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The Ornery P.S.A.
a philosophical-ish
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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


Lady Dori Belle


...and to biological consenting adults as...

Lady Liberty Belle

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My life  =  My personal life

My life experiences  =  My personal life experiences that some might have something alike or something similar to though theirs is not the exact as to My personal life experiences

My opinion  =  Susan MeeLing's personal opinion that some or many might agree with

My needs  =  My personal needs for me personally though some distinguishing factors as to the aspects where there are different facets of My personal life and thus as to the distinguishing factors as to the different areas of my life, thus for Me personally is going to be for Me personally as to such differences as to the aspects whereas of others as to the factors to the considerations.


The FACT books I authored/wrote/compiled that I published through Amazon for My profits and what I chose/choose for the financial aspects per book:
*  Finding A Silver Lining  (published in print book format in in the year of 2015)
*  Finding The Silver Lining  (published in print book format in the year of 2014)
*  The Modern Day Book  (published in print format book in the year of 2020)
*  The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire  (3 volumes published in print format books in the year of 2020)

 

Fiction Based books I published through Amazon that can have metaphors or proverbial only as some books allow the financial aspects as to donations whereas the newer books do not have such same factors whatsoever as to the financial resources for Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle also known as Lady L*** Belle as make sure to not assume that all books will ever be the exact same:
*  "The Curious Children Book Series:  (2 volumes published in the year of 2014/2015)
*  "Fail-Safe:  The Kenedy curse fused with Science Fiction Fantasy  (The New World Order)"  (1 book published in the year of in print format book form 2015/2016 that is the main book to refer to for each of the subsequent books in the series as the 10 volume book series published as the 9 additional volumes in 2021/2022 as not all books were allowed as per My personal choice to be published in print format as to the ideals I have had for My work as to how I personally chose to release My books as to My business plans)
*  "Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series"  (3 volumes published in print format of books in the years of 2014 through 2015 and then 7 books were published in the year of 2021/2022)


To Contact Me to ask me what My needs, my wants, My preferences, My Ideals, and/or My desires is only to utilize My To Contact Form to ask me respectfully after explaining yourself as to such aspects first as asking Me is the best way to actually do so correctly to actually learn to know of what My actual needs are for the factors of as the same in reference to my wants and so on and so forth.  That includes though not limited to asking if there is something to assist Me with, arranging Book Signing, arranging requiring My permission first as to my needs for any appearance(s)/meeting(s), 


Do not assume that just because I authored/wrote/compiled books that you know Me, you know of Me as to such factors as to the factors of the reality of the social media.


If I personally have reached out to you directly as to requesting a meeting and/or meetings, I have done so with the factors of respect regarding the aspects of what I could figure as being respectful as to the time(s) as to upon your schedule though also as depending upon my schedule as well.  The contact information regarding phone numerical factors as to the aspects of My To Contact Form through My website, as to making attempts as to the ease to correctly communicate clearly.  


Ensure if you are going to ask about Me, to know the exact-ish amount of time the individual actually knew Me in real life in person face to face in person in real life to verify the correct numerical positions of time that they may have known Me or if they knew of me as to the facts.


My modeling is not the same as speaking with Me face to face at all, because that is not the same as in real life as to the facts that in real life in person face to face in person actually requires those facts of in real life in person face to face in person in real life where a human being in person face to face in person is in real life with another human being is the common sense for in person face to face in person in real life as there is a difference to getting My personal permission first.


I do not allow anyone to misinterpret ever, as there is the clear facts that if someone/anyone says they can interpret Me, ensure they actually have what I personally consider as the starting point of full foundation as to actual capacities to do so correctly as what I consider as the correct foundation as to making sure the foundation of theirs in not made out of sand as to the differences of whereas to the facts my foundation is forged from where the stones as to the rock of My foundation is to the sturdiness thereof as to My personal life as to My personal experiences as to Me personally; as in my personal opinion that imitation is not flattery at all in any capacity when in reference to Me.


Since I comprehend Myself as to My and what My needS are as to what My wantS are as to what My preferenceS are as to what My idealS are as to what My desires are, then as to My comprehension of such factors in reference to Myself as to My personal requirements as when I have written about My personal life experiences as to the words I personally have chosen to describe such facts, then as to My life = My personal life experiences.


Manners, respect, human decency, and protocols are as a beginning point for what My personal standards are for Me.

Make sure to be capable to distinguish when the facts of My journal blog are in the capacity of either facts with satire and/or facts with metaphors and/or facts with figurative and/or facts as literal as the reality that My personal life experiences are My personal life experiences as to where some might relate to what I personally have dealt with, the full combination of what I have survived is the difference as to where the distinction is.


I survived the attacks on the soil of the homeland of the United States of America as to the tristate areas of New Jersey, New York, and Pennsylvania in the year of 1993 in the month of February as well as the timeframe of 9/11 also known as 11 September 2001 because I was born and raised in New Jersey in the three-county/three-borough area that had the most amount of commuters to New York City as well as other factors of the reality as to the state of New Jersey that those factors of pop culture are usually NYCers or Pittsburgians or Philadelphians and not New Jersey-ians pop culture as the aspects of comprehending the facts as that pop culture only has small amounts as to the differences of the fullnesses thereof.


What I know for what My personal comforts are as to being capable to see as to such factors, translates to comprehension of Myself as to comprehending what is best for Me personally as to what is best for My work as well as what is best for My personal comforts.  As hours change to days and days change to weeks and weeks change to months and months change to years and years change to decades, I comprehend My personal needs as I comprehend I have made attempts for My personal needs to be correct for Me as to what My personal considerations are.


Keep your thoughts in what I consider as purity as to such actual purity of innocence, and the ease of life is made so as to the factors of the ensuring the correct actions without assumptions.


Acknowledging biases first without judgement, has no capacity of being biased as no bias can be without the capacities of bigotry, and thus without bigotry then there is the capacity of acknowledging biases without judgement.


I personally am unaware of fans of Mine because I do not assume that I have any because of what My considerations are for what a fan of Mine would be, as the factors when considerations as to fandom as to Myself is as to the factors of what I personally consider as comfort.


People should be more uplifting as to the aspects of being appreciative if as to appreciating work of Mine, as I have not need/want/desire of any male dominant in the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle regarding such factors of any type of relationship outside of acquaintance or friendship only, as that is not in any capacity ever a turn on to what My considerations are for Me at all in any capacity whatsoever as it has not ever been a turn on to Me.


The reality that Females have the capacity to be strong enough to be themselves if as to such morals and ethics as to such reality needs and requirements, thus as to where males have needed to accept the facts as not all males are as to what they might think of themselves as the same in reference of professional in what is supposed to be consenting adult biologically legally as to informed, as how they themselves are not anything of any turn on to Me as they are the opposite 100% in every capacity of anything that would ever be capable to turning Me on personally as I personally am not a lesbian as obviously a female biologically who would enjoy such factors would only be as to such aspects as to having to acknowledge such within herself.


As a Pansexual as to the intellectual capacities where I can be interested though not necessarily turned on, as to the physical does not make the aspect of what is of attraction to Me in the aspects whereas some might assume, as the factors as to the emotional connections depend and vary as to the situations, whereas the spirituality of such factors as My comprehension of Eclectic Judeo-Christianity religion is important, as the factors of sexuality of what sexually is attractive for Me is as to how the personal connection is as to the genuinity.


Being Polyamorous as I am personally is as to the intellectual capacity of being capable to discuss multiple topics while actually caring in truth, emotionally having the capacity to connect and such communicative factors, as the other three aspects thereof as to the references to the differences as to romantic factors as to platonic factors as there is My personal capacity where I always begin as to platonic factors first before I have ever or would ever consider anything sexually and/or romantically as personally it takes a lot more for Me to be capable to connect romantically than it ever has as to connecting platonically because of the way I personally was raised.


Thus if interested in dating Me as to in the capacity of not setting a date for a meeting as that obviously would not be the exact same unless previously brought up as to discussions, then as to such aspects as to arranging such with Me to ask Me first if that is an interest as to other(s) regarding such aspects. 


Thus the as I am as where I am a Female Dominant as to being as I am, then as to such acceptance there is a difference as to Myself being a Feminist as to the differences whereas the factors of feminazism as to the references of those who would have such factors as to their patterns of choices as to their behaviour as to the factors whereas the proof of such to the aspects of the differences of reviewing information from a different point in time as to such a point in time as to the facts that need to be paid attention to as to the facts of the time.


Completing a logistical review of My personal life experiences while acknowledging My experiences as well as My emotions from the facts of the situations from the years of 2019 through 2022, is not the same as to having the capability of time to review such all at the exact point in time of the exact point in time as that should not take a head injury to figure out.


My work as to My writings as to if used in speeches as the ease thereof as the 10% for Me of such if financial factors as to the tithing viewpoints, if as to such factors of consideration.


The links to My website as to My different pages of My website including My Journal Blog, are capable to share the link as to discussing the details as to the information of; though such facts for the fullness to be capable to read more to learn from the knowledge, is of the facts where such importance.


Since the requirements in reference to My website as to where tghe finances were only for Me to be capable to utilize were not responded directly to Me personally as there was not anyone ever allowed to be involved as to on My behalf ever, as to the aspects where since I personally did not have any such discussions as to what My personal minimum standards were as to being met for what My personal requirements are/were/are as to where there was and is not any allowances for such misinterpretations ever as to the clear distinctions as to Me personally only as to where I have clarified repeatedly that I am the one and only as to ever making the decisions for Myself as well as My work(s).


I personally do not play games, as I do not find games as they are not fun for Me.


I personally do not often watch television/movies as that is not assistive to my headaches/migraines at all, as the after effects from My head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 as the additional after effects from the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal temporal lobe of My brain that took 8.5 years to fully dissipate out of the MRI and out of the CAT scans as I have figured as to what works best for me personally.


While I have made attempts to connect with real people as to real friends as I once thought of as to such prior points in time, as to how such aspects went in the years from 2019 through 2022 as to such viewpoints as to such considerations referencing as to what capacities as to such factors regarding the differences as to choices/words/actions/deeds as to such references as to the factors of humanity as per the proof regarding my attempts before as well as during as well as after such points in time.


If as to the current time where each individual seems to think of themselves as a commercial and/or thinks of others as a commercial instead of thinking of each as an individual human being with individual personal life experiences as to how I personally have considered each individual if I am accurate referencing others' opinions as to such if factors, then as to where the reality of such readjustments as to the recalibrations of what humanity is.


The aspects of pop culture as to the facts regarding the differences between the factors of as while there might be some aspects that align in some ways, there are still the facts of the amount of the rest of different experiences and life thereof.


Thus as to such facts whereas what My personal needS as to what My personal wantS as to such factors, such aspects of the #ADA ADA requirements as to the facts regarding My being medically retired or being considered as to such disability aspects as to the reasons why ADA aspects are in such as for Me as to such aspects; though actually being capable to have as well as utilize such aspects as to My benefits in the correct capacities for Myself, as to the aspects whereas such factors of proof regarding the situations as to such reasons I have also worked as diligently as I have attempted to being capable to provide for Myself as being a biological adult of two biological adult legal aged children I personally gave birth to while having been awake from My coma for less than 1.5 years for one and 2.5 years for the other as to such facts.


Online is important for several aspects, though in real life as to such reality as to the real needs as to such common sense as to the factors of what is required for Me as I comprehend what is actually best for Me and that is not up for interpretations as interpretations always lead to misunderstandings as to the facts as to such proof regarding the aspects thereof as to My personally being capable to be in as well as remain in a good mood as to the attempts I have made to being capable to accomplish such.


While the aspects of My personal belief in real angels as to real faeries as to real spiritual beings as to such facts regarding such as to where I was Confirmed in the year of 1997 as to the aspects thereof to that history, the aspects where such facts as to the references thereof as the differences of what are considered as real friends in real life as to the differences of the spiritual aspects if there was ever any common sense as to different human beings unless as to such being as cherubim as to homo-sapien-sapiens as to ever being ignorant enough to think that is the same when obviously as to the facts that a real human being as to a real friend as to the difference of a real spirit as to such aspects thereof to real spiritualism capabilities.

However such is obviously a difference from the aspects thereof, to humanity as human beings are supposed to be and are as to humanity if as to such aspects of the definition of humanity.


If I was/am believed as I understand some have opinions as to religious aspects and/or spiritual factors as to the usage of the words metaphor/proverbial/figurative, there has not been such confirmation for Me to have such knowledge for Myself regarding such aspects to what I would know and understand as to such as per the proof regarding the exact time.


Some do not just get over something as massive as the situations as to February 1993 as to being capable to survive such, as that was not a video game nor was that a computer game nor was that a pop culture fiction aspect as to such references and regards just as 11 September 2001 or 9/11 was not a video game and was not a computer game and was not a pop culture fiction aspect.


There is not the capacity where individuals who have tried to prettify the aspects for individuals to truthfully recover and heal from such aspects because of the requirements as to the truth being told in full, and when the truth is told in full is the only capacity for healing to begin.


Thus as to the facts in reference to My personal life experiences, what support would there be that I could truthfully say and/or write about as to the aspects of such luxuries others have had as to such amounts of individuals as to such support groups as to such friends as to such aspects of discussions as to what discussions would actually be in the references thereof as to what I personally consider as; or would such individuals think that them discussing amongst themselves would be as to the same instead of the aspects thereof as to discussions with Me personally, as to such proof regarding such luxuries as to those types as to such factors as to the aspects of such wannabe aspects.

 

 

Those who would consider Me as wanted as to what I consider as being wanted as to the differences as to such aspects of "Finding A Silver Lining" as there are only so many words in the dictionary to describe, and when individuals choose to be bratty nonconsensually as to such aspects as to such brattiness as to the aspects of the amounts of words as to the amounts of times as to where either the individual is going to be considered as competent to understand or they will be considered as incompetent as to humanity referencing such types as to those factors as to such aspects that I have brought forward as to the proof thereof to the validity of such aspects. 


"Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining" are situations that are of My past as to the situations I personally dealt with as to such aspects whereas My suggestions as to the current time as well as the future, are the difference.


"The Modern Day Book" is as to what I noticed as per the years thereof in those references as to what the looks were as to such descriptions for such clear aspects, as the common sense factors as to such regards as to having been born and raised in New Jersey as to the aspects of the differences as to NYC as NYC thinks of such aspects whereas New Jersey has the capacity to prefer the real of the reality as to such differences whereas Broadway wanted to be more like Hollywood and visa versa as to such references.


"The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" is of what My personal experiences were as to My personal work as to My personal life experiences as to before I began SCUBA Diving as to what I was known as through My name in reference of My personal trainers as to My personal childhood experiences as to such work in reference of protecting and defending the individuals on land above sea level as to the aspects of My work if that was/is actually appreciated.


The aspects where I could see now in the year of 2023 where some capacities of "Fail-Safe" could be as to such if factors as well as "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as while I was only being creative as to such aspects as to My writings, the aspects whereas for Myself personally would be as to the references for such aspects if as to those types as to such psychological distinguishing factors as to what I have been capable to distinguish as to My comprehension of Myself as well as My comprehension of My wrok as I authored/wrote/compiled as to the best of My capabilities as to My overall books.


In reference of "Paroxysm" there is not anyone I ever have personally dated that would ever fit into such descriptions, ever.  The facts regarding where the references thereof to prior timeframes as to Volume 2 are from individuals I personally knew before the year of 2000, as to the common sense factors as to the reality of the overall.


In regards as to "Fail-Safe" and "Paroxysm" in regards of for Me personally as to the relationship aspects of for Me personally as to the references and regards thereof officially for Me personally despite having written of such in an overall way, the aspects of if as to such as for Me personally then as to such clarifications now as to the year of 2023 as to the differences regarding the multiple reasons as to bringing such forward as to healthy acquaintences as to healthy friendships as to health developments of hetero-sexual relationships that as to such hetero-sexual relationships as to the fluidity depending upon the aspects of such a relationship factor if as to the consensual aspects as to each involved being fully informed first as that is the only capacity thereof as to being informed as to officially being informed before such aspects as for the example where I have been honest as to the after effects from My Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to others being informed first officially as to such if factors as to the differences.


The aspects whereas to such if factors as to My books I personally authored without any assistances as to My personal creativity to authoring such aside from the technological factors as to being capable to write such books as to "Paroxysm" and "Fail-Safe" referencing such aspects specifically for Myself regarding such aspects of the specifics as to such details, then I suppose if as to such would be as to prophecy regarding such if factors if such were to ever be for Myself personally; though if as others' interpretations of their own lives as to then the references of whereas being capable to prophesize decades before ever writing though definitely would not ever prefer certain aspects as to certain individuals as to My personal considerations as to the specifics as to such references regarding the factors thereof as to "Fail-Safe" especially though also in such clarifications as to for Me as to "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as to what My personal considerations as to the aspects thereof regarding the aspects not of a novelty as there is a difference between a novel a difference between a novel idea a difference between as to how such aspects of where the problems as to problematic novelty factors as to such misinterpretations in My opinion.


When describing the situations in truth that is the common sense starting point of a foundation, and any who think that such could be fast-forwarded are incompetent as to such aspects where certain factors are required to have such details and information to being capable to actually make such genuine efforts as to progression towards betterment in genuine truth.


The reality where such aspects of when such efforts are direct as to such facts as per the prior amounts of time as to explanations, then as to the facts where either the competency to listen and then think while listening as well as being capable to progress with the correct actions as to such regards as to the common sense.


Maybe it is a bit more truthful than I realized, common sense might actually be a genuinely real superpower. 


Forgiveness is of importance as to such truth in full as best as possible, the factors of as to such if remorseful.


The reasons why of the reality as to where, as to the year of 1993. 


Time is important as to emotions of the situations, retaining such knowledge can assist seeing towards progression of betterment.


Communications are important listening both sides if as to consent, the factors as to information in truth as of much importance. 

Life and Love, Life and Love
Between, Below, and Above


Brightest of Blessings.

Please share the link to my website and feel free to comment in the section below however know that I am not informed as to any comments made within the area of each journal blog I post, though the ability to express yourselves as to such comments of such are able to be seen of such portions if you so choose.

I encourage others to share the links and to speak about such topics honestly as to such aspects and situations as my saying as to it should not take a head injury to figure out is the main satirical portion as to my journal blog, as to the facts as to sometimes when wording hits a certain way all one can do is chuckle a bit as to reviewing such portions of information thereof.

If interested in using my journal blog for articles and/or legal aspects please just remember to put the link to the specific journal blog article area to assist the fuller aspects as to the clarifications for others to also be able to read through for such additional details, as well as if there are those who are interested in further discussions and/or commentary and/or interviews and/or speaking arrangements and/or invitational aspects of such journal blog entries I have written please do contact me through my contact form with such details at www.susanmeeling.com/to-contact 

Please also know the reasons for having such available hopefully assists the more open discussions as to the various details thereof to which I have been honest and truthful about, which additionally to such as to posting on social media in various areas is welcome as the ability to discuss such topics honestly is of importance as it brings a different form of discussions though also assists more to be involved with such viewpoints.  I know there are those who either have not had a social media account and/or have had to wait to be online more often in such aspects depending upon the employment thereof to which the reference to the details in such references per journal blog entry might assist in different ways while additionally giving the ability to still engage online in various forums to which while some may prefer not to have their social media accounts associated with responses on my website which is acceptable; it does give a forum for such discussions as well for those who may not have the ability to go into further details in certain other areas online, as to a different cover though the reality of such transparency on my part as to having been open and honest as to my community area involvements additionally hopefully open the doors and open the lines for more genuine and honest communication within the age appropriate guidelines thereof for the betterment and clarity among more.

 

 

Admittedly only recently in the year of 2020 had I realized I may physically look similar to different characters in different aspects of pop culture however I did not grow up being allowed to watch such aspects and since after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury coma, I do not usually watch such pop culture because of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to knowing the personal aspects of what is best for myself.  However I did not and do not know of the pop culture references many of the times because of not being allowed to watch anything other than G-rated movies/television throughout my childhood and teenager years in the 1980s to the 1990s as the rating systems may have been different for such times, as I also was not allowed to watch PG or PG13 or any other type of PG until I was a certain age which again similarly to such times in the 1980s and the 1990s the rating system may have been different to such aspects; of which once I was the age of 18 years old biologically I have been able to watch anything and everything I personally prefer or want to watch.

 

 

Additionally I do not play games despite possibly looking physically as what characters might be as to such, as again that is something within pop culture which I have not usually known nor understood a reference to such in pop culture however I encourage people to know the difference between a pop culture reference as to knowing the difference to the human being spoken with as I have picked up there are several individuals who may not have known there is a difference between what images and/or videos as to being seen compared to the interactions with others when in real life in person as well as when speaking with others through various forms of online communication of which the care and the concern as to such aspects in my opinion is of importance to review for such realities. 

 

 

While I understand others have the choice to play games for whichever aspects thereof, please comprehend I am not one who will play games as I personally do not find such appealing to me nor to the after effects of as well as from my Psalm Sunday year of 2000 head injury just as others with and/or without a head injury may have a different viewpoint to such aspects as to games as some just have a life which such is considered as a luxury to play games comparatively though cannot do.

 

 

Please be respectful as to such as well as if you meet me and/or see me in public and speak with me, please be honest as to such as I have not ever assumed anyone had ever known of my website or my work as to the fact I have known there are many websites throughout the internet of which if there have been hints to such at any point in time there has not been the ways of which I would view such aspects as to the reference without the actual bringing of such information up first by who I have spoken with because of the ways as though I write as I do when I speak it is not always the same way as such comes across online possibly as there are differences as I would guesstimate others would know as per their own online aspects as to how such discussions have been with others and/or writings thereof as to when corresponding with others.

 

 

Though I know there are more than just the two social media areas of which Facebook and Twitter have been available, because of certain topics of my journal blog entries as well as the multiple social media platforms I lease such areas at the discretion of the reader to posting such aspects because of the knowledge certain topics are for certain age ranges as to the details thereof though because of certain aspects as to the intellectual levels for the reasons as to the choices thereof for what I have known some companies have assisted with in reference to the rating system as to guidelines as to the clicking of certain links for such software references as to controls.  I have done the best I could to ensure the ability for if in reference to biologically under the age of 18 years old for such choices up to the parent(s)/legal guardian(s)/grandparents to the topic points I have/do written/write about as well as kept such details more modest for the ability for such aspects of choice to the appropriate levels of discussions, of which hopefully with the additional aspects as to the genres assist with such abilities for the clarifications thereof.  

If newsworthy, please do send to the news organizations if there are topics of which are interesting that should be broadcast upon the various news media stations as to the specifics within the posts I have put together.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Day 48 of 60 Days of Thanks Challenge

I am thankful for the experiences to learn from the mistakes made by Suzanne Farnsworth and her groups of what I call as crazy cat people, as the situations I was able to learn from such insanity hypothetically from such and the Nine Lives Books AKA None Lies Books in San Antonio Texas was an abundant amount of learning experiences and knowledge which was not available to everyone for many reasons. Such a female as Suzanne Farnsworth to choose such a path as to wrongly steal books from Half Price Books as per her admittance as well as going to garage sales as she had started out at Half Price Books before becoming a manager at Half Price Books, which she admitted she saw the larger profit margins and claimed she wanted to help people while helping cats. I had not actually seen her help cats, I saw her hoard cats and then needlessly turn out such problems as refusing to make sure all of the cats were properly vaccinated back in the timeframes of volunteering at Nine Lives Books AKA Nine Lies Books. I will go over quite a few details as per the situations from the timing regarding the psychosis observed as well as discussions, which others have such additional testimonies of their own accounts as to such ridiculous behaviours.


First I started attending the Psychic Fairs at Nine Lives Books after being told about such by a local community member named Joe Rose who was a Baptist Pastor who converted to paganism as he explained as he worked as a contractor for the JBSA area living in Helotes off of 16 past 1604, near Mary Ellen who lived up the road on a right side of the street when going to a vision quest out in the area as well as drum circles at the house where Joe Rose lived with Dee though last I was told lives with Samantha. After giving Suzanne Farnsworth my business card she asked if I would want to begin with the Psychic Fairs as she asked me questions about my background, which I explained I have great healing capabilities which were specific and unable to be utilized by anyone else for such a type though I had been trained to learn how to use Reiki which she noticed the spelling on my business card as there was a recommendation by someone in the community if you wanted to keep in touch with someone in the local community to get a business card for the ability to keep in contact if it was needed. I had not thought of any other aspect, though when I told Joe Rose about such he seemed surprised I was allowed to go to the Psychic Fairs to do Reiki healing work there because he said he knew Suzanne and was surprised she would let me be a part of the store knowing. I did not understanding what he meant nor why, though I figured if it was something involving the spirituality community in San Antonio which met at Candlelight Coffee House at the time; I thought it was simply because she was busy with the bookstore as to why she was unable to go to the events, as well as the time it took to build up her bookstore as the details were not given to me by then.


As Joe Rose randomly would ask about the Psychic Fairs I was attending with a few clients here and there, I simply watched in amazement seeing some of the energetic portions throughout the areas as well as what I saw swirling around the store as time went onward. After removing what tries for bounds were put into that store as well as a few other aspects surrounding the store when I asked if it would be okay to do so as I could see where certain lines were crossing other lines, and the only explanation I could give for what I saw was ironically a ball of yarn that was entangled in several other balls of yarn in multiple colors which the strands were looking as though they were going to snap at any moment soon at the time in 2004. I had already stopped being involved with the Jade Wolf Coven from the Seguin area which I explained such to Suzanne Farnworth, which I remember her saying later after she was okay after talking with Lisa Williams about such; that the type of clearing needed which Lisa could see, was needing more than just a bit of tidying up. At first when beginning the smudging the clouds were darkened black with even darker colors swirling throughout the store more than what I saw regarding the female Christy from the Jade Wolf Coven and her then husband Mike's house, which Suzanne asked what she was seeing when the smoke was clearing as she saw the blackness herself. She told me she saw the smoke changing colors and shapes which I told her was natural for her to see from when I was clearing problems out of the way, as sometimes the shapes made in the vapors were a signal for her to pay attention to if she was able to see such because of the way I move energy when necessary.


At first the store began doing much better within the first week of the first clearing I had worked on, and she told me the store had picked up in sales by a large unseen percentage she had not known was possible for the store. The following Psychic Fair was when my first healing session occurred in a full way beyond a small Reiki ball as I called it as that was more known by a name than what I could call such, compared to the fuller aspects as to what could be done. The first larger session of healing energy regarding Reiki had been for a male who had his Grandmother or aunt bring him in though I had done a few sessions a bit prior, though to the specifics of was quite different to the level of energetic pulses required for such a situation overall. His Grandmother or Aunt told me a few aspects as to how he did not believe in any sort of energy healing which when she went to get a reading from another Psychic Fair individual, I spoke with the young adult for awhile asking him a few questions as he answered slightly before we discussed a few other portions. I explained I knew he did not believe more than she knew he did not believe and knew it was not just because of what he could not see, letting him know as to how such effects can be when initially receiving the healing energy pulses because of the way my type of healing is. At the point when he was ready to get onto the massage table covered with a fabric, I had talked with him for a little more before getting to work. When I was done, he slowly opened his eyes and I asked him how the session had been and what he had felt. I helped him to sit upright and to be more specific, I only held my hands above him in comparison to actually touching him because of the way certain aspects were required which he explained he had to look to see where I had been as he could feel the energy pulses and thought I was touching his face though when he saw my hands several inches above his head he was surprised to see my hands were a good distance for him to feel comfortable knowing that the respect for the healing session was there as he was not okay with certain aspects. I told him when the session for healing is over, the session for healing is over. He had what I knew was needed for him though anything else was going to go in such a progression as per the discussion we had, though I warned him not to abuse such as to the requirements as to the safety needed.


I spoke with Suzanne for a few months about several aspects while doing the best I could at the time for such situations in my life, as the larger aspects were becoming more entrenched as I could see the problems growing outside of the store though making a blockade for such while I could volunteering at the store. I noticed the distance between Joe Rose and I forming which I was confused about admittedly, though in later aspects there is a wonder as to such though such bounds were removed from long ago and such was not allowed further for multiple reasons as per certain situations I was seeing and refused to be any part of. I saw how he treated females who actually had something more than he and I watched how he tried to manipulate Dee, just as I saw how he tried to manipulate others, while seeing how he would randomly grab females without their permission; which was quite annoying as one point in time he did try to smack me on which I turned around to grab his hand, and tell him to keep his hands to himself permanently. I do not allow such and any who would dare to without my permission would have to be taught a lesson if touching certain areas, which I would not tolerate such behaviour in the slightest. As he did coding for JBSA and later began contract work out from Helotes after some health problems really began to kick into higher gear, because of previous medical conditions. I warned him to keep his hands to himself as such sorts of problems can come back around when you touch something that is not and had not ever been anyone else's except who such had actually belonged to. I told him I knew he knew the 10 Commandments from being a Baptist Pastor somewhere I do not remember being told, and despite finding a large type of a community and such attachments to the San Antonio Pagan Night Out community to not allow such sorts of laws which had always been necessary to ever cease as such laws were mandatory to continue far more permanently than he realized. I warned him for each situation that there would be another health problem on top of another health problem and etecetera as such situations were going to be judged more harshly as should be known. At that time he was working at Crystal Mountain on the side as well as getting other people into businesses while he worked as a technology contractor for JBSA, which other situations were known of by such a male and had only been as had only been despite the timeframe from 2003 into 2004 about such situations regarding my now dead-ex-husband as well as my biological parents and biological sister going into San Antonio Texas as my biological sister was going to graduate high school though it was not allowed for me to know when that time came around as to her graduation to attend just the same in reference to her BA and her Masters degree.


Upon being asked to volunteer for the online book sales as the cat sanctuary began growing larger and the amount of people from the Psychic Fairs brought their books into the store to sell as well as purchase other books and tell their friends and families about at such times, I was introduced to who had been supposed to be working on such for several months though was not keeping up to the task as Suzanne had explained as per the cat sanctuary. When Joe Rose found out I was asked to volunteer for the online book sales he disapproved which he did not explain why and it did not matter, as what was needed to cleanse that store from such problems was required as per the request to me from Suzanne as she and I had discussed heavily of the amount of situations I had seen clustering around the store as well as some of the employees and staff though I was unable to speak of which specific individuals as per the amount of situations intertwined throughout more than was realized initially when cleansing. I knew there were certain people Joe Rose was sending to Suzanne Farnsworth who had the similar type of complex about helping animals, though whoever told her she did not need to vaccinate the cats was incorrect. If there is going to be a cat anywhere near human beings including gardens and housing areas, all cats must be vaccinated because of the known diseases which only come from cat claws which need to be fully corrected fully and I told her that was why I thought she was involved with the cat sanctuary as the reasons she was not getting those cats vaccinated including the ones in the store was problematic and with such; I figured she was making an offering to the Egyptian Goddess Bast because of the known health impacts to such types of animals, as I had also explained to Daniel and Ken who worked at the store as the finance manager. As time went onward and more cats were brought into the store and the cat sanctuary grew, the Psychic Fairs started to dwindle because of the Psychics being disgusted by the kitty litter not being cleaned properly as well as the energetic portions of the unvaccinated cats roaming around without any regard for what was goin on. While some think such to be a good thing depending upon, only declawed cats are ever the safe ones if they also are vaccinated. If you are going to have a house cat then such must be, because the claws are the problem for more than most knew or know. Unlike docking a dog's tail or cropping a dog's ears, the declawing is the only way to have a pet cat as per the health requirements for many more as the dander changes when the claws are removed and the allergies are not as bad for those who are allergic to cats because of the infections within such claws. The realities of the Goddess Bast had to do with the cleansing of such from the lands though most did not realize that such was the ways of such times, of which as a part of Divinity would have such a specific view for such for the health and wellbeing more so in comparison to those who prefer such as they have because of the ignorance due to the lack of explanations via more medical treatments a swell as scientific portions for the wording to clearly make more sense.


The later learned facts about the mental situations referring to such in regards of Suzanne Farnsworth and her sister Cindy Farnsworth (maiden last name) was able to see how if they were highly exposed to such, the situations of which the cats' claws would bring such additional needless problems simply from a small biscuit because of the sharpness of the claws automatically able to do such aspects; though at that point such was not noticed or paid attention to when I spoke of such, as the more cat sanctuary people began to flood the store. I had several problems with other staff and volunteers from the cat sanctuary more-so than compared to the problems regarding the actual staff and volunteers, though because of how intermixed such had been; the ability to distinguish between the energetic portions compared to who was speaking with me, had been a difficult situation as I could tell certain energies were from others regarding specific comments and/or the delivery of such wording compared to who was actually speaking as it was only 3 years from waking up from my coma after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury when I began doing the Psychic Fairs and only 4 years after waking up to volunteer at the time. As the times with the main staff and volunteers at the store continued to grow upward in a positive way for the most part, the more cat sanctuary individuals going in and out of the store was causing needless problems for the actual ones who wanted the success for the people within the store as well as the cat sanctuary within reason. The cat sanctuary people for those who know such types of individuals became apparently more problematic and at a point I was asked to stop by the condo for Suzanne which she had removed all of the cabinet doors for the cats to walk throughout the cabinets grossly without any concern for any type of health awareness even for her own self, as well as locking the so-called sick cats which in my opinion all needed to be exterminated for the amount of diseases they were carrying and anyone who would do such purposefully as well for such allowances in my opinion; which those cats were able to use the bathtub filled with kitty litter which she used a pitch fork to clean out the clumps of the kitty litter. The hair problems she had was due to such disgusting aspects and if she had not allowed such to occur much sooner Suzanne Farnsworth would not have been as sick as she had gotten, as the bronchial infections she kept dealing with only had to do with the amount of kitty litter she was constantly around needlessly as well as the lack of vaccinations as per medical requirements. Without an ability to know how to keep healthy, the problems only persisted for Suzanne Farnsworth and such types of people who think they know better because they care; in comparison to people who have studied and completed more work in many more ways, than some may have wished to have guessed.


The books began to be impacted by the residual portions of the cat little and the mists such types when unvaccinated as well as the constant staying within the area of the used kitty litter, meant every person who ever went into Nine Lives Books would legally have the right to sue for such if they went into the store and ever had an infection due to the cats running around the store as well as the cat sanctuary. However whether or not the cat sanctuary paperwork for the licensing was made is not my knowledge though since she literally called the store Nine Lives Books because of the association with the cat sanctuary as well as having such in the store, if there is a legality beyond just who I have called Your Dad is Not A Captain as well; the employees would be able to sue even the registered owner for allowing such, if accurate as to the laws applicable for such situations. Even the cat sanctuary staff and volunteers would be able to for such because even if they did not know whether or not the cats were vaccinated of other cats, only the people who did not tell Suzanne Farnsworth and the staff members of would be considered guilty for purposefully choosing to not inform of such; though Lisa Williams had been asked to energetically read such animals, which was only a portion of such situations going on at such times; though Lisa Williams knew how adamant I had been about more safety requirements for myself personally as she knew how many tools for emergencies if required would be nearby for me to be able to grab and take care of situations as she had seen before as well as had listened when I spoke with Michael Roberts and had educated him about various tools such as the flathead being called a slot-driver to be corrected, and a Phillips head being called a plus corrected to what the proper tool name was. When I first heard the term I thought of a casino which the explanation of how a screwdriver compared to a casino had to be explained, which I told him about the casino situation regarding when some of my ex-in-laws and some of their friends had wanted to go to the Shreveport area to gamble when I was 18 years old biologically though also pregnant and less than 1 full year awake from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury coma.


Many knew how Michael Roberts had thought he knew more than everyone else, however the store employees and volunteers would chuckle to themselves quietly where he could not hear as to the amount of what I actually had known; mainly because of the aspects regarding how much time he was on a computer, in comparison to going out more often though also knowing there were other portions, and homeschooling in ways which those times were not as common or regulated as they are more often known and seen in the common times now. He did not believe me about my after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as he thought he had read everything and did not know when to keep his business to himself and admitted to going into other areas of technology he was not allowed to go into, which he did not know t what level of a background I had which in turn meant he had not clue I had done coding well before ever living anywhere other than New Jersey. I had to repeatedly explain myself because he refused to believe the truth I was always speaking and he did not want to believe the aspects of the religious or spiritual aspects as to many portions, as I began defending the Psychic Fairs and the Psychics who were a part of; which he thought the cat sanctuary was a better way to bring in the money because of the charges to purchase one of the cats, in comparison to paying attention to the other details I also explained to him.


As a female with the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury the refusal to accept I could ever be anything else than what he thought, was what it was. Others had discussed such and while I had believed everyone genuinely deserves a chance because of the realities as to people make mistakes and the misunderstandings which occur are far too frequent to be able to simply go off of one portion because of the levels of intricacies, which when I told him I had smudged to clear the energy for the store was ironic only when I began to install a protective barrier in the bathroom for the painting and needed help for such; was the first time he was able to walk into the store, without feeling sickened by the cat sanctuary as well as more-so the people he did not actually like nor wanted to deal with. I asked how he could allow such around himself, as he did not see what he was needing to see even though he was able to see he could actually walk into the store when more people were around and he was usually more of a hermit in comparison. He asked how I could see him as a hermit as he tried to joke about Kermit because of the rhyming, which I chuckled telling him he needed to understand the realities of which he knew he could not tolerate ever being in the store prior to the times of finding out I was beginning to volunteer after a few times regarding the cat sanctuary or the Psychic Fairs. I told him how he needed to know not all females are the exact same as what he was accustomed to because the females he was accustomed to did not see what was actually as important and even though there were portions of which ties are important, there are also portions of which the human being's mind cannot fully process the fullest amount of information in a small glace as per the requirements for multiple aspects as to the foundational aspect points to which the brain was incapable to learn more than a certain amount of information which I saw the response. I knew there were those who did not seem to want to take the time to actually speak with him and I had met such an individual many times before when growing up in New Jersey, which some people did not understand how older technology people can be because of the amount of time and work it took to run the beginning portions of programming. I knew back in the earlier times of the larger numbers of people going forward to get such ready for the general population, there were those who were on call as well as working a weekly schedule; which some people at such times did not realize how much time coding can actually take, depending what levels you were able to get such situations taken care of. I had told him of the Prudential aspects of my biological mother as well as several other portions referencing how my childhood and teenager years from what I could remember, onto such portions additionally to what little pieces I could recall at such times.


It was noticed as to my bookbag of medicine for my daily prescriptions one day by one of the cat sanctuary people when I was getting such out from my vehicle at the time, which thankfully I can say and write I do not need such sorts of medications any further. It is more important to work through the situations compared to ignoring such, which for clarifications; I had not ignored the various situations I had gone through and survived, I simply had acknowledged such and because of the amount of what was needed the inability to stop and think about what was done to make such a survival was unnecessary for me as it was trivial in various pursuits to think about what specifics I had done unless the requirement for what possibly could need additional clarifying from where I could assist such knowledge for truthful understanding. I knew despite what some would try to convince me of regarding such, the aspects slowly began to creep towards the ears of Suzanne Farnsworth as mainly the volunteers though some of the staff from the cat sanctuary were discussing the amount of time I spent with Michael Roberts, though knowing he was in a relationship with Suzanne Farnsworth as well as the situation I was in at such times was not an ability to ever see such in any other way; as per the respect which is mandatory for myself, as I have seen how such can go even without the portions of actual involvement for such levels. As the cat sanctuary staff and volunteers continued to make their opinions known as to who they thought I was and the Psychic Fairs began to dwindle because of the more cat sanctuary people messing with their belongings while they were doing readings and/or while they went outside to smoke because they saw more areas for where the cat cages could go in comparison to the human beings as well as the books themselves being impacted, the more money which flowed into the store at the same times overall between the online book store sales as well as the in store aspects per the Psychic Fairs and usually up to 2-3 weeks afterwards of such customers; the cat sanctuary saw such numbers when Suzanne Farnsworth would discuss the actual income numbers with them as seen and heard when in the parking lot areas as well as the store when picking up kitty litter after going to the post office and stopping to get something to eat at Jim's Restaurant on Huebner and I10 because of what was needed for me to be healthy to be able to do any help for such aspects, the individuals who then saw such automatically assumed I was taking advantage while the hypocrisy of such ironies from the people who were most upset with me because of the location in the back of the store when initially walking in and going towards the right which had the most amount of room for the massage table as they saw to take away from the Psychic Fairs. The call to the San Antonio Police about checking as to what was being smoked within the store at Nine Lives Books when I had been clearing the energies, I would guesstimate came from one of the cat sanctuary staff and/or volunteers as the staff and volunteers of the Nine Lives Books all knew what I was doing as they had watched and seen themselves as to what they knew was/is pure healing power. In comparison to when the San Antonio Police Officer was told, I stood with her and explained the different aspects between the sage and the sweetgrass. After speaking with her for awhile and answering her questions she asked to see a little to know a bit better, and when she was ready to continue on with her day we went onward and I hoped she had a good day and stayed safe. I continued going along as the portions of what I was seeing swirled randomly and when looking back now, the main times I would have to get more heavily involved with such energetic clearings was having to do with the cat sanctuary people. I did not know if Suzanne Farnsworth and the staff of the cat sanctuary portion were keeping track of such volunteers and staff, however I stayed away from such people as often as I could just as the rest of the Nine Lives Books staff and volunteers.


Just for clarification prior to continuing just because of others choosing to wrongly steal my books for downloading of which even with sending out FSL, means that the information in words was only allowed to be made available and whatever pictures I have modeled for under such agreements are the only ones allowed to be seen. Otherwise each one of my tattoos are only my tattoos and only if I choose to show such to who I personally choose in comparison to streaming illegally in reference to security systems as ADT/Brinks/etcetera, you can think of how people view in the peaceful muslim aspects as to the Muhammad regarding my tattoos unless I specific otherwise as per what I choose. My tattoos and hair as well as myself are only ever allowed for viewing of my own free will to give personal permission for as such, as truly without any further aspects allowed to continue such boundary lines must be stated and clearly enforced such boundaries permanently. I have not and I do not give any permission for such beyond the pictures only online available to see as the times of which I modeled or had been an actress for, thus none other portions as per the agreements stated are allowed ever without my personal choice. Thus even though I put into the FSL books of my tattoo information, there is not the need for anyone to see such; though the want or desire might be, that is still the difference. Your wants or desires do not outweigh, my need for such respect of my privacy of my entire body. If you have an egg donor or a mom, you need to respect such regulations and requirements. Just because I have a website does not change any of such rules or mandatory aspects and only reinforces such requirements and needs, unless all others would prefer the exact same aspects in return done to them in reference to their entire bodies in such sorts of invasion of privacy ways regarding how as such has been viewed to be viewed of them by people now as well as in the future. Thus such sorts of following allowed regarding such are only in reference as I had declared long ago and just because some wish to be curious, it does not matter as you know what the saying is about curiosity and what can occur if you choose to push too far wrongly. Please do not think any of you deserve to ever see my hair and/or my tattoos as per the necessary requirements for my own privacy, as once again the aspects regarding the wants and desires compared to my needs are quite different. The same should be referring to private discussions in reference to when I am inside of where my dwelling location is, as per requirement. Thankfully the social distancing is more prevalent to ensure such physical boundaries have been instated more clearly, and such other aspects regarding my personal aspects thereof are a similar portion referencing my physical body as well as each other portion thereof as to who I am. Such includes each portion of each book I authored/wrote and compiled for one book only, of which the preference for if you are going to approach me to discuss anything I have written or posted is simply being respectful enough to tell the truth to me.


You are not going to ever know how I will respond especially if you are going to try to be sneaky while having read FSL and/or The Modern Day books specifically though all books and writings are included in this statement for clarity, which as realized I guess has been seen and known of which will only infuriate me. Why not think about it in the way of if you were capable to write and compile such, how would you prefer someone walking up to speak with or contacting your Mom in reference to such discussions? Would you want someone to walk up to your Mom and lie to her if you truly care about her, or would you prefer someone continuously lie each time they walk up to your Mom? If you do not have a relationship which you care(d) about such, do you have a sister or a daughter or an aunt or a Grandmother or a female friend or a relationship with a female who you would be protective of if such were to be a situation? I know it is one aspect to have pictures or videos taken if willing to be a part of for what is specified however since I have not allowed such and as I have personally not approved of such and do not approve of such even now, please be respectful in comparison to what is known I have dealt with as well as have had to push forward through simply to survive to live as best as I could and can.


However in reference back to the aspects regarding only one set of people who had volunteered at the cat sanctuary who caught my attention positively were two teenagers, which had been the only two younger ones who had been a part of the cat sanctuary for such type of volunteering. There was a point a few days after they started volunteering as I noticed how they were treated when I would walk towards the front of the store to get books to be able to take to the back to list online, and leave the other books for the store portion as were processed prior to me walking towards the cubicle area for the books I needed to list online. I had not been informed as to who with which individual as to how such began officially, though when carrying a large stack of books towards the back a female ran up to me knowing I had already picked up kitty litter for when Suzanne asked me in comparison to any of the other staff or volunteers as I knew she needed to be making that choice in comparison to who that female was yelling at me to 'I need you to get me kitty litter, stat.'


I did not respond the way that female would have preferred and in such of telling her to get out of my way while holding several thousands of dollars worth of books in my hands, she continued to wrongly berate me for what she thought was an emergency. I walked closer to the door and the male teenager chuckling walked over to open the door for me which I appreciated as the girlfriend walked closer to ask me a few questions, and we talked for a little bit of time. The following day I had gone to the store to get the books ready for packaging as Daniel was already there and the two of us took the several bins of books to be mailed through the post office of which because of the scanning portions for mailing does not equal the right to ever post such online, as per the information and which a lot of identity theft had originated from because of the specific types of letters which had been sent through the mail and the mandatory aspects to record such after the 1993 attacks specifically in regards of the World Trade Center though also a few other events in the United states of America and the world. Making the requirement for such while not having the clearance process in place for such possible information to be sent via the mail in any regards if such has been allowed, that information has needed to be through clearance levels for a reason; of which if the Pentagon and the Department of Defense had not known where such had been, when did people start getting credit cards mailed as well as checks? When did that first begin, though also think in reference of emails in such similar aspects for safety protocols I know are in place though even with such the requirements of which when taking additional considerations. If hypothetically such details are available and have been made available for such, when I started receiving letters about the information being taken off of post for the information of various individuals with direct connections to the United States of America's Armed Forces starting in 2001, what could possibly have been seen? I know in reference to specifically FSL how many could possibly be impacted and I did what I could as best as possible to ensure many safety precautions where I could as best as I could in each way possible to inform of such even though I could not officially inform of such prior to officially registering through The Library of Congress. I know though I did not graduate Basic Training from the Army branch though knowing my starting clearance level for such, the importances to give as much of a proverbial warning to assist what who could be able to assist themselves and others to do such as best and as much as possible. I do not know what steps are in place for when other information previously has been put through such a mailing system and if there are those who have certain aspects to which the individuals who would need such information and visa versa, would have for such sorts of a backup plan for such aspects as a just in case; due to the ability to have information sent to an office prior to the package being sent out for full delivery, as just because a book is what it is does not mean the information is for everyone all at once as the safety for such aspects especially regarding certain materials are of a specific aspects of for reasons.


I know my biological father's sister Linda and her husband Phil worked at the New York City area of which branch I am uncertain of office, and I know my biological father had debts which were owed to him which bothered him as to how she was wrongly taking his debts owed to him. It was a big deal for me to figure out as it made sense, though it did not make sense. I was also a child when hearing the initial complaints when I was upstairs as the open grate was closest to my side of the room at the time when growing up, thus I tried to figure out where it was which the aspects of would be able to be more known for such justice; as the hours upstairs in the jewelry office were known to me more-so than to her. The aspects as to how she saw him as being allowed though her not knowing earned back into the family to then wrongly steal what he earned, and as seeing the cash not being recommended for mailing made sense as to who or how such could be if the case regarding other portions of his business. I know Linda and Anna my biological mother got along much better than as well as Phil and Anna, though I thought such odd as per a few other aspects regarding the way my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu looked at both of their children as such situations went as they had over the time. They would know far more compared to I, for such aspects.


Nonetheless as Daniel and I went to the post office as per usual we talked with the post office employees as waiting for the turn in line and usually allowing others with only one or two packages go first, as he and I would go to Jim's Restaurant afterwards and calm down from the energetic portions of the store prior to getting back to the store. While we were at the table eating in the smoking section and speaking with the males and females in the area as per the usual, there was a phone call which came through from Lisa Williams asking if I had a first aid kit because someone was scratched by one of the feral cats. I told her I did asking why there was still not one at the store yet as I talked with Suzanne about getting a big one for the store even telling her I knew which would be best for the type of overall aspects as per my biological father's schooling for RN school and the time I was sick in 5th grade, which since such had not been taken care of I finished my coffee and told Daniel we needed to get going back to the store which everyone at Jim's Restaurant who knew of such would randomly stop in as well as they all enjoyed reading books and a few had a few books which were brought to the store which were listed online. I suppose I can make a joke in reference to how The Big Blue Book arrived or The Blue Book Project as more commonly known, however unofficially and officially I simply am thankful for the ability to have been able to read through the information and see the pictures which I was able to see and read through taking notations as required and when completed reading such information I had personally gone through as well as taking such images inserted to focus on to be able to remember the specifics as much as possible of such situations for a better set of portions of such types of informational aspects after erasing the pencil writings from the pages as per the requirements for listing online for the rare books for the clear aspects; however seeing the specific notations made and knowing such details were as they were, I knew I needed to do as required for such aspects as per other portions of time in my life. I knew the information was old enough to be allowed to be listed, though I knew certain information needed a bit of time prior to putting such online because of the complexities thereof and to see such confusions from other portions was needed to be able to give such time for the Armed Forces of the United States of America to work with which treatied areas for whichever clearer aspects as per certain types of regulations in place for the safety of the country and the world. Now, with more information the aspects as to the portions regarding the information within the pages which were needing a calmer time because of the details thereof in comparison to the time within the year of either 2005 or 2006 especially within the San Antonio and Texas areas because of what was occurring overseas with the situations after 11 September 2001 and how many were previously stationed at one of the 5 military bases with Lackland Air Force Base being the training area for Basic Training for the Air Force and the Medical Corps being mainly trained at Fort Sam Houston as per Military City USA portions of reality for such a large and yet small town.


I am extremely thankful and grateful to have been able to read through such manual information, and see such pictures as different as some of the images were. I suppose it works out in such as I had always thought what was later called an Angler Fish to be cute, worked out really well for certain images. Certain specific images with the information within the pages as to the aspects of, are much more difficult to describe for a few portions of the information and some pictures of such were considered as safer to more for the human race to be considered as a sign of acknowledgement as to what some areas of certain in the know aspects of for a more genuinely peaceful beginning as per the types of images of specific sorts.


The time when getting back to Nine Lives Books to see many of the cages with cats moved out of the way though some still in the area as I walked up the stairs in the front door angled because of the original location, the amount of blood in the clothing of the teenager male from around the middle to the side of his light grey shirt with design and down throughout his sweat pants to his sneakers had been where Daniel stopped off to the side as he did not like the sight of blood as I briskly walked towards the male with his girlfriend to the side of him. I asked what insurance his parents had telling the employees the first aid kit I had brought in was not enough for his needs as I put my hand onto his shoulder, and got what I could begin for such healing aspects as I asked if he called his Mom which he said she was sleeping most likely because of taking care of several children and when I asked if he called his Dad, he said his Dad was overseas. I asked if he had Tricare which he said yes, and I took him with the girlfriend over to JBSA to get him to BAMC and as when doing as best as I could to listen to him say he was going to lie to cover the store; I warned him against such because of the need for the help truthfully, as he said most of the cats were not vaccinated and most of the cats he was working with were feral cats which I repeated him needing to tell the truth while driving as I could through the traffic. I told the girlfriend to call her Mom which she said she would call her Dad, and as she spoke with him on the phone telling him I was taking both of them to the Emergency Room at BAMC she handed me the phone to tell me her Dad wanted to speak with me. He told me he had seen me in the store and was interested to get a cup of coffee sometime which with the situation occurring, the lack of knowledge as to why the portions of made little sense to me as per the frequency of the cellphone while I was in the middle of driving while working on healing energy aspects as the amount of blood loss seemed more than I could count for the male teenager. I had to get off of the phone because I saw what it was doing to the teenager as I was holding the phone and I needed to get back to what I needed to do, and as the phone was given back to the daughter; I asked the male what rank his Dad was, to be able to get him to remain awake. He told me his Dad was a Captain when he met his Mom, and I told him his Dad was not a Captain as I could not help it because of the truth aspects and working the energetic frequencies as best as I can for wording. After getting the identification cards from him, his girlfriend, and myself ready to go on post as I knew we needed to move quickly inside to get him to the Emergency Room; I handed over the identification cards for scanning and drove through the gate to park the car for the ability to check him into the Emergency Room with a nurse, which I told him and his girlfriend to wait at the line for me to speak with the nurse to inform her correctly as to the situation as I could not allow him to lie to the nurse as his own safety was at risk if he did not answer the questions honestly from what I could feel from such. I knew a lot about the bacteria underneath the claws of cats which has been a use for some because of where they walk and how their claws move when they take a step, which automatically they pick up that sort of dirt and grime to then distribute around as they walk and where they run.


The garden areas which have been destroyed by smaller cats as well as the food supplies of meat products which cats are nearby tend to have a larger health risk problem, than those areas without cats running through. They claw at the tails of cows which automatically causes a reaction and the infections from such are needless because of where those cats roam, and where they walk to then claw at fence posts which then infects the wood and ground because of the bacteria. Such areas are not the only places impacted by such as per simply walking around, which the bacteria when leaving a kitty litter box area means the need for a full cleansing of such ferocious bacteria as per the way such types simply just are. The grotesqueness of that particular species to use such in comparison to a toilet instead though the claws are still a situation as per the walking around especially if people wear shoes to walk around outside of their living arrangements to wrongly wear their shoes inside of the house to track that dirt and mud around, then makes the problems worse for such needlessly.


I informed the nurse to then call them over to the desk and as I told the nurse about what the male was going to say when handing over the identification card, meant she knew I was telling her the truth though she knew she needed to verify for his safety as well. Once he was checked in I asked if either needed or wanted something to eat which the snack machines were near the entrance, when the phone rang at the desk I had spoken to the nurse with at. As speaking with the teenagers the nurse walked over to the three of us to tell us when looking at him that his Dad was on the phone, to look over to me and tell me his Dad said thank you for bringing him in and I could go back to the store. I looked to the male as the girlfriend started wheeling him towards the nurses station and told him, "I said, your Dad is not a Captain."


When getting back to Nine Lives Books to walk through the store all of the cat cages were gone and no one in the store said where the cages went, though I knew. I walked towards the back area after grabbing the cordless phone to take with me to the back as most employees and volunteers did not like answering the phone, and as soon as closing the door to the back the phone rang with the caller id showing a Fort Sam Houston phone number as per the prefixes with the words Animal Control. I knew what the aspects were going to be about needing the information required as best as I could give, and I explained what I knew which as some of the cat sanctuary people walked by the back of the store as well as along the front to enter and knowing my voice can carry as I was born and raised in New Jersey going to the tri-state areas; I knew I was putting the target in my back for those people's attention, while hoping for the best possible outcome as I had seen such situations before in New Jersey and New York City as well as Pittsburg and Philadelphia as to how certain traits are regarding such situations. San Antonio may or may not have known the overall aspects to such situations as many cat sanctuary type of people or those who will go to no stop until as many cats are put into homes knowing such aspects in Military City USA; I knew how those people felt about the various branches of the United States of America's Armed Forces personnel as per such areas in such times, which I admit I did not know the the fullest levels of however I knew it was pertinent for such information because of the realities which such crazy cat people did not want to pay attention to nor did they want to know though they needed to know so they could understand what was the problems from their own upbringing as such situations can be worse than lead paint chips as well as worse than abstesos as per the psychological portion when babies and toddlers are around such.


My son and my daughter had liked to play in the backyard and my daughter found the gold mine of where the dogs preferred to go poop which easily was able to see for such situations, and when taking a look into such the effects and impacts of the feces of cats as well as cat urine are just the beginning portions; for if the parental figures are similar to the way my biological parents had been when I was in 5th grade with Mono, Epstein Bar, Lymes Disease, Bronchitis, and the Flu all at the same time I could easily see such sorts of possibilities impacting the brain development because of the chemical changes to the brainwave activities. I know those who did not know of such or were not as well aware as to the information regarding the claws were a situation, though the aspects additionally to the cat litter bacteria were far worse if children were playing around and/or near such when growing up if the way to keep such cleaner as well as the declawing to assist the removal of such sorts of bacteria from the claws because of the requirement for the health and wellbeing of children. The cat sanctuary people who were as such and were to the levels of being willing to send known feral cats home with people in San Antonio was nerve wracking and could be considered as a hazard as such weapons in the hair of some people who were able to hide knives or blades, were a situation for certain Police Officers back when I was growing up in the 1980s and 1990s needlessly.


Thus seeing such fe/male's faces as they looked as they walked inside the breezeway area towards where they were going towards the Nine Lives Books door, I made the decision required to tell the truth. After the phone call shortly after the cat sanctuary moved the cat cages behind the online bookstore shelves and when Suzanne's sister had seen the book tags I had labeled all of the books with to give the information of the listing number, the price, the name of the book, and a few other portions of which were on sticky notes as I was shown by Daniel to do for the books for online for organization; I asked him if it was a different type of Dewy system as seen in a library, which he laughed that I knew what a Dewy system was because of whatever he thought about whether or not I went to the Marlboro Public Library when growing up as well as the local school library, among a few other libraries in the mainly New Jersey area depending upon where went to. Not forgetting the portions regarding the aspects as to how my Bok Gung, Bok Pu, Grandfather, my biological father, biological mother, my babysitter, and a few others who had various collections of books referencing whichever materials they were interested in; the aspects as to how each had organized their bookshelves were as such depended upon how each had done so. Thus when being shown how Daniel had began to clarify the portions of the system he had made for the online bookstore, I worked on making sure the levels of which were needed were taken care of as required. When Cindy Suzanne's sister was assisting to move the cages in the back while Daniel and I were talking, we asked why the cat sanctuary was being moved behind the bookshelves for the online bookstore section. As I had talked with Daniel, Ken the finance manager, several of the other bookstore employees and volunteers including Lisa Williams and Jamie Robles; each person had their own opinion as to why the cat sanctuary people should have which section of the bookstore for their area to have the setup, though by such a time the Psychic Fairs had stopped almost completely. Lisa Williams started getting sicker and sicker because of the amount of cats being brought into the area and the online book section had the most expensive books, which the front of the store employees and volunteers were tired of dealing with the cat people from the cat sanctuary as the back area people such as Daniel and Ken normally were not willing to deal with the cat sanctuary people because of their continued care more for the cats than anyone other than the cats. Cindy had made a comment one day saying she would prefer to work in the online store area instead of the cat sanctuary, to which the portions of her speaking with Suzanne about her taking over that section of where she was already in comparatively had already begun before as the backdoor lock had not been allowed after awhile because of the cat sanctuary people causing a problem because of how much easier the entrance to the store would be compared to simply going through the front door.


I was not willing to deal with certain aspects myself having been allergic to the claws dander from the injection through the pads of their paws from the puncturing randomly to their own feet for their own immunizations from such sorts of bacteria naturally, which in turn meant the portions referencing additional aspects as to the reason to declaw cats if going to have around anywhere even if outside. Dogs are not usually going to attack cats which do not have claws because they do not sense a threat, however cats are naturally as they are and with the ways of which they respond they usually instigate the problems associated with the different fights between cats and dogs. Usually cats will go up to a dog within a fenced yard such as with a chain link fence to purposefully get the dog riled up and then when the cat gets close enough to hit the dog, then the crazy cat people usually get upset because they have refused to accept the fact their cat started the fight and the dog was defending itself against such overall aspects regarding such knowing the cat with claws was a threat; thus killing the cat to defend itself as well as killing the cat to defend the property and people within, compared to those who thought such was something else. Dog's noses have a specific quality of which they are able to sense dangers which some cannot sense for themselves of which sometimes has been mistaken as aggression, however those who have the aggressions directed towards them also know what was the situations regarding as to which aspects thereof as to the beginning of such a fight to be able to ensure the safety thereof. Usually the cat begins either hitting to scratch a dog on the nose, side, or back, which in turn the dog turns to attack as per normal for which the cat is too small to ever properly defend itself because it began the fight and was willing to die to get such a bacteria aspect. Hence also why they have a larger amount of litters in a cycle, and why many have fought for the spaying and neutering of animals to prevent such; while not paying attention to what additionally should be paid attention to, as per the claws. I would guesstimate cats without claws which live in households with dogs usually do not get into as many fights, and though they still will pretend to claw at the furniture or use a cat tree; that portion is just the exercise for a cat compared to the requirement some have thought as to the scratching to lower the size of the claws. Contrarily they are actually sharpening their claws in comparison as well as changing up such bacterial aspects when taking into consideration the feeling difference to the cat claws, as they do not get duller doing so. The natural oils mixed with the dander to walk as such spreads around when declawed makes such for the dog's senses less aggressive as per the ability to know naturally of the lesser dangers from such cats which also the gardens for which the cat will be able to go without causing problems to the flowers or the trees or bushes or flowers, is much clearer and less spots which are left in the grass because of the bacterial aspects. As there are those who know about dog handling for law enforcement and military aspect, the portions to which the senses which dog trainers would be able to explain more clearly in reference to searches; makes the ability be able to find such a clearer answer, as to how such aspects are for finding drug and/or explosives and/or etcetera.


My continued interactions with the cat sanctuary staff and volunteers became more problematic as the Psychic Fairs were dwindling and the others from the Nine Lives Book were getting restless from such situations regarding the cat sanctuary people. While doing my best to keep calm as the situations arose, the drama began to spread around the store as the crazy cat people kept flowing towards Nine Lives Books like a moth to a flame. I had not ever seen so many crazy cat people in one location as I had only heard of such types of gatherings as they were simply moving the online bookstore shelves to give less space for walking distance between the packaging table for the books which Daniel and I both agreed was problematic, which in turn meant Ken had a more difficult time getting to the back office, and the cat sanctuary people were going throughout the back area with the most expensive books needlessly while looking through the price tags which had been sticking out of the top areas of the pages and covers. Cindy started looking at the tags again and again which did not make sense to me until she repeated the aspects of wanting to take over the online bookstore aspect and she said she was going to speak with Suzanne about the switch, which I refused telling her I was not going to the cat sanctuary as that sort of aspect was not going to occur.


I can joke I did go to The Sanctuary, though that was a very different sanctuary for a different pun of a wording I suppose for those who know in Dallas Texas before recently. I can also make a joke I had graduated the Dominant Mentor Program starting in the Austin area of Texas before completing such in the Dallas area of Texas at The Sanctuary, though graduating nonetheless at I guess a decent grade level for what I had gone to learn from each of the Mentors I was lucky to be able to learn from at which times I was able to learn from about the details thereof for the aspects of BDSM/LGBTQP/Swinger lifestyle differences as well as implements of varying degrees and mental health wellbeing as well as First Aid however I had already learned and earned my Emergency Responder First Aid/CPR/AED certification for SCUBA Diving. I was grateful to be able to learn about the fire safety aspects from the department individuals who had come out to the area, to teach the additional portions which were not taught in SCUBA Diving for the certain aspects thereof for on land as well; however I know how I look physically and someone who looks as I do physically in the state of Texas in certain groups, some people tend to jump to conclusions in comparison to allowing the person who can help to be able to help and cost someone else's life for such choices to allow biases to be as such. I am not the only person who has tattoos and just because I have tattoos does not mean I am incapable of doing certain things as well as does not mean that your biases are actually a considerable valid point as such sorts of behaviour choices lead to damages needlessly, and/or someone else having to deal with what was not necessarily needed to deal with and could have been better in comparison. There have been a few situations which such preferences against me for whichever aspects as to prefer a stranger from EMS compared to how I could or would be considered as new or as a stranger, which ironically in certain locations and certain communities has been an oddity to which I have yet to know what the particular problems are for such. From the time of being in the Austin area from 2010 and 2011 to go to other areas as went and as occurred to return to the Austin Texas area in 2019 to see such in 2020, I can easily see the minimal amount of change from such types of people who continue to assume that just because someone looks different with hair color as well as tattoos the undue biases for such physical looks has not changed in the slightest from the years of. It has literally been a whole decade and such sorts of behaviours in the general areas of certain types of groups has obviously not changed for the better, whether one considers whichever factors thereof. There are those who have been with me to see how they have been treated when standing with me compared to when not, and how such situations have been include simply going to a clothing store to be taken to a different section of clothing compared to what was considered as the good clothing.


When the realities of the situations regarding Cindy more specifically became more dramatic and the manager Lisa Williams had to step in several times, Lisa reminded Cindy she was the manager while I stood next to her as Cindy kept looking towards the book section while directing the cat sanctuary people. As Lisa William's health was continuing to fade as per the overwhelming cat urine and cat feces were just beginning to start ramping upward as it does not take long for an unventilated area to be filled with such microbials floating around the air and blending with the pages of certain types of books, more of the Nines Lives Books employees and volunteers were started to balk back against the cat sanctuary people who had Cindy leading the charge against the bookstore as she wanted to control what was not hers to control. I did not have Michael's phone number at the time to ask him his opinion of the situation as Suzanne was getting too deep into the cat sanctuary staff and volunteers' thought processes as she said as she admitted when at Nine Lives Books when I stopped by in 2019 to their new location, after speaking with Michael Roberts on the phone and who looked as Daniel or his twin had installed the Century Link phone which only worked when Michael was on the phone or my biological mother; yet not anyone else could ever call to that phone and when calling the Century Link people some male named Joey answered to not be helpful and be quite rude, which is ironic as to the Guardian Assholes show director name as well as the fact he had used a specific set of words I had murmered out loud as I felt there was a problem with the technological aspects well before returning to the state of Texas to step where I needed to step. However at the fondue place which you can turn such words towards yourselves in my opinion as to such individuals who had lied at the start of the so-called taping and were not invited as per the required discussions as I had specifically told Joey as ell as Andrew to let me know if they were interested to talk about the aspects of my Medal of Honor Art Project; however since they had not discussed such with me, there was not the allowances for such of my Medal of Honor Art Project trips ever allowed because of the legalities involving far more than just the Pentagon involvement. Thus such was specified at the moment of that discussion of the requirement to discuss the details of and without such would not be accepted and whatever injuries and whatever demonic possessions they incurred are of their own faults, and I can refuse to assist such ever to be removed for such is not a required aspect. If the extortionary aspects as to not be left alone and continued to be stalked and harassed were to hypothetically be an issue, well extortion is illegal and the illegal surveillance does not change that set of facts; especially when taking into consideration the fuller aspects of FSL as well as all of my books having been released online illegally for download as per however such choices were illegally made without my consent, and I am glad to have raised the dead for it was only going to be my Medal of Honor guys who were raised up however such aspects to which were not invited meant the raising of such, for such to deal with as per the requirement for such discussions to talk about later if I had allowed which I had not allowed because of the lack of discussion as said would be required for such. Just because of speaking with 1-2 people about the possibility of does not mean the invitation was ever open to anyone else, nor did it actually ever get the clearance for anyone else to go except my son #Letters4James as per what was supposed to only be just the two of us and the traffic violations from the stalking aspects of those insane individuals who incapable to get their red Hyundai car out of the way until I could get the white Dodge Grand Caravan around them; to which they made a false report claiming of drunk driving to which that Montana Sheriff Officer was able to verify I had not been drinking alcohol, and the disgrace and disgust from such individuals to get over what they had done being informed of because of your choices to sit by and do nothing when you had already been informed as to what I was dealing with.


I had not outed anyone before 2013 though I was falsely accused in 2011 by Patrick Kennedy's ex-girlfriend Jules, and I defended myself against such as I had already dealt with being outed long before that relationship to my biological parents and my biological sister as per discussion on the phone as well as in person about such in 2009 as well as 2010 while in 2012 was when I was interrogated in the great room area of their house in San Antonio Texas as per the situations regarding the Omega clearance level name being dropped in public at an event in Austin Texas which his new girlfriend arrived shortly after he had dropped such a clearance level in 2010 shortly after his return to Fort Hood; which my name had been dropped at the club his girlfriend Trish had worked at and he heard my name being dropped by Celtic Cowboy or John Virreal who I knew from the San Antonio Pagan community as well as the Excalibur Faire where the 5 males had dropped out of the trees with unsheathed weapons surrounding me and then getting mad when I defended myself to refuse to be falsely accused and successfully proving my point and my case as to my innocence while destroying their egos and their souls. Then I had a larger number of problems when he had spoken such words which I was already dealing with the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury to begin with though also I had moved to the area because of what occurred to my daughter at the Fort Worth Zoo field trip because of McCoy Elementary School in the Carrollton Farmers Branch Independent School District and the school and school districts' law firm had 3-4 main office locations which included, an office within the Austin area of Texas after already dealing with Cactus Jack AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr and that information about the 151 Road Warriors and the Camp Mabry situation which some were mad at me for simply having enough respect to salute the American Flag. How dare anyone who ever donned the uniform be upset for someone genuinely being appreciative of the Constitutional Rights which were provided because of such, right? Oh no, you actually had someone who looks as I do salute your graduating class as well as the American Flag during the National Anthem. What a pathetic excuse if any to ever go after a single Mom with two children who was forced to be in a relationship with your stealing valor individual who then was covered up for stealing valor with a falsely awarded Bronze Star which should not have ever been, though because as you should have known better by the others who were in line with you; which one of you could ever truthfully say you did nothing as to what you would be judged for which would be considered as a hypocritical aspect, as you were mad at me for saluting the American Flag first? What, you were told of how the forced relationship began and you actually defended such an individual's reputation? Think about who you were fighting overseas and then think about who you chose to begin a fight with and who for, while in the uniform of the United States of America's Armed Forces Army branch. You would be arrogant enough to think there was not a cover up of such a Chief Warrant Officer 3 telling the truth, as you were told to look the other way wrongly. Of course you would assume that because of how many spouses you assisted to cheat on others with and how others had done in return to you, as to such a situation of me because of how I physically look. With so many males who have chosen not to wear a condom each and every time, how many of you have sons and daughters you did not know you have when you began such against my son #Letters4James, my daughter #Letters4Lidia, and I? I hope you are charged with treason by the standards of the Universal Code of Military Justice if such occurred for my choice to be able to salute the American Flag during the National Anthem of The Star Spangled Banner, as such would be considered as a cabal wrongly and in reference to the civilian population as well as I actually defended you and yours on the homeland soil of the United States of America.


I know, how dare someone actually look as I do and show you and yours any respect. In Austin, especially. Right? For such a Democratically Liberal area that promotes being oneself, you sure did show yourselves.


Which if hypothetically in addition to the crazy cat people situation of the cat sanctuary with a National Guard Headquarters area and the situation earlier in the year of 2012 which Anna and Matt from the San Antonio Texas BDSM/LGBTQP/Swinger communities while not forgetting the prior situations I dealt with, is there anything which the laptop Matt had taken off of Lackland Air Force Base to have supposedly stolen in the Dallas/Fort Worth area of Texas which might be a situation some people might need to reevaluate for themselves as to their own behaviours and their own choices when that was admitted on fetlife about anything involving any portion as to what Juules had claimed falslely against me wrongly on a phone call? Was I constantly busy online while waiting for an email from the school district and/or school district's lawyers and/or the hospital my daughter was a patient in, at such times? Yes, I was and it was constant. However unlike some types of people who had done as they had chosen to do, only in 2019 after moving back to Texas had I ever dropped anyone's name to anyone in such writings through online. However additionally, how many people had I told about my biological mother and my biological father interrogating me when at not just Discordia's house in the garage with the door open in that area and/or events and/or parties at the time of that first day of that interrogation and the weekend of as well as the month of for such weekends? I doubt since anyone had paid attention to the facts at such a time regarding what I had been posting all along while also explaining in person anyone was smart or intelligent enough to put such together, and would continue to doubt who had done what in comparison especially when taking in consideration the names of such individuals and their physical appearances which their disgusting aires of arrogance left such a horrific aspect to linger; I almost thought I smelled cat aroma around such individuals, with such childish behaviours needing correctional attention for some. Hypothetically, especially taking in consideration how many times I already had been falsely acused prior to the time of 2013 such as the 4the of July 2012 party which Discordia AKA Erika had claimed she knew I was ignoring Joey and Meg Estes when I simply did not have my contacts in or my glasses on as I had prescription sunglasses, as seen in the pictures below because of the fact I was about to go SCUBA Diving and my SCUBA Diving mask had prescription lenses for my SCUBA Diving. My necklace shows it all, pay attention.


Hey look, even the hair color from SCUBA Diving shows through as I had gone SCUBA Diving the day before the picture or the day of the picture and was taking my son #Letters4James, my daughter #Letters4Lidia, my niece #Letters4Marissa, and I to the Butterfly World location on the 1 and only Family Vacation we were able to have; which you can see how I actually once had multiple reasons, to actually be happy despite what I was needing to go take care of in the oceanic waters. For the first time I can actually be thankful despite the other portions for that particular SCUBA Diving trip in the Cancun/Cozumel other side of the island area of the Gulf of Mexico area of the ocean and the date situation at the bottom of the camera not being where it should have been, though the difference is on the left picture the camera I had purchased for my niece who had been allowed to be able to enjoy such a vacation for once. Just as the same referencing my daughter, my son, and I.



If accurate you can take your choices and remain with such knowing you chose to go after a set of children who were in elementary school, a Mom who had been dealing with the after effects not only from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury though also the SCUBA Diving specifically regarding the Vandenberg and the Boca Raton Florida SCUBA Dives, as well as Irving; though what did that matter to any of you when in truth, realistically? Nothing, except for my SCUBA Diving gear being stolen and taken while on my way to the #JBSA location to actually do the correct thing for such as was needed especially. However apparently some only thought they needed the gear and as disposable as some had viewed me to be, I suppose the worthless aspects as to what I did not agree to nor would without such conditions being met which were not; the aspects of you being married spiritually to my dead-ex-husband regarding such cherubim ones types comparatively, simply is not going to be reversed just as you cannot reverse the amount of time you cost me and my children the time together that we had needed at such times. Just as each showed me back in those times prior as well as now how I meant nothing to you unless of convenience, as per patterns of behaviour if I am accurate from your past choices which others would be able to discuss. Well, you are now inconvenient to me for such aspects as why would you think to go on such an uninvited aspect such as my Medal of Honor Art Project trips for anyone other than my son and I for one trip and each other trip had only been for myself to do as what I needed for myself. What was not good enough to allow me what time I needed for myself without other people disrupting my healing process for myself, in comparison to overstepping your egos for such? Why would anyone think I would want anyone else near me without previous discussions as per prior writings as per online in regards of multiple aspects on Facebook, fetlife, and CafeMom? Was it not enough for you that my life was already as it was to simply give me the space I personally needed after what each had done to cause needless and wrong additional problems to my son, my daughter, and my lives? When you stole the books to put online for multiple people to download illegally, was it not enough for what I had already suffered or did your arrogance lead you to think you knew all of the details from what you were allowed to read? Now with the more levels of details after the constant harassment and needless stalking including illegal internet and computer and recording devices surveillances of my son who was a minor, my daughter who was a minor, and myself who was less than 18 years out of a coma which I had gone from College Algebra with Trigonometry and Calculus to 2nd Grade Math as the doctors at the different military bases of Fort Sam Houston, Lackland Air Force Base, and Camp Bullis as well as Selma; all had actually done medical testing on of the after effects which other civilian doctors then reverified, and literally the Center for the Intrepid is built along the 35 corridor between Lackland Air Force Base and Randolph Brooks Air Force Base which I only went to for a registered Air Show once for, and the only time I had been to Kelly Air Force Base before returning to Texas was in 2000 when I had gotten lost when trying to find downtown San Antonio for the forced marriage which I explained to every individual one who ever asked me about such as to how that so-called engagement went as well as the other portions thereof. Wow, you repeated the aspects of my biological mother and biological father and biological sister of their nickname for me of victim of child abuse. Now, did you not?


Oh, you found out I am strong. If you look at my necklace, you could have found a few people who could have told you that instead. I do not and had not consented to the aspects of being followed across states lines just as I had not consented when in reference to the male who I met at the Stoney LaRue concert at Cowboys Dance Hall who had moved my medications around just as Alicia had moved my medications around as per Discordia AKA Erika's request, when living in my townhouse. What month in 2012 did Ana and Matt go the the Galleria in Dallas and claim their trunk of their car was broken into and an Air Force laptop with their BDSM gear go missing, out of curiosity? Any situations arise from such a time during that situation weekend, and thereafter while they were up there while I was in San Antonio? Ana said Matt had been to Thailand, which I was informed of a few situations since then. Is there anything anyone needs to confess, or has such already been clarified and none have had the decency to tell me personally before ever going to anyone else, or was that even a simple thought to ask me a genuine question in truth with the truthful background as to what you truly had wanted to know back then? However I suppose that fondue aspect can be turned around additionally towards your directions instead if only there were any other problems associated with such individuals, which actually had been to blame for multiple aspects for such sights and knowledge to be more clear for others as to who was always innocent. I too have a pattern of behaviour regarding whether or not on medication when I have been falsely accused as I will stand my ground to a point before I simply go out as I do and if I ever feel that I am wrongfully attacked is when I will stand my ground however I stand my ground, as per the backyard situation regarding my property in San Antonio Texas and/or Excalibur. I have warned multiple people it is better to be my best friend than my enemy because if I view you as my enemy, I cannot promise who will show up regarding my friends in lower places.


Remember you were also told as to where I grew up, some of what I discussed about the church membership of my biological mother and biological father, as well as how the after effects were from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury; after warning you of my biological sister's attitude and past behaviours, as well as my ex-in-laws. The fact I was literally interrogated as I was had phased no one except me at such times in 2012, thus why would I ever want or need to discuss any further details with anyone who did not care to ask the simple questions? I have made it known I cannot tell a lie, which if your choice was to lie to me knowing the after effects; what type of person, does that make you?


I discussed my problems with multiple people about my issues with technology after waking up from my coma as well as the GeekSquad situations regarding the accidental warranty insurances as well as the fire from the laptop when doing healing energy work, though ignorant individuals who had no sympathy and no morals or self-respect had simply thought to just let me be myself, instead of causing needless additional problems. No, I did not want to assist with such because there was not assistance to be given as those portions are not for anyone else. I tend to actually be helpful though some have viewed such as lesser than as per such treatments which hey, are you proud of yourselves in the long run for such choices when you are dealing with what you will be dealing with for when it is seen by others future aspects during my Medal of Honor Art Project trips such as those who have had to make statements about prior employment choices to clarify their stance in the lifestyle because of the misunderstandings from those who have not been able to think outside of what they saw? Is there anyone who can give such as an example beyond just myself, or am I the only one again? Am I the only one who ever met a cat person who went overboard, or is that just me as well?


Out of curiosity of those in the Pagan community and the BDSM/LGBTQP/Swinger lifestyles, are there any interconnections? I know and remember there was a female with brown curly longer hair and dark eyeglasses who told me about what abuse was and had to literally explain to me what abuse was in different way when in reference to my now dead-ex-husband and it took what it took before he got the picture, I was not going to ever be what he wished for me to be and would not help or assist such without giving me the recognition I earned for the breast cancer research work I had arranged and I had completed making the medium for; which then and only then, was the conversation and discussions about the IRR which I told others about in each community. I had Child Protective Services who at minimum had the human decency to ask me to my face what type of Mom I was and am, which that male recognized I actually was doing everything I possibly could to be the best Mom I could be for my son and my daughter. How disgusting to know such sorts of individuals exist in this world thinking you are able to hide from such sorts of tretchery while blaming innocence to try to cover your tracks is no longer acceptable as it had not ever been acceptable, and such sorts of situations when knowing multiple details of facts and yet choosing to ignore such only leads to the choices of which when good people stand by and do nothing; bad things happen, though I made the choice to stand up for the rights of what was correct and true. Can each of everyone else truthfully say they can know of such the same then, or more so now?


I do not appreciate being ostracized yet again within the state of Texas as that sort of situation is quite ironic for such sorts of an area which claims to have been open to weirdness, and yet when the weird shows up how quickly many have gone running for the hills. Oh the sounds of which I wish I could explain, though I do not have to thankfully as it has been seen the lack of a reason for anyone to genuinely ask for such when such had been stolen from me without permission and with such aspects of such sorts of views; out of curiosity, is slavery still considered illegal? If such recordings hypothetically have gone on what is the definition of slavery, out of curiosity? Is there undue pressure from being overworked and underpaid for the amount of actual work being done despite harsh and unruly conditions, while being ignored for what was/is actually mandatory for the betterment of an individual while not caring as to how such injuries occur if such happens without compensation from such individuals per each individual to a proper sum of finances for such sorts of labors and works? Could Club Sapphire after when the situation ended in reference to when the relationship was over treatment of me be comparable to how such was treated regarding to when Becky the first Miss Sapphire had been taken care of, for less amounts of work? Why compared to each other Miss Sapphire winner, out of curiosity?


How am I supposed to look at such people from the state of Texas where I re-grew up as well as where I earned my 24 of my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications if such had occurred regarding my son, my daughter, and I's lives? How was I supposed to look at such back when I had already sent into Tye Publishing to request to be an author after sending the first transcript of my official book FSL series, or was there a group of people who were incapable of seeing online during 2011 how I was going to publish books I authored comparatively in your opinions? With the combinations of Texas and Washington state as well as my Medal of Honor Art Project trips and my books with my artwork which apparently was not worth anything to anyone to simply speak of with me in honesty which think about such a project and think of how you went around behind my back as such while thinking about whether or not such guys would truly be infuriated spirits as to such situations, how could anyone actually hide themselves from me now? Unless, is it in shame you hide? Was it shame when you chose not to speak with me in truth by speaking to me while speaking the name you knew me as, or was it another problem with overdramatic-ness from your choice to not use the name you knew me as even though you knew me as both names in one person as I had not hidden my identity on Facebook and had told people about my fetlife account as well as visa versa including regarding CafeMom? Think if you had people you had actually cared about in comparison to the treatment of myself as by your choices had actually been a Medal of Honor recipient, and how would they have looked at your choices by those you know and/or knew who actually graduated Basic Training within their respective specified branches and division of the Armed Forces of/for the United States of America?


That's right, I did not graduate Basic Training when I went to Fort Sill Oklahoma in 2000. Thus such other aspects meant what, only afterwards of losing me directly in your lives, in person? I suppose that means more people prefer what they prefer and such choices, are such chocies. Though if honest did anyone find such ironic how Trish ran away only when she found out my son, who I met at the Stoney LaRue concert at Cowboys Dance Hall, and I were scheduled to show up and only after I was out of the state of Texas did she return to who? When did she show up again, and how many females ran throughout the area from what word being said in the Austin area? How many time did Trish say similar words to Christy Farnsworth who is Suzanne Farnsworth's sister at Nine Lives Books say about the online bookstore of, "I wish I could be like you' and 'I want to replace you in...' ; what was done in reference to such, regarding both people in such areas as per years prior of proof as per their choices in each area once I was removed both literally and figuratively from such locations, which I suppose I can add Phillip Omstead and Patrick Kennedy regarding their wish to be a power couple in the BDSM/LGBTWP/Swinger communities as well as several others such as the Jade Wolf Coven with Thomas Marsden regarding their statements about me in the San Antonio Pagan community? Was there ever a situation between anyone in Nine Lives Books and Joe Rose, which no one informed me of previously or was I picking up something oddly one day when back at the store as well as at Candlelight Coffee House in 2019? Where was that situation regarding as to how my ex-sister-in-law Mary Evongelina Osteen had been regarding the place I enjoyed later on, and had fun at which what occurred once I had gotten involved with the San Antonio Pagan community at the Candle Light Coffee House? How did that wedding aspect of abominations regarding the wedding my son #Letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia had gone, and why type of people were those people who were considered as acceptable looking compared to what I look(ed) as physically? Any other additional connections other than the irony of the #MilitaryCityUSA and the state of Texas different areas regarding Omega or the O or in numbers 0 refer to regarding which tri-state area I grew up in during the 1980s and the 1990s, which could be equated to when I was in Basic Training before going to actual Basic Training at Fort Sill Oklahoma 22 March 2000 and yet I only was in Basic Training for 9 days of which my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury would be what equivalent to which collisionary point I had repeatedly warned others of more-so in person than online later? Or, am I simply tying strings which seemingly now spread outward might make a bit more interconnected sense despite my cognitive disorders and memory deficits?


By the way while some have considered such a weakness, how much actual strength does it take to actually and factually do what is possible to review each aspect of one's individual life to genuinely reflect upon what situations there have been to seriously look through such for the ability to find clarity where possible while lifting others up when possible in comparison to what has occurred needlessly to me as well as my son and my daughter among others?


By the way, how infuriated were the male Dominants when I wrote that #Leatheratti article which I first published on fetlife and what was said though possibly not written about me in reference to what stance I took for the ability to recognize there are Female Dominants who are Female Dominants and do not want to be Professional Dominatrixes and the male submissives which some prefer such while others prefer other aspects? I was in San Antonio Texas when I wrote that entry of which think about that additional fact of the military portions to such including the Homeowners Association and the CFBISD, as well as what I grew up dealing with as the 1st born child to a male Chinese 1st generation in New Jersey.


Who called me a coward wrongly, when taking such into consideration? Did you research what else I had actually done and then still keep such considerations of such, regarding such a comment about me? What is more cowardly, out of curiosity? Is it more cowardly to do as I have done for the reasons which proved to be accurate or, is it more cowardly to lie and hide behind a camera while staying away while watching and/or reading something on a screen only comparatively to what I was falsely accused of and what was I falsely accused of; or did the proof given ever prove enough for anyone, despite not having agreed to such regarding my Medal of Honor Art Project trips across state lines beginning in Washington state instead of in the state of Texas as I had actually discussed with others briefly about in person throughout the years beginning in Medical Hold Unit or now call Warrior Transition Unit? Was anything I ever did considered as brave enough, or was it only convenient when convenient? I do not know, no one has told me specifically they ever read anything I had written in reference to my books officially in such a specific capacity.


Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

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That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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