspect as to such references and regards just as 11 September 2001 or 9/11 was not a video game and was not a computer game and was not a pop culture fiction aspect.


There is not the capacity where individuals who have tried to prettify the aspects for individuals to truthfully recover and heal from such aspects because of the requirements as to the truth being told in full, and when the truth is told in full is the only capacity for healing to begin.


Thus as to the facts in reference to My personal life experiences, what support would there be that I could truthfully say and/or write about as to the aspects of such luxuries others have had as to such amounts of individuals as to such support groups as to such friends as to such aspects of discussions as to what discussions would actually be in the references thereof as to what I personally consider as; or would such individuals think that them discussing amongst themselves would be as to the same instead of the aspects thereof as to discussions with Me personally, as to such proof regarding such luxuries as to those types as to such factors as to the aspects of such wannabe aspects.

 

 

Those who would consider Me as wanted as to what I consider as being wanted as to the differences as to such aspects of "Finding A Silver Lining" as there are only so many words in the dictionary to describe, and when individuals choose to be bratty nonconsensually as to such aspects as to such brattiness as to the aspects of the amounts of words as to the amounts of times as to where either the individual is going to be considered as competent to understand or they will be considered as incompetent as to humanity referencing such types as to those factors as to such aspects that I have brought forward as to the proof thereof to the validity of such aspects. 


"Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining" are situations that are of My past as to the situations I personally dealt with as to such aspects whereas My suggestions as to the current time as well as the future, are the difference.


"The Modern Day Book" is as to what I noticed as per the years thereof in those references as to what the looks were as to such descriptions for such clear aspects, as the common sense factors as to such regards as to having been born and raised in New Jersey as to the aspects of the differences as to NYC as NYC thinks of such aspects whereas New Jersey has the capacity to prefer the real of the reality as to such differences whereas Broadway wanted to be more like Hollywood and visa versa as to such references.


"The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" is of what My personal experiences were as to My personal work as to My personal life experiences as to before I began SCUBA Diving as to what I was known as through My name in reference of My personal trainers as to My personal childhood experiences as to such work in reference of protecting and defending the individuals on land above sea level as to the aspects of My work if that was/is actually appreciated.


The aspects where I could see now in the year of 2023 where some capacities of "Fail-Safe" could be as to such if factors as well as "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as while I was only being creative as to such aspects as to My writings, the aspects whereas for Myself personally would be as to the references for such aspects if as to those types as to such psychological distinguishing factors as to what I have been capable to distinguish as to My comprehension of Myself as well as My comprehension of My wrok as I authored/wrote/compiled as to the best of My capabilities as to My overall books.


In reference of "Paroxysm" there is not anyone I ever have personally dated that would ever fit into such descriptions, ever.  The facts regarding where the references thereof to prior timeframes as to Volume 2 are from individuals I personally knew before the year of 2000, as to the common sense factors as to the reality of the overall.


In regards as to "Fail-Safe" and "Paroxysm" in regards of for Me personally as to the relationship aspects of for Me personally as to the references and regards thereof officially for Me personally despite having written of such in an overall way, the aspects of if as to such as for Me personally then as to such clarifications now as to the year of 2023 as to the differences regarding the multiple reasons as to bringing such forward as to healthy acquaintences as to healthy friendships as to health developments of hetero-sexual relationships that as to such hetero-sexual relationships as to the fluidity depending upon the aspects of such a relationship factor if as to the consensual aspects as to each involved being fully informed first as that is the only capacity thereof as to being informed as to officially being informed before such aspects as for the example where I have been honest as to the after effects from My Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to others being informed first officially as to such if factors as to the differences.


The aspects whereas to such if factors as to My books I personally authored without any assistances as to My personal creativity to authoring such aside from the technological factors as to being capable to write such books as to "Paroxysm" and "Fail-Safe" referencing such aspects specifically for Myself regarding such aspects of the specifics as to such details, then I suppose if as to such would be as to prophecy regarding such if factors if such were to ever be for Myself personally; though if as others' interpretations of their own lives as to then the references of whereas being capable to prophesize decades before ever writing though definitely would not ever prefer certain aspects as to certain individuals as to My personal considerations as to the specifics as to such references regarding the factors thereof as to "Fail-Safe" especially though also in such clarifications as to for Me as to "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as to what My personal considerations as to the aspects thereof regarding the aspects not of a novelty as there is a difference between a novel a difference between a novel idea a difference between as to how such aspects of where the problems as to problematic novelty factors as to such misinterpretations in My opinion.


When describing the situations in truth that is the common sense starting point of a foundation, and any who think that such could be fast-forwarded are incompetent as to such aspects where certain factors are required to have such details and information to being capable to actually make such genuine efforts as to progression towards betterment in genuine truth.


The reality where such aspects of when such efforts are direct as to such facts as per the prior amounts of time as to explanations, then as to the facts where either the competency to listen and then think while listening as well as being capable to progress with the correct actions as to such regards as to the common sense.


Maybe it is a bit more truthful than I realized, common sense might actually be a genuinely real superpower. 


Forgiveness is of importance as to such truth in full as best as possible, the factors of as to such if remorseful.


The reasons why of the reality as to where, as to the year of 1993. 


Time is important as to emotions of the situations, retaining such knowledge can assist seeing towards progression of betterment.


Communications are important listening both sides if as to consent, the factors as to information in truth as of much importance. 

Life and Love, Life and Love
Between, Below, and Above


Brightest of Blessings.

Please share the link to my website and feel free to comment in the section below however know that I am not informed as to any comments made within the area of each journal blog I post, though the ability to express yourselves as to such comments of such are able to be seen of such portions if you so choose.

I encourage others to share the links and to speak about such topics honestly as to such aspects and situations as my saying as to it should not take a head injury to figure out is the main satirical portion as to my journal blog, as to the facts as to sometimes when wording hits a certain way all one can do is chuckle a bit as to reviewing such portions of information thereof.

If interested in using my journal blog for articles and/or legal aspects please just remember to put the link to the specific journal blog article area to assist the fuller aspects as to the clarifications for others to also be able to read through for such additional details, as well as if there are those who are interested in further discussions and/or commentary and/or interviews and/or speaking arrangements and/or invitational aspects of such journal blog entries I have written please do contact me through my contact form with such details at www.susanmeeling.com/to-contact 

Please also know the reasons for having such available hopefully assists the more open discussions as to the various details thereof to which I have been honest and truthful about, which additionally to such as to posting on social media in various areas is welcome as the ability to discuss such topics honestly is of importance as it brings a different form of discussions though also assists more to be involved with such viewpoints.  I know there are those who either have not had a social media account and/or have had to wait to be online more often in such aspects depending upon the employment thereof to which the reference to the details in such references per journal blog entry might assist in different ways while additionally giving the ability to still engage online in various forums to which while some may prefer not to have their social media accounts associated with responses on my website which is acceptable; it does give a forum for such discussions as well for those who may not have the ability to go into further details in certain other areas online, as to a different cover though the reality of such transparency on my part as to having been open and honest as to my community area involvements additionally hopefully open the doors and open the lines for more genuine and honest communication within the age appropriate guidelines thereof for the betterment and clarity among more.

 

 

Admittedly only recently in the year of 2020 had I realized I may physically look similar to different characters in different aspects of pop culture however I did not grow up being allowed to watch such aspects and since after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury coma, I do not usually watch such pop culture because of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to knowing the personal aspects of what is best for myself.  However I did not and do not know of the pop culture references many of the times because of not being allowed to watch anything other than G-rated movies/television throughout my childhood and teenager years in the 1980s to the 1990s as the rating systems may have been different for such times, as I also was not allowed to watch PG or PG13 or any other type of PG until I was a certain age which again similarly to such times in the 1980s and the 1990s the rating system may have been different to such aspects; of which once I was the age of 18 years old biologically I have been able to watch anything and everything I personally prefer or want to watch.

 

 

Additionally I do not play games despite possibly looking physically as what characters might be as to such, as again that is something within pop culture which I have not usually known nor understood a reference to such in pop culture however I encourage people to know the difference between a pop culture reference as to knowing the difference to the human being spoken with as I have picked up there are several individuals who may not have known there is a difference between what images and/or videos as to being seen compared to the interactions with others when in real life in person as well as when speaking with others through various forms of online communication of which the care and the concern as to such aspects in my opinion is of importance to review for such realities. 

 

 

While I understand others have the choice to play games for whichever aspects thereof, please comprehend I am not one who will play games as I personally do not find such appealing to me nor to the after effects of as well as from my Psalm Sunday year of 2000 head injury just as others with and/or without a head injury may have a different viewpoint to such aspects as to games as some just have a life which such is considered as a luxury to play games comparatively though cannot do.

 

 

Please be respectful as to such as well as if you meet me and/or see me in public and speak with me, please be honest as to such as I have not ever assumed anyone had ever known of my website or my work as to the fact I have known there are many websites throughout the internet of which if there have been hints to such at any point in time there has not been the ways of which I would view such aspects as to the reference without the actual bringing of such information up first by who I have spoken with because of the ways as though I write as I do when I speak it is not always the same way as such comes across online possibly as there are differences as I would guesstimate others would know as per their own online aspects as to how such discussions have been with others and/or writings thereof as to when corresponding with others.

 

 

Though I know there are more than just the two social media areas of which Facebook and Twitter have been available, because of certain topics of my journal blog entries as well as the multiple social media platforms I lease such areas at the discretion of the reader to posting such aspects because of the knowledge certain topics are for certain age ranges as to the details thereof though because of certain aspects as to the intellectual levels for the reasons as to the choices thereof for what I have known some companies have assisted with in reference to the rating system as to guidelines as to the clicking of certain links for such software references as to controls.  I have done the best I could to ensure the ability for if in reference to biologically under the age of 18 years old for such choices up to the parent(s)/legal guardian(s)/grandparents to the topic points I have/do written/write about as well as kept such details more modest for the ability for such aspects of choice to the appropriate levels of discussions, of which hopefully with the additional aspects as to the genres assist with such abilities for the clarifications thereof.  

If newsworthy, please do send to the news organizations if there are topics of which are interesting that should be broadcast upon the various news media stations as to the specifics within the posts I have put together.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Day 9 Bonus Round Day of Thanks

I in some ways have to be thankful for the timing of certain situations when looking back to various events regarding experiences which have shaped the various aspects of my life in certain ways which if I had not had such experiences, I would not be able to discuss or write about the various levels of which at my leisure as to going into further details of if I feel as such because of the amount of details if required. Since there has not been the situations to which the requirement I had thought was required back in the times when such was occurring in other situations, such experiences and the details thereof have been brought forward in which timing as needed for what actually has been needed to discuss beyond such levels depending upon the situations. In reference to being a Mom and bringing such suggestions from the experiences while doing the best to be a Mom my son and my daughter could hopefully be proud of whenever reviewing their life with me while they were growing up and as time went throughout the situations as to knowing I did everything I could think of for the ability for the best possible to go forward, I am thankful for such to be able to make the best of the situations as I could despite the outer circumstances. Being a single Mom who had little to nothing to begin with compared to what others at such times had in reference to their finances as has been explained was more important to them regarding their own child(ren) as well as my children, resources for what and who they could reach out to compared to who/what I could reach out to for assistance, names which could be dropped regarding who they could contact for their benefit in comparison to who I had not to contact or bring up such any sorts of names for the various situations, and etcetera; despite the situations, I suppose I can be thankful for the fact of being able to say and write of doing the best I could on my own. I know the preference even for myself was to actually be able to have such assistance by my side as per described by certain individuals regarding specific situations throughout my life which would have been great if there would have been much more helpful in a multitude of ways, the situations having gone as they had at minimum I suppose I can write or say that I had proven to my son and my daughter how much I (had) care(d) and gave as much as I could to be there and help to the best of my ability, which some had looked down upon though such looking made little sense to me as per how such easily could impact their own lives if they ever had a child(ren) themselves; to which if such then I did not doubt their perspectives would instantly change once at the same point in their own lives would be considered as a point to which I had already gone through, despite the commentary about the situations regarding the school system among other situations which were overlooked by multiple individuals and groups which I had warned of the situations which were occurring at such times as well as prior to such times which were noticed. While the choices made were what choices were made, at minimum I hope my son and my daughter have been able to be aware of each aspect I had done the best I could for them as well as myself.



Knowing as to what levels I had gone to in regards of other situations despite how such had gone regarding such individuals over the times thereof I suppose at minimum aside from being able to truthfully say as well as write while it would have been preferred such individuals be clearer as to if there ever would have been a reason to discuss such details, in ways I am thankful such situations had occurred as per the safety and requirements for such seriousness taken for such situations in comparison to the views of which were at such times in comparison. While I had been upset as to the lack of concerns as well as lack of actual questions which could have discussed such at those times, at minimum those particular situations are only able to be clarified by me and only if the choice to do so is required by my own choosing in comparison to what was once considered back during those times if such a specific set of clearances were provided; as while the upsetting portion as to the way such was viewed regarding what was, the ability to have the knowledge as to who actually took such situations seriously compared to simply looking at as entertainment has been able to prove which ways as to how such situations would have gone if that was discussed in those times as per their intentions compared to my intentions regarding the larger and overall aspects thereof. I wish I would have been able to discuss such at those times to be able to show my son and my daughter the strength and intelligence to which actually had been within me the whole time to be able to assist, I am thankful at minimum to have had the time I was able to have with my son and my daughter because of knowing such time which would have been taken away from being able to be a Mom in the capacity for my personal preferences of being a Mom. While such had in the longer term as learned possibly upset some I had also explained to such unmarried and non-parents at the time, those impatient individuals in whichever capacities thereof had proven as to whether the safety was of concern or whether the ego was of concern regarding such situations only I was or would ever be able to explain and for such a choice.



The situations having gone to which levels while knowing of my life as to what was explained the portions regarding the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury the lack of actual defense for such choices from such individuals because of even if it was to try to relieve such from me, the arrogance to such a choice was not of anyone else to make such a decision as per not having ever had the precaution to actually ask me what my opinions or thoughts to such were automatically reduced the information I would ever have to discuss without such clearances proven for such details to be given at such times if ever as per the realities thereof. What is the wording they can use if wanting such information if their choices had been to overlook the realities of my work and studies if they used my after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as their excuse or cause or what I view as only their idea in comparison to reason as to why such SCUBA Diving gear was stolen from me, for any excuse to push in any direction? Realistically each would have to admit to their own wrong doings in full for such aspects to ever be discussed because of the choices to blaspheme my name as well as take my SCUBA Diving gear in vanity while lying about multiple situations and coveting what was not theirs to ever have anything to do with to begin with despite others' ego for such times, and full confessions as to each aspect would be required for such to ever begin officially as per protocols which each clarification would be required for such to step forward in any more of an official capacity beyond just my personal training which I have discussed and written about to the extent thereof within "The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diving Extraordinaire By: Reverend Susan MeeLing" in the three volumes specifically arranged for such specific purposes only for me to properly be able to instruct or teach, as per the requirements regarding how I wrote and put such together as one who has not the full experiences of could ever be able to actually explain any furthered details because of the other aspects involved which would require only my explanations and if the requirement for others' input was needed for such classes which could be though not online and not in writing among other portions which would not be and has not been included for such writings specifically on purpose for the safety of more; I am thankful such aspects as to how I wrote such a book series would require the specifics to which only such avenues for the ways of which only I could review in ways which would go into other levels thereof would only be and is only intended for my explanations if there is the choice which I see would require such in such capacities. Since such has been as such has been, I am thankful there has not been the need for such as per the requirements regarding having to have each acknowledge in full as to the truth of each situation in ways which they would have had to clarify to which I would be properly informed thereof such. It is a situation if such individuals within SCUBA Diving among other groups were to have purposely chosen to cause needless problems for such times because once you begin to tell lies about someone else, then what is it if however many lies were told as to cleaning up such problems caused by such lies told about one by so many? What would the requirement be for each individual who would have told such lies about me just for their ego to be filled while denying such help and assistances where they were able to be back in 2009, and yet instead the situations went as they had and caused what situations which were caused simply because of their own invalid portions of their opinions as to what ideas they thought they had about how my SCUBA Diving was and if; though probably because of how much I can discuss the arrogance to thinking of ever getting the fullest details just because of whatever ideas they had in their thoughts, compared to the realities of what such had taken to actually accomplish such situations only by me.



Possibly it is my arrogance to have thought that they would have known better as to knowing just because of being able to talk about multiple topics at once, that does not mean the topics discussed regarding such SCUBA Diving at the times of 2009 had anything to do with my other portions of SCUBA Diving; just as the portions regarding other writings such as FSL, have minimal to do with anything regarding my SCUBA Diving beyond what I wrote regarding the smaller portions of though in more detail admittedly to The Adventures of Susan MeeLing SCUBA Diving Extraordinaire; as per the other additional requirements of details, which would not be allowed as to what occurred as per such requirements for the safety levels thereof and while some would wish I would go into such the lack of clearance by such individuals proven would always be the point of which each area of such topics would not be officially or unofficially in which would be considered as allowed or accepted because of the requirements in the clarifications for larger portions regarding such information and details because of the length of which such other background sources would be required to clear all portions of which their involvements had been for such to be considered because of the required safety precautions regarding more than what has been thought of by others. As those who have spent a large amount of time on and/or in the waters of the oceanic areas would know, there is much more beneath the surface then there is ever able to be seen from or on the surface of the ocean; to which if the preference had been to try the Nikola Telsa route of waiting and waiting, it would be a shame as to such not having been learned from such times because of the aspects known as to what would be wished for because of the requirements for safety always having been more important than others; ego in reference to getting certain things done as those times were not as available for much to go over in comparison to now which the availability to easily entertain oneself is much more available in comparison to when he simply had his pigeons to take whatever pieces of paper to whichever locations as per such times for the abilities to properly move along messages while at the same time being in plain sight for while some thought only of profit in comparison to safety the requirements for such safety as actually known in comparison to what safety would thought to have been seen would have been confused as it was back then because of others' arrogances for such times thinking that money could buy the intelligence whereas the money only assists with being able to earn such intelligence.



For example several Mandarins thought they could pay off others to pretend to be able to speak of such details though when questions by others with such earned education for certain areas were concerned, were unable to ever go over such actual details and because of such caused damages which were irreversible without such an individual being able to step forward and actually discuss; for the proverbial reference if there had been such a time for such to occur in regards of the details and yet Nikola Tesla had been denied of such aspects all of those decades ago because of such times, and such notations are still being looked through for such details in a spiraling pattern because of the required specifics from Nikola's background which only Nikola himself could be able to clarify if had been given such opportunities back in those days compared to how he has gone on since in reference to his passing decades before my birth. However in China there were those who were forging their way through lying and claiming they earned certain training to which without the verification processes later had caused damages to their own lands and country which was a part of how the Cantonese had combated such problems as per the requirements thereof as per trying to steal information they knew nothing of and when such symbols were brought forward, the explanations in actual fullness were fully unavailable to those who were Mandarin in comparison to Cantonese. What those outside of the Chinese Empire knew is the Cantonese worked with the Mandarins in charge because of the requirements seen regarding the needs to personally educate their own people as to what occurred, and thus while they did not know the cheaper goods would impact the rest of the world at such times when taking care of the problems such types of people who had lied about as well as wrongly forged such background information which they could not back up; the Cantonese were the ones who explained to the Mandarins at the higher levels as there was always a class system in the Mandarins as well as seen even now as to the different levels of life to live in China compared to other sections of areas in life which some Mandarins thought was not anything more than what would be considered as socialist or communist views, as to what actually had been for some in the Cantonese the whole time despite such portions unknown because even what would have been considered as the lower level Cantonese had required more patience and more loyalty to which was infuriating to the Mandarins of every level because of their lack of seeing the need for loyalty and truth in all ways. Such times of when the Mandarins thought it was as simple as getting a little bit of information here and there, the Cantonese knew the loyalty required was always worth the extra in comparison to the Mandarins view thinking the ability was to scavenge through the information to try to find the key; when the key had always been in the Cantonese backgrounds thereof and such a key would only be for such in each way, because the lesser amount of details always meant the larger amount of problems which would occur.



One situation my Bok Gung told me of regarding the Mandarins were several had thought if they did what has been described as the Nikola Tesla in the Untied States of America situation had gone similarly and when the individual passed on, all of the scrolls were taken to a location before the Mandarins could get to such however because of the lack of patience to wait to open such scrolls; the damages to the scrolls were completed in full and only such individual coming forward as to having hidden the scrolls would ever be able to fully decipher the information for every specific aspect, however such was not able for anyone to do in regards of such information because who could have explained such had not stepped forward when the public decree was made because of the lack of ability to get to the individual who could have explained everything as per the inability to ever make the attempt only because of seeing such scrolls and the greed which had been caused such problems in full. My Bok gung informed me of the only person who was able to decipher such scroll had to be tracked down to be able to actually discuss though because of the Mandarins refusal to tell the truth for such requirements to assist, the individual simply continued on their own way until the time when it was realized there would be nothing for them if they did not confess everything in full; which due to some refusing and taking situations into their own hands, the Cantonese learned of such situations and got involved because of the requirements regarding such scrolls and information thereof. In turn because of the Mandarins' intolerable problems of their own egos the choice the Cantonese with the higher up Mandarins had been to give only 1 year for such confessions and after the one year mark, the refusal to ever go into such details until all areas had been cleared in full to which in psychological studies one could assume of such writings now being a way to describe other portions, though realistically such fiction in regards of compared to wishes for other realities would be as such egotistical portions for what would be wished for; as the realities of what connection points could be considered as, the lesser areas yet again for such sorts of wishes in such sorts of Mandarin ways as per the continued seeing of the Nikola Tesla view points because of the morals and integrity which some did not see how important or how they were/are mandatory compared to the view points thereof. While some might think of writings as one way of learning in comparison to others thinking listening is the only way of learning whereas others think doing is the only way of learning and others think the shortened condensed way it to learn; all are incorrect ways of learning because of the specifics to which were understood and comprehended by the Cantonese, which the only short way of learning, is the shorter words used for a question to be asked to be able to gain the knowledge of what is needed to understand such aspects in comparison to the assumptions of shorter answers giving the entirety of the details which would be incorrect and would be arrogant for such.



Additionally such arrogance as to try to control which location of which level of which information for which to such a question would be the only short portion which makes sense, then the portions of which only a view of a shortened answer would be the attempt for certain aspects of the Cantonese while wishing for the Mandarin aspects which the Cantonese do not accept and had not accepted which was part of why the Mandarins had to be put into one group for all of them to be taught as they were taught over the years and decades later as to learning from their ancestors' mistakes as to the short condensed answers do not assist the larger aspects for only short worded questions. Due to the fact so many Mandarins had done so to the Cantonese the problems which arose during the rise of Mao Ze Dong and more in reference to other aspects had been because of the fact the Mandarins continued to try pushing forward until the upper levels of the Chinese government refused to tolerate any further problems from such individuals, because of the levels of intellectual damages they caused regarding the building and construction of the buildings as well as the maintenance of the land in the proper ways. When it was learned of such situations and problems which were caused by the Mandarins, the Cantonese went into working with the upper Mandarins to ensure the problems would not occur to the levels of which later the Tiananmen Square situation had been lead to because of the constant revolt in both regarding the Constitutional Rights of the United States of America though demanding more from the government of China which had been arranged for the student to be able to get some education to return to be able to help and assist the country's people in comparison to the desires to only help themselves wrongly, which was the only reasons allowed for such educational aspects for the countries involved to work together in comparison to being torn apart because of the arrogances which were seen regarding what would be considered as trust fund babies as the Mandarins had not seen such treasures of such types before and because of the egotism which some Americans had when speaking of such; the problems which ensued such regarding the revolt against the one who was actually leading them in the correct direction though because of their impatience had caused such destruction for them in regards of such situations.



As the Mandarins became more angered for refusing to accept the terms of which what was to be then the Chinese government stepped into place to ensure the transition process because of the situations which occurred because of the Mandarins who were allowed to be able to go to the United States of America's choice to lie to the government officials as well as preventing the proper information from being transmitted which in turn caused even more problems for the country as a whole as well as themselves more-so because of their unknown direct impact which would occur simply because of their failures to comply with what they had agreed to at one point in time though when greed took over and the envy of what was not theirs to begin with set in, the government had to separate the entirety of and when the portions of what Nikola Tesla was working on became more well known to more individuals the additional semi-similar situations occurred in a different way on the other side of the world compared to in China and Russia among a few other country areas as there were portions of which the Sharia laws were negatively impacting such progress and why many Chinese ban and refuse any type of Sharia Law because of the problems which has and had always been known to those in the Cantonese aspects for such problematic portions of the lack of respect as the peaceful Muslims know that there is more value to backgrounds as well as education in the correct versions thereof if such an individual is found similarly as per Nikola Tesla and others however the portions of which the levels of the United States of America's government agencies forming as quickly as they had which was a portion of a reverse sort of way and yet in some ways similarly to how certain Mandarins regarding civilian sector individuals had wanted the information and would manipulate the government agencies while trying to attain the information which Nikola Tesla had already seen in other areas and chose to only trust a few individuals in his life during later years. There is a reason why my Bok Gung had commanded for me to be able to receive the Jade Flute hand carved from the area he had grown up in China before legally immigrating to the United States of America with my Bok Pu through the help my my Grandpa Gavett, well actually many reasons; however that flute was actually belonging to a few composers from the era for such types of music and if I was actually given the flute when I was supposed to receive the flute back in the 1990s then the portions of what would have been sounded for the other portions would have been in comparison to what my biological mother and biological father chose instead wrongly and because of such choices the requirement for the other aspects. Anna refused to accept my Grandpa Gavett's words and choices for her as well as his biological children had, which in turn all portions were left up to me as per how certain situations had been for me to read through as well as be taught as well as the fuller aspects of explanations while being shown several portions all at the same time.



That multiple view point of teaching if in a proper agreed to situation which such individuals are specifically chosen to which none others are allowed to interfere regarding the selection processes for in person only regarding such Cantonese styles of training from teaching, in turn the only portions of such are as such. Thus for as many years as it has taken for other portions regarding such as my SCUBA Diving gear, I had already been told of how certain aspects are and even though the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury were/are as they are/were; it does not change anything regarding the other portions of when I was growing up as why would I discuss such portions with anyone at such times in whichever aspects, if they were not accepting of the simple facts which were repeatedly told to them of such importances and which I could guesstimate any of the minor clues which were specifically stated at such times were forgotten as per the typical aspects to which such would be lost for such with even an actual reminder because of the portions of all aspects fully needing to be reviewed and even with because of the overload of information at such a point for such sorts of individuals the overwhelming aspects would be required for such actual portions to which confessing is the only way to accepting what was done in order to actually move forward to which those who possibly could have said as whatever lies were said as per such times and situations would have to begin the portions and follow through with such in full as to what would be required before ever stepping into the proper and correct location for such equivalencies for such proper levels having always been there though others' choice to need a different view to have the revelation as to what they had wrongly prevented and would be required for such situations to be removed for the proper and correct ways to progress forward while leaving behind what is not of the highest value for materialistic pieces for the larger portions of the in person is always greater than the portions of what is of materialistic portions.



If you are choosing to only view words as important, than the value of such words are actually lost because of the lack of ability for the showing of the fuller aspects due to such arrogance to think that words are more important than the actions themselves. If you are choosing to only look at the actions while forgetting to look at the background then such information is lost for such, because the background is what assists such actions in a fuller context. If you are choosing to only look for the shortened words to try to piece together from whatever is thought is important compared to what is important, then the information is lost because of the requirement to then go back and relook over each detail to then is some education learned though is behind on the time for progressing forward and the speed which to clarify and verify would need the speeding up of for a glance at the problems in the shorter aspects while the longer terms being reviewed for such as well. Yet what wasted time for such other portions which could have been worked on in comparison to the minute portions thereof regarding how many lives would be at such risk for such egotism which includes those who could have been assisting such though would be caused to fall to the side for going along with such in comparison to having been brought along with, due to what other circumstances were able to once be overlooked to move forward though because of such problems needlessly added then cause such other portions to move forward in different ways? Thus there were Mandarins who were able to go from lower level views to middle level views and into upper level views within the realms of the Cantonese at such times though when the others involved with such in regards of, the highest levels of the Mandarins learned of such to step in to work with the Cantonese levels of each portion to then step forward in a different way because of finding the ways which were more beneficial in comparison to what was occurring; yet there were those who had not been in the Cantonese levels of which were who were needing to be educated as to why the Cantonese had remained as strong as such levels to which such respect earned, and such portions which once were needed to take the time for the others to take a fall for the wrongs they had committed for the ability to bring forward the clarity in full to the overall general public of the Chinese. When such portions during the time of World War I were occurring, the uprisings were already occurring within other areas and locations such mainly as China and Russia as the portions regarding what the United States of America had later dealt with some portions of what Russia and China and later Europe regarding the larger problems within the aspects of the Sharia Laws were fully removed and eradicated over time because of the refusal to allow such treatments regarding those who give life in comparison to being wrongly viewed as a baby making factory and little more wrongly.



Those who are descendants of areas without a direct area to be a part of the oceanic waters were unable to ever see such aspects and because of the lack of ability because of certain locations of the middle eastern areas, were incapable to ever know to understand and comprehend the power of a female with the strength to which a female can have such abilities which only a female can own and only a female in control of herself would ever be able to know to understand to comprehend if in reference to certain aspects though mostly in reference only to the oceanic portions thereof; while some males could know of without the need for further aspects, mainly other males and specific types of females were incapable of being able to actually know of the understanding required to be able to accomplish multiple portions to which then the wrongful fear of what is unknown in comparison to being involved as per their own fears of what-have-you regarding such aspects as per learned regarding the Mandarins and the Cantonese. The Mandarins wished for the ease while the Cantonese knew of the portions as to why such types of trainings and backgrounds had been important to remain, to the portions regarding the overall portions of despite it being unknown at such times of the Cantonese working with the upper portions of the Mandarins; yet there were multiple phases as to the clearing of such situations to ensure the actual validity of all informational aspects because of the requirement of what was actually best for those who were capable of such, to which those who have later learned of various Temple locations overseas in China were able to slowly be allowed information regarding the only in person portions of such training which would only be under the direction and guidance of who had been placed in charge for such. I suppose I can joke, there is not anyone who officially was put in charge of my works because of such levels of studies to which the portions of such information could not ever be allowed beyond what in reference to as Nikola Tesla had been known to have done by some; whereas when a child and simply being told of messages from an N.T./N.?.T. would make sense to me later, which I suppose the irony of learning how Nikola Tesla had sent messages on specifically trimmed pieces of paper with the handwritten letters compared to the typewriter versions of what was thought because of multiple aspects; the ribbon from the typewriter was known to have left a trace backwards whereas the handwritten portions of which would be sent at the exact same time or within the same week, would have guaranteed all such shortened messages would always make more sense to those in the specific type of knowledge in comparison to those who had an idea it could ever mean another was involved for such information. One aspect to which in Nikola's history was unknown for the general public which there are those who can verify such additional information, is his notations regarding the Wartenberg as well as notations regarding the towers in conjunction with the notations about the light bulbs were minimal in ways to which the reference of my idea for the Underwater Travel System was written about and drawn up purposefully in ways to protect such intellectual property because of the safety requirements thereof; though would be considered as to such greedy individuals sending such for watching to wish for such information to be divulged, though instead Nikola waited out his time and allowed such beliefs to continue as per the safety requirements for such details and informational portions thereof because of a much larger aspect known to Nikola and his longer term associates from the portions of his childhood as well as his teenager years in comparison to those who he had actually known later in time because of other situations which were known to be more important regarding the safety precautions then to allow such problems to continue. Thus in a metaphor or proverbial view the portions to which the Cantonese made sure to pass on certain portions of information which later would be able to be pieced in some ways together until the actual timing thereof, because of the requirements for actual clarity and real safety compared to what had been occurring up to such times regarding the Mandarin wishing for the quick right answers in comparison to the swiftness regarding the correct answers.



However as many people who had not believed me about the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury which the portions to which was once a choice as to whether or not the beliefs were there, now such individuals who have done so have the only availability my dead-ex-husband did not ever have the opportunity for such in regards of if there are portions to which is considered as important regarding all of the helpful assistances in full truth in comparison would be the ideal for such in each and every individual aspect for all truthfulness in each regard especially because of the portions regarding the facts from my childhood and my teenager years are of extreme importance for more than just the aspects of SCUBA Diving as per other situations in reference to the east cost mainly as there are areas to which the situations when returning to the tristate area to drive from specific angels which I had grown up being a passenger as a child when going around such areas to then return to the east coast area as to sections along the entire east coast from New York state mainly to the portions of Florida, which I know a specific set of informational aspects to which to notice and pay attention to the most pertinent details and angles which would be able to verify other aspects regarding the additional information learned through my studies from both childhood into teenager years as well as through onward past SCUBA Diving as well as the adult consenting lifestyle into other areas for each individual aspect thereof. Just as being able to tell the difference between certain pieces compared to other pieces of artwork with even the smallest changes to such a piece to fully destroy the illusion as to anything being exactly the same as per the requirements for such aspects as in reference to several pieces of furniture, architecture, design additions, glasses, and etcetera from being raised by a jeweler who graduated from the School of Bulova before other watch schools for the similar aspects to be able to work on the individual pieces of the higher end jewelry and watches after the gemology certification process for school; which in turn additionally to simply looking at the 26 SCUBA Diving certifications as to what types of studies I had researched more fully for each topic thereof as well as to go further regarding something such as fire cupping in regards of the college level textbooks thereof for such a singular portion of one elective, for levels of my personal knowledge and understanding for comprehension to see utilization for in the larger aspects thereof while not forgetting growing up going to and then later being confirmed after my Confirmation Graduation at Old Tennent Presbyterian Church. Thus several pertinent details to which my eyes have seen and the information which would be able to be validated easily for such aspects thereof regarding multiple locations in the north east to the southeast per certain travels, as per the type of memory process I personally have both before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as well as after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury to combine being able to fully know to then process such for understanding to be able to assist as possible for the comprehension in areas which can actually be assisted would be something which such individuals who had not accepted such before would have to come to terms with on their own as to the importance of certain procedural aspects, as the ways which my thought process is and has been formulated is something I have worked on since waking up from the time of my coma after being in Medical Hold Unit at JBSA and then when being put onto Temporary Retirement Duty Leave.



For those who did not know my blue identification card is the equivalent of a military identification card because it is a military identification card which is not the same as a veterans identification card because there are many veterans who are unable to get onto a military installation without the sponsor for someone who has a military identification card, to which if I need to pull out such an identification card to be able to go onto a military installation as well as utilize the benefits of such a location that in turn means all legal rules for those with an active duty and/or national guard and/or reservist identification card rules of such apply equally to my blue military identification card and has for each and every individual situation thereof; which also incudes such aspects regarding moving situations, in which that 30 days is the maximum allowed for such legalities regarding someone who has the earned blue identification card and all such individuals who have been brought onto a military installation with someone such as myself with any military identification card which includes dependents who have chosen to bring a civilian onto a military installation and not pay attention to where having taken such individuals to for such areas; would be subject to the Universal Code of Military Justice rules and regulations thereof, which dependents of active duty soldiers who live on military installations have known for years though instead of their dependents getting in trouble for what they did legally the problems were wrongly passed only to the individual who was active duty living on post and/or the ranking structure thereof. Thus if there is a legal situation regarding to a confession on a military installation which the individual admits to having had knowledge of a situation such as SCUBA Diving and my particular USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg SCUBA Dive when I landed at the bottom of the ocean and his comment about knowing of me telling him about the SCUBA Dive at the time of returning to Texas in my house in Carrollton at the dining room table with the Angel Hair Pasts and Alfredo Chicken with vegetables I made for that dinner, then the portions to such an admittance of guilt if there were any SCUBA Divers of the United States of America's Armed Forces with an active duty/national guard/reservists/blue identification card Official who was injured because of such situations because of the lies told previously and/or the refusal to truthfully tell the SCUBA Diving community to get help the correct way for and/or lied about the ability to instruct and/or teach how my SCUBA Diving training was technically he could have and should have been arrested on that military installation as per the same ways regarding my biological mother when she ran off crying and refusing to listen to my commands to which Lackland Air Force Base would know some of the procedures regarding what occurred. In the similar though different situations of the aspect regarding my biological mother and whatever she was informed of regarding that time in reference to the Military Police who picked her up, regarding the male who confessed on the Bremerton Naval Shipyard area for the Navy and Marine Corps where only the blue identification card was how the ability to get onto the military installation for such a confession for such military associated SCUBA Divers; because of him having been an Army brat whose parents refused to allow him near certain guys because of the games and comic books he was reading and his inability to process the fact he was not allowed to become one of them, because he was considered weak by the standards to which were required. Hypothetically as per some knowing such information from certain situations for such clarifications of doing anything possible to try to be around what was not possible for him and doing what some comic book individuals have done and overzealous fans who need to keep their distance from celebrities as seen in news reports because of the need for self-control instead of overstepping boundaries, to which how would his parents have treated him for such a choice to put SCUBA Divers of military status at risk needlessly because of an egotistic portion to which such SCUBA Divers would know only a female would be able to accomplish with a specific background which not any civilian could or would ever have for such a type?



For example my SCUBA Diving back in Florida is nothing compared to my SCUBA Diving in the Gulf of Mexico area of the oceanic waters which is nothing compared to my SCUBA Diving in the Atlantic areas of the oceanic waters is nothing compared to my SCUBA Diving in the waters of Texas in the lakes/ponds/hot springs/quarries to which even a change for the time of day per would alter each and every aspect of such training because of several additional portions to which only I would have been able to instruct to begin with, because of my background. However since I am not an instructor and I am a Teacher, a Master, and an Ordained Reverend with 26 earned SCUBA Diving certifications with the background I have having grown up prior to fighting to be emancipated to join the Armed Forces of the United States of America, what would I be able to teach an instructor who had not ever been taught how to teach though was taught to follow what words are on the piece of paper in comparison if only in reference to The Adventures of Susan MeeLing SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire By: Reverend Susan MeeLing? Since I do not offer classes for such at this time and since I have not ever allowed anyone to learn as to how I actually SCUBA Dive, that would only mean the portions regarding you being allowed to discuss and have talking sessions though would not legally be allowed to use my books as per the intellectual property regulations of such as well as needing actual permission through contractual aspects for such abilities which I have not actually ever given such permissions regarding the teaching anything regarding any of my books though especially SCUBA Diving because of the known risks in such a training which would require such precision which only would be through one specific Teacher, Master, and Ordained Reverend who earned such 26 SCUBA Diving certifications because of what it would actually take to be taught in person in comparison to thinking from the written word of the whiteness for clarity of the words and though videos discuss some of the information there is not any portion to which the water training nor the additional wordings required for what class instruction actually assists with in comparison to just going to think you know enough in the Mandarin ways in comparison to the Cantonese ways. In turn such portions of regarding the confession on the Bremerton Naval Marine Corps base shipyard, I genuinely thought for a brief second that he was going to be arrested and hoped for such once he admitted he had not seen a selfie regarding the pictures I took from my SCUBA Dive at the General Hoyt S. Vandenberg which in turn would mean he either looked at my online accounts which I posted such pictures and/or he stole my SCUBA Diving gear from the UHAUL arrangement and/or he purchased the SCUBA Diving gear from the UHAUL not contacting me to be able to pick up my SCUBA Diving gear as he would know I would have been going to take such SCUBA Diving gear directly to Fort Sam Houston to the Navy Marine Special Warfare Unit near Warrior Transition Unit or at minimum to a military installation which his childish garbage would have been where the problems would have arisen for such.



As I was told about him going to a Medal of Honor recipient dinner where he said he listened to Medal of Honor recipients talk about what they did to earn their Medal of Honor the is the portion of there are those who go to do, and then there are those who sit back watching though whether such watching is worth such aspects compared to what is/was done to earn such; well, it depends upon your particular perspective. When there are those who appreciate such actions and choices the respect in return is appreciated, though when there are those who get in the way to prevent such work from being done because of the situations of wanting to be around; the Medal of Honor was not earned while sitting down and waiting for others to get in gear, the Medal of Honor is earned by people getting to do what is needing to be done just as each and every Medal of Honor and all types thereof are earned for which recognition possible as required per whichever station of duty which is retired after the temporary assignment as per each style of mission work in the active duty/national guard/reservist portions of the sector designated to for such aspects. Some get to a point which they are able to pick which next duty station as per the known needs of what is required which the portions thereof are not for those who do not have such clearances to which each time there is a delay for longer than 30 days for such, is a situation which some in other higher levels of law enforcement have needlessly dealt with and the purposes regarding certain types of locations to be used until the ability to get to the next proper spot because of certain lease sorts of situations regarding the proper movement despite already having been given the proper and correct verification processes; as per how the FBI and the CIA have had certain location sites which have needlessly been usually within certain areas, as per the different aspects Homeland Security would be more aware of for such other regards hypothetically. Ironically possibly the Fail-Safe may have a word which houses a different meaning regarding such situations, which to a degree is understandable regarding such contractual obligations; however when the portions regarding such identification processes are known for the same portions as completely different to the veteran identification card to a blue/pink/green/though now currently a white with a chip identification card for such verification processes to get onto a military installation, all such similar rules apply for the white with a chip card for the blue identification card unlike the dependent pink identification card. I dealt with some unruly teenagers who were upset because I told the IHOP employee that dependents do not have the same qualifications as per other military identification cards though are subject to such UCMJ laws if they choose certain choices when on a military installation as per legalities, as their sponsor cannot be held responsible for their individual choices and only they are to be accountable for their choices and their actions. I spent several minutes explaining such to several different IHOP locations because of having once worked at an IHOP in Crystal Lake Illinois and knowing the franchise aspect, I thought it could help the people such as the owner I knew back in those times in 1998 as well as others who may not have had the awareness of such as per not having been able to go back to that location to remember to stop by as I was extremely upset with myself for not remembering much about the exterior portions of the buildings I was seeing and not taking into consideration as to the fact I was inside of the buildings when most discussions occurred unless outside smoking which was far less time in comparison to later times when I was smoking cigarette which now I do not smoke cigarettes though enjoy a good cigar every once in awhile.



I am thankful for that 3 pack of Cuban cigars I was able to enjoy, which at the time none of the other individuals on the trip really wanted to try with the exception of one who took a puff and could not believe the strength of the Cuban as he said he had some cigars before though could not see what he had been able to smoke as the other 4 SCUBA Divers on the trip refused to take a puff. That particular shop was in a tourist-ish area though because of knowing certain aspects regarding to the tourist-ish areas for those who are stopping by though know and are in the know of where to go, I knew which area to find the actual and truthful Cuban cigars which those three Cubans were fabulous to enjoy. I know similarly the possibility of the Royal Flush as I was told about the poker game with the quarters/dimes/nickels/pennies to play for the one and only poker game with 5 cards on the table and 2 cards in my hand which even though I still had a Two Pair with the Queen and the Ace, on the table was the Queen of Hearts and the Ace was in Diamonds; whereas I had the Queen of Spades in my hand and the Ace of Spades in my hand which the other Jack/King/10 was in Spades, and I was told that was something which is the rarest of the rare of hands to ever be dealt on the first go round and is unheard of for such a specific initial beginning for a so-called beginner's luck because that was not beginner's luck as I was told. Nonetheless I do not expect a set of 3 Cuban cigars which such a level thereof, though I definitely can admit to appreciating the wonderfulness thereof as those cigars were fully enjoyed on levels which after such a set of SCUBA Diving regarding out in the Gulf of Mexico area of the oceanic water were just as wonderful as the steaks and other foods to enjoy that few days I was there.



I know before the end of that trip the Apple SCUBA Dive company said they noticed a few changes from the first shoreline SCUBA Dive I had done, which I was glad to know that it had helped immediately as they said there was a schedule for that particular species which was causing problems. Which on the boat when speaking with the SCUBA Dive Master and the Captain at times from what they had been informed of what I was able to take care of regarding that portion, the second day of SCUBA Diving on the boat we discussed what was noticed instantly upon when the time for the surface interval to the secondary SCUBA Dive for the day; which was good to know the work was able to be noticed fairly quickly because of the colorations beginning to change in the marine flora, which was good to know. We discussed a few additional changes which would occur depending of a few situations regarding the after current from such situations, which they said they were prepared for because of having a sense as to the levels of which the energetic flow would be to go for such unofficial portions regarding such types of SCUBA Diving I do. While some might have seen such on the boat during the trip and had a bit of a temper tantrum which I could guesstimate as per being the first time in the area for SCUBA Diving in the area of the Gulf of Mexico oceanic waters, it was as it was for the ability for the whole Gulf Coast in each region to be able to have less damages from such a type of set of situations because of the levels to which had to be gone to for such situations regarding the particulars thereof. The Apple SCUBA Dive company individuals on land for the last SCUBA Dive at the night SCUBA Dive when checking back into the resort had told me they appreciated the help and asked if there was anything they could help me with, which I told them I needed to get a bottle of bourbon for my biological father and had no idea which would be considered the best as I did not drink alcohol. They told me they would have a guy ready to help me when I went to look for the bottle and thankfully at the perfect moment in time the male who helped me find the 150 or 250 year old bourbon for my biological father was able to be found, which he said was the smoothest bourbon he ever had which he had been to Louisiana and had not ever found such a smooth clean taste or after taste without needing a few pieces of ice to assist for such. I was happy to learn such worked out and told him of the situation, which other than such aspects of handing such a bottle of bourbon over I hoped for each glass was worth the money spent as I did and do not know what that sort of alcohol is other than it is an alcohol. I can say I like Honey Meade, and Christmas wine is fantastic, though I do also like a little shot glass of Bailey's Irish Whiskey for a few cups of coffee such as a full sized carafe for me full of coffee.



Which in turn regarding the dependent aspect identification card which is different than the blue or white identification card as well as however moving forward for such sorts of identification card arrangements for such the importance for the clarification regarding individuals who have such military connections regarding the difference between those who have signed the dotted line for active duty and/or national guard and/or reservist for the Army, Air Force, Coast Guard, Marine Corps, and Navy of the United States of America's Armed Forces are extremely different than those who have a dependent identification card and/or a Veteran Affairs identification card; as only a military identification card can get access onto a military installation and thus such who hold such identification cards are all supposed to be held to a similar standard regarding such legal aspects of laws, until the timing when in full the ability to have the identification card system as a different arrangement for the ability to fully verify different individuals regarding such are cleared for such usage. In turn the portions regarding all such identification card holders as a Sponsor role with such if any are taken onto a military post; I refer back to the information regarding such situations in comparison of my biological mother to when in Bremerton Naval Shipyard at the Navy Marine Base, and the ironic twist as to how such opposite responses were in such situations regarding the nature of what occurred comparatively. In my opinion despite the crying and the overdramatic aspects of how the situation occurred regarding my biological mother's response in such she should have just been allowed to leave the way the male had which was incorrect for him to be allowed to leave as he had confessed to multiple crimes in such an area and would have legally been able to be arrested and held on charges, as he should have especially in comparison to the differences of situations. As it is known how I feel and have felt about my biological mother for such a situation to be acknowledged as being incorrect in response in comparison to the male who had acknowledged multiple aspects which put multiple male SCUBA Divers and such Special Forces types of training aspects at such a high and higher risk than as per normal for such a profession area and though not denying the lack of concern regarding the larger portions because of the forgetting the difference between that male's name of Sean compared to Shawn and the misremembering being acknowledged as to such a confusion as to not recalling specifically without the picture of the physical at a minimum as to remember for such as I was engaged to a male named Shaun/Shawn twice at one point, though the situations at the time of needing to recall more correctly while dealing with the electrical situations as my son was going to the Army branch though had said he Chaptered out and was looking at the Air Force; the combined aspects to me with the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury to realign such aspects for the correct portions admittedly clarifying for myself as well as those who would have already had such time to be able to verify to clarify which portions are accurate and which portions of which were confused and needing my own clarification, I can admit to such mistakes as the Shawn/Shaun I was engaged to had gone with me to a SCUBA Diving event which I had been awarded being the youngest Polar Bear SCUBA Diver which would hypothetically be why the portions regarding the confusion in reference to the SCUBA Diving association compared to the Army branch only as I had told my son I was thinking of Shawn/Shaun McCall in comparison to the Sean Leonard by name I was told who had arrived which admittedly I did not check his identification for verification however being scanned by identification card to get onto the military installation would be able to verify completely as to which name as per the scanner device as well as the way scanned into the device as well as who was holding the device for the scanning along with the vehicle registration and the cellular phone(s) in the vehicle as per account registration information as per usual regarding entering a military installation after 11 September 2001 officially.


Though was useful in reference to the dependent identification card for when needing medical care, some activities on post such as bowling depending what is in the area of the bowling location and which path was driven, movie, commissary, and etcetera if when it is not to see their parent who is stationed at the base when on post; that is not meant for dependents to bring civilians on post for such activities and is only meant for those with such identification cards, unless a birthday party has been allowed in comparison to just at random because of the safety requirement to a military installation. For such an example there is my son who obviously has a military dependent identification card which if he was convinced to go onto a military installation to go somewhere he would have to report such beyond myself already doing so in this written statement as a hypothetical though also for any other reference aspects, as if it were true he was targeted to get him to be able to take a fe/male(s) onto a base for any reason other than such aspects to which images and/or videos were taken to get information for private companies who are working to build in the civilian sector though do not have the legal authority to know what is going on a military installation regarding the building/maintenance of equipment pieces being worked on and/or designed; such individuals and groups associated would be penalized for sending such situations to be as per legalities regarding the UCMJ, depending upon what the intentions were as per such situations regarding the higher ups making such decisions regarding the legal aspects thereof. For another example regarding my Medal of Honor Art Project trip in 2017 if my son who did/does have a dependent identification card went to his friends and told them I was taking him on the trip and they told their parents who did not have a military identification card for active duty/national guard/reservist/blue official identification card and they were not with them during such portions regarding the traffic in Montana which caused miles of traffic backup as well as the Police Officer questioning me about the accusation wrongly of drunk driving which I was proven innocent of such a false accusation, then the legal requirements of what I think would be Homeland Security with the FBI and the CIA at minimum for the larger aspects thereof would be more involved with such regards as to why that information would ever be allowed out.


I did not allow my son to ever invite anyone to tag along just as I did not allow anyone from what was supposed to be called Guardian Assholes to tag along, because the situations regarding my Medal of Honor Art Project had been in sensitive areas which were not allowed for those who were not cleared to be able to go along the route of the roads and were not cleared for such travel via law enforcement higher levels as per such direct associations to such types of organizations and agencies specifically with a double type of attachment which would clear such from the situations in other reference points; however the dependents thereof regarding such situations would be literally dependent upon the situations, as the specific locations to which such areas would be more well known to those with such clearance levels for such choices which I would guess in legal situations as long as the pictures and/or videos were not of a clearance issue portion then such would be considered legally clear. However that is also why I did not post any of the recordings regarding when driving in the rental car as because of only using such for the ability if there was a collision and needing for the insurance portion, in comparison to ever putting for anyone to ever look at because of knowing the importance of National Security for the homeland of the United States of America and since not knowing of each specific location as to what classified situations are in which area; the importance of knowing as to why I had purposefully chosen knowing I was going certain areas as to not be disrespectful of such aspects. I suppose Colorado may understand a bit more clearly now in a different aspect having known I had not only my medical portions though also having such a situation regarding the security camera for the in case there was a problem for the insurance aspects, in comparison to the thought of the way google earth had gone around in the locations which they were only allowed to go for many reasons. While I did ask my son if he could think of ways to help which he would need to run those ideas by me before going forward with such regarding other portions more specifically, I know he would care as being my son about my safety after he had gone with me on my Medal of Honor Art Project trip that year and the situation regarding the traffic being a problem; though him and others not thinking about civilians getting involved and flocking to my son and/or I, because of the problems those civilians had caused regarding the Montana 2017 trip because of the typical teenager aspects as to depending upon what type of influence regarding their home lives would bring forward such types of behaviours. If seen in prior times during my Medal of Honor Art Project trips and/or other public event situations and/or if moved specifically each time I ever had to move and etcetera as a civilian without any legal cause or excuse or reason to ever actually follow where I went, I have a blue identification card and what is my business is my business and not your business as civilians who do not have clearance for such locations do not have clearance for multiple reasons which has been a National Security problem for decades because of the similar aspects regarding how celebrities have had such situations as well as certain politicians and elected officials which has been needed to bring forward regarding such safety requirements and situations thereof.


However I am thankful at minimum of which I can gratefully say or write, I gave him what information I could to be able to warn of different types of situations regarding various types of individuals to hopefully assist situations regarding any portion regarding life in the FSL books, "The Curious Children Book Series By: Susan MeeLing" in the 2 volumes, as well as "Fail-Safe: The Kennedy curse fused with Science Fiction Fantasy By: Susan MeeLing" to read hoping that could assist a few portions of various portions as to depending upon choices as to how various aspects could go in different ways as the Fail-Safe book written in fiction format specifically though I could see certain aspects while being creative, might be a bit of truth in more ways than initially realized. I am thankful for my Constitutional Rights and Amendments of the United States of America to be able to author such aspects because of the abilities afforded by those who had been able and willing to do what was necessary to keep the United States of America's citizens as safe as possible, as realizing there is a connection to the name of a Presidential family was different to learn of for me. I would guesstimate if my son learned I did not know about the name association portions regarding such and such other twisted ironies of not knowing, if he and his friends researched such information after I gave him that particular book; I was not made aware of such being done, and if they figured the names were actually real people then I suppose would it be some ironic twist of ironies if at one point in time many moons ago I actually met Rose Fitzgerald Kennedy in person as I remembered a type of ribbon candy for Christmas which I told one female as to having for Christmas each year randomly when visiting different individuals over the years when living in the tristate area for Christmas events. That would be so ironic if that is a tradition for that particular family and I grew up with such each year, when visiting with my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu while Patricia went to the ice skating rink or Broadway at such times. How funny and ironic, that would be.




Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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