I am thankful for being able to learn as I had from who I had to be able to put in a small Faery sized miniscule minute way of the tiniest amount of the most insignificant details required to make my idea of The Underwater Travel System to ensure with 100% certainty, not one person would ever be able to come up with the information required; and since such information is not available online, there is nothing which Artificial Intelligence can do without such information to try to come close to the mandatory information needed, to accomplish even the beginning phases thereof. I am thankful I did not ever discuss any information or details beyond showing a few drawings of which to inform those who I would be interested in possibly working with, with fully discluding and fully excludes my biological family regarding my biological mother, biological father, and biological sister. If they saw what I designed and the family which they married their daughter into who would be my biological sister would ever be a way to ever be a part of them being involved, not with any involvement from any of them is a mandatory aspect in every possible aspect. I would not allow nor trust them to do anything except follow the same patterns of behaviour as to how much they would pretend they knew more than they did, then they would pretend they could help get my attention the way they ignorantly would think would trigger me to want them involved with my Underwater Travel System; which of course, that did not occur regarding asking them for anything regarding such.
The fact Anna Louise Lally Hom said she recommended me contacting the Salvation Army after I told her how I wound up in Washington state, proves the fact she would only lie to the in-laws to my biological sister to convince them if she did reverse psychology she could try to control what I would do. Instead when I returned to the state of Texas after what she did not know I had already done before she reached out to me after I posted such pictures as well as made my website and wrote some of my books, as I knew she would she came out of hiding behind the screen to try to get her control she did not have, I was emancipated when I was 17 years old, she has not been anything more than an egg donor once she made the choices she made regarding me getting into Marine and Science Technology School because of the Navy attachment; thus fully negating anything of any involvement, she would ever be allowed to have because of her problems with the Armed Forces of the United States of America. She would purposefully lead them on without any concern or care and if she did not discuss what she did at Lackland Air Force Base #JBSA when she was picked up on post walking around crying after starting a drama scene on post, that is one of other reasons to prove she needs nothing to do with such as well as such lies she would tell just to try to cause more harm to the soldiers within the United States of America's Armed Forces.
There is no reason to which I could ever believe her additionally when she told me as well as others how when she went to college in the late 1960s and early to mid 1970s, she claimed she never heard of or smelled pot or marijuana. Not forgetting the portions of being in college in a biology department in New Jersey at #Rutgers University, how could anyone believe her after she truly said such multiple times. Are you going to tell me people still believe former President Bill Clinton saying he smoked though did not inhale, unless he was talking about a cigar and then is when I could see such only; though definitely not for pot or marijuana. That lie she told is no different than any #SCUBADiver saying they have not ever peed in their wetsuit, and no the SCUBA Divers who had the nerve to try to do so; you are not inside, nor was that accepted, nor was that allowed. Who gave you that idea that would be a way to not insult me? If that was a lie told to you by another, who was it that told you that was a good idea? Would that have been a connection to her and those people, or would it have been an individual who had admitted moving my SCUBA Dive gear around and caught a Poufy Fish?
That did infuriate quite a few as to such as who would you think it would upset in the waters of the lake/pond I cleared in the state I cleared all of the waters of; after returning from Washington state after you knew how I wound up there, and then the Bermuda Triangle aspects as well. Then you did such knowing of my Medal of Honor Art Project, really?
A truly fantastic way to infuriate and enrage every Medal of Honor recipients' spirit to hate you in regards of cherubim in such aspects for the timeframe such as the two people who took a selfie at the Montana Vortex while I was allowed privacy by the owners of the property of the Montana Vortex as per prior arrangements, which I disavow you for doing so. That was not your right to intrude on me for what I needed, and you violated my Constitutional Rights in reference to Religion and Expression and Press. I disavow those from the state of Texas who knowingly chose to help her cause problems to my son, my daughter, and I knowingly if not in specifically the law enforcement aspects. I hope those who would assist such in regards of my SCUBA Diving gear would disavow anyone who would try to take credit away from me on land, when those in the waters of the oceans/lakes/rivers/streams/creeks/quarries/reservoirs would very much inform you as they have as to that refusal from them as to such a claim with the incorrect name as well as incorrect person who had actually accomplished those SCUBA Dives from the SCUBA Diving community, as well as disavow you from safe SCUBA Diving ever again in the waters or even swimming safely outside of a pool.
Take a look at what happened during the Trump boat parades after such, and you can know who you enraged; especially regarding my biological mother, biological father, and biological sister's aspects of involvement nearby the Lake Travis region which was near the area where that unholy and sacrilegious wedding occurred. If they did not inform you of how they treated me when it came to the time of that so-called wedding though legally only as to prior to the boat parade, the ones who had boats sink you can contact such individuals to take care of your insurance bills as such would have been because they did not inform you correctly as to such details. Additionally in the area near the waters I not only cleared though also preserved which my son and my daughter had watched me earn my #NationalGeographic Open Water SCUBA Diving certification, is an additional corner stone to how upset such individuals within the waters around the world as well as the references to pictures and videos I have taken over the years; which again, those people know nothing about.
Ironically where POTUS45 Donald J Trump had discussed the view of Ms. Ivanka Trump being considered creepy to Liberals and Democrats, if you listened to how my biological father discussed and talked about Patricia Ann(abomination) Hom-Miller you would listen and hear much creepier commentary about how Mike and Anna talked Patricia to others in comparison. What did Patricia Ann(abomination) Hom-Miller do, to earn such? She earned a Masters Degree, spent the money she had, got into college debt, and her husband works in law enforcement despite his family's finances.
What did I do to be ignored by such comparatively to her?
Well you can look through my website and find a few things a bit different, as well as the amount of works I have done without the debts. I paid and earned my way without financial aid to pay back student loans which they would wish I would assist such because of, and there would be no way I would ever allow such a payment for such an abomination.
If the United States of America's Armed Forces believed Mike, Anna, and/or Patricia and/or who they would have sent instead because of hiding such connections hypothetically knowing of the possibility of being found out by the military branches; they would use the Millers to do their bidding looking at them as their help in ways to wish, that I would have sympathy to allow such a transaction because of knowing their son who chose to marry their favorite daughter. Nope. I do have sympathy for having been duped by those people, though that does not mean I would assist any of those people with her debts or her problems ever. I have not spoken to her in a longer amount of time than my biological parents, and aside from that wedding fiasco; they refused to invite me or my son or my daughter to her Masters Degree graduation, claiming of the embarrassment I would cause to her because of how I look if I showed up.
Again, that option is not viable for those people.
Below is a picture of my biological sister at my house in Carrollton standing with my son and my daughter, which she used as props and never actually cared. If she had actually cared, where was that assistance that was claimed upon moving to Texas as said and told to myself as well as multiple others; until she was found out to be exactly the same as she had been in Crystal Lake Illinois, which is the same as she was in attitude-ish in New Jersey. By the way those who have not believed about my Faeries, Dragons, Angels, and etcetera being mine and mine alone; you are able to see with the unfiltered and unedited picture with the exception of putting my website in the pictures I took; which inform you as to who actually is the one who has always been in control at the Top, and the one who thought she knew better than such as my biological sister Patricia Ann(abomination) Hom-Miller. You can see the orbs moving closer to her from the location where my dead-ex-husband's box is just behind her and floating into her to surround her, as per the agreements made in other ways way before she ever realized the validity and truth thereof. To the left of where they are standing by 2 feet, was that memorium box with additional aspects within as a gift for her and hers.
You can see the fake smile from my daughter and stoic look of my son with that female, my biological sister; in my Carrolton house
As you can see my biological abomination of a biological sister wrapping her arms around my son #Letters4James as he looks away from her stoically as my biological parents stood to the side while I took the picture, and whatever faces they made at him inside of my house that I purchased which the title to the house was in my name and not hers; as well as the listing for that house would have had such pictures of the curtains, which was one aspect as to why I liked the house additionally. Those couches were purchased with my credit card as well as the bookshelves, were purchsed with my credit card as well. That was the area, for my library. My son and daughter smiling at that abomination of a wedding was only because I looked towards them and gave them a smile, for the photographer to actually get a shot of them smiling genuinely because of being kind enough to allow such a picture to be taken though not used for public visuals for promotions of her in any way or anyone else in that picture in the slightest as per legal requirements as per such times and that is permanent as such for that legality by me as their Mom and legal guardian at such times.
The female in the picture below I was able to meet in Washington state with Abby who had dated my son for a little bit before Kira, though when I met her in Washington state the amount of make up on her face to try to cover the lines and wrinkles had been so much thicker than in the filtered picture which the black and white did take away a few wrinkles though not enough to not remember what that female and her daughter had done to my daughter his sister. I warned him about females being stupid, though I know he knew better and would use technology against such females; as I warned my son, and he was speaking with the military for years before ever meeting Abby at the park where she whined about being recorded at camp and/or Kira Fatherly. The irony of such whining about being recorded while she was living in Washington state supposedly, as well as the fact of as many who use cellphones to do so complaining about being recorded when they have violated others. I sat there calmly while listening to her babble on about her feelings completely unimpressed by either female for my son, as quite frankly the requirement to get my approval would take much more than such. Not forgetting, he does not own the ocean; I do. He is not Divinity, his name means Shepherd of God(dess).
The same hideous face I saw in the public park in Washington state are the two female abominations from Carrollton Texas hypothetically, which of course when I walked up to the car the amount of surveillance at the time in such a location to catch such females who I warned others of who would be arrogant and wrong to assault any male just to use the excuse of being a female is still wrong and just as illegal. By the way, he did not go to pool only SCUBA Diving classes until 2012.
I can find better looking females with less baggage than those if my son was interested in finding someone worth the time, as well as worth the effort of pleasing such. None of those females daughters who caused harm to his sister will ever be good enough, nor will any of their relatives, nor anyone associated with such a location as Carrollton Texas or Texas in general as he has made his decision about the state of Texas known because of my biological family as well as that school and school district. No I will not assist with any of those people being involved either, regarding my SCUBA Diving or The Underwater Travel System. Though it makes sense about a tentacle coming out from the Marinas Trench while at the water to inform of a few problems needing to be taken care of properly along with the seal lions who were not there the last time I went by Washington state in 2021; which means, they are on their way. Not forgetting the disgraceful aspects they told my daughter as to what they thought about my military connection, as well as my physical appearances being in the area of Carrollton Texas.
That abomination of a whore Patricia Ann(abomination) Hom-Miller who in my opinion if she ever purposely hurt or harmed my son #Letters4James and/ot my daughter #Letters4Lidia, I hope she rots in prison as I already know who is awaiting her arrival when her physical death occurs. If she did so because of her hatred of the military as I have already explained as well as her own words which others would know of and her choice to cause harm to such, I do not feel bad about any water issues in the state of Texas because of that abomination. That would 100% guarantee, there would be nothing to assist her ever and if my biological parents kept such hidden from me because Patricia was/is their favorite as always had been; I would repeat my disavowing of those people permanently.
Those pictures are from my son's Pioneer Middle School in DuPont Washington's class graduation, which if any look familiar from Texas means I warned you correctly before in Vancouver Washington at Crystal Creek Apartments on Minnehaha Road, and those people additionally needlessly adding problems to our lives. Ask you sister if possible, who she recognizes from those times and ask the medical staff as to how her responses were if any of the facial recognition works for the mental health facilities which she was staying in after the beginning problems in McCoy Elementary School in Carrollton Texas of Carrolton Farmers Branch Independent School District, as well as the neighborhood the house was in that I purchased to make a home at that time.
Knowing what I told my son after seeing a Mom inform her son as to what her opinions are of the rioting he was doing I saw on the news, I suppose it is a good thing she married a police officer to keep her safe and far away from me though not far enough; despite my returning to Texas, as she obviously continued onward and did not get the warning to leave the state before I arrived. I told her specifically to leave the state of Texas before she went to college, and she did not listen. I warned her to leave the state of Texas before learning of her engagement, and I warned her to leave the state of Texas when she was looking to go to get her Masters Degree; though she refused to heed my warnings, as I knew what the spiritual ramifications were going to be for her if she and Mike and Anna all stayed. I gave her the Texas way of explaining why she needed to go to a college outside of Texas in reference to the kinder words of the way it would help her being viewed by potential employers, as I had gave the same sort of Texas explanation of why she needed to go out of state to get her Masters Degree for the same reasons. I told her there would not ever be any employer who would take her education seriously if she went to the same college as the high school she went to, because of the timeframe she moved to the state of Texas meant the employers would look to see her choosing to try to get in state college prices cheaper because there was not a job opportunity for Mike or Anna permanently in the state of Texas. I told her if she went to college in the state of Texas to apply to a college in the Dallas or Houston area instead of less than 1 hour away from Mike and Anna's house, as employers would look at her as being too clingy and unable to hold a job worth a decent amount of time to assist whatever possible company could ever think if so. I warned her when she said she was going to get her Masters Degree to get out of the state of Texas completely because there would not be any employer for the job employment she was seeking, as she would prove such laziness as the excuse of being married would not hold water to a business for such a level of education; and if she did not go out of the state of Texas, she needed to get out of the San Marcos area of Texas and go toward one of those two areas in Texas as no employer would ever take her seriously and would only see her as a spoiled brat who was incapable of leaving the nest.
Now before other college graduates or college students or high school students get upset, I reference such because of the fact of the employers being able to verify Mike and Anna's finances. With their choice to try to scam the college system as Anna would know and tried in reference to when I was in 5th grade among other aspects, there would not ever be any employer of a corporation who would take her seriously for staying so close to Mike and Anna. Those who have to go to colleges within a state because of financial concerns family matters that actually count in truth in comparison to lying on forms if such regarding the aspects for financial aid/staying in the same area, and then being found out which is much worse than telling the truth and speaking about the details to explain the way I guesstimate they had.
I warned Patricia Ann(abomination) Hom-Miller as to going to apply for the Peace Corps or military since she was complaining about the military guys returning from overseas taking her job opportunities, which when I made the suggestion for such she claimed she was better than them and knew more as her degree meant more in her thoughts than their experiences and training.
If she tried lying to SCUBA Divers about what are and were my SCUBA Dives, I do not see SCUBA Divers who knew me whether or not they liked me or like me being fond of such as that is the equivalent of stolen valor to such guys regarding my SCUBA Diving and works thereof. If she wants to claim she could do what I did, then where is what she could do in her own pictures of her SCUBA Diving gear or in SCUBA Diving gear with the correct time without photoshop? She knew she was never good enough for anything more than possibly being a receptacle for what she was accustomed to assisting other spouses to cheat as well as the high school situations which I do not doubt was continued through the college in San Marcos Texas State; as she said she wanted to go to a party college, when she applied.
Well, she partied now did she not? I have gone to college parties as well as multiple adult lifestyle events of which I rarely did anything beyond dance and help where I could, which is nothing of what I know as to how she was and is; as others, so many others would be able to verify in truth compared to the proof which would be for the limited number in regards of my experiences in such personal ways. I would love to see anyone who would claim to have done so be willing to be in a lie detector test with me asking the questions, as to if anyone would dare to claim wrongly or falsely about any sexual relations or type of adult lifestyle aspects if such were made. I welcome such a situation of proof for anyone who would claim such if we had not been involved in such a way, or if we were for clarifications. If anyone were to balk at such a situation, then such would mean the lies would be proven of what others told. They would be able to be in a room where they would be in the same room as I, which they would be able to remain 6 feet away from where I stand asking such questions if they feel confident enough to take a lie detector test with me asking such questions after they read whatever false claimed statements they might have made. Then I could ask the questions, which would verify for the polygraph test.
I welcome such same aspects regarding anyone who would have said or done anything which they would have claimed regarding my SCUBA Diving, as well as my SCUBA Diving gear. If they can answer my questions correctly while hooked to a polygraph test to verify more than just the information I wrote as well as more than just looking at the pictures, I welcome them to sit down for questioning by me. If they hesitate once again, there is the proof they did not complete what I had and they lied and wasted more time than they had for such as their lives were wasted living such lies. That is time and energy, they never can get back. What they taught their children and encouraged, that cannot be undone. The technology security cameras and satellite imagery would easily defy any of their lies if they tried to erase their records or use fake phones, as they would have been implanted with microchips years ago without ever knowing they had such occur.
Did they have their nails done? Did they get their hair colored by a stylist? Did they use a disposable card and if so for payment, did they use cash to by such without covering their face at the store or ATM if using cash? Did they give a drivers license for a rental car, with contact information? All that and more, has been kept in technology locations around the globe and around the earth and around in different areas of the Galaxy to prevent the falsification of records technologically as well as to be able to find each try to do so to remove; which such being would automatically return signals, which would equal karma for their standards in reference to getting human beings to act appropriately; especially if in reference to any problems involving my son, my daughter, and/or I. I remember my son telling me something happened to Abby and she ended the short term time with him, and the picture sent to his phone of his sister was from 2011 and not a recent picture from when I saw her as I told him when he showed me the picture.
I warned males, there are vicious females who need to be put into their place for such types of behaviour. Since I have survived what I survived needlessly for what others did, in a way possibly it is time for such females to be taken care of to be able to make sure they know their place in line compared to me. That way they have a constant reminder as to who, is who. I truly do not like the term Feminazi though if they need to have such for their weaknesses as they try to claim they are by choice in many ways depending on the female, maybe those females who have done such aspects need a mark in which is visible for people to be made aware of such individuals when they are out walking around in the shameful manner they have treated other fe/males with those unseen marks of their biases and opinions based in their fears of their own inadequacies. What would be ideal for a head mark to be seen to know, as a hypothetical?
No one who had anything to hide would ever hesitate to prove such in reference to such claims in regards of any sexual or adult lifestyle contact with me, correct? Then, set it up and let me know when and we can square such away in full public view with cameras and live footage to be streamed if there would be an interest for such.
Since people like games so much as well as watching shows, what about a game where whomever claims they had any specific adult type of relationship answers such questions in such ways and anytime a lie is told they get zapped the way I had dealt with in Washington state as does she and anyone she had involved with such through her lies by their choice knowing she was doing as she was and not in the way to trap her in her lies? What if there were beautiful females dressed in similar though not matching styles of clothing as to my choice per individual, who assisted with such sorts of games and fun behaviour? Maybe something such a different type of Tea Party for those who know and/or a Thanksgiving version of for such a game, per se?
How would such females try additionally when their pathetic honey trap which they had none worthwhile in reference to trying to get a male to go against and rebel against a military Mom? They would send someone who would have middle eastern views to speak with my son and though I warned him about radicalized islam and to stay away from such, I hope he paid attention to my warnings to keep him safe. However because of already contacting Obudsman as well as multiple other branches and divisions to get help, that umbrella which only I could give my son and my daughter to assist with some aspects because of the length of which the amount of time regarding a multitude of aspects would have been going into multiple levels of research by law enforcement agencies; would be the reason as to why he would be safe as my daughter, whereas those females and males involved with causing such problems by choice knowingly to my son, my daughter, and I would not be covered by that aspect as only the innocent ones who were not informed of what others were manipulating them for in reference to professions would be kept safe in comparison to those who were a part of the school volunteers/staff of McCoy Elementary School in Carrollton Texas of CFBISD and anyone those people sent as well in any area in any place my son, my daughter, and/or I had been as those people can be legally prosecuted for such across state lines as such would be proven stalking and harassment no matter what their excuses were. If they claimed they put in for an employment opportunity in Washington state, was it only after I had wound up there? What year was such a transfer request made, if that hypothetical is real? Also, how many security cameras are in Washington state near Tacoma and Seattle? Over several thousand, is the answer while not forgetting the satellites or the towers; which are unhackable and untraceable to the technology available to human beings for the next 75 years for the type of technology needed to simply find one of the locations as the United States of America's Armed Forces and world government leaders would not allow such pieces to be in the hands of the general public until a certain minimum amount of time because of the sensitivity required for security measures and protocol. Those are permanently in digital format for their involvements, as I would guesstimate the teenagers would have used their normal cellphones which would have automatically been registered to their parents' account. Public and Private School records, are quite helpful; just as Homeschooling requirements for the regulations thereof, are extremely important and assistive.
If such adult female volunteers from the Fort Worth Zoo would like to volunteer again, I would love the chance for a monitored polygraph testing of them while I ask them questions for the truth in the described manner with the distance for them to feel safe with such individuals nearby; especially in reference to how my minor son and I wound up in Washington state, as maybe those females and their spouses did not like the truth being put out there about what their wives had done in regards of a failed political career as realistically the links to the books were out there less than 2 years after I was in the area and the physical books were available only afterwards when I posted the links a few weeks later after mailing out copies of books to multiple businesses and people and organizations after registering with The Library of Congress. If those at McCoy Elementary School had learned of who I was engaged to at the time and learned he was in Basic Training when they were getting ready to get into a bigger way and learned of whatever his Dad was involved with or his Mom, I can see how those types of people would try to tarnish my image while faking their way along the path to try to succeed; though the political atmosphere with technology was around while they were planning hypothetically, and thus would destroy all of their political aspirations in one fell swoop.
What was President Ronal Reagan's quote, "Society is no more than one generation away from losing their freedoms" of which those people had lost their freedom to be able to ever run their children, their cousins, their aunts, their uncles, and whomever for a minimum of 3 generations to undo what those people did from 2008 onward simply because of their biases as whatever they wrote and talked about wherever technology was nearby them and/or in their hands, when using.
If their plan was to destroy the engagement because of knowing who he was whereas I did not know what his Mom or Dad officially did as I only learned a little bit during the brief amount of time we dated and were engaged both times, which if they sent the male who I had defended myself against and threw against the wall to defend myself and/or if he was involved; then I truly do not need to bring forward the portions of SCUBA Diving or my Underwater Travel System, because realistically who would there be to actually trust with such?
However I also know the law firm after I had published my books after having written about all of the aspects I legally could at such times in various website forums which discussed being a parent as well as on Facebook as just update postings because of not seeing the specific forums, and knowing there had to be those who knew more for not only my situation regarding my children and I though also their own children and their prior experiences if such had been a situation(s) they had dealt with; as I had been told of in person by several individuals in Texas as well as in Arkansas, when I went out to the area for what was going on regarding my daughter's hospitalization in the area at Pinnacle Pointe and meeting at a restaurant in the area. She and I discussed her children's special needs as well as aspects in the lifestyle including her husband, which I had been invited to events in the area by her and though I had wanted to go; I needed to get back to Texas to take care of my son, and I had only traveled out there at the time mainly to take care of my daughter's needs. I explained I could not attend an event at the time because of the traveling between to make sure both of my children were squared away and taken care of as best as I could, though I did tell her if the opportunity arose later on when I did not have as much to take care of regarding them; I would accept an invite to attend an event, though I did not know what time that would be able to occur because of everything at the time. I had enjoyed our discussions greatly and I had hoped the aspects we had discussed were helpful to her, her husband, and their children, as well as their friends which would know how to assist getting help for their children while also assisting if there were school situations regarding such oddities to help bring forward a clearer view comparatively. I did not tell anyone I knew at the time she and I had met when I was in the state of Texas with the exception of who I was dating, though I did not tell him anything except I was going to meet a female to talk about some school and medical situations.
Apparently since the last name of him was/is Kennedy and I was in Arkansas for my daughter's hospitalization at the time in Little Rock Arkansas, I admit though I saw the signs of POTUS42 Bill Clinton's hometown it did not register in any way of the Clintons possibly living back in Arkansas as I knew Hillary was in Washington DC doing what she needed to do where she could. Only recently had I learned of in 2020 of any rivalry between the two political families apparently, ironically I may have subconsciously picked that up because I had no idea about that in the slightest when I wrote simply being creative with the names and whatnot. Ironically I suppose, most likely that family related to that male probably did not get informed as to the situation which I had gone out to Arkansas and spoke with people in the area; which the doctors such as Dr. Angela Brown would be able to discuss how confused she was about certain aspects regarding Carrollton Farmers Branch Independent School District and the Dallas doctor who went out to question my daughter from the district and his behaviour, though she as well as other medical professionals throughout the different medical locations my daughter had been in for acute and residential treatment knew how much I had been working to make sure I could be the best Mom I could be.
In such regards then if such is true between the Kennedy and Clinton rivalry, I can ironically see the character I named Rose Fitzgerald-Kennedy and her situation in certain references I suppose could be compared to Hillary and possible feelings she may have had regarding other aspects referring to a prior posting for my 60 Days of Thanks Challenge. I officially would not know such details as to the length or information specifically regarding such a rivalry beyond what I was told more recently, however the irony both of being within the Democratic party referencing such metaphors and situations intertwined. I did have the feelings I have had about worrying regarding Chelsea, though I am uncertain if unofficially they have another child which was a similar situation to the aspects of Rose Marie Kennedy or if I felt more naturally as to some situations which Chelsea Clinton would be able to tell her Mom Hillary more of which could relate to "Fail-Safe: The Kennedy curse fused with Science Fiction Fantasy By: Susan MeeLing".
Well either way regarding such aspects in a way, that particular curse would have been broken because of being able to actually track and trace more as well as have security camera footage to assist with more than only the witness(es)' statements in writing and/or whatever videos/pictures/texts messages/phone calls/emails/website registrations/etcetera as to technological advances to be able to ensure a safer aspect for more. Who, would be more protective than a Mom? Dads can be protective though there are the situations which because of business agreements as to other portions apparently real in reference to Fail-Safe, as apparently that is what my biological sister decided for herself on her own as to what she had preferred and the irony of such as to how many warnings I gave her to get out to go to college outside preferably of the state of Texas. Maybe Patrician Ann(abomination) Hom-Miller and the biological parents of felt drawn to Texas as explained to me once before in details, "Birds of a feather, flock together."
My biological parents when looking back in certain references can be compared to Joe P. Kennedy in two people, my biological mother and my biological father when looking at such metaphors regarding as to how my son #Letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia were treated when looking at Rose Marie Kennedy; though not only just by my biological family, though also my ex-in-laws. If those ex-in-laws actually cared about the wellbeing of my daughter's mental health as I told them when I was in the house, the need to remove all of the stolen valor pictures Grandpa Nichols warned you about after what occurred as you saw as well as what I told you had impacted her as you were warned keeping such images of known stolen valor around that evil incestuous house as there are pictures of the incest which occurred as told to me as well as in their own stories about such where my ex-sisters-in-law Mary Evongelina Nichols Osteen and Susie Marie Nichols-Lopez (Sweeney/Sweety/Sweetie) had dressed him and his friends up in girl clothing to then do things with which were unspeakable; though both females joked about with multiple people while showing them the pictures of what they were proud of doing while also defending the incest within the other locations at their Grandparents' house in Steel Alabama as well as the house on Chandler Mountain regarding their younger aunts and uncles as well as their cousins while defending to me as well as others who were disgusted as to their enjoyment regarding my ex-sisters-in-law. One of the two of them had told me how they convinced their younger aunt to take the virginity of one of their cousins, and thought it was funny how they held him down. I was infuriated as to such as they tried to claim it was not the same thing as assault, and I informed them it was assault and they needlessly raped a male just because of the natural physical response which was wrong then and wrong now. Personally despite what I was dealing with at such times and the irony thereof, I felt much sympathy for whoever that male cousin of theirs was when listening to their renditions as to how funny they thought it was.
I am not the only person such has been told to as ironically Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr (AKA Cactus Jack) had been informed of such by both my now dead-ex-husband when he was alive during the 'polyamoury' situation as well as when meeting with his brother Jeremy Kuykendall, once. Susie Marie Nichols-Lopez told my biological sister about such which ironically enticed her to ask more as she was interested as to how that could work and be fun wrongly, and she was upset when I scolded her for ever finding such acceptable. The two sisters with their mom had discussed such with all of Grandma Nichols' friends whoever was around at such times and their faces were similar to my feelings as to the situation, as there were additional times to those times which the females specifically discussed such in the street area near the edge of the driveway as people drove and walked by which each turned their heads to look as to what they heard to shake their head especially if they were on a bicycle. That particular time with both sisters as well as their mom had laughed about, was around the same discussions about the biological father to Sondra and the family associated with.
Looking back to McDonalds and the first birthday party for my son which had been after that discussion that same year as David went to Basic Training at Lackland Air Force Base when Mary Evongeline Nichols Osteen and Susie Marie Nichols-Lopez names at the time, had discussed the birth father biologically to Sondra and how they did not believe me when I warned them they should tell her biological father's family. It seemingly makes additional sense as to why I got the head nods I had beyond simply moving the cake out of the way for the birthday party timeframe switchover, as well as all of the stuff I could gather in my arms while 8.5 months pregnant with my daughter to give the space over as per the fact of the rightful timeframe for such. If those females who fought Susie Marie Nichols-Lopez and the court case which they had to go in front of a Judge knew Mary Evongelina Nichols Osteen's biological father and his family especially the same year of being proud to deny Sondra's dad's family of their biological niece, I am glad I stood my ground in their favor because I knew Sondra needed the medical background for herself and any children she could have had just for their own safety despite not wanting to have to reveal such later to her as many years had gone by and her having had a child of her own and where she had gotten pregnant and who by as well as whoever she met while she and her sister Ariel were in Fort Worth in 2001 as well as in 2008 both times.
Ironically, I painted a golden cherubim for Grandma Nichols the first Christmas I had been involved in that family and I explained to her what her angelic looking-ish figurines looked as cherubim. She laughed saying she thought she knew more because of the Santaria aspects she had studied along with the Dominican Catholic aspects, which I warned her against using such energies as that would guarantee certain situations for her favorite family members which she would be required to properly take care of. She laughed thinking I knew nothing about the Dominican aspects which even in the Brazilian areas such are specific as to caution for such, if she was actually from Brazil or South America in comparison depending upon where Grandpa Nichols had actually been stationed and what he may have had to have said because of security purposes; which would make sense as to the Cashew plant wooden carvings in her kitchen, which many people could have pictures of on their cellphones or digital pictures/videos in that house as well as all of those photographs which would have been developed by film photography. They probably would not have kept the negatives from such as I had done what I could to keep when I had picked up my pictures and put into my albums I made, however the possibility of such being copied negatives would also be a probability for record keeping safety of such pictures and images through law enforcement agencies as a just in case needed for which digital makes such easier at times though the physical original is always the best one regarding several aspects in pictures.
I had taken later my then fiance in the end time of 2009 or beginning months of 2010 to meet my ex-sister-in-law Susie Marie Nichols-Lopez at the time and her three children as well as my ex-mother-in-law, which again the reality of personally not knowing of local or state or federally elected officials names or their children/nephews/nieces/aunts/uncles/grandparents/parents/sisters/brothers to look at regarding when he and I were dating and engaged; though the same in reference to anyone I had been involved with because quite frankly, when I knew such people I was simply being myself. It did not matter to me whose name was what regarding any such aspects as though I know I am not the only one who did not look at such specifics or care specifically only about if told, I simply accepted people as they were and as they presented themselves to me as. Admittedly probably that comes across as odd especially with my background being in New Jersey mainly at such times, however with the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and coma I had to deal with as I do; I could not remember that part, as I simply handled stuff as needed and was myself back then as well. A childhood friend if he had lived would have known me to be the exact same as some may have noticed and one had in a specific manner though recognized the fact certain aspects were as though it did not ever exist in my childhood and teenager timeframe, in reference to my personality and how I am; though he would have known, understood, and recognized aspects which she had not ever seen as I met her in 4th grade at the YMCA gymnastics which her mom was not a fan of mine back then because she thought I was the one showing her daughter things when in actuality it was others her daughter knew well before ever meeting me in her school who had influenced such.
Timing, is everything I suppose. She was mad I defended her ex-husband's job which I remembered, and though Kelly did not understand her Dad as much as she thought at the time; her mom hated the fact I had the nerve to defend him and his profession to her in her house, and no matter what I did at that duplex house Kelly's mom hated the fact I simply was breathing. The irony is if I had not pulled her out of the Scream Machine ride at Six Flags Great Adventure, Kelly's mom would not have been a mom any longer. There were newspaper articles about the exact ride I pulled her daughter out of and because Kelly's mom was mad she waited the whole time for the line to go through and because Kelly complained about how I felt nervous when the clips were being put in, as I heard a click that sounded completely different than any of the other clicks; neither believed me at the time, and both thought I simply chickened out.
I did chicken out, I chickened out of dying. I did not want to die, I did not need to deal with certain aspects and thus I learned how to internally create a way to use the death aspects for life in comparison to continuing on with certain portions of specific aspects.
I had dated for a brief amount of time a female named Pam who lived with her ex-girlfriend Maryanne Maypole which Pam had a red Toyota Camry and Maryanne had a purple PT Cruiser, and lived near a duplex near Marbach and 410 going towards the Jims Restaurant which their friend Nikki and her husband Brian were married and friends with them; Nikki was from Roswell New Mexico and continuously annoyed me by asking me about extra terrestrials, as she thought I would discuss such with her when I had no inclination to ever discuss such and was why I had denied her repeatedly as the same with a male named Egan from the same area who brought up similar questions which I was not interested in answering. In that aspect Pam and Nikki's friend Brian who was on the San Antonio Police force as well as in the United States of America's Air Force had put me in handcuffs in the Jim's Restaurant one night and told me he thought I needed to calm down because he thought he was playing a joke; while not ever realizing though I described the separation at the time, as to what he had caused by doing so when I did nothing wrong; in 2005, which was while still dealing with that Homeowners Association garbage because my house was in that neighborhood and my now dead-ex-husband was spreading lies about me cheating and yet he had been cheating and was why I left as well as the abuse.
Not a detective obviously, he was.
Abuse of power using such handcuffs, and what occurred? In Military City USA an actual San Antonio Police officer who also was in the United States of America's Armed Forces Air Force branch had chosen to illegally put handcuffs on me for no reason other than to play a prank joke, knowing as well of my medical retirement from the Army branch of the United States of America's Armed Forces and was technically in veteran status.
What type of message does that send to anyone about police officers when one of the brothers who is supposed to be loyal and do what is correct, chooses to play such childish games? What type of message does that send to every military active duty, national guard, reservist, and veteran about police officers in the state of Texas and around the United States of America when looking at the news reports as well? That was in 2005 and when I told people around San Antonio and later in the DFW area, no one believed me that a police officer with a connection to the Armed Forces of the United States of America would ever do that to another. In those times after 2008, no one believed me about the problems at the Medical Hold Unit/Warrior Transition Unit in the civilian sector even with the news article. After in 2009 no one believed me about my type of SCUBA Diving or the stuff going on at the school with my daughter, and still such has not been accepted as seen which would be recognized as such. In 2010 no one believed me of being correct in reference to a situation I had to end, and took a Marine's side instead of mine without asking me. From 2010 through to 2013, few believed me about the McCoy Elementary School, Fort Worth Zoo, board meeting, and the school district being in favor wrongly of how my daughter, my son, and I were treated; as well as no one believed me, there was ever anyone in the state of Texas who would treat me as I had explained. Of course this is all after no one believing me about my nightmare through childhood and teenager years, and no one believing me about the original Pastor's casket being removed from Old Tennent Presbyterian Church and General George Washington's command during the Revolutionary War. Additionally no one believed me about spirits, Faeries, extra terrestrials, merpeople, or anything else as before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury I was seen as just a child who knew whatever they knew of me being taught in schools only; while having absolutely no idea as to what I had learned elsewhere, as per required.
After my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury no one wanted to believe me because of the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and continued to blame such, even when given the proof while living in their delusions while martyring themselves for each truth I told and each lie they believed from others. Even regarding my SCUBA Diving with the pictures in a more recent aspect, the lack of belief from anyone I once knew regarding my SCUBA Diving being said as such in person on a military installation as well as in my apartment as well as on the phone call regarding such; though having admitted to moving my SCUBA Diving gear, admitted to throwing freezing cold water on me in the shower in a room which I had to be bullied into allowing him to go, which the SCUBA Dive gear he moved he would not have caused so many people to be put at risk as he caught a Poufy Fish which he admitted to on the phone. Yet those same SCUBA Divers and their friends who decided to lie to my face had the nerve to swim in the waters I cleared and pee together, which in turn that Federally funded and state run natural preserve area which is monitored by a federally funded program to maintain and sustain such water areas had caused the algae bloom growth as would be seen and notated from the mandatory monitoring. If those people had not all peed together and literally turned that area into a sewage facility, the waters I was once cleared would not be as disgusting as such has become by such a choice by negligent SCUBA Divers who would think that would be arrogantly a good idea. The PH balance was altered because of that amount of pee being distributed in the water, the medications of each person involved assisted to the failures of that location, and the plant life which was almost on the endangered species list they destroyed what was left.
I recognized some of the species on the list from the Underwater Naturalist SCUBA Diving certification which I was monitoring the development of during my SCUBA Diving at times prior to the class, not realizing that certain species were in those waters. Were in those waters, is the important portion. When I went back I saw the last one left from when I had been SCUBA Diving in 2009 and the beginning of 2010 which I had gotten the ability to grow a bit so the species of fish as I had noticed and worked on and would have been able to survive, if that SCUBA Diving team who was in Cancun had told the truth and if the individual who caught the baby Poufy Fish had followed my commands as to contact me while I was in Georgia and Florida because of the medical portions; then when returning from Florida and those SCUBA Dives when he lost his mind because of failing to comply with the medical regulations I commanded him of, as the chemical after effects from the venom of the baby Poufy Fish especially are called venom for a reason as well as it being deadly. I know for a fact it was a baby Poufy Fish because though he caught it like a football, it was the size of a tennis ball when it poufed up. What does salt water do to fresh water fish? If he peed inside of that Clear Springs SCUBA Park, he killed the last ones I was able to save of the following:
* throughout the whole area 1 single Albino Catfish
* throughout the whole area the last count was in the sealed area as well as around some portions of 30 Fountain Darters in a 10 foot by 10 foot plant area
* Texas Rice Plants along the closer edges to where the water line once was
While some might not have noticed previously as I had, upon returning back to the state of Texas after that fiasco to see the Clear Springs area while swimming I had only seen 1 Fountain Darter left hiding near the platform on the other side of the lake I had swam to whereas I once would see around 30 in the area. Now, there are none. If he had told the truth instead as well as followed the commands given to him as well as with that time of being a SCUBA Diving Instructor for NAUI at the time in 2019, at some point he should have told me who to call or contact instead of going to figure it out on my own to take my SCUBA Diving gear to San Antonio when I moved back in 2012; however the choice of whoever thought they knew more about me when they knew nothing at all except what they were told by people who did not know me, did not know how to explain the actual answers which would have been needed for specific requirements, and who did not have any information regarding my SCUBA Diving except what they taught me as well as what I allowed them to know at such times has caused needless additional damages to all of the work I had done.
The irony of NAUI and my ex-in-laws last name beginning with the same letter, and having a second letter which fits in; and those people had treated my son, my daughter, and I how? I am so thankful I chose to go with PADI SCUBA Diving certification courses, in comparison. At minimum, I do not have to have that reminder as I do not need it as to a few other aspects as to the toy school he had been an instructor at which I had told many people around the state of Texas as to the way I had been treated when I went into that shop the first time before my National Geographic Open Water SCUBA Diving certifications. He might have been an Instructor which meant they breezed over some information PADI went into depth over, however he did not ever earn each of the SCUBA Diving certifications for Mastering each level thereof.
I suppose I can make a joke of having 26 SCUBA Diving Master certifications in specialties; because of the additional work and research/work I had done for myself during the classes, as well as before and after. I can joke the inclusion of the National Geographic portion of Masters Degree, because of the fact in 5th grade I read through each edition of the National Geographic books from the 1950s or 1960s all the way through to that year before in 1992 my biological mother had collected while I was sick with Mono, Esptein Bar, Lymes Disease, Bronchitis, and the Flu all at the same time in conjunction with the college medical textbooks my biological father had for the medical nursing school program he had been enrolled in because my biological mother did not believe his certification from the School of Bulova was good enough compared to her Rutgers University Degree. Does such come across as familiar even though I earned the 26 SCUBA Diving certifications which she was informed of compared to her favorite to me, when looking at how she treated him for 2 certifications as he also was able to certify gemstones? I told him back then she would not care how many certifications he had her ego was only about a piece of paper which costed thousands of dollars, whereas he was making enough money to support the household without her working before she got a job at Prudential because he knew a guy; which she refused to give him credit for even back then, which was a precursor as to how she was and remained I guesstimate. He tried claiming she would look at him differently if he had a degree in comparison, which I told him that was not the case as it did not matter what certifications or degree he had; she did not respect him, as he knew.
He did not want to pay attention to the signs of Patricia Ann(abomination)'s middle name which he knew my Bok Pu picked out the name for her middle name, and Anna was given the piece of paper with the spelling the way she was in reference to the choice made by my Bok Pu in reference to what my middle name is. While Patricia has an American name and looks Asian, she has what Bok Gung and Bok Pu called the ABC name as well as the commoner name for that choice because of the lineage. American Born Chinese, is what ABC name means for clarification when in such regards; whereas my middle name is Cantonese, which I can joke about a different terminology for my version of ABC or American Born Cantonese.
The one, and the only.
I was taught Cantonese to speak, as well as Cantonese to write, and Cantonese to read. My Bok Gung and my Bok Pu refused to allow me to be put into the public school system for learning the language because of Mandarin being taught, which both of my Great Grandparents did not want for me as they needed me to remain being the Cantonese as they knew I would be needed at a point to assist with several clarifications when the choice was made in reference to the other name for that.
Whereas my biological sister learned Mandarin from her friends in school at Asher Holmes Elementary School as well as through her friend Mindy Doong, that clarification of the reality as to her not being Cantonese though Mandarin and a first born generation or second born generation into the United States of America; her family would have known my Great Grandparents and would have been informed as to who was always going to be the one, and who was always going to be that other one; though very few were in the know, of the back history because of the need for secrecy because of the ways much was going in the 1980s and 1990s especially in the tri-state area among other aspects. Thus while my biological sister was showcased repeatedly as per, I was kept hidden in the shadows to prevent any attempts on my life as best as possible because of the fact of the knowledge of being the only one who could do as I can.
I was warned of the Jihad put out against me back then when the solar and lunar calendars aligned with other celestial orbits, as the prophecy was if I had been killed and could not live then the aspects of radicalized islam would be the final result because of the treatment of females and children in that type of law. I was warned especially after the nightmare started happening as to what would occur as per events on 11 September 2001 though it was known by them as to how I could become, what word can be spelled with my first and middle and Maiden last name letters as per what you might know as Sudoku or a version of. My Great Grandparents and my adopted Grandfather knew much more and later after I was around 5 years old, my adoptive Grandfather told my maternal Grandmother some of who he was in his background as I had already been informed. Hence her choice to go into Theology College School, using grants she was able to get with being married to him among other assistances to inform assisting several others including the later fact she pushed for my enrollment into a Catholic High School after a certain point because of what happened at Baptist Camp Lebanon which few believed me about among a few other portions such as a male babysitter I once had named David.
However such a death would have had to occurred before the end of 1999, which obviously since my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury had during Basic Training in the Army branch occurred in the year of 2000; that solidified, who I am.
Catholic Orphanages in certain timeframes were taught to look for specific signs in ways which the Hebrews already knew, and as the repeated attempts on my life have been proven which ironically began with my biological mother and biological sister throughout my childhood as she knew what to do and what to say to get Mike and Anna mad enough at me; where the interrogation I wrote about in a prior post as well as in my book after telling others about back then in 2012, was a guarantee entertainment at such moments for the spoiled one.
It is ironic when you think of the term of a spoiled child or spoiled rotten person, as the term in cooking. I was told by my biological sister she thought I was spoiled rotten because the military according to her, made my life easy for me. She and others in her college as she said she knew felt as though the same for every person who ever signed the line to join, of which the repeated explanations over the time as I had done and the proof thereof show much more as to how while few believed me as such truths were explained; as time went onward after those years of more specific in 2009 through to 2013 in specific groups and situations, in turn all of those times when no one wanted to believe me were proven to be accurate. I do not believe many could believe the aspects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury after effects was the Armed Forces spoiling, in my biased opinion admittedly. What people have failed to understand is the Armed Forces make such payments not to spoil, though to help keep such individuals able to continue living to survive because of the training and/or specialties and/or backgrounds which would possibly be of assistance if an emergency required and/or if there were developments in which the specific combinations thereof would be pertinent for the survival of the human race.
Thus yes I admit it, I am the only one who was taught and learned as such and I am technically the only full American born Cantonese as well as my Bok Gung and Bok Pu's favorite Great Granddaughter who was taught by specific measures. I wrote years ago in a journal note entry as to choosing the name with Empress, because of my best friend from childhood; though I kept such aspects hidden and yet had not denied such, as there were certain similarities of aspects though extremely different at the exact same time as to. Whereas my childhood friend Damien and I had grown up together when I went to the babysitter's house next door to his parents' house, he and I were blood brother and blood sister because of that sort of childhood aspect. We played and wrestled as children do especially since I was a tomboy, and one day we decided to do so as I told him about a dream I had. He made a few promises to me back then, which a mutual friend would be able to agree from the time when Damien had passed away as to how protective he had been when he was alive if my name was mentioned in high school in the slightest derogatory way. By then my Great Grandparents had passed as did my adoptive Grandfather, which meant what I was warned of was going to occur and I needed to pay attention and keep being at all times possible truthful. Those 10 Commandments if you think about such, think about how that translates to online aspects as well as in reference to posting/writing/talking on the phone with others; and the fact of the Holy Bible and other scriptures of Hebrews being online, and typed out the next time you choose to use technology as there are records whether some wish to deny or actually believe and know such however they know such to be actual truth.
I suppose such a name title regarding how my childhood friend had been, might actually make some additional sense for such a name choice.
I suppose some ironies additionally, though for now today's entry for my 32nd Day of Thanks Challenge is as such. Maybe such additional aspects are helpful, especially with the additional pictures and information despite my rightful upset as to the situations combined over all of the time combined. That Vigilance Elite individual Sean was correct, when the train stops and the caboose comes around it is unstoppable. Ironically additionally there was a female I had as a roommate who had married a male who worked at ISR in BAMC back in 2000 when she was in Medical Hold Unit with me at the time, which my now dead-ex-husband made fun of the fact she would be on the phone crying about as well as to her then husband named Sean begging to know why he had put her through so much. In reference to if my biological sister hypothetically and/or my biological mother and/or my biological father and/or that family they married Patricia Ann(abomination) Hom-Miller into had anything to do with that SCUBA Diving individual who caught a baby Poufy Fish, thankfully not married especially as in her way to her favorite male I had ever been involved with because of how he spoiled her; it does not matter to me as to why he had done so, what matters to me is justice and law enforcement can figure out what his intentions actually were. It is ironic, simply because of the spelling of that name in that way for all three; and yet the one on Vigilance Elite is the one with such a spelling I can like and appreciate, because of the discussions regarding safe though specific types of SCUBA Diving regarding one of the groups which does such work as my adoptive Grandfather had shown me some aspects as to paperwork he had worked on with some individuals for a few different groups/organizations/agencies over the time before meeting my maternal Grandmother and while doing so until a point in the late 1970s or early 1980s though had been involved since around the early 1910s or 1920s in reference to military for the United States of America's Armed Forces as well as other aspects for the United States of America with such background and specialties and training techniques which assisted much when he was in World War I before other work he had begun afterwards with the government of the United States of America.
I am definitely thankful for being able to see that first hand and listen to him speak about those times, as I learned a lot about who he had been and how much he cared about the United States of America and the world as well. He worked with my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu to assist getting them to be able to legally immigrate to the United States of America when working with a few aspects for safety, and being able to listen to the three of them individually discuss such aspects while being shown and looking through the specifics of the specific shadow boxes, furniture, scrolls, paperwork, and etcetera is something which I do not know how many have had such an opportunity from their Grandparents or Great Grandparents; however I did not waste nor lie, as I knew better. When they asked me questions, they were the only ones of a limited number in my direct childhood life which had kept their hands to themselves unless giving me a hug. They did not steal from me, they did not lie to me, they did not treat me lesser than; though they did protect me from what they each knew in reference to how the times were as even my maternal Grandmother was told of certain aspects including sounds and situations, when she visited New Jersey and drove down from New York state on year after my Grandpa's passing.
I am thankful for such despite the needless previous difficulties, or afterwards with additional needless pains; as with such from my background, I am alive. Though being alive is different than living, in my opinion.
